Introduction

Imagine a world where pedophilia is no longer taboo. Where children are introduced to sexual pleasure at a very young age. Where child erotica is not illegal.

The woman entered the bathroom with her three year old daughter. She was carrying a portable telephone and a cup of herbal tea. The only light was from the hallway, and steam from the bathtub had fogged up the mirror. An oil painting was hanging on the wall. It was a western scene, showing a young girl. The girl was wearing trousers and a boy's shirt, her curly hair softly blowing in the breeze, as she looked off in the distance. The painting was a gift from an old friend.

She undressed her little girl and put her in the tub. The little girl was splashing around with one of her toys. The woman began undressing. To say that she was beautiful would have been an overstatement. Her short hair looked brown in the dim light, but in normal light it appeared to have reddish highlights. She had a slender, almost athletic body, with pale white skin. Her breasts were small, her buttocks were very round and sat high on her hips. For a twenty year old woman she had a rather small patch of pubic hair. Some people who knew her said she looked like a tall thirteen year old.

The phone rang. It was her husband. She asked him, "Raymond, are you on your way home?" He answered, "No, I'll probably be down here all night."

"You've been working late every night this week. I worry about you," she said. "We promised the web site people we would have the latest videos this week," he told her. Then he asked, "Where's Jessie?"

"She's in the tub. I'm getting ready to climb in myself," she said. "Let me talk to her," he said. She turned the phone's speaker on and held it down to the little girl. She heard him say, "Hi Jessie, what are you doing?" Her daughter yelled into the phone, "Daddy! I'm naked." He then asked, "What did you do today?" She answered, "Daddy, I ate eggs and toast and played in my sandbox and then I thwoed a wock at a dog and then I pooped." She would have gone on forever but he said, "Let me talk to Mommy."

When she put the phone back to her ear, he said to her, "I have an idea. Why don't you and Jessica come down to the studio? She'll enjoy it. We're going to be using some of the new talent." For just a second she felt anxiety setting in and she wondered if any of them were little blondes. She answered, "No, I've got a headache and a stiff neck from dealing with the damn bank auditors all day." His voice sounded concerned when he said, "When I talked to you earlier you said everything was fine." She told him, "Everything is fine. I'm just tired, that's all. And I worry about the extra debt we'll be carrying." He told her, "You know this expansion is necessary if we're to continue growing."

"I think Jessica and I will stay in tonight. I love you."

"Love you too," he said. She got in the tub and set the cup of tea on the edge. She cradled the little girl's body between her legs. She took a sip of tea and Jessica asked, "Mommy, can I have a dwink?" She told her, "Be careful, it's hot." Jessica took a small drink and spat it out and said, "Ugh, that's nasty." Her daughter had been talking in complete sentences for some time but she still had trouble sounding out her r's. They came out sounding like l's or w's. "Mommy, well's Daddy?" she asked. She answered, "Daddy's at work making movies." The little girl got excited and said, "I want to be a movie staw. Ain't Aunt Elwin a movie staw?"

"Yes, your aunt Erin is a movie star." But her daughter went on. "Mommy, you was a movie staw, wasn't you. Tell me about when you was a movie staw." She just said to her, "You've heard that story before and you've seen most of my movies." The little girl went back to playing with her toy, carrying on a conversation with it.

The hot water was finally starting to relax her. Without thinking she let her hand slide down her daughter's stomach until she felt the little slit. Her finger gently probed and found the tiny clitoris and began rubbing. After a few seconds the little girl squealed, "Mommy! You make my pussy feel all tickly."

"I'm sorry," she said, "I'll let you get back to your play." She closed her eyes. After perhaps two minutes, she heard an older man's voice say, "When it comes your time, you move on." She opened her eyes quickly, but the voice was only in her head. Jessica's words stayed with her. Yes, she had been a movie star. But she had never told Jessica the whole story. She hadn't even told it to herself. Parts of her past were like this bathroom, dim and foggy. But as she relaxed, the fog started to lift and she began remembering.

Chapter #1

Sarah Michaels had been up since seven o'clock. Today was the big day. She was walking back and forth in her room, wearing just a pair of white cotton bikini panties, trying to decide what to wear. She had already tried on a skirt and blouse, then a dress. Finally she decided on an outfit that consisted of a pair of black pants and a white blouse that had a jacket that went with it. She put on a pair of leather dress shoes that hurt her feet. She looked in the mirror and saw a young girl with short, curly hair and freckles on her nose and cheeks. Deciding that she had done the best she could, she walked down the hall to her parents' bedroom. She found her mom sitting at her dressing table, bent over, doing something. She could see the scar from her back surgery from several years ago. As she got closer, she could see that her mom was trimming her pubic hair with a pair of scissors. She could also see her mom's pink cunt lips peeking out.

When her mom straightened up, Sarah could see that her breasts were starting to sag a little. She thought to herself, "Mom's starting to get old." Sarah said, "Mom, we're gonna be late." Dianne Michaels looked at her daughter and said, "No we're not. We've got plenty of time. Are you hungry? Would you like me to fix you some breakfast?" Sarah answered back, "No, Mom, I'm too nervous to eat." Her mom came back with, "Well, I'll tell you this. We're not going anywhere until you eat something." They stared at each other for a second and Sarah gave up. She went downstairs to the kitchen, got a bowl and filled it half way with corn flakes. She poured extra milk over them and slowly began eating. As she chewed her food she thought of how all of this got started. It began about three months ago when she was walking home from school one day. Her friend, Bridgette, caught up with her. "Sarah, have you seen this?" she asked. She was holding a copy of "ADULT FILM WORLD". Sarah looked at where her friend's thumb was pointing at. It was a picture of a large penis. She said, "What, you think I haven't seen one of those before?" Bridgette said, "Not that, silly, on the other page." Sarah looked at the preceding page and saw what her friend was talking about. It was a large display ad that read "Globe Entertainment, the world leader in child erotica, is currently searching for new talent. If you feel you have what it takes to be a part of the Globe team, please contact Nicholas Callihan, recruitment director, at the address below". Sarah continued looking at the ad. At the bottom was the company's logo. It was a picture of the earth, only tilted at an angle so that instead of the North Pole being at the very top, San Diego was. A large antenna sat over the city, broadcasting the following: "PTHC AT ITS FINEST".

Sarah said, "Wait a minute." She got a pencil and paper out of her bookbag and copied down the address. When she got home she ran up to her mom and said, "Mom, Globe's looking for new people. I'm gonna write to them and see if they'll hire me." Dianne looked at her daughter with some doubt in her eyes. She said, "Honey, are you sure you want to do this? I've heard that that they are very demanding and hard to work for." Sarah just said, "Mom, this is something I have to do. I might not get another chance."

She got on her parents' computer and made up a resume. She then copied on to a DVD what she thought were scenes from some of her best work. It was nearly eleven o'clock when she finished. She put everything into a large envelope and asked her mom to mail it for her.

About a month later Bridgette came up to her at recess. She was holding a piece of paper in her hand. She handed it to Sarah. It was a letter from Globe Entertainment. It read, "Thank you for your interest in Globe Entertainment. However, at this time we have no position open for you. Please do not let this discourage you from pursuing a career in the child erotica industry". Sarah suddenly got depressed. She considered Bridgette to be much prettier than herself. If Globe wasn't interested in Bridgette, then she didn't stand a chance.

Another month went by and still she got no response. She started to get frustrated. At least Bridgette did get a letter from them. Two weeks later, after eating supper, her dad said to her, "Sarah, you have some mail." When she saw the envelope in his hand, with the Globe Entertainment logo, she started shaking. Finally she said, "Dad, I'm too nervous. You open it." He looked at her and said, "Sweetheart, no matter what's in this, it's not the end of the world. And if they turn you down, then they're the ones who are losing." Sarah knew he was trying to make her feel better but it didn't help much. He opened the envelope and looked at the letter for a few seconds. She couldn't see any emotion in his eyes. Finally he started reading out loud. "Thank you for your interest in Globe Entertainment". He stopped reading and Sarah felt her stomach drop. He started back reading again. "At this time we would like to invite you to come in to our office for a personal interview". He had to read it to her a second time before it sank in that they did indeed want to see her.

Sarah finished eating her cereal and drank the remaining milk. A few minutes later her mom came downstairs and they prepared to leave. Sarah had to run back in the house to brush her teeth.

As they were headed south on I-15, Dianne looked over at her daughter. Sarah was quiet, staring out the window. Dianne thought to herself, "She's got no idea what she's getting into". She remembered when Sarah was very little. They had her potty trained before she was two. She had also started talking by then. When she was about two-and-a-half years old Sarah came up to Dianne one day while she was doing laundry. She said to her mom, "Mommy,there's something wrong with my pee-pee." Dianne stopped what she was doing. Thinking Sarah might have an infection, she set her on top of the washing machine and pulled her panties down.

She braced herself for a foul odor or maybe a discharge. But everything looked alright. She carefully pulled the small lips open. The only thing out of the ordinary was Sarah's clitoris. It seemed to be erect and her pussy was very moist. "What's wrong with your pee-pee?" , she asked. Sarah simply said, "It tingles." Dianne wet her finger and began to massage the tiny organ. After a few seconds Sarah said, "Mommy that tickles." Dianne felt herself becoming aroused. She asked, "Do you want me to stop?" Sarah said, "No. It feels good." Dianne smiled and bent down and began licking her daughter's pussy.

A few minutes went by and she noticed Sarah was breathing harder. Her own pussy was in need of attention and she began rubbing her crotch through her pants. She asked Sarah, "Would you like to do the same for Mommy?" Sarah nodded her head and Dianne lifted her off the washing machine and put her down on the floor. She pulled her own jeans and panties down and lay down on the floor. She opened her pussy with her fingers and showed Sarah where to lick. The little girl never hesitated and soon Dianne was writhing on the floor. It only took a few minutes before she began climaxing. In a loud voice she said, "Oh god!" Sarah looked at her and asked, "Mommy, are you OK?" Breathlessly she answered, "Yes, I"m OK. Mommy just came, that's all." Sarah seemed concerned and said, "What do you mean, you came?" Dianne just smiled, kissed her on the forehead, and said, "You'll find out some day."

That was the beginning of Sarah's sexual experience with her parents. The only problem they had was privacy. Every time her parents had sex, Sarah thought she should be involved. Her mom had to explain to her that sex was fun and pleasurable, but lovemaking was private. She also had to be taught discretion. She couldn't talk about what went on in her home. She learned not be be promiscuous. If she had friends staying over, sexual exploration was allowed, but only in her bedroom. The oposite was also true. If she was at a friend's house, she was never to engage in any sex act with any adults.

When she was about three years old she started reading the newspaper with her daddy. It began with her wanting to sit on his lap so that she could feel that small, soft bulge get bigger and harder. But one day she asked him what the funny looking little symbols were. He told her that they were letters of the alphabit. He would read out loud to her while his finger traced slowly over each letter and word. She remembered what letters made up different words and quickly learned the phonetic sound that each letter was supposed to represent. In no time at all, she was reading on her own.

Dianne always thought Sarah was bright and intelligent. Some people described her character as precocious. Dianne sometimes called it "being onstage". If she had friends over, Sarah would often make up little dramas and tell the other kids what to do and say. If she was by herself she would do the same with her dolls. Once, Dianne caught her in the back yard having a very detailed conversation with their neighbor's two dogs. The dogs sat quietly, cocking their heads from side to side as they listened to her voice. Whenever Dianne and Russell were watching television, Sarah would often imitate the program or movie they were watching. She could also recite line for line what she had heard the actors say. Sarah would often tell her parents that she wanted to be a movie star. They would joke about it, saying that she had gotten the acting bug honestly. Dianne had been an adult film actress and Russell had done some acting while in college.

On Sarah's fourth birthday there was a traditional party with cake and ice cream. A few of her friends were invited and they played games all afternoon. That night , after taking her bath and drying herself, Sarah ran naked into her parents' bedroom. Her father picked her up and held her high over his head. Sarah screamed and laughed until he put her down on the bed next to him. Dianne got up and went to clean out the bathtub. She heard Sarah ask Russell, "Daddy, do you think I'm pretty?" Russell answered, "Of course you're pretty. You're pretty enough to eat. In fact, I think I will eat you." Dianne heard her husband make growling noises and then she heard Sarah shriek and start giggling.

When Dianne got back to the bedroom Sarah was lying on her back, her legs spread wide. Russell was busy licking her pussy, his cock fully erect. Sarah was moaning softly and starting to breathe a little harder. When Dianne got on the bed, Sarah opened her eyes and said, "I want to eat Mommy's pussy!" As Dianne lay down on the bed, Sarah wriggled her way between her thighs. Russell had gotten up and she wanted to talk to him about the house needing a new roof. But soon she felt Sarah's tongue on her clit and she forgot everything else. Russell Knelt down next to her head and held his cock for her to suck. A few minutes later she felt Sarah put two fingers in her vagina and push them back and forth.

Sarah said, "Mommy, you're wet down there." Dianne sat up and said to her, "Honey, let's trade places." Sarah smiled and said, "OK Mommy. What do you want me to do?"

"Just lie on your back, " she said. She leaned down and began licking Sarah's pussy. A few seconds later she felt Russell's cock slide inside her. After about two minutes she felt Sarah begin moving her hips around more than she usually did. A few more minutes went by and she heard her say, "Mommy." Dianne looked up and saw that Sarah was breathing hard and her face was turning red. Then she heard her say, "Mommy, Mommy, MOMMY!" Then Sarah gave out with one large grunt. "Ughh!" She raised her little hips up and ground her pussy in to her mom's face. She then slowly began to relax and sorted of melted into the bed.

Dianne just stared at her daughter until Sarah opened her eyes. She said to her, "Sarah, honey, did you just cum?" Sarah gave her a sweet little smile and said, "Yeah, Mommy, I think I did." Dianne looked over her shoulder at her husband and said, "Russell, our little girl just had her first orgasm. And on her birthday, too." Russell said to Sarah, "Sweetheart, how was it? Now you know how your mommy feels." Dianne then said, "Sarah, come here and hold my hands." When Sarah did as she was told, Dianne then said, "Do it faster, Russell." As her husband started slamming in to her, she felt her own climax building. Suddenly she squeezed Sarah's hands tightly and said "DAMN!" Ten seconds later she felt her pussy being filled with warm semen. Sarah told her parents, "This is the best birthday present I ever got."

Later, when things had quieted down, Dianne said to Sarah, "Honey, your father and I have one more present for your birthday." Sarah's eyes brightened as she asked, "What is it? Where is it?" Dianne answered by saying, "This is the type of present you can't actually see. Remember how you have always talked about being a movie star? Well, your father and I are going to try to make that happen. I have a friend I'm going to talk to. Would you like that?" Sarah began jumping up and down and said, "Yes. Thank you,thank you,thank you."

A few days later Dianne took Sarah to see Andre LeGrand, a well known photographer. He was to do some still shots of Sarah and also a video shoot. When they arrived at his studio, Mr. LeGrand asked Dianne if she had the Two Thousand Dollar check. After she handed him the check, Sarah asked her, "Mommy, is that a lot of money?" Dianne could see that she was a little upset, so she told her, "It's OK. When you're a big movie star you can pay us back."

The photo session started with some head shots and some full body shots with Sarah still dressed. He then had her strip down to her panties and took a few more photos. Then he took several nude photos of her. There was one with her wearing a cowboy hat and a vest. There was one with her wearing a baseball cap and holding a bat and ball. But Dianne thought the cutest one was where she was wearing a top hat and a coat with long tails, while holding a cane. But when it came time to do the video portion, a problem arose. Mr. LeGrand wanted Sarah to be more active in front of the camera, but she seemed bored, walking around and looking at various items in the studio.

Dianne began to panic. The money she had paid was non-refundable. She was afraid she had made a mistake in bringing Sarah here. Then she had an idea. She asked if there was any music available. Mr. LeGrand told her there was a radio on a shelf. She turned it on and searched for some music. The song that was playing was "Great Balls of Fire" by Jerry Lee Lewis. It seemed like a switch had been flipped on inside Sarah. She suddenly got a big smile on her face and began dancing and cavorting around the studio. They played more music for her. At one point she put on the top hat and the coat, and with cane in hand , looked like a small vaudeville performer.

They took a small break and Mr. LeGrand took Dianne aside to talk to her. "Madam, your daughter is a delight and the camera loves her. And I want to thank you for the money you have paid me today. It is probably money that could have been spent on more important things. So I am going to say something very blunt. We have a little more time on the video part. I know you were once an adult performer and I thought it might enhance the video if you were to interact with your daughter."

Dianne was shocked. During her career, she had fucked hundreds of men in front of the camera, but this was different. This was her daughter. Mr. LeGrand saw the doubt and anger in her eyes and quickly said, "No, nothing pornographic, just some innocent play with both of you nude." Dianne hesitated but went into another room and removed her clothes. At first she and Sarah just danced around to some music. She then suggested to Sarah that they pretend they were fashion models walking down the runway. She noticed that she was starting to feel a little aroused. She decided that if nothing else, she could use this at home as a form of sex play for her and Sarah.

For her part Sarah was having a ball. But when Dianne turned and put a foot up on a small table, Sarah came up to her and buried her face in her crotch. For just a few seconds Dianne closed her eyes as she felt Sarah's tongue on her clit. Then she remembered where they were and gently pushed her face away. Mr. LeGrand laughed and said, "I think she kind of got caught up in the moment." Dianne and Sarah got dressed and were preparing to leave when he said, "It will take me a couple of days to develope the photos and edit the video. Your daughter is very lovely and I wish you good luck on her career."

When the photos and DVD of Sarah came in the mail Dianne found one extra photo. It was taken from the video. It showed Sarah with her mouth on her mom's pussy. Dianne's head was tilted back, her eyes closed and her tongue was wetting her lips. It also showed Sarah with one finger in her own pussy.

Sarah's career was slow in getting started. In fact, it almost never got off the ground. The problem was that Dianne did not understand the child erotica business. To the general public, the adult film industry and child erotica were the same, or very similar. But adult film actors worked through an agency or manager. Dianne had a friend who was co-owner of a small studio and production company called Pandora's Box Productions. It was one of several in Southern California making child erotica. His name was Richard Booth and she knew him from when he was a cameraman making adult films. Several years earlier he had moved here from England. He still had his cockney accent. They had briefly been lovers.

Now she turned to him for help. He explained to her that the common business practice was to put child performers under contract. Dianne balked at this. She wanted to start Sarah out slowly. She had heard rumors of children being forced to do things they did not want to do. She was afraid if she had no control over what kind of sex scenes were to be performed, the same thing might happen to Sarah. So she went to the other studios. There was Pretty Baby, Heavy Metal, Through the Looking Glass, and Little Cuties, among others. She walked into a brick wall everywhere she went. Most of the studios were interested in Sarah, but they wanted her to be under contract to them exclusively. After two weeks of having the door slammed in her face, Dianne was ready to give up.

But then fate stepped in. She got a phone call from Richard one day. He said to her, "Are you still trying to get some work for Sarah? If you are, I have a proposition for you." At first her spirits lifted and she asked, "What do you have in mind?"

"I owe a friend at Argent Studios a favor" , he said. "Bullshit, Richard, I know what kind of films they make. I won't allow Sarah around any of that." Richard was prepared for her outburst. "Just wait a minute," he said. "I know Argent makes a lot of pretty bizarre stuff, but this is different. This director friend of mine wants to add another scene on the end of this film he's doing. He told me that he wants it to look, and I'm quoting him, 'Very Sweet'. Anyway, it's going to be just a girl-on-girl scene. Or rather, a woman-on-girl scene. Do you remember Gloria Payne? Well, they've hired her to be the woman in the scene."

Dianne did remember Gloria. In fact, they had done a few films together. After thinking for a minute Dianne said, "OK Richard. I don't know what else to do. But you have to promise me that it's straight girl-on-girl oral sex." Richard told her that if everything went alright at Argent that he would come up with some mildly erotic videos for Sarah to do. He would market them himself and give her one-third of the proceeds.

Dianne took Sarah up to Argent Studios in Los Angeles. She would only have two lines of dialogue to speak and she already had them memorized. The name of the movie was "Nether World" and it was a collection of individual dramas involving strange and kinky sex. The final scene that Sarah was in was about a woman and her small daughter who somehow enter an alternate world, where the only things happening are of a sexual nature. A character called the gate keeper would confront them and ask the woman why weren't they involved in some sort of sex act. He would go on to tell her that the sex here was very "robust", and that while she might be capable of handling it, the "small one" with her could possibly be damaged. He would suggest that maybe they should have sex with each other.

Sarah's first line would be "Mother, what does he mean we should have sex with each other?" They still had a few minutes before the filming would take place. Gloria Payne started coming toward them. She was blonde with large breasts. She had on a robe that was still open as she walked. Sarah said, "Mommy that lady doesn't have hair on her pussy." Dianne said, "Shh." By the time the woman got up to them she had tied the sash of her robe. She introduced herself and she and Dianne talked for a few minutes. Gloria then looked down at Sarah and said, "And what's your name, little one?" Sarah smiled and said, "Sarah Ann Michaels." Gloria suggested that she and Sarah go off and get to know each other better. Dianne helped Sarah get undressed, then sat down and started worrying. When they were on the set where the filming would take place, Gloria asked Sarah, "Do you know what we're going to be doing today?" Sarah said simply, "Eating pussy." Gloria smiled. She had never worked with a child before and wasn't sure how Sarah was going to react. She asked, "Do you like eating pussy?" Sarah just nodded her head. Gloria then bent down and gently rubbed her finger over Sarah's clit. When Sarah told her that it felt good, she relaxed. Sarah then asked her, "Gloria, why don't you have hair on your pussy?" Gloria told her, "Because my boyfriend doesn't like to get hair in his mouth." Sarah giggled and said, "That's OK, I just spit it out."

Gloria was scheduled to start a new movie at a studio accross town as soon as she was finished here. She had a copy of the script and was studying it. Sarah said to her, "Gloria, I'm cold. Will you hold me?" Gloria set her down on her lap and put one arm around her while she continued to study. Sarah spoke up again. "Gloria, how do you fuck yourself?" Gloria looked at her, confused, and said , "What?" Sarah repeated the question. Gloria asked her, "What are you talking about, little one?" Sarah pointed to the other side of the script. It involved two men arguing. Gloria asked her, "Can you read that?" When Sarah nodded her head, Gloria asked her to read it out loud. Sarah started reciting in a flat voice, showing no emotion: "Go fuck yourself, man."

"Ah, fuck you motherfucker."

"You better get the hell out of here or I'll whip your goddamned ass."

"Man, you ain't gonna do shit." Gloria stopped her. She then asked her, "What grade are you in at school?" Sarah told her she would start preschool in the fall. When Gloria asked her how she had learned to read,Sarah thought for a second and then shrugged her shoulders.

Gloria's robe had come open and Sarah stared at her shaved pussy. She reached down and parted the lips and was surprised at what she found. "Wow, you have a big clitty. It's bigger than Mommy's," she said. Finally it was time to start filming the scene. When the gate keeper came out, Dianne noticed he was wearing a flesh-colored body suit. The crotch had been cut out and his penis was sticking out. They had also glued several dildos to the suit, causing him to look like he had multiple sex organs. When Sarah saw him she just stared. Then a smile slowly covered her face. Dianne began to panic because she was afraid Sarah was going to burst out laughing. But Sarah just smiled, and when it came time for her first line, she delivered it perfectly.

When the sex scene was about to start the director said to Sarah, "OK little girl, I'm gonna be right over here and when I point to you, you're gonna say your other line. Can you say it for me now?" Sarah said, "Oh Mother, that felt wonderful."

"Perfect, " he said. The cameras started rolling as Gloria and Sarah started licking each other's pussys. Gloria was on top and had to almost lay on top of Sarah so the little girl could get access to her cunt. Sarah found herself getting very aroused, not only by Gloria's tongue in her pussy, but by Gloria's large clit. It was like having a tiny cock to suck on. Before she knew it, Sarah started to climax. The intense feeling in her pussy was going right on up through the rest of her body. She suddenly yelled out, "Ahh! Oh god, Mommy, it's happening again." She squeezed her thighs around Gloria's face tightly and then relaxed.

For several seconds she lay with her eyes closed, trying to catch her breath. When she opened her eyes the director was staring down at her. She looked at him, smiled, and said, "WOW! That felt goooood!" The director finally yelled, "Cut!" Dianne came over to him to apologize for Sarah flubbing her line. But he kept staring at Sarah. After a minute he asked Dianne, "Was that for real? Did that little girl just have an orgasm on camera?" When Dianne told him that it was real, she saw him smile for the first time. He said, "Lady, you've got yourself a little gold mine right there."

Richard stayed true to his word. He had Dianne bring Sarah to his studio. At first she did solo videos, often with her stripping and eventually masturbating herself. She then started doing videos with other kids her age. A month went by and Richard began presurring Dianne to let Sarah do scenes with adult men. Dianne said absolutely no, at least not yet. Richard told her, "These little videos I've been making of Sarah aren't selling very well. Customers e-mail me comments. They like Sarah. They love her curly hair and those freckles. But they want to see more. Look, your daughter likes sex, but you're holding her back. Sarah has the potential to make a lot of money for herself, if you'll let her." Dianne knew he was right. But up until a month ago, Sarah had never been touched sexually by anyone other than her parents.

Richard seemed to know what she was thinking as he said, "It's not like you're putting her out on a street corner. She'll be here in the studio and I won't let anything happen to her. Every male actor I hire is very gentle and discreet. And all of my people are tested once a month for STD's. We'll have Sarah tested regularly, too. I've never had any problems." Dianne had also noticed that Sarah seemed bored. The crew members had nicknamed her "The Little Lesbian", due to the fact that she seemed to prefer doing sex scenes with other little girls rather than with little boys. When Dianne asked her about it, Sarah told her, "Boys are silly. Sometimes they don't know what to do. Us girls know how to make each other feel good." Dianne reluctantly agreed to let Sarah do a video with an adult man.

The day the video was to be shot Dianne woke up feeling nauseous. The title of the video was "A Walk in the Park". It starred a young man named Robby, who was about twenty years old. It was about a little girl (Sarah) who encounters a "flasher" in a park. Two other little girls were used as extras. When Robby would flash his cock at them, they would run away screaming. But when he flashed it at Sarah she instead would want to see more.

When they actually starting shooting the scene, Dianne found herself feeling very sick. Robby's character asked Sarah if she would show him her pussy and, after she had pulled her pants down, he began licking her. Sarah was enjoying it very much and was disappointed when the director made them switch. But she didn't say anything and got up and took Robby's cock in her mouth. It was only the second adult penis she had ever touched. It was about the same size as her daddy's. Soon she was eagerly sucking on it. Dianne couldn't watch it any more. She suddenly got up and went in the restroom and started throwing up. It took a few minutes for her to recover. She rinsed her mouth out and splashed cold water on her face. When Sarah looked up and saw that her mom was gone, she stopped and said, "Where's Mommy?" The director told her, "Your mom just went to the bathroom. She'll be back in a minute." Sarah resumed sucking. By the time Dianne got back, the scene had just ended.

Sarah had semen dripping down her chin, but she was smiling and giggling. Dianne walked up to her daughter and Sarah said to her, "Mommy, that was fun." Robby was bent over, trying to catch his breath. When he saw Dianne he said, "She's like a little vacuum cleaner." After she got Sarah cleaned up they went home. She had a long talk with Sarah about doing more videos with men. Sarah told her that she had liked sucking the man's penis. Dianne asked her why she liked it and Sarah said, "Because when he started cumming I knew that I had made him feel good. And that made me feel good too." Sarah began doing more videos with men and Dianne gradually relaxed.

Other studios started calling Dianne about Sarah. Since she had no contract with Pandora she allowed Sarah to work elsewhere. She worked for Pretty Baby and Heavy Metal more than any of the others. Richard didn't get too upset. Whenever he had work available, Dianne would always bring Sarah in. She was being paid between Three Hundred and Five Hundred Dollars per video. Dianne insisted that none of the studios were to list Sarah's last name in the credits. She was known as just "Sarah".

Just before preschool started in the fall, Dianne received a call from a company called Eagle Productions in Los Angeles. They offered to pay Sarah six hundred dollars, plus fifty dollars for travel expenses, to do a girl-on-girl video. Dianne had never heard of the company, but it seemed like good money, so she agreed to bring Sarah up to their studio. They asked that she be there by ten o'clock in the morning.

Dianne allowed herself extra time to get there but had no trouble finding the place. It looked like an old warehouse and was located in an isolated area. They arrived over an hour early. Dianne parked her car next to a large van. There was one other car and two motorcycles next to the building. The first thing Dianne noticed was a large man wearing a ponytail coming out the front door and dumping some dogfood next to a dog that was chained up. When the man bent over, his shirt slid up and Dianne could see a pistol that was shoved down the back of his jeans. She started feeling nervous. This was the address they had given her.

Finally she and Sarah walked in through a side door. They found themselves in a corridor that led to the main part of the building. Dianne stopped. She could see a young woman who was anywhere between twenty and thirty years of age. The woman was nude. She was thin, with several tatoos, and her pubic hair was shaved off. Just then a little girl, about seven, was led in. She was also very thin, her long blonde hair all tangled up. Both of them looked like they hadn't bathed in a few days. The older girl took the little girl's clothes off and then the ugliest man that Dianne had ever seen walked in. He was about sixty years old with yellowish-white hair hanging down his back. He weighed about three hundred pounds. He seemed to be the one in charge. He said to the others, "We're way behind, let's get this done now. That other little girl is due here shortly. Get the cameras ready. Sonny, go out and get King." A minute later one of the men came in with the dog that had been outside. Dianne felt her blood turn to ice water. The older girl started rubbing the dog under his belly. Dianne said to Sarah, "Honey, don't say a word."

She got Sarah out of the building and back in the car. Her first instinct was to call the police, but then she remembered seeing the pistol. As she was backing out, she took out her cell phone and took a picture of the van's license plate. Once away from the area she called the phone number she had been given. She tried to keep her voice calm as she told them that Sarah had gotten sick and would not be able to come in. She was still shaking when she got to Pandora's Box. She told Richard about what had happened and, although outraged, he wasn't totally surprised. He told her, "You were lucky today. There are some real bottom-feeders out there." She told him about the picture she had taken and that she was uncertain about going to the police, afraid those people might figure out who had turned them in. So Richard looked at the picture and copied down the license number. He then called a friend of his that worked for the local police.

After Sarah started preschool in the fall she could only work in the afternoons or on weekends. She seemed to be enjoying doing oral sex scenes with grown men and Dianne would often drop her off on a Saturday and run errands, comfortable that she was alright.

It was right after Christmas when Richard started talking to her about moving Sarah to the next level of video sex. "Dianne, did you know that there is a four year old doing vaginal penetration scenes at Pretty Baby?" , he asked her. She answered him by saying, "I heard about a four year old needing surgery to repair the damage done to her."

"Look," he said, "I just want you to be thinking about it. Before long she's going to turn five and at some point you'll have to decide if her career moves on, or if she just retires." In a tired voice Dianne said, "OK Richard, I'll think about it." In spite of being sexually active with her parents and on camera, Sarah was a virgin. Her hymen was still intact. Dianne decided that there was still some time before she had to face that problem. And she was about to face other problems.

One Friday there was no school and Sarah had a video to do. It would involve her doing a threesome with a nine year old girl and a fourteen year old boy. The girl was a little blonde named Brandi and the boy was named Todd. At the time, Sarah was still wearing her hair shoulder length and it was thick and curly. The title of the video was "The Paperboy". The simple plot was about a young girl and her even younger friend who are left alone at home and the papeboy came by to collect for the newspaper.

Before they started shooting, Brandi came over and introduced herself to Dianne and Sarah. Sarah was looking at her MP3 player and Brandi let her listen to it. The two girls hit it off immediately. The video started with the boy telling Brandi that her parents were way behind on their bill. She allowed him to come in the house and told him that her parents weren't home and that she didn't have any money. When he told her that the paper delivery would be suspended, she raised her skirt and rolled her panties down, showing him her pussy. "Do you think this is enough to pay for the newspapers?" she asked him. He thought for a minute before saying, "I don't know. Your parents owe a lot of money." Brandi just smiled at him and started getting undressed. Sarah and Todd did likewise.

Both girls started sucking his cock, which was about six inches long. At one point Sarah knelt down and began licking Brandi's pussy. That was not in the script but the director did not say anything. A few minutes later he had them change positions. Todd lay down on the floor and Brandi straddled his face, allowing him to eat her. Sarah continued sucking him. The director had Sarah and Brandi trade places. Sarah was now sitting on Todd's face. Dianne noticed as Brandi was slowly rubbing the head of his cock against her pussy, Sarah was watching intently.

The girl carefully slid it up inside herself. Sarah continued watching as Brandi began fucking him. Sarah had one finger in her mouth. Dianne knew that this gesture meant that she was thinking hard about something. Finally Sarah closed her eyes and began moaning softly. Dianne knew she was getting close to an orgasm. They switched places one more time. Sarah lay on her back and Brandi knelt down on her knees and began licking her pussy. Todd got behind Brandi and entered her from behind. Within minutes Dianne saw Sarah tense up. She put one hand behind Brandi's head and tried to push the other girl's face deeper into her cunt. When Sarah relaxed Dianne notice that Brandi smiled and said something to Sarah. She couldn't hear but she thought she could read her lips. Brandi seemed to be asking to Sarah, "Did you just cum?" Sarah smiled and nodded her head.

The scene was not over yet. Sarah turned around and slid under Brandi and began eating her. Soon Brandi began moaning loudly. "Oh god, I'm cumming!", she said. That part was also not in the script. Sarah climbed out from under Brandi and came back by Todd, who was now breathing hard. The script called for him to pull out of Brandi and cum on Sarah's face. But he was too excited and his aim was off. The spray of semen hit Sarah's head. The video ended and Dianne took Sarah to the restroom to clean her up.

She had started bringing her own washcloths and towels. Brandi came in and said, "Thanks, Sarah, I usually don't get to cum in front of the camera. I hope we get to work together again." The two girls hugged each other and Brandi left. Dianne continued cleaning the semen out of Sarah's hair. She then washed off the rest of her, especially her genitals. Sarah asked her mom, "Mommy, will I be doing that some day?" Diane said, "Doing what?" Sarah said, "Fucking." Dianne looked at her for a second before saying, "Honey, don't use the 'F' word."

"Everybody elso says it." Dianne stopped washing her and said, "Well, you're not everybody else. Look, Honey, if you're making a video and the director wants you to say it, that's fine. It's like make believe. But in normal conversation, I don't want to hear you say that word. Ever." Sarah waited a few seconds and said, "OK, Mommy, I won't say the bad word anymore."

The following week Dianne got a call from Sarah's school. There had been an outbreak of head lice in Sarah's class. She was told to check Sarah's hair and scalp and what type of medicine to use. She was also told not to be surprised if this happened again. She started looking at Sarah's head and she saw the little specks moving. After washing her hair with the special shampoo, it took Dianne all evening to comb out all the dead lice and eggs because Sarah's hair was so thick and curly. Not wanting to go through all of that again, Dianne took her downtown to the beauty salon the next day. She had them cut most of Sarah's hair off. Although her hair looked very stylish now, it was also very short.

On Saturday Sarah had to do a video that was part of a new series entitled "Country Girls". Sarah was totally nude, getting ready to do the video, when the director put a little straw hat on her head. One of the camermen spoke up. "Holy Shit! She looks just like Little Debbie", he said. He was referring to the little girl on the snack cake boxes. Immediately the studio owners were coming up with ideas for a whole new series of videos. There were four videos altogether. There was "Little Debbie", " Eating Little Debbie", "Little Debbie Rides Again" and "Little Debbie and Friends".

This was the same time that Dianne was having another problem. This one was about taxes. Up until now all the paychecks for Sarah were put in Dianne's name. She would cash them, hold out enough money to cover expenses, and put the rest in a savings account she had opened for Sarah. Now she realized she would have to pay taxes on the money herself. So she made an appointment with an attorney to set Sarah up with her own little business. The name she picked for it was "Little Debbie Enterprises".

The pressure to let Sarah do hardcore (vaginal penetration) videos increased, not only from Pandora's Box, but the other studios she worked with. One day, when Sarah was about five-and-a-half years old, Diane had a talk with her. After coming home from a shopping trip, Dianne told Sarah to get undressed. Sarah's eyes brightened and she asked, "Are we going to have sex, Mommy?" Dianne answered, "Not right now. I want to talk to you." But Dianne took her clothes off also. When they were both nude she said to Sarah, "Put your finger up inside my pussy." Sarah did as she was told. "You see how easily your finger went inside me. Now I want you to spread your pussy open, but don't try to put your finger in yet."

While Sarah was holding the lips open Dianne said to her, "Can you see that little piece of skin right there? That's your hymen. Every girl has one. We talked about this before. When a girl has sexual intercourse the first time, that piece of skin gets torn. It bleeds and it hurts a little." Sarah spoke up and said, "Yes, Mommy, I remember you telling me that." Dianne took a breath and went on. "The people who make the movies are wanting you to start doing those kinds of movies now. What I want to know is, do you want to do them? Because if you don't, we won't force you to." Sarah looked at her mom and said, "Yes, Mommy. I want to do grownup type movies. I'm not afraid if it hurts a little."

The whole time they had been talking, Dianne had been gently caressing Sarah. She now found that she was starting to get aroused. She slipped her hand down and began massaging her little clit. When Sarah giggled, Dianne said, "Now we can have sex." The two of them lay on their sides and began licking each other. It only took a few minutes for Sarah to climax. Dianne laughed and said to her, "I can't believe how quick and easy it is for you to cum." She lay on her back and Sarah continued to lick her clit until Dianne finally had her own orgasm.

Richard finally persuaded Dianne to have Sarah start doing hardcore videos. It was Richard who suggested that she start out "slow and small". It was agreed that Sarah would not lose her virginity in front of the camera. A ten year old boy named Zack was picked out by Richard to help. The plan was to bring Sarah to the studio and let her meet Zack. The two kids were left alone in Richard's office with the shades pulled down. The idea was to let them get to know each other first.

While they were waiting outside the office, they two adults heard Zack yell out, "Oh God! No, I'm sorry." They both rushed in and found both kids nude. Sarah was on her knees in front of Zack, his little penis still wet with her saliva. When he saw Richard, Zack said, "I'm sorry, but I came while she was sucking me." Dianne was somewhat relieved, but still feeling stressed at thinking of what was still to take place.

Sarah was a little bit afraid and had told Dianne that she wanted her present when she was to be penetrated the first time. The kids were told to stay in the office and fool around some more until Zack was ready again, and they were to say when they were ready to start. About ten minutes went by and Dianne and Richard heard them say they were ready. Sarah was lying on a mat on the floor with Zack on top of her. Zack put his four inch penis against Sarah's pussy and pushed. "It won't go in," he said. Richard spoke up and said, "Zack, you're gonna have to push harder." Zack did and Sarah gave out with a cry. "Ouch. Mommy, it hurts," she sobbed. Dianne was already in tears as she saw the trickle of blood. Zack had stopped moving when he heard Sarah cry out. Richard told him to slowly keep moving his cock in her.

It only took him a few minutes and he was grunting and saying, "Oh God, I'm cumming again." The boy was too young to produce semen, so the only mess to clean up was the blood. When Sarah saw the tears in her mom's eyes she said, "Don't cry, Mommy. It didn't hurt that much." After cleaning Sarah up, Dianne folded some tissue paper up and put it in the crotch of her daugher's panties to absorb the blood that still dripped from her pussy.

A few days later Sarah did her first hardcore video. It was done with another young boy. Eventually she started working with young teenage boys and started feeling more comfortable having something bigger than her finger in her pussy. She also enjoyed the fact that these older boys were able to ejaculate.

Little Cuties Studios was doing a series of videos that were titled "Little People Meet Little People". Little people actors (dwarfs) were brought in to work with the little girls. Sarah was hired to work with a man named Jackie Anderson. Dianne had a long talk with her before they showed up at the studio, about how little people looked different on the outside but were the same on the inside. When Sarah met Jackie, he was carrying a deck of playing cards. He joked with her and did some card tricks for her. Their sex scene started out like most others, with a lot of oral foreplay. Sarah got very aroused when Jackie ate her pussy. When he was getting ready to start fucking her, he said, "Sweetheart, if it starts hurting, you tell me and I'll stop. I wouldn't hurt you for anything in this whole world." He slid his small cock in her and she smiled at him and said, "It doesn't hurt, Jackie, it feels real good." The director had them switch positions. While on top of him, Sarah started cumming. "Ahh, oh god. Uhhh, that feels so good." At the director's request, Sarah climbed off Jackie and started sucking him until he came.

Sarah was waiting for her mom to pick her up. She had cleaned herself off and noticed Jackie was still there. He told her that he had to do another video later in the day. She followed him as he went over and sat down at a table with some other men and began dealing cards. While the men were playing, he began explaining to her about cards. He told her how many cards were in the deck and the different suits and the ranking of the cards. He then began telling her about the game they were playing, which was called poker.

He was actually just running his mouth, trying to disctact the other men. Sarah watched very intently as the men played. After several hands had been played, Jackie started talking to her again. "You see this guy named Wayne over there? He just raised the bet five dollars. Now, whether I see his five dollars and maybe raise the bet again depends on whether he has that Jack of diamonds," he said to her. Sarah said, "He doesn't have it." Jackie looked at her and said to Wayne, "I'll see your five and raise you another five." Wayne looked at Sarah and then at Jackie and laid his cards down. Jackie said to everybody, "Hey, it looks like I got me a good luck charm."

He confided in Sarah a few more times, each time winning the hand. He laughed and said, "Maybe she and I should run off to Vegas together." But the others weren't laughing. They thought Jackie was somehow using the little girl to cheat. "What are you talking about? She's been standing here beside me the whole time. She can't see your cards." After a few more hands, even Jackie wasn't laughing. The game ended and Jackie was about Two Hundred Dollars ahead. He had a puzzled look on his face when he asked her, "Sarah, sweetheart, how did you know what cards everybody had?" She thought for a little bit and said, "I'm not sure. I just saw them in my head."

By the time she started first grade at school, the world had changed for Sarah. She was now having sex with grown men and was climaxing most of the time. At home, the first time her dad fucked her, Dianne didn't know who she felt more sorry for, Sarah or Russell. He was so excited that he came as soon as he was inside her pussy. Sarah was lying on her back, her mom straddling her face with her crotch while her dad fucked her. She liked feeling his semen as it spurted inside her. Whenever she was on camera, the men always climaxed outside, either on her belly or her face. There was so much semen in her that it started running out even before Russell pulled his cock out of her. Dianne leaned down and began licking her clit to help her cum.

At work, Sarah's pay had increased. She was now making between Seven Hundred and Eight Hundred Dollars per scene. But there were changes coming. Sarah noticed that she wasn't working quite as much and some of the people she worked with were disappearing. She also heard a new word, Globe Entertainment.

School was also changing. She found the work easy. Actually, she was bored with school. It seemed like they were trying to teach her stuff she already knew. When her teacher discovered she was finishing her work much sooner than the other children, Sarah was given some other work. Then they gave her some tests to complete. Dianne was called down to the school. At first she was afraid that Sarah had been talking about her career. Dianne had told Sarah that was a private matter. Even though any adult could look at the videos legally, she didn't want it to interfere with Sarah's life outside the studio.

When she got to the school the principal was waiting for her. "Mrs. Michaels," she began, "Sarah is a very intellegent little girl. We had her tested and it seems she is reading at a college level. Her math scores were equally impressive. She may even have a photographic memory. People from the Rosenthal Institute are interested in her. It is a school for gifted children, located in Los Angeles." It took a minute for Dianne to digest all of this. All she could say was, "That school sounds very expensive. My husband and I couldn't afford it." The principal smiled and said, "It might not cost you anything. The school is endowed by several large corporations. Sarah could go on scholarship. Graduates from the school have gone on to Stanford , MIT, and other major colleges." Dianne was still struggling to understand all of it. "But how would she get back and forth to school? I can't drive all the way to Los Angeles and back every day."

"The school has dormitories.

Sarah would stay up there and come home on weekends. It's a wonderful opportunity for your daugher." Dianne told her that she and Russell would discuss it at home with Sarah.

But when they tried to talk to her about it, the first thing Sarah asked was, "What about the movies". Dianne told her that there wouldn't be any time for movies if she went to the new school. Sarah began having a panic attack. She didn't want to go to the new school and her parents couldn't make her go. Dianne thought they could wait and maybe Sarah would change her mind. But Sarah was coming home from school upset every day. Her teacher and principal kept asking her if she was going to enroll in the Rosenthal school. One day Sarah was so upset that she got sick to her stomach. By this time Dianne had had enough. She withdrew some money from Sarah's bank account and enrolled her in a parochial school.

One of the other little girls that worked at Pandora's Box, Bridgette Henderson, attended the school. She worried that maybe she was making a mistake, but she couldn't stand to see Sarah crying all the time. Sarah might get tired of the videos and change her mind about school. But Sarah hated the school. Most of the children were from upper middle class families. When word leaked out about her career, she began to have problems. As long as her parents paid her tuition, the school didn't seem to mind. But some of the kids treated her like she was piece of toxic waste. And the girls who were already sexually active were jealous of her.

By the time she turned seven, Sarah's work had dropped off even more. As she had gotten older, she had started paying more attention to what the studio people were doing and saying. It seemed that Globe Entertainment was putting other small studios out of business. They were also starting to make full length movies. When Sarah heard about this, she asked her mom to call them to see if she could do some work for them. The next day Dianne told her that Globe was not hiring any new people. Sarah got depressed. She wanted to be in these new movies, not the short videos she had been making the last three years.

To keep her career moving forward, she had started doing anal videos. The first time hurt really bad. She also disliked the preparation work that went with it. The enemas made her feel dirty. One day she asked Richard what he knew about Globe Entertainment. "They're trying to bury me," he said. When he saw the alarm in her eyes, he smiled and added, "Don't worry. I'm not dead yet. They're just making me work harder." He looked at her and said in a gentle voice, "And you're having to work harder, too. Besides, I can always go back to making adult films. They've changed since your mom was doing them. They're not gonzo porn. They actually have some good storylines. It's a shame they don't recognize what Pandora and Pretty Baby and others like us are doing." Sarah noticed he didn't mention Heavy Metal. She always wondered why they used that name. Every time she had been to their studio, the only music she heard was elevator music.

Music was one of the few hobbies that Sarah had. She did not play any intrument, but she loved to go on her parents' computer and find different music videos on youtube. If she heard a song on the radio that she liked, she would try to find it on the computer. She would also listen to all the other songs that were related to it.

She had started humming a song to herself when she heard her mom say, "Honey, we're almost there." Sarah stopped daydreaming about the past. They were already in the city and her stomach began knotting up. This was the big day.

Chapter #2

When she first saw the place, Sarah was reminded of a prison she had once seen on television. Globe Entertainment's property took up about two city blocks. The entire perimeter was surrounded by a chain link fence with barbed wire on top. It consisted of a series of interconnected buildings in a U-shape. However, on the right hand side, there rose a three story section.

When Dianne pulled up to the security gate and showed the guard the guest pass that they had been given, he told her that was where Sarah needed to go for her interview. After parking the car, Dianne told Sarah, "Honey, no matter what happens in there today, I want you to know that I'm very proud of you. You did all of this yourself." Sarah was surprised to hear her mom say this, and after blinking a few times, said, "Thanks, Mom." They walked into the building together. When she saw the receptionist, Sarah started walking toward the desk, but Dianne started walking toward some chairs. "Mom, aren't you going with me?", she asked. Dianne said to her, "No,Sarah, you've done everything else yourself. You can do this by yourself. Don't worry, Honey, you'll be alright."

Sarah walked up to the receptionist and said, "I have an appointment to see Mr. Callihan." The receptionist suddenly got an odd look in her eyes. Sarah showed her the letter and the receptionist told her, "I'm sorry, but Mr. Callihan called in sick today. You'll be interviewed by Mr. Schwartz on the third floor." Without meaning to, Sarah said, "You mean Leo Schwartz?" The receptionist smiled and nodded. Sarah knew Leo Schwartz only by reputation. He had started out as an actor in adult films. He quickly had moved to producing and directing movies. She had no idea he was involved in child erotica. She took the elevator to the third floor. It was very quiet, with one secretary working at a desk. Sarah told her who she was and that she wanted to see Mr. Schwartz. She was told to take a seat and wait.

In the four years she had been working, Sarah had never been through an interview. In the past, studios would call and she would go and do the video. It had all been so simple. Ten minutes went by and the office door opened and out walked a woman and a young girl about Sarah's age. The girl had blonde hair and was tanned very dark. She had on a leather mini skirt and a top that exposed her belly. Sarah could clearly see the ruby bellybutton ring that she wore. She had on a pair of high heel shoes. Sex seemed to ooze from the girl, except for one thing. She was softly crying. Sarah's heart sank. She thought to herself, "If they're not interested in her, then I don't stand a chance." Another ten minutes went by and the phone on the secretary's desk rang. After talking quietly for a few seconds, the secretary told Sarah she could go in.

She opened the door and walked in. Mr. Schwartz stood up. He was a large man, about fifty years old, balding, and wearing glasses. He was dressed rather casually in a white shirt, no tie, and dark trousers . As she walked up to him, he extended his hand and said, "Miss Michaels, I'm Leo Schwartz. I'm glad to meet you." She gave what she hoped was a good, firm handshake. She mumbled, "I'm very happy to meet you, sir." He told her to sit down and started looking at some papers he pulled from a file folder. He then asked, "Where are your parents?" The question caught her off guard. "My dad's at work and my mom is waiting downstairs," she said. "You mean she sent you up here to go through this alone? Well, OK", he said. Sarah did not answer so he continued talking. "Did you fill out this resume yourself? It says that you worked for Pandora's Box. Then it says that you worked for Pretty Baby and then back at Pandora's Box, then at Heavy Metal. It even says you worked at Argent. I find it amazing that a girl your age could be under contract to all these different studios." He sat there looking at her with a little smile on his face.

Sarah cleared her throat and answered, "I wasn't under contract with any of them." He sat upright and looked directly in her eyes and said, "You mean to tell me that you worked freelance for all these different companies for the past four years?"

"Yes.", she answered in a small voice. After a few seconds had gone by, he smiled and said, "OK. Tell me why you want to work for Globe Entertainment." Sarah thought this sounded like a trick question, something to get her confused. It took her several seconds to find the words she needed to say. She started speaking, "Everybody knows Globe is the biggest and best in the world. I want to work for the best." She hesitated and he started to speak but she started talking again. "I know I won't be doing movies forever.

Someday I would like to make my own movies. It's always been a dream of mine." The last sentence was uttered very softly. He had stopped smiling. He looked at her and said, "So what you're telling me is someday you want to be sitting in this chair." She thought he was making fun of her and she suddenly hated him. But she only quietly said, "Yes. Someday."

He sat back in his chair and asked calmly, "How do you feel about doing anal scenes?" She thought for a bit before saying, "I sent Mr. Callihan a DVD. There was a scene from 'Anal Babies' that I did for Pretty Baby Studios." The scene she was talking about showed her and a four year old Asian girl eating each others' pussies while a young teenage boy fucked her in her butt. She was disappointed when Mr. Schwartz just said, "Nick must have left the DVD in his office. It's not in your file."

She was getting a little upset and she spoke up. "Can I say something?", she asked. "Sure, you can say anything you want", he answered. "I know that men like to see girls do anal sex, but girls and women don't actually get any real pleasure from it", she said. She went on, "I'll do anal secnes, if I can, as long as the man's penis isn't too big. But I don't really like anal sex." He started to say something but she cut him off, without meaning to. She suddenly said, "But there are things I won't do." And he asked her, "And what might those things be?" She looked him straight in the eyes and said, "I won't do animals. And I won't do kink." He did not react when she said the word "animals". But he smiled a little when he said, "And what do you consider to be kink?" In an even voice, she said, "I won' let somebody pee or poop on me." After a few seconds, he said, "And neither would I."

After staring at her for a while, he got up and walked around his desk until he was standing in front of Sarah. He leaned back against his desk and said, "As I see it, young lady, you and I have three issues that need to be settled." He stuck his right hand up and raised one finger. He said to her, "Young lady, you have been very direct with me. And I like that. It's the way I deal with people. It's how I've been able to build all of this." He waved his other hand around in emphasis. He then went on, "So when I see someone your age that can talk to me on my own level, I have to respect that person." He stopped talking for a minute, turned all the way around and then said, "But therein lies the rub."

On his right hand he raised a second finger. He continued talking. "Your age. You've already turned eight. That can be very old in this business. You have already told me that you don't plan on performing forever." He suddenly turned and took a business card off his desk and held it up in front of Sarah. "You see this. Do you know what it means?" He was pointing to the logo at the bottom of the card. "Do you know what the letters 'PTHC' stand for?" he asked. Sarah answered, "Preteen Hardcore." He repeated her words. "Preteen Hardcore. Well, those letters are wrong. They should be 'PPHC'. Prepubescent hardcore."

He stopped talking, as if to let what he just said sink in. Sarah noticed that the expression on his face had changed, along with the tone of his voice. He looked and sounded like a preacher, caught up in some religous fervor. He began talking once more. "Our product is seen by millions of men all over the world. And all of those men have one thing in common. When they see little girls being fucked on camera, they don't want any of those girls to be old enough to have pubic hair. They can go to any other adult site and see pubic hair. Here at Globe, we bring in tiny little girls, who are nothing but little lumps of flesh. And we take those little lumps of flesh and turn them into the world's most beautiful little sex machines. We spend time and money making them what they are and what men want them to be. But someone like you, you could age out before we're done with you." He took a short break from speaking.

Saran felt both amazed and defeated by his speech. He went on speaking, "You could reach puberty at any time, then we couldn't use you." Sarah spoke up and asked, "What about the girls working here that do reach puberty, what happens to them?" He shrugged his shoulders and said, "When it's your time, you move on."

Sarah wasn't sure what to do. She didn't know if she should just get up and leave or wait for him to tell her to leave. In a last effort to save face she said, "I think I've done some good work." In a surprisingly gentle voice he said, "I'm sure you have." He kept staring at her and she was about to stand up when he put his right hand up and raised a third finger. In a more business-like voice he said, "Of all the people who have walked through that door, you have the most distinctive look I've seen in years. Tell me, who picked out the clothes you're wearing?" She thought it was a stupid question but she answered him. "I did. Why?" He said, "That's a good question. Did you see the girl who was in here before you? Did you see how she was dressed? Yesterday a seven year old, with no panties, was flashing her crotch at me. So, why did you pick those clothes to wear?"

Sarah wasn't sure what he was getting at so she just answered honestly. "I just wanted to look nice, that's all," she said. "You wanted to look nice. Every other girl who has come in here has looked like a common street whore and you come in looking like one of my secretaries. Yes indeed, you have a very distinctive look, at least what I can see of it." He looked at her and when she just looked back, he said, "Young lady, I'm asking you to strip for me." Normally Sarah thought nothing of being naked around people, but she thought this was kind of irregular. But she was desperate. She began taking off her clothes, carefully laying them on the chair next to her.

When she was completely nude, he asked her to stand up. He put one hand on her cheek and looked intently at her face. It seemed like he was counting every freckle. He said to her, "You have lovely skin tone, don't ruin it in the sun or a tanning bed." He let his hand slide gently down her chest and belly and finally brushing lightly against her pussy. "You have nice labia, men like to see fat pussy lips," he told her. He had her turn around. He then said, "Your best asset is one you can't see. For a girl your age, you have very nice, round buttocks."

Sarah had wanted a bellbutton ring but her mom would not allow it. The only difference between her body and any other eight year old girl was that she shaved her legs. Mr. Schwartz started talking to her again. "Have you heard the expression, 'Time is Money'? Well, that's especially true in my business. Sometimes a male performer has done one or two sex scenes in a day. Or, like me, he just has a lot of mileage on him. But no matter, when the cameras are rolling, I need that peformer fully erect and ready to go."

He was already loosening his belt. Sarah hated him. But she hated herself even more because she knew she would go through with it. By the time she had walked over to him, he already had his trousers down. He was wearing a pair of white, baggy boxer shorts. He didn't have to say anything. Sarah reached in the fly of the shorts and found his penis. And just as she thought, he was circumsised. Even soft, his penis was impressive. Sarah massaged it first, then put it in her mouth. In less than a minute, he was fully erect. Sarah had heard jokes about the "casting couch", and noticed that there was a small leather sofa in one corner of the office. The thought of having to fuck him was repulsive, but she knew she would do it. She reached down with her left hand and began rubbing her clit. If she had to fuck him, she at least wanted to be well lubricated. But he surprised her. After a couple of minutes of being sucked, he suddenly pulled out of her mouth and said, "OK. Like I said, I have a lot of mileage on me." He quickly pulled his pants up and told Sarah to put her clothes back on. She had just finished buttoning her blouse when his phone rang. He said to the person on the other end, "OK, send him in."

A thin man, wearing wire framed glasses, walked quickly in. He reminded Sarah of a weasel. He seemed to ignore Sarah as he spoke directly to Mr. Schwartz. "Leo," he said, "I'm sorry to barge in like this but we have a major problem in studio number two. Lisa Hanover and her mother just stormed out. God, I wish parents weren't allowed on the set."

"It helps with some of the younger girls, Carl." The thin man went on talking. " But we're already way behind. That video is due tomorrow." Mr. Schwartz asked him, "What happened? Why did they leave?" The thin man answered, "Mrs. Hanover didn't approve of her daughter's costar."

"Who is the costar?" Mr. Schwartz asked. The thin man said, "Ricky Gregg." Mr. Schwartz thought for a minute and said, "Ricky's a good kid. What's the problem?" The thin man just said, "What do you think the problem is?" There was an angry smile on Mr. Schwartz's face as he said, "You have got to be shittin' me."

He suddenly remembered that Sarah was in the room with them. He smiled at her and said, "Miss Michaels, as you can see, we have a little problem. Would you mind waiting outside for a few minutes? Thank you." Sarah went out and sat down. She thought to herself, "Just my freaking luck." She thought things were turning in her favor. Now they had some big problem to deal with and they would probably forget about her. But the phone rang and she was told to go back in the office.

The two men were still talking. "But Leo, she's unsigned", said the thin man. Mr. Schwartz told him, "Don't worry. I'll handle it." When he saw Sarah, he said to her, "As you probably know, one of our actresses has decided she doesn't want to work today. And this video needs to be completed today. I was wondering if you would like to help us. Oh, by the way, this is Carl Portman, one of our top directors." Sarah extended her hand. The man hesitated but finally shook her hand. Mr. Schwartz began talking again. "Do you have time today?" he asked her. She thought about her mom. "My mom's waiting downstairs," she said. He told her, "Don't worry. We'll get in touch with your mom and tell her what is going on. Right now I would like for you to go with Carl. Just think of it as an audition."

Sarah almost had to run to keep up with Portman. She could hear him talking to himself. "Every time something gets fucked up, I get the blame. And now he sticks me with this goddamn kid." She saw that he wore his watch on his right wrist. She thought to herself, "He's a lefty, and he's a butthole, too." He did not start talking to her until they were in the elevator. "I understand that you have not seen the script or know what's going on. The video is about an office manager who seduces one of his employees." He was talking so fast that the only word that Sarah really heard was "seduce".

They got out of the elevator and began walking down a hallway. Just before they entered a door that said "Studio #2", he turned to her and said, "Leo said, and I'm quoting him, 'Let her have some fun with it', unquote." Once inside, Sarah was impressed. She counted three cameramen, a sound technician and two or three other production personnel. She saw Portman go up to a black boy who was about fifteen years old. They talked for a minute and she saw the boy shrug his shoulders. Portman called her over and introduced them. He said, "Ricky, this is Sarah Michaels. She's replacing Lisa, per Leo Schwartz's orders. Sarah, this is Ricky Gregg. He's the person you'll be performing with today." Sarah and Ricky shook hands and Portman shouted, "We need a dress or a skirt from wardrobe. Come on people, we don't have all day." A skirt was brought to Sarah and she said that she could wear her own blouse with it. She was shown to a dressing room.

She remembered the words "let her have fun with it". She also remembered the word "seduce". There were lots of things going on in her mind. Then an idea started forming in her head. She thought about one of her mom's movies she had seen. She started changing clothes. She removed her pants and put on the skirt. It was a little big on her. Then another thought came to her. She reached under the skirt and pulled her panties off and laid them with her pants. She was still building on the idea in her head as she walked back to the set.

When Portman asked her if she was ready, she took a deep breath and nodded her head. A voice behind her started talking: "THE BOSS IS ALWAYS RIGHT, take number four, and action". Portman motioned Sarah to walk on over to where Ricky was standing, which was next to a desk. It was the only piece of furniture on the set. As she walked up to him, she began looking at him coyly. She smiled, licked her lips and lightly brushed against him. She then sat on the edge of the desk, crossing and uncrossing her legs. Finally, Ricky spoke to her, "Did you get what I wanted?" Sarah realized he was reciting this from the script. But she had no idea what he was talking about. So she went forward with her own plan. She would be ad libbing everything she did.

She uncrossed her legs and then slowly spread them apart. She put her hand between her thighs and lightly rubbed a finger against her pussy. Then, speaking in a soft, low voice, she said, "Oh, I've got what you want. The question is, do you have what I want." She didn't know what name Ricky's character went by so she ad libbed some more. "How about it, Big Boy, do you have what I want?" She got off the desk and walked up to Ricky. She lightly rubbed her hand over his crotch. She then walked around him and, without warning, squeezed his buttocks. She smiled a little when she felt him jump.

She was aware of the three cameras zooming in on her from different angles. She walked back, so that they were facing each other and spoke again. "So tell me, Big Boy, do you have what I want? What I NEED?" Sarah was looking straight into his eyes as she loosened his belt and unfastened his pants. She pulled his pants down, revealing his white jockey shorts. She slowly lowered his shorts until his erect cock popped out. She smiled at him as she slid his foreskin back. At first she just licked his penis. Then she put the head of it in her mouth and slowly started taking the rest of it in. She could only get about half of it down her throat. She sucked him for a few minutes, then said, "Now it's my turn." She lay down on the desk, raised her skirt, and opened her legs. Sarah was already feeling aroused.

In every video she had ever done, somebody else was telling her what to do. To be able to do what she wanted was exhilerating. This was the most exciting thing she had ever done. Her young mind was spinning, thinking of what else she could do to make this the best sex video. Ricky had already taken off his jacket, tie, and shirt. He knelt down and Sarah could feel his tongue on her pussy. He spread the lips open and licked her clit.

Sarah wasn't sure how much dirty talk they wanted to hear. Normally she did not use profanity during sex. So she decided to compromise. She started talking to Ricky. "Hey Big Boy, does my pussy taste good?" He answered by saying, "Yeah, just like candy, Sweet Thang." Sarah came back with, "Oh, I like candy. I like that big lollypop you've got, that big all-day sucker." After a couple of minutes she pushed his face away from her crotch and said, "Take your clothes off and get up here with me." They both stripped off all their clothes and Sarah had him lie on his back. She lowered her pussy on his face and took his cock back in her mouth.

After a few minutes of oral pleasure, she got up and turned around. She took his cock in her hand and slowly rubbed the head against her pussy before lowering herself down on it. It took a few seconds to get it in. Once she had it inside her she slowly undulated her hips. She could feel her orgasm starting to build. She then began rocking back and forth, harder and harder. She decided to change positions. She got off Ricky and got down on the floor on her hands and knees. As she waited for Ricky to join her, she put a hand behind her and gently spread her buttocks. She knew one of the cameras was getting a close-up shot of her little anus. She felt Ricky rubbing his cock aganst her.

Then he was back inside her. After a couple of thrusts, she glanced over her shoulder and said to him, "It's getting close." Ricky slid his cock in and out of her for another minute. The sound technician thought Sarah was having convulsions. One of the camermen thought that Ricky was somehow hurting her. Sarah's voice sounded like she was crying as she said, "Ahh, oh god! Uhh, I'm cumming." Her whole body tensed up and then gradually relaxed. Sarah laid her forearms flat on the floor. She then rested her cheek on her arm. She stayed like this for about thirty seconds, trying to catch her breath.

When she opened her eyes she could feel everybody watching her. She was embarrassed because she had lost control of herself. Her small body was covered with sweat and her curly hair hung damply over her forehead. She needed to end this. She could feel Ricky's cock still inside her. The camermen were still moving around, getting shots from all angles. But she still had one more little twist for this scene.

She eased herself forward until she felt Ricky's cock slip out of her. She then turned and was facing him. Hic cock was throbbing, wet and hard, in front of her. She put her mouth over it and began sucking fast and hard. She was aware of the camera next to her head. As she felt Ricky start tensing up, she removed her mouth from his cock and started stroking it with her hand. At the last second, she opened her mouth wide as two long streams of semen, then one short stream shot into her mouth. Sarah thought to herself, "Now if I can just keep from choking." She held her mouth open and kept her eyes locked on Ricky's face. When he noticed Sarah looking at him, his eyes twisted together in puzzlement. When Sarah knew she had his attention, she closed her mouth and slowly swallowed. She then opened her mouth wide to show that it was empty.

Behind her she heard someone mutter, "GODDAMN!" Then she stuck her tongue out at Ricky and collapsed on the floor, laughing. Several seconds passed and she heard Portman yell, "Cut. Jesus, tell me you guys got all of that." After all three cameramen assured him that they had, Portman said, "OK, get it over to editing now." He looked at Ricky and said, "Great job, Ricky. Go take a shower." Sarah was still sitting on the floor when he looked at her. At first, he didn't say anything. Then he said, "Nice job." He turned and started talking to a young woman behind him. "Cindy, after she gets cleaned up, escort her back up to Leo's office," he said.

The woman named Cindy told her that the shower and restrooms were communal, and then showed her where to shower. It was a room with two toilet stalls and two urinals. On the other side was the shower area. It was partitioned off with brick and tile. There were three shower heads. Ricky was just finishing his shower. He looked at her and said, "Sweet Thang, you're some kind of freak." Then he smiled and said, "Hey, but I mean that in a nice way. I hope we get to work together real soon. Oh, shit, man I've got to get going." Sarah got in the shower and turned on the water. When she got the water at the right temperature, she suddenly realized how tired she was. She sat down on the tile floor, allowing the warm water to splash down on her. After a minute, she stood up and began washing herself with a bar of soap. Someone had left a small bottle of shampoo and she lathered up her hair. After rinsing off, she found a cupboard with clean towels. She dried herself and wrapped the towel around her and went out to the dressing room where her clothes were. When she was dressed, the woman named Cindy took her back upstairs.

Sarah still could not believe what had just happened. She was pretty sure that she had made an impression on the people down in the studio. The stress from dealing with Schwartz's interview and the sexual climax she had just experienced were leaving her feeling very tired.

When they got to Mr. Schwartz's office, Sarah was told to go in while Cindy waited outside. Sarah felt a little embarrassed when she walked in. Her hair was wet and uncombed. Mr. Schwartz smiled warmly at her and said, "I knew there was something else hiding behind those freckles, something special." A woman came in the office with some long pieces of paper in her hand. She handed them to Mr. Schwartz and left. He looked at Sarah and said, "I think this is what you came here looking for today. This is a standard one year contract. I want to point out the date. You'll see that it's dated for yesterday. I had our legal department do it this way. Otherwise, we would not be able to use that fantastic video you just made. And you would not get paid for making it. Your mother is going to meet you down at our legal department. And I have an important luncheon meeting that I'm late for. Sarah, welcome to the Globe team." All she could say was, "Thank you." When she offered her hand, he gently squeezed it with both of his.

She walked out of his office and Cindy took her down to the second floor. She was holding the contract tightly in her hand. As they were walking down the hall she saw her mom. "Mom, I did it! ", she said as she ran up to her. The next several minutes were a blur to Sarah. First, they had to get the contract officially signed. Sarah signed it first, but Dianne had to sign also as her legal guardian. Sarah and Dianne were given a copy of the contract.

Then they had to go to human recources. This seemed to take forever. There were many forms that had to be filled out, including a W-4, address and contact information, etc. Dianne gave them Sarah's bank account information so her checks could be direct deposited. Sarah was given a pay rate schedule which showed what the company paid for various sex scenes. She found out that she had made one thousand dollars today for doing a vaginal penetration scene.

After all the paperwork was done, the woman told Dianne that she had made an appointment for Sarah to have a complete physical exam and also a blood test. The woman seemed embarrassed and said, "This is just standard procedure. Sarah won't be allowed to work until the test results come back. After she has her physical, bring her back in for orientation and a tour of our company. Just ask for Mary Phipps. You won't need an appointment." Sarah was issued an ID card. It was the kind with the magnetic strip on the back so she would be able to gain entry to the studio. On the way home, Sarah chattered endlessly about everything that had happened. She couldn't wait to start working.

The next day, Dianne took Sarah for her physical and then dropped her off at the studio. She told Sarah that she had errands to run and would pick her up later. As soon as she was alone in the car, she called Richard. "Well, Richard, it finally happened. Sarah' s now under contract with Globe," she said. Richard didn't sound surprised when he said, "We both knew this day was coming. I just hope they don't eat her alive over there." Dianne's voice showed frustration as she said, "I held onto that damned envelope for a month. But every day, Sarah would ask me if I had heard anything from them. It was breaking my heart to know I was holding her back. I just hope I didn't make a mistake." Richard tried to reassure her by saying, "Sarah's a smart kid. Hopefully, if things get to rough, she'll walk away from it."

When Sarah met Mary Phipps, she was surprised. The woman was young and pretty, with dark, shoulder length hair. She was also about four months pregnant. Sarah was caught off guard when Mary said to her, "What happened yesterday should never have happened. Mr. Schwartz sometimes plays fast and loose with the rules. Please don't take this personally, but what you did was very dangerous." Sarah had to come to her own defence. She said, "I"ve been tested every month since I was four." Mary went on speaking again. "Yes, I"m sure you have been. But Mr. Schwartz should have known better. He and the other board members are the ones who put the rules in place." She stopped talking and took a breath.

She then smiled and said, "I don't mean to preach, but as you may have already found out, we do not use condoms here at Globe. Our viewing public does not like them. Actually, we have never had a problem with any of our male performers. They know that we have a zero tolerance when it comes to STD's. They enjoy having sex with our little girls too much to risk catching some disease. Zero tolerance means that if you test positive one time for any STD, your contract will be voided. Do you understand?" Sarah nodded her head.

Mary added, "If you think you may have been exposed to something, tell us. We will see that you get tested immediately. There was only one time that an exception was made. About a year ago, a girl who was very pretty and popular, told us she might be infected. She tested positive for Chlamydia. Since she was so forthcoming, we allowed her to return to work, after being treated. Three months later and the same thing happened again. As you can guess, she was terminated. OK, we got that out of the way. Let's talk about other things, like school. We have our own tutors here. Your classes will be done on line. If you fall behind in any subject, you could be suspended from working until your grades come up. Before school starts this fall, have your parents get a transcript of your grades. And another thing, stay from the kiddie bars."

Sarah asked, "What's a kiddie bar?" Mary frowned and told her, "They're like nightclubs, but only for kids. And, there is no alcahol served. But, it finds its way in. Nobody over seventeen is allowed. Rich kids like to hang out and hook up. Adults are not allowed in, but men with money can buy their way in through the back door. Maurice's is the worst. Last year one of our girls got her nose broken when she wouldn't put out for some rich teenager."

Mary took a break from talking and streched. She saw Sarah looking at her belly and said, "The doctor says it's a girl. Are you ready for a tour of the place?" Sarah said she was. They walked and talked. Mary showed her the break room. It had snack machines and video games. Then she showed her the computer room where she would be doing her school work. Sarah spoke up, "Are we allowed to use the computers for things other than school work?" Mary answered, "Sure, as long as you can find one that's not in use."

They went down the hall and Mary opened a door to a room full of small children. There was one adult woman in the room. Mary said, "These are our newbies. It is a developmental program to get the kids ready to perform in front of the camera. We teach them personal hygiene. They learn to use more adult-type words for their body parts. They also learn how to achieve maximum sexual pleasure." She looked at Sarah and added, " Everybody should enjoy their work."

Sarah noticed a little girl, completely nude, lying on the floor. A little boy had his face between her legs. The woman was talking to the little boy. "Eric, pay attention. You are supposed to be licking her clitoris. That's not her clitoris." Suddenly, everybody was aware of Mary and Sarah being in the room. The little girl on the floor jumped up and ran over to Mary and hugged her. She was very pretty, with dark curly hair and light brown skin. Mary introduced her to Sarah. "This is Latisha. She's one of the few newbies who works regularly." They left the room and continued down the hall. Sarah asked her, "How old is Latisha?" Mary said, "I think she's about three and half. The youngest age for a girl here is three. The youngest boy we take is five. And don't be surprised if some of your first work here is with some of those little ones. At first, you'll be cast wherever they can find a place for you."

They kept walking. Finally, they came to a door where a light was flashing. Mary used her ID card to open the door. She whispered to Sarah, "This is one of the sound stages where we make our feature length movies. Be quiet." As they walked in, Sarah could see the actors. A man was lying on the floor. On top of him was the most beautiful girl Sarah had ever seen. She had long, curly blonde hair and her skin was tanned to a light golden tone. She was impaled on the man's cock. Standing behind, Sarah could clearly see it sliding in and out of the girl's hairless pussy. Each time she raised up, her tiny anus came into view. After a minute, the girl suddenly said in a loud voice, "Oh god, I'm cumming." She quickly got off of the man's cock and started sucking it. When the man started moaning, she stopped sucking and began stroking it with her hand. There was an eruption of semen from the man's penis that went all over her hand.

After about thirty seconds the filming stopped. The girl got up and walked away. She picked up a towel and wiped her hands and put on a robe. She did not say a word to anybody as she left the set. They left the sound stage and Sarah was thinking about what she saw. She was sure the girl had faked her orgasm. Sarah understood that. She sometimes had to fake cumming. But it was the girl's arrogant demeanor that caught her attention. "How long will it be before I can be making full length movies?" she asked. Mary answered, "I'll tell you what I tell every other new girl. Work hard and be patient." She stopped and looked at Sarah. She said in soft voice, "Sarah, I can see the fire burning in your eyes. I know you want to be the best. Give yourself some time and try not to get upset if you have to take some shitty roles in some stupid little video shorts." Mary led Sarah out a door to a secluded playground. There were a couple of kids playing on the swings. "This is where I like to come to relax," she told Sarah. "We've even done a few of our videos out here."

They went back inside and continued walking. A very tall man came out of a door and spoke to Mary. "Hi Mary, have you seen Carrie Stroudt? She was supposed to be helping me," he said. His voice was deep and booming. But he also seemed very friendly. Mary introduced Sarah to him. "Sarah, this is Tyler Briggs, one of our video directors. Tyler, this is the newest member of our little family, Sarah Michaels." After shaking hands, he said, "So, she's the one who caused such a stir yesterday. Maybe she can help me." Mary told him, "Tyler, you know she can't start working until the clinic releases her blood test." He smiled and said, "I don't need a sexual performance, just a little help as an extra. It will only take a few minutes." Mary looked at Sarah and said, "How about it,you want to see what you can do?" Sarah's interests were suddenly piqued.

