Sylvia Foster was putting most of her attention on the
preparation of Saturday lunch. She was vaguely aware of her
husband's intermittent typing, though. The most recent pause was
longer than most had been. Was he blocked? Instead, George
said, "I think that's it."
"Great," she replied. "I'll copy it over. You can read the
whole thing in a week or so. If it still hangs together, we'll
send it off."
"You're too indulgent. I'd hate to make you type it all over
for a few late changes. You have your own teaching to do."
Typing, even careful typing, was no great chore. "Well, I
won't type the whole thing over for minor changes. Just the
changed pages. You need to put your best foot forward. This is
really your first paper where you did the investigation
alone."
"It is? I could have sworn there was a sexy girl with me
every night. Must have dreamed her -- not the first expedition
where I had wet dreams about her." It was nice that George
thought of her as sexy. She spent all day in a classroom where
the kids thought of her as maternal at best.
"I was in bed with you. I typed for you. You were alone in
gathering the information."
"Not even that's totally true. You're an anthropologist's
dream, and I don't mean wet dream this time."
Now was the time to tell him. "Well, you'll have to do
without me next trip. Should have thought of this when we were
discussing my going off the pill."
"Well, you might not take. You haven't so far. And we did
think of that. A child is more important."
"I might not have so far." And she might not; she had to keep
reminding herself of that.
"Darling! You think...?"
"I'm two days late. It's happened before, but I feel...."
"Oh, dearest! Oh, darling. Oh, Sylvia. Oh!" Well, no need
to worry about what George would feel about her when she stopped
looking sexy.
"Oh."
They kissed. He hugged her tight, first about her waist and
then about her shoulders. He sprinkled her face with kisses.
"I warn you," she said, "I'm not sure."
"It doesn't matter. Well, it matters, matters enormously, but
it doesn't affect the fact that I love you."
"It doesn't matter enormously right now," she pointed out.
"Whether I'm pregnant will matter enormously next summer."
"I don't need to go on an expedition every summer. Vrooman
stayed here this year."
She couldn't let him do that. "You're going! We decided.
I'm not going with you."
"Well, in that case, it's time to start saying goodbye."
Silly man.
But she did enjoy his goodbye, which involved his kisses all
over her body with special attention to her abdomen. "You'll be
disappointed if it's not true," she said. "I might regret it's
not being true. I won't regret these kisses."
She enjoyed the kisses until she needed him. "Now, George,"
she said, "now."
When he got into position, she helped him in. At first, he
treated her gingerly. Was she going to have to put up with that
for the next nine months? Soon, though he was moving above her
and in her firmly. Then he sped up. His motions excited her,
took her up the hill. And, when she fell off into ecstasy, he
thrust into her and against her. Then he was pulsing deep within
her. When he was finished he rolled off.
Before she could feel abandoned, though, he hugged her
lightly. He was kissing her hair as her breathing returned to
normal.
The next morning, George went to church with her. That was a
celebration of sorts; he accompanied her less than half the
time.
When she typed up the paper, it looked good to her. She had a
few suggestions, as did his department chair. George had a few
revisions of his own when he saw the whole thing.
Meanwhile, her period didn't ambush her. George took to
looking questioningly at her when they got together at the end of
the day. She stuck her thumb up in answer. She was more certain
every day; she could feel something happening down there.
After they sent off the paper to American Anthropologist,
she made an appointment with a gynecologist. She asked him about
risks to the baby.
"You're going to have more problems with feeling exhausted,"
he answered. "Your getting punched in the gut might hurt the
fetus; falling down the stairs could. Generally, it's inside
you. If you don't get hurt, it is doubly safe."
"I was thinking about sex."
"You can tell your husband anything you want. You're my
patient; he isn't. But the truth is that I have never seen a
case of intercourse harming a fetus directly. Infections, of
course. Following anal intercourse with vaginal intercourse is
always dangerous. You have two different sets of germs in the
two localities."
"We don't do that."
"Good. It's dangerous to you. Generally, anything which is
dangerous to you is more dangerous to the fetus. Ordinary
venereal diseases, too. But direct injury is rare.
"At some point, you'll find certain positions uncomfortable.
Experiment. Use common sense. This isn't the time to try out
hanging from the chandelier or fisting, but you'll be hurt before
the fetus is. Sorry if that isn't what you wanted to hear."
"Really," she told him, "that is good news."
"I'm happy for you. One thing you have to foresee is that
you're building a new body inside your own. It takes the same
nutrients that working physically does. Some special ones, and
we'll give you a pamphlet; but you'll begin to feel more tired
than you usually do from the same amount of work. Take that as a
signal. Get the rest your body says it needs, not the rest you
think should be enough. You may find yourself too tired for sex.
