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Marigold, Part 7
by
Vulgar Argot
(NC, MMF)
Marigold managed to
maintain her composure all the way back to the eighth floor. Once she got to
the floor, she felt the tears welling up. By the time that she managed to
fumble her way into the room, she was sobbing uncontrollably.
What in the hell was wrong
with her? She'd hated
Since she didn't have time
to sit around feeling sorry for herself, Marigold instead got busy with
collecting up all of her things for packing. Coming across her books, still
practically unopened all weekend, set her off into a fresh bout of tears.
Going into the bedroom and seeing the bed where she'd lost her viriginity set
off a another bout. Catching sight of
the bowl of complimentary fresh fruit she'd never get around to eating did as
well. By the time she got to the bathroom to pack up her toiletries, even she
began to realize how pathetic she was being. Staring at her red-rimmed eyes
in the bathroom mirror, she started shoving her items into their carrying
case with far more force than was strictly necessary.
She glared at herself in
the mirror, "God, you're pathetic," she said, scowling. "Look
at you--crying over every little thing like some sort of baby. What is wrong
with you?"
As she stood there,
glaring, Marigold began to feel like something had changed. She imagined to
herself that she hadn't spoken to the mirror, but that the mirror had spoken
to her. Mirror Marigold was like the real Marigold, but with all of her worst
qualities reversed. The girl in the mirror was strong, experienced, and not
afraid of doing what needed to be done to get what she wanted. Most of the
time, she was inside, fighting to get out, but Marigold the Mouse wouldn't
let her speak or act.
It was Mirror Marigold who
had threatened to fry Brianne into little strips of bacon. Marigold the Mouse
would rather betray her own best friend than make Brianne angry.
"Why would
She knew she was hysterical,
but didn't care. She slammed her fist against the mirror which gave a very
satifying thud.
"Let me out," she
said to herself, glaring menacing out from the mirror. And, despite the fact that she knew she was
hysterical and a little bit insane, she did. As soon as she made the decision
to let Mirror Marigold out, she felt stronger and calmer. More importantly,
she knew what to do about keeping
Running cold water from the
tap, she reached down to cup it with both hands and splash it in her face.
The shock brought her back to her senses a bit. The image in the mirror was
just that--an image. There was no Mirror Marigold. She was all one person.
Still, she knew what she
had to do.
Once her complexion was
back to normal, she reapplied her makeup. Only, in her mind, it was warpaint.
In her mind, she was going to war.
-=-
Paul didn't even recognize
the mousy, quiet college girl when she sidled up to his table in the
restaurant, "Having lunch alone?" she asked.
"Yes, um," was
the best he could come up with. He decided she must want to borrow one of the
chairs from his table, "Please....Marigold?"
"You seem surprised to
see me," she said.
"No, I...," he
stopped and tried again, "You look different. Did you get a
haircut?"
"No," she smiled,
sitting down, "I'm just doing it a little differently."
"So," he asked,
"Have you checked out, then?"
Marigold stretched,
"No. We're all packed up, though.
Paul squeaked a little when
he answered, "Here?" He recovered his voice enough to try to be
suave, "I hope he won't mind if he finds you keeping an old man
company."
Marigold laughed,
"You're not old, Paul. Besides,
Paul took a deep breath. He
knew it was a long shot, but he wouldn't be able to sleep tonight if he
didn't at least try, "I don't suppose you'd like to wait for him up in
my room?"
Marigold's mouth made a
little moue, "Paul, I don't think he's that understanding. Besides, he
should be back by one. There's really no time."
Paul glanced at his watch.
It read
Marigold was overjoyed at
how easily it was to get Paul eating out of her hand. She'd always envied the
girls she saw who knew how to flirt and made it look so effortless. Now, she
knew. It was effortless. It was all about attitude.
She felt a familiar emotion
now: contempt. She really hadn't felt it since she'd fallen into
Somewhere, she felt a small
pang of pity for him. She was using
him for a little demonstration. So
far,
Even though she was
watching the door from the hotel, Marigold suddenly realized that
"
"Yes," said Paul,
rising quickly to offer
Now, Marigold remembered
the fatal flaw in her plan. She whirled around to see what
"Hi, honey," he
came down and hugged her, whispering in her ear, "What's the matter? It
too soon to be telling people we're married?"
