Shari Tells a Story
"Hey Melissa. What's up?"
Melissa looked like she had been hit in the head with a large
blunt object, one with quite a bit of weight, probably swung by
someone with a good deal of strength. Her eyes were wise and staring
and her mouth was hanging open in complete shock. She never looked
away from Shari's shit-covered body, though her gaze did roam from
head to toe several times, completely drinking in the site before
her. She looked like she was having difficulty getting a grip on
reality.
"What . . ." she stammered, not knowing what to say.
"What the hell are you . . .doing?"
Setting her nearly empty glass of her piss-shit cocktail down
on the floor, Shari leaned forward, sliding partially off the huge
dildo shoved deep inside her cunny. "Masturbating," she
said, figuring that she got caught in the act, and a particularly
vile act at that, so she might as well be totally honest. Things
couldn't get much worse, so there was no use getting embarrassed
or flustered. "I just had one of most lovely wanks of my life."
"But . . . is that . . .? I mean, the smell -"
Shari pushed off the floor with her hands, rising to her feet
which were numb from kneeling so long. She pulled herself up off
the monster toy that was still suction-cupped tightly to the wooden
floor.
"I am covered in shit, Mel." She was standing straight,
if a little shaky, and looked her housemate and friend in the eyes,
being bold about her kinks. "I have a bit of a shit fetish,
I'm afraid. Do you mind helping me to the bathroom? I really need
to clean myself up."
"Oh. Um, sure." Melissa was obviously confused. Her
mind was racing in so many directions, and her own embarrassment
for walking in on her friend while she was playing with herself
finally caught up with her and she began to blush, and dreadfully
so due to the strangeness of the situation. "Sorry I interrupted
you."
Shari smiled pleasantly at her, showing off teeth that were less
then white. It was very clear that something brown had been in Shari's
mouth. "Don't worry about it - didn't bother me at all."
"It would seem not." Melissa took Shari's cleaner hand,
the one that had been holding her glass, pouring the mix of wastes
into her mouth as she came. "You can barely walk!"
"Legs are asleep. And still a bit shaky from cumming so hard.
Thanks."
Melissa scouted the area outside the door and, as she expected,
it was clear. She helped Shari waddle through the hall and into
the bathroom, giving Shari support as she stepped into the bath
tub. Mel turned on the water and started to rinse her hand in the
down-pour from the faucet; Shari waited patiently for the water
to warm up, just standing there, plastered with shit.
"So . . ." Melissa started. "You enjoy that? Playing
with your . . . feces?"
"Oh god yes! I used to do it all the time back in high school,
but I stopped when I got to college - this is the first time in
nearly four years. It was even better then I remembered!"
"You looked like you were enjoying it." Melissa sat
on the toilet.
"You don't seem too disturbed by it, Mel," Shari noticed,
giving Melissa a sly smile. "Not going to stop being my friend
over this?"
"Of course not!" Melissa was very adamant about that
fact, as if insulted Shari would think her that shallow. Shari was
glad to hear it - that had been her biggest concern. "Not like
I haven't seen that sort of thing before, it's just -"
"Where?"
"What?"
"Where have you see this sort of thing?"
Melissa was embarrassed by that - she hadn't meant to admit to
fact, it had just slipped out in her confusion. "Um, the internet?"
"Looking up scat porn, Mel? You're not hiding something from
me?" Shari was grinning at her, making it a joke.
Melissa returned the smile - the first time her expression had
changed from shock since she opened Shari's door. "No, nothing
like that. You know, sometimes someone sends you something as a
joke or you go to the wrong page or whatever. I've seen it before."
"And?" Shari asked. She, herself, had been a big fan
of scat porn, but it had been very difficult to find anything good
back when she was still playing shit-games. Since it had disappeared
from her habits in college, the porn had also dropped under radar
as well. Maybe she should look back into it - high speed connections
and the vast growing amount of info on the World Wide Web, maybe
she could down load some pictures or videos. There must be something
out there - others who shared her interest. She would definitely
check it out.
