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Princes of Mannsborough, Part 12b
by
Vulgar Argot
(MF, rom, nosex)
Marigold sat on her front
porch, dozing a little as she waited for
"Mom," she
protested. "I can't eat all this first thing in
the morning."
Holly shrugged as she
always did at such protests, "Well, eat what you want. There are so many
leftovers, I had to do something with them."
Marigold opened her mouth
to say something, but Jonas shot her a warning look that she recognized. It
said, "If I have to eat it, you have to eat it."
Still, she couldn't resist
a short sulk, "You're going to make me fat."
Holly laughed, "No
chance of that. You're the same size you were at fourteen."
Marigold had eaten
everything put in front of her. It wasn't in her not to. When her father had
been alive, he'd instilled in her an unwillingness
to waste food.
"See?" said Holly
as her daughter rose from the table. "You must have been hungrier than
you thought."
"I just didn't want to
think about what condition it would be in when it god to the starving
children in
Both of her parents looked
up, alarmed. Marigold knew she hadn't been much for making jokes in the last
few years, but the looks on their faces were priceless. She laughed out loud,
"Guys, I'm joking. I'm just going to get my books and wait for
Now, Jonas came out onto
the porch where she was dozing. Marigold looked up at him through slitted
eyes. He walked past her, looking up and down the street, a pensive look on
his face. Marigold sat up, "You're not going to bother
Jonas shook his head in the
negative without turning to face her. He fidgeted as if he didn't know what
to do with his hands.
Marigold stretched,
"Is there something on your mind, sir?"
Jonas paced to the end of
the porch and back. Then, he asked, "Are you happy with
Marigold pulled her legs
underneath herself on the swing so that she was sitting Indian style,
"Yes, sir. I really am."
Jonas leaned against the
railing, looking at her as if trying to read her face, "Are you really
happy?" he asked. "Because, if you're not...if there's
some....obstacle to your happiness, you can tell me. If there's anything you
need to get off your...err, anything you want to talk about...I'm sure we can
work it out. You can talk to me."
Marigold felt suddenly
cold. Did Jonas know something? Choosing her words carefully, she said,
"I'm really happy, sir. Things were...a little bit rocky at first. But
now, I'm very happy--maybe happier than I have a right to be...certainly
happier than I've ever been."
Jonas's smile was uneven,
"Things seem to have progressed very quickly between you two. Are you
sure you're not moving too fast?"
Marigold shook her head,
"No. Of course I'm not sure. But, I think I'm doing the right thing. It
feels right."
Jonas said, "I know
I'm not your real father, Marigold. But, I've always tried to do what I
thought was best for you. I didn't always..."
Marigold stood and hugged
him. She and Jonas were almost never physically demonstrative, but it seemed
important now, "You did a good job, sir."
Jonas looked down at her,
"I notice the use of the past tense."
"Well," said
Marigold. "I am going away to Harvard in a few months."
"I know," said
Jonas. "I was going to point out the same thing, actually. I guess
you're all grown up now."
Marigold laughed, "Not
even close. But, I think I see a light at the end of the tunnel."
Just then,
Marigold nodded, "Yes,
sir. I suspect there will be ham involved somehow."
Jonas groaned theatrically
then kissed Marigold on the head before letting her go.
-=-
Marigold noticed a certain
restraint in the banter that morning, but presumed that it was because of
Dawn's concern over
After about a minute of
music, Dawn leaned forward and asked Marigold, "This is cool. What is
it?"
"John Coltrane's
'Giant Steps,'" said Marigold. "It's jazz."
Dawn smiled, "I didn't
know you listened to jazz."
"I haven't in a long
time," said Marigold. "I used to--before high school. I've had
these old records boxed up in the back of my closet since we moved into the
new house with Jonas. I've been transferring them to tape and listening to
them. This was one of my father's favorites."
As they walked up from the
parking lot, Dawn lagged behind Marigold and
Dawn didn't say anything.
When they reached the place where a dirt path curved off from the road, Dawn
started to turn. Marigold asked, "Where are you going?"
"To the pines,"
said Dawn. "I just want to say hello to some people."
Marigold shaded her eyes
and saw her boyfriend ascending the front stairs, "I think
Dawn looked around as if
uncertain. Marigold said, "Listen, if you're worried about what happened
with
Dawn shook her head,
"It's not that."
