Marigold, Part 11
by
Vulgar Argot
(MF, rom)
"What are you doing
here?"
Thule
asked, sounding weary and resigned.
"You don't answer your
e-mail," Maya replied, "You don't log on to instant messenger or,
if you do, you do so in stealth mode. I wanted to talk to you."
"I have a phone,"
Thule
pointed out.
"Would I have had any
better luck?" Maya asked.
By way of answer,
Thule
said, "I've been busy."
"With
Mari-go-old?" Maya said the name like a taunt.
"With Ivan Vandevoort,
if you must know," said
Thule
.
"Are you going to
invite me in?" asked Maya, "or maybe you'd like to hold me here at
gunpoint while we chat."
"I'm through with
you," said
Thule
, his voice gravelly, "You crossed the line
this time."
"I cross a lot of
lines," said Maya, "For instance, I got a ride from the bus station
and had them drop me off here, so you're stuck with
me until morning."
"Wait here,"
Thule
said, turning his back on her and walking to his
room. She followed him, then sat down on the bed,
Indian-style. She was dressed in black jeans and a black turtleneck.
Thule
ignored her, taking the clip out of the pistol and
putting the pistol in the top drawer of his dresser. Then, he started to get
dressed.
Maya pouted and stretched,
"What are you getting dressed for? You're just going to have to get all
undressed again."
Thule
zipped up his pants, "What the fuck are you
talking about?"
"
Thule
," Maya said, her face getting all soft, her
chin quivering a little, "I want you back."
Thule
laughed unkindly and pulled on a t-shirt,
"After four years? Why now? And what makes you think I want you
back?"
"I felt the way you
fucked me in
New
York
,"
said Maya, "you couldn't wait to come inside of me. You didn't last five
minutes once you woke up."
Thule
scowled, "I wasn't worked up. I just wanted it
to be over. Get up."
"Ooh," said Maya,
"I like being ordered around. Where would you like me to
stand...master?" The last word was mockery, a challenge.
"I want you to
walk," said
Thule
"out to the car. I'm driving you back to the
bus station."
Maya's eyes widened in mock
fear and surprise, "The bus station at
two AM
. Ooh, good plan, my brave, little soldier. There
are no buses until six-oh-five. That'll give the hoboes a good four hours to
get their hands on me before I go home."
"Fine," said
Thule
, "I'll drive you all the way back to
New York
, then."
Maya, who had started to
rise, sat back down again, "I won't go."
Thule
growled, "You will go."
"Gonna make me?"
asked Maya.
Thule
sat down at his desk, pointed his web cam at the
bed, and set it to record. Then, he said, "If I have to."
Maya lay down flat on her
back, stretching her arms over her head, "What are you going to do? Drag
me by my hair. You know, when you didn't stop Randy Vandevootr
from raping me, I almost got away, but he caught me by that long hair that
you loved so much and dragged me back into his room."
"You're a fucking
psycho," opined
Thule
, "This is your last warning, Maya. Get up and
get out or I will carry you out of here by force."
Maya reached down and
stripped off her t-shirt. She was reaching around to undo her bra when
Thule
shouted, "What the fuck are you doing?"
"I honestly
believe," Maya said, a tear rolling down her cheek, "that you would
do it. You would pick me up off this bed and jam me into that piece of shit
car of yours. So, I thought it might make for a better show if I stripped
naked and screamed 'rape' all the way across the yard."
Thule
's laughter was downright cruel, "Come on,
Maya. You never cried 'rape.' Four years and you haven't said a goddamned
word about it to anybody that mattered, not the cops, not your parents.
Besides, you haven't been raped. There are no bruises on your body. You're
not full of come."
"How do you
know?" Maya asked, unzipping her pants, "Maybe I fucked the guy who
gave me a ride over. Maybe, I called Randy Vandevoort and told him how much I
missed having him ram his big cock up my virginal ass without even spit for
lube. He's bigger than you, you know--a lot bigger."
"So," asked
Thule
, "how do you talk to guys you're not trying to
get back?"
"About the same,"
said Maya, laughing and lying back to pull her pants off.
"Stop taking your
clothes off," said
Thule
,
"In five minutes, you are leaving this house, clothed or unclothed,
willing or unwilling. If you scream 'rape,' the police will come and take me
away. I will spend the night in jail. When it turns out you haven't been
raped recently, they will let me out and put you in jail, probably for a long
time. Even if they don't, they'll eventually figure out that you're
completely around the bend and lock you away for good in a rubber room."
"All I need is one
night," said Maya, "one night with you or one night without you.
Either will serve."
"What the fuck are you
babbling about?" asked
Thule
.
"78," Maya sang,
"17-45-26-91."
Thule
recognized the combination to his safe immediately,
"Maya, what the hell are you up to?"
Maya lay back on the
pillows, completely naked now and spread her legs, exposing the curly black
hair between her cafe-au-lait thighs, "Better not to find out, lover.
