Daughter Learns from Dad
by Kysa Braswell
www.kysaonline.com
"Breathe. Breathe. That's it! Don't push too hard," came
the instructions in the delivery room as Erin was bringing
her first baby into the world.
"What am
I doing here?" I thought to myself. "A woman's
husband or mother should be here. Not a father." I
grabbed my
daughter's hand and squeezed it, "Baby, you're doing
really well, I'm
so proud of you," I encouraged my only daughter who
was close to
presenting me with my third grandchild. Erin had moved in
with me
shortly after her divorce.
My mind was
racing, "Why didn't you marry a normal guy? Why
did James wait until you got pregnant to tell you he
wanted to live
with his male lover and your marriage was a
mistake?" These thoughts
blitzed through my mind as this precious daughter was
working so hard
to deliver life into this world.
It broke my
heart having my daughter crying night after night
about her failure as a woman and a wife. This time did
form a bond
between the two of us. We spent the second and third
trimesters of her pregnancy
together. Night after night I would rub lotion onto her
expanding
belly to help keep her skin soft and pliable. So many
times I would
feel my grandchild kick at my hand in protest. These were
moments of
precious intimacy. It was the cure I needed for my
loneliness and hurt.
"I see
hair," announced one of the nurses, "Grandpa, come over
here and see your latest grandchild."
I dropped
Erin's hand and went to view this new entry into
the world with Erin's legs spread apart in the stirrups,
certainly
not a modest view for a woman to be in. She was clean
shaven so the
little red hairs were certainly not hers. I thought I had
a strong
constitution, but this was really a messy sight and I was
feeling very
light headed. And soon the baby came out in a gush, so
fast that the
doctors had to reach quickly to catch it.
"It's a
girl!"
I looked at
this new entry into the world and scrutinized it
carefully. I thought, "yes, they're right. It is a
girl, she has
female plumbing." It's ridiculous what stupid
thoughts come into your
mind when you're stressed out.
Tears came to
my eyes, "Marty why did you have to die. The
little granddaughter we had wanted for so long was now
here. A little
girl needs to be held by her grandmother." These
were the thoughts
that went through my mind as I starred at my daughter's
anatomy on
display in such a non sexual manner.
"Buffy."
"What did
you say Erin?" I asked.
"I want
to call her Buffy. Buffy Marie Wilson. Buffy."
I went to my
daughter's face and kissed her. She knew that was
my mother's name and how I loved it. "Thank you
Erin. It means so
much to me."
"Daddy
having you here means so much to me. I was so
frightened that I would have to face this all alone.
Thank you."
"This is
the greatest thrill I could ever have. Seeing little
Buffy come into the world." The nurse laid Buffy
across Erin's chest so
this new mother could see her first child immediately.
Buffy already had
light red hair on her head. "I guess there's no
doubt she's mine is
there," said Erin with a very content smile on her
face.
"No baby.
She has your hair. And I can already see you in
her."
I was asked to
go into a waiting room while they finished up
in the delivery room. Later I was sent to Erin's room in
the hospital
to wait for her. She arrived, looking very exhausted, but
very thrilled.
"Daddy,
thank you for being here when I needed you the most.
And thank you for letting Buffy and me come live with
you... I was so
anxious about where I was going to go, what I was going
to do."
She had stayed
in her apartment after James left her. All
through her pregnancy it was just the two of us. Her
apartment had a
rule against children and she was forced to move. Her
mother had died
a year ago after a long bout with cancer. And I had this
big four
bedroom home that was too much for one very lonely man to
live in. I
had resorted to talking to the furniture, looking at
Marty's pictures
and spent hours crying in my loneliness. "No Erin,
thank you for coming
to live with me. I need someone in the house so very
badly. I'm
hurting. You and Buffy are the medicine I need."
I couldn't
wait for them to come home. I took the next two
days off and stayed at the hospital. I would just spend
hours looking
in the nursery at Buffy, to a point that the nurses knew
my name the
moment I walked into the viewing area, and would rush her
crib to the
window for me. "God, she's beautiful," I
thought. My trips to Erin's
room were filled with hugs and kisses. I guess I did over
do it with
flowers and cards. But she was all I had. Her older
brother was gone.
Killed in an auto accident. My daughter in law had
remarried and my
two grandsons had been adopted. Except for a card on my
birthday, I
never heard from them. My wife was gone. I had no
brothers or sisters.
so it was just the three of us for all practical
purposes. So why
shouldn't I give her a room filled with flowers, and
Hallmark could
always print more cards. When not at the hospital, I moved
all of Erin's belongings
into the house, repainted her room, bought her some new
furniture, and
of course the best crib I could find for my new pride and
joy. Why
not, this was for my granddaughter, only the best. I
bought every
supply I thought might be needed. Everything was ready
for my new,
welcomed house guest and her mother. I was thrilled.
Not only was I
thrilled to have Erin here, but Erin was
tickled pink to be here. I made it clear that this was
her home and she was
not a guest. This was the beginning of a new depth to our
relationship. One that would take some very strange
twists.
Buffy was only four days old. Erin had just been home her
first
full day. I got home from work and she was in the living
room with the
TV on watching the news. As I stepped into the room she
smiled and
said "Hello." She was bare from the waist up
and was nursing Buffy. Her
breasts had always been large, but they were positively
enormous now,
and swollen as if they were going to burst at any moment.
"Erin,
don't you think you should cover up?" I suggested
trying to hide my embarrassment.
"Dad,
these are the same breasts you saw in the hospital.
Don't be embarrassed."
"Well,
this is different."
"How?
They're the same breasts. And now they're being used for
one of their intended purposes." The tag on her bra
was sticking out, and
it read, "G-cup." And she was overflowing that!
"I know,
I know but," I protested half heartedly. I am still a
man, and there will always be that fascination with the
female breast.
They were so much larger than I had realized, and quite
full.
"Daddy,
when you bought the supplies for Erin did you buy a
breast pump? I'm really swollen and lactating a lot more
than I expected.
I'm expressing every time I even touch or bump my breasts
and I'm
like a fountain, see?" She gently squeezed her
immense left breast and
a faucet of milk sprayed several feet in front of her
onto the floor.
"My god,
Erin, that's... that's... amazing!"
"Maybe,
but it's painful if I don't keep them drained. Maybe you
could help me with that when the baby's asleep
later?"
"Sure, I
guess, if you need me to," not knowing exactly what she had mind.
"Anyway,
I need that breast pump as soon as possible. Did you get it?"
"A
what?"
"I guess
you didn't. Buffy is falling asleep and she won't be
going to my other breast. I need to expel the milk out of
my other
breast. I need a breast pump to do that. My breast will
keep producing
milk and it's already getting a little tender."
"I'm
sorry Erin, I didn't know anything about that."
She looked me
in the eye and without a smile said, "I want you
to relieve the pressure."
"I'm
sorry, I don't think I understood you."
"I need
you to come over here and take care of the milk in my
breast."
"Erin, I
don't think a father needs to get that intimate with
his daughter, and besides it will make a mess with me
squeezing it
out."
"I wasn't
thinking about you squeezing it out with your
hands."
"What then
were you thinking about?"
"I want
you to use your mouth and nurse it out."
"Wait a
minute, that's not proper. I mean I'm your father not
your husband. No I can't do a thing like that."
Tears were
starting to come to her eyes. "Daddy, I'm starting
to get really uncomfortable. I'm asking for your help. If
I cut my
finger you would be the first one to get a bandage,
wouldn't you. Well
I need your help right now. Please!"
"But...."
"Didn't
you ever taste mother's breast milk when she had the
two of us?"
"Well no,
your mother couldn't nurse so she never produced
any. But what you are suggesting young lady, it's not
right?"
