The next week
was less demanding around the Claymore ranch. We got a lot done,
but they were jobs we didn’t have to rush to finish. I think the
sheriff felt a little guilty about working us so hard the first week,
but he was happy and pleased with us for getting the job done. I
got to know and love little Gip and Waddie Buck all the more. We
even had time to practice our roping. I worked with Buck a lot
with his roping. He was getting better and better. He found
a new spirit of wanting to learn team roping to please his dad.
Saturday afternoon I found him sitting by himself, and he seemed a bit
down.
“What’s a’
matter, cowboy. You seem a bit down. Hell, you and your old
man came in second place. You’ll probably beat us tomorrow.”
“Awh,— h’it
ain’t much, Casey. I’m happy dad’n me placed second. It’s
the best I ever done with my dad, but I think you and little Gip know
the reason why.” he blushed and grinned real big, “My
problem is I got away from home without bringing some hygiene stuff
with me I need.”
“‘At ain’t no
problem, little brother. Glad you said something. I brought
mine. You kin borrow it if’n you like,— jes’ return it when
you’re through.”
“Of course,—
I’ll return it right away. I shore’ would appreciate it, Casey.”
“What are
brothers for?”
“I really do
think on you as my brother, Casey. May I ask you a personal
question?”
“Since you said
‘may I’ I think it’ud be all right.” I kidded him.
“Casey, have you
ever,— ?”
“Why do you
think I have the equipment you need, little brother?” I smiled at
him.
Waddie Buck
smiled real big and blushed deep red again.
“Then, I guess
you know why I need to borrow it.”
“I can only hope
I do, little brother. If it’s for tonight, with your old man,
you’re in for one hell of a treat.”
“Then you and
dad have,— ?”
“Cowboys don’t
never kiss and tell, little brother.” I winked at him and laughed.
“Yeah,— dad told
me the same thing, so has my other brother. I’m jes’ getting use
to all this.”
“You couldn’t
have better teachers, whether it’s your brother or your dad. I
rank your dad pert-damn high on my importance scale next to your
granddad and my dad.”
“You mean, you’n
yore' dad have,— ?”
“Since I was
eighteen years old. We messed around before that, but he wouldn’t
fuck me ‘til I was eighteen. Made me promise I wouldn’t do it
with anyone until I was eighteen. I kept my word and so did
he. He took me on my eighteenth birthday. It was one of the
greatest nights of my life.”
“Well, I’ll be
twenty next month, but I can understand why dad waited. You must
really miss your dad.”
“I do, but I’ve
found two wonderful men along the way who’ve been good to me and for
me. I’ve come to love your dad like you guys. I look on him
like I do Master Waddie and my dad. I appreciate you men sharing
him with me.”
“Master Waddie,—
?” asked Buck.
“I’m sorry, I
thought you knew about the bonding between men in your granddad’s biker
family.”
“Only from
suspicion, I’ve never talked to anyone about them. I figured
they’re pair off. It’s kind a’ obvious to folks who know about
that sort of thing. Then, you became his,— ?”
“You can say
it. I ain’t ashamed of it. Yes, I became his slave for a
short period of time. I’ve known Master Waddie for a number of
years, but we only teamed up in Tucson for the rodeo. We bonded
and he was my Master for a couple of weeks. We knew it was
temporary. I jes’ wanted to be his property for our time
together, and he wanted me; however, I knew there was another man who
wanted and needed him. I also know he’ll be the best slave for
Master Waddie.”
“Titus?”
Buck asked, and I nodded my head. “I’ll bet chu’ really miss him,
too.”
“A little, but
I’m happy for him and Titus. I have to go on with my life, and it
ain’t exactly been dull lately.” We shared a laugh.
“Are you only
one way, Casey?”
“To be honest, I
don’t think so. I’ve been alpha-male with my bothers and enjoyed
it. It’s jes’ you’n me are pretty young and most of the men who
find us attractive are older, more sexually experienced men who jes’
expect to play the dominant alpha-male role. It’s okay for us
right now. We’ve got our lives ahead of us to make up our
minds. I ain’t ruled out the possibility of getting married and
having a family.”
“Really?”
“Sure.
We’re too young to think we have to know exactly what we want for the
future. I ain’t put’n no labels on myself until I know for sure
what I want out a’ life.”
“You and my dad
think alike.”
“He’s a good and
wise man, Buck. Listen and learn for him. I know I will.”
“Would you ever
consider,— ?”
“Do you ever
finish a question, little brother?” I laughed at him and he
blushed again.
“Why should I
when you already know what I’m asking? 'Sides,--- that way I
don't step in nothin.' he replied with a wicked grin on his
face. We shared another laugh. He was right.
“Of course, I’d
consider it, little brother. I’d be down right honored; however,
let chore’ old man break you in first. I’m a mite bigger’n him.”
“Yes,— I
know.” Grinned Waddie Buck mischievously. We laughed again.
Waddie Buck got
his wish the second night of the rodeo. His daddy broke his
young, cowboy saddle in,— but good. Little Gip and I were
wicked. We laughed and wagered between us how long it would be
before the silly grin on Waddie Buck’s face would go away. It
lasted several days.
* * * * * * *
During the week,
my uncle came to me a couple of times. He seem more clearly
formed, and I could see his face. I told him I knew who he was,
and he would be getting stronger. I would be visiting with Bubba
and his boys the following weekend, and perhaps it would be easier for
him to come to me; maybe even communicate with me. He got a sad
look on his face and slowly shook his head, ‘no.’ I told him I
had a lot of folks praying for him. I got a smile out of him
again, but I felt he had the weight of the world on his
shoulders. I felt so drawn to him. I wanted to take him in
my arms, hold him, and let my love heal him from the pain he felt.
That week the
sheriff came to my trailer one evening for a while. I always
enjoyed it when the sheriff could spend a little quality time with
me. Gip was a man who took his fucking seriously and enjoyed it
to the max. He was like his father in one way. When he
fucked me I stayed fucked for several days afterward. Didn’t mean
I wouldn’t have welcomed him every night, it’s just I didn’t long for
it. I also got to suck him off a couple of afternoons in the tack
room.
At the rodeo the
following weekend we kept the same bed and roping partner
arrangement. Big Gip and Waddie Buck were getting better and
better as a team, and little Gip and I decided we might have some
serious competition. After the smoke cleared from the rodeo,
little Gip and I won the roping competition the first day, but the
second day, the sheriff and Buck won. We tied for first
place. Little Gip won first place calf roping, and I took second.
We weren’t in a
great competition with each other, and being cowboys, we were happy for
our brother when he wins. It certainly did a lot for Waddie
Buck. His dad and older brothers couldn’t have been happier for
him. It was like he was blossoming into the full flower of young
manhood, and he could see the endless possibilities open to him.
