Dead Love, Is Still Love
  
(MF, nec, exh)
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
    
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Original Author: Sombre Angel (1999). 
Translation: Daria "Biatlonistka" Abrossimova (2001). 
Edited: Lance (2003).
 
 
 
 
Max had always felt a strange appeal for dead people, 
even since he was a child. Once at a funeral he'd had a 
hard-on, only he was too small then to understand why. He 
understood that only when he entered the Medical 
University: the anatomical theatre immediately became is 
favorite subject. But he didn't understand the reasons 
until one night, when his group selected the anatomic 
chamber for a small after-exam party. 
 
 
After a good portion of vodka and marijuana they decided 
to play cards with the traditional rule that the loser 
would obey the winner. At first the demands were mere 
jokes, then something more humiliating, but after a 
couple of hours it became boring.
 
 
It so happened that there was a corpse of a young pretty 
girl on the table in the chamber, and the guys noticed 
that. When Max lost, someone had the idea that he should 
have sex with the dead body. The group enthusiastically 
supported the winner, inviting Max to the table.
 
 
There was nothing left to do but obey or welch on his 
debt. He read the label on her foot to learn her name. 
"Karen," he thought, "such a rare and beautiful name." He 
glanced at her face - it was cold and even arrogant 
looking, but the look of her wide-open glazed eyes 
mesmerized him. He lost control; he was trembling with 
desire and couldn't hold himself any longer. 
 
 
Quickly undressing, not caring that other people were 
watching him, he lay on the table and began caressing her 
dead body, whispering quietly in her ear. Her nipples, 
hard as stone, exasperated him to madness, but he decided 
to go on with the "stimulation" anyway. 
 
 
He climbed on top of her and entered her slowly, even 
carefully, the way one enters virgins or those who one 
loves. He'd had to use KY-jelly, but that didn't matter. 
Such things as morality, public opinion, perversion and 
the like disappeared: there was only Max and Karen. There 
was love. His buddies were out of his mind completely 
now.
 
 
He began to fuck her just as if she were his lover. He 
didn't last long, soon his body stiffened and then jerked 
several time as he emptied himself into the girl.
 
 
When he'd come down from his incredible high he noticed 
that his friends were all standing around the table in 
silence. He was overwhelmed with gilt, and then he began 
the inner struggle. On the one hand, he feared himself 
for what he had done, and on the other hand, when he 
remembered her wide-open eyes, he yearned to do it all 
over again.
 
 
He tried to make a joke of the whole thing and his 
friends wanted to make a joke of it too. They had seen 
his lust and couldn't quite understand what they'd seen 
so everyone just laughed it off and went back to their 
drinking and gambling. But no one suggested fucking the 
dead girl again that night.
 
 
But after that experience, Max didn't care for live girls 
anymore.
 
 
 
***
 
The University morgue was closed for the holidays and Max 
knew that his Karen was just lying there. He sat at home 
thinking worrying about what he'd done to her and at how 
much he'd enjoyed it. Then finally after several days of 
just laying around his apartment he finally got up and he 
rushed over to the university. 
 
 
How much time has passed? He calculated it as 7 days. 
They could have done anything to her... Her body 
decomposing? He didn't care, he wanted her again. All 
kinds of thoughts rushed through his head while he 
quietly wormed his way to the chamber. 
 
 
He was happy to see his Karen in one of the baths with 
formalin: she was still in one piece. "They didn't! They 
didn't! They didn't!" He was happy as a child.
 
 
Trying to find a place for the physical act of love, Max 
regretfully realized there was no room on the tables, 
only the floor was available. His attention was soon 
drawn to the hooks in the wall. He politely begged her 
pardon, saying it had to be done, and, hanging Karen by 
her wrists, he began caressing her very much decayed 
body. 
 
 
As he handled the young woman, large pieces of skin and 
flesh stuck to his hands, but Max paid no attention to 
that. The corpse couldn't bear its own weight anymore and 
separated into two parts, but Max only lay the corpse 
down on the floor and after squirting her with 
lubrication he began to fuck her. He embraced the now 
armless corpse and fucked her harder, what was left of 
Karen squelched under his furiously humping body.
 
 
When Max came, he shouted with joy, "You love me! You 
do!" 
 
 
When the guard (who had heard the shouting) arrived, he 
found quite a sight. Max fought with the man, who was 
trying to subdue a now incoherent person. Max in his 
struggles climbed up into the formalin bath, still 
embracing a shapeless piece of meat that was once Karen 
and shouted out that he loved her, he was stained with 
the black blood and decaying flesh of his lover. 
 
 
The guard called the police and the ambulance, and then 
vomited his lunch all over the floor. 
 
 
Max would not part with the dead body, he would kiss it 
and laugh in a strange way. He resisted violently when 
they finally took it away from him. Then finally he 
calmed down and burst into tears. 
 
 
 
***
 
Max didn't stay long in the sanitarium. After a year or 
so he hanged himself, leaving a note, which read lots of 
romantic poetry about love that's given by the Almighty, 
and only He had the right to take it away. He also wrote 
he was going to see his beautiful Karen.
 
 
  
 
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