You would think, Sylvia Jennings pondered just before
getting up, that living with a man wouldn't be that new an
experience. She'd had roommates before. She'd slept with men --
slept with George Foster in particular -- before. But a live-in
lover was different from a roommate. And sleeping with George
hadn't really involved sleeping; their relationship in bed had
been quite active.
Now, though, everything was different. None of her roommates
had slept in the same bed. None would have had an erection
pressed against her back if they had. Nor would their chins
have been so bristly. George's beard had been delightful before
he'd shaved for his passport photo. His smooth-shaved cheeks
felt lovely against her face (and her breasts) these days. The
intermediate stage was unfortunate.
She eased out of bed and shut off the alarm a moment before
it rang. She seldom needed it, but teachers didn't come to
school late -- that they left to their students. George came
into the bathroom while she was in the shower. Couldn't really
avoid it. "About to flush," he said.
"Wait!" she said. She finished her rinsing and turned off
the water. "Okay." She heard the toilet flush.
He ogled her in the mirror when she stepped out. You'd think
he'd get enough of seeing her naked. And, being engaged in
shaving, he squinted to see her. He could be much more subtle
when he was wearing his glasses. She posed for him, then went
back to drying herself.
"I'll never convince you," he said. "You look sexier doing
that than trying to flaunt it. Ever seen Degas's paintings?
Dancers getting dressed?" She wasn't sure that Degas had
intended his paintings to be sexy.
He put his glasses on before pulling on his underpants and
jeans. He'd shower after she was gone. The apartment belonged
to her on school mornings; his classes were later. She knew he
was watching her dress, but they'd reached a compromise in their
week in the apartment. He wouldn't touch her before the goodbye
kiss at the door; mornings, he could look but not touch.
He had, however, put the coffee on before coming into the
bathroom. She had two cups with her cereal. She kept her
glasses in her hand for his kiss good bye. He put his down.
Still, the kiss was brief and closed-mouth.
The evening kiss was much more satisfactory. She took her
glasses off when he came in, and he hugged her during the kiss.
His tongue explored her mouth as his hands explored her ass.
"I'm in the middle of dinner," she finally warned him.
"Mmm, smells good too. And I used to like your hot-plate
spaghetti. Look, you are keeping track of the grocery expenses
aren't you?"
"Yep."
"The check ought to come Monday. But that's 'ought to.'" He
worried so much. She knew he was good for the money. She
worried more about his response when he found out that she could
cook only about a dozen menus. Well, he'd been appreciative of
every dish so far. She'd try him on the spinach souffle
tomorrow. She suspected they would eat out more after his check
came.
He was appreciative of the meatloaf. Unfortunately, his
appreciation extended to taking thirds. Men ate so much! And
it wasn't just George. He was good, though, about doing half
the work on washing the dishes. "Want to explore?" he asked
when that job was done. They might as well; they still didn't
know their new neighborhood, and Boston wouldn't stay warm for
long.
She changed into jeans and tennies. When they kissed before
leaving, his hands roamed over her. Her nipples were hardening
against his palms when she broke the kiss. "I thought you meant
'explore the city,'" she said. He laughed, but held the door
open for her.
They'd developed a pattern for their explorations. They
would walk down their street, left tonight, until they came to a
corner they hadn't explored before, then they would turn down
it. After about a mile, they walked one block over, and came
back. In Toledo, in New York, even, this would have taken them
all over their neighborhood fairly quickly. Boston hadn't been
laid down in squares. They were probably missing all sorts of
hidden nooks. The hidden nooks they found, though, were a
delight. They'd already gotten lost twice. Still, if you had to
get lost, walking hand in hand with George in the gentle dusk
was the way to do it.
"This place smells almost as good as your cooking," George
said about one restaurant. "Want to eat here some night after
my check comes?" She was willing to eat there the next night --
her treat. But George, who seemed perfectly willing to let her
cook dinners every night until his dissertation was accepted,
wouldn't hear of her picking up a restaurant check.
"Sounds great. Smells great, I mean."
They edged around a shouted argument. "What language was
that?" she asked when they were safely by.
"Not Spanish. I've heard enough arguments in Spanish. Not
far off, though. Italian, maybe, or Portuguese. I don't think
this is the time to ask."
"No."
They found their street again, and George tickled her palm
while they were walking towards their building.
"Exhibitionist," she said when they were safely back in their
own apartment. "Whew!" she dropped onto the bed.
"It wasn't exhibitionism. Nobody could see."
"If you'd waited 'til we were inside, you could've had any
intimacy you wanted."
"I'll take that as an invitation." It hadn't been, really.
He hadn't waited to get to the apartment, so he shouldn't get
the kiss he came over for. On the other hand, she wanted the
kiss. It was a good one, too, starting slow and lasting long.
His tongue licked hers until he straightened.
"People could have seen that." She pointed to the prominence
of his zipper.
"Look," he responded. "Tomorrow is a day of rest,
right."
"Well, I've got things to do. Shopping for one."
"A morning of rest, then. I'll have to get to Harvard, too.
