Daughter’s Diary
by Cypress_z
mc; Mdom; Ff; Fg; inc; bd
Mom has been getting really weird since dad died. I caught her in my room the other day looking through my underwear drawer. I've been doing my own laundry for two years! I'm fourteen-years-old; I don't need her to do laundry for me! She said she was checking to see if they were worn out, but she just stood there feeling them in her hands. It was really, really odd. My sisters Katie and Ann have been saying Mom has been weird about their laundry too. She does their laundry because Ann is too lazy to do hers even though she just turned ten, and Katie is six. They told me it comes back with panties missing sometimes. Mom must be really out of it.
Lately she keeps talking about how much I look like dad. I would probably be sadder, but I barely knew him. He spent all his time in his lab in another state, and the last time I saw him I was two years ago. Mom has been getting boxes of his stuff in the mail every day.
She said she was sorry for going through my things and gave me a new computer game to play. It's supposed to be something dad was working on. Mom seemed really happy when I took it. I'm glad. She seems pretty sad and lonely most of the time
I'm not really sure what kind of game it is. You're supposed to guide little shapes through some kind of spiral. It's really fun, and the music is neat. I've never heard anything like it before. I think I'm going to stop writing and play it a little more.
Dear Diary:
I played the game all weekend. On Monday I went to school but I did bad because I stayed up all night playing the game.
Katie and Ann look really tired too. They said they've been playing the game a lot too. It’s cool that we’ve found something so fun to play.
We've been talking, and we've decided to try to spend more time with Mom. She just seems so lonely and sad all the time. She really cheered up when we all went in to give her great big hugs today.
I decided I don't really need to do my own laundry anymore. Mom was really happy when she heard that. She gave me a big kiss on the mouth and hugged me. I'm glad she's cheering up.
Dear Diary:
I missed school today. I thought Mom would be angry but Katie and Ann missed school too.
Mom said it was okay. She wants to spend more time with us so we're going to be home schooled now.
I have a lot of friends in school, but I haven't talked to them in a while. I spend most of my time outside of school playing the game now. I don’t remember the last time I did homework.
Sometimes Mom comes in and watches me play, and says how good I am to play it so much.
She talks all the time about how much I look like dad now. It doesn't really bother me anymore.
Dear Diary:
I think I should be mad, but I'm not. Mom said that when she took all of our underwear to put it in the wash it got ruined and she had to throw it out. It's really embarrassing not to have any underwear, but mom says that because we're just sitting around the house it doesn't matter. No bad people are going to get to see anything they shouldn't. Mom is such a klutz. How do you ruin all those clothes? Oh well.
She said we don’t have the money to buy more, so we’ll have to do without. That sounds strange, because dad left us so much money.
Katie and Ann don't seem to mind, though. Besides, Mom is right. It's okay for us not to wear underwear here. I don’t know what I’m getting so worked up over.
Dear Diary:
I can't believe Mom did it again! She said she accidentally ruined all our pants in the wash and had to throw them out. She's getting really ditzy lately. Now all we've got are a couple of skirts. Ann and I don't own any, so she said we should borrow the new ones she bought for Katie.
They're really, really short. Even when I'm standing still, you can totally see my butt! They’re too small around the waist, and they’re open along my thigh. I’ve just got it held up with a belt because I can’t even button it closed. I'm really nervous about it, but Mom said it was okay. Katie and Ann seem okay with it, and that makes me feel a little better.
Dear Diary:
I'm glad we're all getting to spend more time with mom. I came in and saw my sisters watching a movie with her. It was some cheesy romance movie about lesbians in England. The girls on the TV kissed, and mom asked if they wanted to learn how to kiss like they did on the TV. I felt kind of weird about it, but she wanted us to all do it so we knew how when we got girlfriends. I was really embarrassed when she said girlfriends. I like boys. I know the movie was about girls kissing girls, but I don’t know how I feel about that. Especially with my mom!
I went ahead and let Mom teach us how to kiss, though. She taught Katie first because she was youngest. She taught her all about lip sucking and French kissing. Her face was all wet and gross when they were done.