They followed him back through the door. It was a studio exactly like the one Sarah was in yesterday. The difference was that it was furnished more elaborately. Sarah could see what looked like a small bedroom and also a small livingroom. The director told Sarah about the video. He said, "The title of this video is 'The sleepover' and it's about a girl who is staying all night at her friend's house. The two girls are in bed together when the little host gets sick. That's you. Then the star of our little show has to find her another sexual partner." He showed Sarah the script. Then he introduced her to the other girl. A young black girl, with very dark skin, came over. "Crystal, this is Sarah. She is going to take Carrie's place. Sarah, this is Crystal Robinson." The other girl was about ten, dressed much like Sahah in shorts and a tee shirt. She seemed warm and friendly.

The director had both girls take off their shorts but told them to leave their shirts and panties on. The video started with them on the bed, kissing and fondling each other. Then Sarah had to tell Crystal that she was getting sick. Sarah got off the bed and began walking, hunched over. The director wanted to show Sarah actually throwing up. He told her, "I want this to look as realistic as possible. We'll take you into the restroom and once you're at the wash basin, you can take a mouthful of water and act like you're puking." Sarah said to him, "Can I say something? Puke doesn't look like water."

She suddenly saw a bowl sitting on a table. It looked like lasagna. She asked him, "Can I borrow this?" He said, "Well, that's my lunch, but go ahead." She took a small amount and put it in a cup. She went in the restroom and ran warm water in the cup and mixed it all up. When they were ready to resume the video, she took a mouthful of the mixture and bent over the sink and started heaving. She spat out everything in her mouth, coughed and gagged. She started breathing hard and gagged some more. Finally, she ran some water in her cupped hand and rinsed out her mouth. She then croaked out, "Oh god, Crystal, help me back to my bed." After staggering back to the bed, Sarah's part of the video was finished.

When they started taping the video again, a young boy came on the set. The boy was supposed to be the older brother of the other girl. Crystal came back to the living room part of the set and she and the boy started talking. Eventually they ended up on the couch. At first Sarah thought the boy was no older than Crystal. But when he took off his pants, she was surprised to see that he had a small patch of pubic hair. But what really got her attention was his penis. Actually, it wasn't the biggest one she had ever seen, but because of his small frame, it looked large. The two kids engaged in oral foreplay and Sarah could tell that Crystal was very aroused. Sarah and Mary were only a few feet away from the couch, just out of camera range. When the boy put his cock in Crystal's little pussy and slowly began fucking her, Sarah could hear a slight "squish-squish" sound coming from her pussy.

To Sarah, the sound seemed very erotic. But she knew that the microphone would not pick it up. If she were making the video, she would have the sound dubbed in. She knew some directors did this, but they usually had it too loud and it sounded exaggerated. She went back to watching Crystal. She was starting to moan louder. That's when Sarah noticed Mary. The woman hadn't said a word. But Sarah could see her wetting her lips and her hand moved down her swollen belly toward her crotch. Her hand stopped and she bit her lip. Sarah thought to herself, " Oh my god, she' getting turned on." This caused Sarah to feel her own pussy starting to tingle. Then they heard Crystal say, " Oh fuck, I'm cumming." Her eyes were clenched shut and her teeth were bared. The boy had been slowly and deliberately sliding his cock in and out of her. Now he increased his tempo until he finally pulled out of her and shot his semen all over her belly. Sarah knew that Crystal hadn't faked her orgasm. She also knew that she looked forward to working with her.

As they left the sudio, she said to Mary, "Crystal got very wet. I can see what you mean when you said that we should enjoy our work." She wondered, if Mary was aroused, would she try to seduce her. Sarah never had casual sex with adults other than her parents. But the fact that Mary was pregnant made her think that she might make an exception. It would be a new kind of experience.

She went on talking. "Crystal seems to reach orgasm very easily. Are most of the girls here like that or do they have to fake it?" Mary answered, "Some girls do. It just depends on the situation. When the director wants them to have an orgasm, they know to have it, whether it's real or not." Mary's voice had taken on a business-like tone so Sarah gave up trying.

Mary took her to the second floor where most of the offices were. She was taken to the casting office. Mary explained to her that she was to come here for her work assignments. "When you get your assignment, you won't see any other names on it. You won't know who the director is or the names of the other performers. This tends to eliminate problems. We've had problems in the past with people calling in sick because they didn't want to work with another performer or director. All you will see is what kind of sex scenes you'll be required to do. Do you understand?"

She was given a phone number for the casting office and told to call to see when her first day of work would be. Dianne was waiting for her in the lobby. Sarah talked all the way home about everything she had seen. It would be over a week before she could start work. Her dad had some vacation time coming so the family went on a camping trip. They hiked and fished. At night they cooked over a campfire. Later, in their tent, they would have sex. Sarah and her mom would eat each other, while her dad fucked them. Knowing that people could be walking around outside their tent made the sex more exciting for Sarah. Every time she climaxed, she had to cover her mouth.

Chapter #3

In the past, Sarah never considered what she did to be work. It was more like an adventure, going to different studios, seeing people she had not seen for a while. But she soon found that Globe was different. Her first video was a girl-on-girl scene. The title of it was: "LOOK AT WHAT I FOUND". Her spirits lifted when she found out her costar was Crystal Robinson. But they fell when she saw the "props" that were to be used. The set was made up to look like a girl's bedroom. Lying on the bed were a collection of dildos and vibrators. The storyline was that a girl finds her mom's stash of sex toys and shows them to her friend. Sarah hated dildos. She couldn't understand why someone would want to use an artificial penis when there are so many men out in the world wanting sex. She still masturbated occaionally, but she preferred to use her finger.

At the beginning of the video, she and Crystal did get to do some pussy eating. This was the only part of the video she enjoyed. When Crystal was trying to insert one of the dildos in Sarah's pussy, it hurt, and she had to ask for some lubrication. Crystal seemed to have no problems with them. The director was named Tom Keating and he wanted Sarah to wear a strap-on dildo and fuck Crystal with it. They had trouble getting it to fit her. It kept sliding down her hips. After they got it tightened up to fit her, she had trouble keeping from laughing. But after a few minutes of being fucked by the dildo, Crystal whispered, "Do it faster. I'm getting ready to cum." Sarah increased the speed of her strokes and Crystal cried out loud, "Oh god, that feels good. Ahh, I'm cumming!" Sarah smiled at her as she took off the dildo. She told Crystal, "You're lucky. At least you got to have some fun."

She was surprised when Crystal said to her, "Lie down on your back." The video crew was leaving, but the director called them back. He ordered them to start taping again. Crystal stuck her face between Sarah's thighs and began licking her pussy. She spread the lips open and flicked her tongue back and forth across Sarah's clit. At the same time, she ran her finger in and out of her vagina. It didn't take long. Sarah began to moan loudly. She said, "Oh god, Crystal, keep doing that. Uhh, Ahh, I'm almost there! Oh jeez, here I go!" She put her hand in her mouth to stifle her screams. Then she collapsed back on the bed with her eyes closed.

When she opened her eyes, she was surprised that the crew was still there. Mr. Keating said, "Bravo, that made a perfect ending." Crystal was smiling when she told Sarah, "You owe me one, girlfriend."

After taking a shower, Sarah went up to human resources to get her first pay stub. She knew she had made one thousand dollars for the scene with Ricky Gregg. But when she looked at the stub, it showed her gross pay was two thousand dollars. Afraid that a mistake had been made, she went looking for Mary Phipps. She found Mary talking to some of the newbies and showed her the stub. After looking at it, Mary took her aside. She said, "You got paid one thousand dollars for the video and Mr. Schwartz authorized another one thousand as a 'signing bonus'. Pay information is strictly confidential. You never tell anybody how much money you are paid. Understand?" Sarah said she did. Wow, now she really felt good.

Two days later Sarah had to a threesome with two of the little kids. The video was part of a series entitled "LET'S PLAY DOCTOR". She would be working with the little newbie she had seen earlier, named Latisha, and a little boy named Jeff. Before the video taping got started, there was a problem with the lights. The cast and crew were milling around while a technician fixed the lights. Sarah caught a whiff of a foul odor while the man was working. It smelled like he had farted and she thought to herself: "What a pig!". This video was also being directed by Tom Keating, and as soon as the technician left the studio, he had everybody take their places.

The storyline was that two small children were "playing doctor", and an older girl catches them and joins in. The video started with Jeff and Latisha showing each other their genitals. When Sarah walked on to the set, the kids pulled their pants back up and tried to look embarassed. Sarah walked up to Jeff and asked him what he was hiding inside his pants. But while she was close to him, she started smelling that foul odor again. This time it was much stronger. Angrily, she jerked the little boy's pants and underwear down and pulled his buttocks apart. The crew didn't know anything was wrong until Sarah said in a loul voice, "I'm not doing this."

Apparently, the little boy had had a messy bowel movement earlier, and had not cleaned himself off. When it became obvious to everyone what had happened, chaos set in. Jeff started crying as the director's assistant took him to be cleaned off. When he was brought back, he was still crying and saying he wanted to go home.

Sarah knew she had screwed things up. Tom Keating, as if reading her mind, said, "Sarah, it's not your fault. These things happen sometimes." Sarah did not like working with boys Jeff's age. She would have been happy to do the scene with just her and Latisha. She was going to tell Mr. Keating that, but he got on the phone and was trying to find another little boy to replace Jeff. Sarah then realized how much her actions were effecting everybody else involved in making this video. She felt a little ashamed of herself. She went up to Mr. Keating and asked if she could talk to Jeff in private.

Everybody walked away and left the two of them alone. She sat down next to him and said, "Jeff, I'm sorry I got mad and yelled." He was still crying when he said, "I want to go home to my mommy." Sarah tried again. She said, "Jeff, how old are you?" He answered, "Six." She went on, "Well, you're a big boy now. And you know what? Big boys don't cry. And big boys don't quit. Look at me."

Jeff looked up at her. Sarah knew she had to get him back in the mood again. So she said, "Look at Latisha over there. Don't you think she's pretty?" He looked at Latisha and then at Sarah and nodded his head. Sarah made her voice go softer and lower when she said, "What do you think her pussy tastes like? I know she would like to feel your tongue on her pussy. And guess what, you get to have sex with me today. I'm going on nine years old, so you get to have sex with an older girl." She pulled her pants down a little and said, "Look at my pussy. See how wet it is. I want

you to make me cum today." While she was talking to him, she gently rubbed his crotch with her hand. He soon had a smile on his face and a lump in his pants. She informed the others that they were ready to start again.

The video resumed with Sarah pulling Jeff's pants down and sucking on his hard little cock. Latisha joined her and Sarah had to whisper in the little girl's ear not to suck too hard or she would make him cum before he was ready. Sarah lay on her back and Jeff lowered his cock in her mouth, while Latisha licked her pussy. Then Latisha straddled her face. She giggled when Sarah pulled the lips open and licked her tiny clit. Jeff got on top of Sarah and put his little cock in her and began thrusting in and out. Sarah had been getting close to an orgasm while Latisha had been eating her. But now she could feel Jeff tensing up and she knew he was cumming. Mr. Keating told Sarah that they needed to finish the video and he would like her to have an orgasm, even if it was fake. In a loud voice she said, "Oh god, Jeff, I"m cumming." She hoped she sounded convincing.

The video was finished but Sarah wasn't. She had gotten close to an orgasm and was feeling frustrated. She also felt a headache coming on. It sometimes happened when she wasn't allowed to finish cumming. Mary Phipps came in the studio and said to her, "Sarah, would you see that Latisha gets cleaned up good. Her mother is taking her downtown." Sarah took the little girl in the shower.

While soaping up Latisha's pussy, she found herself becoming aroused. This caused her head to hurt more. They were alone, so she said to the little girl, "Latisha, could you help me? I didn't get to cum back there and now my head is hurting real bad." The little girl smiled and said, "Sure, I like you." Sarah turned off the water and lay down on the wet floor. She spread her legs and Latisha began licking her cunt.

After about a minute, she said to Latisha, "Put your finger inside me." The little girl did as she was told and soon Sarah was writhing on the floor. As her orgasm flooded over her, she said, "Oh, Latisha, that feels so good. Keep doing it. Umh, oh god, Ahh, I'm cumming!" Just then she heard a man's voice say, " Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't know anyone was in here." The voice belonged to Tyler Briggs. Sarah opened her eyes and began to panic. Still breathless from her climax, she said to him, "Please don't tell anyone. I don't want to get in trouble." Mr. Briggs chuckeled a little and said, "Trouble? What trouble? I wish I had a crew in here. That was one of the most erotic little performances I've seen in a long time. I needed a shower and was told this one was not in use. I'm sorry I interrupted the two of you."

When Sarah realized she was not in trouble, she glanced up at the man's penis. It was starting to become erect. She smiled at him and said, "Would you like to join us?" He looked at her, then down at his growing cock, and said, "No. I had better not. I'm sort of in a hurry." He seemed embarassed. Sarah and Latisha got up and left him alone. She helped the little girl dry off and they both got dressed.

Sarah went to the break room. It was empty, except for a bowl of oranges that someone had brought in. She took two from the bowl and left. As she was walking down the hallway, she heard Mary Phipps call to her, "Sarah, Mr. Schwartz wants all the performers out in the playground area. He has an announcement he wants to make." Sarah made her way outside to the playground and sat down on one of the swings. Latisha came up and sat on her lap. Sarah peeled both of the oranges and gave one to the little girl. She was still confused about Mr. Briggs. It was obvious that he was aroused. She had made it very plain that she was willing. Then why didn't he want to have sex with her?

Mr. Schwartz came out and addressed the people. "I want to thank all of you for the hard work you've all been doing." He stopped speaking, making sure he had everyone's attention. He started talking again. "As some of you know, the adult film industry has ignored child erotica for years. I, and a few others, have been working to change all of that. There are talks going on right now that, hopefully, will allow our performers access to the adult film world." He looked around to see what kind of impact his words had made. He continued speaking. "Not only will this mean more exposure for the child erotica industry as a whole, but it could mean some bigger paychecks for you. Again, I want to thank you and keep up the good work." The meeting broke up and Sarah was left pondering the words she had just heard.

Sarah's next scheduled workday started off badly. On the way to the studio, traffic started backing up and then came to a stop. Dianne called the studio and told them that Sarah might be late. When traffic started moving again, they saw what had happened. As they slowly drove by the accident, Dianne said, "Sarah, don't look." But Sarah looked anyway. The firemen were just pulling the mangled , lifeless body of a young woman from a wrecked car. Sarah was shocked and disturbed by what she saw. The image of the woman's body stayed with her all the way to work.

The video she was making today was another threesome. She hoped she could focus all her attention on the sex and block out everything else. When she got inside the studio, she still had a few minutes to spare. But she could tell something was wrong. "Are you Sarah Michaels?" The voice came from behind her. A very good looking young man said, "You don't remember me, do you?" Sahah was embarassed. He looked a little familiar, but she couldn't place him. He said, "My name is Robbie Henson. I was the first grownup that you worked with." Now she remembered.

After shaking hands with him, she asked, "What's wrong? Why is everybody just standing around?"

"There's what's wrong. We have a newbie working with us today" he said, pointing to a girl slightly younger than Sarah. She was surprised. She thought all newbies were like Talisha. "She seems a little old to be a newbie," Sarah said. Robbie explained, "Some bigshot downtown, with friends on the board of directors, probably wants his little girl to be a star some day. The director just left. He said he would be back in ten minutes and she had damn well be ready to go, or else." Sarah asked, "Who's the director?" Robbie answered, "Adolf Portman." Sarah got confused. She said, "Adolf? I thought his name was Carl." Robbie laughed and said, "That's a little joke. And you'll be getting the punchline soon enough. The thing that's not funny is that I'm supposed to help my uncle move today. I guess that's not going to happen now."

Sarah looked over at the girl. She was wearing a robe and sitting on a chair. The girl was pretty, with shoulder length blonde hair. Sarah walked over to her and began talking. "What's your name?" The girl looked up and said, "Angie Caudill." Sarah asked, "What's wrong, Angie?" The girl wiped her nose on the sleve of the robe and said, "I'm scared. I've never done this before." Sarah wasn't sure what she meant. She asked, "Are you still a virgin?" The girl tried to laugh as she said, "No. I've just never done any of this." She then pointed to the lights and cameras.

Sarah decided to tell a white lie. "The first time I worked, I was so scared that I got sick. But it gets easier. Do you like sex, Angie?" The girl smiled and nodded. Sarah went on talking. "The script calls for you and I to have sex together. Will that bother you?" she asked. Angie smiled again and said, "No. I do it with my mom and dad all the time. Sometimes my five year old cousin comes over and she and I like to eat each other." Just then, Portman came back in the studio. Sarah looked at Angie and said, "We're gonna do this. I'll help you through it. The guy were working with, his name is Robbie. I've worked with him before and he is super-nice." She walked over to Robbie and said, "Tell Mr. Portman that all of us are ready."

The video they were making was part of a series called PLAYGROUND SLUTS. When Sarah and Angie were both naked, Sarah noticed how slim the other girl was. She whispered, "How old are you?" Angie answered, "Seven." While they were sucking Robbie's cock, Sarah put her lips to Angie's ear and said softly, "He'll be doing you first. Don't worry. It'll be OK." She slid her hand down Angie's belly until she got to her pussy. "You're getting wet. That's good." she said. Then, according to the script, she got on top of Angie and the two girls starting licking each other.

While she was licking Angie's clit, she slid one finger up her vagina. Sarah was starting to get very aroused by Angie's tongue. When Robbie knelt down to start fucking Angie, Sarah whispered, "Go easy. She's really tight." For a full minute, Robbie just rubbed the head of his cock against her pussy. Finally, he slowly entered her. Once he was inside her he just stopped and waited for her to get used to having her pussy full. Then he slowly slid in and out of her. A thought came to Sarah. She whispered, "Robbie, when you do your cum shot, try not to hit her in the eyes." Robbie whispered back, "Hell, I'll miss her whole face. Portman can yell at me for a change." The two of them were silent for another minute when Robbie whispered, "How's she doing back there?" Sarah started to whisper, but changed her mind and spoke in a normal voice. "Oh yeah, she's really good at eating pussy," she said. Then it was time to change positions.

Robbie pulled his cock out of Angie's pussy and Sarah gave it a quick lick. He got behind Sarah and slowly shoved it up her cunt. He fucked her slow and easy. Sarah continued licking Angie's clit. Then he leaned down and whispered in her ear, "You don't know how long I've been waiting to do this. After you got older, I saw some of the videos you were making. And every time, I would fantasize that it was me doing it with you." Sarah was already close to cumming, but now his words sent her over the edge. She cried out, "Oh god, Robbie, do it harder. Uhh, yeah, that's it. Oh, I'm.....there now." Robbie kept fucking her. She laid her face down on Angie's crotch until she could catch her breath. She could feel her cheek getting wet.

Then she went back to licking her pussy. Soon she heard the girl start whimpering, "Sarah, Sarah, that feels so good. I think I'm gonna cum. Oh god." Then Sarah heard Robbie grunt. She looked underneath her and saw a stream of semen running down Angie's belly. Finally, it was over and the three of them went to the showers. After getting dressed, Angie thanked Sarah for helping her. Sarah was about to leave when she heard Portman yell out, "Sarah! Don't deviate from the script." When she asked him what he was talking about, he said, "You know what I'm talking about." His voice took a feminine air as he said, "Oh yeah, she's really good at eating pussy." Sarah said, "I was just trying to help her." She wasn't prepared for the rage in his voice when he said, "SHE IS NOT YOUR PROBLEM. SHE'S MY PROBLEM. NOW, YOU ARE BECOMING MY PROBLEM,TOO." He turned and walked away, leaving Sarah wondering what had just happened. A little girl about four years old, who Sarah did not know, turned and stuck her tongue out at him.

Still stinging from Portman's outburst, she went upstairs to the computer room. The room was empty. She had over an hour to kill before her mom picked her up and she decided to go on line and find some music to listen to. While listening to the music, she heard a man's voice say, "Hello Sarah." The voice sounded familiar and she looked up. The voice belonged to a man named Ray Martinelli. She first met Ray right after she got started making videos. He was a cameraman and, like her, he was working freelance at that time. When Sarah first started working, most of the studios producing child erotica were members of the Southern California Child Erotica Producers Association. Once a year, the association would honor excellence among its members by handing out the Cherub Award. It was small statue of two young children, a boy and girl, holding hands. The girl had a finger of her other hand in her pussy, while the boy's penis was fully erect.

Right after Sarah had started working with adult men, Ray had won a Cherub Award for "Excellence in Videography". Sarah was doing a scene with a man who stood well over six feet tall. It started with the man licking Sarah's pussy for several minutes. She had become very aroused, and then the director asked her to suck the man's cock. Standing, she was barely able to reach it with her mouth. When the man came, he unleashed a huge load of semen in her mouth. Sarah swallowed part of it, but a large glob ran down her chin and dropped onto her chest.

Ray's camera followed the semen as it ran down her chest and belly. It stopped momentarily when it hit her navel, then continued running down her abdomen. I finally stopped in the middle of her pussy. When Sarah felt it down there, she began rubbing her finger over her pussy lips. This caused her to become more excited and she started rubbing her clit. In a minute, her face screwed up and she said, "Umh, ahh, that feels good." When she realized the camera was still running, she smiled into it and said, "Hi. My name is Sarah and I just had an orgasm. Bye Bye." She waved at the camera and walked away.

The two of them became friends. He told Sarah that the camera would see things that the human eye wouldn't. She asked him what he meant and he pointed to her fingers. Sarah's mom always made sure she was clean when she came to work. But like a lot of little girls, Sarah liked to put nail polish on her fingernails but didn't always do a good job of it. The polish on her fingernails and toenails was chipped and of different colors. Sarah asked her mom to help her with her nails. Within a few months, Sarah was keeping her nails looking as good as any adult woman's.

When she was about six, she had a heavy amount of hair growing on her lower legs. Ray told her to ask her mom if she could start shaving her legs. He also told her not to look directly into the camera. By this time, Sarah was starting to develop a little crush on Ray. When she started doing hardcore, full penetration videos, she noticed that if Ray was working he would have to adjust the crotch of his pants. Sarah was thrilled to know that this man was becoming sexually aroused by her. The fact that it was someone she liked made it more exciting.

She kept waiting for him to ask her to have sex with him. At night, alone in bed, she would fantasize about him. She would think about how big his cock might be as she masturbated herself. Finally, in desperation, she asked him one day. In a timid little voice she said to him, "Ray, would you like to do it with me?" He got a hurt look on his face. He then knelt down and put his hands on both her shoulders. He said, "Sarah, I am flattered and honored that you would want to have sex with me. But I can't." She just looked at him and said, "Why not?" He held his left hand up and pointed to the gold band on his ring finger. "I'm married," he told her. Sarah's voice was trembling when said, "So. I won't tell your wife." He smiled and said, "It's not that simple. Right now, my wife and I are having problems. If I were to do this with you, it would be one more problem." When he saw the tears in her eyes, he added, "If things were different, I would be overjoyed to make love to you. You are one of the sexiest young ladies I have ever met." She never saw him after that.

Now, as Sarah was talking to him, she looked at his left hand. The wedding band was gone. Casually, she asked him, "How long have you been here at Globe?"

"Just over a year," he said. She was trying to keep her excitement out of her voice. "Where do you work?"

"I work mostly in the full lenght movie division," he said. Sarah gave up trying to hide her feelings. She said to him, "I'm finished for the day. Would you like to maybe do something later?" Again, he got that hurt look on his face. "Didn't they explain things to you when you started?" he said. When she didn't say anything, he went on. "No employee of Globe Entertainment shall have any intimate contact with any performer under contract with said company." He made it sound like he was reading it from some piece of paper. His voice went soft when he said, "Nobody who works here, not even Leo Schwartz himself, is allowed to lay a hand on you. Nobody." He got up to leave and said, "I just wanted to say Hi. " Later that night, Sarah was getting ready for bed. Her dad had been working all week out of town on some construction job and the house was quiet. As she was walking from the bathroom to her bedroom, her mom called out to her. "Sarah, would you like to sleep in here with me?" Sarah smiled and said, "What's the matter, Mom, are you horny?" Her mom smiled back and said, "Yes, just a little." Sarah hugged her mom and the two of them got on the bed. They fondled each other for a while before Dianne got on top of Sarah and they began licking each other. When Sarah pulled her mom's pussy lips open, she was surprised at how wet she was. She let out a sigh when she felt her mom's tongue on her clit. They ate each other for several minutes. Dianne was the first to cum. Sarah wasn't far behind.

When they were done, Sarah lay quietly for a few minutes, thinking about everything that happened today. Then she asked, "Mom, when can I start having sex?" It took a whole minute for Dianne to stop laughing. She finally said, "Good god, Sarah, what do you think we just did?" Sarah got frustrated. She couldn't put her thoughts into words. "No, Mom, I don't mean that. Look, I love doing it with you and Dad. And most of the time I like doing it at work." She struggled to find the right words. She tried again. "Do you remember Robbie, the first grownup that I worked with? Well, he's at Globe now. And today we were doing a scene together. He told me that he had been thinking about me. Mom, when he said that he was inside my pussy and it just made cumming feel so much better than it usually does."

Dianne wasn't sure what her daughter was trying to tell her. "Sarah," she said, "He just seems too old for you." Sarah said, "I know that, Mom. It's just that I would like to have sex with someone because I like that person, not because it's my job." Dianne could see the tears welling up in her little girl's eyes. She said to her, "Oh honey, I'm sorry. I didn't know you felt that way." She hugged Sarah and said, "Don't worry. Things will work out." Sarah fell asleep in her mom's arms.

Chapter #4

It was the following Thursday and Sarah had just finished working at the studio. After taking a shower, she was waiting for her mom to pick her up. She didn't have to be back at the studio until Monday and her mom was taking her shopping tomorrow. She was looking forward to spending a little bit of the money she had earned. One of the secretaries came up to her and said, "Sarah, they want to see you up in the casting office."

The man who ran the casting department was Doug Lambert. He was tall and in his mid forties. When she walked in his office he stood and shook her hand. He said, "Thanks for coming up, Sarah. I have a problem. Crystal Robinson's grandfather passed away and she had to go out of town for the funeral. She was scheduled to do a video yesterday. We tried pushing it back a day or two, but her mom called and they won't be back until this time next week. The video has to be done tomorrow. I was wondering if you could fill in. You don't have to. I can try to find someone else." Sarah felt her heart sink. She was really looking forward to spending time with her mom. But she was still not completely comortable with her position at Globe. This could be some kind of test. Before she could answer, he said, "There's one more thing. It's a double penetration scene."

Sarah tried not to show any emotion, but she felt panic building inside her. She didn't like doing anal sex anyway. But double penetration was something else. She had only done it twice in the past and she hated it both times. The pay was good. She would be paid Seventeen Hundred Dollars. But it wasn't the money that made her say yes. It was her need to prove that she had what it took to succeed and be the best. She had to come to work early on Friday. Before doing the anal sex scene, she would need to have two enemas. They would be done about thirty minutes apart to make sure her bowels were cleaned out good. The studio had a small infirmary with a nurse on duty in case somebody became ill. It also served another purpose.

Sarah was in the infirmary, lying naked on a table. She was waiting for the nurse to come in and give her the first of her two enemas. A boy, about sixteen with bright red hair, walked in wearing a robe. He looked at her and said, "Are you Sarah Michaels?" When she said yes, he introduced himself. "Hi, my name is Evan Stadnyk. I'm gonna be working with you today." Sarah was lying on her side. When she caught him looking at her pussy, he quickly looked away. He stammered a little when he asked her, "Have you ever done double penetration before?" She was trying not to laugh because he was still sneaking looks at her crotch. She said, "I've done it two times. But I don't like it." He lowered his eyes and then said, "I understand. I'm the one that's going to be doing it to you in your butt. I'll try to do it as easy as I can. Are you getting your first or second enema?" Sarah told him she was still waiting to get the first one. He said, "I already got my first one about half an hour ago."

Sarah was surprised by this. She blurted out, "What? You're doing an anal scene too?" She saw him lower his eyes again before speaking. "Yeah," he said, "You see, I have a problem. I have attention deficit disorder. It means that I can't concentrate very well. And I have trouble controlling my temper. I got in trouble here a year ago and was suspended for thirty days. Last month I got mad at home and smashed our wide screen tv. Dad says I have to replace it. I'm the one who paid for it in the first place. That's why I'm doing the anal scene. I need the money. The other guy that's working with us, his name is Buddy Zane, will be doing it to me after your part is done."

Sarah was a little shocked. She said, "I didn't know that Globe did gay or bisexual stuff." He told her, "In a way they don't. This will be sold to another production company. Globe's name won't be on it." Then Sarah asked him, "Do you like doing anal or gay videos?" Immediately she wished she could take back what she had said.

Sarah never thought about her own sexual orientation. Putting her tongue in another girl's pussy seemed as natural as having a cock in her own cunt. She never thought of herself as a lesbian or bisexual. She always thought that when she grew up she would marry and have babies, like most other women. But Evan didn't seem offended by her question. He said, "I can make myself like it." The nurse showed up and Evan left the room.

She hung a bag of warm water on the pole by the table. As the nurse was preparing to insert the tube in her rectum, Sarah felt the woman lightly caress her buttocks. As the tube was going inside her, the woman's finger brushed across her pussy. Sarah felt outraged but couldn't do anything. The warm water began filling her bowels and she started cramping. The nurse said to her, "Just take slow, deep breaths." All the while she gently stroked her hand over Sarah's arm and shoulder. As soon as the bag was empty, Sarah ran into the restroom to relieve herself. Despite the stench from her own feces, she stayed on the toilet seat for a few minutes longer. She didn't want to face the woman.

Finally, she came out, put her robe on, and went to the computer room. It wasn't the first time that she felt she had been touched inappropriately. It happened once before when she was six. She was at the dentist. While in the chair being examined, he had slid his hand under her skirt. When she felt his fingers starting to rub her pussy she said, "Don't!" He tried to say it was an accident. She never told her mom. And she wouldn't tell about this, either. She thought about what Evan had said. She felt sorry for him since he was doing something he didn't want to do. Then she thought about her own situation. Were she and Evan any different? During the second enema, the nurse kept her hands to herself.

Sarah went to the studio to start the video. There she met Buddy Zane. Even if she hadn't known what was to take place when her part of the video was done, she still wouldn't have liked him. He was about forty-five, with graying hair that he wore in a short ponytail. Both of his ears were pierced. When he got naked, Sarah noticed that all his body hair was shaved off. He was hairless from his neck down to his ankles. He had one nipple pierced. And there was a gold ring in his scrotum. Evan had his left ear pierced and Sarah got a surprise when she saw him naked. His pubic hair was the same shade of red as what was on his head. She had worked with a few redheads before, but they all had dark pubic hair.

The video started like most others, with a lot of oral sex. Sarah noticed she wasn't getting as aroused as usual. She wished it was just she and Evan having sex. She was on her back and Evan was on top of her. He slid his cock inside her pussy and she liked that. It felt good. But she wasn't enjoying sucking on Buddy's cock. The director called for them to change places. This is what Sarah was dreading.

She got on top of Buddy and slowly lowered herself on his cock. She felt Evan behind her. He had some lubricant on his finger and he was massaging her anus. He pumped his finger in and out of her for a minute. She held her breath and tried to relax as she felt his cock pushing against her. She closed her eyes as the first pain shot through her. Once he was inside her the pain eased up. Buddy was starting to thrust in her pussy more. He was a large man with a large belly, and she felt awkward trying to ride on top of him. Suddenly, Evan pulled out of her rectum and she felt her back being sprayed with warm, sticky semen.

Evan walked out of camera range and Sarah felt someone wiping the semen from her back with a towel. A few minutes later, the director said, "OK, Sarah, I need you to cum." Sarah moaned and sighed and told everyone she was cumming. She hoped somebody believed it, because she didn't. She got off Buddy's cock and started sucking. It took at least three more minutes of her sucking and stroking to get him off. She didn't even wait for the dircetor to tell her they were done. She just walked off and went to take a shower.

After her shower, Sarah walked out into the main lobby to wait for her mom. She noticed a large group of people, including photographers, surrounding one girl. It was the blonde haired girl she had seen in the movie studio on her day of orientation. Sarah still thought she was the most beautiful girl she had ever seen. She noticed Ricky Gregg standing a few feet away and walked over to him. She asked, "Ricky, who is that girl?" He said, "Sweet Thang, that there is the queen bee." When he saw that she was confused, he added, "Her name is Robin Marsh. You could call her a diva, or a prima donna. I think she's a bitch. She gets top billing on any movie she's in. I've heard she gets paid more than any other performer. I think this photo session has something to do with us working with some of the adult film producers."

After supper that night, Sarah asked her mom if she had ever heard of Robin Marsh. She was surprised when her mom said, "Yes, I've heard of her. In fact, she's on tv tonight." Sarah said "What? What do you mean she's on tv tonight?"

"I mean that she's going to be on SHO BIZ TONITE. It's a program about various types of entertainment, usually adult type. It's on one of the premium cable channels that your dad ordered. We can watch it if you want." The show came on at midnight.

It had been taped about a month earlier. The show's host was Larry Kizer. When Robin came on stage for her interview, he kissed the little girl on the mouth. After a minute of chit chat, he asked her, "Robin, what made you get involved in the sex movie industry?" Robin smiled and said, "Well, Larry, I guess I just love to fuck." There was a wild round of applause from the studio audience. Sarah thought to herself, "Why did she say that?" She was shocked by the next question and answer.

The host asked Robin, "What if I was to say that I wanted to fuck you. What would you say to that?" Robin gave a little laugh and said, "I would say 'Larry, you can't afford me'." That brought a lot laughter from the audience. Sarah's mom spoke up and said, "That little girl has an attitued problem. Sarah, you had better not let me catch you acting like that." Then Kizer said to Robin, "It's been said that you have the world's most beautiful pussy. Would you care to show it to us?" Sarah couldn't believe it when Robin pulled her dress up and opened her thighs. She wasn't wearing panties. The camera zoomed in as she spread the hairless lips and exposed her tiny pink clitoris. Sarah got out of her chair and told her mom, "I'm not wathcing any more of this."

When Sarah reported for work on Monday morning, she was told to see Doug Lambert in casting. She started getting nervous as she took the elevator upstairs. When she walked in his office, he said, "Well, Sarah, it looks like you're my go-to girl. I hope you don't mind, but I've cleared your video schedule this week. There's a full length movie that needs to get started this week. It's been delayed for over a month and the young actress who was originally cast is involved in another movie. As movies go, this one isn't much. It's what I call a 'Fluff' movie. There's a lot of nice sex in it, but not a lot of story. Here's a copy of the script. You'll be playing the part of Heather."

Sarah eagerly looked over the script. Mr. Lambert was right. There was a lot of sex. It was being directed by Tyler Briggs. Sarah smiled to herself, remembering when she was in the shower stall with little Talisha. As she read through the script, she saw that the story was very simple. A woman named Brenda was having sexual relations with her son, Billly, and her daughter, Heather. Billy also had a little girlfriend named Tina. When Brenda starts dating a man named Phil, whom she really likes, she worries that he won't approve of her relationship with her kids. But Phil has no problem with it.

Sarah asked when the movie would start filming and Mr. Lambert told her they were planning on starting this afternoon. The reason the movie was delayed was that Globe was loaned the services of an adult film actress named Kelly Malone. Kelly, like some other adult actresses, regularly shaved her pubic hair. But the director, Mr. Briggs, wanted her to look natural. It took longer than she thought for her pubic hair to grow back.

When the cast met before filming, Sarah saw that the part of Billy was being played by Jason Stevens. Jason was the boy she saw in the video with Crystal Robinson. Sarah was going to have a good pay day from this movie. The studio would pay her the regular rate for each sex scene she did, plus ten per cent. Sarah was surprised that they were able to finish filming the movie by late Friday afternoon. When it was over, she was tired but happy. Not only did she make a lot of money, but she enjoyed all of the sex. She was involved in six different sex scenes. Her character, Heather, had sex with her brother's girlfriend. She had sex with her brother. Sarah really liked having Jason's cock in her pussy. Then she had sex with Brenda's boyfriend. She also did three theesome scenes. The first was with her brother and his girlfriend. Then she was with her brother and Brenda's boyfriend. The last one was the best. Brenda's boyfriend took turns fucking her and her daughter. While she was being fucked, Sarah had a mouthful of Kelly' pussy. The woman was sitting over top of her face. At one point, Kelly bent down and whispered in Sarah's ear, "Oh god, little girl, you eat pussy better than any woman I've ever known. I'd like to take you home with me."

The following week Sarah was doing a video directed by Carl Portman. She was trying hard not to provoke him. She was working with Ricky Gregg again. The video was progressing nicely with no problems. Sarah was lying on her right side, with Ricky behind her. He had just slipped his cock in her pussy when the phone in the studio rang. When Portman heard that the phone call was for him he got upset and told Sarah and Ricky to stop. When the phone call ended they heard him mutter, "Sonofabitch!" Then he said, "Sarah, Leo and the rest of the board of directors want you up in the conference room." At first, Sarah didn't know what to do. Then she said, "OK, let me get dressed." Portman seemed frustrated when he told her, "No, just put a robe on. They want you up there right now." Sarah grabbed a robe and wrapped it around her and left the studio. She was in such a hurry that she didn't even put on shoes. When she got to the third floor, she told the secretary that she was supposed to see Mr. Schwartz. The secretary called him, and a few seconds later he met Sarah in the hallway. In a quiet voice he said to Sarah, "Sarah, do you remember a while back I gave a little speech about the adult film industry might be willing to work with us? Well, all our hard work is about to pay off. They are getting ready to start a new film. The producer has seen some your work and would like to offer you a supporting role. How does that sound?" Sarah was speechless. All she could do was nod her head. Mr. Schwartz spoke again. He said, "I thought you would like that. OK, I'm going to take you inside and introduce you to some people."

He escorted her into the conference room. She noticed that all the men were just like him. They were all older and some wore business suits. Sarah became very nervous as he led her to front of the room. The men were all sitting around an oval shaped table. Mr. Schwartz addressed the group. "Gentlemen, the adult film industry is entering a new era. We, here at Globe Entertainment, are proud to be entering this new era with you. And now I would like to introduce you to Globe's newest little rising star, Miss Sarah Michaels."

Sarah was so scared that she was not aware that, while speaking, he had untied the sash on her robe. He suddenly pulled it off of her, leaving her naked in front of everybody. She just stood there, motionless. The only sounds were from a couple of men clearing their throats. Being naked in front of a camera was one thing, but she was unprepared for this. It was as if all the men in the room were staring at the hairless lips of her pussy. After the meeting was over, she went back to the studio to finish the video. When she told Ricky, he congratulated her. But she also said it in front of Portman. He didn't say anything, but ordered Sarah and Ricky to take up where they had left off when the video was interrupted. He told Sarah to lie down on her right side and said, "OK Ricky, go ahead and put it in her." Sarah complained that her vagina was dry and that she would need some lubricant. Angrily, Portman told her, "You never seemed to need it before. What's the matter?" An attendant brought her the lubricant and she put some inside her. The video was completed but Sarah did not enjoy it. She had to fake her orgasm. As she was going to the shower, Portman smirked and said, "Do you think the public is going to believe that one?"

Chapter #5

The movie was being made by Blue Angel Productions in Los Angeles. However, Sarah's pay would come from Globe. Her part in the movie was actually small. When she complained to her mom that she wished she had more acting and dialogue, Dianne told her to be patient. She told Sarah that although the part was small, it was good experience for her. Also, other producers would be able to see her. The title of the movie was "BRINGING HOME THE BACON". It was a comedy, starring Billy Coughlin, as an adult film producer facing problems at work and at home. One of his problems was his daughter Julie, played by Sarah, who would sometimes follow him to the studio. Without his knowledge, she would seduce the male actors into having sex with her. The actors would then be unable to perform on the movie set.

Sarah never really knew the effect she had on Billy. When they first met, she offered her hand. He shook her hand but continued holding it a few seconds longer. It was small and soft, and he instantly got an erection. This would be his first time working with a little girl. He went to the director and writer and asked that they rewrite the one scene that he was to do with Sarah. It was like any other scene. He would lick Sarah's pussy. Then she would suck his cock. Then he would proceed to fuck her. At last he would pull out of her pussy and cum on her belly, and Sarah would twirl her finger around in it and put her finger in her mouth. Billy asked them to delete the part where Sarah would suck him.

When they started filming the scene, Sarah was brought on set wearing a robe. Billy was watching as she removed the robe. He stared at her small, hairless body. One of the cameramen, who didn't know about the script being changed, joked with Billy. He said, "Hey Billy, do you think you might need some oral stimulation to get it up?" Without taking his eyes off Sarah he said, "Shit no, man. I'm about to cream my jeans as it is."

Sarah was lying on a king size bed and Billy got on the bed with her. This was the first time she had seen him nude. He was about forty years old and the top of his head was completely bald. But his chest was covered with a thick mat of dark hair. Sarah was feeling good and was in a slightly playful mood. Back at Globe, she and the other performers would sometimes talk and joke with each other during the actual taping of a video. As long as they whispered, nobody ever said anything , except maybe Portman. When Billy started eating her pussy, she noticed the lights reflecting off his bald head. She smiled at him and said in a low voice, "Why don't you take some of the hair on your chest and put it on your head. The light keeps getting in my eyes." Billy clenched his teeth to keep from laughing and glanced at the director. The director just smiled and said nothing.

Billy was amazed by Sarah's pussy. As he licked her clitoris, he put a finger all the way inside her vagina. The finger came out covered with her juices. He also couldn't get over her smell. She had none. As he ate her, the only odor he noticed was the soap she bathed in. Then it was time for him to fuck her. Sarah saw that the skin on his cock was darker than the rest of him. And the head was bright purple.

As he slowly pushed it inside her she said, "OHHHH....." Alarmed, he said, "What's wrong? Do you want me to stop?" Sarah was very aroused but she knew those words were not in the script. She quickly decided to ad lib something. She said in a louder than normal voice, "Oh god, Daddy, don't stop. It just feels so good." Relieved, Billy started sliding his cock back and forth in her. Within a minute she started cumming. She moaned, "Uhh, don't stop. I'm just about..........there!" As he saw her face turn red and her eyes clenched tightly shut, Billy realized that this pretty little girl was having an orgasm.

At the time, he had started moving his cock in and out of her a little harder. And that's when he lost control. Suddenly he shouted, "SHIT!", as his semen filled Sarah's tight little pussy. He pulled his cock out, but it was too late. Sarah, still breathless from her own climax, reached down and scooped up some of the semen that was running out of her. She put about a teaspoonful in her mouth and swallowed. Then she smiled at Billy.

Chapter #6

She did two other sex scenes in the movie. One of them involved a threesome with two men. It only took a week for the procuction company to film all three sex scenes plus the other incidental footage that she was in. Dianne stayed with her the whole time. The company put them up in a motel. When she got back home, Sarah was finally starting to feel confident that her career was moving forward. But on her first day back at Globe, she ran into Robin Marsh. Sarah was scheduled to do a simple girl-on-girl video that day. The little blonde girl confronted her as she was about to walk in the studio. "That role should have been mine. You stole it from me!" Caught off guard, Sarah didn't know what to say except, "I didn't steal anything. I just did what they told me to do." For half a minute the two girls stood staring at each other.

In spite of her dislike for the girl, Sarah was still enthralled by her beauty. And she was curious what it would be like to do a sex scene with her. Before turning and walking away, Robin said, "I'm not going to forget this." Sarah's partner in the video was a little dark haired girl named Yolanda Martinez. It was another in the "PLAYGROUND SLUTS" series. Yolanda was very small and when Sarah asked her how old she was, the little girl said with a heavy accent, "Seis. I mean six." The video started with Sarah on her hands and knees, licking Yolanda's clit. Then they swithced positions. Sarah whispered to the other girl to put her finger inside her pussy while she was licking her. Then they got into a classic "sixy-nine" position with Sarah on top. She was getting close to cumming and she wanted her little partner to cum also. She pulled the little girl's pussy open and was preparing to put one finger inside her when she saw Yolanda's hymen was still intact. This surprised her. She didn't think anybody at Globe, other than the newbies, were virgins. She withdrew her finger and concentrated on Yolanda's clit. The little girl suddenly said something in spanish that Sarah could not understand. A minute later Sarah had her own climax.

The video ended and both girls got cleaned up and left. Sarah was on her way outside to wait on her mom when she heard Ray Martinelli call for her. He seemed a little nervous when he said, "Sarah, I need to talk to you." She looked at him for a second before saying, "About what?" He looked back and forth and said, "Not here, not now. Can you meet me at the Southland Mall on Saturday, at about eleven o'clock? It's really important." Sarah thought for a second and said, "Sure." But then she added, "I can get my mom to bring me, but how will I get home?" Ray said, "Don't worry. I'll make sure you get home."

For the rest of the week, all Sarah could think of was what could Ray want to talk about that had to be done in secret. On Friday she told Dianne that she wanted to spend Saturday at the mall with a friend. She had never lied to her mom about anything. She tried to tell herself that it wasn't a lie. Ray was her friend. But she knew she was deceiving her mom. When Saturday morning came, her first impulse was to dress up in nice clothes to impress Ray. But she was afraid her mom might question her about this. Besides, she was afraid of getting her hopes up and then being disappointed. She put on a tee shirt, shorts and sneakers. On the way to the mall her mom asked her if she wanted to have some money to spend. Sarah hadn't even thought about that, so she just said a hundred dollars would be enough. Dianne stopped at the ATM and drew the money out.

When they got to the mall, Sarah got out and waited for her mom to leave before going in. Ray had told her to meet him at the fountain in the main lobby. As soon as she walked in, she saw him. She walked up to him and smiled and said, "what's up?" He returned her smile and said, "Let's go outside. There's somebody coming that I want you to meet." Sarah followed him outside and sat down next to him on a bench. At first, he said nothing. She was still trying to figure out what was going on. Finally, he said, "How did things go up at Blue Angel? Your career just took a big step forward. Like I said, there's a person I would like you to meet, and I think that's her pulling in now." Sarah looked in the direction he was looking. A black Mustang convertible had just pulled in the parking lot. A woman with shoulder lenght brown hair and wearing sunglasses was driving. Ray got up and started walking over to the car. Even from here, Sarah could see that she was very pretty. She wanted to die. Ray was going to introduce her to his girlfriend and she felt humilliated. He didn't have to do this. Even though she cared for him, she would never chase after him and cause him trouble.

The woman pushed her sunglasses on top of her head and Sarah realized that she wasn't really a woman, but a teenager. The two of them hugged and Ray bent down and she kissed him on the cheek. He brought her over to where Sarah was sitting and said, "Kim, this is Sarah Michaels. Sarah, I'd like you to meet Kim Burton. Kim was in the business at one time." After shaking Sarah's hand, Kim said, "So, this is the one that's got everybody at Globe shook up." Sarah felt a little embarassed. Then Kim spoke directly to her. "When I was working, I used the stage name 'Bambi Buton'." Sarah suddenly remembered. She said, "I've heard of you. There are pictures of you at one of the studios that I worked at in the past." Ray spoke up and said, "You two girls have some things to talk about and I have someplace that I need to be. Goodbye, I'll see you later."

After Ray left, there was an awkwad moment of silence. Sarah was surprised to find the older girl was nervous. To break the silence, she said, "Wow, your car is pretty." Kim smiled at her and said, "Would you like to go for a ride?" Sarah said, "Can we?" As she walked behind Kim toward the car, Sarah noticed how petite the girl was. When they got in the car, Kim said, "Buckle up, Baby Girl." After they got out of the parking lot, Kim's demeanor changed. She started to relax. But Sarah wasn't relaxed. She had a question that needed answered. She said, "Kim, are you Ray's girlfriend?" Kim just smiled and said, "No, I'm like you. I'm just his friend." She felt relief but she also felt something else, something strange and new. Sarah glanced down and marveled at the way the girl worked the clutch and gearshift. She had ridden in her dad's truck while her mom was driving it. Dianne would grind the gears and cause the transmission to jerk.

Kim started speaking. "What do you think of Leo Schwartz?" Sarah shrugged and said, "He seems nice. I like him." Half a minute passed before Kim said, "Leo Schwartz makes and breaks careers." When Sarah asked her what she meant, Kim just said, "Watch your back. Things aren't always what they seem to be." Sarah was trying to digest what she had just heard.

There were a few more minutes of silence as they drove down the road. During this time Sarah noticed Kim would look at her and smile. Each time it happened, she felt her heart speed up. Then Kim said, "I'm getting hungry. Let's stop and get something to eat." They stopped at an outdoor cafe and ordered pizza. Sarah reached for her money to pay, but Kim waved her hand at her and said, "No, this is my treat." While they were waiting for their food, Kim began talking in great detail. She said, "My father owned a production company called 'Through the Looking Glass'. One day when I was little he hired Leo Schwartz. You may not know this, but Leo was once very big in the adult film world. But when he came to Dad, he was out of a job. Dad hired him to help run the company. And he told my mom that Leo was very good at his job. But then the company started having some money problems. Dad thought Leo might be behind all those problems. But before Dad could do anything, he had a heart attack. The doctor told Dad he needed to slow down his work schedule. That's when Leo offered to buy him out. Dad took the offer because he felt he had no choice."

She took a small break when their pizza arrived. Then she asked Sarah, "Do you remember what was happening in your career about two years ago?" Sarah had to think for a minute. She remembered that it wasn't the happiest time of her life. She told Kim, "I wasn't working as much. People and friends that I worked with were gone." Kim had a sad look on her face when she said, "Actually, it really started happening before that. Leo went to Marvin Adkins, who owned 'Bright Angels Video', and the two of them formed a partnership. Then they began trying to buy out the smaller companies. The ones that didn't sell eventually went out of business. There are only a couple of small companies left here in southern California. There are still a few on the east coast. And you're probably wondering how I fit into all of this. I was still working at Through the Looking Glass, but now for Leo Schwartz. One day I saw something I wasn't supposed to see. Leo told me that if I told anyone, he would blacklist me, keep me from working anywhere. He also told me that he could make things bad for my family."

They ate in silence for a while before Kim asked, "How old were you when you got started in videos?" Sarah answered, "I think it was right after my fourh birthday." Kim nodded and said, "I was about two months shy of my fourth birthday when I started. Were you still a virgin?" Sarah was surprised by the question. "Sure, weren't you?", she answered. Kim gave a little laugh and said, "I was never a virgin. No, my older brother and I were always fooling around with each other. He's four years older than me, and one day oral sex wasn't enough for him. He asked me to let him fuck me. I didn't even know what it was. When my parents found out we were fucking regularly, they got me started doing videos."

Sarah was always curious what it would be like to have a sibling to have sex with. She asked, "Do you still have sex with him?" Kim shook her head and said, "Not that much now. He's in college, studying marine biology. Tell me, what do you like and what do you hate about child erotica videos?" Sarah was surprised at how easy it was to talk to Kim about things. She said, "When I first started, I hated working with little boys my own age. A lot of them didn't know what they were doing. It was more fun to work with just other girls. Then I started working with grownup men. It always made me feel good to know that I could please a man. When I started doing hardcore penetration videos, I couldn't understand why the man never cums inside my pussy. Another thing is, they make us say things. Usually when I'm doing a video I can cum on my own. But if I have to fake it, they want me to scream and holler. Or they want me to use a lot of bad language. I just don't think very many women do that in real life."

When she saw Kim looking at her, she said, "I'm talking too much, aren't I?" Kim quickly said, "No. You're exactly right about things. When you get older, are you going to move on to adult movies?" Sarah lowered her eyes for a second before answering. "I don't know. I've had this dream about making my own movies. I'd like to make movies that are better than the ones being made now, movies that are more like real life. I don't know, maybe it's just a silly dream." Kim told her, "No, it's not a silly dream. You hold onto that dream." When they were done eating, Kim's voice took on a serious tone when she said, "Sarah, you can't tell anyone that you've been talking to me. Especially anyone at Globe. If Leo would ever find out, your career would be over. That's how much he hates me." Sarah told her, "OK, Kim, I promise I won't tell." When Kim saw the worried look on Sarah's face, she smiled and said, "I don't mean to sound paranoid, but I do have my reasons."

As they were walking back to the car, Kim said, "Come on Baby Girl, I've got a place I want to show you." Sarah got in the car and was looking over her right shoulder, trying to get her seatbelt fastened. What happened next came in a flash. She had just fastened her seatbelt when she looked up and saw Kim's face next to hers. She knew she was going to be kissed, but she got scared. Once in the past, she was doing a video with another little girl and they were supposed to kiss. But the other girl tried when Sarah wasn't ready. They banged their teeth together and Sarah ended up with a badly cut lip. She felt Kim's lips on hers but she froze up.

When Kim felt her go tense, she pulled back and said, "Oh my god, Sarah, I am so sorry. Look, I'll take you home right now." Sarah started to panic. She didn't want to scare away her new friend. She quickly put her hand on Kim's arm and said, "No, no. It's OK. You just surprised me, that's all." Kim looked at her and said, "Are you sure?" Sarah smiled and said, "Yes, I'm sure."

Kim was getting ready to start the car when Sarah said, "Kim, will you do something for me? Will you kiss me again. Please." Kim smiled and moved towards her. Sarah closed her eyes and felt Kim cup her face with both hands. The kiss was gentle but deep. When it ended, Sarah found herself breathless. She had been kissed before, but never with any real passion. It left her feeling giddy and excited. She knew she should try to converse with Kim but she was afraid she would say something silly. So to keep her voice occupied, she started singing a song to herself:

"I left Oklahoma, drivin' in a Pontiac, just about to lose my mind. I was goin' to Arizona, maybe on to California, where the people all live so fine. My baby said I's crazy, my mama called me lazy, I was gonna show 'em all this time. Cause you know I ain't no fool an' I don't need no more schoolin', I was goin' to just walk the line."

"Livin' on Tulsa Time, livin' on Tulsa time, well you know I've been through it, when I set my watch back to it, livin' on Tulsa time."

"Well there I was in Hollywood, wishin' I was doin' good, talkin' on the telephone line. But they don't need me in the movies and nobody sings my songs, guess I'm just awastin' time. Well then I got to thinkin', man I'm really sinkin', and I really had a flash this time. I had no business leavin' when nobody would be greivin' if I went on back to Tulsa time."

When she had finished singing the song, they were stopped at a redlight and Kim was staring at her. Sarah got embarassed and covered her face with her hands. Kim said, "Hey, Baby Girl, don't stop singing. You have a beautiful voice. Sing something else." Sarah's face was red and instead of saying anything, she just shook her head. But Kim wouldn't let go of it. "Come on, sing one more song for me, pretty please." It took another five minutes of pleading from Kim to get her to sing. She sang "CRAZY ARMS". It was an old country/western song that she had once heard Patty Loveless sing.

Then Kim wanted her to pick out a song that they could sing together. Sarah thought for a minute. It would be hard to teach somebody the words to a song, especially while riding in a convertible. So she taught her the chorus part of "Up Against the Wall, Redneck Mother". They sang it over and over, loudly, and often off key: "And it's up against the wall redneck mother, a mother who has raised her son so well; he's thirty-four and drinkin' in a honky tonk, just kickin' hippies' asses and raisin' hell".

Kim pulled the car off the side of the highway and the two of them walked down to the beach. Sarah was still wondering about all the things Kim had told her about Mr. Schwartz. She asked, "Kim, what was it you saw Mr. Schwartz doing that caused so much trouble?" After a minute Kim answered, "That's just it, Baby Girl. I'm not really sure what I saw. I do know that there was a man from Blue Moon Entertainment with him. Blue Moon was the company that distributed our videos. I saw the man give Leo something that he put in his pocket. But there's more. There was someone else in the room, a little girl about five years old. She had just started working for the company." Kim stopped talking for a few seconds. When she resumed talking, Sarah noticed that her voice was shaking. "The little girl was nude. I can't prove it, but I know Leo was pimping her out to this guy."

Sarah knew that she had gotten Kim upset. She waited a few minutes and changed the subject. She asked, "Kim, what did you like and dislike about making videos?" Without looking at her, Kim replied, "I liked the sex, alright. I liked knowing that I had the power to arouse an adult male. What I didn't like were the games people played with me."

She looked at Sarah and gave a little laugh. "When I was about seven, I had a crush on a guy named Charlie. He was about sixteen and we often worked together. Every time he fucked me on camera, I would cum. If we were both in the studio, but not working together, we would sneak into the supply room and do it. During those times, I would sometimes cum twice. I remember one time he had trouble getting it up for his next scene. I loved feeling him inside my pussy. But, one night my parents took me to the movies and I saw Charlie. I ran up and hugged him, but he acted like he didn't even know me. It turned out his girlfriend was with him. The next time I saw him at work, he told me that I was never to approach him outside the studio."

Sarah asked her, "What happened to the two of you after that?" Kim gave that same sad laugh and said, "We still worked together a few times, but it was never the same." And then, as if remembering something, Kim said, "Hey , I hear you were in an adult film done by Blue Angel. How much did you get paid?" Sarah was uncomfortable talking about her pay, so she tried to be evasive. "I got paid the usual amount." Kim seemed to see right through her. "You mean you got paid through Globe. I hate to tell you this, but you probably got ripped off. Blue Angel probably paid Globe between five and ten times your normal pay. That's another thing Ray wanted me to talk to you about. He said you were very smart but you were also a bit naive. Men like Leo Schwartz will screw you over every chance they get."

They stopped walking and Kim put her hands on Sarah's shoulders and said, "Another thing you have to be careful about is men. A lot of men are like Charlie. They want to have sex with you but they don't want to be seen in public with you. Other men want you for what you have or don't have between your legs. They are attracted to that little hairless pussy of yours. But once you start growing up, they toss you away like garbage." Kim took a deep breath and said, "OK, enough of the serious talk, it's getting me depressed. Tell me about your singing. Did you ever think of persuing a career in that field?"

Sarah had never thought of it. "No, I don't think I'm good enough." She looked out at the water and saw the two sailboats. "Oh, look at the pretty sailboats." Kim stopped her and said, "I'd rather look at you." She put her arms around Sarah and kissed her. This time Sarah felt Kim's tongue slide inside her mouth. She was inexperienced in French kissing and she did her best to imitate what the older girl was doing. When the kiss finally ended, they continued walking down the beach.

Sarah felt it was important to keep the conversation moving. She struggled for something to say. "Kim, if you can't make movies anymore, what are you going to do?" She saw that Kim's eyes got bright. "I ghost write."

"You mean you write about ghosts?" Kim laughed and said, "No, I write screenplays for adult films. But I submit them under a different name. I have a friend that helps me get them to different producers." Again, Kim turned and put her arms around Sarah they kissed, hard and deep. With her tongue in Kim's mouth, she felt the other girl's hands slide down to her buttocks and pull her in tighter. Sarah tried to moan, but the sound was lost in Kim's mouth. A jogger came running by and they quickly broke off the kiss. Breathlessly, Kim said, "Would you like to go somewhere more private?" Sarah nodded her head and they turned around and walked back to the car.

After driving back down the highway, Kim suddenly pulled off the road and on to the burm. She got out of the car and Sarah followed. "What are you looking at?", she asked. Kim pointed to the west. About three hundred yards away was a small racetrack. They watched as about ten cars sped around the track. Sarah was standing in front of Kim as they watched. She felt Kim's arms go around her.

"It looks scary," she said. She turned and saw Kim's eyes get bright again as she said, "Not scary, Baby Girl. Fun." They watched for another minute and then got in the car and continued driving back the way they had come.

"That sonfoabitch," muttered Kim. Sarah asked her, "What's wrong?" Kim was looking in the rearview mirror when she said, "The guy in that old blue van is following us." Sarah turned and looked out the rear window. A light blue Chevy van was behind them. "I don't like it when somebody rides my bumper mile after mile. It makes me nervous." Sarah was suddenly pushed back in her seat as the car quickly accelerated. Kim weaved in and out of traffic, passing several other cars. She drove at a high rate of speed for about five minutes before slowing back down. Sarah thought that maybe she was being a little paranoid. "Did I scare you, Baby Girl?" Sarah lied and said, "No, I'm OK."

They stopped at a motel. Kim told the manager that Sarah was her little sister and that they had been traveling all day and need a place to stay for the night. She asked for a single occupancy room. Kim paid for the room and the two of them walked around the building until they found it. As soon as they were inside, Kim sat down on the bed and began removing her shoes. Sarah wanted to show Kim that she wasn't some dumb little kid and that she was capable of being just as passionate as any adult woman. She climbed on the bed, put her arms around her and kissed her hard on the mouth. For a second she felt Kim start to respond. But then she felt herself being pushed gently away. "Whoa, Baby Girl, slow down." Sarah did not know what she had done wrong.

Seeing the pain in the little girl's eyes, Kim said, "Hey, there are no cameras here. It's just you and me. We've got lots of time to enjoy each other." Kim finished taking off her shoes and Sarah did likewise. Kim kissed her gently. Then she said, "I have a confession to make. When Ray told me that he wanted me to talk to you, I got curious. I had a friend e-mail me a couple of your early videos. They were from the "Little Debbie" series. You looked so adorable in that straw hat. And I told myself that I just gotta have you. And now I do have you."

They lay down on the bed and began kissing and fondling each other. Sarah felt her brain starting to feel fuzzy. This was all so new to her. After a few minutes, Kim whispered, "Let's get naked." Sarah sat up and pulled her shirt off. She unfastened her shorts and pulled them, along with her panties, off. She hungrily watched Kim undress. It took her longer since she had a bra to deal with. Once they were both naked, Kim said, "Let's play a little game."

They were both kneeling on the bed. "Hold your arms out to the side, like this." She held her arms out shoulder level. When Sarah did the same, she crawled over and began kissing Sarah on the neck. Sarah instinctively wrapped her arms around her. "No, you can't touch with your hands. Put your arms back out." Sarah did as she was told. Kim proceeded to rub up against her. Sarah couldn't stand it. She wanted to touch her friend's body. Kim was now behind her. Sarah could feel the older girl's hard nipples grazing against her back as her neck was being nuzzled. She closed her eyes. Now Kim was in front of her, gently licking the inside of her left ear. "Oh god, Kim, I want to know what you feel like." Kim whispered in her ear, "Just a little bit more, Baby Girl." She felt Kim's tongue slide down her throat to her chest and finally around one of her tiny nipples. Then she felt Kim's arms embrace her. "OK, Baby Girl, you can relax."

Sarah found herself being pressed down on the bed. A finger went inside her pussy. "Oh god, Baby Girl, you are soaking wet." Sarah finally managed to put her hand between Kim's thighs. She had a small, but thick patch of hair around her cunt. She told Sarah to get on top of her. Other than her mom, Sarah rarely had sex with women or older girls. She put her face between Kim's thighs and pulled her pussy open. As she began licking her clit, a warm and musky aroma filled her nostrils. She jumped when she felt her own little clit being caressed. And she was so aroused, it only took a minute for her to cum. "Ohh, Ahh......oh god. Oh, Kim, I can't stand it. Uhh....god!" She buried her face in Kim's crotch. Suddenly, she knew how men felt sometimes. She had cum so quickly, and now she felt bad for Kim. She raised up and said, "Kim, I want to make you cum. Please tell me how." Breathlessly, Kim said, "Put two fingers inside me and then suck on my clit." Sarah slid two fingers up Kim's pussy and began sucking on her clit. It took a couple of minutes, but then Kim arched her back and said, "FFFFFUCK!"

There were still a lot of emotions churning inside of Sarah. She was feeling things that she did not understand. But she thought it was important to let Kim know how she felt. Once she started talking, everything came pouring out. "Kim, I don't know what to say. People tell me that when I have sex, I reach orgasm real easy. I guess that's true. I really like sex. But with you just now, it was different. I never felt like that before. It felt special." Kim was lying on her back, trying to catch her breath. She opened her eyes and said, "What did you say?" In a small voice, Sarah replied, "I said it felt special." Kim chuckled a little before saying, "Ray was taking a big chance with his job by meeting me today. When I asked him why, he said, 'Because Sarah's special'. And you know what, Baby Girl, he's right. You are special." Kim opened her arms and Sarah lay down on the bed with her.

They lay in each other's arms until the room's air conditioner came on. Kim pulled the sheet over them. Both girls were getting sleepy, but Sarah was fighting it. She yawned and said, "Kim, am I a freak?" Kim answered, "Why would you say that?" Sarah really didn't know why she had said it. "Because I like sex so much." Kim gave a little laugh, and said, "Baby Girl, there are adult women who would kill to be able to cum as easily as you do." A few minutes passed before Sarah said between yawns, "Kim, do you think any of my dreams will come true?" Sleepily, Kim answered, "Yes. All of your dreams are out there waiting for you. It's up to you to go out and grab them." Sarah was almost asleep when she said, "Kim......?" Kim answered, "Shhh."

She had been asleep about two hours when Kim woke her. "Come on, sleepy head, it's late and I have to get you home." Kim was already dressed so Sarah quickly put her clothes on. She wished she could take a shower but Kim seemed to be in a hurry. It was just starting to get dark when they got back on the highway. Sarah felt hungry and she was going to suggest that they stop and eat. She still had the hundred dollars in her pocket. That should be enough for them to eat at a nice resturant. But there was something wrong. Kim was unusually quiet.

All the way home Sarah worried that she had done something wrong. There was silence between the girls until just before they got to Sarah's house. Kim had to ask where she lived. When they stopped in front of her house, Sarah said, "Come in for a while. I want you to meet my mom and dad." Kim shook her head and said, "No, it's late and I have to be getting home." Panic was starting to settle over Sarah and she asked, "Can we do something together next week?" In a strange voice, Kim said, "There won't be a next week for us. I'm sorry, what happened back at the motel was my fault. It should never have happened." Sarah was on the verge of tears. "But I wanted it to happen." Kim shook her head. "You don't understand. You can't be seen with me. If Leo Schwartz even thought you were talking to me, your career would be over. And I couldn't live with myself if that happened. It's my fault. I'm older and I should have known better. Look, Sarah, making love with you back there was beautiful and some day I hope you will find a proper way to remember it. But right now, there is no future for me and you." All Sarah could say was, "But when will I see you again?" As Kim put the car in gear, she said , "You won't." Tears were starting to roll down Sarah's cheek. The last words she heard were, "Don't cry, Baby Girl. Don't you cry."

She watched as the Mustang turned and drove away. She stood for a few minutes before walking toward the house. She wiped her eyes on her shirt and waited until she was sure she was in control of her emotions. When she walked in, her mom said, "Honey, we were worried about you. Are you alright?" She forced a smile and said, "Yeah, Mom, I'm OK. I'm just tired. I'm gonna go to bed."

She went to the bathroom and took off her clothes. She started running water in the shower and got in. With the water running, she gave in to the sorrow inside her. She collapsed in the tub, crying. Great sobs wracked her small body as she cried out, "Why, Kim, why." When there didn't seem to be any more tears in her, she forced herself to stand and wash herself off. She dried off and walked naked to her bedroom. She lay on the bed thinking about everything that had happened today.

Later, she could hear sounds coming from her parents' bedroom. She could hear mumbled words and then moans and sighs. She could hear the bed springs creaking. She waited until it was quiet. When she was certain they were done having sex, she got out of bed. She didn't bother putting any clothes on. She walked down the hall and opened the door. Her dad was lying on his back, asleep. But her mom was still awake. "Mom, can I come in?" Dianne smiled at her. "Honey, if you're wanting to join this party, you're a little late." Sarah said, "No, Mom, I was wondering if I could sleep in here tonight." Dianne sat up and said, "Honey, are you sure you're alright?" Sarah nodded and said, "Yeah, Mom, I'm alright." She got in bed, next to her mom. She closed her eyes and tried to go to sleep, but she was aware of an odor. She could faintly smell her mom's pussy. The smell was warm and musky. New tears filled her eyes and she sniffled. That's when she felt her mom's arm pull her tightly against her body. When she woke up Sunday morning, dark clouds filled the sky and it began to rain. But it couldn't compare to how dark she felt inside.

Chapter #7

Sarah never dreaded anything more than going in to work the following day. She and Dianne rode all the way to the studio in silence. She was only scheduled to work today and Friday. She was still hurting badly from the knowledge that she would never see Kim again. The video she was making was another in the PLAYGROUND SLUTS series. When she arrived on the set, she was relieved to see that her partner would again be Ricky Gregg. As they were getting ready to start taping, Ricky noticed her depression. "Sweet Thang, you look like you just lost your best friend." His words cut into her and she struggled to maintain her poise. After sucking his cock, she lay down and waited for him to start licking her pussy. She whispered to him, "Make me cum, Ricky. Please make me cum." He gave her a curious look and then said, "OK, Sweet Thang. I'll do my best." But nobody's best would have been good enough today. Sarah had to fake her orgasm. After they were finished, Ricky tried to get her to talk to him but she refused.

Riding back home with her mom, Sarah stared out the window until her mom stopped the car. "OK, Sarah, I want to know what happened Saturday. Your dad and I are really worried." She remained silent for half a minute. "Mom, nothing happened. Everything's fine."

"Look, I'm not one of your friends. I'm your mother and when I ask you a question, I expect an honest answer. Did somebody hurt you in some way?" Tears were starting to fill Sarah's eyes. "It's not like you think. I met somebody. And now I can't see this person anymore." Dianne started feeling some of her daughter's pain. "Oh, honey, did he break your heart? I'm sorry." Sarah began sobbing. "It wasn't a 'he'. It was a 'she'." Dianne raised one eyebrow, but said nothing. Sarah continued between sobs. "A friend introduced me to her. She used to be a performer, like me. She gave me some advice and told me what to be careful about. Mom, she was special and now she's gone." Dianne had to choke back her own tears at seeing her little girl hurting so much. Finally, she said, "Honey, all I can tell you is that everbody goes through this at some point in their life. I'm sorry that you had to find out at such a young age. But you'll get through it." Dianne told Sarah that what she needed was to keep busy. And since she did not have to be back at work until Friday, she could help her clean the house. At first Sarah just wrinkled her nose. But the next day she got up early and did everything her mom asked her to do, and she began to appreciate all the work that her mom had to do to keep the house looking nice. But on Wednesday afternoon the studio called. It seemed that a stomach virus was going around and some of the girls had called off sick. They wanted her to come in and do a girl-on-girl scene with one of the newbies on Thursday. Sarah arrived at the studio an hour early. She ran into Mary Phipps who was holding the hand of a small girl. When Sarah spoke to her, Mary intoduced her to the girl. "Sarah, this is my daughter, Rebecca. I'm getting ready to take my maternity leave. When I come back, Rebecca will be enrolled in the newbie program. Can you watch her for a few minutes while I go upstairs?"

Sarah took the little girl over to some chairs and sat down. "Do they call you Rebecca or Becky?" The little girl had been staring at her the whole time. Now she smiled and said, "Becky. Mommy calls me Rebecca when she's mad at me. Are you a movie star?"

"I really don't know what I am." Then Becky climbed up and sat on her lap. While she was holding the girl, she was aware of how soft and warm the girl's body was and she began feeling sexual desire. Her pussy was starting to get wet. She knew it would be completely inappropriate to touch this child. But she was also feeling something else. She had to think of the word. It was an adult word. Nostalgia. She remembered when she was Becky's age. There was never any stress in making videos. She had fun. She looked forward to being able to cum during the performance. She wished she could go back to that simple time.

The girl she would be working with was named Jamie. She was pretty, with strawberry blonde hair. She was only five years old and this was her first official video. Sarah remembered working with Angie on her first video. She asked the little girl if she was nervous. When she nodded her head, Sarah began worrying. At least Portman wasn't directing. They both got naked and waited to begin. Sarah gently caressed the girl's arms and shoulders and started feeling the same desire she felt when she was holding Becky. She reached down and rubbed Jamie's pussy. Jamie gave her a little smile and said, "Umh, that feels good." Sarah took the little girl's hand and placed it on her own pussy. "Wow, you're really wet. Latisha told me that you cum real easy. I hope I can have an orgasm in front of the camera today."

When the video started, Jamie lay on her back and Sarah ate her pussy for several minutes. Then they reversed positions. While Jamie was licking her, Sarah raised up and whispered, "Jamie, flick your tongue back and forth on my clit real fast. It feels better that way. Oh god, yes." Sarah was getting close to an orgasm. Jamie then got on top of her and they licked each other. Sarah wanted the girl to climax with her. "Oh god, Jamie, here it comes. Ohh, umh, oh god it feels so good." After a minute, she told Jamie to lay down on her back again. She knelt down and began licking and sucking on her clit. Finally, Jamie gave out with a little squeel. "Ahh.........." When Jamie opened her eyes, Sarah was smiling at her. "Well, did you have an orgasm in front of the camera today?" Jamie giggled and said, "Yes. Thank you, Sarah."

The next morning, Sarah woke up feeling like crap. It started with diarrhea. She went to the bathroom before her mom took her to work. Dianne had to stop at a gas station to allow her to go again. As soon as she got to work she went a third time. She took a quick shower to make sure she was clean enough to go in front of the camera.

The video was entitled "THREE'S NOT A CROWD". All she knew was that she would be working with two adult men. She began to panic a little when she found out that Portman was directing, It turned out to be his pet project. He had also written it. Sarah's stomach began churning. As the video was starting, she was with only one man. As soon as his penis touched the back of her throat, she had to jump up and run to the restroom and throw up. After heaving up her breakfast, she stood hunched over the sink, trying to catch her breath. She watched as sweat poured off her face. Portman stood outside and said in a loud voice, "OK, Sarah, we're waiting out here for you." She rinsed out her mouth and wobbled out on shaking legs.

The nausea had passed and she thought she would be alright. She finished sucking the first man's cock, and he began licking her pussy. She was starting to enjoy it. The man put his cock in her pussy and began fucking her. That's when the nausea returned. The second man came onto the set. Sarah was starting to feel dizzy. A few seconds after sucking the second man's cock, she rolled over on her side and threw up again. The man quickly jumped back and yelled, "UGH, GROSS!" Portman became livid. "God, Sarah, couldn't you keep it down for just a few more minutes. Somebody call a janitor to clean this mess up." Sarah stood up and tried to apologize, but she had to run into the restroom and throw up some more. When she came out, Portman told her to go to the infirmary. She put a robe on and went up to the second floor. She was breathing hard when she got to the infirmary. "I don't feel good," she croaked. The nurse told her to lie down on a cot. A few minutes later she was in the restroom throwing up again. She could hear Portman telling the nurse to give her something to stop the nausea. The nurse told him that she had Phenergan suppositories. He told her to give Sarah two of them. When she came out of the restroom, the nurse gave her a suppository and instructed her on how to put it in her rectum. Sarah did as she was told and lay back down on the cot. After about ten minutes she started getting sleepy. A few minutes after that the nurse had her put the second suppository in.

She didn't know how long she had been asleep. She thought she was dreaming when Ray Martinelli came in the room. "Ah, Sarah, what have they done to you?" He sat on the edge of the cot and she tried to sit up and hug him. All she could do was moan out, "Ray, I'm sick." The next thing she heard was Ray arguing with the nurse. "You gave her TWO suppositories?! You shouldn't have even given her one. My god, she's just a little girl." Sarah drifted off to sleep again. When she opened her eyes again, Ray was putting her in her mom's car.