"Well then," said
Marigold. "Let's go join him."
Dawn turned her head,
"I promised some people I would see them under the pines this morning.
Listen. When do you have study hall?"
"I've got a couple
today," said Marigold. "Third and seventh periods. Why?"
"I'm up at the
autoshop third period," said Dawn. "Could you swing by? There's
something we need to talk about."
"Sure," said
Marigold, smiling warmly at her.
"All right," said
Dawn. "Listen. I'll be up on the steps in a few minutes. I just don't
want these people to think I blew them off."
Marigold joined
-=-
It took Marigold a few
minutes to arrange a library pass in order to get herself out of study hall.
Strictly speaking, a library pass meant that she was supposed to go to the
library and study, but there was no system for confirming that people who got
them ever went to the library or not. It was a commonly used loophole for
going off campus during the day.
The autoshop was a separate
building, out past the one that held the newspaper office. By the time
Marigold got out there, the period was nearly half over. Marigold had never
been here before. A month ago, she would have been horrified by the idea that
someone would see her here. For that matter, if she'd known a month ago that
Dawn took a class here, she would already be trying to figure out how to use
that knowledge to elevate her own star by taking down Dawn's.
The garage was primarily
the domain of the gearheads, a subclique of the dregs who had almost zero
presence on the Mannsborough social radar. For the most part, they were
vo-tech students, didn't attend more than one or two regular classes a day,
and tended to drive off campus for lunch.
When she spotted her
friend, Dawn was bent over the open hood of a car tightening a bolt with her
fingers and talking to another girl that Marigold didn't recognize. A boy sat
in the front seat of the car listening. Both of Dawn's companions were
younger--freshmen or sophomores.
When Marigold approached,
she thought she heard Dawn say her name, but couldn't hear her over the low
hubbub of the garage. She asked, "What?"
Dawn looked up. She was
wearing goggles, "Oh. Hi, Marigold. I didn't see you there."
"Oh," said
Marigold. "I thought I heard you say my name."
Dawn thought about it, then laughed, "No. I said 'manifold.'" She
turned to the girl standing next to her, "Jess, I need to talk to
Marigold for a few minutes. Can you two take over here?"
Jess nodded. Dawn took off
her protective eyewear and said, "Let's go somewhere we can talk."
Marigold nodded and
followed Dawn out of the building. Dawn had apparently changed into blue
jeans and a t-shirt used exclusively for autoshop. Both were liberally
smeared with grease old and new. Outside of the garage, Dawn led Marigold up
a path that led away from the campus proper into the woods.
"So," Marigold
asked. "What's on your mind?"
Dawn pointed to a glacial
irregular, "There's a gentle path on the far side of that rock. It's a
good place to talk."
Marigold followed, finding
the top of the rock to be surprisingly smooth and clean. She settled down and
asked again, "So, what did you want to talk about?"
Dawn looked out into the
distance. Marigold followed her eyes. From up on the rock, they could see the
whole campus laid out beneath them. Involuntarily, she said, "Wow.
Neat."
Dawn grinned, "I like
it up here. It's a good spot to get away from the school."
Marigold could tell that
Dawn was happy not to have to tackle whatever she wanted to talk about right
away. She debated doing something overt to convince Dawn that it was okay to
express her feelings, but found the idea too intimidating. So, she just
waited.
When Dawn spoke, it wasn't
at all what Marigold expected. She asked, "You know this whole blackmail
thing
Marigold nodded, "Yes.
I seem to recall something about that."
"Do you think he would
do it to anyone else?" Dawn asked.
Marigold sighed and nodded,
"Yeah. I'm pretty sure he's going to. So, if you see him with..."
"Do you think he would
do it to me?" Dawn asked.
"What?" asked Marigold. "No. I can't imagine...Why would he do it
to you?"
"Well," said
Dawn. "I haven't exactly been blameless. I am one of Brianne's
handmaidens as he put it. And, I turned down dates from guys in the autoshop
before...mostly because they're clueless, but also because I didn't want to
deal with the backlash of being a cheerleader dating a gearhead. And..."
Marigold finally got over
her shock enough to laugh. When she was able to stop laughing enough to
speak, she said, "Oh, sweety. Is that what this is about? Listen, when
we talked, I didn't tell you the whole story. Well, I told you as much of the
story as I knew, but I didn't know the half of it." Her face got
serious, "What I did, what
Dawn's eyes widened,
"What did you do?"