Ann went next, and mom pushed her down on the couch and made out with her for like five minutes. She gave her a whole bunch of hickies. I don't think that's very fair, since she said she was going to teach us to kiss, not give us hickies. If we ever went out of the house anymore I think Ann would have been really embarrassed!
Then she called me over and pushed me down on the couch. I don't know if I learned very much. Mom just kind of pressed her face against mine and put her tongue in my mouth for a really long time. She told me to suck on her tongue and I did, but it was kinda gross. Katie told me she kissed me for, like, ten minutes or something.
I felt kinda weird inside after mom did it. She said that we needed to keep learning about kissing and that she wanted to add that to our daily home-school lessons.
Like we've actually studied! All I've done is play the game since she took us out of school.
We never did finish the movie.
Dear Diary:
Today mom said she wanted us to clean the house. She got us little rags and had us scrub the floor all day. It was really hard, and really embarrassing! My skirt is so tiny you can see my butt-cheeks when I'm standing straight. When I bend over you can totally see everything. All of us complained, but Mom said girls our age need to learn how to work on our knees, whatever that means. None of us wanted to do chores, but somehow it just didn’t seem right to tell mom that.
We didn't get much cleaning done though. She kept coming over and patting and rubbing us on the butt and telling us how good of a job we did. Sometimes she'd take us away for kissing lessons. I think she kissed me for an hour today. She said I needed to learn how to use my tongue sometime. I don't really understand what she means, but I’m really tried.
Sometimes she had us kiss each other. She had me and Katie take turns sucking each other's tongue and lips. Ann kissed me really hard. Mom wanted us to find out the shape of each other's mouth with our tongues. Katie's is really small, and her teeth are tiny. Ann is missing one of her back baby teeth. Mom made sure to quiz us when we were done.
I have hickies all over my neck now. I'm really sore. I would be so embarrassed if I ever saw anyone outside the house. I guess I’m lucky I’m spending all my time with family now.
Dear Diary:
I finally made it up to level twenty seven on the game. I didn't think it would be so hard, but it seems like the further I get, the worse I do. It’s funny, because I don’t remember any of the actions getting harder. I just seem to be doing worse at concentrating. I just push the shapes around the spiral and listen to the music. Sometimes I have to listen really hard because the music says stuff and I can't make it out. I think it's telling me how to beat the game.
I told mom and she said that it would make sense when I got up to level thirty. I'm going to try twice as hard now!
Dear Diary:
We spent more time kissing and cleaning the house today.
Mom decided to make a new rule. We all sleep in her bedroom now. She said she wanted to spend more time with us. It makes sense.
But then Mom told us we need to sleep naked! It's really embarrassing. I did it, though.
We all got into a fight about who gets to sleep next to mom. She watched us wrestle for a while before breaking up the fight. I don't know why she lets my sisters get away with it.
She decided that I would sleep on her right, Ann on her left, and Katie would sleep with her head on mom's waist.
Katie seemed really happy about it and laid her head right down and fell asleep.
It felt really nice to fall asleep in mom's arms.
Dear Diary:
I'm so embarrassed! We've been sleeping with mom for a few days. Today I woke up and was sucking on mom's boobs! Eeew!
I can't believe I did something so weird.
I spent all day hiding before Ann found me and said she'd been doing it too. Mom said it was okay for girls to suck on each other's boobs and that she was going to add it to the daily lessons.
I don't know, though. It seems so weird! I'm pretty sure normal girls don't do that!
Dear Diary:
Mom said we should spend all day playing the game. I finally reached level thirty, and I think I can make out a little of what it's saying now.
The music has instructions, and I have to OBEY them in order to get the shapes to move right. I have to do stuff like sit with my LEGS SPREAD, boobies PUSHED OUT, and let the music tell me what to do. I need to be a little LESS MATURE and follow its instructions like an OBEDIENT PET.
It feels really nice to do what the music says. I really like this game!
Dear Diary:
I feel so silly. I don't know what I thought was so weird about sucking on Mom's boobs the other day. I woke up sucking them and so was Ann. We stayed like that for an hour.
