Giving In to Desire

by sindy070

It's no use, I can't deny it any longer – I want her, but I daren't do anything about it. How would she react if I came on to her, if I made it clear exactly how I feel about her? Would she think me a freak, a filthy pervert for wanting such a thing? When I lay in bed at night she's all I can think of and I can't stop myself from reaching down between my legs, rubbing myself until I'm panting and writhing like a beast in heat, cumming all over my fingers. I try to think of others but I keep coming back to her, picturing her lips as I kiss them, her breasts as I squeeze them, her legs as I run my fingers up them. All I can think about is getting between those beautiful thighs and licking her juicy pussy. God, this is driving me crazy!

I've not felt like this for a long time and I'm not sure if I can do anything about it. I see her walking about the house in various states of undress and I feel twinges in places I shouldn't; my heartbeat rises and I feel hot and flushed. What is wrong with me? I lay in bed and I swear I can hear her in her bedroom, stifled moans and the squeaking of her old bed telling me that she's masturbating. Of course, this sets me off and I have to pleasure myself too, although I try to resist – and fail every time. My imagination is too good and I can picture her lying there, naked, legs spread wide apart as she touches herself, getting wetter and wetter as her fingers move in her sex, rubbing her clit or maybe slipping up inside her pussy...or her ass....

I test the waters a little bit by wearing just my baggy nightshirt between showering and going to bed, sitting in the front room with her for a while to watch TV. I know she keeps sneaking peeks at me and I'm convinced she's trying to see my panties when I fold my legs up under myself. I heard her making noises in her bedroom the other night when I went to the loo and I'm sure she was doing herself; I wanted to walk in on her but I bottled it and scuttled back to my room lying on my front and humping my hand until I had cum all over it twice.

I felt ashamed today! I was going to do the laundry and when I went to grab a load out of the linen basket in the bathroom what was laying on the top, but a pair of her slinky cotton panties. God help me, I found myself sitting on the toilet lid holding her panties to my face and sniffing the gusset! I wanted to stop, I really did, but I couldn't – the cotton smelt of her, her skin, her pussy, it was so exciting to be doing something so dirty! I shoved her panties in my pocket, loaded the washing machine and set it going before retiring to my room. I whipped off my trousers and briefs and lay back, rubbing myself furiously as I held her panties to my nose, smelling her scent as brought myself off..

Where are my undies disappearing too? We're keeping up to date with the washing but I swear my underwear drawer is looking emptier than usual. I wait until later when she goes out with some friends and then I start searching the house, knowing I have 2 or 3 hours before she comes back. I'm straight into her bedroom and it doesn't take me long to find what I'm looking for; she's got a 3 drawer unit by her bed, and in the middle drawer I find 3 unwashed pairs of my underwear! I can only think of one reason why she'd have them in here and that excites me – she must be interested in me, otherwise why the panties? I leave the panties there, go to my room where I strip naked, then return to her room, excited to be running around butt naked! I want to masturbate there in her bed but I wimp out, returning my panties to her drawer before returning to my room to leave a damp patch on my sheets instead.

She's in bed when I get home and as it's late I go straight to bed, undressing and lying back on me bed. I lean over and pull the drawer open and notice something is different straight away – her panties are not in the order I left them, as I distinctly remember the black lacy ones being on top, not the purple ones. My hand begins to shake as I pull all 3 pairs out of the drawer – she must have been in here and found them! My emotions are all over the place as I lay back, nervous because I've been found out but horny and excited for the same reason. I decide to play a little game and retrieve the panties I was just wearing, skimpy little cotton and lace briefs in a sexy burgundy, and I start to rub my wet slit with them, letting my juices soak into the material as I press them into myself, using them to wipe myself clean after I have cum. I'll leave them on top of the laundry before I go to work in the morning for her to find.

Not a word is said, but I know that she knows, and she knows that I know, as we both now have each others undies stashed in our rooms. I couldn't believe what she had left for me in the laundry, she must have shoved those panties up inside herself they were so soiled! Clearly neither of us is brave enough to bring it out into the open and that is driving me wild with frustration – why oh why won't she make the first move? She is now finding excuses to catch glimpses of me, such as needing the toilet when I'm having a shower, and you won't believe how exciting that is, being naked behind that frosted glass as she sits there and takes a pee! We make idle conversation while she relieves herself but it doesn't mask the erotic sound of her pee. She's now followed suit and showers in the evening so that she can sit in the front room in her dressing gown, flashing me her legs at every opportunity. We're both going to bed earlier these days and it's obvious what we're up to in our rooms, neither of us trying to mask or disguise what we're doing.

