Chapter 13 - Mf
The next day was Tuesday, and the first day of school was Wednesday, and Erin
and Chrissy and Samantha went to John's house that morning when Erin's Mom went
to the bakery. It was their last day of summer vacation, and Erin's last day to spend with John, for a while. She was
sad about that. She would still see him a little in the mornings and a few hours after school, but it didn't feel the same... basically, she was going to miss being with him all day.
The girls were subdued waiting for their parents to pick them up. John turned on one of the kid stations on the TV, and the girls fell about the couch. "I have a secret to tell you later," Erin whispered to him when no one was looking. He looked at her and she was grinning, and he winked at her.
John had masturbated last night to images of Erin and her friends naked in the pool
house. He had a few very nice screenshots of Samantha nude with her leg up on the bench, drying off, leaving nothing hidden. As much as he loved Erin he was still a guy, a guy with a thing for
underage girls, and they were all a real turn on to him. But he wouldn't
touch them, he wouldn't do that to Erin, so he left it all to his fantasies.
The real world doesn't work like that, your girlfriend doesn't invite you to bang all her friends, too, just because you'd enjoy it.
Ten o'clock came and the doorbell rang, it was time for Sam to go. As he went to the door the girls put their heads together,
whispering.
Erin started, "Hey, last night was great, but we have to keep it a secret, right? Our parents would SO not approve."
Chrissy, "Ya, plus we don't want it getting around school."
Sam, "But it was fun, right? We all liked it?"
They looked at each other, seriously... and then they all smiled.
Sam looked at Chrissy, "You know, someone here didn't do any licking at all, she has to go first next time."
Chrissy actually looked stricken, "Uh! Nuh uh!" but she smiled.
They shared a hug as Sam's mom was in the door, "Time to go, Samantha," she said. "We're you good for John and at Erin's?"
"She was perfectly fine, here," John answered for her. "I can't speak to how she was at
Erin's, but she and Chrissy are welcome back any time if Erin's over."
She raised an eyebrow at him, and then decided to be nice, "Ok. That is very nice of you to say. Thank you for your hospitality." And at that, Sam was at the door, and they left.
And then they were two, sitting on the couch together, their heads together. Chrissy whispered to Erin, "So, what is it like, licking?"
Erin smiled at her, "Well you should have done it and found out!"
Chrissy blushed, "Well, I thought about it, but I was afraid I wouldn't do it right."
"Trust me, even when you do it bad it still feels great," and at that they laughed.
And they sat together until the doorbell rang again, Chrissy's Mom was 15 minutes early. It was the same sort of thing, "Was she well behaved, were there any
problems?" and John replied the same way, that Chrissy was welcome over any time.
As soon as the door was closed and locked, he steeled himself, and turned, and yep, a little girl was throwing herself at him. He caught her
in the air and lifted her up and they shared a deep kiss, and he held her. "I missed you last night," he said, "I was thinking about you."
"Me too... I missed you so much something happened," she said, looking into his eyes,
Well that is an interesting thing to say. "Oh really... what?"
"Let's sit and I will tell you all about it," she said. He sat on the
couch and she curled up on his lap with her arms around his neck, which was her favorite way to sit.
She told him all about their night, how she was feeling hot, and wanted to play with herself like she usually
did at night, but the other girls were there, and she talked them into playing with themselves with her, and it ended up with licking and giving each other orgasms.
John just listened to her story, eyes wide and jaw slightly open. And slightly erect. Erin gave a little wiggle on his lap, and a giggle, "I can feel that."
John gathered his thoughts... wow, she has an erotic influence on everyone
around her, he thought, bemused. "That's very exciting and sexy, baby... did you tell them anything about you and me? What did you tell them about how you had all of this sex knowledge?"
"Oh don't worry, I know not to tell. I told them I looked it all up on google," and she giggled.
"That's... actually a pretty good story."
