The Prison Wife
(Part Seven)
It was a funny thing about prison. Somehow
all those Murphy's Laws cliches were truer here than anywhere
else. If anything can go wrong, it will and Left to
themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse and Be
careful what you wish for because you just might get it.
This last one, in particular, seemed to haunt Joseph.
The one thing Joseph had desperately wished
for--night and day, every moment since he and Gus had first consummated
their marriage--was for Gus to lose interest in having sex with
him. It happened in most marriages, after all. Eventually, the
novelty wore off, the thrill died down, and the couple settled
into the regular routine of daily life. Joseph cherished a vision
of their marriage in which he spent more time doing housework
and less time on his back with his legs in the air. It was only
a feeble hope at best, but still, he returned to the fantasy
again and again, most often when he was squashed into the thin
mattress of his bunk, half suffocating under Gus' weight, as
his husband had sweaty, enthusiastic relations with him.
When Joseph's cherished dream did finally
come true, it happened completely out of the blue one night.
It was after lights out, and Gus was having sex with him as usual.
Joseph lay on his side, his leg pulled up to his chest. Gus was
pressed against his back, his cock buried deep in Joseph's pussy.
As always, Joseph kept up a litany of moans and whimpers and
breathy little sighs in time to Gus' grunting thrusts. Gus seemed
to be enjoying himself as much as usual, but then he abruptly
pulled out of Joseph's body. At first, Joseph just waited, using
the respite to catch his breath, expecting Gus to re-enter him
and begin fucking once more. When that didn't happen, he glanced
over his shoulder.
"Uh, sir? Is there anything wrong?"
"I'm bored," Gus said.
"Sir?"
"Bored. With this marriage. It's the
same old thing night after night. I fuck you. You lay there and
take it." He shrugged. "It's just not doing it for
me anymore."
For a moment, Joseph could not find his voice,
could not say anything in response to Gus' complaint. He was
far too taken aback. And too hurt, if he were completely honest
with himself. It was surprising, really, how deeply Gus' matter-of-fact
dismissal wounded him given all the times he'd longed for just
such a turn of events. But now that it had happened, all his
insecurities came rushing to the surface. What was wrong with
him? Why didn't his husband want him anymore? Were his tits too
small? Had he put on weight?
And then with a stab of true terror, Joseph
wondered what would happen to him if Gus dumped him. An image
of Smitty and his hoodlum friends cornering him in the shower
flashed across his mind in sickening technicolor.
Joseph quickly turned onto his side toward
Gus and reached for his fading erection.
"I can make it good for you, sir,"
he said in his most seductive purr, as he started to stroke Gus'
dick.
But Gus just pushed his hand away impatiently.
"Jerking me off isn't going to cut it,"
he snapped.
Joseph had to blink back tears at his husband's
harsh rejection.
"Maybe I could--" He thought frantically.
"Maybe I could suck you?" he said, trying not to grimace.
"Really?" Gus said, brightening
at the prospect.
Joseph had always been squeamish about sucking
Gus' dick after it had been inside him, and for whatever reason,
Gus had never forced the issue. But now, he seemed pleased that
Joseph had suggested it himself. His dick started to harden again.
And Joseph began to see what the problem might be. Gus wanted
him to take more initiative during sex. After all, hadn't Joseph
often felt the same thing about Madeleine?
Well, if it's initiative he wants, that's
exactly what he'll get,
Joseph thought
to himself.
"Please, sir, please. Please, let me
suck you," Joseph begged, as if he were a little kid pleading
for an extra helping of dessert.
Gus smiled in that lewd, self-satisfied way
of his, and for once, Joseph was relieved to see it.
"So you want a taste of my meat bad enough
that you don't care where it's been, huh, little girl?"
Gus asked.
"Oh, yes, sir! I want you in my mouth.
Please!"
"Oh, yeah," Gus moaned, his dick
hard and throbbing once more.
Joseph bent his head to Gus' groin, opened
his mouth and tried not to gag.
It's better than getting gang-fucked in
the shower,
Joseph told himself.
But it really did taste awful, and knowing
why it tasted so bad made him want to throw up. Still, his survival
depended on it. So he closed his eyes and forced himself to make
little yum-yum noises as he lapped at Gus' shit-covered dick.
He pulled out all his best cocksucking tricks, using his tongue
and lips and throat muscles to give Gus the time of his life.
He had never been so pleased and so relieved to hear Gus' pig
grunts of pleasure. What Joseph was doing might be disgusting,
but at least, it was working.
Gus fucked Joseph's mouth a good, long time.
When he got close to coming, he pulled out, rolled Joseph onto
his back, lifted his legs onto his shoulders and plunged into
Joseph's pussy.
"Fuck me!" Joseph begged, in his
most orgasmic voice. "Please fuck me! Please!"
