The pattern was set for our trip. We'd spend the day driving around and seeing the sights. At night, I'd find a hotel and Tammy would commandeer the remote, select some adult movie and we'd follow along with the story until we were no longer paying attention to the movie and were lost in our own pleasures. Sometimes we'd only see five minutes of the movie before we followed our own passions in some newfound sex position.
Every day Tammy was becoming a better lover. She was learning how to touch a penis just right, a wonderful combination of lightness and firmness. Her oral skills were improving with practice. She had trouble getting much in her mouth, as she was a petite girl. She learned to use her tongue and lips and hand together after getting the shaft slippery with saliva just like the girls in the movies. Several times we almost didn't make it past the preliminaries and I had to fight back the urge to come in her pretty young mouth. But I wanted to teach her everything about sex and so held back so we could explore more of the world of sensual delights.
One night in Socorro, New Mexico we actually watched a good portion of the movie.
"Mike," Tammy asked, "People don't really do that, do they?" On the screen the woman was taking it up the ass. I've got to admit that the guy looked large to me but she seemed to have no problem.
"Well. Those aren't cartoons you're watching. So I think that people do it."
"I mean real people. Not actors. A person's butt is dirty."
I laughed. "Sweetheart. Sex is only dirty if you're doing it right."
"No. It isn't dirty. What we're doing isn't dirty," she said seriously. She was looking intently at me. I was taken aback. I remembered the look she had on her face that first night. The almost unworldly purity and I realized that she was uncorrupted by the insanity of our society. For her, sex was the joining of a man and woman expressing love and affection. She hadn't bought into the absurdity of sex as dirty or evil. The purity I saw in her face was real. It was the purity of an uncorrupted spirit expressing itself through that most intimate of communication.
"Sorry, I was making a joke. Anal sex isn't anymore dirty than any other sex. A person should be clean for any sex and as long as you are clean then it isn't dirty." She watched the screen some more.
"Does it hurt?"
"If you don't take your time and you don't do it right I think it can. There are many ways to stimulate a person that way. You don't have to do that," I said pointing at the screen. We continued watching the movie and Tammy didn't say anything more. For once we watched the entire movie.
After it had ended Tammy snuggled up to me and I said, "Let's go to sleep."
"Okay," as she started pulling off her clothes. I did the same and got under the covers. She snuggled next to me. I felt her hand traveling lower and soon it found my genitals. I quickly responded to the heat of her touch. When I was fully distended Tammy turned her face to mine and we kissed. I turned her on her back and lavished kisses over her face and neck. Slowly I worked my way down and laved her tits with kisses. Rolling her nipple around with my tongue and sucking it into my mouth, I gently squeezed her other nipple between my fingers. I changed nipples and did the same. Her nipples grew erect and hard. I moved up and kissed Tammy deeply. Our tongues entwined and we mashed our lips together greedily kissing.
My thigh lay between hers and I felt her wetness and heat as she rubbed against me, humping her loins against my flesh. I trailed my tongue down between her breasts moving first to one and then the other. Continuing down I licked across her belly and stopped at the top of her triangle. Her hips were trembling with anticipation. My tongue veered around her triangle and down along her thigh where it joined her body. I moved up the other side never touching her pussy. Tammy moaned in frustration so I licked across her labia very lightly, just a teasing touch. She pushed up to increase the contact and I moved away teasing her more.
When she relaxed, I pushed my tongue between the folds of her lips and moved back and forth until I reached her reddened little clitoris. I paused just short as she moaned again and then licked across it. A gasp and then a shudder coursed through her as I sucked her clitoris between my lips and licked her button. I pushed my finger into her moist cavern and found her G spot. I massaged her spot while sucking and licking. A flush was spreading up her chest and she was trembling with excitement. She was fast approaching her climax when I inserted a second finger and covered it with her wetness.
As she moved toward the pinnacle I pulled the second finger out and pressed it against her tight ass. I felt the muscle contract. Keeping a steady pressure against the sphincter I felt her relax and it popped into her back passage. Now she was being stimulated by her clitoris and vagina and ass. The new sensations pushed her over the top and I felt her muscles contracting as she orgasmed. I was flooded with her wetness as she moaned and bucked against my face. It was like trying to ride a bucking bronco as I tried to keep my face against her pussy. Finally, she slowed and fell back against the bed. I looked up to see her collapse with pleasure.
I lay next to her as she smiled up at me. "You were right," she said. "It was nice. I didn't think it would be but it was."
"It was nice for me too."
"Do men do that too?"
"You mean, can you stimulate a man the same way?" I asked.
"Yeah," she asked. "Would I do that to a man?"
"Sure." Nodding my head. "In fact, a man has a prostate gland right inside. You can make a man orgasm by just touching that if you know how. And a prostate massage during sex will make his climax even more intense."
