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Author: Milliford Jones
Title: Desires, My love affair with my niece, infant to adult
Universe: Passions (of the Perverted)
Series: Babysitting
Summary: A young man discovers his own dark secrets too late to stop
them from manifesting, in the arms of his infant neice.
Keywords: Warning!  Mg, ped, oral, anal, ws, scat, romance
   disclaimer Imagine stepping into an adult book store.  It smells like a
mix of cheap men's cologne and dark desires.  You go into a booth and see a
selection of animated movies.  Not the real thing, no real actors.  Anime,
it is.  Hentai.  It takes place in a universe where no one gets killed.  No
one gets hurt without having the hurt assauged.  No one gets fucked up
physically or emotionally without eventually resolving it.  And love
counts. This is the fictional universe of Passions of the Perverted.
   Please note these tales are intended for adults only.  They are
obviously fantasy and have no correlation with the real world.  The
characters are likewise totally fictitious.  I neither endorse or take part
in any of the acts described, except for that act of fantasy itself, which
allows for extreme behavior and exploration, but does not even begin to
suggest that such behavior is appropriate.
   This disclaimer is unfortunately necessary in a world where even fantasy
is often deemed illegal, despite the fact that it is much healthier and
worlds safer than much less extreme actual risk taking behavior.
   It is with this vision and these parameters I present:
   Infant Desires
   3 =
   3 My life had changed, and I was worried about it.  I was now a baby
fucker.  I didn't mean to be.  I didn't really want to be, but at the same
time the thoought of baby Talia made my heart race and my dick tent my
slacks no matter where I was or what I was doing.  I worried about it all
week, right up until Saturday afternoon when my doorbell rang.  As soon as
I opened the door and saw Talia in my sister's arm, my desire overrode any
thought process.  And as soon as she saw me she reached out.  I took her
and she hugged me, saying "I lub you, Unka Freddie."
   Sarah saw the surprise on my face.  "Her vocabulary is increasing fast,
Fred," she explained.  "In the last week she's learned "cat", "dog",
"shit", "fuck", "jizz" and "Unca Freddie".
   My jaw dropped.  My sister grinned.
   "The curse words are Jack's fault.  She caught us in a moment of passion
and picked up on Bert's--um--pillow talk, shall we say.  She learned 'Unca
Freddie' because she's been sleeping with your picture and saying "I lub
you" to it every night." She got a silly grin and added, "She's also
started masturbating." She evidently enjoyed seeing the embarrassment on my
face because she giggled, then went on.  "Don't even think of stopping her
if you see her doing it," she ordered.  "I don't want her to feel ashamed.
It's a natural part of growing up.  Maybe you wouldn't b e so shy and
girlfriendless if you'd been allowed ot playy with yourself when you were
two years old."
   "Maybe," I shrugged.  "And maybe I wouldn't be so obsessed with it now."
   Sarah laughed.  "Me too," she said.  She then dropped all the portable
paraphenalia for Talia, kissed me on the cheek and prepared to leave,
"Thank's Fred.  You don't know how much this means to me," she sd.  "With a
baby sitter I can count on, I've signed up for Saturday classes.  You are a
real lifesaver, Fred."
   "I'm happy to help," I said sincerely.  "And I love Talia.  We get along
great."
   "Great for me too," she said.  "See you Sunday evening."
   And she was gone.  Talia and I were alone.  She gurgled at me for a
moment offering her beautiful little face up for me to kiss.  I did so and
felt my heart flutter and my dick jerk in response.  How could this be, I
wondered.  I had blundered into the most sexy and romantic gratifying
relationshi I could imagines and it was with an infant.
   "Jesus Christ," I exclaimed.  "I love you." I said as I cuddled her.
   "Jesus Christ, I love you." she mimmiced.
   I couldn't help but laugh.
   Then I realized I had to be more careful.  Just one poorly timed"sex
slut" exclamation and I could be inf or all kinds of trouble.
   "Fuck," I groaned.
   "Fuck," she crowed back.
   I smiled, but was answered by a demand, "Milk!"
   "Milk?" I queried, thinking of more perverse matters, but acquiesed. 
"Milk it is," I said and pulled a still warm bottle from a bag, then fed
her the nipple.  She surprised me by shoving it away, Instead, she said. 