But, if we can take the morning for us, I'd like to save up for
it."
'Save up?' Was he suggesting abstinence? George? Well, she
could go along with that. "Sure." If he had abstinence in
mind, though, his preparation was weird. When he resumed the
kiss, he cuddled her breast. Soon he had to move away and get
back to his field notes. There seemed to be an intermediate
step between the actual scribbling every night in the village
and the dissertation. His typing was a counterpoint to her own
work.
This apartment would look crowded to her mom, not that she
was about to see it when it was quite clearly occupied by two.
Not that her parents would visit from Toledo anyway. Sylvia's
parents had met George; they knew she was seeing him again,
after the break for his anthropological expedition. They didn't
know she was living with him, not that it was any of their
business. She was fairly sure that they didn't know, though
they'd probably guess if he answered the phone -- which he
would do, did frequently. And George's stuff didn't really take
up that much room. He kept his field notes, originals and
typed copies, in four separate stacks. He'd bought -- with
money borrowed from her -- another pair of jeans, two shirts,
and five sets of underwear.
Anyway, the apartment would look crowded to her mom. One
real room, a bath, a kitchen -- that was crowded, and two
closets. It looked incredibly spacious to Sylvia. After years
in dorms and half a year in a single room where you couldn't
walk when the bed was down, one large room was luxury. And,
odd as it was sometimes to share a bathroom with a man, he was
only one person. And watching him shave was fascinating.
He was so matter-of-fact about undressing, too, when the time
came to close the notebook and move the most recently typed
pages to the piles of originals and carbons. He stripped first,
then asked, "need the light?"
"No," she said. He turned on the bedside lamp, walked across
the room to turn off the switch for the overhead by the door, and
then walked back to the bed and got in. He did sleep under the
sheet, unnecessary as yet in the warmth. He could have done all
that -- well, almost all of that -- before undressing.
She thought regretfully of her nightgown while she undressed
and made her other preparations in the bathroom. George
objected, though; and he was so cooperative in other ways. When
she got in the bed, he switched off the lamp. They kept the
shades drawn although the apartment across the way had an air
conditioner filling the window directly opposite. Even through
the shades, the light from the streetlights illuminated their
ceiling. Every time a car passed, that light brightened. You
needed a lamp to read, but you could see the other person in the
bed perfectly well.
When they kissed, he held her breast. His tongue entered her
mouth, and his fingers brushed her nipples. She enjoyed the
contact, but she thought he had wanted to abstain.
"I thought you wanted to save up," she said as his mouth
trailed down towards her breast. She clutched his head to her
when he reached the nipple, though. And she spread her legs when
he reached between them.
He sucked while he rubbed, stroked while he licked. He leant
across her to lick the other nipple before he returned to her
mouth. Her tongue met his. They kissed until her breath was
gone. "Not you," he said, "just me." Which, considering all
that he was doing just then, and considering the tone of voice in
which he said it, was a surprisingly selfish statement.
"You," he said before visiting the nipple again. "You," he
continued after giving it a quick lick and a long suck, "don't
have a prostate. You don't have to save up at all." Which
explained what 'just me' had meant. She wasn't sure he was
right, but this was one hell of a time for argument. And she
was much too far gone to stop now, anyway.
She ran her fingers through his hair while he sucked at her
breast and stroked her pussy. The heat grew within her; she had
to consciously stop herself for reaching for his prick. Then,
the heat flared suddenly. She arched into his hand, felt herself
shake as she climaxed. After a timeless interval, she collapsed.
He pulled the sheet up over her shoulders and held her as she
slipped into sleep.
Some time during the night, it turned chilly. She woke to
find herself pressed against George. She went to get an afghan
her mother had sent her her first fall in school. It was much
too narrow for the bed, but she cuddled against George so that it
covered them both.
She hadn't set the alarm clock. This morning was a Saturday,
after all. Her internal alarm went off, just the same. George
was holding her, fast asleep. The combination of not having to
get up and being cuddled was delightful. She lay enjoying it,
neither quite awake nor really asleep, until her bladder made her
get up. In the bathroom, she took a shower. She loved George,
enjoyed sharing the apartment with him. But being the only one
awake was a luxury as well.
Soon, that luxury ended. "Flush," warned George. He ran the
hot water in the bowl at the same time the toilet took the cold.
The combination didn't really balance the temperature of her
shower, but it was thoughtful of him to try. "Want me to scrub
your back?" he asked a short time later. He climbed in behind
her.
"I'm nearly done." She'd have ended her shower, indeed, if
he hadn't been occupying the rest of the bathroom.
He ignored that. Grabbing the washcloth, he said, "Turn
around." The scrubbing he gave her back was a luxury.
The shower was turning cool, however. She turned around to
rinse off before the hot water ran off. "Thanks," she said.
"My pleasure."
"I can tell." She pointed at his prick, now almost fully
erect.
"Yup. I'm always available to scrub your back. Or to towel
you off." She turned off the shower which was now getting really
cold. When she stepped out of the tub, he was waiting with a
towel. The drying of her back was as vigorous as the washing had
been; when he got to her breasts, he patted very gently. He was
much more gentle than she would have been, more gentle than he
was when he was caressing them. He knelt to dry her legs and
feet. When he'd finished those, he kissed her mound.
