Erin's Life

Chapter 23 

After they left and the door was locked John turned too her. "Off to the pool?" he asked softly.

"Nah, I'm ok today," and she smiled at him.

"Do I want to know what you and Nora talked about?"

"Probably not," and she hugged him.

"Be careful."

"I will, I promise," and she kissed him.

They sat on the couch, cuddling. "I think I don't need the pool today because I was teaching her how to use it, to let her stress melt out of her. I think helping her helped me."

John just held her, silent.

"So did he like me?" she asked softly after little while.

"Yes, he said he was impressed that you didn't need a collar."

Erin was quiet.

"So you had sex with her."

"I have sex with you, too."

"You know what I mean."

"Are you upset with me? I have been doing that with her for a long time."

"Have you done it with her since we became boyfriend and girlfriend?"

"No," he answered, "the only time I have been with other girls since we became a couple, you have been there too."

Erin liked that word, couple. We're a couple. She squeezed him.

"Well you know why it bothers me."

"Because we haven't done that yet, right?"

"Yeah. I feel like... that should be just for me."

John thought about this, and he understood how she felt. If he was free to put his dick in Nora, then it would be less special when he finally put it in Erin. But what can I do? There's history, we've already done it, it's what is expected, especially with Nora.  Everyone fucks Nora... or, at least, Nora fucks everybody.  "I think I understand what you mean. How about..." and he paused, collecting his thoughts... "from now on I don't do that, I save it for you. I want that to be special and just for us, too." He wasn't sure what he would do with Nora, next time. She tended to not ask, she took what she wanted.

She liked that, and she squeezed him again.

And now I just have to keep them out of you, too, he thought. You aren't always going to be tiny.

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Erin was more surprised about Lucy's collar not working on her any more than her grandfather not being able to get an erection.

ErinJB: rly? ur collar didnt work?

ErinJB: lol. wow.

Nora_Nothing has accepted your friend request. Nora_Nothing is online.

ErinJB: o wow Nora has accepted my friend request

ErinJB: I love u 2, talk to u tomow

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ErinJB: hi u

ErinJB: i wondered if u were ever on

ErinJB: well i am glad u r, i liked meeting u the other day

And, Erin thought, like Lucy, she seems to have some walls.

ErinJB: i think u r the prettiest girl i ever saw. i was like omg when u walked in

ErinJB: lol shut up, u kno ur hot

Nora sat in her bedroom, wondering if it was a mistake to talk to her. She hadn't been able to stop thinking about the little blonde girl since she met her, and in their time together in the pool when Erin seemed to look right through her, seeing the person she kept hidden, Erin seemed to know absolutely everything without even trying. It scared Nora that someone could read her so easily, so she waited a few days to turn on Skype. That little girl scared her. Erin made her feel more exposed in that swimming pool than she'd felt having sex with Officer ten minutes before.

ErinJB: thx. :) i like urs 2, i loved ur red tips.

Nora's uncle had his nearly unlimited access to his niece because he ran the bank that financed her father's motorcycle shop. The fact he let payments slide from time to time ensured her father never asked when her uncle took her at odd times of the day and night, and would not answer when asked where she was going. Nora knew she had been sold to her uncle for leniency in her father's mortgage payment schedule, and she was holding a lot of anger over it. She'd been trained to the collar when she was 8, though, and it was too much a part of her to get out of this life, now. It was just who she was, she thought.

ErinJB: do u like ur uncle?

The conditioning.

ErinJB: i understand...

Erin went through this with Lucy. Lucy, at first, couldn't even talk about her feelings for her grandfather, her collar, or what she did when wearing the collar. It only took Erin a few weeks to break down Lucy's years of training, so she wasn't going to give up on Nora.

ErinJB: yeah, i understand. when did u start wearing it?

ErinJB: how did it start?

Nora didn't know what she wanted to say about this, this was personal to her.... but Erin was part of them, now... she knew... so she thought it might ok talking about this with her.

The men of The Circle never trained their girls to keep secrets from each other, only outsiders.  Quite the contrary, they wanted their girls intimate with each other, it was hot.  They never thought the girls would ever talk to each other unsupervised.

Hmmmm, that explains why she seems ashamed of herself when she isn't wearing it... 

ErinJB: it was like WOW seeing u put it on, u became like... a tot diff person

Nora knew this about herself, it wasn't an aspect of her personality she really liked thinking about. She wanted to be a good girl, she didn't want to do bad things, but when she put that collar on, it was like she had a demon inside her, and it came out in the form of lust.

ErinJB: wut???

Erin thought she knew what Nora meant. She thinks her physical pleasure is evil. With these men forcing her maybe it was, a little, but that wasn't HER fault... did she think it was?

.....

ErinJB: i mean it wasn't ur fault. u were only 8, theres no way you could fite him.

Nora was staring at the screen, her eyes filling with tears. She was at a loss, words wouldn't form.

Nora was crying openly in her bedroom.

I hope she's ok, Erin thought.

Nora was in her bedroom crying uncontrollably, no one else in her house noticed.


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John was relieved to see Chief take the other day... he knew Crazy Ed would want a turn at Erin, and within a minute after Chief responded:

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