"No!  Want milk."
   I realized immeately what she meant.  She meant cock milk.  My milk.  I
grinned conspiratoraly.
   "You'll get that too," I murmurred, then lay her down on the sofa.  She
rolled over to a crawling position and watched as I unzipped and peeled off
my pants.  She laughed happily at the sight of my erect cock.  It was as if
she had found the missing toy she had recently discovered, then misplaced.
I stood before her and offered up this cocktoy she seemed to want so much.
She grabbed it in both her soft chubby hands, rose to a kneeling position,
opened her mouth wide and sucked in as much of it into the soft wet oral
cavity as she could handle, then started to suck me with a determination.
To facilitate the feelings I began stroking myself milking my dick to give
her a full dose of the cream she was determined to get as quick as
possible. I was surprised when she brushed my hand aside.  Then she sat
back onto the sofa, drawing me with her.  Having seen what I had done, she
started awkwardly jerking my foreskin up and down.  As she did, her sucking
intensified so much her face reddened.  I realized then she was teething as
I felt the hard sharp shock of her baby teeth digging into the meat of my
cock.
   "O fuck yeah," I groaned as I felt a weeks worth of frustration draw my
cum from deep in my balls until I felt it explode right into my baby
neice's cum hungry mouth.  "Ah!" I cried in exctatic glee.  "Oh yes, Talia!
Suck me.  Eat it.  Eat it all."
   Talia appeared to enjoy my words of encouragement, or maybe it was just
that we both wanted the same thing.  As I felt my sperm spurt down the
length of my cock and into her sucking mouth, I also watched my cum
immediately began to drool out the corners of her mouth and run down her
cheeks, but she fought to get as much as could.  She ate up my cum as if
starved for it.  Again, maybe she was, bucause whem my dick finally drained
dry and began to soften, she began licking up the residue from the sofa
where it had spilled and happily let me scrape up the slime from her
cheeks, neck and hands and feed it back to her.
   Once she was done I picked her back up and smothered her with kisses. 
She did her best to kiss me back and when I got to her hairless baby snatch
she said in her sweet baby voice, "Eat me Unka Freddii.  Eat all."
   I laughed.  My guess was that she had caught her mom and dad fucking and
picked up a new range of unapproved vocabulary from them.  Still laughing,
I hele her up in the air and began licking and sucking her tiny pussy and
asshole.  She acted as if she was riding a new pony.  She grabbedme by my
hair and squealed in unabashed childhood joy, riding my mouth with jerks
and grinds.  Then, with no attempt to control herself, she she sprayed a
liberal dose of baby urine into my mouth.  "All," she trupeted at me, "Eat
all."
   Of course, it was my pleasure to try and fulfil her babyish command.  I
had a feeling her terrible two demands were going to be as much pleasure
for me as it would be frustration for her parents.  I found I liked to have
her boss me around when it came to her sexual needs, and it gave her a
sense of power I doubted most babies ever experienced.  I sucked down her
pee like the treasure it was.  I didn't stop when the urine did though.  I
continued to lap at her tasty infant cunt until she had her own baby
version of an orgasm.  She she did, her bodily functions once again
betrayed her.  She sprayed a splatter of baby shit down my chin and onto my
chest.  I guess all reason had left me by then, because I turned her around
and started lapping up her baby shit directly from her asshole.  She cooed
and giggled as I did, even trying to wedge my face deeper into the sweet
crack of her ass.  God, it was nasty, and a remarkiable turn-on at the same
time.
   After we'd both had our fun, a major cleanup was in order, but we were
both used to that by now.  Afterwards, with both of us naked, we watched
cartoons on tv.  Talia seemed to luxuriate in her new naked sexual freedom.
I also noted that, far from calming her down, she seemed to get energized
from our sex/shit/piss sessions.  As we watched the tube, she sometimes
suckled at my cock for several minutes at a time, or had me help her stand
so she could feed me her asshole or pussy.  I jerked off while I did this,
and she helped tried to help.  Whenever I started to cum, her little
vaccuum mouth was there, drawing out every last drop.  One time she took a
bottle of mother's milk and suckled at it while demanding I position myself
to drink her baby piss while she drank, then fed me another nasty dollop of
baby shit.  Finally, when I finished sucking out her asshole, she wriggled
around and began to lick off the residue from my face.  I did not object.