He couldn’t have a more supporting group of men to love and help
him. He was beginning to develop a new and wonderful relationship
with all of us. His fears and self-doubts were quickly being
replaced by a self-assured but humble, strong of purpose, young
man. He was well on his way to a healthy maturity.
* * * * * * *
The following
week I was in contact with my dad, Dwayne, little bit, and Griz.
I related the stories to Griz, Bubba told me about my uncle haunting
his old home. Griz wasn’t surprised. I don’t think there’s
much that could surprise Griz. He’s a man of immense size, with
as much love in his big heart as his size might suggest. He
patiently explained to me my Uncle Seth’s efforts to help Bubba and his
boys was not in vain. He’s being closely watched to see how he
handles this period of his passage.
My uncle came to
me twice more that week, and each time, he seemed even
stronger. He couldn’t communicate with me yet, but I assured him
he would be able to soon. He looked at me and smiled as if he
hoped so, but he felt my words were wishful thinking. I felt we
were forming an unspoken bond between us. It was like forming a
bond with myself.
The sheriff and
I settled into a routine. I could pretty much count on getting my
ticket punched on Wednesday nights and sucking him off a couple of
afternoons, except Thursday afternoon he turned the tables on me and
sucked me off. I worried Cindy might get upset with me knowing
her husband was visiting my coach on a regular basis, but she
didn’t. I guess the sheriff wasn’t kidding, the extra curricular
sexual activity with me and his boys must have stirred Gip to new
heights of passion with his wife. In fact, the longer I was
there, the happier Cindy was and the closer we became.
I was working
out details with Gip about going to work on the Lazy 8, and how
I’d spend my weekends off.
“They bring the
hands in on Friday afternoon, anywhere between two and four. They
always drop ‘em off right at the sheriff’s station on the square.
They pick ‘em up there on Sunday evening about six. They let ‘em
off at the ranch shortly before noon, but it’s about a two hour drive
into town. Most of the men have some family or people they’ve met
over the years who invite them to stay with them for the weekend.
Some stay in the sleazy motel on the outskirts of town. It ain’t
got a lot going for it, but it’s cheap and the rooms are clean.
Since you’ll be staying in your coach, all you gotta’ do is come in the
station, and I’ll bring you out here with me.”
“Sounds good,
Sheriff.”
“I invite Brett
and Curt to the ranch several weekends a year. I may start
inviting ‘em more often. They seem to really enjoy staying with
us. They’re good men and better company. They bunk in the
barn and we give ‘em their privacy. They seem to appreciate it,
because they don’t know no one else around and usually end up spending
the weekend in the motel I done told ju’ about. Here at the
ranch, they can relax, rodeo with us, eat some good food, and h’it
don’t cost ‘em nothing. They’re always ready to help out
with anything we got going around here, but I don’t invite ‘em out jes’
for that reason. We genuinely enjoy having ‘em around.
They’re well mannered and true cowboys at heart. I’ve invited
your granddad and Thurston out many times. They always seemed to
relax and have a good time.”
* * * * * * *
The week passed
quickly. Gip got off around noon and we were all packed and
loaded to travel to Bubba’s ranch for our visit. We figured we’d
be rodeoing with Bubba and his boys all weekend so we may as well pull
the ponies behind. Gip didn’t want to take off until a little
later in the afternoon when it began to cool down a bit. It
would’ve been too hot in the trailer for the ponies if we left in the
heat of the day. Gip said it was about a two hour drive to
Bubba’s ranch, and he didn’t want the ponies stressed.
Gip originally
planned to take his motor coach, but seeing as how we were going to be
at Bubba’s ranch for the weekend it didn’t seem necessary. If
they didn’t have enough room in the house we could always bunk it in
the barn.
We took turns
driving Gip’s new Ford F-250 4X4 crew cab pickup so no one would have
to drive the whole way. It seemed to go faster that way because
each of us only drove for a half hour. Every time we changed
drivers we’d stop and check the ponies.
The four of us
were in a party mood. We’d worked hard that week doing some
remodeling of the old barn on Gip’s ranch, but we were finished with
the job. Little Gip, Waddie Buck, and I worked good as a
team. Gip got off early a couple of afternoons, and we had a
forth hand to help us. It was always more fun with the sheriff
around. He kept us laughing most of the time. Gip could be
wickedly funny sometimes in his observations about things.
We arrived at
Bubba’s ranch around eight in the evening. We passed over the
cattle guard and under a huge arched entry way to the property. A
sign hung on two short chains from the center of the arch which read:
3S Ranch. Underneath the name of the ranch was: B. Swansey and
sons. It was a winding road up a hill and through thick scrub oak
to the house. The main part of the property was about a quarter
of a mile back from the main entrance. You couldn’t see anything
from the road. It was still light out, so we could see
everything. As we topped a hill and went around another bend, we
could see Bubba, Vince and Seth Quee sitting on the front porch
drinking iced tea as we drove the rest of the way down the long gravel
road to the house. They stood and waved to us as we approached.
“Well,— ”
sighed Gip, speaking to me, “we done as much to protect you as we
could, cowboy. You’re on yore' own this weekend.” He
laughed and I knew exactly what he was talking about, so did little Gip
and Buck.
“Cain’t says I’d
mind bunk’n it in with ole Bubba too much, Sheriff. ‘At old
cowboy looks like he could take care of a younger cowboy pert-damn
good. I jes’ got me a feel’n that old man could make me squeal
like a’ pig, and holler for more.”
The three of
them fell out laughing.
“I can verify
that, first hand, cowboy. I been on the receivin' end of that big
dick a’ his more times ‘an I can count. I squeal ‘piggy’
fluently. I’ve shamelessly begged ‘em for more number’s a’
times. That old man’s a demon in the sack. You’ll swear you
got the devil his-very-self up yore’ butt!” Gip laughed.
“Dad,—!?”
exclaimed Waddie Buck questioningly.
“Now don’t chu’
go git’n your hackles up or all bent out a’ shape, Son. Yore’ old
man’s done a lot of things you don’t know about, but it don’t hurt you
none to learn he’s jes’ another man. Told ju’ the other night I
wouldn’t hold nothing back from you no more. You’re a grown man
now, Son. Time you realized we’re all human and no man is above
another.
Tell ya’ll one
damn thing,— I never laid down with old Bubba what I didn’t git up and
walk away with a big ole smile on my face.” Gip chuckled.
“After all these years,— once in a while I still gits me a hanker’n for
what that big man has to offer. He shore’ ‘nuff can scratch my
deepest itch!” Again we all laughed at Gip. He could
be painfully funny sometimes. His statement was also to let his
youngest boy know whatever two men decided to do in bed together didn’t
necessarily make one less of a man than the other. No man could
ever doubt Gip’s masculinity or his own self-image.
We got out of
Gip’s truck, and it was hugs and kisses. Lord, you’d think we
hadn’t seen them in months they were so happy to see us. They
were beside themselves we thought enough of them to come visit.
