1. Guide For Girls -- Age Six
2. Guide For Girls -- At IUD Insertion
3. Linda's story
4. Jackie's story
5. Fred's story
6. Report On the Crisis of 2031
7. Interview With Hiram Joneswell
1. A Guide For Girls --
Age Six
Puberty is the process of your girl's body turning into a woman's. For
you it may start soon or it may start in several years.
Note: Many girls
your age feel like screaming: "No, I don't want to have anything to do
with it! I am happy just the way I am!" You should know that you're not
alone and this is a normal reaction. The authors of this pamphlet
sympathize with you and wish you had a choice. But unfortunately you do
not. At some point, almost always between the ages of 8 and 16, you
will enter puberty.
You may know many of these things we're about to say, but we will
assume you don't, just so no girl feels embarrassed by not knowing
something everyone thinks she does. See the diagrams of a boy's and
girl's body, showing the parts [diagrams not included].
Girls and boys are different between their legs. In one respect they
are the same: they both have a hole where poop comes out. Now as for
what is different: boys have a small thing that sticks out of their
body shaped kind of like a finger, called a penis. Below the penis they
have a sac containing two little balls called testicles. When a boy
pees, the pee comes out a tiny hole in the very end of the penis.
Girls have a pair of flaps of skin, called labia. When a girl pees, the
pee comes out between the labia. As a little girl, that is about all
you had to know, except that those are your private parts and no one
should touch them except you. But a girl usually notices there is
something else inside those labia, something larger that is an opening
into her body. You can go through your entire girlhood without knowing
what it is for or worrying about it. That opening is one end of a tube,
called a vagina.
When boys and girls reach puberty, these organs all enlarge. Their
purpose is making babies, also known as reproduction. A baby grows
inside a woman's body in an organ called the uterus, which boys do not
have. A baby comes out through a woman's vagina. It may seem incredible
that a baby could fit through a tiny hole like that. It is possible
because it gets bigger when you reach puberty, and then when a woman is
pregnant, her body changes. Her vagina gets very stretchy and can fit a
baby's head, though even then it is a very, very tight fit.
Babies have both a mother and father. It is no surprise that a baby
often looks like its mother, since it comes out of her. But a baby also
looks like its father in part and has some of his characteristics. The
mother's half of the baby is contained in a tiny egg from a stash of
them she has up in her body. Something has to pass from the father's
body to the mother's so his part (a blueprint for half a baby, so to
speak) can join with the egg. His two testicles make those blueprints,
called sperm, and then they get mixed with other stuff from his body to
make a milky fluid called semen. It comes out the tiny hole in the end
of the penis. A boy's pee comes out through the same hole, and his pee
looks just like a girl's pee, a clear yellowish fluid. The milky white
semen is entirely different, though it comes out the same hole.
The semen goes into a woman's vagina -- it makes sense that what helps
make a baby goes in the same place the baby eventually comes out. You
might think a father could wait for some semen to come out, then say,
"Here's some semen" and hand the mother a little vial (it's never more
than a tablespoon's worth), which she could then put into her vagina to
make a baby. In fact people can make babies that way, but you may be
surprised to learn that women and men almost never do that. They almost
always transfer the fluid by a different method.
You may want to sit down for this next part, as some girls find it a
really gross idea. For what it's worth, many boys find it just as gross
as girls do. A man's penis gets long and hard sometimes, and when it
does, he can slide it into the woman's vaginal tube. Then the semen
comes out the tip of his penis, already way up inside the woman's body.
Many girls at this point have the reaction "Ewwww, that is so gross I
would rather die than do that!!" This is a normal reaction. You should
know that you never have to let that happen unless you want to. It is
your choice. You can take comfort in that. You could even have a baby
by getting your husband to hand you a little vial of semen. But keep an
open mind, and realize that most boys and girls come to really like the
idea of doing that after they have reached puberty.
Anyway, after the man has slid his penis into the woman's vagina it
releases the semen way up inside her. Sometimes it makes her pregnant
-- it provides the blueprint for half a baby. The woman becomes
pregnant, which means a baby starts growing in her uterus, which
becomes larger and larger as the baby grows, and then she gives birth
nine months later.
You have probably known for a long time that boys have penises and
girls don't and wondered why. A boy needs his penis to put semen way up
inside a woman when he grows up. He doesn't need a penis to pee. You
pee just fine without one! But since he needs the penis for later, for
putting semen into a woman, nature figures it might as well have the
pee come out his penis too. It helps to keep the tubes clean for when
they are used to carry semen instead of pee.
As we said before, boys and girls after they reach puberty like sex so
much they often do it even when they are not trying to make a baby, or
when they really, really do not want to make a baby. And the semen can
do its job even when neither of them wants it to, meaning even pretty
young girls sometimes get pregnant.
For the Curious:
This penis-in-vagina method of transfer is an ancient process we share
with animals, who also need to transfer this milky fluid so the baby
that then grows in the girl animal will be partly made up from the boy
animal too. The animals we are descended from did not have little
vials, so that way isn't even an option for them! The male has an
instinct to slide his penis into the female. The female has an equally
strong instinct to help him, which is often just holding still with her
vagina in a place he can get at it. We still have the same basic
instincts, though as humans we can overcome those instincts sometimes.
Although men and women like having sex just about any time, there are
only certain times when a woman's body can get pregnant. Women have a
cycle that repeats itself every 28 days or so, a cycle that starts when
a girl reaches puberty.
On the first two to seven days of your cycle your body leaks blood
through your vagina. This is called having a period. Most girls find
the idea of that happening to them kind of gross and disgusting. This
is totally normal.
There are special pads you wear in your underwear that are kind of like
sponges. They soak up the blood and keep it from staining your clothing
or leaking out. You can also make use of your vagina to help with this
in a way many girls find convenient. You can put a small cloth/paper
cylinder called a tampon up inside your vagina that absorbs all the
blood before it even gets out of your body. When you take it out, the
blood is all safely inside the tampon.
We are sorry you will have to go through periods! But soon it isn't all
that different from pooping. It is gross if you think about it too
much, but you get so you just handle it routinely.
So, the first 2 to 7 days of your 28-day cycle is having a period. At
about 14 days into your cycle you are fertile, and that is when semen
deposited in your vagina during sex can make you pregnant. If you get
pregnant, your periods stop.
Now, read this part carefully! During the day or so you're fertile, you
must have sex with a man to keep you from getting very sick. The good
news is that if you do have sex during your fertile days, everything
will be just fine. In fact, once you get the hang of it, sex feels very
nice, and even girls of nine or ten come to look forward to their
fertile periods.
For the curious: So
what's with this 28-day cycle? Why does it happen? When the egg and
sperm get together way up inside you, they form a really tiny little
thing. It has to settle in your uterus to grow. And your uterus has to
be just right so it can settle down. So first your body takes several
days to get things just right. It's kind of like making a big plate of
cut-up fruits and vegetables. Once the table is all set, you have your
fertile day.
Maybe a sperm finds an
egg or maybe it doesn't. If it does the little thing starts settling
down, but it takes a while for your body to know whether there is one
or not. So your body waits about 14 days (kind of twiddling its thumbs)
to see if a tiny baby shows up to eat the fruit and vegetables. If it
does, your body does what it needs to help the baby grow for the next
nine months. But if it doesn't show up, your body needs to try with
another egg. But by now the fruits and vegetables are kind of mushy and
old and no good. So that's when you have your period, when all the
yucky fruits and vegetables get flushed out, and the cycle starts
again. Then your body goes about making up a fresh plate, the egg gets
set loose when the plate is all ready, and so forth.
Puberty used to be much less part of a girl's life than it is today.
Back in the 19th century -- over 140 years ago -- girls did not reach
puberty until ages 12 to 16 and started having babies right away. That
is close to the "natural" way our human ancestors lived up to that
time. It makes sense -- since the whole point of puberty is to let you
to have babies, why would nature make you have puberty before you're
ready to have babies, and why would you wait to have babies if you have
reached puberty? Today puberty starts much earlier. Partly this is
because we have better diets that make your body grow faster and
stronger than it did 130 years ago. Your body says, "Hey! I'm big
enough to have a baby, so let's get started." But mostly it is the
effect of some chemicals that accidentally got into the environment as
a result of our modern civilization. The chemicals say, "Hey! It's time
to start puberty" even though your natural body signals have not told
it to.
You may be surprised to learn that before the year 2031, a girl did not
have to have sex at all during her fertile period, and stayed perfectly
healthy. Some girls and women would go their whole lives without having
sex. Many religions taught that a girl should not have sex until she
was married. Parents never minded if a girl waited until then, and they
often told their daughters to wait until they were at least 18. A girl
in the United States or Europe would usually have her first sex between
ages 14 and 21. The main effect puberty had on her life was that she
had to take care of her period. She would still start getting
interested in boys, just like today. She also might feel interested in
sex, but since everyone told her not to and she didn't know what she
was missing, she usually didn't.
Your life is more complicated today because you need to have sex so you
don't get very sick. In one way things have changed for the better
since 2031. Most girls got "cramps" during their periods, a pain in a
girl's uterus that was often very uncomfortable. Since 2031 that is
very rare.