"It was gross," she stated, but she was hesitating and
her eyes were cast down to the floor. "I was very grossed out,
totally disgusted."
"But you kind of liked it?"
She looked up at Shari, her face full of concern. "Yeah.
Am I sick? Or perverted or something?"
Shari just laughed. The water was warm enough now, and she tilted
her head back into the stream. As it fountained out of the showerhead
and poured down her hair, the clear water turned a dark brown. Melissa
was watching Shari running her hands through her shit-soaked hair
with amazement.
"I don't think I'm the right person to answer that. I don't
think you're sick at all!"
Melissa nodded, but that assessment did not seem to make her any
happier about it. "I don't think I could ever do it; I'd feel
terrible afterwards, but every so often, I find myself thinking
about it."
Shari ran a hand across one of her breasts, rubbing the pasty
brown substance around on her skin with the flat of her hand. Her
nipple reacted and perked right up. She gave a low moan as she pinched
it. Shari and Melissa had roomed together both last year and the
year before. Nothing had ever happened between them, but both had
shared stories to each other about having had experience with other
women. Mel had less experience, but she had enjoyed it every time.
And Shari had the notion that Melissa was often checking her out
- though that could have just been her imagination and desire: she
was actually checking Mel out a good portion of the time.
"What are you doing?" Mel asked, her voice a little
raspy, a little hollow.
"Just enjoying myself. I'm still a bit turned on. Sorry,
I'll behave myself." That was a lie, but she removed her hands
from her nipples, but kept massaging shit into her breasts under
the guise of trying to clean them, even though the water was still
at her back. She couldn't help but notice that Mel was staring hard
at the scene she was creating.
"Maybe I should just leave you to . . . clean up," Melissa
started to get up.
"No, no! Stay. It's fine. I don't mind. Sides, if you're
anything like I was, I would imagine you've been wishing for a long
time you had someone you could talk to about this."
That got her ass back on the toilet, Shari noticed. At first,
Mel tried to keep her head down, but after a few moments, her eyes
were back on Shari's body, slithering up and down her naked, filthy
form, paying special attention to her dirty boobs.
"What's it like?"
"Warm," Shari replied. "It makes me completely
hot inside. It's like having an orgasm with your whole body."
She was smearing it all over herself, trying to make it look sexy
and sensual as she caressed her body. Melissa was shifting around
in her seat, crossing and uncrossing her legs. "I feel totally
sexy and turned on." She slipped a hand between her legs, feeling
that she was all hot and wet again, but she didn't dawdle there.
"And . . . tasting it?"
That made Shari smile. "It's hard to explain the taste. Bitter,
like old, strong coffee. At first it doesn't taste good - not at
all! But it gets you wetter than anything in the world, and soon
that's all that matters. It makes you feel great, and the taste
just kind of disappears. It's not the taste that gets you hot, it's
the act of tasting," she started to rub her fingers across
her lips, leaving a layer of shit on her like brown lipstick. "Buth
then, after a while, you start loving the taste, longing for it."
She dipped her finger into her mouth quickly, then twisted it around
and pulled it out, like a little girl sucking on a lollipop. "Not
just the taste, either, but the feeling of it in your mouth. Nothing
makes me cum so hard as having a mouth full, just full of it. Or
sucking on a piece of shit like I'm blowing a fat cock - I used
to cum just from that." Just saying the words, vocalizing desires
she had never spoken before, got her incredibly turned on.
Shari turned back towards Melissa, who promptly turned her gaze
to her friend's face. She was so turned on, she spoke her desires
without thinking about whether it was a good idea or not. "Want
to jump in here with me?"
"What?" Melissa was shocked by the question.
"Come on, it will be fun! Who better to experience this with
then a caring friend? I wish I had had someone to talk to about
it and try things out. Someone with experience who wouldn't judge
me or push me. Someone who loved me and would always be my friend."
