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Marigold, Part 8
by
Vulgar Argot
(MF, D/s, NC, rom, blackmail)
Marigold's parents did not
ask about her weekend. They never asked anything that would require a
discussion of Aunt Vera. They were torn between their desire to pretend the
woman didn't exist and their equally strong desire that Marigold know her
father's family. She felt bad about using that conflict to deceive them, but
she didn't feel like she had much of a choice. They never would have let her
go to
Marigold hated the conflict.
She hated lying to her parents, hated the facility with which she did it,
hated how good she was at it. Completely stripped of her ability to moralize,
she had discovered underneath it an actual morality. She felt drained and
numb. She went upstairs, got dressed for bed, and fell asleep.
When she woke up, it was
just after
After weighing the thought
in her head, Marigold decided it was worth the risk of calling
"
"Oh," said
"No," said
Marigold, "Nothing's wrong. I just couldn't sleep."
"Yes," said
Marigold.
"What about?"
asked
"I don't know that I
had a specific topic in mind," said Marigold, "I just missed
you."
"Well," said
Marigold, "I guess I'm just being foolish then."
"No," said
"No," admitted
Marigold, "I thought I'd get up early tomorrow. I think I've got most of
it."
"I can never get up
early in the morning and study. I'm always too brain fried."
Marigold tsked, "If
you went to bed earlier, that wouldn't happen."
"I know," said
Marigold sighed, "Do
you really have to go?"
"No," said
There was a long silence.
"Marigold,"
Marigold nodded uselessly
against the phone, "
"Shoot," said
"Why did you make me
fuck Paul?" she asked, "Was it really because you don't want me to
flirt with other men?"
"I was not," said
Marigold, her voice rising a little, "I hated you."
"No," said
Marigold.
"How recent a
development is this?" asked
"No," said
Marigold again, closing her eyes and seeing Maya mounting
"Did you still want me
to fuck you?"
"Most of the
time," Marigold admitted, "but not always."
"When you walked in on
me and Maya," said
"I just felt sick to
my stomach," said Marigold.
"And you hated
me?"
"Yes," admitted
Marigold, "but I hated her more. Are you going to answer my
question?"
"I am answering your
question, Little Flower," said
"Y-yes," admitted
Marigold, then she added quickly, "because you were there."
"Now, now," said
Knowing that
"I'd say you wiggled
your hips more than a little," observed
"It felt good,"
said Marigold, "I'm not sure that's the same as enjoying it."
"No," said
Marigold, "and I'm not allowed to use that word until you give me
permission, if I recall."
"I think I said
'unless I give you permission.'" said
"No," answered
Marigold, "and you definitely said 'until,' not 'unless.' It felt good
to be fucked by him, particularly because you were there, but I didn't love
him or particularly like him. Nor would I want it known what I did with him. Now
that it's over and you're not here, I feel kind of...empty looking back on
it. At the time, it was an adventure, a chance to be wild. Now, it strikes me
as....regrettable.
"So, come over,"
he said, "I'll pick you up."
Marigold sat up in bed,
looking around for her clothes, planning out her escape route. To
"Okay," said
Marigold, now hanging
upside down, looking for shoes under her bed said, "You mean it's my
choice, right? I can refuse to come and live with the consequences. All
right. I'll..."
"No," said
"Oh," said
Marigold disappointed, "I see."
"There is a point to
the lesson of Paul," said
"
"It's going to be
difficult for you," said
"
"Yes," said
"Enjoy being with
me?" Marigold filled in.
Marigold reveled in her
victory, but said, "Perish the thought."
"One last
question," said
"Okay," said
Marigold, whose eyelids were getting heavy, "Shoot."
"Do you have a
computer in your bedroom?" he asked.
"Yes," Marigold
said.
"PC or Mac?"
"That's two
questions," said Marigold.
"Don't get puckish
with me," said
"PC," said
Marigold.
"Okay," said
"Good night,
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The next morning, when
Panicked, Marigold ran out
the back door of the house, looping around to the side yard and sliding in
between the hedge and the house so that she could see and hear what was going
on. By the time that she got there, the conversation was already started.
"So," Jonas asked
sternly, "how long has this been going on?"
Jonas sat down as heavily
as he could on the swinging bench without sending it into violent swinging
motion, "You would make this much easier for me if you would consider
coming to church."
