Rape
of a Heart
The
servants let him in without a question. He was known around
the
tower estate as one of the mistress’s most recent lovers. They
opened
the portcullis for him without reservation, and did not look
twice
when he headed up the stairs to her chambers without
saying
a word.
She
was spread out on the lascivious red cushions and bedding,
still
dressed, her face wearing the remnants of tears, her lips open
in
a soft sighing frown. As he leaned in close to her ebon skin, he
could
smell rum on her breath.
She
had fallen asleep drunk after her engagement ceremony, her
new
fiancé departing for lands unknown for who knew how long.
And
she had cried herself to sleep.
The
dark elf shadow knight slowly shook the wizardess by the
shoulder.
Her white hair covered her face like a mist as she turned
her
head and looked up and around. Then she saw him, and her
blue
skin paled visibly.
He
put a finger on his lips and shook his head back and forth,
cautioning
her to silence.
Sidhe
knew something was wrong the moment she looked into his
impassive
steely grey eyes. He held no emotion there, he was
colder
than ever. She stood up when he pulled on her arm, and put
on
her cloak when he handed it to her.
“Now,”
he whispered.
“Take
us to the desert and to your desert house.”
Sidhe
nodded and recalled the portal spell that would move
herself
and whoever was with her to the northern end of the vast
coastal
desert. Then she was casting it and they were gone from
the
tower.
No
one saw them leave, and no one bothered to check on the
sleeping
lady of the house.
He
took her by the hand as soon as the portal opened on the
sunken
pyramid surface in the hot sand, and began to lead her off
towards
the grasslands near the human port city. Sidhe followed,
stumbling
lightly. Her head still ached and her mind was dazed,
confused
as to what was going on.
What
did he want with her? What was he up to?
Part
of her heart was glad to see him, ever so glad. The love she
felt
for him was welling up in her chest. But right after it came the
guilt,
the sense that she had betrayed him by allowing her kin to
arrange
her marriage to a most powerful and wealthy wizard, in
order
to create ties that would bind the man to her House forever.
Days
ago she had lost this lover who now so angrily dragged her
over
the dunes. He did not want marriage to her, but he wanted
her
to marry no other in his place. He did not understand the
culture
from which she came, and remained true to, one he and so
many
others had abandoned so long ago.
The
sun was setting over the desert, and a cool breeze was coming
in
from the ocean to the east. The air was chill against her hot
skin,
and she was thankful the sun was finally declining. Drow did
not
do well in its penetrating glare. They wooed the night like a
goddess
they could worship, and she could feel her mind clearing,
her
thoughts becoming more lucid as the powers of the dark came
over
the land.
The
more she thought about this sudden journey, the more she
began
to become afraid. His hand was gripping hers painfully, and
he
was making straight for the little bungalow home she owned.
The
one story building with its few large rooms was tucked
against
the side of a cliff, well protected from any outside forces.
It
was one of many such estates in the area, yet it was set apart
from
the rest by a goodly distance.
No
one outside would hear what occurred inside.
For
a moment, Sidhe considered fleeing her lover’s grip. She
tested
his fingers, and he only held onto her’s tighter, looking
back
at her over his shoulder. Something in his gaze seemed to
dare
her to try to escape his wrath.
Wisely,
she chose not to do what he seemed to be challenging her
to
do.
A
patio of stone was carved into the cliff face, and he led her to it.
In
the shadows, she could see a tall Northsman, a barbarian man
standing
there in desert leathers. He had his back to the two
oncoming
Drow, unable to see as well as they could in the
quickening
twilight.
Her
lover hissed, and the man turned around, nodding and
following
the sound blindly. Then they were standing at the door
to
her estate.
Sidhe
looked at them both, and gulped.
“Open
it!” her lover hissed.
And
she did, giving the password to the magickal seal on the
door.
As the door opened and the servants became visible, trapped
spirits
bound to the house and to whoever owned it, her lover
pushed
her hard and she fell to the floor.
The
door closed behind the barbarian, sealed once more.
Sidhe
turned slowly to the dark elf man walking arrogantly
around
the main room.
“Dismiss
the servants,” he said.
“We
won’t be needing them for some time.”
He
pulled off his gauntlets and she watched him, nodding to the
mindless
beings and noting to herself that they didn’t truly
disappear
when dismissed but hung around unseen. They had no
minds
of their own, no wills and no thoughts, so in times past she
had
not taken them into consideration. But now, suddenly, she
wished
they truly were not going to stay.
The
Drow male looked at her, then he laughed at where she still
lay
half sprawled on the floor of the room.
“You
are so pathetic,” he said, snickering.
But
the tones in his voice spoke a dozen other things. She would
not
be a woman if she did not acknowledge the hate and the pain
there.