Chapter #8

A couple of weeks had passed since Sarah's bout with the stomach virus. It was late at night and she had gotten up to go to the bathroom. As she walked by her parents' bedroom, she heard them arguing. It sounded like they were arguing about money. Sarah became upset because they rarely argued. She thought about her own money. She had no idea exactly how much was in her account. Her parents never told her. But she knew the account must be bulging by now. Christmas was not far off and she started thinking about doing something nice for each of them.

It was later in the week and Sarah had just finished work on a video. It was still early and while she was waiting for her mom to pick her up, she ran into Angie. This was the little blonde "newbie" she had helped get through her first hardcore video. Angie was walking with a slight limp. "What's wrong, Angie, are you hurt?" The little blonde girl gave her an odd look and then motioned for Sarah to follow her. They went in one of the restrooms and Angie lifted up her skirt. Sarah noticed that in the back of Angie's panties was a small bulge. At first she thought the girl had defecated, but when Angie pulled her panties down Sarah saw something sticking out between her buttocks. It was a dildo. "Oh my god, Angie, what are you doing?" The other girl started crying. "I found out that I have to do an anal scene with Jimmy Hutton. Do you know who Jimmy Hutton is? I was trying to stretch my butthole". Sarah had heard of him. Angie went on talking. "He's supposed to be this big." She held her hands about twelve inches apart. "Sarah, I can't do this." Sudden anger flashed through Sarah. "Take that thing out of your butt, wash it off, and come with me."

She took Angie to the third floor and told the secretary that she needed to talk to Mr. Schwartz. After a few minutes they were told to go in his office. Angie kept her eyes on the floor but Sarah looked Mr. Schwartz right in the eye and said, "This isn't right. She's just a little girl. We're both little girls." Leo Schwartz looked at her with a puzzled expression and said, "What are you talking about." Sarah took the dildo from Angie and held it out to him. "She's been keeping this in her butt, trying to get it stretched, because she found out she's doing an anal scene with Jimmy Hutton. It's not right. None of us are big enough to take a penis that size." Mr. Schwartz raised a hand and said "Whoa. Hold on. First of all, how did you find out who you would be performing with?" Angie hesitated and said, "Someone told me. I don't want to get that person in trouble."

Sarah was still angry when she said to him, "How would you like something that big stuck in your butt?" He smiled at her and said, "I wouldn't like it." He then began typing on his computer. After studying what was on the screen, he got on the phone and said, "Cindy, is Carl down there with you? Tell him I want to see him. Now." When Sarah heard the name "Carl", she started to feel panic set in. In a few minutes, Portman walked in the office. "Carl, when I told you that you could develope your own projects, I told you to run them by me first. And now I'm finding out that you want someone as petite as Angie to do anal sex with someone like Jimmy Hutton. What were you thinking?" Portman's face turned red with embarassment. He suddenly lashed out at Sarah. "Are you behind this? You could fuck up a two-car funeral procession, you know that!" Sarah didn't know whether to be scared or to laugh. She had never heard that expression before. Mr. Schwartz spoke up and said, "OK, that's enough, Carl. Go out in the hall and wait. I want to talk to you about something else."

When Portman left the room, Mr. Schwartz looked at Angie and said, "Young lady, you tell the person you've been talking to that if any more information leaks, disciplinary action will be taken. Those rules are in place for a reason." Angie managed to mumble out, "Yes, sir." He said, "OK, you can go. But not you, Sarah. I need to talk to you." When Angie was gone, Sarah said, "I'm in trouble, aren't I?" Mr. Schwartz looked at her for a second, then said, "What, for telling me about the anal scene? No. You did the right thing. Carl is headstrong sometimes and doesn't always see the big picture. What I wanted to talk to you about is that the Adult Film Industry is having its awards banquet next month in New York. I would like you and your parents to go. Here are the plane tickets and hotel reservations." He handed Sarah an envelope. She was speechless. Finally, she said, "Oh my god, are you serious? Oh, thank you very much, Mr. Schwartz." Maybe Kim had been wrong about Mr. Schwartz.

As Sarah was leaving Mr. Schwartz's office, she was busy looking in the envelope and did not see Portman glaring at her. When he went back in the office, Mr. Schwartz gave him an odd smile. "Carl, do you realize you were in the same room with the future of the adult entertainment business?" Portman took his glasses off and said, "What, those two silly-ass little girls? That's bullshit and you know it, Leo." Mr. Schwartz sat down and took his own glasses off. He rubbed his eyes and said in a tired voice, "No, not that curly headed one. Her mind doesn't work like the minds of all those other little sex machines. I know about her. She sees and hears everything and that little brain of hers just soaks it all up. Some day, you might be working for her."

"Mom, what do you think Dad would like for Christmas?" Sarah was riding home with Dianne after being picked up from work. She had already told her about the trip to New York next month. "I don't know. Your dad will appreciate anything that you get him."

"I know that, Mom, but I want to get him something nice. He deserves it, and I don't care how much it costs." Dianne thought for a minute and said, "Well, he's always wanted a fishing boat. You could get him a small one."

With her mom's help, Sarah got her dad a small boat and trailer. Her mom's gift was a little harder to pick out. She finally decided to get her a complete makeover at a trendy San Diego beauty parlor. She also got her some jewlery and ordered a one year contract for a house cleaning service.

Her parents were both embarassed by their gifts, especially her dad. He almost seemed angry by the amount of money she had spent on him. Sarah was puzzled, but her mind really wasn't on Christmas. She was thinking about the awards ceremony. Other than getting a contract with Globe, she had never looked forward to anything as much as she did this.

A few days before they were to leave for New York, her dad said that he would not be able to go with them because of work. Sarah was devestated, but at the last minute he changed his mind. They flew in on Friday morning and would leave on Sunday morning. Sarah and Dianne did some sightseeing, while Russell stayed in the hotel and watched television.

On Saturday morning a package arrived for Sarah. It was from Mr. Schwartz. When she opened it, she gasped. It was a formal gown. Sarah was planning on wearing a simple dress. There was also a pair of high heel shoes. The gown was black and slit up one side. When she tried it on, it seemed to fit alright except for the slit. When she looked at herself in the mirror, Sarah could see that the leg band of her panties was showing.

Dianne took her to a couple of stores to try to find a pair of thong panties, but they could not find any in her size. It was getting time for the awards ceremony to start and Dianne told her she should go as she was or put on her other dress. Sarah knew that Mr. Schwartz would be in attendance and did not want to disappoint him. She put the gown back on but while her mom was not watching, she reached under the gown and removed her panties. She told herself that all she had to do was be careful while walking and sitting.

In the banquet room, Dianne saw a few people she knew from the past. She introduced them to Russell and Sarah. The only person that Sarah recognized was Leo Schwartz. She was surprised to see three or four other young girls there. During the course of the evening, there were many awards given out and many speeches. Sarah couldn't get over how beautiful some of the women were. But she thought some of the others looked trashy.

Mr. Schwartz was introduced and he went to the podium and spoke. He thanked the Adult Film Industry for the privilege of helping expand adult entertainment into other areas, most notably, child erotica. Then the president of the Adult Filmmakers Association, Barry Thieken, went to the podium. "Ladies and gentlemen, up until very recently, the adult film industry and child erotica have existed as two separate entities. I would like to thank Leo Schwartz, of Globe Entertainment, and Mack Gravely, of Gravely Prductions here in New York, for their tireless efforts to merge our two worlds." He stopped talking and took a drink of water. He then reached under the podium and took something out.

From where Sarah was sitting in the back, she couldn't make out what it was. He started talking again. "As of now, there are no awards for child performers. That won't take place until next year. But we did want to give out one unofficial award. There have been four or five movies made here on the east coast with child performers, and a couple out on the west coast. A few years ago, The Southern California Child Erotica Producers Association had their own awards ceremony. We managed to find one their Cherub Award statues. We had this one engraved 'The Most Promising Talent'. We would like to present this little award to a very special young lady. This is somebody you are going to see a lot of in the future."

The lights dimmed, and on the large video screen above the podium was a scene from the movie "BRINGING HOME THE BACON". It showed Sarah doing the opening scene with Billy Coughlin and having an orgasm on camera. Sarah was shocked. She rarely saw any of the videos or movies she made. The video clip ended and the lights came back up and the audience applauded. "Ladies and gentlemen, please give a warm welcome to Miss Sarah Michaels." Everyone in the room stood up and applauded even louder. Sarah just sat in her chair, not knowing what to do. Dianne made her get up, "Mom, what am I supposed to do?" Dianne smiled at her and said, "Go up there and get your award, silly." She hesitated, but finally made her way up front.

She had the presence of mind to hold her gown so that nothing showed. When she got to the podium, Mr. Thieken had to adjust the microphone so she could speak into it. For several seconds she just stared at the crowd. Then she said, "Thank you." She looked at Mr. Thieken and asked, "Am I supposed to say anything else?" He laughed and said, "Sweetheart, you can say anything you want." She cleared her throat and tried to gather her thoughts. "I just want to say that I hope you do see more of me. And thank you again." Her words would prove to be prophetic. She had been careful not to let the slit in the gown expose too much of her. But while on stage, the background lighting was too much for the gown's sheer material. Photographs and video revealed the absence of her panties. If she had been suntanned it might have made a difference. Her creamy white skin could clearly be seen through the dark gown, along with the hairless lips of her pussy.

Chapter #9

Sarah was a little embarassed about the gown, but she didn't have time to worry about that. As soon as she returned to work on the following Monday, Doug Lambert in casting asked to see her. "Sarah, Blue Angel is getting ready to start a new film." He stopped speaking when he saw her eyes light up. "You got lucky with the first film you did for them. The producer saw something in you that he liked and he asked for you personally. This film's writer did recommend you for this role. But the producer has asked us to send at least five girls up there for auditions. There may even be some outside girls. This is a role you'll have to earn on your own. And if you do, it will be well worth it. From what I've heard, this is supposed to be the best adult movie ever made." He handed her a copy of the script and she quickly looked through it.

She immediately saw what he was talking about. Most adult movies were about sex and only sex. This movie was different. It had a lot more story to it. The title was "A SONG FOR SONNY". It was the story of an aging country and western singer named Sonny Randall, who is slowly dying of alcaholism and diabetes, and his influence on a teenaged rock singer/guitarst named Dylan Henry. The character in the movie that Sarah was trying out for was a little girl named Tammy Brisker. Tammy came from a broken home. Her father was in prison and she was sometimes physically abused by her mom's boyfriend. She would allow older boys to have sex with her in an effort to gain their friendship.

Sarah had one week to prepare for her audition. During that time she only did one video at Globe. When she arrived at Blue Angel Productions, there were three other girls waiting for their auditions. Sarah recognized one from Globe, but the other two were strangers. She had all the dialogue memorized. It was the acting part that made her nervous. So far in her career, the only emotion she had ever had to show was sexual pleasure. That was something she never had a problem with. This role would require her to show pain, compassion, sorrow and joy.

When it was her turn to audition, Sarah noticed there was a karaoke machine in the room. Both the producer and director were there and they had her read several lines of dialogue from different parts of the script. They then asked her to sing. She was told to pick any two songs from a list. She didn't feel ready to sing, but she went ahead and picked out the song "It Wasn't God Who Made Honky Tonk Angels". For her second song, Sarah decided to gamble. She picked "Act Naturally". It was a song that normally would be sung by a man, but she wanted to do something a bit different. After leaving the studio, she wondered if Robin Marsh was also auditioning.

Two days later she was told that she got the part. Sarah was ecstatic. But that joyous feeling did not last. There were two weeks before filming would start, and during that time she learned that her mom and dad were having problems. Her dad was working out of town and Sarah overheard her mom talking to him on the phone. Dianne's voice sounded strained while she was talking to him. Once, Sarah thought she heard her mom crying. When she first asked if anything was wrong, her mom smiled and said everything was fine. But when Sarah caught her crying a second time, Dianne finally told her that the two of them were having some problems and her dad was staying elsewhere.

"It's me, isn't it , Mom. It's because of the movies I'm making. I'll quit doing the movies if Dad will come home." Her mom grabbed her and hugged her tightly and said, "No. This is between your dad and me. Your father loves you. And I love, very much. Now, don't you worry. Things will work out. You just concentrate on this new movie. This is going to be the biggest and best thing you've done." Sarah wiped her eyes and tried to believe what her mom told her. The last time she had worked for Blue Angel, she and her mom had stayed in a motel. Sarah knew her mom was worried about being away from the house in case her dad should call. Mary Phipps was back from maternity leave, so she asked Mary to contact Blue Angel to see if they could find someone for her to stay with while making the movie. The director agreed to let Sarah stay with him and his wife.

For Sarah, making the movie was both difficult and demanding. Due to the additional drama, the sex scenes would be shorter. During Sarah's first sex scene, the director was constantly stopping the action to change set decorations. This was done to show that Sarah's character, Tammy, was having sex over an extended period of time. The director, Darren Young, never asked for Sarah to have a climax on camera. It was fortunate for her since she never really got aroused.

Sarah's second sex scene proved to be even more difficult. On the surface it sounded very simple. In the movie, little Tammy has been friends with Dylan for as long as she can remember. She has since broken off her sexual relations with the other boys and spends as much time as possible with him. She has developed a crush on him, but because of their age difference, he treats her as just a little friend. The director wanted Sarah to masturbate herself to an orgasm. He was very blunt when he talked to her about it. He told her that he knew she had a reputation of cumming easily in front of the camera.

Sarah thought that if the director had been a woman, he would have said it in a different way. She had to explain to him that she didn't masturbate that much anymore. Sometimes, if she was making a video and was close to an orgasm and they were pressed for time, she would reach down and rub her clit to hurry herself on to a climax. Masturbation was something she felt should be done in private.

They finally agreed to clear the set and dim the lights for fifteen minutes. The movie set was made up to look like a small bedroom. Sarah was lying naked on a small, single bed. She tried to think of something to get her aroused. She thought about her mom and dad. She started thinking about different sex scenes she had done in the past. Nothing seemed to work at getting her pussy wet. She began thinking about Kim. As she rubbed her clit, she could feel herself getting moist. But she also started getting depressed, knowing that she might never see Kim again.

She was starting to run out of time. Then she thought of Ray Martinelli. Ray was off limits to her now, but that might change in the future. And, Ray was different. Other than her father, Sarah had never had sex with any man other than a movie performer. Ray was an ordinary man who had once had an ordinary sex life with his ex-wife. She could remember when she was younger and had thrown herself at him. She could still remember his words, "If things were different, I would be overjoyed to make love to you".

Sarah began imagining being with him. First, he would take her out on a date. Then they would go back to his place. They would kiss and carress each other. He would undress her and start licking her pussy. She would beg him to let her suck his cock. It would be big, but not too big. Then he would slowly put it inside her. Sarah's pussy was now very wet. She slid two fingers inside her vagina while she rubbed her clit with her other hand. She imagined what it would feel like when he started cumming inside her. She then changed the fantasy a bit. She imagined herself old enough to make a baby with him. Sarah suddenly pulled her fingers out of her pussy. She was very near an orgasm. With her right hand, she gently cupped her whole crotch and waited. When the director came in a minute later and asked if she was ready, she managed to mutter, "Uh huh." She would have to keep her eyes closed to keep the fantasy going. As she slowly rubbed her clit, he said, "OK, Sarah, spread youself open a bit. The audience will want to see some pink." She did as he asked and felt her climax building. As the orgasm spread through her, she cried out, "Ahh..., umh..., oh god here I go." She had been lying down the whole time, but now she sat up with her eyes clenched tightly shut. She was sweating profusely from the lights and her own sexual exertions. She was somewhat embarassed when she finally opened her eyes and saw the entire crew watching her.

In the movie, Tammy's mother was played by Karen Cunningham. Karen was a veteran of the adult film world. She used the stage name "Maralyn Munrow". She was in her mid thirties, but looked fifty. Sarah wanted to be friendly and asked her if she knew Dianne. She was shocked when Karen lashed out at her. "Get lost, kid, and leave me alone." Sarah meekly said, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean anything. I just wanted to know if you ever worked with my mom." Karen glared at her and screamed, "I don't need some grade school sex freak messing with me!" Sarah backed away from her and left. One of the cameramen caught up with her. "Sarah, don't pay any attention to her. Just leave her alone. The director wanted realism. Well, he got it when they cast her for the part. Everything they pay her goes right up her nose." She thought about her mom qitting the business. She then thought about what her life would be like in twenty-five years.

The role of Sonny Randall was played by country western singer, Billy Clyde Porter. He and Sarah had no scenes together. But she saw him on the set one day and asked the producer about him. The producer, Colton Farrell, asked her if she would like to see him in his natural environment.

That night, after the day's filming was done, he took Sarah to a nightclub called "THE BEER JOINT". Because of her age, he had to take Sarah in through the back door. When they arrived, Billy Clyde and his band had just finished their first set and were taking a break. Sarah was a little surprised when she was introduced to him. He was a large man, about sixty, with long, gray hair. His voice was deep and gravelly, and she wondered how he was able to make a living at singing. But he was also warm and friendly. After shaking hands, he said, "Well, missy, somebody told me that you like to sing. Do an old man a favor and sing me a song. How 'bout it?" Sarah was embarassed. There were several people milling around backstage. At first she said no, but Billy Clyde kept insisting. She was still thinking about her parents' troubles and so she sang "Stand By Your Man".

When she was done, he smiled and told her, "Sarah, I'm gonna be honest with you. You have a very pretty singing voice, but you'll never make it as a professional singer. When you go out on that stage, you have to give some of yourself to the crowd. They demand it. Now, sing that song again, only give me some of yourself." She had to wait several seconds to gather her thoughts and feelings. Then she sang the song, louder and with more emotion. Then he told her that she was going to sing a duet with him after the break. She quickly said, "No. I can't sing in public." His response was, "Darlin', you just did. We're just people, no different than those people out there."

When Billy Clyde and the band went back out on stage, he sang "Desperados Waiting For A Train". Sarah got a lump in her throat when she saw how the crowd reacted to him. When the song was over, he started talking to the crowd. "Some of you probably know that I'm starring in an adult movie." He had to stop talking because of all the laughter. Somebody in the crowd hollered out, "Can you even get it up?" Billy Clyde laughed and replied, "Hell, man, what are you talkin' about? I don't even get to drop my britches. But there's a young lady that's in the movie, and she dropped by to see me tonight. She and I are gonna sing a song together. Please give a big hand for Miss Sarah Michaels."

When Sarah walked on stage the crowd went wild with whistles and catcalls. Billy Clyde had a smile on his face when he said, "Hey, let's show a little respect." One drunk in the crowd yelled, "Tell her to show us her pussy!" The smile never left Billy Clyde's face, but his eyes took on a menacing look. He gave a little chuckle and said, "Hey, man, don't make me come down there and stomp a mudhole in your sorry ass." That quieted the crowd. They sang the George Jones/Tammy Wynette song "Golden Ring". When the song was over, Billy Clyde gave Sarah a hug and Colton took her home.

There was a break in filming, and Sarah got to go home for the weekend. She was very tired when she got home, and after eating a sandwich, she went right to bed. Sometime during the night, she felf her mom get in bed with her. On Saturday, she tried to get her mom to talk to her about the problem with her dad. Her mom did not want to talk about it, so Sarah started talking about her own problems. "Mom, when you were making movies, did you have friends?" Her mom gave her a puzzled look and said, "Of course I had friends. Why?"

"Well, there are people at Globe that I like, but I'm not really friends with anybody there. And I don't have any friends around here anymore, like Bridgette."

She then got on another subject. "Mom, do you miss being in the adult film business? I mean do you ever miss doing sex scenes in front of the camera?" She got embarassed and wished she hadn't asked that question. Dianne gave her daughter a long, hard look before answering. "Yes, honey, I sometimes miss it. I miss the friends I had back then. But I'm married now and I have other priorities." When Sarah saw that her mom was not angry, she decided to dig a little deeper. "What did Grandma and Grandpa think of you making adult movies?" Dianne smiled, closed her eyes, and said, "Eventually, they accepted it. My one regret is that they never got to meet you. And vice versa." Sarah prodded her some more. "Was your back injury the reason you quit making movies?" She knew very little about her mom's injury. She had heard vague stories about the car wreck.

Dianne had been visiting her parents. They had gone out to dinner and Dianne was sitting in the back seat of their car when a large truck ran a redlight. Her parents were both killed and she suffered a broken back. "No, that wasn't the reason. I told some people that, though. While I was recuperating, I met your father. He already knew what I did for a living. But he told me that he couldn't tolerate me having sex with other people, even if it was just in a movie. So I quit. And I've never regretted quitting, because you came along. Does that answer your question?" Sarah wanted to ask about her other grandparents, her dad's mother and father. They were still living, but she had not seen them since she was very little. She knew that they did not approve of Dianne because of her past, and she suspected that her own involvement in erotic movies is what kept them away. She didn't know it, but she was right. When they found out that she was making erotic videos, they disowned Russell.

Later in the day, Sarah suggested that they go out that night. But her mom said she couldn't afford to go out. "With your dad not here, money is tight right now, and I have to make sure the bills get paid." Sarah quickly spoke up. "Mom, I have money in the bank. It's not that important to me. Let's go out and have a good time." Dianne made her sit down. "Honey, what is important to you? When it comes to your movie career, I mean." Sarah sat quietly thinking. Kim was the only other person she had talked to about her dreams. "Mom, I want to produce movies. I want to make the best movies possible, better than what's being made now." When she saw how big her mom's eyes had gotten, she stopped talking. "You think I'm being silly, don't you, Mom?" Dianne quickly grabbed her and hugged her tightly. "No, I don't think you're silly. I'm very proud of you. And don't let go of that dream. OK, let's get cleaned up and go out on the town."

Dianne drew out Five Hundred Dollars. It was more than they needed for tonight, but Sarah wanted to have some money when she went back to Los Angeles. They went to a nice resturant to eat and then saw a movie. When they got back home, Dianne asked Sarah if she wanted to sleep with her. Sarah said yes and assumed that she and her mom would be having sex. It was something she had been looking forward to. But to her surprise, her mom did not want sex. She told Sarah that she hated sleeping alone. Since both of them slept nude, sleep was difficult for Sarah. Dianne insisted on cuddling her, and she could feel her mom's nipples against her chest. She could also feel Dianne's pubic hair against her leg. Before she left to go back to work, she decided not to take the extra cash with her. Instead, she folded up the four hundred dollars and hid it in her jewelry box.

When Sarah got back to Blue Angel in Los Angeles, she was taken to a small recording studio where the film's producer had her sing the song, "Two Sparrows In A Hurricane". The song would be played as Dylan came back to get Tammy and take her with him when he went to Nashville. The opening line of the song was changed. Instead of "She's fifteen and he's barely driving a car", it was changed to "She's just ten and he's barely driving a car".

The role of Dylan was played by Andy Beeler. Andy had been a child performer in the past. He had even worked at Pandora and he knew Richard Booth. He had done a short stint in adult movies, but had quit to pursue a career in music. His career was moving very slowly, and he took this job because he needed the money. The last sex scene that Sarah was to do would be with Andy. In the screenplay, when Dylan found out that Sonny had died, he became despondent. His little friend, Tammy, tries to comfort him and he finally reveals that he thinks of her as more than just a friend.

The director, Darren Young, took Sarah aside and told her that he wanted this last scene to be different. He wanted her and Andy to portray some tenderness towards each other. After thinking about what he said, Sarah had her own idea about the scene. "Mr. Young, I was thinking about what you said. Can we do something different?"

"OK, Sarah, what did you have in mind?" He had a little smile on his face and she thought he was just humoring her. "Give Andy and me about ten minutes alone. Then when you bring the cameras in, don't give us any directing. Just let us do the scene any way that we want, then you can edit it to suit you." The smile had left his face. "OK, but if we have to shoot the whole scene again, you'll be doing it without pay." Sarah agreed to it.

She was sure she could pull it off, but she didn't know about Andy. She didn't tell him that they might have to do it again for free. Andy was confused when the two of them were left alone on the movie set. Sarah told him that it was director's idea. She said to him, "Let's make this the best scene in the whole movie." They began kissing each other, but neither one was getting too excited. But after a few minutes, their kisses became deeper and their hands began exploring each other's bodies. Andy tried to take her clothes off of her, but she told him to save that part for the actual filming. When the film crew came back, Sarah and Andy were more than ready.

For a couple of minutes they continued kissing and fondling each other. When they got naked, Sarah noticed a drop of clear, pre-orgasmic fluid on the tip of Andy's cock. She gently licked it, but was careful not to get too agressive with oral stimulation. She didn't want him to cum too quickly. But Andy was just the opposite. He spent a lot of time rubbing her pussy and licking her clit. She whispered to him to get on his back. She straddled him and slowly lowered herself on his cock.

As she slowly rocked back and forth, she leaned down and whispered in his ear, "Just pretend there's nobody else in the room with us. It's just you and me." After a little while, he rolled her over onto her side, and continued sliding in and out of her. He reached around and started rubbing her clit with his finger. "Oh god, that feels so good." After a little bit, he whispered to her, "I can't hold out much longer." She answered, "I know, one more minute and I'm gonna cum." He pulled out of her and she lay down on her back. He climbed between her legs and slowly rubbed his cock up and down her pussy. As soon as he was back inside her, she started cumming. All she could do was give out one loud "Ohhhh........!" A few seconds later, Andy pulled out and ejaculated on her stomach.

After he got up and walked away, Sarah continued to lie where she was, trying to catch her breath. Even after the film crew started leaving, she lay qietly. She wished she had talked to the director and Andy about the cum scene. It was the only part that she was not satisfied with. She had to stay for two more days, dubbing in some of the dialogue. Both the producer and director thanked her for the suggestion she had made for the final sex scene. To her surprise, they edited out the part where Andy came on her stomach.

Chapter #10

Sarah came back home on Wednesday. When she went upstairs to her bedroom, she saw her dad with his suitcase. She thought to herself, "Oh no, he's leaving for good." When he turned and saw her, he said, "Oh god, Sarah, I missed you so much." Sarah was confused and frightened. She had heard that parents who were getting divorced would ask the child to choose which parent to stay with. She did not want to have to make that choice. In a trembling voice, she asked him, "Dad, are you leaving?" For the first time in her life, she saw him cry. "Oh no, sweetheart, I'm never going to leave you. I'm sorry for hurting you and your mom. I've come back to stay." Sarah hugged him as her own tears started. She would not learn until much later the reason he had left. It seemed that his ego got bruised when he realized that his young daughter was making more money than him.

She had hoped to have a few days off to spend with her family but the phone rang and it was the casting director, Doug Lambert. He wanted to see her the next day about another new film. Sarah would have liked to have spent the night with her mom and dad in bed. But she knew that they needed private time together.

On Thursday morning she went to Doug Lambert's office and found him with two other people. He introduced her to them. "Sarah, this is Dorothy Hill and Sam Mays. They're representatives of The A F I Group." After shaking hands, the man named Sam said, "We used to be known as 'Adult Films, Inc.', but the company was purchased about a year ago, and the new owners changed the name."

Mr. Lambert explained to Sarah that The A F I Group was getting ready to start a new film and they wanted her to co-star in it. He told her the screenplay's writer had reccommended her for the role. Sarah looked at the sereenplay and saw the writer's name was Burt Bamboni. Then she remembered that she had seen his name listed in the credits of "A SONG FOR SONNY". It puzzled her because she couldn't remember ever meeting him or hearing of him.

The title of this movie was "HELL ON WHEELS". It was about a young girl, named Amy True, who was a race car driver. Sarah thought it sounded a bit silly. She looked at them and said, "You mean I'm supposed to be driving a race car? But it says here that Amy is just a little girl." Dorothy Hill, who was the film's producer, spoke up. "Yes. The type of race car in the film is known as a 'Mod Lite'. They're scaled down versions of east coast modifieds, powered by motorcycle engines."

Sarah accepted the role, but she was still dubious of a little girl driving any kind of race car. What did interest her was the fact that some of the scenes would be shot on location in another state. As she was leaving, Mary Phipps stopped her. She showed Sarah photos of her new baby, Hannah Lee. She then asked Sarah for a favor. "Sarah, Talisha's mom was wanting me to babysit for her tomorrow night, but I have other plans. Do you think she could sleep over at your house? She seems to like you a lot." Sarah called her mom and got permission for the little girl to stay over. Talisha's mom would drop her off on Friday afternoon and pick her up on Saturday morning.

On Friday evening, Sarah's parents took her and Talisha out for dinner and a movie. Sarah still had some of the money her mom had drawn out for her when the two of them had gone out, so she insisted on paying for her and Talisha's movie tickets. She and Talisha decided to watch an animated movie, while her parents watched a different one.

While they were sitting in the theatre, waiting for the movie to start, she saw that Talisha's skirt had slid up. Also, the little girl had sat down with her legs carelessly apart. She touched Talisha's thigh and whispered, "Put your legs together. Everyone can see your panties." The little girl giggled, but did as she was told. When the movie ended and they were getting up to leave, Sarah collided with an old man. She was sure that he had bumped into her, but because he was an adult, she quickly said, "I'm sorry." She noticed the man was wearing very thick glasses and she thought that maybe he hadn't seen her. But then she noticed that he seemed to be leering at Talisha. She put her hand on the little girl's shoulder to hurry her along, but not before catching a whif of the man's strong body odor.

On the way home, she thought about the old man. Had he been looking at Talisha's crotch earlier? She looked at her little friend and gently stroked her bare thigh. She started getting a warm feeling between her own legs. For a second, she thought about asking her mom and dad if she and Talisha could join them in their bedroom. But she thought she had better not. They sat up watching the news on television before finally going to bed.

As soon as her bedroom door was closed, Sarah asked Talisha, "Do you want to have some fun?" The little girl said nothing, but gave her an impish grin and nodded her head. Sarah put her arms around her and gently kissed her on the mouth. Talisha wasn't the greatest kisser, but it still felt good to Sarah. She pulled the girls panties off and carressed her little butt. She then put her finger between the lips of Talisha's pussy and felt her getting wet. They both got naked and continued kissing and fondling. Sarah pushed her onto her back and began licking her tiny clit. She took her time and enjoyed the little girl's taste. "You're still a virgin, aren't you?" Talisha opened her eyes and said, "Oh, ahh..., yeah, mommy says I have to wait until I'm older." Sarah didn't know why she had asked that question.

While she lazily ate Talisha's pussy, she reached behind her and rubbed her own clit. In a few minutes, the little girl began squirming and whimpering. In a tiny voice, she said, "Oh, oh, oh. Sarah, ahh, Sarah, I'm cumming." Sarah gave her a minute to recover, then she lay down on her back. She spread her pussy open, and pointing to her clit, she giggled and said, "There. Right there is where I want your tongue." She sighed when she felt the little girl's tongue on her. Talisha ate her for several minutes before Sarah said, "Talisha, oh god that feels good. Put your finger inside my pussy like you did the last time." Instead, the little girl put two fingers in her. "Oh, jeez, god I'm almost there. Hi, Mom, Talisha and I are just having a little fun." Sarah hadn't heard the door open and now she looked into her mom's eyes as the orgasm swept over her.

Dianne waited until Sarah's breathing was normal before speaking. "I'm sorry I barged in. What time is Talisha's mom coming to pick her up?" Sarah answered, "I think around ten." Before Dianne went back to her own bedroom, Sarah noticed Talisha staring at her mom. The nightgown she was wearing was thin and her dark pubic hair could be seen through it. Talisha said, "Your mom's pretty. Why don't we ask her to come back and then we can have some more fun." Sarah just smiled and said, "No, I think she and Dad are tired. '

Sarah had to wait two weeks before filming would start on " HELL ON WHEELS". She helped Dianne around the house during the day. At night, she let her parents have their own time together. On Saturday night, they all went out for pizza. Later, when Sarah was getting ready for bed, Dianne walked in, naked, and said, "Honey, your father misses you very much."

Sarah took her mom's hand, and the two of them joined her dad in bed. His cock was rock hard as Sarah stroked it and finally put it in her mouth. She was lying on the bed and she felt her legs being pulled apart. She jumped a little when her mom's tongue made contact with her clit. When she felt that her little cunt was well lubricated, she lay back on the bed and spread her legs. While Russell was rubbing the head of his cock against her clit, Dianne straddled her face and pulled her own cunt open for Sarah to eat. Sarah was in heaven. She was being fucked slow and easy by her dad, and her mouth was full of her mom's pussy. She could also hear her parents kissing and saying how much they loved each other. Sarah was the first to cum.

After her orgasm, she disengaged herself from her parents. She watched as her dad got on his back and her mom got on top of him. He said to her, "Come here, sweetheart, I want to taste you." Sarah sat over his face and felt his tongue in her pussy. Her mom sat motionless on his cock for a few minutes before slowly rocking back and forth. Watching her mom getting fucked was getting her aroused even more. Soon, she felt a second orgasm building. "Oh, damnit!" Dianne was having her own climax. She climbed off her husband's cock and she and Sarah took turns sucking him until he came. As his warm semen spurted into her mouth, Sarah started cumming again. "Oh god, Mom, Dad, I've never had two orgasms that close together before."

The A F I Group's studio was located in Santa Ana. Dorothy Hill agreed to let Sarah stay with her while the movie was being made. In the movie, Sarah played the role of Amy True. Amy's father had gotten her started in go kart racing when she was six. She has since moved up to Mod Lite race cars. The storyline of the movie is that Amy dreams of driving in the GOLDEN STATE CLASSIC, which is the biggest race of the year. It attracts cars and drivers from all over the country. The problem for Amy is that her car is under powered compared to most of the other cars she competes against.

Late in the movie, she crashes her car and is seriously injured. Amy recovers, but the car is in pieces. The fans at her local racetrack take up a collection and even a couple of the other drivers help rebuild her car. The movie ends with Amy starting in the middle row of the GOLDEN STATE CLASSIC. How she fares in the race is left up to the viewer. All of the sex scenes would be shot at the studio. The movie company would rent a racetrack for two nights. They had made arrangements with a dozen racecar drivers to film some staged racing scenes. There would also be some incidental footage involving the actors, including Sarah.

In her first sex scene, Amy is shown having a conversation with Pancho, a friend of her father, who helps work on the car. Pancho was played by Victor Sarmiento. "Amy, your papa is right. You are too hard on that motor. You need to take it easy."

"Pancho, you and Dad just want me to drive around in circles out there. I thought I was supposed to be trying to win a race." The camera panned out to show that the two of them were naked, with Amy riding on Pancho's cock. Sarah liked Victor. He was good looking and he was very sweet and respectful towards her. She was leaning back while his arms supported her. A camera overhead was filming his cock sliding in and out of her pussy. When she leaned forward, another camera caught her little anus opening and closing as she rode up and down on him. "You can't win a race unless you finish the race. You won't even be able to finish a race if you keep abusing that motor. It has too many laps on it, like me. But I do get to finish. Oh shit, I'm cumming." He pulled out of her and shot his semen all over her belly.

The second sex scene was something different. In the movie, Amy prostitutes herself in order to get her father a reduced price on a new racing engine. The director, Marty Shields, instructed Sarah to not show any sexual pleasure she might feel during the scene. She forced herself to focus on why any girl would have sex when she did not want to. As far back as she could remember, she had been enjoying sex.

In the movie, Amy had a goal. Sarah began thinking about her own goals and what she would be willing to do to achieve them. She suddenly felt sorry for Amy. The scene was supposed to be in the engine builder's shop. The man performing with her was Tony Diamond. As she sucked on his cock, she kept thinking about Amy. Even when Tony was licking her pussy, she felt nothing. She focused all her attention on Amy's plight and lost track of what was going on around her. When she felt Tony start sliding his cock inside her, she cried out, "Ouch! It hurts."

The director called for a break so Sarah could apply some lubricant to her pussy. He then got an idea. Instead of editing out her words about it hurting, he would leave them in. He had somebody go to the local grocery store and get some food coloring. They mixed red and green coloring in the lubricant to give it a light brown color. The engine builder, played by Tony, would tell her that he had the perfect lubricant, motor oil. When the scene resumed, Sarah tried to stay focused on what she thought Amy would be feeling. She was sitting on a countertop with her legs spread wide as Tony fucked her, showing absolutely no emotion. The script called for him to pull out of her and cum on her face. When he did, his penis brushed against her face, leaving a streak of brown. Sarah had lost count of how many men had cum on her face. But she knew Amy would feel like it was the final insult. When the scene was over, she was surprised to find tears in her eyes.

Sarah was thinking about the number "three". This was her third major adult film. In all three movies she did three sex scenes in each one. But she never did a scene with another female in any of them. The third sex scene in this movie revolved around Amy taking a bet from another driver that he could beat her in their heat race.

The racecars would be equipped with onboard cameras. The race would be staged so that Amy and the other driver, Clint Powers, would start side be side on the front row. For seven of the eight laps, they would race that way. On the eighth and final lap, Powers' car would slide up in front of Amy, and go on to win the race. As he passed her, Sarah's voice had to be dubbed in over the sound of the engine, screaming the word "SHIT!". By winning the bet Powers got Amy to go with him to his motor home.

Of the three sex scenes, this was the only one where Sarah was able to have an orgasm. The movie set was made up to look like the inside of a small motor home. To make things look realistic, Sarah had to wear a regulation fireproof driver's uniform. She also had to wear fireproof long underwear. Standing under the movie lights with all that clothing on, Sarah was burning up. By the time she got naked, she was covered in fine sheen of sweat. The role of Clint Powers was played by Scott Duncan. After doing their oral foreplay, they got on the bed. The bed was so narrow that they had to lay on their sides, with Scott behind Sarah. After about five minutes of fucking, she turned her head, smiled and whispered to Scott, "Reach around and rub my clit." Within two minutes, she was cumming.

Sarah and the rest of the cast and crew flew out of San Diego Wednesday night. The racetrack that the movie company had rented for the filming was located in southern Ohio. There would be two days of filming at the race track before they left on Saturday morning. Her mom told her to consider it a working vacation, but Sarah wanted to learn as much as she could from the trip. The movie company had rented two vans, one for the actors, and one for the crew. Most of the acting scenes would be done during the day. But because it was a dirt track, the racing scenes would have to be done at night, so that the track would not be too dusty. Sarah was about to learn a hard lesson.

She had always been comfortable working around men. But the men she worked with were fellow actors and movie technicians. She would have liked to think that the people she worked with treated her well because they liked and respected her. And a lot of them did. But she also knew that most, if not all, thought of her as just a valuable commodity. The studio and all of its employees made money off of her. But knowing all of this did not prepare her for the reception she got at the racetrack.

A couple of the drivers were nice to her. Some ingnored her. She caught some of them undressing her with their eyes. They would look at her, smile and whisper to each other, and look some more. One driver that had her confused was Drew Parsons. He had been hired to do all of her stunt driving. Drew was only fourteen and not much bigger than Sarah. Like Sarah's character in the movie, Drew had started out driving go karts and had moved up to driving mod lites when he was eleven. But when he was thirteen, his parents had gotten him started racing a dirt late model car. When Sarah was formally introduced to him, she was immediately attracted to him. He was clean cut and very good looking. She tried to talk to him, but he seemed aloof and distant.

It was early spring and the weather was cool. Sarah was not accoustomed to it. She had brought along a light jacket, but she still felt cold. On the first day of filming, they took Sarah and the race car away from everybody else for some still photos. She posed by the car dressed as she was. Then they had her put on a tank top and a pair of shorts. She felt like she was freezing as she posed. She became angry when the last photo was taken. They had her sit on top of the car, one leg straight and the other bent at the knee. The photographer walked over and pulled the bottom part of the shorts open so that her panties were showing.

After filming was done for the day, the crew waited for night to do the racing scenes. While they waited, Sarah talked to Dorothy Hill. "Dorothy, why do all these people hate me?" She had to wait a few seconds for an answer. "They don't hate you, Sarah, they just don't understand you. You know, not everybody approves of the movies you perform in and that I produce. You've lived most of your young life in a vacuum. The erotic movie business is all you've ever known." Sarah did not know what to say.

Dorothy pointed to the race cars out on the track and said, "Those people out there, they have lives of their own, completely different from yours and mine. Did you notice the names of the sponsors on the cars? Those are all bogus. The drivers asked us to put all new decals on their cars because they didn't want anybody to know that they were associated with an adult movie. The only reason they're here is money. One of them told me that what we're paying him will get him through the next month of the racing season." Sarah walked away, thinking. She never thought that what she did might be offensive to anybody. She thought about Drew. He was different from every other boy his age she had known. They were all fellow performers in erotic movies. Suddenly, she felt embarassed by her profession.

The next day came and Sarah had only one short scene to do. After it was done, she got bored and walked around the racetrack's pit area. While looking at some of the race cars, she heard somebody say her name. "Sarah?" She turned, and it was Drew Parsons. She looked at him, but didn't say anything. He finally spoke up and said, "Look, Sarah, I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry." She didn't know what he was talking about, so she said, "Sorry about what?"

"I was being a jerk yesterday. I wasn't very nice to you." She smiled and said, "It's OK, I understand." He surprised her when he said, "No, you don't understand. The reason I wouldn't talk to you yesterday was because of the other drivers. They're all grownups and they were teasing me about you." So they began talking to each other. She asked about how he got started racing and he told her. She noticed that he never asked about her profession and she was a little bit relieved. She made a point to keep the conversation about him and racing.

Sarah knew nothing about anything mechanical, but she had once watched her dad put brake pads on his truck. She saw that the rear end housing on the race car looked different than the one on her dad's truck, so she asked Drew about it. He told her it was a quick change rear end. As he explained about different gear ratios for different sized tracks, Sarah suddenly saw numbers flashing in her mind. She stayed with Drew as the crew prepared to film the last of the racing scenes. Last night, she had gone back to the motel with the other performers and had missed the filming of the racing scenes. Now, she felt excited as she watched Drew drive the car out on the racetrack. She thought the cars sounded like tin cans full of bumble bees.

During a break in the filming, he asked her when she was leaving for home. When she told him that she was leaving early the next morning, she thought he looked disappointed. "I was hoping you could stay and watch me race my late model tomorrow night." Sarah did some quick thinking. She went to Dorothy Hill to talk about staying one more night. She knew some of the crew were staying over to get some footage of the crowd on Saturday night. She used Dorothy's phone to call home and tell Dianne that she would not be home until Sunday. She had been staying in Dorothy's motel room and Dorothy was leaving on Saturday. It was finally worked out so that Sarah would stay with the film crew in their room. She even agreed to sleep on the floor. She overheard Dorothy tell them, "You better make damn sure nothing happens to her."

When she arrived at the racetrack with the crew on Saturday she was surprised. On the previous two days the place looked barren. Now, it was full of people and cars. It was a warm day and she left her jacket in the van. Drew met her at the pit entrance and escorted her in. He showed her his race car and introduced her to his parents. They were courteous, but not very friendly. Drew walked her around the pits, showing her all the cars. He explained how there were two other classes of race cars competing that night. Then he bought her a hot dog and a coke. As they were walking around, she felt him take hold of her hand, his fingers interlacing with hers. For a second, she closed her eyes and smiled. It seemed like she had herself a boyfriend, for a little while at least.

As the sun started going down, so did the temperature. She told Drew that she was going to the van to get her jacket and he went with her. After putting on her jacket, Sarah noticed he was staring at her. On impulse, she pulled his head down and kissed him. He seemed surprised at first, but then he put his arms around her and kissed her again. Their kisses became deeper and Sarah was tempted to take him in the van. But this wasn't the time or place. During the drivers' meeting in the pits, she saw how small and diminutive he seemed compared to all the other drivers.

When the races started, she was scared by how loud and fast these race cars were. She realized that in one way Drew was like her. He was a kid performing and competing in an adult world. After his heat race was over, Drew told her it would be a while before his next race. They were walking around the pits again when he led her behind one of the race car haulers. It was dark and noboby was around. They began kissing some more. After a few minutes, Sarah hesitated and said, "Drew, would you like to have sex with me?" She half way expected him to say no, either because of their age difference or some moral reason. She was happy and surprised when he said, "Yes, but......" She asked him, "But what?" He looked down and said nothing. Then he looked at her, and in a shaking voice, said, "I've never done it before." Sarah almost laughed. She had never met a boy his age who was still a virgin. Then she remembered what Dorothy Hill had told her. She started feeling something new. She was aroused sexually by him, but there was something else that she couldn't quite put her finger on. She went to the film crew and asked for the keys to the van. She told them that she and Drew wanted to listen to some music on the radio.

They were were in the back seat of the van, gently kissing each other. Sarah felt like she had to take charge of the situation. As Drew was kissing her, she lay down on the seat. She finally felt his hand trying to go down the front of her pants. After a minute or so, she unsnapped her jeans and pulled the zipper down. Then she felt his hand go inside her panties and softly touch her pussy. She was rubbing his crotch and could feel the hard lump inside. She managed to get his fire suit undone and pull out his hard cock. She wrapped her small fingers around it and began gently massaging it. Drew suddenly said, "Oh, jeez...." Sarah felt her hand covered with warm, sticky semen. She thought he was going to cry. "Oh god, Sarah, I'm sorry." She quickly reached up and pulled his head down and kissed him. "It's OK, Drew. We'll try again in a little while." She had to tell him again and again that she was not upset with him.

They got their clothes straightened up and she got him to talk about his life. "At home, I do my homework and then I help Dad work on the car. You wouldn't believe how much work has to be done to it. Mom makes me concentrate on my schoolwork and Dad makes me concentrate on the race car. I never have time for anything else. The other night, when I said the other drivers were teasing me about you, it didn't have anything to do with you. They were jealous of me. You see, those cars we were driving last night are what's called 'entry level' race cars. It's probably all those guys are able to afford. My father owns two car dealerships, that's how he's able to pay for my race car." Instead of saying anything, Sarah leaned forward and kissed him. Soon they were lying on the seat.

Sarah asked him, "Drew, would you like me to do anything special?" He hesitated a little before saying, "Can I kiss you, down there?" Sarah pulled her jeans and panties off and lay back down. At first, he just ran his tongue up and down her slit. She reached down and pulled the lips open and said, "Do it right there. That's my clitoris. It's like the underside of your penis. It's real sensitive." She sucked her breath in when she felt his tongue flick over her clit. She would have loved to be sucking on his cock, but she was afraid he could cum too quickly again. She was trying to keep quiet so nobody would hear them. Finally, she pulled his face away from her crotch and said, "Drew, I want you inside me."

He pulled his fire suit off and got between her legs. He tried to enter her but was having trouble. Sarah took hold of his cock and guided the head inside her. He quickly pushed in and out of her a few times before she stopped him. "Slow down," she told him. She waited a minute and began pushin up against him. He slowly began sliding back and forth inside her pussy. She muttered, "Oh god." He stopped and asked, "What's wrong?" She giggled and said, "You stopped, that's what's wrong. I'm almost ready to cum." Drew started back with harder thrusts. Sarah said, "Oh, Drew...." She put her fist in her mouth to keep from screaming. Then she felt Drew cumming inside her. He collapsed on top of her and she held him for a few minutes. She wished it could have been longer, but he told her that he had to be getting back to his race car.

For the few minutes that it took to walk back to the pits, Sarah felt warm and happy inside. But when she got back, the film crew told her they were getting ready to leave for the motel. She gave Drew her address and asked him to write to her. He gave her a tee shirt that had a picture of his race car on the front and and all the different businesses that sponsored it on the back.

In the motel room that night, she tried to sleep curled up in a chair. One of the two crew members snored loudly and the chair was uncomfortable. But even if she had been in her own bed at home, she would not have been able to sleep. The dark depression had hit her as soon as she had left the racetrack. She would never see Drew again.

But this time she did not cry. From their first kiss, she had known this was coming. She had heard that young boys liked to brag about their sexual conquests. Would Drew brag to his friends at school and his race car buddies about how he had banged a young adult film actress? She hoped not, but she knew she had no control over that. She decided that she would not tell anyone about it. What she had done was private. When she arrived at the airport in San Diego, her mom was there to greet her. After they hugged, Sarah felt better and she started making an effort to let go of Drew.

Chapter #11

Sarah had the next week off. She used some of the time to catch up on her on-line school work. During the past few months, she had accelerated her studies and was now doing eighth grade work. By this time, her previous movie, "A SONG FOR SONNY", had been released. Generally, it got good reviews and Sarah received praise not only for her acting in the film, but also the song she sang at the end. But others complained that the sex scenes were too short and lacked energy.

There was one bright spot. She got to see her friend, Bridgette Hendeson. Soon after Sarah started working at Globe, Bridgette's mother had gotten remarried. They had moved out of town to where her stepfather was living. But she was back in town visiting her grandma and asked Sarah to sleep over. Sarah remembered to take a tee shirt to sleep in. There would be no sex tonight. They had been in a few videos together, and had done two girl-on-girl scenes with each other. During the first one, Sarah had reached an orgasm from her friend's tongue. But Bridgette told her later that she did not get off doing it with other girls. To her, it was just work. In their second video, Sarah had to fake her climax.

Late that night they sat up in Bridgette's bedroom talking. Sarah made it a point to not talk about her work at Globe. She was afraid she might hurt Bridgette's feelings. But Bridgette brought up the subject and seemed to have no problem with it. Sarah asked her, "Have you been doing any videos?" Bridgette shook her head and said, "No. I can't anymore." When Sarah asked her why she could not do videos anymore, Bridgette lifted her nightgown and pulled down her panties. A small amount of dark fuzz was covering her pussy. After pulling her panties back up, she said casually, "It's alright. Mom let me have a boyfriend. He's thirteen and he doesn't like the idea of me having sex with other people."

When Sarah got back home the next day she had a lot to think about. Bridgette was a little bit older than her, but she still seemed to young to have reached puberty. She knew that one day that would be happening to her, also. But Bridgette had a boyfriend, whom she was probably having sex with. It seemed like her friend was leaving her behind.

When Sarah returned to Globe the following week, she was told that Mr. Schwartz wanted to see her. She walked past the break room and saw Robin Marsh. She was sitting at a table by herself, wearing a set of headphones. Sarah wondered what kind of music she was listening to. She started to go in and try to talk to her, but decided against it. As she rode the elevator to the third floor she assumed the meeting would be about another movie. Sarah still was not comfortable around him.

He was smiling when she entered his office. "Sarah, it's good to see you. How are you? How did you like Ohio?" After shaking his hand, she said, "I'm fine, thank you. Ohio was different, but I liked it." She hated that she always had to be so formal around him. He picked up a piece of paper on his desk and held it out to her. She immediately recognized it as a contract. At first, she thought it was her original contract and that he was telling her that she would no longer be needed at the studio. Her stomach began churning as she waited for the bad news. "Your contract will expire next week. This is a photo copy of the new contract we would like to offer you." Sarah was surprised. She hadn't realized that a whole year had passed since her first day at Globe. Then she was shocked when she read the contract. The pay rate for each sex scene she peformed was doubled. "Oh my god," she said in a low voice. "Globe Entertainment has made a very nice profit from your work and we wanted to show our appreciation. Have your mother come in some time this week and we can get everything finalized." As she was leaving his office, the secretary said, "Sarah, Mary Phipps would like to see you in Mr. Lambert's office." She went to the second floor to Doug Lambert's office and found both of them waiting for her. Mr. Lambert was the first to talk. "Your work in 'A SONG FOR SONNY' was wonderful. I loved your portrayal of little Tammy. However, we were unaware of your singing ability until now. The staff writers have come up with a movie that will showcase your singing. The title of it is 'ENDANGERED SPECIES'." He handed her a copy of the screenplay.

The movie was about a girl named Bobbi Sue Montgomery who was a singer in a small traditional country and western band. The band would win a local talent contest and perform on national television. But then it would be under pressure to play more contemporary music.

After quickly scanning through the screenplay, Sarah noticed something odd. In every video or movie she had been in, she always portrayed the part of a young girl. The character of Bobbi Sue seemed more like an adult woman. But it would be her first starring role and she was about to sign a new contract, so she said nothing about it. She thanked Mr. Lambert and was ready to leave when he said, "I think Mary has something to talk to you about , also." Mary stood up and said, "Come on. We can talk as we go downstairs." When they were in the hallway, Mary started talking again. "I didn't want to emberass Doug. The video series 'PLAYGROUND SLUTS' is coming to an end. We have one more video to do. We asked the viewing public what they wanted to see. The most requested idea for the last video was a threesome involving you and Robin Marsh."

She stopped talking and looked at Sarah, as if to see her reaction. Sarah felt a mixture of apprehension and excitement. She knew Robin would be difficult to work with, but she also knew that she was strangely attracted to the little blonde. She had a mental picture of her with her face between Robin's thighs when Mary spoke up and said, "It's not going to happen. Robin got all pissy and complained that doing a short video would be a setback in her career. I'm hoping that you will do what's right." Sarah knew that she would do the video without complaining. Actually, she had no problem doing a short video before her next big project started. But, she decided to try to assert herself a little bit.

"OK, I'll do it. But I want to pick the people I work with." She already knew which girl she wanted . "I want Crystal Robinson to be in the video." Mary looked at her for a few seconds before answering. "I think we can do that, it shouldn't be a problem. Which male performer would you like to work with?" Sarah remembered what Mary told her when she first started working at Globe. She had told her that she should get as much pleasure out of the sex scenes as she could. "I would like Robbie Henson to work with us. I like Robbie." Mary immediately said, "I'm sorry, but Robbie's not available. He's working for another studio now." Sarah was disappointed, but she tried not to show it. She thought for a minute and said, "Well, then I'd like to work with Evan Stadnyk."

Evan was the teenager with red hair who had done the anal scene with her earlier. But when she said his name, Mary looked away from her. Finally, she said, "Sarah, I'm sorry. Evan committed suicide about two months ago."

When she heard the words, Sarah did not know how to react. So far in her young life, death had not touched her. She was unaware of the tears running down her cheeks when she said, "Oh my god." Mary reached over and gently wiped her tears away and said, "Sarah, don't beat youself up over this. Evan was a troubled boy. He had tried to hurt himself a couple of times in the past." After a minute, Sarah said to her, "Just pick someone. I'll do it with anybody you want me to." She did not know it, but she broke Mary's heart when she said that. "Oh god, Sarah. You said that you liked Robbie. Well, he told me personally that he really liked you. All the male performers do. All of them want to work with you. And it's not just your little body they like. They like you as a person."

When Sarah arrived at the studio, she was relieved to find out that Tom Keating was directing the video. She had already heard that Carl Portman would be directing the movie, "EDANGERED SPECIES". She hadn't seen Crystal for quite some time and was surprised to see how tall she had gotten. A young man named Chris Myers was the third member of their threesome.

The video was just getting started when he spoke to the director. "Mr. Keating, I had a large cup of coffee this morning. I need to take a leak." While he was in the restroom, Tom Keating said to both girls, "Sarah, you and Crystal can get undressed if you want." After removing her panties, Sarah turned and looked at the young black girl. "Oh my god, Crystal, you're growing titties." She walked over and cupped the small mounds of soft flesh, gently caressing the dark nipples. She felt Crystal's arms go around her waist. Without thinking, she put her own arms around Crystal's neck and looked up. When she felt the other girl's lips on hers, she didn't hesitate to put her tongue in her mouth. The kiss lasted several seconds and then she slid her face down Crystal's stomach until she came to her pussy. She started to lick it, but Mr. Keating cleared his throat and said, "Girls, we're not ready to start the video yet."

Chris returned from the restroom and got undressed. The girls took turns sucking his cock, often kissing each other as they passed the hard organ back and forth. Then Sarah lay on her back and Crystal got on her hands and knees and ate her. Chris got behind Crystal and started fucking her. Sarah could hear the wet sound of his cock sliding in and out of her. She was also getting very wet from Crystal's tongue. Finally they changed positions.

Sarah stayed on her back while Chris rubbed the head of his cock up and down her wet slit. Crystal scooted up and sat over her face. This is what Sarah had been anticipating all morning. She couldn't wait to taste the other girl's cunt. As Chris's cock slid inside her, she began licking the dark skinned pussy. Crystal had the lips pulled open, exposing her erect clitoris. But Sarah saw something else. At the lower part of her labia there was a small amount of dark razor stubble. For just a second, Sarah froze. This was the reason she hadn't seen Crystal for some time. It was the reason Mary Phipps had given her that odd look.

She snapped back to reality. There was a video that had to be completed and she could not stop what Mother Nature was doing to Crystal. She sucked gently on her clit until she heard, "Umh, jeez Sarah, you're making me cum. OH GOD!" Sarah reached between her own legs and started rubbing her clit. Half a minute later she simply muttered, "Ohhh." Chris pulled out of Sarah's pussy and the girls again took turns sucking on him until his hot, sticky semen gushed out, covering both of their faces.

After both girls had showered, Crystal gave Sarah a hug and said, "See ya later." But Sarah knew that she would probably never see her again. She felt sorry for Crystal, since she seemed to enjoy doing the sex scenes as much as Sarah did. She also knew that this day would come for her sometime.

During the ride home she noticed that her mom seemed preoccupied. Later that night Dianne said to her, "Honey, your father and I have a surprise for you. How would you like to have a little brother or sister?" At first, Sarah was confused. Were they going to adopt a baby and they were asking for her approval? Then it hit her. Her mom was pregnant. Sarah screamed, "MOM! Is it for real?" When her mom nodded her head, Sarah hugged her and then felt her belly. Even later, as she was having sex with her parents, she paid special attention to her mom's hairy cunt. In about seven months a baby would be coming out. She then looked at the smooth white flesh of her own pussy lips. In the not too distant future she would have hair growing down there. She wondered what would happen to her career then.

Chapter #12

Filming was just beginning on "ENDANGERED SPECIES" and Sarah had mixed feelings. She was thrilled that this was her first starring role. She was dreading working with Portman, however. A local band was hired to record part of the soundtrack. While some of the first scenes of the movie were being shot, Sarah went into the recording studio with the band and did all of the songs she would be singing in the movie. This took a week, but it was a week she was away from Portman.

In the movie, various male actors would portray members of the band. None of them could play a musical instrument, so they would just go through the motions. Two adult female singers were also hired to do the backup vocals. Two young girls, Tiffany Cramer and Sammi Lyons would play the parts of the backup singers in the movie. Sarah had seen Tiffany around Globe's studios, but didn't really know her. She was very pretty, with long, dark hair. Sammi was different. Sarah remembered her from when they were both younger and working at a different studio. They had even done a couple of videos together. Sammi wasn't as pretty as either Tiffany or Sarah. She had short brown hair and was slightly overweight.

Sarah's first sex scene was to be a girl-on-girl scene with Tiffany. But when she was talking to her, she found that Tiffany did not really like having sex with girls. She told Sarah that she always tried to be professional and do what the director asked, but girls didn't turn her on. Sarah wasn't angry, but she wanted the scene to look as realistic and erotic as possible. So she took a chance and decided to talk to Portman.

When she saw him, she hesitated a bit before speaking up. "Mr. Portman, can I talk to you a minute?" Without looking at her, he said, "What is it, Sarah?" She cleared her throat and stammered, "I....I wanted to talk to you about the scene with Tiffany and me. She told me that she really doesn't like doing it with girls. I was wondering if you would let me do it with Sammi instead. We've worked together before and I think the scene would turn out better if she were in it instead of Tiffany." She held her breath and waited for him to answer. She was surprised when he said, "OK, Sarah, we can switch partners for you if you think it would help." While they were getting undressed, Sammi said to her, "Thanks, Sarah, I haven't been working as much as I would like. Maybe doing this scene with you will get me noticed more." Sarah smiled and said, "Remember the video 'TRICK OR TREAT'? We had a lot of fun doing that one. Let's make each other cum this time like we did before."

The scene was supposed to be in a bedroom. The two girls kissed and fondled each other on the bed. When Sarah put her finger in Sammi's pussy she was happy to find it wet, like her own pussy. They took turns licking each other before Portman had them get in a sixty-nine position, with Sarah on top. She alternately licked and sucked on Sammi's clit. To her surprise and delight, Sammi climaxed before she did. "Oh, Bobbi Sue, I'm cumming".

Portman stopped the filming and changed the scene slightly. Sammi's character was named Sheila. Portman told Sarah to lie on her back and gave her some different dialogue. As she was lying with her legs apart, she said, "Come here, Sheila, and eat my pussy and make me cum." She pulled her little cunt lips open and exposed her clit. "Oh god, I love the way you eat pussy. Umh...that feels so good. Here it comes. Oh, ahh.....god!"

When she went to work the next day, Sarah realized something unusual was going on. People were standing in the hallway watching an old man and four little girls. The girls were Asian and ranged in age from about four to ten years old. One of the people looking at them was Mary Phipps. Sarah asked her, "Mary, who are these people, what's going on?" In a voice that sounded a little worried, Mary answered, "I'm not really sure, Sarah. I think this gentleman is trying to get them jobs here. I do know that the girls are from Thialand."

To Sarah the girls all looked the same. They all had brown skin, long, dark hair and were very pretty. One of the older girls looked at her and chattered something in her own language to the others. They all turned and looked at Sarah. The man was different though. He was old, about sixty, with long, white hair and brown liver spots on his hands. To Sarah, he somehow seemed unclean. He suddenly said something and clapped his hands together twice. All four girls snapped to attention and followed him out of the building.

Normally, Sarah would have thought nothing of the incident. But the incident turned into a crisis. News of the little girls and where they were from quickly leaked out. Police, imigration, and health officials converged on the motel they were staying at. All five were taken to the city's health department and blood tests were done. When one of the girls tested positive for HIV, Globe Entertainment was temporarily shut down. Every person, including Leo Schwartz and the rest of the board of directors, had to be tested. This also included every performer under contract, all production staff, clerical, and even the custodians. It took over a week to have all this done and there was bad publicity in the media for the studio. Later, Sarah would think that it was a bad omen of things to come for the movie she was working on.

When filming was allowed to start again on "ENDANGERED SPECIES", Sarah heard Portman mutter under his breath, "Goddamn little chink bitches!" She noticed that he was hard on everybody, not just her. And as filming moved along, she had a feeling in her gut that the movie wasn't going to be as good as he was hoping.

In one scene, Bobbi Sue was supposed to have sex with two members of the band. The scene was to be filmed after lunch. But when it started, Sarah could smell alcahol on the breath of one of the men. She was on her hands and knees, being fucked from behind by the other man. At first, the man who had been drinking seemed alright. His cock was hard as she sucked him. But when it came time to change positions, there was small break in filming for about a minute. The man lay down and Sarah got on top of him and saw that he wasn't quite as hard as he had been. She didn't think anything about it as she slid the organ inside her pussy. As the other actor stood over her, she started sucking on his cock, tasting the slightly salty flavor of her own juices.

After a couple of minutes, though, she found her pussy empty. When she tried to put the penis back in, she realized it was no longer erect. Not knowing what to do, Sarah turned and looked at Portman. When he realized what was wrong, he became livid. "What the FUCK?! Brad, what happened to Marty?" The man named Brad, who had been fucking her earlier, looked down at the floor before saying, "Carl, I don't know. I went to get me a sandwich and Marty said he would be right back. That's all I can tell you."

By now the man named Marty could not even stand up. He was taken upstairs to the infirmary to lie down. Sarah understood why Portman was so upset. The HIV testing had put the movie behind schedule, and since this was his first full length feature film, he was trying to get everything right and impress his bosses.

An idea flashed in Sarah's mind, and before she could stop herself, she blurted out, "Mr. portman, I have an idea." Still angry, he turned and said, "WHAT, Sarah?!" She knew she was walking on thin ice when it came to talking to Portman. "Maybe Brad can do both parts." Portman shook his head as he said, "We don't have time to do two separate cum scenes. It might take an hour, no offence Brad, for him to get erect enough to do the extra scene." Sarah persisted, though. "He wouldn't have to cum twice. He can pretend to cum inside me and then we can finish with the oral scene." Portman understood what she was talking about but he had his doubts. "Sarah, they don't look like each other. Look at all the hair on Brad's body. Marty has almost no body hair." Just then Brad spoke up. "Hell, Carl, if it will help, I'll shave myself. I don't mind."

So, they started filming the scene again. By this time Brad's penis had gone soft but Sarah coaxed it back to life with her mouth. Portman instructed her to get back down on her hands and knees while Brad fucked her. This only went on for a minute or two and then filming stopped while Brad went to the restroom and shaved his chest and stomach. He trimmed part of his pubic hair, also. When he returned, Sarah began sucking him slowly. She knew the scene would not look right if he came too fast. While she had his cock in her mouth, she reached behind her and began rubbing her clit. As her own orgasm built, she increased the amount of oral pressure she was applying to Brad's cock. "Uh...oh god" She continued sucking as the orgasm passed through her. Suddenly, Brad said, "Oh, yeah, that's it." She removed her mouth, as spurt after spurt of semen hit her in the face.

In the beginning, Sarah had high hopes that the movie would be a hit. But as time went by, she realized that, at best, the movie would be mediocre. She would have settled for that. As the final scenes were being filmed, the movie turned into a disaster. In the movie, Bobbi Sue and the band had gone on tour. But the grind of playing music and singing all night and then traveling all the next day took its toll on all of them. They eventually quit the tour and returned to their roots.

The last scene of the movie was supposed to show Bobbi Sue and the owner of the local nightclub having sex in the back room of the club. The club owner was played by Howie Cantrell. After they had done all the oral foreplay, Sarah had to sit on Howie's lap, facing away from him. Howie's cock wasn't very big, but this didn't bother Sarah. The problem was that she had trouble keeping her balance while he fucked her. She had to brace herself with her hands against his thighs. She felt awkward and uncomfortable.

Finally, she lowered her head and whispered, "Howie, reach around and rub my clit for me." Soon, she was writhing up and down. When the orgasm finally came, she moaned, "Oh god that was good." She raised up and removed his cock from her wet pussy. She quickly slid her hand up and down it until he started cumming. His semen made a small puddle on the floor.

Sarah thought she was done, but Portman had other plans. He had found an old adult movie from the mid-seventies and it gave him the idea for an extra scene. A brand new character was introduced. She was a newbie, about four years old. Sarah only knew her first name, Mandie. In the movie she didn't even have a name. The little girl would be spying on Bobbi Sue and the club owner as they had sex. It would be edited in just before Sarah had her orgasm.

She would be completely nude, masturbating herself while she watched the sex scene in front of her. Bobbi Sue would see the little girl and invite her to have sex. While the two girls were eating each other, the club owner would return and have anal sex with Bobbi Sue. When Sarah found out what the new scene was about, she was more than upset. It was no secret around the studio that she did not like anal sex. She wondered if this was Porman's revenge for her getting him in trouble with Leo Schwartz over trying to force Angie to do an anal sex scene.

At the start, the scene was very erotic. Mandie was told to just play with herself. She rubbed her pussy, pulling the lips open to expose her tiny clit. She put her wet fingers in her mouth, tasting her own sweetness. However, the scene could not be filmed in real time. Sarah had to get two enemas. This would also give Howie time to recover.

When they resumed filming, Sarah got on top of Mandie. The four year old's pussy was still moist and sticky from where she had been masturbating earlier. It didn't take her long to realize that this was not the first time the little girl had licked a pussy. Sarah was enjoying herself, but she dreaded what was coming next. Howie came back on the set and started rubbing some lubricant on and in her anus. He gently put his index finger inside her. Sarah tried not to cry out when he began inserting his cock in her. Even though he wasn't very big, it still hurt at first. Once he was inside her the pain eased up and she tried to concentrate on the pleasure Mandie's tongue was giving her.

Howie was barely moving inside her. Portman wanted him to cum inside Mandie's mouth. This could also not be filmed in real time, for health reasons. Just as Sarah was starting to climax from Mandie's tongue on her clit, Howie pulled out of her butt and went out of camera range and washed his penis. He returned and dangled his wet cock for Mandie to suck. It took a couple of minutes, and then the camera caught his semen bubbling out of the little girl's mouth.

That's the way it was intended to look. The audience was supposed to see him pulling out of Sarah's butt, then they were supposed to see Sarah licking Mandie's pussy. They were then supposed to see Howie sliding his cock in Mandie's mouth. But someone in editing screwed up. The film showed him pulling out of Sarah, then it just showed her naked butt, then it showed Howie hovering over Mandie. The general reaction from people who saw the movie was, "What the hell was that?". Sarah later heard that two people were fired over this mistake. One person was in the editing department and one was from the front office who authorized the film's release.

Sarah was hurt and embarassed by the movie's poor quality. But she didn't have time to lick her wounds. She only had one week off before her next project. Her dad was working out of town that week, so she spent the time helping her mom around the house.

Dianne's pregnacy was starting to show and Sarah found herself oddly arroused by her mom's round belly. While her dad was away, the two of them would sleep in the nude together. Even when they were not having sex, Sarah would find herself getting wet while cuddling up to her mom.

Chapter #13

The title of the new movie was "GALAXY QUEST". It was a science fiction/adventure story. She didn't get the starring role. That went to Robin Marsh. She had mixed feelings about working with Robin. On the one hand, she was apprehensive about Robin's ego and personality. But on the other hand, she was excited about finally getting to work with her. She was disappointed when she found out that she would have limited contact with Robin.

Sarah would play the part of "Vespa", the queen of an evil empire. Robin would play the role of the heroine,"Princess Valentina". The movie was being directed by Tyler Briggs. When she reported for work the first day of filming, Sarah heard someone behind her say, "Hey, aren't you Sarah Michaels?" The voice belonged to a young girl with shoulder length blonde hair. Sarah had never seen the girl before and so she just looked at her for several seconds. Finally, she said simply, "Yes, I'm Sarah MIchaels." A broad smile spread across the girl's face as she said, "WOW, I'm a huge fan of yours." Sarah wasn't used to fans coming up to her, especially at work. She asked the girl, "How did you get in here?" The girl kept smiling and answered, "I work here. Or at least I will work here when they find some work for me to do. Hi, my name is Stacy Marcum." Sarah still felt caught off guard. The girl was a little bit bigger than her and if it weren't for her wide mouth, Sarah thought, she would have been pretty. She also had a small scar on her left chek. Sarah said, "Hi....uh, Stacy. Look, it was nice meeting you, but I have to get to work." As she was walking away, she heard her say, "OK, Sarah, I'll see you around."

Not much went on the first day of filming. Before her mom picked her up, Sarah stopped at Mary Phipps' office. She asked Mary if she knew anything about the new girl. Mary didn't smile when she said, "She's from New York. Her career seemed to be moving along quite well before coming here." There was a moment of silence, as if Mary had left something unsaid. Sarah finally asked, "If her career was going so good there, why did she come out here?" Mary stood up and took a couple steps towards Sarah. "Look, you did not hear this from me, OK?" Sarah nodded her head and Mary went on talking. "Rumor has it that the big boys upstairs hired her to shake things up around here. There is also a rumor that they arranged for her father to get a good paying job here in town. She is supposed to have a certain reputation." Sarah asked, "What kind of reputation?" Mary sat back down at her desk and started clicking away on her computer. She asked Sarah, "Would you like to see what 'PORN PROFILES' says about her?" Sarah gave her a puzzled look and asked, "What's 'PORN PROFILES', anyway?" Mary chuckled and said, "You mean you've never heard of it? It's a listing of almost every performer in the erotic film industry. It rates performers and gives opinions about their strengths and weaknesses. Would you like to see what they say about you?"

Mary was unprepared for the reaction she got from Sarah. The girl seemed to be panic stricken. "No, no, no, I can't." Worried, Mary asked her, "What's wrong, Sarah?" In a small voice,she answered, "Since I first started working, my mom has never let me read any kind of reviews about my professional work. She told me that she was afraid if the reviews were bad, I would get discouraged and quit. Or, if they were good, I would get a big head. I'm afraid that if I read anyghing about me, I might get jinxed. It's silly, isn't it?" Instead of laughing, Mary just said, "OK, let's see what it says about Miss Stacy Marcum."

After pulling up the information, Mary started reading what was on the screen. "When it comes to sex, Stacy Marcum is absolutely fearless." Sarah started getting a bad feeling. "Does that mean that she's ambitious?", she asked. "Sarah, I would classify you as being ambitious. Robin Marsh is ambitious. But I would have to use another word to describe Stacy." Without thinking, Sarah asked, "What word is that?" Mary shook her head and said, "No, I don't want to get anything started. It also says, and I'm quoting, 'Stacy's body is ripe, bordering on plumpness."

The role of "Vespa" was fun for Sarah. It was different than anything she had done in the past. The only drawback to the movie was that she had to work with a lot of younger kids. Her first sex scene was with two young boys, Mark and Jeff. She had worked with Jeff before, on the second video she had done after starting at Globe. He was the little boy who had not cleaned himself off after having a bowel movement. Over a year had passed since then. He was bigger, but still a little boy. Sarah never got too excited during the scene, as both boys climaxed very quickly. She had a break between scenes and went to the computer room to do some more of her schoolwork. That's when she ran into Stacy again.

The girl was playing video games on one of the computers. They said hello to each other and Sarah got busy with her lessons. As soon as she was done, Stacy started talking to her. She talked about where she came from and where she was now living. She talked about the sex videos she had made in New York. Her voice was loud and Sarah found her to be both funny and vulgar. "I got to meet Robin Marsh today. She's a fuckin' bitch. I don't mean she's a bitch that fucks. I mean SHE'S A FUCKIN' BITCH." Sarah couldn't help but laugh and Stacy gave her a warm smile. "Hey, is it Halloween? What's that costume you're wearing?" Sarah explained that she was between scenes of a new movie Globe was making. Stacy's eyes lit up as she said, "Can I come with you and watch?" Sarah really didn't want the girl tagging after her, but didn't want to be rude. "It's a closed set. You'll have to go to someone in management and get permission." And that's the way things went for a while.

Over the next week, Sarah heard that the studio had started Stacy doing some video shorts. But the girl seemed to live at the studio. Sarah felt both drawn to her and also repulsed. One day Stacy talked to her openly about her sexual relationship with her parents and older brother. When she was asked about having sex with her own family, Sarah just said, "That's personal." She realized she had made a mistake. She should have walked away. Stacy didn't say anything. She just smiled. As Sarah was going back to the movie set, she thought to herself, "Whether I like it or not, I've found myself a friend."

One of the litle kids that Sarah was working with was Talisha. She was a little bit shocked to find out that Talisha would be doing her first full penetration scene in this movie. She felt worried for the little girl, but she knew that this was bound to happen sooner or later. For any young girl working in child erotica, losing your virginity was a rite of passage. Still, she seemed too young and small. So when it happened, she wasn't surprised.

She was taking a break, talking to Stacy, when Mr. Briggs sent someone looking for her. When she arrived back on the movie set, Mr. Briggs explained to her what was happening. "Sarah, Talisha's balking at doing this scene. She's been asking for you. Can you talk to her?" She found the little brown skinned girl sitting in a corner, wiping her eyes. "Talisha, what's wrong?" The little girl walked over and hugged her. "I'm scared, Sarah. I thought I could do it, but now I don't know. Some of the other kids were doing it and I told my mom that I was ready to start doing the hardcore stuff."