Vince and Seth Quee were just as happy as their old man to have us
there.
They helped take
the ponies out of Gip’s trailer. We walked them to the barn, fed
and watered them. It was a beautiful old place. Their barn
was surrounded by four of the biggest pecan trees I’d ever seen.
They completely shaded the barn and it was ten degrees cooler
inside. They had a huge fan mounted above the loft door at one
end to keep the air circulating and exhaust the hot air. Because
of the amount of air movement there was almost no flying critters
around to bother the horses. Gip and his boys brought their
bedrolls and bags to the barn with them.
“Ya’ll don’t
have to stay in the barn, Sheriff. We got us lots a’ rooms in our
old house, and we fixed up enough ever’ man can have his own room if’n
they wants.”
“That awful damn
nice of ya’ll, Bubba, but me and the boys’ll be right comfortable out
here in the hayloft.”
“Well, ya’ll can
stay any wheres ya’ won’t to. Where’d you wanna’ stay,
Son?” Bubba asked me as an afterthought.
“I know where
I’d like to stay,— ” I replied winking at Gip and his boys. Gip
grinned at me. Little Gip and Waddie Buck were laughing, so were
Vince and Seth Quee. They got my meaning, but it seemed to sail
over Bubba’s head.
“Where’s ‘zat,
cowboy? You kin stay any wheres you like.”
Vince leaned
over to his dad and whispered.
“He wants to
stay with you, Dad.”
“Hoe-lee
shit! Praise the Lord,— he done went an’ answered this old man's
prayers,— Glory be, Christmas done come early this year!”
He opened his
big, cowboy arms to me, and I didn’t hesitate. He hugged and
bussed a kiss behind my ear, picked me up off the ground and gleefully
spun me around once. Everyone was laughing at him. He
ignored them. “Like I said, young’un you kin stay any wheres
yore’ cowboy heart desires,— and I meant it. Be right proud for
you to bunk it in with old Bubba;— be a dream come true. Throw
your gear in my bedroom,— first one on the right past the stairs.”
“Dad, since the
sheriff and his boys are gonna’ bunk it in the barn, Seth and me would
like ta’ join ‘em. Is ‘zat all right with you?”
“S’long as it’s
all right with Gip, little Gip and Buck,— I don’t care.”
The Claymores
nodded their agreement it was fine with them. Everyone seemed
happy with the bunking arrangements and the Claymore’s stowed their
gear in the loft of Bubba’s barn. I took mine to the house with
me and put it in Bubba’s room. He personally took me by the arm
to lead me to his room. Everyone was giggling like school boys
behind us, including the sheriff. He was the ring leader.
“Don’t chu’ pay
them no never mind, Son. They’s jes’ jealous. Ain’t but one
of ‘em what ain’t spun on the end of old Bubba’s dick at one time or
t’other, and that be young Waddie Buck; however, it’s only a matter of
time.” he threw back his head and laughed. His
self-assurance was infectious, he made me laugh, too.
The door to his
room was open and he ushered me in with a wave of his hand. I
entered and set my stuff on a small table in the corner.
Bubba was standing so close behind me, when I turned, I turned around
into his huge, cowboy arms. I threw my arms around his big,
hulking body, laid my head on his massive chest, hugged him and sighed
deeply. Bubba just held me for a minute, then he gently kissed me
on my head.
“Welcome home,
cowboy.” he said softly. I knew there was a double meaning
behind his words. He was also welcoming the spirit of his beloved
little brother he knew and loved so many years ago, Seth Quee Langtry.
“It’s good to be
home, Bubba. It’s a homecoming for two souls. Some’um
inside me knew the minute I saw you, who you was. I also knew
come hell or high water I had to find me some way to get a ride on
yore’ old cayuse. Wouldn’t mind make’n a little love to it,
neither.” I still had my head pressed tightly against his
chest. I looked up just in time to find Bubba’s mouth moving
toward mine. We kissed one hell of a kiss. I could feel his
legendary monster growing in his Wranglers. If it was as big as
it felt, I knew I was in for an interesting evening.
“I didn’t know
exactly who you was at first,--- them damn blue contacts threw
me. When my boy started comparing yore' name with the name we
used to call your uncle, I knew for sure who you was. When I
walked into your coach and saw you standing there, I knew I had to find
a way to get you in my arms. I know we ain’t suppose to pray for
trivial things, but I done asked the Lord to give me an evening with
you,--- if’n you’s a mind to, of course.”
“Well, I don’t
think you have to worry about me have’n a mind to. I cain’t think
of a nicer way to spend this evening than laying in your arms,
cowboy.” I told him. We kissed again and sealed our
contract for the evening.
* * * * * * *
Bubba’s room
surprised me. It was neat as a pin with the usual photos sitting
on his dresser of his late wife and his boys. There was a picture
on his night table of Vince and Seth Quee, together, which was
obviously taken recently. Seth was seated and his older brother
was standing behind him with his hands on Seth’s shoulders. It
was a great picture of the two men.
There was a
comfortable overstuffed chair and a rocking chair in the room.
Each chair had a beautiful hand knitted, warm throw invitingly draped
over one arm. Along one wall was all Bubba’s boots with tack and
spurs tastefully nailed up to the wall. In the middle was an old
oxen yoke made into a frame which held a big mirror.
The furniture
was simple but comfortable, and there was a big braided rug made out of
old rags and lovingly sewn together in a giant oval. There were
two smaller rugs on either side of Bubba’s huge, king size bed.
There was hardly any female touches in the room. It looked like
it was a man’s room. There was little doubt in my mind. I
wondered about that.
Later I found
out from Vince and Seth, after their mom died they couldn’t get their
dad to go back into the bedroom to sleep. He slept on the couch
in the living room for months afterward. He never could bring
himself to going through her things and packing them away. His
boys didn’t push. They knew their dad too well. He would
make attempts and always fail. He would try to go to sleep in the
room, but invariable the boys would find him on the couch the next
morning.
They got their
heads together and knew they had to do something. They decided
they’d have to put their mom’s things away themselves and redecorate
the room. Bubba was offered a job on the Lazy 8 that fall for two
weeks, and it was such good money he didn’t want to pass it up;
however, it was during school time, and he couldn’t take the boys with
him. He asked his youngest, unmarried sister, Kate, to come look
after the boys.
Kate didn’t
mind. Vince and Seth were good boys and never caused her a
moments grief. During the time Bubba was away, they went though
their mom’s things. They gave a lot of her clothes to their aunt
and other relatives they thought might like them. They gave a big
box of her stuff to the church charity. They carefully packed
away all of her personal things in a big trunk their grandmother gave
them and stored it in the attic. They got rid off anything that
was frilly or looked like it was their mother’s touch.