Now, come to bed."
Thule
looked at Maya, lying there and undulating, one
hand caressing herself between her legs, the other pinching her own nipple.
She was already starting to get off on the combination of pleasure and pain.
"One night?"
asked
Thule
.
"One night," said
Maya, "then you can go back to Goldilocks if you like."
Thule
crouched in his closet, unzipping the duffel bag on
the floor. Maya looked up a little, "What are you doing?"
Thule
answered, "Just looking for something in my
bag of toys, dear."
"I'm not going to let
you tie me up," said Maya, "If you try, I'll scream."
"What?" asked
Thule
, pulling out and brandishing the waterproof rope,
"I thought you liked being tied up."
"I like being tied
up," acknowledged Maya, "I do not like being tied up and left until
morning."
Thule
cursed under his breath, then
said out loud, "Have it your way. Hey, do you remember the orgasm
mitt?"
Maya sat up, "No. What
orgasm mitt?"
Thule
held up one hand with an oven mitt on it,
"Wasn't it you I used the orgasm mitt on? It was one of my
girlfriends."
Maya examined it from a
distance, "What makes it an orgasm mitt? It looks like an ordinary oven
mitt."
Thule
came over to the bed, "Lie back," he
said. Maya did.
He laid the mitt on her
stomach, stroking little circles out from her navel. Almost immediately, Maya
began to writhe in pleasure. "Touch yourself,"
he ordered. Maya did.
Thule
rubbed his way up Maya's ribs and into her cleavage with the glove. Maya
started to moan tremulously.
Thule
stroked one breast, then the other with it. Maya
gasped with the pleasure.
Thule
lay down on the bed next to her, still stroking one
breast, then the other. He got his face right down next to her ear and
demanded, "Come for me."
Maya started to moan.
Thule
let her moan three times, then
put the mitt over her face, just in time for her to inhale deeply. He could
see by her face that she recognized the smell of chloroform a split second
too late. She tried to struggle, but
Thule
pushed the mitt into her face. In a few seconds,
she lay still, the rise and fall of her breast the
only motion.
Thule
moved quickly, putting Maya's clothes back on her,
picking her up, cradled in his arms, and carrying her out to the car.
Compared to him, she was so tiny that it looked like he was carrying a
sleeping child. He put her in the passenger seat, buckling her seatbelt.
Running back into the house, he retrieved a few items. When he came back,
Maya was still out cold.
This late at night, it was
about forty-five minutes to the city from
Thule
's house. He was five minutes from the Holland
Tunnel when Maya started to stir. She looked up at him, bleary eyed. It
seemed to take a couple of minutes for recognition to kick in, "Oh,
Thule
," she said, "I'm so sorry." Then,
she started crying, big, wet tears that splashed when they landed.
"It's okay," said
Thule
, "It's going to be okay."
"What happened?"
Maya asked.
"I chloroformed
you," said
Thule
matter-of-factly, "And now I'm taking you
home." He handed her a bottle of water, "Drink this. You must be
thirsty."
Maya took the bottle,
nodding and drank deeply.
"Now," asked
Thule
, "are you going to behave yourself or do I
need to drug you again?"
"I'll behave,"
said Maya. Her voice was raspy and the fight seemed to have gone out of her.
"Maya, you need to get
help."
"I know,
Thule
. I know."
Thule
drove through the toll booth, watching Maya like a
hawk while he paid, but she seemed wrapped up in her own world now, staring
ahead, glassy-eyed.
"Where do you live
now?"
Thule
asked.
"Just drop me off at
Port Authority," said Maya, sounding miserable. They drove in silence
halfway through the tunnel. Then, she said, "I saw him today."
"Who?" asked
Thule
.
"My little boy,"
said Maya, "I found out where he was and I went to go see him. I didn't
approach. Nobody knew I was there. They've got him."
"Maya," snapped
Thule
, trying to break her out of her trance, "fewer
pronouns. Who has him?"
"The
Vandevoorts," said Maya, dully, "Ivan Vandevoort’s cousin adopted
my little boy."
Thule
's face was ashen, "Maya, I'm so sorry."
Maya looked out her window
as the tunnel opened up into the city, "I guess I went a little nuts after that. I'm so sorry,
Thule
."
"Maya,"
Thule
said, his voice filled
with hard compassion, "I can't see you anymore. You need to get
help."
Maya nodded, "I know
and I know. Believe me,
Thule
.
I'm as disgusted by my behavior tonight as you are."
"I'm not
disgusted," said
Thule
,
"only incredibly concerned. Please tell me you'll get help."
She smiled sadly,
"When I can afford it."
Thule
looked around, "Are you sure I can't take you
home?"
"Twenty-third and
eighth," Maya said, "I'm staying with a friend for the time
being."
Thule
drove her downtown in silence. When they got to the
corner, Maya asked, "Can I e-mail you, if I promise not to get all
crazy?"