Now the tears
were really flowing. "Please!! Mom used to tell
me how great and kinky you were as a lover. I can't
believe that
drinking some of my milk is such a damning thing.
Besides, there is no
one else on this planet that I would want to taste my
milk other than
you and Buffy. I want you to try it. Please... for
me...."
I took great
pride that even as Erin was growing up, I never
so much as touched her, not that she wasn't as beautiful
to me as her
mother was. I did have a great sense of decency and I
wanted her to
always remember me as a clean, decent father. One that
she could
remember with pride and love. Not a molester or pervert.
Yet her
breasts were larger than normal now that they were making
milk. And
they were so beautiful. I was so lucky that she had
become such a
beautiful woman. Erin looked very statuesque with her
5'10" frame,
her gentle soft curves, bright red hair, and soft blue
eyes. Her
nipples were very erect. And I did envy Buffy. Marty's
illness had
deprived us from expressing our physical love for over a
year. Her
death had become a blessing she had suffered so much for
so long. I
indeed was horny. I had been so depressed I didn't even
masturbate all
this time. Passion was driving completely through my
body. "Okay
Erin. But it isn't because I'm perverted or anything.
I'll try it."
"Daddy,
you're not perverted. You're a healthy man with all
the passions of a man. You're the only man in my life now
and I need
your help."
I slowly moved
my mouth over her left nipple and began to
suck lightly, I was so afraid of hurting her nipple or
breast.
"Buffy
sucks harder than that Daddy."
I soon felt
the milk coming into my mouth. I was shocked at
how sweet it tasted. It reminded me of "Eagle Brand
Milk" we used to
have when I was a kid. My stimulation seemed to be so
pleasing to
Erin. She closed her eyes and literally purred at my
sucking. I could
feel my cock getting hard and really tried to disguise
it.
"Well how
does it taste?"
"The
truth?"
"Yes, the
truth."
"Wonderful.
Sweet and light. And...."
"Enjoyable?"
I blushed,
"Yes," I said with a very subdued tone, "Very
enjoyable, very enjoyable indeed."
What a time of
intimate delight this was. I was soon nursing
like a 50-year old infant. Enjoying the taste and
sensations. I closed
my eyes and my mind got lost in the reality of whose
breast I was
nursing at. After a while I felt Erin gently kiss my
forehead. And
soon she let me know her breast was sufficiently drained.
"Thank
you Daddy. That was such a wonderful feeling. I can't
tell you how close it made me feel to you just
then."
I got a little
bolder in my reactions. "Hey with breast as
beautiful as yours, what real man wouldn't want to nurse
on them.
Erin you're such a beautiful woman. I'm so lucky to have
you as my
daughter."
"How did
you really feel about it? Was it sexual, or what?"
"No,
there was nothing sexual about it. It was, well,
intimate. Sensual in many ways, but not sexual."
"Not
sexual? I guess that's my lot in life. A companion. But
never a sexy one."
"I didn't
say that. Speaking as a man and not your father, you
are an enormously sensual lady. No you're down right
sexy. You have it
all. If you weren't my daughter and 25 years younger than
me, I'd
have a hard time leaving you alone."
I didn't
realize how much Erin needed to hear those words
until she really started to open up. "I needed your
validation, Daddy.
I needed to hear you admit that I was a sexual turn on.
It's important
to me."
This was the
first hint that I had that Erin had not enjoyed
a full rich sex life.
Over the next
few weeks it became a habit that when I was
around and Buffy was finished, I got to drink the
leftovers. I got to a
point that I really enjoyed the taste and knew that some
day it would
be gone so I needed to enjoy it while I could. I still
was not having
trouble with my cock getting hard. But the idea of having
Erin around
constantly was starting to get into my thinking. I had
found Erin's
body a very exciting and stimulating thing. Everything I
had said to
her was true, she was sensual, and sexually stimulating.
I was able
to control my urges to rip her clothes off because of a
deep sense of
what I was taught as being right and wrong. And incest
was wrong. But
oh my she was all woman and I was getting so attached to
the feel of
her body during these very intimate times.
Erin had been
in the house for two months when a new incident
happened. My house was large. It had four bedrooms, a
family room,
den, living room and three bathrooms. The two upstairs
bathrooms were
the ones we used. But the shower in my bathroom was big
and luxurious.
Most of it had been custom made years before. This was a
day that I
had gotten off early. I was the Marketing Manager for a
large
industrial firm, and we had just finished the details on
a big new
venture. I wanted to go home and take my two ladies out
to dinner to
celebrate this event. I went into the house and up the
stairs to
shower and change clothes. I didn't even look for Erin. I
went into
my bedroom and removed most of my clothes just down to my
undershorts.
I went into the bathroom to turn on the shower when I
came to a
screeching halt. There was Erin, totally nude and drying
herself off,
having finished a shower herself. Her pubic hair was
starting to fill
out now. It was the same red color as her mothers. She
was like a
dream standing there.
"Oops, Oh
my God, Erin I'm sorry, I didn't even think... Wow,
I'm sorry darling." I said as I regained my
composure and realized
what had happened. I was embarrassed not for what I had
seen, but for
invading her privacy.
"Daddy!
What's wrong?"
"I had no
idea you would be in the shower. I would have
knocked to let you know I was home. Please forgive
me."
"For
what? Coming into your own bathroom. That's silly"
"Well
you're... I mean you aren't...."
She looked
down at her body and then looked at me, "you mean I
don't have clothes on?"
"Well
yes, that's exactly what I mean. I want you to have all
the privacy you need. And I've burst in on you like
this." She knew
how embarrassed I was.
Then she
started to laugh. "I was in the delivery room, my
legs up in the air, spread apart, with who knows how many
strangers
staring at every private part of me. There isn't anything
I have on or
in my body that you didn't see and now your flustered at
seeing me
nude. I can't believe it. I'm not ashamed or bothered.
You're the man
in my life, you should be able to look."
"I'm your
father. The grandfather of Buffy." I remarked as I sat
on the edge of the bed half stunned by this conversation
and the
events that were taking place.
"And the
only man in my life who has ever really loved me."
I couldn't
believe that my own daughter's body was so exciting
to me. I could feel my nine-inch cock getting harder by
the second. I couldn't
hide it, there was no place to turn, no place to run to.
Erin saw it
right away.
"I turn
you on don't I?" she said as she sat next to me on the
edge of my bed. She continued to dry her hair with the
towel.
I was stumped.
I couldn't lie. "I'm sorry baby, it's just a
reaction. Yes you are more than sexy. But I haven't
allowed myself to
feel turned on for so long. I mean it's been so long
since I had the
chance to see such a beautiful sight. I did everything I
could to
honor your mother. I stayed away from every temptation on
earth to be
totally faithful while she was sick.
"You
never masturbated?"
"No. I
wanted to be faithful in thought as well as deed, so I
tried to turn my attention away from any thinking that
would give me
problems."
"Not even
after mother was gone?"
"I was
too depressed. I loved her so deeply, I was so empty.
You and Buffy have given me so much of a reason to
live."
Erin set the
towel next to her and looked me straight in the
eye. "When you looked at me and got turned on, that
was the most
thrilling feeling I have had in over a year."
"What
makes you think I got turned on?"
"Your
body gave you away."
I got very
uncomfortable. What was she thinking of me. Getting
a hard on at seeing my own daughter nude.
" I was a
virgin up until my junior year in college," she
continued I was too busy with school, studies, and work
to get
involved with a man. I had two quick romances, but while
there was sex
involved they were very unsatisfactory. I met James and
his love for
the arts became a common ground for us. But he never made
me feel like
a woman. His lovemaking was very clumsy and unromantic.