Gus rode him fiercely, and Joseph met every
thrust enthusiastically, bucking and grinding and moaning, trying
to make the sex interesting for his husband. But then Gus pulled
out abruptly, and Joseph felt a flash of panic until Gus pressed
his dick to Joseph's lips. Joseph opened his mouth and started
to suck again. It still tasted just as bad, but he forced his
face into an expression of contented bliss as he lavished attention
on Gus' dick.
Gus went back and forth between Joseph's pussy
and his mouth, his face red with exertion, his eyes glassy with
lust. Whenever he seemed close to coming, he would pull out and
switch to the other hole. To Joseph, the fucking seemed to go
on forever. He realized he should probably be grateful for that.
Clearly, Gus was no longer bored. But he couldn't help feeling
incredibly used and dirty.
When Gus finally climaxed, he pulled out of
Joseph's mouth and came in his face, something he'd never done
before. Joseph lay frozen, the sticky come matting his hair,
running up his nose, dribbling from his chin. Gus levered himself
up from the bunk and went to clean up at the basin. Silent tears
trickled down Joseph's cheeks. There had always been a thin veneer
of connubial pretense between them that had kept Joseph from
feeling like a total whore. It was gone now. And Joseph had never
felt filthier in his life.
Gus turned back around. Joseph hurriedly wiped
away his tears and smiled, trying to look like he was feeling
the afterglow.
"That wasn't half bad, Sunshine,"
Gus said. "Keep it up, and this marriage may just turn out
okay after all."
Joseph swallowed hard. "Thank you, sir,"
he said softly.
Gus nodded and then climbed up to the top
bunk. He settled down for the night, and soon Joseph could hear
the snores of his deep, post-orgasmic sleep. Joseph lay awake,
staring at the springs of Gus' mattress above him.
He didn't know what to dread more: all the
humiliating things he would have to do to keep Gus satisfied
or what would happen to him if his husband wanted a divorce.
Joseph thought that he had grown used to Gus'
arbitrary ways, but in the ensuing weeks as he tried desperately
to keep his husband happy, Gus proved even more difficult and
unpredictable than Joseph had ever imagined.
The thrill of sticking his dirty dick in Joseph's
mouth soon wore off, and Joseph was forced to figure out other
things he could do to titillate his husband. Up to this point,
he had not even considered doing the exercises that Dr. Smith
had suggested. But now he was desperate to try anything that
might make sex better for Gus, so he started working to tighten
up his pussy with a great deal of determination. The first time
he tried squeezing Gus' dick with his pussy while they were having
sex, Gus froze, grunting with surprise, his eyes going wide.
"Do that again!" he ordered.
Joseph quickly obeyed.
"Mmm yeah!" Gus groaned.
He started to fuck like some kind of demon
unleashed. Joseph bit his lip and concentrated on working his
pussy.
"Fuck!" Gus called out, as Joseph
milked the orgasm out of him. "Yeah!"
He rolled off Joseph, panting, sweating running
down his back.
"Shit, that was good, Sunshine,"
he said.
Joseph found himself smiling, a little shyly.
His pussy burned from all the exertion which was truly disconcerting.
But he couldn't help feeling pleased that he was able to turn
his husband on so much.
For several weeks after that, it was just
like it had been at the beginning of their marriage. With all
the exercising he did, Joseph's pussy was nearly as tight as
it had been when he was still a virgin. Every time Gus fucked
him, it was like losing his cherry all over again--extremely
gratifying for Gus, excruciatingly painful for Joseph. But Joseph's
pussy was once more Gus' favorite play toy, and that meant he
was safe again, for a little while at least. He wasn't about
to complain.
Still, the novelty of this, too, eventually
wore off, and Joseph was right back where he'd started, desperately
searching for some way to hang on to his husband.
It occurred to him that maybe it would help
if he tried to think of it from a woman's point of view. He remembered
one Saturday afternoon when he and Madeleine had been married
about two years. She had gone out to run some errands, and Joseph
stayed home. He was feeling restless and bored, and found himself
wandering into their bedroom for no particular reason. As he
was standing in the doorway, his eye fastened on his wife's bedside
table. He'd never once thought to be curious about what she kept
in its drawers, but suddenly, the need to know practically overwhelmed
him.
He tiptoed over to it, as if he were some
kind of cat burglar, and perched on the edge of the bed. It felt
strange and a little thrilling to be on Madeleine's side, almost
as if it were some distant, unexplored territory. He slowly pulled
open the top drawer and peered inside, holding his breath at
what he might discover. Anticipation quickly gave way to disappointment.
The drawer held nothing but the practical things women always
liked to have around--nail files, a hairbrush, sewing kit, hand
cream.
Joseph pushed the drawer closed again and
tried the other one with far less interest. But this time he
hit the jackpot. Inside the drawer was a neat stack of books,
some paperbacks, some hard covers, all a little worn and obviously
well perused. There was Keep Your Man Coming Back for More
and The Complete Guide to Foreplay and Make Love Like
Newlyweds No Matter How Long You've Been Married. Joseph
had no idea Madeleine was so concerned about such things, and
he was completely intrigued. He pulled out the books and flipped
through them, amazed by all the thought and effort women seemed
to put into making themselves appealing to men.
