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    Pammy's private journal:
    11 October 1996

    Wake up, make up.


    Wow! I had the most exciting morning today....
    I was feeling sort of drowsy last night-- I have sort of a cold. [pout] I went to bed at about 20.00-- probably the first time since we have been here that I actually turned in before Vicki! You know how she is with her 'beauty sleep'. [wink] We ate dinner with our host family as usual and Vicki was still next door, playing with the children. I was in sort of a bad mood because of feeling so out-of-it-- I was sort of snapping at everyone, even the children, and so Vicki finally told me rather angrily to 'go to bed and shut up'. She was right, of course. I thought it was best for everybody and that's what I did. I was out like a light. About 1.00 I got up to brush my teeth [yecch] --and took off my clothes and then I got right back into bed and went right back to sleep. Vicki was sleeping next to me as usual but I never even noticed-- I was that out-of-it.
    Towards morning I had a few really wild dreams-- I actually do remember them. I dreamt I was sooo sexy-- it was a feeling, not just a look. You know how weird dreams can be. I remember feeling this really tight, stiff feeling like my breasts were about to burst. It was sooo arousing, and I woke up and realised my nipples were completely hard. Just moving the sheets a little was sooo ticklish. So I did move them a little, brushing them across, you know, but I was still really tired and dropped off to sleep in another minute or so-- that was I think round 6.00.
    In the other dream that I remember-- there were more, but I do not remember them all-- I felt totally weightless, like I was drifting through space on my back, in my blue satin robe, which was tied ordinarily but because I was on my back, out in space, it was hanging down from my waist and I was all bare from my hips down, and there was this wonderful sensation of being caressed, like someone was drawing their fingertips up and down in my maidenhair, very gently.... It was fabulous! I kept my eyes closed and just drifted there, and let that person touch me, and got dizzier and dizzier. I know it's really tasteless but I remember thinking, 'I want someone to fuck me. I want someone to fuck me. God, I want someone to fuck me!' --sorry if that's grotie but those were the actual words I remember. I was shivering all over just thinking about something nice and plump sliding up into me and pumping in and out again and again.... Oooh! It was sooo delicious!
    And then I woke up, round 6.30. And I realised I was sooo aroused-- I couldn't stand it! I wanted to touch myself, and do it by myself right there in the bed next to Vicki. I was all bare, with the sheet and comforter over me, and the sensation of the satin sheet tickling my maidenhair was sooo fabulous! I lifted it and let it back down a few times and got more and more aroused and my breasts were aching and my insides felt sooo hot....
    I looked over at Vicki. She was sleeping there like a little angel with one hand under her face on the pillow and those long lashes looking sooo sweet against her cheeks, and I thought, God, I want to make love with her right now! I wanted to wake her up, and then I remembered her snapping at me last night because of my bad mood, and started to get worried that she would be still mad at me. [pout] But I was sooo aroused! So I thought, I'll wait till she wakes up and we'll do it together, like in the shower, or something.... And I closed my eyes again, and tried to rest, and go back to sleep, but all I could think about was being sooo aroused and wishing that dream would keep going, that something nice and plump would come into me and pump me sooo hard....
    And then I felt that tickling upon my maidenhair again, like before-- except I wasn't dreaming!!! Oh! --it was fabulous, just like the dream! And I opened my eyes, and I started to turn, but then she kissed me sooo gently on my ear, and I shivered like crazy. Her fingers drew up and down in my hair, and started to tickle me between my legs, and I spread my legs under the sheets without even thinking, and I was sooo wet! Her fingers traced up and down, sooo gently, and she kissed me again, and again, and rolled her tongue sooo sweetly into my ear.... God! --it was sooo exciting! I just lay there, and she went on, and her fingers went down, down, till they were tickling me up and down, knocking at my door, waiting for me to invite them in....
    [Sssorry-- more shivers, even nnnnow!]
    God! --how I wanted her! I spread my legs as far as I could, and she lifted her knee over my thigh and let one finger spread me open. I almost poured out into the sheets right then! She kissed my ear again, and my neck, and she came into me with one at first, but when she realised how ready I was she slid another one in straight away. Then I was lifting myself to meet her and she was sliding them in sooo deep....
    [Mmmore shiversssss....]
    She kissed me in my ear, and exhaled sooo slowly, and I tingled all over from her cool, wet breath in my ear, and my nipples were sooo stiff they were almost painful, rubbing against the sheets, and her fingers eased way into me, and I rocked up again and again, and then I was breathing through my mouth and panting like a hot dog, and she was rocking with me, sooo, sooo nice....
    I became so dizzy I shook all over, and she held onto me, and pressed her lips against my face, and kept pushing into me, deeper and deeper, as deeply as she could. I swelled up inside, sooo hot and wet, and poured out all over myself and her hand, and felt like I was going to faint-- I have actually fainted before! It was fabulous!
    Vicki never said a word. She slipped her fingers out and kissed me again, and then found my hand under the sheets and brought it down to my crutch and guided my own fingers into me. Then she left me with a little kiss on the lips and got up for the loo.
    I was sooo touched-- I had tears in my eyes! This is how she wanted to make up to me for last night, by being a part of my dreams. She must have realised I was getting aroused by some sexy thoughts and wanted to make me feel good-- she had been tickling me under the sheets all the time whilst I was sleeping! No wonder I love her! [smile]
    I did go on a little myself, and I wanted to hit again, but not without her. I heard her start the shower and just leapt out of bed to join her-- she is sooo nice to shower with!!!

    But that's another story! [wink]


    © Pamela Leigh Nichols
    Lewes, Delaware


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