Against his better judgment,
Thule
said, "You understand that I can't always
write back right away." He wanted to be free of her, but he didn't want
her to just disappear, unmissed and unmourned. To some degree, however small,
she was still his problem.
Maya nodded, "Thank
you,
Thule
. You're a real gentleman."
"That's me," said
Thule
, "Sir Bartholemew of Chloroform." Then,
he got out of the car, came around Maya's side, opened her door, and gave her
a balancing hand out. As she rose up out of the car, Maya fell against
Thule
into a hug. He held her there, his arms around her.
Maya tilted her head back,
"Rape, rape," she said in a stage whisper, much too low for anyone
but
Thule
to hear.
Thule
released her, "You really are fucking nuts,
you know that."
"And you're better
than she deserves," said Maya, "Good night,
Thule
. Thank you for the ride."
After that,
Thule
drove uptown for a while, eventually pulling into a
parking space to use his cell phone to find a twenty-four hour office supply
store that would sell him a new safe.
-=-
After transferring the
contents of the old safe to the new safe,
Thule
fell into a deep slumber. It took a good half hour
of loud music emanating from one of his computers to rouse him. He grumbled
mightily, but since he was already dressed and had done so earlier that
morning, decided it wasn't the end of the world. He gave himself a quick
washcloth bath, changed his shirt, and headed out.
Dawn bounced into the car
and rubbed the top of
Thule
's
head, "Good morning," she said briskly.
"You're chipper today,"
said
Thule
.
"I was up half the
night, talking to my girlfriend," said Dawn in a singsong.
"She's your
girlfriend, now, is she?" asked
Thule
.
"She said she wants to
be," said Dawn, "We have a date for this weekend."
"So," asked
Thule
, in his best "dishy" voice, "Where
are you going?"
"Um, nowhere,"
said Dawn, mocking him, "that's sort of what being in the closet
means."
"So," said
Thule
, as if he'd made a great discovery, "by
'date,' you mean, 'sweaty, lesbian sexfest.'" Dawn flushed bright red
and didn't answer, "Sounds like a pay-per-view event."
"This is a private
show," said Dawn, "Nobody gets to view, no matter how much they
pay."
"What if I just ask
real nice?" asked
Thule
.
"No," said Dawn,
"besides, why would you want to watch a couple of hideous girls have
sex?"
"Oh," said
Thule
, "you didn't tell me she was hideous, too. I
thought I could just block my vision of you and watch her. But, I guess if
she's a lesbian too, she's probably got a hairy back and wears flannel
everywhere."
"No," said Dawn,
getting a faraway look in her eyes, "actually, she's beautiful. And
you're a cretin."
"Hmmmm," said
Thule
, "do we have any beautiful cheerleaders at
Mannsborough? Some of them are pretty homely...well,
some of them rise to homely. Most are pretty hideous."
"This is why women get
eating disorders," lectured Dawn, "unrealistic standards of
beauty."
Thule
's stomach grumbled audibly. "Sorry," he
said, "I skipped breakfast."
"Long night?"
asked Dawn.
"Off the record,"
said
Thule
, "one of the longest in my life."
"Want to share?"
asked Dawn.
"No," said
Thule
emphatically, then softer, "but thank
you."
"Want a banana?"
"What?"
"I've got a banana in
my lunch," said Dawn, "you can have it if you like."
"Thanks," said
Thule
, "that would help a lot. I'll get you another
one before lunch."
"You don't have
to," said Dawn, handing it over, "I only ask one favor in
return."
Thule
split the top of the peel with his thumbnail,
"Name it."
Dawn's grin was broad and
evil, "I want to watch you eat it."
Thule
chomped off the top of the banana, chewed it up,
and swallowed it, "Get pay-per-view."
Dawn stuck out her tongue,
"Spoilsport."
At Marigold's house,
Thule
bounded up the path and rang the doorbell. Marigold
came to the door and followed him up the path. Impulsively, halfway to the
car, he turns, wrapped his arms around her waist, and kissed her full on the
mouth.
"I love you, Marigold
Tarr," he said quietly, "and I take back what I said about you
being as crazy as Maya."
Marigold looked puzzled,
"When did you ever say that?"
"Well," said
Thule
, "I may never have said it out loud."
Dawn honked the horn at
them.
Thule
bounded up the path.
"Wait," called
out Marigold, standing where he had left her, "does this mean that I get
to use that word?"
Thule
stood with both feet on the frame of the car,
"Yes," he said, "but only in moderation. If you abuse it, the privilege
will be revoked."
Marigold got in the car.
Dawn asked, "What word?"
"Peripatetic,"
said
Thule
.
Marigold wrapped her arms
around
Thule
's neck and kissed his cheek, "
Thule
just told me he loved me."
"Well, duh," said
Dawn, "I've known that since the first day I saw you two together."
Thule
and Marigold turned to each other and burst out
laughing. Dawn looked at them, puzzled.
