Could It Be Real Love!

I was sitting on the couch looking out the window when she arrived.  I went out to greet her at the car and opened the door.  When she had gotten out, I leaned over and kissed her, staring at the same time.  She was as beautiful in the daylight as she was at night.  I explained to her again this was Jason and Cathy’s house, they were friends from the same hometown, and I spent a lot of time with them.  After chatting a few minutes by the car and thinking again how beautiful she is, I invited her into the house.  Sue sat on the couch and I sat next to her as I tried making conversation.

“I work at the base airport as a aviation mechanic.  Do you work?”

“At the hospital on base as a civilian nurses aid.”

“I’ll have to get sick,” I said, as she laughed shaking her head probably thinking I was crazy.

We sat around for a couple of hours talking with Cathy and Jason, sometimes playing with Terry.  Cathy acted civilized toward Sue, which surprised me.  Jason said they were going to the store to get milk and a few things, so he and Cathy left and took Terry with them.

After they had been gone a few minutes, our conversation slowed.  She laughed to herself causing me to be curious.

“Are you laughing at me?”

“In a way.  You should have heard Jen and Bess on the way home last night.”

“They had a good laugh did they?”

“No, they thought you were wonderful.”

“They,” thought I was wonderful!”  I said, wondering if she felt the same.

“We all acted a little silly.”

“If you add a little humor, you could say how silly,” I said, as she smiled.

“We thought you were adorable.  We haven’t had that much fun talking to a boy in a long time, maybe never.”

“And!”

“If it doesn’t work out between you and I, they want their turn with you,” she said as we both smiled.

“I have a feeling that will never happen,” I said, letting her know how I felt at this moment.

I sensed she was interested in me as I leaned over wrapped my arm around her waist to kiss her.  She reacted by placing her arms around my neck.  I wasn’t going to waste valuable time with this one.  A minute later, we were breathing heavily as my heart began pumping faster.  I had my hand on her waist and wanted to touch her.  In our passion, I began moving my hand upward and around her back, then move it under her breast so close but not touching it, testing her reaction.  A few attempts later and with no negative reaction, I placed my hand onto her breast for a few seconds.  She pulled her mouth from mine and said in whisper.

“Not now.”  My first thought was She didn’t say no and she had let me touch her so I asked.

“Why?”  I asked softly with my lips touching her cheeks.

“It’s not the right time of the month,” she replied, probably thinking I had set it up so we could be alone.  What she didn’t know was I didn’t care.  I would do it anyway but I held off and didn’t pursue it.  I almost wanted to ask her when she would be off her period but I knew it was almost a sure thing and I was willing to wait.  We talked and made out until they returned.

I heard the car and looked out the window as they were pulling in the driveway at which time we sat up acting as though we had only been talking.  After awhile, Sue said she needed to get the car home.  It was her mother’s car but she let her use it to go to work and sometimes to go out.

“Do you have time to drive me to the Fort?”  I asked.

“Yes but we need to leave now,” I gathered my clothes and said good-bye to David and Cathy we left.

As we were going to my Barracks, I had my arm around her neck resting on the seat staring at her.

“You are so beautiful.  Do you have a boyfriend?”

“Not at the moment and I don’t usually date GI’s,” she said.

“Why not?”

“I just make it a habit not to date guys that live on post.”

“Yeah, I bet you get hit on all the time.”

“That’s got something to do with it.”

“They’re probably pretty sick too aren’t they?”  I said, as she looked at me in a funny way.  “Just kidding, you work in a hospital,” I said, as she laughed.

“I love your sense of humor,” she said continuing to smile.

She drove up to the barracks parking lot and pulled in one of the slots.

“Turn the engine off,” I prompted.

“I need to be going, I’ve got to go by the grocery store, which closes at six on Sunday.”

“It’s only four thirty, you can stay a few more minutes,” I begged.

“Just a few minutes,” she answered and turned the engine off.  We sat a minute not saying anything but staring at one another.

“What is going on between you and Cathy?”  She asked.

Oh, Shit!  I thought.  “What do you mean?”  I asked.

“She gave you a few dirty looks today and I saw that look she gave you last night.”

“Do you really want to know?”

“Yes.”

“She has come on to me a couple of times and I turned her down, so she’s pissed at me.  I told her that Jason was my best friend and I couldn’t do that to him,” I explained.”

“What a noble man you are,” she chuckled as though she may not believe me.

“Yeah, that’s what I am “a noble man.  That is enough about her.  Let’s talk about you,” I said, trying to change the subject.

“You are so beautiful.”