"I know," said
Jonas sighed, "Could
you at least get a haircut?"
"Sure," said
Jonas looked startled,
"You would?"
"You're a very strange
young man, Bartholemew," Jonas said, "But young men are impulsive.
I promised Marigold's father I would take good care of his family and I've
done the best I know how to. I like you. I even like you for Marigold. But,
what are you going to accomplish in the four months between now and when she
leaves for college in September?"
Marigold knew how
"I'm not asking you to
promise anything," Jonas said, "I just want to know what your plans
are. I remember being your age well enough. I remember a lot of pretty
speeches I made to a lot of fathers. I feel like I can talk to you man-to-man
and I expect you to be frank with me. Marigold is a very sweet girl, too sweet to resist the charms of a determined young
man, I'm afraid."
"Because if you
are," said Jonas, "you know this already. Now that Elliot is out of
the picture, I can already see the sharks circling. And the sharks in this
town are of a particularly nasty nature. I never liked Elliot for her, but he
kept her safe from that type sniffing around. Now," it was Jonas's turn
to pace, "I'm worried that I'm doing more harm than good for this family
by being here. A lot of young men here would love to wriggle their way into
my good graces through Marigold if they thought they could."
"Are you worried that
I'm a gold digger?"
"No," said Jonas,
"I may not know you well, but you've always struck me as a hard worker
and a straight shooter. After you asked to take Marigold to the prom, I did
some checking up on you. I called your boss and asked about you. He confirmed
my initial impression. You'll make your own fortune one day. You don't need
mine. If you're serious about Marigold, you're probably the best match in
town for her, although you never would have occurred to me in a million
years." He chuckled, "But, I want you to come clean with me. I
promised I would take care of this family and I intend to, by whatever means
I have available."
"A little,"
admitted Jonas, "If you thought someone were going to hurt Marigold,
wouldn't you."
"Yes," said
"That's a good
start," said Jonas, "Tell me more."
"I'm probably going to
MIT next year," said
Jonas scowled, "I hate
this fucking town." Marigold almost gasped then. It was the first time
she'd ever heard her stepfather use even the mildest of profanities, "Is
it anything I can help with?"
"No," said
"One last
question," said Jonas.
Jonas's face remained
blank, "I wish you hadn't done that." He sighed, "She's out of
my house in a few months. I can't protect her forever."
"I'll protect
her," said
Jonas put a hand on
Jonas smiled, "See?
You'd fit in just fine."
Marigold didn't hear the
rest of the conversation. She backed out around the house, coming back in the
back door. She grabbed her books off of the side table and headed out the
front, where
"Sorry I'm running a
little late," she said, "Are you two talking about anything
interesting?"
"No, dear," said
Jonas, "Just passing the time."
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Marigold and
"I don't know,"
said Marigold, "Did you and Jonas have a nice conversation?"
"Considering that you
just asked Jonas that question before we left, I presume that you know we
did. How much did you hear?"
"None of it," lied Marigold, "I saw you from the top of the stairs.
You seemed to be talking about something fairly intense."
"So, you told him
you're blackmailing me into having sex with you and whoever you want to lend
me to?" Marigold asked, "That must have gone over well."
One day, Marigold decided,
I might realize how futile it is to try to pick a fight with
"Yes," said
Marigold.
"No," said
Marigold, undulating under his hand, "I'm nobody's property."
Marigold chuckled,
"No," she said, "you can tell me to do what you want me to do.
But, I am free to refuse and face the consequences."
"So," said
Marigold tried to impale
herself on
"So," asked
Marigold moaned,
"Please don't."
"Please don't
what?" asked
"The latter,"
moaned Marigold as
"You don't want me to
release you from your obligation?" said
Marigold threw an arm over
her head, gripping the back of her seat. Her back arched, but her hips
remained firmly glued to the seat. She was now perspiring lightly with the
effort. Still, she kept her eyes closed, "I don't...believe...you
would...betray me...now."
"If you really believe
that," said
"I don't want
to," protested Marigold.
"You don't want to
move your hips?" asked
"No," said
Marigold, "you told me not to. I don't want to disobey. Please don't
make me."
"Come for me,"
said
Marigold wanted to laugh.
The command was obviously absurd. If she could do that on cue, her life would
be much easier. But, even before she could complete the thought, she realized
that the effort of not moving her hips was also causing her to clench muscles
that kept her from fully enjoying what
Marigold looked around.