The boys
completely repainted their dad’s room and set to work redecorating it
to look like what they thought the essence of their dad was,— a
cowboy. They found an old porcelain water pitcher and washing
bowl in the attic. They brought it down, cleaned it up and sat it
on a small table which looked like it was used for that purpose.
They added a couple of old brass spittoons they found and bought for a
couple of dollars at a swap meet. They cleaned them up, lacquered
them, put clean, fresh white sand in them and put a small golden barrel
cactus in each one.
They found old
time pictures of Bubba’s and their mom’s relatives in a box in the
attic. They carefully framed the better ones in distinctive,
rustic, western frames and made a picture wall on one wall. It
was very effective. They found old Western hats and chaps in
another trunk they hung on nails about the room. They wound a
couple of old lassos and hung a couple of them on the tack wall.
When they finished, it looked like a cowboy’s bunk room should.
Their Aunt Kate approved and thought her brother would be
thrilled. She had her reservations at first, but after she saw
the love and determination of her nephews and their hard work, she got
into the spirit of the project and helped considerably.
No one said a
word to Bubba when he returned. They just left the door to his
room closed. When Bubba walked into his room, the boys and their
aunt began to worry. There was nothing but silence. Slowly
their aunt got up and walked to Bubba’s room. She told the boys
to wait there for a minute. Kate tiptoed to the room and found
Bubba sitting on the edge of his bed with his head in his hands crying
like his heart was broken.
“Bubba,
darlin,’— I’m so sorry,— me’n the boys thought you’d be pleased.
They worked their little butts off on this project, because they love
you. They love you so much they couldn’t stand to see their dad
grieving his life away. You would’ve approved of the loving way
they packed their mom’s things away. They were respectful and
reverent. Mother gave ‘em a big trunk what used to belong to her
great aunt. It’s stored away in the attic.”
“Ask them boys
to come in here, hon,— please.” Bubba managed to get out.
Kate walked to
the door and called for Vince and Seth Quee. Bubba stood and
opened his arms for his boys to come to him. They ran to
him. He hugged and kissed each one as he cried his heart out with
them. They had never grieved together, and this was the final
emotional release they needed.
“I love you boys
so gotdamn much. What chu’ done for me was a wonderful
thing. I won’t never forgit this moment as long as I live.
You men done good. You ain’t boys no more,— you grow’d into men
while I was gone. When you stop think’n about chore’self and
start think’n on others and their happiness, then you become men.
Thank you, my beloved sons, I love my new room. I won’t have no
problem sleeping in here,— I promise. I’ll be surrounded by yore’
love.”
Vince and Seth
Quee couldn’t speak for the longest time. They were still in
tears crying in happiness for their dad. Kate was a mess, too,
but the men included her in the release of their grief and the
reaffirmation of their love and joy in each other. After all,—
love doesn’t end with the grave. Love is stronger than death.
* * * * * * *
Bubba and his
boys had supper waiting for us when we arrived. We gathered
around their table and joined hands.
“Sheriff, will
you do us the honor of saying grace?”
“I’d be please
to, Sir.” Gip responded. He said a wonderful prayer and
included my Uncle Seth in his prayer. Every man there said ‘amen’
when Gip finished, and we sat down to supper. I wondered if my
uncle was getting stronger. I knew beyond a doubt all the folks
I’d asked were praying for him.
“This looks
great, Bubba.” Gip told him. “Fried catfish and everything
to go with it. You guys went to an awful lot of trouble.”
“I cain’t take
no credit for it. The boys fixed supper. I guess they
learn’t help’n their ma. They got pert-damn good at it,
too. They get a good scald on most things. I ain’t never
refused to eat anything they cooked. I’m learn’n to cook.
It ain’t that I ain’t willing. They be a’ teach’n me, but I ain’t
never done nothing in the kitchen ‘til after their momma died. I
got good enough they lemme’ cook breakfast once in a while.” he
laughed.
“He cooks
breakfast almost ever' morning. He fixes a good breakfast.
We won’t let him experiment until we’re right there with ‘em,
though. We learned the hard way. We’ve had to eat some of
his mistakes.” Laughed Vince. “But,— that’s the way you
learn. If you’re afraid of making mistakes, you should never go
near a kitchen.” he added.
Supper was
wonderful, and the comradery around the table was loving and
genuine. We talked about many thing, and we told them about our
previous weekend rodeoing. They thought it was great Waddie Buck
and his dad tied for first place. Bubba didn’t look up, but I
could see a big grin cross his face. He knew Gip must have taken
his boy, and they were sharing something only a father and son who
truly love each other can.
* * * * * * *
Before we sat
down to dinner, Bubba gave me a tour of the house. He showed me
which room was my dad’s and which was my Uncle Seth’s. From the
moment I walked into my uncle’s room something hit me,— almost like
Griz when he was trying to touch my mind the first time, and I blocked
him. I knew the feeling, but I found myself unconsciously
blocking whatever it was. I had little doubt who it was.
“Ju’ feel
that?” Bubba turned and whispered softly to me.
“Yeah,— he
tried to touch my mind, but I blocked him. He must be getting
stronger.” I said.
“He is git’n
stronger. He came to me last night for a while. He stood
there looking at me. I told ‘em you’d be here this
afternoon. He smiled and got all excited like,— then he
done some’um he ain’t never done before. He melted down into a
tiny blue ball with a fuzzy blue glow around it. He buzzed around
my head a couple of times and touched me on the cheek like he was try’n
to kiss me. It was like his whole being went through me. It
was him, all right,— it was yore’ Uncle Seth. I could feel him, I
could smell him, and I knew without a doubt it was him.”
“That’s
wonderful, Bubba. Sounds like he’s beginning to gain shape and
mass even if he becomes jes’ a small blue light. Maybe our
prayers are working. I hope so.”
* * * * * * *
After we helped
clean up the kitchen and put the dishes away, we sat in Bubba’s living
room and talked for a couple of hours. By that time it was
getting late and Bubba told Gip there probably would be a handful of
folks coming to the ranch to rodeo with them the next day. Gip
decided he and his boys would turn in and get an early start in the
morning. Gip, little Gip, Waddie Buck, Vince and Seth, left for
the barn. Bubba and I were left in the house by ourselves.
I had a feeling Vince and Seth wanted to sleep in the barn to give us
our privacy. Bubba confirmed it.
“Them boys a’
mine are damn good boys. They knew we wanted to be together so
they got their heads together and decided to bunk it in with Gip and
his boys to give us some privacy.”
“They didn’t
have to do that. Hell,— I ain’t shy.”
“‘At’s jes’ they
way they are.” said Bubba, “‘Sides, they think the world of
the sheriff and his boys. Any chance they can get to ogle at them
men in the raw they’re gonna take. If I ain’t wrong in my
guestimation, Gip’s boys is jest as interested in seeing my boys in the
all together.” we shared a laugh.