Thule
spoke first, "In that case, you knew before we
did."
-=-
"You're in a good mood
this morning," observed Oxana.
Thule
shut his locker, slapping his lock on and spinning
the wheel. He was, he realized, deliriously happy--sleep-deprived, but happy.
As bad as the scene with Maya had been, the break with her had been like
dropping a lodestone from around his neck. It had also made him realize that
he really did love Marigold, no matter how their relationship had started. He
smiled, "What gave it away?"
"That odd curvature
around the edges of your mouth," said Oxana, "It looks like you're
smiling, but lacks the general malice you radiate when you do smile. I've
only seen you smile like that once before." She looked around
conspiratorially, "Did you get into MIT again?"
"No," said
Thule
, "although I do believe I'll be able to
pay--for the first year, anyway."
Oxana bounced up and down,
wrapping
Thule
in a congratulatory hug, "You sold your
software? Congratulations."
"Actually," said
Thule
, hugging her back, "it was more of a finder's
fee sort of deal."
Rocking back on her heels,
Oxana said, "Well, whatever you did, congratulations. That's got to be a
huge weight off of your mind."
"It is," said
Thule
.
After she had walked away,
Randy Vandevoort, who had been lurking off to one corner of the hall,
chatting up a freshman girl, strutted over to
Thule
, "So," he said, by way of introduction,
"my old man says that you're Jonas Tarr's new favorite."
Thule
shrugged, "I suppose I am."
"Word to the
wise," said Randy, "be a little more discrete when dipping your
beak. Girls like Tarr, they can be a real pain if
they see something like that."
Thule
took out his pack of cigarettes and packed them
against the back of his hand in short violent motions while he thought about
his answer. Finally, he said, "Thanks for the heads up, but I got it
covered. She won't care about that one."
Randy seemed to consider
the statement, then said, "You know, my old man
keeps telling me I should marry Tarr, but she always seemed like a bit of a
cold fish."
Thule
chuckled ruefully, "Plenty of fish, if that's
what you want." He worried that the allusion was too subtle for Randy,
but apparently, its crudeness got the point across.
"Yeah," said
Randy, slapping
Thule
broadly on the shoulder, laughing harshly,
"You're all right, Roemer."
Once Randy was gone,
Thule
breathed a heavy sigh of relief. He'd received
Randy's blessing. He was in. Now, all of the rules had changed.
-=-
Several other times during
the course of the day, Randy made some gesture of approval towards
Thule
--a wave, a nod of the head, a smile.
Thule
wondered how many of these subtle signals he'd
missed over the years. He doubted that anything had been said, but by the end
of the day, people who hadn't spoken to him since he quit the track team were
coming up, patting him on the back, acting like there hadn't been a three and
a half year interruption in the conversation.
Thule
, for his own part, behaved like he was glad and at
least a little bit grateful to be back. Mostly, though, he acted like he
deserved it and, soon, so did everyone else.
After his last class, Dawn
met him coming out the side door on his way to the car, "Boy," she
said, "your star sure seems to be rising today."
"Rising or falling is
a matter of perspective, dependent on your sorting order," said
Thule
. He kept walking towards his car, Dawn following
along beside him, almost two strides to every one of his.
"So," Dawn said,
not able to keep the hurt entirely out of her voice, "I guess you'll be
eating lunch with the jocks tomorrow."
Thule
kept walking, "Dear lord, no.
Not if I can help it."
"Really?" asked
Dawn, "why not?"
"I don't have any
friends there," said
Thule
.
"You sure seem awfully
friendly," said Dawn.
Thule
reached into his pocket for his keys. He decided
that a small lie was in order, "It's easier to be friendly with them. If
they're not being antagonistic, why should I?" He unlocked his door and
got in the car. Then, he reached around to unlock the back seat. Dawn got in.
Thule
waved to Marigold as she appeared over the rise.
"They're not good
people,
Thule
," said Dawn, "you haven't spent a lot of
time with them, so you don't know. But, the friendliness only lasts as long
as it takes them to get their hooks into you. Then, they're mean."
Thule
turned to face her, "That is a remarkably
astute observation. I thank you for your warning, Dawn. But tell me, if you
think they're so evil, why are you planning a secret rendez-vous
with one of Brianne's handmaidens?"
Marigold opened the door
just in time to hear Dawn say, "She's different."
"Who's
different?" asked Marigold.
"Dawn's
girlfriend," said
Thule
,
"is different from the other
cheerleaders."
"Well, at least in one
critical area, yes," said Marigold.
"Why do I get the
feeling that you two are making fun of me?" asked Dawn.
"It's just
funny," said Marigold, "Whenever I hear girls talk about guys,
their number one frustration is that guys only want the 'cheerleader type.' I
meet one lesbian..."
"I don't think I'm a
lesbian," said Dawn in a rush.
"Then, it must be an
odd-numbered day," offered
Thule
.