They were no longer on the way to school. They seemed to be on a service
road, surrounded by forest on either side.
"
"Actually," said
"Don't do this,
"I won't do it,
"That's your final
word on the matter?" asked
"Yes," said
Marigold, "I want to, but I can't."
"Okay," said
Neither spoke until they
were pulling into the senior parking lot. Marigold asked, "That's it? No
dire consequences?"
"I'm sorry,
Marigold nodded.
"Wh--what
are you doing?" asked Marigold, hurrying to follow behind him.
"I'm carrying your
books to class," said
"Yes," said
Marigold, struggling to keep up, "but why are you doing it?"
"I'm trying to be a
good boyfriend," said
"Why?" asked
Marigold, finally catching up enough to be able to wrap herself around his
arm, forcing him to slow down so that they could walk together. She laid her
head on his shoulder so that she could whisper, "Why? Why can't things
stay the same as they've been?"
Marigold thought about it.
As they walked, more and more heads were turning to watch them go, obviously
a couple. They would be the hot topic of conversation today. Marigold thought
about it. Finally, she said, "I'm hoping we'll be together, away from
this town."
"And what am I going
to have to hold over your head?"
Marigold stopped to look at
him, "Well," she said, "you can still threaten to expose me
for stealing my essay. I could be expelled ex post facto for that. Or,"
she thought quickly, "you have pictures of me in compromising
situations. You could threaten me with those."
"Fellatio in the
newspaper office?"
"Well," asked
Marigold, "why don't you just be my boyfriend, then?"
Marigold turned to face
him. They were in the hallway where all the senior lockers were now and quite
a crowd was pretending not to watch them. Marigold wrapped her arm around
Positioning her so that the
lockers were behind her back,
"So," asked
Marigold, "why don't you just make me your wife?"
Marigold smiled. As she
leaned down to pick up her books, she deliberately rubbed her ass down and
back up his leg. It was pretty obvious to anyone watching what she was doing.
As she stood back up to open her locker, she leaned lightly against
Marigold exchanged books in
and out of her locker, "Older than that. I believe it was the Apostle
Paul himself who said, 'For the husband is the head of the wife, even as
Christ is the head of the church.' If I were your wife, I'd have to obey
you."
"You're insane,"
opined
"Ahem," said a
passing teacher, "Public displays of affection, Mr. Roemer."
Marigold almost danced to
homeroom. As they passed in the hallway, Brianne glared at her. Marigold gave
her a bright, genuine smile. In homeroom,
"You look like the cat
who swallowed the canary," Dawn opined,
"Having a good day?"
"I am having a great
day," said Marigold, "You're smiling, too. What's up with
you?"
Dawn's smile softened,
"I just wanted to come over and thank you for lending me the blouse.
It's in the bag. There's also a little present in there, to say thank
you." She wrinkled her nose as if laughing, the freckles on it standing
out in exaggerated relief.
"Thank you," said
Marigold, "but that wasn't necessary. I was glad to help."
"I know," said
Dawn, "that's why I was glad to get you a little something to say thank
you. Hey, it's all over the school that Brianne made a move on Elliot this
weekend, right in front of her boyfriend. It was supposedly really
blatant."
"That's too
funny," said Marigold, "Those two have more interest in each other
than in her."
Suddenly, Marigold realized
that people were listening to the conversation. She had always been loath to
gossip and was embarrassed to catch herself doing so now.
Dawn seemed to have no such
compunctions, "Wait," she asked, "are you saying Brianne's
boyfriend is gay?"
Marigold glanced around
furtively, then said, "I shouldn't have said
anything. I'm just mad at Elliot."
Dawn looked disappointed,
"Oh," she said, "that would have been some juicy gossip."
Marigold looked up at Dawn.
She would have thought that the younger girl would have some sensitivity
about gossip relating to people's orientation. But, she was practically
salivating over passing out the news.
Of course, such a rumor
would be devastating to Brianne. And the more she thought about Elliot's
behavior towards his teammates over the last three years,
two names kept coming up as possible lovers for him. The first was Randy
Vandevoort. Elliot talked about him like he was a god. But, plenty of people
talked about him like he was a god. The other name that kept coming up was
Ian Kelley, Brianne's boyfriend. Randy talked about him constantly, even
though they weren't even in the same squad. And, while football was a hotbed
of homoerotic possibility, some of their actions together on-field had caused
even the old Marigold to think they were odd.