In a gentle, soothing voice Sarah told her, "Look, you don't have to do anything that you don't want to." Her voice trembling, Talisha said, "But I really do want to. I'm just scared, that's all." Sarah then asked, "Is your hymen still intact?" The girl got a puzzled look on face and said, "I don't know what you're talking about." Sarah had to stifle a giggle. "Has your cherry been popped?" Talisha said, "Oh. Yeah, I did that with my fingers. It hurt and it made me bleed down there." Sarah turned to look and make sure nobody was watching. She then pulled the girl's pants down, wet her finger, and gently slid it inside her pussy. "Does that hurt?" Talisha smiled at her and said, "No, it feels good when you do it." Sarah removed her finger and said, "I saw the boy that you're going to be working with. I don't think his penis is all that big. If it does hurt too much, just tell Mr. Briggs, and he will make him stop." Sarah was preparing to leave when Talisha suddenly said, "Can you be in the scene with me, please?"

She walked over to Mr. Briggs and asked if it would be okay if she did the scene with Talisha. "Sarah, we have a very tight budget on this movie. I can almost guarantee that management will not approve paying extra for you helping her." Sarah just shrugged and said, "That's Ok, I'll do it for free." All she knew about the boy they would be working with was that his name was Tommy, and that he had just started puberty. When she told him that she was there to help Talisha, he said, "I'd rather be doing it with you." She didn't smile when she told him, "Well, you're not doing it with me. You're doing it with Talisha. And you had better do it right." She and Talisha got undressed and started kissing and fondling each other. Sarah got on top of her and began licking her pussy.

Then Tommy joined them and the girls took turns sucking him. Talisha lay down on her back and Sarah lowered her own pussy over her face. When Tommy climbed between Talisha's legs, Sarah gently took hold of his cock and rubbed it back and forth across Talisha's tiny clit. She then guided it inside her pussy. The litle girl whimpered once and Sarah whispered, "Are you alright?" She said she was and Sarah relaxed and started enjoying the tongue on her own clit. At one point she had to whisper to Tommy to go easy and slow down. He suddenly blurted out, "God, she's so tight and hot and wet." Sarah looked at Mr. Briggs and said, "Shh, don't forget you have to do a cum scene. Don't cum inside her." The whispered words had just come out of her mouth when Tommy suddenly pulled out of Talisha's pussy and shot his semen on her belly.

After the scene ended, Talisha asked, "Sarah, did I do OK?" Sarah kissed her on the cheek and said, "You did just fine. How do you feel?" Talisha shrugged her little shoulders and said, "OK, I guess. I didn't cum the way you usually do, though." As they went to get cleaned up, Sarah told her, "Don't worry about it. When I first started having intercourse in front of the camera, it was a long time before I was able to climax."

Filming on "GALAXY QUEST" was winding down. Sarah had made a couple of attempts to talk to Robin, but got nowhere. She was both avoided and ignored. Sarah usually did not watch other performers do their sex scenes. But on one of the final days of filming, she happened to be on the movie set when Robin was doing a scene with an adult male performer. She was standing behind the director as the man kissed and licked on Robin's pussy. The man pulled his penis from under his costume and Robin got on her knees and began sucking on it. After a few minutes, the director stopped the filming. Robin got a tube of lubricant and squeezed some of it on her finger. She slipped the finger inside her and then lay back down.

Filming began again as the man crawled between her legs and slowly began inserting his cock inside her. She winced once, but otherwise lay passively while he fucked her. They switched positions, with Robin getting on top. The man's cock was covered with the artificial lube as it went in and out of Robin's hairless cunt. His hands were squeezing her buttocks and Sarah could see her little brown anus. For just a second, she had a strong urge to touch herself.

They changed positions again, with Robin on her hands and knees and the man behind her. The whole time she was engaged in sex, Robin never made a single sound. The man, however, was moaning loudly. He glanced over at the director, and Mr. Briggs suddenly said in a low voice, "OK, Robin, we're all ready." Robin began to moan and she cried out, "Oh, yeah, I'm cumming!" Sarah walked away, wondering how anyone watching the movie could be convinced that Robin had actually had an orgasm.

In the final scene of the movie, where the evil Queen Vespa is killed by Princess Valentina, Robin was pointing a toy "ray" gun at Sarah. The special effects company that was contracted by Globe would add the "death ray" blue light and also the"zap" sound. All Sarah had to do was crumple to the floor as if she had been shot. As soon as the scene ended, Robin put the end of the toy gun to her mouth and blew, as if she were blowing smoke from the barrell of a revolver. She then gave Sarah a little smirk and walked away. Sarah knew the gesture was intended as an insult. She just sat on the floor, shaking her head. She didn't understand why Robin hated her so much.

Sarah was spending more time with Stacy, enough that she was able to say they were friends. Some people at the studio said they were just alike, two peas in a pod, opposite sides of the same coin. They were talking about the girls' capicity for sexual pleasure. Stacy could climax in front of the camera as easily as Sarah. Stacy began hinting around about sleeping over at Sarah's house. Sarah finally asked her to stay over. But as they were riding home from the studio with Dianne, Sarah began to feel uneasy.

At first, things went smoothly. Dianne had fixed fried chicken and Stacy seemed to enjoy her mom's cooking. In fact, she asked if she could have more. She ate voraciously, as if she hadn't eaten in days. But later that night something happened, something that would define Stacy's character. They were all watching television and Sarah had become engrossed in a documentary about country music singers.

Gradually she became aware that something was wrong with her dad. She had the feeling that he was uncomfortable or upset with something. Then she noticed that he kept glancing over at Stacy. She was sitting directly across from him, her short skirt was hiked up and her thighs would open and close. Sarah could tell that Stacy was doing it on purpose. Her friend had a little smile on her face as she watched the bulge grow in Russell's pants. Sarah knew that her dad would want to have sex with Stacy. She also knew that he would not allow himself to touch the girl, even if Sarah's mom had not been there. It was the same reason they cautioned her not to engage in any sexual activity with any of her friends' parents.

Sarah did the only she could think of. "Come on, Stacy. Let's go upstairs to bed." She saw Stacy give one more look at her dad, then the two of them went upstairs. After Sarah closed her bedroom door, Stacy said, "I was hoping your mom and dad would do it with us. Your dad's good looking and I've never had sex with a pregnant woman before." Sarah understood her parents' motives and the sexual boundries they had set for her, but she wasn't prepared to explain them to her friend. She tried to dismiss it casually. "I think Dad's tired from working all day and Mom's not always in the mood since she got pregnant." Stacy wasn't smiling when she asked, "Well, we're going to have sex, aren't we?" Sarah was surprised at how bluntly the question had been put to her.She gave a little smile and said, "Yes, we can have sex if you want to." A grin spread over Stacy's face and she simply said, "Good."

They each got undressed and when Stacy pulled her panties off, Sarah saw something on her lower abdomen. At first she thought it was a birthmark. But when she looked closer she saw that it was a tattoo. It was a small devil, in red and blue ink, that appeared to be hitchhiking. Its tiny thumb was pointing in the direction of Stacy's hairless pussy. At first they rubbed each other's clits. Stacy's pussy was already soaking wet. She pushed Sarah down on her back and began licking her. Sarah then felt two fingers go up inside her. In a few minutes, she was climaxing. But the orgasm wasn't as intense as she would have liked.

Stacy rolled over onto her back and said, "Now it's your turn." Sarah knelt between her legs and began licking and sucking on her clitoris. After a minute or so, she felt Stacy's foot go behind her head, urging her on. "Uh, oh god, I finally found a girl who knows how to eat pussy." When Stacy began moaning very loudly, Sarah giggled and said, "Shh, not so loud, we'll wake up my mom and dad." She saw Stacy put her hand in her mouth and bite down. When the orgasm had passed, Stacy muttered, "Fuck me to tears! Damn, that felt good."

The following morning, Dianne and Sarah took Stacy back home. Dianne said nothing on the way there. But on the way back, she gave Sarah an earful. "I didn't like what your little friend was trying to do last night." Sarah was caught off guard. "Mom, what are you talking about?" Dianne raised her voice a little. "You know damn well what I'm talking about, young lady." She did know what her mom was talking about. But Stacy was her friend and the only way she could think of to fix this problem was to tell a white lie. "I talked to her about what she did and she said she was sorry." Her mom gave her one of her looks, but said nothing more.

The following week Stacy asked Sarah to sleep over at her house. It took an hour to convince Dianne that she would be okay at Stacy's house. During the ride there, her mom reminded her about the rules she and her father had set. Stacy introduced them to her mom when they arrived. "This is my mom, Donna, and mom, this Sarah and Dianne." As she was leaving, Dianne said to Sarah, "You behave yourself and remember what we talked about."

Since she was only staying one night, Sarah had brought along only her toothbrush and toothpaste, and a large tee shirt to sleep in. These were in a small bag that she carried. She had just set the bag down when she heard Donna say to Stacy, "Oh...My...God. She is absolutely darling." It took Sarah a second to realize that Donna was talking about her. Sarah looked at the woman. She was taller and a little bit older than Dianne. She had short blonde hair and breasts that seemed too large for her slender frame.

The woman knelt down in front of her and began gushing praises. "Those freckles, that hair, and that little nose make you look like you stepped out of some storybook. And you are so slim and trim. Stacy, you need to go on a diet." Stacy just said, "Shut up, Mom." Sarah was both flattered and embarassed at the attention being lavished on her. When she heard her say to Stacy, "I get her first, before your dad and brother get back," she assumed it was meant as a joke.

Donna called a resturant and had hamburgers and fries delivered. After eating, Stacy disappeared and Sarah found herself alone with Donna. The woman quickly said, "Come on, sweetie, I want to show you something." She took Sarah's hand and led her into a bedroom. As far back as she could remember, Sarah had been taught to be respectful to adults. After the bedroom door was closed, the woman put her arms around Sarah and began to gently caress her. She knew she should pull away and run, but she did not want to offend Donna. The woman began talking in a low, husky voice. "Oh, sweetie, you are so pretty." Before she knew it, Sarah was being kissed.

At first, she did not react. But when she felt the woman's tongue go in her mouth, she put her arms around her and squeezed. She got a little frightened when she felt her jeans and panties being pulled down. "Oh god, look at that little pussy." She gave out with a little "Umh" when she felt Donna's finger on her clit. She knew she should try to stop the woman but she didn't want to make her mad. She was also getting aroused. She allowed the woman to undress her and then watched as she took her own clothes off.

Donna's body was tanned all over. She had two or three small tatoos and no pubic hair, just a bit of razor stubble. But it was her breasts that caught Sarah's eyes. Her mom's breasts were smaller and had started to droop a little. Donna's stood straight out from her chest. Sarah had only been with three adult women in her life. This was the first time she had encountered breast implants. Donna made her lay on her back, then began flicking her tongue back and forth on her clit. She was getting close to an orgasm when the woman turned and lowered her crotch over her face. Sarah leaned forward and pulled Donna's pussy open and began licking.

She tried to ignore the very strong, musky odor. In a few minutes she was crying out, "Oh god, oh god, oh god I'm cumming," When Sarah's breathing returned to normal, Donna climbed off her and lay down on the bed next to her. Sarah got between her legs and began sucking on her clit. "Oh, yeah baby, eat mommy's pussy." For some unknown reason, that phrase upset her. But she continued sucking until she heard her yell, "Oh shit! Oh god, baby, that was great." As they were putting their clothes back on, Donna said in a soft voice, "Stacy was right. You really do know how to eat pussy." Sarah said nothing and excused herself. She went into the bathroom, pulled her pants down and washed her crotch. She would have liked to have taken a bath or shower, but instead just washed her hands and face. However, bathing didn't take away the shame she was feeling.

Later that night, she was getting sleepy and was going to ask if she could go to bed when she heard a voice behind her say, "Hey, who is this little cutie?" The voice belonged to a man who wore his gray hair in a short ponytail. His arms were covered with tattoos and he wore a lot of gold jewelry. A teenage boy with short, dark hair was standing next to him. The man wore a gold ring in his left ear, while the boy had both of his ears pierced. They were introduced to Sarah as Stacy's dad, Blake, and her brother, Brian. Sarah thought Brian looked rather ordinary, but she couldn't think of the right word to describe the way Blake looked. She only knew that he made her feel uncomfortable. That feeling was reinforced when he smiled and said, "Well, it looks like you ladies are fixing to cook us up a little party. And I can tell you this, me and Brian are ready." Without warning, he began taking off his clothes. In addition to her fear, Sarah felt disgust when she saw that he didn't wear underwear. It somehow made him seem a little bit unclean. Although thin, his arms and chest were muscular. He also had absolutely no body hair. Brian did have pubic hair, but not a lot. It looked to Sarah as if he had once shaved it off and it was just starting to grow back. "Are you waiting on an invitation, Cutie?" Sarah suddenly realized that she was the only one in the room still wearing clothes. Reluctantly, she got undressed.

Blake seemed to be leering at her when he said to Brian, "Look at that, Son. She looks just like she does in all those videos. Do you think you can handle her?" During her career, Sarah had made a few videos depicting orgies. The action was always well scripted and she always knew what was expected of her. Also, the movie sets always felt safe. She was completely unprepared for what was about to happen to her tonight.

She and Stacy were constantly being passed among her parents and brother. One minute she would be sucking on a cock, the next she would be licking Mrs. Marcum's pussy. She found herself on her knees, sucking on Brian's cock, when she felt his dad come up behind her and start licking her pussy. She felt her buttocks being pulled apart and a tongue began swabbing over her anus. She knew what rimming was and she didn't mind it when it was part of a movie. But this was no movie and she quickly pulled away from both of them and said, "No, no, no. I don't like it in my butt." At first she saw a frown on Blake's face. Then he smiled and said, "OK, we won't do it to you in your little butt."

They took turns with her. One would be fucking her while she sucked on the other's cock. She could see Stacy and her mom engaging in oral sex. Stacy was on top and she acted like she was close to cumming. Her dad crawled over to her and began fucking his daughter in her pussy. He then took a tube of lubricant and put some on his finger. He inserted his finger into her rectum and then put what was left on the swollen, purple head of his cock. Brian turned Sarah around, so that she was facing away from him and started sliding his cock faster and faster in her pussy. In spite of herself, she felt her orgasm building. She tried not to cry out and instead, gave two grunts. "Umh.....Oh...." Brian continued to pound away inside her for two more minutes before she felt him cum.

After it was all over, Sarah asked if she could take a quick shower. She knew it would not take away the new found shame she was feeling, but it gave her a little time away from all the others. When she was done with her shower, she wrapped a towel around her and walked out of the bathroom. The house seemed very quiet and she found Stacy, naked, sleeping on her bed. She was glad that she had remembered to get her clothes out of the parent's bedroom. She put her panties back on and slipped the large tee shirt over her head. She lay down next to Stacy and tried to sleep.

She woke up feeling thirsty. She had left a half-full bottle of soda in the refrigerator. She started to go downstairs, but stopped when she heard noises. Cautiously, she crept down the stairs. She was shocked when she saw Blake and Brian kneeling on the floor. Although it was dark, she could easily see that Blake was sodomizing his son. Brian was slowly stroking his erect penis. Sarah turned around and went back to Stacy's room. She knew that males had sex with each other, the way she had sex with other girls. But because her sexual experience was limited to her own family and what she did in front of the camera, she had never seen bisexual men pleasuring each other.

It was starting to get light outside when she finally fell asleep. It was after nine o'clock when she woke up. The only other one up was Donna. She didn't speak to Sarah. She just lit up a cigarette and said, "Christ, my head hurts." Sarah was hungry and she was hoping Donna would offer her breakfast. She had to wait until her mom picked her up and they stopped at a resturant and she ate pancakes.

Chapter #14

The experience with Stacy's family had left her shaken. Thankfully, her mom had not asked too many questions. She was supposed to have a week off before returning to work, but the studio called and asked if she could fill in for a girl who had suddenly quit. She would be in a short video entitled "THE BABYSITTER". She had to work with two little girls, both newbies. One of them was Becky Phipps, the daughter of Mary Phipps. Although it wasn't unpleasant, she got no sexual pleasure out of it. Both little girls were very inexperienced. After she was done, she was preparing to take a shower, but the shower in this studio's restroom was out of order.

She put a robe on and went to the next studio. When she went into the shower, she found Stacy. She had just finished work on another video. The girls took their showers in silence, but as they were drying off, Stacy spoke up. "Mom wanted me to appologize for the other night. She said it was probably a little too much for you." Sarah was a little surprised at herself when she blurted out, "Stacy, I can't do that anymore." When Stacy asked her why, Sarah sat down and explained her parents' rules about her having sex. It took several minutes and Stacy seemed confused. "But we had sex in your bedroom. What about that?" Sarah again tried to explain it to her. "They don't mind me having sex with one of my friends. Besides, you're a performer, just like me. But they don't want me having sex with any of the parents of my friends, or any adult."

She smiled at Stacy to show that she wasn't angry and continued talking. "It's why my dad wouldn't have sex with you. He was turned on by you, but he would never so much as touch you. Neither would my mom. It's just the way they are." Despite her talk with Stacy, Sarah was asked to spend the following Friday night at her house. She was given the promise that nobody in Stacy's family would touch her. The girl pleaded so much that Sarah began to feel sorry for her. She finally gave in and agreed to spend the night. But this time she made plans. The week before, she had seen a "BUDDY BOY" resturant. It was a small chain of resturants that featured a buffet style menu and also had a large game room for kids. She would take her own money and offer to take Stacy out to eat. The resturant was only a block from Stacy's house.

When she arrived at Stacy's house, she was relieved to find that Blake was not there. Her brother, Brian, was there with his girlfriend. His girlfriend had purple hair and a gold ring in her lower lip. Sarah and Stacy walked down to the resturant. Sarah was amazed at the way Stacy piled food on her tray. After eating, they went into the game room. Sarah was not in to games the way that Stacy was. But she had fun, and anyone watching them would never had known that the two of them were adult film actresses. They had so much fun that they lost track of time. A man in his mid- twenties came up to them and asked, "Are you two girls here alone?" Sarah was afraid that he was trying to pick them up. Stacy, her eyes wide and bright, said, "Yeah, we're here by ourselves." Sarah got a sick feeling in her stomach, thinking, "Oh no, here we go again". But the man surprised both of them when he said, "It's after eleven o'clock and management doesn't like little kids in here alone late at night. The two of you need to go home."

As they walked home, Stacy said, "Damn. And he was cute, too." As soon as they walked in the front door of Stacy's house, they heard arguing. Stacy's mom and dad were yelling at each other. "It's none of your fuckin' business where I go." Donna yelled back at him, "If you would stay home once in a while, you wouldn't need to go out whoring around!" Blake turned and looked at Sarah and muttered, "Great." Sarah was both afraid and embarassed. She said in a low tone, "If I'm here at a bad time, I can call my mom to come and get me." In a level voice, Donna said to her, "It's okay, sweetie, you don't have to do that." She looked at her husband and added, "Sarah, have you ever seen an old dog running down the street, peeing on every telephone pole he comes to? Well, that's what my husband is getting ready to do." Sarah's first impulse was to laugh, but she knew there was no humor in what Donna had said. Blake looked at his wife, then at Sarah, then back at his wife.

All he said was, "Fuck you." He walked out the front door and Donna went into her bedroom.

Sarah followed Stacy as she went in the kitchen. She opened the refrigerator and took out two cans of beer. Sarah was a little shocked, but said nothing. She then followed her upstairs to her bedroom. "I'm sorry the house is so hot but the air conditioner is broken. The landlord was supposed to fix it today." There was a fan blowing in the bedroom, but it was still quite warm. Sarah pointed to the two cans of beer in Stacy's hands and asked, "Stacy, what are you doing?" Stacy seemed as surprised as Sarah was. "Getting us some beer to drink. Why, what's wrong?" Sarah had never tasted beer. She said, "Stacy, I don't drink." When she saw the look in Stacy's eyes, she said, "OK, let me have just a taste." It was cold, but bitter. She made a face and told her that she preferred not to drink anymore of it.

Stacy didn't say a word as she gulped down the first can. When the can was empty, she began talking. "I hate it when they fight. They say horrible things to each other." During the brief time that Sarah had known her, Stacy acted like she had a very tough personality. But now she seemed like a little girl with hurt feelings. "You see this scar on my face? I talked back to Dad once and he hit me with the back of his hand. I guess he forgot he was wearing a big ring on that hand. It took six stitches. He said he was sorry."

Sarah saw that her eyes were filling with tears. Suddenly she began to sob. "Sarah, you're lucky. You've got good parents. I know my family is fucked up, but they're all I got." Sarah was embarassed when Stacy came over and put her arms around her. But then she remembered when her parents were having trouble. She thought about how she had felt and she had nobody to talk to. She hugged Stacy and tried to think of something to say to make her feel better. "I'm sure your parents love you. Maybe things will get better." Sarah was fully aware of the difference between sex and romance. If the two of them had been adults, she would have considered Stacy to be a "fuck buddy", a friend to have sex with. So she was surprised when she found Stacy suddenly kissing her on her mouth. She didn't respond at first, but then she found herself feeling attracted to her friend. Stacy's lips were soft and warm, and as Sarah began returning the kisses, she realized that she was becoming aroused.

The two girls kissed a cuddled for several minutes before removing their clothes. The room was very warm and both girls were starting to perspire heavily. They rubbed each other's clits before finally lying down on the bed. Sarah lay on her side and began licking Stacy's pussy. She began sliding her finger in and out of her vagina, and Stacy was doing the same to her. At one point, Sarah told Stacy to slow down because they had all night to please one another. They took their time, but after several minutes, Stacy began to climax. The only thing she said was, "Oh...Oh...Oh..." For a few seconds she went limp. But then she went back to sucking on Sarah's pussy. Then it was Sarah's turn. "Oh god, Stacy, your tongue feels so good. Umh, oh god, here it comes." Both girls lay on their backs, waiting for their breathing to return to normal.

Finally, Sarah sat up and looked down at Stacy. Her blonde hair was sticking to her sweaty forehead and Sarah knew that she also must look a mess. She giggled and bent down and kissed her gently on the mouth. "God, that felt great", she said. She lay back down on the bed and Stacy lay her head on her shoulder. Sarah was feeling euphoric, thinking she had discovered something special about her friend. In a few minutes, both girls were asleep.

Sarah awoke when she felt someone else in bed with them. Sleepily, she looked up and saw Stacy's dad. Roughly, he pulled her away from his daughter and began pulling down his pants. Terrified, Sarah scrambled away from him. She fell off of the bed, bumped her shoulder hard against the dresser, and finally ended up in a corner of the room. She watched in horror as he parted Stacy's thighs and began rubbing the purple head of his penis against her pussy. Stacy woke up and said, "No, Dad, don't. I don't want to." He growled, "Shh, you'll wake up the whole house." Sarah was trying to cover her naked body with her hands, but then she used her hands to cover her face. "Ouch, Dad, it hurts. Stop!" Sarah couldn't believe that this was happening. She was sure that he would be coming after her next. She clenched her eyes shut and covered her ears so she wouldn't hear anything. Finally, she rolled into a fetal position and stayed that way.

She did not know how long she had been lying in the corner. It had gotten quiet in the room and she cautiously looked up. Blake was gone and Stacy was still lying on the bed. Sarah didn't know if she was asleep or not. She got up and walked over to the door to lock it, but the lock seemed to be broken. She sat on the floor with her back against the door. She felt both scared and ashamed. What she had seen was nothing less than rape and she had done nothing to help her friend. She continued sitting on the floor until she dozed off. She could hear birds chirping outside. She got up and put her clothes on. She wasn't wearing a watch so she didn't know what time it was.

Quietly, she walked over to the bed and whispered, "Stacy, are you alright?" Stacy mumbled, "Yeah, I'm OK." She felt like she was deserting her friend when she said, "Stacy, I'm sorry. I have to go." She crept down the stairs and saw that nobody else was up. She looked at the clock in the kitchen and it said six- thirty. She picked up the phone and called home. The phone rang seven times before she heard her mom's sleepy voice. "Mom, can you come and get me?" When her mom asked her what was wrong, she answered, "Stacy isn't feeling good." After hanging up the phone, she walked out of the house and waited next to the curb. She didn't start to relax until she was in the car with her mom. Nothing was said until Sarah remembered that Stacy had told her she was lucky to have good parents. She looked at Dianne's swollen belly and said, "Mom, I love you."

Chapter #15

That afternoon her dad was cutting the grass and she asked if she could help. He showed her how to operate the trimmer. He had his shirt off and Sarah found herself comparing him to Stacy's dad. His hair was starting to get thinner and he had gained some weight in the last year. His hands were rough and there was dirt ground into them that would not wash away. But this was because he worked with them every day. And that was one more reason she loved him.

Her mom fixed sandwiches and lemonade and it seemed to be turning into a good day. Sarah was trying to forget everything that happened last night. But later that night she began to worry. Stacy's dad seemed like the type of man that had a lot of different sexual partners. It was bad enough that she had broken her parents' rule about having sex with people outside of her family, but she began thinking about her work. She remembered Mary Phipps talking to her about being careful who she had sex with. She decided to go see Mary on Monday and ask to be tested for STD's. Late that night, she got up to go to the bathroom and passed her dad in the hallway. Both of them were nude and she saw that his penis was semi erect. He smiled at her and she wanted to follow him into the bedroom but was afraid to.

She was not scheduled to work until the middle of the next week, but she told her mom that she had a meeting to attend on Monday morning. When she got to the studio, she had to wait over an hour to see Mary. When she finally did get to see her, she closed the door behind her and blurted out, "Mary, I need to get tested right away." Mary looked at her, then stood up and said, "Oh god, Sarah, what have you done?" She looked down at the floor and said, "Something stupid." Mary looked at her for at least ten seconds before saying, "This has something to do with Stacy Marcum, doesn't it?" Sarah was tired of telling lies. She just nodded her head. Mary took a deep breath, then picked up her phone and told someone that she would be out of the office for a while. She took Sarah to the clinic and asked them to put a rush on the tests. It would take a week to get the results and Sarah was a nervous wreck. She forced herself to do her school work, but she took little interest in anything else. As discretely as possible, she tried to avoid her parents. She was afraid she might be invited into their bedroom and she didn't want to have any sexual contact with them right now.

A week later she was eating breakfast when the phone rang. Her mom answered it and said, "Sarah, honey, it's somebody from your work." When she put the phone up to her ear, she heard Mary Phipps' voice. "Sarah, are you able to talk?" Her legs began shaking as fear overwhelmed her. All she was able to say was, "Yes." In a soft, soothing voice, Mary said, "Hey, you can relax. Everyghing turned out fine. But you need to be more careful. I'll see you in a couple of days. Bye." Sarah managed to thank her and say goodbye. She had a strong urge to just sit down in the middle of the floor because of her shaking legs. She sat in a chair and was quiet until her mom asked what was wrong. "Nothing, Mom. They were just calling to remind me to come back to work."

On the day she returned to work, she had two short videos to perform in. Both of them would have her working with a much younger girl. It seemed that the viewing public had seen her with younger girls in the past and they wanted to see more. Sarah actually enjoyed the sex scenes she did with little girls, but she was afraid to let anybody know that. If that knowledge ever got out, she thought, she might get stuck making the same little videos.

The first video was shot in the morning and paired her up with Mandy, the little girl in the final scene of "ENDANGERED SPECIES". Sarah was happy when she was able to make Mandy climax. She, herself, had no trouble reaching an orgasm. The second video would be done after lunch. She had hoped to avoid Stacy on the first day back at work, but Stacy seemed to be waiting for her. There was an embarassed moment of silence between them and then Stacy started talking. "Sarah, I'm sorry about what happened. Dad was drunk and didn't know what he was doing. Don't be afraid of me. I don't want to lose you as a friend." Sarah took a deep breath before saying anything. "I'm still your friend, Stacy, but I can't stay over at your house anymore. That scared the pee out of me."

If the second video had been only half as good as the first one, Sarah would have been satisfied with the day's work. But it was not. The girl she was working with was Mary's daughter, Becky. Sarah gently licked and sucked on her tiny clitoris, but the girl never seemed to get aroused. The director of the video kept having to remind Becky that she needed to actually put her tongue in Sarah's pussy.

Although she would have liked to have had an orgasm, Sarah was more disappointed by Becky's poor performance. The little girl acted like she really didn't want to do the video. While she was waiting for Dianne to pick her up, Stacy caught up with her and started talking. "Sarah, I know you don't want to stay over at my house, but could we go somewhere or do something, maybe hang out together?" She could see nothing wrong with hanging out, so she told Stacy that they could do something Friday or Saturday. This seemed to satisfy Stacy for the moment.

Sarah didn't have to work on Friday, and that morning Stacy called her to say that she and her mom would pick her up that evening. Sarah didn't ask where they would be going, assuming it would be the movies or maybe the shopping mall. When they picked her up, she was dressed in a tee shirt, jeans, and sandals. But Stacy was wearing a new white blouse and a dark, and very short, mini skirt. When Sarah asked where they were going, Stacy said, "I thought we should check out Maurice's."

Dumbly, Sarah said, "Who's Maurice?" But Sarah knew what she was talking about. Mary Phipps had warned her about it when she first starting working at Globe. She had also heard other girls talk about it. It was a "kiddie bar", a place where young kids, mostly rich, hung out. Sarah wasn't angry. She had wondered about what the place would be like. She didn't know it, but she was being watched as she and Stacy went inside the building. The first thing she noticed was that she and Stacy were about the youngest people there. Most were teenagers, but she saw some males who looked to be adults.

They were inside for only a few minutes when Sarah became aware that people in the room were staring at her. At first, she thought it was because she was not dressed as nicely as Stacy. But then she heard her name being whispered about. Finally, a girl asked her if she was Sarah Michaels. The attention seemed to bother Stacy. She left Sarah and went wandering around the room.

Sarah walked up to the "bar" and ordered a soft drink. She was shocked when she found out that a can of soda cost three dollars. She sat by herself for about half an hour before Stacy came up behind her. "Sarah, there are two guys I want you to meet." Sarah looked at where Stacy was looking, expecting to see two teenagers. But she was shocked to see two men in their mid-twenties. "Stacy, those guys are grownups. They're too old for us." Stacy's eyes had been wide open, but now they narrowed in anger. "Sarah, if I didn't know better, I'd swear you were still a virgin. I thought we came here to have some fun."

Sarah felt herself getting angry. "You can get mad if you want to, but I'm not hanging around adult men that I don't know." When she saw that Sarah wouldn't budge, Stacy finally said, "Fine. It just means more for me. We'll be across the street." Sarah watched as her friend walked over to the two men and allowed them to escort her out of the building. When she turned around, she noticed the young man behind the bar had been watching them. So she asked him, "What's across the street?" He smiled at her and answered, "The Carson Hotel. They have rooms available for the night, or in your little friend's case, by the hour." Sarah frowned and said, "That sounds dangerous. She could get hurt over there." The man chuckled and said, "Don't worry. The guy that owns this place also owns the hotel. There's a security guard over there at all times."

She was about to order another soda when a boy, about sixteen, came up to her. "Aren't you Sarah Michaels?" After asking the question, he turned and looked at a table where another boy and a girl were sitting. She didn't know what he wanted, so she just said, "Yeah, that's who I am." The boy smiled and said, "Would you like to join us at our table?" She hesitated for a bit, but then followed him over to where the others were sitting. When they got there, he said in a loud voice, "Debbie said you would be too stuck up to sit with us, but I said, 'No, I heard that she's really sweet'." The girl named Debbie said, "I never said that, Randy." Then, speaking to Sarah, she said, "Hi. I'm Debbie and this is Cameron. You've already met Randy." Nervously, Sarah sat down. She felt thrilled that these older, more sophisticated kids would want to talk to her. At first, it was innocent chitchat. But then the boys started asking her about her work. It made her uncomfortable, but she didn't want to offend them. When one of the boys asked how old she was when she lost her virginity, she answered, "I think I was six." The boy's eyes got big and he said, "Holy shit." Sarah felt embarassed. She should have said nothing.

When she was asked how much money she made for doing a video, she told them that the studio would not allow her to talk about her pay. Debbie spoke up and said, "What do the other kids at your school think about you making sexy movies?" For the first time, Sarah took a good look at her. She was about fourteen, with red hair and very full lips. Her breasts were medium sized, but her thighs and hips were a little plump. "I don't go to regular school. I take classes online." She had the idea that Debbie and the boy named Cameron were a couple.

Cameron laughed and said, "What are you in, the third or fourth grade?" She didn't know that he was ridiculing her. She thought it was an legitimate question. She answered, "I just finished the ninth grade." The two boys laughed at her, then Randy asked her, "Hey, what's the square root of six?" He reachd in his shirt pocket and handed her an ink pen and pushed one of the napkins over to her so she could do the calculation. Sarah thought for a few seconds and answered, "That's easy. It's 2.44948.... Do you want me to go on?" He got his pocket calculator out and lost the smile from his face.

He gave her a cold look and said, "OK, maybe you got lucky. What's the square root of seventy-seven?" She closed her eyes and answered slowly, "That one's a little bit harder, but I think the answer is....8.77496438739212." Her voice trailed off as she came to the last digit. There was an awkward moment of silence as the jaws of all three teens dropped. Finally, Debbie asked her, "Oh my god, Sarah, how did you do that?" She shrugged her shoulders and said, "I don't really know. I just see numbers in my head."

She felt a little ashamed of herself because she wasn't trying to show off. But the boys recovered quickly as Randy laughed and said, "Hey, Cam, maybe she can tutor you." Cameron started laughing loudly and said, "Yeah, she can tutor me in French. How about it, little girl, can you give me French lessons?" Sarah knew exactly what he was talking about. She looked at him for several seconds until he blinked. She wasn't trying to stare him down, she just couldn't think of any way to answer him.

She got up to leave and said quietly, "You people are making fun of me." As she started walking away, she heard Debbie say, "Cam, you're an ass. Sarah, wait." She kept walking until she felt the girl's hand on her arm. "Sarah, don't leave. They're making jokes because they're stupid." Sarah allowed herself to be led back to the table. Debbie said to Cameron, "Cam, appologize to her." He asked, "For what?" She raised her voice as she said, "Cameron Stewart, either you tell her you're sorry, or I swear to God, you're going to start having a love affair with your hand." To Sarah's surprise, he backed down. She saw him swallow and then he said to her, "Hey, I'm sorry. I was out of line." After a few minutes, the boys began whispering to themselves and then told Debbie that they were going someplace but would be back. Debbie held out her hand and said, "Give me your car keys, Cam. You're not going to leave me stranded here."

After the boys left, Debbie and Sarah talked for a while. They talked about clothes, school, Sarah's interest in music and other things. But the conversation came back to Sarah's work. Debbie asked her if she enjoyed it. When Sarah told her that she wouldn't do it if she didn't enjoy it. The older girl leaned forward and said, "Do you, you know, ever climax while doing a video?" As Sarah leaned over to answer, she could smell the other girl's perfume and was reminded of Kim Burton. She still did not understand why she felt the way she did for Kim. But what she saw in Debbie was different. The girl was attractive and Sarah found herself wondering what it would be like to have her face between those plump, full thighs.

She decided to answer the girl's question as openly as possible. "Yes. When I have sex in front of the camera, I'm usually able to have an orgasm." She smiled to herself when she saw the look of astonishment on Debbie's face. "Do you do it with other girls, too?" Sarah felt no shame as she said, "If you're female, then you know you're going to be working with girls. I don't mind it, though." Debbie's face turned red and she said, "If I tell you something, do you promise not to tell anyone?" Sarah nodded her head and Debbie went on talking. "When I was twelve, my parents sent me to summer camp. A girl named Beth and I became friends, actually more than friends. After a while, we began fooling around with each other. We kissed and touched a little. It was weird, but somehow it felt good."

She stopped talking and looked at Sarah, as if waiting for a reaction. When Sarah said nothing, Debbie began talking again. "Have you ever heard of 'Harry's Honeys'? Well, it's an adult web site that shows just girls, you know, doing it with each other. I caught Cam looking at it one day and asked him why he was looking at something like that. He said it turned him on to see girls doing that and that he sometimes fantasized about doing it with me and another girl at the same time. But it made me think about what it would be like if I was with another girl."

Sarah wasn't sure what the girl's intentions were, so she tried to keep the conversation moving along. "Are you and he having sex? I mean, is he a good lover?" The older girl gave her an impish smile and said, "He fucks like a jack rabbit." Sarah wasn't sure how jack rabbits fucked, so she asked, "What do you mean?"

"Well, you know, it's always wham,bam,thank you, ma'am. He gets his jollies and I'm left with nothing." Sarah told her about the early days of her career, when she preferred having sex with other little girls rather than little boys. Then she suddenly asked Debbie, "Would you like to try it?" To her surprise, Debbie didn't get mad or upset. She simply asked, "You mean me and you? Right now?" Sarah knew she had crossed a line by suggesting they have sex and she didn't know how to go back. She said, "Yes, if you want to."

They got their hands stamped so that they could get back in the club, then walked down the street to a parking garage. They found Cameron's car and Debbie unlocked it and they climbed in the back seat. There was little light where the car was parked. Sarah was relieved to see that Debbie was more nervous than she was. "Do we kiss first, or what?" Sarah tried to put her at ease. "Yes, we can kiss if you want to." When their lips touched, Sarah was aware of the fact that Debbie wasn't responding very well. She started to say that this was a mistake and that they should go back to the club. But she changed her mind when she felt Debbie's arms go around her.

Sarah decided then that she was going to be the aggressor. She kissed her more deeply and then slid her tongue inside Debbie's mouth. When she felt a tongue in her own mouth, she began to gently suck on it. Debbie finally pulled her mouth away and said breathlessly, "My god, you kiss better than any guy I've been with. What do we do now?" Sarah said, "Can I see your breasts?" Debbie hesitated, but then she began to unbutton her blouse. Her bra was the kind that unsnapped from the front. She pulled the cups away, revealing two plump, white breasts. Sarah reached over and caressed the pinkish-brown nipples. "I can't wait until I start growing up and have breasts like yours." She kissed each one, and at the same time, unsnapped Debbie's jeans.

They began kissing again and Sarah managed to pull the zipper down. She slid her hand down inside the girl's panties and felt hair and then warm, wet flesh. She removed her hand and began tugging at the jeans. Debbie had to help her and then Sarah pulled her pink panties down. There was just enough light that she could see that Debbie's pubic hair was not red, but instead, light brown. Without saying anything, she bent her head down and gently licked her hairy pussy. She pulled the lips open and flicked her tongue over her clit. Debbie jumped and Sarah stopped and looked at her. "Do you want me to stop?" Debbie sucked in her breath and answered, "No, no,no. I just wasn't ready for that little jolt you gave me." Sarah went back to licking and sucking on her cunt, enjoying the sounds Debbie was making, and also the slightly salty taste of her pussy. She wanted to rub her own pussy through her jeans, but the back seat was cramped. It took several more minutes, but then she heard Debbie say, "Oh god, oh god, oh god, I can't believe this is happening. Umh...jeez, that feels good." Sarah felt the girl's thighs gently squeezing her face and she knew she was cumming. She got up and sat down in the seat next to Debbie.

Sarah waited a couple of minutes and then pulled her own jeans and panties down. Debbie got between her spread thighs but stopped. Sarah thought that she was going to chicken out. "Debbie, if you don't want to, you don't have to." Debbie put her hand down and slid one finger between Sarah's hairless pussy lips. "It's that, it's just that you're so tiny." Sarah took hold of her hand and began sliding the finger in and out of herself. "Oh my god, I can't believe how wet you are." She then put her tongue on Sarah's little clit and licked awkwardly. "Am I doing it right?", she asked. "Yes, but put your finger back inside of me. Yeah, like that, oh god, keep doing that." It only took another minute for Sarah to climax.

As she and Debbie walked back into the club, Richard Booth watched her with sadness in his eyes. He had seen her walk in earlier with another little girl, but then he had left to go stand in front of another kiddie bar. The talent pool for his studio was shrinking and he was forced to go to these clubs and hand out his business cards, always telling prospective performers to bring a parent or guardian to his studio. Of all the little girls he had worked with, Sarah was his favorite. She was easy to work with, her videos had made money for him, but mostly he had just grown very fond of her. And now he realized she was starting to grow up. Sarah and Debbie sat down at the same table. Debbie was waiting for her friends to return and Sarah had to wait on Stacy. While they were waiting, there was a small commotion. A very large man entered the club, followed by a pair of identical twins. The girls had short blonde hair and were dressed alike. They were about the same age as Sarah, but a little smaller. Sarah asked Debbie who they were. "Don't you know? Those are the Campbell twins. They come in here when they want to go slumming." Sarah knew them only by reputation.

They were child erotica performers, like herself. But that was the only thing they had in common with her. They were the highest paid performers in the business. They were not under contract with any studio. They were in such demand that they didn't need a contract. There was a rumor that they only worked when they wanted to. They didn't even need the money, since their father owned several car dealerships throughout southern California. As they walked around the club, Sarah felt like she was looking at royalty. She mumbled to herself, "So that's Missy and Sissy."

When Stacy finally showed up, Sarah was shocked to see her walking in with a teenager instead of the two men she had left with. "Where have you been? I was going to fix you up with Shawn. But when I couldn't find you, I had to take care of him by myself." Sarah was hoping Debbie hadn't heard. Her eyes widened as she said, "You mean you've been with three guys tonight? Oh my god, Stacy." It was time for Stacy's mon to pick them up, so Sarah said goodbye to Debbie.

While they were waiting outside, Stacy told her all the details of her sexual encounters. She had been impressed by the two adult men, Gary and Sam, as they were able to make her climax twice. The teenager, Shawn, was a different story. He reached orgasm well before she did. She had begged him to eat her pussy, but he said there was no way he would he put his tongue where his semen was. He had waited in the room while she masturbated herself to an orgasm. When Stacy asked her what she had done that evening, Sarah lied and said that she and Debbie had just talked.

Donna was complaining on the way home about the cost of gas and having to drive kids around late at night. Sarah tried to ignore her. She was feeling on top of the world after spending part of the evening with Debbie. The sex had been good, but that wasn't it. She was thrilled that this older girl had befriended her and she couldn't wait to see her again. But that good feeling didn't last long. As soon as she got home her mom was waiting for her.

Dianne was upset with her for coming home late, but when she saw the hand stamp on her, she nearly went through the roof. "Where have you been, young lady? Don't tell me, because I can see. Sarah, I know what goes on at those places. Do you have any idea what kind of trouble you can get into?" Sarah had to lie to her mom. "Nothing happened, Mom. All we did was talk to some other kids. May I go to bed now?" Her mom was still glaring at her as she said, "You can go to bed, but this conversation is going to continue tomorrow." Sarah went to her room and took her clothes off. As she lay down on the bed, she thought about what had happened with Debbie and about how angry her mom was. Maybe she had used bad judgement about her new friend. She didn't have to have sex with her on the first night that they met. She made a vow to herself to be more careful about that sort of thing in the future.

The next morning her mom caught her as soon as she was up. "Sarah, sit down. I want to talk to you about some things. " She sat down at the kitchen table and her mom pulled a chair up opposite her. Dianne took both of Sarah's hands in hers and said in a gentle voice, "I know that you like sex, that's how your father and I raised you. When you were little, you told us that you wanted to be in the movies and that's the reason we got you started in child erotica. But that doesn't give you a license to have sex any time or with anybody you wish."

Sarah interrupted her by saying, "Mom, we've already talked about this before." Dianne's voice became more stern. "Well, young lady, we're going to talk about it again. Whether you want to admit it or not, you get paid big money to have sex. You and I might know that it's only done for the camera, but some people look at it differently. Some men look at you and all they see is your pussy. They don't understand that what you do in front of the camera is just a fantasy. So when you go somewhere in public, they think you're out there looking for sex." She stopped talking, as if to let her words sink in.

"Mom, I just wanted to be with my friend. And she's the only friend I've got. We didn't do anything." Dianne fixed her with a steady glare, and then said, "I know about your trip to the clinic." Sarah was mortified. "Oh my god, how did you find out?" In a calmer tone, Dianne said, "I'm your mother. It's my job to find out things." She then walked away, leaving Sarah sitting at the table, wondering what else she might know.

Stacy's big break was just around the corner, or so she thought. She was picked to do a small part in an upcoming adult movie called, "GREAT BIG TITTIES". As the title suggested, it was a movie featuring women with large breasts. She would do a scene about a mother and her little daughter who engage in sex and are caught by the husband/father, who joins in the fun. Stacy didn't even have to audition for the part. The producer picked her because she closely resembled the adult woman in the movie. To Sarah, it was a small role in a small movie, but she was happy for Stacy.

She and Stacy went to Maurice's a second time, against her mom's wishes. When they got there, she immediately looked for Debbie but didn't see her. It wasn't as crowded tonight as it was before and Stacy began trying to mingle. Sarah noticed that there were no adult men but she did see one familiar face. Ricky Gregg was talking to the man who worked behind the bar. She walked over and the two of them began talking, mostly about their work.

He bought her a Pesi and a bottle of water for himself. After a few minutes, he said, "Excuse me, Sweet Thang, but I gotta go drain the lizard." As soon as he was gone, Stacy appeared and said, "Looks like you found yourself a nigger stud." Sarah was shocked, and angrily replied, "Stacy, that's not nice. Ricky's nice and he's my friend." Stacy just shrugged and said, "Whatever." Stacy went back to mingling and Sarah thought about her own words. She did consider Ricky as a friend. She thought about the vow she had made to herself about not having sex. What if he wanted to have sex with her? If she said no, would he be angry at her? She suddenly realized that she knew nothing at all about him.

When he returned, she asked, "Ricky, do you have a girlfriend?" He removed a photo from his wallet and showed it to her. The photo was of a young woman, white, with short dark hair. "Her name's Terri. She's a legal secretary." Sarah kept staring at the photo. The idea of him dating an adult woman seemed strange to her. As if reading her mind, he said, "How old do you think I am, Sweet Thang?" She handed the photo back to him and said, "I don't know, seventeen?" He gave out with a little laugh and said, "I'm twenty-five." Sarah was surprised and the only thing she could say was, "I thought this place was just for kids. How did you get in?" She knew it was a stupid thing to say. Ricky pointed to the man behind the bar and said, "Bill and I have been friends for a long time and he lets me in. Bill, this is Miss Sarah Michaels." As she shook hands with him, he said, "I'm glad to meet you, Sarah, I'm Bill Thoroughman, and there goes your little friend." Sarah looked up and saw Stacy walking out the door with a boy. Bill had to wait on a customer and Sarah and Ricky were left alone. "Why aren't you with your girlfriend?" Ricky looked at the floor, then at her and said, "Look, Sarah, I want you to know something. I'm telling you because, unlike all the other girls at Globe, you're mature enough to understand." She didn't say anything, so he went on speaking. "I like to have sex with young girls. That's no secret. You already know that. But there's another side of me that likes to take a woman out for a drink or dancing. Terri knows what I do for a living, and she's okay with it, as long as it's professional."

Sarah still didn't understand, so she asked, "But if you have an adult girlfriend, why are you in here?" He cleared his throat and tried to explain. "OK, there's romance and there's sex. If Terri's working late, like she is tonight, sometimes I get the urge. I'm supposed to meet someone here in a few minutes." Sarah was still confused. "Why don't you just date one of the girls from work?" He smiled and said, "No, I don't do that, not anymore. Do you remember Lisa Hanover?" Sarah shook her head. "Remember the first video we did together. Lisa was the girl you replaced. Do you know why she quit?" Sarah remembered, and she was embarassed. "It was because you're black."

Ricky showed no anger when she said that. "No. Portman made old man Schwartz think that because the sonofabitch hated me. Lisa and I had a little relationship outside of work. I thought she understood that it was just sex, you know, the two of us making each other feel good. But after only a couple of times, she said she was in love with me. When I tried to break it off, she wouldn't let go. She even brought her mom down to the studio, and her mom went on and on about me breaking her daughter's heart. That's why I don't date people from work." Minutes later, his "date" arrived. The girl was about twelve and gave Sarah dirty looks when Ricky tried to introduce them.

After they left she sat by herself until she felt like somebody was staring at her. She turned, and found two pairs of eyes on her. The eyes belonged to the Campbell twins. Sarah smiled politely and both of the twins got up at the same time and walked over to her. "You're Sarah Michaels, aren't you." This came from one of them and then the other one said, "We heard that your pussy tastes just like butterscotch pudding." She didn't know if that was meant as a joke or an insult. She kept looking from one twin to the other and said, "Well, you heard wrong. It tastes like pussy." The twins giggled and introduced themselves. One of them said, "I'm Missy." The other one chimed in and said, "And I'm Sissy." Two seconds later, as if on cue, both of them said, "We're the Campbell twins." Sarah was invited to sit at their table, while their large bodyguard watched discretely from nearby.

At first, Sarah was flattered that people as popular and famous as the twins would want to talk to her. But soon she found herself bored. The twins talked only about themselves and the movies they had been in. Their conversation was alternately childish and vulgar as they bragged about all the different sex acts they had performed in front of the camera.

Like most twins they were dressed alike. When they asked her about her most exciting sex scene, she thought for a moment, and told them about the first video she did at Globe, with Ricky Gregg. She was shocked when both of them began lightly rubbing their crotches. "Ooh, we want to hear more." She told them about doing a threesome with Angie Caudill and Robbie Henson. Suddenly, one of them said, "Oh, Missy, let's go out to the car where it's more private." Sarah was nervous about following them outside, especially since the bodyguard was right behind them. She whispered to the twins, "I don't like him. He scares me." One twin giggled and said, "Albert is here to make sure nobody touches us. But he's really like a big puppy dog."

They got in the back seat of a huge, black limousine with dark tinted windows. Sarah sat opposite the two twins and they asked her to tell them more. She did tell them more. She told them of other scenes she had done. Finally, the twins began pulling down their matching capri pants. They even wore matching panties. Sarah struggled not to laugh as they started masturbating themselves. She began making up wild stories from her imagination, but she refrained from telling them anything about her private, personal experiences. She was finishing one story by ending with, "And I was covered with so much cum from those three guys." She thought it was strange how both of them climaxed at exactly the same time.

Sarah thought the whole episode was very funny, but now she wanted to be away from them. As they walked back inside the club, followed by Albert, one twin said, "Daddy is talking about starting up a movie production company. That way, we can make any kind of movie that we want." Sarah suddenly became very interested in the twins This could be the start of something big for her. When they asked if she wanted to go with them to another club, she started to accept. But then she said, "I have to wait on my friend." Both girls' noses wrinkled up and one of them said, "You mean that skanky little thing you walked in here with?" Sarah felt caught between a rock and a hard place. "I can't leave her, she's my friend." The other twin said, "Why do you want to hang out with white trash when you can be with us?" Sarah shook her head and said, "I'm not leaving her behind." The twins simply got up and began walking toward the door. One of them looked over her shoulder and said, "The train's pulling out of the station, Sarah, with or without you."

It was another half hour before Stacy showed up. They took a taxi home and it was again late when Sarah walked in the house. Dianne was waiting for her. She didn't raise her voice, but simply said, "Sarah, I'm going to give you just enough rope to hang yourself." It hurt Sarah to know that her mom was angry with her.

Ever since she had met Stacy, her life seemed to be spinning out of control. She thought about the Campbell twins and what they said about their father starting a movie production company. They could have been blowing smoke up her butt, or they could have been telling the truth. Either way, she was starting to resent her new friend. She was lying in bed when she suddenly sat up. A thought occurred to her. Everybody at Globe said that she and Stacy were just the same when it came to sex. She now knew they were wrong. She liked sex and she tried to enjoy it whether she was doing it in front of the camera or in private. But Stacy seemed to need sex, as if she were addicted to it.

Chapter #16

Blue Angel Productions, from Los Angeles, was producing the movie that Stacy would be in. When she complained that she did not have transportation to Los Angeles, they agreed to send their people to Globe to do the scene. The night before the scene was to be filmed, Stacy asked Sarah to go to Maurice's with her. Sarah tried to talk her out of going, saying that Stacy should be well rested in order to make a good impression on the people from Blue Angel. But Stacy laughed it off, calling tonight an early celebration of her new stardom.

They again shared a taxi to the club. It was a very warm night and Sarah wore shorts while Stacy, as usual, wore a short mini skirt. While Stacy was making her way around the club, talking to everybody, Sarah went to the bar and ordered a soft drink. She talked to the bartender, Bill, off and on while he worked. She saw Stacy leave with a guy who looked to be in his late teens. She felt bored and her can of Pepsi was getting warm so she asked Bill for a cup of ice.

Before she knew it, she was no longer alone. The two men who had been with Stacy on the first night were standing beside her. One of them sat down beside her. "Hello, Sarah, how are you?" All her dealings with adult men had always been in what she felt was a controlled environment. She was starting to get nervous and scared and she realized how vulnerable she was. "If you're looking for Stacy, she just left. As soon as she gets back, she and I are leaving."

She was hoping he would take the hint and leave her alone. "That's okay, we weren't looking for Stacy. We're more interested in you." Panic set in when he leaned forward and whispered, "Why don't you come with us and we can have our own private little party." He put his hand on her knee and slid it a couple of inches up her thigh. "Leave her alone. She's underage." The voice came from behind. It was Bill, the bartender. The man stood up and made a gesture as if to move toward him. She saw Bill put his hand under the bar and both of the other men took a step back. Without saying a word, they walked out of the club. All she could think of to say to Bill was, "Thank you." She didn't want to know what was under the bar. Above the bar was a tv and she tried to concentrate on it.

A few minutes later she heard laughter coming from the crowd. She turned and saw that they were looking and laughing at a pair of young girls over in one corner. The two girls were younger than her. They had their arms around each other and were kissing. The one that was facing her was very pretty. Sarah felt a jolt in her crotch when she saw the girl slide her friend's skirt up. She then began caressing the round, naked buttocks. Sarah felt tempted to go over and talk to them. But she didn't want the people in the club laughing at her, so she turned back and watched the tv.

Another hour passed in which she ordered another soft drink and continued watching tv. A boy came in, laughing, and asked Bill, "Hey, is there someone in here named Sarah?" When Bill motioned toward her, the boy kept on chuckling and said, "Your friend's outside waiting for you." Sarah got up to leave and turned around and said to Bill, "Thanks again." She felt releived that she and Stacy would be getting home early. She found Stacy sitting on the curb with some other kids standing around her, laughing. When she got in front of her, she was shocked to see that Stacy was drunk.

Sarah was angry and embarassed. She wanted to yell out at the crowd that she wasn't like Stacy. Someone in the crowd stopped a taxi and she managed to get Stacy inside. "My god, Stacy, how could you do this?" The only answer Stacy gave was a groan. They had to stop once so Stacy could throw up. When they got to Stacy's house, the taxi driver helped Sarah get her out of the car and up on the porch. He waited until her mom opened the door. He looked at the floor as she let out a stream of obscenities. He was foreign and Sarah was grateful that he said nothing on the way to her house. She tipped him five dollars. She was also grateful that her mom said nothing when she got home.

The next morning, Sarah got up early and cleaned her bedroom. She wanted to mend the rift between her and her mom, so she offered to help her with the grocery shopping. But just as they were about to leave, the phone rang. Dianne answered it and then handed the phone to Sarah. She didn't recognize the woman's voice, but it was someone from work. In a terse voice, the woman said, "Stacy Marcum did not show up for her scheduled filming. Management wants you down her right now." Sarah didn't understand what was going on, but she felt like she was somehow in trouble. "Mom, I'm sorry, but they want me down at work."

On the way there, her mom said very little and Sarah was afraid that she was still angry with her. After being dropped off, she went to the main receptionist and was told that she was needed in Studio #1. When she got there, she could see a crowd of people. Everybody seemed angry and upset. By now she was visibly shaking. One of the people in the croud was Mary Phipps.

Mary came over to her and said, "I can't believe this. The people from Blue Angel were good enough to come down here and now Stacy doesn't show up. She doesn't even have the common courtesy to call us." All Sarah could think of was that someone had seen her with Stacy last night and now she was being blamed for Stacy's screwup.

In the crowd, there was a short, plump woman with big breasts looking at her. It wasn't a friendly look, either. The woman's shoulder length blonde hair told Sarah that this was the adult film actress whom Stacy was supposed to perform with. She kept telling herself that she hadn't done anything wrong. Finally, Mary explained what was going on. "Sarah, the people from Blue Angel are insisting that we film this scene today, now. They're upset that they came all the way down here and we're not ready. They've even talked about not using any of our girls in upcoming projects. We need for you to fill in for Stacy. Can you do us this favor?" Still shaking, she said, "OK, I'll try my best."

There was very little dialogue, so that was not a problem. The problem was the adult woman she would be working with. The woman was still giving her odd looks. She was introduced to the director, but she was so nervous that she quickly forgot his name. The adult male actor was Mike Hollis. Mary took her over to the woman and said, "Sarah, this is Carol Holt. The two of you need to get to know each other." Sarah shook the woman's hand and said, "How are you, Miss Holt?" The woman smiled for the first time, and in a husky voice said, "Oh honey, don't call me Miss Holt. Everybody calls me by my professional name, Foxxy. And to to quite honest, I'm nervous as hell."

The woman's demeanor was slowly putting Sarah at ease. She asked her, "Why are you nervous?" Foxxy bent down and whispered in her ear. "Sweetheart, I've never worked with anybody as young as you. And I'm getting the feeling that you're a little scared, too. I could see it in you body language earlier." Immediately, Sarah understood why the woman had been giving her those funny looks. "Foxxy, if I tell you something, will you keep it a secret? Well, Stacy and I went out last night. Stacy's the girl who was supposed to be here today. Anyway, she got drunk and I think that's why she didn't show up today. I was afraid they might blame me for it." For thirty seconds Foxxy stood there laughing. Finally, with her face still red, Foxxy said, "Hell's fire, kid, if that's all you got to worry about, you're lucky."

The sex secne started with Sarah on top of Foxxy. She was slowly starting to relax and enjoy herself. Foxxy's body was soft and warm and her dark pubic hair was clipped very short. The lips of her pussy hung out and Sarah had no trouble getting to her clit. She was happily surprised to find that Foxxy seemed to enjoy herself, too. The older woman's tongue flicked lightly and quickly over her clitoris. Sarah could feel the orgasm starting to slowly build in her. Mike Hollis walked on the set and, as per the screenplay, began rubbing his crotch through his pants. When he would drop his pants, Sarah and Foxxy were supposed to start sucking on his cock. Sarah glanced up and saw him and then went back to licking Foxxy's pussy.

When she looked up again, she softly said, "Oh my god. Oh no." It wasn't an utterance of sexual pleasure. Mike had pulled his pants off and Sarah had never seen a penis that big before. It was at least nine inches long and big in diameter. She was aware of the fact that well endowed men were in high demand in the adult film world. But every studio that she had worked for, including Globe, tried to hire men of average or smaller size.

Filming stopped while they tried to figure out what they should do. Foxxy suggested that they film Sarah's part as soft core. By adjusting the camera angle, penetration could be simulated. But the director objected to this. When they first contacted Stacy, they informed her about Mike's size. She told them that it would not be a problem and that's how the scene was written into the movie. As much as she hated to, Sarah had to agree. Her mom had once told her that when the audience sees a performer's name listed in the credits of a hard core movie, they expect that performer to do hard core sex. Simulated sex scenes had a tendacy to ruin movies. So she agreed to try to finish the scene. After all of the oral sex had been done, Foxxy and Sarah reversed their previous positions. Foxxy got on top of Sarah and Mike started fucking her from behind. Sarah continued licking her clit as the giant cock slid in and out of her.

When she saw Mike pull completely out of Foxxy's pussy, she took a deep breath. He barely managed to get the head of it in her. When he tried to push further in, she gave out a little yelp of pain. After that, he would insert just the head of his cock, or slide it against the slit of Sarah's pussy. This part she liked. As he slid it back and forth, it was making contact with her clitoris. She was about ready to cum when she heard a loud groan and felt semen shooting onto her belly. "Oh god, Foxxy, can you lick my clit for me. I'm almost there." She felt her clit being taken bewteen Foxxy'x lips and being sucked. "Umh, oh yes, that's it, I'm cumming now." When filming ended, Mike put his clothes on and left. He said that he had to get to the airport. Foxxy wanted to get cleaned up and Sarah showed her where the shower was.

As they got in the shower, Foxxy said, "Wow, kid, you weren't faking that orgasm, were you?" When Sarah told her that she did have a real orgasm, Foxxy probed further. "Do you always climax on camera? I hardly ever cum while the cameras are rolling. I have to admit that I got pretty close just now." Sarah didn't know if she was trying to drop a hint or was just talking. She put her fingers inside Foxxy's pussy and, while rubbing her clit, said, "If you want me to, I can try to get you off."

She got down on her knees and replaced her finger with her tongue. Water from the shower pounded down on her as she ate the woman's pussy. After a minute or so, she felt Foxxy's hand on the back of her head. "Oh....Oh....Oh", was all she said. This went on for several more minutes until Sarah felt her face being pushed hard against Foxxy's crotch. "Oh yes, baby, that's it. Oh god, yes, I'm cumming ." Foxxy thanked her and the two of them finished cleaning up. They said goodbye to each other and Sarah waited for her mom to pick her up.

Sarah heard that Stacy received a formal reprimand and that Leo Schwartz even chewed her out. She was hoping that this incident would put an end to their nightlife. At the studio a few days later, Stacy asked her to go with her to a different club. Shocked, she asked her, "Stacy, why are you doing this? You're going to ruin your career before it gets started."

And for the first time, Stacy began to open up. "I don't know why I do it, Sarah. When I feel bad, like I do now, sex makes me feel better. You've seen my family, you know what it's like at home." Sarah didn't quite understand what she was talking about. "Well, if all it takes is sex to make you feel better, you and I can do it together. We made each other feel good in the past." Stacy shook her head. "No, it's not the same. You're my friend and I like you. Having sex with you was, well, kind of sweet. But when I get depressed, I like the sex to be different. That's why I do it with a lot of different guys. I don't even mind if it gets dirty. Sometimes the dirtier it is, the better it is."

The club they went to was called The Rabbit Hole. It was smaller and more quiet than Maurice's. The club didn't serve Pepsi, so she ordered a root beer. Stacy was flirting with all the older boys in the place. In a little while she found herself a partner. She introduced him to Sarah. "Howie, this is my friend, Sarah. Howie's going to take me for a ride in his van. Do you want to come?" The smile on her face got bigger when she said that. "No, I'm just gonna stay here. The two of you go have fun." After they left, she sat at the table by herself.

She thought about all the trouble Stacy could get into. She was lost in thought when she heard a voice behind her say, "Hey, I'm talking to you." When she turned around, she saw a boy who looked to be about seven. He asked her, "Will you play with me?" At first, she thought he meant it in a sexual way. She said, "What?!" He held his hand out and she saw that it was filled with game tokens. Relieved, she followed him to the back where the game machines were. He told her that his older sister had brought him here, but she had left with some other kids. He said his name was Josh and she introduced herself, using just her first name. They used all the tokens he had, so Sarah bought some more and they continued to play. Before she knew it, two hours had slipped by. She handn't expected to have any fun tonight. Suddenly, the little boy shouted, "Hey, Carrie, this is my friend, Sarah." The girl started to smile, but the smile turned into a look of disgust. She then looked at her little brother and said, "Come on, Josh, let's go." Sarah followed them toward the front of the club. She could hear the girl laughing as she said to her brother, "Do you know who that was you were playing with, Josh?" Josh answered, "Her name's Sarah." The girl laughed and asked another question. "Well, did you get yourself any?" Josh asked his own question. "What do you mean? Did I get any WHAT?" Sarah felt humiliated and angry. She would never have touched the boy, but because she performed in adult movies, she was coming to realize that some people expected the worst from her.

She sat at a table and waited for Stacy to return. And she waited. And she waited. It was after midnight and the club had already closed when Stacy came walking down the sidewalk. She was laughing as she told Sarah that Howie's van had broken down. Sarah was tired and upset because she was supposed to be at work early and she knew she would be in trouble when she got home.

As soon as she got in the house, it started. "Sarah, do you have any idea what time it is? I've been worrying about you all night. You know that you're supposed to be at work by eight o'clock, don't you?" Sarah didn't mean to, but she yelled at her mom. "OK, Mom, I know I have to be at work early, just let me go to bed so I can get some sleep." She went upstairs, hating herself for talking back to her mom. She took off her clothes and fell on the bed.

The next thing she knew, her mom was yelling at her. "Sarah, get up, you're going to be late." Sleepily, she looked at her clock and realized that she had forgot to set the alarm. "I need to take a shower, Mom." She heard Dianne yell back, "You don't have time. Put some clothes on and let's go." Nothing was said as they rode down the highway. Sarah glanced over at her mom's swollen belly and felt bad that she was causing so much trouble. When they got to the studio, her mom finally spoke. "I have some errands to run and I have to see the doctor, so it will be later when I pick you up. When we get back home, you and I have some serious talking to do."

She had to do a video called "DOUBLE TEAMED". She would be performing with two adult men. Everybody was waiting for her and she told them she was sorry. Tom Keating said, "Sarah, are you alright? You look like hell." She went to the restroom and washed her face and rinsed out her mouth. The two male performers were strangers to her. They both seemed eager to work with her but she just wanted it to be over. Each one seemed to enjoy eating her pussy but she was getting no pleasure from it. She sucked their cocks and when it came time for them to fuck her, there was enough saliva in her cunt that she did not have to ask for any artificial lube. When the scene was ending, she faked an orgasm.

Afterwards, she took a long shower. When she was dressed and walking down the hallway, Mr. Keating stopped her. "Mr. Keating, I'm sorry if I didn't do a very good job today. I overslept and I wasn't ready." She was glad that he didn't seem angry. "It's alright, your performance was passable. That's not what I was wanting to talk to you about. Sarah, I've seen a lot of young girls come and go. Some of them are what I call 'shooting stars'. They shine very brightly for a little while, but then they're gone. Others are like your friend, Stacy. They're self-destructive. But you, you're different. You have a special quality about you that none of the others possess. I guess what I'm trying to say is, don't let her take you down with her."

On the way home, Sarah was mulling over in her mind the conversation she had with Mr. Keating. Her mom said absolutely nothing to her. But when they got home, she made Sarah sit down on the couch. "OK, Sarah, here it is. As of right now your movie career is over." She couldn't believe what she heard. "What?!" Without raising her voice, her mom said, "You heard me. You've made your last movie. And you're going back to school. Next week, I'm going to sign you up for public school. I've had it with you, Sarah. You think that because you're some kind of little movie star you can do anything you want. Well, I'm telling you that you can't. It's over, Sarah."

When her mom turned and walked away, Sarah screamed at her. "Mom, you can't do this. I have a contract with Golbe Entertainment. They will sue me if I don't keep making movies." Her mom turned and faced her, screaming back at her. "You mean they'll sue us, me and your dad. And you. They'll take this house you're living in, they'll take all the money that's in your bank account." She paused and went on speaking, louder. "They'll even take the clothes off our backs. But you know what, it'll be worth it if I can get my daughter back."

Sarah was left standing in the living room as Dianne walked in the kitchen. She felt like she had been both kicked in the stomach and had ice water poured on her. Her mom's words had hurt her deeply, but they also made her see things more clearly. It was as if someone had suddenly flipped on a light switch. Tears started filling her eyes and she quickly walked after her mom. "Oh god, I'm sorry, Mom. Please don't hate me. Please." Tears were rolling down Dianne's cheeks when she said, "Oh Honey, I've never hated you. I love you. But you have to understand, you're worrying me to death." Sobbing, Sarah said, "I'm sorry for that, Mom. It's like I don't know what I'm doing anymore." They hugged each other and when she was in control of herself, Dianne said, "Sarah, you have to end this friendship with Stacy. She's going to get you in trouble that you can't get out of." Sarah nodded her head in agreement. "I know, Mom. People at work have been talking to me, too."

She decided that the proper thing to do was to tell Stacy, in person, that she could no longer be friends with her. She was uncomfortable going to Stacy's house, so she called work and asked Mary Phipps when Stacy was scheduled to be working. When she found out that Stacy would be making a video late the next afternoon, she made plans to go there and talk to her. When she told her mom that she was nervous about telling Stacy that their friendship was over, Dianne offered to go with her. "Thanks, Mom, but this is something I have to do on my own. I got myself into this mess and I'm the one who has to get myself out of it."

She took a taxi to the studio and got there just as the video was completed. When she saw Stacy, she saw that her hair was still wet from her shower. "Stacy, I need to talk to you." She hesitated, not knowing how to proceed. "I'm sorry, but I can't hang out with you anymore. My mom's really upset with me and she's threatening to stop me from making any more movies." She saw Stacy's eyes narrow in anger. "So, you're just gonna dump me because your mom's mad? I thought we were friends. Well, I see what kind of friend you really are." Sarah was hurting inside, but she knew what she had to do. "I'm sorry, Stacy, I really am."

She turned and started walking away. "Sarah, wait, don't go." Stacy had started crying, so she turned around. "Sarah, I'm sorry if I caused you trouble. You're the only real friend I've got." Sarah knew she should have kept walking away, but Stacy's tears seemed genuine. After drying her eyes, Stacy said, "Sarah, you know what my life's like at home. I met a guy at the club a couple of weeks ago, his name is Tommy Hobbs, and he's offered to let me stay with him and his family. When he turns eighteen in a few months, he and this band that he sings in are going to Las Vegas. He said that I can go with him." The story sounded so far-fetched that Sarah shook her head and turned to go. "Please, Sarah, go down there with me this one last time. I don't want to go by myself. We'll be there no more that an hour. If you go with me, I promise I won't bother you ever again. We can leave right now." Sarah knew it was wrong, but she agreed to go with her. "One hour, Stacy, and then I'm leaving, with or without you."

It was still light outside when they got to Maurice's. There were only a few people inside the club. Sarah went to the bar and ordered her usual Pepsi. She turned and saw Stacy, laughing, walking out the front door with a teenaged boy. She shook her head and looked at the clock. She still had forty-five minutes. She noticed that there was a different man working behind the bar. "Hey, where's Bill?" The man turned and she saw that he was older, maybe in his mid-thirties. "This is his night off. I'm George, can I get you anything else?" She shook her head and waited. She watched people come and go and wondered why she ever thought this place was exciting. The hour was up, but she decided to give Stacy another fifteen minutes.

She ordered another can of Pepsi and a cup of ice. She took a sip of her soft drink and felt somebody sit down next to her. It was the same man who had harassed her the last time she was here. "Sarah, I'm sorry about the misunderstanding the last time we saw each other. My cousin, Gary, said that we should try to make it up to you. My name's Sam. That's Gary, standing over there." She turned to look and felt herself bumping into Sam. It embarassed her and scared her. She took another sip of her drink and said, "I have to be going. My mom's waiting for me. "Wait. We were wanting to take you out for supper. It's still early." She looked in George's direction, but he was busy. She told him,"Look, I'm tired and I just want to go home." To keep from looking at him, she took a drink from her cup.

She wasn't lying. She was tired. In fact, she thought she might be catching a cold. Her Pepsi suddenly didn't taste very good. She tried to ignore them by watching the tv above the bar, but there was something wrong with the picture. It looked very fuzzy and she couldn't understand what the people on the tv were saying. Then she opened her eyes and realized that she had nodded off to sleep. She tried to get off the stool and almost fell. "Here, let me help you." She wasn't sure who had said that. She closed her eyes again. When she opened them again, she found herself being escorted by two men.

She thought she heard someone say, "This is going to be great." She thought to herself, "Two men at the same time. It's not that hard. I've done it before. Besides, it'll be a good payday." Then she remembered that she was not at work. Where was she? Her eyes closed again and she did not see or hear Ricky Gregg.

Ricky came out of the restroom and saw the men holding Sarah up by her arms. "Hey, let go of that girl, man, she's with me." There was a quick flash of shiny steel and Ricky fell to his knees, holding his stomach. He watched as his life slowly oozed between his fingers.

Sam and Gary had taken Sarah out through the back door, but now they had to take her around to the front where their car was parked. Richard Booth was standing in front of the club, handing out his business cards, when he saw them. He knew immediately that something was wrong with Sarah. He waited as they walked almost right up to him. "Let go of that little girl. I'm a family friend and I know that she's not supposed to be here." He tried to keep his voice calm, fearing any anger from him might cause them to hurt Sarah. She looked like she was unconscious.

One of the men growled, "Fuck off, man, this don't concern you." Richard reached up and ripped the antenna off the car they were standing by. "Hey, motherfucker, that's my..." He never finished his sentence as the antenna hit him behind his left ear. When he fell backwards, he let go of Sarah and she fell limply to the sidewalk. The other man started reaching in his pocked for something, but stopped when he heard the sirens. He gave Richard a dirty look and said, "I'll get you for this, man." He then took off running.

For a while, there was mass confusion in front of Maurice's. Somebody had found Ricky's crumpled, bleeding body and called for help. At first, the police and EMT's thought that they had been called for Sarah. But then they were directed inside the club for Ricky. Another police car showed up and Richard was almost arrested. At first, the police thought that Sarah was just drunk. Richard told them to smell her breath. He finally convinced the police to use his cell phone to call Sarah's parents. Another ambulance was called and Sarah was taken to the hospital.

Chapter #17

When Sarah woke up, she did not know where she was or what had happened to her. All she knew was that her throat was sore. A nurse came in the room and told her that they had to pump out her stomach. Sarah asked her if her parents were around, but the nurse didn't know. A little later, her dad showed up. When she asked him why her mom wasn't there, he told her that Dianne wasn't feeling well. She wondered if he was telling the truth. Maybe her mom just didn't want to see her. "Sarah, your mom told me what's been going on while I've been working out of town. You promised your mom that you would stay away from Stacy and those clubs. What were you thinking? The doctor said you had enough seconal in you to put two large adults under. You could have died. I'm relieved that you're alright, but I'm really disappointed in how you've been behaving. Your mom doesn't need this kind of stress right now with the baby coming soon. Is that what this is all about? Are you jealous of the baby?" She shook her head. "No, Dad, I'm looking forward to Mom having the baby." The doctor came in, examined her, and allowed her to go home. When she and her dad walked out of the hospital, Sarah was surprised that it was getting dark outside. She had lost a whole day.

The next morning, two police detectives came to the house. They questioned her about Sam and Gary. She told the detectives about seeing the two men with Stacy the first time she had gone to Maurice's and also about the other time when they tried to pick her up. However, her memory of two nights ago was very fuzzy. As the detectives were leaving, her dad took them aside to talk to them. She overhead them tell her dad that the one that Richard had hit with the car antenna, Gary, had ratted out his cousin, Sam. Gary had told them that they weren't meaning to hurt her, but they wanted to make a video of themselves having sex with her so that they could sell it. In her mind, Sarah knew that she was an innocent victim. But in her heart, she felt embarassed and ashamed. She had let her mom down, so she did the only thing she could think of to make things right. She went upstairs to her parents' bedroom and knocked on the door.

Her mom was still in bed, but she was awake. "Mom, I need to talk to you." Her mom yawned and said, "What is it?" Sarah sat on the edge of the bed and confessed everything. She started with the orgy at Stacy's house. Her mom looked at her with no emotion showing on her face. When she told about Stacy being raped by her father, she saw her mom cover her mouth with her hand. "Oh no," was all her mom said. When she got to the part about her and Debbie, she saw her mom's eyebrows narrow in anger. She saw her mom trying to suppress a laugh when she told her about the Campbell twins. After telling her mom everyghing, she waited for her to say something. It took over a minute, but Dianne said to her, "Well, have you learned anything?" Sarah looked down at the floor and said, "I don't know. Mom, I'm really sorry. Those kids seemed so cool, and I just wanted them to like me. But they didn't like me, not really, anyway."