Jesus, babies can get nasty when there aren't any reservations.
   To take a break, I took her out for a walk, but she no longer liked the
constictions of clothing and wouldn't stop fussing til we got back inside
where we could cuddle naked and feed off each other.
   That night we slept together.  I fucked my cock between her thighs and
managed to wedge the tip of my cock into her asshole and spray my cum up
into shit chute.  In another venture in the middle fo the night, I did the
same into the clasping mouth of her baby pussy.  After that, we both slept
through the night, but with the morning came, she had further demands as
she sat her plump soft butt on my face wo wake me up, happily spilling her
morning pee down my thirsty throat, but again the infant adventuress wanted
more.  She curld down to my dick and commenced to suck me with a vengenge.
   She commanded.  "Want wa wa."
   "Water?" I said.
   "Wa--ter," she repeated.  I nderstood and pissed right into the baby
girl's mouth.  She drank it down but continued sucking well after the piss
had stopped.  I was murprised.  "You are a wonderful nasty little piss
drinker," I said.
   "Me --- slut," she melwed.
   I was taken aback, but quickly realized this must have been how Bert
talked to Sarah when they fucked.
   "You are my beautiful, wonderful piss slut," I added.
   She smiled up at me, smugly feeling grown up and proud, no doubt.  Sht
she suddenly dove under my ball sack and started licking and sucking
hungrily at my asshole.
   "Ooooooh," I moaned.
   "Me --- slut," she repeated.
   "Of fuck yeah," I agreed in drawn out tones.  "You are my perfect baby
slut girl.  I will love you forever."
   This made Talia giggle, and she sucked at my asshole with greater
intensity as if hunting for gold.
   "Want," she raised her head and demanded.
   "Want?" I asked.  Was she actually asking for me to shit in her mouth?
   "Want," she repeated, Spreading my ass cheeks to burrow deeper into my
asshole.
   "Oh, sweet Jesus.  This is so wrong," I groaned, realizing even as I
said it I was going to shit into the baby slut's demanding mouth.
   Not wanting to overwhelm my baby lover, I carefully controlled my
release of shit, allowing only the smallest bit to squeeze out of my ass
hole.  It felt so weird.  I heard and felt her munching at me.  I smiled
ruefully.  "We've found a whole new form of babyfood for you," I said, and
scooted up so I could get a view of Talia as she ingested my shit.  It
wasn't surprising to see the shit smeared over her face.  She looked much
the same as when she tried to feed babyfood to herself, but this time, the
scene was skewed perversely, making me hungry for her in a whole new way.
   I picked her up and kissed her, "My sweet little shit slut," I groaned
and tongue kissed her.  She liked kissing like this and held the kiss when
I started to disengage.  When I finally did break the kiss, she grinned
with her shit stained face glowing.
   "More," she told me.  "More kaka."
   "Kaka?" I asked.
   "Want more Unka Freddy ka ka.  Eat ka ka."
   I grinned back.  "A two year old shit slut," I said.  "I love you
sooooooo much, baby Talia."
   "I lub you, Unka Freddy.  I love eat kaka."
   I dropped my head in a combination of shame and triumph.  "I have turned
my favorite neice into a total freak," I said more to myself than to Talia.
   Talia just giggled, then started wriggling around in my arms.  "More,"
she repeated.  "Eat more Unka Freddy kaka."
   "Ah well," I shrugged.  "It's too late to change things, and it feels so
good when you suck my asshole, .....and you look so hot with I see you
munching on my shit." I sat her back down and slouched back again to give
her access, but I felt I had to reinforce the affection I had for her.  I
looked into her eager eyes and said, "I really, really love you, Talia."
   She grinned back, and said, "I lub you, Unka Freddy.  I lub you kaka."
Then laughed like a litte angel at her own joke.
   I laughed too, but the laugh turned into a warm pleasure filled moan
when she started sucking and tonguing at my asshole again.  "Ohhh, Talia.
You make me feel so good," I groaned.  That made the baby girl apply even
more suction.  Again, as I felt all the complex set of urges and muscular
contractions come into play, I tried to carefully control the amount of
shit I squeezed out for her.  I felt my anus open and her little mouth suck
another chunk of feces out of my ass.