"I know, right?" and she hugged him. "But I was wondering, do you think it is gross or anything that I did that with other
girls? We never really talked about that. I mean, I know it must happen, because Sam caught her moms doing it one night together."
"Wait," John interjected, "Samantha has two moms?"
"Yah, they are married." John remembered a time when that wasn't common at all. But that's cool. "Ok, I didn't know she was a lesbian. No wonder she was giving me the stinkeye," and he chuckled.
"What's that?"
"It just means I had the impression she didn't want to like me... good thing I was so charming that she couldn't help liking me."
"You so are!" and they laughed.
"But no, sweetie, I don't think there's anything wrong with that. How did they react after? Were they
embarrassed, or did they seem ashamed?"
"No," she answered, "we were even talking about it on the couch here and we talked about doing it again. Chrissy didn't even lick us and that's no fair."
John was getting a little harder.
"Well ok sweetie... but keep this in mind... sometimes people can regret sexual things they do when they have had time to think about it. If they seem to have a problem with it later, just tell them that there is nothing wrong with people who care about
each other making each other feel good and special, but if she still has a problem, just tell her you understand, it won't happen again, and it was just a crazy thing you guys did once, and it's no big deal. Sometimes girls need to be
reminded it's no big deal."
Erin listened intently, taking it all in. "Ok, I will remember that."
He hugged her, "My naughty little pussy eater," and she laughed. "It's fun, isn't it?
Maybe now you see why I like licking yours so much."
"I know, right? Hey, wanna lick it right now?"
It turns out he did.
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They gave each other orgasms, and Erin swallowed a little appetizer before lunch, and then he made them BLT's for the main course. And then he decided he couldn't put this off any more, while they were eating.
"So I know these people," he said, looking at her across from his breakfast
counter. No matter how many times he thought about this in his head, he could never think of a good way to tell her. She just looked at him, chewing. "So I know these people, men, and they all have little girlfriends like how I have you." That sounded clumsy even to him.
"Yeah? Like us? Like, LIKE us?"
"Yeah, they are intimate like us. And, well...." oh FUCK this is hard. "Some of them aren't very nice. And they know about me and you. And some of them want to meet us, and introduce you to their girls,
and they can do bad things if they don't get their way... some of the girls are their daughters, some their nieces, and one is the guy's granddaughter." She put down her sandwich and he could see worry begin to creep on her face, a look he hadn't
seen since that day on the side of the pool when she was worried he would hate her because she gave herself an orgasm on him.
"What do you mean?" she asked, and he could tell she was getting upset.
"It means... it isn't bad, sweetie... you don't need to be afraid," well, a little afraid,
probably..."I will always be near, but they want to meet you, and they want you to meet their girls, and they said if I said no that they might tell on us."
And there it is.
Tears came to her eyes, "What? How do they know? How many are there? What do they want?"
Oh fuck this sucks. He held out his hand to her, and he was relieved when she took it, and he was able to pull her into a hug. She hugged him tight. "What do they want?"
"Mostly to play, sweetie... they play with their girls the same way you and I play
together... it excites them to meet new girls and play with them."
"Well how do they know about us? I didn't tell anyone, I swear!"
"I don't know sweetie..." I am a lying piece of shit... "but these guys are mostly all rich, and they just know things." And on top of everything else, now he was lying to her crying, scared face.
She really doesn't deserve this, he realized in a moment of complete
honesty with himself. And he felt devastated. He now knew he couldn't go through with
this, he couldn't do this to her. The consequences of crossing them would be
better than how this feels. He changed his mind.
He could feel her tears falling onto his shoulder as she held him, waiting for him to comfort her, like he always did.
"Sweetie... no. Know what? Never mind. I can't ask you to do this.
I won't. You don't have to meet these people. I will deal with them myself."
"But..." and she pulled away, looking at him. "You said they can do bad things if they don't get their way." He looked her in the eyes. "What do they want, and what if you don't let them?"