Marigold lowered her head,
"Dawn, I don't know if you would want to be my friend if I told you what
I did. Let's just say that whatever venial sins you have on your soul,
they're not going to incur
"Is that who he's going to blackmail next?" asked Dawn.
"Brianne?"
Marigold grimaced and put
her hand to her face, "I shouldn't have said that. Dawn, you can't tell
anyone I said that."
"All right,"
agreed Dawn. "But, is it?"
Marigold nodded, "
"I'll keep your
secret," said Dawn. "No matter what."
Marigold nodded,
"Thank you." Picking up a pebble off the boulder beneath her, she
flung it out into the woods, "So, what made you think
"A desperate desire
not to take responsibility for my own actions," said Dawn. "I
should have known better."
"Why?" asked
Marigold. "What did you do?"
Dawn took a deep breath,
"I kissed
Before she could help
herself, Marigold shot Dawn a look of pure outrage.
"I didn't mean
to," said Dawn quickly. "And I'll never do it again. I was just so
grateful that he was going to protect me that I..." She took a breath,
"And, I was thinking that, if
Dawn's babbling had given
Marigold a few seconds to get over her initial outrage and compose her
thoughts. She'd already accepted that she and
With a mental effort,
Marigold took that jealousy and compressed it down to a tiny point until she couldn't
feel it anymore. She looked at Dawn, whose face was ashen, waiting for
Marigold's verdict. The desire to comfort and reassure her friend flared up.
So, she gave Dawn a broad smile and asked, "Was it any good?"
"What?" asked Dawn. "The kiss? No. Um...I mean no. It was really
quick, more like a peck than a kiss really."
Marigold looked out over
the school instead of at Dawn, "Next time, you should take your time.
He's a really good kisser."
Dawn's eyes seemed ready to
pop out of her head, "Next time? Marigold, there's not going to be a
next time. Like I said, it was a spur-of-the-moment thing. I would never
deliberately kiss your boyfriend. And, even if I did, he's totally in love
with you. He would never..."
"A minute ago..."
said Marigold, "you thought he might be willing to trick you into
kissing him. I don't think either one of us knows what
Dawn didn't seem to have an
answer for that, so Marigold went on, "When I was with Elliot, I thought
I was ready to settle down. Now, I know that I'm not. If I'm going to be with
Dawn shook her head,
"I couldn't do that to you."
Marigold frowned, "Are
you attracted to
"No," said Dawn
immediately, sounding shocked.
Marigold was about to
reassure Dawn, but noticed that the other girl wanted to say more. She'd
noticed that, when
"I mean, he's
attractive," said Dawn. "But, he's..."
Marigold could barely
contain her desire to interject. Keeping her head down, she bit her lip.
"I would never move in
on a friend's boyfriend," said Dawn emphatically.
"That's too bad,"
said Marigold. "I could use an ally in this."
Dawn's eyes widened,
"You would consider me an ally?"
Marigold nodded, "If
you promised me you wouldn't try to take him away from me. Yes."
"I would never,"
said Dawn. "But, this is ridiculous.
Marigold found a pebble and
flung it off into the woods, "And I love him. But, he's only my third
boyfriend ever. And, he's made me realize that you miss a lot if you make
your life too regimented too soon. I love
Dawn looked at Marigold,
waiting for her to continue. Marigold wondered if it was deliberate, but was
unable to resist continuing, "Right now, if I consider the idea of going
straight to marrying Thule without experiencing life, I want to run away and
do the first stupid thing I could find that would make him reject me. Next
year,
Dawn didn't speak for a
long while. Finally, she said, "This really isn't the conversation I
expected to have this morning."
Marigold laughed, "Me
neither. I thought you wanted to tell me you had a crush on me."
"I..." Dawn
flushed bright red.
Marigold had said it
without much forethought. Now, she giggled, "You do have a crush on me.
Don't you?"
Dawn lowered her head into
her hands, "I wonder if there's any room under this rock for me to
hide."
Marigold laughed and hugged
her in relief and affection, "Thank you. I think you just made my
day."
Dawn took a deep breath,
"I mean, I already have a girlfriend. But, if I
didn't and you had any interest in girls..."