She wrapped an arm around
the back of his head to extend the hug, whispering, "I tried. But, the
lack of a ring gave it away."
"So, honey," said
"Well," said
Marigold, not liking the glint in
"Nonsense," said
Paul, "I was really enjoying the company. Stay for lunch. It's my
treat--or my expense account's, anyway."
"What do you think,
honey?"
"I...um, I guess it
would be okay," Marigold answered, confused.
As
Lunch became an amiable
affair, then.
Marigold, who had so far
only had most of a glass of white wine and was already feeling lightheaded,
said, "I'd better not, either. If you get sleepy, I'll have to drive
part of the way."
"Nonsense," said
Thule, "I'm not going to get sleepy. Drink up." Thule had gradually reverted from buffoon
mode to his normal manner of acting and speaking and Marigold could not help
but hear the tone of command in the last two words.
"All right," she
said, "I guess I could enjoy another glass."
"So," asked Paul,
"How did you two meet?"
Marigold started to answer,
expecting Thule to defer to her anyway, but Thule stepped in. He began to craft an elaborate story in
which he had been at a friend's bachelor party that became slowly more and
more debauched and eventually wound up at a little, run down strip club.
"So," said Thule,
who now had Paul, Marigold, and several not-so-discreet eavesdroppers hanging
on his every world, "at the time, I was a pretty straight-laced guy and
I'd resisted the urge all night to get a lapdance. But, I've drunk enough to
make an Irishman stagger, so I figure what the hell. I'm single. I'm
straight. The women are really beautiful. So, I ask this one really cute
blonde girl I saw for a lapdance. So, she's there and she's naked and she's
bumping and grinding. And, all of a sudden, I realize that I know this girl.
It's my cousin, who I haven't seen in like three years."
Someone three tables away
gasped. Other than that, the restaurant was completely silent.
"So," said Thule,
"I ask if it's her. It is. She shrieks....and I mean shrieks. The
bouncer comes over and grabs me, puts me in a hammer lock, and is about to
throw me out in the street when my cousin says, 'No, no, no. That's my
cousin.' Well, the management couldn't
be more apologetic. They got us all free drinks, let us into the champagne
room, and I say to the manager, 'I just really wanted a lapdance, but not
from my cousin.' So, he calls over this other girl and she's like really hot.
I mean, my cousin is hot, but if you look close, you know why she's stripping
in this little no-name club on the interstate. Oh, interstates are these big
highways that stretch between town and cities here..."
"Yes, yes," said
Paul, "I've seen them. Go on."
"Oh, right,"
Thule continued, "So, anyway, this other girl is like really hot. And,
in the champagne room, it's okay for you to touch the girl a little, but I
don't know this. So, like an idiot, I've never had a lapdance. I'm talking to
her, asking her questions, that sort of thing. And, it also turns out that
she's really smart. So, she's like hot, smart, and naked. She's like the girl
of my dreams. So, it turns out that she's at Harvard, but she needs to strip
to pay the tuition. I think she's putting me on, but she mentions things that
you'd either have to be a student in the area or an incredibly well-prepared
liar to know. So, at that moment, I am already head over heels in love with
her. Then, she says the words every man longs to hear." He paused dramatically.
People in the restaurant were actively craning their necks to see and hear.
Marigold was trying to melt into her chair.
"What words,"
asked Paul, sweating a little.
Thule looked around
conspiratorially, causing a number of people to look away, having been caught
in his gaze. He leaned in and in a stage whisper, said, "She says, 'You
know, back here, it's okay if you want to touch me.'"
Marigold swore she could
feel the metal of her chair melting as her whole body radiated heat and
embarassment.
"So, I do, but I'm
like all nervous and respectful, and she's like laughing at me because she
thinks it's cute. Then, the groom, my friend whose bachelor party it was,
keels over and throws up. Everybody runs over to help him up, except me and
Marigold. We've got like this super-intense eye contact thing going. And,
when nobody's looking, not my friends, not the bouncers, not the other girls,
I reach up and I kiss her full on the mouth."
"And what
happened," asked Paul, sounding a little frantic.
"She, like, kisses me
back, really hot and heavy. And nobody sees it. None of my friends are going
to believe it happened. And now, they all want to go because they have jobs
and wives and stuff to get home to. And, I'm like, 'That's okay. I'm going to
stick around for a bit.' They leave. I hang around. After the place closes, I
ask my cousin to introduce me to this girl, who is of course Marigold. Two
weeks later, she's quit that job and living in my apartment. And, we've been
together ever since."