He had no
idea what fore play meant. The only way I ever got an
orgasm was after
he was asleep, I could masturbate. So, when you looked at
me and
admired my body, I felt validated as a pure sexy female.
That's all I
ever wanted from James or any man. That was a very
thrilling moment for me. And it came from you."
I had no idea where this was leading. But I got a hint
when
her hand move over the top of my under shorts and she
began to gently
stroke my still hardened cock beneath them. I tried to
back off, but I
was so horny and it had been such a long time. My prejudice
dropped
immediately. Oh I tried to protest, "this is wrong
Erin. This is very
wrong. It's against God and the Bible."
"Oh. So
Adam didn't have sex with his daughters? Where did
the wives of his sons come from? No Daddy this is not
wrong. You mean
so much to me, I love you more than I can express."
She fumbled to
remove my briefs and finally I relented and
removed them. She was as strong willed as an adult as she
had been as
a child, so when her mind was made up, don't fight it,
just give in.
My cock was at full mast now. It was sticking straight
out. Erin took
it into her hand and admired it. She cupped my balls and
said, "These
produced the sperm that made me."
I looked down
rather sheepishly and smiled at her and said, "I
never replaced them."
We both
giggled at my preposterous remark. She looked at them
and at my cock with great wonder. "It is kind of
thrilling to me to
know that this is the place that part of me was
formed." She stroked
my cock lightly. "Mom always bragged to me about
this."
"She
didn't. Did she?"
"When I
went to college, she and I talked a lot about sex. She
enjoyed everything the two of you did. She was so proud
of you and
what a lover you were. And kinky."
I looked up to
the ceiling as if looking into heaven and said,
"Marty you could never keep anything private."
"Daddy, I
always wanted a man to satisfy me the way mother was
so satisfied. I never found him. Please lay down next to
me and let's
talk some more. I need to talk."
We laid down
next to each other, her hand was still stroking
my cock gently, but not enough to make me explode. Then
she removed
her hand and placed her hand on mine and guided it to her
mons. She
pressed my hand firmly against her pubic hair which was
now starting
to grow back. She closed her eyes and let out a sound of
contentment
like a dove's coo. "Please feel me," she said,
"I need your touch so
desperately now. Please." With this she parted her
legs to give my
hand complete access to her very wet slit. My brain was
now
disconnected and I was running on lust power. I rolled
over on my side
facing her and my finger traced around her entire pussy.
It had been
so long since I felt this. I had forgotten how wonderful
it felt.
Erin saw it in my face. "I am sexy to you," she
said half asking.
"Oh my
dear baby, you are the sexiest woman alive in the world
today." She knew half of this was lust talking, but
a big part of this
was my heart talking. She was sexy. I perceived her as
being of
incredible beauty and she felt it. My finger found her
clit. I toyed with it, giving it sincere
promises of even more attention. My touch of her clit
sent her body
into a complete spin. It was like turning on a light that
illuminated
her entire soul. Her pussy was now literally dripping
it's juices. I
really wanted to lean down and drink this feminine
nectar. But instead
I wanted her to call the shots. This was her body and I
wanted her to
orchestrate my moves. She raised her hips and asked me to
put my
fingers inside. I love the feel inside a woman's vagina.
It is soft,
wet and warm. And it is full of sensations for me. Hers
was as
wonderful as I remember her mother's being. My fingers
were getting
very slippery from all her lubrication. I was sensitive
to how brutal
childbirth had been to her pussy and didn't want to hurt
her or bring
any kind of discomfort to her. Soon I was rubbing from
deep inside to
up and across her clit. Each time bringing up more of her
internal
juice to bath her now swollen clit. With each stroke her
body
responded. I picked up my speed a little and her butt
started bouncing
on the bed in response to my stroking. I rolled over and
was partially
on top of her. Her right breast was pressed against my
chest. Soon she
was shaking with pleasure, her breast was lactating
slightly against
my chest. She was dripping between her legs and from her
chest. Her
entire body became flush and soon she was crying out,
"I love it, I
love it Oh it feels sooooo goood, please go deeper and
longer strokes,
I love it."
I plunged my
thick prick deeper and made my stokes glide more rapidly along
it's path each time circling her clit rubbing all of it's
surface I
could. With a loud moan of joy, Erin crashed into a
gigantic orgasm.
Her skin was flushed completely red, making her look
completely
sunburned. Her eyes were shut with floods of tears
streaming from
their corners. Her lips were trembling trying to hold
back her crying.
As she started to lose some of her flush, I asked her if
she
was okay. I just knew that she was a victim of guilt now
and it was
all my fault. "I'm sorry baby, we just went too
far."
She opened her
eyes and rolled up to embrace me tightly. "Oh
no Daddy, we haven't gone too far. I have never had an
orgasm that
strong in all my life. Mother was right. You are
wonderful. I love
you so much," She kissed me not as though I was her
father, but as a
lover. "Thank you for that I needed that so very
much. That's
everything I've wanted sex to be. That's the feeling I have
dreamed
about. I love you."
Her tears
brought tears to my eyes. "The feel of your pussy
was so wonderful. I had forgotten just how wonderful it
was. I have
missed it so much more than I have admitted to myself. I
love you
Erin. Your being here in my..., no our house means
everything to me.
And you were outstanding just now."
She looked
down at my cock which was half erect now. "Please
let me show you how much I love you now. I want to suck
you."
I was so
melted now I couldn't protest at all. I laid back and
let her work on me. She showed signs of some practice, I
had learned
that James insisted on blow jobs over intercourse. But
then that
figured to be the case knowing his orientation. Because
of this, Erin
became very skilled. She manipulated my cock with her
fingers as
carefully as a craftsman making a real work of art. With
her mouth she
used lips, tongue and teeth with a deftness of a surgeon.
I wasn't
going to hold back at all. I could feel myself getting
ready to shoot
a year of pent up frustration. I wasn't sure what she was
going to do.
But as I exploded, she moved her head away and tried to
catch my semen
in her hand. "I just want to see it this time,"
she said I want to
swallow it next time."
Next time!!! I
still hadn't gotten over the shock of the first
time.
"Why do
you want to see it," I asked.
"Daddy,
it's this very semen that went into Mother and made
me. It's corny, but it's important for me to see
it."
She scooped
it up, looked at it like a scientist, and then
rubbed it against her body. Finally she leaned down and
wrapped her
mouth around my now somewhat flaccid cock and sucked the
last drops of
semen into her mouth... She smiled very approvingly when
she looked up
at me. And then with a very quick change in mood, she
asked, "just why
are you home so early anyway?"
"Well I
just finished our new marketing campaign and got the
owners to approve it. So I wanted to take my two favorite
ladies to
dinner."
"Well let
me wash off again and feed Buffy, and then let's go.
In the meanwhile you can take your shower and get
ready."
Erin was not a
woman to argue with. She was very bright. She
could have majored in anything in college and done well.
When she had
her mind made up, she could move mountains. I had
resigned myself to
the fact that my daughter was going to call the shots. It
was actually
okay, because I didn't have to explain our actions to
anyone in the
world. The only other living relatives I had were three
sisters, and
they all lived miles away and never visited. So it really
was just the
three of us. All we had in the world was each other.
We did keep
separate rooms still. And the shower incident was
now a week or so past. Having the two ladies in the house
had started
to make my life brighten up considerably. I had
remembered how nice
Erin's pussy felt. I would lay in bed at night trying to
remember the
feeling and slowly masturbating myself to relief. It was
a struggle
for me. The temptation was too real. Too close.
One night
everything was starting to get to me. The total
frustration of what was happening inside me and in the
house was
taking a toll on my nerves. I came home one afternoon and
just sat in
a chair. Erin was upstairs in her room. When she came
downstairs, she
saw me, half asleep shivering and yet perspiring.