"Really?" She looked thoughtful for a while. I petted her in the silence. When she had rested she pushed me back and started to kiss me. I felt her tongue start to trail south as mine had just minutes earlier. She licked my nipples, then continued south. I was fully erect by the time she got there. Taking my cock in her hand she licked around the glans and down the shaft covering it with her saliva.
"How do I do it?"
"What?" I asked.
"A prostate massage."
"Get some lotion." She hopped up and grabbed one of those complimentary bottles and bounced back into bed.
"Spread it around my butt." She poured it into the crack and spread it with her finger. "Okay. Now suck me and use your other hand and push in gently." She started sucking my cock again and pushed her finger up my ass. Her small finger slid in easily. She found the prostate, "There. Oh God, keep doing that." Her hot wet mouth slurped the head of my cock as one hand stroked the hard shaft and her other rhythmically stroked into my ass massaging the prostate. Within seconds the pressure built into a climax and forced my cum to boil up and out. I felt the contractions deep in my loins as the cum spurted into her sucking mouth.
"Christ," I screamed. "I'm cumming. Suck me. Suck me. Swallow it... Yessss..."
As the first jet of cum splashed in her mouth she stopped and started to back away. I grabbed her head and held her mouth over my cock. Hearing me scream for her to continue sucking, she again stroked and sucked as the torrent of cum slowed. Drained, I collapsed back on the bed and Tammy licked the last drops on the head of my cock, which quickly deflated and slumped to my belly.
Running her tongue over her lips she said, "I didn't know you were going to do that."
"What?"
"In my mouth. You know."
"Cum?"
"Yeah. I didn't know you were going to cum in my mouth."
"Sweetheart," I said. "Come here." She lay by my side and I kissed her gently. Her lips were sticky with the residue of my cum. "Thank you. That was an incredible blowjob."
"That was a blowjob wasn't it?" She looked bemused. "God, when my friends used to talk about that I always thought I would never do it. It sounded so gross. Letting a guy stick his thing..."
"Cock," I corrected her.
"...Cock in your mouth. I didn't know you were going to cum that way."
"Did you like it?" I asked.
She looked thoughtful for a second and answered, "I guess. I just wasn't expecting it. It was all sticky though. Not really like anything else. It seemed gross at first."
"But not now?"
"No. I mean you kiss me down there. You made me cum that way, with your mouth. I remember your face was all covered."
"You know how you can tell if a man has a happy girlfriend?" I asked. "His face looks like a glazed doughnut."
She looked confused for a second and then got the image and burst into giggles. "Yeah. You looked like a glazed doughnut. If you don't think I'm gross down there then I shouldn't think you're gross."
I kissed her again. "Exactly. Sex isn't just pumping in and out. To be a really good lover you need to appreciate all the parts of sex. Sight, sound, smell, and touch. And most important is your partner. Doing things to make the person you are with feel good. That's why it isn't gross when I go down on you. Giving you pleasure makes me happy and knowing that what I'm doing gives you pleasure makes me love the sight of you, the smell of you, the taste of you. How can that be gross?"
"So, you liked it when I sucked you and made you shoot?"
"Yes. More than I can even tell you."
Tammy looked into my eyes and smiled. "You must like it because you sure did cum fast. I'll have to do it more."
'Hallelujah,' I thought. 'I think I've died and gone to heaven.' I've got this beautiful naked young girl in my arms and she wants to give me blowjobs. I thought of all the women who don't want to give their men such pleasure. How sad. Sex can be the most intimate and strongest way for a man and woman to communicate their love. And yet so many chose to ignore its strength and value. How did I get so lucky?
"I'm so lucky to find you." I said kissing Tammy.
"I'm lucky. I was thinking about that today. How you stopped that first day and asked me to have lunch. If I would have said no. Where would I be today? I don't know. You have showed me so much. I don't mean the sightseeing. The way you hold me at night and kiss me. I never knew if could be so wonderful." Tammy rolled over on top of me and rubbed against me. "Let's do it."
I moaned, "I can't. Look. It's completely drained," I said pointing out my flaccid cock. Tammy looked and disappointment crossed her face. "You sucked it dry. Tomorrow. I promise."
"Promise?"
"I promise. Now let's to bed so I'll have the energy in the morning."
Once again Tammy said as she was falling off to sleep, "Love you."
This time it wasn't just words. It drilled deeply into my being. Did this woman love me? I mean really love me? Guys are so used to saying, I love you, when what they mean is, I want to get you in bed, that it is easy to forget the profound meaning of those words when spoken in truth. This time, I didn't forget.
What did I feel for Tammy? I liked her, a lot. But love? She was so much younger than I. Could there be any real hope for a long term relationship? Did I want that? I spent a long time listening to Tammy's soft breathing that night.
Copyright Rod O'Steele © 2005, 2007