If a girl enters her fertile period and does not have sex with a man,
she will get "estrus distress syndrome". (People never use that big
fancy phrase but just call it EDS.) She will start by feeling unusually
warm between her legs. It's like her vagina is saying, "Hey! I need a
penis!" Then she starts feeling nauseous and dizzy, then she will
usually get a fever and chills and serious muscle aches and a severe
pain in her uterus. She is likely to go unconscious, sometimes lapsing
into a coma, and occasionally she will die. Other things may happen
that are gross, but you don't need to know just what they are. We've
told you enough that you know that having sex with a man in your
fertile period is a very, very good idea! Girls who've gone through a
fertile period without having sex will eagerly have sex with the
sketchiest dirty alcoholic or drug addict if they can't find anyone
else! But unless you're stuck like that, you get to decide which man to
have sex with.
A few girls do not get EDS at all. If you are one of them, you are very
lucky! You will know you're one of them if you have your first three
periods without feeling sick between them. You still may want to go
along and pretend you're having EDS so you can be like everyone else.
Historical Note: Is
this getting boring? You don't have to read any of these historical
notes or "For the Curious", though when we ask we find almost all girls
do. The first cases of EDS happened in 2031. Within months it had
spread to every corner of the globe. People found out quickly that it
is cured by having sex with men. But it was very hard for men and girls
to just start doing that. Before EDS, it was a crime for a man to have
sex with a girl who wasn't 16 yet. That was even if she wanted to, and
he would often go to jail for life if he did! Just a little later they
discovered that EDS is caused by "estrus distress virus" or EDV.
Scientists have been working hard ever since to find a cure or
different treatment, but they haven't found one. Most scientists now
think that EDV can never be wiped out, and EDS can never be controlled
any way but by having sex with men.
Most viruses show up in
nature by themselves, but this virus was invented by Hiram Joneswell, a
genius who used his talents to do a very bad thing. He said he did it
because he wanted to have sex with girls! But he never had any sex with
anybody again, because girls and women said no to him and then he was
arrested. He will spend the rest of his life in prison to pay for the
terrible thing he's done. Scientists have changed things so we are sure
no "genius" can make a bad virus like that again.
Your parents will be keeping an eye on you to tell when your body
starts the changes that come with puberty. You should keep an eye out
too. Your breasts or your nipples may start to grow. You may get some
pubic hair, or different sensations between your legs.
When those things happen, you have to get ready for sex with a man. You
really want to get ready before your first fertile day. But it's not
good to get ready before your body has grown enough, so you parents
don't do it when you're very young. But that means that while it is
very, very rare, sometimes you get your EDS before anyone thinks you're
in puberty.
So here is rule one: If you start feeling really warm between your
legs, or dizzy or nauseous, see a grown-up right away! It might not be
EDS, but you don't want to take any chances!
Like it or not, if you actually get EDS you will have to have sex with
a man. A lot of girls just don't want to think about it. They figure
they will deal with it when the time comes. Here are some of the things
that happen if you don't plan ahead:
If you're dreading the moment, you're likely to pretend that the warm
feeling between your legs or your dizziness or nausea is something else
until it is dangerously late.
Then there is physical pain. The vagina in most girls has a partial
covering at the entrance, called a hymen. The first time a man's penis
enters your vagina, it stretches and sometimes breaks the hymen -- and
his penis is BIG. This can be very painful, and it can bleed. Second,
the inside of your vagina is usually pretty dry (compared to the inside
of your mouth, for instance). When a man's penis has to slide against
your dry vagina walls, it will hurt you. By getting ready beforehand,
you can get rid of the hymen and learn how to get your vagina wet so it
won't hurt.
We also have to look at it from the man's point of view. You cannot
always find a man just when you want one. Although typically men like
having sex, it isn't at all automatic.
First, a man's penis has to get straight and hard before he can slide
it into you. That is called an "erection." But it doesn't just get
straight and hard because he tells it to. It is something that usually
happens when he sees a girl or woman he is planning to have sex with,
but not always. Many men are not sexually attracted to girls who are
eight years old -- their bodies are tuned by nature to the old days
when girls were at least 13 before they went through puberty. So even
if he really wants to help you, he can't if he doesn't get an erection.
Second, he has to deposit his semen in you. This is called
"ejaculation," and the whole process, which involves other parts of his
body, is called an "orgasm." This isn't automatic either.
Both erection and ejaculation work best when you're fairly calm and
happy and he can see you want him to ejaculate inside you. But if
you're really getting EDS, you're likely to be crying, screaming, or
vomiting. And you might be terrified if you don't know what to expect
sex to be like. The man is likely to notice the pain you will feel when
he stretches your hymen.
All that is a far cry from being relaxed and happy, and the man might
not get an erection, and if he does he might not ejaculate. Your dry
vagina may also keep him from having his orgasm.
We are trying to tell you why "deal with it tomorrow" is not a good
strategy. But if you or a girl you know has not taken our advice, do
not panic. If you experience EDS, dial "911." There are men who have
what it takes to overcome those obstacles and give you the semen you
need to keep from getting sick. It won't solve your pain and distress
from sex itself, and it may be expensive for your parents. Girls who
have not prepared end up having sex anyway when EDS strikes, but it
takes months longer for them to feel OK about sex with men, and far
longer to enjoy it.
Typically your parents will make sure none of this happens. When you or
they first see early signs of puberty (breast or nipple enlargement and
pubic hair being the first two) your mother will probably start taking
pictures of you naked every month or so, which get emailed to the
doctor to decide when it is time for you to start preparing. The doctor
may also order blood tests to help figure this out.
Once the doctor gives the OK, there is one thing you can do to help
out. You can make sure a penis will fit inside you without hurting. You
will be introduced at this point to a vibrator. The vibrator will let
you know if you don't already that sex with a man might feel good some
day. You hold a vibrator in your hand and press it between your legs,
usually right over the spot where your pee comes out, but you can move
it around to find what feels good to you. Along with making you feel
good, the vibrator makes your vagina grow a little bigger and makes it
get wet inside. The vibrator tells your body, "Hey! Get ready for sex!"
Once your body is as ready for sex as it gets, you put a fake penis
(called a dildo) in it. When the fake penis goes in and out without
pain, a real penis will too. It isn't surprising if the dildo hurts at
first, or if there is some blood. The good news is that once this is
done, you're done for life and never have to worry about it again! If
the vibrator doesn't make your vagina get a little wetter inside, or if
the dildo doesn't go in or it hurts a whole lot, tell your doctor.
Maybe it's still too early for you to do this.
So then you will go see your doctor. Your doctor will be a woman unless
you ask for a man. After a brief examination, she'll have you use a
vibrator to get your vagina wet. She'll then test to see how much
stretching you have done with the dildo, and will complete any you
haven't done yet.
The main job that only your doctor can do at this point is to insert an
IUD. This is a small device that goes into your uterus to keep you from
getting pregnant. If you don't do anything special, a man ejaculating
semen inside you during your fertile period will often make you
pregnant, and you're way too young to have a baby! To insert the IUD
the doctor slides something like a dildo up into your vagina, and from
the tip of it she slides the small IUD up into your uterus.
Historical note:
Before 2031 there were many different ways to stop babies being
started, called "contraception." Condoms and diaphragms were "barrier
methods" that worked by keeping the semen out of your uterus, but they
are no good today because they also prevent the semen from helping with
EDS. "The pill" was something women took daily to keep them from having
a fertile period, but starting in 2031 women on the pill soon developed
a severe EDS that never stopped until they stopped taking the pill.
Things such as "rhythm method" and "fertility awareness" relied on not
having sex during a fertile period, which also does no good because
that is when EDS happens! The IUD is different. It doesn't change
hormones but works by its physical presence.
With your IUD inserted and your vagina enlarged with the dildo, you're
almost ready. You'll also keep your vibrator with you -- though they
are widely available in case of emergency. When you need to have sex,
you use it to enlarge your vagina and make it wet so the man's penis
can slide in and out easily.
The next step will be to find a man and have sex for the first time.
You may be saying "EEWWWWW!" It is better to have sex the first time
with a man you know, and when you feel ready. It's much worse to wait
until you have EDS and are feeling terrible physically.
Girls your age do not need to know more details about sex. If you hear
rumors, you can also ask your mother or father to tell you what is true
and what isn't.
You'll be told more when your IUD is inserted. You can have the next
section to read any time if you want, but if you're not really
interested in the details, we suggest you wait.
You read the section above when you were six. It was important to read
it again to refresh your memory.
So at this point you have a vagina that will accommodate a man's penis
without pain, you have an IUD to keep you from getting pregnant, and a
vibrator to lubricate and enlarge your vagina for sex. Physically
you're set. Those are important steps in growing up. Congratulations!
If that is all you do, you will be in much better shape than totally
unprepared.
But in the earlier section we gave you very little idea of what sex is
like. You could wait to find out until you get your first fertile day,
but it is a bad idea. You will probably be nervous about the EDS, and
if you cannot find a man right away, you may be starting to feel dizzy
or nauseous or worse. There will be plenty of unfamiliar or scary stuff
going on, so it is no good to have the sex part itself be new too. You
need to have sex first at a time you are totally ready, with a man you
know, and when your body is feeling OK. Your parents are likely to
insist on it.
It is possible to pick some neighbor or family friend, but there are
dangers. This person might not be attracted to you, either because of
your age or for some other reason, and that might hurt your feelings.
Also, if the sex itself is awkward or weird, you will still have to see
this person like you did before.
What is most common, and what we recommend, is to use an agency. This
starts with a group meeting where 20 to 30 girls will meet with a group
of 10 or so men. These men have been specially selected and trained in
having sex with girls the first time. Each of them will talk for a
while during the meeting so you can get a sense of who they are as a
person. Each girl says a little about herself. Then each man will talk
to each girl for a minute or so. Later you look them up on the web.