When Mom finally managed to pry us off, she taught us about sucking on each other's boobs. We spent all day doing it. I have a whole bunch of NEW hickies now! Yay!
Mom taught us a fun little game to play while we’re cleaning. We have to keep our mouth sucking each other’s nipples while scrubbing the floor. The winner got to suck on mom’s boobs. It was really fun!
Dear Diary:
I’m really unhappy because I have a black eye today. Mom said I can stay in my room and play the game until I feel better. I’ve got an ice pack.
Katie hits really hard, even though she’s six.
I should start at the beginning.
It was a really normal day. We woke up and sucked on mom’s boobies for an hour while she told us all about how we looked like dad and how much she loved spending time with us. Katie lay between her legs and made slurping noises. I’m not sure what she was doing. Mom spends a lot of time alone with her now, and I was having way too much fun sucking on mom’s boobs to look.
Then we got up and got ready for the day. We all got in the shower and washed each other off and then got dressed. Katie washed mom between the legs for a long time.
Then the doorbell rang. It was the mailman. He dropped off some big packages for mom.
Mom had something really cool and special for us. She said that we were becoming her “special pets”, and that she had a bunch of neat stuff for us to wear.
They were really fun! Mom had a bunch of collars and leashes and some neat little fake animal ears. She also had tails with weird ends on them.
She put the collars on us first. Mine had a little bell on it, and it was pink. Mom put the leash on and led me around the room for a few minutes before doing the same to Katie and Ann. Ann got a neat pink collar with a little bunny head on it and Katie got something that looked like a dog collar.
Ann and I were really happy with it, especially when mom put the leashes on and walked us around the room.
Katie was really quiet, though. I guess that’s when she started to get all weird.
Mom had us put on the ears and make animal noises next. Ann didn’t know what a rabbit was supposed to sound like, so mom said she shouldn’t say anything. I got some neat cat-ears, and Katie got some really funny puppy ears.
I had a lot of fun meowing, and mom liked it so much that she said I should do it all the time instead of saying people words. She said I was going to be a great “pussy eating pussy”. I’m so happy!
Katie didn’t do very good though. She was really quiet and mom started to get a little worried. She took her aside and talked to her for a few minutes in the next room. I didn’t hear what she said, but mom moaned a lot. She must have been really upset.
Then mom came back with a big grin. Katie’s face was all wet, and she barked really good this time.
But then mom came back with the weird tails. She said... she said they were for our butts! It was so gross!
I felt a little nervous about it. It was really icky. But mom wanted us to do it, and I knew it would make her happy. Since we started staying home with her she doesn’t cry anymore. Making sure we OBEY mom is really important. We need to be her GOOD LITTLE PETS.
So when she said to bend over so she could put my tail in, I did it even if it felt a little weird.
Mom seemed really happy about it. She kept slapping my butt and put weird gel stuff on the tail. She said it was a “butt plug” to turn me into a “real fuckpet”. I was kind of angry that mom used a dirty word, but I knew it was important to NOT QUESTION her.
It felt really weird going in! It was really cold at first, and then I felt really full. It was weird, but mom was so happy. Then she pressed a little switch and it started buzzing! I felt really, really weird inside, but mom kept smiling and telling me how good I was doing.
Ann got her little bunny tail next. You could tell she was really weirded out by it too. Mom spent a few minutes patting her butt and running that weird end she called a butt plug over her. I started to feel a little weird. That buzzing in me felt odd, and my tummy started clenching up. I started to breathe really hard like I’d been running a race. It was weird! Weird weird weird.
Ann jumped up so high when mom put it in that I thought she was going to jump through the ceiling. She didn’t make any noise or yell, though. She was still doing what mom told her and not talking. Mom spent a few minutes telling her she was going to be such a “good fuckbunny”. I was really happy for her.
I hadn’t been looking at Katie because I’d been so worried about my tail and Ann. But she looked really unhappy when mom wanted to put the plug in her. She seemed really sweaty and her eyes were going all weird, like they were trying to look at everything at once.
Mom didn’t seem to notice. She was still really excited from helping Ann and I get our tails that she just told Katie to bend over like we did.