She gulped in the thickness of his anger, his disgust, and his
hatred.
All
of which were directed at her.
He
hated her. He was disgusted with her. And his wrath seemed to
hold
no bounds.
Maybe
he will beat me, she thought, eyeing the nearby windows
and
their latches.
His
cold blue eyes followed hers and he laughed again. Then he
nodded
to the barbarian.
“Pick
her up.”
Sidhe
tried to struggle but the tall Northsman was many times
stronger
than her. She didn’t have time to cast a single spell, or
even
recall which would be best just now. The barbarian picked
her
up in both hands, holding her tightly against his chest. The
Drow
man walked into the back bedroom, and the barbarian
followed,
carrying the struggle wizardess.
The
room contained a great fireplace, always lit, for cool nights
just
like this. Sticking out from one of the curved walls was a bed,
big
enough for two but not the most royal or elegant of furniture.
The
table nearby was also more practical than extravagant.
This
house had once belonged to Ubique, and before her, a
barbarian
lover she had come to have had owned it. He had been
Ubique’s
first lover, first among all men. And when he had
married
another, he had given Ubique this home with which to
begin
to build her own fortune.
Once
Sidhe had married one of Ubique’s own allies, the Drow
warrior
had given her wizardess slave the estate, a pretense of
freedom
or so it had always seemed to Sidhe. Ubique gave her
many
things to remind her she was an equal in their House, but
she
also did the small subtle things to show Sidhe that she was
still
owned, and still belonged to someone else.
The
recent marriage contract, for instance – important to Sidhe’s
sisters
in Ubique’s guild, but of near to no value to Sidhe. She
appreciated
Ubique’s choice of partner of course, just as she had
the
last time. This time, her silly heart wasn’t involved, whereas
last
time, when her husband had left her for another dimension,
Sidhe
had cried big fat human-like tears over the high elf Ubique
had
meant her to marry only for political reasons.
This
time, Sidhe cried not for her future husband. She had fallen
asleep
weeping drunkenly over the man who now glared at her
with
a gaze so full of hate that it itched her skin all over and
caused
her soul to shrivel inside.
The
Drow male nodded at the bed, and the Northsman tossed
Sidhe
onto it, the mattress creaking from the strength of his throw.
Sidhe
stayed absolutely still, eyes wide and panic-filled.
“Did
you miss me, my ‘love’,” the Drow said.
His
voice was thick with venom as he sat in a wooden chair at the
table.
He slouched slightly, his frame full of confidence and ire.
Whatever
he had planned, he knew he wouldn’t get caught. And
he
obviously had something very wicked in mind.
Sidhe
gulped and looked up at the Northsman.
“This
is my friend,” her lover said to her.
“He’s
going to help me teach you a lesson. Do you know what
lesson
I’m going to teach you?”
Sidhe
looked back at the man speaking, and blinked. Then she
shook
her head.
He
looked away from her and began to pull off his armor until he
was
wearing only his softer, more comfortable leathers. Then he
tilted
his head, running a hand through his short white hair.
“Once
upon a time, not so long ago, you gave yourself to me.”
His
voice was hard as mithril, and yet as low and smooth as
poison
in wine. And he wouldn’t look at her, his eyes ran over the
room,
the fire, anywhere but at her.
“You
said you loved me, and only me. You swore you had no
other
lovers, that you gave your body to only me. And I believed
you,
Sidhe.”
“But
I didn’t! I still –“
“Silence,
bitch!” he spat.
His
eyes were on her now, and he was ready to leap out of his
chair,
his fingers clenching reflexively.
She
thought she could almost feel them on her throat.
He
wanted to kill her, if not hurt her terribly. She put a hand to her
neck,
and backed up on the bed.
As
if seeing the fear in her eyes, and liking it, he squinted at her a
moment.
Then he chuckled, sitting back in his chair and resting
one
hand on the tabletop. His short nails drummed on the wooden
surface
as he studied her.
“You
are still mine. You will always be mine. And I’ve spent
some
time thinking of how to show this to you. How best to
remind
you of what you said to me, and what you gave to me.”
His
eyes went to the Northsman, who was grinning wickedly
down
at Sidhe. And as she followed his gaze, and looked up into
the
face of the tall, solidly built barbarian, she cringed, her mind
reeling
suddenly with her predicament.
“If
you are mine, I can give you away at my leisure. I can do what
I
wish with you, like property, like a toy.”
Sidhe
looked back at him, her eyes clouding with tears now. Her
breath
was lost in her lungs.
“And
that’s what I’m going to do. That’s the lesson I’m going to
teach
you. That you are mine, and I can, and will, do whatever I
wish
to do with you.”
“Please,
no, please don’t, gods no…” she whispered.
He
nodded at the barbarian, who began to peel off his clothing.