This includes pictures of them naked and with erect penises. That may
seem strange, but it is better to see it first that way than in person!
You then rank them in order of the ones you would most like (or hate
least!) to have sex with. You will then be told which of your top
choices you're matched with. You shouldn't take it personally if you
don't get your top choice. He might be too busy, if all the girls chose
him. You might remind him of his sister or he just might feel you won't
hit it off.
Just what happens next is up to you. You can chat online, go for a walk
or have an ice cream together first. When it is time for the sex, you
can meet in a motel room or in your own bedroom. You can change your
mind at any time and put this off. But if you do that many times you
may have to negotiate with your parents, and they are paying for his
time.
At this point it's time for us to tell you more detail as to what sex
is like. All we have told you so far is that a penis slides into a wet
vagina and semen comes out the end of the penis. There is a lot more to
it than that!
Let's start by discussing sex between a man and woman who love each
other. They will often kiss each other slowly, run their hands all over
the other's body, and slowly take their clothes off. They do these
things because they enjoy the touching and it makes them feel sexually
aroused, sort of like the vibrator does, though it is slower and has
more dimensions to it.
Most often they have sex in a bed, and they both take all their clothes
off. A man will often squeeze or suck on the woman's nipples. He will
often use his fingers between the woman's legs to massage her. He is
touching the same areas you touch with the vibrator, but men and women
often prefer the sort of slow arousal that comes from touch rather than
the sudden and dramatic kind that usually comes from a vibrator.
Typically early in this process the man's penis becomes erect and he is
ready for sex. It usually takes the woman longer to feel ready. Then
they get into one of many positions (see diagrams [not included]) and
the man slides his penis into the woman, which feels really good to
both of them. He then moves his penis in and out for a while, typically
between two and thirty minutes. He usually could have an orgasm soon,
but the woman takes longer. After the man has his orgasm his penis gets
soft again and he doesn't feel like more sex for a while. So because he
knows that will happen he likes to wait until the woman has had her
orgasm too.
The man's pleasure centers are at the tip of his penis, mostly around
the edge. He gets stimulated by those edges rubbing back and forth over
the walls of the woman's vagina deep inside. The woman's pleasure
center is the clitoris, and it isn't quite where the penis goes in. You
may have found it while using your vibrator. But the penis going in and
out does tug on tissues that in turn rub gently against the clitoris.
When his penis is all the way in, the front of his body may press
directly against the clitoris area. Often one of the partners touches
the woman's clitoral area directly in addition to the penis going in
and out.
The partners get more and more excited, breathing faster, and then they
have orgasms, sometimes at the same time, often one after the other. An
orgasm is a rush of very pleasurable sensations, accompanied by a sense
of tension relief. It has just a little in common with a sneeze in that
one respect of the tension relief. You might have had an orgasm with
the vibrator, or you might not. The man's orgasm is always accompanied
by ejaculation. Semen travels down his penis and shoots out the end.
There are typically two or three big spurts a second apart, and then a
couple little ones. When men or women get really excited, they really
want to go on to an orgasm and feel frustrated if they don't. Both
partners enjoy their own pleasure, of course, but also enjoy their
partner's pleasure. They like the idea that their body could give the
partner pleasure while feeling pleasure too.
So that is an experienced man and woman who are in love. How does that
apply to you? You won't be in love with the man you have sex with, and
it isn't a good idea anyway, because he has to go on to other girls. He
probably won't kiss you because that is one of the more intimate things
that is associated with being in love. You may not believe it now, but
it is common for a girl to start feeling love for a man she has sex
with and want to be with him. Girls have to avoid that tendency as much
as possible. When you have a steady boyfriend or get married then such
feelings are OK, even wonderful, but not when you are just starting out.
As you get more experienced, your sex may start including the things
that happen between a man and woman who are in love. There is no reason
some of those things couldn't happen your first time, but you should
set your expectations low.
One thing to stress is the man's pattern. He will want to move his
penis back and forth inside of you. This will be very pleasurable for
him, and it will end in a burst of pleasure as he has his orgasm and
ejaculates his semen into you. If he does not feel this sort of
pleasure, he cannot give you his semen.
Often when you are having sex during your fertile day you have some of
those symptoms of EDS and not feeling great. But even if you're feeling
sad or upset or sick, the man has to be feeling pleasure or he can't
help you. This is not insensitivity on his part. When he is having sex,
his animal self has to be in control. The only way he can ejaculate
means he's going to feel good, even if he feels sorry for you.
You may not feel good about a man feeling pleasure by sliding his penis
in and out of your body when you aren't feeling pleasure yourself. So
there are a few things you can try to keep in mind to help.
For one thing, the man is showing you that you're grown-up and sexy.
And he can't fake it, or his penis wouldn't get long and hard. He is
having a good time and you are the one with the power to let your body
do that for him, and you did. You could have chosen not to.
But also keep in mind that even if he is feeling lots of pleasure, he
is doing you a favor. There may be other girls he could have been
having sex with, or maybe he would rather be doing something else.
Finally, keep in mind this is just a start for you. You may not feel
pleasure now, but you will later.
There is a standard minimum kind of first sex for girls who are very
anxious. You lie on your side naked in the dark. You use the vibrator
to get your vagina large and wet. He's also naked and comes up behind
you and facing you. He feels with his hands between your legs to find
your labia, opens them and slides his penis into you. You may need to
lift your top leg a little. He thrusts back and forth and ejaculates.
He then withdraws his penis from you and leaves.
Even that may sound scary, but it is way too limited for being ready
for "real" sex. You can add things later, but we suggest trying more
than that your first time.
First, talk to him. Say anything you like. You can tell him you're
nervous, petrified, sad, or so angry you want to strangle him. Or say
that you're excited, or how good the vibrator has made you feel. You
may feel bad and good things at the same time. Your man is selected for
this job partly because he wants this to go as well as it possibly can
for you, and he is trained to accept any feelings you have. You can
make jokes. Giggle hysterically.
You can tell him not to put his penis in you yet and he will wait. Once
it is in, you can ask him to take it out any time too. But you should
know that once his penis is inside you and he is very excited and about
to ejaculate it is very hard for him to stop. You should ask him only
in the most dire emergency, such as severe physical pain. And although
this man is trained to accept your feelings, you are not allowed to hit
him or hurt him physically at any time.
Second, do it in the light. It may be hard at your age, but as much as
possible be proud of your body! So your breasts are small; they have to
be small at some point even if they are going to be huge later. The man
is chosen to be one who finds you sexy, even if you don't look like a
woman yet.
Third, let him touch you all over. Be proud of how your body feels, not
just how it looks.
Fourth, do it face to face, in the so-called "missionary position". Lie
on your back with your legs spread apart. He will move on top of you so
you are facing. You will get to see the pleasure on his face, see his
body moving, even see his penis going in and out of you. you're likely
to see him looking over your body and admiring how sexy it is.
Fifth, don't make him go away after he ejaculates. Let him snuggle with
you and leave his penis inside you as long as it stays.
Sixth, it is a good idea to talk while you're snuggling with a man. You
can learn interesting things about each other. You may also discover
that you really like snuggling in itself, rediscovering what you may
have forgotten when you were a very small girl.
What you need to treat or prevent EDS is the man's penis inside you and
ejaculating there. You'll feel better if his penis stays there a while.
You'll also feel better if your skin touches his in a lot of places.
His body gives off some collection of male hormones which help you.
When the man goes away, you'll feel OK for a while, often about 12
hours, at which point you'll start feeling sick again. You need to get
this man or another one to repeat this with you so you'll feel better
again. Usually having sex the second time will get you through your
fertile period and you will be OK for another 27 days, but a third time
may be necessary too.
OK, let's go through the steps. You are starting your first fertile
period. You feel warm between your legs. The first thing you do is tell
your parents or teachers, and they call the agency. If you're in school
they'll send you home. Some man should arrive within two hours,
preferably one. Hopefully it will be the same one you already had sex
with. But your first man may be with another girl or he might be on his
days off. If he is they'll send another one, usually one of the others
you liked.
Hopefully you won't be feeling bad yet when the man arrives. But you
won't want to delay because you may start feeling worse at any time. If
there's been a delay and you aren't feeling good, there's nothing wrong
with lying in bed naked. Lie on your back with your legs apart and your
vibrator at hand, so you can use is as soon as you hear the man coming
-- or earlier, if you want. The man will strip and he should slide his
penis inside you very soon. With any luck he will ejaculate within a
minute. Within a couple seconds you'll feel a difference, a little
thrill of pleasure sometimes. There's nothing to help a girl start
loving sex like feeling the man's ejaculation take her instantly from
feeling awful to feeling good.
Your parents should be in charge of finding your men for you. But it's
good to know how it works. The initial agency for helping you learn
about sex is expensive, and your parents probably can't afford that for
many months. There are cheaper agencies that get you a decent man who
can do the job reliably.
Agencies have their place, but most women and girls end up with a
regular man and a couple of backups.
There are a lot to choose from. Men enjoy sex a great deal and are
usually enthusiastic about doing it with girls. Men like sex so much
that before 2031 they sometimes paid women for the privilege!
You may not be ready for a boyfriend when you're 10, but you might be
at 13. Unfortunately boys do not produce semen that helps with EDS
until about the age of 20. So all girls have to have some men to have
sex with who are much older than they are. However, there is nothing
wrong with having sex with a boy when it's not your fertile period. Sex
with a boy can be a wonderful experience, once you get the hang of it
and he learns to give you pleasure. Even before everything works
smoothly, your vibrator can still make it feel very good. Within six
months of their first fertile day, 75% of girls report they are
enjoying sex most of the time and 40% are also having sex with men or
boys when it isn't their fertile day.