Katie did it really slow, and kept trying to jerk back up. It was weird. I don’t know what was going on. Mom slapped her butt like she was trying to spank her and Katie straightened out.
Mom got the tail and started putting the stuff on it. I didn’t pay much attention because my stomach was getting all super tingly like it was filled with butterflies. Ann had her hands on her tummy and was breathing weird too. I guess she felt the same thing.
Mom started to put Katie’s tail in. It was a neat little puppy-dog tail.
Then all the sudden she just started freaking out! I don’t know why, but she ran away from mom and started yelling “Wrong! Wrong! Wrong!” over and over like she was crazy!
Mom yelled at us to grab her before she could run out the door and escape.
I jumped and tackled her, but she hit me with her elbow in the eye really hard. It really hurt.
Mom told us to carry Katie to her room and keep her there. We did.
Katie struggled really hard! I don’t know why, but she went totally crazy.
Mom came in a few minutes later with a bunch of rope and said to put her in the chair in front of the computer.
She told us to hold her down while she tied her on.
Katie just kept yelling about how “wrong” everything was. I don’t know what she was talking about, but she was really wrong in the head! We’re just trying to be GOOD LITTLE PETS for mom. That’s perfectly normal, right?
Mom didn’t talk to her. She just put the game on in front of Katie and let it play. Katie couldn’t reach the keys, but mom said that was alright. The game would calm her down.
Mom closed the door and left her there. She kept yelling for hours about how wrong everything was, but she finally stopped yelling. It was really, really scary when she begged to turn the game off. I don’t know why anyone would want to turn it off. It’s so fun! I hope Katie is back to normal soon.
Mom got me an ice pack for my eye and kept saying how sorry she was. She was crying. I’m really mad at Katie for making mom so sad. It wasn’t mom’s fault she went all crazy. She just kept kissing me and crying for a while.
She said she needed to teach us the stuff Katie was doing before she went all crazy. Katie has to watch the game for the night and play it for a few days without doing anything else.
Since I’m in my room playing the game for the next few days, Ann needs to learn to do all the special stuff Katie was doing with Mom. She said she was really sorry I couldn’t join her, but I needed to get better first. She sounded really guilty.
I don’t know why she thinks it’s her fault that Katie got so weird. But I don’t get to sleep with mom tonight.
I feel kinda good, actually. The tail keeps making me all tingly inside. At first I just thought it was really weird, but sometimes I get tingles all over my body and feel like there’s light all over. Like there’s waves spreading out from my butt and up through my tummy.
I tried to tell mom I’m feeling better, but she just told me to come back to my room and play the game. I want to, but it’s really hard to concentrate with her and Ann moaning so much! I can hear them even when I plug my ears in my room!
Dear Diary:
Today was a wonderful day! Mom said that since Katie and I had been playing the game for three days straight, we were ready to come out of our rooms.
I don’t really remember what happened over the last three days. I don’t remember eating or sleeping or even going to the bathroom. I think Ann came in to help me with that stuff, but I’m not really sure.
I’m up to level forty now! It feels really good. I just feel really good all over! I don’t know why I ever felt bad about the tail. I’m Mommy’s PERFECT LITTLE PET. The game says so!
I left the room on my hands and knees, because that’s the way Mommy’s pets should behave. They helped me take a bath. Mommy said she didn’t like how grown up and smart I was, which is why she turned me into a helpless sex kitten she can take care of.
I... I felt kind of weird about it. It seems kind of... wrong? But... But Mommy said it. That means it’s true. And I need to OBEY Mommy. So I’m going to try to be the best little sex kitten I can be! Besides, didn’t the game always say I needed to be a little LESS MATURE? I guess I didn’t really need to wash myself. That’s naughty big girl stuff.
Ann made sure to wash me all over, especially between the legs. She looked really distant, and shuddered a lot. I tried to ask her what she did with Mommy, but she didn’t talk. I forgot that she was supposed to be a bunny now!
When I came out Katie was on her knees in front of Mommy, crying and saying how sorry she was for being a bad girl.
Mommy said it was alright, and Katie could make it up to her if she wore the plug.
