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Marigold, Part 17
by
Vulgar Argot
(rom, FF, MF-nosex)
It took Dawn several
minutes to stop shaking with rage. She sat on a small stone bench at the edge
of
She pointed to the
cigarette in his mouth, "Give me one of those."
"You smoke now?"
asked Jake, drawing out the pack.
"Only when I'm upset,"
said Dawn. She accepted the cigarette and let Jake light it.
Jake stood on the far side
of the path. Both of them smoked without talking for about a half a
cigarette.
Jake said, "I don't
know this
Dawn's eyes flashed
angrily, "Don't tell me you're on his side..."
Jake shook his head in the
negative as he drew deeply on the last puff of his cigarette. Then, he
dropped it on the path and ground it out emphatically, far more so than fire
safety would require, as if he were carefully considering his next words.
"I don't take
side," he said finally, "But, I've seen Mrs. Vandevoort in action.
If she sets her sights on you, you'd have to be gay or dead and preferably
both not to have a hard time saying no."
"What about you?"
asked Dawn, "You said you didn't sleep with her."
"I'm just a lackey," said Jake, lighting another cigarette,
"That kept me off her radar. She came on to me five or six times as a
matter of form. But, she's smart. If she'd been caught with me, I'd be fired
and she'd still be stuck."
Dawn looked up at him
angrily, "What are you doing working for Ivan Vandevoort anyway?"
"Delivering
messages," said Jake, "That's it."
"You don't hurt people
for him, do you?"
"Jesus, no," said
Jake, "This is Ivan Vandevoort, not John Gotti. I don't always get to
deal with the cream of society. But, there's nothing like that. Some
industrial espionage, maybe. That's about it."
"But, why are you
working for him at all?" asked Dawn.
"I've got to make a
living, Wildcat," said Jake, "I'm still trying to start my career
as a journalist. I get a steady stream of freelance pieces, but not enough to
pay the bills."
"He's not a good
person, Jake," said Dawn gravely.
"I know," said
Jake sighing, "But, if four years of J-School have taught me anything,
it's that there are very few really good people out there. Besides, what
about your friend,
Dawn bit her lip. She
wanted to defend
They spent a little bit of
time catching up. When Jake asked how her older sister was doing, Dawn had to
admit that she hadn't heard anything since around Christmas-time, which was
not an uncommon amount of time to go without contact.
Finally, Jake said,
"Wildcat, as much fun as it has been catching up, I really am pretty
close to dead on my feet. I've got work to do Monday morning and I've been on
my feet for about twenty-six hours. Do you want a ride home or
somewhere?"
Dawn stood and hugged him,
"No. Thanks, though. Take care, Brute Squad. And, don't be a stranger. I
know you remember my phone number."
Jake smiled as they walked
back towards the house, "How are your folks?"
"Dysfunctional as
ever," said Dawn, "but mostly harmless."
"Still together?"
asked Jake. When Dawn nodded, he added, "Damn. Who would have
thought?"
"They'll be together
forever," said Dawn, "They live to make each other miserable. It's
much more efficient to live in the same house if you're going to do
that."
Jake nodded and went around
the side of the house. Dawn went back inside.
Dawn looked down at her own nails, worried short like a boy's, covered with
only a thin coat of clear polish and frowned. They weren't the sort of nails
you would imagine drawing an angry, scarlet line across a man's back in a
moment of passion--or his belly for that matter. Tilting her head to one
side, she tried to figure out how a woman would get her hand down there at
the appropriate time. She didn't come up with an answer, but found herself
blushing as she considered the possibilities.
Dawn thought about
Marigold. She wondered what the protocol was for dealing with your
girlfriend's boyfriend. She knew she was on dangerous ground with
When Dawn had felt the
handcuffs go on, she'd really thought that she'd just pushed him too far,
either with the constant flirting or by sleeping with Marigold. She shivered
a little at the idea of
Finally, Dawn examined her
anger towards
Dawn abandoned that line of
thought. It was too confusing and too likely to make Dawn feel horrible about
herself. She'd been in an extended manic phase for
weeks and knew that the coming crash would probably bring her down hard. The
new medication had worked less than a year before it stopped doing anything
about the peaks and troughs. She really needed to get back to the doctor.
But, any time she mentioned the doctor, it was the beginning of another fight
among her and her parents. Her mother was convinced that her problems were
all in her head and just an excuse. Her father wanted to help, but couldn't
stay on topic long enough for the ensuing battle to reach anything
approaching a conclusion. It would take a week of screaming before she got
what she needed. Half the time, the fight brought on the depressive episode
she'd been trying to prevent.