That's not rejecting your husband; that's accepting your new
limits.
"Another change will be the entire endocrine system will be
adjusting. You'll go through mood swings. Warn your husband
ahead of time. You're not necessarily angry with him; you're
just angry right then."
When she told George that the tests had confirmed her
pregnancy, he took her out to dinner to celebrate. That night,
she had to tell him part of what the doctor had said. "I'm not
made of glass you know."
He said he believed that. "I'm not treating you like you
might break. I'm treating you like you're precious. And so you
are. Sometimes I forget, but I'm clearer now than ever."
Well, she'd see about that. "Remember that when I spit up
every morning. Well, if I'm precious, then you have to do what I
say. Lie back."
He lay back, and she knelt with her knees on both sides of
him. "Careful!" he said. "I'm being careful. I can't do this
nine months from now." She took him in hand and slowly sank down
until she was full. Despite what the doctor had said, she half
expected her newly-full uterus to bump against his prick.
Nothing like that happened.
If George had reservations about this position, they didn't
stop him from participating. He held her boobs and stroked her
nips. As she moved up and down his prick, he began tickling her
clitoris.
All this stimulation increased her arousal. Then her feelings
took control. She stiffened above him as wave after wave crashed
though her body.
When the waves left, they took all her strength with them.
She collapsed down on George, who turned her over. Then he was
above her and moving in her. He said, "Oh, Sylvia" as he
pulsed.
A minute later, he rolled off and cuddled her. She was nearly
asleep when she felt him arrange the covers.
American Anthropologist finally wrote that George's paper
would be published. They went out to eat again.
"Vrooman had a suggestion," George said the next night. "What
I did in Fort Good Hope -- what we did, really -- was a study of
acculturation. I could look at more acculturated Amerinds closer
to home. No need to leave this place every summer. I could
sleep in the same bed with you almost every night, which would
make me happy. You could type up my field notes if that would
make you happy. It's part of a developing sub-field called
'urban anthropology.'"
"I thought," she said, "that you guys left the current West to
the sociologists."
"Well, sort of, usually...." And then he went off into a long
discourse on the history of his field. She should have paid more
attention than she did. Not only was this most of George's life,
it was a good part of her future. This pregnancy meant that
she'd decided that being a mommy was more important than being a
schoolteacher. "Anyway...." George ended up.
"Anyway, you think you could build a career in urban
anthropology."
"I think there is a good chance. At least, I've done a
certain minimum amount of real anthropology. That bolsters both
my reputation and my skills."
"You're not just saying that because I'd miss you if you went
off on expeditions?" she asked -- serious under the teasing.
"No. I'm not even saying that 'cause I'd miss you. It's
true."
"You could live without me. You did for a year in Chile."
"I did for more than twenty years," he said, "though most of
that was before pubescence, which helped. I'm addicted now."
"I'm not sure I like being compared to an abused substance."
Now she was teasing without any seriousness. Having him addicted
to her was a great image, if not one that she could take
seriously.
"Wait a few months; you'll be more substantial."
"A few months is an awfully long time. Why don't we go to
bed? You could abuse me then."
Abuse, though, seemed far from George's mind when they were in
bed. He stroked and kissed her body gently. His touch aroused
her fully. But he didn't get to the main event.
"George," she finally said.
"Feeling abused?" he asked. Tease!
"Feeling deprived." She pushed him over on his back by his
shoulder and climbed aboard. She adjusted her position and held
his prick where it needed to go. When she sat down on it,
though, she felt a twinge. If it hurt her, hurt her there, it
was likely to hurt the baby. "Wait a second!" She moved off. "I
don't think I'll try that again."
"Hurt?" he asked.
"Not really hurt. But I felt it enough to not want to bounce
up and down on you. Think you could come in me this way?"
"Help me," he replied from above her. She put his prick where
it belonged once more. George entered her quite gently.
Then he rolled them to a more sideways position. Her right
arm dug into the mattress, and her left shoulder hardly touched
it. He screwed her a few times like that. Then he touched her
pussy with his hand. It wasn't quite screwing; it wasn't quite
making out. Much of her sensation came from his fingers, but he
moved his prick in her, too. She responded with her own
motions.
He maintained his gentleness until her climax came. Then he
screwed her vigorously, prolonging and adding to her feelings.
After that ended in one long moment when he was rigid above her
and throbbing within her, he dropped down beside her. The baby
was perfectly safe from that drop. It didn't quite miss her,
though. "My leg," she said when she thought it would go to
sleep.
Obediently, he moved aside. Lovingly, he cuddled her in the
spoon. "Love you," he said while adjusting the covers once
more.
"Love you, too," she replied. And she did.