I am Shyla; I am the 6th child in a family of 8 kids. From oldest to youngest they are, Jonathan (28 and a Master with 2 kids), Roasa (age25 and a Mistress with one girl and a second child on the way), Alexander (age 23 he is in the military and is engaged to a wonderful American girl who is also in the military), Nicolas (age19, he has chosen to going off to collage he will be leaving soon), Bridgett (Nicolas's twin also 19 and just married off), me (age 18), then Patricia (age 12 and though still a fluffer expecting to have her coming of age soon) and Patrick (age10). As I am telling you this I am coming of age to be married, and I am hoping to be planning my wedding soon. I will soon be, as you say Betrothed to a man from the US who is a business partner of my father/Master, though I have never met him he is vary familiar with our ways, and my father/Master and mother/Mistress are both helping him learn more, and he is I am told anxious to live here and be a part of our family. Yes it is a big family to some but not as big as many others in the Family are. My father/Master's family was 10 kids and my mother/Mistress was 12 kids. I hope to have as many some day, and be as attentive and loving as my mother/Mistress is.

Now I suppose I should explain to you some things you may not know about our community so you will understand what I am talking about. For instants, you see I use two titles for my parents. This is how we are taught to refer to them unless in mixed company in this case we just use Mother or Father, or if we are in the training and punishment room that is our basement, then they are just Master or Mistress. My Father is my Master. He owns me as he would any thing that was his property. My Mother is my Mistress and is in charge of the domestic running of the house and is responsible for the day to day training and most punishing and servicing of the kids (the term we use for multiple children in a family does not translate the same but is loosely translated to Stable but I will use the more common sayings to cause less confusion.) I am not allowed, normally to refer to my self in the first person or use a capital letter for my name or even in* I *. They must normally be lower case till I am wed and have conceived my Masters/husbands first child and then I am considered a Mistress and have earned that distinction, but as I am using this as a way to practice my English I am being allowed to. I do hope it does not offend any of my pears and that any other Masters or Mistress will understand.

I must now explain some key fraises I need, in reference to ages and positions of boys and girls throughout our community. First boys and girls are born as equals and remain so till they reach puberty, they are referred to as fluffers when not in mixed company, or just as normal if out in public or when entertaining mixed company, but then when they reach puberty then they diverge in name, training, and positions in the family and in the community. A boy entering puberty usually at about 10 or 12 in our family, they are now referred to as slave/name, (i.e. slave Jonathan) and they begin to learn how to be a Master and a good provider for their eventual "Family". At puberty boys are above girls in standing amongst the community, expectations are higher for them. They go to collage, Military, receive high paying jobs. Unless a mistress, all girls are second to any slave and must obey them regardless of age. If my younger brother wants me to feed, bath, cloth, or service him in any other way "service=pleasure him" I must do so unless it goes against some thing my Master or Mistress say or against a standing rule made for the house or our community, for instants he may not take a girls maidenhead, I.e., her virginity unless it is his child, or he is allowed to by the girl's Master, or he may not make a nether do his homework or chores, these are just some examples.

A girl entering puberty is no longer really a person in many respects, but rather is more like the property of her parents, in many ways she will have a lesser standing in her family then a family pet. This sounds bad to some but remember, back only a few decades when the family dog did more to help the family then a young girl. Yet she is vary important, and receives much attention and special training from her family. She needs to be prepared and trained to some day be a Mistress and be able to service and please her Master/husband as befits a proper Lib, Women of good standing. She is refund to in the community as Bitch/name (I.e., Bitch Shyla) till she has given birth, and as before we are refer to only by name in mixed company.

Now in both cases boys and girls reaching puberty is a big event, like a birthday but bigger. Since we are not allowed to masturbate without permission usually it is the Mistress who fiends that a fluffer is becoming sexually mature (For Thoes who may not know this is when a girls vagina produces lubricant enough to be entered or when a boys cum shows semen in it, it seems westerners either forget by choice or by design that they even as a child where sexually aware and curious, and capable of feelings and even creating some fluids from there gentles while they explored them) then a big party is planed and family from all around and many other s from the community are invited over, the child is given their family crest (I.e., a tattoo applied to the base of the neck on the right side, that denotes they are owned by the Master/father, this is added to as they grow up and achieve other goals. At the height of the party if it's a girl's her Master/father then takes her to his bed or he may give the privilege to a nether. If it's a boy his Mistress/mother may take him, but in some families like mine, he can choose a nether to be his first. This choice is given to him to reinforce his standing as nearly being Man in the community.