Now, as he struggled to hang on to his husband,
he understood all too well and empathized with Madeleine. He
wished he had found some way to reassure her that she didn't
have to try so hard to please him. But at least, he could take
a lesson from those books of hers.
From what Joseph could figure, all the books
seemed to come to the same conclusion: what a man really wanted
was a woman who seemed to be constantly thinking about having
sex with him. The smallest moment could be infused with erotic
sensibility. The most mundane daily tasks could be transformed
into XXX-worthy foreplay, if only the woman projected the appropriately
seductive attitude.
Joseph put his new knowledge into action and
took every small opportunity he could find during the day to
get Gus all whipped up for sex at night. He started unbuttoning
the fourth button of his shirt, and whenever Gus was sitting
down, he would lean over to ask if there was anything he could
do for him, making sure Gus got a good view of his cleavage.
He dropped things whenever he knew he had Gus' attention and
made a big show of wiggling his ass when he bent over to pick
them up. At breakfast, he ate his banana slowly and provocatively,
practically making oral love to it, licking his lips seductively
whenever he thought Gus might be watching. He even went braless
on a couple of occasions, and every time he spotted Gus, he would
trot over to join him, his titties bouncing and jiggling as he
went.
It worked like a charm for a week or two.
Gus started showing up again during Joseph's laundry room detail
and dragged him off for midday sex. He even fucked him a few
times, something he'd never done outside their cell before. But
like everything else Joseph had tried, the magic eventually waned,
and no matter how much he pouted or batted his eyes or flaunted
his body, Gus just didn't seem to notice.
At the end of his rope, Joseph was forced
to reconsider the possibility that had occasionally flitted through
his thoughts, that he had always dismissed. One day after lunch,
after Gus had already left for the rec room, he forced himself
to gather his courage and approach Sergeant Murphy.
"Excuse me, Sergeant?" he said,
in his most respectful voice.
"What is it, Carlton?"
"Um, I was wondering if you could get
me into see the warden?"
Murphy regarded him suspiciously. "Why?"
Joseph turned pink with embarrassment. "It's
kind of-- well, personal. But it's important. I swear. Please!"
The sergeant studied him and finally said,
"I'll see what I can do."
"I really need to--"
"I said I'll see what I can do,"
Murphy said sharply.
Joseph bowed his head. "Yes, sir. Thank
you, Sergeant."
His shoulders slumped as he walked away, convinced
that Murphy was just putting him off. But the next day during
his work detail, the sergeant appeared at the laundry room door
and motioned to him. Joseph hurried over.
"Let's go. The warden agreed to see you,"
Murphy told him.
Joseph felt such intense relief he could barely
contain it.
"Thank you, Sergeant. Thank you so much,"
he gushed.
"Yeah, well," Murphy said. "This
is one-time only. Don't think I'm going to make a habit of it."
"No, sir. I understand," Joseph
said.
But he could tell from the way Murphy was
looking at him that he was concerned. He probably thought Joseph
was going to beg the warden for help with Gus. And he was-- in
a roundabout way.
Joseph followed Sergeant Murphy to the warden's
office. As before, he took a seat while the warden's secretary
intercommed her boss.
"You can go right in," she told
him.
"Thank you," Joseph said, nervously
rising to his feet.
"I'll wait out here," Murphy said
gravely.
Joseph nodded. He knocked at the door to the
office, stepped inside and closed the door behind him. Warden
Peters was writing a note at his desk, and Joseph hesitated by
the door, awkwardly shifting his weight from one leg to the other,
waiting for the warden to acknowledge him.
Finally, the warden laid down his pen and
looked up. "Okay, Joanne. Have a seat. And tell me what
I can do for you."
Joseph perched on the edge of the chair opposite
the warden's desk. He twisted his hands in his lap and nervously
cleared his throat.
"Uh, yes sir," he said. "Thank
you for seeing me. I wanted to talk to you, because I'd really
like to see if-- I was kind of hoping that maybe--"
"Yes, yes, Joanne," the warden said,
impatiently. "Just spit it out."
"Would it be possible for me to get some
women's clothes?" he asked, his heart pounding in his chest.
Warden Peters leaned back in his chair and
looked at Joseph speculatively.
"I have to admit that wasn't what I was
expecting, Joanne. I mean, it's only a month or so until you're
released. You've gone all this time without dressing as a woman.
Why start now? Surely you can wait a few more weeks. And then
you can wear whatever you want."
"I, uh--" Joseph mumbled. "I'm
just really eager to-- you know--" He stared at his hands
in his lap. "Explore my femininity."
"Hmm," the warden said. "And
what does your husband think of all this?"