She took a week off from working at the studio. During that time, Stacy went to Maurice's by herself and was never seen again. Witnesses at the club saw her leaving with a tall man with blonde, curly hair. The night that Sarah found about it, she cried herself to sleep. When she returned to work, she was shocked. Nobody seemed to care that Stacy was gone. They didn't even notice that she was missing. The only one who showed any concern was Mary Phipps.

She called Sarah into her office to talk to her. "Sarah, don't blame yourself for what happened to Stacy. Count your blessings, because you could be the one that's missing. When Stacy first came to work here, you and I talked. You thought she was ambitious and I told you there was another word to describe her. That word was 'reckless'. I know a little about her home life. She had told a couple of the other girls about it. I've seen other girls like her come here, and they never last long. I know it hurts, but try to get past this unfortunate episode."

When she was done for the day, Sarah took a taxi to the other hospital to visit Ricky. For a while, in the operating room, it had been touch and go. But Ricky was able to pull through. He was sitting up in bed when she got there. "Hi, Ricky, how are you feeling?" They chatted for a few minutes and when she said, "How long will it be before you're able to return to work?" He looked at the wall, then back at her. "I won't be coming back to work, Sweet Thang." When he saw the pain and confusion in her eyes he tried to explain. "My girlfriend, Terri, found out where I was. She threatened to dump me. Sarah, if I hadn't been out chasing little girls, none of this would have happened. It opened my eyes to the way I've been living my life. I've got a good woman that cares about me, and I was willing to sacrafice all that just to satisfy Mr. Johnson." Sarah smiled at his little joke. "Terri's going to help me go back to school. I want to be a private investigator. She said that if I get my license, I could probably work for her boss." Sarah felt embarassed because she didn't know what else she could talk to him about. Fortunately, his girlfriend came in and it gave her an excuse to leave.

After she got home, she went to her room and lay down. She had a lot of things to think about. She thought about Stacy. Maybe she had just ran away from home. Sarah doubted it, but it gave her some hope to hold onto. Mostly she thought about her own actions and would her mom really make her quit the movie business.

After her near brush with disaster, her parents gave Sarah her own cell phone. They had also contacted a local taxi cap company to take her back and forth to work. Because Dianne was due to have the baby any day now, this seemed the most practical solution. Globe was producing a new movie called "THE BABYSITTER'S DIARY" and it was being directed by Carl Portman. It was different than anything else they had made because the star of the movie, Brenda Evans, was not employed by Globe. She was also not a child performer. She was twenty years old, but looked sixteen. She had long, blonde hair and she had small breasts. Her dark pubic hair was not shaved, but it was trimmed to make her look younger.

During the movie, she would have sex with several adult men (who played the roles of fathers), and some of the children she sat with. Sarah had two sex scenes in the movie. The first was with Becky Phipps, Mary's daughter. In the movie, they were sisters. As soon as she and Becky were naked, Sarah felt her pussy getting wet. But as the scene progressed and she was licking Becky's little clit, the girl didn't seem to be responding very well. She also wasn't paying as much attention to Sarah's clit as she should have. Sarah had to fake her orgasm and was disappointed, not just physically, but because she knew the scene could have been better.

Her second scene was also girl-on-girl and she would be doing it with Brenda. Sarah had watched some of Brenda's other scenes where she was having sex with adult men. She looked forward to doing the scene with Brenda and assumed that it would be better than her first one. Just before the scene was to start, Sarah tried to talk to Brenda. She was shocked when Brenda said, "Look, kid, I know all about you. I want you to know, up front, that I don't get off on doing other girls. It's just something that I get paid to do." Sarah had to accept that, like Brenda, she was also getting paid to do the scene.

So she ate Brenda's pussy and felt the older girl's tongue flicking back and forth on her own clit, but she got no pleasure from it. After all of the filming was done, Sarah was called to the studio to dub in some of the dialogue. While she was in the middle of this, her cell phone rang. Portman immediately got angry that she left her phone on. The call was from her dad. He was taking her mom to the hospital because the baby was about to be born. She told everybody that she had to leave and started walking out. Portman exploded. "Sarah, get back here. You're not going anywhere until this dialogue is finished and recorded." She turned around and said, "Fire me." As she walked down the hallway, a couple of other girls said, "That's telling him." She took a taxi to the hosiptal and waited with her dad. Six hours later, Erin Marie Michaels was born.

When Sarah returned to work the next day, she was told that she needed to see Mary Phipps before she left. After the dubbing session, she went upstairs to Mary's office. As she walked in, she could see Mary sitting in her chair, sorting through a filing cabinet. Her legs were crossed and her skirt had slid up, showing a lot of her white thighs. The top two buttons of her blouse were undone and Sarah could see the deep cleavage between her breasts, along with the lacy cups of her bra.

She forced herself to keep her eyes level when Mary turned to face her. "Everybody knows about your little outburst yesterday. Carl even complained to Leo about it." Sarah felt a little panic setting in. "Am I in trouble?" Mary gave her a little smile. "No, but you should be. Leo asked me to talk to you. Carl Portman has been here a lot longer than you. You need to show him some respect." Sarah became angry. "He never shows me any respect. He doesn't respect any of the girls who work here. All he ever does is yell at us." Mary leaned back in her chair and looked at her. Sarah looked back, but her eyes were drawn to Mary's thighs again. She looked back up at Mary's face and suddenly saw something that she hadn't noticed until now. Mary had the same fresh, prettiness that Sarah's mom had. It was that look that kept Dianne busy in the adult film business. It also reminded her of the first time she had met Mary. She had wondered what it would be like to have sex with a woman who was pregnant. Well, now she had experienced that with her mom. And now, she was again feeling desire towards the older woman.

Mary's voice snapped her back to reality. "Sarah, there's an old saying that goes, 'If you want to get along, you sometimes have to go along'. It means you have to bend a little. Let what Carl says just roll off of you. Believe me, you'll live a lot longer." When Sarah didn't say anything, Mary changed the subject. "I understand you just did a scene with my daughter, Becky. This was the second time you worked with her. How did she do?" Sarah did not know how to answer that. But her silence was answer enough. "That bad, huh?" Sarah quickly said, "No, she's just young. And she's very pretty, too."

Mary smiled, but shook her head. "I'm pulling her out of the program. She's not ready. She does alright with her father and me, but she's not right for this business." Sarah felt it was necessary to say something. "But if you do that, she won't be allowed back in the newbie program." Mary leaned forward and whispered, "Sarah, if you repeat what I'm about to tell you, I'll deny that I said it and I'll never speak to you again. There's a push on in the child erotica industry to start little girls doing more explicit, hard core sex. That's another reason I'm pulling Becky out." Then, as if talking to herself, Mary said, "Sometimes I almost hate this place."

Chapter #18

There was a short lull in Sarah's work schedule which allowed her to help her mom around the house and also to get to know her baby sister. But then the biggest event in Sarah's young career was about to happen. It actually began before she started working at Globe.

Burt Stinson was the CEO at Rainbow Films, Inc. Rainbow was famous for making mainstream movies. They rarely put out an "R" rated movie. Stinson told friends and family that his job at Rainbow was just to pay the bills. He had a passion for films that were edgy and often controversial. That is why he started his own production company on the side, called Marerick Productions. He also liked to watch hard core, adult movies to relieve tension.

During one of his weekly poker games, the subject of whether or not an adult movie could be made that was as artistic and entertaining as one from Hollywood. It had been tried a few times before. Most of his friends and colleagues said it couldn't be done. The storyline would get lost in all the sex, or the sex scenes would be too weak. But Stinson thrived on challange and he always planned to try to make that movie, but the timing was never right. When he heard that Blue Angel Prductions was about to make such a movie, he decided that maybe now was the right time for him to make his special little movie.

He had a friend who worked at Blue Angel and was allowed to see a copy of the film before it was released. The story of an aging country/western singer who was dying was mildly interesting. He was intrigued by the fact that they used a little girl in the film. He thought that would have made the movie more difficult to make. And that put a smile on his face. As he watched the movie a second time, he said to himself, "Burt, old buddy, this little movie just might be the one they said couldn't be made." The acting in the film was credible, and he was impressed with the young girl who was cast in the role of Tammy Brisker.

There was a screenplay for a movie called "OKLAHOMA ROSE". It was a western that was loosely inspired by real life outlaw George "Bittercreek" Newcomb and his girlfirend, Rose Dunn. He decided to have a subplot added for the part of a young girl.

The story was about a bounty hunter, Hoyt Thorne, who thinks he is in love with a young woman from a very prominent family. She tells him that she will not marry him until he becomes respectable and "a man of property". Hoyt knows that there is a Five Thousand Dollar reward for outlaw Bill "Curly" Dawson. A New York City newspaper offers to pay him Three Hundred Dollars to allow their reporter to accompany him while he tracks down the outlaw. But Hoyt has reservations about the job. Curly and Hoyt's father had once been friends, and Curly had saved Hoyt's life when he was a young boy by pulling him out of a well. But, he needs the money to start a cattle ranch.

The part of Curly Dawson would be played by actor Garrett King. Curly's girlfriend, Rose, would be played by Rita Tomlison. The two of them would have one sex scene together, but it would be softcore, with only Rita's breasts exposed.

The subplot was for a character named Magdalene Durant, a cigar-smoking, child-whore who worked in a brothel in Louisiana. She was French Creole and was born and raised in the same brothel. When she was seven years old, her mother fell and broke her hip. Magdalene was put to work so that she and her mother could have a place to live. The prices on the women who worked there ranged from Two Dollars to Five Dollars. But the price for Magdalene was Fifty Dollars. When the bouncer stole a week's receipts at the same time that the property taxes were due, the house's owner, Madge, became desperate. She "loaned" Magdalene to a whorehouse in Dallas. What she did not know was that the owner of that brothel had sold his business to a syndicate from San Francisco and was planning to take Magdalene to Europe. But while Magdalene was being transported from Louisiana to Texas, she was abducted by a dirt farmer and petty criminal named Elmer Hayes. Hoyt was offered Two Hundred Dollars to find Magdalene and bring her to Dallas. Since Hayes lived near the town of Kilgore, and Hoyt had to go to Dallas to find Curly Dawson, it seemed like easy money.

Stinson had trouble casting actors for the movie. No major Hollywood actor wanted to be in an adult movie. All of the sex scenes would be done with adult film actors. But some of those roles would involve actual acting, and he was worried that he would not be able to find any adult film actors capable of delivering a believable performance. But he finally found a leading man for the part of Hoyt. His name was Tom Preston, and he had only been doing adult movies for a short time. Billy Coughlin, who had worked with Sarah before, was hired to play the part of Elmer Hayes. All of the other adult actors would have only minor speaking parts. The part of Magdalene would also be hard to cast. Stinson knew that the little girl from "A SONG FOR SONNY" was under contract with Globe Entertainment, so that's where he went to find someone for the part. They sent him photos and brief video clips of several girls.

The first one that he saw was Robin Marsh and he decided immediately that she was the one that he wanted for the part. After interviewing her, he gave her a tape recording of a girl speaking Creole French. Most of the dialogue she would be speaking would be in English, but it would be in broken English and in a heavy accent. When Robin came in to read for the part two days later, she had trouble getting the accent right. When she concentrated on getting the accent right, her speech was forced and did not sound natural. He had her do it over and over and she started getting frustrated. Angie Caudill was given a chance to read for the part, but she fared no better.

Sarah didn't have the physical look that he wanted, but he was getting desperate. She took the recording home and practiced with her mom and dad. When she went before Stinson to read for the part, she had no idea what she was saying in Creole French. But she was able to sound convincing when she spoke with a French accent.

Stinson hired James Lee Dickson to direct the movie. They had worked together on other movies, and Stinson knew that James liked to make challenging movies as much as he did. But Dickson balked at directing hard core sex scenes, so Gary Ratliff was brought in just to direct the sex scenes. Stinson did not like Sarah's short hair. She tried letting it grow out, but they made her wear a wig.

When she was told that she had the part, Sarah knew that this was the biggest thing to happen to her. But since she was under contract with Globe, she would be paid by them. They agreed to pay her the regular rate per sex scene, plus One Thousand Dollars per week while the film was being made. What she did not know was that Maverick was paying Globe about ten times that much for her services.

When Sarah first arrived on the movie set, she was overwhelmed by the magnatude of it. She had no idea that it took this many people to make a movie. But after only one day, she was determined to learn as much as she could while she was here. One thing she learned was that the movie scenes were not filmed in sequence. Many of the scenes were filmed on location in Arizona and they would all be edited together later. The hardest part for Sarah were the scenes where she smoked a cigar. She never inhaled the smoke, but it still made her cough. And the day after, she was bothered by a bad taste in her mouth. She also had to learn how to ride a horse. That part wasn't so bad, since mostly she just had to keep from falling off.

She originally had four sex scenes to do in the movie. The first one showed her in the brothel in Louisiana. A pudgy businessman from Atlanta had heard about Magdalene and stopped in to check her out. He tells the owner, Madge, that he doesn't think the little girl is worth the asking price. Magdalene stood up and removed her nightgown. She then put one finger inside her vagina, leaving it there for a few seconds. She pulled it out, looked at it curiously, then smiled and put the wet little digit in her mouth. The man stuttered and said that maybe she was indeed worth the price. The scene was only a couple of minutes in length and Sarah barely got aroused.

Her second sex scene was controversial. After Magdalene is abducted by Hayes, he uses her as slave labor while he tries to figure out whether to sell her, or pimp her out himself. Hoyt tracks her down to Hayes' place. While Hayes is in the house, Hoyt asks the girl her name and she quietly pleads with him to take her away. But Hayes grabs his shotgun and threatens Hoyt and the newspaper reporter. They leave, but Hoyt doubles back by himself.

Meanwhile, Hayes is enraged that Magdalene has talked to the strangers. He slaps her, then pulls her dress off of her and brutally rapes her. People in the adult film world argued that rape had no place in an erotic movie. But Stinson stood his ground. He said that the movie was telling a story, and rape was part of that story. The scene was fairly easy for Sarah. All she needed was a small amount of lubricant for her pussy. But it was difficult for Billy Coughlin. Rape was not something that turned him on.

Just before they were ready to film the rape scene, he had to go off by himself to masturbate so that he would be erect and ready. The first time that he and Sarah worked together, he had been so aroused that he forgot about the cum scene. This movie required that he pull his cock out of Sarah's pussy and cum on her face. The only hard part for Sarah was to remember to curse at him in French. When Hayes pulls his filthy pants up after raping Magdalene, he looks up and sees Hoyt staring at him. Hoyt tells the girl to put her dress back on and then puts her on Hayes' horse. As they start to leave, Hayes grabs his shotgun and Hoyt is forced to kill him.

In the movie, the reporter, Jennings Hawthorne, objects to Hoyt bringing the girl along. Hawthorne was played by veteran character actor Peter Hazelbaker. Pete was the best known of all the Hollywood actors in the movie. He was also the only one of them that would talk to Sarah. The others ignored her or treated her like she was contaminated.

As they get closer to Dallas, Magdalene tells Hoyt that she knows about her new boss's plans to take her to Europe. She begs him to take her back to Louisiana or let her go by herself. Hoyt doesn't have time to take her back and he knows that he can't let her go by herself. He also has to go to Dallas to find Curly Dawson. He agrees not to turn her over to the whorehouse owner, but she is still frightened at the thought of going through Dallas. Just outside town, Hoyt stops at a farm and buys a pair of boy's trousers and a shirt. He also buys a pair of boots and a floppy hat. He then took out his knife and cut off a good portion of Magdalene's hair. When they get into town,the owner of the whorehouse confronts Hoyt and said, "Goddamn, Thorne, don't you know the difference between a boy and a girl. My house don't cater to queers that like little boys."

One day, during a break in filming, Pete Hazelbaker was talking to Sarah and he asked her if she would mind posing for him. At first, she thought he was trying to come on to her. When he saw her edging away from him, he chuckled and said, "Don't worry, honey, I'm too old and too fat to be chasing after little girls." He then showed her a series of sketches he had done in pencil of her and other members of the cast and crew. He explained that he wanted to do a painting of her. It took several days to complete. It showed her wearing the trousers and shirt, her floppy hat in her hand, looking off in the distance. When the painting was finished, Pete told her that he was going to call it "MAGDALENE AT REST". The two of them often would eat lunch together on the set and Sarah began thinking of him as a friend.

Sarah thought that her third sex scene would be simple. It would show Hoyt and Magdalene having sex in the loft of a barn. But Tom Preston told the director that he was starting to have doubts about his ability to perform sexually with Sarah. He had never been with a young girl, either professionally or in private. He finally admitted that he was just not aroused by little girls. It was Sarah who suggested that they take a break so that she and Tom could spend a little time alone together. The film crew left and she and Tom talked for a while. Then she kissed him. At first, he didn't kiss her back. But then he pushed her down in the hay, and started kissing her deeply. She felt his hand start sliding down under her pants, so she unfastened them. While he was rubbing her wet pussy, she reached down and massaged the bulge in his crotch. She giggled and said, "Something's happening to you."

Filming resumed, and when the two of them were naked, Sarah was glad to see that Tom had a drop of clear fluid on the tip of his cock. She was careful about sucking him, not wanting to cause him to climax to early. Tom licked and sucked on her clit until she could feel her own orgasm getting close. In the movie, Hoyt has trouble penetrating Magdalene while they are in the missionary position. So he asks her to get on top of him.

Within a few minutes, Sarah was cumming. Her first impulse was to yell out "Oh god" but that would have been out of character. So she just moaned out, "Oh.....oh.....oh." She then felt Tom cumming inside her. She raised up so that the camera could get a close up shot of the semen dripping out of her. She leaned forward and murmured, "Mwen aime ou doudou."

Back home, Dianne was trying to get Erin Marie to sleep. It was late and she had turned on the tv show, SHO BIZ TONITE. She occasionally watched it to see news about people that she once worked with, and to see if Sarah was mentioned. She caught the end of a reporter's story. "...... and so this reporter asks, 'What does Leo Schwartz like more, little girls or money?'" Hearing those words caused her to worry, and made her doubt her decision about Sarah's career.

Sarah's fourth sex scene was almost cut out of the movie completely. Hoyt has decided that it is unsafe to have Magdalene go any further with him. He is also tired of hearing Hawthorne complain about her, and he is confused about the feelings he has for her. Against her protests, he drops her off at an orphanage.

Originally, she was supposed to be raped by the man who ran the orphanage. But James Dickson decided that one rape scene was enough. Gary Ratliff pointed out the fact that there were no girl-on-girl scenes in the screenplay. Dickson said that he was afraid that it would look too pornographic. Sarah had her own idea. She asked Mr. Ratliff if she could talk to him in private. She suggested a compromise. The orphanage's owner would be threatening to rape another girl, and Magdalene would offer herself in place of the other girl. Later, when the other little girl would try to thank Magdalene, the two of them would have sex.

Dickson reluctantly agreed to do the scene their way. There were no other litle girls available on the movie set. They tried to get Robin Marsh to come in and do it, but she was unavailable. Sarah knew that Robin would never do the scene. After being turned down for a major role, this would be an insult. So Angie Caudill was brought in. The man who performed with Sarah was a stranger and she could not remember his name. Just like the director wanted, the scene was quick and emotionless. But she enjoyed being with Angie. The little blonde was wearing her hair shorter and she had gained a few pounds. She was still slim, but she had gotten a little rounder in her hips and buttocks. Before filming the scene, the crew took a short break. Sarah and Angie used the time to get ready. They locked themselves in one of the trailers that were used as dressing rooms. They got naked and began kissing and fondling each other. By the time filming resumed, both girls were quite aroused.

As the cameras rolled, they continued kissing and touching each other. Eventually, Angie got on top of Sarah, and they ate each other's pussies. Sarah was the first to cum. Again, she had to remember to stay in character and not moan anything in her normal voice. When Angie climaxed, she cried out loudly, "Oh god...oh god." After Angie crawled off of her, Sarah used the back of her hand to wipe the pussy juice off of her upper lip. That's when she looked up and noticed one of the cameramen looking at her. She was surprised to see that the man was embarassed. Then she realized that this entire crew was not used to filming hardcore sex scenes. She started feeling a little embarassed, herself. Later, the producer and director decided that the part with Angie was a little too much. It was cut from the version intended for general release, but was left in the unedited version Sarah loved how the movie ended. The night before Hoyt and Hawthorne confront Curly Dawson, Hoyt takes out an old Remington cap and ball pistol that Curly had given to his father. He carefully loads it, telling Hawthorne that it will be a "fitting" way to kill the outlaw. The next day they sneak up on Curly. When Hoyt gives him a chance to surrender, the old man just laughs. "Hell, boy, all they're gonna do back there is hang me anyway. Let's get this finished now." Hoyt already has the pistol in his hand when he asks, "Are you still in possession of your mama's bible?" Curly looked at him curiously, then said, "Yeah, it's where I always keep it." Hoyt replied, "Well, you're gonna need it where you're going." He quickly raised the pistol and fired. Curly fell to the ground. Hoyt got a small shovel from his pack and began digging a shallow grave.

Hawthorne had been watching from behind a tree. When he came out, he asked, "Aren't you going to load him up and take him back for the reward?" Without looking up, Hoyt said, "No, this ends right here." When Hawthorne said that he wanted to touch Curly, Hoyt pulled out his revolver and said, "I can dig this hole deep enough to hold two men. You got your damn story, now git on outta here." After Hawthorne left, Hoyt sat down next to Curly's body. He took out his knife and began to whittle on a piece of wood. Several minutes passed. With his eyes still closed, Curly asked, "Is that sumbitch gone yet?" Hoyt kept whittling and said, "Yeah, he's been gone about twenty minutes." Opening his eyes finally, Curly yelled, "Well, goddammit, why did you let me lay there so long?" Then he sat up, reached inside his black frock coat, and pulled out a bible. Buried halfway in it was the lead ball. "You light-loaded that old gun I gave your daddy, didn't you?" Hoyt sighed, then said, "You saved my life once, but you better git on your way before I start thinkin' about that reward money." Curly is last seen riding towards Oklahoma, and Rose.

Ever since arriving at the orphanage, Magdalene has been treated like a servant. She is hanging laundry when she sees a lone man on horseback. She stares for a long time, then she runs in the house. She takes off the filthy dress that she has been forced to wear. She puts on the shirt and trousers, then her floppy hat and goes back outside. When Hoyt rides up next to her, no words are spoken. She stares into his eyes, then he lowered his arm and she grabs it and is pulled up behind him on the horse. As they ride off, country/western singer Amy Wendte is heard softly singing the song, "ROSE OF CIMARRON".

Chapter #19

Sarah really thought that the movie "OKLAHOMA ROSE" would be her big break. Just before she returned home, James Dickson stopped her to say goodbye. She asked him what movie projects he had planned in the future. She was hinting that she would like to work on another movie with him. She really did not like him because he intimidated her. But, she respected him because he was hard on everybody, including himself. However, he seemed to be reading her mind. "Sarah, it was nice working with you. You never complained and you always acted professionally. Sit down, I need to tell you something."

They sat on a bench together and Dickson continued talking. "A movie like this will probably never be done again. A lot of people told Burt that he wouldn't be able to make this movie. He just wanted to prove them wrong. It's an interesting little film. But the world is not ready for this kind of thing. And if you're thinking of getting into mainstream movies, then I need to tell you something else. Your adult film past is going to follow you everywhere you go. The general public will always associate you with the erotic film industry. Gary told me that the last sex scene was your idea. And it was a good idea. You might want to think about working on the other side of the camera. There are some fine film schools out here on the west coast."

On the morning that she was getting ready to leave for home, Sarah was thinking about the dream she had the night before. She and Robin Marsh were walking down a deserted street together. Robin's demeanor was warm and friendly. It was as if they had been best friends forever. Robin turned, cupped Sarah's face with both of her hands, and kissed her on the mouth. Sarah responded by putting her tongue in her mouth, which Robin began sucking on. She reached around Robin and slid her skirt up. She began fondling her naked round buttocks. They went into a house that Sarah did not recognize.

Suddenly both of them were completely nude and lying on a bed. They kissed and fondled each other some more and Sarah heard her own voice tell Robin that she loved her. Robin said nothing, but got on top of Sarah and lowered her pussy onto her mouth. Sarah felt amazed by the light pink color of it and how sweet it tasted. She quickly found herself on the verge of an orgasm and saying, "Oh god, Robin, your tongue feels so good on my clit." But then Robin raised up and got off of her. She said, "I'm sorry, but I can't be your friend anymore." Sarah didn't understand the dream any more than she understood Robin.

By the time Sarah got home, she was starting to think that making the movie had been a waste of time. The first night back home, she was lying naked on her bed listening to some music. She had her headphones on and did not hear her dad walk into her room. When he sat down on her bed, she looked up and took off the headphones. "Sweetheart, how was your trip?" They talked about the movie she had just made, the new baby, his job, etc. It was an odd conversation and she could see that he was uncomfortable. He was wearing an old bathrobe that she hadn't seen in a long time. "Dad, is something wrong?" The question caught him off guard. "Since the baby arrived, your mom has been very tired. We haven't had sex in several weeks." Sarah was tired, also, but she giggled and said, "Why didn't you just say that in the first place?" He removed his robe and she could see that his cock was hard and throbbing.

She and her dad rarely had sex with just each other. "Do you just want a blowjob?" She thought that would be the quickest way to get hom off. "No, I'd rather have intercourse. Just lie on your back, if you don't mind." Sarah lay down on her back and spread her legs apart. Her dad knealt down and began licking her pussy. He did this for several minutes, concentrating on her clit. Sarah could feel the ograsm slowly building inside her. As he licked her clit, her dad began sliding his finger in and out of her. "Oh god, Dad, that feels so good." Finally, her dad raised his head and started crawling between her legs. She looked up and saw a strand of preorgasmic fluid hanging off the end of his cock. He slowly and gently pushed it inside her. As soon as he began thrusting in and out of her, she began to climax. "Oh.....don't stop, Dad, I'm cumming." Just a few seconds went by and she heard her dad grunt and she could feel herself being filled with semen. Her dad hovered over her, breathing hard, for a few more seconds. Then he kissed her on her forehead and said, "Thanks, sweetheart, that was a big relief."

After he left, she looked down at her crotch. The hairless lips of her pussy were still spread apart slightly and she could see the white semen leaking out of her and onto the sheet. "I'll need to change the bed tomorrow," she thought to herself. Another thought entered her head. The orgasm had been intense and pleasurable, but there was something missing. And she didn't know what it was. The next day she figured out what it was. Her mom was fixing dinner and the baby needed her diaper changed, so she asked Sarah to do it for her. After getting the baby changed, she realized that it was the intimacy with her mom that she missed. She also realized that things between her and Dianne were changing forever. She looked down at the baby and said, "It's not your fault, Erin Marie, it's just the way life is." And with that thought, she bent down and kissed her little sister's forehead. The next day she received a package in the mail. It was a round cardboard tube. When she opened it, she was shocked and delighted to find that it was the painting Pete Hazelbaker had done of her.

It was two nights later. Sarah was being fucked by someone she could not see. The man's cock seemed enormous as it slid in and out of her. Each time it went inside her pussy, it took her right up to the brink of orgasm. But as it slid out, it brought her back down. Her clitoris felt like it was swollen to twice its normal size. In and out the man's cock went. She could almost reach a climax, but then it would fade, only to build back up again. She was moaning loudly, in desperate need of release. Her juices were running out of her little cunt and drenching the sheet.

Suddenly she heard a familiar voice. "I'm here, Sarah, I'm always here." The voice belonged to Ray Martinelli. Sarah struggled to raise up and embrace him. But her arms closed on empty air. It was only a dream. Within seconds of waking up, she felt the sheet and found it dry. She slid her hand down her belly until she came to her clit. It was the same small size that it had always been, but her pussy was wet. She rubbed her clit for a minute and moaned, "Oh god...please!" Before she had recovered from the orgasm completely, she began to cry. The dream and the voice had seemed too real. "Oh god, Ray, I want you so much."

After crying herself out, she got out of bed and put on one of her dad's oversized tee shirts and quietly walked downstairs. She then went out on the front porch and sat down. The dream had left her very confused. All of her feelings for Ray came back up to the surface, but she was wondering if the two of them would ever be together. She could still remember the words he had said to her. "If things were different, I would be overjoyed to make love to you". Maybe that's all they were, just words. Ray was an adult man, why would he want a littl girl with freckles. Still, she was sure, if given the chance, she could make him love her. But what if he already had a girlfriend? This thought scared her and made her feel even more lonely.

She started thinking about Kim and their one fantastic day together. In the days that had followed, her memory of Kim was full of sharp edges. Time had worn some of those sharp edges away. She still had desires for her, but she knew that there was really no future for them. Even if Kim wasn't so paranoid and came out of hiding, the two of them would make an odd couple.

She thought about Drew Parsons. But they lived in two completely different worlds. She imagined that after losing his virginity to her, he was now having sex with girls his own age and in his own peer group.

And then there was little Stacy. She wished Stacy had had a better home life and maybe they could have been real friends. She said a little prayer for her, hoping that maybe she was alright somewhere.

Chapter #20

On Monday, Sarah reported back to work at Globe. When she got there she was told that Doug Lambert was looking for her. He told her that there were three adult films coming up that she could work in. Her spirits suddenly lifted. He had set up meetings with representatives of all three studios for the next day. After leaving his office, Sarah was filled with nervous energy. She decided to go down to the video studios to see what was going on there.

She immediately walked into the middle of a loud argument. In the hallway were Mary Phipps and Carl Portman, who were both shouting at each other. There were other people in the hallway. One of them was a little girl named Mandie. She had been in the final scene of "ENDANGERED SPECIES" with Sarah. She was wearing a robe and crying. Also wearing a robe was a man that Sarah did not recognize. He and two camermen were staring at the floor, embarassed by the arguing going on around them. Sarah wanted to walk away, but she liked Mary and was afraid it would look like she was turning her back on her.

She quickly learned that the argument revolved around Mandie not wanting to have intercourse with the male performer. Sarah was a little shocked that Mandie was about to be fucked by an adult. Mary was arguing that Mandie was too small and too scared to do the scene. Portman argued that she had said that she wanted to do the scene and he had already finished the first half of the video. Sarah was surprised to hear her own voice say, "I'll do the scene for her."

Portman had nothing but contempt in his voice when he said, "Thanks, Sarah, but no thanks. I'm not going to waste time and money shooting the whole video again." She spoke up again. "No, that's not what I mean. Just let me do this one sex scene." Portman took a deep breath before replying, "Sarah, it won't work. You're bigger than she is. The audience will be able to see that." She thought for a minute and said, "Ray Martinelli would know how to make it look right." The two of them stared at each other and Sarah almost smiled when Portman seemed to back down. He turned and took out his cell phome and called somebody. She heard him say, "Is Martinelli up there? Tell him to come down to studio number one right now."

There were five minutes of awkward silence as they all waited for Ray to show up. As soon as he did, Portman walked over to him and the two of them had a very animated conversation. There was lots of hand gesturing, especially from Ray. At first, Sarah thought they were arguing. But they walked past her into the studio. Portman looked over his shoulder and said, "OK, Sarah, you're on." Everybody followed them, and Sarah started getting ready. There was a small bed in the studio and she sat down on it and started getting undressed. Her video partner (she still did not know his name) had taken his robe off and was watching her. His penis had been semi-erect, but soon it was sticking straight up. She asked for some lubricant, since there would be no foreplay.

She lay back on the bed and watched as Ray positioned the two cameramen. One would record her from the side, while the other one was directly overhead. Both would be aiming only at her genitals. A pillow was placed under her butt and the male performer slowly inserted his cock in her pussy. She lay passively as he slowly moved in and out of her. She saw both Mary and Ray looking at her. She couldn't tell what Mary was thinking, but Ray seemed upset as he watched her being fucked. After a few minutes, her pussy began lubricating on its own and she was starting to get some pleasure from the sex. After another minute had gone by, she softly sighed, "Ohh...." But then the man, who had been doing more than just sighing, pulled his cock out of her. He was ready to do the cum shot, so Mandie was called in.

Sarah got off the bed and watched as the younger girl crawled up on it and started sucking the slippery cock in front of her. She held the shaft of it with both hands and slipped her mouth over the head. Soon, the man said, "Oh jeez, here it comes, sweetie." Mandie pulled her mouth away just in time to have several spurts of semen hit her in the face. She giggled and looked at everybody. She then cleaned her face off and the crew prepared to finish the scene. They would now focus their cameras on Mandie, from the chest up. The little girl would pretend to be having sex and eventually an orgasm.

But Sarah had her own idea. With Portman's consent, she got on the bed with Mandie and began eating her little pussy. As soon as her tongue touched Mandie's flesh, Sarah began to get aroused. As she licked the tiny clitoris, she began sliding her finger inside Mandie's vagina. At first, it was just warm and sticky. But soon it became very wet. Her pussy was so tiny, Sarah wondered how Portman expected her to take a grown man's cock in it.

Sarah's own pussy was getting wetter and she wanted to reach back and masturbate herself, but she didn't. If she had been in the video with Mandie, she would have thought nothing about rubbing herself. But what she was feeling now was private. "Oooh....that feels good. Keep doing that." Mandie was getting close to an orgasm, so Sarah tried to take her clitoris in her mouth and suck on it. It took another two minutes, and then, "Wow, oh god, I'm cumming." As soon as Mandie climaxed, Ray left the studio. He told the cameramen to meet him in the video lab to edit the scenes together.

After doing the scene with Mandie, Sarah was getting ready to take a quick shower. That's when she heard Mary say, "Sarah, when you're done, please see me in my office." Sarah hesitated, and put on a robe and went upstairs. The door to Mary's office was open, so she went on in. "Sit, please Sarah, I want to talk to you." As she sat down, she saw Mary go over to the door and lock it. Then she rolled her office chair over next to Sarah and sat down."I need to talk to you about something important." Sarah mentally put up her guard. She wasn't sure what Mary was going to say, and if it was bad, she wanted to be prepared. She could feel her adrenaline beginning to pump.

"You know something, Sarah, I've seen a lot of young girls come and go here, but none of them were like you." The woman stopped talking, like she wasn't sure of what she wanted to say. Then she reached over and took both of Sarah's hands in hers. "You're the smartest little girl I've ever met. You're smarter than me or anyone who works here. You're the best little performer Globe has ever had. And of all the girls who have come and gone, you are the only one who I would think of as a friend."

Sarah was embarassed and didn't know what to say. She looked down at her bare feet and said, "Thank you. I think of you as a friend, too." When she raised her head up, she was surprised to find Mary's lips on hers. For a second, she just sat there. Then, she began returning the kiss. It started out as a gentle kiss, but soon Sarah was mashing her mouth against Mary's. The kiss broke off, but then they were kissing again. Sarah suddenly pulled away. "Wait....I don't want you to get into trouble." Mary just smiled and said, "You let me worry about that." Relieved, Sarah leaned forward and the two of them resumed kissing each other. She slid her tongue in Mary's mouth and shuddered when the woman began to gently suck on it.

She felt her robe being opened and a warm hand began sliding up the inside of her thigh. She spread her legs wide and a finger was soon massaging her clit. She put her own hand on Mary's leg and started to move it under her skirt. But the woman's legs clamped shut and she gently pulled Sarah's hand away. Sarah was confused until Mary smiled at her and said, "I'm sorry, but it's that time of the month for me. Just relax and let me take care of you."

The woman got out of the chair and knelt down in front of her. Sarah closed her eyes as she felt Mary's tongue swirling over her clitoris. After a minute, she heard, "Oh god, you taste so good." Sarah got up from the chair, put her robe on the floor, and lay down. Mary continued eating her pussy and Sarah moaned loudly, "Oh, I'm almost there!" Mary looked up and said, "Shh, somebody might hear you." Mary went back to licking her clit and then Sarah wrapped her thighs around her head tightly as the orgasm overtook her. After her breathing returned to normal, Sarah said, "Oh god, Mary, that felt so good. I wish I was able to do the same for you." Mary kissed her on top of her head and told her, "Don't worry. I'll be OK."

Sarah went down and took a quick shower. She then thought of something. It was still early in the afternoon. She decided to go back up to Mary's office and see if she could spend some time with her. In a week, or maybe less, Mary's menstrual period would be over. She couldn't wait to have sex with her again and be able to give her some oral pleasure.

When she got back up to the office, something was going on. There was a security guard and a man that Sarah knew only as a member of the board of directors standing in front of Mary's office door. Mary was inside, putting framed photos of her family into a cardboard box. Sarah was filled with anxiey as she realized what was happening. She cried out, "Mary, what's happening?" She ran in the office and and Mary turned and said, "It's okay, Sarah, I'm fine." When Mary hugged her, the man standing next to the security guard said, "Mary, keep your hands off of her. That's what got you in trouble in the first place." Angrily, she snapped back, "What the hell are you going to do to me, Jim, fire me twice?"

She then pulled Sarah over in a corner, where nobody could hear, and softly said, "Don't worry, I know what I'm doing. I'm leaving on my own terms. Sarah, you see those two men standing in the hallway? They would sell their souls to the devil to do with you what I did. But they don't have the guts, or the balls, to do so. This is my way of thumbing my nose at Globe Entertainment." She hugged Sarah again, and added, "You take care of yourself, watch your back, and don't cry."

Riding home in the taxi, all Sarah could think of was Mary and Ray. She had felt guilty about Mary being fired until she realized that it was what the woman wanted. She wasn't sure how management had found out, maybe Mary had simply told them. Sarah was already missing Mary and wondering if she would ever see her again.

Ray was another matter. While she had been doing the sex scene, he had seemed upset and she didn't know why. He knew what she did professionally and had worked on many of her videos in the past. She had only done this scene to try to help out. She wasn't even getting paid for it. Thinking that Ray might be mad at her caused her to get depressed. She started thinking about her mom and dad. If Ray asked her to give up her career for him, would she do it? Probably.

All of this was going on in her head when the taxi stopped in front of her house. As soon as the taxi pulled away, she heard a voice behind her. "Little girl, could come back here and help me?" Sarah turned around and saw an old man standing behind an old blue van. The rear doors of the van were open and a small box was on the pavement.

At first, she ignored the warning signs in her mind. The man looked familiar to her. "Can you put this box inside my van? It's not heavy, but I hurt by back." She peered inside the box and saw that it was full of copper wire and tubing. She then looked back at the man. She saw that he really wasn't an old man after all. His hair was so pale blonde that it looked white. It was his thick eyeglasses that made him look older. She set the box inside the van and noticed a yellow piece of paper lying on the metal floor. It was a receipt of some kind.

The man had taken a step closer to her. She could smell his very strong body odor. She glanced over her shoulder at him and could see that he was smiling at her, showing his brown and yellow teeth. The warning signs in her head were getting stronger. She had definitely seen this man somewhere before. Suddenly she thought of Talisha and remembered. She started to run, but before she could take the first step, he grabbed her from behind. She kicked her legs and flailed her arms about, knocking the yellow receipt out onto the pavement. A rag was placed over her mouth and nose. There was a strong chemical smell and she began coughing and choking. And then everything went black.

Russell had come home from work early and was cleaning out the garage when he saw the strange man talking to Sarah. He was getting ready to walk out front and ask the stranger what he wanted when he saw the man grab Sarah and throw her into the van. Russell began running towards the street, tripped and fell, got up and continued running. "You sonofabitch, that's my daughter! Let go of her!" But, by the time he got to the street, the van was gone. All that remained was a fluttering piece of yellow paper.

His neighbor from across the street, Stanley Reed, came running out. When Russell saw him, he began crying. "Jesus, Stan, that guy took Sarah. He took my little girl. What am I gonna do?" Stanley was trying to stay calm. "Russ, I saw him do it. I called the police, they should be here any minute. I got part of the license plate number." He held his left hand out. On the palm , written in ink, were "W214". Then Russell noticed the piece of yellow paper lying on the street. He walked over to it and Stanley shouted, "Wait, Russ, don't touch it with your hands." He walked over to Russell, pulled out his handkerchief, and carefully picked it up.

Chapter #21

Sarah woke up puking. She could feel hands rolling her over on her side as she continued throwing up. She thought her mom was with her, but it was dark and she couldn't see. When she was done throwing up, she tried to talk. "Mom.....?" Something was placed over her face and she went out again.

The police came and interviewed Russell and Dianne. They talked to their neighbor, Stan. A young detective, named Mike Hanes, was in charge of the investigation. He and two uniformed officers stayed at the house, waiting to hear from whoever had taken Sarah. For now, they thought the people responsible would call and ask for a ransom. Dianne was almost hysterical, blaming herself for allowing Sarah to work in adult films and to travel back and forth to work by herself. Russell was trying to force himself to stay calm, but ugly thoughts were creeping into his mind. The young detective acted aloof and distant. At first, Russell thought it was just his professional manner. But now he was beginning to think that, because of Sarah's profession, the police weren't being as thorough as they would if it had been another child that had been kidnapped.

Sarah awoke again, confused and disoriented. She tried to sit up, but nausea and dizziness caused her to lay back down. Although her memory was a little fuzzy, she remembered well about being grabbed off the street in front of her house. Fear and anxiety swept over her and she began to cry. Finally, she forced heself to try to get control of her situation. Besides the nausea, her throat was burning and she had a foul taste in her mouth. She also had to pee. After three more attempts, she managed to stay sitting up.

The light was dim, but she was able to see things around her. To her left was an old metal office desk. On top of the desk was a computer monitor and a couple of cameras. Straight ahead she could see a set of steps leading up to somewhere. She struggled to stand and that's when she noticed the chain around her right ankle. It was secured by a padlock. The other end of the chain was fastened to an eye bolt that was screwed into the concrete floor. She sat back down on the small cot and tried to loosen the chain from her ankle. All she succeded in doing was scraping some of her skin off. To her right was a toilet and a sink. Both looked to be filthy. The only other things she could see were some cardboard boxes and a few garden tools.

She knew she was in somebody's basement, but where? She saw where a window had been covered with paper and tape. She tried to loosen the eye bolt from the floor, but it wouldn't budge. The need to urinate was getting stronger but she dreaded sitting on the dirty commode seat. And then she saw the roll of toilet paper sitting on the floor. She walked over and tore several sheets from it and laid them on the commode seat.

She started to unfasten her jeans, and that's when she noticed her clothing. She always kept her shirt tucked all the way inside her pants. But now her tee shirt was hanging completely out. There was also a sour smelling stain from her vomit on it. But as she lowered her jeans, she saw that the waist band of her panties had been rolled down quite a bit. She shuddered at what this might mean, but she sat down and urinated.

When she was done, she dabbed at herself with some more ot the toilet paper. She stared down at the white flesh of her pussy lips. What had the man done to her while she was unconscious? She didn't feel any pain and she saw no bruising. Carefully, she spread the lips open and inserted a finger up inside her vagina. Tentatively, she sniffed the finger, but there was no odor. She stood and pulled her pants up and stepped over to the sink. She turned on the faucet and cupped her hand under it. She swallowed several mouthfuls of the cool water and then splashed some on her face.

It was after she turned around that she saw herself on the far wall. Pictures, ripped from adult film magazines, were plastered on the wall. Sarah could see scenes from early in her career, right up to the present. Except for the little boys, all of the male performers in the pictures had had their faces neatly cut out. But what disturbed her more were the photographs from her private life. There were some of her and Dianne walking out of the grocery store.

There were others of her and a teenaged girl. The girl's face had also been removed and the words "slut" and "whore" had been written over her body in ink. Sarah recognized the photos of her and Kim Burton outside the motel they had made love in. She lay back down on the cot and tried to collect her thoughts. The nausea had left, but was replaced by an empty pain. She had once seen a program on telvision about people who had been taken hostage. The people interviewed talked about doing whatever they had to do to stay alive. And she decided that was what she would do. She would try to stay alive.

The police showed Russell and Stan photos of various Chevrolet vans and they concluded that the one in question was from the late eighties. They then began cross-referencing the partial license plate number with vans from that period. Sarah had now been missing for more than twenty-four hours and the California DMV had hundreds of vans listed with those plate numbers. So the police concentrated on those owners with criminal records. But it was taking a lot of time.

Time was something Sarah had lost track of. She didn't know how long she had been in the basement, or even if it was night or day. She thought about her family. Would she ever see them again? She looked at the pictures on the wall. One of them had caught her attention. It was when she was about five years old. It showed her and another girl about the same age eating each other's pussies. Sarah was on the bottom, and her tongue could clearly be seen on the other girl's tiny clit. It was a happier time and she tried to cling to that thought.

Suddenly, she heard the basement door opening and somebody walking down the steps. It was the man who had taken her. She cringed as he walked up to her. "Hello Sarah, my name is Timothy. We're going to have a wonderful time together." His voice was soft and high pitched. He was carrying a sack and he walked over to one corner and picked up a small table. He set the table down in front of the cot and then he put the contents of the sack on it. There was a can of Sprite and a sandwich, wrapped in paper. "You must be getting hungry. Enjoy your meal and I'll see you a little later." In spite of her fear, Sarah found herself speaking up. "I would rather have Pepsi." The man had turned to leave, but now he was facing her. He was smiling, but she didn't think it was a friendly smile. "Pepsi has caffeine in it. It's not good for you." The sandwich turned out to be turkey, and the bread was as dry as her mouth. After every bite she had to take a sip of soda.

After eating most of the sandwich, she sat looking down at the floor. The meal had taken away the pain in her stomach, but now she was starting to feel derpessed again. She started getting the feeling that she was being watched. She quickly looked up at the stairway. There was nobody there. Then she looked to her right and saw the small gray mouse. He seemed to be staring at her. A minute went by and she found a bread crumb and threw it on the floor. The mouse began sniffing around and walked over and picked up the crumb with his front paws. Sarah watched him eat the piece of bread and then scamper away.

The police finally had a person of interest. His name was Tim Ellis and he had once been arrested for indecent exposure, along with numerous arrests for public intoxication. Two years earlier, a young girl knocked on his door, selling magazine subscriptions. Drunk, Tim had answered the door completely nude. The little girl began screaming and he walked out on the porch to try to calm her. He tripped and fell and was arrested ten minutes later. He was now living twenty miles from Sarah's house.

More time passed. The man returned, bringing a pan of warm water. He also had soap, a wash cloth, and a towel. "I suppose you would like to freshen up a bit. Get cleaned up and I'll be back in a few minutes." She kept her eyes on the stairs as she washed her arms and face. She removed her shirt and washed her chest and back as best she could. After putting her shirt back on, she hesitated. Then she quickly pulled her jeans and panties down and washed the rest of her body. When the man came back, he was holding a large bag. From the bag he took out a pair of bib overalls, a blue and white shirt, and a straw hat. He then took out a key and unlocked the padlock holding the chain around her ankle. "We're going to be nice now, aren't we." He had on the same unfriendly smile she had seen before. "I want you to put these clothes on. Leave your panties off." He pronounced the word "pan-tees".

Sarah had suspected from the beginning that the man was holding her for some sexual reason, and this seemed to confirm it. She knew that the new clothes had something to do with the "Little Debbie" segment of her career. But she put them on anyway. When the man returned, he had also changed clothes. He was wearing a very short pair of jogger's shorts and a tee shirt. He flipped a switch and Sarah was almost blinded by bright light. As he walked around the room, she was pretty sure that he had nothing on under the shorts. He got the cameras off the desk and set about mounting one on a tripod. When he squatted down to inspect it, she could see the head of his penis peeking out of the shorts.

The next thirty minutes were torture as he had her pose and strip for him, all the while gently stroking the bulge that was growing in his shorts. She was trying hard not to provoke him. He then got the camcorder and had her go through the same things again. "Let me see your butt. Now turn around. That's it. Now, put your finger in....put your finger in.... your pussy. Yes, put it in your sweet, little pussy. Now turn around again and spread your cheeks apart. I want to see that little brown hole. Oh god, no, no, no!" Sarah quickly turned around. She didn't know what was wrong until she looked at his crotch. It was wet, and there was a small bit of semen running down his leg. At first she thought he was going to cry. But then he told her to put the clothes back on. She did as she was told, and he locked the chain back around her ankle. For the time being, she felt safe from any further sexual assault.

Detective Lt. Lee Tobias was finishing the paperwork on a series of armed bank robberies. He had already heard about the little sex movie star who had been kidnapped. But somebody had left a copy of the newspaper, with her her story and photo, on his desk. He tried to ignore it, thinking instead about the vacation time he had coming. He had promised his wife that they would spend a few days in Catalina. He thought of her plump, white thighs wrapped around his waist as he fucked her brains out, and he could feel himself getting hard.

But he looked at the little girl's photo in the newspaper. Would she ever grow up to have her plump thighs wrapped around somebody's waist? He began to doubt it. Mike Hanes was young and inexperienced. But his uncle was the police commissioner. Tobias ran his hands through his short gray hair. Then he called his wife to tell her something had come up.

The man again brought Sarah something to eat. It was scrambled eggs, bacon, toast, and a small carton of milk. The food appeared to have come from a resturant. Sarah hated bacon, but she tried to eat it since she was hungry. Then she realized that it must be morning. An hour later, the man came back and turned on the bright lights. He had the camcorder and again had her strip and masturbate. Although she had done this many, many times before, this was the first time that she had ever felt dirty about it. When he seemed to be done making his little movie, he left her. He returned a short while later with another pan of warm water for her to wash in. She wished he would have given her a razor so she could shave her legs. She also needed to brush her teeth.

Detective Tobias was bothered by two issues in Detective Hanes' investigation of the kidnapping of Sarah Michaels. One was the suspect, Tim Ellis. The girl's father and the neighbor admitted that they did not get a good look at the man's face. But Ellis stood well over six feet tall. Both of the witnesses stated that the man who took Sarah was considerably shorter. The other issue that was bothering Tobias was that there was a piece of evidence that Hanes was not following up on. The yellow piece of paper was from Pelphrey Scrap Metals.

She started getting cramps in her stomach, and she knew she needed to use the bathroom. She tried to suppress it, but the urge to defecate became too strong. She got up and went over to the toilet to relieve herself. The smell from her bowels soon filled the basement. She remembered when she first started working at Globe, and the scene she did with Talisha and Jeff. If she failed to clean herself up, like Jeff had done, would the man refrain from having any sexual contact with her? But she had felt anger at Jeff. How angry might the man get with her? She didn't want to find out. She wiped herself off as best she could with toilet paper. She even wet some toilet paper and gently dabbed around her anus.

On his own, Tobias took the receipt, along with the DMV photos, to the scrap yard. After showing them to some of the employees, one of them said, "Sure, I remember that guy. His name is Tim." Tobias showed him the photos. "Yep, that's the guy. He will come in here one day with a load of aluminum cans, and the next time with maybe some copper." The employee pointed to a photo of Tmothy Williams. But when Tobias later went to the address on the license, the apartment building was gone. It had burned down over a year ago. He sat in his car for several minutes, thinking. He had a friend at the local Social Security Administration office and gave him Williams' number to see if he was currently employed.

Sarah lay on the cot, trying to judge what time it might be. She was sure it must be late afternoon. The man came back down. He turned on an overhead light that was not nearly as bright as the one he used while photographing her. "Tell me, Sarah, what was your favorite, sexiest movie that you ever made?" She was surprised that he was talking to her. But she wasn't sure how to answer him. Fear kept her quiet for a while. "I mean which one gave you the strongest orgasm, made that little pussy of yours get soaking wet?" She had a feeling that the dirty talk was getting him aroused, but she did not want to encourage him. She finally got up the nerve to talk to him, but she tried to be evasive. "I don't know. Once I've finished a movie, I don't think about it anymore." It didn't satisfy him, though. "But you moan and cry out so much when you're climaxing, you must have one orgasm that stands out." She decided to try another approach. "You don't understand. It's just acting. I've never had an orgasm in any of the movies."

She again saw that same unfriendly smile on his face. "Unfasten your overalls and pull them down, please." When she hesitated, he repeated the same words. Slowly, she pulled the overalls down to her knees. He lifted her left foot up and pulled the leg free from the overalls. He then bent down and spread her legs apart. Sarah's heart was pounding in fear, not knowing what he was going to do.

He parted the lips of her pussy and started licking her clitoris. After about two minutes, he stopped and looked at her face. He then went back to licking her. Every few minutes he would look into her eyes. She could feel his tongue on her flesh, but she felt no other sensation. This went on for several more minutes. She could sense that he was getting frustrated. Finally, in a louder voice, he said, "Why aren't you climaxing? Why aren't you having an orgasm?" Sarah burst into tears and yelled at him, "I don't like it here. I want to go home." The man's voice was getting angrier. "This IS your home." Sarah raised her voice as well. "No. I want to go home to my mom and dad." The back of his hand caught her on the mouth. She yelped in pain and immediately tasted blood in her mouth. The man got up and began walking away. Halfway up the stairs, he stopped and said, "I'm sorry, Sarah. Please try not to make me angry in the future. Life will be easier for you."

Detective Tobias found that Timothy Williams had been working at Armstrong Chemical Supply up until three months ago as a janitor. He had been let go after some materials came up missing. The address they had was more recent. Tobias went to check on it. The property was listed under the name of Beverly Williams. The house was a dilapidated two story wood frame structure and nobody seemed to be home. So he waited. An old blue van pulled up and a short man with thick glasses got out. He was carrying something in a small sack.

Sarah was using her tongue to feel her swollen lip when the man brought her another meal. It was a small pepperoni pizza, a can of Pepsi, and a chocolate chip cookie. He set the food on the little table and left, not saying a word. She wondered if the Pepsi was some type of peace offering. The man came back a short time later and removed the can and the food wrappers. Again he said nothing to her. She lay down on the cot. She thought she heard someone talking upstairs. It usually seemed very quiet up there. She rolled over on her side and looked at the pictures of herself. "I'm never going to get out of here," she said to herself. She continued looking at the pictures, especially the ones from her earlier years. There were several of her with other little girls and she found that she was getting aroused. She thought about masturbating. It would make her feel better for a little while, but then she would still be here. So instead, she turned and looked at the filthy toilet. The meal had made her sleepy and she closed her eyes.

Tobias took off his coat and tie. He found a gas company ID card in the glove box of his car and walked up to the front door. He knocked several times on the door before the man peered out the window and finally answered the door. He showed the man the ID and said, "Pardon me, sir, but we've had some complaints of gas leaks in this area and I was wondering if I could come in and check around for just a few minutes." He was hoping the little man would not notice that there was no utility truck outside. The man hesitated, but allowed him in. "Oh, by the way, what's your name, sir?" The man looked around nervously and answered, "Timothy....I mean Tim Williams." Tobias walked slowly through the house, looking for anything that might suggest that the little girl was or had been here.

He pretended to inspect the kitchen stove. "Where's your hot water tank?" The little man seemed distracted when he said, "It's in the basement." Tobias had been a cop long enough to know when someone was acting hinky. He noticed that the man was now starting to sweat quite heavily. "Can you show me where the basement is?" He thought the man was going to hyperventilate for a minute. But then he got control of his breathing and said, "Uh, no, I have some place that I have to be. You're going to have to leave now." Tobias tried again. "Just let me take a quick look at the water heater and I'll get out of your way." He tried to remain passive when the little man put a hand on his chest and said, "No. I want you out of my house now." Afraid of spooking the man, Tobias left quietly. He walked down the block where he had left his car. Since he was not officially part of the investigation team he had very little resources. But he had a friend on the S.W.A.T. team.

Sarah was dreaming that she was back home. She had her face between her mom's thighs, eating her pussy. She could feel her dad behind her, his cock slowly sliding in and out of her little cunt. But they had to stop when a man from the gas company told them that there might be a gas leak. Her dad got angry and told the man that he had to leave, but not before shooting semen on the man's face. She woke up and tried not to cry when she realized she was still in the basement.

But the dream had also left her feeling aroused. She tried to go back to sleep. She tossed and turned for half an hour and finally gave in to the tingling between her legs. She slipped her hand inside the overalls and began rubbing her clit. Her pussy was already wet and she used her other hand to push a finger in and out of her vagina. She pulled the finger out and sucked on it as she started cumming. It kept her from moaning out loud and she did not want the little man to know what she was doing. As she started dozing off, she thought she saw a snake crawling through the paper that covered the basement window. She woke again a few minutes later and knew that it wasn't a snake, but some kind of wire. Once it was free of the paper, it had turned in all directions. Sarah didn't know what it was, but she had a feeling in her gut that something was about to happen.

Tobias' friend from S.W.A.T. arrived, along with another cop. The other cop put on a pair of coveralls and posed as a gas company employee. He told Williams about a possible gas leak, but the suspect would not let him in the house. He asked Williams if he smoked, if he had any pets, etc. Tobias and his friend used the time to insert the fiberscope through the basement window. When they were able to see Sarah, they withdrew and called for backup.

Sarah woke when the man came downstairs. He paced back and forth and went back upstairs. The room was fairly cool, but she noticed that he was sweating. She was also able to smell him again. He came back downstairs. He looked at her for a bit, and said, "Pull down your overalls." She started shaking and said, "No, please don't." He took two steps towards her and hoarsely whispered, "JUST DO IT!" The anger in his voice frightened her into complying. He stared at her naked flesh and then began lowering his pants. She closed her eyes as he lowered himself onto her. He tried to kiss her and she didn't know which was worse, his foul breath or the acrid smell of his body odor. When she did not respond to his kisses, he lowered his head between her legs. He spread her pussy lips open and began licking.

He suddenly jerked his head up and looked around. Then he turned back to her and got between her legs. He tried inserting his cock inside her and she cried out, "Ouch, it hurts." He put his fingers into his mouth and brought out some saliva. He put it inside her vagina. He put some more on the head of his cock and pushed. And then he was inside her. "Oh god, please...." He must have thought that she was enjoying it. "That's it, just relax." He had just starting thrusting in and out of her when she heard the voice from outside. "TIM WILLIAMS, THIS IS THE POLICE. LET THE GIRL GO." The man quickly jumped off of her. "Goddamn sonofabitch." He ran upstairs and then came down again. If Sarah had not been so scared, she would have laughed at the man as he began cursing incoherently. "Holy motherfucker. Why don't they leave me the hell alone. Goddamnit! Sonofamotherfuckingbitch!" He went upstairs again and when he came back, she saw something in his hand. It looked like a toy gun, but when he opened a drawer on the desk and brought out a box of shells, she knew it was no toy.

As she watched him put the brass shells in the gun, she thought to herself, "This isn't going to end well." She had already fastened her overalls when he came over and unlocked her from the chain. He grabbed her roughly and pulled her towards the back of the basement. He unlocked a door that she hadn't noticed before. When he pulled her out with him, she was shocked to see that the sun was shining brightly. She had thought that it was nighttime. The sun seemed so bright that she had to close her eyes. She felt herself stumbling as he dragged her along with him.

The gravel was cutting into her bare feet. "Motherfucker!" She opened her eyes to see what he was cursing about. They were standing next to his van, but all four tires were flat. He started dragging her around the van when a voice shouted, "Tim, stop. Stop right there. Let the little girl go. We can end this peacefully." Sarah looked up and saw a man with gray hair, his arms up, with the palms of his hands facing them. "Tim, I'm going to put my gun on the ground. You let the girl go and you can take me as a hostage. My car is right over there. We can go anywhere you want to." After the man put his gun down, he took three steps in their direction. "No! Stay away. She belongs to me now." Then he whispered in her ear, "Don't worry, Sarah, we're going to be together forever." She could feel the barrel of the gun pressing against her head. "Get away from me before something bad happens."

The man with the gray hair backed away, saying, "OK, Tim, take it easy." Williams had his left arm around Sarah's chest. The gun was in his right hand. He nervously turned back and forth. Many thoughts were going through Sarah's mind. She was scared. She was worried that she would never see her parents again. The man's body odor was making her sick. And she was scared. She tried to get control of her emotions. She took a slow, deep breath through her mouth to keep from having to smell him. This seemed to calm her a little. Sarah wasn't religious. She and her parents did not attend church. But she believed in God and that there is a heaven and a hell. Where would she go? She never thought what she did was evil. She thought people enjoyed the movies that she made. She started thinking of her parents. People were always talking about how smart she was. Was it possible she might also have ESP? She needed to tell them, especially her mom, how much she loved them, and that she was sorry about any trouble she might have caused them. She closed her eyes, and for a second, she thought she could see her mom's face.

But then the man shifted his arm from her chest to her face and mouth. It was bad enough that she had to smell him, but now she could taste him as well. Why was he doing all of this to her? She had never done anything to him. For a brief instant, her fear was replaced by blind rage and she did the only thing she could think of. She bit into his arm. Hard. She heard him scream. A second later she heard a loud "pop" and felt herself being thrown backwards. Everything went black. When she opened her eyes, her head hurt unbearably. She had trouble seeing because something wet was in her eyes. When she rubbed them, she saw the blood. She closed her eyes again.

When Dianne and Russell arrived on the scene, the police already had their barricade set up. When she saw Williams holding Sarah, Dianne cried out. "Oh god, Russell, look at her. Look at my little girl." Sarah's lip was still split and swollen. Because her hair hadn't been washed, a strand of it hung limply over her forehead. Although Dianne was numb with fear, she had the presence of mind to let Russell hold the baby. When she heard the gunshot, her knees buckled, and Russell struggled to hold her up without dropping the baby.

Chapter #22

Somebody was talking to her. The voice sounded like it was far away, and she struggled to hear what it was saying. Sarah. Sarah. Sarah. "Sarah, listen to me. You have a head injury. Try not to move." In spite of the words, she tried to sit up but she found that she couldn't raise her head or move her legs. When she opened her eyes, she saw shadowy figures moving around in a fog. She was being jostled about and she cried out in pain. She felt like she was going somewhere, but where? Then her world went dark again.

She was walking down a street that she did not recognize. None of the buildings looked familiar. She quickened her pace, trying to get home as soon as possible. But where was home? She saw strangers passing by. A woman pushing a large baby stroller was approaching. As the woman came up next to her, a pair of twin girls sat up and laughed at her. "We're better than you," they said to her in unison. She continued walking down the street. A little blonde haired girl, standing by one of the buildings, said, "Please stay with me. I'm lonely." She hurried past the girl. She was getting scared. She needed to get home.

Then a short man with thick glasses appeared out of nowhere. He blocked her way and pointed to an open door. "This is where you're supposed to be." She walked inside and saw that it was an old fashioned type movie theatre. Most of the five hundred or so seats were empty. She sat down and began watching the movie. It was an adult film. She watched as a woman rode up and down on a man's impossibly large penis. The scene quickly changed and she saw her mom on the screen. Dianne was lying naked on a bed. A large baby, with a very big head, was nursing from her breast. She had not seen this movie before. She had seen most of her mom's other movies. The baby stood up on wobbly legs. It was a boy baby and his penis jutted out a hard three to four inches. He crawled down between Dianne's thighs.

She watched in horror as her mom spread her pussy open and guided the baby's penis inside. The baby began to hump his little hips. The ugliness of the scene was making her sick. She never knew her mom had made this type of movie. Her feet felt like they were made of lead as she walked out of the theatre. The man with the thick glasses was smiling at her. "You were wondering which place you would end up at. Now do you know?" He laughed when she walked past him. The little blonde haired girl was following her. She had taken off her clothes and and was pushing a finger in and out of her hairless pussy. "Please stay and play with me. Nobody loves me." For just an instant, she wanted to kneel down and and taste the little girl's cunt. But then she started crying and said, "I can't. I have to get home."

Sarah was still crying when she woke up. Her head was hurting badly and her vision was blurred. She was confused and did not know where she was. But then she heard a familiar voice. "Sarah, how do you feel?" She tried to focus her eyes. "Mom.....?" Fresh tears filled her eyes. "Oh Mom, I went to hell and got lost." She heard her mom chuckle and say, "Well, you're back home now. Actually, you're in the hospital. Does your head still hurt?" Sarah nodded and Dianne buzzed for a nurse. She was given a pill, and a few minutes later, she went back to sleep.

An hour later, she woke up feeling better and more alert. She had a few visitors. Mary Phipps dropped by for a little while. When she got ready to leave, Mary bent down and hugged her. Sarah felt her heart start pounding as she smelled the woman's perfume and felt her large breasts pressing against her. The only people from Globe to visit were little Talisha, along with her mom, and Doug Lambert. He told her that all three of the movies he had talked to her about had been put on hold. All three film companies said they were willing to wait until she recovered. He also assured her and Dianne that extra security would be in place at work. A little bit later in the day flowers arrived. Sarah smiled when she read the enclosed card. They were from old Pete Hazelbaker.

The following day the doctor ordered a CT scan that showed that she had suffered a mild concussion. When Sarah returned to her room, two police detectives were waiting to talk to her and her mom. The one with gray hair looked familiar. He asked how she was feeling and then said that his wife was waiting for him downstairs. They were going on vacation. The younger detective was a stranger to her. He asked her if she had ever seen Timothy Williams before. She told him about the movie theatre incident and also about seeing the van following her and Kim. The detective told them that Williams had no criminal record and there was no evidence that he had stalked any other girls. He then turned to Dianne and said, "You owe your daughter's life to Detective Tobias. I let my ego get in the way. If it wasn't for him, we would never have found Sarah."

It wasn't until she saw reports of what happened to her on tv and read about it in the newspaper that she knew what really happened. The police sniper's bullet had hit Williams just above his left eye. The force of it drove him backwards, taking Sarah with him. She didn't remember a steel pole being behind them. Williams fell to the ground, but she had slammed the back of her head against the pole.

The next day, Sarah was released from the hospital. The doctor told her that the headaches, blurred vision, and dizziness would go away in time. The first few days at home, Sarah was taking three or four showers each day. Once, her mom walked in the bathroom just as she was getting out of the shower. All her life, Sarah had always been comfortable when she was naked with her mom or dad. Now, she quickly grabbed a towel and covered herself. Dianne saw how distressed she was. " Sarah, honey, talk to me about what's going inside you." Sarah began crying as she said, "Mom, I can't get his awful smell off of me. It follows me everywhere I go. I hate myself for allowing that to happen to me." Dianne carefully wrapped the towel around Sarah and then led her into her bedroom. They sat on the bed and she told her, "Sarah, ever since you were very young, your father and I have tried to show you that sex is one of the most beautiful things in the world. We wanted you to know that your body can give you much pleasure. And when you told us you wanted to be an actress, we thought the child erotica business was the perfect place for you. But now I'm having second thoughts. I want you to be able to enjoy sex like you always have, but being in adult films has exposed you to the whole world and I'm scared something bad is going to happen to you again. Your father and I would like for you to quit making any movies, at least for a while." Sarah told her she would think about it, but she knew if she quit now her dreams would die.

It took about two weeks, but she finally did start perking up. She tried to convince her mom that she was alright. She also knew that time was slowly running out for her. She wasn't going to stay a young girl forever, an then what? When she reached puberty, would she be like Crystal Robinson and keep her pussy shaved and hope nobody noticed? She called Mr. Lambert and asked him to contact the other movie studios and tell them that she was ready to go back to work.

The first of the three movies she would be making was being done by Blue Angel, the same studio where "A SONG FOR SONNY" had been made. The title of this movie was "THE BIG ONE". It was about an impending meteor strike on the earth, and how the people of a small town deal with that impending doom. Sarah was disappointed to find out that she would be acting in a role very similar to the first movie. She would be playing the part of a young girl who has a crush on a young adult man. The only bright spot was that Robbie Henson would be playing the part of the little girl's love interest. Sarah would be playing the part of Carrie Woods.

The first sex scene for Sarah was early in the movie, when Carrie has sex with one of her teachers. She enjoyed the oral sex part of the scene. The man who played the part of the teacher had a smaller than average size cock and Sarah had no problem sliding it down her throat. His tongue felt good on her clit as he licked her. Then she got on her hands and knees and he got behind her and put almost the whole length of his cock inside her. After about a minute, she moaned softly from the pleasure she was feeling in her pussy. But then she felt him pull out of her and she heard him say, "Oh shit!" Two seconds later she felt her back being covered with his semen. In the second scene, she had to masturbate herself. She managed to get herself wet but had to fake her orgasm.

Her final sex scene was with Robbie. At the beginning of the scene, she and Robbie kissed and cuddled for a few minutes. She wished that part would have lasted longer but she understood that the viewing audience wanted to see sex, not kissing. When Robbie took his pants off, she was glad to see that he was already hard. This meant that he had enjoyed the kissing as much as she did. She gently licked his cock before putting it her mouth to suck on it. By the time the director had her lay down on her back, she was well on her way to an orgasm from Robbie's tongue. He slowly rubbed the head of his cock against her clit and then her pushed it inside her. "Oh god that feels so good." Those were the only words she said until a few minutes later when she began to cum. "Umh....oh yeah....oh god that feel good. Oh, here it comes.....yes,yes,yes."

Robbie was supposed to pull out of her and cum on her stomach. But Sarah broke from the script and when he pulled out, she bent down and began sucking on him. Some of his semen went down her throat, the rest ran down her chin. When she heard the director yell, "Cut", she wiped her mouth off and said to Robbie, "Hold me for just a little bit, please." She felt his arms go around her and she rested her cheek against his chest. "Sarah, what's wrong?" All she could think of to say was, "Nothing, just hold me for a minute." She was embarassed to tell him that she was afraid she might never see him again.

When she returned home, she was feeling down. Having sex with Robbie had felt so good, not just physically, but emotionally as well. Things did not improve when she found a letter from Globe waiting for her. The letter informed her that "due to an unforseen cash flow problem", the company would not be able pay any of its personnel for that week. The letter stated that the company was seeking bank financing to meet its payroll and other obligations. Sarah wasn't hurting for money, but she knew that some of the other girls she worked with were actually supporting their parents.

Sarah was looking forward to the next movie, since she had the starring role. The title was "DAMAGED GOODS", and it was being made by Argent Studios. Argent was where she got her start in erotic movies and videos. The movie was about a young girl who is abused at home and becomes promiscuous. The film was loaded with sex, and once filming got underway, Sarah realized that it was very close to depicting Stacy Marcum's life. The name of the character she was playing was Emma Frazier.

The first sex scene showed Emma having consensual sex with her mother and father. Danny Coleman, who played Emma's father, even looked like Blake Marcum. Connie Vandergriff, who played Emma's mother, looked nothing like Mrs. Marcum. She had pale white skin and small breasts. Her pussy was as hairless as Sarah's. As the scene progressed, Sarah was on her hands and knees, being fucked from behind. She was running one finger in and out of Connie's pussy while she licked her clit. She was really enjoying herself when suddenly the woman said, "Oh, yeah baby, eat mommy's pussy."

For a couple of seconds she felt startled. She knew that Connie was reciting word for word from the script, but she had heard those exact same words before. It also took away some the pleasure she had been feeling. Danny was gently holding her by her hips. She could sense that he was getting close to cumming, so she took his right hand and moved it to her pussy. He took the hint and began to rub her clit. Soon she was climaxing and she turned around and Danny shot his semen onto her chest.

Early in the story, Emma is anally raped by her father. The whole time that Danny was shoving his cock in her butt, Sarah tried to relax. She knew that Danny was being as gentle as he could, but it still hurt. Her rectum was sore for the rest of the day. That wasn't the only unpleasant thing she had to do while making the movie.

One scene had Emma having sex with her grandfather and one of his friends. The oldest man that Sarah had ever had sex with was probably about forty-five years old. Both of the men she was working with were at least sixty. They both looked and acted like lecherous, dirty old men, the kind of men that mothers warned their little girls to stay away from. She was being fucked from behind by one, while she sucked the other's cock. Once during the scene, she turned her head around and said, "Fuck me, Grandpa, fuck me hard." She would have preferred not to use vulgar language, but the director insisted. The scene ended with both of them cumming on her face.

The most disturbing, however, was a scene that she was not even supposed to be in. She thought she was done for the day, but the director's assistant caught her before she left. A female performer, a girl slightly younger than Sarah, had gotten sick and could not do a particular scene. Sarah was told that it was a simple girl-on-girl scene, so she agreed to do it. Her eyes widened when she met the woman she would be working with. Her name was Barbara and she was beautiful. The woman seemed captivated by Sarah. She went on and on about how pretty Sarah was.

The scene had to be rewritten. It would show Emma running away from home and making friends with a prostitute. Barbara was playing the part of the prostitute.

The scene started out showing both of them wearing just their panties. They were lying on a bed, kissing and fondling each other. The young woman's kisses were causing Sarah to become very aroused. She felt a hand go inside her panties and heard Barbara say in her low, soft voice, "Oh my, you're already wet." Sarah slid her own hand inside Barbara's panties, but instead of getting her fingers wet, she felt something else. She jumped back, screaming, when she felt the thick, hard penis. Some of the crew began laughing hysterically as Sarah retreated as far as she could. Barbara began crying. "Sarah, sweetie, I'm sorry. I thought you knew." The director wasn't laughing. He screamed and cursed the whole crew for not telling Sarah, and ultimately, ruining the scene.

Sarah knew about transsexuals, but she she had never met one. It took another thirty minutes before filming could resume. Sarah went to Barbara and appologized. They managed to finish the scene, but Sarah had to fake her orgasm. She faked it not only for the movie, but also for Barbara. She did not want to offend her any more than she already had. But being fucked by her was like being fucked by a dildo.

Another part of the movie that disturbed her was when Emma seduced two small children. She remembered Mary Phipps telling her that there was a trend in erotic movies to have little girls do penetration scenes at a younger age. The boy was about six, but the girl looked to be barely four years old. But what really got to Sarah was how aroused she got while being with the little girl. Eating pussy was something she always enjoyed, but it seemed like it was always better when the pussy belonged to a girl much younger than herself.

The two girls licked each other and then the little boy entered the set. He got between the little girl's legs and inserted his little penis inside her. Sarah was straddled the other girl's face, moaning softly as she felt the tiny tongue on her clit. She bent down and took turns licking the pink clit and the hard little cock. It only took about two minutes for her to cum. After the scene ended, Sarah wished she and the little girl could spend some time alone together and that's what really worried her. She now had a baby sister at home. Right now, little Erin Marie's body did not interest her. But what would happen in a few years from now? The third movie that Sarah was to make was called "CALIFORNIA BLUES", and it was being produced by The A F I Group. It was about a family that moves from Texas to California during the Great Depression. Filming had just started when she arrived at their studio, but stopped when the producer found out that two of the actors had tested positive for STD's. The movie was postponed, and later cancelled.

Sarah came home in a black mood. It seemed like her career was stagnating. A SONG FOR SONNY had been nominated for best movie at the Adult Film Awards, but her role in the movie was almost ignored. She thought OKLAHOMA ROSE would open some doors for her, but the "R" rated version was pulled from theatres when ticket sales didn't match the studio's expectations. Her mom was still trying to coax her into doing fewer movies, or quitting altogether. Sarah moped around the house for two days when she got a phone call. It was Mary Phipps, and she told Sarah that she and her family would be moving out of town in another month. She invited Sarah to go shopping with her the next day so that they could spend some time together.