From family to family there may be some differences. Some may be even harsh by our standards. One practice still in use is the use of the specially bred Irish wolfhound mastiffs that are trained for this use and to guard live stalk and property. A troublesome girl may fiend herself being given to the large mail dog as his bitch for a night or more depending on the offence. She must live with him as his bitch in all respects, sleep eat bathe go to the bathroom and even have sex if he chooses. To try to resist is to be bitten by him, as he will show who's boss and dominate the girl. I have had this treatment before and will talk about it more later. This may sound harsh to some but it is used sparingly and to remind a vary unruly or self-absorbed bitch of her proper place. It works vary well and though I would not hesitate to use this on a girl who was in need of it, I would refrain if I could fiend a nether way, but as I would just be Mistress my Master/husband would have final say of cores.

I'd like to take a moment to dispel a few bad misnomers. First, We do have incest regularly but vary rarely are children born from this as all females are kept on birth control by our masters unless they choose to have us bare a child. And I do not know of any birth defects attributed to this in any way in any of the community. For the most part this is all roomer or exaggerations, which are reinforced by the church, and state to keep incest and thus birth rates down. The repeating chromosome theory is just as likely to happen in Non incestuous offspring as any other. Next we do not kidnap or kill for sexual gratification. While in the past this may have occurred at some point as referenced by Saud in his story "Memwars of Justieen" one need only look at the news to see that it is more common outside our community then in it. Now it just does not happen. Infackt we are vary much against hurting children like that. Just from a practical sense, why waist the resource, or make them useless to enjoy later? As for child porn the child is the Masters property and his to use as he sees fit. Some families do use it to supplement the families income, and some make enough to be the only income, but some feel it is degrading to the Childs family, and they must always be weary of some one recognizing them later in life, or a potential suetter feeling the potential girls worth is to degraded because of the porn they where used in. Regardless, boy must have a good standing with his pears to be a Master of any standing and respect, and a girl's value to her family and community can be damaged as well. These things are considered carefully before hand. While I do not know of any family that does not have privet scrap books not unlike only other family and we almost never where clothing indoors so by default we are naked in most thus it could be considered porn but is not to us. I have posed for many sessions at my family's studio and they are fun and for our family's use only.

We have a healthy respect for life and are as a community an offshoot of the Orthodox Church thus not inclined to take a life unless it is necessary to protect or defend our way of life thus in that respect we are no different then any one ells. Many of the Men of the community as well as some Masters are in the military and my family does have a long and distinguished history of service in the military. But we do not go around killing for pleasure.

One other thing of note that is a common practice amongst many families in the community is, no one under 19 (not a mistress or a Master) and in side there home may wear clothing with out permission from there Mistress, or Master. Some times we can where a robe if its cold or we are sick, but if we are in the house for any length of time we must be naked. For us its not even a rule though we just don't. It is considered a sign of falls pride and that can be punishable. We also do not allow body peersings as they can interfere with bondage practices. So as you may note, if you are looking at our life stile from an objective point of view, our rules are more practicably base and many date back hundreds of years. Some are older then any country in Europe from whence we came.

Well now on to the story. I am sorry if I got side tracked, but I do hope it will be worth it to you. I am sure that if I cannot at the least entertain I shell enlighten and perhaps even foster some understanding where there was not some before. So here we go Enjoy.