Hugging her knees to her
chest, Dawn watched
Remembering her anger at
him, Dawn focused on the question of where it had come from. She found it
hard to concentrate on an idea too long without losing her focus. That was
another problem with another pill to supposedly deal with it. She'd actually
lost most of her anger at
Scowling at
His reaction seemed instantaneous,
his hand flying up and catching her wrist, pulling it away from his face
before his eyes even opened. When he saw Dawn, he released her wrist warily.
"Sorry," he said,
rising, "I thought you were slapping me again."
"No," said Dawn,
smiling at his back, "I thought I would take a short break from the
slapping so you could drive me to
Dawn paled. At the same
time, she had to fight the urge to jump up and slap him immediately, just to
find out what would happen. Instead, she said, "It's almost two. We
should get going."
Dawn was still flipping
through the channels on TV, trying to find something to amuse herself when
Dawn stopped giggling long
enough to say, "Somehow, I just never pictured you doing laundry."
"Why?" asked
That made
Dawn giggle
more.
Sitting down at the
computer, he began taking an array of cameras, microphones, and devices that
Dawn didn't recognize out of the box, linking them up one by one to the
computer, then putting them back into the box. Eventually, he came to one
microphone that he kept hooked up to the computer for a little bit longer
than the others. When he unplugged it, he grunted and laid it aside. Dawn
watched with interest as he finished testing the rest of the units, then took
the box downstairs.
When he came back upstairs,
Dawn asked, "What was that all about?"
"What an efficient spy
you are," said Dawn.
"I wish," said
Dawn looked around
suspiciously, "Do you keep this place bugged?"
"No," said
"Why don't you bug
this place?" Dawn asked.
"Because any
surveillance can be used against you if it's found," said
"How do you know they
don't just have their own cameras and mikes?" asked Dawn.
"I doubt they would
resort to that," said
"Why not?" asked
Dawn.
"Because," said
Dawn chuckled before she
realized that
"What do you mean it
doesn't matter?" asked Dawn sharply, "You'd still be dead."
"I'm sorry," said
"
Dawn nodded, wondering
where this was going.
"Of course," said
Dawn.
"Do you want
her?" asked
"I...um. I never
thought about it," Dawn lied.
"Well, I did
once," said
"Okay," said
Dawn, "What does all this have to do with me conspiring against
you?"
"Brianne and The
Vandevoorts offered me all of it," said Thule, "practically in one
day--enough money to pay for the first two years of MIT, Ioke, and the
promise that there was far more money and pussy available if I just played
ball. And, in spite of everything I'd done up until that point and all the
reasons I had to hate them, I seriously considered it, not just for a second,
but for a whole day. I realized that I could do it. Surveillance isn't the
only thing they can turn against you. It's everything you do to your head to
make yourself able to challenge them. All the tricks, all the techniques, all
the chicanery--it's all the same techniques I would need to survive in their
world. I could do it, too. I'm good at it. Marigold and Jonas are sweet
people, but they don't have the tools to detect a viper in their midst.
Worse, they've already committed to love and trust me. They would be
defenseless."
Dawn nodded,
her eyes wide. A frisson of terror and something she did not want to examine
too closely ran down her spine.
"Me?" asked Dawn,
torn between being insulted and flattered to be on the list.
"Maybe not you,"
said
"What?" asked
Dawn, too shocked to be outraged.
"So I could spy on you
for her and Brianne," said Dawn, "I thought we established that."
"And, were you a very
effective spy, even when you didn't realize what you were doing?"
"No," said Dawn,
lowering her head, "I didn't tell them anything new."
"Why not?" asked
"I didn't know
anything they didn't already know," said Dawn, "I couldn't tell
them anything new."
"Marigold knows more
than they do," said
"Because you're in
love with her," said Dawn.
"Because I fucked
her," said
"They didn't,"
said Dawn, but her voice trailed off, "Oh, shit. They did."
"Because you're a
pig," suggested Dawn.
"Partially," said
"
"I'll keep your
secret," said
"
Dawn crouched in like she
was telling a secret, "Give me the cuffs--the ones you used on me."
"Because," said
Dawn, brushing her bangs out of her eyes, "one day, when this is all
over and we have the time, I want you to feel what it's like to have them
slapped on you when you don't expect it."