Melissa was hesitating, which was a good thing in Shari's mind.
It showed that she was interested and curious; even if she said
no, that would be fine. Mel would always know that Shari was there
for her.
"Besides, I'm the one covered in shit! You can stay as clean
as you like. We're in a shower after all. And it's mostly watered
down at this point - you can barely smell it."
Melissa finally smiled, then laughed. "Sure, why not!"
She stripped off her clothes, dropping them carelessly to the flood,
and stepped into the shower with Shari. She looked her friend up
and don, seeming nervous and confused. "What do I do?"
"Anything you want, silly! Touch me!"
Mel giggled, and she reached out and started to massage Shari's
tits. "It feels like a mud bath!" Her hands slid all around
Shari's breasts, and she even rubbed and pitched Shari's nipples,
making her moan in pleasure. "Doesn't smell like mud, though,"
she noted, wrinkling her nose.
"You get used to the smell," Shari sighed, enjoying
having Melissa caressing her. "It's a turn on."
"I guess." Melissa's hands roamed all over, sliding
across the water-slicked crap that covered Shari's body; she even
rubbed her hands across Shari's brown-streaked face and across her
lips. Her hands, however, kept returning to Shari's tits, mauling
the soft flesh and squeezing hard, making Shari moan. Melissa was
really getting into it - it almost seemed like she forgot there
was a person there, she was so pleased just to be rubbing her hands
through the mess.
"Hug me?" Shari asked. It was an offer to help Melissa
step things up a notch, but there was no hint of command or urgency
in her voice. If Melissa wanted to take her up on it, that was cool
with her. If not, that was fine as well.
Mel smiled her big, cute smile and wrapped her arms around Shari.
She had bent at the legs a bit so that when they embraced, their
breasts mashed together; their hard nipples poked into each others,
causing them both to moan. They wiggled around on each other, both
of them working to get Mel as dirty as they could in this exchange.
Mel's hands were squeezing Shari's ass, while Shari held on to Melissa's
hips in order to slip against her more easily.
Then Melissa did something surprising. She leaned in a kissed
Shari, her tongue immediately parting Shari's shit-tinged lips,
getting a taste as she did so. Not that Shari's mouth was not ripe
with similar, bitter tastes, even if they were much fainter then
the full, heavy tang of fresh shit. Nothing on Shari's body would
have that potency, now, but it was still a step in the right direction.
They held the kiss for a long time, making out with passion and
desire, like lovers who had not seen each other in months.
When she drew back, Melissa sighed, her face radiating happiness.
"I've wanted to do that for years!"
"Me, too," Shari giggled. "How was it for you?"
"Shitty," Melissa replied. "But awesome! It was
bitter, and nasty, but kissing you was great."
Shari reached her hand between Mel's legs, her fingers sliding
up and down the blonde's slit a few times before slipping right
into her flooded pussy. Her legs buckled for a second, and Melissa
had to wrap her arms around Shari's shoulders to keep standing.
She was gasping for breath, her eyes wide.
"Look how wet you are!" Shari slid another finger inside
her friend and started to fuck her in earnest while palming the
girl's clit. "Isn't it great?"
"Uh-huh," Melissa mumbled. Her mouth sought Shari's
again, but the smaller girl had different ideas. She guided Melissa's
mouth to her breast. Melissa hesitated for only a second before
she lowered her mouth to Shari's hard nipple and sucked it into
her mouth. She licked and suckled, getting the full feel of having
shit on her lips and tongue, even if the shower water had slicked
it down quite a bit, cutting the full flavor a great deal. From
the noises and the way she was feasting on Shari's tit, she seemed
to be enjoying herself very much.
Shari pumped away, but it didn't take long before Melissa cam.
Once again she leaned her weight on Shari to keep on her feet as
her body shook and she screamed out loud. When her cries died, she
looked Shari in the face, her eyes starting to tear up, "That
was the best ever!"