"Now, I know you're
making fun of me," said Dawn, "but, I'm serious. I just think that
I didn't like the boys it was okay to date. What do you think,
Thule
?"
"I think," said
Thule
slowly, "that hideous girls should get it
wherever they can--boys, girls, farm animals, Frenchmen, whatever."
"
Thule
, I'm serious," said Dawn indignantly.
Thule
drove for a minute without speaking before saying
evenly, "I think that the acceptable boys in this school are some of the
most dangerous predators you can't get a license to hunt, which is in and of
itself a pity."
"Wow," said Dawn,
"extra points for darkness and menace."
Thule
smiled, "After sunset, I can do it with a flashlight
under my chin and it's really creepy."
When Dawn got out of the
car, she leaned far enough into
Thule
's window to rub his head again, "Thanks for
the ride," she called while backing away, "and the advice."
Thule
turned to Marigold, while pulling away, "I
gave advice?"
Marigold laughed,
"She's got a crush on you, you know?"
"Me?" asked
Thule
, surprised, "What about you?"
Marigold blinked prettily,
"Well, that goes without saying. I'm irresistable."
Thule
laughed, "Once I get you home, we'll see who
can resist who."
"Are you sure?"
asked Marigold, "You look tired. Weren't you able to sleep last
night?"
"I slept fine,"
said
Thule
, "until Maya showed up around
two AM
."
Marigold spun to face him,
"Maya? What happened?"
"She was completely
around the bend," said
Thule
, "I had to chloroform her and drive her back
to
New York
."
"What did she
want?"
"She was
deranged," said
Thule
, "she'd seen her baby for the first time since
she gave him up for adoption. Somehow, the Vandevoorts must have found out
about him because he's been adopted by one of Ivan's cousins up in
Syosset."
"So, what did she
want?" asked Marigold again.
Thule
shrugged heavily, "She said she wanted me
back. But, she said a lot of things, really crazy things. It was a very bad
scene."
"Still," said
Marigold, "I would have liked to have seen it."
Thule
didn't speak for a while. Finally, he said,
"Actually, when I realized how crazy she was acting, I turned on the PC
camera. I wanted an official record of what happened. I got most of the
conversation."
"Can I see it?"
Thule
shook his head, "You really don't want to see
it. It's not pretty."
"I really want to see
it," said Marigold, "please."
Thule
's voice was leaden, "You don't trust me on
this?"
"I have my
reasons," said Marigold.
So they sat on the bed,
Thule
's arms wrapped protectively around Marigold, and
watched the recording of the scene with Maya.
Thule
winced several times at his own words and actions.
When they reached the part where
Thule
carried Maya out to the car, he realized that
Marigold was resting her head on his arm, crying. He kissed the top of her
head and didn't speak.
"
Thule
," she said, "I feel so bad for her."
Thule
nodded, "So do I. I wanted to cut her off
completely, but I told her she could still e-mail me. I'm sorry I couldn't
make a cleaner break."
Maya pulled out of
Thule
's arms and stood up to pace, "
Thule
, I did this to her."
"Marigold," said
Thule
sharply, "You have a right to feel bad and to
want to help her, but you didn't do this to her. You didn't rape her. You
didn't steal her child. You didn't force her to give birth to a child and
give it away. What you did was awful enough that I spent three years planning
revenge on you, but it was nothing compared to what Randy and Brianne and
Ivan and her own family did to her."
Marigold ran back to the
protection of
Thule
's arms, "
Thule
, I need to help her, however I can.
Thule
, how can I help her?"
Thule
stroked her hair, thinking, "You've already
apologized and let her have some modicum of revenge," he said out loud,
"I wouldn't recommend handing her a check. That smacks too much of what
the Vandevoorts do. She did say that she would get professional help if she
could afford it. Maybe, we could even get her to commit herself for a while.
After last night, I'm sure it would help."
"I need to talk to
Jonas," Marigold said, "I don't know what we can afford to do, but
I want to do what I can."
Thule
turned Marigold in his arms so that she could face
him, "Little flower, do you know who your stepfather is, what he
does?"
"He doesn't talk much
about work at home," said Marigold, "He says home is a refuge from
work. But, I know that he does a lot of charitable fundraising. That's why
they put his name on hospitals and libraries and such."
Thule
started laughing. Once he started, he found he
couldn't stop. He lay on his back and laughed until his sides hurt and tears
were rolling down his cheeks. Finally, gasping for air, he sat back up again.
Marigold watched him the whole time, confused.
Finally,
Thule
says, "Little flower, you are a remarkable
creature."
Marigold smiled, "I'm
really not, but I thank you for saying so."
Thule
began to explain Jonas and Tarr's holdings to Maya.
As he did, her eyes got bigger and wider. When
Thule
wrapped it up with, "Jonas's holdings in Tarr
are worth about a quarter of a billion dollars," Marigold said,
"You must have misheard. Are you sure it was 'billion' with a 'b?'"
