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Princes of Mannsborough, Part 5
by
Vulgar Argot
(caution, edge, reluc, rom, MF, Oral, Anal, Catfight, Drunk)
Jonas must have talked to
Holly after he left Marigold's room. A few minutes later, she knocked tentatively
on her daughter's door.
"Marigold, do you
still want to shop for your dress today? I can call Mrs. Copcek and
reschedule."
Marigold laughed weakly,
"No. I think I want to go all the more now."
Holly smiled gently,
"That's the spirit."
Marigold stood up and
smoothed out her clothes, "I want Elliot to see what he gave up."
Holly's laugh was genuine,
"You still thinking about the Nordstrom's dress?"
"As a starting
point," said Marigold.
"Jonas might not be
crazy about the idea..."
Marigold started to argue.
Her mother waved away the objection unstated, "I was going to say that
Jonas might not be crazy about the idea, but to let me deal with that. He
just needs it presented in the right way."
-=-
"You know," said
Holly, even before she'd completely pulled out of the driveway, "I don't
think you have a bra that will work with that dress."
Marigold thought about the
statement. Her mother was always subtly pushing her to buy more flattering
clothes. Now that they were of a like mind, she hated to be contradictory.
But, she said, "I was thinking we could bring the back down a little
further..."
Holly stopped in the middle
of her K-turn, "How much further?"
"As far as I can go
and not get arrested."
Holly just stared at her
daughter as if she'd never seen her before.
"But, if you wanted to
help me pick out a few new outfits to spice up my wardrobe, I think we have
time."
"Marigold, sweetie,"
her mother said dryly, "if you've got any more surprises, you'd better
tell me before we get on the highway or I'm liable to get into an
accident."
Marigold took a deep
breath, "Do you remember the picture you gave me, the one I keep on my
dresser. It's you, Dad, and me. We were feeding the ducks in Van Saun Park."
Holly nodded and smiled,
"I do. That was a great day."
"Do you remember the
dress you were wearing?"
"Marigold," said
Holly, shocked. "That's awfully risqué. I don't think you should go
crazy just because things aren't going well with Elliot. Maybe..."
"Mother," said
Marigold quietly. "You wore that dress to church."
"I did not," said
Holly indignantly.
"Yes," said
Marigold. "I remember because you promised we would go feed the ducks in
Van Saun Park. Then, at the last minute, you decided we were going to church
first. I was sure the ducks were going to be full by the time we got
there."
"I did, didn't
I?" said Holly. "I remember now. Your father had a gig on Saturday
night that was canceled at the last minute. So, for once, he was home and
awake on Sunday morning. But, Marigold, that wasn't really a church dress. I
wore it deliberately to scandalize the old ladies. They were such a bunch of
bluenoses."
"Well," said
Marigold. "Shouldn't I get to scandalize the bluenoses at least
once?"
Holly laughed, then covered her mouth, glancing guiltily at Marigold.
"What?" asked
Marigold indignantly.
Holly shook her head,
"Nothing. Never mind."
"Mother," said
Marigold, a tone of warning in her voice.
Holly sighed. Taking one
hand off the wheel, she pet her daughter's hair,
"It's just that I was starting to think that you were one of the
bluenoses."
Marigold straightened her
hair, "I'm not that bad, am I?"
Holly kept her eyes locked
on the road, "Truthfully?"
"Please."
"I was starting to
wonder if you had any interest in boys at all," her mother admitted.
"I mean, it would be okay if you weren't. But, you just seem
so...focused and subdued. I remember what it was like to be a teenaged girl
and, sometimes, you just act like you're a million years old and..."
"Mother,"
Marigold sputtered, a flush rising in her cheeks.
For about a minute, they
drove without speaking. Then, Holly asked, "You are. Aren't you?"
"I am what?"
"Interested in
boys?"
Marigold laughed, "I
don't think you have anything to worry about on that front."
Suddenly, a light seemed to
go on over Holly's head, "Is there a specific boy?"
Marigold paled at being
caught out so easily, "I..."
Holly laughed, "I see.
This sudden interest in your wardrobe isn't about Elliot. Is it? This is
about the new boy. Who is it?"
Marigold shook her head,
"It doesn't matter. He's not acceptable anyway."
"To who?" Holly
asked. "To Jonas?"
Marigold nodded,
"Reverend Lofton says..."
Holly cut her off,
"You do know that Jonas and Reverend Lofton don't always see eye-to-eye,
don't you?"
Marigold turned to face her
mother, "How do you mean?"
"Well," said
Holly, drawing out the word. "When we first started going to that
church, Reverend Simpson was in charge. Jonas really liked him and agreed
with him on a philosophical level. But, Reverend Lofton is a lot more old fashioned. He and Jonas clash on theological
issues frequently."
Marigold was still mulling
that over when they arrived at Mrs. Copcek's house. Approaching her eighties,
Mrs. Copcek was still a deft touch with a needle and surprisingly current in
her understanding of prom fashions. More importantly, she didn't even blink
when Marigold described the dress she wanted and even suggested a few ways to
improve on the design. Several times during the discussion, Holly looked like
she might make more than a token protest, but Mrs. Copcek waved her
objections away, reminding her that, after all, this was for The Prom.