She got up early and took a shower. It was supposed to be very warm so she put on a pair of thin shorts and a sleveless top. Instead of sneakers, she wore leather sandals. When Mary finally arrived, she talked briefly with Dianne and said she would have Sarah back before supper. During the drive, Mary chatted openly about her husband's new job and that they were in the process of selling their house. At the first store they shopped at, Mary bought a couple of bras and Sarah bought herself some panties. Before they checked out, Mary ran into one of her friends. The lady had a little blonde haired girl with her. While the two women talked, the little girl smiled sweetly at Sarah. But after a few minutes she said, "Mommy, I gotta tinkle." Her mom seemed a little upset as she replied, "Katie, why didn't you go earlier? I'm talking with my friend." The girl was hopping from one foot to the other, so Sarah volunteered to take her to the restroom.

The ladies room was empty and the girl went into one of the stalls and pulled down her pants. Sarah looked at her little slit and felt herself getting aroused. When Katie was done urinating she stood up and started to pull her pants back up. Sarah quickly said, "Wait." She reached in and pulled a few sheets of toilet paper off. She wanted desperately to touch the child, but instead, handed the toilet paper to her and told her to wipe herself off. When Katie did get her pants pulled back up, Sarah noticed that the back of her pants, along with her panties, were rolled down a bit. She straightened them out and the slight touch of the little girl's flesh sent shivers through her. Later, after eating lunch, Mary said to Sarah, "I'm not going to lie to you. I had called earlier to check on you, and your mom said that you seemed depressed about something. She asked me to talk to you."

At first Sarah was embarassed to talk, but gradually she began telling about everything that was bothering her. She talked about her career being stalled and about her mom wanting her to quit the erotic film business. "Sarah, I understand your mom's fears. I can't imagine how I would react if some crazy person took one of my kids. But the odds of something like this happening again to you are very low. As far as your future in this business, I can't say. What else is bothering you?"

Sarah hesitated for a bit before answering. "I'm lonely. If I quit making movies, what will happen to me? Mary, I like sex." Mary smiled at her and said, "Sarah, anybody that has seen any of your movies knows that you like sex. Why don't you find yourself a little boyfriend?" Sarah just shook her head. Mary reached over and gently caressed her bare thigh. "Why? Just find you a boy that can make you happy." Sarah tried to put her feelings into words. "Boys my age don't satisfy me. Most of them don't even know what they're doing when they try to have sex." Then Mary asked, "OK, Sarah, what does satisfy you?" Looking at the floor of the car, Sarah said, "I love to feel a man cumming inside my pussy. Most boys my age can't ejaculate yet. And the ones that can, do it too fast."

They were sitting in a parking lot with the car's windows down. In a low voice, Sarah said, "There's something else that's bothering me and you'll hate me if I tell you." After several seconds of silence, she told Mary about how she felt about younger girls. She even told her about how she felt when she took Katie to the restroom. She told how she had desperately wanted to touch the little girl. Mary simply said, "But you didn't, did you. Why not?" Sarah wasn't sure how to answer. "Because it would be wrong, I guess. She and I don't know each other, and maybe her mom doesn't let her have sex with other people yet." Mary waited a minute before she said anything. "Sarah, you showed restraint back there with Katie and that's a good thing. But it can be hard. I know that myself." Sarah realized what Mary was telling her.

"What? Are you saying that you like little girls, too?" Mary nodded her head. "And little boys. Do you remember a studio called 'Little Cuties'? I went to work there right after I got out of college. I thought I was in paradise with all those little kids. Most of the other people knew what I was doing, and they were okay with it. Hell, most of them were screwing around with the kids, too. But after I got married, I took a job with Globe because they offered me more money. It was when the company was first getting started. Leo Schwartz was the one who put the 'no touch' policy in effect. He just didn't want any of the other employees to have sex with any of the kids. But there's nobody to keep an eye on him, though." Mary started the car and drove out of the parking lot. While driving, she began talking again. "What I'm trying to say, Sarah, is that I never forced myself on any of the kids. There were a few times when I made sexual advances toward a girl or boy, and if they were not receptive to what I was doing, I would immediately back off."

Mary's house was the last one on a dead end street. When they were inside the house, she told Sarah to set her shopping bag on the floor. Mary gave her a quick tour of the house and when they were back in the living room she gently pushed her against one wall and began kissing her. Sarah responded by putting her tongue in the woman's mouth. After a few minutes, they settled down on the floor and continued kissing and touching each other. Sarah allowed herself to be undressed by Mary. She then watched as Mary took her own clothes off. When she removed her bra, her big breasts spilled out. Sarah had always hoped she would have nice sized beasts when she grew up. Mary pulled her slacks and panties off, revealing her thick pubic hair.

They began kissing again and Sarah reached her hand between Mary's thighs. The woman's pussy was as wet as her own little cunt. Sarah moaned as she felt her clit being massaged. Then Mary got on top of her. Sarah reached up and spread her pussy lips open so she could put her tongue on her clit. She could feel a finger sliding in and out of her vagina as Mary's tongue flicked back and forth on her little clitoris. Sarah was the first to cum. "Mary, oh god that feels good. Keep licking me like that.

Oh....Umh....god I'm cumming now." After her orgasm was over, she asked Mary to lie on her back. She buried her face in her hairy pussy. "Shit, oh god Sarah, you eat pussy so good. Keep doing that, I'm almost there. Oh jeez, here I go!" The two of them lay side by side, both trying to catch their breath. Sarah was feeling sleepy, but Mary asked her if she would like to go for a swim. "I don't have a swimsuit." Mary laughed and said, "Don't worry, you won't need one ." Sarah followed as Mary walked out the back door.

In the back yard was an above ground pool with a wooden deck surrounding it. Since the house was the last one on the street, there were no other houses in the back. A wooden privacy fence went around the back yard. "That's why we picked this house, so no nosy neighbors could bother us." Mary began swimming laps back and forth in the pool. Sarah tried to keep up with her, but she wasn't used to swimming and quickly got tired. After a little while they started kissing and fondling each other. They got out of the pool and Mary led her to a corner of the deck that was shaded. There were some towels lying around and they spread them out and lay down. They made love again, this time with both of them lying on their sides. After climaxing, Sarah fell asleep in Mary's arms. Half an hour later, Mary woke her and said she needed to pick up her kids from her aunt who was babysitting them. She would drop Sarah off at her house on the way.

Chapter #23

Sarah felt sad after Mary left. But she did not cry. Instead, she forced herself to think about the pleasant time they had spent together. Mary had promised to write after she and her family had gotten settled in San Francisco. Sarah's problem now was time. She couldn't explain it to herself, but she felt that there were things she needed to do with her life. But she also was afraid that there wouldn't be enough time for her to accomplish everything she wanted. Right now, she had too much idle time on her hands. So the next day she went to Globe to talk to Mr. Lambert about getting some work. He told her, however, that because they had been expecting her to still be working out of town that they did not currently have any videos or movies that she could work in.

After leaving Mr. Lambert's office, she walked down the hall and spotted a candy wrapper lying on the floor. She picked it up and was going to put it in the trash when she she saw that she had chocolate on her hand. She turned around and went into the restroom to wash her hands. As soon as she was inside she heard what sounded like moaning or crying. "Oh...oh...oh" She looked at the stall and saw a blue robe hanging down, along with a pair of tanned, slender legs. The moaning continued and she thought somebody was sick. Then the voice that was doing the moaning said, "Just let it happen one time, please." Sarah went back and knocked on the door, causing it to swing open. Sitting on the toilet, with her robe open was Robin Marsh. Her left hand held the lips of her pussy open, while two fingers of her right hand were rubbing her little clit. "Robin, oh my god, I'm sorry." Sarah tried to get the door closed as Robin screamed at her, "Oh god, get out of here!" Embarassed, she left without washing her hands. She went downstairs and found another restroom to wash the chocolate off her hands. But the image of Robin's hairless pussy was still burning in her mind. She was also wondering what the girl meant when she said "Just let it happen one time, please".

The next few days she stayed home. She helped her mom with chores around the house, played with her baby sister, and worried about her future. Then Mr. Lambert called and asked her to come in for a meeting. She was hoping the meeting would be about a new movie they wanted her to star in. It was, but there was more. "Sarah, as I'm sure you are aware, Mary Phipps is no longer working here." There was an awkward moment of silence. Evervbody knew the conditions under which she left.

He cleared his throat and went on talking. "She left a big hole in this company when she left. She acted as a buffer between the performers and the producers and directors, and also top management. In other words, she helped keep things running smoothly around here. But now that she's gone, I'm afraid things are going to unravel. Management has asked me to step in and help, but there's only so much that I can do. So let me get to the point. There's a new movie about to be made. It's Carl Portman's baby. He wrote it, and he's directing it." Sarah tried to show no emotion, but he must have seen the slight frown on her face. "I know that you don't like Carl, most people don't. And he did not want you in the movie. Originally, it was going to have Robin Marsh and Angie Caudill starring in it. Management and myself asked Carl to allow you to replace Angie. Carl's reasons for not wanting you in the movie are not important. But our reasons for wanting you in it are."

He took a break from speaking and stared at Sarah for moment, as if to see if she was paying attention. "Everybody at Globe knows that there is friction between you and Robin. Right now, the two of you are our biggest stars. Come around here, I want you to see something." He motioned for her to stand behind him as his desk. As she walked around his desk he began typing on his computer.

Suddenly, the screen lit up and there was a video of Robin. She was lying naked on a bed, a man was between her legs fucking her. A closeup shot showed his cock going in and out of her pussy. Sarah looked closely and could see a film of clear lubricating gel on the man's penis. She could hear Robin say, "Oh yeah, baby, fuck me hard. Oh god, put that big cock up my little cunt." The video went on for a few more minutes, and then she heard Robin say, "Oh yeah, I'm cumming." The man pulled his cock out of her and shot his semen on her belly.

Mr. Lambert turned the video off and asked, "OK, what did you think of that little scene?" Sarah wasn't sure what kind of answer he was looking for. "She doesn't lubricate very well." It wasn't what he wanted to hear. "I'd like to know what you thought of her performance." Sarah was afraid any criticism from her would sound like sour grapes. "I don't think she was having an orgasm. It didn't sound like she was really enjoying herself. Every girl has to fake an orgasm some time, but Robin's not very convincing." He leaned back in his chair and said, "That's one of the reasons we want you to costar with her. Robin doesn't read lines very well, either. We're hoping that with you in the movie, she will force herself to do better." Before she could stop herself, Sarah said, "If she's a bad actress, why does she get all the best parts?"

Instead of being angry, Mr. Lambert patiently explained things to her. "Robin has been here longer than you. She's made a ton of money for Globe. Up until now, that face and that little body was all she needed. But things are changing. Other adult studios are hiring girls from outside this area. There's more competition than there was a year or so ago. Sarah, you have much more talent than Robin. But a lot of the viewing public only see looks. Oh, and there's one more thing about the movie. That same viewing public has been wanting to see the two of you performing together. So you and Robin will have a girl-on-girl scene." He stopped talking to let the last statement soak in. She tried not to let it show, but she felt both apprehehsion and excitement. She knew Robin would be difficult to work with, but the thought of having sex with her caused Sarah to run her tongue over her lips. She thought even sex with Robin in front of the camera would be worth the headache of dealing with the girl's ego.

Sarah had just remembered something that Mary had told her. "Mr. Lambert, before she left, Mary told me that the studio would be using younger girls in full penetration scenes. Is that true?" He didn't seem surprised by her question. "You must have been reading my mind. Come back around here, I want to show you something else." He reached in his desk drawer and brought out two DVD's. He put one in the computer and, after several seconds, the screen lit up with sex. It showed an adult male and two little girls. One girl was six or seven, the other about two years younger. The man ate their little pussies, and they took turns sucking his cock. The man lay down on a bed and the older girl with the dark hair straddled his crotch and slowly lowered herself onto his cock. The younger girl, with short blonde hair, sat over his face. She pulled the lips of her pussy open so that he could lick her clit. Sarah couldn't understand what they were saying. She thought they were speaking French. After fucking the older girl for a while, the man got up and motioned for the younger girl to lie on her back. Sarah winced a little when she saw the man's penis enter the girls tiny vagina. At first, the little girl showed pain on her face. But then she giggled and began moaning. The older girl lowered her hairless cunt onto the girl's face.

Sarah couldn't understand a word they were saying, but she could read their body language. Both of the girls were getting close to an orgasm. They began to moan and sigh, louder and louder. Finally the man pulled out of that tiny pussy and shot several streams of semen on her belly. The other girl leaned down and licked some of it up. Sarah could feel herself getting wet. If Mr. Lambert had not been in the room, she would have pulled her pants down and masturbated herself. He stopped the video and ejected the disc. He put the other one in and waited. When it started playing, she could immediately see that it was of poor quality.

The lighting was bad and the picture jumped around and was not always in focus. The video was of several quick scenes of little girls being fucked by adult men. These girls looked even younger. Then there was one longer scene. It featured a boy, who was maybe six, and a little girl in a diaper. Sarah was completely shocked. The girl couldn't have been over two years old. The boy removed her diaper and began licking her little slit. After a few minutes, he got up and placed his little penis in her mouth. She didn't seem to know what to do with it. Sarah was horrified when she saw him put his cock against the tiny pussy and begin pushing. The girl began whimpering and Sarah turned and looked away. "I'm sorry that it upset you. The first video was from Belgium. Some high quality material comes from there. The second was from somewhere in Eastern Europe, probably Russia or Ukraine. But you can see what our competition is doing. That stuff sells, and we have to keep up."

His phone rang and Sarah walked over to the door to give him some privacy. When he hung up the phone, he said, "Well, speaking of younger kids, that was Cindy down with the newbies. Janet is off for a couple of days and Cindy and I have been trying to manage the little ones. Right now I'm overwhelmed trying to fill spots in some new videos. Do you think you could go down there and give her a hand?" Sarah was surprised by her answer. "I'm not a babysitter." He was looking tired. "I know that, Sarah. But what you don't know is that most of those younger girls look up to you. You are what they want to become." Sarah liked Mr. Lambert. But she wished she was allowed to curse openly. If she was, she would have said "BULLSHIT!". He was using her, just like everybody else at Globe.

Even with the door closed she could hear the little kids. Cindy was pleading with them to be quiet. "Oh Sarah, thank you for coming down. I do clerical work, I don't know how to deal with little kids." Sarah surveyed the room. There were six little girls, but no boys. She recognized three of them, the other three were strangers. One of them caught her eye. She was dark skinned and wore her dark hair braided. She was very exotic looking. The other two new girls looked like they were sisters. "Stinky- poo, stinky-poo, stinky-poo." The other four girls' chanting seemed to be directed at the two girls who looked alike. Sarah yelled loudly, "Hush. Everybody be quiet." The girls lowered their voices to a murmur. Then she asked Cindy, "What's going on?" Cindy pointed to the dark skinned girl and said, "That's Adara. I can't pronounce her last name. That's Ellen and her younger sister, Carrie." She then whispered in Sarah's ear, "Those two look and smell like they haven't bathed in several days. They smell like little wet puppy dogs. That's why the others were making fun of them."

Sarah had also noticed the odor. The two girls were both wearing filthy jeans and tee shirts. The older one, Ellen, stood quietly against the back wall. Her sister, Carrie, was very hyper. She was walking around the room, getting into everything. Sarah offered to take the two girls and get them cleaned up. Ellen went willingly, but Carrie was a handful. As she was leaving the room, Cindy said, "You know that they're shutting down the newbie program, don't you?" Sarah was somewhat shocked. "No. Why?" Cindy shrugged her shoulders. "Money. I thought things were going great, but I guess not. They say it's costing too much to run this department. Carl said that any new kids hired would be expected to go to work immediately. Or, as he put it, 'Everybody has to pull their own weight'."

Sarah led the little girls down the hall and felt disgusted by holding Carrie's grimy little hand. But she also felt pity. What kind of mother sends her children out in public like these two? Carrie saw the flashing red light over the door at studio number one and jerked loose from Sarah and tried to open the door. Sarah finally got them to the second studio, which was not being used. Once she got them inside, she took them to the showers. She then saw a problem. Even if she got their bodies clean, they would be putting on the same dirty clothes. She told Ellen to watch her sister while she went into the wardrobe room.

She found some pants and shirts that she thought would fit them. As she looked at all the different costumes, she thought about the other new girl, Adara. An idea started forming in her head. She went back to the showers and told the girls to get undressed and to get in the shower. Ellen did as she was told, but Sarah had to grab Carrie and take her clothes off. She watched as Ellen began to wash herself. There were three shower heads, one at each end, and one against the back wall. Sarah had turned on the one's at each end. While Ellen was washing herself, Carrie ran around the the shower room, sliding on the tile floor. Sarah tried to catch her and put her under the shower, but all she did was get herself and her clothes wet.

Angry and frustrated, she took her own clothes off and got under the shower with the little girl. "Close your eyes," she said as she began washing Carrie's hair. Both of the girls had short, shaggy brown hair. She thought both of them looked like rag dolls. She soaped her hands up washed the girl's body. She spread the little buttocks apart and washed her anal area. She took a deep breath and gently washed her pussy. She couldn't resist touching the tiny clitoris. Carrie had stopped squirming around so much. As Sarah rubbed her, she giggled and said, "That tickles." Sarah was suddenly aware that Ellen was behind them.

She took her hand away from Carrie's crotch and looked at the other girl. She was surprised to see that Ellen was slowly rubbing her finger over her pussy. When she saw that Sarah was watching, she quickly pulled her hand back. Sarah smiled at her and said, "Hey, it's okay. You can touch yourself down there if you want to. I do it somtimes." And to prove it, she pulled her own cunt lips open and touched her clit. Up until now, Ellen hadn't uttered a single work. In a soft voice she said, "You're pretty. Are you one of the movie stars?" Sarah laughed and said, "They don't call us that. We're just performers."

The girl put her hand between her legs again. She and Sarah stood facing each other, masturbating themselves. Sarah sighed softly to herself after a couple of minutes. Another couple of minutes went by and she said, "Oh yes.....that's it." The orgasm wasn't the strongest she had ever had, but it was satisfying. She opened her eyes and watched as Ellen continued to run her finger back and forth over her clitoris. Finally, she gave out with a little grunt and bit her lip. Little Carrie had simply stood and watched as the two older girls had climaxed.

When Sarah had first seen the new girl, Adara, she was reminded of an old rock and roll song. The name of the song was "Stop, Stop, Stop" by the Hollies. The next day she borrowed her mom's camcorder and brought her own portable stereo down to the studio. She found Adara with the other newbies. When she was able to get her by herself, she asked her if she would like to make a movie. Sarah had already gotten what she needed from wardrobe. She took Adara to the break room and dressed her up as a belly dancer. She played the song and had the little girl dance for her as she recorded the performance with the camera. She knew the video was a bit silly, and technically crude, but she had fun doing it.

Later in the day she ran into Ray Martinelli. When she told him that she had made a movie, he insisted on seeing it. He smiled while watching it and then asked if he could have the memory card from the camera. He told her he would give it back to her the next day. The following day he had a surprise for her. Sarah's original video was jerky and sometimes out of focus. The sound wasn't very good, either. He presented her with a DVD. When she played it, she saw that he had edited out the worst parts and the music was now in full stereo. She already had an idea for a second video. She would try to use Ellen in it. Since their first meeting, the two of them had become friends. She had talked to her about cleanliness and her personal appearance. She even gave her some of her old clothes that she had outgrown.

Chapter #24

"Goddamnit Robin, why can't you remember your lines?" Filming had just started on the new movie. The title was "IT'S BEEN A BUSINESS DOING PLEASURE WITH YOU". Like most of the other movies she did at Globe, Sarah found herself playing the role of an adult woman. She had to dress like a grownup woman, wearing a garter belt and stockings. Her character's name was Grace Van Horn. Robin was playing the part of Emily Baker. The two of them operated an escort service.

Right now, Portman was berating Robin for not remembering her lines. "All I'm asking you is to say your lines on cue. That's what you get paid to do." Robin yelled back at him. "No. I get paid to FUCK!" Most of the crew seemed embarassed. Sarah felt a little bit sorry for Robin, but she also understood Portman. He had a job to do. There was a movie to be made, and he wanted it to be perfect. "Why can't you be like Sarah? She never forgets her lines." Robin shot back at him, "Yeah, everybody knows that Sarah is a little genius." To Sarah, it felt like there was a war going on, and she was caught in the middle of it. She turned her back and looked away. She had other things on her mind.

First, she was trying to shake off the dream she had last night. She dreamed that she was walking down a strange street with Stacy. She was desperately trying to find her way back home. She also felt self-conscious because Stacy had no clothes on. When a strange man walked up to them, Stacy left with him. Sarah waited for a while, but then went walking down the street by herself. She found Stacy lying on the sidewalk, a different man on top of her. As she walked by them, she could clearly see the man's cock sliding in and out of her wet pussy. Stacy looked up at her and said, "Please don't leave me. I'm so lonely."

Also, Mr. Lambert had introduced her to Ryan Matthews this morning. Ryan was twelve and had been hired about two weeks ago. She thought he was cute, but he acted a little smug. She remembered what Mary had said to her about finding a boyfriend. She was curious, so before work started, she looked Ryan up on the internet. She was mildly surprised to find that he had been doing mostly gay videos, working with adult men and boys younger than himself. She watched a couple of the sample videos that the web site offered. One showed him sitting on a man's cock, his own cock fully erect as he stroked it. She was shocked by how developed he was. He had already reached puberty and his penis was as big as the adult man who was fucking him. Another video showed him and a boy who looked to be about seven. The younger boy seemed distressed and in pain as Ryan pumped in and out of his small rectum.

Ray had promised to help her with her next video project. Later that afternoon she took Ellen and met with him at video studio number three. In the props department, she had found a small, artificial waterfall. She found a tie dye shirt for Ellen to wear. She used glitter paint to put a peace sign on one of her cheeks, and a flower on the other. She also put a plastic flower in her hair. Ray let her use one of his cameras as she had Ellen slowly remove her clothes and gently masturbate herself, while the song "The Rain, the Park, and Other Things" played in the background.

When they were done, Ray said to her, "Sarah, what are you planning on doing with these videos? The music in both of them is copyrighted. It's owned by somebody. You would have to pay them to get permission to use it." She wasn't sure how to explain it. "I just wanted to know how it felt to make a video of my own. Besides, I don't think anybody would want to buy it." As Sarah and Ellen were leaving, the little girl told her that Mr. Lambert said she would have a small part in the same movie with her. Sarah felt happy for her.

Sarah was in the middle of her first sex scene. Grace was having sex with one of her clients. The client was being played by Brad Everman. Sarah had worked with Brad on "ENDANGERED SPECIES". She had just lowered herself onto Brad's cock. The last time she had worked with him, he had shaved all the hair off his chest and stomach. Now it was back, even heavier. She felt his big hands grasp her hips and gently rock her back and forth. He reached up and rubbbed his finger against her clit. She giggled and then said, "Ohh..." as she could feel the orgasm slowly start to build inside her.

Portman had them change positions. Sarah got on her hands and knees and Brad got behind her. The tingling in her pussy was starting to get more intense as she closed her eyes and sighed. A few more minutes went by and Brad pulled out of her, and she lay on her back. In just two minutes, she was cumming. "Oh god, yes, baby make me cum." Those were the words from the movie script. But her second utterance of, "Oh god that feels great", was not. But every director she worked with, including Portman, would overlook anything extra she might say while having a true orgasm. She heard Brad grunt and then felt him pull out of her and ejaculate on her stomach. She was still lying quietly when he asked, "Hey, are you alright?" Without opening her eyes, she said, "Yeah, just let me catch my breath." When she did open her eyes, she was shocked to see that Robin had been watching the scene.

Sarah felt embarassed as she wiped the semen off of her. She wasn't sure what Robin was thinking. The little blonde had no expression on her face. Later in the day, just as she was leaving the studio, Portman stopped her. "Sarah, what time were you planning on being here tomorrow?" She was tired and had to stop and think. "The schedule says I'm not supposed to be here until after lunch." Talking to him always made her feel uncomfortable. "Your little friend, Ellen, is making her screen debut in the morning. She's nervous, and asked if you would be there with her. I would appreciate it if you would help get her through this. Be here around nine." Sarah agreed to come in early. She didn't mind trying to help the younger girl.

As soon as Sarah arrived at the studio the next morning, the receptionist told her that Mr. Schwartz wanted to see her. At first, she assumed it had something to do with her helping Ellen. His secretary told her to go on in his office. "Have a seat, Sarah. I'm still waiting for Martinelli to get here." She was now sure that this had nothing to do with Ellen. Ten minutes later, when Ray arrived, all hell broke loose. "Just what do you two think you were doing? Sarah, couldn't you wait until I retire before you try to take over?" She thought he was joking at first. Then she saw the anger in his eyes. She knew that this was about the videos she had made. All she could get out was, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do anything wrong." He was glaring at her. "Wrong? You used company recources and time without permission." Ray spoke up. "Leo, she's just a kid. She's worked her ass off for this company. All she was doing was having a little fun."

Mr. Schwartz stood up. "This is a business, not an amusement park. And for your information, somebody has been pilfering equipment and supplies. Right now, this company is bleeding cash." Ray leaned forward in his chair and said, "Leo, look at those purchase orders. I never signed any of them." Mr. Schwartz sat down and said nothing for several seconds. In a calmer voice, he said, "I wasn't pointing the finger at you, Ray. And you, young lady, if you want to learn how to make movies, go to film school. Get back to work, both of you." As they walked out of the office, Sarah was amazed at how calm Ray seemed. She was almost ready to cry. "Don't let it get to you, Sarah. Leo's a bit of a control freak. He was just trying to put us in our place. But he's right about this place bleeding money." When she asked him to explain what he was talking about, he said, "Some new video equipment and a bunch of other supplies were ordered. As soon as they arrived, they disappeared. But there's more going on than that. But what it is, I don't know."

When Sarah arrived on the movie set, everyone was waiting. She was surprised to find that Ellen's performing partner would be Ryan Matthews. The first thing he said to her was, "I was hoping I would get to fuck you today, and let you sample my 'Louisville Slugger'." Sarah almost laughed at him. She went over to Ellen and began talking in a quiet, soothing voice. "Are you ready? When you suck on him, take as much of him in your mouth as you can. Just don't choke or gag. If you think you're not wet enough, it's okay to ask for some lubricant." She helped Ellen get undressed. She slid her hand inside the little girl's panties and gently rubbed her clit. Her pussy felt warm and sticky. She started to put her finger inside her vagina, but was stopped.

Alarmed, she whispered, "You still have your hymen, oh my god." Then, to Portman and the others, she said, "Wait. She's still a virgin. We can't do this." Ryan laughed and said, "She won't be a virgin when I get through with her." Sarah couldn't believe what was happening. The scene was supposed to be about Grace and Emily hiring a new girl to work for them. Portman started talking. "Sarah, back off. We need to get this scene done." Sarah watched in horror as the scene progressed. Ellen did a reasonably good job at sucking Ryan's cock. She glanced over at Sarah a couple of times, as if for encouragement. Sarah's heart began pounding when Portman had Ellen lay down on her back. Ryan got between her legs and began rubbing the head of his cock against her slit. He smiled at everybody and said, "Yeah, I think she's definitely going to need some lube." He was handed a tube and he greased himself up. Then he began pushing his cock inside her.

Ellen screamed. "Ow, oh god it hurts!" Sarah began to cry as she saw the blood seeping out around Ryan's penis. Ellen was sobbing loudly as he continued pumping in and out of her. He showed no concern for her pain. "Goddamn, she's tight. I'm about ready to cum." Thirty seconds later he pulled out of her and shot his load all over her chest and belly. He got up and smiled at everybody. For a second, Sarah thought he was going to take a bow. She went over and knelt down next to Ellen. "Oh god, Sarah, it hurts real bad." Sarah hugged her and said, "I know it hurts. You'll be okay, though." She looked up at Portman and said, "You bastard. How could you do this?" He had a little smile on his face as he said, "Get off your high horse, Sarah. Ellen's mother agreed to this. Ellen got paid a bonus for losing her cherry on camera. It wasn't even my idea to use her in this movie. That came from management upstairs."

That evening, after supper, Sarah did something that she hadn't done in a long time. She took a walk around her neighborhood. It worried her parents that she went off by herself, but she need time alone to think. What happened with Ellen bothered her very much. She thought about the videos Mr. Lambert had showed her. If this was the future of child erotica, she wasn't sure she wanted to be a part of it. She was worried about dealing with Robin. So far there had been no real confrontation between the two of them, but she was sure that would change. And she was lonely. When she first met Ryan she had considered trying to be friends with him, maybe even more than friends. But he seemed to be in love with his own penis. And then there was Ray. When he helped her with her videos, was he just humoring her because she was a kid? Would he ever allow her to show him how much she cared for him?

The following day she had to do her second sex scene. It was a threesome, with her and two men that she had never worked with before. And like her first sex scene, Robin stood in the background watching. This was unusual. Robin had a reputation of never hanging around the studio. As soon as she was done filming a scene, she would disappear. Even if there was only a one hour break between her scenes, she would take off by herself.

This scene started with Sarah sucking both men's cocks at the same time. Then she was undressed and the men took turns eating her pussy. One would lick her while she sucked the other one. Then they would change places. Portman had them change positions so often that she was not able to enjoy any of the sex. She was fucked in every position and from every angle. Towards the end of the scene, one was fucking her from behind while she sucked on the other's cock. She was just starting to feel a tingle in her pussy when she felt a finger begin to massage her anus. She tried to ignore it, but when she felt the finger plunge into her rectum, she got angry. She didn't say anything, but glanced over her shoulder and gave the man a stern look. This was not in the script and she didn't like it.

That's when they got a little rough with her. The man behind her had his hands on her hips, pulling her back and forth on his cock. At the same time, the man in front of her was pulling on her head. She softly moaned and groaned, but not from pleasure. Portman stopped the action and said, "OK, Sarah, I want you to climax in the next thirty seconds." She removed her mouth from the cock she was sucking and said, "Umh, oh yeah , I'm cumming like crazy." She remained on her knees and sucked both men at the same time. Their orgasms came within seconds of each other, as both of them pumped massive amounts of semen over her face. The scene ended and she got a towel and wiped her face off.

She heard Portman say, "Robin, don't leave yet. You and Sarah have a scene to do tomorrow. It shows Emily and Grace discussing their business. I've decided to make a few changes in the dialogue. Here are your copies of the revised script." Robin muttered something under her breath, which did not escape Portman's ears. "What? What is it, Robin?" Lowering her eyes, she said, "Nothing." After glaring at Robin for a minute, he said to both of them, "I expect you to be ready tomorrow." Sarah laid her copy down and went to take a shower. She was tired and wanted to go home. After her shower, she went to get a towel to dry off. Robin was standing next to the towels, like she was waiting for her. "Sarah, can I ask a favor of you?" Sarah felt surprised that Robin was talking to her. "Sure, what is it?" She began drying herself and Robin started talking again. "Can you help me with these new lines?" Robin was asking for help. Sarah was now more than surprised, she was shocked. "OK, let's go to the break room. We can rehearse our lines there."

The break room was empty when they got there. The scene would have the two girls talking about P & L statements and balance sheets. They would also talk about hiring some Latino and Asian girls to work for them. Since Sarah's craracter had the first line of dialogue, she started reading first. But Robin stopped her. "Sarah, my eyes are bothering me. I think I might need glasses. Can you tell me what my lines say?" The remark was made casually, but Sarah thought she could detect a bit of evasion in Robin's voice. She read all of Robin's lines to her and then listened as she hesitantly tried to repeat them. The blonde girl seemed embarassed and tried to explain her situation. "Mom usually helps me memorize my lines, but she's sick." Sarah read the lines, again and again.

Then she got an idea. "Robin, before I came to work here, I had a friend who had trouble remembering her lines. She would make cheat sheets with her lines on them. You could do that. You could pretend to be looking at the business papers." In the room there was a telephone, and beside the phone was a note pad. Sarah tore off some sheets of paper and handed them to her. Robin looked at her for several seconds without saying anything. Finally, she began to write. Sarah stood up and walked around the room. As she came up behind Robin, she glanced down at the paper she was writing on. Her handwriting looked like a first grader's, only worse. Some of the letters were backwards, others were out of order and did not spell anything.

When Robin caught her looking, she started crying and said, "Oh god." For a little bit Sarah couldn't think of anything to say. Then she simply said, "You're dyslexic, aren't you." Still crying, Robin nodded her head. Sarah wasn't sure how to talk to her about her problem. "You know, there are special teachers who can help you. Does your mom know about this?" Robin wiped her eyes and said, "Yeah, Mom knows. She checked into it, but it would mean that I would have to go back to public school. I'd have to quit making movies. Mom doesn't want me to quit. I'm her little superstar. What about you, Sarah, how did you get so smart?" Sarah felt uneasy talking about her IQ. She was afraid Robin would think she was somehow putting her down.

She told Robin about the school system wanting to send her to the Rosenthal Institute. "My mom said I threw a fit when they said that I wouldn't be able to do videos or movies, so she enrolled me in parochial school." She then added, "Now Mom and Dad want me to quit because of the abduction thing." To her surprise, Robin said, "It wasn't my idea to not go back to school. Mom won't let me quit the business." Curious, Sarah asked her, "Robin, if you have trouble reading, how were you able to memorize your lines all this time?"

"Mom goes over the lines with me, over and over, until I get them right. She even tape records us so that I can listen to them between scenes." Sarah read the script to her again, and again, and again. They took a break and talked. She found out that Robin had worked her whole career at Globe. Before that, her mom used to enter her in beauty contests. "My earliest memories are of being all dressed up on stage. That was so much fun. But the next thing I remember is a man pulling down my panties and kissing my pussy." They went back to reading the script until Robin finally said, "Sarah, you're tired. Go on home, I'll get through this somehow."

"Robin, if your mom's sick, who takes care of you?" Sarah felt like she had to ask that question. "I'm staying with Grandma, but she won't help me." Sarah later wished she had not asked the next question. "Does your grandma know what you do?" Robin closed her eyes and nodded her head. "Yeah, she knows. She says that if I get paid to have sex then I'm nothing but a prostitute. Maybe that's all we are, Sarah, just a couple of whores. We're no different than the two people we're playing in this movie. Now, go home. I'll be okay."

That evening she took another long walk. Her conversation with Robin had her curious. Maybe they could become friends. She wondered about what kind of life Robin had at home. It didn't sound like she had much of a life. From the way she talked, it seemed like her mother was almost forcing her to make adult movies. She also wondered if Robin was right about the two of them being nothing but whores.

Sarah and Robin's scene was almost ready to be filmed. Right now there was a sex scene going on. Talisha and little Mandie were doing a threesome with Howie Cantrell. The scene was more than halfway done. Talisha was sitting on Howie's lap, his cock inside her pussy. Mandie was sitting on his face. Sarah could tell from the way Talisha was moaning that she was well on her way to an orgasm.

They switched positions and Mandie lay down on her back. Sarah held her breath as Howie slowly began to penetrate the tiny pussy. Mandie winced once but then seemed alright. Talisha settled herself over Mandie's face. As Howie gently fucked Mandie, Talisha started saying softly, "Oh god...oh god...oh god." Sarah knew that she wasn't faking the orgasm. A minute later Howie pulled out of Mandie and began spraying her belly with his semen. Portman ended the scene and the film crew began to leave. But Mandie cried out, "Wait, I didn't cum yet." Talisha got between her legs and began licking her pussy. One of the crew members yelled at Portman, "Carl, do you want us to get this on film?" Portman didn't look back. He just said, "No, that's not in the script." When Mandie said, "Oh, that felt so good," Sarah thought that this would have been one of the better sex scenes in the movie because it was honest and real.

Robin finally arrived on the movie set as the crew was changing the scenery. At first they said nothing to each other. But then Robin cleared her throat and said, "Sarah, can I ask you something?" Sarah said, "Sure, go ahead." Robin hesitated and and then asked, "Were your orgasms in those first two scenes real?" Sarah found herself smiling at the question. "The first one was, but the second wasn't. They had us switching positions so much that it just wasn't much fun. But if I'm relaxed, and I'm working with somebody that I like, I usually don't have any problem with cumming in front of the camera." She saw Robin lower her eyes a little and wondered what she was thinking about.

The scene started with the two of them sitting at a table. The first few lines of dialogue went alright. But when Robin was supposed to say "P & L statement", she instead said "PR statement". Portman became angry and made them start over. She became nervous and began stammering a bit. They took a short break for her to compose herself. But a minute later, when they were discussing hiring new girls, instead of saying "Latino", she said "Latin". Portman exploded. "Robin! What the hell did I tell you about screwing up your lines? Either get it right, or get the FUCK out of here!" Robin sat in her chair, biting her lip. "Leave her alone. She's doing the best she can." Sarah was surprised to hear herself talking back to him. "What? You're defending her?" Portman walked over to Sarah's side of the table.

He got right in her face and said, "She hates your guts. Don't you know that? Don't pretend that she's your friend, because she will eat you alive if she gets the chance." His face was red as he stepped back. He became aware that the whole crew was watching. In a calmer voice, he said, "OK, everyone, let's take a break. Be back here in ten minutes." Everybody left, except Sarah. When filming resumed, Portman and Robin acted as if nothing had happened. Robin managed to deliver lines reasonably well. She hesitated once, but there were no more outbursts from Portman.

It was two days later and Sarah's sex scene with Robin was about to begin. It was afternoon and everybody was ready except Portman. He arrived late and Sarah could tell that he was in physical pain. His jaw was swollen and his speech was slightly slurred. There were two cameramen working. One was Tony Gates, whom she had worked with before. The other was new to her. Portman talked to them about how he wanted the scene filmed. Then he talked to Sarah and Robin. "Girls, I have to go to the dentist and get this tooth taken care of. Just do the scene the way it's written in the script. I need both of you to come in tomorrow. The audio is screwed up in a couple of scenes. We need the dialogue dubbed in." As he was leaving, he looked over his shoulder and said to the crew, "Try to keep those two from killing each other."

Robin turned to Sarah and said, "I bet I can make you cum." Sarah wasn't sure what she meant, so she said, "I hope you do." Sarah was a little bit nervous, but that quickly changed as the scene began. The script called for them to begin kissing each other. As soon as she put her arms around the little blonde, she started becoming aroused. They kissed open-mouthed and deeply. She couldn't tell if Robin was responding to her kisses or just acting. They undressed each other and got on the bed. Robin's pussy was warm and sticky when Sarah put her finger inside it. She could tell that her own little cunt was very wet. Then Robin got on top of her and lowered her crotch onto her face. Sarah immediately pulled the lips open and began licking the small clitoris. She felt Robin's tongue on her own clit.

After a couple of minutes, Sarah muttered, "Oh god." One camera was just above her head, while the other one was aimed at her pussy. The scene went on and the orgasm inside her kept building up. Then it erupted. "Umh, oh my god, this is the best one yet. Ahh...YES!" For several seconds she stopped eating Robin's pussy as the orgasm passed through her. She hadn't climaxed this intensely for a long time. But she knew the scene wasn't over yet. She went back to licking Robin's clit. Finally, one of the cameramen said quietly, "OK, Robin, you know what you're supposed to do." Sarah heard her say, "Oh, Grace, that feels so good. Oh yeah, I'm starting to cum now." The scene ended and the cameramen were talking about getting the film to editing, per Portman's orders.

Sarah and Robin were sitting on the bed looking at each other. When the crew left the studio, Robin finally spoke. "I told you I would make you cum. That one was real, wasn't it?" Sarah just looked at her for a bit and then said, "Lay down on your back." When Robin asked her why, she said, "Just do it." Robin said nothing, but laid down on the bed. She spread her legs when she saw Sarah get down on her knees. She again pulled the hairless pussy lips open and began licking the tiny clit. Then she pushed two fingers inside Robin's vagina. She slowly moved the fingers in and out and started sucking on her clitoris.

During their sex scene, Robin had remained calm and in control of herself. Now, Sarah could tell that she was starting to breathe harder. Then she heard her starting to moan a little. Sarah's jaw muscles were starting to get tired, but she kept sucking. Suddenly, she heard her give out a cry. "Umh...Ahh, oh jeez!" Sarah stopped sucking and pulled her fingers out of the girl's soaking wet vagina. Robin's face was red and she was gasping for breath. After a minute, she opened her eyes and said, "Why did you do that?" Sarah shrugged and said, "I just thought it would make you feel good. How was it?" In a low voice Robin said, "I never knew it would be like that." Sarah scooted forward until she had Robin's right thigh between her own thighs. As she slid forward, her pussy left a small trail of moisture on the soft skin. "When I first came to work here, I saw you doing a scene with a man. From that first day I've thought about what it would be like to have sex with you." Robin looked at her, and then a little smile lit up her face and she said, "Really?" Before Sarah could stop herself she leaned forward and kissed her.

Initially, there was no response from Robin. But then she put her hand behind Sarah's head, mashing their mouths together. When she felt Robin's tongue in her mouth, she got a mental picture of her taking Robin home with her and introducing her to her parents as her new best friend. And she knew she would want to taste that little pussy again. But then she felt herself being gently pushed away. She opened her eyes and was heartbroken by the look on Robin's face. Robin looked down and began shaking her head. "I'm sorry. I can't do this." Just then the studio door opened, and one of the cameramen stepped inside. He seemed nervous as he said, "Hey, I forgot my camera." As he left, Robin got up and started walking toward the door. Sarah cried out, "Wait, Robin, don't leave. We can be friends. We can make each other feel good." But Robin never turned around. She put her robe on and left.

Chapter #25

Sarah was taking another walk around her neighborhood. She felt devestated by what happened earlier today with Robin. She thought about what she had said. Maybe she was right. Maybe they were nothing more than little whores, getting paid to have sex. Right now, she didn't know which she hated the most, her job or herself. If she quit, what would she do? Her mom and dad never let her know how much money was in her bank account. She already had enough credits to graduate from high school. She was sure there was enough money in the bank to put her through college. And study what? Even if she studied filmmaking, would anybody ever take her seriously because of her age? Would they treat her like a little freak?

She again thought about Robin. The look on her face that afternoon had said it all. It was look of self disgust. Sarah recognized the look because she had seen it on her own face a long time ago.

She had just started having intercourse on a regular basis. She had spent the day playing outside with some of her friends and was scheduled to do a video early the next day. That evening, as she was getting ready to take her bath, she walked past her parents' open bedroom. She peeked in and saw her mom and dad, on the bed, kissing each other. Her mom's pants were pulled down slightly, and she could see her dad's hand rubbing her hairy pussy. His cock was sticking out of his pants and her mom was slowly stroking it. She watched for perhaps half a minute and began walking away.

When she heard her mom say, "Sarah, would like to join us?", she eagerly ran back . She removed her clothes and got on the bed with them. They took turns licking and sucking each other before her dad lay down and her mom got on top of him. Sarah took hold of his cock and guided it inside her mom's wet cunt. She then settled her own pussy over her dad's face. As her dad licked her clit, her mom said in a low voice, "Honey, how does it feel?" Sarah let out a little sigh and said, "Oh Mom, it feels real good." This was about the same time that she stopped calling her parents "Mommy and Daddy".

After several minutes went by, her mom got up and told her to lie on her back. Her mom lowered her pussy onto her face and her dad gently pushed his cock inside her. He was able to get almost half of it in her. Sarah licked her mom's clit for about two minutes and suddenly heard her say, "Oh god, oh god, yes Honey, lick me good. Oh god, I'm cumming." Her mom climbed off of her and bent down and began licking her clit as her dad's cock slowly slid in and out of her. "Mom, Dad, I'm getting ready to cum. Ahh..." Soon she felt her dad's semen flooding her little pussy. She had been tired from playing all day and now the orgasm put her right to sleep. Just before she went to sleep, her mom told her she could wait until the next morning to take her bath.

She and her mom both overslept the next day. Her mom told her to wear the same clothes she had on the previous day since they were running late. On the ride to Heavy Metal's studio, Sarah tried to sleep but her crotch was itching. She tried rubbing it, but the more she rubbed the worse the itch got. When she got to the studio she noticed a faint, foul odor. She was wearing her usual jeans and tee shirt but the video would require her to wear a dress, with no panties underneath.

She went into the small dressing room and started removing her clothes. On the other side of her was a full length mirror. When she pulled her panties off, the smell got much stronger. Her pussy was still itching, so she put her finger inside for a second. She sniffed her finger and was shocked. The smell was like sweaty feet, mixed with human feces. Her mom had always stressed cleanliness to her. A few of the girls she worked with would come in with dirty hands or feet. She was proud that she always kept all parts of her body clean, until now. She saw her reflection in the mirror and there was a look of disgust on her face. She knew that in a few minutes a man was going to have his tongue inside her pussy. There was a sink in the dressing room and she quickly washed herself.

All of these thoughts were running through her mind as she walked down the dark street. She was so engrossed in thought that she didn't hear the footsteps behind her. When she did notice them she glanced quickly over her shoulder and saw a tall, thin man. She tried to quicken her pace but his longer strides were eating up the distance between them. He was almost upon her when she came to an intersection with a traffic light. The light was red and she started whispering under breath, "Please change, please change." She didn't see the dark blue Toyota Camry parked several feet away. Its motor was running, but the lights were off. The man was right behind her and her heart was pounding in fear. When the light turned green she started to take a quick step forward but his arm grabbed her. Her scream almost drowned out the sound of the Toyota as it sped by just inches from her, its lights still turned off. The man let go of her and turned her around. "Little girl, are you alright? That fellow came out of nowhere and almost hit you. He didn't even have his lights on." Sarah was finally able to tell him that she was alright. She hadn't even noticed the small dog that he was walking. She was still trying to catch her breath as the man and dog walked through the intersection, the dog stopping to hike his leg up next to a telephone pole. She never told her parents about the car.

She didn't have to be at the studio until later in the afternoon. When she got to the audio recording room she found out that Robin had already come and gone. It occurred to her that the studio had been making an effort to keep the two of them apart for some time and that made her sad and angry. She felt that if they had been allowed to work together, perhaps they maybe could have become friends. Sarah only had a few lines of dialogue that needed worked on and soon she was done.

As she was leaving she saw Robin ahead of her, walking toward the front doors. She started walking faster and called out to her. "Robin, wait a minute." Robin turned around and said, "Sarah, leave me alone. I don't want to talk to you." One of the janitors was walking down the hallway, pulling a trash can. Sarah asked, "Why do you hate me? I was just trying to be your friend." Robin's answer shocked her. "I don't hate you, Sarah. I'm afraid of you." Sarah sucked in her breath. "What? Why are you afraid of me?" In a trembling voice, Robin replied, "Because you're real, and I'm not." She turned from Sarah and walked out the door. Sarah's first impulse was to run after her. But she and Robin were not really friends. Sarah hoped that in time, they could be.

Sarah would never be able to explain, neither to herself nor anyone else, what happened next. She found herself on the third floor outside Mr. Schwartz's office. His secretary, Judy, was at her desk. Judy was a young black woman in her mid-twenties whom Sarah still barely knew. Her relationship with Mr. Schwartz seemed different. To Sarah, he treated everybody in a very professional manner. In the few times she had seen them together, he acted more friendly towards Judy. Sarah wondered if they were more than friends.

When Sarah walked up to her desk, she saw that Judy was bent over pulling file folders out of her desk. Her legs were parted and Sarah could see a few dark curly hairs peeking out of the edges of her thong panties. When she asked if she could see Mr. Schwartz, she was surprised to get in so quickly. As soon as she walked in, however, his phone rang. "Harry, it's good to hear from you." With his right hand he motioned for her to come forward. On his desk was a bottle of Wild Turkey liquor and a small stack of photos. There was also a bowl containing chocolate candy. The name on the candy wrappers looked foreign. She thought it was odd that a man his age would like candy.

As he talked on the phone he shuffled through the photos. Before she sat down she could see that they were of three young girls and one little boy. "I'm looking at them right now. I can use the oldest one, the one with the short blonde hair, but I just wish you could have found her sooner. The other blonde girl, the fat one, I'm sorry, but I can't use her. She just doesn't have any appeal. I also can't use the little boy. I'm phasing out the newbie program here." Sarah continued to listen to the one-sided conversation. "No, it's costing me too much and it's just not worth it. Besides, little boys are difficult to work with anyway. No shit? That's interesting, but I don't produce any gay material here. But I'll tell you what, call Victor Denning at Atlas Video. I just stole his biggest star and he's been threatening to sue me. Send him this kid and maybe he'll get off my back. The other little girl, the smallest one, you're sure she's ready? Like I said, the newbie program is dead. Any new girls I hire had better be ready to hit the ground running. OK, Harry, it's been good talking to you. Goodbye."

After he hung up the phone he looked at her for a bit and said, "Sarah. Sarah. Sarah. You look unhappy." When she first came to his office she had no idea of how to try to explain how she felt. The only words that came out of her mouth were, "I'm tired." He laughed and told her, "Well, go home and go to bed." She took a deep breath, gathered her thoughts, and blurted out, "I don't need sleep. I need to take some time off. I was wondering if you would let me out of my contract." She almost could not believe that she had actually said that. Mr. Schwatz never even blinked. "I can't do that. When your mother signed that contract for you, you agreed to take on obligations and responsibilities. You kids, you don't know what responsibility is. Wait until you have kids of your own, then you find out what responsibility really is. Kids. You try to help them, you give them a chance, and what do they do? They let you down." Sarah had no idea what he was talking about.

He picked up the bottle of liquor and poured himself a shot. When he saw that she was watching him, he said, "Would you like a drink? No, of course you don't." He swallowed the drink, squeezed his eyes tightly shut for a second, then continued talking. "Besides, why would I let you go after going through all that trouble to find you in the first place?" Sarah said nothing, and he stared at her with an odd smile on his face. Finally, she said, "What? What are you talking about?" The smile on his face got bigger. He leaned forward and said, "When was the last time you saw Nick Callihan?" Sarah had seen a few drunks during her life, but Schwartz didn't really act drunk. She asked him, "Who's Nick Callihan?" The smile got bigger than ever. "Don't you remember the ad? 'Please contact Nicholas Callihan, recruitment dircctor.' I personally thought it was pure genius on my part." It still had not sunk in with her. "I don't know. I never thought about it."

Now he was looking her directly in the eye. "The first time I saw you in a video, you weren't even doing penetration scenes yet. I wanted to hire you right then but I didn't know how to get in touch with your family. The only name you went by was Sarah, just Sarah. The other little studios you were working for wouldn't give me any information. You were doing a lot of work for Richard Booth. I offered to buy his stinking little business for three times what it was worth. At first he was interested. But when I told him I wanted that little freckled faced girl, he told me to go to hell. When I finally did find you, my board of directors wanted to vote me out. They said I could have gotten two, maybe three girls for what all this cost us. But I convinced them that you were worth it." Sarah slowly realized that she was in over her head. She had no idea that she had somehow been lured into working for Mr. Schwartz. As long as she made money for Globe, they would never let her go. She did not know much about business law, but she knew that by signing her contract, her parents were liable for any trouble she might cause Globe.

He seemed to be waiting for her to say something. When she didn't, he started talking again. "I know all about your high IQ, but when it comes right down to it, I'm smarter than you." Again, he fixed her with that stare of his. "But, if I was in a better mood, I might consider allowing you a leave of absence. How about it, Sarah, do you think you could put me in a better mood?" She was so shocked by his words that she didn't know what to do. She tried not to show any emotion as she returned his stare. "Don't sit there and pretend that you don't know what I'm talking about. You were willing to do it the day that I hired you. Come on, it's something that you do almost every day. You fuck people for money, to get what you want. This is no different." So there it was now, right out in the open.

She remembered the first time she was in this office and how much she had hated him when he had her suck his cock. Then later she had learned to respect him. Now her respect for him turned into loathing. But she stood up and started to pull the tail of her shirt out of her jeans when he stopped her. "Are you crazy? Not here." Just then his phone rang. In a warm, friendly voice he spoke into the phone. "OK, Judy, you have a good evening. I'll see you in the morning."

Sarah had to wait around the corner from the studio for him to pick her up. She assumed he did not want anyone from work to see her get in his car. While she waited, she took out her cell phone and called her mom to tell her she was working late. When the big Mercedes SLS pulled up to the curb, she got in and said nothing. As they rode down the street, the car was so quiet that it bothered her. She was forced to listen to her own thoughts. She tried to think of a way out of the mess she had gotten herself into, but couldn't.

It was early evening and he wanted to stop and eat dinner first. She never noticed the name of the resturant they ate in, but it was upscale and fancy. While he had a steak, baked potato, and a large salad, Sarah just picked at the hamburger and fries she ordered. After eating, they got back in his car and went further into town. Sarah watched as they passed two motels. Finally he pulled off the street and into the parking lot of small strip mall. As they got out of the car she saw there was a small store called The Jewelry Boutique. When they walked past an ATM machine, she stopped and watched as a man was withdrawing money. She thought she might ask her mom to let her have some money so she could buy some new earrings to cheer herself up. Schwartz asked, "What are you looking at?" She just sighed and said, "Nothing."

They then went across the street and through the back door of a large building. Once they were inside, he told her to wait there. When he came back, they went up a flight of stairs and she realized they were in a fancy hotel. She couldn't tell if they were on the second or third floor. They stopped in front of a door and he pulled a key out of his pocket and unlocked it. Sarah was surprised by how big the room was. And she also saw the king size bed. Schwartz sat on the bed and smiled at her. He wasted no time. "Well, what are you waiting for? Let's get to it." She lowered her eyes for a second and then began removing her clothes. When she was completely naked she saw that he had taken off his shoes, pants, and underwear. He had left his socks and shirt on. He lay down on the bed and told her to get on top of him. "I was always curious about what your pussy tasted like." As she felt his finger probing her cunt, she picked up his flacid penis and found that it felt a little bit sticky. Did he just have sex before she came into his office? She immediately thought of Judy. Cautiously she sniffed it and found that it had a mildly sweet smell that she recognized as the lubricating gel that the studio kept on hand. Did Judy need to use artificial lube? She had heard that some men use lubricant when they masturbate. No matter how he had had sex, it might be difficult for him to get hard now. Part of her wished that he wouldn't be able to get erect. But she knew that if he was not able to perform sexually he would not be in a good mood.

She ran her tongue over the underside of his cock but got no response. Then she got an idea. "Do you remember that first day in your office? I thought to myself, 'even if I don't get the job, at least I get to have sex with a legend'." Whether it was her words or her warm and wet mouth, soon he was hard. She was aware of his tongue on her clit, but she felt no pleasure. "Enough with the foreplay, I want to fuck you." She hoped he didn't notice her putting a large amount of saliva on his penis. She would need it since her vagina wasn't lubricating. She knew she would have to convince him that she was enjoying the sex as much as he was.

This would have to be the best acting performance of her career. She slowly lowered herself on his cock and let out a little sigh. As she slowly moved back and forth, she said, "Umh, that feels good." She kept her eyes closed so that she wouldn't have to look at his face. Gradually she increased the speed of her pelvic movements. She would open her eyes just long enough to see how he was reacting. When she saw that his face was getting red and he was breathing harder, she said, "Oh yeah, I'm almost there."

She began rocking back and forth faster and faster. She heard him grunting and could tell that his climax was getting very close. "Oh god, Mr. Schwartz, I'm cumming, I'm cumming." Between grunts, he said,"I want you to finish me off with your mouth." She got off of him and turned around and began sucking him. After a few seconds he said, "No, turn around so that I can see your face. I want to watch you swallow my cum, just like you did with Ricky Gregg that first day." Sarah really did not like swallowing a man's semen. It took another minute and he let out a low growl. She could feel two big spurts hitting the back of her throat and quickly swallowed.

She moved away from him on the bed and watched as recovered from the orgasm. When his breathing returned to normal he said to her, "You need to get dressed now." Sarah got her clothes from the chair where she had left them. She went into the bathroom and locked the door. She would have liked to have taken a long shower, but she was afraid he might question her motive. So she washed her hands and face. She also washed her crotch. Even with the water running she could hear him talking on the phone.

When she came out of the bathroom fully dressed, he was still on the phone. He still had not gotten dressed. After he hung up the phone he finally began dressing. "I have a late business meeting here in town. I've arranged for a private car service to take you home." After he was done getting dressed, he went into the bathroom but did not close the door. She could hear him urinating. When he came out they both left the room and went down the same back stairway. While they waited for her ride to show up, he said absolutely nothing to her. Finally, a large black car pulled up and he said, "Just give the driver your address and he will take you home."

The ride home was quiet. Sarah couldn't wait to get home. She had never felt quite this dirty in all of her life. When she walked through the front door her mom was waiting for her. "Honey, I was worried about you. Is everything alright?" Sarah forced herself to smile and said, "Yeah, Mom, everything's fine. I'm just tired."

She went upstairs and took a long, hot shower. It turned out to be a mistake. The shower revived her physically and made it hard for her to go to sleep. It was only nine-thirty but she was afraid to stay up and talk to her mom and dad. She lay in the dark and thought about her life. She wished she had never heard of Globe Entertainment. She even wished she had never gotten involved in making adult movies. Then she thought of her baby sister. Would her parents allow little Erin Marie to get into child erotica? She hoped not. She tossed and turned on the bed for a couple of hours. She even slid her hand between her legs to rub her pussy. She thought that if she masturbated herself to an orgasm, it might help her get to sleep. But she stopped touching herself because sex is what had caused all her problems. Instead, she lay and looked at the ceiling until sleep finally came.

Chapter #26

Since she did not have to be at work that day, she should have slept in. But she didn't. She got up early and realized that Mr. Schwartz had not given her a definite answer about allowing her some time off. She also thought about everything he had done in order to get her to come to Globe. She knew that her life was out of control but didn't know what to do. She called the taxi service and went to the studio.

As soon as she walked through the front doors at work, the receptionist told her that Mr. Schwartz wanted to see her. The place seemed unusually quiet as she walked down the hall. She saw Ryan Matthews and one of the cameramen walking towards her. She didn't like Ryan and kept her eyes straight ahead as they walked past. She overheard him talking to the cameraman. "Man, that sucks. I didn't even get the chance to fuck her." When she got to the third floor and was outside Mr. Schwartz's office, Judy told her to go on in. "Close the door and come here. Have you seen or heard the news?" Sarah didn't know what he was talking about and shook her head. He began typing on his computer and motioned for her to come around on the other side of his desk.

On the computer screen she could see a news report and heard a woman's voice saying, "Child erotica superstar Robin Marsh was found dead last night." Sarah sucked in her breath, covered her mouth with her hand, and took a couple a steps back. She was shaking so bad that she only halfway heard the rest of the news report. She vaguely heard that a passerby had found Robin's body last night. Then she was aware of Mr. Schwartz shaking her. "Sarah, snap out of it. Listen to me. You and I were not together last night." She couldn't understand what he was talking about. "What? What are you talking about?" He walked her over to a chair and sat her down in it. Then in a low voice he said, "I have a reputation and an image that I have to maintain. Last night never happened. You weren't with me. Do you understand?" She slowly nodded her head. He went on talking. "The police will be here shortly. They will want to talk to everybody. Everybody else has been told to cooperate fully with the police. When they ask you where you were last night, just tell them you were home. Don't worry. I'll see that nothing happens to you."

Robin's death wasn't the only big news. Portman was gone. Sarah heard about it from Angie Caudill. Angie said that she had heard from someone that the board of directors fired him because his videos and movies were always over budget and never done on time.

The police arrived shortly after that and began interviewing people at random. Sarah sat and waited for over an hour. While she waited she thought about Robin. So far in her young life, death had not touched her.

There were two detectives, and since operations at Globe had stopped for the day, they used two of the video studios to talk to people. When it was Sarah's turn to be interviewed, she walked into the studio and saw a man who looked to be about fifty, with blonde hair. She was dreading the interview and hoped it would be over soon. The man barely looked at her as he said, "You're Sarah Michaels, is that correct? Hello Sarah, I'm Dective James Daniels."

The man seemed almost bored as he asked her if she had seen any strangers hanging around the studio. She told him that she had not seen anyone. Then the studio door opened and another man entered. He was younger and looked familiar to Sarah. "Jim, would you mind if I talk to this one?" The blonde haired detective shrugged and walked out. The younger detective sat down across from her and said, "Hello, Sarah, I'm Detective Michael Hanes. Do you remember me? I was working the case when you were abducted a while back. How's that bump you got on your head?" She told him she was fine.

At first, she was relieved that this other policeman was talking to her. "Sarah, I need to know where you were between seven and nine last night. It's OK, this is a question that we're asking everybody." She cleared her throat and said, "Um, I was home." He looked into her eyes and then scribbled something in his notebook. "How long had you and Robin known each other?" It seemed like an easy and innocent question. "About two years. She was already working here when I started." The corners of his mouth were turned up and it looked like he was smiling. But she was getting the impression that it wasn't a real smile. "Were the two of you friends? How well did you get along with Robin?"

The relief she had felt earlier began to evaporate. She thought for a few seconds about how to answer his last question. "We weren't really friends. We only worked on two movies together." Maybe it wasn't the best answer. "Were the two of you rivals? I heard that she was Globe's biggest star." Instead of answering him she shrugged her shoulders, and then there was a moment of silence between them. "By the way, how is your mom?" Sarah was glad she had an easy question this time. "She's fine." That little smile had left his face. "Your mom, she's a good person, isn't she." She started becoming suspicous of his motive for saying that. "Yes, I think she's a good person." And then he confirmed her suspicions. "OK, Sarah, I think you might have made a mistake when you told me that you were home last night. You see, I sent an officer to your house to talk to your mom. She said that you called her and said that you were working here. Now why would she say that, if you were home?"

She could feel herself being backed into a corner and she didn't know how she was going to get out of that corner. "Sarah, this is a murder investigation. It's very serious. If your mom changes her story and says that you were indeed home, and then we find out you weren't, well, your mom will be in a lot of trouble. I don't think you want your mom to get in trouble, do you?" She couldn't call her mom a liar, and she couldn't say that she was with Mr. Schwartz. Panic was setting in and she wanted to be out of this room. She thought that if she could muster up some tears that he might feel sorry for her. But no tears would come. Finally, she just said, "I don't want to talk to you anymore. I don't feel good and I want to go home." He looked at her and then said, "Do you need to see a doctor?" She shook her head. "Would you like me to have someone drive you home?" The last thing she wanted was for the neighbors to see her arrive home in a police car. "No, I can take a taxi." He nodded his head and she got up and started out the door. "Sarah, I might need to talk to you some more, so don't go out of town." She stopped, shut her eyes for a second, and then walked out the door.

Before she could leave the building, however, she was called back up to Mr. Schwartz's office. He seemed agitated and angry when he asked her, "What did you tell them?" She was already nervous and upset about the interview with the police. "I didn't tell them anything, but they talked to my mom and they know I wasn't home." He grabbed her by the wrist and said, "They only talked to the others for a minute or two. You were in there much longer than that. Did you say anything about me?" He was raising his voice, so she raised hers, also. "Ouch! You're hurting my arm." He let go of her wrist and sat down behind his desk. "I told the policeman that I didn't want to talk anymore." The look in his eyes told her that he was pondering something serious.

Then in a calm voice he said, "Your father works in the construction trades, doesn't he?" She wasn't sure what he was getting at, but she answered, "Yes, he's a bricklayer." And that's when he got to it. "I know people in the construction business. I think I might even know the business agent at the union local that your father works out of. I can make a few phone calls, and your father will never work again. He'll be lucky if he can get a job flipping hamburgers." Sarah couldn't believe what she was hearing. "You can't do that. My dad has never done anything to you." His eyes had taken on a menacing stare. "It can get even worse. I don't want to do it, but I will not have my good name dragged through the mud. Sarah, there are a lot of people out there that owe me favors. Bad things can happen to people who cross me. Remember that."

All the way home in the taxi all she could think about was how alone she was. The police seemed to think that she had something to do with Robin's death. She couldn't tell the truth because Mr. Schwartz might cause her dad to lose his job. He might even try to hurt the rest of her family. Things only got worst when she got home. She had to face her mom. Dianne said, "Sarah, what's going on? The police asked where you were last night. I know this has something to do with Robin Marsh getting killed last night. Honey, you've got to tell me what is going on with you right now." The only thing Sarah could think of to do was lie to her mom. "I'm sorry, Mom, I was with someone last night. I knew that you would get mad if I told you." That wasn't good enough for Dianne, though. "Who were you with? Sarah, tell me now, damnit." She walked past her mom and headed upstairs. "Mom, I can't tell you. If I do, he'll get into trouble. Please, Mom, just let me go to bed." She ran up to her bedroom and closed the door. The tears she tried to produce earlier finally came. She lay awake all night thinking about what might happen to her. Then she thought about Robin and new tears filled her eyes.

Sleep never came, and when daylight arrived she got up and took a shower and put on clean clothes. She avoided her mom's eyes when she went downstairs. The only thing Dianne said to her was, "Eat something." She wasn't hungry, but she peeled a banana and began eating it at the kitchen table. She was lost in thought and didn't hear the doorbell. But she heard her mom say in a loud voice, "Sarah, come here. Now." When she got to the living room she saw Detective Hanes. He wasn't wearing his little smile. "Sarah, there's been some new developements in the Robin Marsh case. I need for you to come with me to the police station. Mrs. Michaels, you can follow us in your own car if you want. Or, you can ride with me and Sarah in my car. Either way, you will need to be at the station with us."

Sarah was terrified, but she told her mom that she was alright. She got in the back seat of the detective's car, while Dianne rushed to get the baby and follow them. Detectve Hanes turned around and said, "Sarah, I want you to do me a favor. I want you to say nothing until we arrive at the police station. Do you understand?" She started to say "yes", but instead nodded her head. After a few minutes Hanes began talking to her. "Sarah, remember when I said that I thought that you had made a mistake when you said that you were home the other night? Well, I'd like to tell you a story about another mistake. When I was growing up, I worked part-time for my uncle. He owned an auto parts store. A friend of mine delivered pizzas, using his own car. One day he told me he needed a part for his car, an alternator. He didn't have the money to buy one, so he asked me if I could take one from the store and he would pay me back for it in a couple of days. So I snuck one out of the store and I thought that as soon as he gave me the money for it, I would ring it up as a sale and nobody would know about it."

He glanced over his shoulder to make sure she was lisening. "My uncle found the empty box. He said to me, 'Mikey, everybody makes a mistake now and then. It's because we're human. And most mistakes can be fixed. But if you let a mistake go too long without fixing it, then it becomes a problem. And problems are a lot harder to fix.' That's what is happening with you now, Sarah. You're letting this mistake turn into a problem and it's going to be hard to fix. You know, my uncle told me that if I would have come to him, he would have let me buy the alternator for what it cost him. Instead, he deducted the full retail amout from my check. And my friend never did pay me for it. I guess he really wasn't a friend."

When they got to the police station, Sarah and Dianne were taken into a room and the door was closed. Hanes looked at Erin Marie and smiled. "It's unusual to have a baby in the interrogation room, but that's okay." He then told Dianne that Sarah didn't have to answer any questions if she didn't want to. He also said they could call an attorney if they wanted to. "Sarah, Mrs. Michaels, I said that there were some new developements in the case." He stopped talking for a minute and sat down directly across the table from Sarah. "A witness has told us that you were seen arguing with Robin just before she left the studio. What were you arguing about?" Sarah looked at him, then at her mom, then back at the detective. "We weren't arguing. We were just talking." She noticed that he never took his eyes off of her face. "The witness also said that Robin told you that she was afraid of you."

She quickly jumped to her feet. "What? No. You're twisting everything around. She didn't mean it that way." He motioned with his hand for her to sit back down. "OK, Sarah, how did she mean it?" She wasn't sure how to put into words what happened between her and Robin. "I don't think Robin was happy. She was talking about quitting work." She knew it wasn't the answer he wanted, but it was the only one she could give him. "Sarah, remember what I said about mistakes turning into problems. Your refusal to tell us where you were is becoming a problem. Are you trying to protect someone? Because if you are, you're going to be blamed for whatever this person has done. Do you understand what I'm saying?" Sarah said nothing.

Hanes got up and walked around the room for a minute. When he sat down again he said, "Sarah, look at your mom. Look into her eyes." She turned and looked at Dianne. She could see the pain in her mom's eyes. "You're breaking your mom's heart. She's worried about you and she doesn't understand why you won't try to help yourself get out of this mess. You're in over your head, you're drowning. I'm reaching my hand down to try to pull you up out of all of this, but you won't let me help you. Right now, I'm the only friend you have here." He stopped talking and waited for her to say something. A long silence passed between them. Sarah finally spoke. "I keep telling everybody that I didn't hurt Robin. Why won't anybody believe me?" After a minute, Hanes turned and pointed at the wall behind him. "Sarah, do you see that big mirror behind me? Behind that mirror is a man from the prosecutor's office. If you don't start giving me some answers, then he's going to come in here. And if he comes in here, well, your problems are going to get much worse." When it seemed that Sarah had nothing to say the door to the room opened.

The man that walked in was a little bit older that Dianne. He was slightly overweight and his thin brown hair was slicked back. "Hello, my name is Donald Tabor and I work for the prosecutor's office. Sarah, you and the detective have been talking about problems. Let me tell you about my problem. You see, I've got a dead little girl over in the morgue. She was the same age as you. The two of you were co-workers. It's my job to see that she gets some justice. You can understand that, can't you? Good." This man scared Sarah. When he first walked into the room she saw something in Hanes' eyes. She wasn't sure what emotion it was. It could have been anger or frustration. Or it might have been just resignation. Tabor began talking again. "Sarah, I need to know what happened. She was the bigger star, and the two of you got into a fight because of that. Is that what happened? Robin got the biggest and best movie roles and you didn't like that."

Sarah could tell that he was trying to bait her into saying something that could get her into trouble, so she said nothing. He then switched tactics. "Your not telling us where you were makes it sound like you're protecting someone. Who are you protecting, Sarah?" Just then she felt her mom's hand on top of hers. For the first time her mom spoke. "Sarah, Honey, if you were with somebody that night, you need to tell us." She glanced over at Tabor and whispered, "Mom, I told you that I can't tell." Tabor's voice took on an ominous tone when he said, "Look, Sarah, you were the last person to see Robin alive. Do you know how guilty that makes you look?" She was again feeling backed into a corner so she decided to fight back. "I wasn't the last one to see Robin. Whoever killed her saw her last." For Sarah, that was a simple statement of the truth. But she could see in Tabor's eyes that it angered him that she had talked back to him. "Sarah, unless you tell me where you were and who you were with, you're going to leave me no other choice but to have you arrested."

When she said nothing, he turned to Hanes and said, "OK, Detective, let's get this over with." Hanes, who had been sitting quietly, cleared his throat and then stood up. He looked at Sarah and Dianne and said, "Sarah, stand up, please." Slowly, she stood up. Still looking at both her and her mom, he said, "Sarah Michaels, you're under arrest for the murder of Robin Marsh. You have the right to remain silent. If you give up that right, anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to an attorney. If you can't afford an attorney, the court will appoint one for you. Do you understand what I just told you?" Sarah was too numb to say anything. But Dianne spoke up. "My god, you're arresting her?" Hanes looked away for a second before saying, "Yes, I'm afraid we are." Then he quickly looked at Tabor and said, "Mr. Tabor, don't make me cuff her." Tabor replied, "No, Detective, I don't think handcuffs will be necessary."

The nightmare was just beginning. Dianne had to hire an attorney for Sarah. The one who had handled the legal issues of her early career did not do criminal cases. But he recommended one. Dianne got in touch with David Goldberg, of Goldberg & Goldberg, and an appointment was made. Mr. Goldberg had already heard about the case through television and newspaper reports. His initial fee was Ten Thousand Dollars. He told Sarah and her mom that he was sure he could "make the problem go away". If Sarah had simply been watching all of this happen to someone else, she still would not have understood any of what was happening. But since she was at the center of it, and her life was about to go down the drain, she was numb to all of the legal procedings. She also had to deal with the reporters. When they returned from the attorney's office, Sarah and Dianne found newspaper and television reporters waiting at the house. They ran into the house, refusing to answer any questions.

Sarah got her time off from Globe, but not the way she had wanted. The company fired her. They voided her contract, stating that she had violated the morals clause in it by "bringing harm and/or negative public opinion" to the company.

She had mixed feelings about attending Robin's funeral. She wanted to be able to say goodbye to her, but she was afraid her presence there might cause anguish for Robin's family. Instead, she went to the funeral home the day before the service was scheduled. She arrived thirty minutes before the viewing time, hoping to avoid everybody. She was nervous because she had never seen a dead body. There didn't seem to be anybody else there, so she walked on up to the casket and peered in.

She had heard other people talk about attending funerals and saying that the deceased looked "very natural". There was nothing natural about the way that Robin looked. Alive, she had been beautiful. But now, she just looked dead. Sarah didn't plan on staying very long. She whispered, "Goodbye, Robin, I'm sorry that we never became friends." As she started walking out, a woman passed her. She was dabbing her eyes with a tissue. She had bleached blonde hair and was about Dianne's age. Sarah could see that the woman had probably been very pretty as a child, but acne had ravaged her face and left it pitted with scars. Sarah heard the woman talking when she got to the casket. "Oh, my precious little angel, what's Mama going to do without you?" Sarah looked back and realized that the woman was Robin's mother.

If Robin's death was a nightmare for Sarah, then it turned into a circus for the city. A little girl accused of killing another little girl was big news. And then something strange happened. Someone leaked evidence of the crime to the media. It happened a few days after Sarah's first meeting with her lawyer. Semen had been found at the crime scene. When Sarah and her family first heard the news they were thrilled. Surely the prosecutor would drop the charges. They waited to hear something from her attorney and, a week later, he called them down to his office for another meeting. Dianne found a babysitter for Erin Marie and drove Sarah to Mr. Goldberg's office. Sarah was hoping for the best, that the charges against her would be dropped. But as soon as she saw the somber expression on Mr. Goldberg's face she knew something was wrong.

He tried to explain the situation to them. "I complained vigorously to the prosecutor about withhlolding evidence from us. They said it was just an error in communication. But they're not dropping the charges. They will claim that Sarah, because of her particular career, has easy access to semen." Dianne spoke for Sarah. "But they can do DNA testing on the semen and find out who it was, can't they?" Mr. Goldberg shook his head. "They didn't find any matches in the criminal database. But...." He hesitated before going on. "But they did make an offer for a plea bargain. If Sarah admits her guilt, they are offering one year in juvenile detention and probation until she turns eightteen." Sarah stood up. "What? I'm not going to jail for something I didn't do."

She looked at her mom, and Dianne said nothing at first. After a minute, she said to her, "Sarah, Honey, it's one year. You can get out and start your life over." She couldn't believe what she was hearing. "Mom, didn't you believe me when I said that I never hurt Robin?" She could see the pain in her mom's eyes. "Yes, I believe you. But I don't want to see you spend the rest of your childhood in a detention center." Turning to Mr. Goldberg, she asked, "What happens if we don't take the deal?" Looking only at Dianne, he said, "It will go to trial. It will also get much, much more expensive for you. This is a murder case, and I usually charge One Hundred Thousand Dollars up front. A trial will require a lot more of my professional time." When Dianne looked at her, Sarah knew what she was thinking.

"Mom, I don't care about the money I have in the bank. I can't go to jail. Please help me." Dianne slowly nodded her head, knowing that most of Sarah's bank account would be wiped out. Before they left his office, Mr. Goldberg said, "Mrs. Michaels, I need to ask you something. Have you, or anybody close to you, ever had any dealings with the prosecuting attorney, Mr. Tabor?" She told him that, as far as she knew, that she hadn't. "The reason I'm asking is, this case is weak and should never have come this far. I've worked a few cases with Don Tabor, and he's always acted in a fair and highly ethical manner. But for some reason, he seems hell bent on seeing Sarah punished."