"Um, well--" Joseph said, floundering.
"He doesn't know about it."
The warden arched an eyebrow. "Really?
And why is that? I was under the impression your husband exerted
a great deal of control over you. You haven't taken to doing
things behind his back, have you?"
"Oh no, sir!" Joseph said, flustered.
"Of course not. I just want it to be a surprise. That's
all."
"Ah," the warden said. "So
you want to make yourself more feminine for him. Is that
it?"
"Yes, sir," Joseph said, quietly.
"Why is that, Joanne?"
Joseph squirmed in his seat. "I'm his
wife, sir."
"Don't be evasive with me, Joanne. I
want a straight answer."
Joseph could feel his lip start to tremble,
suddenly close to tears. Perhaps it would be easier simply to
admit to the warden exactly what the situation was, but he just
couldn't bring himself to tell anyone that his husband no longer
found him desirable. It was too painful and too humiliating.
But somehow the warden seemed to have guessed
without being told.
He leaned forward in his chair, watching Joseph
closely, a strange gleam in his eye. "You know what I think?"
he said. "I think your husband's eye is starting to wander.
Hmm, Joanne? Is that why you want new clothes? To try to hang
on to him."
Joseph was too emotional to answer. He sat
there silently, miserably.
The warden got up and came around the desk
to stand next to him. Joseph's eyes bugged out when he saw the
hard-on swelling the front of the man's pants. He tried not to
stare at it, tried not to pay any attention, but the warden pressed
close to his chair, putting his erection at Joseph's eye level,
right next to his face. He tilted Joseph's chin to make him look
at him.
"Is that it, Joanne? Are you afraid of
losing your husband?"
Joseph nodded. He could feel the hot tears
threatening to fall.
"I can just imagine what would happen
to a pretty girl like you out on the cellblock with no husband
to protect her. I bet you think about that all the time, don't
you, Joanne?"
"Please help me," Joseph begged.
"I want to, Joanne. I do. But you have
to help me first. Can you do that? Can you do something special
for me, Joanne?"
Joseph swallowed hard. "I'll do anything,
sir," he said, his voice sticking in his throat.
"Show me your tits," the warden
demanded, his voice changing abruptly, no longer cool and professional.
"Yes, sir."
Joseph's hands shook as he unbuttoned his
shirt. He could feel the warden's gaze riveted on his chest,
and he blushed deeply. He pulled his shirt open and unhooked
his bra. His breasts sprang free, and the coolness from the air
conditioner caused his nipples to harden, much to his shame.
"Oh, yeah," the warden said. "Such
pretty, pretty titties. I can't tell you how often I've thought
about them, Joanne. How I've been dying to touch them again."
The warden fondled Joseph's breasts and pinched
his nipples. He rubbed his chino-covered erection against Joseph's
cheek.
"Come on, Joanne. You know what to do."
Joseph numbly obeyed. It was a surreal experience,
to open the warden's pants, take out his dick, stroke it to full
hardness in his hand. Joseph felt oddly detached, as if it were
someone else fondling the warden's balls, licking at the head
of his dick, taking the dick into his mouth, as if Joseph were
simply watching some other pathetic loser prostitute himself
for women's clothes.
The warden was not nearly as big as Gus, so
Joseph had a pretty easy time blowing him. Plus, it seemed that
the man really hadn't been kidding about his wife never having
sex with him. Every little flicker of Joseph's tongue made him
moan out loud. Every time he massaged the head of the dick with
his throat, the warden's eyes went wide, and he started to gasp
as if he were about to have a seizure. Even when he neared climax
and started to fuck Joseph's face in earnest, it was nothing
compared to the kind of frenzy Gus always went into.
When the warden finally came, Joseph gulped
down his semen, milking the dick for every last drop the way
Gus had taught him. The warden's chest heaved, and his face had
turned dark red. Clearly, he was not used to such skillful cocksucking.
Joseph carefully licked the warden clean just
as he always did for Gus, and then pulled back.
"Was that okay, sir?" he asked,
softly.
The warden was so lost in the aftershock of
his orgasm that he seemed genuinely surprised Joseph was still
there. And then he looked embarrassed. He hurriedly tucked his
cock back into his pants and zipped up.
"Uh, yes. That was just fine, Joanne."
He cleared his throat, his demeanor once more business-like.
"You can go now. Expect a delivery later this afternoon."
Joseph nodded silently. He hastily refastened
his bra, buttoned his shirt, got to his feet and hurried out
the door. He carefully wiped his mouth with the back of his hand
to make sure there was no telltale evidence to tip off Sergeant
Murphy.
The sergeant was waiting for him when he returned
to the reception area. "Did you get everything worked out?"
he asked.
Joseph nodded mutely. He tried as hard as
he could not to betray anything, not to turn red, or appear agitated,
but he could feel the weight of Sergeant Murphy's scrutiny boring
into him. Somehow, Joseph got the feeling that Sergeant Murphy
knew exactly what he'd just done in the warden's office. It was
impossible not to blush at the prospect.