"Daddy,
you don't look too good. Maybe you better go to bed.
I'll help you." She helped me up the stairs, got me
undressed and into
bed.
As the evening
progressed I didn't seem to improve. Chills
racked my body. Erin really started to become concerned.
She laid on
top of the bed covers next to me and read while I tried
to sleep. I
finally fell asleep, and when I woke up, my hand touched
Erin's body
there in bed under the covers with me. The chills had
subsided by now
and my head was clearing up. "What the
dickens," I thought. "What is
Erin doing in bed with me? And with no clothes on? This
is wrong.
Really perverted." And with that I fell back asleep.
When I got up
the next morning. She had been up for some time and I
could hear that
she was now in the kitchen. I showered and got dressed.
As I went
into the kitchen, I looked at her with a look of shock.
"Good
morning Daddy. You look so much better this morning. I
was really worried for a while last night."
"You
spent the whole night in bed with me?"
"Of
course I did. You were ill."
"Erin,
that's too dangerous."
"I didn't
think what you had was infectious."
"That's
not what I mean. I don't know how I kept myself from
you."
"Always
promises, never action."
I was stunned
by her blatant remark. "No, you're not playing
games. I might not be a 25-year old buck, but I still
have a sex
drive, and it's hard enough with me nursing on your breasts,
seeing
you coming out of the shower and that one afternoon. It's
just too
dangerous."
"What
danger? You mean we might do something that we both
would like?"
"Father,
I want to move into your bedroom with you. That was
the best night of sleep I have had in months. Just having
someone next
to me was so wonderful."
"Erin,
that just wouldn't be right. I couldn't handle the
situation."
"I have
made up my mind and I don't want to argue."
Only a fool
would argue with a woman who has their mind made
up. Erin would not budge, and I was really not in a mind
to try to
argue her out of her decision. I would have to 'let the
chips fly and
lay where they would'.
I went to work and tried not to think about this new sleeping
arrangement. I felt like every female who came into my
office that day was looking at me as being the consummate 'dirty old
man'. It was really bothering me. I guess partially because I knew deep down inside
that Erin and I were going to go further in our sexual relationship.
Before leaving from work I called Erin and told her we
would
be going out to dinner. Somehow I guess I thought that
would ease me
out of my anxiety.
When I got
home, Erin was on the couch nursing eve. "I moved
my things into 'our' room today. But I left you room for
your things."
Moving her "things" into my bedroom was kind of
a joke anyway. She
already was using my bathroom and had all her stuff in
there. She had
been using her mother's closet, so except for her body
being next to
me in bed, she was already moved into my room. I showered
and was
standing in the living room in my one button suit,
calling a nice
restaurant while my daughter was sitting nude on the
couch nursing Buffy.
Actually Buffy had more clothes on than either of the
adults did. When she
finished feeding Buffy, Erin handed her to me and told me
to change her
diaper and get her ready while she got ready.
I undid
Buffy's wet diaper and looked at her in all her purity
and innocence. I looked at that tiny slit and thought to
myself how
that would someday be a great attraction to some man.
"At least you
will never have to worry about having your father in this
kind of a
situation." I said to Buffy as she cooed. I looked
at her perfect
little body, and again at her little slit and just shook
my head,
"that little tiny slit gets more people in trouble
when it gets
mature. But now it's just a source of inconvenience for
the adults
around. I chuckled as I powdered her bottom and wrapped
her up tightly
in a dry diaper. "Do you understand what's happening
here Buffy?
I'm not sure I do. If you do ever find out and you
probably will,
please understand and love me and your mother. We love
you so very much."
Dinner was
wonderful. Erin and I talked from our hearts. We
talked about so many things. I would sit back and just
marvel at the
intelligence of my daughter. Tears started in my eyes.
"What's
wrong Daddy?"
"A few
months ago I felt so alone. And now I have everything.
I've seen the looks of the men who walk by. They notice
what a beauty
you are. But none of them knows just how bright you are.
You could
have been anything in this world. I guess I'm just the
luckiest man in
the world. You're everything a man could want. And you
love me."
"Wow. For
once I'm speechless. How can I possibly respond?"
she grabbed my hand and with a gentle squeeze she said,
"Father, you're
wrong. We are so lucky to have each other." (When I
heard her use the
term 'Father' I knew this was from her heart.)
Our dinner
went very well. And as we drove home, Erin
couldn't have sat closer to me unless she sat on my lap
to drive. We
put Buffy down for the night in the crib which I moved in
with us and
got ready for bed ourselves. I have always been one who
believed that
pajamas were to be used only in case of a fire. Erin was
the same
way.
She laid on
the top of the covers and asked me to rub some
lotion on her small stretch marks. What an unfair price
women pay to
give life. I did this with great relish, and love for
her. She was
lucky that they weren't really noticeable. But I didn't
care. I had
seen them on her mother's body and respected them as the
reminder of a
sacrifice made for me and our children. I loved the feel
of Erin's
skin. So youthful, so smooth. I closed my eyes to let my
fingers tell
my brain what a wonderful sensation they were feeling.
All too soon I
had finished. It was time for the two of us to call it a
night.
She got up and
went into the bathroom and I heard her pee.
Even the sound of a woman peeing had been missing in my
life. That
hissing sound as the amber fluid rushes past her inner
and outer lips
is so distinctive. I have often thought that the word
'piss' was
designed to emulate this sound. I laid there and listened
to it like
it was music.
Erin crawled
into bed with me and immediately embraced me.
Her young smooth body with that youthful soft skin felt
so nice. Our
relationship to each other soon became a non issue. We
didn't
immediately jump on each other, but instead we talked.
Erin started
with, "Mother and I used to talk a lot about sex
after I went to college. She used to tell me everything
about the sexual
relations the two of you enjoyed."
"Everything!?"
"Yes
Daddy, everything."
I snorted at
the idea. Marty wouldn't give away all our little
fun things. Erin just got some things, not everything.
"Erin I doubt
she said too much."
Erin started
to giggle, "well let's see. She said you were
kinky. The two of you used to play pee games in the
shower. You used
to love to hear her pee. That's why I left the door open.
I knew you
liked to hear it."
I groaned.
"You hate
to cum first. You had to know that Mother had an
orgasm before you tried to have one. She told me how she
would
sometimes fake hers just to have you cum first."
"She
never did. I would have known she was acting."
"She did
that because she used to love to then have you
masturbate her with your fingers getting your cum all
over your
fingers and rubbing her clit with it. It was a real turn
on for her
because she knew you really didn't care to do it, but she
could get
you horny enough."
"She did,
did she? And...."
"She said
that the most exciting about sex with you was that
it was fun. She said you made sex play and not just
sex."
"Well
that's true. I have always felt it was such a pleasure
that it had to be fun. I never use the word 'fuck' when
it comes to
sex because it sounds like something you're doing to
someone and not
with. I don't always use the term 'lovemaking' because it
sounds like
you're having to work at it. I love the concept of fore
play, because
sex isn't serious, it's play. Victorian wives made it
work, making
babies makes it work, but it was given to us to have fun
with. To
play."
"That's
what I have always wanted. To get enjoyment from sex
to make it fun."
"It is
fun Erin. Didn't we have fun that one afternoon? Was
there any work involved? And don't get exercise confused
with work."
"It was
wonderful! I have never enjoyed it so much in my
life."
"It was
wonderful because it didn't have a purpose to it. We
just got caught up with each other. We played."
"Mother
used to say that she was so inexperienced about sex
before the two of you were married. She didn't know if
your cock was
bigger than normal or smaller. She just knew it was hard
and
wonderful."