Sometimes you're with a man but things are not progressing rapidly to a
man's erection and ejaculation. When the problem persists, you have to get another man.
We are all taught to treat our elders with respect, but when suffering
from EDS your
needs come first. It is a crime for a man to get in the way of a girl
doing whatever she feels is best to get the semen she needs.
Things can go wrong at a number of points. Quite commonly a man may not
achieve an erection or may not keep it. Or he may have an erection and
have inserted his penis inside you, but be unable to ejaculate. In some
rare cases, a man will ejaculate and his semen simply won't make you
feel better. Some men are always that way, a few others have that
happen to them periodically.
It is sometimes hard for a man to admit he isn't succeeding and let you
try with another one. Why? It's hard for any of us to fail at something
we set out to accomplish. But sex has a special place for men.
Ejaculating in girls and women is the way that men father children.
Even when they are not expecting to father children, their nature makes
them feel like it is very important. If they fail one time they may
worry they will fail another. And however little you may care, they are
failing where you are right there to notice. They may fear you will
tell other people. If a man has trouble finishing sex with you, please
do not tell more people than necessary. You may not understand how bad
a man might feel if people find out he can't ejaculate in you.
There are a number of things you can do to help a man who is having
trouble getting an erection.
Keeping the atmosphere light will help him relax. Even if you're
feeling uncomfortable, you will get through this with another man.
There really isn't that much at stake.
Try to keep in mind that he is doing you a favor, and be grateful. Even
if you get stuck with a man you don't find very attractive, he will
still probably be able to help you. Girls are luckier than men in one
respect -- no matter how upset we are, or how repulsive we find our
partners, our vaginas can still accept penises and the semen that gives
us relief.
You can also play with the man. Kiss his ear, rub his neck gently, or
his thighs. A little soft touch on his testicles can work wonders.
Watch closely to see if he likes it; it may vary on the man or from
minute to minute.
Many men are helped if a girl takes his penis in her mouth. Your mouth
and especially your tongue can stimulate a man's penis in interesting
ways that a vagina cannot. But once a man's penis is hard remember to
stop and make him insert it into your vagina. Men sometimes like your
mouth so much they will get carried away, have an orgasm and ejaculate
in it. That won't do you any good in preventing EDS!
Another way things can go wrong is that you simply can't find a man.
Your regular partner isn't available, and as you go through your
backups you find none of them is available either. Sometimes a man says
he is coming and gets caught in a traffic jam or something
There is nothing wrong with going out into the street and asking for a
man. Shouting "I need a man!" will often work. Holding your hand over
your crotch by the side of the road is a universal sign indicating that
you need male attention. Some girls are embarrassed to do this, but you
have probably seen some other girls or women giving that sign and
should realize it is nothing to be ashamed about.
And then there is your father. Nature has made most fathers and
daughters think having sex with each other is a gross idea. But when
you're feeling awful or your health is in serious danger, it may be
your best option. It may be harder for him than you. All you have to do
is make sure he can get at your vagina. He has to get an erection and
ejaculate when his instincts are telling him that you're his daughter
and he shouldn't be doing it. So try to reassure him if you can that
you really do want him to do it this one time, since it is an
emergency. Doing it in the total dark may help.
There is another reason it may get hard to find a man.
If you actually start having EDS, you will start having nausea,
dizziness, vomiting, fevers and chills, and serious pain. Many men may
not be able to get an erection and ejaculate in a girl who is so sick.
Most men only want sex with a woman who wants them to, and EDS symptoms
make the man's body think you don't.
There are agencies to provide men for when the EDS has gotten serious.
These men are selected and trained for it. You should realize that he
has to ignore your feelings or he can't do his job.
This often means he may be a little tough in his outlook. He might make
unflattering or crude remarks, he might be a little rough in the sex,
and you need to let him do things his way, not yours. If he has driven
fast or run fast to get to you, he may not be in a good mood to start
with.
Whenever you have significant symptoms of EDS it is best to assume the
man will want to have sex with you from the rear. Get on your knees to
present your rear end to him if you have the strength. In that position
he won't have to see some of the more upsetting symptoms such as the
pain on your face. It is also the position that arouses a man's deepest
instincts and lets him deliver his semen the soonest.
Women and girls will often feel bad after encounters that aren't ideal
in those ways -- though the relief they get when the man ejaculates may
compensate a lot. But they may feel angry that the man is rude or rough
exactly when they are feeling very bad and want sympathy and comfort
the most. Don't be surprised if this happens to you, and like any other
time you feel bad, talk to a parent or good friend.
Women who are married usually have their EDS problem solved. Some watch
the calendar and when it is coming up on 14 days since their last
period, they will have sex with their husbands twice a day. They don't
wait to start feeling uncomfortable. However, fertile periods may come
at unexpected times. Many occupations provide for private rooms and the
understanding that a man may need a few minutes off when a woman's need
comes upon her unexpectedly during the day.
The same things that can keep a man from helping you can keep a husband
from helping his wife. Not all husbands can handle sex twice a day, or
they don't make enough semen. If it is hard for a man to admit defeat
with you, it is much harder for him to admit that with his own wife. He
wants to try just one more thing. His wife is naturally sympathetic and
wants to help him, but she also may be getting increasingly
uncomfortable or actually sick.
Married women need a list of backup men just like you do. Marriage
manuals recommend deliberately getting another man involved early on in
a marriage on an occasional basis, so it isn't a big deal if he is
necessary from time to time. To keep things even, it helps if the
husband is an occasional partner for some other woman too.
You have had your IUD inserted to prevent pregnancy, prepared your
vagina to accommodate a man's penis, and had sex a few times until
you're comfortable with it. You know the symptoms and signs of EDS and
are ready to take action when you first have any of them. You have
assembled a list of men to call and have the number of an emergency
agency. You know that you come first when it is your time and know you
should be assertive about getting what you want.
You've done your job. You're as ready as a girl can be!
I grew up reading the manuals. Dr. Zsu put in my IUD when I was ten.
The agency man who had sex with me the first time was Zach, and I still
smile when I think of him. It was so weird going to the web and seeing
him naked, with his cock sticking straight out. But then the other guys
also looked weird.
Then it was time to lose my virginity. The only cowardly thing I did
with Zach was to make him do it in the total dark. I'm kind of fat, and
I just couldn't stand the idea of Zach seeing me naked. I told him I
was scared to death, but he was reassuring. I did touch his body and
feel his hard cock. He touched me everywhere, and it felt pretty good,
and then like the manuals said I lay on my back with my legs apart. I
used the vibrator just to be sure. Then he slid into me. It was nothing
at all like a dildo. It really felt pretty good after about ten
strokes, and I was happy to feel this grown man getting more and more
excited and having his orgasm. So I got that out of the way.
My parents encouraged me to have him come once more to let him see me
naked and do it to me in the light. I was mortified. But it worked
pretty well, I guess. We met with all our clothes on. He started
feeling me all over, running his hands all over, and I could just tell
he liked it. So then he slowly took off my clothes one piece at a time,
admiring my body. And I think he meant it. I got to play with his cock
and see it get long and hard, and then he had me guide it into my pussy.
I got three men on my list of regulars, and the first few months when I
got that warm feeling between my legs things went fine. I got my #1 man
twice. Once he was busy and I had to go to my #2. That time I started
feeling a little yucky by the time he arrived, and I got to feel that
rush of relief and happiness when his semen spurted into me.
Then came my fourth month. My #1 man's wife said he would be back in
ten minutes, but he wasn't. My #2 man had just done another girl so his
semen would be no good. My #3 man didn't return messages. So I was
waiting on #1, but it turned out he had a car breakdown. I started
feeling pretty yucky. Maybe I'm a sissy, but by two hours I had a
fever, felt incredibly sick to my stomach and hurt in every joint. I
was crying.
My mother told me they had someone, but it would have to be in the dark
and from the rear, since I was so sick. The door quietly opened and
closed, and I felt someone behind me. He lifted my top leg a little and
I felt the strong push of a hard penis. He barely pushed it back and
forth ten times before he gave a big sigh as he spurted. The instant he
sighed I knew it was my father, and the next instant I felt all my
sickness vanish. No more nausea or headache, and the pain in every
joint suddenly disappeared. I loved my father in a whole different way
then. But he didn't pull his cock out of me right away, and he put his
arms over me to feel my breasts, and he kissed my neck. He could do
anything he wanted as far as I was concerned, I was so happy to be
cured. I knew he didn't have to do those other things. He could have
spurted his semen in me and gone.
My #1 man was available to take me 12 hours later. There's always that
question about whether a third dose is needed. I was asleep when my
father came in about 12 hours after my second time and sat behind me on
the bed. He asked if I would like a third dose, his hands running all
over me. I am sure I could have said no, but I had wonderful memories
of how it had felt before, and how thankful I was to him. And I knew he
very much wanted to give me a third dose. He sucked my breasts, he
kissed me, and he really made me feel my body was special. He also gave
me pleasure like I'd never had before. And he rested with me a few
minutes after he had had his orgasm before leaving.
I was thrilled when he arrived in the middle of the night a few days
later. I loved my daddy before, but this was a new dimension. It felt
really good, and I loved to feel his body so fully satisfied by mine,
and I loved the little bit of snuggling. It got so just about every
other night he came to see me.