He dried himself hurriedly when she left the room. She
thought of moving into the kitchen to start breakfast to tease
him. But it would tease herself, too. And the kitchen meant
getting dressed. An obvious former closet, the kitchen required
that you be right next to the stove to use it, neither
comfortable nor safe in bare skin. The refrigerator was out in
their main room, being too large for the kitchen.
It still being chilly, she went back to bed. He joined her
when he got out of the bathroom. He'd shaved, and she enjoyed
the touch of his smooth cheek on hers as his tongue explored her
mouth. She could feel his erect prick lying over her thigh, but
so long as he was content to keep to foreplay, so was she. And
such delicious foreplay, too. He moved his body further away to
kiss her left breast as he cuddled her right one. When he moved
his face to her right breast, he moved his hand to her thighs.
Soon he was stroking her pussy.
"Yes, darling," she murmured. She spread her legs to give
him more access. She was glad he'd suggested this, morning love
was much better than anything she could have managed after a
wearing day in classrooms. The feelings his hands evoked were
delightful. And then they weren't enough. "Now, darling," she
said.
"Moment," he said. He rolled away to get the rubber. With
it on, he knelt between her legs. "Oh, Sylvia," he said. His
prick moved inward. Spreading her, rubbing her where she needed
it most, filling her. He kissed her briefly in this position.
Then he began his motions. Above her and -- most especially --
within her, he moved. Her arousal soared, rising higher and
higher until it couldn't get any greater.
And then it did.
She convulsed around his still-moving prick. When she did,
he moved more urgently. Just when the tension left her, he
stiffened. She could feel his prick quivering within her. He
grasped his prick as he moved to her right. All that fullness
left her, and he gasped in her ear. His arm went around her.
"Sylvia," he finally managed to say.
She moved her hands up to hold his arm. "George." How long
they lay like that, she couldn't tell. She enjoyed that moment,
and her mind could have enjoyed it forever, grading and housework
be damned. But it was breakfast time, and -- satisfied as her
mind was -- her stomach was empty.
When she came out of the bathroom, he went in. He had his
cereal sitting across from her, dressed in jeans if not in shirt
or boots. "Want to go back to bed, after?" he asked.
"Want to? Yes. Going to? No. And you have work to do, as
well." She'd got dressed, after all.
"I love you, puritan as you are."
"And I love you, too," she said. She'd hardly been a
puritan. And he didn't go back to the bed by himself, either. He
put on his shirt and boots. When she had put her breakfast
dishes into the sink, he moved his typewriter back to the table
and dug out his notes. He was busy transcribing his notes when
she went out to get the groceries, and gone when she got
back.
"The check came," was his greeting when he got home. He
still had a mailbox at the University. He looked much more
cheerful. "And the trust is paying loads these days. It'll all
come out of principal in real terms, but I'll probably be
teaching before that causes any trouble. I'll still need to get
to the bank Monday and establish an account. But I can actually
pay you in a few days."
"I wasn't worrying." Though the rent and deposit had driven
her account awfully low. The school board paid more slowly
than the restaurant had, too, and there weren't any cash
tips.
"I was." George was still awfully bourgeois. At least he
wasn't the sort of fake left-winger that some other bourgeois
kids were.
He was polite about the spinach souffle, but not in the least
convincing. Well, if you were living with a man, it was better
to be able to know when he was telling the truth.
When she was ready for bed, she looked at the alarm clock.
She had three choices, really. She could set it in time to get
her ready for church; she could leave the alarm turned off; she
could wake up at the usual time. She pulled out the alarm
button. Sleeping late Sunday would just make Monday morning even
worse. Besides, she liked to take her time. She'd noticed a
Protestant church on one of their exploratory walks, but she
wasn't sure she could get there directly. Better leave a good
deal of time. Maybe George would come with her; he had a better
sense of direction.
"Going to come to church with me tomorrow?" she asked. They
were facing each other, a foot or two apart. He had most of the
afghan, though.
"I really don't have the clothes for it. It's turning
chilly. If the temp gets much lower, I'll have to wear my coat.
I can't get it cleaned until the check clears."
"So. Wear it."
"What would the people think?" he asked.
"Well, there must be a place to hang your coats up. I
figure, if they get snooty, fuck them."
"Don't do that." He was chuckling. "I was hoping for a
monopoly."
"A monopoly?" A monopoly on fucking her? Why did he think
she'd gone off the pill when he was away? "And do I get a
monopoly in return?"
"You have it," he said.
"Deal?"
"Deal." He bent over to kiss her, and she rolled onto her
back. When the gentle kiss was finished, his tongue invaded her
mouth. It was a long time before he broke the kiss to
breathe.
"Now, I suppose the man wants to exercise his monopoly?"
"How did you guess?" he asked. She grasped his prick which
was pressing against her thigh.
"Okay," she told him, "but I'll want to exercise mine,
too."