Marigold knew she should
let Dawn digest one thing at a time so she didn't risk scaring her new friend
off. But, she was gripped by an irresistibly mischievous urge. She grinned at
Dawn, "When I said I don't know what I want out of life, I meant that I
really don't know what I want out of life. Nothing is out of the
question."
Marigold had never seen
someone so surprised that their mouth actually fell open and stayed that way
before. Dawn obviously wanted to ask a question, but Marigold wasn't sure she
had any answers yet. Leaning forward, she kissed Dawn on the cheek, just far
enough back that her lips touched the line of Dawn's jaw a half inch away
from the ear.
"I have to go,"
said Marigold. "I don't want to be late for fourth period. And you need
to get back to motorshop."
She rose, walked down the
path, and turned as she reached the edge of the woods. When she turned back
around, Dawn looked like she still hadn't moved. With a giggle, Marigold
turned and bounced away, inordinately pleased with herself.
-=-
Marigold mulled over the
conversation more at her leisure. She knew she'd made a fairly momentous
decision quickly, but Dawn had taken her by surprise.
At the end of the school
day, she decided to do something else drastic. Walking down the front steps
of the school, she kept going, down through the lowest social ranks, across
the faculty parking lot, ducked her head under a low-hanging bough, and
stepped into the cavelike environment that was known as the Pines.
This was somewhere else
she'd never been at Mannsborough High. Even though it was less than a hundred
yards from where she often waited for the homeroom bell, she would never have
thought of coming here. This was where the true undesirables congregated.
People who had few or no friends, took part in no activities, or were
actively tormented by the more popular students spent their time under the
huge pine trees that marked the border between faculty parking and the
practice fields.
When Marigold was a
freshman, the administration of Mannsborough High had suggested cutting down
the pine trees because they were commonly used by students to stay on campus
but be out of the view of administrators and teachers. There had been a huge
negative backlash from the alumnae. Apparently, the trees were associated
with some school tradition.
So, they continued to be a
refuge for the students who weren't popular enough to stand on the main
steps. Marigold was nervous about coming out here. She wondered how many of
the students here she'd been deliberately cruel to. She knew that it was
enough that stepping behind the heavy wall of needles and hearing the rest of
the school fade away made her nervous.
For all the anger people
must feel towards her, no one approached her. She got a few sullen and
suspicious looks, but most people just seemed to ignore her. She wandered
around, trying to spot the face she was looking for. After a circuit and a
half, she spotted the girl by her trademark green velvet skirt, wavy red
hair, and silver jewelry, relaxing, talking to friends, and smoking. As she
walked towards them, Marigold called out, "Deirdre."
One of Deirdre’s friends
turned, saw Marigold, said, "Shit. Narc!"
and bolted. A couple others followed. Marigold looked after them, puzzled. Deirdre
looked after them, amused.
When she looked back at
Marigold, she grinned. Marigold had forgotten about Deirdre's smiles. They
split the girl's face from side to side expressing a natural ebullience that
Marigold was glad to see hadn't been extinguished by her exile early freshman
year. She called out, "Marigold, sweetie. What are you doing out
here?"
Marigold raised her hands,
"Not narking. I didn't mean to make your friends run off."
Deirdre waved a hand,
"Don't worry about it. The weed makes them paranoid, particularly
smoking it this close to the school."
Marigold laughed,
"I'll say. They shot out of here like a couple of rabbits at a shotgun
blast."
Deirdre nodded,
"Sometimes, the Jesus freaks come out here to try and gang save people.
There was an ugly scene last year when they started writing down names of who
was smoking out here and gave it to the principal." Finally, she looked
suspiciously at Marigold, "You're not here to save anybody. Are
you?"
"Actually," said
Marigold. "I came out here to talk to you. I know we haven't spoken much
since you stopped coming to church. But, I was wondering if I could ask you
something."
"Shoot," said Deirdre.
"Well," said
Marigold, lowering her voice. "This summer, your mother came to church
very upset. She said you were...well, doing a lot of things she didn't
approve of. She made a scene and asked people to pray that you would find
your way back to Christ."
Deirdre scowled, "I
thought you said you weren't here to save me. I don't need this shit,
Marigold. I live my life on..."
"Hold on," said
Marigold a little sharply. "I'm not here to save you or judge you or
anything. I just wanted to ask you something. I swear. This isn't a trick. I
just need some advice."
