Cave Girl
I could not understand that I was on my way to be a star. The reviews in the newspaper praised me for my performance in “Little People”. They said I had a charm that made movie goes smile. I gave them an hours entertainment at a time when people had no hope of getting a job and it was hard to get food on the table. The fact was that I did not have time to think about the success, as they told me I would now be doing another film called “Cave girl”
Mom tucked me in bed every night. Which Dad did not like. We would rehearse the lines for the next day. Mom would also tell me when to sparkle. This was my favourite part of making films. I hardly understood what the first movie was about, so now mom explained what was happening and when I should be my cutest. I liked how she could change her voice so it sounded like a man's voice or even an old woman's voice. Sometimes it would be so funny that we would start laughing and could not stop. In the morning, I would be woken up and we would go through the lines again. After this, I would get so dressed and mom would fix my curls. Each one had to be in their special place. This was a bit boring, but it was important for mom.
Dad hated that his special time with me stopped at bedtime. However, he took me down in the basement where he would use my body the way he wanted to. This usually was down in the basement or in the car. It was like he was addicted to my body and was only happy when he was his dick was in my mouth or whole. I was now getting used to being one of Hollywood’s “Flowers” or whores. The men in power loved children and we wanted success, so we spread our legs. I was getting used to being a sex object. The hardest was when Dad wanted me. I wanted his love and acceptance. I did not need his lust. What I needed did not matter. Dad needed my body and I gave it to him without question.
My second movie was called “Cave girl” It was about a girl that was raised by apes in the jungle, and then was found my some missionaries. She could not adapt to civilization was considered a wild girl. This is despite many nice people tried to help her. The evil man was the priest that was forcing the girl to be obedient and believe in God. Mom didn’t like that a priest was the bad guy, but I knew it was Hollywoods way of telling people who they thought the real boss was. Cavegirl was a provoking film, and in many ways sad, but I liked doing the film.
Mom did not like the costumes. They actually wanted me naked but mom said a clear no to this. The studio boss agreed with mom, as only a handful of people knew I was a girl with a dick. So I ended up wearing a leather loincloth as well as leather panties so the loincloth didn’t show too much. The leather panties were like a g-string, as my ass cheeks were visible. Mom did not like the fact that her child was topless. In the end, the studio boss Mr Seville was called in. He told mom that there was no problem that I was topless, as I was flat like a boy. Besides, how would they explain where I got clothes? Mom lost that battle, so at the beginning of the film, I was half naked with a loincloth and my bum was showing a lot!
There was one scene that was deleted. They had a real trained ape that was my mom another one that was my Dad at the beginning of the film. These apes were trained and sedated, but I was still afraid of them. They could lift me up and break me into two! We were doing a scene where I was eating bananas with them. This was fine. I was sitting next to the mum ape, as she was nicer. The dad ape always made strange noises when he saw me. I thought I was going to die every time I saw him. I was brave though as I knew this was part of the film. I tried to look comfy and happy as I sat beside mom ape. Suddenly Dad ape took my arm and dragged me over to him. I cried and screamed. He sat me on his lap and started lifting me up and down. Mom started shouting for his trainer to stop it. The trainer looked confused. Everything was chaos. The ape was humping me, I was crying and mom was hysterical. The director told everyone to leave the studio so they can solve this. So it was just the ape, trainer, director and me.
“Do you feel his dick when he is humping you?” The director asked.
I cried and nodded my head. I was then told that the safest thing to do was to let the ape have his own way. I was confused about why they didn’t just shoot him and save me. I knew what the ape wanted. His dick poked me every time he raised me and lowered me. I closed my eyes hoping every time it would not go in. I was not so lucky. I felt his dick go in my hole. I cried more at the thought of an ape fucking me. His dick was long and fat and I thought I would split into two. The director grunted that this was so hot and his dark lordship Satan manifested himself in animals. He was now finally claiming me as his own child! I did not have time to think about this. I was concentrating on the hairy animal and his dick in me. My body was betraying me, as I leaned back and groaned. The director told me to submit to Satan. I do not know why I said it, I shouted “Ave Satan”. When I said this, I could feel his sperm fill my insides.
I collapsed to the floor, however, my status changed at the studio. It wasn’t just I was a child star, the studio bosses believed I was chosen one of Satan. They believed I could bring many to his family. They could think what they wanted, but I just was like a dead corpse on the floor. Mum came back and gave me a hug while the only words I could mutter was “Satan’s babies.” No one told her what happened, and there would be no filming the rest of the day.
When I came home, Mum gave me a bath. She sighed when she saw the crusty white cum on my legs and with a tear asked me what happened to me. I could still only say the words Satan Babies. Mom gave me the gentlest bath she could give as if I was a porcelain doll.