Marigold could actually hear the capital letters when she said it.
Because Mrs. Copcek's house
was on the very fringes of Mannsborough, Holly drove out on a road unfamiliar
to Marigold. At one point, she pointed at an upcoming house, "That's
where your father lived when we were dating."
Marigold looked at the
house. It was a smallish, two-story structure with a screened-in porch. Other
than the fact that it was at least a mile to the nearest neighbor, there
seemed nothing remarkable about it.
"Oh, good,"
beamed Holly. "They left the shack up."
"The shack?"
Marigold asked.
"Your father didn't
get on too well with his grandparents, I'm afraid. In order to get out of the
house, he built a freestanding building to live in. It was wired for
electricity and everything."
Marigold followed her
mother's line of sight, "Where? Behind the tool shed?"
Holly shook her head,
"That's not a tool shed. That's the shack."
Marigold found herself horrified and intrigued at the same time, "He
lived in that?"
"Yeah," said
Holly, her voice taking on a tone of fond reminiscence. "I loved the
shack. Tom could come and go as he pleased. I could come over whenever I
wanted. A lot of nights, there were four or five of us in there at night,
jamming or hanging out or talking about how we were going to change the
world."
Marigold tried to imagine
her mother as a teenaged girl, hanging out with her friends at the shack. It
sounded more like
"This was when you
were in high school?" Marigold asked.
Holly nodded, "And
afterwards. Once I got pregnant, we moved in to my parents
house for a while. But, there were still a lot of nights that we came here.
This was where the fun happened."
Now, Marigold knew where
her horror at seeing the shack had come from. Before she could stop herself,
she blurted out the question that had popped into her mind, "Is that
where I was..."
Holly flushed a shade of
red so deep, it was tinged with purple. Marigold had inherited her fair skin
from her mother, but never realized that her heritage allowed for such deep
displays of embarrassment.
When Holly found her voice,
she squeaked out, "Probably."
That effectively killed all
conversation in the car until they pulled back out on the highway. Holly
asked quietly, "So, did you want to talk about what happened with Elliot
today?"
Marigold considered it. She
wanted to confide in someone, but there was too much she couldn't say. And,
her mother had already sussed out more than Marigold had meant to reveal today.
So, she said, "Not really. I think I've known for a while that Elliot
wasn't really right for me. The whole trying to kill me thing just sort of
underscored that."
Holly snorted, "I
think it's for the best."
Marigold raised an eyebrow,
"How so?"
Her mother gave a single
head shake, "I never really like Elliot."
Marigold turned in her
seat, "You didn't? Mom, why didn't you ever say anything?"
"I did," said
Holly. "I mean, I didn't come right out and say, 'I don't like Elliot.'
After all, you seemed happy. And, Jonas liked him at first." She took a
deep breath, "And I've noticed that there aren't a
hell of a lot of nice, Christian boys in Mannsborough who aren't
Korean. Not..." she let the word hang for a second, "that I would
have any problems with you dating a Korean boy, but they all seem fixated on
marrying nice Korean girls."
"Jeez, Mom. You make
it sound like I should get back together with Elliot."
"Not at all,"
said Holly emphatically. "I just thought you would be better off waiting
until you went away to college to start looking for a husband."
"Well," said
Marigold. "I'm going to Harvard. I'm not going to have time to date.
I'll be too busy studying."
Holly chuckled, but there
was an uneasy undertone to it, "Marigold, I want you to go to Harvard
and do well and graduate. But, I worry."
"About what?"
Holly seemed to be weighing
her words carefully, "I worry that, if you see the world as a balance
between studying and...dating, you're going to
decide at some point that the trade-off isn't worth it and...stop studying."
"In favor of
dating?" Marigold couldn't believe her mother thought she was so
shallow.
"In favor of
sex," Holly said quietly.
Marigold, who had inherited
her fair hair and pale skin from her mother, found herself
demonstrating the same capacity for blushing. Holly rushed forward, "I
realize that it's probably my own fault. Your father dropped out after a year
at Harvard at least partly because it was too hard for him to be a father and
a student at the same time. Considering what a bad job we did at the start,
I'm constantly amazed by how well you turned out. But, I worry."
"About what?"
"Well," said
Holly. "I never meant to teach you that sex was bad. That's why I was
worried that you were dating Elliot for so long. Even when you started,
before high school, I just always thought that...Well, I was surprised to
hear that he cheated on you...with another girl." Finally, she gave up
trying to explain.
Marigold sighed and lowered
her head, "Did everyone know Elliot was gay except for me?"
"Know?" Holly
asked. "No. I didn't know until you just told me. But, I suspected. I
mean, you two have been 'dating' for almost six years. But, you never go out
alone. He never keeps you out past curfew. When I see the two of you
together, he seems loathe to touch you. What sort of
teenaged boy behaves like that?"
"A good, Christian
one, I thought," Marigold suggested. "Isn't that what Jonas was
like in high school."
Holly started laughing so
hard that tears came to her eyes. Marigold watched her mother like she'd gone
insane.