A thought crossed Dianne's mind. "Will Sarah be tried in an adult court?" He shook his head and said, "No, but I wish she could be tried in an adult court. The case will go to family court, where there's no jury, just the judge. There's no way that twelve people would find Sarah guilty. But there's another problem. The judge we'll be in front of is Carole Bauer. Judge Bauer has been a harsh critic of child erotica for some time. I don't know how much sympathy we can expect from her."

Sarah had already gone up to bed, but Dianne was worried and couldn't sleep. She turned on the television, thinking the sound from it might make her sleepy. The news was on and they were talking about Sarah. Most of the news report was over. She heard the reporter say, "So with one its superstars dead, and the other one accused of her murder, will this be the end of Globe Entertainment? Is Leo Schwartz's house of cards starting to fall down?"

They had three months before the trial would begin. During that time, Sarah only left the house one time. Mr. Goldberg had her come down to his office so that he could talk to her about the prosecution's witnesses. The first was a janitor who worked at Globe. His name was John Jefferson and he was the person who heard Robin say that she was afraid of Sarah. She barely remembered him being there that day. There would also be Doug Lambert and Leo Schwartz from Globe. Mr. Goldberg wanted to know if there was anything he should know about them. She had no idea why Doug Lambert was called as a witness. As far as Leo Schwartz was concerned, she tried to keep her face blank when she said she didn't know of anything.

The other two witnesses were Detective Hanes and Beth Reynolds, a forensic expert who would testify about the semen that was found. There would be no witnesses for Sarah. The only person who could help her was Leo Schwartz, and he was testifying for the prosecution. She could only assume that he would lie to protect his own reputation. Sarah's mom had not come with her and Mr. Goldberg tried to get her to tell him where she was and who was with her, but she refused.

The week before the trial began, Dianne told Sarah that her dad was planning on taking time off from work so that he could be there for her. "Your dad is going to miss work for a week over this. I just wanted you to know that." Sarah struggled to keep from crying. "I'm sorry, Mom. Tell Dad that I'll pay him back." There was another leak about the case to the media. It concerned Sarah's refusal to tell where she was on the night of Robin's murder. The reporters made the story sound like she was protecting someone.

Mr. Goldberg told Dianne that he wanted Sarah to look as young as possible when she was in court. She took out her earrings and removed all of her fingernail polish. She wore a dress that came down below her knees, along with white socks and brown shoes. Mr. Goldberg told them that the trial would last only one day, two at the most.

Detective Hanes was the first witness to testify. Tabor questioned him about Sarah's lack of an alibi. "She initially told you that she was home. But her own mother told police that Sarah had called to say that she was still at work. When you questioned her again, she would not tell you where she was. Is that correct, Detective?" Sarah had thought of Hanes as being a large man. Now, in the court, she saw that he was only of average height and weight. "Yes sir. That's correct." Tabor sat down and Mr. Goldberg stood up. "Detective Hanes, was there any evidence at the crime scene that said my client was there?" After Hanes said "No", Mr. Goldberg asked, "Is it possible that my client was seeing a friend that she doesn't want her parents to know about?" For the first time, Hanes looked at Sarah. "Sure, that's possible."

John Jefferson, the janitor, was Tabor's next witness. "Mr. Jefferson, tell the court what you heard being said by the deceased." Sarah rarely talked to Globe's employees, except those directly involved in video and filmmaking. Mr. Jefferson was wearing a cheap suit and she barely recognized him. "Yes sir. Well, I was cleaning up, like I usually do. I was walking down the hall, dragging a big trash can with me. That's when I heard the little blonde haired girl, Robin, say 'Sarah, I'm afraid of you'." Tabor said he had no more questions for the witness. Mr. Goldberg asked Jefferson, "Were the two girls talking to each other before you heard Robin make that remark?" Jefferson said, "Yeah, they were talking kind of quiet like, you know. I wasn't trying to listen, since it was probably just little girl stuff." Mr. Goldberg's last question was, "Mr. Jefferson, since you didn't hear all of their conversation, is it possible that maybe Sarah was ill and Robin didn't want to catch whatever she had?" Jefferson thought about the question for a few seconds. "Yes, that's possible. Come to think of it, Sarah did look kind of tired that day."

Beth Reynolds was the third witness for the prosecution. She worked for the medical examiner's office. Sarah was surprised when she heard Ms. Reynolds say that there was semen from two different men. She was surprised even more to find that the two men were related to each other, probably a father and son. The semen in Robin's vagina came from one man, and the sample found on her stomach belonged to the other man. She also testified that there was no evidence of forcible rape. "Ms. Reynolds, could you tell the court what the cause of death was." She was young and pretty and seemed to be enjoying the attention she was getting. "Death was caused by blunt force trauma to the head. The murder weapon was a brick. The time of death was about seven P.M. We found traces of Robin's hair and blood on the brick." Tabor then asked her, "How difficult would it be to place semen in and on a body?" She smiled a little and her eyes got brighter. "A person could use an ear syrin ge to insert semen into the vagina."

Her enthuiasm cooled when Mr. Goldberg asked, "Were you able to find any fingerprints on the brick?"

"No, the surface was too rough." He hesitated, and then asked, "Since Robin was already sexually active, is it possible that she had consensual sex with two people, and then things just got out of hand?"

"Yes, that's possible." In a more authoritarian voice, he said, "In fact, there is no evidence that my client was ever present at the crime scene." Quietly, she said, "No." At this time they took a recess for lunch.

Sarah sat on a bench in the hallway with her parents. She wasn't hungry but her dad brought her a can of soda and some chips. When the trial resumed that afternoon, Doug Lambert took the stand. Mr. Goldberg would later tell Sarah that Tabor had committed a cardinal sin among lawyers. He asked his own witness questions that he did not already know the answers to. "Now, Mr. Lambert, as casting director for Globe, it is your job to see which performers work on any given video. Robin Marsh, as the most talented performer, would have been given the best roles in any video or movie, is that correct?" Lambert looked at the judge, then at Tabor. He cleared his throat. "I don't know where you got your information. Robin, bless her heart, was a beautiful girl, but she wasn't the most talented. Performers are cast based on many factors. It could be their age, how well they speak, or just the way they look."

At first, Tabor kept his frustration to a minimum. "But Robin Marsh was the studio's top money maker." Lambert gave Tabor a smile. "That's only because she worked here longer than any of the other girls. She spent her whole career here. Sarah made our company nearly as much money as Robin did, but she did it in only about half the time. Robin had her own fans following her career, but Sarah was the more talented of the two girls. There was also a greater demand for Sarah. She was loaned out to other production companies for more high profile movies." Lambert probably would have gone on talking, but Tabor said that he had no further questions. Mr. Goldberg stood and asked, "Mr. Lambert, to your knowledge, was there ever any friction between my client and Robin Marsh?" Lambert shook his head and said, "No. They only worked on two movies together and both of them handled themselves professionally."

At this point, Tabor told the judge that his last witness was going to be delayed and asked if they could continue the next day. The judge agreed and court was adjourned for the day. When Sarah went to bed that night, all she could do was toss and turn. Even when sleep did come, the image of Robin invaded her dreams. She could see Robin walk into the room, naked, and get into bed with her. Her body was soft and warm and Sarah became aroused. But there was no sex. The two girls held each other and she heard Robin say, "I know you're scared, but you're going to be alright." When she woke from the dream, she found that her pussy was wet. She put a finger inside it for a second and pulled it out, resisting the urge to masturbate herself.

The trial resumed the next morning with Leo Schwartz on the stand. As he walked up to testify, she hoped that maybe he would do the right thing and tell the truth about what really happened. But he didn't. He only told about her wanting time off and that she seemed upset. She closed her eyes and thought about the dream she had about Robin. Then she remembered Ms. Reynolds' testimony of how Robin was killed. When the trial first began yesterday, Sarah had made a vow to herself that she would not cry. She thought that maybe her real crime was in not trying hard enough to help Robin. She should have gone after her when she left the building and tried to talk to her. Even if she had delayed her just a few minutes, it might have made a difference. Maybe those few minutes would have kept her from being killed.

She heard Tabor ask,"Now, Mr. Schwartz, after Sarah left your office, did you see her any other time that evening?" Schwartz looked at Tabor like he was thinking how to phrase is answer. "No, I did not. Afterwards, I had a dinner engagement with some business associates. I gave the police their names." Tabor opened his mouth to say something, stopped, and finally said, "I have no further questions." Sarah had her head down, looking at the desktop in front of her. She saw two drops of water and thought that the ceiling must be leaking. As she looked up, another tear rolled down her cheek. She began sobbing quietly. She was barely aware of Mr. Goldberg asking Schwartz a question. "Mr. Schwartz, when my client was in your office, did she say anything to you about wanting to hurt Robin?" For the first time, he looked directly at Sarah. "No, of course not." It was the only question he had for Schwartz.

Sarah continued thinking about Robin, and her sobbing got louder. Gradually, she became aware that there was some kind of commotion going on behind her. She turned around, and there was Ray Martinelli. He was talking to Mr. Goldberg. Her attorney then turned to the judge and said, "Your Honor, I have a witness that I would like to put on the stand." Tabor was on his feet immediately. "Your Honor, the prosecution was not made aware of this witness." As the two lawyers argued, Sarah found herself staring at Ray. He finally spoke up. "Your Honor, may I say something?" She raised one hand towards the bickering lawyers, telling them to be quiet. "Yes, young man, go ahead." Ray said, "The whole purpose of this trial is to find out the truth, isn't it? Well, that's why I'm here, to tell the truth about Sarah."

After Ray was sworn in, Mr. Goldberg said, "Tell the court your name and your occupation, please."

"My name is Raymond Martinelli and I'm head of video operations at Globe Entertainment." Mr. Goldberg was walking back and forth in front of the witness stand. "On the night that Robin Marsh was killed, did you see my client?" Without looking at Sarah, he said, "Yes. She was at my apartment that evening." Mr. Goldberg stopped pacing and asked, "What time did she arrive and what time did she leave?" Again, Ray never looked at Sarah. "She showed about six-thirty and then I drove her home and dropped her off in front of her house about nine o'clock."

After Mr. Goldberg sat down, Tabor got up and walked towards the witness stand. To Sarah, he seemed a bit confused. "You're saying that Sarah Michaels was with you that evening, is that correct?" When Ray answered in the affirmative, Tabor's confusion turned to frustration and anger. "Is there anybody who can verify your claim that Sarah was with you?" Ray answered the question with one of his own. "Why would there be? What took place between Sarah and me was private." Sarah started whispering to Mr. Goldberg, "What's he doing? He's going to..." But he placed his hand over her's, letting her know that he wanted her to be quiet. Tabor changed tactics, but his voice was still louder than usual and shaking a bit. "Doesn't Globe have a 'hands off' policy when it comes to their performers? Employees are not allowed to have intimate contact with any of the performers. You could lose your job if they find out. Isn't that right?" Keeping his voice steady and level, Ray answered, "Yes, that's correct. That's why it took me so long to come forward. I was worried about my job. Sarah, I'm sorry." The last sentence he spoke in Sarah's direction. Tabor stood absolutely still for about five seconds, and then shook his head and sat down.

Ray left the witness stand and there were a few minutes of quiet in the courtroom. Finally, Judge Bauer spoke. "Normally, I take my time in rendering a verdict in any case that comes before me. In a case as serious as murder, I take even more time. But in light of Mr. Martinelli's testimony, and the prosecution's lack of evidence against the defendant, I have no choice but to find the defendant, Sarah Michaels, not guilty. Miss Michaels, you are free to go now. Mr. Tabor, the next time you bring a child into my court on murder charges, you come in here better prepared. That's it. Case dismissed." There was a collective sigh from the few people in attendance.

Mr. Goldberg hugged Sarah and then she went to her parents and gave both of them a hug, also. Out in the hallway she saw Ray. He was standing over by the water fountain. She walked over to him. "I don't know how to thank you." In a low voice, he said, "It's OK. I couldn't stand by and let them hang you out to dry." He nervously looked at his watch and said, "Hey, I've got things I have to take care of. I'll see you later." He hugged her and left. She started walking over to her parents, who were talking to Mr. Goldberg. But she suddenly saw Tabor coming towards her. Her heart started thumping in her chest as he got closer. He stopped and said with a sneer, "Well, it looks like your friend fell on his sword for you. Jeez, some people have all the luck." He walked away and Mr. Goldberg said in a loud voice, "Don, was that really necessary?" But Tabor kept walking.

Chapter #27

The nightmare was finally over, but Sarah's dreams were dead. She had no job and most of the money in her bank account was gone. She was full of anger and bitterness. She understood why Schwartz did what he did, but it didn't stop her from hating him. She also hated Globe Entertainment and the child erotica business in general. She felt she had always done her best to make good quality movies and videos. Now, the whole industry had turned its back on her.

She tried calling the adult movie companies that she had worked for in the past, but they all told her there were no roles for a little girl available at this time. She still had Dorothy Hill's home phone number. Dorothy was the producer of the movie, "HELL ON WHEELS", and Sarah had stayed in touch with her. In desperation, she called Dorothy at home one evening. "Sarah, if it was simply up to me, I would put you to work immediately. But I don't make the decisions for A F I. The problem is your image. Before, you were the fresh-faced, innocent little girl next door that every man secretly wanted to have sex with. But that image has been tarnished. I wish you luck in finding work. If something turns up here, I'll let you know."

In the meantime, to keep her mind occupied, she got on the computer and began writing a story. It was a rough outline for a movie. She hoped that one day she would get to see the movie completed.

If she understood Leo Schwartz's motive for doing what he did, she had no idea why Prosecutor Donald Tabor had made such a vigorous effort to convict her of Robin's murder. The more she thought about him, the angrier she became. Dianne knew something was wrong, but she couldn't get Sarah to talk. Part of the reason Sarah would not talk to her was because Dianne still wanted to know who she was with that night. Her dad was currently working out of town. When he came home that weekend, he took the family out to dinner. Sarah went along reluctantly, going up to her bedroom as soon as they got home. The anger kept eating at her until finally the next week she decided to do something about it.

She found Donald Tabor's address in the local phone book. She also found the Four Hundred Dollars thst she had hidden in her jewelry box. Her plan was to go to Tabor's house and confront him about why he had come after her so hard. She waited until Saturday, when she was more sure that she would catch him at home. Telling her mom that she was going to meet a friend, she took a taxi to Tabor's house. Her heart was pounding and she wasn't sure what she would say to him. Tabor's house surprised her. It was a small cottage, located in a working-class neighborhood. She hesitated for a minute and then walked up on the porch and rang the doorbell.

After a minute, the door opened. "Can I help......What the hell are you doing here?" From inside the house, Sarah could hear a girl's voice. "Who is it, Dad?" Tabor said loudly, "It's nobody, sweetheart. I'll be back in a minute. How dare you come to my house. OK, what do you want?" Sarah spoke quickly, before she could lose her nerve. "I want to know what it is that you have against me. My attorney said that you went out of your way to have me prosecuted." Tabor gave her a harsh laugh and said, "You're crazy. Get off my property before I have you arrested for trespassing." Sarah surprised herself somewhat when she shot back, "That doesn't scare me. You already had me arrested for murder, remember. You must really hate me. Why?" Tabor took one step forward and glared down at her. "You really want to know?" Sarah nodded her head. "OK, I'll show you." When she saw his right arm jerk she flinched, thinking that he might actually hit her. But all he did was reach into his back pocket and pull out his wallet.

From the wallet he removed a photograph and handed it to her. The photo was worn and creased. It showed a girl who looked to be about four or five, with curly red hair and freckles, sucking on a man's cock. She was holding it with her left hand, while the fingers of her right hand rubbed her little pussy. It took Sarah a few seconds to recognize the man as Tabor. It wasn't because he was thinner, or that he had slightly more hair, but it was the expression on his face. He was looking down at the little girl with a smile that was warm and loving. "You're the first outsider that has ever seen this photo, I guess because you're one of the few people who would understand." Sarah was aware that the tone of his voice had changed. It was softer and almost desperate.

As she stared, almost mesmerized, at the photo, he started talking again. "That's my daughter, Stephanie. Her mother and I planned on getting her started in child erotica about the time that picture was taken. But Jill, my wife, got sick. She was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. Stephanie said to me, 'Daddy, let's wait until Mommy gets better so she can see me in the movies'. Jill wasn't getting any better. All the chemo and radiation wasn't helping her. I heard about a clinic down in Mexico that was supposed to work wonders. My health insurance wouldn't cover the cost. I had to take out a second mortgage on our house. We ended up losing everything. Mexico didn't help her either. She died a slow, painful death."

When she realized he had stopped talking, Sarah took her eyes off the photo and looked up at him. "After Jill's death, Stehpanie and I had to move here. I decided to try to get her into videos a couple of years ago. I have a friend on the city council who knows Leo Schwartz. He got me an appointment to see him. But Leo said he couldn't help us because he had just hired some hotshot little girl with freckles and his board of directors were giving him a lot of grief over it. You and I both know who that little hotshot girl with freckles is." Sarah had gone back to staring at the photo.

She knew that part of the reason was sexual arousal. The little girl's pussy looked so sweet. But there was something else, something that she couldn't quite put her finger on. "Look, I'm sorry. I know what I did was unconscionable, but all I could think about was how her mother would have loved to see Stephanie became a star, like you. And I was blaming you. She's been doing some videos for Pandora's Box. It's one of the few places that still make high quality videos." Sarah finally took her eyes away from the photo. She handed it back to Tabor and started to leave. She then turned and said, "I'm sorry about your wife."

All during the taxi ride home, Sarah was aware that an idea was slowly growing in her mind. Right now it was formless, like a baby just beginning to grow in its mother's womb. There was something about Tabor's daughter that fascinated her. When she got home she looked up Pandora's web site on the computer. She couldn't find Stephanie anywere on it. She began searching other sites. She found one called "KITTY kAT". On it, she found two sample videos of Stephanie. She was fairly sure that Richard Booth had made the videos and then sold them to this other company. One showed Stephanie having sex with a man. There were four different samples. One showed her sucking his cock, then the man was eating her pussy. The last two showed them having intercourse. Sarah watched as the man's cock slid in and out of her hairless pussy. The problem was that the video samples were too short and she wasn't able to tell if Stephanie was really enjoying the sex or just acting. The other video was a girl-on-girl scene. The other girl was hispanic and slightly younger. Again, Stephanie seemed to be very aroused in the video, but Sarah still wasn't sure. She also wasn't sure what compulsion was driving her to find out all she could about Tabor's daughter.

On Monday she told her mom that she was going to see Richard Booth at Pandora's Box, maybe to see if she could do some video work for him. That was partially true. She might try to work for Richard again, if he would let her. But her main goal right now was to find out about Stephanie. When she arrived at Richard's studio, the place seemed deserted. There was still equipment and props around, but there were no people. She walked around inside the studio for a minute and then she thought she heard noise from the office.

The door was pulled shut, but not all the way. She opened the door and walked in and got the shock of her life. Richard was standing behind his desk, his pants down around his ankles. Sarah could see his white, knobby knees. Lying on top of his desk was a young girl. She had brown hair and was a little bit chubby. Her skirt was pulled up to her waist and her panties were hanging on one of her feet.

Sarah could see Richard's long, thin cock sliding in and out of the girl's wet, hairless pussy. The girl saw her first and let out what sounded like a mouse's squeak. Then Richard turned and said, "Sarah, oh shit." Sarah turned around and said, "Oh god, I'm sorry. I'm sorry." She closed the door behind her. She could hear muffled voices and then the girl said in a louder voice, "No, don't stop. I'm almost there." In a couple of minutes, the girl said, "Oh yes, yes." Sarah sat down in a chair. There was a bit of silence and then the girl stepped out of the office. She turned and gave Sarah one look and then ran out of the building. Another minute went by and then Richard came out. Sarah had to cover her mouth to keep from laughing. As he tucked his shirt into his pants, Richard said, "Well, that was a bit awkward, wasn't it." She couldn't get the smile to leave her face. She looked at the front door of the building and said, "Is she one of your stars?" He look ed down at the floor and said, "Yes, Tiffany has been in a few videos."

Sarah tried to change the subject. "I never got the chance to thank you. Mom and the police both said that you probably saved my life when you stopped those guys from taking me from that club." He was able to look her in the eyes now. "Well, I was in the right place at the right time. I'm just glad that you're alright." She thought about the girl who had just left. "Is Tiffany somebody special?" Richard smiled. "We're able to please each other."

They were both quiet for a while. Then Sarah spoke up. "You know something, Richard, all the time I worked here and you never laid a hand on me. Why?" She watched him as he tried to find words for his thoughts. "Sarah, you were one of the sexiest little girls to work for me. But I never thought of you in that way. I don't know if you are aware of this, but your mother and I were very close at one time." Sarah just nodded her head. Dianne had told her that she and Richard had been friends. Sarah had always thought that there was more to their friendship. "I always felt that you could have been my daughter." When he saw the alarm in her eyes, he quickly added, "You're not my daughter, of course, but I like to think that you could have been."

They talked about the child erotica business in general and about how Globe had treated her. Then she asked him about the company "KITTY KAT". "That's my 'reluctant' partner, Vince Galloway. I make the videos here, and Vince sells them on his web site. You know, Sarah, you can come and work for me any time." She was releived when he said that. She was embarsssed when she had to ask for a favor. "Richard, would it be alright if I looked at your video archives?" His eyes said no, but he said, "Vince wouldn't like it, but he owes me money and I haven't heard from him in several days." They went into his office and he typed commands into the computer. He got out of the chair so that she could sit in it and pointed at the screen. "If you're looking for a particular performer, click here and type in the first name. The newest videos will be at the top, while the oldest ones will be at the bottom. I have a video session to shoot in a couple of hours. I'll be out here getting the set ready."

He left her alone and she immediately typed in the name "Stephanie" and found there were two performers by that name. The first was "Stephanie A." and the second was "Stephanie T.". Stephanie A. was a brunette. Stephanie T. was the one she wanted. Tabor's daughter had been fairly busy, as there were several videos listed. Sarah scrolled down the to the very bottom to see her earliest work. The first ones were solo videos showing the girl just masturbating herself. Sarah saw a girl who was nervous and unsure of herself in front of the camera. As she scrolled up, she could see a gradual change in the little redhead's demeanor. She seemed to be more relaxed and even enjoying herself. The videos quickly became more explicit. They quickly went from girl-on-girl to penetration scenes. The first one that showed her being fucked featured a teenaged boy. Stephanie seemed to have a little trouble taking his cock inside her little pussy.

Sarah scrolled up more and watched part of one video. In it, Stephanie was having sex with an adult man. Sarah watched intently as the camera zoomed in on her cunt. The man's cock was shiny and wet as it plunged in and out of her. What Sarah was looking for was the presence of artificial lube. There didn't seem to be any. When she saw her face come into view, she turned up the audio. She heard Stephanie mutter under her breath, "Oh god, yes that feels good." Just before the end of the video, she heard her say, "Ohh....oh god yes, I'm cumming." The next video was a threesome, featuring a girl who was a little bit younger than Stephanie. She watched as Stephanie ate the other girl's pussy. From her own experience, she knew that some girls didn't like touching another girl's genitals. Their tongues barely making contact with the other girls' crotches. But Stephanie had the the girl's pussy lips open, her tongue flicking back and forth over the tiny clitoris. Sarah had seen enough and she knew what she had to do.

She asked Richard to come back in. "I'd like to do a video for you. I'd like to do a girl-on-girl video, with her." The smile on Ricard's face quickly vanished when he saw who she was pointing at. "Sarah, I know all about the legal problems that you had. But Stephanie Tabor is the nearest thing to a superstar that I have right now. If I lose her, you can lock the doors on this place because I'll be out of business." She assured him that there would be no trouble and that a video featuring her and Stephanie together would sell very well.

The following day Richard called her and said that the video was scheduled for the day after, Wednesday. Since Stephanie was still attending public school, they would have to shoot it late in the afternoon. Sarah arrived at the studio a little before five on Wednesday. Richard caught her as soon as she walked in. "Stephanie's already here, in the dressing room. I didn't tell her who she would be working with today. You can go back and introduce yourself." Sarah noticed a strange man walking around inside the studio. She asked Richard who he was. "That's Jimmy Hamilton, he's the second cameraman that will be helping me today. When I told Jimmy that you would be doing the video with Stephanie, he offered to work for free." Richard laughed, and went on talking. "I remember the first time Jimmy shot a video of Stephanie. When it was over, the poor chap was so aroused that he had to go back to the restroom and service himself."

Sarah went in the dressing room and saw Stephanie. She had one of her school books open. When she saw Sarah she dropped the book and stood up. "Oh my god. I didn't know it would be you. My dad told me what happened and he's sorry. I'm sorry, too.." Her voice had sounded panicky and she started backing away from Sarah. She backed herself into a corner, literally. Sarah followed after her. When the redhead got herself into the corner, Sarah put both of her arms against the wall, one on either side of her, so that she had her trapped. Stephanie closed her eyes and began to whimper. Sarah looked closely at her face. There were similarities and differences. Stephanie's eyes were blue, hers were brown. They both had the same amount of freckles and the same small, upturned nose. Stephanie turned her face away and said, almost crying, "Oh god, please don't hit me."

Sarah had her face up next to hers, but pulled it back. "I'm not going to hit you. You're too pretty to hit." Their mouths were different. Stephanie's front teeth stuck out a little bit, causing her mouth to look more poutier. Sarah was slightly taller, but Stephanie's body was a little heavier. Sarah put her lips against the other girl's ear and whispered, "Tell me something, Stephanie. Do you like doing it with other girls?" After she nodded her head, Sarah put her lips back against her ear. "That's good, because you and I are going to make one of the best girl-on-girl videos that's ever been made. We're going to have fun, and we're going to make each other feel really good." She then ran her tongue inside the ear and kissed it.

The simple plot of the video was about two schoolgirls who have sex with each other. It would require them to wear uniform dresses, which they began putting on now. They went out into the main studio area and waited for Richard and Jimmy to get ready. There was no script. They would just ad lib everyghing. Sarah knew that Stephanie was very nervous about performing with her, so she tried to get her to relax. "Stephanie, it's true that I was really mad at your dad for a while. But I'm over that now. I've been looking forward to working with you. You're very talented." Stephanie smiled and said, "You really think so?" Sarah nodded, and before she could stop herself, put her arms around Stephanie and kissed her on the mouth. At first Stephanie just stood there. Then she pressed her lips back against Sarah's. When Sarah broke off the kiss she was surprised when Stephanie pulled her face down to hers and they were kissing again.

Sarah could taste spearmint gum as Stephanie's tongue slid into her mouth. She slid her hands underneath the back of Stephanie's dress and caressed her round buttocks through her pink panties. "Girls, we're getting ahead of ourselves a bit. Jimmy and I aren't quite ready yet." Sarah was relieved that Stephanie was starting to relax. Finally, Richard and Jimmy were ready to begin. The only props on the set were a chair and a couch. The two girls got on the couch and resumed kissing and fondling each other. Stephanie whispered, "I can't wait until we're both naked. I want to feel your body against mine." Sarah was already aroused, but what Stephanie said just now really got her going. She pulled the dress over Stephanie's head and then removed the pink panties. She opened the hairless lips and slowly shoved her finger up inside the wet vagina. "Wow. Your pussy's really tight." She removed her finger and stuck it in her mouth. "And it tastes good, too." They both giggled. She allowed Stephanie to undress her.

When she was completely naked, she spread her own pussy apart and said, "Come and get it." She sighed softly as Stephanie's tongue licked her erect little clit. There was no script for the video, so they just did what they wanted to. After having her cunt eaten, Sarah decided it was time to return the favor. She gently pushed Stephanie back on the couch and eagerly climbed between her legs. She took the girl's clitoris between her lips and sucked on it. Then she pushed her finger all the way inside her while she licked the small pink organ. They then got into a sixty-nine position, with Sarah on top. She heard a moan that sounded too deep for Stephanie. She glanced up and saw that Jimmy had an erection that he was trying to hide.

They changed positions again. Now they were lying on their sides, licking each other's pussies. Unexpectedly, Stephanie let out with a loud, "OH GOD!" Sarah was surprised at how quickly she had climaxed. Her own orgasm was a few minutes away. She lay on her back and spready her legs wide. As Stephanie's tongue lapped away, Sarah finally said, "Oh god, oh god, oh god." She had her head arched back and she saw Jimmy try to adjust his crotch. She turned around quickly and began unzipping his pants. "Oh my god, Richard, what's she doing?" Sarah finally had to unfasten his pants to get his cock out. When she put it in her mouth, he croaked out, "Oh shit, Richard, what am I supposed to do?" Richard just said, "Remember, Jimmy, you're a professional cameraman. Just keep shooting." Then he added, "I mean the camera, not your willy." Stephanie joined in and the two of them took turns sucking him. It only took a couple of minutes, and it was Stephanie that caught the spray of semen in her face.

The scene ended and Richard brought Stephanie a warm, wet wash cloth. After wiping the semen off her face, she looked at Sarah. "Oh god, that felt good. And you were right, we did have fun. I can't wait to work with you again, Sarah." Sarah had to agree that the orgasm felt good. But there was something else. The idea that had started forming when she first saw the photo of Stephanie took on another layer. She still wasn't sure what the idea was about.

When she got home, Sarah felt a little confused. Having sex with Stephanie had felt great, but only physically. She felt like she was missing something, that life was somehow cheating her. And to make matters worse, her relationship with her mom was still strained. She knew that her mom was worried about her, but she also knew that her mom was angry because she had refused to tell where she was that fateful night.

For right now, Sarah was content to let her mom think that she had spent the evening with Ray. In time, maybe she could tell her the whole truth. She went to bed but had trouble getting to sleep. After sleep finally came, she was awakened by a strange dream. She was doing another video with Stephanie. Sarah was licking her pussy and she could feel Stephanie's soft, warm thighs squeezing against her face. But then Stephanie turned into Robin, who gently pushed her away. Robin laughed and said, "I told you, Sarah, that you can't have me." Sarah woke up and became depressed.

The following day, Thursday, she thought she would try to help her mom. Her dad was working out of town and would not be home until the next evening. When her mom mentioned that she needed to go to the grocery store, Sarah volunteered to stay home and watch her baby sister. Erin was now walking. While her mom was out grocery shopping Sarah washed the dirty dishes and did a couple loads of laundry. That evening, while watching television with her mom, she fell asleep on the couch. When she woke up, her mom was standing over her. She asked, "Sarah, what's wrong?" Sarah was not fully awake when she said, "Wh...What?"

"Honey, you were crying, and saying 'I'm sorry, I can't help you'." Sarah mumbled that it was just a dream. She didn't tell her mom that it was another dream about Stacy Marcum. The dreams were usually the same. Stacy would be asking her for help in some way or another.

The next day, Friday, found Sarah bored. There was nothing to do. In the afternoon she went to her bedroom and began writing down some ideas she had for videos. She would give them to Richard next week when she went to pick up her pay for the video she had just done. It was about four o'clock when she heard her mom shout from downstairs. "Sarah, come down here." When she opened her door and started walking down the stairs, her mom met her and said, "There's somebody at the front door for you." The tone of her voice told Sarah that something was wrong. She felt her stomach begin to knot up. She had thought all her leagal troubles were over.

But when she walked to the front room she had to cover her mouth with her hand to keep from screaming. There stood Ray Martinelli. Whenever she had seen him at work he always dressed casually, usually in khaki pants and a sport shirt. But now, he was dressed like her dad. He had on dirty blue jeans and a tee shirt and was wearing heavy leather boots. He smiled at her. "Hey, kiddo, how are you? How does freedom feel?" She wanted to say something clever, but all that came out was, "Better than being in jail, I guess." He cleared his throat and looked down at the floor before he spoke. "I came by to ask if I could take you out to celebrate." He immediately looked at Dianne. Sarah was also looking at her, with big eyes and an even bigger smile. "Oh god, Mom, can I?" Dianne was caught off guard. It was one thing to let her daughter go to a movie studio and have sex with men if front of a camera. But this man was wanting to take her out on a "date".

She had seen him on two other occasions. The first time was when Sarah had gotten sick at work and he had carried her to the car. The second time was at the trial. Right after the trial, there was a story in the newspaper about it. There was also a related story that said that Ray's employment with Globe had been terminated. He had sacrificed his job, maybe his whole career, for her daughter. He obviously cared about her. And Sarh had been willing to go to juvenile detention to keep him out of trouble, so he must be special to her. But she was just a child, what did she really know? So she had a dilemma on her hands.

She gave him a hard look. A tuft of dark hair was sticking out of the top of his tee shirt. He appeared to be in his mid or late twenties. Finally she said to him, "Excuse us for a minute, please." She took Sarah into the kitchen. "Please, Mom, let me go out with Ray tonight. I'll do anything you ask me to do around the house, I promise." Dianne tried to talk her out of it. "Sarah, he's an adult, a grownup, and you're just a young girl." But, she couldn't help but see the look on her daughter's face. She closed her eyes and said, "OK." She watched as Sarah ran back to the front room. She walked back in time to hear Sarah ask, in a very excited voice, "What time should I be ready?" He told her six-thirty.

Sarah began getting ready immediately. She picked out a pants suit similar to the one she had worn to her interview at Globe so long ago. From her jewelry box she took out a Hundred Dollar bill and put it in her pocket, just in case. She was ready by five-thirty and paced nervously around the house, waiting for the next hour to pass. She was in the bathroom brushing her teeth for the third time when Ray showed up. She didn't hear her mom tell Ray, "If anything happens to my little girl....." Before they left, her mom said to her, "Have you got your cell phome with you? Call me and let me know how you are. Don't stay out too late and be careful." Sarah barely heard her.

She got in the front seat of Ray's Chevy Blazer and wondered where he would take her. She hoped he wouldn't take her to a fast food resturant. But on the other hand, he probably wouldn't be able to afford some fancy resturant. In the end, he took her to THE COUNTRY KITCHEN. The place served home style meals. Conversation was sparce on the way to the resturant and now she sat silently waiting for the food to arrive. She looked at his hands and noticed he had a new blister next to his thumb on his right hand. Her father's hands were hard and rough from the work he did. But she knew that Ray was not used to doing hard labor and she felt bad for him. "I'm sorry that you lost your job because of me." He reached over and touched her hand. "It's OK, Sarah. I've been working for a friend of mine, installing security systems for homes and businesses. Security cameras are everywhere. This resturant has them. They're in banks, department stores, even parking lots. My friend says he can keep me busy for a long time." When she heard him talk about security cameras, another layer was added to that idea growing in her mind. She told him about doing the video with Stephanie for Richard Booth. Their food arrived finally. Sarah had fried chicken, with mashed potatoes and corn, while Ray had spaghetti. Her food was good but she had trouble eating. She was still nervous.

When the meal was finished, he asked her if she would like to see a movie. During the ride to the movie theatre a strange thing happened. She wanted to converse with him but couldn't think of anything to say. Suddenly she started talking. "Ray, I want you to know something. On the night that Robin was killed, I was with Mr. Schwartz. I was wanting to take some time off and he said that if I would do this, he would let me. Please don't hate me." After a little bit he said, "You're not the first girl he's done this to, and I don't hate you."

When they got to the theatre he asked her which movie she wanted to watch. She told him that it didn't matter, and later she couldn't remember the name of the movie. She was aware that they looked like an odd couple. People probably thought she was his little sister. She felt better when the house lights went dim and the movie started. A few rows ahead of them she saw a young man put his arm around his date's shoulder. She wished Ray would do that with her, but realized he couldn't. Any outward sign of affection towards her would look suspicous. So she sat quietly in her seat, glancing back and forth between the screen and Ray. The atmosphere inside the theatre was warm and intimate, and the warmth settled between her legs.

After the movie ended and they were driving down the street, Sarah asked, "Where are we going now?" Panic set in when he told her that he was taking her back home. She put her hand on his arm and said, "No. Take me to your house. I want to see where you live." She didn't mean to sound so desperate, but she didn't want tonight to end. "Sarah, your mom will castrate me if I don't get you home. Besides, I live in a tiny one bedroom apartment." But she kept on insisting. "It will be OK. We'll just stay at your place for a little bit. My mom won't mind, I promise." His apartment was small and cluttered. He asked her if she would like something to drink, and she told him that she would take a coke if he had it.

While he was getting her soft drink, she called her mom. "Mom, don't wait up for me. I'm going to be late. Don't worry, I'm OK." Her mom's answer was, "Sarah Michaels, you come home now." But Sarah turned her phone off. On the coffee table was a pile of DVD's. She looked at them and saw that they were theatrical movies. And they were mostly old. She didn't recognize the titles of any of them. When he came back into the room, she asked him about them. He picked one out that was entitled "FAILSAFE" and put it in the DVD player.

It was an old movie about the cold war and the accidental nuclear attack by the United States on Russia. As the movie started, Ray said to her, "This movie is different from most others. Tell me what you see." Immediately she said, "Well, it's in black and white." He laughed and said, "Keep watching." She knew that he was aware that she wanted to make her own movies in the future. Watching this movie was supposed to be some sort of educational process. She tried to pay attention, but she was sitting so close to him on the sofa. Slowly, she slid over so that their bodies were now touching. Suddenly she said, "There's no background music in this movie. Why is that?" He turned, looked her in the eyes, and smiled. "The director was trying to make the audience feel the 'urgency' of what was happening. Have you noticed all the closeup shots of the actors' faces?" But Sarah was feeling an urgency of her own.

She wanted to know how Ray really felt about her. Maybe he thought she was just a little kid, and tonight he was just humoring her. Without thinking about what she was doing, she raised up and kissed him on the cheek. He turned and had a questioning look on his face. She closed her eyes and kissed him on his mouth. If he became angry, at least she would know how he felt. But instead, he pressed his lips against hers. His first kiss was hard. The next one was soft and warm. They both forgot about the movie. Sarah found herself being pressed down on the sofa. As he caressed her body, she noticed how gentle his touch was. She put her tongue in his mouth and felt him start unfastening her pants. His fingers touched the bare skin of her stomach and then slid under her panties. They probed inside her wet pussy and found her clitoris. He was surprised and confused when she gently pushed him away. "What's the matter? I thought you wanted to do this." She answered him. "I do, but not on the couch. Let's go into your bedroom."

In the bedroom, she was aware of Ray quickly taking his clothes off. She undressed herself carefully. She was wearing her best clothes and she laid them on the only chair in the room. She turned around and smiled to herself when she saw him naked. His penis was sticking straight out from his body. They got on the bed and resumed kissing and caressing each other. His hand went between her legs and she could feel his finger massaging her erect clit. When she touched his cock she could feel the sticky liquid leaking from the tip. He put his face between her legs and began eating her. She let out a quiet sigh of pleasure before getting up and climbing on top of him. She settled her crotch over his face and leaned forward so she could get her mouth on his cock. She could already feel the orgasm building inside her, but she knew that his was probably closer. She didn't suck very hard on him. She wanted him to cum in her pussy, not her mouth.

She then turned around and began rubbing the head of his penis against her wet cunt. She said in a low voice, "Oh god, that feels good," as she lowered herself onto it. As she got used to having him inside her, she slowly began moving her hips in little circles. She opened her eyes and looked at him and saw that he had a grimace on his face. She realized that he was trying very hard not to climax before she did. Her own orgasm was not that important to her, but she knew it would be important to him that she have one. She reached down and began rubbing her clit.

As she started climaxing she also began rocking back and forth on his cock. All she said was, "OH GOD." Ray let out one grunt. "UMH...." She could feel his semen squirting inside her. She leaned forward and rested her face against his. After a minute, when she was able to catch her breath, she whispered in his ear, "Oh god, Ray, I love you so much. I always have." He said nothing, but that was okay. She was sure that, in time, she could make him lover her. Eventually, she slid off of him and curled up against him. She gently rubbed her hand over his hairy chest. In a few minutes she heard his breathing become slower and knew that he was asleep. But she was too wound up to fall asleep. She still could hardly believe that she had finally made love with Ray.

The dream was back. Sarah was being fucked by somebody she couldn't see. Each time his cock went in her pussy she would almost cum, but as it slid back out, the feeling faded. And so she kept finding herself on the brink of an orgasm. But this tiime it was different. This time she knew it was only a dream. She couldn't believe life could be so cruel. Making love with Ray had seemed so real just a little bit ago. Now she needed to wake up so she could face reality. She tried slamming her fists against the bed but she found that she couldn't move them. She tried to scream but no sound came from her mouth. With a great effort she managed to open her eyes.

She saw Ray leaning over her, his left hand was between her legs. The middle finger was sliding in and out of her wet pussy, while his thumb rubbed her clit. Relieved that she was still in Ray's bed, she laughed out loud. "Ray, what time is it?" It was a stupid question, but it was all she could think of to say. "It's about five-thirty. I have a job I have to go to a little bit later." He kept on fingering her. "Ah...oh god, Ray, put it inside me." He spread her legs wider and got between them. She raised herself up a little as he pushed the head of his cock inside her. After a couple of minutes of having him inside her she said, "Oh, Ray, do it faster, I'm about ready to cum again." His strokes became faster and harder and she grunted out, "Oh...oh...oh god yes." It took him a bit longer to reach orgasm. When they were done, she asked him if she could take a quick shower. After Ray took his shower, he drove her home. They stopped on the way at a McDonald's resturant for breakfast. When he dropped her off in front of her house, she knew she would be in trouble with her mom. But she knew that, whatever punishment her mom gave out, her night with Ray was worth it.

Dianne was drinking coffee when Sarah walked in. "Sarah, you were told to be home early. Instead, you stayed out all night. What do you have to say for yourself?" She had not thought about what she would say to her mom, but she wasn't scared. "I'm sorry, Mom. I know you're mad, but be mad at me and not at Ray. He was going to bring me home last night, but I wanted to go to his place. Ray's a good person, Mom." She bent down and gave her mom a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "If you want to ground me, I understand." Dianne took a sip of her coffee. "You're damn right I should ground you. What were you thinking?" But as she looked into her daughter's eyes she realized that there was something different about Sarah. Her own eyes softened, and she said, "This guy, Ray, he's special to you, isn't he." Sarah nodded her head. "I told your dad that you were staying over at a friend's house. I guess I wasn't lying. Are you planning on seeing him again?" Sarah was glad her mom wasn't angry anymore. "Oh god, Mom, I hope so."

The following week was torture for Sarah. She worried that Ray wouldn't want to see her again. She also worried that if he did, her mom would not allow her to be with him. On Monday, just to keep herself busy, she went to Pandora's Box to talk to Richard. She showed him her notes on the ideas she had for some new videos. Richard looked at the notes and said he would consider them for production. He also gave Sarah a check for her part in last week's video. It was for only Six Hundred Dollars. He tried to explain that keeping the cost of the videos down was the only way he could compete with Globe and stay in business. Sarah didn't argue with him about the money.

When she got back home she endorsed the back of the check and gave it to her mom. Dianne looked at the check in her hand and said, "You know, it would be so easy for me to say 'Sarah, you earned this money. You keep it.' But I'm not taking the easy way out. I'm going to deposit this check in mine and your dad's bank account, and hope you learned something." Sarah smiled, kissed her mom on the cheek, and said, "It's OK, Mom, I want you and Dad to have it. It makes me feel less guilty about Dad missing work because of me." That night she had another dream about Robin.

In the dream, Robin was leading her by the hand down a long hallway. Suddenly, Robin's mother appeared. Robin said to her, "Mom, I'm leaving. But you can have this one if you want." Sarah found herself being shoved towards Robin's mother. The woman took her hand and they walked in the other direction. Then they were backstage at "THE BEER JOINT". Billy Clyde Porter was performing and Robin's mother shoved Sarah out on the stage. Billy Clyde asked her to sing a song. She started singing "IT WASN'T GOD WHO MADE HONKY TONK ANGELS", But her voice was croaking like a frog's. That's when she realized she was only wearing panties. She was embarassed and tried to cover herself. A man in the audience yelled out, "JUSUS CHRIST, GET OFF THE FUCKIN' STAGE." When she woke up, she didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

Richard called her the next day. He liked her ideas for some of the new videos and asked if she could come to the studio the following day. The video would be part of a series (she hoped) for her and Stephanie called PEACHES & CREAM. Sarah knew that a lot of men like to see one man having sex with two girls at the same time.

The video would again be made late in the afternoon to accomodate Stephanie's school schedule. The video's script had Sarah and Stephanie selling magazine subscriptions door to door. Their male costar was Jake Tyson. Jake had curly blonde hair and when they were all naked, Sarah got a surprise. All of Jake's body hair was as blonde as the hair on his head. It took Sarah a while to become aroused as the three of them took turns performing oral sex with one another. She kept thinking about Ray. Having sex with him had felt so much different than with any of her other sex partners. She was now wishing she could have done the video with just Stephanie. At the end of the video, she was lying on her back with Jake between her legs, fucking her. Stephanie was sitting over face, holding her pussy open so Sarah could get her tongue inside. Her own pussy was starting to feel good with Jake's cock slowly sliding in and out of it. But when Stephanie leaned forward and began licking her clit, it sent her over the edge. With her mouth full of Stephanie's cunt, all she could do was grunt. "Umh...ah...ahhhh." Half a minute later she felt his semen dripping down on her stomach.

By Friday she was a nervous wreck, worrying if Ray would want to see her again. She did a few chores around the house. Then, to kill time, she took her sister outside to play. Her mom was waiting for her when she came back in the house. "Sarah, your friend, Ray, called while you were outside. He said he needed to do some grocery shopping and wanted to know if you could go with him." She stopped talking and looked at her older daughter. Sarah's face lit up and her eyes got as big as saucers. "Young lady, tell me why I should let you go with him, after what happened last week." Sarah wasn't sure if she could talk her mom into it. "You were right when you said that Ray was special to me. I've had a crush on him ever since I was six years old. He could have had sex with me back then, but he didn't. Mom, he's always been good to me. I've never felt this way about anybody else."

Dianne tried to understand what Sarah was telling her. This was the first time, in a long time, that she had seen her daughter looking truly happy. She didn't tell Sarah about the rest of the conversation she had with Ray. He had said to her, "Mrs. Michaels, I know that my relationship with Sarah seems strange. When I look at her, I see a very sexy little girl. But when we talk, it's like I'm talking to somebody much wiser than a girl her age, even wiser than myself. I promise I won't do anything to hurt her or cause problems with your family. If you want me to stop seeing her, I will."

Dianne took a deep breath. "Sarah, I pray to God that your father doesn't find out what you're doing, and what I'm allowing you to do. If he finds out you're seeing a grown man, believe me, there will be hell to pay, and that includes me, you, and Ray." Sarah hugged her mom and began anticipating seeing Ray again. As part of the agreement, she promised not to stay overnight and to be home early.

She and Ray ate hamburgers and fries for dinner before going shopping. But when they were in the store, Sarah saw a young girl with shoulder length blonde hair. The girl was shorter than her and a little bit heavier. Sarah's heart started racing and before she could stop herself, she was walking up to the girl. "Oh my god, Stacy, where have you been?" The girl turned around and Sarah quickly saw that it wasn't Stacy. Hurt and embarassed, she muttered, "I'm sorry. I thought you were someone else." Ray was confused, and she had to explain to him what happened. What she didn't tell him or anyone else, for that matter, was that she was having more dreams about Stacy and Robin.

For a few minutes after her encounter with the girl she found herself feeling depressed. But she was with Ray and she quickly perked up. When the shopping was done and they were back in Ray's vehicle, he reached over and patted her thigh affectionately. She was wearing shorts and the touch of his hand on her bare flesh caused her to start getting wet. "Maybe I should take you home first." She thought for a bit before answering. "No, let's go to your place first and I can help you put your groceries away."

It only took five minutes to put everything away. He had his back to her and she put her arms around him and said, "Ray, make love to me again." He gently pulled her arms from him and turned and faced her. "Sarah, I promised your mom I would have you home early." She took his hand and put it down the front of her shorts and inside her panties. In a husky voice, she said, "Feel how wet I am. Do you see what you have done to me?" His fingers rubbed her wet pussy and then he pushed her up against the refrigerator and kissed her. "It will have to be quick." She giggled and said, "I'm more than ready." He pulled her shorts and panties down and knelt down and began licking her swollen clit. They then went into the living room and took off their clothes. She sucked on his cock for several minutes before slowly sitting down on it. She slid up and down on it, feeling the orgasm building inside her. "Oh Ray....oh god, Ray...umh!" While she was cumming she rocked back and forth on his cock. Finally, he grunted, "Jeez, here it comes."

The following day Sarah's relationship with Ray came to a grinding halt. Her dad had seen her getting out of Ray's vehicle late the preceding evening. He had also seen her kiss Ray goodnight. She didn't try to lie her way out of it when he confronted her. She tried her best to convince him that Ray was a good man, and that he was not trying to corrupt her. It didn't work. She was immediately grounded indefinitely. Her mom tried to intervene on her part. She told Russell that Sarah was finally starting to smile again. But while Dianne grudgingly accepted that her daughter was dating an adult, all Russell wanted was to kick Ray's ass. Russell was working on a different job that was closer to home. He was home every night and he made sure that Sarah stayed home. He tried to overlook her depressed mood, but by the second week it got to him. He talked to Dianne and they agreed that Sarah could continue see Ray, but it had to be done out in the open. She couldn't see him behind their backs and she was not to stay at his place overnight.

Chapter #28

Sarah knew that her relationship with Ray was a bit odd, but she was content. Two weeks had passed since her parents had allowed her to see him openly. Ray had a friend whose teenage daughter was in the cast of her high school musical. On Saturday night they went to the school's auditorium to see her perform in the play "SOUTH PACIFIC". This was the first time that Sarah had ever seen live theatre. She sat, captivated, watching and listening to the singing and dancing. And as she watched, the idea that had been slowly growing in her mind since she had first seen the photo of Stephanie Tabor now suddenly became crystal clear. She smiled to herself as she now knew what she was going to do.

After the play was over and they were back in Ray's vehicle, she thought of how she would bring up the subject to him, since he was a big part of her plan. She put her hand on his arm as he was driving. But when he turned to look at her she lost her nerve, and to break the awkward silence, she started singing. "I'm gonna wash that man right outa my hair; I'm gonna wash that man right outa my hair...."

"Ahh....oh god...Ray, wait. Wait a minute. Oh, that feels so good. Ray, please stop." They were in bed, with Sarah sitting on top of Ray. His cock was making slurping sounds as it went in and out of her wet pussy. For some reason she decided now was as good a time as any to tell him about her idea. When he stopped thrusting up into her she said, "Ray, I have an idea. Why don't you and I start our own video production company?" She waited for him to answer her but all he did was put his arm around her and, without losing penetration, roll her over on to her back. He began to slowly move his cock in and out of her again. She let out a long sigh as she felt herself getting ready to cum. She reached up and kissed his hairy chest and said, "Oh Ray, I love you. Keep doing it like that, I'm almost ready to cum. Umh...yes!" She wrapped her legs and arms around him and felt his thrusts become faster and harder. He simply said, "Oh god." She could feel her pussy being filled up with his warm, sticky semen.

For a few minutes they lay quietly in each other's arms. Sarah raised up and said, "Ray, what did you think of my idea?" He gently ran his hand through her hair. "Is that bump you got on your head a while back still bothering you?" She smiled and kissed him. "No, it's not bothering me, but I'm serious about us starting up our own company. It's something I've been thinking about for a long time." Ray got out of bed and began putting his clothes on. "Sarah, we need to get going. If I don't have you home by a decent hour, your parents will never let us see each other again." Reluctantly, Sarah began putting her own clothes on.

On the ride home she kept talking about her plan. "Ray, you're the best cameraman I've ever met. You know everything about making videos and I've got lots of ideas for new movies and videos. I'm tired of producers and directors telling what to do or what I can't do. How about it?" She waited for him to answer, and when he didn't, she tried a different approach. What she was about to say was painful. "Ray, do you really want to install security cameras for the rest of your life?" She knew it hurt him, and it hurt her to say it. "Sarah, do you know how much money it would take to do that.? Not only do you need equipment and a place to make the videos, you need money to pay the performers. It would take at least a Hundred Thousand Dollars, probably more. From what I've heard, most of your money went to that high-priced lawyer. And believe me, I don't have any money."

Sarah was prepared for this. "We could get a loan from the bank. Banks do that all the time." Ray just shook his head. "No bank is going to loan a young girl any money. And since my divorce, my credit sucks. I'm sorry, but a bank loan is out of the question." But Sarah wouldn't let go of it. "What about when you get another person to say that they will guarantee that the money is paid back. Don't they call that co-signing, or something?" She thought he was going to laugh at her. "Who do you have in mind? Your parents can't do it and neither can mine."

That's when she dropped her little bomb on him. "I know somebody that can, somebody that owes me a lot." He looked at her but said nothing. So she went on. "Mr. Leo Schwartz has lots of money, and I'm sure the bank would let him co-sign for our little loan." This time Ray did laugh. "You're out of your mind, Sarah. You and I are the last people in the world Leo would help. To him, we're just something that he would scrape from the bottom of his shoe." Sarah raised her voice a little. "Ray, he owes me. He ruined my career." She waited until she had calmed down before continuing. "Ray, listen to me. Mr. Schwartz lied in court. I know that's a crime. Well, there were security cameras at the ATM machine and also in the parking lot. If we can get those security tapes and show them to him, he'll help us. He won't want to go to jail and besides that, he won't want to be embarassed in front of his friends and the people he works with."

Ray wasn't easy to convince. "The bank and whoever controls the parking lot at the strip mall aren't going to hand the security tapes over to you and me. The only way they would give up those tapes would be for a court ordered search warrant. You and I don't work for the prosecutor's office." Sarah dropped her second bomb on him. "Maybe not you or me, but I know someone who does. Mr. Tabor owes me a favor, too." By the time they pulled up in front of Sarah's house, Ray was still trying to talk her out of it. "You're right, Sarah, I do know how to make videos. But making a video and selling it are two different things. I know very little about video and film distribution. Child erotica is a business, and I'm afraid that you and I just don't know enough about the business end of it." They sat in Ray's Blazer for several minutes talking about it. Then Sarah got one more idea. "What if we get Richard Booth to help us? He knows all about selling videos. He's been doing it for years."

It took two more days of talking on the telephone to get Ray to agree with her. He told her that if she could get Don Tabor to somehow get the security tapes showing Leo Schwartz and Sarah together he would go along with her idea. At first she was elated that her plan was finally starting to take shape. But reality set in when she had to actually go to Tabor. She decided to go to his office instead of his home. She didn't really want Stephanie to know what she was doing. If it didn't work out, she still wanted to remain friends with her.

"Are you crazy? Do you know what you're asking me to do?" She was in Tabor's office, with the door closed. She knew he would balk at the idea and she knew that she had to be very insistent. "If the mayor or the district attorney finds out, I'll be disbarred. I'll lose my job, my pension, everything." He was upset and she knew it was important for her to stay calm. In a level voice she said, "I've already lost everything, Mr. Tabor." Guiltily, he lowered his eyes, and she knew she had him. But to make sure, she added, "If you do this for me, I promise I'll make your daughter a superstar within a year."

It took more than a week, but she got what she wanted, and more, from Tabor. When she went to his house to pick it up, she found that he had put all the security footage onto a generic DVD (she later found that there was footage of her and Schwartz in the stairway of the hotel). As she took it from him he said, "Thank you for being friends with Stephanie. She likes you and she looks up to you." The kind words caught her off guard. "I like her, too. And like I said, I'll turn her into a superstar."

Her second sentence was more hope than fact. She knew what she wanted to do, but there were things ahead of her that she would have no control over. "Why didn't you just admit that you were with Leo that night?" She had turned and was walking back towards the taxi. His question made her turn around and face him. "I wasn't after you. I was in that resturant with a friend when I saw you and Leo. I followed the two of you to the hotel." He stopped talking and Sarah thought he was getting ready to cry. He gathered his thoughts and went on speaking. "You're just a little girl, and I thought you would cave in and tell the truth about being with Leo if I put some pressure on you. All I wanted was to embarass him in public, show the world what a slime he is. Why were you willing to go so far to protect that bastard?" She wished she could tell him the truth. All she could say was, "I have my reasons." Tabor added, "If you're going after Leo with what's on that DVD, be careful. What you're about to do has a name. It's called blackmail, and it's a crime. If you get caught, I won't be able to help you. And there's nobody that will be able to help me."

Now that she had the video footage of her and Schwartz together she assumed that the hardest part of her plan was over. But their plan hit a snag. Schwartz refused to take any of their phone calls. At first Sarah was so frustrated that she just wanted to take a copy of it and give it to his wife, but she didn't know where he lived. Then she remembered that she still had Mary Phipps' cell phone number. That night she called Mary and they chatted for a bit. They talked about the people still working at Globe and then they talked about Sarah's arrest and trial.

Sarah told Mary that she needed to get in touch with Schwartz but he would not accept her calls. She asked if there was some place that he went where she would be able to run into him. Mary told her that he had a standing reservation at The Excalibur Club every Wednesday afternoon for lunch. The Excalibur Club was a resturant where the richest and most elite people in the area ate. "Sarah, why are you so intent on seeing Leo? He's already made it clear that he doesn't want to see you. You're not thinking of doing something stupid, are you?" She assured Mary that she wasn't going to do anything stupid. But after hanging up the phone she smiled. Yes, something stupid is exactly what she need to do.

Part of what she needed she found in the basement of her house. There was a box of her old clothes that her mom was going to give away. She dug out a small pair of shorts that were too small for her now. She also found an old halter top that she could barely get on. It didn't match the pair of shorts but that was unimportant. A large purse that her mom didn't use anymore would come in handy. She was getting ready to walk back upstairs when she saw something else from her early childhood. It was a whoopee cushion that she had once considered as one of her toys. The rest of what she needed would be found at Pandora's Box.

The following Tuesday evening she went over and over in her head what she would say to Schwartz when she saw him. Ray had made several copies off the original DVD. She would take one with her to give to Schwartz so that there would be no doubt in his mind that she and Ray were serious. She hadn't told Ray what she was about to do and she was a little nervous about facing Leo by herself. But she was confident that she could pull it off. Her plan was to embarass Leo in front of the rich people he liked to associate with.

Late Wednesday morning she took a taxi to Pandora's Box. When she got there, Richard was shooting a video with two little six year old girls. They were naked and licking each other's pussies. One of them let out a long, low sigh. Sarah was tempted to stay and watch, but what she was about to do was more important. She went to the small wardrobe room and looked at the different wigs. She picked out a blonde one that was not in good shape. She also picked up a pair of high heel shoes. She got into the supply of makeup and hurriedly put on lipstick, rouge and eye shadow. She then took another taxi to The Excalibur Club. She had the driver let her out two blocks away, where there was a McDonald's resturant.

She went in to the restroom and started getting ready. She closed the door to the stall and began changing clothes. She had worn shorts, tee shirt and sandals. She carefully folded the shorts and tee shirt and put them in the large purse. She took out the old pair of shorts and put them on. They were so small that her panties were showing at the bottom. So she removed her panties and put the shorts back on. A good portion of each buttock was exposed, but that made the whole image even better. She put the halter on and finally the high heels. She put her sandals in the purse and then carefully inflated the whoopee cushion.

The high heels were too big and made it difficult to walk the two blocks to her destination. She hid around the corner of the resturant, waiting and watching for Schwartz. She was well aware that people walking and driving by were staring at her. Part of the reason was the silliness of her costume, but part was due to the fact that she was showing a lot of skin. She squatted down to adjust the shoes and noticed that anybody looking at her crotch could easily see the lips of her pussy. She quickly straightened up and waited. In a few minutes she saw Schwartz's Mercedes pull into the resturant's parking lot. She walked over and met him at the entrance to the parking lot.

In a loud voice she said, "Mr. Schwartz, how are you?" He glanced down at her and said, "Who are you? What do you want?" When he recognized her, he said, "Oh my god. I didn't know it was Halloween." A car was waiting to get into the lot. The driver became impatient and honked his horn. Sarah looked briefly at Schwartz, then turned to the car's driver and yelled loudly, "BLOW IT OUT YOUR ASS, YA SONOFABITCH!" Schwartz's eyes got big at her use of profanity. In a normal tone of voice she said to him, "You've been ignoring mine and Ray's phone calls. This is the only way I had to talk to you." Before starting to walk away from her he said, "The two of you are no longer employed by Globe. I have nothing to say to either of you." She followed him inside the resturant. It was the most elegant room she had ever seen. In a hushed tone she said, "We have a video of you and I going into the hotel the night Robin was murdered. You lied at my trial about that." He cut her off quickly. "Don't try to intimidate me." She looked at him for just a few seconds. In a very loud voice, sounding like she was telling him a story, she said, "LEO, WHEN THAT COCKSUCKER FELL ON HIS ASS, I LAUGHED SO HARD THAT I PISSED ALL OVER MYSELF!" He grabbed her arm and hissed, "SHH...lower your voice." In a lower tone she went on. "Why won't you talk to us? There are three other copies of this video. One for the prosecutor, one for your board of directors, and one for your wife. What do you think...." Again he cut her off. "Don't think for a minute that you can blackmail me." And again she raised her voice. "SO I TOLD THAT MOTHERFUCKER THAT HE HAD BETTER GET OUT OF MY GODDAMN FACE, OR ELSE I'D RIP HIS BALLS OFF!" In her normal speaking voice she said, "There's lots more where that came from."

People in the resturant were beginning to stare at them. She smiled sweetly at him as he said, "Good God, watch your language. These are my friends and associates." She started talking again. "Are you going to talk to us. All we want is for you to cosign a loan to us for Two Hundred Thousand Dollars." His face became red with anger. In a harsh whisper he said, "Are you out of your fucking mind?" She opened the purse and took out the DVD. She handed it to him, but kept the purse open. She lifted her left foot off the floor a few inches, grimaced, and squeezed the whoopee cushion. The sound that came from inside the purse nearly rattled the windows. "JEEZ, WHERE'S THE SHITTER AT? I GOTTA TAKE A DUMP!" She could see that he was becoming embarassed and humiliated. "Like I said, there's more of that. I plan to come here every week until I get what I want." He closed his eyes and was silent for a moment before saying, "OK, OK, OK. Tell Martinelli to call me tomorrow. Really, Sarah, I can't believe how low you have sunk."

She wanted to scream at him about how low he had sunk in allowing her to be arrested and tried for murder when he knew she was innocent. Instead, she headed for the door. But she decided to take one more jab at him. Just as he was about to go to his table, she raised her voice and said to him, and everyone else in the resturant, "OK, LEO, I'LL GO HOME AND TAKE A BATH. I KNOW MY CUNT STINKS." Outside on the sidewalk she thought about what had just taken place. She was a little bit embarassed. She knew her vulgar language was a bit over the top and out of character for her. But what surprised her was the power she felt she had over Schwartz back there in the resturant. She wasn't quite sure just how that made her feel.

The next day Leo did take Ray's phone call. Originally, Sarah and Ray were going to ask for One Hundred Thousand Dollars but she decided to double it at the last minute. The following Tuesday they went to Schwartz's bank to finalize the deal. While they were waiting for Schwartz to arrive, Sarah mentioned to Ray about the gun she had seen in Leo's desk drawer. "Yeah, Leo's had that gun since before he started Globe. He would sometimes brag about having it. Hell, I'll bet the damn thing won't even fire." Sarah was still nervous, though, when he arrived at the bank. She had worn nice clothes and when he saw her he just grunted and said, "I'm glad to see you're looking different than you did the last time I saw you." The three of them went into the bank together but Sarah had to sit in the lobby while the two men took care of their business. It took at least half an hour to do all the paperwork. When they were done, Schwartz said nothing to either Sarah or Ray. He walked out of the bank, got in his car, and left. Ray said to Sarah as they got in his Blazer, "Maybe your dream is finally coming true. It looks like we're in business now."

Chapter #29

Before they could begin on their new venture, Ray needed to work out his two week notice to his employer. During the same time Sarah performed in three videos for Pandora's Box. Two of those videos were as a substitute for another girl. One of Richard's regular performers had to go out of town, and he asked Sarah to fill in for her. The first video was a threesome with a ten year old boy and a six year old girl, Keith and Jenny.

Sarah was surprised that the girl would actually be fucked on camera, because she seemed so young. Normally she did not like working with boys as young as Keith, but he seemed to know what he was doing and was able to stay erect throughout the video. She wished Jenny would have been a little bit cleaner. She had dirt under her fingernails and toenails. As the video was being shot and Sarah removed Jenny's clothes, she found that the younger girl was not wearing panties. To Sarah, not wearing panties as part of the storyline was one thing. But to not wear them in private sometimes could mean bad personal hygiene. But as her hands roamed over Jenny's body she forgot about it and started becoming aroused.

As she put her tongue between the pussy lips all she was aware of was a slightly salty taste. The two girls sucked on Keith's small cock for a while after eating each other. Then he lay on his back and Sarah lowered herself onto it. She rode up and down on it for about two minutes and already could feel her orgasm building up. Jenny was sitting on his face, sighing softly as he licked her clit. Sarah leaned forward and kissed Jenny on the mouth. This was not in the script and the girl seemed surprised at first. She tried kissing Sarah back but it was clear that she was not used to being kissed with any passion.

They changed positions, with Jenny laying on her back. Sarah helped guide Keith's cock into her tiny vagina. She then lowered her crotch over Jenny's face. The little girl was certainly experienced at eating pussy. Soon Sarah began to climax. "Umh, oh god that feels so good, Jenny." A minute later she heard Keith start grunting and knew that he was also climaxing. After he pulled his cock out of Jenny's slippery little cunt Sarah climbed between her legs and started licking her clit. Jenny said to her, "Keep doing that. Yeah, yeah...oh yes." Sarah looked at Jenny's face and could see her eyes were clenched tightly shut as the little girl squeezed her thighs tightly around her face.

The second video Sarah performed in was another in the "PEACHES & CREAM" series. At first she was looking forward to working with Stephanie again. But when she realized that there would also be a male performer, she started having second thoughts. His name was Wayne Stevens and was twenty years old, but he looked like he was only fifteen. Sarah thought that a few months ago she would have been attracted to the young man. He was good looking and he seemed like he was a nice guy. But since she and Ray had become lovers, things had changed. While they were shooting the video she became aroused by Stephanie's body. As Stephanie ate her pussy, Sarah could feel her own orgasm starting. But when Wayne started fucking her the orgasm faded. Her climax was faked, but nobody seemed to notice.

The third video was another one that she was a substitute performer. When she arrived at Richard's studio she saw an adult woman and a small girl. Richard introduced them to her as Brenda Kline and her daughter, Rachel. The little girl was beautiful. She had dark hair that was braided and very pale, white skin. Richard took Sarah aside and explained that Brenda was a friend of his and was wanting to get her daughter started in erotic videos. The girl was four years old and had never performed in front of the camera before.

Sarah tried playing games with the little girl but Rachel seemed reluctant to even take her clothes off. Richard then talked privately with Brenda for a minute. He asked Sarah if she would be willing to have sex with the woman, hoping that if Rachel saw them, she might become relaxed enough to do the video. When Sarah agreed, Brenda began getting undressed, but not before saying, "Richard, you had better keep the camera turned off."

She wasn't as pretty as her daughter but still she was attractive. She was very slim, with small breasts and she was tanned very dark over her entire body. Sarah could see that her pubic hair was trimmed so short that she could clearly see the lips of her pussy. There was an awkwardness between them at first. Brenda slowly ran her hands over Sarah's body, causing her to start getting wet. She put her hand between the woman's legs and began rubbing her clit. Brenda stood still for a while and said nothing. Then she suddenly got on her knees and began licking Sarah's pussy.

After a minute Sarah said, "Oh god, that feels so good." Then she leaned down and whispered in her ear, "Do you do this with Rachel?" Sarah was shocked to see that that the woman was embarassed. "It's OK. I love it when my mom and I have sex together." Brenda looked relieved and then she lay down on her back. In a low, husky voice she said, "Get on top of me." Sarah squatted over her face and then leaned forward and put her mouth on the fuzzy cunt lips. She pulled them open and began licking Brenda's clitoris. After five minutes of oral sex, she felt her orgasm getting close. When she felt a finger slide deep into her own pussy she began to convulse. She closed her eyes and said, "Oh god, yes, keep doing that. Yeah....oh, I'm starting to cum."

When the spasm ended, she looked up and saw Rachel watching them. She was looking intently at her mother's crotch and gently chewing on her lower lip. Finally, Brenda let out a long, loud sigh and said, "Oh god, that felt great." Sarah rolled off of her and sat on the floor, trying to catch her breath. When Brenda stood up, Rachel asked her, "Mommy, did that make you feel good?" Brenda kissed her daughter on the cheek and said, "Umh, yes sweetheart, it made me feel real good. Would you like to do that with Sarah?" Rachel looked at Sarah, then at her mother. She didn't say anything but she gave both of them a big smile.

Sarah washed herself off while Richard phoned in an order for pizza. The four of them ate lunch in the studio. After lunch they again tried to get Rachel to perform in the video with Sarah. It took a lot of coaxing, but they finally talked her into it. As Sarah gently pulled the little girl's shorts and panties down, she understood why Richard was putting so much effort into developing this child's career. She was very pretty. Other than Stephanie Tabor, there were no girls who Sarah would consider beautiful. "Do you like that?" Sarah had just started rubbing Rachel's little clit. Her pussy felt warm and sticky. She looked at Sarah and nodded her head. The camera was rolling. Richard was the only cameraman today.

Sarah finished undressing Rachel and had her lie down with her legs spread wide. She exposed the light pink flesh between the tiny cunt lips. Rachel's clitoris was now erect and Sarah wet her finger and rubbed back and forth on it. Then she knelt down and put her tongue on the little organ. As she began licking up and down the length of Rachel's pussy she muttered to herself, "Oh god." Her own pussy felt like it was drowning in its own juices. She kept licking until Rachel began to squirm vigorously underneath her. She unfastened her pants and slid one hand inside her panties. Rachel was moaning softly, but Sarah's moans were louder as she rubbed her own clit. That's when Richard had them trade places. Sarah quickly pulled her clothes off and lay on her back.

Rachel hesitated a bit before putting her little tongue in Sarah's pussy. She then spread the lips open and began licking like she had been doing it all her life. "Oh god, Rachel, keep doing it like that. Umh....suck on my clit. Oh god, yes, put your fingers inside me. Yes, that's it. I'm cumming now!" After several seconds. Sarah raised up and gave Rachel a hug. The little girl now had a big smile on her face. In her tiny voice, she asked, "Did I make you feel good?" Sarah caressed her small, round buttocks and said, "You most certainly did. I hope we can work together again."

Rachel and her mother left and Sarah went into the studio's small bathroom to sponge off. When she came out and got dressed, Richard spoke to her. "It's a shame Brenda wouldn't let me put that little scene on video. That was one of the more erotic things I've seen in a while. And I'm sorry, but I obviously can't pay you for it. For the one you just did with Rachel, though, I'll have your check next week." Sarah almost felt sorry for Richard. He seemed to be having trouble making ends meet. Would the money that she and Ray got from the bank be enough to get them started? Starting next week, the three of them would be partners. At least they would be for a while. She couldn't wait until she and Ray were completely on their own. As she was leaving, Richard said to her, "Sarah, you really liked doing that sex scene with Rachel, didn't you? Some people don't like working wih kids that young. It's a good thing that you do." Was her desire for little girls becoming obvious?

It was late in the afternoon when she got home and she was tired. Two orgasms close together took a lot out of her. She went to her room and lay down on the bed. She meant to just rest her eyes for a bit, but the next thing she knew her mom was standing over her. "Sarah, wake up. Get up, there's somebody downstairs to see you." It was Thursday and she wasn't expecting Ray to stop by. Perhaps he wanted to talk to her about their business.

She went into the bathroom and splashed some cold water on her face. She smiled at the prospect at seeing Ray. The smile quickly faded when she went downstairs and saw Detective Michael Hanes standing in the living room. "Hello, Sarah, how are you?" Sarah said nothing, but her mom did. "My daughter was found not guilty at her trial. She can't be charged again." In a very patient voice, he said, "That's correct. But Robin Marsh's death is still an open homicide investigation. I'm a police officer, but not a very good one. Because of my incompetence a while back, your daughter almost lost her life. I have to do a better job. Robin is dead and buried now, but I think we owe her some justice." Dianne looked at the floor and said nothing. "Mrs. Michaels, I had a bowl of chili for lunch and it's making me thirsty. Could you get me a glass of water, please?"

As soon as Dianne left the room, he began talking quickly to Sarah. His voice was quiet and serious. "Your friend, Ray Martinelli, really came through for you at the trial. Remember what I told you would happen to your mom if she lied about where you were? Well, that applies to Ray, too. If somebody, anybody at all, should come forward and say they saw him somewhere else, he'll be in big trouble."

Dianne brought the glass of water to him and he took a drink, thanked her, and then smiled. "Sarah, when I talked to people at Globe, they told me that you are wanting to make your own movies some day. I have something with me that might interest you." From the pocket of his suit jacket he pulled out a DVD. As soon as she saw it she thought of Leo Schwartz. It had no writing on it and it looked just as plain as the one she had given to him. The old man must have called her bluff. She had known all along that what she and Ray had done was illegal. The worst part was that she would be arrested in her own home in front of her mom.

Detective Hanes' smile was more like a smirk. The DVD player was in plain sight. Without asking permission, he popped it into the player. "Here, let me show you what I'm talking about." While he had his back to her, Sarah said a little prayer. "Please, God, get me out of this. At least don't let Mom see it." When he turned to face her the video started playing. For the first few seconds she couldn't make out what it was. Then she saw two young girls, and both were nude. One girl was lying on her back, while the other one licked her pussy. Sarah suddenly screamed when she recognized Robin and herself. "OH MY GOD, WHERE DID YOU GET THAT?" She tried to turn the player off, but he stopped her. "No, don't turn it off. This is good stuff." The quality of the video was not very good. Some times Robin's pink pussy could clearly be seen, with Sarah's tongue on her clitoris. Some times all that could be seen was Sarah's buttocks, as she moved about. Still smiling, Hanes said, "Correct me if I'm wrong, but I think they call this a 'static camera shot', because the camera stays stationary. The title of this little movie is 'ROBIN MARSH'S FIRST, LAST, AND ONLY ORGASM'." Sarah was beginning to cry. "Mom, please don't look at it. This was private. Nobody was supposed to see it." Her mom was standing behind her, not saying anything.

The video ended right after Sarah kissed Robin. Hanes never stopped smiling as he took the DVD out of the player. "Like I said, this is good stuff. Myself, I prefer adult women. But this got me excited." He removed a felt tip marker from his shirt pocket. "Sarah, do you know what would really make this DVD special?" She knew he was mocking her. So she looked into those smiling eyes and said nothing. He reached the marker towards her and said, "Autograph this for me." She sometimes dreamed of signing autographs for fans, but she never thought it would be like this. And Hanes was no fan.

Her mom spoke up. "Don't do it, Sarah. It's some kind of trick." The smile on Hanes' face got bigger. "Come on, Sarah, you're a big girl. Surely you can write your name." Angrily, she took the marker from him and quickly wrote her name on the DVD. She tried to hand the marker back to him. But instead of taking it from her, he stared at where she had written her name. He was still smiling, but the tone of his voice had changed. It was no longer mocking her.