Sometimes I wasn't in the mood quite so much, but after thirty seconds
with the vibrator I felt fine about his organ surging up inside me.
Those times he came really quick after he got into me, and that was
exciting too in a way. But whenever I wanted we would make love. This
was all a secret from my mother, so when my fertile periods rolled
around, I got my #1 man to come do me. Daddy also avoided me when he
was needed to give mom good semen. Since mom and I cycled together, it
worked out pretty well.
Eventually my mother found out, and there was a big fight. He started
sleeping with me all night instead of her. I loved the closeness of
that. Then he made up with her for a while, and promised to stop
sliding into me, but after a week he couldn't resist. I told him he had
to tell mom, and he did, though he didn't want to.
What we ended up doing was all three sleeping in the same bed.
Sometimes he slides into her, sometimes into me, but he really mostly
does me. He explained that my body is just more exciting to his animal
self that wants to mate with fertile women. Mom's almost too old to
have any more babies even if she wanted to.
My mom likes the closeness of snuggling. And my mom and I admitted to
each other we also found it exciting to see and hear him humping away
in the other one. It could be a lot worse.
It was really awful. I was 14. We were one of the first places it hit,
and no one knew what to do. Girls were calling in sick and going home
sick. Really sick. Four girls in my school died. Some got to the
hospitals but nothing helped them. The ones who survived got better,
but some of them were partly paralyzed. We learned all that within a
few weeks. We were all scared shitless.
We learned quickly that the problem only happened when you were in your
fertile period. I had never thought about my fertile period before. I
just knew my period period was a pain in the ass. But if you counted
carefully, then about 13 days from the start of your period period you
were in your fertile period and you could get sick. Not only could, you
would get sick. And the 13 days thing only worked if you had regular
periods. I didn't.
Then the rumor went out that you needed to get a guy to fuck you during
your fertile period. No condom. This was against everything we had ever
been taught. We could get AIDS or we could get pregnant. But the
parents and teachers didn't tell us it was wrong. We knew that some of
the girls who had lived through one of those sick spells were getting
old guys to fuck them constantly, that's how much they never wanted to
go through that again. Some of them had been very shy before. And
believe it or not, they said it wasn't easy to find an old guy to fuck
you.
Even with all those leers and whistles you'd get, not many guys would
actually do it. Some were just shy or couldn't get their bodies to
perform, though you'd rarely know for sure. But even with the others,
you couldn't blame them. They could get locked up for life having sex
with jail bait girls like us. But news went out that the guys could
probably get away with it because they were breaking the law to keep
something even worse from happening. And dying was worse than maybe
getting psychologically messed up.
So some of us did what we thought we would never do. We took off for
places guys hang out to find someone to fuck us. Four of us went to the
local college campus. We went up to cute guys and started by trying to
look sexy, but when that didn't work we then kind of hemmed and hawed
and asked them if we could go back to their rooms with them. A lot of
the guys said no.
So we got to asking less cute guys. I'm no beauty, but I'm not bad
looking either. Shin-Wa Lee said he would. He knew vaguely what the
problem was with girls getting really sick and that getting fucked
could help, but no girl had asked him yet. So we went to his room.
However much I needed to get this worked out, I was still really
nervous.
He took off his clothes so I took off mine. I lay back on his bed, with
my legs apart. I figured he would know how it was done. He got a
hard-on soon enough, and got this grin on his face. He squeezed my
tits. Then he found my hole and pressed in. It hurt, and I yelped. But
he didn't stop, he pressed in hard and it went in, but it felt awful. I
felt like hitting him, since here I am feeling awful and he is grinning
away. Then he went back and forth hard and thank god it was only a few
seconds later he evidently came, because he gave this big happy groan.
Then he pulled out, thank god. I had Lost My Virginity. But although it
felt awful, there was something deep down that felt OK about it. I
asked him for his number and asked him if he would fuck me when I
really needed it. He said Sure.
On the way home the four of us compared notes, and Melissa had found a
guy who played with her between her legs first, and she got wet and it
didn't hurt so much. It would work if you played with yourself too. So
at home I started playing with myself, and found I could get myself
wet. And I discovered that (duh) playing with myself felt good.
I was at school at 10am when I felt this glow between my legs. They
said it started that way. Oh shit. It was about the right number of
days. I called Shin-Wa. He said he didn't have any way to get to where
I was, so I would have to figure that out. I went home, and I told my
mother I thought I was going to get it. She was very sweet and told me
to go to bed. I found out later she had no clue what this was really
about, because she and my father had sex so she didn't notice.
I mentioned Shin-Wa, and she said that wasn't right to just get a
strange boy to have sex with me. I explained I had already let him fuck
me once, and she was shocked. But she agreed to go pick him up, just in
case. So she came home with Shin-Wa, and by then I was already feeling
pretty darn sick. My mother took one look at me and with a dazed
expression left Shin-Wa and me alone. I had a chance to play with
myself a little, even though I felt awful. Shin-Wa's dick didn't hurt
this time. He banged away for maybe thirty seconds and then he came and
pulled out. He didn't make any noise that time, because he knew my
mother was in the next room listening.
Well, I still felt like shit. My mother was very kind and nursed me
like I had the flu or something. So then I got fevers and chills, and
my stomach felt like it was going to explode. I thought I was going to
die. I didn't sleep but by mid-morning the next day I was starting to
feel better. But I vowed to myself I would rather actually die than go
through that again. I was actually part of the survey they did where
they found out that the guy who fucked you had to be like 21 or older.
Shin-Wa was a freshman. What a great guinea pig I am.
I figured I was OK until my next period. As expected, it came 14 days
later. They were still running school, trying to keep things as normal
as they could. The boys could carry on as they always had, but no one
complained if the girls went home early or didn't come at all.
I had been putting it off, but when I got my period I finally got up my
courage and went out to where I thought guys would be.
The best I could think of was a bar. At 14 I wasn't supposed to be in a
bar, but I wasn't there to drink. Apparently I wasn't the first girl to
have this idea. A couple of drunk guys asked me if I wanted to fuck,
and I told them "no" politely. I said "no" because I didn't need it
then, I needed it later, and politely because I didn't know if I would
have to beg sex from one of them later. I knew what I should be doing
was going up to guys and asking them, but after the second guy hit on
me I just kind of froze.
But then Neil came over. He wasn't terribly drunk and he seemed sort of
kind. He was looking me up and down, but hey, I needed someone who was
thinking I might be worth a fuck. I said I didn't want to do it then,
but I really needed someone who would come to my house and do it to me
when I needed. He thought about it. I asked if I could have his phone
number, so he gave it to me. I said I had to line up a bunch of guys in
case one of them couldn't make it when I needed him. He agreed to
introduce me to a few of his buddies if I would promise to call him
first. That made me feel a little good, like he really did want to do
it with ME!
So we went over and he explained the situation to his buddies.
One said something like, "How about we sign up if you flash us your
boobs now." Another agreed. Neil tried to tell them that was mean,
since I was just a kid. Maybe he knew a girl who had gone through it. I
tried to stay cool, but I lost it and got real mad. I said something
like, "Look, I went through this once before and I thought I was going
to die, and some girls do die, and I'm scared to death. I want to know
that when your phone rings you will come over quick and fuck me even
though it grosses me out! So here are my boobs."
So I pulled up my shirt and my bra and showed them my boobs, but burst
into tears and ran out. Neil ran after me and got me to promise to stay
there outside while he got the guys to sign up, so I did. He tried to
apologize for his friends, but I just wanted to get home.
It was 5am when I woke up feeling warm between my legs and a little
dizzy. Oh great, calling drunks at 5 in the morning. But I went to my
list. I called Neil, but got no answer. Tom was next on the list. He
answered with a grumpy hello. I said this was Jackie, you know the one
in the bar who flashed her boobs, and I really needed him to come fuck
me. I could hear a woman in the background asking who it was. He said
he'd tell her later. I gave him the address and phone and he said he'd
be there in fifteen minutes.
I went to my parents, and though I was real nervous I told them I
thought I was getting it, and I had called a guy Tom who was going to
come over to fuck me. My father was angry. I said, "Well, do you have
any better ideas?" That shut him up because he didn't have a clue. It
hadn't sunk in yet that parents had to find guys to fuck their
daughters, because it was so totally different from the way things used
to be.
Then I waited. A half hour and nothing. I was really sick to my stomach
and dizzy. But at 45 minutes the bell rang, and there was Tom. The one
who had asked if he could see my boobs. He gave my parents a wary look,
said "She's asking me to, OK?" to my dad, and we went into my room. We
got naked and he started sucking on my boobs. He smelled like he needed
a bath and he hadn't shaved, but I felt so crappy I didn't give a shit.
At first I didn't want to tell him to hell with my boobs, just fuck me
already, because I figured he was doing me a favor and I had to let him
do it his way. But I finally did tell him, though I was nicer about it.
I was stroking between my legs all the time to get myself wet. He
raised himself up to look down at me, then slid his dick in. His dick
must have been long because he hit the end every time, and it was weird
feeling it bumping me inside. And he went on and on like Shin-Wa never
had. Maybe it was five minutes later he started going really fast and
then gave a huge "Aahhh" as he came.
A second later I felt it. Dizziness and nausea all gone, and my joints
stopped aching. I cried a little and said, "Thank you" over and over.
He rolled off me to one side, panting. He pawed me all over, but I
didn't mind. I asked if he could come back in ten hours -- I had heard
that I would need a repeat dose to keep from feeling bad all over
again. He said OK and he did show up eleven hours later, raring to go.