The sergeant shifted his weight awkwardly.
"All right then, Carlton. Let's go. We're through here."
"Yes, sir," Joseph said obediently,
careful not to make eye contact.
He kept his head down as he followed Murphy
back to the cellblock. Now that the desperation of the moment
had passed, he couldn't believe what he'd done. Since he'd come
to prison, he had crossed every line that straight men meticulously
observed. He had long hair and wore makeup, had breasts and a
husband. But even though Gus used his mouth and pussy completely
at will, there had always been some small comfort in knowing
that it was only one man and that Joseph clearly had no choice.
If he didn't let Gus bang him, then the rest of the cellblock
would.
But today-- Today, Joseph had chosen
to use sex to get what he wanted. When he first thought of asking
the warden to help him, he had known what the trade off
would be. And he'd gone to the warden's office anyway. He felt
like a whore, with the taste of a stranger's semen in his mouth,
not his husband, not someone he cared about like Carlos, just
someone he needed something from. Hell, he was a whore.
And there wasn't even any guarantee that the
warden would honor the bargain. He could easily decide just to
forget it. And Joseph wouldn't be able to do a damned thing about
it. He'd be right back where he started, only with yet another
shameful memory, one more thing he'd have to hide from Madeleine
when he finally got out.
By the time they reached his cell, Joseph
had worked himself into a near panic.
"Okay, Carlton. Here you go."
Joseph's mouth was dry with fear, but he made
himself say, "Thank you, Sergeant."
Murphy nodded. He turned to go, but then turned
back.
"Look, Carlton, if there's some problem,
if something's happened--"
Joseph shook head. "No. Nothing's wrong.
Really, Sergeant."
For a moment, Murphy hesitated, as if deciding
whether he should press for information, but them he finally
just nodded. "All right, Carlton. Have it your way,"
he said and walked off.
Joseph let out his breath in relief and sank
onto his bunk. He held his head in his hands and closed his eyes.
He only had a month left before he was released, but he could
tell it was going to be the longest thirty days of his life.
He sat there for quite a while feeling sorry for himself. When
he did finally look up, Brewster, another one of the COs, was
standing in his cell door, package in hand.
"Hey, Princess, this came for you."
Joseph rose to his feet, a light feeling of
hope suddenly swelling in his chest. The officer handed him the
plain brown paper package.
"For me?" he asked, holding the
parcel in his hands as if it were the most precious thing in
the world.
The CO rolled his eyes. "No, it's for
some other con. I just enjoy your company so much I thought I'd
stop by to say hello."
Joseph blushed. "Sorry, sir. Thank you
for bringing it to me."
The officer smirked sarcastically. "Oh,
the pleasure is all mine, Princess."
He walked away laughing. But Joseph paid no
attention. He sat down on his bunk and tore into the package.
Inside, he found just what he'd hoped for, the secret to hanging
onto his husband. He took out each item and laid it on his bed,
carefully smoothing out the wrinkles. At any other point in his
life, wearing a skirt would have been completely unthinkable.
He wouldn't even have done it for Halloween. But now, he was
more grateful to have these clothes than he ever could have expressed.
The warden's taste in clothes tended toward
the sluttish and the obvious. There was a pair of black stilettos
with pointy toes and heels so high Joseph didn't know how he'd
ever walk in them. The skirts the warden had sent were knit micros--one
black, one red--that would cling to Joseph's hips and ass like
a second skin. He'd also included several blouses, all of which
were plunging and rather see-through, and a few very tiny little
T-shirts that looked like they would fit a toddler. Joseph blushed
at the prospect of wearing any of these tops, leaving his tits
half hanging out and his nipples poking through the fabric. The
other cons were already like salivating animals whenever he was
around. He couldn't imagine how much worse they'd be when he
started dressing like a streetwalker.
But he really didn't have much of a choice.
If he didn't do something to get Gus' attention, he'd have a
lot more to deal with than just intrusive leers and unpleasant
catcalls.
Joseph kept out the heels, the black skirt
and a white T-shirt that looked like it was at least a little
bigger than the others. The rest of the clothes he meticulously
folded and put away. Then he stripped out of his uniform, changed
into his sexiest lingerie, a white push-up bra and tiny white
lace panties, as well as a garter belt and sheer black stockings.
He pulled on the skirt and T-shirt. When he saw how the shirt
showed off his cleavage, he lost a little of his nerve. He hastily
grabbed the top to his uniform, slipped it on and knotted it
at his waist as a compromise. Then he stepped into the heels
and practiced walking around the cell. He teetered a little at
first, but after a few turns around the small space, he mostly
had the hang of it.
He stopped and appraised himself in the mirror.
He was surprised to find just what an attractive woman he made.