She had come to this
conclusion in the shower this morning and come down the stairs, eager to tell
At lunch, they sat together
at their regular table. But, he seemed to talk to everyone but her. For
Marigold's part, she wound up in a conversation with Oksana and Dawn
regarding Xena: Warrior Princess, which she had never seen. The other two
girls thought it amazing and went on to explain the show in great detail.
"Wait," asked
Marigold, "the show ended. Why is it still such a big deal?"
Oksana laughed,
"There's never more than a handful of good shows on at any one time. If
you don't keep touch with the ones that have ended."
"But, you've seen all
of them, right?" asked Marigold.
"No," said Oksana,
just as Dawn said, "yes."
Dawn lowered her eyes,
"It was one of my all-time favorite shows."
"I usually watched it
after Hercules," said Oxana, "I kind of had a crush on Kevin
Sorbo."
And that, thought Marigold,
is the heart of the problem.
The afternoon was more of
the same.
After calculus,
"Do you have any
activities planned this afternoon?" he asked.
"I have student
government," said Marigold.
"You're going to miss
it," said
"No," said
Marigold, her voice unsteady.
"All right," said
As they headed out the
front door of the school, Dawn waved to them, "Hey,
Dawn tilted her head,
"My ride flaked out on me. I'd rather not take the bus. I live like
three blocks from you. Could you drop me off?"
"No problem at
all," said
In the car, Dawn asked from
the back seat, "
"Briefly," said
"I don't know,"
asked Dawn, "Did she seem a little boy-crazy to you?"
"What?" asked
"No, no, no,"
said Dawn, "How do I put this?"
Marigold turned to face
Dawn, "Hon, you can speak pretty freely here."
"Are you sure?"
Dawn asked.
"
"Well," asked
Dawn, "I guess my question is this: Would you have any reason to think
that she might be interested in girls...romantically?"
"What?" asked
Dawn, shocked, "Why not?"
"I've already had one
girlfriend decide she was a lesbian,"
Marigold laughed, "
Dawn laughed, "It's a
deal."
"I did," said
Dawn, "Ericka Rubelle. She didn't show up this morning and informed me
today that I am persona non gratis as far as she is
concerned. Apparently, she's better friends with Brianne than she is with
me."
"Thank you," said
Dawn, "that's my house on the right--the big, white one."
"I have to take care
of the computer systems in the newspaper," said
"I, uh," said
Dawn, "That's a little early for me."
"Great," said Dawn, "thanks again."
After they had pulled away,
"That was very nice of
you," said Marigold, "but I'm going to miss our morning
conversations a little."
"After this
morning," said
"I've got you
rattled," crowed Marigold.
"Damned
straight," said
They were pulling into
Marigold waited at the
front door for him, leaning her back against it, stretching a little,
"We can always wait," she said, "Until then, you could be my
boyfriend if you liked. I bet I could get used to that sort of
treatment."
"I'd rather be your
wife," said Marigold, "but I'm betting you could be a good
boyfriend."
"I don't think I care
for that role," said
"It's a risk,"
admitted Marigold.
"What about your fiancé?"
"I don't think Paul
specifies," said Marigold. She laid a line of kisses down his chest,
kneeled in front of him, started undoing his belt, "or the Deuteropauline
writers. But, definitely for a year or two, I would think." She unzipped
his fly, "Yes," she said, "definitely two years. That should
be plenty of time. Maybe a year to court me, during which time I would obey
you out of fear of some unspecified dire
consequences." She slid his pants and underpants to the floor. He
stepped out of them, "I have great faith in you,
"Marigold," he
moaned, guiding her head down onto his cock, "I can't even promise that
you're not going to hate me after this summer. I can't...oh, God....I can't
think that far in advance."
Marigold pulled her head
off of
Marigold moved to take his
cock into her mouth again, but
"I can't think about
marriage now," said
Marigold said nothing,
moaning under the onslaught. At this rate,
Finally, he kissed the top
of her head, stroked her back with his fingertips, and said, "Give me
this week. On Sunday, I'll tell you everything I have planned. If you still
want to be my partner in this after that, so be it. I won't hold you to a
promise made with my cock balanced on your nose."
Marigold giggled,
"You're so charmingly vulgar."
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