Dad was not so compassionate. He snuck into my room after work and wanted to fuck me. I cried and pleaded for him not to, as I was sore. I told him that Satan fucked me and I couldn’t do anything that day. This did not seem to make him happy as he said my first priority was to him. He told me the least I could do was to give him a blowjob. I was once again confused. I loved having a cock in my mouth, but why did I never get permission when people used my body. I looked into Daddy's eyes to see if I could see lust or love. He whispered that he loved when his cocksucker sissy looked up at him. As I was sucking him, I licked the sides of his dick to try and make him feel better. Then I saw he did not close the door. I was afraid that Kieran or Mom would come by, so I sucked Dad harder. In the end, he spermed in my mouth. I had enough for one day, so I just slept
I could not sleep, as a half an hour later I heard my mom and Dad arguing. Mom was calling dad a paedophile, telling him that she knew what he did with me. “You are like all the men I the studio,” she cried and screamed, “You men are like that Ape. You just see our Shirley as a sex toy that you want your dick in! You are all paedophiles and child abusers. I can’t protect Shirley all the time, but I can stop you from molesting our daughter!”
“He is our son!” Dad replied, “It's not just me that is getting used to the fame and the money Shirley makes. You allowed our son to be a sissy. You suspect he is being molested in Hollywood, yet you drive him to the studio every day. You are just as bad. You are selling your son!”
Then there was quietness. I could not sleep. Mom was always my hero and now I did not know. I was now earning lots of money for the family and it seemed Dad was right. If mom did not want people to molest me, she would not take me.
My parents accepted me as a “little flower”. I was a Hollywood whore, chosen by Satan himself!
The next day, the apes were gone, and this calmed me down. I had a guest in my trailer. It was Lourdes. I was so happy. After we gave her a hug we sat down. She asked me two questions. How it to be a girl and what was was fame like? I told her that I felt like a girl and liked the pretty clothes. I didn’t know about fame. I mean how one could be so famous after one film. “Cave Girl” could flop at the box office. Then I would not be famous. I also told her about the ape that fucked me! The fact was that I was doing better than Lourdes that was a child porn star. I allowed Lourdes to be in the studio and watch some takes.
Today was a difficult day. I was on the lap of the main actor. I was supposed to be crying because I missed living with the apes and could not understand how to live with humans. As much as I tried, I could not cry. The director tried getting mad at me and even begging me to cry. In the end, he told us to take a break. I was not in a good mood. Lourdes did her best to cheer me up. I told her they expect me to cry. Then I started whining that I was not any good at acting. I could not even cry. Mom came over and told me to think of something bad. I tried that but it did not work. We just sat as I ate some cake that the studio had. I actually had 3 pieces. What can I say? I had a sweet tooth! I ate every cake or doughnut I could see. I had to taste them all. They made me feel better, like when I could not cry.
It was the time to the scene. Before I sat on the man's leg, Lourdes told me she had to go. She also told me to think about my Dad. “Think if he really loves you as his child”. I sat on the man's lap and images of Dad having sex with me went through my head. I could not even remember when he did normal things with me. It was obvious that he just wanted my body. Then I thought about my mom. She knew I was getting molested and just turned a blind eye. Was this love. I came back to reality when I heard the director say cut and everyone clapped. It worked! I cried! No one knew what I was thinking about, but it made me cry!
It was time to take another break. I was eating some sandwiches and more cake in my trailer, while mom and I were looking at fan mail. I began to get more and more, especially after the last film. Most were boys that wanted to be my boyfriend, girls that wanted to be me or adults that wanted to adopt me. Most wanted a signed picture of me. I opened one and got a shock.
“I know where you live. Hollywood is making you into a sex symbol, even though you still have your baby fat. I saw your last film LITTLE PEOPLE and wonder why Hollywood would want a child like you seducing all the men in the world. I warn you in future films to take on the role of a normal girl and wear some clothes. If you try to seduce men and do Satan’s work, I will find you and kill you!”
I was so afraid and showed mom the letter. She told me that there were strange people in the world. She showed the letter to the director and he looked worried, telling us that we had the rest of the day off.
On the way home, Mom decided that we should stop and get a milkshake. This was fun and I was so happy mom did some normal things with me. It was a small café and the milkshake tasted so good. This was until I heard someone shout my name and ask if it was really me. Then about 100 people were standing around me. It was chaos. I felt hands going through my curls and touching my body. I was asked to sign some autographs. I did this, despite people touching me all over. The felt like some were pulling my hair to try and get a lock of it. That really hurt. Some man’s hand was going up my thigh. I told people not to hurt me. Then the man grabbed my dick and shouted that I was not a girl! I was a boy! I heard him and started crying. It seemed like no one else heard him as he disappeared into the crowd. I do not know how we came out of that café. My dress was torn so by the time I got into the car, I was just wearing panties. I was so afraid I was shaking. I thought they would kill me. When I calmed down, Mom said that it looked like I was famous. I told mom that I was afraid they could see the tent of my dick in my panties. Mom smiled and said I was not blessed with a big one and no one could see.