I'm spending long hours in my room now, pleasuring myself in all sorts of ways as I think about her, picturing her lying on her bed, spread-eagled and doing what I'm doing. Tonight I've already cum twice and now I'm lying back, legs spread wide as I gently run my fingertips all over my body, pretending it is her touching me. I've left my bedroom door ajar in the hope that she might stop by and peek in...

This is madness! I've spent the last hour and a half playing with myself, thinking about her down the hall. I need to pee and knowing that she's in her I brave it, scurrying naked down the hall to the bathroom, passing her room on the way and spotting her door is slightly open. As I sit on the toilet and relieve myself I decide that it's got to be now or never – if we leave it any longer one or both of us is going to go mad! I finish up and walk back to stand before her bedroom door; I'm trembling with nerves as I give the door a little push and watch it swing open.

I've got my eyes closed as I stroke and tease my inner thighs when I hear my bedroom door creak a little as it opens, and when I open them I see her standing there staring at me. She's as naked as I am and I feel my breath catch in my throat as I realise just how beautiful she is – tall and slim with the most wonderfully pert breasts. God I want her so much!

I can't believe just how horny the sight before me is; she's lying there on her bed, legs spread wide apart as she caresses herself. My hand drops to my pussy and I rub it slowly as I soak in the details – the way her full breasts lie on her chest, the nipples long and quite hard; her pussy is very red and glistening in the soft light, framed by her neatly trimmed bush; the look of lust and desire on her face as she holds her hand out to me, inviting me inside.

She walks into the room and she climbs onto my bed, moving up my body until I embrace her, pulling her close to me and feeling her bare body press against mine. There's no hesitation, she lowers her face and closes her eyes as our mouths meet, lips pressing together as we kiss, gently at first but soon giving in to our desire. She opens up to me and lets my tongue find hers and as we kiss long and hard I run my hands up and down her body, loving the feel of her soft smooth skin, stroking then squeezing her firm buttocks and making her moan into my mouth.

It's like a dam being breached as I feel a wave of relief and lust wash over me; I'm excited beyond belief to feel our naked bodies pressing together, to have her tongue playing with mine, to feel her hands on my trembling body, making me wet and horny. We roll about on the bed as we stroke and caress each other, our hands wandering all over each other, touching, stroking, teasing, exploring – I feel like I'm going to explode with the sheer delight of it all!

We haven't spoken at all since she walked in but words don't seem to be needed – we both want the same thing and we're both content to let our actions speak. We're a tangle of limbs as we move around on my bed but we manage to sort ourselves out, our mouths locked together as we finger each others hot and wet pussy. This feels so good, so right, so much better than anything I had imagined.

Oh my god, how wet am I? I can't believe how good this feels, grinding my body against hers, her tongue in my mouth and her fingers in my pussy. I'm fingering her and loving it, one finger firmly buried in her soaking wet pussy as I rub her hard clit with my thumb. Fuck – why did we wait so long?

She is so hot! I'm getting close to cumming and I can tell that she is too, both of us panting and gasping for breath between hot and hard kisses, our fingers working each others wet pussies as our soft bodies writhe against each other. Its sheer animal lust at work now, both of us eager to make the other one cum hard, and I can feel my climax starting...

Oh fuck, I can feel it coming, and she is starting to cum too! She's trembling and writhing about and I can feel her cunt muscles working around my invading finger as she cums, moaning into my mouth. Her fingers are working my throbbing clitty and I'm getting so wet it almost feels like I've peed myself as I start to cum, grinding my groin against her hand.

Yes! Yes! Yes! Oh fuck, that feels so good! I haven't cum this hard in, well, maybe never. I can feel my cunt pulsing around her finger and my clit is on fire as she rubs hard and fast. Our mouths our still glued together and I'm having trouble breathing as my body shakes and wriggles, but I can still manage to fret her clitty as she cums.

My whole groin is one big throbbing molten mess and our bodies have almost become one as we both cum together, rutting against each other as we ride the crest of our mutual orgasm.

Finally we both start to come down from that wonderful peak, our movements slowing down, sticky hands withdrawing from slippery quims, and our mouths separate as we both gasp for air.

The feeling of release is amazing, all those pent-up emotions and feelings flushed out of me as I came, leaving a feeling of contentment so strong that I start to cry tears of pure joy as I look into her beautiful green eyes.

"I love you," I whisper to her as I wipe the tears from her face.

"I love you too Mom".