"I told you!"
"Thank you! Thank you so much!"
They embraced again, but this was a tender hug, a hug between
two loving friends who had experienced something that brought them
closer to each other then they had every dreamed.
"I don't want to stop yet," Melissa cooed.
"We don't have to." Shari turned the shower head, directing
the spray of water against the side wall. She laid down on the floor
of the bathtub and held her hand out to Melissa, inviting the taller
girl to join her. She did so, but it took some wiggling and sliding
to get in position and comfortable. But since this only helped Shari
distribute some of her slimy brown water on to Melissa's naked body,
neither one of them minded it much.
Shari was pretty much on her back with Melissa lying next to her,
her legs straddle around Shari's body. Melissa was hunched a bit
so that she could easily lick and suck on Shari's breasts while
Shari buried her hand in Mel's crotch and teased her clit.
"Tell me how you got into this," Mel requested right
before she started back on licking away the brown puddles on Shari's
body. It was more water then shit, now, but it still had a tinge
of earthy flavor, and that is what she needed to wean herself into
this fetish. She could actually stand drinking this.
"Jeez," Shari started, trying to remember herself. "Where
did it all begin? I guess it was when I was eight or nine and this
boy I used to play with - Mikey - and I peed in front of each other.
One of those, 'show me yours and I'll show you mine.' We actually
showed ours to each other a few times before the peeing thing. Then
we started the peeing together when we would play together. We would
actually hold it until we both had to go.
"Usually it was outside, when we were in the woods and didn't
want to go home just to pee. After a while, we even went together
if we were inside. I would sit on the toilet and go, and he was
would pee between my legs. Of course, I'd sometimes get hit by it
and we would laugh and clean it up.
"Mikey had an older brother who had a bit of a porn collection.
I don't know how Mikey got any of it, but we looked at some of the
magazines. It was mainly stories and pictures girls masturbating
with weird things - bananas, cucumbers, carrots, that kind of thing.
We both loved the look of the girls, beautiful, naked, with big
full breasts. They looked like they were really enjoying themselves.
The stories were a little strange to us, but we liked them, what
we could understand. For a while we thought 'cum' was another word
for pee!" Shari laughed and Melissa giggled. "We kept
reading about cum coming out of penises and the only thing we knew
that came out of penises was piss.
"Mikey lent me some magazines, and I remember going home
to try doing what the women in the magazine were doing. I tried
using a carrot in my pussy but it wouldn't go in, and it hurt. I
tried my ass - there were plenty of women doing anal with these
things, too, and the stories made it sound like fun. It worked a
lot better for me. I'm probably one of the few girls who played
with her asshole before her pussy.
"I really enjoyed anal stimulation from the beginning, but
it would always make me have to shit afterwards. I used to show
Mikey, I'd stick something up my ass and play with it a bit and
then take a dump. He used to think it was disgusting, that I would
take a dump afterwards, but I didn't. He'd watch every time, though,
telling me how gross it was. I didn't care. It felt wonderful.
"I think I started associating the enjoyment of playing with
my ass with taking a dump, too, because I began really like shitting.
I would be really happy whenever I had to go to the bathroom because
I just liked doing it. It made me all warm and fuzzy inside whenever
I went.
"Had some early-on experience with golden showers, and I
liked it at the time. Mikey peed on me a few times, too. And in
my mouth."
Melissa gave her a queer look, but she didn't take her tongue
away from it's gently work on Shari's breast.
"Well, we kept reading about how all these women wanted men
to cum on their breasts or in their mouths, so we tried it. Wasn't
til a little later we realized how wrong we were. It was funny,
though, when we found out. He had been the one pushing for it; he
was very apologetic afterwards, and we never did it again. Had he
wanted to, though, I would have been all for it. I didn't mind the
taste or the smell; I had enjoyed it very much at the time. I wasn't
about to ask for it, though. It seemed okay for me to ask him to
cum on me, which I had done a few times - the women in the stories
asked for it all the time, so it seemed right for me to ask him
to do that. But when we learned he was just pissing on me, I didn't
feel as comfortable asking for it: I wasn't sure if I was supposed
to enjoy it or not. Had he wanted to, though . . .