I am a red head, fair skin and green eyes, now I am 5'4" and 110lbs. My Master is 6'9" 158lbs with black hair and gray eyes. Mistress has red hair blue/green eyes and is 140lbs and 5'4". Jonathan is 6'8" and about 180lbs. Roes is 5'6" 122lbs and has black hair and green eyes. Nicolas is 6' and 145 lbs he has red hair and gray eyes. Bridget is 5'5" and 125 lbs with red hair and gray eyes. And little Patrick has red hair though a bit blond in the sun, and gray eyes he is only 12 now but a little doll, he has vary feminine features like long thick lashes and such good skin and facial features, he is more partial to showing affection toward the other mails in the family and is more playful and gets along better with the girls. We are sure he is gay, but in our community we do not have any of the problems with gay or lesbians that others do. Gay and Lesbians are not ostracized but are just considered a third sex. Not any better or worst then mails or Females. In fact some of the most influential elders are gay or lesbian, as that can bridge the gap between the sexes and think as both so are sought for their insight. This will have bearing further in the story, but for now I just wanted to give you an Idea of who we are, and what we all look like so you can sort of put a face to the names.

I was 6 when I began my training as a fluffier. I was shown how to pleasure others using my mouth and hands, as well as how my body worked and what I could and could not do. How I could gain pleasure as a pre-pubescent child with out hurting my self and when it was ok and not ok. I learned about sex and love and pain and pleasure, and how they can become one in the same. I know many say a child does not have any concept of their sexuality, but I say, then why is common knowledge that children begin exploring them selves as early as 1 year old. I know I was curious and I cannot say how comforting it was that I was able to have such help, and guidance in my explorations. I was able to avoid much of the misguided poking and prodding, and all of the uncomfortable stigma that hurts children and effects them for life because I was able to openly talk about it and explore it with those that I felt moats comfortable with and they did not have to feel awkward about helping.

Now lets get to some of the other less saver rumors of our lifestyle. Lets deal with some of these by describing a typical day in our house. And we will do a typical week day so you can see how they normally play out, our week ends usually are far from normal since the kids usually get the weekends to do what they want to, unless the Papa ses otherwise or something is going on like the annual "family gatherings" which are a chapter all unto them selves. See I know how many think our lives must revolve around sex, and they don't, just around the sexes and our rules are not set up to promote sex rather to promote the sexes and the Nature given roles of each. Sure some aspects of our lifestyle are set to extremes, but this is so that we get the most out of it. We are a tactile Species and need the stimulation life on the edge to keep us sharp and in our best mental and physical shape. Now by Life on the edge I feel I need to say that while we do things that some see as dangerous we also train from nearly birth to do them and we are in better shape then most people. So while I may have my Master tie me up nearly bent in half hog tied with my legs spread wide and a good 3-4 feet off the ground, Pleas remember I am in excellent shape and am well stretched and have a good diet to help promote good strong blood flow and Papa, (Master as He is known when we are being punished or trained), is an expert with knots and ropes and has ben doing it for a long time and he was taught by an expert to who in turn was also, and so on ext, So not just any one should go out and start trying to do this stuff, OK!? Some people need to be told the obvious, and reminded that while it may look fun, and usually is, it can maim, hurt, or kill if it is not dun right. So as they say "Don't try this at home, we are what you would call, Experts" LOL. So now a typical Weekday usually starts at about 4 AM in most houses. And goes till we are off to bed at usually about 9 to 10 PM for the kids.

Mamma gets up first, some times Papa will be awake and she will service him as he directs her to. Then She will go and make coffee, and then will get the girls up, (me, and my sister) and we will all go and get ready for the day. Some times we will shower together, more often then not, washing each other from head to toe to both ensure cleanliness, this sometimes includes a deush or enema as needed or directed by our Master or Mistress, and to bond and share time together. Mamma will some times use this time to check my little Sister for maturity (when a girls breasts begin to bud the Mistress of the house is in charge of ensuring our training) She will pinch and or rub her clit to see if the lips part and or if they produce lubricant. We all will inspect each other for any lumps, bumps, molls, spots, or other oddities that may be preludes to an ailment or cause injury during any sessions in training. Then Patricia will clean up after us and me and Mamma will go to have a cup of coffee, sometimes papa will join us. Mamma will go back up and see that Patty has cleaned well and, what if any thing Papa has decided she will wear for the day. If nothing is out she will either go naked or dress, as she needs to.

