This is a series of real cybers that took place between Jan. 02, 2003 and May 17, 2003 between a young submissive and myself.  The lady in question was just 22 and had suffered a massive inner ear infection that left her legally deaf.  I feel madly in love with this lady.  Her strength, her will to succeed at her goals in life, her intelligence, sense of humor, her physical beauty and her absolute trust in me captured my heart.  Our relationship has gone the way of most online relationships, burned out by its’ intensity.  All that remains are a few pictures, the memories of our fiery passion, and these five cybers.  I share them with you all here so that you too may hopefully feel the passion that we generated in each other.

    The first two cybers have had her responses removed.  Why, you ask?  Because in my grief at the loss of her love I didn’t wish to be reminded of what I had carelessly allowed to slip away from me. The final three cybers are posted in their entirety although they have been removed from the entire Instant Messenger transcript.  It is unfortunate that conversion prevents the differences in color and font that make for easy reading in IM.  The woman was very special to me. I miss her with all my heart and these cybers are posted here not to embarrass her but to honor her.  Those of you who wish to know more about us can read the story of our first meeting in Meeting a Deaf Submissive posted elsewhere on this page. I only met her face to face that one time but the memories of her will be with me to my grave.