"I don't think you
want to do that," rumbled
Looking in his face, Dawn
shivered. She wanted to back down, but found she couldn't, "
"I heard that,"
called Dawn.
"You were supposed to
hear that," said
He handed her the keys.
Dawn shuddered at the look on his face. Then, he stood up and started
gathering the things he needed for the trip, "Let's get going."
Dawn stood up and picked up
her purse. "So," asked
Dawn nodded, "Sure.
Just like Batman and Robin."
"That," he said
emphatically, "is where we left off."
"I, um..." said
Dawn as intelligently as she could.
"Now," said
"I, um...what?"
asked Dawn.
"Do...you...drive?"
said
"I have a
license," said Dawn, "I've driven."
"Fine," said
"I haven't driven a
lot," said Dawn uncertainly, "Are you sure?"
In the car, Dawn took a
long time adjusting the seat and mirrors to her liking and steeling herself.
When she pulled up in front
of Marigold's house, Dawn looked in the rearview mirror.
Marigold answered the door,
smiling, "Hey, Dawn," she said, "where's
Dawn jerked a thumb towards
the car, "sleeping in the back seat. He had a long night."
"Poor thing,"
said Marigold, "Come on upstairs while I grab a few things for the
trip."
Holly waved at them as they
went upstairs. Dawn waved back.
Once they were in the
bedroom with the door closed, Marigold turned on Dawn, pushing her back
against the door, kissing her, pushing Dawn's lips open with her tongue.
Dawn's lips were still tingling from how
"Marigold," she
said sharply, trying to pull away, but stuck between her friend and the door,
"
"Oh," said
Marigold, one hand stroking Dawn's bottom, the other sliding inside her
panties, teasing her sphincter, "whatever would he do if he came up and
found us like this?"
Dawn closed her eyes, her
breathing ragged. Marigold kissed her throat. She shivered, spreading her
legs at the insistence of Marigold's hands.
Finally, she whispered,
"No," It came out weakly. Even Dawn didn't believe she meant it. A
little more evenly, she said, "Marigold, we have to go.
Marigold's finger was
inside of Dawn's underwear now, the tip tracing her clit. She looked up
curiously, "Who?"
"Your old
friend," said Dawn, trying to remember, "uumm...oo,
uh...Maya," she finally managed to blurt out.
"Oh," said
Marigold, withdrawing her hands, "of course. We should get going. I
packed enough clothes for both of us if we need to change. I had to guess a
little at your sizes. I hope what I chose doesn't look too...scandalous on
you."
"Jesus,
Marigold," said Dawn shakily, "are you
like that with
"No," said
Marigold, picking up a barrel-shaped bag, "with
"You do?" asked
Dawn, "Says who?"
"Says me,"
answered Marigold. Then, she counted off on her fingers, "I'm older. I'm
a senior; you're only a junior. And, I saw how you reacted when
"I..." said Dawn,
blushing, "Well, maybe I did. But, that was to being dominated by him,
not by you."
"Oh," said
Marigold pouting, "Does that mean you won't let me order you around and
bend you to my will?"
"I didn't say
that," said Dawn uncertainly.
"Good," said Marigold
gaily, "then let's get going. She wrapped her arm around Dawn's waist,
leading her out of the room. Halfway down the stairs, she called out,
"Mom, we're headed into
"Okay," said
Holly, poking her head out of the kitchen, "be safe."
Dawn froze a little to see
Marigold's mother. To Dawn, the arm around her waist was a clear admission of
what they'd done. But, by Holly's reaction, she didn't seem to see it as
anything other than an innocent gesture of friendship. Before Dawn could
worry about it much, they were out the front door and on the path.
"Marigold,"
whispered Dawn, "you're shameless. What are your parents going to do it
they figure out..."
"Well," said
Marigold, "I imagine it would put the kibosh on further unsupervised
sleepovers." Dawn helped her get the suitcase into the trunk. Marigold
took her usual seat and looked surprised when Dawn took the driver's seat.
She tsked.
"And here I was hoping
to make an excuse to join you in the backseat and get my hands on you for a
while," said Marigold, "I suppose you won't let me do that if
you're driving."
"Definitely not,"
said Dawn. She looked sharply over her shoulder at
"Nope," said
Marigold, "just happy. For the first time, I have a lover that I chose
entirely of my own free will. I even got to seduce you, which is something
that I've always wanted to do. I'm just feeling...happy."