His legs were long and shapely, his hips curvaceous, his ass
round and lush, his waist tiny, his breasts pert, his hair long
and lustrous. Without thinking, he pirouetted in front of the
mirror, admiring his own beauty with a sense of wonder. But then
he realized what he was doing, what he was thinking, and
he stopped abruptly, his facing turning red, deeply ashamed.
He wasn't supposed to be enjoying this!
Joseph collected himself. He straightened
his back, pulled himself up to his full height, pushed his shoulders
back, and lifted his chin. Of course, he wasn't enjoying it.
He was just glad because Gus would be pleased, and that was what
mattered.
He headed out to the cafeteria, to meet Gus
for lunch and surprise him with his new look. Everyone he passed
stopped in their tracks and stared at him. He tried to ignore
it, but it was terribly unnerving. His skirt kept riding up in
back, and he had to keep pulling it down to keep from flashing
the perverts a glimpse of his panties.
A complete hush fell over the cafeteria when
Joseph entered. The attention of every con in the room--every
murderer, every rapist, every thug--focused on him as if he were
wearing a target. But he did his best to pay no attention, to
keep his shoulders back and his head held high. He sauntered
over to Gus at the head of the line, using the slinky walk he'd
been practicing, rolling his hips and wiggling his ass. Gus watched
him approach with his mouth hanging open, which gave Joseph a
strange sense of triumph.
"Sunshine," he said, sounding rather
dumbstruck.
"Sir," Joseph answered as nonchalantly
as he could, taking his place at Gus' side, trying to act as
if nothing were different.
This was another little snippet of wisdom
he remembered from his furtive perusal of Madeleine's books:
"Don't look like you're trying to hard. Desperation is never
attractive."
Joseph went through the line and then followed
Gus to their table. When he sat down, all of Gus' buddies looked
up from their lunches and stared at him as if they'd never seen
anyone in a skirt before. Joseph did his best to ignore them.
He pulled Gus' tray over to his, dished half his meal onto Gus'
plate as he always did, scooted the tray back over to Gus, and
then began to pick at his own food in a dainty, ladylike fashion.
He had found that if he took small bites and chewed very slowly
he could get away with eating only a small portion by the time
everyone else was finished. It was one of the little tricks he'd
learned to help him watch his figure, and that certainly had
never been more important than it was now.
Gus and everyone else at the table continued
to gawk at him the whole time they were eating. When lunch was
over, Gus grabbed Joseph by the wrist and quickly whisked him
away to their spot beneath the back stairs. Gus' stride was much
longer than Joseph's, and he practically had to run the whole
way to keep up with him. Before he could even catch his breath,
Gus was unbuttoning his shirt, yanking up his T-shirt, unhooking
his bra, and fondling his breasts.
"Oh, yeah," Gus groaned as he kneaded
Joseph's tits.
Then he whirled Joseph around and made him
bend over. Joseph held onto the railing of the stairs to keep
his balance. Gus shoved his skirt up to his waist and pushed
his dainty little panties out of the way. It had been several
days since Gus had last touched him, and the roughness of his
entry made Joseph gasp out loud. For once, though, he was grateful
for the burning pain of penetration. His husband's dick was finally
back where it belonged, in his pussy. His marriage was back on
solid ground, for a little while at least.
"Oh, yeah. God," Joseph panted,
performing his usual porn film dialogue. "Fuck that pussy,
sir. Fuck that pussy hard!"
Joseph closed his eyes and concentrated on
working his internal muscles to give his husband as much pleasure
as possible. But a sudden noise startled him, and his eyes flew
open. A handful of men were gathered along the far wall, watching
Gus fuck him, massaging their own dicks through their pants.
Joseph turned red with shame. No one had ever watched him get
fucked before. He was suddenly painfully self-conscious about
how he must look. His titties were hanging out, bouncing wildly
with Gus' thrusts. His skirt was bunched up around his waist.
"Uh, sir?" Joseph said, quietly.
"Yeah?" Gus said, in a labored voice.
Joseph motioned with his head toward their
audience. He expected Gus to yell some threatening obscenity
at them. Instead, Joseph felt him get harder inside him, and
then he started to thrust more urgently. Joseph was stunned.
Gus seemed to be getting off on the fact that they were being
watched. His whole body went numb with a sense of shock. He kept
thinking over and over: But it's not supposed to be this way!
They were supposed to be husband and wife. Marriage was supposed
to mean something.
But no matter how hurt he was, he still had
a job to do. He worked his muscles even harder, pushing back
against each thrust, grinding his hips.
"Fuck that pussy, sir!" he chanted.
"Give me your hot man come! I want your come so bad, sir!
Please! Give it to me! Give it to me!"
Gus dug his fingers into Joseph's hips, lunged
wildly, and finally climaxed in great hot spurts in Joseph's
pussy. Gus caught his breath and then pulled out with a loud,
squelchy pop. The men who had been watching sniggered lewdly,
and Joseph felt his face turn even hotter. Some of the guys sported
wet spots on the front of their pants where they had come, which
only deepened Joseph's sense of shame.
