Stuff: Goodness, I forgot to tell you all what I
looked like when I was a kid. Silly me. Don't worry I'll kick myself later for
that. Well, in this next memory I'm seven, and here's how I looked. I was a few
inches under 4' tall. Around 3'8. That sounds kind of short, I think, but I've
always been short. I'm still rather small now. I had long wavy brown hair that
went to just below my shoulders. I have honey brown eyes that lean a bit toward
hazel. -sighs- Nearly everyone in my family has straight hazel eyes, everyone
except me.
Half Warning- This story, might be more disturbing to some
people, than my others were. So, anyone who wants a "nice" story about kids and
adults ought to look elsewhere. In this case, Maggie in particular, was
unwilling. So, consider that your warning. Okay. -giggle- Now the rest of you
can read on. Just felt I should put a little warning so some weirdo doesn't
email me asking why I didn't warn them that this one wasn't
"nice".
Shopping- (another -True-)
We weren't really going
shopping. Sometimes Todd just used to like to play a game called "Going
Shopping". It was another "secret game" we played in the basement. The same
basement I mentioned in my first story. Only this time we used the laundry room
too. (it was also in the basement, though there was a door to enter the laundry
room, so it wasn't like one big room or anything.)
Todd would have Maggie
and I pull out these big cardboard boxes, and we'd turn them upside down. Then
we'd take from our room and bring downstairs two shirts each and two skirts or
pants, They'd be folded and put on the boxes. Then we'd play pretend. Like Todd
was taking us to the "pretend store". And we'd look at the clothes. The laundry
room was the "changing room".
This time we were playing shopping, and in
this particular game Todd was having us pretend that me and him were married,
and that we were going shopping to buy me some clothes. And Maggie was the lady
working at the store. Anyway, I was shopping and pretending to look at stuff,
(funny I was actually liking to play pretend, it's like even though I knew what
always happened in the "changing room" I still liked the pretend "shopping" part
of the game.) and then I turned around and saw Todd with his hand in Maggie's
shirt. He was kneeling behind her with his hand up under her shirt higher then
her tummy.
I froze, and looked at Maggie, her eyes were all wide (she was
only 5, and she didn't like him touching). So I said something like. "Hey, leave
the store lady alone, you're supposta be my husband!" having my hands on my hips
the whole time. And Todd kinda laughed a little, and took his hand out of
Maggie's shirt, and came back over to me, and kissed me. I never really liked
kissing because I didn't like having his tongue in my mouth, I made a
face.
He handed me an outfit and told me to change into it. So I went to
the laundry room, and closed the door. Took off the clothes I had on, and
starting getting dressed again, and I heard Maggie crying before I finished. I
got dressed really quickly and ran out to see what was going on.
Todd had
her laying on the floor with his pants down, pushing his "friend" in her mouth.
I started screaming for him to stop. He got up. As soon as he was up I shut up.
He moved over to me so quickly I didn't even have time to react. He grabbed my
arm and yanked me to the side. It hurt. He was talking to me in a kinda quiet
voice. Saying stuff like I'd better start being good or he'd really hurt Maggie.
And that I better stop making Maggie more afraid. I was the big sister and I
should show Maggie how nice it is so she'll stop crying. Kept saying that my
screaming was only going to make her hurt more. He told me I had to go over to
Maggie and tell her I was sorry for screaming or he'd be really mean.
He
let go of my arm, and I went over to her and knelt beside her. I said nice
things. Probably stuff like: "It's okay, Mag, I'm sorry. Don't cry." I kinda
cradled her head. "Don't be sad. I promise it's okay." She stopped crying. I
mean, I was her big sister. She wasn't going to not believe me.