"Any way, when we got older, Mikey and his family moved away.
He left me with some porn to remember him by, like I would forget.
I eventually learned how to make myself cum and the pleasure of
vaginal masturbation, but I always had better orgasms if I played
with my ass while I went at it."
Melissa nodded. Seems she had discovered the same thing at some
point.
"So, that's how it went. Most of the time when I masturbated,
I would just rub my pussy until I came, but those times when I had
more time and wanted a better orgasm, I would stick something up
my ass. I stuck to carrots, bananas, cucumbers - they're the best,
in my opinion - partially because that's what I had seem women using,
but also cause that's what was around. Used my fingers sometimes,
but couldn't go as deep and they weren't big enough - not quite
as satisfying. I think one time I used a badminton racket handle
or something like that. Didn't matter to me. I'd pound my ass and
rub my clit until I came, then I'd go to the bathroom, without fail.
"I eventually tried something new - I buggered myself good
with a cucumber but I took it out before I came instead of after,
and that wonderful feeling of having to shit soon followed. I kept
rubbing myself, but not enough to make myself cum. Not until I actually
started to shit. Then I frigged myself hard and came. It was the
best orgasm of my life, but I felt a bit dirty afterwards. Shitting
after masturbation was one thing, cause it wasn't in anyway involved
with the act, but shitting during was just a little weird. But I
couldn't stop doing it. It felt better when I did it that way, and
I wasn't about to deny myself that. So, every time I played with
my ass while wanking off, I would hold off and cum while I went
to the bathroom.
"Well, I took it a step further one day. I kept fingering
my ass while waiting to shit, and I could feel it up inside of me.
Intrigued, I pushed hard and shit right into my own hand. When I
came, it was brilliant! But, afterwards, I was disgusted with myself
- I had been holding my filthy shit in my hand! That just seemed
so disgusting to me, I didn't masturbate for like months - not any
kind of masturbation. But when the need really hit me again, I did
the same thing - stroked my clit and fingered my ass until I shat
in my hand. I loved doing it in the moment but felt terrible about
it afterwards. I felt like I had a real problem, but I couldn't
tell anyone - how do you tell someone you like shitting in you hand
when you masturbate? And any time I had the time, I didn't have
the will-power to stop myself.
"And it got worse. Instead of just holding it, I started
sniffing it until I came. Then, one day, while sniffing it and feeling
just so wonderful in the moment, I just slathered by boobs with
it. Smeared greasy shit all over my tits and face. I went really
slow with my fingers, trying hard not to cum so I could preserve
this moment longer - I must have been going at it for over an hour
by the time I stopped covering myself with my shit and I still hadn't
come. I pulled aside the shower curtain - at this point I did most
of my masturbating while in the shower. My parents always wondered
why it took me so long!
"So anyway, I pulled side the shower curtain and look at
myself, my tits black and my face smeared. It was so hot to me,
I came as soon as I saw my reflection. I wasn't even touching myself,
but I was cumming. So, I started rubbing myself, too: it was awesome!
I was sure my parents could hear me screaming in the bathroom, but
they never said anything about it. After my orgasm, I was still
looking at myself, and I felt sick. I mean, who does that? Who smears
shit on themselves while masturbating? Who enjoys playing with their
shit? Who gets turned on by that?
"It was the worst feeling in the world. It took forever before
I felt clean from that. I again went months without touching myself.
I would replay that moment in my mind, getting horny as I thought
about it and feeling totally disgusted with myself for getting horny.
I wanted to do it again so bad, and just wanting it made me feel
dirty - and not a good dirty. I think not masturbating at all just
made it worse - I was so horny with no outlet. But had I done anything,
I would have been thinking about it the whole time and that would
have been worse, I think.