"I'm sorry," said
Holly, wiping her eyes. "Your stepfather was a...very different person
in high school. He had to get in a lot of trouble before he found the
church."
Marigold frowned. Jonas
never talked about his past to her. Her curiosity piqued, she desperately
wanted to pursue her line of questioning, but Holly was already out of the
car and the mall was really not the place for that sort of thing.
-=-
Clothes shopping with Holly
at the helm turned out to be a revelation to Marigold. Feeling closer to her
mother than she had in a long time and having admitted her own desire to be
pretty, she was reluctant to veto anything Holly picked out.
Finally, though, she had to
plead exhaustion. Her feet ached and, by her estimation, she was going to
have to give away half of her current wardrobe to make room in her closet.
"Mom," she said
as they piled boxes into the car. "I think you bought me more clothes
today than you've bought for yourself in about five years."
"It can be your
college wardrobe," Holly said for the fifth or sixth time.
"Will Jonas be mad
that you spent so much?"
Holly laughed, "I
don't think so. He's always after me to buy you nicer clothes. And, it's not
like we can't afford it."
Marigold nodded. She'd only
inquired into her parents' finances once, to make sure that they could afford
to send her to Harvard. The conversational pause had become almost impossibly
awkward before Jonas had said, "I'm sure we'll manage."
As Holly pulled off of the
main road to the one they lived on, Marigold saw
When they got home, Jonas
was sitting on the porch, "So, how does the dress look."
"We made some design
changes," Holly said. "Besides, we want to leave it as a surprise
for prom night."
Jonas chuckled indulgently,
"Fair enough. Marigold, I can help you with the rest of those boxes in a
minute. Come have a seat. I want to talk to you for a minute."
Marigold carried her boxes
inside, then came back out and took a seat in the rocking chair opposite the
swing Jonas was sitting on. For a minute, he seemed to be studying her in the
half-light of sunset.
Finally, somewhat formally,
he asked, "Marigold, what do you think of Bartholemew Roemer?"
Marigold stopped rocking.
She froze stock still. Not only did she not know the answer to the question.
She didn't know which lie she should tell. Finally, she settled on, "He
really helped me out today with Elliot. And, we've been talking a lot lately—like
you suggested."
Jonas nodded thoughtfully.
Marigold wondered if she'd said too much. Finally, Jonas said in measured
tones, "I know he wouldn't be your first choice, but what would you say
to the idea of his taking you to the prom?"
Marigold felt relieved on
so many levels that it took a few seconds for her to be annoyed, "Sir,
did you ask
"No, no, no."
Jonas assured her. "It would never have occurred to me. This was all his
idea. He just came up here to clear it with me before he asked you. He was
concerned because he thought I might disapprove."
"And?" Marigold asked, her heart in her throat.
"And," said
Jonas. "He seems like a serious young man. His grades are good. He's
going to MIT next year. He may not share our beliefs, but he's not
closed-minded about them. I like him. I told him that, if you said yes, I
would have no objections."
"Well," said
Marigold, as if considering the idea for the first time. "I don't
know..."
Jonas smiled, "I know,
dear. You're hoping to find a nice, Christian boy. Just remember. It's only
the prom. You don't have to marry him. But, he's a nice enough young man. I
feel like I can trust him with you. And, it just so happens that I am an
excellent judge of character."
How Marigold kept a
straight face, she would never know, "I'll definitely consider it,
sir."
"You do that,"
said Jonas, rising and striding towards the car. Then, almost to himself, he
added, "I like him."
Marigold barely made it up
to her room before her body was wracked with paroxysms of laughter. Before
she wore herself out, the laughter had taken on a slightly hysterical edge.
The whole situation was getting more absurd by the moment.
-=-
Marigold woke the next
morning with a vague feeling of dread. She'd planned her lie well in advance,
dropped hints about it, and considered contingencies for a million questions.
"This is going to be a
slow weekend," she said at breakfast. "So, I thought I would
finally take Aunt Vera up on her offer to come and visit."
Holly and Jonas exchanged a
look. Vera was Marigold's father's sister. She and Marigold's mother had
barely gotten along when they were officially sisters-in-law. To Marigold's knowledge,
they hadn't spoken more than twice since her father had died.
Marigold tried to read
whatever wordless communication was passing between her parents, but
couldn't. Finally, Jonas grunted, "You'll find a way to get to church on
Sunday?"
Marigold nodded, not
knowing if she would actually be able to keep the promise. But, if
And that was all there was
to it. When Jonas dropped her off at school, she brought her suitcase with
her, then waited nervously for
At lunch,
He also seemed to be paying
a lot more attention to Marigold. Unlike his usual brash and somewhat
domineering nature, he was almost solicitous. Marigold wondered if he,
sensing that she had surrendered to him far more completely than either of
them could have expected, was now being magnanimous in his victory.
On her way to her next
class, Marigold suddenly found her way barred by Brianne. For a change, the
head cheerleader was without her phalanx of underlings, accompanied only by
her three lieutenants.
"So," Brianne
said by way of introduction, "I hear that Elliot tried to pry your
ankles apart and you kicked him in the balls."