Slowly, the conversation
around them began again. Marigold had gone to a place beyond embarassment,
but still couldn't find her voice. Finally, Paul asked, "So, you saved
her from stripping and got engaged? That's so...um, sweet."
"Oh, no," said
Thule, "She still strips--but at a much better place now. I mean, look
at her. She's top notch."
Paul did, clearly mentally
undressing her before he could stop himself. Then, he looked away embarassed
and, to cover it, said, "I could use another drink."
"Me too," agreed
Marigold.
After that, Thule grilled
Paul about his business. Marigold found herself staring off into space
several times. With three glasses of wine, she had more than doubled her
lifetime alcohol intake. She felt like it was important that she figure out
what Thule was getting at in his conversation with Paul, but she just
couldn't focus.
Finally, the lunch ended.
Paul, true to his word, picked up the check, said, "I'm going to go take
care of this, then hit the gent's. Thanks so much for a lovely lunch, you
two." His own speech was a little bit slurred and he moved with the
exaggerated caution of the experienced drunk.
As soon as he was gone,
Thule leaned in close enough to Marigold so as not to be overheard. He
smiled, but his voice held no mirth, "So," he said, "you
thought you would make me jealous by having another guy drooling over
you?"
"What?" asked
Marigold, fear chilling her spine and cutting momentarily through the fog of
alcohol, "No, I..."
"Little Flower,"
said Thule, sounding a little sad, "Once again, your lack of a thorough
education in television kept you from realizing that this sort of thing
happens there so often as to be a complete cliche."
Marigold didn't answer, but
her eyes filled with fear.
"But," said
Thule, "I'm going to give you your chance. So far, all you've shown me
is that you can get this guy enamored of your company. Show me how desireable
you are."
"What?"
Thule smiled in a way that
made her heart sink, "Seduce him. Get him so worked up that he'll try to
fuck you even though I'm in the room."
"Thule," Marigold
said, becoming really alarmed, "it's not like that. I don't want to have
sex with him. I just...."
Thule leaned in even
closer, "You just wanted to drive a man crazy so I'd see you for the
beautiful, desirable creature you are. Well, I'm giving you your chance.
Seduce him."
"Thule, please,"
she said desperately.
"Marigold," he
said, stroking her chin, "It becomes increasingly clear to me that you
have forgotten your place. You have become willful, stubborn, and
argumentative. It stops here. Since this seems to be such a difficult lesson
for you to learn, we're going to make sure you don't forget it. If this man
hasn't fucked you by 3:30 this afternoon, I am going to make your life the
kind of hell you haven't even imagined yet."
"Why?" she asked,
before she could help herself.
She hadn't really expected
Thule to answer, but he said, "First of all, it's because I hate
cockteasers. So, consider yourself an offering of solidarity to men
everywhere who have been led on for women's amusement. Second, consider it
part of your training to be the best whore you can be for me. What sort of
whore has never demonstrated her ability to seduce a man?"
Marigold wanted to argue,
to protest, but she knew that would just make it worse. So, she bowed her
head, "All right," she said meekly, "I'll do it."
Thule leaned in and kissed
her on top of the head, "That's my little flower," he said.
When Paul came back, Thule
made a clear impression of having drunk more than he had, "Whoa,"
he said, "I'm not going to be able to drive for a bit. I'd better find a
place to relax. It's just too bad we already checked out."
"Oh," said Paul,
steadying him a little, "Why don't you two come up to my suite? It'll
give us more time to get to know each other."
-=-
Back at Paul's suite,
Marigold excused herself to use the bathroom. Safely behind the locked and closed
door of the antechamber, she stared at herself in the mirror. She had
repeatedly amazed herself with what she'd been able to endure over the last
two weeks, but to be proactive about that sort of thing, she didn't know if
she could do it.
"I need you," she
told her reflection, "You can do this." She thought the reflection
might have smirked back at her. Still, she felt immediately better, more
capable, more seductive. She looked herself over critically and frowned. She
was dressed for comfortable travel--faded blue jeans, cream colored silk
blouse over a white tank top. Of course, it had been enough to get Paul's
attention, but she needed to close the deal now.