"Every time I went to the bathroom, I would imagine catching
it and rubbing it all over me. And then I would scold myself. I
called myself such terrible things. I was honestly full-fledge depressed.
It was in high-school, so no one really thought anything of it,
but I felt so alone, so different. I though there was something
wrong with me. I would wonder why such a horrid, filthy creature
was ever born. I wondered if I should just kill myself."
As she spoke, pouring out her heart like she had never done before,
telling a story that no one but she knew, Shari felt Melissa pressing
harder into her and drawing her into a loving embrace. She suckling
was soft, as if she was trying to sooth all of Shari's old wounds
in this instance with her mouth. Shari's arm wrapped about Melissa's
naked, wet body. It was comforting to tell her this, and it made
her feel very close to her. She was safe with Melissa here, and
even though it hurt her to remember her youth, she knew that she
would never feel that way again. She renewed her efforts on Melissa's
pussy, wanting nothing more right now then to bring her to a great
orgasm.
"I felt so alone. All my friends, I couldn't tell them anything.
They wouldn't understand. They were normal people with normal desire.
Even having normal sex with other normal people. Not me. I used
to think that I couldn't love anyone else, that no one else could
love me. I would be alone forever. Never even dated anybody, and
after the first few guys were rejected, the rest stopped asking.
"I just kept getting worse and worse. My parents were taking
me to a councilor, but I couldn't tell her what I had done. I think
my parents were afraid that I had been raped or something. Looking
back, it could have seemed that way.
"I don't know how much longer I could take it. I think I
might have actually hurt myself if it wasn't for my cousin, Jeff.
He was a great guy. Very caring, very perceptive. He and I were
close in age - he's like two years older than me. We've always been
friends, though we hadn't seen each other for a while.
"It was Christmas time, and my family was over his house
- we were staying a few days. As soon as he saw me, he was hugging
me and doting on me. He never let me out of his sight. It was annoying
at the time - I actually thought I was going to infect him or something.
Finally, he took me into his room and locked the door. I was nervous,
but I trusted him.
"'Shari,' he says, 'I know something's up. You can tell me,
if you want. I've been there.'
"'No you haven't' I tell him.
"'Yes, I have.' He took my hands, I remember because I wanted
to pull back away from him but he didn't let go. 'Is it about sex?'
"I nodded. He hugged me, and then I did start crying into
his shoulder. 'Did someone hurt you?' he asked and I shook my head.
'Have you had sex?' I shook my head again.
"He was rubbing my back, saying that he knew how I felt,
like I was alone and couldn't tell anyone cause they wouldn't understand.
I nodded. Then he sprung it on me, and it was funny cause he sounded
so excited and yet so sympathetic, too, and he says, 'I know exactly
what you are going through, Shari. I know exactly how that feels.
You're the first person I feel like I can tell. Shari, I'm gay!'"
"I was shocked. I didn't know any gay people; I had no idea
how to react to that. It was just a huge surprise. He went on to
tell me how he felt like he had been living a lie, how he hadn't
been honest with who he was. He knew he wasn't a bad person, and
I agreed with him. And he told me I wasn't a bad person either,
I just needed to accept myself, whatever that meant. He was much
happier with his life because he had stopped feeling disgusted with
himself and just realized he could not help what turned him on.
If he liked having sex with men, then that's what he would do, that's
who he was. There was nothing to be ashamed of.
"He hadn't come out of the closet yet, but he had been planning
on it. He said that he hoped that I felt like I had someone to turn
to so that I wouldn't feel so alone, the way he had felt for years.
He said that he had been planning on waiting a while longer, but
after having seen me as upset as I was, and having talked to me,
he decided to tell everyone at dinner that night. And he did. I
sat next to him all dinner, and at the end of dinner he told everyone.
I held his hand as he did it, too.