   "Ohhhh fuck," I groaned.  Then quickly moved to check my little neice.
She was munching and chewing on an overflowing mouthload of my waste.  She
gurgled and swallowed again and again.  I watched in facination as she
slowly ate it all up.  Then she looked back to me and said simply.  "Good
kaka, Unka Freddy."
   I stared at her with glassy eyes.  My dick was in my hand and I was
masturbating slowly.  Talia crawled up to to my swelling manflesh and
grabbed it from me.  "More milk," she ordered, and started sucking.  Her
physical development must have been accelerating with each passing
perversion, because the pressure she exerted with her sucking was more
intense than before.  She still struggled with coordination as she sought
to speed up my cum by jacking me off, but its often the thought that
counts, and this was the case here because in just a few minutes I felt my
cum begin spurting into her greedy little mouth.  The pleasure was so
intense I felt like I lost consciousness for a second.  Talia didn't seem
to notice as she used my cum to wash down the shit she had just eaten.
   When she was done I couldn't say anything conherent, just "Fuck, fuck,
fuck...."
   Talia chimed in with her own tiny voice piping up, "Fuck fuck fuck."
   And I looked down at her.  She looked at me.  I gathered her into my
arms, kissing her, and she smiled sweetly, then fell asleep.  The last
thing she said before her eyes closed was, "Fuck, Unka Freddie.  Fuck,
fuck, fuck..."
   Needless to say, the rest of the weekend flew by.  The most amazing
thing was that I got to see Talia progress so quickly in response to our
nasty little games.  She loved anal and vaginal stimulation and when we
weren't engaging in some demented sex game, I'd catch her masturbating. 
This actually made for a very behaved baby girl.  She didn't fuss too much
when left alone.  She's simply start playing with her tiny pussy and
asshole.  She slept well too, usually all through the night.
   The hard part was when it came time for her to leave.  We pretty much
repeated the scene from the week before, with the added pain of hearing her
say "I want Uncle Freddie!" over and over again as she cried when pried
away from me and was placed in her carseat.  It broke my heart.
   "Damn, Fred, I think Talia would just stay with you if she could.  I'm a
little jealous."
   But that also seemed to give Sarah more ideas.  Quicly accepting Talia's
and my closeness, she said.  "Ok.  This summer Bert and I may get a chance
to get away for a while.  If you and she like, we'll leave her with you. 
Think you could handle a couple of weeks with your pet neice?"
   I grabbed the idea and ran with it.  "No problem.  I could take my
holiday at the same time." Then looking at my baby loverf's tear stained
face I said "The only problem will be saying goodbuy to her when she has to
bo bck home." I said hnonestly.
   "I'll tell Bert to book the flight," grinned Sarah, and hopped into her
car and took off, leaving me alone again until the next weekend.
   And so began my love afair with an infant.  We sucked and play fucked
all weekend pretty much every week.  I never dared try any real
penetration. Of course, after a time, I was able to start working my
forefinger into her asshole, and I even fingerfucked her baby cunt when she
reached her third birthday, but I stopped short when I brushed my finger
against her hymen.  And each week her taste for cum had only increased in
my absence.  Luckily in my ealry 20's I had plenty to spare.  I must have
nutted 10 times every weekend in that little grls mouth.  I worried about
her unseemly expanded vocabulary from week to week, but my sister never
mentioned a word.  That was, until she finalied her plans for a second
honeymoon with Bert.  When she finally brought Talia over the night before
they left, my sister sat down and had a serious talk with me.
   I was nervous and scared when we started.  I was more than a little
fearful we had been found out.
   "Freddy," she said patting my hand.  "There's something I need to talk
about before I go."
   "Yeah?" I said, trying to be as noncomittal as possible.
   "Hmmm," she said.  "Have you noticed anything unusual about Talia over
the past few months?"
   "Like what?" I asked.  I didn't know if I'd breakdown crying or deny
everything if she accused me, but I tried to keep my voice calm.
   "You're so sweet," she said.  "You're afraid we'll punish Talia aren't
you?"
   "I'm not sure what you're talking about," I said.
   My sister steeled her jaw and said, "Talia has learned to curse," she
paused.  "A lot.  She also masturbates a lot."