Marigold smiled as sweetly
as she could manage, "Brianne, you get the strangest ideas sometimes.
Why would Elliot want to pry my ankles apart?"
Brianne ignored the
question and the insinuation, "I hear you didn't waste any time making a
total fool of yourself. June saw you putting your suitcases into Bart
Roemer's car. You know, maybe if you went back on your knees with your legs
spread..."
Marigold raised her hands
in alarm as Brianne came barreling towards her as if to attack her. But, she
went past Marigold and collided hard with a row of lockers. Turning around
with blood trickling out of her nose, she stumbled and fell. Standing over
her like an avenging angel, panting heavily, was Dawn.
"You stop telling lies
about me, bitch." Dawn shouted. She was panting heavily, sweat or tears
rolling down her cheeks.
In spite of her position,
Brianne gave a feral grin, "Who's telling lies?
Everybody knows you did the whole football team at Randy's last party."
Dawn gave an unintelligible
shout of rage and aimed a swift kick at Brianne's head. For a sickening
moment, Marigold thought that it would connect, but Brianne got her arms up
in time, partially deflecting the blow. She caught Dawn's ankle, bringing her
down in a pile. Soon, the two of them were on the floor, biting and
scratching. Dawn was protecting her face in between well-timed and
well-placed body blows. Brianne was clearly getting the worst of it, but
neither girl seemed willing to stop the fight. Marigold was afraid they were
going to kill each other.
By that point, they'd
gathered quite a crowd, most of whom were shouting
for blood.
"Somebody stop them," she yelled over the tumult.
Dawn lunged for Brianne again.
Marigold, realizing she was unlikely to get any more help from the crowd,
wrapped her arms around the taller girl's waist, falling to her knees in the
hope that she could slow her down enough that
"Hall monitor,"
someone called from the back of the crowd. Immediately, people began
scattering.
Marigold started to
struggle to her feet. Dawn twisted to look down at her, "You can let go
now."
Marigold looked up. She
realized two things. The first was that Brianne had deliberately torn Dawn's
blouse down the front, taking most of the buttons and revealing the green
silk bra underneath. The second was that she was looking at said bra through
her own splayed fingers. She drew her hands away as if scalded. Dawn smiled
down mischieviously.
"Come on," said
Within about two minutes,
they were in the student parking lot. If they'd had to go the regular way, it
would have taken ten.
"Okay," said
Dawn cleared her throat.
She was holding the torn halves of her blouse together with one hand. With
her other hand, she smoothed her hair back.
"No," said
Marigold without thinking.
"Give me your
keys," she said. "I have extra clothes in the car. If he asks, tell
Mr. Talbot I took Dawn to the nurse."
"Good," said
Marigold. "Now, hurry. And take good notes. I'll need to copy them
later."
-=-
Marigold led Dawn to
"We don't have the
same coloring...and you're a few inches taller than me, but I'm sure I can
find a top in my luggage that will fit you well enough to get you through the
day."
"I've also got a
smaller chest than you," Dawn pointed out.
Marigold scrutinized Dawn's
chest, "Not that much smaller. Let's see what I can do."
Dawn followed her to the
trunk, clutching her shirt closed again, "One
of your famous sweatshirts would be fine."
Marigold flinched a little.
She hadn't realized that her sweatshirts were famous or even than people had
noticed them. She opened her suitcase, "It's getting too warm for
sweatshirts."
Dawn's eyes widened at the
sight of the folded clothes, "You two going away somewhere?"
Marigold nodded as non-commitally
as she could.
"Looks like you're
expecting a romantic weekend."
Marigold sighed inwardly,
"Maybe. It's complicated."
Dawn raised her hands,
realized she'd let go of her shirt, and dropped one hand to catch it,
"Sorry. I don't mean to intrude."
Marigold held up a
cream-colored blouse, "I think this will do. I was going to wear it to
church, but I'm sure I can find something else."
Dawn nodded, "It looks
good."
Sitting in the back seat,
Marigold watched Dawn contort herself out of the shreds of her own blouse,
unbutton her jeans, put on the new blouse, and reassemble her clothes. It was, she had to admit, a fascinating athletic display.
Not looking Dawn in the
eye, she asked, "Can you keep a secret?"
Dawn did make eye contact,
"Have you ever heard me gossip?"
Marigold thought about it,
"No. You've always seemed sort of oblivious to that sort of thing."
By the look on Dawn's face,
Marigold realized that she'd actually insulted the other girl. Before she
could apologize, Dawn said, "It's not obliviousness. I just keep hoping
that, if I mind my own business, people will mind theirs. I guess it doesn't
always work that way."
"I wouldn't
worry," said Marigold. "Nobody believes what Brianne says."
"They don't
believe," said Dawn. "But, they behave like they do. To a lot of
people, what Brianne says is more important than the truth."
"If you don't mind my
asking, what is the truth?"
Dawn eyed Marigold
carefully, "You don't gossip either, do you?"
"I don't," said
Marigold. "But, in my case, it really is obliviousness. The last couple
of weeks have been a crash course in all the things going on around Marigold
that she didn't have a clue about."