Dawn faltered trying to put
the ignition key in and dropped
"No," said
Marigold apologetically, "I'm sorry, baby. I just always thought it
would be nice to be a seductress, even if just once--to have somebody want me
because I had driven them to the edge of madness with lust. I loved getting
you all worked up."
Dawn, sitting back up with
the keys in her hand, closed her eyes for a few seconds before she could say,
more or less evenly, "I loved it too. Now, please don't talk about it
anymore or we're liable to get in an accident."
Marigold nodded. Dawn
looked at her curiously, noting the mischievous smile on her older friend's
face, and wondering what she was in for.
-=-
Amazingly,
Marigold smirked, making it
clear she was avoiding an easy joke, "I've just been taking stock. I
feel like I've wasted the last four years of high school on Elliot." She
said the name disdainfully, wrinkling her nose as if she smelled something
bad, "It's not a new idea. Before
"Umm..." said
Dawn, unsure of how to answer that.
"I didn't know you at
the time," said Marigold, "not well, anyway. And, to look at you, I
never would have guessed that you were a virgin. You seemed like a bit of a
flirt."
"I was," admitted
Dawn, "I flirted with any guy I thought would protect me without
demanding too much. When I was a freshman, I would have killed for a guy like
Elliot."
Marigold started laughing,
"Dawn, he thought I was disgusting. He made me feel disgusting. And, he
never laid a hand on me, even when I wanted him to."
"He never laid a hand
on you," said Dawn, "and neither did anyone else. Mari, I don't
think you know how lucky that makes you at Mannsborough."
"He couldn't protect
me from
"Did you want to be
protected from
"Not in
hindsight," said Marigold, "But, at the time, it was pretty
scary."
"Well," said
Dawn, "
"You really like
him," said Marigold, "Don't you?"
"Elliot?" asked Dawn, "Can't stand him. Always thought he was a
prick."
Marigold laughed, "You
know who I mean."
"I...um," said
Dawn, "Was that our exit back there?"
"No," said
Marigold, "That was an obvious attempt to distract me from my
question."
"I flirt with him more
than I should," said Dawn, "I...he...There's just..."
"Dawn," said
Marigold, "I know you're attracted to him. I don't mind. It shows that
you have excellent taste in men. Why do you think he doesn't mind that I'm
with you?"
"I'm going with,
'because he's a guy,'" said Dawn.
Marigold laughed, "I'm
sure there's some truth to that. Why do you think I don't mind that you're
attracted to him?"
Dawn felt miserable,
"Because you know I would never betray you with him?"
Marigold laughed and her
eyes sparkled, "Dawn, would you take
"No," said Dawn
immediately, "of course not. How could I? You're so beautiful."
"Thank you," said
Marigold, "but that's not what I meant. If you were sleeping with him,
would you take
"I...don't know if I
understand the question."
"If you and
Dawn braked
a little short. In the back seat,
"Maybe this isn't the
time to talk about it," said Dawn, "I'm trying to drive."
"I agree that it's not
ideal," said Marigold, "I'll make this the last question. If the
situation I just mentioned were in place, would you be jealous of me and
"I'm jealous of you
and
"But, would you want
me out of the picture," asked Marigold, "so that it could just be
you and
Making sure she didn't take
her eyes off of the road, "If I weren't involved with you, too, I might.
I don't think I could do something like that if you and I weren't..."
Marigold nodded, "But,
we are."
Dawn asked, "You
wouldn't mind?"
"The thing I'm most
afraid of is that he's going to find somebody else, somebody better for him,
somebody more interesting," said Marigold, "and he's going to leave
me. If I tried to keep him monogamous, it would happen for sure. He'd be
monogamous with someone else before our freshman year was over."
"Oh, Mari," said
Dawn, "that's not true. He loves you so much."
"I like when you call
me that," said Marigold, her voice a little sad, "The way you say
it makes it sound French."
"Now you're trying to
distract me," said Dawn, "Did you just tell me you picked me out to
sleep with your boyfriend?"
"I know it sounds
funny..." said Marigold.
"The same way Brianne
picks out girls for Randy?" asked Dawn.
Marigold blanched,
"No. Not like that at all. Brianne picks out girls because they're
vulnerable, then pressures them into sleeping with
who she wants."
"So," asked Dawn,
"you haven't been throwing me at
"No," said
Marigold, starting to sound a little tremulous, "At least, I never meant
to. You seemed to like him. He seemed to like you. I didn't do it for
some...Oh, Dawn, I'm so sorry. I never meant to pressure you."