Thankfully, the other cons did still fear
Gus, and they quickly scattered, like cockroaches. Joseph tried
to rearrange himself the best he could. He had never been so
glad for the new command he had over his pussy muscles. At least,
he was able to keep Gus' come from pouring out of him and dripping
down his legs.
Gus clapped him on back.
"I've got to give you credit, Sunshine.
You're the best woman I ever had, inside of prison or out. Keep
it up, and you and me are gonna be happily married until the
day they let you out of here."
Gus laughed and shambled off toward the rec
room, swaggering even more than usual. Joseph felt a complicated
tangle of emotions. On the one hand, it was strangely gratifying
to be able to please his husband. On the other, he had never
felt so sordid in his life. He had to wonder just how low he
would have to stoop before he finally made it out of this place.
How much more humiliation could he possibly take?
The answer to this question became painfully
clear over his last few weeks in prison. There was going to be
much, much more humiliation to endure before he was finished.
The problem of keeping Gus interested did
not grow any easier. After a few days, just dressing in a skirt
wasn't enough anymore. So he started wearing progressively skimpier
tops, and that did the trick for a while. But soon enough, Gus
was once again bored, and Joseph had to improvise.
He did everything he could think of to get
Gus' attention. He would bend over any time he knew Gus was watching
and give his husband a view up his skirt. He went braless, letting
his titties jiggle and bounce all over the place, his nipples
painfully obvious beneath the thin fabric of his ultra-tight
T-shirts. He even resorted one afternoon to whispering in Gus'
ear that he wasn't wearing any panties and was rewarded with
a whirlwind trip to the back stairwell.
Unfortunately, the thing that really seemed
to get Gus going was the voyeurism of the other inmates. Joseph
had never fully appreciated the small ways in which Gus had always
shown restraint in their marriage--finding a private place for
Joseph to give him head during the day, waiting until it was
dark before fucking his pussy at night--until they were gone.
Now that Gus had the warden and doctor's tacit approval for their
marriage, he seemed to feel like he could get away with anything.
He started to have sex with Joseph in their
cell before lights out, while all the neighboring inmates watched.
He liked Joseph to wear his heels while he fucked him, and Joseph
could only imagine the picture he made, splayed on his back,
his thighs spread wide open, his stiletto-heeled feet hooked
over Gus' shoulders, while Gus plundered his pussy. Joseph would
hear the gasping and moaning of the other inmates as they jerked
off to the sight of him taking Gus' horse dick, and he would
die a little inside with every sound. The worst part was that
he knew it was only going to get worse.
And, sure enough, he was right.
One evening as Joseph was getting undressed
for sex, Gus gave him the appraising he'd learned to dread.
"Is something wrong, sir?" he asked.
Gus shrugged. "Nah. I mean, if that's
the way you want to do it--" He shrugged again. "I
guess that's fine."
Joseph frowned in confusion. "Do what,
sir?"
"Undress for me."
Joseph froze. His heart started to beat wildly.
"Sir?"
"I mean, you could make it interesting,"
Gus said. "It might help me get into it more."
"Interesting, sir?" he said.
"Yep. You know--" Gus waved his
hand in the air. "Interesting."
Joseph looked down at the floor in resignation.
He swallowed hard.
"Yes, sir," he said. "I can
do that. I can do anything you want."
Gus smiled that gloating smile of his and
sat down on the bunk to watch. Joseph felt an unexpected and
dangerous flare of rage. He really did hate Gus for taking so
much pleasure in his debasement. But he forced himself to push
down all those feelings. He tried to make his mind as blank as
possible so he could get through what he had to do.
He shut his eyes, and his body started to
sway. He found himself unconsciously mimicking the moves of the
dancers at the tittie clubs where he used to take his clients.
He ran his hands all over his body and swiveled his hips and
wiggled his ass.
Across the way, he could voices saying: "Fuck!
Look at that" and "Oh, my God! She's dancing for him."
Joseph tried to tune out the voices and concentrate
on the movement of his body. He danced for as long as he could,
until he felt Gus growing restless. Then he started to undress,
slowly, teasingly stripping off his clothing piece by piece.
When he was wearing only his lingerie, he focused his attention
on his breasts, running his fingers over the sheer, silky fabric
of his bra, staring down at his boobs as if he'd never seen anything
so fascinating in his whole life, the way all good porn queens
did.
Every con in the adjoining cells was pressed
against the bars, eyes riveted on Joseph's gyrating form. Joseph
felt the hot prickle of shame all over his body, but he didn't
dare stop. This was what Gus wanted. And if Gus didn't get what
he wanted, then Joseph wouldn't have any protection.