Thule
nodded, "I'm sure."
Marigold got up and started
pacing again, "That's can't be right. We have two cars and a nice house,
but there are at least a dozen houses nicer than ours in town."
Thule
held up his hands, "Marigold, it's true. It's
all a matter of public record." He walked over to the computer, closed
the still-running picture of his now-empty room after he had carried Maya out
of it, opened a browser and did some quick typing. Within a few seconds, he
had a page up that showed how much the stock of all of the officers in Tarr
was worth. After Marigold had accepted it as accurate,
Thule
did a web search and showed Marigold a half dozen
articles lauding Jonas as a savvy business man.
"Don't you know how to
use the Internet?"
Thule
asked Marigold.
"Yeah," said
Marigold, "for e-mail and research and stuff."
"Didn't you ever use
it to look up Jonas?" asked
Thule
, "He's got twenty four hundred matches on
Google."
"No," said
Marigold, "that would be invasive. He didn't talk about work, so I
didn't pry. I mean, he showed me articles about himself, but they were always
about how he'd raised money to help people."
"Unbelievable,"
said
Thule
, shaking his head, "You're not just pulling my
leg?"
"No," said
Marigold quietly, "
Thule
,
are you mad at me?"
Thule
looked puzzled, "For what?"
"I don't know,"
said Marigold, "I just feel really stupid right now."
"Oh, Little Flower," said
Thule
, gathering Marigold in his arms and kissing the top
of her head, "No no no. I'm so sorry. I just forget that other people
aren't as...thorough and paranoid as I am." He kissed her head again.
Marigold looked up and
Thule
kissed a single tear off of each of her cheeks.
Marigold held
Thule
around the chest, her arms locked around him like a
chain. She rubbed her head against his chest, "
Thule
," she said darkly, "I don't deserve
you."
Thule lifted Marigold's
head by the chin so that they were staring into each others' eyes, "I
know," He kept pushing gently on her chin, guiding her entire body until
she lay on her back, "but, until you can find somebody as good as you
deserve, you're stuck with me."
Marigold tried to sit up,
"No..." But,
Thule
placed a firm hand on her breastbone, keeping her lying down.
"Shhhhh," he sussurated,
"no speaking."
Marigold nodded, "Yes,
Thule
."
With one hand,
Thule
began unbuttoning Marigold's blouse, slowly and
gently, "I have been aching for you today. A hundred times, I thought
about where I could drag you or where I could make you follow me." He
undid the last button, his hand moving over her smooth, flat belly. Marigold
sighed and rose a little to meet him.
Thule
brought his lips down to follow where his hand had
touched. Marigold moaned a little at the touch of his lips, her knees
pressing gently into his ribs.
"Little Flower,"
Thule
said, his hand stroking from her knee to the inside
of her thigh, "everything around me is suspicion and subterfuge. Thank
you for reminding me that that's not what life is."
Marigold raised her hips.
Thule
hooked his finger into the crotch of her panties,
pulling them down to her knees, then pushing her
legs straight up so that he could get them off of her. After pulling them
clear of her feet, he unbuckled her shoes and slid off her little, white
socks. He kissed the back of her heel, then worked
his way down the back of her calf, paused at the back of her knee, planting
kisses the whole way. Marigold moaned out loud. Realizing that he'd found a
new erogenous zone,
Thule
focused, first on the back of one knee, then on the
back of the other. His libido was driving him forward; his whole body felt
like it was being twanged like a guitar string. But, self discipline had made
his whole life possible. He lingered, kissing every inch of her inner thighs
on his way up.
Marigold reached over to
unzip her skirt.
Thule
took her wrists, forcing her to sit up, drawing her
into his lap. Placing her hands on his top button, he sat and watched her
unbutton his shirt, kissing the soft down of his chest and belly after each
button came loose. He could feel his self-control wavering.
Marigold didn't stop with
Thule
's shirt. She unbuttoned and unzipped his fly,
sliding off of his lap long enough to shuck his pants and boxers off.
Marigold smiled at the sight of
Thule
's cock, rock hard and trembling with anticipation.
Now,
Thule
's hands expertly unhooked Marigold's skirt and bra,
stripping her as naked as he was. His mouth went to her breast, kissing and
licking at the nipple, then sucking gently. He couldn't remember ever being
so aroused. He never wanted the moment to end.
For a long time, they lay
there, their legs moving sinuously around each other, their hands exploring
each other's bodies.
Thule
could feel Marigold shuddering gently, her body
humming on the edge of orgasm for a long, long time. He reveled in keeping
her there, knowing that he was quivering on the verge of ravishing her the
whole time.
When he finally did take
her, they had lain together,
Thule
's body covering Marigold, his weight on his elbows,
the rough, wiry hair on his chest gently scouring her belly and nipples.