"I've
never measured it. But someday I'll get a yardstick and
see how big it is. Sex is 25% equipment, 75% attitude. If
my cock is
tired, my tongue will never be tired."
"Mother
said you used to love to eat her and lick her butt
hole."
I looked to
the ceiling and said, "Marty wasn't anything
sacred?"
Erin continued
on going into details I thought would never
escape my bedroom. I was caught somewhere between being
embarrassed
and happy with my reminiscing of the way things were.
"Your mother and
I did have a wonderful sex life. We could laugh at any
time and not
destroy our moods. I loved her with all my heart and
never even was
tempted to cheat on her because she was such a complete
partner. She
would try anything and look for ways to enjoy it."
"Daddy,
I'm the very image of my mother. Put your prejudice
about our relationship away, and just let's enjoy our
lives together.
Please."
I hugged and
kissed Erin for all I was worth. My hand felt her
tight round butt as her head snuggled against my
shoulder.
"Erin,
I'd like to play now, but Buffy will be waking you in a
couple of hours for a feeding and I have to get up at five.
I'll be
home between three and three thirty tomorrow. We have the
entire
weekend together. Let's put both cars in the garage,
unplug the phone
and just be together. We can sunbathe in the yard, go
skinny dipping,
do anything you want. Let's have the whole weekend just
being with
each other and with Buffy."
Erin didn't
say anything. She just squeezed my arm tighter
and was soon asleep.
Five o'clock
seemed to come a couple of hours early. I had
heard Buffy cry at two and heard Erin get her, bring her
to bed and
feed her. While the sounds of her nursing weren't really
sexy, I loved
hearing them. I knew that Erin would have let me finish
off her milk
if I wanted to, but I wanted her to rest. When I got up
and showered I
tried not to disturb her. But as I walked back into the
bedroom to get
dressed she started to get up. "No you stay in bed
and rest Erin. You
didn't get much sleep last night." She just purred
and melted back
under the covers with a thank you.
My day went
really well. Everyone seemed to notice that I
looked happier than I have in a couple of years. I told
them that
having my daughter with me, and the joy of being able to
hold my
little granddaughter has made me feel alive again. I was
alive again.
The tune from the play "Erin" kept ringing in
my ears. You know,
"Erin, Erin, things are all coming now....."
But my life was coming
back into happiness now.
I got home
about 3p. I parked the car in the garage. I
noticed that Erin had already parked her car there. I shut
and locked
the door and went into the house to be greeted by this
gorgeous red
headed woman wearing her birthday suit and a big smile.
"Well are you
hungry or horny?" she asked.
"Well I
did work through lunch and haven't eaten," I said
jokingly, "what about you?"
She didn't say
a word. She came over to me and removed my tie,
unbuttoned my shirt and removed it, undid my belt and
zipper on my
pants, letting them drop to the floor, and slid off my
undershorts
letting them all stand in a pile on the floor. She only
paused in
between items to kiss me. There we were in the kitchen. I
had my
clothes laying on the floor dressed only in shoes and
socks and this
hot horny doll who was 25 years younger than me was
standing there
admiring my 50-year old body. "If I'm dreaming,
don't wake me up," I
thought.
"You're
going to have to do your shoes and socks, I'm going
upstairs."
I put all my
clothes in their proper place and ran up stairs.
I heard the shower running. When I got into the bedroom
Erin wasn't
there. "I'm in here," she said calling from the
shower.
I went into
the shower with her. "Sit down," she instructed. I
followed her request which was a request and not a
command. She
waited for me to get comfortable and then she straddled
my thighs and
spread her cunt lips exposing her urethra. Slowly pee
started to come
out. "This is harder to do than I thought," she
said. But soon she was
relaxed and allowed a warm full stream to splash against
my chest and
run down my stomach running down either side of my balls
and over my
thighs. She went for a long time. When she was finished.
She just
looked at me with a big smile on her face, like she did
the day when
she had first ridden her bicycle. She had accomplished
something new.
"Well did you enjoy my surprise?"
"Do we
have any more ice tea in the house? I didn't think you
were going to stop. Sweetie, it was just wonderful. Yes I
enjoyed it."
"Was it
as good as Mother's?"
"You're
certainly her daughter. When you said she told you
everything, I didn't realize she blabbed about technique.
Yes you're
every bit as fun as she was." I got up and kissed
Erin. Now our
kisses were becoming more meaningful. Our tongues were
intertwining
and dancing against each other. I felt bad not because
this was my
daughter, but because she deserved someone more her age.
She is far
too good to be wasted on a man my age. Yet I was going to
grab the
moment and enjoy it.
We continued
on until she asked, "well aren't you going to
return the favor?" I hugged her tightly and then
with one hand held my
cock pointing it upward and peed a stream between us,
then lowered it
to finish on her pubic hair which was really starting to
fill out.
"Hmmm," she said, "it does feel so warm
and really nice. It was nicer
than I thought it would be, and fun."
I took the bar
of soap and started to apply soap all over her
body. paying special attention to the area between her
legs. I was
intent on having fun and so was she. When she turned
around to rinse,
I soaped her back and ran the soap and then my well
soaped hand
between her ass cheeks and along her crack. I paid a
great deal of
attention to her ass. When her turn came, she followed my
example. She had me completely lathered and worked up.
Her slender
fingers felt so good on my body. "How in the Hell
could James prefer
some hairy legged guy over this?" I thought. I
didn't hate or resent
him, just didn't understand and felt sorry for him. I
could never be
gay or bi. I haven't gotten my fill of the female body
yet.
By the time we
had showered and shampooed, I was so worked up
that the next touch of my cock was going to pump cream to
the ceiling.
Erin had manipulated me with such great skill which was
from instinct
more than practice.
We dried each
other and immediately went to the bed which was
already turned down. My daughter had this all planned out
how she
wanted it. I was thrilled. We kissed and caressed. Soon I
found myself
on my back with her on all fours straddling my head with
her legs. She
slowly lowered her pussy closer and closer to my mouth.
Yes she had
remembered her mother telling her how much I loved to eat
pussy. And
she was going to get this for herself now. My tongue
played with her
pussy tasting the outer lips and then the inner lips,
running down
along their sides and across their tops. I purposely
stayed away from
the clit for now. I have no preference of being on top
when eating
pussy, or being beneath. Being beneath does allow the
woman more
freedom to control the location and pressure of my mouth
and tongue.
Erin was taking full control of this now. She was really
enjoying the
attention my mouth was giving her. I learned later that
she had only
had oral sex three or four times before. But she was
really enjoying
everything and anything I was doing. I guess this was
partly because
she was determined to get all the enjoyment she could.
And that was
what I really wanted for her. I wanted any experience
with me to be
fun and filled with pleasure for her because at this
time, she was the
most valuable person in my life, she was my everything.
But now it was time for heightened enjoyment. I pushed my
tongue toward her clit, and she responded by angling her
hips so that
I had full access to her clit. She had really started to
flow by now
and her entire crotch was soaking wet with her juices and
my saliva. I
captured as much of her internal juice in my mouth and
enjoyed its
wonderful taste. My tongue whipped around her clit in
little
incoherent circles. And soon it was stroking it. My hands
played with
her whole vaginal area. I didn't want to play with her
ass yet for
fear that if she was not used to it her momentum would be
broken and
her pleasure would be spoiled.
She had been receiving so much pleasure now that she had
forgotten about my cock. That was fine because I was
already at an
explosive level and anything she would do would just make
me ejaculate
too soon. Soon I could feel her start to tremble. The
inner lips of her
vagina were firm and standing straight out. Her internal
fountain was
flowing out of control. She was breathing at a very
irregular rate.