“Is that one of your lines?”

“That’s not a line, you’re gorgeous!”

“Thank you, but don’t over do it.”

“That was an understatement.”  I continued.

“You’re embarrassing me now,” she said, as I moved closer to her putting my arm around her neck.

“You are rare!”  I stated looking directly into her eyes.

“I’m going to take that as a compliment.”

“It was meant to be,” I said, confirming.  I dropped my mouth open as I looked at her.

“What was that for?”  She asked.

“I’m in awe of you.”

“You are so silly, stop teasing me.  I need to go,” she grumbled.  Leaning over I gently kissed her as we embraced each other.  My heart pounded as she ran her hands through my hair and around my neck, pulling my mouth to hers and putting her tongue in mine.  Her slight moan indicating her enjoyment was the same as mine.  I pulled back looking in her gorgeous eyes caressing her neck, wanting to hold her.

“I don’t want to go but I have to,” she said with a soft voice and her expression indicating the same.

“Only if you have to,” I said, continuing to look into her eyes.

“Can I come by the hospital this week during lunch to see you?”  I asked.

“If you want to.”

“And what about Friday night, will you go out with me?”  I asked

“I’d love to,” she replied.  I knew in my heart at this moment she was serious about me and I didn’t want to get out of the car.  I wanted her to know I felt something serious for her.  I sat staring at her.

“My heart doesn’t want to tell my body to get out!  I joked.  She smiled with a little laugh.

“Will you call me later tonight?”  She said starting the car.

“What time?”  I asked kissing her.

“Nine,” I got out of the car and watched her leave.

That evening as I lay in my bunk analyzing our relationship, I could feel that she was interested in me.  Seeing into her heart was easy.  She seemed to have an emptiness within her that had been there for a while and I happen to be at the right place, at the right time.  I didn’t know many details of her life, but I was satisfied knowing that she had the symptoms of having serious feelings toward me.  I felt something in her past is still having an affect on her now but I wasn’t going to ask.  She seemed to hang to everything I said, even the dumb things I said, to be humorous.  I could also feel a sense of honesty and purity in her that I haven’t felt with anyone before.  I knew that at this early stage of our relationship, to try to take advantage of her somehow could cause her pain.  I wasn’t sure about my feelings toward her yet but I knew I needed to be cautious in my treatment of her.

I didn’t want to, but I waited until nine o’clock to call.

“Hello!”  Her mother answered.

“May I speak to Sue?”

“May I ask who’s calling?’

“Jay.”

“Do I know you?”  She asked.

“No ma’am, Sue and I just recently met.”

“Just a minute, I’ll get her,” she stated.

“Don’t pay any attention to my mother, she was teasing you.  I told her you were going to call.  She said you talked so proper,” sue said answering the phone.

“I thought I was about to get the third degree.”

“You and mom have that in common.  You both have a sense of humor.”

“I bet she doesn’t clown around as much as I do.”

“Not quite as much.  I wasn’t sure if you would call.”

“That’s not true.  You knew I would call!”  I said, as she laughed.  “Tell your mother that I know she’s a wonderful person.  I know that sounds silly but tell her anyway,” she covered the phone and said to her mother what I had told her.  I heard her laughing through the muffled phone.  I had sensed by the tone in her mothers voice that she was very nice.  I couldn’t tell much more than that now, but when and if I met and talked to her, I would know a lot more.

“Mom wants to know if you’re going to ask her out on a date,” she said laughing.

Her mother was in a joking mood so I thought I would play along.  “Tell her that I wouldn’t try it because I know I couldn’t compare to your father,” she covered the phone telling her mother and began laughing aloud.

“What is so funny?”  I asked.

“Mom said she has got to meet you!”  She answered continuing to laugh.

“Tell her that I would love to meet the mother of the most beautiful girl in the world also!”

“You tell her, I’m going up to the phone in my room.  Hold on a minute,” she said telling her mom to hang up when she got upstairs.

“Tell me what?”  She asked.

“That I want to meet the mother of the most beautiful girl in the world.”

“She is beautiful, isn’t she?”

“Very!”

“Well, she’s going up to her phone so I can’t annoy her anymore,” she said.

“Ma’am you know how girls are, they want to get serious when they get on the phone,” I replied.

“You come and visit us soon, I would like to meet the boy my daughter has been raving about all evening.”

“Mom, don’t tell him that, hang up please!”  Sue said as her mom hung up.

“Do you see what I mean about her sense of humor?”

“So you weren’t raving about me all evening,” I stated.

“It may have seemed that way to her because we were talking about you,” she replied.