Katie turned around and put her butt up in the air as fast as she could! I thought Mommy was going to put it in, but she just stood there and rubbed herself between her legs for a long time. She made Katie beg over and over again to put the tail in. She must have been really mad!
She did put it in though! Katie seemed to get really tense when she did it, and for a moment I wondered if she was going to go crazy like last time.
But it popped right in, and Katie just seemed to droop. I don’t know if I imagined it, but she seemed really sad for a minute.
But then Mommy told her to act like a proper puppygirl, and Katie got all full of energy again!
She barked and panted with her tongue out and did neat little tricks. She rolled over and begged and shook hands and everything!
It was really fun.
Mommy bent down to kiss her, and she licked her face all over. It was really gross!
Then... then Mommy wanted her to lick her between her legs. That seemed wrong to me. I think... I don’t remember much of dad, but I remember him saying not to let people touch us there. But Mommy said she should do it, and we have to OBEY Mommy. Mommy is ALWAYS RIGHT. But dad said this was wrong.
Does this mean she wants us to do something wrong? I don’t know...
Ann was shivering next to me. She must have been thinking the same thing. Katie seemed really happy to do it, though so I guess it was okay.
I didn’t think about it much more because Mommy wanted us to come up and suck on her boobs. We stayed like that almost all day. Sometimes the tail did the thing that made me shiver and feel good all over. Mommy whispered into my ear and said a good little kitten needed to be good with her tongue...
I think I finally understand what she wants me to do. I just... isn’t that wrong?
Dear Diary:
I... it’s like waking up from a dream. I can’t believe the things that have happened now. I’m lying here trying to think of ways to escape.
Mom is a horrible bitch. I’m not supposed to cuss, but I am.
The day... when I think of the time before the moment, it’s like I’m back there, my mind fogged up, my senses blurred. I want to get down on my hands and knees, I want to be a good kitty for Mommy, I want -
No! I want to be free! I want to escape! I don’t want to wear these stupid ears anymore! I don’t want to wear this disgusting thing in my butt! I want to wear clothes again!
I don’t care how good it felt. It was wrong! Wrong, wrong, wrong!
I should talk about what happened. Maybe it’ll help me think.
Today is like it’s been for weeks. I woke up sucking on my mom’s boobs. The thought of it makes me sick, now. But I was really happy doing it. Katie and Ann were doing what they usually did too.
I can’t believe what it was like. I just seemed so happy that I was doing it then that I didn’t notice - or maybe I couldn’t notice - what was really going on.
I think the game made me forget things about sex. Get really stupid, and not care. But I remember now. Katie was eating her out, and mom was moaning all morning. She was using her own daughter as a sex toy!
She traded Ann and Katie at some point. I realized now that Ann has been on the edge and fighting whatever Mom did to her head like I did. Maybe I can make her wake up somehow, break free.
But Ann didn’t fight much then. She just kinda gave up and went back to eating mom out while Katie and I sucked on her boobs.
But then mom broke us up and told me that I needed to learn everything they have so we could be one big happy family at last. I feel so sick thinking about it now, but I need to tell someone, because it’s driving me crazy.
Mom told me to get down between her legs and start licking. Actually, she yelled at me to, “eat out her cunt,” but I didn’t hear the words right then. Everything I heard came out weird and happy and nice. Like she was the perfect mom just doing what was right for me.
I think everything has been like that for a while. If I think - really think - about the past few weeks, I realize she’s been really mean, and she hasn’t said nice things at all. Wait. Fuck, I mean, she’s been a bitch. I can’t... if I don’t focus really hard, I start slipping back and thinking like I did then. Like a little girl. Like a good little kitten. Like an obedient - no. No, no, NO!
I need to keep talking about what happened so I don’t slip back.
So mom had me get between her legs and start licking. Just trying to remember it makes me want to throw up. I just felt so weird, and the world seemed to stop for a moment. I don’t remember anything for the next few minutes. It just seems like this weird disturbing blur. I just remember this feeling of pressure building up inside, a sense of wrongness that kept getting bigger and bigger and bigger until I felt like I was going to burst.