It's all about attitude,
she told herself, unbuttoning two more buttons on her blouse. Well, she
added, attitude and cleavage maybe. She wished she'd worn a more flattering
bra or had somewhere to hide the one she was wearing if she took it off.
While no support at all was not the most flattering look for her, she could
get away with it, although not as well as when she was sixteen or so.
She closed her eyes and
began to rock her hips back and forth. She imagined the sort of driving,
pounding music that would be de rigeur in a strip club, imagined what it
would feel like to have dozens of men a few feel away staring at her like a
pack of hungry wolves that could look, but not touch and found that she liked
the feeling. She began to sway more vigorously to the music in her head. Now,
she thought about giving a lap dance to some anonymous man who she could
touch all that she wanted, but he couldn't touch her. She liked that too, but
liked it much more when she imagined it was Thule that she could torment and
he couldn't retaliate. Getting deeper into the feeling of it, she began to
run her hands up and down her body as she undulated. She fought down the urge
to giggle at the absurdity of it, almost losing the mood. She closed her eyes
again. In her head, the music wasn't even music anymore, just primitive
jungle drums. And she wasn't entirely a woman, she was one of those big,
sleek jungle cats--elegant and deadly, sleek and predatory, a relentless
huntress.
She opened her eyes and
gasped. The woman that looked out at her from the mirror was so different
from what she expected she felt sure that Mirror Marigold and Marigold the
Mouse really had split. But, she looked down and knew that was her body that
was almost vibrating beneath her and seemed to be undulating, even at rest.
She was ready. She would seduce Paul and Thule and any other man who caught
her fancy.
When she stepped back into
the living room, Thule and Paul both looked up. His back to Paul, Thule
raised an eyebrow ironically and pursed his mouth as if whistling. Paul just
looked thunderstruck. Halfway across the room, she realized that she was
showing up as a low-resolution black and white image on the tv screen.
"Oh," she said,
looking around, "Where's the camera?"
Paul smiled, "See? She
could look for an hour and not find it."
Marigold glided across the
room, using the way her image on the screen moved to triangulate the location
of the camera. She ended up staring at the bottom of an innocuous-looking
Sharpie majic marker. There was a tiny lense in the bottom.
"Wow," she said,
"I didn't know they made them that small."
"Ah," said Thule,
walking past her and running a hand over her back, "you're finally out.
Remind me when we get a house to have a minimum of two bathrooms."
She stood up again, taking
the camera-pen in hand, and undulating over to Paul. She crouched down so
that she was less than a foot in front of the chair where he sat, her head
more or less level with his knees. Once he made eye contact, she pouted,
"I can't say that the picture is very flattering. Do any of them give a
better picture?"
"Yes," said Paul,
feeling more in his element, "but there's a big trade off between size
and picture quality. He took the pen camera from her, reached into his case,
and came out with a radio alarm clock. He plugged in the alarm clock and did
something to the pen. The picture on the tv screen flickered. Marigold stood
up in front of the clock. She showed up on the screen again, still in black
and white, but the picture quality was clear enough that she thought she
could see Mirror Marigold staring back at her from behind her eyes. She began to dance, moving her hips slowly
and deliberately to the jungle drums. Paul sat, transfixed.
"Are you recording
this, Paul?" she asked.
"Um, no," Paul
looked up at her guiltily.
"Don't you think you
should be?" she asked, smiling seductively, "I don't give many
private performances and it'll give you something to remember me by."
"I can't imagine I'd
forget you," Paul protested. But already, he was fumbling a blank tape
into the hotel's VCR. Once he was recording, she began to dance more like she
imagined a stripper would, like she had in private a moment before. She did it playfully, smiling like it was
all a game. Still, Paul stood like a
bird entranced by a cobra. Even when the bathroom door clicked open audibly, he
couldn't tear his eyes away.
"Ah," said Thule
amiably, coming up behind Marigold and putting his hands on her hips,
"now, that brings back fond memories." He began to dance behind
her, mimicking her movements as he rocked behind her. She felt him swell,
hard against her and smiled. Thule might like to pretend that he was in
control all of the time, but she knew how to get him flustered. Of course,
she felt her own excitement building off of his, too, her own cool beginning
to drop.
"So," Paul asked,
"I do business in Boston sometimes. What club do you dance at?"
