Why did mom not want to take me home? Did she not love me anymore? I ran over to the tree where I hid and started crying. Captain Tom just wanted me to lie on any bed and make money for him! I had to escape and I had to tell the police. I had to tell the world. I could be a hero. Captain Tom said if I told anyone, something bad would happen, but could it be as bad as to what was happening now. I looked around at the high fence and realized that I would never escape.

Captain Tom found me and said he knew what I was doing and he knew that I probably felt disgusted that I was a whore, “I know you hate what we make you do. Let me explain, it is nothing new. Girls and women have been whores since the start of time. You are suited for this work. It will make you submissive and serve society by giving some men some enjoyment. You will not be a burden! You just need to accept it”
“It is illegal!”

He gave me another tablet and told me it would make me feel better. This tablet was different. It made me feel nothing and I went limp. I couldn’t move anything and my eyesight was blurry. He told me he was afraid that I would fight in my current state of mind and there was an important visitor. He lifted me to one of the rooms where I laid like a corpse on the bed. Then a policeman came in. If I thought I was being saved, then I would be disappointed. The policeman took off his uniform. I couldn’t say anything. It was as the room was going around me, and sometimes I saw one of him, and then other times my eyes have seen multiple of the same men. He laughed as he said he loved newbies. We were so drugged; all we could do was open our legs!

He leaned over me and licked my nipples and muttered what a sexy body I had. I was busy trying to control my head and stop things from spinning around. I felt him kiss down my belly until he kissed my pussy. He laughed and said it was time. He lifted my legs over his shoulder and pushed his cock into my pussy. Despite me being drugged like a vegetable, I really felt his dick going in me! I tried spreading my legs more, but it felt like a telephone pole was inside me. He was calling me child whore and smiling while he was groaning. I remembered Captain Tom’s words. The only way I can be an asset to society as if I was a whore. I had the body and talent for it. He grunted as he spermed in me. And left me limp on the bed. I was moved back to my own room.

I had such a headache when the drugs wore down. I like the ones where I saw rainbows much better. Daniel, the boy I shared a room with told me they used two drugs. The one I had was called the zombie one and used on those that put up a fight and the ones as that made me see rainbows were for the ones that accepted they were whores and wanted a bit of fun. He told me to watch out so I didn’t become a junkie. He took the tablets but hid them. He told that he told them he was a whore, but deep down he knew he was not. He would make something in his life.

My Mom did not want me home and I hated the manual work such as shovelling and washing dishes. Men liked my undeveloped body and because of that shot I got once, I would look like a little girl for years. I do not know if Captain Tom managed to break my spirit, but I had to admit that I was a good child whore. I could fight it and live unhappily and on zombie drugs for the rest of my life. I could dream that mom would one day want me home, but why would she, as I treated her like shit. The fact was I could not escape and had to accept I was a whore so I could be happy… at least to survive.

That night, I put on a belly top and some denim shorts and walked with Daniel out to the party are where there were men and some children. I sat down next to Daniel. Captain Tom smiled when he saw me in slutty clothes sitting next to Daniel. Then it occurred to me that I was put in with Daniel as he was probably told to help me accept my fate. This thought made me sad, as I wanted Daniel to be a friend.

“Looks like Disola is here,” Daniel said. I looked and seen a man in a leather jacket. It was Disola. He was a famous rock star. I joked to Daniel that he could like boys. This made Daniel smile until he seen Disola come down and look at me like I was a horse on sale. He smiled and took my hand and led me out of the room. Of course, this was embarrassing as everyone knew where we were going. I held his hand tight as I was so afraid and embarrassed.

I sat on the bed, while he started taking off his clothes. His dick was small. I actually thought that Rock Stars had big ones. He sat on the bed and slowly took off my clothes telling me how beautiful I was. When we were both naked, he caressed my body all over and kissed me non-stop. It was like he wanted to be romantic. I did what he wanted as my only wish was to survive another day by making him happy. He asked me would I suck his dick. I smiled and knelt before him and slowly put it in my mouth as I played with his balls. He seemed pleased with that, so I started sucking his dick. I was getting used to playing with cocks, whether they were in my mouth or pussy. I knew he was getting close so I asked him if he wanted to fuck me. He did not want to; he told me I was a born cocksucker, so I went back to sucking his dick. When he was done, he squirted in my mouth and I swallowed. He then gave me a hug, said I was worth it and left.

