Struggles With Desire

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Olar.pra@hushmail.com

Published: 8-Jun-2013

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All rights belong to the author. No children, humans, animals, plants or technology were harmed in writing this. (Nor alien beings.) Sex should be between two married adults, (nothing against homosexuals,) and never with a child. This poem is about the struggles of a pedophile, but it does not imply spying nor any sexual watching is right.

Pain in the heart of the lover,
A rapist I will not be,
For the lover does not harm!
Child lover, friend to children,
This is the true pedophile.
My desire is a child, a lover for my heart,
A lover for my heart.
I wish to stare in the eyes of a little girl,
"I love you," I would tell her with a kiss.

My dream, could it last?
She would grow as I would age,
Teen years would come, lust would die.
Romance may live, sex would not be.
She may hold me, comfort my fears,
Could I give her the desires she wants?

A young teen of beauty becomes an adult,
Adults hold no outer beauty for a man of children.
I search for my dream, but I must mingle with adults.
Adults hold no value to me as my eyes view the beauty around.
My secret I fear would escape, as the perfect bodies come into view,
Cutest faces, perfect behind, flat chest,
Nothing could be better.
Yet never could these young beauties meet me,
A view of their nipples, could I see their panties,
See them stripping in a dance for me?

My desire grows, but I must hide it,
My words must flow, my head must turn,
I must keep my secret.
So much desire to comment on the beauty,
Yet I never can, trust is hard to find.
The life of a pedophile is never easy.
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englishperv

Nice to see some intelligent reflection on the subject. Yes, it's never easy!

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