Her body was pressing even harder against my mouth. Soon
she was
wiggling her hips and shaking all over. She was crying with
loud moans
of passion. She was crying out words, but because my ears
were being
pressed against by her legs I had a difficult time
understanding her,
but I didn't care. I was in heaven. I had this wonderful
pussy in my
mouth and was enjoying it. to the fullest.
Erin crashed
into an enormous orgasm. Her entire body shook
with pleasure wave after pleasure wave. Soon she was
subsiding. She
rolled off of me and collapsed in a puddle of Jello. She
was still
shaking slightly, her breath was still a little
irregular. She had
never experienced an orgasm with the intensity of this
one. She had
absolutely no idea that she could ever have this degree
of pleasure.
I rolled over and lifted myself up on my elbows. Again
tears
were streaming from her closed eyes. I was getting a
little smarter
about my baby's reactions by now and asked, "It was
that good?"
She nodded her
head and with her eyes still closed said, "I had
no idea that I could be so out of control with pleasure.
I thought I
was going to pass out it was so intense. I didn't want to
miss a
single feeling. It went beyond wonderful. I love you so
much. I don't
ever want to leave you."
Guilt hit me
between the eyes. "No Erin, some day you need to
find a man your age. One who will grow old with you. Not
me."
"Daddy
when you're 75-years old, I'll be 50. When you're 85
I'll be 60. If I can have 10, 20 or more years of
happiness my life
will be complete."
"I love
you Erin. But I love you too much to deprive you of
anything."
"Then
show me how much you love me and stop arguing."
"Okay.
But if someone comes along please take him. For me.
For Buffy. Please."
She didn't
answer. She rolled over and pressed her lips
against mine. Our tongues again melded together as I sucked
her breath
into my lungs. We broke from this so that I could go to
her very firm
milk filled breasts. She had spilled milk out of them
during her
orgasm which had dripped onto my lower body. I saw tiny
drops on her
nipples and drank deeply from them as my mouth covered first
her left
breast then her right. She had plenty of it for both
Buffy and me. Her
body was healthy and she was producing a lot of milk.
"I think
it's time to see if Mother was exaggerating about how
hard you got inside her."
I guess I
could have considered everything to this point as
not being incestuous. But intercourse was the final part
that would
bring it to it's full meaning. It's hard to believe but I
was starting
to feel reluctant. Soon Erin was pleading with me, encouraging
me to
do it. "I want you inside me. I really need to feel
you. Please do it
for me. Please." I got up and between her legs,
lowering my body
slowly as my cock sought it's destination. She reached
her hand down
to guide it. I closed my eyes waiting for the wrath of
Hell to engulf
my soul. I felt the tip of my cock touch her wet pussy.
Soon it was
inside. With Erin pleading, I pushed further and soon
rested with
the tip of my cock resting against her cervix. I stopped
and opened my
eyes. Her face looked so angelic. She was so pleased that
any
reservations I had were going to disappear for ever. I
was giving this
daughter of mine something that no one had ever given her
and no one
would be able to give her at this time.
She opened her
eyes and said, "Thank you. You feel wonderful
inside of me."
"You feel
wonderful too." I bent down and kissed her with more
appreciation than passion. "I just want to stay
right where I am to
enjoy it as much as I can." I rested deep inside her
to feel her
vaginal walls pulse against my cock. I slowly pulled back
letting my
cock enjoy it's surroundings. Erin's vaginal walls
responded by
gripping at it. She let out a small gasp of joy and her
face was
covered with a joy that I can't describe. She was doing
just what she
wanted to do, she was receiving just what she felt she
needed.
I started to
move down and deep inside her and almost all the
way out again, each time with her reacting in pleasure
and with each
reaction she had I responded with a similar reaction.
Soon her hips
were thrusting upward to catch my downward thrusts almost
as if she
were trying to gain every single inch of my cock inside
her now very
wet pussy. We worked together as a well timed piece of
machinery
complimenting each other's movements, both of us finding
an extreme
pleasure in each other. Soon I could feel the changes in
her body as
she began to stiffen and tremble, she was getting closer
to her full
release. The anticipation of this was getting to me as I
picked up the
tempo feeling my explosion building up deep inside.
Erin crashed
with pleasure. Her whole body feeling the
affects of the joy her pussy was getting. Her moaning and
cries of joy
became more intense and spurred me into my final approach
to my
eruption. Five, ten, fiften... twenty ropes of my semen
streamed into her
deepest parts flooding an already full womb. I could feel
it extrude
along the sides of my cock as it continued to piston in
and out of Erin.
Finally my movements became erratic as I slowed down to
regain
my composure. Both of us were breathing heavily and
somewhat under
labor. Both of us has smiles demonstrating the pleasure
we had both
received.
"Oh
Daddy, god, you cum so much it's unbelievable. I should
have lots of babies with you filling me up like that a
lot. That was wonderful!"
"Baby,
you were wonderful. More so than I can describe, and
certainly more wonderful than I deserve. I love emptying
my loads into
your sweet, fertile womb."
I stayed as
deeply inside her as I could for as long as I
could. But soon my shrinking cock let me know it could no
longer stay
and I felt it slipping out of Erin. As it did, I rolled
over to her
side and embraced her giving her as many kisses as I
could. This woman
was enough for the most virile of men not an old man like
me. She
could wear me out with her sexuality. She was more than
wonderful and
I knew it instantly. We laid there for a few moments when
she grabbed my hand and
pushed it down towards her very wet and full pussy.
"I need one more,"
she said, as she was going to emulate her mother's
favorite trick.
I knew what she was up to and couldn't resist her at all.
Soon
my fingers were dipping deep inside her pussy and
bringing up small
traces of my semen and then bathing her clit with it.
With each trip
of my fingers she would respond. We were soon in a deep
kiss with my
fingers bathing her clit with this mixture of my semen
and her
secretions. Her body was trembling even harder now. And
soon her
kisses lost their intensity as she went into yet another
orgasm. Soon
she was crying out how much she loved this attention her
clit was
getting. When she subsided, the two of us lay there
neither one with
the energy to move. This rest ended with the demanding
cries of a very
hungry Buffy.
Erin looked at
me with a slight disappointed look. "I'm sorry
dear, but I'm not built to do anything for her," I
said.
Erin smiled
and got up to get Buffy. She scooped her up and
told me she was going to take her downstairs to feed her.
I got up and
followed.
As Erin
started down the stairs she called back with, "Dad
you'll need to bring a washcloth and diaper. Make that
two wash
cloths, I can feel you leaking out all over the inside of
my legs. How
much did you put in me anyway?"
At this we
both laughed. I fetched the necessary items and
went downstairs. I stopped to see this beautiful scene of
my very
pretty daughter sitting nude on the sofa nursing my
equally pretty
granddaughter. The light of dusk hi-lighted the stark
beauty of this
scene. I stood there almost breathless realizing just how
lucky I was.
As Erin
finished feeding Buffy, she looked to me and said, "I
think I need to do more than just wipe off. Let me go
take a quick
shower. And Dad, Buffy needs some big time repairs so you
better plan
on using both towels on her." With this Erin handed
me Buffy and
bounced up the stairs.
She was right.
Buffy's bottom was a complete disaster. But I had
seen just as bad years ago with Erin. And it did take
both towels to
repair the mess. But with her bottom clean and powdered I
again
marveled at how perfect this little body was. I didn't
put another
diaper on right away, but took her out onto my back
patio. There the
two of us sat. Me completely nude and her little nude
body pressed
against my chest.
Erin came down
to see this sight and laughed, "you're asking
for an accident to happen. Buffy never gives a warning
when she's ready
to unload." And with that I felt a small warm stream
splash against my
chest.
"Well,
that's the third generation to pee on this chest. I
guess that's some kind of a record."