Todd came
back over, I looked up at him. He told me to kiss Maggie's tears away. So I bent
down, her head still cradled in my lap, and starting kissing her cheeks. (at the
time I didn't really know why Todd wanted me to do that. Actually, I thought he
was being really nice, letting me kiss her cheeks. I thought maybe he was even
going to stop playing today. I didn't get turned on or anything kissing her
cheeks, I was seven, didn't even look at my sister that way.. then.) Todd told
me that was enough, and I lifted my head, and Todd was rubbing his hand on his
"friend". And he kneeled down again and told me to kiss it. I moved away from
Mag and she stayed laying on the floor, and I scooted a little closer to Todd,
and kissed his friend on the end softly. Then I kept kissing, and even licking a
little, (I was hoping that he'd just play with me instead) and I opened my mouth
and sucked on him a little.
He started calling me a "good girl" then, and
I felt a little better again. I liked making people happy, even if I wasn't
really happy doing it. (was strange, I'm kinda still like that. -giggle-) Then
he pushed me back a little, not hard or anything. And he asked Maggie if she was
watching. And she must have nodded, cause he said good. And then something like:
"I want you to try that too, Maggie." (Maggie never got to be called Princess,
just me -smiles-) And he moved over her, like straddling her, and put his friend
to her lips, and she kissed a little. I just sat there, watching, not knowing
what else to do.
He rubbed his "friend" across her lips and they got all
wet, and he kept telling her to open her mouth a little, and she did. He kept
moving in and out of her mouth for a little, then he stopped, and told me he
wanted to show me something.
He climbed off Maggie and pulled off her
pants, she never fought him, unless you count when she cried sometimes. And he
ran his finger over her 'gina slit. Then told me to do it. I wasn't scared to do
that, I knew that wouldn't hurt her, so I reached out and touched her, kinda
touching longer than he did. (I never saw what a 'gina looked like. I tried to
look between my legs more than once, but it was hard to do, I was really curious
about this.) He asked me if I wanted to kiss her there. I said no. He said I
could keep touching if I wanted to. He said if I did it'd make her feel better
when he was having her suck his friend. So, I kept touching her 'gina, and he
moved over her again. His bum right there practically in my face. I remember
thinking that was funny. (strange the things kids think. I was seven. At that
age bums were funny.) I rubbed my fingers over her 'gina, and tried to remember
how Todd rubbed me sometimes, when it felt good.
Todd was pushing in her
mouth again, and pushing deep from what I could tell, and I wondered if she
gagged when he did that, like how it made me. I couldn't tell. I couldn't see
her face anyway. I started touching between her legs again. Wiggling my fingers
in a little and rubbing, she was warm inside. I kept feeling, it felt nice on my
fingers, all smooth. I didn't mind at all, and Todd said that it'd make her feel
better, so I kept rubbing and feeling, and tickling her a little.
Finally
Todd made a grunting noise, and pulled out of Maggie's mouth. And he climbed off
her. She had his white stuff coming out of her mouth, and all over her face, and
she had tears on her cheeks. I quickly hugged her, and kissed her, and told her
it was okay. Todd went upstairs. He knew I knew how to clean up.
I did.
Going to the laundry room and getting one of the fuzzy blue bath towels (used,
but I knew the blue ones were Mommy's so it was okay) and sat back near Maggie
and wiped her mouth and tears, and then helped get her dressed, and went
upstairs with her. I opened the freezer, got out the ice-cream, and made her a
milk shake (or as good as I could) and told her jokes, and sat on the floor at
her feet while she sat in the kitchen chair. I softly tickled her toes a little,
and continued telling jokes until she was giggling again.
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The next story I write will be "nicer" promise. -smiles- Had to write
that one though. Now I look back on it and kinda like it. Actually I wish I'd
kissed her 'gina then. Oh well. And, oddly, Maggie doesn't remember that. I
asked her about it once, when I was about 15. I was talking to her about Todd,
and asking about what she remembered. And she didn't remember much. It's
unfortunate. Now I'll never know whether or not that made her gag. -sighs- I'm
assuming it must have...
Until next time, Kiddies. ~Invisible
Girl invisible_girl@kittymail.com