I was sitting on
a huge, black leather sofa and Bubba was in his favorite easy chair
next to a big, walk-in fireplace. I looked at him and winked.
“‘S’awful damn
lonely on this big couch by myself, big man.”
“Ya’ont some
company, cowboy?”
“Wouldn’t mind a
bit, Mr. Swansey.” Bubba smiled real big at me calling him Mr.
Swansey.
I never saw a
big man move so fast. I thought he was going to break a
leg. I started to laugh, but didn’t even have time to get it out
when he threw his big arms around me, pulled me up to him and covered
my mouth with his. I moaned as Bubba began to kiss me deeply and
passionately. I didn’t hold back from him either. I
fantasized how it might feel to be held in the big man’s arms and feel
his full bushy beard and mustache making love to me. I jacked-off
several times thinking about him. Bubba wasn’t a
good looking man by any stretch of the imagination, but he had a raw,
animal sex appeal that shook me to my core. When I was around him
all I could think of was how far up my butt he probably could crawl
into my ass. Between him and the sheriff, I kept an erection the
whole weekend.
“You come highly
recommended, bear man.”
“Really,— by
who?”
“The sheriff,
little Gip, but most of all, my daddy.”
“No shit!
Yore' old man told ju’ that?”
“I swear,
Bubba,— he done told me you had about the sweetest taste’n dick he ever
had melt in his mouth.”
Bubba threw back
his head and roared with laughter.
“I know he said
that. Sounds jes’ about like some’um ole Vince, my darlin’
brother, would say. God, I love that man. I think I’m
falling in love with his boy, too. Don’t git me wrong, Son.
Ain’t the kinda man what falls in love at the drop of a hat and gits
real clutchy. I mean I’s fall’n in love with you as family, like
I love yore’ old man and our little brother, Seth. Damnation,
ever’ damn time I look into yore’ eyes, I see my little brother look’n
back at me. Sometimes it shake me to my core.”
“Dad and Cousin
Rance tell me the same thing. They say sometimes they could swear
Seth Quee was inside me looking out at them. I guess, in a way,
he is. I done told ju’ about what Girz told me about my uncle
giving me a spark from his soul as well as my mom and dad. Said
there ain’t a lot of men walking around with a soul what three good
folks contributed to.”
“You ready for
old Bubba to make a little love to you, cowboy? Old Bubba may not
be good for much, but he shore’ as hell knows how to take care of a
pretty little cowboy butt and teach it to sing a new song.”
“And what song
might that be, big man?”
“I ain’t sure a’
the melody, but the words are about satisfaction and contentment.
Sort a goes like the old ‘Rolling Stones’ song, ‘cep’n the words is a
little different,— ‘I done goy my, sat-is-faction!’ he mimicked
Jagger.
“You
sure? The sheriff done told me you was a demon in the sack.”
“Aww,— I have to
be with the sheriff. He gits a lot of things built up inside ‘em
until he’s about to explode. He calls me up, comes visit for a
night, or I drive in and visit him at his office. After I adjust
his attitude for ‘em by throwing a couple a mean-ass fucks into ‘em,
ole Gip’s calms right down. He becomes a new man,— contented,—
all quiet and peaceful-like. Nothing seems to git to him after a
good, rough-ride’n, rawhide session on the end of old Bubba’s
dick. He’s good fer about three to six months and then I gits me
another phone call. I never say no,— I know how much it means to
‘em, and it damn shore’ means a lot to me. I love that man jes’
like I love yore’ daddy.
There’s an
apartment for the sheriff behind the station. It was always used
for storage ‘til his granddaddy, Buck Claymore, become sheriff.
Ole Buck,— he turned it back into a comfortable little apartment where
he could relax with his chief deputy and a couple of his
deputies. Quinton Tate was his main fuck.
Quinton Tate was
the best look’n man I ever did see. Buck used to fuck the b’jesus
out a’ ole Quinton after a hard day at the station. ‘A ‘course
he’d pay Quinton overtime. It was a joke between ‘em.
Quinton worshiped Buck and would a’ offered his butt up to ole Buck fer
nothing any damn time he wanted it. Buck and Lyle Rawlings fucked
ole Quinton for forty years,— even after he got married and had four
kids. Quinton weren’t about to give those men up.
Buck’s Chief
Deputy, Lyle Rawlings, used to scratch ole Buck’s itch to keep him on
the straight and narrow. Buck used to call Lyle his deputy in
charge of keeping the sheriff sane. I guess I do the same for his
grandson. I keep the sheriff from going off the deep end by
scratching his itch. I’m damn proud to do it for ‘em, too.
I love Gip and his boys like they’s my own blood. I turn the
tables on ole Gip now and again. I throw my butt in the air and
tell him to fuck it! Gip can scratch my itch pert-damn good
his-self.
I don’t never
think for a minute Gip’s unstable and would go crazy if’n he didn’t git
what I give ‘em; however, he’s the one what tells me it helps him git
through the rough spots. I’d do that for any man what was in
need; ‘sides, I dearly love to crawl up into Gip’s ass. He’s got
one of the most fuckable ass’s I ever did see on a man,— almost as
per’tie as your’n.” Bubba stole a kiss and chuckled, then
continued, “But for a young cowpoke, like yore’self,” Bubba
smiled at me, “ole Bubba knows how to make sweet love’n to a fine
piece a’ cowboy butt,— make ‘em a better cowboy, too.”
“But, what if’n
a cowboy needs the same kinda fuck’n you give the sheriff to iron out
the kinks and git all the meanness out a’ him he’s got built up inside
‘em?”
“I can tell what
kinda fuck’n a cowboy needs a couple of minutes after I gits my ole
dick in ‘em. His body will tell me ever’ thing I need to
know. Then, I give ‘em what he needs.”
The
self-assuredness of any man was always a big turn on for me, but in
Bubba’s case it was the pinnacle of turn ons. Bubba was the Mount
Everest of self-assuredness. He wasn’t braggadocios or
conceited,— he was just very sure of himself. From the stories
I’d heard and the reverent way the men who told me spoke of him, I had
to believe him. He wasn’t just a blowhard who couldn’t
deliver. He was a simple man who knew what he was capable
of. He knew his own self worth.
We were sitting
there on the couch feeling each other growing in our Wranglers leaking
pre-come until there was wet spots the size of a silver dollar at each
of our crotches. I looked down at the bulge in his Wranglers, his
wet spot and smiled.
“‘Bout time I
excused myself and headed for your shower to clean myself. It’ll
take me a while, so don’t worry about me none. I’ll be out soon’s
I finish.”
“Maybe I should
git in there and clean up before you, Son.” Bubba offered.
“Naw,— you be
fine jes’ the way you is. I like a cowboy what’s gonna’ fuck me
to smell like a man.”
“Gip’s the same
damn way. He don’t want me going near a shower before I fuck ‘em.”