Erin grabbed
Buffy and diapered her, smiling while she felt the
same sense of contentment I had felt earlier. The three
of us were
going to be all the company we would need.
After awhile all was settled down. I had barbecued
dinner, we
had finished and all was cleaned up. All three of us were
sitting
outside on the patio. I had built the backyard for
privacy, so the
fact that only Buffy had clothing on made for a relaxed
atmosphere.
Erin moved
closer to me and grabbed my hand to give it a warm
squeeze. "This is so much more than just shelter for
me Daddy. This
is like a dream. One that I don't ever want to end. I
have never felt
so secure and loved since I left here to go to college.
You are the
first man to make me feel like a woman. And it doesn't
hurt that you're
hung like a horse, either!" she giggled.
I passed that
off as a slight exaggeration. But Erin quickly
noted my reaction.
"I have
been told never tell all. Because it can be used
against you someday. But I need to tell you what happened
in my life."
I sat there
with mixed emotions. "Let's go into the house and
let me put Buffy in her crib. She's fallen asleep. We'll
just sit
together without lights on and just talk."
I put Buffy
down in her crib and joined Erin on the couch with
the only light coming from the moon and the reflection of
street
lights in the neighborhood. We sat there quietly with
Erin slightly
facing me, holding both of my hands in hers.
"I was a
virgin went I went to college. All through highschool
I didn't want to get involved with sex. But about the
middle of my
sophomore year at college, I met Howard. We spent some
time alone
together in the chemistry lab. He was a sweet guy, a
little on the
nerd side, but I didn't mind that. We became friends
because he could
trust me and felt I wouldn't laugh at him. I started to
date Howard
and soon discovered that he was the 'American Rarity' a
male virgin in
college. This fact made me even more relaxed around him.
He was a
terrible kisser, but an all around nice guy. The first
night he felt
my breasts, he just left his hand there and didn't move
it. I guess he
thought that would make me excited. The night we both
lost our
cherries was a circus. He had been as nervous as you can
get buying
condoms. He said he felt everyone in the drug store
looking at him. He
could almost hear his mother scold him. He said he walked
out of the
store without looking at anyone, and left his change on
the counter.
The two of us had a terrible time putting it over his
penis. When he
finally got up the nerve to try to penetrate me, we were
both scared.
He slowly pushed into me and ripped my hymen with a big
push that hurt
worse than I thought would be possible. I remember
thinking that if
this was sex, I was in for a long life. When he was
through he was so
full of guilt that he immediately got up and cleaned
himself off,
leaving me just laying there."
"Our next
few times were not all that much better except that
I was feeling a little more enjoyment, but nothing very
exciting.
That summer is when I talked to mother. I told her about
my experience
and she talked about the two of you. It was because of
our chats that
summer that I felt there was more to sex than I had
gotten from it."
"That
fall I met Chuck. He was a jock. He was experienced and
he was exciting. He knew all the right words to say. He
made all the
right moves. And before I knew what was going on, I was
in bed with
him. He was good. He brought me so much physical
pleasure. He was the
first person to 'eat my pussy' and he loved it. He
introduced me to
sucking his cock and the taste of cum. He was smooth, but
he couldn't
be true to one woman. He had to be screwing several
different ones. I
found out about a couple of them and felt there was no
future with
this and I dumped him."
"I went
through a period of celibacy until I met James. He was
kind. It was my senior year and he was a graduate
student. We both had
a love for classical music and both sang in a community
choir near the
campus. James and I became good friends and started
dating on a regular
basis. He never pushed for sex and was always a gentleman.
When we did
have sex it was very soft and he was always concerned
about me getting
hurt or feeling pain. He preferred me performing oral sex
on him over
intercourse. He never performed oral sex on me. I thought
this might
change over time. He got engaged and then married. His
sexuality with
me never changed. He loved me playing with his ass and he
even seemed
to get off more having anal intercourse with me. But he
never seemed
to have his heart into touching my pussy or even my
breasts. After I
got pregnant he got even further from being intimate with
me. The only
orgasms I got were the ones I masturbated myself to. I
was three
months pregnant when he disclosed that he was gay. In
some ways I was
relieved that it wasn't me he was rejecting and in other
ways I was
furious that he married me without telling me first. He
claimed he
didn't realize it until he had an encounter with one of
the male
students at the university. He said that was his first
sexual
encounter ever with another man and that was what he
needed in his
life. Well you know the rest. I left him partially
because there
would be no hope for a normal future and partially out of
misunderstanding."
"I tried
to make a go of it alone. I had a nice job, but I
didn't know how it would work out with Buffy. That's when
I called you
for help. You never once lectured me. You took me in and
treated me
like a queen immediately. I wanted to stay here because I
felt secure
and loved. That day you saw me nurse Buffy for the first time.
That was
totally an accident. I had tried to be discrete before
than. I didn't
realize you were home. After you saw my bare breast, I
just out of
impulse wanted you to try my milk. The feel of you
sucking my milk out
of my breast was so comforting to me that it was, well,
downright sexy
to me. I struggled at first with how far I was willing to
go with
you. But the more I thought about how lonely you were,
how good
mother said you were, how desperate I was for love and
comfort, the
more I was making up my mind that I didn't want to go
looking for love
anywhere else when you were what I wanted all along. I
know that this
is pure and simple incest, but it is my life and I'm
responsible for
my own happiness. You're everything mother said you were.
You love me
and Buffy more than anything in the world. I love you
more than any man
I have ever met."
She continued.
"Then when you caught me in the shower, it gave
me the boost I needed to go through with what I wanted to
do. I heard
you come into the house. So I stayed in the shower a
little longer. It
was all planned from that moment. I'm sorry Daddy, I
didn't mean to
trick you into it. I just needed you at that moment. It
just worked
out that way."
Erin paused
from her story and brought her face next to mine.
I could feel her breath brush across my lips.
"Daddy, I need you more
than I need life. I love you so very dearly and don't
want or need
anyone else in this world." And with that she kissed
me.
My heart was
melted. I was totally without resistance. She had
presented a case I couldn't refute. "Okay Erin. If
that's what you
really want. We'll do it that way. You have to realize
that it won't
be always easy. You need a man your age. There will
always be the big
age gap, not to mention our relationship. But I promise
to be the best
person in your life. And I promise that the first time
you find
someone else I will encourage you to take him. I don't
know how we'll
explain things to Buffy, but we have time to figure that
out."
With those
words, Erin was all over me. She jumped onto my
lap and straddled my thighs with her legs. Her kisses
covered every
inch of my face. There was that wonderful feeling of
"flesh to flesh"
as I felt her bare breasts press against my chest. I
would be a
father, lover, husband and friend to her. I could feel
her pubic hair
which was starting to get fuller now brush against my
cock. It made me
really hard in no time. Erin wasted no time at all and
reached down
to insert my now swollen member into her very wet pussy.
My mind was
starting to buzz. Forget about the incest stuff, how am I
going to
keep up with this kid. She was either going to kill me
with a heart
attack or wear my cock to a stump. Erin did all the work.
I just sat
back while her youthful pussy massaged my cock. Up and
down she pumped
on it. I could hear her getting closer to an orgasm and
deep inside I
could feel that familiar feeling starting in me. Soon she
was flailing
out almost incoherently. And shortly I was again shooting
my cum deep
inside her. She finally slowed down to some very small
quiet moves and
then came to a stop with my still somewhat hard cock deep
inside her, the
tip of my penis kissing her cervix.
As I slipped
out of her, she purred in my ear just how happy
and in love she was. Love. Poets have written about it,
songs have
been sung about it, yet no one really understands it
completely. But
this was love I was receiving. It was without conditions.