Now notice I did not indicate at any time that either me or my sister have gotten dressed, girls are not allowed to be dressed in the house unless its cold and then we can only have a robe, or we have company not of the families, then we dress as needed. If we have school then of cores we dress. Girls that are not mature are usually allowed to dress as seen fit by the Mistress of the house so some times my sister has PJs on or just panties, some times she is naked. Boys may dress if they are going to school or work, and may remain so for the day, as the Master, or if he is gone, the Mistress, sees fit. Now after getting dressed, if she did, Mamma will come assist us in our making of breakfast or just supervise us depending. Then after it is made, me and Patty will set the table, and ensure that every one has juice, coffee, or what ever they like to drink in the morning, and that proper condiments are set up. Mamma will go and wake the Men and boys of the house and check on laundry and help Papa with the morning necessities like the Men and boys clothing and showering him if he requires it, or wants her to, he loves it when she does though. Some times Mamma will service the Men or boys before they dress, sometimes me or my sister are asked to. Nicholas being in the grip of raging hormones still, will usually want servicing in the morning before he pees. Then she will return and stand behind Patty and me as we kneel at the doorway to the dining room.

The Men and boys also will some times shower together, and also check each other. Patrick has a liking for washing Papa and loves to suck on him as he washes him and Papa will indulge him most of the time (In retrospect we all knew Patrick was going to be a mans man, or as you say Gay A term we do not have and that means something way different to us and I will cover it latter). Some times even letting him pleasure him if he has ben good. But Nicholas is not as open to servicing by guys though he will if he feels like it and will use Patrick to since he is still a fluffer (his cum still being clear), though he can get the most impressive hardons for a kid his age. I suppose I should quickly explain Patrick and every one else's place in the family, the pecking order if you will. Patrick is above me in some ways since he is a boy, but as I am older I am usually in charge of the kids younger then me when both the Master or Mistress of the house are not around. Patrick is younger then Patty so for the same reason would normally be under her, but he can be dominant to Patty since they are both still immature or as we say Fluffers. Nicholas is just under Papa being a Man and older then me he is also dominant to me and while he is a Man by age, being 19, he is now Dominant to Mamma as well, but being as she is Mistress of the house he must differ to her while in the house but any other time he is dominant to her.

So now that they are up and moving they will come down to eat. Patty and me are now awaiting them, in what is known as at rest Posture. (kneeling, backs straight, head up but eyes down cast, knees spread apart no closer then shoulder width, our arms are at our sides though not touching our torsos, and our hands rest on our laps palms up. Now if a girl is in trouble or is on her period she must cross her arms behind her back instead of having them at her side) We also have our mouths open in this posture now, as they may want us to service them before they sit to eat. We normally only have our mouths open for greeting as a girls/women's way of showing her happiness at their being their, as a way to show our subservience to them, and simply just to show our affection and love. The at rest posture is used when we are not doing chores or at leisure time or involved in some other thing when it would be inconvenient. There are other postures as well and I will go in to better detail but not here. Now as they come in, as I sed, they may want us to service them and we will do so before we sit to eat, if not then after they sit to eat Papa may let us sit with them or have Mamma feed us on the floor. We usually eat at the table though.

Now you may have started to notice the distinct trend of the women and girls being less then or just equal to Men,. In our community that is a fact of nature. We are weaker and not as adept to doing the hard driving work needed to make a good living. We are adept at loving and caring, and taking care of a house is not normally a heave-lifting environment so we are adept at it, it is natural. Women have ben and should always be the subservient one in the relationship. The man is working his butt off, often living a shorter life then a women due to it, and his money is what feeds us cloths us, pays the bills and gives us what we need. They give us love and attention and can give us children. How ells should we repay them for it all. Lave the house a mess, the kids in day care and expect them to help us out just so we can make money for our selves. Ya that works, kids are running amuck, the daycare system is stretched to its max, and home life is no longer the place to feel safe comfortable and happy its just the place we go between jobs. Pleas tell me how the way it here is better then how I grew up?

Now there are those people, like my Aunt Stasha, who is a lesbian, and a total tomboy, in our community they are treated, as total equals to a Man. They have jobs and live as any other person and can even marry as they wish. A gay Man is treated as any other Man unless he dresses as a woman then he is treated as a Woman and is expected to behave as one. They usually stay in a household becoming the helper of the Mistress of the house, or marring and living as normal but without children unless as Iv herd has happened more now they can adopt a baby.