Marigold almost panicked,
but Thule kept her moving with his hands on her hips, so that she had time to
recover. She detached herself from Thule and danced over to where Paul sat.
She reached over and turned the camera so that they were both in frame.
"Why would you want to
come see me in a club when you're getting a special, private show right
now?" she asked. Her tongue ran over her top lip, wetting it.
Thule sat down in a chair
almost across the room from them, "You are such a tease," he said,
"He wants to come to the club so he can see what you look like under
your clothes."
Paul looked at him alarmed,
but Thule just looked amused.
Marigold danced closer to
Paul's chair. Some part of her was screaming to get away from this situation,
that Harvard wasn't worth going where she was going with it. But, that part
was drowned out by the drums. The rest of her didn't care about Harvard right
now. She wanted to do this.
"Who says I'm
teasing?" asked Marigold. She danced closer now, so that she was almost
on top of Paul. Then, she leaned forward, letting her blouse fall loose right
in front of his face. She knew he was getting an eyeful, "Is that right,
Paul?" she asked, "Would you like to see what I look like without
all these clothes?"
"I...." Paul
looked desperately at Thule, who now looked relaxed and vaguely bored,
"I saw you in your swimsuit. You were lovely."
"That thing?"
Marigold asked, pouting again, "I hate that swimsuit. It makes me look
like some scared, little virgin girl, clutching her rosary." In one
swift motion, she straddled his lap. She couldn't believe she was going
through with it and, at the same time, she was enjoying the feeling of power
immensely.
"If you came to my
club," Marigold asked, putting one arm on either side of the chair,
"would you buy a lapdance? There are guys who won't take a lapdance from
anyone but me. I hear I'm real good at them."
"I highly recommend
them," said Thule from across the room. He was watching them on the tv
screen now.
"If you want a
lapdance, Paul," she said, sliding her knees off of the arms of his
chair and wrapping them around his legs, "All you have to do is
ask."
"I...I really
shouldn't," said Paul weakly. Marigold saw a look of fear in his eyes,
like he knew there was some subtext to the whole scene to which he was not
privy, but it was quickly replaced by lust and alcohol-fueled bravery.
"Go ahead," said
Thule, dismissing Paul's concerns. Paul looked at him over Marigold's
shoulder. Thule shrugged at him, "You're a man of the world, a seasoned
traveler. This can't be entirely new to you."
"Not entirely,
no..." said Paul. He laughed uneasily.
"You've had other
women while on the road, haven't you?" Thule asked.
"Well, yes," said
Paul.
"I'd be willing to
bet," said Thule, "that none of them looked half as good as my
wife?"
"Not even close,"
said Paul emphatically, ignoring Thule's misremembering of their supposed
marital status.
"So, go ahead,"
said Thule.
"You don't mind?"
Paul asked.
"I like to come to the
club when she's dancing and watch her drive other guys into a frenzy,"
said Thule, "It makes me feel like a million bucks, knowing that, at the
end of the night, she's all mine."
Marigold began unbuttoning
her blouse. She rocked back and forth, grinding her hips against Paul's legs.
Paul let out a small, involuntary grunt.
"So," she asked,
"Can I interest you in a lapdance?"
"I would like that
very much," said Paul.
Marigold stripped off her
blouse and began rocking back and forth on Paul's lap. He kept his hands
firmly on the arms of the chair, but Marigold could see them twitching. She
could feel how hard he was against the inside of his khakis and smiled at the
power she had over him.
Rising, Marigold
experienced a moment's panic as she realized that there was absolutely no way
to smoothly get off a pair of button-fly jeans. She was afraid that the
awkwardness would completely ruin the mood. But, she unbuttoned them slowly,
stepping on one cuff, then the other to slide out of them. Her lemon yellow
cotton panties would not have looked out of place on a twelve year-old girl,
but Paul was too far gone to care. She did a langorous one hundred eighty
degree turn, then led with her bottom into Paul's lap. She didn't actually
know what lapdancers did, but she imagined that, if she moved like Paul was
actually inside of her, it probably couldn't be far wrong. Based on his
reaction, she was right. As she ground against him, she slid her tank top up
and off and quickly removed her bra before he could see how unflattering it
was. She laid her head back on his
shoulder so that her chest was practically on top of his face.