* * * * * * *
Bubba suggested
we retire to his bedroom. I was in full agreement. I
followed him in and he was a little surprised when I proceeded to
undress him. I don’t think he ever had anyone do that for him
before. He smiled real big, but didn’t try to stop me. He
seemed to enjoy the attention. It unbuttoned and removed his nice
Western shirt. I turned around and pulled one of his big cowboy
boots up between my legs. He put his other boot on my butt and
gently pushed. The boot slipped off with no problem. We
repeated the same action for his other boot. I set them against
the wall along with his other boots. I removed his socks. I
asked him to stand and he did.
I fell to my
knees, undid his huge, rodeo belt buckle, opened his Wranglers, reached
inside and brought out his big cock and balls. It was a fine
piece of manhood and his balls looked like they’d been taken off a
Brahma bull and transplanted onto him. He smelled
wonderful. I couldn’t help pay homage to his equipment. I
gently held his big ball sack, kissed and licked each of his
magnificent testicles. I ran my tongue around on them, chasing
them around in their low hanging sacks receiving the full taste of
his masculine flavor in my mouth. I took his almost
completely hard penis in my hand and gently kissed the head that was
slightly exposed from his foreskin. I teased his piss hole with
my tongue, and I heard Bubba suck in air into his lungs. He let
it out with a relaxed sigh. While I continued to hold his big
dick, I looked up at him.
“May I take it
in my mouth, Sir, and have a taste?” I respectfully asked him.
“Yore’ Master
done taught chu’ good, boy. Of course you may have a taste.”
I took just the
head of his cock and ran my tongue under and around his foreskin.
I thought Bubba was going to collapse. He had to sit down on the
bed for me to finish. I cleaned him good and received the
full flavor of his masculine goodness bursting into my mouth like a
sexual aphrodisiac. Bubba moaned a few times, then gently place
his hands behind my head to pull me further onto his enormous
shaft. He easily slipped down my throat.
I began to
wonder, if he tasted and felt this good to my mouth and throat, what
would he feel like up my butt. My asshole was twitching in
anticipation. I sucked on him for a good while until he was
roaring hard, then I stopped and kissed the full head of his manhood
one more time. I excused myself, got my bag and went to his
bathroom.
Bubba and his
boys remodeled their baths. They moved out the old claw-foot bath
tubs to the barn area and used them for watering troughs for the
horses. Their baths were clean, bright and had modern tubs with a
shower. It didn’t take me long to clean myself and insert my
plug. I didn’t even hesitate. I somehow knew Bubba was
going to love that little extra. When I was
finished I returned to Bubba’s bedroom to find him sitting up in bed
reading a book he kept by his bedside. The only light on in the
room was the lamp on the night table by his side of the bed. He
smiled when he saw me, then whistled softly as he got another good look
at my nude body. He opened his cowboy arms to me, and I was on
his bed in an instant being held tightly by the big man. I felt I
was in the safe arms of a good hearted, loving man.
“I cain’t git
over how much you look like your uncle, Casey. All the way down
to yore’ ‘longhorn.’” he chuckled. “Your uncle and
granddaddy was the only men I ever ran into in my life who were as big
or bigger’n me.”
Bubba reached
down with one hand and grabbed himself a handful of my dick and started
playing with it. He grinned real big at me, and we joined in a
kiss. He moved his hands to my butt and cupped each cheek of my
ass as he pulled me up closer to him. I knew it wouldn’t take him
long to find my plug. I laughed to myself anticipating his
reaction.
Sure enough, his
right hand searched to find my hole to start playing with it, but his
fingers felt my plug. He felt all around and moaned deeply as we
kissed. We broke off, and he grinned like a kid in a candy store.
“‘What’s that in
yore’ butt, Son? Is that a chastity device to keep me out?”
he sounded a bit disappointed. It suddenly occurred to me, maybe
Bubba never saw a butt plug before and didn’t know what it was.
Naw, Sir.
It’s for yore' benefit, Bubba. It stretches my hole so when you
git’s ready to fuck me, all ya’ gotta’ do is pop it out and replace it
with yore’ dick. You don’t have to take no time worry’n about
loosen’n me up or hurt’n me none. You can jes’ start fuck’n right
away.”
“Really?
That sounds hot.” He commented with a bit more interest and
enthusiasm while thoroughly exploring my plug with his fingers.
Bubba’s dick
suddenly shot up to full salute. In his full glory Bubba’s cock
was about an inch longer than mine but not as big around. That
was all right with me. Bubba’s dick looked like it was built for
comfort.
“You wear that
for yore’ daddy, Son?”
“Yes, Sir.
My little brother, Logan Wainright, learned to wear one and wore it all
the while my brother Dwayne and me was away playing cowboys for Cousin
Rance. My dad liked it so well he couldn’t talk about nothing
else when I got back but how convenient it was. He could fuck my
little brother, clean ‘em up, pop his plug back in and if’n he wanted
to fuck ‘em again in the night, he didn’t have to waste no time
loosen’n ‘em up again. He jes’ popped it out and went into fuck’n
‘em. I got my brother, Dwayne, to teach me to wear one and
surprised my daddy. I sleep with it most ever’ night.”
“Damn,— that’s
really hot. You kin sleep with it in you?”
“Yes, Sir.
I got so use to it, it’s hard to get to sleep without it.”
“I never hear’d
of such a thing. I gotta’ try this.” Bubba patted me on my
butt as a signal to position myself for fucking.
I rolled on my
back, Bubba put both pillows behind my head, and I pulled my knees up
to my chest. Bubba got his first good look at my plug. He
grinned real big then whistled. He reached over to his night
table, opened a door on the bottom and retrieved a small
towel. He reached up and turned out his light. There
was still plenty of ambient light from the hallway and a small light he
left on in his bathroom all night.
“You ready,
cowboy?” he smiled and asked softly.
“I couldn’t be
more ready, cowboy.” I grinned at him as I answered.
“How do I take
it out?”
“Put chore’
thumb and forefinger tight around the base and with one quick movement,
pop it out into yore’ towel. Then,— jes’ fill me up with yore’
big cowboy dick, Sir.”
“Damn,— that’s
hot! You really turn me on, boy.”
“The feelin’s
mutual, cowboy.” I told him.
Without further
instructions or hesitation the big man did as instructed and popped the
plug out of my ass and into his towel. Once again he let out a
low whistle when he saw the size of my plug. He set it aside
positioned the head of his big dick at my backdoor and drove it
home. I reached behind him and grabbed his butt. I tried to
pull more of him into me. His big cowboy dick tasted mighty fine
to my ass, and I wanted every inch I could get in me.
I felt Bubba’s
big body instantly relax as he held his cock in me to the hilt.
He leaned into me on his elbows, put his hands under my back, held my
shoulders as he put his mouth over mine and kissed me
passionately. While we were kissing I felt Bubba pull his big
dick out of me to the head and let the weight of his hips slowly but
surely sink it back into me. He did it a couple more times.