So for the next week, that was my new life. I would dress in some slutty clothes and walk with Daniel to the party room. I would start begging Captain Tom for some Rainbow tablets. Sometimes this was a lot of work, as I would have nearly got on my knees and asks for them. It was Captain Tom’s way of reminding me that I was his pet. I would then sit on a chair and smile as I seen colours and fairies flow by me. Daniel said I was becoming an addict, but I did not care. It helped me become less shy and not cringe when men looked at me. Some would take Daniel to the room first. If he came back and I was still there, he had the saddest look on his face that and it looked like he needed a shoulder to cry on.

Men that took me were pretty much the same. They would come to me and reach out for my hand. I would look to see if Captain Tom nodded. If he did it meant he got the money and I would go with the man. They did not speak to me as a girl or even as a human. I had a job to do and that was to make them feel good and want my body. They would drool when they saw it and then I would have hands all over me. Then it was time for me to suck them and get fucked. It always ended in a shower of sperm.

To be honest, I did not mind it. Daniel told me we would be destroyed forever and this abuse would ruin us. I thought that it did not hurt anymore, and then men liked my body and my skills as a child whore. It was easy to spread my legs and it felt good. I admit that it felt good at times, so I was probably born to be a slut and this would be my life.

There were bad sides of being a child whore. Men did not love me as a person. They loved my body and the fact that I had sex with them. They did not care about me. It was also like every time a man took my hand and led me to the bedroom that I lost a bit of my soul. A child whore lost her innocence and a right to a childhood… I was reminded of this when some men mentioned they had a daughter, but it was good I was there to satisfy their needs.

One day, Captain Tom called Daniel and me into another room. It looked like a TV studio. There were cameras and lights and a bedroom. He told me that we were to play brother and sister in a film. Daniel was horny, and he wanted to have sex with me. I asked could I get a Rainbow Tablet to help me, but he said no. He did not want me high. Besides that, I was told that I was a nice girl and not a slut. I was to act like I did not want sex with Daniel.

Captain Tom then said he wanted to speak with Daniel alone. I do not know what was said, but Daniel was mad and shouted he could not do it. This did not make Captain Tom that shouted that he owned us. He then raised his fist at Daniel and warned him to do as told.

So the film started. I pretended to come in. Daniel was masturbating on the bed. I acted like an innocent girl and asked what he was doing. He mumbled and told me to take off my clothes. I laughed and told him he must be crazy. This made him get up and throw me on the bed. He then tore off my clothes. He was rough so I tried pushing him off of me. I didn’t expect him to slap my face and after he looked down at my naked body. He asked where my boobs were. I didn’t get a chance because he took his dick and slammed it in my ass. I never tried that before as men wanted my pussy. I screamed and called him all the names I could. He just slammed his cock in and out and told me to be a good sister. I forgot all about the film and just cried and hoped he would soon stop fucking me. At long last, I felt something inside me and I knew he cummed in me.

The film was over and we went back to our room. I was mad at Daniel and sat on my bed ripping the arms off of a teddy bear. I missed my mom, but did she even care about me? Daniel came over to me and started crying,

“He told me to fuck your ass,” He explained, “I didn’t want to. I didn’t even want to have sex with you. He told me to. He told me not to be nice. I am so sorry!”

I let Daniel sit on my bed. I forgave him. I could not blame him for something he was told to, and besides that, he was the only friend I had. He whispered to me that we were not whores or should be whores. We were forced to do it. He told me if people found out, Captain Tom would be in prison for a long time. Being forced to have sex with me was the last thing drop. He said we had to escape and tell the whole world.