He decided to be honest with her. "The first time would be with one man, I know him well.
He would come over here with his granddaughter. She is 9 years old, has curly black
hair, and is very sweet. She is a nice girl like you, but her grandfather isn't always nice to her, but she always does what he says."
Please don't let her pick up on 'the first time.'
"And they do stuff with each other, like us?"
"Yes sweetie."
"And this guy wants.. what does he want?"
"He would want to lick you and he would want you to suck him. He would tell his granddaughter to do the same to me while he watches."
"You... he... would want me to suck him?"
"Yes he would, but no, I'm saying it isn't going to happen. I was thinking
about it, but I decided you simply are not going to do it. I will deal with them."
"But you said they would do bad things." Again he just looked at her,
wishing he could undo this conversation. If he scared her, she would probably do anything he asked, and he didn't want to use her love as a weapon.
"What would they do?" He didn't answer. He couldn't look in her eyes.
"Would they... kill you?" and her tears began to flow, and when he still didn't answer she started openly crying.
She grabbed his neck, "No! No, I will not let them hurt you! No!" crying as hard as anyone he'd ever seen.
And he held her back. "I will do anything they want, I love you and I won't let them hurt you!"
And tears began to roll down his eyes, because he knew it was true, she would do anything for him.
And he was starting to think it may be their only choice to be together. Maybe they wouldn't openly kill him, but he knew it would only be a matter of time until he himself was drugged and caught with pictures of kids on his cell phone, near a park. They held each other and cried themselves out.
Later, holding each other, on the couch, he decided to try to put her at ease. "The man who wants to meet you, I know from work."
"He's a police man?"
"Yes, but way higher rank than me. Like my boss's boss's boss."
"oh wow."
"Yeah, he could fire me pretty easily if he wanted to."
"Ok."
"Well he has a granddaughter, and they are like you and me, they secretly make each other feel good."
"Where's her mommy and daddy?"
"She doesn't have a daddy, but her mommy is sick a lot, so her grandfather watches her most of the time."
"Oh. Ok."
"So they play with each other, and they know that I baby-sit you all the time, and I guess that he figured out that you and I play together... so now he is demanding that we all meet."
"Oh. Ok. When?"
"He wants to come over here when you are off school for Labor Day."
"Oh... so like next week?"
"Yes."
And she was quiet. He gave her time.
"And all I would have to do is suck him?"
"That's the idea."
"And he just wants to lick me?"
"Yes." He really hated the idea of someone else touching her.
Again, she was quiet.
"Is he gross? Does he stink or anything?"
He couldn't help a little smile at that, "No sweetie, he is actually a clean cut guy, he's just older."
"Oh."
Quiet.
"Maybe it would be ok. You would be ok with me doing that with another guy?"
"No, I AM NOT ok with it, but I would not be mad at you, sweetie, not one single little bit. I will be mad at him for putting us in this situation."
"Ok."
And quiet.
"Maybe it's not so bad."
He hugged her.
"How many days away is it?"
"Like 9."
"So we have time to get ready."
"If you think this is the best plan." What am I doing, putting an 8 year old girl in this situation, and now
allowing her to decide the fate of my life? I'm such a fucking
coward. He couldn't believe his own bullshit right at this moment.
"What time is it?"
"Almost 1 o'clock."
"Can we skip the pool today and just go to your bed until my mom gets here? I want you to hold me."
He picked her up and carried her to his bedroom. He put her down, and she started undressing him,
and he let her. He felt ashamed but he couldn't help his penis getting hard, it was just
impossible for him to not be aroused by his little Erin undressing him. When she had him nude she pulled back his covers, and started undressing herself. He crawled into bed and watched her. When she was nude she crawled in next to him, her head on his shoulder, his arm around her.
He held her, and she let him hold her. She put her leg over his, his erect cock
against her thigh.
"Will you still love me?" she asked in a small voice.
