Porphyria's Lover
The storm raged outside, shaking the tree branches with wood-splitting
force. Twice now, I had heard the strained groans of elms, moaning
low in pain before the sharp crack of breaking branch. The rain
splattered against the window, and I, sitting on my bed, propped
against my headboard, started out at through the glass pane as the
lightning ripped and exploded and the thunder shook my home.
It was a storm unlike any other that had swept passed through the
years of my remembrance, and it suited the evening just find for
me. The fire was low, now, a chill creeping quickly into the room
and the light dimmed with every ember dying. It fit my mood - the
sorrow and melancholy of man dwelling in the night. These fits were
all too common, and my mind was full of dark thoughts.
I saw the horse come rushing through the rain as the lightning
flared, and thought my eyes deceiving me, for who would be out in
weather like this, and riding like mad for my abode? But moments
later, the door down stares opened and I heard her gentle footsteps
upon the wooden floor. My Porphyria, my sweet and gentle love -
what would she be doing here on a night like this?
She was in my chamber in but a few moments - I could scarcely see
her through the gloom. She pulled aside the fireplace grate and
stirred the embers, bringing the fire roaring back to life, once
more, and then, adding a few more logs, the warmth and light spilled
into the room.
She turned at once, and pulled off her hat and cloak, dripping
with the cold rain, and slung them both over the back of the chair
to dry. Her riding gloves, slicked with mud from her wild ride,
slid from her delicate fingers, and once dropped, she unwound her
shawl from about her neck and shook out her long, blond tresses,
soaked right through despite being bound up under her hat.
She moved to the bed and sat next to me, her pale skin colored
warm and rosy in the fire light, and her hair, now flung wide across
her back, dripped cold dropped onto my skin. She called my name,
but I did not reply, lost in looking deep into her blue infinite
eyes.
Porphyria could see my mood, it was palatable with my room, I
knew, and she slip down her sleeve to bare her milky shoulder to
me, and winding her arm about my waist, she pulled me close and
pressed my head into her neck, burying deep my face into her yellow
hair.
She murmured to me then, of why she was there, of how the storm,
terrifying and beautiful, broke her heart to see, and so wounded,
she sought me out, sought my company and my love. She loved me,
she said, and she spoke true and sweetly, with the wonder of a child
who had found out something wild and new. She loved me, she swore,
and told me of her longings and passion left buried in her heart
and soul, passions of the body she had, for pride and vanity, feared
to set free. And now, she knew, seeing the primal storm with such
power and force, now she knew such forces could not be contained
by man or woman, and she had come to me this night.
I looked once more into her eyes and saw it there, that love and
passion, and without a word from me, she leaned in a kiss my lips
with her own, so cold from her night's ride. And soon, with trembling
hands, I pushed away her untied her from her skirt and corset, and
pushed away her shirt. Her soft blush skin, untouched by man, shivered,
fevered, beneath my fingers and I touched and caressed her.
And, unto me, did pull off my night shirt and, fumbling, pull down
my trousers. Her passion enflamed, she kissed across my chest and
down my body, only to slow and marvel at the manhood before her.
A thick and long thing unknown to her eyes before, and hot when
she grasped it, she mewed as she touched it, and at my moaning,
she sighed with contentment, and too my shaft into the velvety warmth
of her mouth. How she knew to do such a thing, I know not, nor would
I ask - women trade stories at their tea parties, and these stories
are not for the ears of man. If such a tale had prescribe this,
then thank the lady for it, and Godspeed that tale to ears of every
woman.
I could take not more the inactivity on my part, and I raised her
head and turned her round so that she was on the bed, and I upon
her, looking down into her pretty face. She whispered more to me,
and I took in her words and her breath and every scent of her body
as I slowly, carefully, joined with her. She sucked in a shuddering
breath, a look of pain across her face, but when the air escaped
her lips, it was a sigh and moan of pleasure.
It took little time for her body to warm and meld to mine, and
just a quickly she was purring beneath me, her face ago with life
and light and warm like the fire in my hearth. Her arms wrapped
about my body, clinging to my back as our bodies moved in time.
She spoke, then, and whispered of the wind passions and how she
loved me.
Loved me, love me so, I heard the words run through my brain, and
she called herself mine, mine forever. Mine, and as I looked down
upon her, look down at her beneath me, surging and sigh beneath
me, rising her body in time to meet mine as she swore her love,
I knew it then: Porphyria worshipped me.
She worshipped me! And my heart grew at the thought, at the feel,
and I knew she was mine, and mine forever, and with that my whole
heart did burst. I felt her moving beneath me, and as her voice
rose with ever breath she shuddering drew, I knew just what I had
to do. She would be mine forever, worship me forever.
I took her hair, and holding it tight in one long strand, I wrapped
it tight around her throat like a hangman's noose and held it hard
against her. Her eyes went wide, at first with shock, but the features
softened to a look of love and adoration. Her blue eyes shimmered
as the shallow tears pooled, and she reached up with one delicate
hand to gently touch my cheek, as soft and graceful as a kiss from
a angel's lips. At last her face contorted as her passion erupted,
silently, from her body. One great quake of pleasure, and I shuddered
with her, holding her hair tightly bound, and my own body responded
to hers, and we were, at once, together and joined forever - now
inseparable for all times.
And then, once calmed, I looked down at those eyes, now free of
tears and locked forever in that gaze of pleasure and absolute adoration.
I unwound her hair and kissed her lips, still warm, her cheeks still
hued of roses and flames. I sat my back against my headboard, and
once more she sat with me by my side on my bed, and the fire burned
down and down. Her head now rest upon my shoulder, her tresses cascading
down my chest. And her love I had, now, for all time - unchanging,
unbreakable, eternal.
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