Dawn sighed, "June
invited me to Randy Vandevoort's last big party. I went. I got a lot drunk. I
let June talk me into making out with her and Arkady Antolevich.
The next thing I know, June's not there, Randy is, and I'm all unbuttoned. I
managed to beat feet before anything happened though."
"Wait," said Marigold.
"You were making out with June and Arkady?"
Dawn looked at her,
"You said you could keep a secret. Right?"
Marigold nodded.
Dawn sighed,
"Normally, I wouldn't have anything to do with Arkady. He's kind of
skeevy. But, I wanted to be with June and she gets real uncomfortable if we
get too one-on-one."
Marigold's mouth dropped
open, "You're a lesbian?"
Dawn looked her in the
eyes, "I don't like labels."
"But, you're so
pretty," Marigold blurted out.
Dawn stared at her in
disbelief. Then, she pantomimed a telephone receiver, "Bring bring. Hello." She held out her hand to Marigold,
"It's for you. It's the 1950s. They'd like their attitude back."
"I'm sorry," said
Marigold. "That came out all wrong. I just meant that you didn't look
like a lesbian."
"We look like
everybody else, sweetie."
"I'm kind of
sheltered," admitted Marigold. "I've never met a lesbian
before."
Dawn started laughing.
"What?"
Dawn shook her head,
"I'm sorry. Like I said, I don't gossip. But, trust me when I say that
bisexuality has become very fashionable in the nineties."
"Like I said,"
Marigold sighed. "It's clue-in the clueless week for me."
Dawn was chuckling and
shaking her head. Finally, she said, "Okay. This one isn't even gossip.
Don't you know Laurie McCaffrey?"
"The mezzo-soprano in
choir?" asked Marigold. "I used to sing with her at church.
Why?"
Dawn looked at her as if
she were particularly dense.
"She's...? No.
Really?"
Dawn laughed, "How
could you not know. She talks about her girlfriend all the time. They've been
together forever. They danced together at the spring fling. It was really
hot."
"I just thought they
didn't have dates."
"Wow," said Dawn.
"You really are naive, aren't you."
Marigold sighed, "I
guess I am."
"So," said Dawn.
"You've got my not-so-secret secret. Now, what gives with you and
"Like I said,
it's..."
"I know,"
interrupted Dawn. "It's complicated. So, how is it complicated?"
Marigold started to
explain, avoiding the delicate areas. The more she explained, the less she
avoided. Dawn asked a few questions, but was for the most part non-judgemental. And Marigold desperately needed someone to
talk to.
After Marigold had poured
out her heart, Dawn said, "I know that should be awful, but you make it
sound so...romantic."
Marigold sighed, "I
think it's both. I can't describe how good it feels to be with him, but he's
warned me that he's not done punishing me. I'm afraid of what comes
next."
Dawn nodded sagely.
Seemingly out of the blue, Marigold said, "Open your blouse for a minute
please."
Dawn's eyes widened.
Jokingly, she said, "That was a quick turnaround."
Marigold blushed at the
implication and held up her first aid kit, "I just meant that I wanted
to get something on those scratches on your chest and stomach. I
wasn't..."
Dawn smiled and started
unbuttoning the blouse, "It's okay. You packed
a first-aid kit for a romantic weekend?"
Marigold nodded, "Like
I said, I don't know what this weekend will bring. It may be romantic. Or, it
may be really awful. Besides, I don't like to be more than a minute or two
away from a first aid kit ever. It's the doctor in me."
"Doctor?" Dawn
asked.
Marigold smiled as she
gingerly dabbed witch hazel on the other girl's chest with a cotton ball,
"It's sort of a family thing. My mother's father and Jonas's mother were
both doctors. I've wanted to be one ever since I was a little girl."
Dawn nodded and fell
silent. Finding the silence and situation impossibly awkward, she asked,
"Can I ask you a personal question?"
Dawn nodded, "Anything
you want."
"Are you dating June
Kane?"
Dawn laughed ruefully,
"It's...complicated."
"So, how is it
complicated?"
Dawn frowned, "Well. I
follow her around like a heartsick puppy-dog and she, for the most part,
pretends that I don't exist. Then, every time I start to lose interest, she
throws me just enough of a bone to keep me around."
"That sounds pretty
awful," said Marigold.
"Well," said
Dawn. "I think that I really am over her since that party. Besides, I've
got a new crush now."
Marigold stopped applying
the witch hazel, "Oh?" She managed to say it casually, even though
she'd stopped breathing. "Who?"
"Oksana," said
Dawn.
"The greasy-haired
redhead?" Marigold asked, vaguely disappointed.
"She's not
greasy-haired...usually," said Dawn. "Sometimes, she gets so
wrapped up in her work that she forgets to sleep. And, she's got two sisters
with only two bathrooms for the whole family."
"I take it you two hit
it off," said Marigold.
Dawn's laugh didn't convey
a lot of humor, "Oh, yeah. We're good friends now. So good, in fact,
that she can't stop telling me about all the boys she's interested in."
"She doesn't have a
clue?"
"Until today, I would
have said she was the most clueless person at Mannsborough."
"Okay," said
Marigold. "You can button up."