Later, he would never know if he came down to join her or she rose up to
impale herself. Even once he was inside of Marigold,
Thule
did not move faster for a long time, their bodies
moving so closely that he hardly moved against her at all. Finally,
gradually, he increased the pace. Marigold tried to match him, but he caught
one arm behind each of her knees, pushing her legs back until her knees were
close to her ears. Marigold gave a little squeal of protest at losing her
leverage, but it was lost in the sounds of her pleasure.
"Oh, God,"
Marigold cried out, "Oh,
Thule
."
Thule
kissed her on the mouth, silencing her as her whole
body shook violently against him. Holding Marigold's bottom lip gently in his
teeth, chuckling wickedly,
Thule
drove his hips into her now. When he finally
released her lip, Marigold moaned and writhed.
Thule
held on for as long as he could, not wanting to stop, even though Marigold occasionally tried
to time her counterthrusts to drive him over the edge. By the time he finally
came, both of them were covered in a thin sheen of sweat and every muscle
ached deliciously.
They lay together,
Thule
tracing abstract patterns across Marigold's back
with a fingertip, still bringing little frissons of pleasure to Marigold when
he pressed a little harder. With his other hand, he peeled back the strands
of hair stuck to her cheek, then kissed her mouth.
"I love you,
Marigold,"
Thule
said, simply and earnestly.
"I love you too,
Thule
," said Marigold, "I love you so
much."
Later, after they had
washed each other off in the shower, Marigold sat astride
Thule
's hips as he lay face-down, dozing, her hands working tension out of every muscle in his back.
Suddenly, her legs stiffened and she lifted off of him a little.
"
Thule
," she said with alarm, "a car just pulled
into the driveway."
Thule
lifted himself up, looking out into the darkness at
the shape of the two cars.
He turned and kissed
Marigold quickly on the cheek, "That's my father. I'll go meet him. You
stay here and put some clothes on." Even as he spoke, he was pulling on
boxers, pants, and a t-shirt, "Come out into the living room once you're
decent." He bounced out of the room, still pulling up his pants.
-=-
Thule
met his father at the front door, taking the
suitcases out of his hands.
"You cut your
hair," said his father.
"Yup," said
Thule
, "it was getting too damned inconvenient, plus
I'm doing some office work now, so I wanted to look more professional."
His father undid his tie
and flopped on the couch while
Thule
lugged his suitcases back into his room. When he
came back, he handed his father a beer from the refrigerator.
"Everything go all right here while I was gone?" asked the
father.
"About the same,"
said
Thule
, opening himself a Coke and sitting on the smaller
couch, "How long are you home this time?"
"Less than twenty-four
fucking hours," answered his father, "I got pulled off of the
project in
Tokyo
so I can lead a team in
Ghana
of all fucking places."
"Team
leadership?" asked
Thule
,
"That's a step up."
"Yeah," said the
father, "and a raise. But, it's in fucking
Ghana
. Still, it'll make it a little bit easier to pay
for MIT." Suddenly, he turned, "Is there someone in your
room?"
Thule
took a sip, "Do you disapprove?"
His father raised an
eyebrow, "Would it make a difference if I did? You're eighteen. Hell,
for that matter, would it have made a difference before you were
eighteen?"
"It matters,"
said
Thule
, "but, I don't know that it would have made a
difference. You look pretty jet lagged."
"I don't know,"
said his father, "Was that a sunrise or a sunset I drove into coming up
87 West?"
"If you drove into
it..." said
Thule
.
"It must have been a
sunset," said his father, taking a deep draught, "heading west.
Makes sense."
Marigold came out of the
bedroom, padding on bare feet to sit next to
Thule
on his couch, "Hello, Mr. Roemer. It's nice to
meet you."
"Please," he
said, "It's Kurt. Aren't you Marigold
Tarr?"
Marigold nodded. Kurt
raised his eyebrow meaningfully at
Thule
.
Thule
ignored it, "Do you have time for me to do a
load of laundry before you head out again?"
"That would be
great," said Kurt, "Listen, I'm really sorry I'm taking off again
so soon. It's just that they sell so few of these..."
"It's cool, Dad. I
know," said
Thule
, "A man's got to make a living. Why isn't
Stephens leading the team in
Ghana
?"
"Stephens is three
weeks into a deployment for some government department in
Amsterdam
. McCormick is in charge of the
Tokyo
project."
"Collins?"
"Collins retired after
South
Africa
.
Il attends son jardin now. That's why I got the promotion."
"So," said
Thule
, "It's permanent? Congratulations."
"I'll come back for
graduation," said Kurt, "I wouldn't want to miss that."
"Mom's coming,"
said
Thule
.
"That's all right.
It's a big stadium. I'm sure we won't have to sit together," said Kurt,
"How are she and Gunther doing?"
Thule
shrugged, "Fine, I suppose. I only hear
third-hand. We haven't really talked since that custody stunt she
pulled."
Kurt gave a short, barking
laugh, "Don't be too hard on her, Bart. She's..."