“I’ll be honest with you!  I haven’t thought of anything but you since we met,” I said, probing her feelings.

“Then I’ll be honest!  I was raving about you!”  She said sending a warm feeling through me.  After we talked for thirty minutes, Genie her sister kept interrupting us wanting to use the phone.  We finally said good night after I told her I would come by and see her at work the following day.

I went by the hospital every day the following week during my lunch hour.  I felt a growing seriousness in my heart toward her and she always seemed anxious to see me.  I called her every night between seven and nine.  We would talk for an hour or two sometimes.  I would use a pay phone in the Rec room but sometimes I would have to give up the phone to others wanting to use it.

My car was broke down and I didn’t have enough money to repair it or to take her out anywhere nice.  I had some of the money Mom would send me each month to help me out but it wasn’t much.  Mom knew I was grateful to her for it.  I had to figure out where we could go to be alone with each other.

Jason worked in one of the Armored divisions nearby so I drove over to see him during lunch on Friday.

“Hey, buddy!”  I said, with a grin.

“Hi Jay, what’s going on?”

“I’m broke, could Sue and I come over to your house tonight, on a date?”  I asked.

“Sure!”

“If by chance I could get her to spend the night, could I use Terry’s room?”  I felt like an ass but I had to ask.

“Sure, what are friends for?”

“Cathy won’t mind will she?”

“It doesn’t matter, come on over anyway.”

I thanked him and hurried back to the airport to call Sue.  It took her a minute to get to the telephone.

“Hi!  About tonight, I’m low on cash until the end of the month, would you mind if we just met at Jason’s?”

“Sure!  That sounds good to me.  I could tell mom and dad I’m going to the drive-in with Bess and Jennifer and spend the night with them.  That way they won’t expect me in,” she answered.

“That’s great!  What time can you be there?”

“About seven thirty,” she answered.

“That’s fine, I’ve got to get back to work, I’ll see you at seven thirty,” I said, hanging up.

I knew I needed to call Cathy.  I wanted to make sure she wouldn’t get hostile and I didn’t want to spring it on her at the last minute.  I phoned her.

“Cathy, I can’t afford to take Sue out tonight, Jason said it would be fine if we came over, would you mind?  I asked.

“Hell no!  You’re not screwing any Bitch in my house,” she said.

I knew I had to be a little diplomatic about this so I tried explaining.  “You know I enjoy my time with you, but you have Jason, and I need time with Sue.  It’s not going to change anything between us, please!”  I said, throwing her a curve ball.

“I suppose if I say no, you won’t come by anymore?”  She asked.

“I’ll always come by.  Will you give me a break?  Okay?”

“We’ll see how it works out,” she said reluctantly.

“Thanks, I’ll see you tonight.  I hung up thinking; “This bitch is driving me crazy.  If I didn’t need her house, I would cut her loose the Fucking whore!

Jason picked me up at five thirty.  I thanked him again for tonight and asked if he had talked to Cathy.  He said yes, “he talked to her this afternoon and she was Okay with it.”  I was glad and hoped she wouldn’t changed her mind and be an ass.  When we got to the house, I took a shower and changed into civilian clothes.  I was anxious about tonight.  As Jason took a shower, I went to Cathy and thanked her.  I was still trying to be diplomatic.  I went into the den and turned the TV on to pass the time.

Infatuation!
It was near dark when her car pulled up.  Again, I was watching out the window.  I met her at the car again and opened the door.  Before she got out, I said.

“You look gorgeous!”

“Thank you,” she said.  She was wearing a mini-skirt that had slipped up her legs exposing her thighs.  I dropped my mouth open as to say, wow!  Then I kissed her.

“You’re being silly again.”  She said smiling.  She had a little make-up on with red Lipstick.  Seeing her at this moment, I knew she had put everyone to shame that I had ever seen or dated.  I continued thinking.  “Damn!  She’s Beautiful!  Seeing her like this almost took my breath away,” I took her hand as we walked in the house and I continued to glance at her legs.  After we had entered, we went to sit on the couch, I looked at Jason, and he was shaking his head and blowing out a deep breath.

“Fine isn’t she,” I said, in a whisper.  He shook his head yes.

Cathy came from the kitchen to say hi.  I could tell she was surprised also.  Sue was about an inch shorter than me and had long beautiful legs.  I couldn’t believe she wasn’t stuck on herself.

After a few minutes, Jason and Cathy had left us alone in the den.  It wasn’t my intention to be unsociable but I was glad.  I couldn’t help but stare in her blue eyes.  The way she had done her make-up and hair made her look like a model.  We began talking about our families again.  I told her that my dad had died in January.  She explained her dad was a Sergeant Major in one of the armor divisions on post.  She had just turned nineteen and I told her I was near that.