They drove most of the rest
of the way in silence. Finally, Marigold asked, "You're not attracted to
him?"
"That's not the
point," said Dawn, still feeling a little bit angry.
"No," agreed
Marigold, "It's not."
A few minutes later, Dawn
said, "You know I am."
"No pressure,"
said Marigold, almost immediately, "Whatever happens, we're still
friends."
"Are we
still...?" Dawn started to ask. Her face felt warm.
"I don't know,"
said Marigold, "That's all so new to me. I never thought about a girl
that way before. I know I would like to do it again," She smiled
broadly, "and again...and again."
"Dammit, Marigold, I'm
trying to drive," exclaimed Dawn.
"I can drive,"
said
Both girls grew pale at the
sound of his voice. Marigold found her voice first, "How much of our
conversation did you hear?"
"'Dammit, Marigold.
I'm trying to drive,'" repeated
-=-
"We're making really
good time," said Thule as he searched for a parking space, "I can
stay with you two while you get pierced if you like or I could go finds
something to amuse myself on St. Mark's."
"I'd like you to come
in," said Marigold, "I could use the moral support."
"For getting your ears
pierced?" asked Dawn, "It's over in like two seconds."
"Actually," said
Marigold, "I was thinking I would do my clit."
"You will not,"
said
Marigold looked indignant,
"Why not?"
"Why would you want to
pierce your clit?" asked
"Well," said
Marigold, "I was reading about it the Internet and..."
"I have got to teach
Jonas how to set up a parental filter," said
"I'm not a
child," said Marigold churlishly.
"Granted," said
"Everybody's got their
ears pierced," said Marigold, "even you, by the looks of it."
"Those have probably
closed," said
"I want to do
something different," said Marigold, "not just my ears. How about
my nipples?"
"No," said
Marigold's face was
accusatory, "You're in cahoots with him. I'm finally out from under
Jonas's watch and my boyfriend is in cahoots with him."
"Jonas is a good
man," said
"Fine," said
Marigold, "I'll do the ears and the belly button, then."
"Fine," said
As they walked along the
sidewalk, Dawn leaned close to Marigold, "You weren't really planning on
getting your clit pierced, were you?"
Marigold giggled, "No.
But, I didn't want any trouble over the belly button."
Dawn just shook her head.
"
"No, thank you,"
said
Marigold laughed, sliding
her hand under his shirt, rubbing it over his flat belly, "I think it
would be sexy."
Marigold nodded.
"I've never heard of a
straight guy with a pierced belly button," said
"Would you do it for
me?" asked Marigold.
"Your nipples?"
asked Marigold.
"No," said
"Hmmm. Which
one?" asked Marigold.
"Either one,"
said
"Do the right one,
then," said Marigold.
"Fine," said
Marigold fell back a few
steps so that
-=-
There was no line at the
shop. A woman standing up front, wearing enough examples of the piercing arts
to qualify as a showcase, showed them into the back room. As she walked, she
recited a list of the safety and health precautions they took to make sure that
the piercings would not get infected. Dawn didn't understand all of what she
said, but it sounded very reassuring.
"Those dresses are
good for navel piercing, no waistbands. You'll want to avoid waistbands for
at least two weeks. They can rub up against the piercing and irritate it. Who
wants to go first?"
Marigold went next.
"Did it hurt a
lot?" Dawn asked her, getting a little bit nervous now.
"Nah," said
Marigold, "the anticipation is much worse."
Dawn sat up on the chair,
hiking her dress up.
"Okay," said the
attendant, "this kind of underwear isn't going to work. Do you see where
the waistband is? Sometimes, it will ride up and that's a problem."
"I'll wait
outside," said
"Unless you want him
to stay and hold your hand," said Marigold. The attendant must have
heard something in Marigold's voice because she looked up, surprised.
Dawn realized that she
wouldn't have thought twice about taking off her underwear in front of
Still, Dawn wanted to be comforted
even than she wanted to glare, "Mari, would you hold my hand?"
"Of course," said
Marigold as
Dawn found that the navel
piercing hurt even less than she remembered her ears having been. She felt a
little silly for having made a big deal of wanting any moral support at all.
After she got up, the attendant said, "You'll want to wear underwear cut
like Marigold's for the next two weeks."
"I don't own any
underwear cut like Marigold's," said Dawn.