"Nuts?" asked
Thule
.
"Yeah," said
Kurt, "Are you eating all right? Not spending your food money on
computer equipment, are you?"
Thule
laughed, "No. I only did that once, the first
time you set up the household account. I won't make that mistake again.
Speaking of money..."
Kurt glanced meaningfully
at Marigold again before asking, "You need some more?"
"No," said
Thule
, "I just wanted to let you know that you don't
have to kill yourself worrying about tuition. I've managed to save up just
about enough for the first year."
Kurt looked surprised,
"Did you sell your software? Con..."
"No," said
Thule
, "Like I said, I'm doing some office
work--technical recruiting."
Kurt raised an eyebrow,
"That's pretty good money for office work. You're not
neglecting..."
"No," said
Thule
, "You'll still get to see my speech."
"Great," said
Kurt, rising, "As much as I'd love to stay and talk, I almost fell
asleep twice on the drive from the airport. I'll make breakfast tomorrow and
wake you. Marigold, will you be here for breakfast?"
Marigold looked surprised
at the question, "No, sir. I'm going to be heading home soon."
"Well then," said
Kurt, "It was nice meeting you again. You've certainly grown into a
lovely young woman. I imagine that I will see you again at graduation."
So saying, he lumbered off to his bedroom.
Marigold followed
Thule
as he lugged Kurt's suitcases down to the basement.
As he separated white and colored clothes into two baskets, she said,
"Your father seems nice."
"Yeah," said
Thule
, "My dad's a great guy. His work keeps him
away a lot, as I'm sure you noticed. But, that's because there are less than
two dozen people who do what he does anymore and they all work on the same
team."
"I was starting to
wonder if you lived here alone," admitted Marigold.
"Most of the time, I
do," said
Thule
, "Last year, he was on the road two hundred
seventy-four days. It would have been more, but my mother sued him for
custody and he had to keep flying back from
Mexico City
to deal with it."
"What exactly does he
do?" asked Marigold.
"He writes software
for very big, very powerful computers," said
Thule
, "the sort that only government agencies have
the money and computational need for now. The manufacturer ships my dad's
team out with every installation."
"Those must be really
powerful computers," said Marigold.
"The one they
installed in
Tokyo
run the Nikkei," said
Thule
, "The one before that is at the center of the
new Indian fiber optic phone network. I'm surprised
Ghana
could afford one."
"And he's okay with
leaving you home alone so much?" asked Marigold.
"It's better than
dragging me around with him," said
Thule
, "which, until recently he couldn't have done
anyway, since the custody decree says that he can't move me out of the
country. Otherwise, my mother wouldn't have been able to not show up for her
fortnightly visitations. Besides, as you may have noticed, I'm fairly
independent. And, truth be told, fatherhood was never much of a vocation for
him." He held out a yellow, button-down shirt at arm's-length before
dropping it into the basket of colored clothes, "When he's in the thrall
of a project, he can barely remember to take care of himself."
"That's so sad,"
said Marigold.
Thule
looked as if he'd never considered it from that
angle, the said, "I don't know. Very few people ever find something they
like doing so much that they can ignore the rest of the world and just focus
on it. I think he's kind of lucky."
-=-
The rest of the week went
fairly smoothly.
Thule
found an IT security expert for Jonas, caught up on
most of his backed-up work, insinuated himself more deeply into Randy
Vandevoort's confidence, frequently wanting to shower afterwards. On Friday
morning, Randy handed him a thick envelope, "My old man says this is his
final offer and not to worry about there being no open position. He'll take
care of it." Inside was an additional forty thousand dollars. When he
got back to Randy,
Thule
said, "Fine, but I hate being nickled and dimed. Let him know
that it was a pleasure doing business with him and I am at his disposal in
the future, as long as he keeps paying."
Randy said, "Tell him
yourself. I'm having a party next Saturday at the house. Come early and he'll
be there. I think he may have another proposal for you."
That afternoon, Piotr Vasilev
asked
Thule
for a ride home.
Thule
knew him, at least in passing and profile. He was a
wide receiver with good college prospects and a couple of pro scouts sniffing
around him. But, his family was only minorly
important in the grand scheme of things. Of all of the members of Randy's
innermost circle of friends, his position was the least secure.
"No can do, my
friend," said
Thule
, "It's a good ten minutes out of my way."
Randy, who had been
watching while pretending to be engrossed in conversation with Elliot, turned
to look at them. Piotr turned to him beseechingly.
Thule
behaved as if he had just done the most ordinary
thing in the world. Randy nodded at
Thule
, giving his benediction. All involved parties plus
three football players waiting behind Elliot for an audience with Randy saw
it.
Thule
had figured out fairly early on that only two
people in Mannsborough High could decide how popular a boy was--the boy
himself and Randy Vandevoort. With a single nod, the power structure had
shifted. Piotr Vasilev was out and
Thule
was in.
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