"It made me realize that I couldn't help who I was any more
than he could. I wasn't disgusting or sick, just different. No better
or worse than anyone else. My cousin and I were very similar in
that."
"How did your family take it?" Melissa asked, for the
first time removing her mouth from Shari's skin. She had sucked
one tit completely clean and was working on the second. "Jeff's
coming out, I mean."
"Okay. Could have been better, but I guess it could have
been worse, too. At the time, people couldn't deal - Jeff and I
spent the next few days together, alone, avoiding the rest of the
family - seems I was guilt by association since I obviously knew
what he was going to do when he did it. But I felt better then I
had in over a year, and Jeff knew it. He said that, even if he was
kicked out of the family, the fact that I was better made it worth
while. I told him he would always be my family, even if everyone
kicked me out, too. Some of the family still has a huge problem
with him being gay, but for the most part, they're cool. Jeff and
I are still very close now. I should probably go and see him soon.
. .
"Anyway, I was a lot better. I had accepted myself for who
I was. I didn't feel the need to tell my family, thought. Unlike
with Jeff, no one really needed to know what I did alone. He'd be
bringing boyfriends home with him; my family would never know anything
about what I did. As soon as we were home and my parents went to
work the next day - I was still on Christmas vacation - I went for
it. And I went all out.
"They were gone when I woke up. I stripped naked and immediately
started going at it. I was wanking as I walked to the kitchen to
get a cucumber, I was so horny. And I had been planning for this
moment since Jeff told me he was gay, so I hadn't taken a dump since
he came out of the closet. I had a few days worth of heavy meals
in there - I was in pain, but it made it even better, knowing just
how good it would feel to get it all out.
"I got in the shower and started to really let my ass have
it. I was compensating for a year of depression and self-loathing.
I was going to make sure that I loved myself completely. When it
came out, it hurt it was so big, - even after fucking my ass with
the cucumber - and I rubbed it all over my body. It was funny -
I was so desperate to rub it in my skin, it was so important to
me, that sometimes I was just shitting right in the tub instead
of in my hands. I just let it come right out and land where-ever.
"I covered every inch of skin I could reach. Even mashed
in between my toes and rubbed it into my hair. I had never felt
such a sense of completeness, like I was finally whole. I loved
it. I still had quite a pile left, so I sat in it, wiggling my ass
around in the pile. It felt so good, I was on the edge of cumming
the entire time even though I wasn't touching myself.
"Problem was I couldn't see myself in the mirror while sitting,
so I stood again and appraised my work, thinking that I had never
looked or felt sexier then in that moment. My depression and self-loathing
were completely gone.
"I wasn't even aware I was doing it, but I watched myself
in the mirror as I scooped up a handful of shit and shoved it into
my mouth. I kept packing more and more in, not swallowing any of
it, until nothing more could fit. It tasted terrible, but it felt
so right, so freeing that I left it in - and my god did it make
me horny. I really thought I was going to cum when I started filling
my mouth. I was so close!
"I kept adding shit to my body, mainly my tits and face cause
I loved the way it looked; my boobs were hidden completely in the
huge shit-mounds I had piled over them. I had one handful left,
and I pressed it into my cunt."
Melissa's eyes went wide at that, and she started to cum again.
She had cum a few times during Shari story as Shari rubbed her clit
and fingered her pussy, but this time had her spasming really good
and biting hard on Shari's nipple. Shari shuddered as well, but
continued her story when she regained her composure.
"Yeah, I pushed it up inside of me, as deep as it would go.
My hands were covered, and I stared to work my clit with my palm
as I wiggled the shit in my cunt. It felt heavenly. My other hand
was pumping the cucumber in and out of my ass. I wish I had two,
cause I really would have buried that shit all the way in my cunt.
Probably better that I only had the one.
"When I came - I can't even describe it. Like every little
part of me burst to pieces in pleasure. I was watching myself in
the mirror, shaking and hollering even though my mouth was packed.