So he licked his lips and focused on what
he was doing. He teasingly traced his fingertips along the edge
of his bra cups, just barely brushing his soft flesh. Then he
cupped his tits and lifted them and let his head fall back in
mock ecstasy. The men watching him all stared with moronic expressions
on their faces, their mouths gaping at the sight of Joseph playing
with his own boobs, their hard-ons clearly outlined in their
pants.
Joseph drew out the tease as long as he dared.
He really didn't want to take his bra off in front of so many
horny men. It made him feel terribly vulnerable. But finally,
Gus gave him a warning look, and Joseph swallowed hard, knowing
the inevitable was at hand. He flicked open the hooks, pulled
off his bra with a flourish and let his tits spring free, bouncing
up and down as he moved.
It was difficult to pretend no one was watching
when there were so many eyes glued to him and the men were all
murmuring things like "Shake those titties, honey!"
and "Show us your ass!" and "Come on, man, just
fuck that pussy already." But for whatever reason, that
was the way porn always worked, at least all the porn Joseph
had ever seen. The woman was supposed to appear to be so totally
absorbed in playing with herself that she didn't notice anything
else. And in this case-- well, Joseph was the woman.
So he stroked and fondled and caressed his
breasts as if he were the only person on the entire planet and
this was the only thing he ever wanted to do.
"That's enough," Gus finally ordered.
His pants were open and his enormous erection
was out. He was breathing heavily with arousal. He grabbed Joseph
by the wrist and yanked him over to him. He took Joseph's hips
in his hands and maneuvered his body so that Joseph was straddling
his legs, his pussy positioned over Gus' dick.
"Made it convincing, Sunshine,"
Gus said quietly, his mouth against Joseph's ear.
"Yes, sir," Joseph whispered.
It was odd how much it pained Joseph that
they weren't even bothering with the pretense of a respectable
marriage anymore. But Gus was the one who called the shots, and
there was nothing to do but go along.
So Joseph took a deep breath, tried to relax,
and then enthusiastically impaled himself on Gus' dick, like
a good little nymphomaniac. It took him a moment to adjust to
the searing sensation of being filled, and then he started to
move up and down, fucking himself on his husband's huge cock.
"Ah, yeah!" he moaned, in his best
imitation of passion. "That cock feels so good in my pussy.
Give me more of that cock. God, I need that cock!"
"Harder!" Gus hissed.
Joseph picked up the pace, riding his dick
more vigorously, taking it deep inside him. His tits bounced
crazily, and he reached for them, to keep them still.
But Gus said, "Don't."
So he didn't. He closed his eyes and fucked
himself hard on his husband's dick and tried not to think about
what he looked like to the men watching from the neighboring
cells. But it was hard to tune them out when he could hear the
flesh-against-flesh sound of their hands on their dicks, when
he could hear the comments they made under their breath.
"God, look at those titties fly,"
one of them said.
"Look how hard she's riding him,"
another said. "That bitch just can't get fucked enough."
Joseph could feel Gus' dick swelling inside
him. He was getting close, so Joseph accelerated his pleasure
noises.
"Unh! Unh! Unh!" he cried, scrunching
up his face in an appropriately orgasmic expression. "Give
it to me. Give it to me. God, fuck me! Fuck me!"
And then he felt Gus' semen filling him up,
and it was time for his own faked climax.
"I'm coming!" he gasped. "Oh,
God! I'm coming! Unh! Unh! Unh! Ooooooh!"
He slumped backwards as if spent from passion.
Gus' breath was hot against his back as he recovered from his
orgasm. His cock was still buried in Joseph's body, preventing
him from moving. Finally, he softened enough for Joseph to pull
himself free. He got to his feet, his legs shaking from all the
exertion. His pussy was more sore than he could remember. This
position made the penetration even deeper than usual. He could
only hope that Gus wouldn't want to do it that way again any
time soon.
Gus got up and washed at the basin. Joseph
pulled a Kleenex out of the box he kept by his cot and tried
to wipe away the come trickling from his pussy as unobtrusively
as he could. But it seemed the animals had had enough of a show.
They were all getting ready for lights out, not paying any attention
to him anymore.
When Gus was finished at the sink, Joseph
took a turn washing himself. He put on a clean pair of panties
and a camisole to sleep in. As he bent over to lay back his covers,
Gus pressed against him, caressing his ass.
"That was real nice, Sunshine,"
he said. "We'll have to do that a lot more often."
Joseph swallowed hard. "Yes, sir."
Gus turned him around and frenched him sloppily.
It had been forever since his husband had kissed him, and Joseph
found himself leaning into it, enjoying the kiss, despite the
excessive spit and the aggressiveness of Gus' tongue.
Gus pulled back and smiled. "I can't
wait until next time."
He laughed and vaulted up to the top bunk.
Joseph crawled into bed and pulled the blankets all the way up
to his chin. He could already tell that the last few weeks of
prison were going to be the longest days of his life.
Prison Wife continued in Part
Eight.
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