"Either get some or go
without," said the attendant.
After they had paid and
were out the door,
Marigold
said, "And find
somewhere
to get Dawn some sexy underwear."
Dawn looked at Marigold,
who was grinning at her, enjoying her ability to shock. Dawn decided she'd
had enough of that little game and said, "No rush. I'll just be careful
how I sit." Marigold gave her an appraising glance, eyes lingering on
where the hemline fell on her dress, just above the knee. Dawn just smiled at
her, "After all, I've got
-=-
When they walked into the
Spy Shop, a salesman immediately detached himself from what he was doing and
came over to shake
"Heya,
"For Heather?"
asked
"Not as such, but
she's made it pretty clear she would say yes," said Cam, "Boy, am I
glad to see you. This could put me over the top."
"Oh," said
"Sure,"
"Come on," said
Marigold, taking Dawn by the arm, "I can see that
So, off they went. For the
next half hour, Dawn and Marigold went window shopping. Marigold was so
flirtatious and funny that Dawn scarcely recognized her from the girl she'd
followed over to the geek table at lunch a few weeks before. She worried that
Marigold was going to try to cram four years of wildness into the last five
weeks of school. But, the worry was deep in the back of her mind. Mostly, she
just enjoyed being out and being seen with this beautiful creature who was
both her friend and her lover. She wished she could tell everyone what they'd
done.
When they got back to the
shop, they could see
Dawn nodded, "Did you
see some of that stuff in there? It's kind of scary to think that anyone can
go in there and buy it."
Marigold nodded,
"Although, if they couldn't,
Dawn shivered at the
thought, "Did he use this stuff on you?"
"Only when I knew he
was using it," said Marigold.
"You're saying he
never used it without you knowing?" asked Dawn.
"Yes," said
Marigold.
"How would you
know?" asked Dawn.
Marigold shrugged, "He
would tell me."
Dawn did not voice her
doubts. But, she suspected that Marigold had an overly rosy view of
When
"No," said
"
"No," said
"I don't mind,"
said Dawn, "and, she's right. Sleeping in the back seat of a car can't
be good for you. You've got bags under your eyes big enough to carry
groceries."
"I'll pay for the
hotel," said Marigold, "if that's what you're worried about."
"That would be
appreciated," said
"What did I tell
you?" asked Marigold, "Cahoots."
It was only
They got to the diner at
"Now what?" asked
Marigold.
"Now, we wait,"
said
Marigold went outside to
call Jonas. A few minutes later, she came back in and handed Dawn the phone,
"He wants to talk to you."
Dawn took the phone,
"Hello, Mr. Tarr."
"Hello, Dawn,"
said Jonas, "How are you?"
"I'm fine," said
Dawn, "And you?"
"Just fine," said
Jonas, "Marigold tells me you're staying in
"Yes sir," said
Dawn.
"Anything else is
probably too much to ask," said Jonas, sighing, "Give the phone
back to my daughter, please. Would you?"
After Marigold had hung up
her phone, she asked, "What did he want?"
"He told me to keep
you two from burning the city down," said Dawn.
"He's so
repressive," said Marigold, "Now, what am I going to do with all
the gasoline I bought?"
Maya walked in at
Dawn watched Maya as she
made her excuses. She was short, about the same height as Marigold, thin and
delicately-boned, a dark-skinned
"Cool," said
Maya, "we should compare piercings some time. I can show you a few that
would make you blush." Then, she turned to
After Maya had gotten her
food, she said between bites, "I ran away from my grandmother's a few
times before I turned eighteen. She kept having the cops bring me back. For
my eighteenth birthday, she gave me a gold cross, a fancy Bible, and the
boot. I moved in with a...client."
"A client?" asked
Maya nodded, "I met
him at a party a while back...Listen, this part isn't important, except to
say that he apparently had built up a lot of hostility towards me that I
wasn't entirely aware of--and his girlfriend was worse. Shortly after I
visited you, they striped me up pretty good and kicked me out."
Maya spoke casually,
breezily, as if none of what she said mattered. Dawn was horrified. She
couldn't believe what she was hearing.
"I spent a few days in
a friend's dorm room, then took my trip out to
"You didn't look
striped up when you visited me," said
Maya laughed, "That's
because I spent most of the visit on my back." She turned to Marigold, mischief
in her eyes, "Did he tell you that, princess?"
"Tell me?" said
Marigold evenly, "He showed me the tape."