It made his heart hurt.
"Sweetie, Erin, I will never not love you, ever. I know you are only thinking of doing this because you love me with all your heart, and...
you making this sacrifice for me... how can that not make me love you even more? I didn't even think it was possible, but here it is."
And that seemed to be the answer she needed to hear, she cuddled up against him, closed her eyes, and he heard her breathing become deep and regular. He kissed the top of her head and closed his eyes.
They napped almost an hour. He awoke feeling... something... she was under the covers, taking him in her mouth.
He sighed as she licked him erect and took him inside her mouth, bobbing her head. She was sucking him fast, almost urgently, he could feel himself knocking at the back of her throat.
And she was pushing it, pushing him deeper... he realized she was trying to swallow him. He held her head, "Baby, no, I'm too big." She met his eyes with a look of
determination, and he felt something loosen, and suddenly he was down her throat, her lips around the base of his cock. With her head angled down
because of the rigid shaft she couldn't look him in the eyes, but he felt her force herself, felt her fucking her throat with him, in and out. "Baby, can you breathe?"
And she paused, and he heard a wheeze come from her nose...my god, she's actually breathing,
too. With her throat constantly trying to either eject or swallow around his cock, and the sheer insanity of this, he couldn't help it, he felt his orgasm coming. "Baby... Erin... I'm gonna cum... pull it out..." but she didn't. She bobbed her
head until he started cumming directly down her throat, and made it four spurts until she couldn't take it any more, and pulled him out, and came up gasping for air, eyes red and watering, his final spurt of cum falling
on his stomach. She caught her breath, quickly licked the cum off him that she'd missed, and crawled back up to lay on his
shoulder.
"Baby, you didn't need to do that, are you ok?"
"I'm ok." Her voice was a little rough. "I wanted to do that for you."
"Baby it was great, but seriously, everything you do is great, you don't need to push yourself like that. She hugged him tighter.
After a while she said, "You said you would get me a toy, to practice... do you have it?"
Why is she bringing this up now? "Yes..."
"Can you show me? I wanna practice."
"What's the rush, sweetie?"
"I wanna make love with you. I need to practice."
Hmmm. "Is this because you are worried about Labor Day?"
Silence.
"Please? Can you get the toy?"
"Wait right here, sweetie." He'd gotten it from the basement last night, the smallest vibrator he had. Smooth plastic, 5 inches long, only as big around as his index finger, it would be perfect for a girl
Erin's size. He washed the dust off of it and gave it fresh batteries, and had it waiting up in his dresser drawer.
He brought it to her and Erin sat up, her eyes a little less red, looking at the vibrator he
held with interest. She held out her hand, he gave it to her. He got back into bed as she examined it, turning it over and around. She didn't seem to notice the blunt end was a knob, he turned it for her, set it to vibrating. She giggled, "What's that for?"
"It vibrates and feels better for a girl. Most girls love it."
"Oh," and she continued studying it, vibrating.
"So this goes in my vagina?"
"It can also buzz other places, but yes, it can go in your vagina."
"Can you show me?"
A naked little 8 year old girl just asked me to fuck her with a vibrator. No matter how fucked up this situation is, I'd have to be a dead man to not get excited by that...
"You're sure you're ready, baby? This may hurt a little the first time."
"Yah, I remember, but you said it wont last long, so yah, let's do it." And with that she lied back down, and spread her legs before him.
Jesus Christ, he thought to himself.
"One second," and he went to his master bath, and grabbed a towel. "Put this under your hips, if you bleed a little we wont have to lie in it afterwards on the bed sheets."
"Ok," she she lifted her slim hips, and he placed the towel.
"Let me get you ready," and he bent his head down to her tiny, bald little pussy, and though she was already wet, he licked her anyway,
causing her to moan and run her fingers through his hair. He'd love doing this to her even if she never gave him another blowjob, he loved her little pussy
under his tongue. He got her more than half way to her orgasm, and stopped with a little frustrated moan from her.