Back to the day, we have eaten, the girls and the Mistress of the house will clean up, and Patrick will help clean up some as well. Then we go up and dress for school. Our cloths are picked out by Papa and Mamma most of the time. We then go to school. It's like any school and we are expected to act as any other student. After the day is over we come home, get naked unless told otherwise. Do our chores then if we have it, home work. At the time Papa is due home Patty and me go to the front door with Mamma if she is not to busy and await him and Nicolas to come home from the boat. When they do we are at the door in at rest posture with our mouths open. They are usually dirty from working but always enjoy being serviced and although it is more salty and smelly we do it for them before we go and bathe them. After they are cleaned up Papa will sit in his study and go over things while Mamma waits in posture by the door. When he is finished he will call her in and they spend time together, talking, cuddling, and winding down before Dinner. Mamma over sees me and Patty making dinner. When it is finished we do the same as at breakfast, as far as the table, and assuming posture, though we do not have our mouths open unless we did not make it to greet Papa at the door when he came home. Then after we eat me Patty, Mamma and Patrick all clean up. After that if any of us have chores to finish we do, or homework to finish then we do that. If that is all dun we can watch TV or as I do most of the time, play or chat on the PC or phone, as we want to, or we may ask for pleasure time, this may be in the form of massage or cuddling, or foundling or even sex.

Some times of one or more of us has ben bad, and punishments are due, all of us may have to go at this time to the Basement training/Dungeon area to see the punishment. This is also used as a training session when we learn the arts of rope work, or what some call bondage, and the techniques of pane and pleasure, or what some call torture, though it is used to enhance the pleasure of other stimuli not to do damage or extract information. Together they are called BDSM, but to compare BDSM to what we do is the equivalent of comparing folding a paper airplane to origami. Our techniques are very old and honed to a level of expertise that I have yet to see practiced any wear out side the Families privet sanctums. Not to say that there are not some skilled people around the world that are not of the Lib, lifestyle, but they just do not have the depth of training we gain from living it day to day. It is not just a fad, or a Secret thing we play at in dark back rooms. We live with it day in and day out and we enjoy it as a release and as a way of expression, some even see it as Art.

I do hope I have given you a good insight to our ways, customs and beliefs. Take it for what you will, enjoy it or hate it. Believe it or think of it as a work of fiction. But what ever you may see or think is irrelevant in the grand scheme of things. Only how you use the knowledge you may have gained matters. For good, or ill, and in this I am not unlike an arms dealer. I have given you a most powerful weapon. The weapon itself is no more bad or good then a hammer, it is how we the Person, the child of Nature, uses it that makes it work or sit dormant, we not the object are good or evil, and I suppose that even knowledge used for bad, is better then knowledge not used at all, and lost. And it is for that reason I would Wright this. Not to appose the statuesque, or the Church, or even to hope for some credit that, as we believe a girl must not have any way. But to just get the knowledge of a nether way to live out there rather then let it possibly just die off as man has want to do.

Now let us say this is all, as you say HOG WASH, a story thought up by some one just needing a release, or disturbed, do you feel better thinking that. Then go away with that thought, and be free and happy. O you aren't though, free and happy. You must work and live day to day keeping up appearances as the Establishment demands. O I see how happy you are. As I look out on the world from here. But yet so many would try to destroy this rather then ever admit how it really affects them. Arouses in them some primal instincts that tell them "maybe". Be that as it may though most of you will dismiss this and go on being who you are "Suppose to be". Some may as I sed try to destroy this any way they can. But some, and this I take great pleasure in, Will think, may even act, perhaps some thing small like tell there wife "No you don't need the job, you need to be home more for the kids its my responsibility to make more if we need it". Or a wife may just be in posture awaiting her husband some night with her mouth open and her body bard for him as an attempt to spice things up a bit. But however it happens, some will act on it, and that gives me worm feelings all over.

I hope this is a good enough groundwork for the stories to come. I intend to do a few all "true" stories about how I grew up. I will try to keep it all as close to the "truth" as I can but I will likely change names, and pleases in order to keep some anonymity, So pleas don't take the names or pleases in the story as all true, rather, lets say it is just so much more fiction. That way we all can sleep easy in the knowledge that the bad people are all locked up or gone and we are all ok.