It was just
there for me to enjoy. "Oh Erin, I will never know
why you love me.
And I guess I shouldn't worry about the 'why' and just
enjoy the fact.
"Why?"
she asked, "why not. You make me feel so feminine. You
appreciate every part of me. You want to protect me at
your expense.
Why shouldn't I love you? I won't find a man like
you."
I knew she was
wrong, they're out there. I also knew that
pre-made families intimidated some men. I would only let
my Erin go
to someone who was worthy of her. She was all I had.
The rest of the evening was spent in the most intimate of
situations `shared solitude'. We didn't turn on the
television, or
radio. We both sat on the sofa and read. Erin with her
head on a
pillow on my lap. We read for an hour without a sound
until Buffy again
announced she was hungry. So the three of us went
upstairs to call it
a night. Buffy and I got a late night snack of milk.
The next
morning came all too quickly. Yet it came very
nicely. Erin and I had been sleeping together for some
time now, but
last night was the first time we had had intercourse and
so this was
the first 'morning after'. It did indeed feel different
than the
previous mornings. The bird's songs seemed to be prettier
the sun
seemed to shine brighter, everything seemed sweeter. I
rolled over
and felt Erin's rear end. It even felt nicer (not that it
hadn't felt
wonderful before now). My touch woke her up. "I'm
sorry," I whispered,
"I didn't want to waken you." She said nothing
but rolled over and
hugged me. Her eyes were so warm and beautiful to me.
Erin was that
kind of person who wakes up in the morning with a sweet
disposition.
"Why
don't you feed Buffy when she wakes up and then I can
sleep."
I looked at my
chest and then hers, "I don't think she'll go
for it."
Erin smiled
and said, "I guess you're right."
"Now that
you've had a night to sleep on it, do you have any
regrets Erin? I mean about what we're doing?"
She rose up
and wrapped herself around me, "regrets? Yes I do.
I wasted some valuable time. Last night should have
happened a few
weeks earlier."
"I'm
never going to get you to admit that I'm not the best you
can do, am I?"
"Sorry, I
just can't lie. You are all I want or need."
"So you
used to finger old James's ass."
"He loved
it."
"What about
you?"
Erin smiled a
sheepish little grin, "I kind of liked it too.
It was like I was doing something to him that gave him
pleasure.
Inside his ass was the softest skin I have ever
felt."
"I
imagine all rectums are as soft. Your mother's was the only
one I felt and it was soft also."
"She
never played with your ass?"
"She
would have told you if she did."
"I guess
that's true."
"Roll
over on your tummy," with that Erin removed a tube of
KY gel she had in the drawer of her night stand. She
applied some to her
fingers and slowly worked one of them into my hole. I had
had the
doctor stick a finger up there in the past to check my
prostate, but
never had I had someone put a finger up there as a part
of giving me
pleasure. At first I jumped a little. Then Erin showed
she knew
exactly what to do as she manipulated her finger in and
out of my ass.
"That
does feel nice. You have such a gentle touch."
"Do you
want to do it to me?" and before I could answer she
maneuvered herself around where she had access to my ass
and I had an
unobstructed access to hers. I applied some of the KY gel
to my finger and
gently worked it in and out of her. We were like kids
exploring each
other. Her tight ass was so inviting. I wanted to eat it,
suck
it, feel it and push my cock into it. But this was hers
to orchestrate
not mine. After some time I noticed her breathing
changing. I had
learned now that she was going into her preliminary steps
towards a
nice good morning orgasm. I never knew a woman could
orgasm with her
ass being invaded. And then I realized that Erin needed
her pussy
attended to so she could finish her explosion. She
dislodged her digit
from me and allowed me to slip down with my head between
her legs.
With just a few trips by my tongue around her clit she
was reeling
into ecstasy.
Her chest was
rising and falling with waves of pleasure as I
continued to lick her. Soon she made it to the peak and
spilled over
into bliss. As she slowly came down from her height, I ceased
the
attention on her clit and started to suck on her pubic
hair.
"I have
waited all this time to wake up like that. It was so
good. Thank you dear heart," smiled Erin.
We probably
would have gotten even more involved with each
other except for this little redhead in her crib making
some beginning
noises to let us know she had waken and was hungry and
wet. I got Buffy
and brought her to Erin. "Feed her first and then
you can shower.
I'll shower while you're feeding her."
"No.
Don't shower until we can together. Besides I have enough
to feed both of you."
I watched and
chatted with Erin while Buffy was busy on Erin's
left breast. We talked about when she felt she would feel
ready to
return to work. Her job was still waiting for her. She
was a research
chemist and very much in demand. We decided that there
was no hurry
but she should return when she felt ready. It wasn't a
matter of
finances. I had planned very well for retirement some day
and with all
my investments and my current earnings five Erin's and ten
Buffys could
be supported. But she needed to be around people.
We both decided that she would return when she felt like
it
and not before. Buffy and I came first in her life and
she wanted to be
there when she was needed by either of us. With that she
switched Buffy
to the other breast and invited me to finish what Buffy
had left. I was
going to miss this someday so I wanted to take full
advantage of her
milk. With Buffy back in her crib Erin and I both went
into the
bathroom and I started the shower. I stood there while
the water was
heating up just admiring this beautiful creature with all
her youth.
She was such an image of her mother I thought to myself.
She steals my
heart every time I look at her.
Erin sensed
somehow what I was feeling. She looked at me and
said, "You really loved mother, didn't you."
I looked at
her and wanted to cry. "She was everything to me.
A piece of me lies in the ground with her. You are the
closest thing
on this earth to being her. But I don't want you to think
that that
infatuation is what draws me so close to you, because
while you
resemble her so strongly, you have a uniqueness she
didn't have. And
she was some things you will not ever be. Does that make
sense, or am
I just an old man blubbering?"
"I
understand what you mean."
We both jumped
into the shower and played like two little kids
soaping each other down and sliding our slippery bodies
against each
other. Nothing sexual, just two people in love feeling
the life in
each other. Yes I was falling in love with this daughter
in a new
deeper sense. She was now my mate as strange as it seems.
I stopped
and just admired her body. And with that she caught my
eye. There was
fire in her hazel eyes. She was flushed with anger.
"Father!"
she said sternly (she never addressed me as father
unless she was ready to make a statement which I had
better listen
to), "I have been really patient with you and this
bullshit about the
age difference and our relationship. I am a 25-year old
woman, who has
been married, who has a child. I am not a 12-year old who
is being
molested by her father. I have made a conscious decision
to have you
as my lover. An adult, premeditated decision. I have let
you mope and
stammer over my decision long enough. I do not want to
hear one more
word about age, relationship, the future or what other
people will
think. Quite frankly my dear, I don't give a damn. If I
hear you ever
mention any of those again. I will take Buffy and all I have
here and we
will move out of your life completely. So do I have your
promise to
stay off of those topics?"
I find it hard
to imagine any man in this world standing in
the shower with his adult daughter, both completely nude
and covered
with soap having his ass chewed out by her like I got.
She was as
sincere as I had ever seen her. I looked down like a
little boy who
just got scolded by his mother. Then I looked up at Erin
and said, "I
would rather die than to lose you and Buffy. You have made
the
decision, I am the one who is getting all the benefits
from it. You
are gaining nothing because everything material I have is
already
yours. But I do respect your maturity and will never
mention any of
those subjects ever again."
This was sealed
with a hug that cracked both our backs and a
kiss that seemed to last for hours. We had made a pact
and it was now
official. It would be the three of us from here on out.
We would deal
with Buffy's questions as she got older. We would live
our lives one day
at a time. No matter what happened to me, these two
ladies were
guaranteed a secure future. I was now the wealthiest,
happiest man in the world.
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