So, when did your interest in necro start?

My necro interest started when I was about 9. We just started the funeral home business and my father would let me go along for pick up and I remember the very first adult male I saw and he was naked and his penis was amazing just laying there. I had seen my dad's penis before but never anyone else's. I was just starting to masturbate.

Everyday after that I would try and sneak peeks at every male we had in the funeral home and one day I got the courage to actually touch one. I became obsessed at that point and nearly everyday when males were available I touched and looked.

When I was 13 my dad started letting me work for the business during the summer. I also got a Polaroid camera that year for my birthday so I took many many pictures. When I was 15, I fell in love with a corpse and that is the first time I had oral and sat on top of him and rubbed my pussy all over him.

Q: Excuse my naivete, but is 'pickup' where you collect the bodies from the morgue and then transport them to the funeral home before embalming?

A: Yes, it can be from private homes, hospitals, car crashes, and murder scenes.

Q: What male bodies did you prefer to go for when you were younger/what aspects of a male body aroused you? What about now?

A: I like(d) older men that were hairy (moustaches, chests, legs), big strong hands, very slender to a little thick in the middle. I liked their cocks (uncut were the best) and I liked big balls, pink nipples. Now I like pretty much the same but I slide more towards balding or bald men.

Q: Why are uncut cocks and big balls the best for you?

A: Just a personal preference.

Q: Did you ever witness any male bodies with 'angel lust'? If so, how did they die to have this condition and how long did they have it?

A: I've come into contact with a few. Most are younger men that have had a lot of medication at the hospital before they have passed and it's been pumped through their veins with chest compressions. I've seen it go away in minutes or it's been a matter of hours because rigor sets in before it goes down.

Q: Do men who have been hanged, asphyxiated, or drowned have a higher probability of 'angel lust' or is there no real tragic event that can automatically lead to this?

A: It just really depends. It doesn't happen as much as people would like/hope.

Q: Have you ever had full intercourse with male bodies? If so, do you ever have to improvise with equipment in the nursing home to implement an erection?

A: I've had full intercourse with my late husband and my father. With both I injected their penises with wax filler use to restore disfigured bodies for open casket funerals.

Q: Can you describe how you injected this and where exactly? Although I have heard about this a few times now, I have only heard general information about how this is accomplished?

A: I start by putting wet hot towels on the penis making it easier to work with. The skin stretches easier. Mix up the wax and first inject the base in three different places all the way around, then the shaft in several different places. I prefer more girth rather than more length. I also inject under the head and the head itself, put a bag of ice on the penis to harden the wax and then make love.

Q: Does wax filler make a permanent erection or is it just semi-permanent?

A: It stays as long as you want it to but you can warm the wax and kneed in down so the penis doesn't stick straight out.

Q: What did it feel like to have full intercourse with both deceased men, especially your father? Did you feel absolute pleasure without guilt? Was it an emotional sense of seeing them off in one final pleasurable way? Has this made you interested in full intercourse with other men perhaps not familiar to you or did you reserve the ultimate pleasure for just those who are close to you?

A: At first I felt completely nuts, I couldn't believe what I was doing but I couldn't stop myself. I was so distraught and out of my head dealing with both deaths. With my husband it was more of a one last love-making session. I lay with him for a long time afterwards.

With my father it was way different because I had wanted him sexually since I was 9 and started my period. Soon after that I caught him masturbating in the front seat of his car. He would never give into me all the way but we played a little. No oral, just touching.

So to finally have him was an amazing experience. I want to have intercourse with other deceased men but I haven't found the right one yet.

Q: While alive, was your father ever aware of your interest in necro? Did he catch you with one of the bodies? Taking photo's?

A: He never knew my interest in necro, and if he did he never said anything about it. I was very careful so I wasn't caught.

Q: Where are the best places for finding attractive dead males?

A: It really depends. I've found attractive dead guys everywhere.

Q: How old was the youngest guy you were ever involved with? How old was the oldest? Have you ever felt any inclination towards women or are you strictly hetero?

A: Youngest guy 31... oldest 53. I've been with one woman, we've been friends since 3rd grade and we used to mess around. I never thought I would like girls but I was overcome with the urge to eat her flesh. I had to settle for eating her pussy.

Q: How frequent do you engage in necrosex? Do you like rough sex with male bodies or gentle or both? If you have a moment, describe in detail one particular experience that made you beg for more?

A: I touch as often as I find someone I am attracted to, which can be often or not often enough. I'm normally gentle, but with my father I was rough at first because I had been waiting a long time for it. I pursued him while he was alive.

Q: You appeared to have a fixation with your father for quite a long time. Did he give you affection when you were growing up as a child?

A: My father and I were very, very close and he was a great father. He gave me lots of affection and encouragement. He was my super hero. I looked up to him.

Q: What was it about your father that you found sexually attracted to?

A: He was very handsome, very sweet, almost too sweet. He was timid in a lot of ways and I was attracted to that.

Q: You say your father never gave in to you. Did you start making advances towards him at a certain age? What were you doing to encourage this?

A: I was 9 when I started my advances and he playfully shrugged them off. I was very touchy-feely when we took showers together and throughout the many nights when we slept in the same room.

Q: Was your late husband aware of your inclination? If so, did he accept you?

A: I told him little things here and there. He was more interested in my lesbian sex as a young girl and my interest in eating Erin's flesh.

Q: Who is Erin? Did you playfully bite her when you were younger to see what it was like?

A: Erin and I have been friends since 3rd grade. I did bite her sometimes too hard. I wouldn't really eat human flesh, it's just a thought I have.

Q: You don't seem to mention your mother in your responses. Did you get along with your mother?

A: I do not get along with my mother I have never gotten along with my mother. She's abusive and just terrible to be around.

Q: Do you manage the family-run business on your own or do you get assistance from other members of your family?

A: I run the business I have a great staff of friends and family

It appeared that both the deaths of your husband and father came unexpectedly and I am quite surprised that the law enabled you to work on their bodies whilst you were mourning them. Isn't there a law where you live that disallows you from working on deceased members of your own family?

There are laws but no one walking around from business to business enforcing them. I did most of it but when I needed a break many people helped. We are Greek Jews and have family customs that involve family members bathing and preparing the body. Very natural.

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