He had bathed and shaved during the day. I was just the slightest bit
dizzy. This time he went on for maybe ten minutes. I was brave and
asked him if he might not press in quite so far, and he said sorry.
This time it started to feel nice between my legs, and I started having
little twinges. When he came I felt that relief again, but only a
little because I wasn't feeling bad really.
So I was OK for another couple weeks at least. But my parents got it
through their thick heads that they needed to help me, and they started
doing things. They took me to a doctor to get me fitted with an IUD, so
I wouldn't get pregnant. I wasn't pregnant yet, thank God. I had gotten
a bad itch between my legs after Tom, and they treated me for
gonorrhea, but at least it wasn't AIDS. And my parents told me that
there was a new system -- no more calling up drunks. There was a list
of five names to call. They were all dads of kids my age. The parents
had got together and worked this out. My dad was on the list to fuck
other girls in my class. You fuck my daughter, I'll fuck yours. It was
a big relief. I got to look at little videos of the dads to make sure I
didn't find one totally disgusting or something. They were all OK.
It was two days after my period stopped. I woke up at 5am, feeling
really horrible. I put my head up and promptly puked over the side of
the bed. I screamed out "Mommy!" and she came racing in. I knew she was
going to check on me in the middle of the night when my fertile day was
due, but it was way early. I had slept through the early stages. Come
to think of it, maybe I was feeling warm between my legs just as I went
to bed. She said they'd get someone and I heard them talking on the
phone.
I lay back in bed crying, and I started shivering violently, I felt so
cold. It seemed like an hour, but I was watching the clock and it was
five minutes later I heard the car race up outside. Then I heard steps
running down the drive and then down the hallway. He came into my room.
I had my legs apart and was massaging myself. Sick as I was, at least I
was getting wet. He took off his clothes, but his dick was just hanging
there limp. He tried fingering it, but nothing happened. Oh shit. I
could see him struggling with himself.
He took a deep breath and walked out of the room naked to where I could
see my parents in the hall beyond. There were a few words, and then I
saw something that shocked me. I saw my mother kneel and start to take
his limp dick in her mouth. My father was walking away muttering and he
noticed the door to my room was open, then he shut it with a little
curse. But it was just a couple minutes later that the door opened and
the guy appeared again, this time with a nice hard cock. He said, "I'm
sorry" a couple times as he lowered himself over me.
At this point I was dripping with sweat and felt so hot. But his dick
went into me, and he thrust for all of thirty seconds before he tensed
up and held still, and a second later I felt like I had gone to heaven,
the relief was so great. Looking at his panting face I thought he was
the most handsome man in the world. He lay down beside me and put his
arm on me gently. I turned to face him and just squeezed him with my
sweat-drenched body and started sobbing. He stroked my hair and said
soft comforting words. When I was quiet he said simply, "Hi Jackie, I'm
Mr. Sakowski." So then he got up and got dressed. I covered myself up
and thanked him again and again. It was 6am by then. He said he would
be back around 2pm. He said goodbye to my parents, who came in all
smiling. One ordeal done with.
I felt pretty good again, so after eating I showered. My mother changed
my bed. I thought about what I wanted to wear and picked something a
little fancy. I even put on a little make-up. Mr. Sakowski arrived at
2pm sharp. He was dressed nicely. I had been sitting at my desk
pretending to read. He gave me his hand and I stood. He then looked at
me earnestly and bent down and kissed me. It was amazing. I had fucked
three guys by now but never been kissed. After a little of that he
began stroking my back and my legs, and then my front. I was feeling a
little dizzy, but not from any EDS. Anyway, it felt like heaven as he
touched me here, then there, everything feeling so good.
When we were both naked, and I could see his stiff cock, he kissed me
again and put his hand between my legs. He knew amazing things to do
down there that I didn't. Then he slowly slid his cock in and moved in
and out just so, I don't know how he did it. But I felt the pleasure
building each moment as he sucked on my nipple and stroked my hair and
moved his magical cock in and out. And then the pleasure intensified
and broke. It was my first orgasm, and it was totally amazing. He
hurried and thrust into me faster, and I loved the expression of
concentration on his face and then his huge smile and moan. It made me
so happy that my little 14-year-old body could satisfy such a handsome
and caring man!
But he got up to leave before long, though I think he wanted to stay.
His official job was to pump me with semen and go. It wasn't obvious
whether I would start feeling worse again or not, but we all agreed
that if I was I would call him again. I was feeling bad again around
11pm. Because I missed him. I pretended I was a little dizzy and
nauseous. He came promptly when called. He asked me how I was feeling,
and I looked down and blushed a little. He smiled, and then I knew he
knew. When we were in bed he said he had an idea to try if I wanted. He
put his head between my legs and I felt his tongue. Oh my God. I had an
orgasm just from that, and it was amazing. But I still wanted his cock
inside me filling me up, and he did, and he came pretty quickly, and I
loved it. He dared to stay a little longer this time, and I hugged him
and wouldn't let him go at first when he said he had to.
He called me a couple days later, saying he was just checking in to see
if I felt trauma about sex with a strange man and said he would be
happy to meet to listen to my feelings if I wanted. Well, I had many
feelings I wanted to share! We ended up at a hotel, and shared so many
good feelings it was amazing. This time he didn't have to leave, and we
lounged in bed. He ordered in some fancy food. We took a shower
together, and ended up having sex three times. He had me try being on
top, and after being a little self-conscious at first I found I just
loved that. I could swallow his cock up inside me over and over, and he
obviously adored it. I was totally in love.
My parents found out, and so did Mrs. Sakowski. My parents didn't mind
too much; it was all part of this bizarre new world. He was always
there when I went into my fertile day. Mrs. Sakowski was furious at
first, but she knew it was a strange world too and she got over it. Mr.
Sakowski was by arrangement having sex with three girls (he was a
backup for two). Some other nice men, including my father, were having
sex with her two daughters. Mr. Sakowski tried to hold back with me
when his own wife's fertile day was approaching and keep the sperm
inside, but one day he missed, and my father had to go help out Mrs.
Sakowski!
We're trying to see each other less, but he's still over here about
twice a week. When he makes a resolution to stop, it gets broken when I
have my fertile day and he really is needed to help me out. The world
outside is still all fucked up, but for me it is a very happy time now.
I was a more or less ordinary guy when it all started. I worked at the
plant, stopped by the bar after work to schmooze with the guys, came
home at night with a burger and fries and watched the tube until it was
time to go to bed. Pulled up some free porn on the web and jerked off
to it, sometimes. Beer on the weekend, more TV.
Then I heard something about girls dying and about incredibly how they
needed to get fucked to stay healthy. Now I hadn't been thinking about
real girls much; the porn girls were good enough. It never went well
with the real ones when I was younger. I had some good sex, but they
always wanted to talk, to "snuggle," dates, flowers, and all. Wasn't
worth the hassle.
There were some families in the trailer park, some with girls
obviously. Half of kids are (duh). One Friday in the middle of the
night I hear some crying from next door, it goes on, so I get dressed
and head over, and listen. The girl is crying, moaning. I hear the
father and mother talking. I know them a little; we say hi when we
meet. The father says pretty loud, "What the hell am I supposed to do,
go knocking on doors asking for someone to come fuck my daughter?" I
knew their girl. She was chubby with glasses, and a little dim. But a
fine piece of ass anyway, as I thought about her that way for the first
time. Young ones are always hot.
So I shrugged and rang the bell. The father came and answered. So I
said something like, "I overheard what you said. If you really need
someone, maybe..." He hemmed and hawed a little. I have kind of a beer
belly and hadn't just showered or anything. The mother appeared and she
was happy to see me, while the dad wasn't so sure. She led me into the
other room, and there was the girl, Mary. She was pale and sweaty in
pajamas, lying on her side with her head over a bucket. I remember what
the mother said. "Mary, Mr. Franklin is here. You know sexual
intercourse is what's supposed to make it better." Mary looked at me
with disgust, then turned back to wretch again. I could see the sweat
running down her neck in streaks.
The dad took over. "I hate it honey, but you've got to do it. Turn
over, legs apart." Mary tensed up. They said it again, but she wouldn't
have it. Then the dad got pissed off. He kneeled on top of her and
wrestled her onto her back. Her mother got one leg over to the dad to
hold, then managed to pull her pajamas and panties down a little and
got the other leg out of the way. "Gee Fred, regular gang bang, eh?"
said the dad with a forced laugh. My cock wasn't at all big just then.
Here was this hysterical underage dog of a girl, being held down by her
parents who wanted me to fuck her.
But I decided to try to get into it. I asked if I could turn out the
light. That was OK with the parents. None of it was OK with Mary. Then
I took off my pants and underpants. How to get it up? I decided to try
mean. It was weird with the parents there, but then the whole thing was
totally weird. I said things like, "Hey Mary, I'm gonna fuck you." The
mom said, "Fred!" but the dad shushed her. I continued, "Ram my dick up
your cunt as far as it goes, and if it hurts, tough shit. Shoot you
full of sperm." She whimpered but stopped struggling. If girls had let
me talk like that before maybe I would have got married.