Dawn wished to God that she
knew what they were talking about. But, she thought she was beginning to
understand why Marigold had been so erratic of late. She was trying to
compete, in some warped way, with Maya. Did she really think
Maya looked shaken,
"You recorded that?" Then, gamely, she added to Marigold, "So,
princess, don't keep me in suspense. What did you think of my
performance?"
"I think you're a sick
person," said Marigold, "and you need help."
"Ah," said Maya,
"now we get to the crux of the matter. Tell me, goldilocks, what is your
conscience worth to you?"
"Maya," said
"Ooh," said Maya,
rocking her shoulders in a crude imitation of seductive behavior, "
"Dammit,
Maya wailed, "But, you
promised to help me."
Dawn saw one of the waiters
heading over from the cash register, looking resolute.
"We are trying to help
you," said
"Some money,"
said Maya, "or a place to stay while I straightened my head out."
"Finally," said
Maya, brightening a little, "You're talking my language."
"A rubber room?"
asked Maya, "That's how you want to help me?"
The waiter seemed to have
found his nerve or, at least, some friends. He'd brought two other waiters
and a cook. As politely as he could, he asked, "Is everything all right
here?"
Maya sighed, "No. It's
not," All of the waiters tensed, "I asked for my burger medium well
and it was all pink in the middle."
"Everything's
fine," said
Seemingly mollified, the
staff members diffused. The waiter said, "I'll get your check."
"Last chance,"
said
Maya ran her hands over the
top of her head, "Is it a nice place?"
Marigold said, "From
everything I've seen, it looks just like a college campus."
"Would I be able to
check myself out?" asked Maya.
"I doubt it,"
said
Maya laughed, but she was
clearly about to start crying, too, "So, forever?"
"No," said
Marigold softly, "I told the director what I knew about your case
history and he said that they've had a lot of positive results with similar
cases."
"You know," said
Maya, "I wouldn't be in such bad shape if my dad could have waited a few
weeks to send me away. A lot of Randy's other victims made out like bandits.
I kept my mouth shut for free."
"I'll take care of this,"
said
Once the bill had been
paid, Maya followed them out, looking numb and tired and defeated. Dawn felt
herself desperately wanting to wrap Maya into her arms and comfort her and she barely knew the girl.
They drove in silence,
joining the line of cars getting on the ferry in the nick of time. Once they
were underway, Maya said quietly, "I want to go up top."
"Come on," said
The rest of the ride was
more of the same stony silence.
Eventually, they pulled
into the parking lot of the facility. Wingside apparently had some experience
in dealing with reluctant new patients. In a surprisingly short period of
time, Maya had signed the paperwork committing herself for observation, been
assigned a room, and been taken into a private room for preliminary
evaluation.
"This is not what I
expected an asylum to look like," said Dawn.
"Only the best class of loonies come here," said
"You should see the
brochure," said Marigold, "tennis courts, pools, classes for
college credit. Hopefully, that will make it easier for her."
Eventually, the doctor who
had brought Maya in for evaluation came out, rubbing his graying temples and
asked them to come back to his office.
"Keep your mouths
shut,"
"Mr. Roemer,"
said the doctor, "I believe I owe you and Mr. Tarr and apology. When he
called and said he had a patient he wanted us to prioritize, I
assumed...well, I have not had a good history with rich donors and their
'priority patients.' And, particularly when I heard that this poor girl was
mixed up with the Vandevoorts, I assumed the worst."
The doctor scowled, "I
worked four years at Silent Hills upstate. In that
time, I saw more than a dozen of Ivan Vandevoort's 'priority patients.' I
tried to blow the whistle and nearly lost my license over it." He sighed
and leaned in conspiratorially, "Normally, I wouldn't be telling you
this, but from what that young lady says, you and I are very much on the same
side."
"Jesus Christ,"
said
"You can rely on my
silence," said the doctor, "However close I am skirting to an
ethical violation here, I do still respect the client-patient
confidentiality. I asked Miss Delgado if I could discuss this with you. Oh,
she also asked me to get your permission to list both you and Miss Tarr as
her emergency contacts. She said that family wouldn't care if
contacted."
"Fine," said
"Like I said,"
said Dr. Edmonton, looking sad, "I can't violate patient
confidentiality. I could give you a copy of everything I used to make my case
at Silent Hills. It's not enough for a conviction, but...Are you the right
person to give this to, Mr. Roemer?"