Just as Daniel said we would escape, the door opened and Captain Tom said a special guest wanted to meet me. He gave me a rainbow tablet and I quickly became giddy. I laughed when I saw it was a priest! Did he want my confessions? I knew that he wanted sex. We were led into a room and I sat on the bed. I was taking off my clothes when he told me to keep them on. This confused me. He told me to lie on the bed and he lay beside me. He did not touch me anywhere. He just stroked my cheek. He told me he only wanted to be with me and admire my beauty, not to treat me like some child whore. This was so new and yet so strange. A man wanting just to be with me. A man that really cared for me!

I think I was in love.

When I rushed back to the room, it was empty. Did Daniel leave? I just sat and thought about the priest. Maybe he would take me home with him one day. I would be his wife if he wanted me to. I was breaking the first rule of a whore. Never hope for anything. Without hope, what did I have?

Captain Tom came and sat on the side of my bed. He told me that Daniel was hurt when he tried to escape. It was not serious, as he only broke a leg. I was relieved and happy my friend would still be here. Then Captain asked me did Daniel plan to tell people about the secret “chosen one's project” at the camp. I knew if I told the truth that Daniel would be in trouble.

I looked down and did not say anything

“The fact is that Daniel already told us, so I am just seeing if you are a girl we can trust to tell the truth” Captain explained. If Daniel said it, then it was ok for me to tell the truth. It was only after this, that I thought it could be a trick from Captain Tom.

We went to the sick room and Danny was sitting on a bed with his leg in a cast. He smiled when he saw me. I wanted to tell him about the priest and he most likely wanted to tell me about the escape, but Captain Tom was there, so there was very little we could say to each other.

Captain Tom said we did not have to work, as our parents were coming the next day. This gave me the opportunity to do some gardening and do something I liked. I went to the garden and weeded and watered. This was my favourite place to be. It was like I was helping Mother Nature to give it a helping hand.

The next morning, I got dressed in the camp jumpsuit again. I went to the sickroom to say good morning to Daniel. He was not there. The bed was empty. Captain Tom told me that Daniel escaped that night. I asked how, but the captain was very mad and did not want to discuss it.

How could he escape with a broken leg? I did not believe it. I searched the buildings and he could not be found. I ended up in our room and noticed all his clothes were missing. It looked like he did escape!

Captain Tom found me in the room and ordered me to stand attention while he shouted in my face, “Daniel was given a chance as a Chosen One. He did not see the good in the program and wanted to ruin my life by telling everyone. Now he has escaped. He is most likely living on the street and whoring his body so he can eat. He will find that no one will protect him or even listen to him. You have chosen to stay here. You have accepted being a chosen one, and since you have not been a burden or an arrogant girl. Your mother is coming today. Show her some respect. Who knows, maybe she wants you home! Maybe she wants you to stay here. Whatever she wants, you are not to tell her about being a chosen one. Even if you live on the other side of the world, I will know if you told anyone and if you do, I will come and destroy your life”

I don’t know why I would tell anyone that I was a child whore. It would be too humiliating to admit and what if they did not believe me. I doubted my mom wanted me home. I remember when I was home. I was a different person then. I didn’t listen and even told her I hated her. The fact is that I was sure she hated me and wanted me to stay here.

I went and gave mom a hug. She asked me how I was and I responded politely. I did not beg her to go home or say what I thought of this camp. I just answered any questions she had for me. I told her that I missed her, and I liked gardening here. I told her I had one friend and that Captain Tom was loud and demanding, but I was now used to him.

A woman was crying in the room as she was talking with Captain Tom. She must have been Daniels mother. It must be hard for her knowing her son escaped and no one knew where he was. I wanted to cry as well. He was my best friend and I was so worried about him.

Mom gave me a hug and told me that she missed me, and could see that I changed since I was here. She told me we were going home!

As we drove out the gates, I saw Captain Tom waving at us. I was waiting for this day since I came to the camp. I was not smiling! I was afraid of what life would be now. I was so used to the routine at the camp. I was so used to being a child whore. I was once again a normal 9½ old girl.

Could I live with mom in the big world?

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Alexander Temple 2018


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