My dick rose fast. I negotiated my way among the mother's hands, found
the girl's crotch, found the spot. I pressed hard. The hairy stuff
parted and there was the soft wet stuff. My dick was being funneled to
her opening. I pressed again and felt a little catch. I figured she
would be a virgin given how she looked. I didn't know for sure, never
having fucked any virgins. I pressed and didn't get anywhere. I reached
my hands around her butt for leverage. Pressed in real hard. An extra
little cry from her and I slid in. She was a little wet inside. And she
was literally hot from her fever. I pressed hard, and started going
back and forth hard. Time to finish her off. I lunged and came. Gave
her a good bunch of spurts. It had been a long time for me, and it felt
really good.
The cries stopped. "Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God," she said,
obviously real happy. I realized my dick was up to the hilt in a girl,
in the dark, having just spermed her, while her mother and father were
right there. I pulled out and groped for my pants. I excused myself and
took off. Couldn't find my undies, but put my pants on, out the door,
and back to my own place. It was going to be Saturday. Ages since I
fucked a female. I did feel relaxed and satisfied, so I had no trouble
falling back to sleep.
I was up at 9, not sure what to expect. So I started on my day. Cleaned
things up around. Ate a Hungry Man for lunch, started watching a ball
game. I heard a knock and jumped up. It was the girl's mother. OK, I
won't get the shit beat out of me, at least not just yet. I answered
warily. "Sorry", I said. She says something like, "Nah Fred, it's a
totally weird world. You probably saved her life." She said she was
shocked by the dirty talk, but Bill said he guessed with all that
racket and mess, I had to go into rape mode to get it up. I apologized
but she said it had worked and that was the main thing. And if it was
rape they were guilty too.
She said she came because after checking around she'd found that Mary
would need me again around 5 or 6. She gave me a smile and handed me my
undies. I said I wasn't sure I could do another rape, but she told me
Mary was totally different once she felt what my sperm could do.
At 5 I went over. Mary was sitting on the bed, dressed in jeans, and
she gave a little smile. I apologized for the rape, and she apologized
for being so ornery and disgusting, and I told her she couldn't help
it. Then she said, "Now, I know I'm a dog. So you want to do me like a
dog?"
"Mary!" I said. I could hardly call her a beauty, but a dog was a bit
much. She told me she was ashamed of her ugly blubbery bod. And said
she'd dreamed about doing it like a doggy anyway. My cock was getting
hard, because it knew that whatever way we did it it was going to get
into a pussy again soon.
I tried to find a decent way to talk about her body. "OK, you're not
gorgeous. But you're sexy and I'm really looking forward to doing it
again. And like a doggy sounds good." My cock finished rising. I
stripped from the waist down. She pulled down her jeans and panties and
presented her ample rear end. It looked especially sexy with her jeans
and panties around her knees. She was waiting like a bitch in heat. So
I got up behind her. I asked if I could feel her boobs. I wanted to
anyway, and it would show I didn't think she was a total dog. So she
unfastened her bra, and I got to feel them hanging down. Between her
legs, I found her sexy pussy, and I could see it this time. I slid in
and started my in and out. I could have just come and been done with
it, but why not have some fun.
I made some exaggerated grunting sounds, and she giggled a little. "I
am in heat, you know." she said. Then I remembered. This strange thing
only happened in a girl's fertile period. Child support payments? But
then, no one would get much out of me, and I'd never had a kid, and
that could be fun. I started getting even harder inside her. "I kind of
liked it when you talked dirty to me," she said a little shyly. What
the hell.
I let loose with stuff like, "OK, you hot slutty bitch. I'm gonna fuck
your innards out and knock you up good!" She moaned. So I said it again
and again as I pumped her harder and harder, deeper and deeper. She
cried out with what sounded like orgasm, then relaxed, and the next
time around as I was getting out of breath I was at "... hot ... slutty
... bitch ... I'm ... GONNA ... FFUUCCKK!" I heaved up deep in her and
spurted. I kept pumping and pumping even after the spurts stopped, then
pulled out and slid down onto the bed to catch my breath.
She turned around and I saw her looking at me with dreamy eyes. "First
I get an orgasm, then that feeling again." She asked if she could touch
my cock and I said fine. She was real gentle, then she kissed it. When
I didn't complain, she took it in her mouth. It was nice, but I was all
fucked out for the time being.
So after that day with Mary, I had my ears open, walking around the
place. Word got around that I had, ahem, "serviced" Mary when she was
pretty sick and fighting me.
Another neighbor Elaine stopped by and said rather matter-of-factly
that her neighbor two over, Lucy, needed help. Her husband was away and
she was feeling sick as a dog, and would I do for her what I did for
Mary? Elaine brought me over. Lucy was still fully dressed. Elaine told
her to take her clothes off, but Lucy said not with a strange man
around. She was a little delirious, I think. So Elaine told me to go to
the other room for a minute.
When Elaine called for me, she had somehow cajoled Lucy into stripping,
but when she saw me she started thrashing. Elaine tried talking to her,
looking a little exasperated. Lucy wretched and started choking. After
that was cleaned up, Elaine tried a few more times, then asked me if I
could just do it anyway. OK, I thought: Woman, boobs, hairy crotch. My
cock rose as I stripped. I seemed to be getting into rape for a good
cause. This time the lights were on, and I kind of liked that Elaine
was seeing me, belly and all. Elaine helped hold her but she wasn't so
strong. I landed on her, spread her legs apart, roared in her ear to
hold still, and she did, frightened a little.
So I found the hole between her legs and drilled in. I was angry, so I
pumped hard, I pumped fast, I lunged and spurted quick because she
might start fighting again and bend my dick out of shape, for all I
knew. And then she of course relaxed and smiled, and looked a little
confused. Elaine said, "Now they say it's extra good to hug her skin to
skin too." So I whipped off my shirt and landed on her, decided I would
suck a tit while I was at it.
Her husband was mysteriously away the next month too, though that time
she found me before she was sick. I figured out that the problem was he
couldn't get it up any more, so he needed guys like me to fill in, so
to speak.
That was two. Three was Michelle, two doors over, who was maybe 24 and
knew all about sex. Doing her was really pretty ideal. She was pretty,
so I knew I was fucking above my station in life. But she came, I
think, and seemed to enjoy it, and thanked me. Her roommate Donna was
in heat the same day, and another guy came to do her as I was leaving.
Four was Irene. I would have thought she was too old to be having
periods, but she needed me too.
I took to wandering around during the night when I was feeling
adventurous.
Number five was interesting. One night there was some activity down at
the far end of the park. Two extra cars were parked there. I saw a guy
coming out. Asked him what was up. He said, "My friend told me his girl
needed 'help', and I said I'd do my best, but she's a KID. How can you
do a kid? I mean, no breasts or hips or anything. I mean I'd like to
help, and I like fucking girls", and he gave me a little smile, "but
they gotta be BIG girls!"
I knocked. Figured I would see what was going on. A man was sitting
with his head in his hands. Another pacing. "What you need is a
pervert!" the pacing man said, giving me a look as he left. The man
with his head in his hands looked up at this new guy with the beer
belly. "She's small, flat chest, she hasn't even had her period, but
she's got the disease. I'd do her myself but I can't get it up. But if
you can..." I went into the room but he stayed behind. The mother was
holding the girl's hand and crying softly. The girl was out cold and
looked pale. She was naked, legs apart and panties down, ready for what
the others couldn't do. "Please ... if you can," the mother said and
rose.
There was a little fuzz of pubic hair. She didn't look like a really
little girl between her legs, if you squinted. But still, it was going
to be tough.
I had an inspiration. The mother wasn't half bad looking. She made to
leave but I got her to stay. I closed the door and stripped from the
waist down. "Maybe I can do it. Can you give me some head to get me
started?"
The woman looked shocked, but looked at her daughter, then hesitantly
kneeled and took my cock in her mouth, kind of mechanically. "Convince
me you really want me to do her." The woman got the message, and
started licking with more enthusiasm, gently fondling my legs and
balls. At least I was getting some head, and I'd never had any in my
life! That was nice, seeing her hair and her working on me, and it felt
nice. Real nice. She had done this before, even if I hadn't. I was
getting hard.
I stroked the girl's nipples. They were developing, if you looked at
them right. I took my fingers and stroked the girl's lips and the
little fuzz of pubic hair. "OK," I said. I lowered myself on the girl.
I pressed. Shut tight, not much give. I pressed as hard as I could.
Nothing. I pulled away and spread her pussy lips and looked. She had a
real tough covering over her cunt. What to do. "I gotta open her up,
OK?" I thought what choices I had, and decided to use my fingers. Yes,
some rather tough skin, and I pulled with all my strength. As I tore it
with my fingers, it started bleeding, and the mother gasped. The girl
twitched a little. I got it torn enough I thought I could get in.
But I was starting to soften. I looked at the mother again. If I could
just touch her. I tentatively reached under her dress, and she shied
away. I said, "Just touching, just a little," and she relented. I slid
my fingers up under her dress, she spread her legs a little so I could
get higher, and I put my hand right against her panties, felt the hair
inside, just a touch moist. Mmmm. But I was hard again, and the girl
was my job. I spread her legs even farther apart. So I pressed in
again, and it slid in OK. Not too deep, but deep enough. The mother
gets to watch her sweetie being deflowered, I thought. Maybe I'll knock
up this little kiddo. So I did some fast back and forth strokes, and it
took a while but then I felt myself coming. I let out a big, "Uunnnh!"
as I spurted. It felt real good.
The girl stirred, and a little smile passed over her face as she lay
unconscious. I pulled out, panting. I asked for some Kleenex to clean
up and the mother got me some and cleaned up the little girl. I pulled
on my underpants and pants. The girl's color was improving, and the
mother looked relieved.