"All right," said
Deirdre suspiciously, clearly not following.
"I'm sure your mother
had the story mostly wrong," said Marigold. "But, I think I got the
gist. Listen, if any of this gets too weird or personal, just tell me to stop
being nosey and I'll try to figure things out for myself."
Deirdre's grin came out
again, tinged with a hint of defiance now, "My life is an open book.
What's on your mind?"
Marigold took a deep
breath, "Your mother said you were living with two guys and sleeping
with both of them. Is that true?"
Deirdre nodded, "Part
of the truth. Did she mention I was living there because she and Saint Dad
threw me out on my seventeenth birthday?"
"No," said
Marigold. "She neglected to mention that. So, if that's part of the
truth, what's the whole truth?"
Another suspicious look,
"You really want to know? If it's just to gossip about me, it's not
worth the effort. Plenty of people already know."
Marigold nodded, "I
really want to know."
Deirdre said, "I moved
in with my boyfriend Jack, who has an apartment in Argent. The apartment's
over the shop where Jack works as a glassblower. The people who own the shop
live in a house on the other side of the parking lot. Their names are Nick
and Gina. My mother found out I was dating all three of them and threw a shit
fit."
"You were?" asked
Marigold. "You're not anymore?"
"Oh, no," said Deirdre.
"I still am. But, things have gotten more complicated since then. Nick
and Gina both have girlfriends of their own that they don't see very often
because they live out in
Marigold raised her hands,
"That won't be necessary."
"So," asked Deirdre.
"What advice can I give you?"
"I'm not sure,"
asked Marigold. "I'm just trying to figure some things out in my own
head. Are you happy with this arrangement?"
Deirdre nodded, "Most
of the time. There are problems, but what relationship is perfect?"
Marigold mulled this over, then asked, "What would you do if, for example, Jack
wanted to marry Gina instead of you?"
Deirdre laughed, "I
would kick his ass. And, so would Nick, seeing as how he's Gina's
husband."
Marigold's jaw fell open. Deirdre
laughed, "Ah. That's the Marigold I remember. I was starting to wonder
if the pod people had gotten you when you didn't get that deer-in-headlights
look earlier."
"I'll get back to you
on the whole pod people thing," said Marigold. "I'm still not
entirely sure about that one myself. But, if there is a body snatcher
attached to my spine, she's a little surprised by this too. Gina and Nick are
married and they know about all the rest of you?"
Deirdre nodded, "And
they're totally in love with each other. They just don't see sex and love as
closely linked. Before you ask any more questions, let me ask you one. Do you
and Elliot do everything together?"
Marigold shook her head.
Before she could say more, Deirdre went on, "Right. You two do what you
do. When you're not doing things as a couple, he goes and plays football with
other people. You go and work at the hospital with other people. You both
have friends that you enjoy spending time with. I just don't see why intimacy
is the only thing that we're supposed to designate a single person we're
allowed to do it with and everyone else is off limits."
"So," asked
Marigold, not entirely agreeing with the point, but not wanting the
conversation to turn into a debate, "how do you keep from getting
jealous when you know that Jack is with Gina?"
"I don't," said Deirdre.
"I get jealous. But, I also get jealous when he's hanging out with Nick
and I want attention even though there's no sexual contact between them. If I
were Elliot's girlfriend, it would make no difference to me whether he was
out playing football with, say, Randy Vandevoort or fucking him."
Marigold let out an
involuntary giggle. When Deirdre gave her a questioning look, she giggled
again. Then, she started laughing.
"What's so
funny?" asked Deirdre.
Marigold shook her head,
fighting to regain her composure, "Nothing. I'm sorry. I just...got the
visual. Incidentally, I'm not seeing Elliot anymore."
"Oh?" asked Deirdre.
"You two were together forever. What happened?"
Marigold waved a hand,
"Not worth talking about. It was over a long time ago. I was just too
blinkered to recognize it."
"So, who are you with
now?"
"Thule Roemer,"
said Marigold. Even saying his name gave her a little frisson of pleasure.
"Really?" asked Deirdre.
"Is
"Is he what?"
asked Marigold.
"Polyamorous,"
said Deirdre.
Marigold considered the
word and its roots, "He's never given any indication that he is."
"So, then," asked
Deirdre. "What's all this about?"