He held up the toy, "Are you ready?"
"Yes, please, put it inside me..."
"Spread your legs. Bend your knees." And with that her pussy was elevated enough. He spread her lips with his fingers, exposed her tiny hole, he could see her intact hymen. "I think I should do this fast, get it over with, what do you think?"
She is breathing hard, "Yes... like a band aid..."
What a trooper. He placed the vibrator... powered off... at her hole, the tapered tip just
inside her entrance. She squeaked. "Are you ready?"
"Yes..." she said nervously.
"Ok, on 3..." and he knew this was a dirty trick, but... "1.... 2.... " and with that, he plunged it inside her, all the way, and he never felt any resistance from her
hymen.
Erin was slightly shocked... a bit from this feeling of having something inside her, but
more so from the fact she'd hardly felt any pain, just a tiny bit of pressure then a pinprick, then
the pain was gone, but now there was this sense of fullness.... she expected
it to hurt so much more... "Is it in?" She was breathing hard, but so rigid, hands
clutching the sheets, not wanting to move any part of her body.
"Yes baby..." examining for blood, not finding any..."It is.... are you ok?" Could it really have been that easy?
"It's all the way in?"
"Yes sweetie, all the way... can you feel it?"
"OH YEAH."
"Is it... ok? Does it hurt?"
"Not at all... is that normal?"
"Well..." he was honestly surprised. "Some girls have it easier than others, maybe my tongue just licked at it so much it knew to not even try to resist."
She wanted to laugh at that, but she was scared to unclench, to feel it move within her, she could
FEEL it inside her body, it is inside me, inside my body, so alien... and he saw her fear and apprehension.
"Sweetie... try to relax. It's going to be fine. Relax your hands."
With some effort, she did.
"Ok, your legs are clenched up tight... relax them... let them fall open naturally... do it slowly if you are scared."
And slowly, between her legs and holding a vibrator into the newly penetrated pussy of an almost-3rd grader, he felt her muscles unclench, and slowly relax, her knees falling slightly outward.
"Now your shoulders... your tummy... your arms.... relax... one muscle at a time..."
And slowly she did, he could see her body unclenching from head to toe.
"Are you ok?"
"yes...."
"Are you ready?"
"READY FOR WHAT?" but he was already sliding the vibrator in and out of her, feeling the resistance of
it. It was very small, but she was so tight he could see her vagina pushing it out
on its own, and then resisting as it stretched open as he pushed it back in. Erin started moans he never heard
before, they seemed to come from deeper in her body. With every inward thrust, she cry "Oh! Oh!" like this feeling was
surprising her, sneaking up with every thrust. He noticed the slightest smear of blood at the base of
the vibrator, yes, we got very lucky. She was so young and tiny... so shallow... he only managed about 4 inches of it until he found the
bottom of her pussy, and he knew it can be a sensitive spot for a girl, so he was careful not to knock on her cervix.
John settled in, he would fuck her like this all day if she wished it. After a while she was able to relax again under his constant pumping of her, and he heard her usual soft moans that means she is enjoying something. "I'm going to turn it on now, this may feel strange at first..."
"Ok..." and clenched up a little, again, and he turned the knob at the end, he
felt the vibrations under his fingers as he gripped the base, and heard it's
buzzing, muted from the grip of her little pussy. And she cried out, "OOooooaaaaaahhhhh," as her body was now assaulted deep inside by the vibrating pleasure.
She was again gripping and releasing the sheets, but this time it seemed because of pleasure, not apprehension.
After a few minutes she actually begin thrusting her hips at him trying to figure out how to
increase the sensation of this new alien thing. John couldn't help it, he had to taste her, he put the vibrator deep inside her, and leaned in, licking her clit. Results were instant. Little Erin grabbed the back of his head and started bucking like bull in a rodeo.