Each time I would grab his butt cheeks and try to pull him further into
me. He broke off our kiss.
“Umm-hmm,— I kin
see why yore’ daddy likes you to wear that plug. I kin also tell
with them strokes in yore’ ass you need a good, hard fuck’n. You
need old Bubba to fuck all that meanness out a’ you,— make you a sweet
cowboy again.”
“Oh, yes,
Bubba. I got me a powerful lot of meanness built up inside a’
me. I’d shore’ ‘nuff appreciate you fuck’n it out a’ me.
Don’t know how much longer I kin fight against it, Sir, if’n you don’t
help me out. You shore’ would be doing me a big favor, Sir.”
“Don’t chu’
worry none, cowboy,— Bubba’s gonna’ scratch that itch a’ yours,— but
good.”
With that, I
knew the talk was over and Bubba was going to settle in for a good
ride. I locked my feet around his waist so I could pull myself
back onto his cock as he fucked me,— and fuck me he did. To
compare men you have sex with is vain. Each man brings a
different approach and attitude to the fuck. Most younger men I
ever went with were mostly interested in getting their rocks off.
It was sort of like letting them use your ass to jack themselves off
in. Instead of using their hand, my ass became just a substitute.
That’s all
right,— Lord knows, when I was younger, I was guilty of it myself;
however, starting out in life with older, mature, more
experienced men I learned a great lesson. Ejaculation is
certainly a wonderful feeling, but more than half the fun is getting
there,— not only for the fuckor but for the fuckee as well. If a
younger man crawls in your ass, takes a dozen strokes and spills his
seed,— it just ain’t enough. It leaves your ass hungry for more.
Ah,— but when an
older man fucks you, he knows, to satisfy you as well as himself, he
has to give your ass the fucking it needs. He has to take all the
goodness from your ass he needs and in return he takes care of your
needs. Your needs are to give to him and let him take what he
needs. My dad and Master Waddie are like that. The sheriff
certainly is, although he has to time his fucks around the limited
periods he can get away from his family and be alone with me.
I knew beyond a
shadow of a doubt, I was getting fucked by a man who wouldn’t consider
shooting his load until he took all he wanted and needed from my
ass. Bubba could feel my strong need to give to him. It
might be argued, if a cowboy offers up his ass to you for fucking,—
it’s just down right rude and selfish not to accept the man’s gift and
put it to good use.
And, put my ass
to good use, he did. Bubba’s fucking might easily be compared to
an art form, almost comparable to the sonata allegro. He started
fucking me with a theme of about half a dozen well placed, deep strokes
and began to built on that motif. He was relentless in his
fucking and kept returning to his original theme of about six well
placed deep strokes. He would pause for a moment then start over
again.
He fucked me
until I thought I was going to climb a tree; however, I found the more
I worked with him and presented my ass to him, the more I got into the
total spirit of his fuck. I found myself slamming my ass up and
to the base of his raging cock to meet his every stroke. I felt a
change coming in his fucking. He slowly brought his fucking down
to a stop. We made a little more love, and I began to wonder if
that was all. I should’ve known,— that was just the end of the
first movement.
After making a
little love, Bubba started in again. This time it was a slow and
gentle movement,— almost pastorale in content,— sweet and
bucolic. He fucked me so sweetly for over half an hour, I thought
I was going to scream. Bubba took me to new heights I’d never
been before, and it was all through his relentless gentle
fucking. At one point I wished I’d been wearing my boots and
spurs.
While his gentle
fucking was the stuff of dreams, the sweeter he fucked me the more I
wanted him to fuck me as hard and savagely as he could. The big
cowboy knew what he was doing. He was taking care of business,
his business as well as mine. Never before had I been fucked by a
man who put so much thought into his fucking. He was fucking me
this way to get me ready for his final movement.
It suddenly
occurred to me, when and if he did ride me down hard,— I would be so
ready for it. I didn’t say a word. I figured this cowboy
was a fuck to be reckoned with any way he chose to fuck me. He
took immediate control, right from the start, and he was doing one hell
of a bang up job so far, I wasn’t going to make any suggestions.
I was glad I didn’t.
He stopped
completely for a few more minutes, and I relaxed my legs from around
his back. We made a bit more love. He began to move around
inside of me as if calling me back to the fuck from his brief
intermission. I had just a few minutes relief to relax, take my
seat and return to his performance. The finale was about to begin.
His last
movement might be compared to a raucous finale, complete with a coda
which pretty well covered every highlight of his pervious
fucking. To say I was moved by his performance was an
understatement. I was moved to tears,— not from pain, but from
the sheer ecstacy of his fuck. His fucking demanded my full
participation. This was not a fuck you could allow to wash over
you as you laid back and played Mr. Funbuns. Bubba was a serious
fucker!
Bubba started
his finale with the same half a dozen deep strokes and went from
there. He fucked me deep and hard for a good, long while as I
tried to make myself available to his strokes and make my ass as tight
as possible for him. The way he was fucking me I had no choice
but to give him my all. He was using my ass for his fullest
enjoyment and damn well expected me to give him what he needed.
I had no problem
with that. The more I gave to him, the more he took until
something happened deep within me. I simply could not keep my
asshole tight anymore against his relentless strokes. My hole
suddenly opened to him like a prairie flower at dawn.
“Oh, God,
cowboy. That’s the good stuff. Woah, that’s good!
Damnation,— that be some fine fucking in that little ass a’
your’n. You done give it up to me, Son! You stayed with me
the whole ride, cowboy. You be a fine buckaroo to ride ole
Bubba’s big cayuse like ya’ done. Hang on tight, cowboy!
I’m gonna’ ride ju’ home!”
“Ride me home,
cowboy. Slap some leather and take us to the barn. Harder,
cowboy! Show me what chu’ got, buckaroo! Tame this
pony! Ride all that meanness out a’ him! Fuck me harder,
Bubba!”
I thought my ass
was going to fall off. I had no resistance in my hole against the
hard fucking onslaughts of his big cock. He was fucking me like
this moment was the whipped cream on his dessert. In another
minute I knew I would be filled with his sweet, hot, cowboy cream.
“NOW,
cowboy!” Bubba hollered, “Give me everything ya’ got!
Clamp that little cowboy hole own on Bubba’s dick, Son!”
I don’t know
were it came from. I had nothing left to pucker with, but there
came a warm glow from deep within my gut. It told me to
try. I had to please this big man who had fucked me so
mightily. It was like a miracle I felt my hole began to once
again tighten around Bubba’s big dick. I pushed my ass up to meet
each stroke and managed to clamp down on him with each one.
“Oh, God,
Casey. You fuck jes’ like yore’ uncle. He was jes’ like
you, Son. He’d work with me to the end. He was one of the
few men who could ever stay with me. I can’t hold it no
more! You ready to receive my cowboy load, boy?”
