By Kinkabella
Archived Here With Her Kind Permission

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Dear Diary...

I've been sorting through and trying to archive lots of old things I've written and found this. It is a more-or-less true account (written in an email to "Eddie") of a weekend adventure that transpired around the same time as the previous blog entry about the Blackmail Game.

*Dear Diary...*

Mistress Veronica arranged the weekend away and was there to "supervise" - or so she said - but in reality, she actually only spent the Friday night with me, coaching Vic in the finer points of spanking and whipping me. The picture attached was taken Saturday morning. After he tied me up like this, Mistress took a couple more photos and then said to him he could do whatever he wanted. She then left us alone and he proceeded to use me to fulfill all his own fantasies.

He did to me many of the things you've said you'd like to do. He toyed with me for hours, using a variety of dildos and vibrators to stimulate my clit and to penetrate me. The pleasure became torture! This was interspersed with periods where he forced me to suck his cock -- something I'm genuinely not very experienced at and which I found incredibly humiliating. This particular session (in the photograph) finished with him ass fucking me. I was still virtually an ass sex virgin at the time and his was the first man's cock I'd ever had deliberately inserted in my ass. It really hurt, despite him using lots of lubricant. What made it worse was his enthusiasm to fuck me there and the more excited he got, the harder he rammed his cock into my ass.

Vic had worn a condom to fuck my ass and so didn't ejaculate inside me. He did, however, force me to suck his cock clean after he removed it. To this day I can still vividly recall the condom-tainted taste of his cock juice in my mouth. Throughout the rest of Saturday, I had to serve him and pamper him, occasionally sucking him again or submitting to more bondage and discipline sessions for him.

On Saturday night there was a party at the farmhouse and while I wasn't the only submissive present, I was by far the biggest novice. Vic wasn't very experienced himself insofar as being a practiced Dominant, but he still acted like he was and had me doing all sorts of bizarre "tricks" to amuse himself and the other guests. These came to a peak when he had me grease his cock with hand lotion until it was fully hard and erect and then sit on it, taking it fully up my ass. He then had me lean back against his chest and reach back with my hands to hold the back of his head. Two of the other submissives present then grabbed my ankles and spread my legs widely, holding them that way while Mistress Veronica whipped the insides of my thighs (painful!), my breasts (even more painful!) and finally my defenseless pussy (agony!) The whole time this when on I was forbidden to put my arms down and had to keep my face pressed against the side of Vic's face. He spent the whole time whispering obscene things in my ear about how much pleasure my ass clamped around his cock was giving him.

It didn't take Vic very long to climax and at first, the feeling of his hot jism flooding my bowel was strangely arousing. But the pleasure was short lived and within a minute or two my stomach was cramping painfully with a dire and urgent need to purge his fluids. I remain eternally humiliated by the memory of Vic, Mistress Veronica and all the other party guests chasing me down the hallway to the bathroom to watch me expel the cum enema Vic had given me.

It was the first enema of any kind I'd ever had and I thought that once I got rid of it the first time, that would be that. But the cramps and rush back to the bathroom continued twice more -- me showering each time afterwards. After my third shower, the party more or less ended with couples heading off in different directions not to be seen again before breakfast. Vic dragged me off to a bedroom but luckily he was as exhausted as I was and so we both slept soundly until dawn.

Vic woke me early and demanded I sit on his cock. I wasn't properly awake, but I did as I was told. He told me to put my hands on my head (which I did) and to straddle his hips with my knees. I then was forced to look him in the eyes while lowering my pussy onto his big, hard cock, which he held upright like a ship's mast out of his loins. He then spent the next ten or fifteen minutes squirming and writhing in ecstasy beneath me, mauling my breasts and nipples as he bucked his cock up into my pussy.

All the while he was doing this, he forced me to keep my eyes open and my attention focused on him. I would much preferred to have been blindfolded, especially when I ultimately orgasmed, which I did fairly quickly for the first and then remained in a semi-lucid state of delirious delight. After he came, he forced me to kneel between his legs and again, for the second time in two days, suck his cock. Only this time, instead of just his filthy jism in my mouth, there was the revolting taste of my own juices mixed with his.

After breakfast Vic got together again with Mistress Veronica and together they dragged me around and tied me up in various places and positions to photograph me. This embarrassment went on for a few hours before I ultimately was bound to an old wagon wheel. After this, nobody was interested in photographing me. Instead, Vic, Mistress (wearing a strap-on) and I guess every other man there that day, lined up to take turns spanking, flogging and fucking my ass. A couple of times, I was forced to suck one cock while another pounded my ass (another first for me!) but THE most humiliating moment came when Vic insisted in kissing me passionately on the lips. Amazingly, my tongue darted back to meet his, especially whenever he hinted his intention to let all the other men he worked with know what I'd done that weekend...