When we came home, I went to my room and put on a dress. Kieran came in and just looked at me. This was annoying. He looked at me like he was mad at something I did. I was still afraid of what happened at the Café. I asked him what he wanted,
“The world does not revolve around you,” He said. “They are also my parents. You may be the talk of Hollywood now, but at any time people will get tired of you. You will be a has been! They do not really know who you are. Everyone thinks you are a cute girl with cute curls. You are just a sissy! You are a girl with a dick. You love sucking and getting fucked by your own Dad! Yes, I know. I am the only one that knows who you are.”
I jumped on Kieran and soon we were in a fight. Punches were thrown everywhere and we were rolling around on the ground. Today could not have gone worse. Being attacked at the Café and now my own brother hating me. The fact is that he spoke the truth, and it hurt listening to it. I was getting all my aggressions out with every punch I threw and wanted him to cry! It didn’t last long as Mom came in and told us to stop. She got mad at Kieran asking him what would happen if he gave me a black eye. Kieran was grounded.
I had to go out and say hello to Father Sheehan. He invited me to sit on his lap where his hands rubbed my thigh. In no time, he was rubbing my knees all the way up to my panties. Mom seemed not to notice or was in a world of her own. She started crying saying that everything was changing too fast. Someone threatened to kill me and we could no longer walk in public. Besides that, she suspected that I was being molested by everyone. When Mom was telling him about her suspicions, the priest put a blanket over us, so mom could not see that he was touching my panties. Mom cried while she told him about Dad and even the Ape. I rested my head against his chest as he started fondling my dick. He could hardly talk as he fondled it.
“Shirley may have a body of a boy, but has the sexuality of a girl,” He started,”Shirley is a girl, despite what is between her legs. Unknown to her, she sends messages and vibes to men telling them that she wants to have sex with them. I know she is only 10. But she is a sexual magnet. We cannot blame the men. They are led to molest them by Shirley's body. I will come by and privately pray with Shirley and guide her as a good Christian. Do not get mad at the men, but pray for them. I am sure they help Shirley's career when they molest her!”
Mom told him it was a huge price to pay, but she never considered it was my fault or I even wanted it or liked it. I could have told her to ask me, but I was concentrating on not moaning as Father Sheehan was playing with my dick. The problem was that Mom trusted him so much because he was a priest. She did not see that he just wanted to have me as his little sex toy.
As he left, he whispered in my ear that he knew that I loved when he played with my dick. I didn’t smile, I just whispered in his ear “Ave Satanas” which made him a cough and turn white
“Cave Girl” was a huge success. It was actually the highest grossing film of the year and cemented me as a superstar in Hollywood. This was helped by the studio that took a lot of pictures of me, so the newspapers always had something to print. The newspapers gave the film good reviews. Although reviewers said that it was funny hearing men's moans when they saw me half naked in the film. The good thing was that they all agreed I was a good actress.
The last film I would do in 1934 would be called “Curly Top”. They even adjusted my contract so I was paid a lot more. They told me the top director was being hired for the film as well as a very well-known actor. I didn’t care about that. I demanded that I wanted Lourdes in the film. At first, they said no because she was more profitable doing the sex movies, but after I gave the studio boss a chance to fuck me on his desk, he agreed.
Lourdes would be in my next film!
That night I was tired of having sex with the studio boss, and I was in bed just looking at the ceiling. Kieran came over and crawled into my bed. I wondered what he wanted. He smiled and said that he did not want sex. He would never want me for that as I was his sister. He apologised for the things he said before, but since I became a star, he felt like everyone forgotten him. He was so lonely because at times he felt so alone. He was jealous, but he was happy I was a star. I was so happy that he was my brother and wanted me as his sister. I told him I would tell mom to bring him to the studio so he can watch. Then we talked about the cakes and all the food we could eat.
Dad was suddenly at the door. He told me he had something to show me in the basement. I knew what this was. He wanted to show me his dick. I decided I would stand up to him. I wanted a Dad to love me as his child, not as his whore. I told him I would not go down with him. This made him mad and he ordered me down. I shouted no and then he dragged me out of bed.
I shouted for mom to come and help me while he was trying to drag me.
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Alexander Temple 2018
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