Still, while he was
enjoying the sensation, Paul was still watching Thule warily. Marigold did
not have his undivided attention. Thinking quickly, she said, "Paul,
you're paying more attention to Thule than you are to me. You do like girls,
don't you?"
"Yes," said Paul,
immediately and emphatically.
"Okay, then,"
said Marigold. Running her hands down Paul's arms, she put his hands on her
ribs. As she continued to rock and grind against him, she experienced an
entirely new sensation. She was aroused, true, but she was also in complete
control. This wasn't the desperate, panicked, clawing arousal she felt when
Thule had her cornered and submissive. It was a cold, controlled arousal. She
could look at Paul, whose eyes were half shut with the effort of keeping from
throwing her down on the floor and fucking her. His hands barely moved from
her ribs, occasionally adventuring to her stomach and back. She enjoyed
keeping him not entirely knowing what was going on. She pressed her chest
against his, even rubbed it against his face.
Finally, when she'd tired
of playing with him, Marigold dropped her head down next to his and said,
loud enough for Thule to hear clearly, "You know, Paul, it's okay if you
want to touch me."
That was all it took. He
was on her like a hungry beast. His hands and lips seemed to be everywhere at
once. Whatever technique he might have was subsumed in his urgency. Marigold
unbuttoned his shirt, placing kisses down his chest and belly. At the first
opportunity, she caught one of his hands in both of hers, stood up, and
pulled him out of the chair. He gave her a pleading look. She ran one hand
from the flat of his belly to his shoulder, then gently, but firmly pushed
him down onto his knees. Writhing out of her panties, Marigold pushed Paul's
face forward into her mons pubis. He required no prompting. He gripped her
buttocks firmly, driving his tongue into her already-soaked pussy. The
licking pushed her over the edge quickly and soon Marigold was wrapped around
Paul's head, one leg thrown over his shoulder.
Eventually, Paul
disentangled himself enought to rise to his feet. Marigold's hands flew to
his belt, eager now to feel him inside of her. As she got his fly down, Thule
spoke.
"Do you have
protection, mate?" he asked. Embarassed, Marigold realized that she'd
completely forgotten he was there. By the look on Paul's face, he had too.
"What?" asked
Paul, "Yes, of course--in the desk drawer there."
Marigold, aching for it
now, leaned across the desk to get to the drawer. She didn't realize her
miscalculation until Paul had dropped to his knees behind her and his tongue
enterred her again, this time anally. She came, immediately and intensely.
She couldn't think, couldn't move, couldn't do anything but give in to the
intensity of it.
Then, Thule was in front of
her, taking her shoulders, rolling her over on her back. She was dimly aware
of Paul sliding a condom on. There seemed to be hands everywhere and she
wondered dimly if more people hadn't come into the room when she wasn't
looking.
Paul entered her smoothly,
his hands gripping her hips. At almost the same moment, Thule pushed his
member against her lips. She opened them without thinking. Soon, she was
being whipsawed back and forth between them, trying to maintain enough
concentration to be an active participant. When she failed, neither man
seemed to notice much.
After a time, Thule pulled
out of her mouth and guided her back to her feet. Paul was still inside of
her. She felt Thule press up against her back and, for a moment, stiffened in
fear. Every time she thought he'd pushed her as far as there was to go, he
came up with some new perversion to inflict on her. Now, he entered her from
behind, the head of his cock driving deep into her without pause. Marigold
cried out in shock, surprise, and some small amount of pain at the sudden
invasion. Now, both men pounded at her relentlessly. She realized that she
had become the proving ground for some sort of amiable competition. She felt
both men grow large and pull back their efforts numerous times. Neither
wanted to finish first. While the realization managed to embarass her even
more than what they were doing to her. Still, she couldn't argue with the
results.
She bided her time,
revelling in the sensation and in the idea of two men so intent on giving her
as much pleasure as they could. She felt herself fading in and out of
consciousness from the intensity of it. Finally, feeling like she couldn't
bear anymore, she waited until Paul tried to hold back and drove herself down
on him. He let out a cry, mostly pleasure, but tinged with regret and
outrage.
As Paul shrank out of her,
Thule took her by the shoulder, bending her back over the desk. Having proven
his point, he finished roughly a minute later. He came hard inside of her,
his seed pumping into her in a hot gush. Marigold had understood and
appreciated Thule's insistance that Paul wear a condom from the perspective
of safety. But, she understood it on another level now, too. Being allowed to
fuck her was a priviledge that Thule had decided to extend to Paul. Being
able to come inside of her was another priviledge, which he reserved for
himself. It was a reminder to Paul of who was in charge, regardless of what
happened.