Marigold gave Deirdre a wan
smile, knowing that the other girl would figure it out in a moment if she
didn't answer.
Deirdre furrowed her brow,
"I don't remember giving any advice."
Marigold smiled more
broadly, "Well, your non-advice was very helpful. Thank you."
"Any time," said Deirdre.
"Hey. Don't be a stranger."
Marigold paused as she was
turning to go, "Good idea. If you're not busy, why don't you come sit with us at lunch tomorrow?"
Deirdre looked doubtful,
"Nothing against you, Gold. But, I don't think..."
Marigold laughed, "I
don't sit with Brianne and that crowd any more. I sit with
-=-
Marigold had been right in
her guess that
Leading Deirdre in through
the crowd, Marigold wrapped her arms around
Deirdre smiled, "Good
memory. I don't think we actually spoke, though."
"We probably spoke
once or twice," said
The way Deirdre's smile
widened told Marigold that
Marigold asked, "
"Actually," said
Marigold pouted,
"Every year, the seniors abandon the newspaper as soon as they get their
college acceptance letters. That means that every year, the new group comes
in and has to figure everything out all over again. I want to at least
guarantee a smooth handoff before I give up the reins. What sort of
gifts?"
"I want to get you a
cell phone. And, I need to replace mine. Plus, Dawn needs one."
"I already have a cell
phone," said Marigold.
"Oh, yeah?" asked
Marigold shrugged, "I
don't know. I never carry it."
"Start," said
Marigold nodded,
understanding what was unsaid as much as what was said. She snuggled into
Marigold laughed, "No,
you can't. You're already twitchy. Besides, I'm volunteering at the hospital
tomorrow after school." She reached up and pushed aside a bang that had
fallen in Dawn's eyes, "You two have fun. Come and get me when you're
finished."
"Take your time,"
said Marigold. "I'll be lucky to get out by six."
When
"Come on, Big
Daddy," said Dawn in a truly awful attempt at a Southern accent.
"You can get me a leash, too. But, I want a sparkly one."
Marigold chuckled,
"I've got to get to the newspaper office. Next year's editor is probably
waiting for me."
As she turned, Marigold saw
Deirdre, putatively in conversation with one of the sword nerds. Whatever the
young man was talking about, he must have thought she was deeply fascinated
because Deirdre's eyes were on Marigold and wide with surprise."
-=-
When Marigold got to the
newspaper office, the new editor still wasn't there. The staff was sparse,
only a half-dozen people working, all of whom she knew were doing the
newspaper for class credit.
While she waited, she
opened a browser and googled on "polyamorous." For a word she'd
never heard an hour ago, there was a ton of information on it. Marigold
became so engrossed in her reading that she didn't even notice that Brianne
was in the office until the head cheerleader was standing over her desk, smiling
at her.
"What are you
reading?"
Marigold task switched
quickly, "Just some last-minute research. I didn't expect to see you
here today, Brianne."
Brianne's smiled got wider.
Brianne's smiles always meant trouble. She said, "I figured I would be
here to write filler if we need it--for my clips file."
Marigold looked over
Brianne's shoulder, "What's Ian doing here? You know it's
staff only on layout days."
"Usually," said
Brianne, almost purring. "But, you did say we would need all the help we
could get for this issue. Didn't you?"
Marigold looked over to
where Ian was sitting. He was stretched out on one of the office's couches,
clearly not doing any work. She debated telling Brianne that he would have to
work if he was here, but figured they could get the newspaper out faster if
he stayed out of the way.
"All right," she
said irritably. "Why don't you give me five inches on the repairs
they're doing to Hans Vandevoort Memorial Stadium for the graduation? Keep it
factual. All the research is in the system already."
Brianne said
"sure" and practically bounced off to one of the other desks.
Marigold frowned behind
Brianne's back. The head cheerleader was downright bouncy. That could only
mean that someone Brianne disliked was about to have a bad day.
Glancing up again at Ian,
Marigold saw him watching her. He didn't bother to look away until she made
eye contact. Even then, he did it with a derisive snort.
Fighting to keep her hands
from trembling, Marigold dialed the number for
Hanging up the phone, she
checked the clock on her computer. It was four thirty. She thought there was
enough work to keep staff in the office for another two and a half hours.
Still, six o'clock couldn't come soon enough. |