Dawn buttoned up while
Marigold applied witch hazel to her forehead.
"So, when she talked
about the boys she's interested in, did
Dawn laughed, "She
already dated
Marigold's laugh was loud
and abrupt enough that Dawn looked concerned. In explanation, she said,
"I'm sorry. I just think it's ridiculous that I'm worrying that
"Well, like I said,
you won't get any competition from Oksana. After they dated, she lived at his
house for like three months and nothing happened. If she wanted another
chance, I'm sure that would have afforded her one."
"Would it be really
screwed up of me to say that was a load off of my mind?" Marigold asked.
"Probably," said
Dawn. "But, I won't tell if you don't."
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When Marigold got back to
class, there was less than fifteen minutes left in class. Mr. Talbot gave her
a look when she came in and there was a wave of hushed conversation, but
class continued more or less as normal.
Lowering her head to copy
the diagram on the chalkboard, Marigold got a chill. There had been meaning
in the look the teacher had given her. And, the meaning was suddenly clear to
her. He knew about the fight. But, he had no intention of saying anything.
Glancing up from her notes, she caught several people who abruptly stopped
looking at her and started looking anywhere else. Suddenly, she realized that
everyone knew what was going on around here except her. The teachers, the
administrators, her parents, the coach—everyone knew that something big and
rotten was going on in Mannsborough, big enough that they didn't want to tangle
with it. She wondered if anyone had the whole picture.
She paused in her writing,
trying to figure out how everything she knew came together. It seemed like
everything led back in one way or another to Randy Vandevoort and his family.
But, as she began to put the pieces together, she began to feel ridiculous. A
few simple assumptions could make it seem like the Vandevoorts were
responsible for almost anything. The family was huge, wide-spread, and
secretive like the Carnegies or the Vanderbilts. They'd been mixed up in the
slave trade to the
She wanted to laugh. At
least in her own head, she was starting to sound like one of those conspiracy
nuts who blames everything on Microsoft or the president or little, green
men. It might make for a good episode of the X-Files. But, that was about it.
When the end of the school
day finally rolled around, Marigold stowed her books, closed her locker, and
jumped back a step to see Brianne standing there. The head cheerleader was
glaring at her angrily. But, instead of quailing, it was all Marigold could do not to laugh in her face.
Not entirely believing her
own moxie, Marigold stepped closer to Brianne, invading her personal space to
the point that she could have kissed the cheerleader before she could react.
Getting the visual in her head, she had to fight the urge to laugh again. She
was close enough to see just how poorly the concealer
Brianne had used was doing its job and the bruise in her cleavage that she
hadn't bothered to hide.
"Don't even begin to
think this is over, you holier-than-thou cunt," Brianne growled, her
voice low, but not so low that it couldn't be heard by at least a dozen
onlookers.
Instead of being cowed,
Marigold went up on tip-toes so that her lips were almost touching Brianne's
ear. In an equally dramatic stage whisper, she said, "If you ever try to
lay a finger on my boyfriend, Elliot, I will skin you, cut your well-marbled
flesh into bacon-sized strips, fry them up, and feed them to you."
Even though Marigold had
borrowed the threat word-for-word from a conversation she'd been laterally
aware of on the steps among the dregs, it had the desired effect. Brianne
backed off, leaving Marigold with a look of supreme satisfaction.
"Psycho," Brianne
said. It was probably meant to be an insult, but it came out tinged with
respect. Before Marigold could respond, Brianne turned one hundred eighty
degrees and flounced off.
Satisfied, Marigold
practically skipped to
-=-
When Marigold recounted her
encounter with Brianne to
Marigold found herself grinning broadly at his approval, but said,
"Of course, it won't last long. Brianne doesn't strike me as the sort of
girl who leaves a man's sexuality in doubt for very long."
"Of course," said
Marigold, "maybe he'll end up sharing her with Randy Vandevoort. It
would serve her right."
They were on the road
leading out to the Vandevoort estate.
"So,"
Marigold smiled, "Of
course I'm curious. But I know I'll never get an answer until you're ready to
tell me."
"I'm ready to tell you
now...if you ask."
Marigold clasped her hands
in front of her, as if in prayer. Raising her voice to a falsetto she said,
"Oh, please,
Marigold shrugged, "It
makes no difference to crack jokes on the gallows stair. The dour and the irreverent
both swing the same. A heavy spirit will do nothing to split the noose."
Marigold shook her head,
"That's me being all poetic and goth. I thought I would try it on for
size."
"An excellent
effort," said
Marigold was earnest now,
"I know it should. I expect that, if I were a better Christian, it
would."
"So, how does it
feel?"
Marigold sighed, "I'm
terribly conflicted, particularly if I think about it too hard. I know it
should be awful, but I'm really looking forward to spending the weekend with
you."
Marigold considered her
possible responses, then decided to change the
subject, "So, where are we going this weekend?"
"
The sentence had come out
breezily, but the last three words were heavy with dark mischief.
"Wait here," he
said. "This shouldn't take more than twenty minutes. If anyone comes by,
you stopped here for a nap or something. There's pepper spray in the glove
compartment."