I must have cum for a few minutes. I couldn't even stand when I
was done, and I had no idea how I ended up sitting in the tub, but
I was when I opened my eyes.
"Feeling fully and completely satisfied, it was the first
time that I had no twinge of disgust or remorse. Right after I came,
I decided to do the same thing every day of that break. I had never
had a thought like that before, that I wanted to recreated what
I had done. I had for the longest time been promising myself that
that had been the last time, and then breaking that promise. It
felt wonderful to tell myself it wouldn't be the last time. And
I knew it was a promise I would keep.
"I took my shower to clean off. I spit out most of the shit,
but kept a descent chunk in there during my whole shower, just sucking
on it and turning it to mush in my mouth. I had to pee, so I lay
down and squirted it all over myself, which was a first as well
- peeing on myself that is. I loved it even more than I had when
Mikey had done it." Melissa seemed to love the idea, too, from
the way she reacted.
"When I was totally clean, which took a long time, I swallowed
the shit in my mouth. I had been planning that since the moment
I stuff it in my mouth - I swore that this time I would actually
swallow it. When I was all turned on, I had been telling myself
I would swallow my whole mouthful, but after I came, I was a little
more reasonable about the size of my first shit meal. I vomited
it back up a few minutes later, but actually swallowing my shit,
even that little bit, been a wonderful experience and I knew I really
would do it everyday like I had told myself I would."
Shari chuckled. "By the end of the week, I could stomach
a good amount of shit without ever vomiting. I had a terrible infection,
too, but it was worth it. I learned a lot."
Melissa lifted her mouth off of Shari's breast; she was smiling
and rubbing her hands all along Shair's body, which was, at this
point, mostly clean. She cuddled, snuggling in to Shari, and hold
in her close. "That was a great story. Thanks. It made me feel
better about myself, too. I lied earlier, when I said I hadn't been
looking on the internet for scat. I had - I do, often. I read stories,
mostly, and wish I could be in them. I've never played with it before,
but I always wanted to. Never had the courage to ever do it. Not
like you," she added with a kiss on Shari's cheek.
Shari turned her head and kissed Melissa more deeply and passionately.
"Now you have. And aren't you glad you did?"
"Yes! And I will again, too. I came like six times, and I'm
still super horny!"
"Told you it was the best! Ever have anal sex? I love anal
sex, as you can probably imagine."
"Tried it once or twice," Melissa replied with a grin.
"I like it a lot, too."
"Then how about a homework assignment?"
Melissa was confused by what Shari meant, but she agreed.
"Your homework is that tonight, you need to find a guy for
some anal sex. Make sure he cums inside of you, beg him if you have
to, then as soon as he cums and pulls out, suck his cock clean.
And for extra credit, drink his cum, too."
"How?" She had, once, sucked a guys dick after he ass
fucked her, but only once and only because thrust his cock in her
face right afterwards. She would never have initiated suck a dirty
act, herself. She had been too insecure; she thought she could do
it now.
"How ever you can. Squirt it into you hand and lick it off,
doesn't matter."
Melissa rested her head on Shari's shoulders, sighing blissfully,
"Okay! Sounds like fun! God, can you believe we've lived together
for over two years, and just now found this out about each other?"
Shari stroked Melissa's wet locks, "I'm just glad we did
find out. Feels great to have someone I can talk to about it."
"Not your cousin Jeff?"
"Yeah, I never did tell him why I had been upset - I felt
that this was still a little less acceptable to a lot of people
then his being gay. I think he's still waiting for me to come out
of the closet," Shari laughed. "Maybe I'll tell him when
I see him."
Melissa nodded and closed her eyes. She could have easily fallen
asleep right there, cozy and warm and basking in the after-glow
of many splendid orgasms. It would have been the perfect time for
a nap.
But Shari struggled up to standing and pulled Melissa with her.
"Come on, Mel. We still have a lot of cleaning to do and a
party to get ready for!"
Next: Shari
Goes to a Party
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