“I need it,
Bubba! I need you to unload inside me so bad! Git it,
cowboy! You tamed this bronc,— now take your prize!”
Bubba finished
his piece with the same six deep strokes he started fucking me
with. He slammed the last one into me and held his big, cowboy
penis tight in my ass as he began to ejaculate.
“Oh, God,— I’m
coming, Son, — arrrggghhhh!” I could feel his
big dick shooting into my ass, filling me with his goodness. I
began to milk his cock to get all of it out of him. About the
third time I slammed my ass up to the base of his manhood, I could feel
my eruption boiling up inside me. I began to shoot my load in
waves. Each time I shot, Bubba could feel my hole clamp around
his dick in spasms. Every time he withdrew and slammed his big
cock back into me, he would prompt another volley of my
come. He repeated his action a couple more times until he was
sure he fucked all the meanness out of me.
I relaxed into
an exhausted state,— un petit mort. I was thoroughly drained, and
I suspected Bubba was, too. He collapsed on top of me with his
dick still way up inside my ass. It was a moment of ecstacy
between two men when you’re sure the act of coming must be part of a
spiritual happening. I began to wonder if,— at that moment,— we
might be the closest to touching the heart of the universe than at any
other time in our lives?
“Damn, cowboy,—
” Bubba started but didn’t finish.
“Yeah,—” I
responded like I knew what he was saying without more words. “You
done fucked all that meanness out a’ me, cowboy.” I whispered to
him as I stole a kiss. “Thanks. You’re right,— I’ll be a
better cowboy tomorrow.”
“I should be the
one thank’n you, Son. That was some fine ass fuck’n.”
“Shore’ ‘nuff
was, cowboy.” I confirmed.
We lay hooked
together for a good while afterward, stealing kisses and talking
quietly. Bubba finally lost his erection and slipped out of my
ass. He gently cleaned me with his towel. “Ya’ont me ta’
put chore’ plug back if for ya,’ cowboy?”
“Yes, Sir.
Put it back in jes’ the way you done took it out.”
Bubba wasn’t shy
and popped my plug back in like a pro; however, he winced at the size
of it, and grinned at me wickedly.
“So,— you gonna’
sleep with it the rest of the night, Son?”
“Yes, Sir,— if’n
you git a hanker’n for some more cowboy butt during the night,
ya’ don’t have ta’ worry none about waking me up and git’n me
primed. All you gotta’ do is pop it out and replace it with yore’
fine cowboy dick and go to fuck’n.”
“Woah,
dogies! That’s like leaving a kid alone in a candy store.
You know I’m gonna’ want more.”
“Take all you
want, cowboy. S’long as I’m bunk’n it in with you,— my ass is
yours. Wouldn’t mind a big ole taste of yore’ dick, neither.”
“I enjoy a good
blow job from time to time. My oldest boy’s got pretty good at
suck’n me off. I weren’t gonna’ let ‘em, but he kept after me,—
begging me. One afternoon I was so horny I decided, what the
hell, if’n the boy wants it, let ‘em have it. I never have been
one-way with my boys. I wouldn’t ask ‘em to do nothing for me I
wouldn’t do for them. Seth Quee is a little young, yet; however,
Vince done told me he’s asked him to play with him several times.
Them boys have formed a bond almost as tight as yore’ daddy and his
brother.”
“You know what
my dad told me about chu,’ Bubba?”
“No,— what?”
“He told me not
to go around ju’ ‘cause I’d shore’ ‘nuff fall in love with ya’ if’n I
did.” I laughed, “He’s right,— I did.”
“Y’ain’t alone,
cowboy. I know the sheriff’s got first dibs on ya,’ but I’d take
you on as one a’ my boys in a heartbeat. God,— I hope and pray I
git to see my bubba Vincent again and tell him how much I love ‘em.”
“I have a
feeling you will, Bubba.”
We lay there for
a while longer stealing kisses from each other. I was so
satisfied and relaxed I was about to drift off to sleep when Bubba
spoke to me.
“Look over
there,— in the corner, Casey.”
I looked to the
corner where Bubba pointed, and near the floor was almost a pinpoint of
a small bluish light. It seemed like it was surrounded by a fuzzy
ball glowing the same color. It was amazing; however, I wasn’t
frightened at all. I knew from Bubba telling me about the blue
light it had to be my uncle.
“What a’ we do,
Bubba?” I asked.
“Nothing,— it’s
up to him,— what he wants to do. I don’t know how to deal with
him in this form. You wanna’ try talking to him?”
“I’ll give it a
shot. Howdy, Uncle Seth,— ya’ wanna’ come over here and
join us?”
Bubba sucked in
air through his teeth as the small blue light slowly moved around the
room then shot over to us and settled in between us on the bed.
“What
now?” asked Bubba a little shaken.
“Try to
communicate with him, I guess.” I replied. “Ju’ watch
Bubba’n me fucking, Uncle Seth?” The light jumped up and
down. Bubba chuckled.
“Guess that’ud
be a ‘yes.’” he grinned.
“Hope ya’
weren’t upset by us.” I said.
The light moved
from side to side.
“Guess that’s a
‘no.’” I told Bubba.
“You get’n
stronger, Uncle Seth? Things becoming a little clearer to ya’?”
The light jumped
up and down like it was excited.
“I got everybody
praying for ya.’ I got a friend who knows about these things and
he’s helping me. He said you’d soon start to notice you’re
getting stronger and things ain’t so confusing to ya.’”
The light got
more and more excited, flew up around my head several times and touched
me on the cheek. It moved to Bubba and did the same to him.
Then, it flew up and out of the room. Bubba and I were stunned
“I think we
better say our prayers before we go to sleep. We take it for
granted how good we have it and what we jes’ shared. I guess it’s
only right we think on our brother and pray for him.” Bubba said
quietly.
“Amen to that,
Bubba.”
We held hands
and spoke our prayers. When we finished we were even more closely
drawn to each other. We slept the dreams of two men who genuinely
loved and cared about each other. I don’t think Bubba let me go
all night, except, of course, to take advantage of my offer. I
felt my plug pop out of my ass in the wee small hours of the morning,
and the big cowboy fucked me again ever so sweetly. He shot his
load, grabbed my dick just as he was coming, and I exploded into the
towel he gave me. He cleaned my ass and once again plugged my
hole.
Early the next
morning I rolled over and got me a big ole taste of his fine cowboy
dick. As the sun was barely peaking over the horizon, I sucked
the big man off. I had to agree with my dad, Bubba’s dick was one
of the finest tasting things I ever had in my mouth. His come
tasted like a big bear’s should,— strong and wild,— with just a hint of
clover. Next to a fine piece of cowboy butt,— all bears love
clover honey.
End of Chapter
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