Marigold nodded, then watched
In roughly the time he'd
said,
"So," asked
Marigold, "what was that all about?"
"Just something I had
to take care of,"
Marigold looked at him
critically, trying to will him to be more forthcoming. But,
Marigold shrugged to
herself. She wasn't going to find out anything
For the rest of the drive,
the conversation remained light. It was easy for Marigold to pretend that she
was there entirely of her own free will, that Thule was her boyfriend, and
they were on their way to spend a straightforward, uncomplicated romantic
weekend in the city together.
The hotel turned out to be
surprisingly nice. It wasn't five star, but fancy enough that the valet
sneered at
In the lobby,
Upstairs,
She had dressed for the day
in a calf-length denim skirt, simple, white button-down blouse, knee-high
black boots, and one of her new, more flattering bras. There was nothing
particularly risque about the outfit, chosen for
comfortable travel, but it somehow added to her growing sense of furtive
sophistication.
Behind her,
"Would you like to get
out of those boots, Little Flower?"
Marigold realized that she
would, very much, like to get out of her boots. She nodded and let
Then, he sat down next to
her on the bed. Marigold felt her breath catch in her throat. Somehow, she
had thought there would be more preamble than this.
"Lie down,"
When Marigold had done so,
While he was rubbing the
second foot, the tension and pressure of the day finally started to take her
toll. Her eyes closed and, before she knew it, she was asleep.
She woke alone in the room,
the only light spilling in from the living room.
"Do you want a shower
before dinner?"
Marigold kissed the back of
his neck, "I thought we were going to dinner tomorrow. Are you sure you
don't want to stay in tonight?"
Marigold had to admit that
"Go ahead and get
started,"
Marigold stepped away from
the desk and began to undress for the shower, trying to catch
Marigold smiled, reached
back behind herself, and undid the bra, folding it in half and placing it on
top of the pile of her other clothes.
"What's so
funny?" Marigold asked.
Marigold walked over to
where he sat.
Marigold closed her eyes
and felt her knees go weak.
Marigold swooned.
She opened her eyes,
"Oh,
"
"Well, then,"
said
"I..."
Marigold felt a chill. She
hadn't realized how calculating
"Now," he said,
his voice still intense, "get in the shower."
Marigold retreated to the
bathroom, turned on the water, and got in the shower. She wanted to cry. She
didn't know why
The revelation that hit her
was so intense that her eyes flew open even though she had the shower pointed
at her face. That was exactly why he'd done it.
Quickly, she considered her
options. She could go along with his plan, pretending to be miserable. It
wouldn't be too hard. All she had to do was recapture the feeling she'd had a
minute before. Or, she could refuse to be miserable, no matter what he did to
her. That would be the riskier path, since it might force him to escalate her
punishment.
But, Marigold had to
believe that
It was an audacious plan,
one worthy of
Marigold gave an
experimental wriggle, "That could mean a lot of things."
Marigold whimpered her
protest, but pulled about an inch away. She was willing to get into a battle
of wills with
When
Slowly, methodically,
Every time he rubbed
against her, Marigold could feel how hard he was. She realized that
Out of the shower,
As he stood in front of
her, toweling off her bottom, Marigold reached up, drew down his head, and
kissed him.
Marigold's legs went around
him, ankles locking together. She was exhilarated by the sensation of his
cock pressed against the back of her thigh. All either one of them needed to
do was shift a couple of inches and he would be inside of her. Marigold
resolved not to be the one to make the move.
For a moment, she thought
"Get dressed," he
rasped. "We're going to dinner."
Marigold tried to answer,
but he'd turned her back to her, opening his own suitcase, and rifling
through his own clothing. His motions were short and jerky.
"
Marigold unzipped her
suitcase, "Well, what then?"
Marigold pulled on some panties,
then threw on a sundress over them, "Does it help to say that I
surprised myself?"
Marigold avoided the
obvious double-entendre, "If I'm right about the way the world works,
and I'm starting to think that I may not, then I'm
already damned. You only get absolution for contrition. I'm not contrite. I
can't pretend to be. So, I might as well enjoy it."
Marigold raised an eyebrow,
"For what?"
Marigold was puzzled by the
statement, but could see the firm line of his jaw and knew that she would get
no more information from him.
"Come on," she
said. "Let's get to dinner."
Marigold would have said
almost anything to get that look of anguish off of
-=-
The hotel restaurant was on
the second floor, giving their patio-area table a clear view of the park.
Couples strolled by in the darkness, their susurrations rising to Marigold's
ears.
"Well,"
Marigold laughed, narrowly
avoiding choking on her water.
In the elevator, Marigold
leaned back against
"I'm already on the
pill," said Marigold.
Marigold nodded, "It
was for...medical reasons. I've been taking it since I was thirteen."
Leading Marigold into a
bedroom,
"Sit," he
ordered. Off came one shoe, then the other. He knelt before her, "Take
off my shirt." Marigold fumbled to comply. Wrapping one hand in her
hair,
He lifted her hips easily,
sliding the dress over her hips. The panties, he pulled free in a single
motion. His lips pressed into her soft thatch of hair, his tongue teasing its
way around her clitoris, the tip darting in and out to either side, licking a
broad oval around it before running along the length of it. Marigold fought
to keep from making noise, but couldn't hold it. The first moan came out of
her like a sob. Her shoulders started to hurt from the effort of clawing the
bed covers so as not to wrap her arms around his head, pushing him deeper.