That was when I woke up, face buried between my mom’s legs, tongue buried halfway inside her, filled with an overwhelming sense of revulsion.
It’s like I was asleep, and I’d just woken up for the first time in weeks. I suddenly realized what I was doing, and it was all I could do to keep from screaming and trying to run. Trying to fight, and kick, and scream, and do anything to escape.
But the biggest thought that came to my mind was Katie. I realized that she’d woken up like me. I glanced up, and I saw her. Her expression was empty, and happy, and very, very stupid. Like she was on drugs.
I just froze. I didn’t know what to do.
Mom’s voice rang out. “Why aren’t you eating me out, you stupid little cunt?”
I still can’t believe just how evil she’s become. She was never a bad mom. She was never anything like this. She was never mean. I can’t remember the last time she cussed before this. How could she get so different so fast?
I did the only thing I could think of. I shoved my face back in and started licking.
I already knew what to do. My brain had blocked it out of consciousness, but she’d been shouting instructions to Katie and Ann for weeks and, underneath, I’d been paying attention.
I brought my tongue up, broad and flat, before making little circles around... no. I can’t talk about this.
Mom suddenly stopped me. I was terrified she’d realize I had woken up.
She suddenly shoved me away and said we all needed to play the game. Then she went to her own computer.
I didn’t notice it before, but I think her expression... it was different, but it was just like Katie’s. Empty. Angry, not happy, but somehow empty.
I’m supposed to be playing the game too. I know the game is REALLY FUN, and I know there’s NOTHING WRONG WITH IT AT ALL, but I don’t have time for it right now.
I’m going to sneak out, and talk with Ann. If I can break her out of it, together we might be able to escape.
Wish me luck, Diary.
Dear Diary:
Heeeey Diary! I know I haven’t written you in a few weeks, but I’ve been having such a good time with my mom and my sisters lately that I just haven’t had time. I don’t think I’m going to write much more anyway. Stupid little fuckpets shouldn’t be smart enough to write, so I’m probably going to have to say goodbye to you today, Diary.
I’m so glad I’m not all weird like I was a few weeks ago. I don’t know what was wrong with me! Reading back over my last entry makes me realize I was really crazy! I can’t believe I ever thought it was wrong to spend a few hours licking Mommy’s pussy. I’m a good little pussy eating pussy, after all! That’s, like, my whole purpose in life! <3
Well I’m just glad Ann is such a good sister. When I was all crazy and went to her to try to run away, she didn’t get infected with my weird thinking. I think she started to be, but she’s a good fuckbunny! She shivered for a few moments and then tackled me and started yelling for Mommy and Katie.
Well, they dragged me to my room even though I was crazy and kicking and screaming and trying to break free. They tied me up in front of the game so I could calm down and go back to normal. I’m sooooo lucky to have such a good family. They care about me so much! <3
Well after a week in front of the computer, I was back to normal. When Mommy came in and untied me, I immediately dived right in between her legs and started lapping. She was so happy!
She said I’d been a good little girl, and Ann’s punishment for yelling was over too. When she came in, she had what Mommy said was a ball gag, and Mommy took it off. I tackled her and meowed my thanks over and over and over, kissing her and licking her everywhere, just like a good sister should!
Mommy herself has been acting a little weird lately, though. Sometimes she seems really tired, and doesn’t want us to lick her or kiss her or suck on her boobs. That’s just wrong.
I understand everything the game says now, and it says Mommy is definitely acting weird. We need to make sure she’s a GOOD MOMMY. One that does the RIGHT THINGS with her LITTLE FUCKPETS.
So Ann and Katie and I have been talking, and we’ve got some rope from the Basement. Mommy is playing the game right now. We’re going to go in and tie her up so she can’t stop for a while, like she did for us. Then she’ll be a GOOD MOMMY forever!
Oh, and one other cool thing. I just realized that the words in the game sound just like Dad’s voice! I’m not sad that he died or that I got to see him so little anymore. As long as we have the game, he’s always going to be with us.
Well Diary, I have to go! When Mommy gets better, we’re going to try out these new dildo things she got in the mail! Wish me luck!