   "Oops," I said, hoping she would steer the conversation away from me in
her explanation.
   "You've noticed it, haven't you?" said my sister.
   "Um----well...." I stammered.
   "It's okay," she said.  "I know all about it." said my siser.
   "You do?" I said, amazed.
   "Of course I do," she said flatly.  "She's my baby.  And its all that
sonuvabitch, Bert's, fault?"
   "Huh?" I queried, truly puzzled.
   "Yes," she went on.  "Bert is a total bastard in bed, and heaven help
me, I love all the nasty things he does.  But a couple of months ago,
shortly after Talia started crawling, he had me upside down and eating out
his asshole when Talia crawled in.  She must have found a way out of her
crib and made her way to our room.  I don't know how long she was watching
but when I finally noticed she was sitting at the door, diddling her own
little pussy with one hand and sucking her thumb with the other.  Not only
that, but when Bert and I---ahhh---when we fuck, we talk dirty to each
other.  We never thought about it, it's just always been part of our sex
play, but now we find that Talia's vocabulary is liberaly peppered with sex
and bathroom talk."
   My sister paused then.  She looked at me.  I was holding back hysterical
laughter, both because of my own relief, and also at the irony of it all.
   "It's not funny," she said.  "I don't want my baby embarrassing us in
public.  "Do you know what she said when she caught me doing that to Bert?
She must of thought I was eating his shit because she said 'Kaka.  Eat kaka
mommy." Then she said, "Fuckfuckfuckfuck" over and over again while
she--she--that little bitch had a damned orgasm while she watched me eat
out her daddy's shithole." Then she broke down and started crying, "I'm so
ashamed Freddie," she sobbed.
   I held her, trying to be serious and supportive, but amazed by this turn
of events.  I realized something else.  Without knowing it, my sister and
her husband had given their explicit confirmation that it was okay to eat
shit with your lover, when she saw her owm mother sucking her dad's asshole
like that.  Her whole sexlife might be formed by this combination of
events. To my sister, I said, "Don't worry, sis.  It's probably healthier
for her to see you too enjoying each other like that.  It's just going to
take time for her to understand that its a private thing.  And her
masturbation is normal too, just like you told me before.  I read that lots
of kids do that when they're Talia's age."
   "Do they try to suck their Daddy's dick?" she said.  "Just the other
morning she was cuddling with us in bed when she crawled down to his crotch
started trying to pull his cock out of his pajamaa.  "I want," she said. 
"I slut.  I want Daddy milk.""
   "When I told her no, she started to cry and she said, "Mommy eat milk
and kaka.  Mommy slut.  I want slut too." My sister looked at me again. 
"Jesus, Freddie, Bert and I have turned our baby into a sex freak, and
she's barely three."
   I laughed.  "No you haven't I said.  "She's just being a baby.  "She's
at that stage where she's developing language and physical skills, but
hasn't had a chance to develop manners or ethics yet.  That's what you and
Bert have to do between now and when she starts school."
   "But I don't want her to think fucking or masturbation are bad either,"
said my sister, looking ever so confused.
   "I agree," I said, with a whole universe of ulterior motive driving me.
"And I promise I won't stop her if I see her doing that.  I'll just make
sure she stays clean and healthy.  I never yell at her when she talks like
you noted.  I just let it go.  I think you should to."
   My sister looked at me and smiled bravely, "You're right of course, and
Bert and I have to be careful at home.  Thank God for you on the weekends.
From now on I'll make Bert keep his dick in his pants until Friday
night....if that's okay with you.  Will you keep taking her in on the
weekends?"
   "Of course," I said, then added, hoping to brighten her mood.  "I'm
jealous of what you and Bert have, you know.  You enjoy each other on every
level.  I wish I could find that with someone."
   It seemed to work.  My sister smiled more happily and patted me on the
shoulder.  "I hope so too," she said.  "But its rare to find someone who
matches up both sexually and in other ways too.  You're right.  Bert and I
are very lucky.  And I'm lucky to have you for a brother too."
   I smiled.  I could tell that a huge emotional burden had been lifted
when she headed out the door.  I just hope she and Bert would have half as
enjoyable a holiday as Talia and I would have while they were gone.  
  
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