Cathy had prepared supper but Sue said she had already eaten with her family.  That was one of the chores she had to do at home was help prepare the meals.  Her dad always ate at six after he came home.  I walked over to the love seat and tried to get Terry up to eat but he had fallen asleep.

“Let him sleep.”  Jason said.  Sue sat at the table with us while we ate.  After supper, she helped Cathy do the dishes as Jason and I sat staring at her legs.

When they had finished the dishes, we went back into the den to relax.  All the lights were out but one lamp in the corner and I turned the radio on to listen to music.  We sat around and talked until eleven thirty, when Jason and Cathy said they were going to bed.  We said good night and they went back to their room.  Minutes later Jason brought a blanket and put it on terry.  He didn’t mention Terry’s room.

We sat on the couch, talked and made out for a while.  I was anxious wanting too be romantic and carry her to the bedroom, but I felt that would be to dumb.  I stood up in front of her and reached my hands out to pull her up facing me.  We stood with our arms locked around each other kissing a few minutes.  I moved my arms from around her, took her hand, and led her to the bedroom stopping only to turn the radio off, leaving the lamp on for Terry to see if he needed to.

After entering the bedroom, I closed the door, we stood almost eye-to-eye at the foot of the bed, as I put my arms around her neck and kissed her.  The small lamp in the corner of the room that served as Terry’s night-light remained on.  She looked so sexy, I could have just stood and stared at her.  She had on a white blouse and I could see her bra through it and a black mini-skirt with some low-heal shoes.

I began kissing her neck and moving my hands slowly around her back.  Unbuttoning her blouse slowly, I tried not to seem over anxious as I pulled her blouse out of her skirt and unbuttoned the last one.  After sliding it down her arms, she reached to my sides and pulled my shirt over my head.  I slid my palms around to her back feeling her skin as I unsnapped her bra and slid it off.  Then, I pulled us together so our bodies would touch.  I could feel her heart pounding as mine was pulling her breast against my chest.  I put my mouth on her earlobe slightly sucking it and as she began squirming, I slid my hands down to unzip her skirt from the side and let it slide down.  Lowering my body, I was on my knees and kissed around her stomach.  With my fingers, I pulled her panty hose down to her ankles and I ran my tongue down her thigh.  She put her hands on my shoulders and raised each foot removing her panty hose.

I continued moving my mouth inside her thighs wetting her with my tongue and breathing warm air sending chills up her legs.  I could feel the bumps inside her thighs with my face.  Her body was trembling in my hands when I placed them on her hips pushing her backwards until she was lying on her back, as I remained between her legs on my knees.

I could feel her body quivering underneath my hands as she slightly moaned.  I wanted her to open her legs without me having to pull them apart.  I put my mouth inside her thighs at her knees and moved my tongue slowly around.  She opened her legs a few inches allowing me to move my tongue up her thigh wetting her and breathing warm air on her wet thigh.  Her legs opened wide and I slid my arms under her thighs moving my mouth closer to her cunt.  I put my tongue inside her, tasting her wetness moving it in and out as my heart pounded and feeling warmth throughout my body.

I could feel her body quivering underneath my mouth as she moaned.  She put her hands on the back of my head and pulled my face into her until I was almost unable to breath.  While moving her hips up and down at the same time, I pulled my face back to catch a breathe.  Then moved my mouth up to her navel putting my tongue inside it moving in circular motions sliding my tongue back down licking the insides of her thighs.  Her fluid was flowing freely as I tried lapping it up until I plugged her hole with my tongue feeling inside of her only touching soft wet skin.

Using my hands to pull her apart I buried my face in her channel then sucking her clit and pressing my tongue against it gliding up and down as she moaned loud having an orgasm with her body almost in convulsions.

“My god!  Oh yes Jay!  Ooh, that feels so good,” she slurred as I continued until her emotions subsided.

“Come up here,” she demanded.  She pulled me up and with her mouth to mine, began kissing my face wildly.  We moved up in the bed lying with our bodies together.  I looked over her body as my hand explored every part of her.  I turned her over to see and feel the rest of her.  I had never seen a body like this.  She was perfect in every way.  I moved my hand up and down feeling every curve I could reach.  I then put my lips and tongue to her skin moving over every part of her, from her neck to her toes.  She turned over taking my prick in her hand as I moved on top of her.  I thrust myself into her and pushed until I was near that point but far from wanting to finish, I pulled out.  I rolled off of her and coaxed her to lie on top of me.  She sat upright with her legs to my sides then took me again putting it into her and lowering her weight, and then began moving in an up and down motion.  Placing my hands on her hips, I stopped her motion.