Meanwhile, his hands roamed freely up her stomach and breasts, kneading,
stroking and teasing the whole way. With her first orgasm came tears, silver
in the moonlight, leaked out of her by the intensity of the moment and the
effort of not speaking or wrapping her arms around
His head came up, then down
again to her face, kissing then licking her tears as if craving their salt.
Almost without her volition, she raised her hips to rub against his stomach.
But, he pulled away, rocking back on his knees.
"Put your head on the
pillows and roll over,"
As she felt him hovering
close enough for his breath to be in her ear, her body quaked in
anticipation. Forgetting what she'd been told, she said, "Be
gentle."
"No speaking, my
little flower," he said gently. A few seconds later, his hands were on
her shoulders, smooth and oily. As he sat on her bottom, she realized with
some embarrassment that he was still wearing his pants, the rough denim seams
scratching against her flesh. As he rubbed circles down her shoulder blades
and spine, Marigold released tension she didn't know she'd been holding. One
by one, her muscles relaxed. Her body began moving in rhythm with his hands
as he rubbed oil into her back, then moved to her legs, and finally her
bottom. Again, his touch was more arousing than therapeutic and she began to
moan in response, her hips rising and falling under him.
When he stopped, she
whimpered.
"Roll over," he
ordered. She rolled onto her back. Then, he was on top of her, naked now, his
cock almost throbbing as he maneuvered the head between her legs, opening her
just a little.
"All right," he
said, chuckling, "Now, you can touch me." Marigold's hands slid up
his thighs, found his ass and pushed forward as hard as she could manage. At
the same time, she raised her hips, impaling herself on him. The pain was
duller than she expected, the tearing only on the
edge of her awareness. She cried out, her hands flying to his shoulders. He
moved hesitantly inside of her.
"Marigold," he
rasped, "are you all right?" She nodded.
He sighed, "You can
speak. Are you all right?" She nodded again.
He leaned down, kissing the
top of her head, her forehead, her eyelids, her mouth. His tongue teased hers
until it chased his out of her mouth. Catching the tip of it between his
lips, he sucked gently while licking the underside of it. Her hips began to
rise again to meet his. Soon, his rhythm was more steady,
bolder. Marigold started to make small, animal noises. The pain hadn't gone
away, only receded into a background noise, slowly being overwhelmed by the
rising pleasure.
He shifted until he was up
on his knees, his hands holding onto her hips. Marigold lay back, her hips
and his still fused together, her bodies sloping away. His motion went from
gentle thrusting to a more insistent pistoning. Marigold came hard, the
pleasure crashing over her like rough surf.
"Oh,
Catching one of her legs in
each arm, he pushed them so that her ankles were over his shoulders. Marigold
was too far gone to do more than dimly realize how obscene the pose was. He
was slamming into her now, any hint of tenderness gone. What he was doing to
her was nothing but pure, animal lust. She was just an object now. The idea
made her weak with pleasure, adding to the jangling cacophony of sensation
that threatened to completely obliterate her sense of self.
It seemed to go on forever
and it ended too soon. She felt him grow even thicker inside of her. His arms
flew around her, gripping her to him, crushing the wind out of her for a few
seconds before she felt
Afterwards, Marigold held
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Marigold didn't know how
much later she awoke or whether
Whether he'd been awake or not,
he was awake now. His hands settled on her hips, guiding her as they rocked
together. It took almost no time at all for her to feel the beginning of the
ramp up to orgasm. Marigold began to ride him faster, her breathing matching
the rocking of her body. She cried out in pleasure, then surprise when he
pulled out of her a few seconds later. He moved nimbly, winding up behind and
then over her before she was cognizant that he was moving.
Taking a pair of pillows,
he piled them under her hips, "Lie on top of these, face down." he
whispered.
"Relax,"
"Do what you're
told,"
"I can't,"
Marigold cried, rising, "I would if I could."
"Lie down,"
Taking the back of her head
in one hand,
Kneeling behind her, he
growled a warning, "Be very still."
"What are you
doing?" Marigold begged, "please."
"No speaking,"
said
Then, he was on top of her,
his cock taking her from behind. Marigold cried out and started to clench,
but it was a second too late. He was already inside of her. The pain was
intense for a moment, worse than losing her virginity had been, then replaced with an intense pressure she could feel in
her throat and behind her eardrums.
She realized now that she
was feeling incredibly lightheaded. She realized dimly that she was drunk.
What had
Marigold cried out,
squirmed, and tried to claw. It was all futile. She was already forgetting
the pain and the pressure in the intense pleasure, more incredible than
anything she'd felt so far. Soon, the pleasure was all that mattered. There
was no world outside the room, no room outside the bed. There was nothing in
the world but
It ended suddenly,
explosively. When
Before Marigold fell asleep
again, she curled herself into the hollow under
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