She quick said to me, "Do we have to tell him about the ...?" and she
mimed the blow job. I could see she was scared.
"Nah," I said and patted her shoulder.
The girl came to groggily. She looked OK if tired, though she was
exploring her private parts, and winced when she touched them. "Who's
he?" she asked. The mother hesitated.
The girl then realized she was naked with her legs apart, so she quick
tried to get some sort of modesty with me. I found it very sexy,
actually, seeing her worried about that. Her mother got a sheet to help
her daughter cover up.
Ma hadn't answered, so I figured I would tell the truth. "I just had
sex with you, sweetie. I'm sorry it hurts, but it maybe saved your
life." The mother got pink but nodded.
On the way out I passed the father who was just standing there, looking
anxious. I punched him lightly on the shoulder. "Mission accomplished,"
I said. "What's her name?"
Mary got pregnant. We all talked about it, and she and I decided to get
married. We figured her parents could help with the baby. I told her I
was no saint and I was getting into my role as savior of girls, the Guy
Who Can Fuck Anything. She got it and still wanted to marry me. I
snore, but she's OK with that. And I get phone calls in the night, like
an obstetrician in the old days, except I wasn't delivering babies, I
was doing what you do to start them.
In 2031, nearly all (95%) US women of childbearing age started
experiencing Estrus Distress Syndrome (EDS). In what follows these
women of childbearing age are referred to as Estrus Females or EFs. It
includes girls as of menarche and women before menopause.
This is a review of major consequences in the United States.
Mortality.
Approximately 7% of EFs died from complications of EDS within the first
year. Ten years later, mortality is 0.5%.
Panic. The
extreme distress of EFs and the significant probability of death caused
panic that motivated extreme measures.
Widespread sexual
promiscuity. The discovery that semen delivered into
vagina by penis could eliminate the symptoms of EDS led to most EFs
seeking sexual intercourse during estrus.
Ineffectiveness of birth
control. Taking oral contraceptives gave rise to symptoms
of EDS, so their use was universally discontinued. The effectiveness of
the sexual intercourse therapy was incompatible with the use of most
birth control methods, including condom, diaphragm, cervical cap,
vaginal sponge, fertility awareness, the rhythm method, coitus
interruptus, and abstinence. Remaining effective methods were the
morning after pill (including notably RU-486), surgical abortion, the
IUD, tubal ligation, and ovarectomy. The IUD is now by far the most
commonly used method among younger women; tubal ligation is the
preferred method for women whose families are complete.
Unavailability of
effective birth control. The supply of RU-486 was
exhausted within days, and the supply of IUDs was exhausted within
weeks. There were insufficient personnel to perform abortions. It took
a year or more to meet the radically increased demand for these
products and services.
Fertility explosion.
Approximately 55% of EFs became pregnant during the first year,
compared to 2% the year before. Ninety percent carried these
pregnancies to term. A minimum of nine months was available to
anticipate the demand in services required by these births. 85% of
births were attended by a medical professional, 90% of those having
received the entirety of their training within the previous seven
months. The effects of the huge cohort of children conceived after the
onset of EDS will be felt for years.
Adoption unavailable.
In a dramatic reversal of pre-2031 patterns, most EFs seeking to put
their babies up for adoption were unable to do so. The huge increase in
supply and reluctance to take on a new responsibility in this era of
uncertainty were factors.
Pandemic of sexually
transmitted infections. All STDs became rampant. As with
contraception, treatment was incompatible with all measures to protect
against transmission of STDs, notably the condom. Sufficient drugs for
treatment were available within four months. Monthly testing of EFs and
testing male treaters twice a week was adopted as a goal within four
months. The infrastructure to meet this demand was not available for 18
months. Pilot programs started involving mandatory daily testing for
the entire population, but were discontinued when the Lockhart
treatment was proven effective.
Virtual elimination of
sexually transmitted infections. Intense demand and a
relaxation of ethical standards in research led to the revolutionary
Lockhart treatment. Applying the liquid to the penis prevents
female-to-male transmission of all STDs, with no change in penis
appearance, sensation or behavior. A yearly reapplication is necessary.
With no transmission from female back to male, once men were cured they
could no longer infect females, who could then be cured themselves.
Age of Consent revised.
EFs below the age of 16 could not receive treatment legally, since
insertion of the penis of a mature man into the vagina of an underage
EF was always statutory rape. Within six weeks the Supreme Court took
the unprecedented step of stating that the competing harms defense
would be valid in cases of statutory rape. A standard of "apparent
consent" would be adopted, or parental consent if the girl was unable
to give consent, and no consent at all in emergency situations with
unconscious girls. Within three months legislation was signed revising
age of consent laws and child support laws to essentially hold harmless
males providing treatment when acting in good faith. Although the topic
remains highly controversial, pedophiles are no longer universally
vilified but accepted as the saviors of the lives and health of girls
at menarche. Girls at that age frequently lack sufficient secondary
sexual characteristics to cause arousal in men without pedophilic
inclinations.
Increase in frequency of
sexual intercourse beyond treatment. There was a dramatic
increase in frequency of sexual intercourse and number of partners
beyond that required for treatment, dramatically among girls shortly
after menarche. Causes were identified: (1) engaging in sexual activity
increases interest in further sexual activity, and (2) the relief
reinforcement effect. EFs who are treated while suffering from the
symptoms of EDS feel a pleasure rivaling or exceeding orgasm within
seconds of internal ejaculation. This creates strong positive
association with the treatment and leads EFs to seek this even when not
suffering from EDS symptoms.
Strains on pair bonding
due to infidelity. Treatment required men and EFs both to
engage with multiple partners. Trusted partners for underage EFs came
predominantly from parents of other underage EFs. Treatment from a
single preferred partner was not consistently available because of
failure to perform, logistics (male treaters being at jobs), or
insufficient semen due to other recent sexual activity. This required
seeking treatment from another partner on some occasions.
Undesirable emotional
attachments. Treaters and underage EFs often developed
strong emotional bonds disruptive of family life, both for the EF and
the treater. De facto bigamy was and still is more accepted than
before, though still highly controversial. Underage EFs with babies by
the treater were especially likely to enter into this arrangement.
Male entitlement.
The traditional human condition of greater male interest in sex
thwarted by lesser female desire has been largely eliminated. Periodic
urgent female interest has put males in a position of power with regard
to sex. As a treatment for acute EDS, female interest in sex is for a
short duration encounter, with male orgasm as soon as possible. As a
preventive measure, female interest in sex as prevention for EDS is
often similar. Frequent short-duration sex with multiple partners is
close to the demonstrated innate male sexual ideal. The entitlement has
led to a dramatic increase in rape. "Date rape" is rarely reported and
rarely prosecuted, and reporting and prosecution of stranger rape is
also down as a percentage of incidents. The various male organizations
honoring and venerating Hiram Joneswell are another indication of male
entitlement.
Our GQ reporter conducted an exclusive interview with Hiram Joneswell
at an maximum security prison whose name and location we are not
allowed to publish. He is serving a life sentence without possibility
of parole. Joneswell is the "inventor" of the EDS virus that has
completely upset the entire sexual structure of the world as well as
posing a tremendous threat to women's health.
GQ: I know you've talked about it before, but let's start with this
one: Why did you do it?
HJ: I could say something about how I felt men have been oppressed by
women's gains, and I was striking a blow for my gender. But really, I
wanted to have more sex.
GQ: How exactly was this virus going to let you have more sex?
HJ: Well, you know the answer to that.
GQ: But how would you put it?
HJ: Men are having hugely more sex than they ever did before, because
the girls and women are scared out of their wits: sex or die. And if I
wasn't in prison I would be out there with them, f---ing away.
GQ: Did you really think you wouldn't get caught? The line of evidence
pointing to you was direct and clear.
HJ: Hey, I'm smart at some things, not at others.
GQ: You certainly were smart at genetic engineering. Without getting
technical, what were the key challenges?
HJ: It was easy enough to make the women and girls get sick, since I
could key off of the hormones, and preventing the pill from working
wasn't too hard either. There were tons of handholds in semen too,
things I could tag onto. So I had the sickness and the cure. But that
wasn't enough. Girls would just go around shooting themselves with
little doses of masturbation juice. So the big trick was requiring the
penis too. And the really clever part was making the virus invulnerable
to attack.
GQ: Did you realize you were blowing out of the water most of the forms
of contraception and STD prevention? Did you foresee the deluge of
pregnancies and STD infections?
HJ: Sort of. I like girls and women pregnant. That's what their bodies
are for.
GQ: You are the devil incarnate to most women and a great many men. But
there is a small group of men who hail you as a great hero, a god even.
What do you say to that?
HJ: A lot of those men who think I am the devil are having a whale of a
good time f---ing girls around the clock.
GQ: But are you a god?
HJ: Beats me. Never thought of it that way.
GQ: Not long after your arrest you said you had a way to cure it, and
all you wanted was 20 girls to have sex with. Later you admitted you
were making the whole thing up.
HJ: Yup. Didn't work. Like I said, smart at some things, not others.
GQ: Do you regret what you've done? Would you have done it knowing you
would end up in prison for life?
HJ: I used to think that was obvious, because life in here really
sucks. But now I've had a few years in prison I'm not so sure. People
may hate me, but I will be remembered for a very long time. Deep down
all the men love me. And they say that women are not only having a lot
more sex, but enjoying it more too.
GQ: Anything you do regret then?
HJ: I don't understand why the five percent of women don't get it. I
wish I could have some lab time to figure that out.