"You're right-handed." It caught her off guard. "So? A lot of people are right-handed." He took the marker from her and put it back in his shirt pocket. "There was a piece of evidence that didn't come up at the trial. The medical examiner found a bruise on Robin's right cheek." When Sarah didn't see the significance of this, he tried to explain. "What that means is, whoever hit her was probably left-handed." The smile had now completely left his face. "Sarah, I'm sorry. I know that you've been through a lot in the past few months, but I had to be sure. Mrs. Michaels, I would like to apologize to you, also." Sarah sat down in a chair, her knees had started shaking.

Hanes started walking towards the front door, but stopped and turned around. He pulled a photo out of his other suit pocket. "Oh, by the way, have you ever seen this?" Sarah looked at the photo. It was of a piece of paper with writing on it. She shook her head and started to hand it back to him. But then she remembered something. "Wait a minute. Let me look at it again." She folded down one corner of the photo, being careful not to crease it. Then she asked Hanes, "Is that a chocolate candy wrapper?" He nodded his head. "Yes, they found traces of chocolate on it. Do you recognize it?" The foreign name on the wrapper had confused her for a minute. "Yes. Mr. Schwartz had a bowl of these on his desk." The smile was returning to Hanes' face. "That's very interesting. Thank you." Sarah didn't know it at the time, but she had just set in motion events that would change the lives of several people, two in particular.

After Detective Hanes had left, Sarah turned to Dianne and said, "Mom, please sit down. I have something to talk to you about." Dianne sat down across from her, took her hand, and said, "What is it, Honey. You can tell me anything." Sarah told her everything that happened the night Robin was killed. When she got to the part where Schwartz threatened to keep Russell from working, her mom started crying. "Oh god, Honey, I am so sorry that you had to go through all of this by yourself. Leo Schwartz doesn't have that kind of power. He's nothing but a big wind bag."

Chapter #30

Sarah and Ray were now officially in business for themselves, along with their partner, Richard Booth. They had sought out an attorney and had a contract drawn up. The name of the company was changed to "Pandora's Box Video". Ray and Richard would be equal partners in the new business. Sarah's name was not in the contract, but that was okay with her. She was willing to do whatever it took to make this a success. To help out, she volunteered to work without pay. All three of them agreed that they needed to hire some different girls, girls who were prettier than the ones currently working.

Sarah was well aware that both Ray and Richard knew about her high IQ. She decided to make a very real effort to not let that interfere with any of their business dealings. She did not want them to feel that she was somehow better, or smarter, than either one of them.

During the first month, business was slow. They placed ads in trade magazines for new girls. The few videos that Sarah had made for Richard sold fairly well, but not like the work she had done at Globe. Her popularity with the viewing public had waned. It was Richard who suggested that she reinvent herself. She came up with the idea for a new series of videos. It would be called "INTIMATE MOMENTS", and it would completely change the way the public perceived her.

In the past, she wore very little makeup. But the new video series would require her to wear more makeup, and to dress more seductively. She would appear as herself in the videos, but she would use more adult language. For the first video, she would ad lib all of the dialogue. She was wearing a pink negligee and matching panties. "Hello. My name is Sarah Michaels. Do you like what I'm wearing?" The camera panned down from her face, all the way down to the crotch of her panties. "You know, I've always loved sex. How about you? Is your cock getting hard? I hope so. Look at my pussy. Can you see how wet it's getting?" She had pulled the panties down just a little and was spreading the hairless lips apart. She then began to slowly masturbate herself. "Unzip your pants and pull that cock out. Oh god, it looks so big. Stroke it for me. Yeah, that's it. I need someone to fuck me. I wish you were here with me."

As she was talking, she had been looking directly into the camera. She closed her eyes for a bit and continued masturbating. Then she looked away from the camera. Ray was operating the camera today and she felt a little self-conscious. "Oh, look, here comes my big stud, Cory." Cory Adams was one of Richard's regular male performers. Ray's camera followed her as she stood up and began rubbing herself against Cory. She unfastened his pants and got his penis out. It was already starting to get erect. She pulled gently on it before putting it into her mouth. After sucking on it for several minutes, she pulled her panties all the way off and laid down on her back.

Cory began licking her cunt. As he licked her clit, he also put one finger all the way inside her vagina. Then he took his clothes off and slowly put his cock where his finger had been. Sarah looked directly at the camera again and said, "I'm pretending this is your cock inside me. Oh god, it feels so good." She and Cory continued having intercourse, changing positions a few times. Then he whispered to her, "I'm ready to cum." He was fucking her from behind at the time. "Oh god, I can't stand it. Your cock is driving me wild. Oh yes, I'm cumming now." She slid forward so that Cory's cock came out of her pussy. She turned around and immediately began sucking on it. It only took about five seconds and her mouth was filled with semen. She opened her mouth and let it slowly run down her chin and onto her chest.

When the scene was over and Cory had left, Sarah went to Ray. She had to explain something to him. "Ray, that was just acting. I had to fake my orgasm. The sex didn't mean anything." He was busy putting the camera away. When he turned to her he said, "It's okay, Sarah. I understand." But did he really understand? There was a look in his eyes that she had not seen before, and it bothered her.

Gradually, they began hiring new people. Sarah was against putting anybody under contract, and Ray and Richard seemed to agree. Mistakes were made and learned from. One of the first of the new girls was to do a full penetration video. She was only seven but seemed eager to get started. The video was proceding fine through the early oral sex part. When it came time for her to actually start fucking, she balked. She started crying and saying that she was afraid that it would hurt. Sarah couldn't believe it. "Are you still a virgin?", she asked the girl. Ray blew up. "Holy shit!" Richard just shook his head. The video was scrapped and the girl was told that she could go home. But, they still had to pay the male performer for his time. Sarah told Ray and Richard that she wanted to interview any new girls in private.

She had second thoughts about the decision almost immediately. The first girl she interviewed was Vickie Harris. Vickie arrived at the studio with her mother. She had just turned eight years old. When Sarah saw the girl's shoulder lenght blonde hair, she stopped and stared. The girl looked so much like Stacy Marcum that it scared her. In Richard's office, with Vickie's mother present, she asked questions that Richard had told her to ask. She found that Vickie had made a few videos for a little-known company called "Porn by Peter". She finally asked Vickie's mother if she could talk to her daughter in private.

When they were alone, Sarah asked, "Would you mind taking your clothes off so that I can see what you look like nude?" Vickie never hesitated. She quickly got undressed and Sarah could see that she still had some of her baby fat. Although a little plump, her body seemed very appealing. Her skin was pale white and her buttocks were incredibly round. "I need to ask you a question. Are you still a virgin?" Vickie shook her head. "Would you mind if I find out for myself?" In a voice barely audible, she said, "OK, go ahead." She may have looked like Stacy, but she sure didn't sound like her.

With the fingers of one hand, Sarah spread Vickie's pussy apart. She put the middle finger of her other hand in her mouth and wet it. Slowly she slid the finger all the way inside the tiny vagina. It felt warm and sticky. As the finger went in, she heard Vickie say softly, "Oh....." Sarah looked up quickly and asked, "Are you alright?" Vickie's eyes were closed. She opened them, wet her lips and said, "Yeah, I'm fine." Sarah could feel the cunt muscles tighten around her finger. She removed her finger and asked another question. "How do you feel about having sexual intercourse with adult men? Does it bother you?" For the first time she saw a smile on the girl's face. "No, I don't mind doing it, as long as they don't have great big dicks." There was a pause, and then she added, "Except for my uncle. I don't like doing it with him." Sarah needed to know if there were any problems, so she asked, "Why? What's wrong with your uncle?" Vickie looked down at the floor and said, "He cums too fast. It's no fun doing it with him." Sarah suppressed the laugh building inside her, but she was a little shocked when Vickie said, "Are we going to have sex now?" Sarah had to admit to herself that she was tempted. But she was striving to appear prefessional. And besides, Vickie's mother was just outside. She returned the younger girl's smile and said, "Not now, but maybe later."

One very significant event happened at the end of that first month. Robin Marsh's killer was finally arrested. It was a small, but sensational story in southern California and like most other poople, Sarah followed it in the newspaper and on television. But she had a source of information that was not available to everyone else. Donald Tabor was prosecuting the case and his daughter, Stephanie, talked to Sarah about it.

As soon as Detective Hanes had left Sarah's house, he had gone to Tabor to ask for a court order for Schwartz's DNA. Sarah was well aware that Tabor knew that Leo couldn't be the killer. Stephanie had told her earlier that he had been formally reprimanded by his superiors for mishandling Sarah's murder trial. Sarah tried to imagine his anguish when Hanes told him that he wanted to get Leo's DNA. Another courtroom screw up could cost him his job.

But he must have still hated Schwartz, because he agreed to get the order. But Sarah could not imagine what went on inside Tabor when the results of the DNA test came back. It matched the semen sample found in Robin's vagina. She was shocked when she heard the news. But then she remembered the strange, sweet odor on Schwartz's penis when she had sex with him. She knew that Robin had trouble with her pussy not getting wet enough and having to use lubricating gel.

Leo Schwartz was immediately arrested. To save himself, he showed Tabor and the police the security footage of him with Sarah on that night. Sarah again tried to imagine what Tabor was thinking when he saw the exact same footage that he had given her. Although the footage clearly proved that Schwartz was innocent, Tabor wouldn't let go of him. Because he had lied in open court, Schwartz was charged with perjury and obstruction of justice. But Leo, always a deal maker, had one more ace up his sleeve. Through his attorney, he agreed to cooperate with the police in their search for the man responsible for the other semen sample found on Robin. In exchange for his cooperation, he was granted immunity from prosecution.

Three days later the highway patrol stopped a dark blue Toyota Camry for speeding. When the traffic cop ran the drivers license, he immediately unholstered his gun. The driver, Carl Portman, was arrested and booked for second degree murder. Television cameras recorded him as he was brought into the police station. His glasses were broken and he had a bloody nose from a scuffle with the arresting officer. As he he was led in, he held his head down. But then he looked into the camera and shouted, "THOSE LITTLE B-----S ALL THOUGHT THEY WERE BETTER THAN ME!" Sarah shuddered when she saw Portman on television. She was stunned when she found out that he was Leo's biological son, but not surprised that he was Robin's killer. She hoped that the whole sad mess of Robin's murder was now over.

It was not over for Schwartz, though. The board of directors at Globe voted him out as chairman and fired him. The company had been leaking cash for a long time and they suspected Leo was the source of the leak, but could never prove it. Then his wife, Naomi, started divorce procedeings against him. Besides Globe Entertainment, Leo also dealt in real estate. Most of the money that he had skimmed from Globe had been put into offshore bank accounts. Naomi knew the numbers for these bank accounts and she had everything frozen. Leo's troubles made the news, but Sarah tried to ignore it. She had other things to worry about now.

They did another video in the "INTIMATE MOMENTS" series, this time featuring Stephanie Tabor. Sarah experimented at directing a video. It wasn't directing so much as it was coaching. Stephanie, like most other young girls, was not adept at using secuctive, adult language. Sarah made suggestions and helped guide her through the video. On the following afternoon, Vickie Harris was called in. Ray and Richard wanted to get her started as quickly as possible.

During the interview, Sarah had forgotten to ask Vickie how she felt about having sex on camera with other girls. She assumed that she would be OK with it, judging by their conversation during the interview. Sarah would be her partner today. As soon as she touched the other girl's naked flesh, she felt her pussy begin to get wet. She slid her hand between Vickie's legs and pushed a finger inside her cunt. It was just as wet as hers. Vickie got on her back and Sarah began licking her clitoris. She felt Vickie's soft thighs close around her face. She then heard Richard whisper, "Vickie, open your legs. The world wants to see that beautiful little pussy of yours."

Ray was operating the other camera and Sarah tried not to think about it. The two girls got into a sixty-nine position, with Vickie on top. Sarah let out a little "oh" when she felt her own clit being licked. She smiled, not just because it felt good, but because Vickie knew what she was doing. Sarah knew that this girl had potential. But after a few minutes, all she could think about was that sweet orgasm that she knew was coming. One minute later, Vickie raised her head from Sarah's crotch, turned and said, "Oh, Sarah, oh god I'm cumming." Another minute went by and finally Sarah said, "Ahh....oh yes, I'm there now, too." But when she looked up, she saw Ray. His eyes were bright and she thought she saw a large bulge in the crotch of his pants.

It was early evening when they were done with the video. Sarah wash herself off in the restroom and she and Ray left. Instead of taking her to her house, he first stopped at his apartment. As soon as they were inside, he was all over her. He kissed her and ran his hands over her small body. She was tired and would have been happy to take a nap on his couch. But, she wanted to please him. He got her on the bed and removed her jeans and panties. He immediately began kissing and licking her pussy. After a few minutes, he removed his own pants and underwear and crawled between her legs.

Sarah felt only slightly aroused when he slid his cock in her. She would have preferred to have been on top, that way she could have more control of the tempo of their sex. At first his thrusts into her were slow and gentle, and she could feel her cunt begin to tingle. But when he began pumping into her faster and faster, she knew he would be cumming soon. She reached her hand down and began rubbing her clit. Ray grunted loudly and she could feel her pussy filling up with his semen. She continued rubbing her clit for another minute and finally she said, "Oh god, Ray, that was fast. I'm cumming, too." She kissed him on the cheek and said, "I love you." She curled up in his arms for a short while before he took her home.

A week later, Ray and Richard went to talk to a potential new performer. While they were gone, Sarah gave the studio a good cleaning. The studio wasn't the only thing needing a good cleaning. They had all been working late the past few nights and Sarah had been taking sponge baths in the restroom. So when she got home she decided to soak in the bathtub. She also needed to shave her legs.

But as she was washing herself, she saw something new on her body. There were a few strands of dark hair growing around the lips of her pussy. She didn't know how long she stared at her own crotch. In the back of her mind she knew that this day would come. But now that it was here she couldn't believe it. Her performing career was over. In child erotica, pubic hair was not welcomed. She took a deep breath and let the water out of the tub. She got her razor and prepared to shave her legs. She looked at her crotch again, and then at the razor. She quickly shaved her legs and put the razor away. She went to bed, but sleep wouldn't come. So she slipped into a pair of shorts and a shirt and went downstairs and watched television with her mom and little sister.

She told nobody about her new physical development. When she went to the studio the next day, Ray and Richard told her that they were planning on hiring the new girl and putting her under contract. Privately, she disagreed with them. Having any performer under contract meant that they would be obligated to keep that performer busy, and that made her nervous. On the following Monday, the new girl and her mother showed up.

Sarah got a jolt as she saw them walk in. The girl didn't really look like Robin Marsh, but that's who Sarah was reminded of when she saw her. She was younger and smaller than Robin, and while Robin's blonde hair had some natural curl in it, this girl's blonde hair hung straight down her back. The two men brought her over to Sarah and introduced her. "Sarah, please meet Miss Taylor Banks, and her mother, Susan." Sarah noticed that her heart had sped up. She said hello to both of them and felt surprised when the girl smiled at her and said, "Hi, Sarah, I've heard a lot about you. I'm happy to finally meet you." Taylor was beautiful, just like Robin. Sarah worried that this new girl would turn out to be a little diva, just like Robin. But, she also worried that she would be sexually attracted to her, just like she was to Robin.

Pandora's contract with Taylor guaranteed that she would do one video per week. They wasted no time. She did her first video the next week and Sarah watched as Taylor sucked on her video partner's cock. She was on top of him and she maoned softly as he ran his tongue over her clit. The two of them began fucking in various positions. Sarah saw immediately that there was a major difference between Taylor and Robin. Taylor was thoroughly enjoying the sex and she needed no artificial lubrication. "Oh god, yes, I'm cumming , I'm cumming." She was on top, riding up and down on her partner's slippery penis.

The video had no real script or dialogue. Both performers were told to ad lib any dialogue. Sarah could see that Taylor's eyes were closed and her teeth bared as rode out her orgasm. She opened her eyes and said, "You haven't cum yet, have you. Don't worry, I'll take care of that." She pulled the still hard cock out of her cunt and put it in her mouth. She sucked it deep into her throat a couple of times, and then said out loud, "Oh god, I love the taste of my own pussy." A few seconds later semen could be seen dripping out of her mouth. She put some of it on her finger and stuck it in her mouth and swallowed it. Sarah now knew why Ray and Richard wanted this girl under contract.

It was Saturday night and Sarah was lying naked on Ray's bed. "Umh....yes, keep doing that." Ray's head was between her legs, his tongue flicking over her clitoris. She gently ran her fingers through his hair. He surprised her when he raised his head up and said, "I noticed you have a little something extra down here." She had forgotten to tell him about the few pubic hairs. "Oh god, Ray, I was going to tell you. What am I going to do?" She sat up and began sobbing. Ray got to his knees and she could see his penis sticking straight up. He crawled up next to her and held her as she continued crying. "Sarah, why are you crying? Every person goes through this." She wiped her eyes with the back of her hand. "But I'm not every person. I make erotic videos. Men who pay to watch me have sex and expect my pussy to be hairless. My career is over." She buried her face against his chest.

He held her in silence for a moment. "You can always shave the hair off, you know." She had finally cried herself out. "No, what good would that do? It would only grow back. Besides, if I'm growing up, I'll just have to face it. I'm sorry if I spoiled your evening." Ray had lost his erection and it was getting late. They both got dressed and he took her home.

When Sarah walked in the house, her mom was waiting with bad news. Old Pete Hazelbaker was in the hospital. He had one of the nurses to call and ask for Sarah to come and visit him. Dianne drove her to the hospital the next day. When Sarah went into his room and saw him in the bed, she immediately began sobbing. Pete looked like he had aged twenty years and he had lost a tremendous amount of weight. He smiled at her and said in a weak voice, "Shh, don't you cry, now. Hey, I've lived a full life."

When she finally got up the nerve to ask what was wrong with him, he told her it was cancer in his stomach. She then asked him how he was feeling at the moment. He gave a little chuckle and pointed to one of the IV bags. "Morphine, the greatest thing in the world. Sarah, dear, I had a reason for asking you to come here. And that was to thank you. You see, I have a son and daughter that I haven't seen in over twenty years. When I was younger, and they were about your age, I was a real bastard." He stoppped talking for a minute to rest. Then he went on. "I turned my back on them and their mother. Later, I tried to make things right with my kids. But they decided to turn their backs on me. And for too long I tried to tell myself 'So what'. If they didn't want me, then I didn't need them."

He again took a break. He looked directly into Sarah's eyes. "And then I met you. I realized what I had walked away from. So, I made another effort to get back in my children's lives. It hasn't been easy, but they're talking to me again. And I have you to thank for that." Sarah's mind had gone blank, so she said what was in her heart. "Mr. Hazelbaker, I mean Pete, I should be the one thanking you. You're one of the few friends that I have. You never tried to judge me for what I do. And with all the screw ups in my life, I appreciate that." His smile got bigger. "The morphine's working. Young lady, you have lived more, and done more, than most adults. You just keep living that way."

Pete died two weeks later. Sarah attended his funeral and was surprised to find that she was mentioned in his will. Most of his money went to pay his medical bills. She went to the attorney's office for the reading of the will. She was presented with a box, with the instructions that it was to be opened in private. Inside was a smaller box and a tape cassette. A note told her to play the cassette first. She heard old Pete's last words, saying,"Sarah, the campany that manufactured the DVD's for the movie 'OKLAHOMA ROSE' burned to the ground. Inside the small box is the only surviving director's cut version of the movie. It contains all the scenes that were edited from the Hollywood version. It even has the one with you and the little blonde girl, Angie What's-Her-Name. I won't tell you how I came to own it. It will be worth a lot of money some day as a collector's item. If you autograph it, it will be worth even more. Take care of yourself, and may God bless you."

Chapter #31

Time was speeding up for Sarah. Another two months had passed since she entered puberty. It was now summer and they were working regular hours. It was the middle of the morning and they had just started making a new video. But it was unlike any video Sarah had ever been involved with. A woman had brought her son and daughter in the previous week and asked Richard if she could get them started in child erotica. The boy was six and the girl had just turned four. Sarah knew of a few sibling performers who would occasionally work together, but these two kids were different. The boy was scheduled to fuck his little sister in the video. The girl, Katey, was even small for her age.

Sarah watched as the little girl sucked on her brother's small, hard penis. She then got on her back and spread her legs. Her brother, Kyle, spread her pussy open and began licking. After a minute, he pushed his finger all the way inside. Sarah felt disturbed by what she saw. She was always afraid that children this young could be coerced into doing things that they really didn't want to do. But she was also aroused by what she saw. Suddenly the little girl looked right at her and smiled. "Hi. What's your name?" Sarah smiled back and said, "Shh....Don't talk while the camera is running."

They took a small break and then resumed the video. Sarah held her breath when Kyle started inserting his little cock in his sister's cunt. Katey said nothing as it slid inside her. But as he pumped it in and out of her, she giggled and said, "Kyle, my pussy's starting to tickle." For a brief moment, Sarah was tempted to ask if she could join the two younger kids. But she knew the video wouldn't look right if she appeared suddenly in the middle of it. Katey continued to giggle and sigh as her brother fucked her. After a few more minutes, Kyle gave out one grunt and pulled his cock out of his sister's wet little pussy.

There was a second video scheduled later in the afternoon. It was another one of Sarah's ideas. The title of it was "STAYING AFTER SCHOOL". It would be a threesome, featuring Stephanie Tabor and Vickie Harris, and the male performer would be Cory Adams. Sarah and Ray were arranging props in the studio to make it look like a classroom. While they were working, Richard came in. "Sarah, your old boss from Globe is out front wanting to talking to you." Before she could react, Ray spoke up. "Schwartz is here? What does that rat fuckin' bastard want? We've been making the payments on the loan. Wait here, I'll get rid of him." Sarah wanted no trouble, so she quickly said, "Ray, please don't. He came to talk to me, so I'll take care of this." She took a deep breath and went to the front lobby. She had no idea what Schwartz wanted, but she didn't want him to know that she was still intimidated by him.

He was looking much older than the last time she had seen him. He had lost weight and his skin was pale. Sarah didn't ask about his health. "Hello Mr. Schwartz." His clothing had always been impeccable. But now he stood before her wearing an older suit, with no tie. She could see a small brown stain on his white shirt. "I heard that you and Martinelli had teamed up with Richard Booth and started a new video company. I've come to offer my services." She quickly cut him off. "We're not hiring anybody right now."

She hoped he would leave, but he didn't. Instead, he changed the subject. "I'm sorry about what Carl did. His mother and I were not married, not even lovers really. He came to me when he was about seventeen and asked if he could work for me. But he was unable to perform in front of the camera. Eventually, I let him work as a cameraman. By the time Globe was formed, I was letting him direct some of the videos. But I told him that he could not touch any of the girls." He stopped talking, cleared his throat, then went on. "He told me once that he was very attracted to Robin, and I reminded him of the company rules." He stopped again and closed his eyes. "A few days before she died, Robin came to me. She said Carl offered to ease up on her if she would have sex with him. He even told her that he would have you fired. But, she fooled him. She told me that if I didn't get rid of him, she would walk out. I told her that for me to fire my own son would cost her something. I think you know what that 'something' was. Anyway, I never dreamed that Carl would try to hurt her."

Sarah felt a bit outraged. He had said that he was sorry for what Portman had done. He didn't seem to have any remorse for what he had done to her. "As you probably know, I have vast experience in production, camera operation, even performing. You have no idea how challenging the erotic video industry can be.." Sarah cut him off. She didn't want to listen to any more of his talk. "Mr. Schwartz, when you first interviewed me, you said something. You said 'when it's your time, you move on'. There's no place for you here." She saw a brief flash of anger in his eyes. "You just got to stick it to the old man, don't you. Shove that blade in deep and twist it." Sadly, she shook her head. "You've got it wrong, Mr. Schwartz. You see, I did hate you at one time. But I'm over that now. This is Ray's and my business, and Richad's. Maybe we won't succeed. But then again, maybe we will." He looked down at the floor, then at her, and then he gave her a small nod of his head. She watched him walk away. She had won this little battle, but she felt no joy in it.

As she watched Stephanie and Vickie performing in their video, Sarah knew in her mind that this was one of the studio's better videos. She could tell by by looking at Ray's face, and the slight bulge in his pants. Vickie was on her hands and knees, eating Stephanie's pussy. Cory was behind her and pulling her plump thighs apart. Sarah could see him slide his cock inside the hairless little cunt. As it slid back out a little, she could see that it was wet and shiny. But instead of enjoying watching the two girls climax in front of her, all she could do was agonize over her encounter with Schwartz.

Three days later, when she heard that Leo had put the gun in his mouth and pulled the trigger, she allowed herself to cry for him. About two weeks after Leo Schwartz's death, Sarah had another disturbing encounter, this time with Taylor Banks. Ray had gone up to Los Angeles to see about a new camera. Taylor was supposed to do a video in the afternoon. Her mom had some errands to run and had dropped her off at the studio that morning. Richard told the girls that he had to go somewhere and would be back in less than an hour. "I'm going to lock the two of you in here. Don't open the door for anybody. I'll be back in a little while." Sarah was jotting down notes for some new videos when she heard Taylor speak. "A song for Sonny." Sarah looked up and said, "What?" Taylor was looking at her with a flirty little smile on her face. "You were in "A SONG FOR SONNY. My mom told me that it was the best adult movie ever made." Sarah felt flattered, but didn't want to brag. "I just had a small role in it. But your mom's right. It was a good movie."

She went back to writing her notes. "Oklahoma Rose." Sarah looked at Taylor, but said nothing. "My mom cried at the end of the movie, when that big cowboy picked you up and put you behind him on the horse." Sarah didn't know if Taylor was just making conversation or did she want something. But then Taylor looked right into her eyes, and then ran her tongue over her lips. Sarah thought to herself, "God, she reminds me of Robin." And she also realized that she was starting to feel aroused. To break the awkward silence she said, "I'd like to forget that movie. I thought it would open doors for me, but it didn't." Another moment of silence passed and she began to feel more uncomfortable. She got up and filed some of Richard's papers away.

When she turned around, Taylor was right behind her. She had tried to walk away from temptation, but it followed her. So she gave in to it. She gently pushed Taylor against the wall and leaned down and kissed her. The kiss was long and deep. When Sarah finally pulled her head back, she was surprised when Taylor pulled her head back down for another kiss. She could feel the small tongue slide between her lips and tease her own tongue. She could also feel the moisture building in her pussy. Reality set in and she suddenly pulled away. "I'm sorry, Taylor, but I can't do this." There was no anger from the other girl, just confusion. "What's wrong, don't you like me?" Sarah closed her eyes and said, "Taylor, you're one of the prettiest girls I've ever met. There's nothing I'd like better than to undress you and find out what your pussy tastes like. But I'm in a relationship with someone right now. Besides, I work here and it wouldn't be right for me to be intimate with you." Taylor nodded her head. "You and Mr. Martinelli like each other, don't you."

Sarah was tempted to do a video with Taylor, but she decided against it. Not that long ago, she looked forward to having sex with various other performers. But things were different now that she and Ray had become lovers. She watched Taylor performing in front of the camera for a few minutes. Taylor rode up and down on the male performer's hard cock. She had her hands on her chest, rubbing her tiny nipples. Sarah had noticed that her own nipples had started to become a little more swollen in the past week. She walked away and went into the office, pretending to be busy.

That night she dreamed that Tim Williams had kidnapped Robin, and she was searching in vain for her. Her dreams of Robin and Stacy had subsided in the last couple of months. But since she had met Taylor Banks, they were returning. Some of them, like this one, were frightening. Others were of happy times where she and Robin or Stacy would be just talking, or lying naked in each other's arms. But when she would wake up and find that she was alone in bed, she would become depressed.

Chapter #32

It was now one year since Sarah and Ray had gone into business with Richard. Many things happened during that first year. Globe Entertainment closed its doors. With Leo Schwartz gone, the company was without direction. He had filled his board of directors with "yes" men. None of them had the drive to keep the company going. Doug Lambert and Tyler Briggs went into business for themselves as L & B VIDEO. They took some of the performers with them, while the rest began working for the other small studios, including Pandora.

This was the same time that "THE ADULT ENTERTAINMENT CHANNEL" was born. The "AEC", as it became known, was a new cable television channel. It aired everything from soft core movies from the late sixties, to transsexual and gay videos. They were struggling to fill air time and contacted Pandora about showing some child erotica videos. They called the segment, " THE KIDDIE KORNER".

Sarah had managed to keep her promise to Don Tabor about making Stephanie a superstar. At the Adult Film Awards ceremony, the movie "A CHILD'S CLAIM TO FAME" was nominated for best picture. Although it didn't win, its little star, Stephanie Tabor, got a lot of attention. Sarah had begun writing the story as soon as her murder trial had ended. It was based on her own life as a performer in child erotica. But she needed help with it. As she read it back to herself, the story began sounding like a documentary. She got in touch with Dorothy Hill at the A F I Group and asked her how she could contact the writer, Burt Bamboni. Dorothy gave her the e-mail address that she had. Sarah sent a message, knowing that Burt Bamboni was really Kim Burton.

At first, she was nervous. She wasn't sure how Kim would react to her. Part of her wanted to see Kim in person. The other part of her was afraid of what might happen if they did meet. She wanted to stay faithful to Ray. Kim's reply was friendly, but nothing more. Sarah began sending her rough drafts of the screenplay and Kim would make some changes, or add dialogue, to make it seem more entertaining. Sarah made just one demand. She insisted that when the screenplay was complete and submitted to a movie production company, that Stephanie Tabor would play the lead part. She wished that Pandora could have produced the movie, but she knew that they did not have the budget for a full length movie.

Pandora did produce one video that was full length, but only if judged by its running time. The title was "BIG THINGS COME IN SMALL PACKAGES". It featured male performers with large cocks. It was just a compilation of different scenes with different performers. Sarah came up with the idea of the video after Richard told her that many men like to see other well endowed men having sex. He told her that most men fantasized about having a large penis (which is something she already knew).

She peformed in one scene of the video, and this caused her and Ray to have their first argument. Her performing partner was Duke Bennett. In addition to having an extra large cock, Duke was a bodybuilder. During their scene, he easily held her up with one hand, while using his other hand to insert his cock inside her. Sarah's pubic hair had now evolved into a small bit of dark fuzz around the lips of her pussy. She managed to take about half the length of his cock in her cunt, and she became very aroused. She was lying on her side, with Duke fucking her from behind. Her pussy was so wet that each time Duke's cock slid out, it pulled some of her juices out with it. This caused her pubic hair to become wet. Richard would tell her later that hers was the best scene in the video. And as the scene was ending, she reached an orgasm. Ray knew her well enough to know that her climax was not faked. He barely talked to her afterwards. When he was taking her home, she finally asked him what was wrong. She was a little bit surprised when he told her that he was upset because she had enjoyed the sex with Duke. She didn't understand why, since he had been watching her have sex with men since she was very little. But, since she loved him, she decided she would no longer do sex scenes with adult men.

It was a Wednesday morning and there was only one video to shoot that day. Sarah watched as little Rachel Kline stroked Barry Dodd's hard cock. Barry was young, about twenty years old, and very good looiking. He reminded her of Robby Henson. It had been a slow and tedious task for Sarah to get Rachel to this point in her young career. When she first started, she had been hesitant and somewhat reluctant to perform sexually in front of the camera. Now, however, she was happy and enjoying herself.

After sucking Barry's cock for a while, she eagerly lay on her back and squealed when he began licking her clit. After a few minutes, he started to rub the head of his penis back and forth over her pussy. Sarah sucked her breath in and waited. Rachel was still a virgin and Barry had orders not to try to penetrate her. Sarah was also getting quite turned on. The scene ended with Rachel sucking him to an orgasm. At the last second, he pulled out of her mouth and shot his load of semen on her small chest and she giggled loudly. Sarah took her into the restroom and got her cleaned up.

When they were finished with the video, Ray and Richard dropped Sarah off at her house. They then headed north to Los Angeles for a business dinner with a Japanese businessman who wanted to sell their videos in his home country. Sarah was looking forward to spending time with her mom and sister. She saw her mom's car in the driveway and she let herself in the house with her own key. The house was unusually quiet as she went upstairs. But then she heard her mom talking in her own bedroom. By the way her mom was talking, Sarah could tell that she was talking on the phone.

Suddenly little Erin came running from the room. She yelled loudly, "Sissy!" She was completely naked. Sarah bent down and picked her up. As she felt the little girl's soft, warm flesh, she began to feel that familiar yearning in her crotch. She thought to herself, "Oh god, not with my little sister." She tried to blot out the cravings. "Hey Squirt, why are you running around the house with no clothes on?" Erin's eyes were bright and mischiveous. She answered, "Playing with my kitty, me and Mommy." Sarah was coufused. "Your kitty? Did Mom and Dad get you a cat?" Erin just laughed and said, "No, this kitty." She then pointed down to her crotch. Sarah felt her heart begin pounding as she realized what her sister was saying. "Oh, I didn't know you were home." Turning around, she saw her mom standing naked in the hallway.

She had never seen her mom this embarassed. To ease the tension, Sarah said, "Is it OK if I play, too?" Excitedly, Erin asked Dianne, "Mommy, can Sissy play?" Sarah wasn't sure what she saw in her mom's eyes. But a second later, Dianne said, "Sure. Your big sister can play with us." After putting her little sister back down on the floor, Sarah began taking off her clothes. When she pulled her panties off, she heard Erin say in her loud voice, "Mommy, Sissy's got hair on her kitty like you have on yours." She felt her mom's lips on her forehead and heard her say, "You're growing up faster than I realized."

They went into the master bedroom and got on the bed. Sarah hesitated when she started to lick Erin's little pussy. She spread the lips open and tasted the little pink clitoris. She could feel her own clit being licked and sucked. They changed positions often and Sarah and Dianne would tell Erin what to do. "Right there, that's Mom's clitoris. Lick it with your tongue. That's it. Now take it in your mouth and suck on it." Dianne was the first to climax. She grabbed the back of Sarah's head and pushed her wet cunt against her face. "Oh god, yes, that feels so good." Sarah's orgasm came a few minutes later as Erin awkwardly licked her clit. At first, it had felt good. But as she was putting her clothes back on, she realized that the orgasm had left her with an empty feeling.

Later that evening, after supper, Sarah had to admit something to herself. Having sex with her mom didn't feel the same as it once did. Something was missing. Also, she felt like she had cheated on Ray. She made up her mind that she would stop having sex with her parents. She wasn't sure how she would tell her dad that she didn't want his cock inside her anymore. Two weeks later, her body took care of it for her. She had her first menstrual period. She had just turned thirteen and she asked her mom to put her on birth control pills. Even so, she still didn't want to risk getting pregnant by her own father.

It wasn't long after that Stephanie Tabor quit. After reaching puberty, she only made three more videos. Her fans e-mailed the studio to tell how much they loved seeing her with that small bit of red fuzz around her pussy. But she told Sarah that she wanted to concentrate more on her school work. She had decided to try to get into law school when she got older so that she could become an attorney, like her dad.

The studio was making a video entitled "BLONDES HAVE MORE FUN". Taylor Banks and Vickie Harris were starring in it, along with a male performer by the name of Riley Cantrell. What made this particular video different was that it would have two sex scenes in it. Sarah watched as Taylor and Vickie sucked on Riley's cock. Like most of the male performers they used, Riley's penis was only of average size. As the scene progressed, Riley lay down on his back. Vickie continued sucking him while Taylor lowered her crotch over his face. She smiled and giggled when he spread her pussy open and began licking her clit. She then leaned forward and joined Vickie in some cock sucking. Sarah noticed that while licking and sucking, the two girls would sometimes kiss passionately. That part had not been written in the script.

They changed positions, with Vickie sitting on Riley's face, and Taylor slowly lowering her wet cunt on his hard cock. Sarah could clearly see Riley's cock slide inside Taylor's pussy, and then slide back out. It was wet and shiny with her juices. Her small brown anus was visible, also. Taylor suddenly said, "Oh god, I'm almost ready to cum." Richard was gone for the day, and Ray and Jimmy Hamilton were operating both of the cameras.

Ray instructed the performers to change positions again. This time Vickie lay on her back and Riley got between her thighs. Taylor helped him insert his cock in Vickie's pussy, then she settled herself on top of Vickie's waiting mouth. It only took a minute and Taylor started laughing. "Oh Vickie, god, you're making me cum before I really wanted to." When her orgasm subsided, she climbed off Vickie's face, then knelt down and kissed her on the mouth. She then crawled down do Vickie's crotch and began licking her clit while Riley was fucking her. Then Vickie started climaxing. "Oh, oh, oh, Taylor that feels so good. Oh yes, I'm cumming now, too." Riley pulled his wet cock out of Vickie's pussy and the two girls began sucking it vigorously. Semen shot out and covered both girls' faces.

It was all too much for Sarah. Her own cunt was soaking wet and she did something that she had not done for a long time. She went into the restroom, pulled down her jeans and panties, and started rubbing her erect clitoris. She put the fingers of her left hand in her mouth to stifle her moans. After cumming, she stared down at the wet fuzz covering her pussy. She also could smell a light musky aroma coming from it.

After a short break, the second half of the video began. Taylor and Vickie started off by kissing and fondling each other. They were still nude and they then lay on their sides and began having oral sex. After Taylor got on top of Vickie, Riley returned and got involved. His cock was already hard and he rubbed the head up and down the wet slit of Taylor's pussy. Then he pushed it inside and began fucking her. After about a minute, he started to rub his finger against her anus. He wet the finger with his mouth and inserted into her rectum.

The cameras stopped while Taylor put some lubricant into her butt. Riley put some on his penis. The cameras began rolling again as he slowly slid his cock into Taylor's tight ass. She winced once or twice as it went in. She then went back to eating Vickie's pussy. The camera behind her, operated by Ray, alternated between the cock in her ass and Vickie's tongue on her clit. To Sarah's surprise, Taylor began climaxing. The little blonde pulled her head from between Vickie's thighs and giggled, "Oh god, Vickie, I'm cumming again." Vickie crawled out from underneath her and lay down in front of her, with her legs wide apart. Taylor resumed eating her cunt until Vickie moaned out, "Oh, yes, yes , yes. That feels so good, Taylor." Vickie got up and went behind Taylor. Riley was gasping for breath and grunting. He pulled his cock out of Taylor's rectum and shot a long jet of semen onto her back. A few seconds later, a large glob of his semen dribbled out of her ass.

Two weeks went by and Taylor was at the studio to do another video. This one was "LITTLE SISTER", and was a girl-on-girl video. They had hired a sixteen year old girl to be Taylor's partner, but at the last minute, she called and cancelled. It seemed that everyone was upset except Taylor. Ray and Richard were furious. Taylor was under contract and they would have to compensate her for her time. Richard was the one who asked Sarah if she would fill in for the other girl. She had mixed feelings about it but she agreed to do the performance. She thought she could remain aloof and distant, but as soon as she and Taylor were both naked, all that changed.

Sarah had no problems with the dialogue in the video. She was the one who had written it. But as she and Taylor were kissing and caressing each other, she pressed her lips to Taylor's ear and whispered, "Oh god, you're so beautiful. I've been wanting to do this ever since I met you." Taylor's answer was to smile and kiss Sarah on the mouth. When Sarah felt Taylor's tongue slide into her mouth she sucked gently on it. As they lay down and began licking each other's pussies, Sarah tried to ignore the fact that Ray was right next to her with the camera in his hands.

They were lying on their sides and Richard asked them to switch positions. As they got up, Sarah whispered in Taylor's ear, "I can't believe how sweet your pussy tastes." Taylor giggled and whispered back, "That's what Mom tells me. Except for hers, I never get to eat pussy with hair on it." Sarah lay on her back and Taylor got on top of her. Both girls began to moan and sigh as they licked and sucked on each other's clits. Richard finally said, "Girls, don't climax too quickly. We've got a full video to shoot." But it was only a few minutes later when Taylor said out loud, "Oh yeah, that's it. Oh baby, eat my cunt! Oh god, yes, I'm starting to cum now." Sarah was right behind her. "Oh, yes, keep sucking on my clit. Oh yeah, I'm cumming, too."

When the video was done, both girls went into the restroom to clean up and get dressed. Sarah wished desperately that they had a shower, like Globe had. After sponging off, Sarah slipped her panties on. Suddenly, Taylor put her arms around her and kissed her on the lips. The kiss was warm and affectionate. When Sarah finally broke off the kiss, Taylor smiled and said, "Umh, that felt so good out there today." To herself, Sarah agreed. But she also felt very guilty.

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Time was speeding up even more for Sarah. During the next few months she experienced a growth spurt. She was all arms and legs and she felt ugly. She told Ray that, naked, she looked like a boy with no penis.

By the time she turned fourteen, three major events occurred. The first was that she moved out of her parents' house and in with Ray permanently. She told her mom and dad that she was having to spend too much time going back and forth between home, Ray's apartment, and work. The two of them rented a small two-bedroom house. Sarah did most of the cleaning around the house. She also asked Dianne for tips on cooking.

Then Stacy Marcum's remains were found outside Los Angeles. She was identified through her dental records. When Sarah heard about it, she felt like someone had punched her in the stomach. The haunting dreams she had about Stacy and Robin had subsided for a while. But now they were back. She was dreaming about one or the other at least once a week.

The third thing to happen in Sarah's life involved Richard. One day he suddenly complained that he had no feeling in his left arm. He was rushed to the hospital where they discovered that he had suffered a mild stroke. He eventually recovered, with only minor weakness on his left side. But he never really returned to work. He told Sarah and Ray that his heart was no longer in the video business. The original loan that Leo Schwartz had cosigned was already paid. Ray had no trouble securing another loan to buy out Richard's share of the business.

THE ADULT ENTERTAINMENT CHANNEL (AEC) asked Sarah and Ray if they would help produce an original series for the fledgling network. It would be called "WENDY'S SECRET CLUBHOUSE", and would star Carol Todd as hostess. Carol was a former child performer who was now thirteen. Each new episode would feature a new, and different girl. Sometimes Carol would join the new girl, and usually an adult male performer, in the sex scene.

Two months after Sarah's fourteenth birthday, her mom entered a contest from the local radio station and won a weekend trip to Los Vegas. It would be a romantic getaway for her and Russell. Sarah agreed to take care of her little sister. On the first night, Friday, she put Erin to bed in the spare bedroom. She then got undressed and climbed into bed with Ray. He immediately kissed her and started running his hands over her body. Sarah responded by sliding her thigh between his legs. His penis was already erect. She reached down and stroked it gently. That's when she heard Erin start crying.

She got out of bed and walked out of the room. When she got inside the other bedroom, she saw her sister sitting up in bed. "Erin, what's wrong?" Still sniffling, she answered, "Sissy, I had a bad dream and I'm scared." But then the sniffling stopped and Sarah saw that her sister was staring at her. And then the little girl smiled. She ran her tiny tongue over her lips and said, "Sissy, you're naked." At first, Sarah was embarassed. She should have put on some clothes. Then she got an idea, a naughty idea. She asked her sister, "Erin, would you like to sleep with me and Ray?" Erin said nothing, but her smile got bigger and she nodded her head up and down.

Sarah knew that her little sister was having sex with their parents, in one form or another. So she took her back to her own bedroom. When they walked in, Ray quickly pulled the sheet over himself. "Sarah, my god, what are you doing?" She was a little taken aback by his reaction. She had once told him about her sexual relationship with her parents when she was younger. "It's okay. She knows what goes on in a bedroom." Then to Erin, she asked, "Do you still want to get in bed with me and Ray?" Erin answered by taking her nightgown off and pulling down her panties. When Sarah pulled the sheet from Ray's body, she saw that his erection was gone. He also seemed very reluctant to touch Erin. He then whispered in Sarah's ear, "Sweetheart, I've never been with anyone this young. You're the youngest girl I've ever even touched."

She kissed him on the cheek and said in a low voice, "I told you it's okay. She's been having sex with Mom and Dad for a while now. Don't worry." She smiled at him, pushed Erin onto her back, and spread the small pussy lips open. She ran her tongue over the tiny clitoris a few times until Erin began to giggle and then sigh softly. When Ray leaned forward, she got out of the way and watched as he ate her sister's little cunt. She saw that his cock was quickly becoming fully erect. After watching Erin squirm around on the bed from Ray's tongue, Sarah suggested that they try something different.

She and Erin took turns sucking on Ray's penis. Then she sucked on it while Erin licked her pussy. Finally, Ray lay on his back and Sarah got on top oh him and asked Erin to slide his cock inside her. She then told Erin to sit over Ray's face. "Ughh....ughh". Erin was grunting softly as she ground her crotch into Ray's mouth. When he coughed, Sarah got off him and told him to do it to her from behind. She buried her face between Erin's little thighs and started sucking gently on her clit. To her surprise, Erin began to climax almost immediately. "Sissy, oh Sissy, that feels really good." Ray was fucking Sarah slowly, his cock bathed in her juices. In another minute, she too was cumming. Sarah then pulled away from Ray and told Erin to help her get Ray off. They sucked and licked his cock. While Erin had it in her mouth, he started ejaculating. He tried to pull out of her mouth, but she clamped down gently. Sarah started laughing when she realized that her little sister was swallowing all of Ray's semen. Erin smiled and said in a barely audible voice, "It's as big as Daddy's."

Later, after the sex was over and Ray was asleep, Sarah wondered if maybe she had crossed the line by allowing Erin to join her and Ray during sex. Her sister's naked little body was curled up against her own and she worried that her mom might not approve of what had just happened. But the damage, if there was any, had already been done.

Sarah never heard any more about the incident and she soon forgot about it. About a month later, Ray had to go to North Dakota for his grandfather's funeral. Sarah offered to go with him, but he told her that somebody needed to stay behind and look after the studio. She suspected that he really didn't want his family to know that he was involved with someone as young as her. The next day her mom called and asked if she would look after Erin on the following day because she needed to visit the dentist. When Sarah explained that she would have to take Erin to work with her, Dianne said, "If you're going to be making any videos, keep her away from any of the action. I don't want her exposed to that kind of thing yet." Dianne's appointment was in the afternoon, just when the one video they would be making was scheduled.

Just after Erin was dropped off at the studio, Cindy Chu showed up. Cindy was a pretty little asian girl with long dark hair, who was almost eight years old. She would be starring in the video, along with two male performers. She stared at Erin until Erin finally gave her a shy smile. She then looked at Sarah and said, "I thought I was the only girl in this video." Sarah quickly explained the situation to her and took Erin to the office. Her mom had brought along some toys and a video game to keep Erin occupied. She told her sister to stay in the office and not come out. With Ray gone, Sarah would have to operate one of the cameras, while Jimmy Hamilton operated the other one.

The male performers showed up a few minutes later. One was named Tanner Holt. He was supposed to be eighteen, but Sarah doubted it. He looked younger and she thoght that he had probably used a fake ID when he first signed on to do videos. She didn't really like him because of the way he would sometimes look at her. She was glad that Jimmy was working today. The other performer was Al Sanders, who was about thirty. They started making the video and it was progressing nicely. Cindy sucked on both cocks and the two men took turns eating her hairless pussy.

Sarah instructed Tanner to lay down so that Cindy could get on top of him. The girl held her cunt lips open and slowly lowered herself onto him. She looked at Sarah, smiled, and gave out a little sigh. Sarah focused the camera on Tanner's cock as it slid in and out of her. It was wet and shiny with her vaginal secretions. Tanner was squeezing her small buttocks and then her pulled them apart. Sarah's camera got a quick shot of Cindy's puckered anus. "Wow, she's really wet." Sarah almost dropped the camera when she turned around and saw Erin standing behind her. In a harsh whisper, she angrily said, "Erin what are you doing here? I told you to wait in the office." Cindy pulled her mouth away from Al's cock and turned to see what was going on. Tanner laughed and said, "Let her join us. There's always room for one more." In a voice louder than she intended, she said to Tanner, "She's not a performer." She put the camera down and moved toward Erin. "C'mon, we're going back to the office." But Erin backed away. She began hopping up and down and said, "No, I wanna watch." Al spoke up and said, "Sarah, she's already gotten an eyeful. Let her watch. Tanner and I won't bother her." Sarah finally agreed and they resumed the video. Cindy got off Tanner and got down on her hands and knees. Al got behind her and gently began fucking her. While she sucked on Tanner's cock, she began to whimper softly. Sarah could tell that she was close to an orgasm, as were both of the men. Suddenly, Al turned around and chuckled. "Sarah, I think you need to sign that little girl to a contract. She's already performing." She turned around and saw that Erin had one hand down the front of her pants. "God, Erin, that's something you're supposed to do in private."

The video needed to be finished, so she tried to ignore what her little sister was doing. Both men got in front of Cindy and began shoving their cocks into her mouth. Tanner was the first to cum. Most of it hit her on the cheek. A minute later Al began cumming. His semen spurted out in torrents, covering Cindy's small chest. The video should have ended then, but the little girl put her hand between her legs and began rubbing her clitoris. Sarah aimed the camera at her little pink slit, and then at her face as she started cumming. "Oh...yes, this feels so good."

Sarah helped Cindy get cleaned up just before the girl's mother arrived to pick her up. Both of the male performers had left and Jimmy was putting the cameras away. She took Erin back to the office and locked the door. She then asked her sister, "Did that get you excited out there? Did you like watching what happened?" Erin nodded her head. "Those people were having fun. That girl was doing grownup stuff." Sarah noticed that she was touching her crotch. "Erin, if you want to masturbate yourself, I won't get mad or tell on you." The little girl immediately pulled her pants down and rubbed two fingers up and down her pussy. She looked at Sarah and said, "I want to see yours." Sarah pulled her own pants down and Erin stared at her for a bit. "Mommy cuts some oh her hair off with scissors. You cut too much off yours."

Sarah looked down at the small triangle of dark hair. Her cunt lips were clearly visible through the sparse hair. She spread them open, revealing the the wetness inside. She had gotten aroused while watching Cindy. She would have liked to be able to get naked with her sister and have sex with her. But she knew that their mom would be here shortly. "Here, let me get you off." She put her face between Erin's soft thighs and ran her tongue over her exposed clit. "Oh Sissy, you do it better than Mommy." It took Erin no time at all to climax.

Dianne had picked up Erin and taken her home. Jimmy gave Sarah a ride home, even though it wasn't on his way. She washed a couple loads of laundry and straightened up the house. She filled the bathtub with hot water, got in, and tried to relax. Although Ray had been gone only two days, she already missed him.

She was still feeling horny from watching Cindy perform earlier, and also from eating Erin's pussy. She slid her hand down her stomach and slowly rubbed her clit. She wished Ray was here to help her. As she continued masturbating, she tried to remember all the girls she had worked with during her career. There were Talisha, Crystal, Angie, Robin, Stacy and all the other girls at Globe. Then there were countless others she had worked with before coming to Globe. They had all come and gone.

She wouldn't allow herself to think about the different men and boys she had sex with. Ray was the only man in her life now. Finally she climaxed, but the orgasm wasn't all that great. When she was finished bathing, she dried off and went into the kitchen to fix herself something to eat. She was sitting naked in front of the tv, eating warmed up spaghetti, when the phone rang. She hoped it was Ray, but instead, it was her mom. "Sarah, what did I tell you about letting Erin watch you work?" Dianne didn't sound angry, just frustrated. "I'm sorry, Mom. I told her to stay in the office, but she snuck out while I had my back turned." She didn't go into detail about allowing her sister to finish watching the end of the scene. "OK, this is just one more thing I'm going to have to deal with. From the time she got in the car, until we got home, all she talked about was seeing her big sister making a movie." Sarah changed the subject by asking about her dad. They talked for a few more minutes before her mom told her that she had to get Erin ready for bed.

Two weeks passed and Sarah forgot about the incident with her sister at the studio. But one day, in the middle of the afternoon, Dianne and Erin showed up. Sarah looked up at her mom. It was the first time that she had been inside the studio and she acted like something was bothering her. "OK, Sarah, what do I need to do to get your little sister started making videos?" Sarah was shocked. The idea of Erin making erotic videos had not occurred to her. "Mom, are you sure you want to do this?" Dianne shook her head and said, "No, not at all. But she's been bugging your dad and me about it ever since. I just hope she'll get tired of it real quick." The release forms were signed and Sarah told her mom that she would make sure that her little sister wouldn't be rushed into the business too quickly. She was also worried that she would be accused of showing favoritism if she gave the better roles to her sister.

Like her older sister, Erin's career started out slowly. Sarah began to understand the worry that her mom had gone through when she first started making videos. She had Erin start by doing solo videos. In the first one, she was shy and awkward. Sarah decided not to even put it on the market. But in the second one, she was more relaxed. She smiled sweetly at the camera as Sarah had her strip and masturbate herself. The only problem was that she wanted Sarah to join her.

Sarah soon had Erin doing girl-on-girl videos. The first one was with Rachel Kline. Sarah often got aroused when she watched young girls having sex on camera. But the arousal was much more intense as she watched her little sister performing with Rachel. Erin was lying on her back and Rachel was licking her pussy when she looked up and said, "Sissy, this feels good." Ray had to stop shooting and Sarah told Erin not to look into the camera or say anything that was not in the script. The little girls took turns eating each other, then Ray had them get in a sixty-nine position, with Erin on the bottom. As the video was ending, Erin had her first on-camera orgasm.

Erin's young career got an unexpected boost a few weeks later. Her mom needed to do some grocery shopping and dropped her off at the studio so that Sarah could watch her. They had a video scheduled to do called "ANGELS IN OIL". Two young girls and one adult male performer would be covered in baby oil while having sex. It was the closest thing to kink that Sarah would produce. But one of the girls failed to show up. At the last minute, she decided to put Erin in the video.

Some minor changes had to be made, since Erin was not allowed to have sexual intercourse. A tarp was laid on the floor and the three performers got oiled up. Some of the oil got spilled on the tarp and Erin had trouble keeping her footing. She slipped and fell a couple of times. Finally, as she was standing in front of the man and was sucking his cock, she fell again. As she was falling, it almost looked like she was trying to hold on to his penis with her mouth and teeth. Sarah couldn't help but laugh at her. "Oh god, Erin, you look like a one legged cat trying to bury turds on a frozen pond."

When they were done shooting the video, she was sure that Ray would edit out the parts showing Erin sliding and falling down. But he left them in. After the video was released, it received favorable reviews. The public seemed to enjoy the accidental comedy and thought that Erin's performance was "charming". It had been her first performance with an adult male. Sarah gradually began giving her more roles with grownups. But the two of them sometimes clashed. Erin would whine about wanting to do what the older girls were doing.

Sarah reflected on her own career. When she was Erin's age she accepted every role that was offered to her. For the most part, she enjoyed the sex and rarely complained. But Erin seemed to realize that what the older girls were doing was more important. Sarah told her time an again that she was too small and too young to have intercourse. What she didn't tell her, though, was that other studios were using younger girls in more explicit sex scenes.

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Sarah was now fifteen. She had gained a few pounds and her breasts were finally starting to grow. All in all, her body had taken on a more softer look. She and Ray had moved their business into a different building. It was bigger and they had it fitted with two dressing rooms, complete with showers. Pandora's Box had gained a reputation, not only in the U.S., but also worldwide, of producing some of the finest child erotica. Business was booming and Sarah should have been happy. But she wasn't. She was frustrated that she was not able to make the kind of erotic movies that she wanted.

She wrote a rough draft of a screenplay for a movie about country music. It would sort of be a sequel to the movie "ENDANGERED SPECIES", which had been produced by Globe Entertainment. If she couldn't find any young girls who could sing, she planned to dub in her own voice. She even thought about performing in the movie herself, but in a non-sexual role. Ray objected to it. He tried to explain to her that it would be too expensive and time comsuming. It might not make any money, and the time could be better spent making several videos that would be profitable. So she abandoned the idea.

Sarah was contacted personally by THE ADULT ENTERTAINMENT CHANNEL. The AEC wanted to make a documentary about her life and career. She agreed to do one interview with the producers. The documentary took three months to produce. When it finally aired, she almost didn't watch it. The video was very blunt in its portrayal of her. Nothing was left out. As the video was ending, the narrarator referred to her as "a living legend". Sarah did not see herself as any kind of legend. She was just a person whose career was cut short by circumstances beyond her control. Maybe that's how the world would remember her. Maybe it would be a warning to other young girls: THIS IS WHAT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU IF YOU GET INVOLVED IN CHILD EROTICA.

Since she could not make the kind of movies that she wanted, Sarah rechannelled her energies. She took over management of the studio's clerical needs. She saw that all the bills were paid on time. She would print out the checks, and then make sure that Ray signed them. She saw that all of the performers were paid. But mostly, she managed all of the little girls that came through their doors.

She would not tolerate unclean bodies. It wasn't unusual for her to make a girl take a shower before going in front of the camera. Fingernails and toenails were clipped and filed. Hair was combed and brushed. Some of the girls came from abject poverty and Sarah was sure some of those same girls saw little, if any, of the money they earned. She knew that she had no control over that. Once, when a six year old came in wearing panties that had not been washed and were full of holes, she went to the store and bought several packages of panties in various sizes, to be used for any further such occasion. She even gave clothing from their limited wardrobe department to a few of the girls.

Another thing that bothered her was her personal relationship with Ray. He was always kind and conciderate towards her, and their sex life was good. But she worried about how he really felt about her. She always told him that she loved him, but she never heard him tell her the same. A few times during lovemaking, when he was very aroused, he would say it.

She once confided in her mom about it. Dianne told her that some men had trouble showing intimate emotions. Sarah sometimes worried that she would lose Ray to one of the girls at the studio. She remembered the time she barged into Richard Booth's office and caught him fucking one of his little performers. So one day she told Ray that if he wanted to have sex with any of the girls, it could be about sex only. And it had to be consensual. She told him that he couldn't force any of them to do anything they didn't want to or use his position of power to get what he wanted. She already knew what that felt like. When she was done talking, he just smiled at her. Finally he said, "You're being silly."

Girls came and went at the studio. Taylor Banks was gone. Her parents had asked Sarah and Ray to release her from her contract. The family was moving to New York because her dad had taken a job there. Sarah took Taylor aside and hugged her. Making sure that Ray could not hear, she whispered into her ear, "If you're still interested in making videos when you get to New York, look up Kids Deluxe." She liked Taylor and didn't want to see her career get stalled because her family was moving. "KIDS DELUXE" was actually competition for Pandora's Box. But Sarah knew they had a reputation for treating their performers fairly.

After Taylor left, another little blonde girl was hired by Pandora's Box. But this little blonde girl was different. April Lynn Conley was brought in to the studio one day by her mother. She was only five years old and Sarah's heart nearly melt when she first saw her. She was very pretty, but it was her smile that got to Sarah, and to everybody else. Her mother had brought with her a homemade video of her daughter. Whether it was sucking on a hard cock, or licking a grown woman's pussy, April always had that smile on her face. Both Sarah and Ray saw star potential in the little girl. The final scene in the video showed her being fucked by a boy slightly older than her, and the smile never left her face.

For April's first video with Pandora, Sarah teamed her up with Erin for a girl-on-girl scene. Sarah was amazed at how quickly and easily the new girl was able to reach an orgasm. They had a video scheduled for the following week that Sarah had planned to use her sister in. But now she decided to put April in it instead. The video was entitled "LESSONS FROM MOM". An adult female performer would be used.

When they were about ready to start the video, Sarah encountered a personal problem. Kathy Russell was the woman they had hired. She was the third woman they had contacted about the role. The first two said that they were not interested in working with little girls. Kathy was in her mid-twenties, not as pretty as Sarah would have preferred, but with blonde hair like April's, and large breasts. When they were getting ready to start shooting, Sarah noticed that Kathy couldn't seem to keep her hands off of April. She stroked the little girl's arms and face and kept talking to her in a low, soft voice. "April, you are so pretty. Do you know what we're going to do today?" April's smile got even bigger. "Yeah. We're gonna make sex."

The only thing on the video set was a large bed. When both of them were naked, Kathy said in that same low voice, "Oh god, look at that little pussy you have. I can't wait to find out how sweet it tastes." Sarah began to realize that this woman was attracted to young girls as much as she was. And she started to feel both envy and jealousy. She had made it her own personal policy to never get sexually involved with any of the girls that worked for them. April reached between Kathy's legs and began rubbing her cunt. "Wow, your pussy's really wet. Mine is starting to get wet, too." The two of them ate each other's pussies, switching from one position to another.

April had gotten on top of Kathy, and as the camera caught the woman's tongue on the tiny clitoris, she muttered to herself, "Uhh, oh god you taste so good." April kept smiling as she licked and sucked on Kathy's larger clit. Then Kathy started moaning loudly. "Oh yeah, little girl, keep eating my cunt like that. Oh god, yes, I'm cumming now." After several seconds had passed, she rolled the little girl onto her back. She knelt between the small legs and started licking her little clit again. It took a couple of more minutes, but then April began to whimper. She raised up and clamped her hands around the back of Kathy's head, mashing the woman's mouth hard against her pussy. When it was over, April ran over to Sarah and hugged her. In a breathless voice she said, "That felt really good. Did I do okay?" Sarah hugged the girl. Her soft warm skin was just about to drive her crazy. Later, when Kathy was leaving, she said to Sarah, "I'd almost been willing to pay you for allowing me to do that scene. If you ever need me again, you know how to reach me."

Ray had been talking to Sarah for over a month about the need to keep up with their competition. She was reluctant to do so, but she finally had to agree. "Ray, I know that we have to start some of the younger girls doing full penetration scenes. I just want to do it gradually. I don't want to rush any of them into it too quickly." Ray traced his finger around her right nipple, causing it to become erect. "Sarah, I care as much about our girls as you do. I don't want to see any of them get hurt." Sarah closed her eyes and said, "Umh....oh yes. Mom will raise the roof when she finds out. She wants me to wait before I let Erin do anything really hardcore. Oh god, that feels good." They were both quiet for a few minutes. All that could be heard were the springs in the mattress and the slurpy sounds from her pussy. Ray leaned forward and kissed her as he slowly slid his cock in and out of her. She wrapped her thighs around him and said, "Ray, Ray, Ray, oh god I'm cumming." He began thrusting into her faster and faster, until she felt him ejaculate inside her.

She laid her head on his shoulder, still feeling the afterglow of her orgasm. "Ray, if our younger girls are going to start having intercourse, we're going to have to hire some little boys. I don't want them having to take on grown men right from the start." He agreed with her. She kissed him on the cheek and said, "I love you." It bothered her that he could not bring himself to say those same three words. Then another thing began worrying her. Had she taken her birth control pill today?

April Conley was the first of the younger girls to get fucked in front of the camera. She had lost her virginity before coming to work at Pandora. Matt Slark, her partner, was eight years old. Sarah and Ray had used him a few times before. They had found that videos using little boys instead of grown men, or even teenage boys, did not sell that well. As he was pumping his little cock in and out of April's pussy, Sarah had to keep telling him to slow down. But it didn't help. He climaxed too early and they had to take a short break so that he could get hard again. Ray and Jimmy resumed the video and this time Matt did take his time. Sarah was delightfully surprised when, a few minutes later, April began to moan out loud. In a soft, high pitched voice, she cried out, "Oh, oh, my pussy's starting to cum." The video would need some editing from Ray, but Sarah was very pleased with the way it turned out. During the following week, the unthinkable happened to Sarah. She missed her period. She was terrified, hoping that maybe she was just late. She was thinking about that as they prepared to make their second video of younger girls being penetrated. The title of it was "TWICE THE FUN". It would star Rachel Kline. Rachel had already done two full penetration videos, but for other studios. Two thirteen year old boys would be in the video with her. Sarah had wanted younger boys, but none were currently available.

The video was about a little girl who has sex with her older brother, and then they are joined by the brother's friend. Both of the boys had already reached puberty. Rachel and one of the boys were engaged in oral sex when the second boy entered the set. She sucked both cocks, going from one to the other. One of the boys suddenly pulled out of her mouth and backed away. The video was stopped and he told Ray and Jimmy that he almost climaxed.

They took a five minute break and resumed. Rachel got on her hands and knees while one boy got behind her. Sarah held her breath as the boy slowly inserted his penis inside her. Sarah was sure that this was the biggest cock that the little girl had ever had inside her pussy. There was no indication of pain or discomfort from her and the boy began pushing it back and forth inside her. At the same time, she was sucking on the other boy's cock. Ray had the kids switch positions. Rachel lay down on her back and the boy who's cock she had been sucking got between her legs. He fucked her gently, while the first boy hovered over her face. The boy who was fucking her then pulled out of her and shot a small stream of semen on her belly. Then the other boy started cumming. He produced a larger amount of semen that went over her face and chest.

Sarah knew that, eventually, she would have to deal with her sister. Erin was friends with the other younger girls and Sarah knew that little girls liked to talk. But she didn't expect to receive a disturbing phone call from her mom about it. "Sarah, have you been telling your sister that she can have intercourse in one of the videos?" Sarah could hear the anger in her mom's voice. But she had too many other things on her mind right now. She snapped back at her mother. "Mom, I don't know what she's been telling you. I told her that she is too little to have sex. If you want her to stop making videos, then you tell her."

She was sorry that she had said that. She loved her little sister, and she knew that Erin's career in child erotica was just starting to take off. The anger had left her mom's voice, and was replaced by pain. "I'm sorry that I jumped all over you. But do you know what she did? She ruptured her hymen with her own fingers. I found her crying, with blood all over her. I asked her why she did it, and she siad, 'so Sissy will let me do one of the grownup movies, like the other girls are doing.' Sarah, what am I going to do with her?"

Sarah missed her second period and became worried and depressed. Her parents had finally decided to allow Erin to do hardcore sex videos. Sarah tried to pick a good time for it. Ray had gone out of town to try to recruit some new girls. They had talked about the need to hire some African-American and Hispanic girls. They weren't trying to be politically correct, they just understood that their viewers craved racial diversity.

She had little Matt Slark come in and then gave Jimmy Hamilton the afternoon off. She would work the sex scene by herself. They started the scene, and both kids got undressed. The video would be very simple, with hardly any dialogue in it. As Erin sucked on Matt's little cock, it became erect. As small as it was, it was still bigger than her finger. She then got on her back so that he could lick her pussy. Sarah saw her smile as the boy's tongue circled around her clitoris. But when it came time for him to start fucking her, they took a short break . Sarah got some lubricating gel and put some on her finger. She gently pushed her finger inside Erin's vagina. If felt very tight. "Erin, if it starts hurting or you get scared, tell me and we'll stop."

The scene started again and Matt got between Erin's legs. Sarah had told him earlier to go slow and easy. He put the tip of his penis against the tiny slit and started pushing. "Easy, Matt, don't do it too hard." Erin winced one time, but soon he was all the way inside her. He continued fucking Erin for a few minutes, and then he gave out a little grunt. Sarah knew that he had climaxed and soon after he lost his erection.

When it was all over, Sarah was relieved that Erin had endured it well. But later, when she was getting cleaned up, Erin began to cry softly. "Erin, what's wrong? Did it hurt?" She shook her head and said, "No, but I thought I was supposed to have an organasm when I have sex with a boy." Sarah tried her best not to laugh at her. "The word is 'orgasm', and you won't always have one when you have sex with a boy or a man. How does your pussy feel now?" Erin said, "It still tingles, like I'm not done yet." Sarah told her to sit on top of the wash basin. She spread the lips open and began to suck on the still-erect clitoris. It took a few minutes, but Erin finally got her "organasm".

Dianne picked Erin up at the studio and Sarah wished that she could talk to her mom about her problem, but she couldn't. Instead, she went around the corner to a drug store and bought a home pregnacy test. After taking a taxi home, she immediately went into the bathroom to administer the test. She hung her head and sobbed softly when the test came back positive.

This was going to change everthing between her and Ray. They had not even talked about marriage, let alone having a child. Ray seemed so happy with life the way it currently was. The two of them made great videos and they made love to each other. But now they had made a baby together. Would he resent her for causing a disruption in his life? Would he run off and leave her? If worse came to worse, she was sure she could move back in with her parents. Everything they had together, the business and their house, was in his name. She had to tell him, but she wasn't sure how or when to do it.

The following day she went to the studio early to catch up on some the office work. She checked her e-mails and found one from Cynthia Holbrook. Two months earlier, Cynthia had brought her four year old daughter, Olivia, to the studio to see about getting her started in videos. The little girl was pretty enough, but when Sarah had talked to her in private about making videos and sex in general, Olivia seemed distracted and uninterested. So she told her mother to wait about six months and try again.

Cynthia was again inquiring about her daughter doing videos. Sarah began thinking. She had not performed in a video for quite some time, and she might not get another chance. The video "LESSONS FROM MOM" had sold very well, so she decided to do a sequel. She called Cynthia and asked her to bring Olivia in on Tuesday of the following week. There was no other videos scheduled for that day. She might be making a mistake by bringing in this girl who had no experience. But she remembered the stories her own mom had told her about how Richard Booth had given her a chance.

When Tuesday arrived, so did Olivia and her mother. Ray was a little surprised that she wanted to perform in a video herself. But he seemed glad that she had found a way to fill in the blank time. Sarah took Olivia into the office to talk to her. "Olivia, my name is Sarah. Did your mom tell you that we're going to make a movie, and that you and I are going to pretend that I'm your mommy and you are my little girl?" Olivia nodded her head up and down and smiled. She seemed calmer than the last time she was here. Sarah caressed the girl's arms and slowly felt the desire building in her.

Olivia was wearing a yellow dress and Sarah slid her hands up the back of her thighs and gently massaged her little butt through her panties. She then put one hand between the girl's legs and began caressing her crotch. She could feel the little slit and started rubbing her finger in a circular motion. "Olivia, does it bother you when I touch you like this?" she just giggled and said, "It tickles. Can I touch you?" Sarah unsnapped her pants and pulled them and her panties down a bit. She took the girl's hand and placed it on her pussy. Olivia ran the palm of her hand back and forth a few times before saying, "Mommy has more hair down there than you do. Sarah, do you touch your little girl this way?" The child's words were a jolt to her.

Sarah and Olivia went in front of the cameras and got ready. Sarah helped the little girl get undressed and then she took her own clothes off. She looked at her belly self-consciously. Was she beginning to show yet? Also, since she had grown up more, she felt a bit embarassed that Jimmy Hamilton was seeing her naked. She and Olivia began masturbating themselves. They then started doing it to each other. The girl was very inexprienced and Sarah sometimes had to show her what to do. But she did seem to be enjoying herself.

Sarah was wet, and getting wetter. She had Olivia get on her back and spread her legs. She ran her tongue up and down the slit of her pussy before spreading it open and licking the tiny clitoris. The girl moaned, laughed, and squealed as Sarah licked and sucked on the little organ. Then it was Olivia's turn to eat her. Sarah had to show her want she wanted done. "You see that? That's my clitoris. I want you to suck it with your mouth and I want you to put two of your fingers inside my pussy. Oh...yes, you're doing it right." Sarah climaxed very quickly, quicker than she really wanted to.

On the way home, they stopped at a resturant to eat. Ray was in a good mood and talked about the new girls that might work for them. Sarah ate very little and was quiet. Olivia's words were still ringing in her ears. She had said, "Sarah, do you touch your little girl this way?" Your little girl. Sarah began to realize that what was growing in her belly shouldn't be seen as a problem. It was a baby, part of her and Ray.

Shortly after they arrived home, Ray started massaging her back and shoulders. He probably was wanting sex, but she stopped him. She told him to sit down, and then she joined him on the couch. "Ray, there's something very important that I need to talk to you about." She paused and took both of his hands in hers. "Ray, I'm pregnant. I just found out a few days ago." He slowly stood up. "Are you sure?" She nodded her head. "Yes, I'm sure. I think I'm about three months along."

He didn't say anything more, so she stood up so that she could see into his eyes. His silence was killing her. She wished he would say something, even start yelling at her. "Ray, you don't have to worry. I'll take care of the baby myself. I'll be fine." She feared the worst when he continued to remain silent. She thought about packing some clothes and going to her parents' house. She started walking towards their bedroom. But then Ray blinked several times, and for the first time since she had known him, she saw tears in eyes. "But Sarah, I love you. I want us to be a family together." She hugged him and they cried in each other's arms. Later that night in bed, she could feel his penis become erect. But he made no move to touch her intimately. She took his hand and placed it on her pussy. She rubbed it back and forth until it became wet. "It's okay, Ray. Intercourse won't harm the baby." She got on top of him and lowered herself onto his cock. She rocked back and forth slowly until she moaned out, "Oh god, Ray, I love you so much." When the orgasm had subsided, she began to slide up and down quickly. Between harsh breaths, he said, "Sarah, sweetheart, I love you too. I always will."

A month later, they were married in a small, private ceremony. Ray's parents, along with one of his brothers, came into town for the wedding. Dianne and Russell were there, and so was Richard Booth. There was an elderly couple there that Sarah did not recognize at first. It was her grandparents, her dad's parents. Russell had called them, and very bluntly, told them that they had one granddaughter they had never seen, and now a great-grandchild was on the way. Mary Phipps showed up with her daughters, Becky and Hannah. Sarah's reunion with Mary was bittersweet. She was happy to see her friend, but Mary told her at the reception that she and her husband had split up. Their divorce had just been finalized.

For their honeymoon, they spent a long weekend in Acapulco.

Sarah continued to work at the studio for about another three months. She would need to spend time at home before and after the baby was born. It took some talking, but she and Ray convinced Mary to come and work for them. Sarah trusted Mary and knew that the little girls would be looked after, just as if she were there herself.

The delivery was long, painful, and exhausting. But when the nurse laid that warm little bundle in Sarah's arms, all the doubts and worries she had about how the world would remember her evaporated. She looked at the tiny face, and through her tears, said, "Welcome to the world, Jessica Dianne Martinelli." This baby girl would be her legacy. And after that, Sarah never performed in front of the camera again.

Chapter #35

The water in the bathtub had cooled considerably. The woman opened her eyes and looked around, as if waking from a dream. But she knew it hadn't been a dream. Her daughter had crawled onto her chest and fallen asleep. In her mind's eye, she saw two little blonde haired girls walking. Both of them were nude. They turned and smiled at her. They waved goodbye, and then they disappeared. The woman woke up her daughter and they got out of the tub. The pain in her neck and shoulder had gone away. She dried the little girl off, and then herself. She stared off into blank space for several seconds. The ghosts in her head were finally silent. She felt something that she hadn't felt for a long time. Contentment.

A little bit later, she heard her daughter moaning and she smiled. She went back to licking the little pussy. She sucked gently on the tiny clitoris. The little girl's hips began moving up and down. Her moans got louder. A thought crossed the woman's mind. She removed her face from between her daughter's legs. "Jessica? Jessica? Jessica Dianne Martinelli, can you hear me?" The little girl opened her eyes. "Wha....What, Mommy?" The woman smiled lovingly at her. "Do you still want to be a movie star?" A big smile lit up her little face. "Yes, Mommy, I'd like that." The woman bent down and kissed her on the forehead. "OK, tomorrow morning we'll go down and talk to Daddy." She spread the pussy lips open and started licking and sucking on the little clit again. A couple of minutes went by and she heard her daughter cry out, "Mommy, something's happening in my pussy." The woman looked up and said, "Everything's fine. Just let it happen."

The End