Dr. Edmonton didn't seem to
like the answer, "If I'm wasting my time, I wish..."
"Doctor," said
"Well," said the
doctor noncommittally, "She should be fully processed by now, if you
would like to say goodbye."
"Come on," he
said, "I want to try to make the ferry. It's going to be tight"
They missed the
"The next one's at
When
He held out a list he'd
written on the back of one of the photocopies. Marigold said, "Those are
all girls who went to our school.
Wait..." she said, "Didn't we have a big brouhaha after
Missy Collins ran away?"
"One of those three is
on the list," said Marigold, "but, what about the other two?"
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On the ferry ride back, all
three of them went up top. Dawn couldn't say why and doubted the other two
could, either. It just seemed like the right thing to do. The wind was cold
and the temperature had dropped precipitously.
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There was a problem at the
front desk with the late check-in and the triple occupancy. Dawn thought they
were going to wind up sleeping in the car, but
Up in the room, a generic
hotel room with two beds in a room barely big enough to hold them,
Marigold looked concerned,
"
"It can't be
helped," said
"You've got to
sleep," said Marigold, "
"I don't know,"
said
"Whatever it
was," said Marigold firmly, "I don't want it happening to you
because you're too tired to think straight. Or to me or Dawn."
"You promised to get
revenge," said Marigold, unyielding, "Are any of the promises
you're trying to keep more important than that?"
"No, ma'am," said
"Then, get some
sleep," said Marigold, "There's nothing going on tomorrow at school
that can't wait. Dawn, do you have any tests tomorrow?"
Dawn did, but she said,
"Not a one."
"Fine," said
"Late check out is at
one," said Marigold, "I'll wake you."
As soon as
"Which do you think is
sexier?" Marigold asked.
"The nightie,"
said Dawn, wondering why it was even a question.
"Hmmm," said
Marigold, "but I wonder if
"The t-shirt,"
said Dawn, "I would show right through the nightie."
Marigold tossed the t-shirt
on the bed. When Dawn bent down to get it, she could feel Marigold standing
behind her. As she rose, she felt Marigold's hand sliding down her spine.
"Mari," Dawn said
shakily, "How could you possibly be thinking about that after the day
we've had?"
"Tell me you're
not," said Marigold, her hand sliding under the hem of Dawn's dress,
"and I'll stop. If you want to know the truth, I never really stopped
thinking about it for more than a few minutes at a time. Does that make me an
awful person?"
Before she could answer,
Dawn felt Marigold's finger probing cautiously into her. She gasped and
shivered, "I...I, um...."
"I bet you wish you'd
bought the right kind of underwear today," said Marigold, chuckling.
"No," moaned
Dawn, bending over a little further, "I really don't."
Marigold's hands worked
their way up Dawn's back, stripping her as they went. Dawn knew she was
trying yet again to get the three of them into bed together. She found that
she didn't mind the idea so much. When she'd heard about Maya's experience
living with a couple, she'd been sure that she never wanted that arrangement
for herself. But, she wasn't Maya and she knew that
Stripping off her bra, Dawn
lay back on the bed, guiding Marigold's head between her legs. Let
Or, so she thought. When
she heard the water turn off in the bathroom, she chickened out and pushed
Marigold away, then scrambled for the t-shirt. Marigold gave her a naughty
smile and slipped into the nightie.
When
"Actually," said
Dawn, feeling bashful, "This is yours. Marigold lent it to me."
"It looks good on
you," said
She was so intent on
masturbating that she never noticed when Marigold came in behind her until
she felt the shorter girl's hand join hers between her legs. Dawn flushed,
but didn't stop. When she did slide her hand away, Marigold used it as an
excuse to slide her fingers in even deeper. Soon, Dawn had to bite her fist
to keep from crying out.
"What...about...
"
Dawn nodded before turning
on Marigold, pinning her back against the wall, and kissing her. Sliding her
own fingers between Marigold's labia, then deeper, she was rewarded with
little gasps and squeals, maybe of pleasure, maybe of outrage. Part of her
hoped it was outrage. When she went down on her knees to let her tongue
replace her fingers, it was definitely the muffled sounds of pleasure that
she heard.
Gripping on to Marigold,
she was merciless in letting her tongue and fingers seek the spots that would
give pleasure. She knew why, in spite of everything, she was so worked up
tonight. Tonight was an oasis of peace and anonymity. But, a lot of things
had been put in motion. Tomorrow,
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