“Move up to my face,” I said, pulling her hips at the same time.  She slid forward putting her hands on the headboard as she spread herself over my face.

Immediately I began probing her with my tongue using my fingers to spread her lips apart.  To my surprise, her agility was amazing doing the splits over my face causing greater arousal within me.  Her weight bearing down with my hands supporting her was sending my adrenaline into overdrive.  I licked and sucked her clit causing her fluid to drip onto my face, sending my blood pressure to an even greater level.  My erection was so rigid it was throbbing almost in pain, knowing it was time to relieve it.  With my hands still holding her weight, I raised her up a foot above my face allowing her to bring her knees underneath her body to hold her weight.  She knowing somehow it was time she rolled over to position her body underneath mine.

I positioned myself between her legs, with her taking me in hand at the same time and directing me into the warmth of her as I pressed myself into her and continued pushing and trying to hold myself back to prolong what I was feeling.  My mind thinking not to let this end but the nature overcoming my thoughts prevailed and I exploded into her causing such a feeling in my body I couldn’t hold back verbally.

Ooh Fuck!  Oh, Fuck!  Damn!”  I blurted until the pleasure diminished and my body falling limp to her side, she continued holding on to my neck.

We had spent an hour and a half making love for the first time.  I suddenly realized something was different about the way I felt.  I sensed something I had never felt this strong before, something that put a sudden fear in my heart.  I knew at this moment that I had fallen in love again, stronger than any time in my life and even more so than I felt with Christi.  We lay there a while before either one of us spoke.

“Let’s get under the cover,” I said, because our bodies had cooled.  We shifted our bodies to get the blanket over us.  We lay on our sides facing each other with my leg between hers and our arms extended around one another.  I could still see her face clearly with the aid of the night-light.
I wanted again to tell her how beautiful she is, however I just dropped my mouth open as she looked at me.

“Stop that!”  She said.

“I can’t help it,” I replied pulling her body closer.  I knew from previous experiences that couples withhold their innermost feelings deep within themselves and that only making love could bring most of those feelings to the surface.  I could now speak of things that I couldn’t before.  Discussions become more intimate after making love the first time.  I felt closer to her and could sense from the emotions she was expressing, she was feeling the same for me.

“I can’t believe what you’re doing to me,” she stated.

“I was about to say the same thing.  But maybe we mean that in different ways,” I replied.

“What did you mean?”  She asked.  I knew we meant the same thing but I wanted to express how I felt anyway.

“When I look at you I feel a sensation.  When I’m with you, I feel butterflies in my stomach.  When we made love just now, I couldn’t believe it was happening to me,” I explained.

“I wanted so much to be alone with you this week.  You have a way about you that makes me feel wanted, more than just something in passing.  I love being with you,” she replied.

“When you say alone you mean like driving down the road with only us in the car?”  I asked being funny but wanting her to elaborate.

“You know what I mean!”

“I’m not totally certain what you meant.  You need to be explicit,” I said, teasing and she knew it.

“I wanted you to screw me!”  She said as I laughed aloud.  She began poking me in the side as I continued laughing.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean that explicit.  I just wanted you to say something simple like you wanted to make love to me.  Still, I’m glad you said it that way.  You have a great sense of humor too,” I said, continuing to chuckle.  She was laughing too.

“I don’t know why I said, it like that.  See what you do to me!”  She said poking me in the side again.

“See how easy it is to say something when you add a little humor.”

“You were right!  I could never have said that any other way.”

We talked a while and every so often, I would chuckle at what she had said.  She would poke me knowing why.  As I lay falling asleep, I began thinking.  Am I really falling in love with her?  Will it feel this strong in the morning or a week from now?  Will I say or do something that will change her feelings for me?

I awoke after a time, going to the bathroom.  When I returned and got under the spread, her face toward me.  I lay and stared at her in wonder.  It seemed daylight as the small light filled the room.  Not wanting to awaken her but only to touch her body, I slowly pulled the spread town revealing her.

My hand moved across her body with only the tips of my fingers touching, up and down her sides across her belly, down to her toes and up to her face missing no curves, no valleys.  Her breasts were so perfect even to the touch.  After having touched every accessible part and satisfying my secret desire, I gently slid the spread over her and moved next to her skin feeling her warmth and softness against my body, closing my eyes and falling asleep.