Tuesday, September 18 2001

We had a wonderful weekend. I wish it lasted longer but it was great nevertheless. I went to Nikki's home at around 10 in the morning. She was just eating her breakfast so I chatted with her dad. Her mom was out buying some groceries and he was looking after Nikki. We talked about what happened in New York and about finance (he works in a bank). He said how markets everywhere will suffer now. Then Nikki finished her breakfast and went to her room to pick up her backpack where she put her jammies and toys, and while she was away her dad asked me what we have planed for today. I said we'll go out to the doll exhibition and then we'll rent some movies and go home. Then he smiled and said I shouldn't spoil her like I did when we were on holiday. I promised I won't spoil her and said I just like having her around. Then finally Nikki returned and waved to her dad as we walked out. First we drove to the shop to buy some groceries because I usually do this on Saturday. Nikki asked me if we could bake a cake when we get home so I bought some chocolate and other things for making a cake and then we went to see the doll collection. It was great because we both love dolls. They had hundreds of dolls at the exhibition and most of them were very old and expensive but they are not dolls for play and I couldn't afford to buy any. Nikki liked a doll that looked like a fairy and was dressed in a beautiful white dress with wings on her back. I also saw some other little girls there who came with their parents but I haven't seen any who could match Nikki! We stayed there for about an hour and then we went back to the car and drove to my local video store. Nikki headed straight to the children's section so I followed her and we looked around until she decided to take Spy Kids and Pokemon 3. Then we went to adult section and I took Summer Vacation and Tender Cousins. I saw Tender Cousins a long time ago but for some reason I wanted to see it again. The Summer Vacation is a strange movie about boys in school who explore their homosexual feelings but the "boys" are actually played by young girls! I don't know what they thought at the counter when we paid for Tender Cousins and Nikki's children's videos but no one gave us funny looks. On the way home Nikki talked about her friends at school. She likes to be back in school because they're learning new things now and she also has different teachers. Her dance class will start next week too. I'm looking forward to it. She says her her best friend is going to gymnastics and she wants them to do it together but Nikki prefers the dance class. Her best friend by the way is a pretty little girl with long brown hair. I saw her couple of times when she played with Nikki and once I took them both to the playground and bought them ice cream.

When we came home I let her watch her movies while I made some lunch and then later we both baked the cake. It was fun because she helped me and she got all messed up in flour so I had to help her wash it off. She even had some dough in her hair! Finally when I cleaned her up we went to watch Tender Cousins. I like that movie a lot and it was good to see it again. Nikki enjoyed it too and I kissed her little ear while we watched it. I love kissing her ear. It's so small and cute! When the movie finished she felt sleepy so I asked her if she wanted to play with the computer and she said yes! She played some Pokemon and Super Mario Bros while I watched the second movie and then we ate some cake which was very nice. The rest of the evening we surfed the internet. She wanted to find some web sites about polar bears because they have to write about their favorite animal for the school assignment. When we found one good site I had to translate it for her and then I helped her write her homework. I shouldn't really do this but it's something I do for her all the time and she wrote most of it herself anyway. Then we looked for some pictures of girls kissing. She loves to kiss and it's interesting to watch her explore it more each day. But after some searching I couldn't find anything. There are many pornographic sites but I didn't want her see those and by that time it was very late too so we went to bed. She snuggled next to me in bed and I hugged her back and then we kissed a little. She tasted like sugar and strawberries because her toothpaste has a strawberry flavor. She giggled when I told her she tastes like a strawberry and then we both laughed. She was on her back while we kissed and after a while she fell asleep. I remember holding her close throughout the night and it felt wonderful. She was warm and soft and yummy and I loved the way she smelled! In the morning she woke up first and then she woke me up too because she kept turning around in bed. I rubbed her back and tummy for a while because she likes it and then we had some breakfast while we talked about what we were going to do today. She had to be back home by 3pm so we decided to go out and have some fun. We went shopping first. I bought her a book she wanted to read and then I bought her some cosmetics for little girls. I hope her dad won't say again how I'm spoiling her. I just love to see her happy and having fun. We were in [....] and there are many interesting shops and lots of people around, especially on Sunday. And then as we were doing some window shopping I met one of my friends from work. She asked me about Nikki and I said I was looking after her for a while. It was weird that we met like that on the street. She asked me to come with her to a café for a chat so I said yes because I didn't want to appear rude but I wanted to go elsewhere with Nikki. It was really boring because she talked about work and I just thought about other things. Nikki was reading her book while we talked but I think she was bored too. Then finally we parted and I took Nikki to a nearby park where we sat down on the grass and watched some street artist play their instruments. There were other people watching them too and it was quite interesting. Nikki loved it too. She said she wanted to be like them and maybe join the circus when she grows up. It made me laugh and I said she should stay in school and study to become something else like a doctor or a scientist because she's really good at science. We stayed at the park until it was past 3pm. I didn't want to leave but I had to take her back home or her parents would worry about us. Just before we left the car I gave her one last kiss. It almost made me cry because I knew I won't see her again for some time and I hate it when I can't hold her or touch her. It makes me lonely and then I always think how it would feel if she wasn't around. And so our weekend came to an end. We had a really good time together. Hopefully we'll do it again soon but I'm afraid she will be much busier with her school this year so she won't have as much time as she did before. One thing I'm proud about her is how she kisses. She learned a lot since we first kissed and she really enjoys it. I'm not saying she will become a lesbian, it's too early to say something like that. I think most little girls love to experiment with other girls and women if they're given a chance.