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Erin was scared, but in heaven, she felt helpless, out of control, but perfectly
safe with John. The toy was deep inside her, she could feel herself
stretched open in a way she'd never even comprehended was possible. It felt deep inside her, it felt invasive, it felt large, and it felt... right. When she would move her legs at her hips it was
amazing that she could feel... her insides? shift against this invader, changing the sensation of fullness inside of her from moment to moment.
The only way this could be better, she thought, would be if it was his actual cock inside
me... and now she had an actual frame of reference for how that might feel.
And then, in her haze of pleasure, he heard him ask her something, and she answered something, and all of a sudden he was taking it back out of her, then pushing it back in, stretching her. Back out, and back IN, invading her.
She could feel her body trying to resist it, but she hoped her body lost that
fight. She could feel the friction of the smooth plastic sliding against her walls, it felt so odd, and so amazing. Somewhere off in the distance she heard a girl moaning,
I wonder who that is, she thought to herself, as she concentrated on these physical sensations. She felt herself completely filled, she wasn't even deep enough to
take it all in because she felt it hitting the bottom, and even that felt new and oddly satisfying.
And this is small compared to John's actual cock...
Then he was saying something else she didn't hear, and suddenly it came alive inside of her.
Before it was just there existing inside her, but now it was alive, insisting
upon its presence. Before when it was still she knew it was there because of
the fullness she felt, but now she felt it singing to her body from deep inside.
She was so petite, her pubic and hip bones so close to her birth canal, the vibrations from the small
toy were transmitted through her bone structure throughout her body, she thought she
almost felt her teeth chattering every time he slid it DEEP inside. Again she heard that
other girl moaning, she was getting louder... who is she? And suddenly a feeling that she knew so well, she felt her John licking her clit, and she exploded in a way she never had before. Later the muscles around her
abdomen and chest would be sore from clenching and crying out so loud. She was out of her mind with pleasure but in one moment she saw the face of God... or is that John? She wasn't sure.
She just knew she loved this person and would do anything for him, and that feeling
of unbendable resolve was almost better than the mind shattering orgasm she was in the midst of.
John was a little concerned when she stopped screaming and fell limp, but she was still breathing, so he hoped it was ok.
He pulled the wet toy from her little body, turned it off, and set it beside the bed, lay next to her, pulled her into his embrace, and held her. A few
minutes later she came to, felt his arms around her, and hugged him back. He heard her say something into his chest, he couldn't make it out.
"What was that, sweetie?"
A little louder, but in a clear voice, "I said I will do anything for you, and I will never let anyone hurt you or take you away, no matter how many dirty old-man cocks I have to suck, I swear."
And then she passed out again, feeling the most complete sense of security and contentment she'd ever felt in her life.
John had to wake her up 3 hours later to get her cleaned up, dressed, and ready for her mother. She was down deep, it took him a minute to rouse her.
In the living room, a few minutes before her mom was expected, he looked into her eyes, "I fell in love with you this summer," he said to her, "I will miss having you here every day."
She threw her arms around him, and he could hear her beginning to cry again..."Please sweetie... no... let's be happy we had this
summer together... you still come over here every day and wait for the bus, and I will see you for over
three hours every afternoon after the bus, so we can still be
together..." and that seemed to help, she stopped her crying.
"I know," she said a little weepy. "I just wish we could always be together. Right now I just don't even feel like hiding it, I want to stay with you."
"I know, but we will have to, for a while. I promise someday we'll be able to be together without hiding it." This was an honest emotion from him, but deep down it felt like a lie. He hoped it wasn't.
"And I have some bad news for you," he said to her.
She broke their embrace, looking at him worriedly...
"If you don't get straight A's, I am going to withhold sex from you and make you study."
She looked at him blankly, and then laughed. She laughed so hard she started to cry, hugging him. They were still being silly and laughing when the doorbell rang,
bringing to a close their first summer together as lovers.