Sitting trembling on
Thule's lap, Marigold was aware of the two men speaking in low voices to each
other, but she didn't have the will to listen to what was actually said. She
sank into Thule's lap, purring and vibrating with pleasure and an
inexplicable sense of well-being whose origin she could not guess.
At some point, she felt so
warm, safe, and relaxed that she fell asleep. She woke up to find her body
still humming with pleasure. She was aware that Thule had spoken to her, but
not of what he said. When she made a grunt of inquiry, he said, "Get
yourself cleaned up. I have a couple of things to discuss with Paul."
She nodded wordlessly. Paul
had collected her clothes and handed them to her in a neat pile. In the
shower, she stretched out, letting her muscles unkink and the water pound
against the spots that had been creased by the edges of the desk. The water felt so good, stinging little
needles giving a tiny sexual charge as it hit her hypersensitive skin.
If Thule, her parents, and
an entire weekend worth of neglected schoolwork weren't waiting for her, she might
have stayed in the shower a lot longer. As it was, she knew she was taking
too long. But, she enjoyed making them wait a little. Maybe Thule was right
and she was "willful," but she found that she didn't care.
Still, once out of the
shower, she dressed quickly, coming out braless and without makeup. It felt
oddly liberating. It seemed obvious that the men had finished their business
and were just chatting in a relaxed fashion when she emerged.
"Ah, good," said
Thule, "We've really got to get going. It's a long drive and we still
have things to do when we get home."
They said their goodbyes.
As they left, Marigold rose up on tiptoe, kissing Paul on the mouth. The kiss
was sweet, but passionless. It was like whatever had passed between them had
happened a long time ago and this was a fond farewell, which she supposed it
was.
And then, they were gone.
The room, the hotel, and finally New York City behind them. Neither of them
spoke much until they were over the bridge. When Thule turned to her, he chuckled,
"All right. New ground rules: No flirting with other men unless I
approve in advance. No letting them touch you, either. For the duration, you
belong to me."
Marigold realized she was
pleased with the idea, but couldn't resist teasing, "Just men?"
Thule shot her a glance,
"Do I have to worry about women?"
Marigold shrugged, "I
can't ever see myself giving up men for them, if that's what you mean."
"Do whatever you want
with women, then," said Thule, "I'm feeling magnanimous." He
smiled like he was kidding, "That specifically does not extend to Maya.
Whatever you think you feel for her, she's broken and will break you if you
give her half the chance.
"I don't feel anything
for Maya anymore," said Marigold, "Whatever I felt like I owed her
ended when I saw you fucking her."
Thule's chuckle was a
rumble, "Is that why you got all weird this morning?"
Marigold nodded, "I
know what the deal is, though. You fuck who you want. I fuck who you want,
too. But, it's hard sometimes."
"Believe me,"
said Thule, "I did not want to fuck her. I got a suite with two bedrooms
specifically so she would have somewhere to sleep after she was done with
you. I didn't expect her to end up in that bed. I didn't expect you to leave
the two of us alone. And, I didn't really know how bad her damage was until
this weekend. I didn't expect her to take advantage of me while I slept. If
I'd been awake, it wouldn't have happened."
"Did you enjoy
it?"
Thule sighed,
"Physically? Yes. I'm a man. But, I'd rather stick my cock in a meat
grinder than get involved with Maya again. It'd be over quicker and,
ultimately, cause less pain. You have nothing to worry about from Maya."
They drove on in silence
for a while longer. Then, Thule asked,
"How do you feel?"
Marigold sighed
contentedly, "Really good, although in similar circumstances, you might
want to pad the desk in the future."
Marigold smiled gently,
"I'll say. I was still a virgin when we got here. I feel like an
entirely different person than I was Friday." She thought back to the
mirror in Paul's room where she had willed herself to change personalities,
imagined Marigold the Mouse still staring out, forgotten in the rush to
leave. The image was real enough to make her gasp audibly.
Marigold thought about it
for a bit. Finally, she said, "No," she stretched out, feeling the
wind blow over her skin, her hair streaming back behind her, "not
anything I need." |