Sidhe
watched, looking from the tall paler man to her dark and
angry
lover. He was grinning, and the madness in his soul was
evident
in his eyes. Anger and hatred had gone wild in him and
driven
him over the edge of sanity and reason.
Sidhe
looked back to the barbarian, wishing she could sink
through
the bed, but knowing if she made any attempt to escape,
she
would likely be slain outright.
Maybe
it won’t be so bad, she tried to say to herself to calm her
rising
panic.
But
as the barbarian undressed, his eyes gleefully on hers, the fear
within
her grew.
He
was tall, but all Northsmen were. As he peeled off his tunic, he
revealed
a beefy chest and hard muscled stomach. His arms were
fat
with corded muscle. His waist was heavy set, and his belly
slightly
rounded from too much drinking and good eating.
Her
eyes blinked open and shut as he continued to disrobe.
His
legs were bare beneath his kilt of leather plates, which he
undid
and dropped. Then he was lifting a foot to the bed to undo
his
boots. His legs were as massive as tree trunks from the wood
that
shielded Sidhe’s people from outsiders. And his member,
hanging
limply between his mammoth thighs, was the thickness
of
Sidhe’s forearm.
She
gulped again, then started to back away in terror as the
barbarian’s
cock began to thicken and throb, getting larger,
harder.
Sidhe’s bottom found the far edge of the bed and she
twisted,
trying to get away over the floor. But a hand found her
ankle
and the barbarian was pulling her back onto the bed.
“You
can’t escape, my ‘love’,” her Drow lover said, watching.
She
looked at him, her face a mask of terror. But his eyes were
cold,
calculating, and unfeeling.
“Make
her suck you,” he whispered to the barbarian, a finger on
his
lips as he watched almost impassively.
Sidhe
struggled, but the barbarian had a grip on her hair now. He
pulled
her head back, hard, then spun her body with one hand
against
her hip, until she was on her back. He lifted her up by the
hair,
and then set her back on the bed on her knees.
Her
scalp ached from his grip, but he didn’t let go or give her an
inch
of free reign. She saw his hand going to his cock, and felt the
grip
on her hair tighten.
Sidhe
closed her mouth, but to no avail. Soon, that massive
bulbous
cock head was rubbing against her lips. She could feel the
oozing
slime of precum there.
The
barbarian was enjoying her struggles.
Sidhe
put a hand on each of his hips, trying hard to pull away. She
squeezed
her eyes shut.
Then
the head of the cock was pushing between her lips, and the
barbarian
was speaking a Northsman-tongued warning to her not
to
bite, one she understood only by the relevance of the situation.
Into
her mouth went the fat cock head, stretching the corners of
her
lips tightly until she was sure they would tear.
How
that cock head fit inside she didn’t know and could only
attribute
it to the magick of the world that allowed ogres to rape
with
wood elves, and trolls to rape humans.
Into
her mouth the head plunged, and the barbarian snickered, not
even
slightly satisfied. Sidhe beat her fists against his lower
abdomen,
and he laughed at her. Then he forced her head further
down
his cock until she could feel that fat tip at the back of her
throat,
pressing against her tonsils.
The
barbarian began to plunder her mouth, moving in and out in
small
thrusts. She kept her eyes tightly closed as he cooed to her,
her
fists working on his skin. She tried to claw him, but he didn’t
seem
to notice at all.
The
next thing she knew, he was cumming in her mouth. She
could
taste the dreadfully salty seed pouring down her throat and
into
her stomach, and she shook her head. As the cock became
slightly
limp, not so painfully large, she tried to pull away. But the
barbarian
held her fast to him, wriggling her head side to side for
extra
pleasure.
From
the chair, her lover laughed lightly. The barbarian released
Sidhe
and let her fall to the bed as he examined his cock for teeth
marks.
Sidhe lay there, panting, wiping at her aching mouth and
checking
for blood.
“Interesting
specimen, isn’t he?” the Drow male said.
“Funny
how I came to know a man like this. But I won’t avail you
with
the tale. You always hated how I would speak of my other
lovers.
“One
thing you should know though, my dear Sidhe. This man
isn’t
like ordinary men. Not only is he incredibly huge, but his
appetite
is insatiable.”
Sidhe
looked at her lover, then slowly, her gaze went to the
barbarian’s
face. He was looking at her with eyes almost as
yellow
as a plains cat. Then her own eyes began to travel
downward.
The
barbarian was stroking himself, his fat fist going up and down
the
shaft of his cock. And before her very eyes, Sidhe watched as
the
cock became rigid and stiff, bigger than before.
Watching
from his chair, her lover nodded at the barbarian’s
questioning
gaze to him.
“Now
you may truly have her, my friend.”
Immediately
the barbarian grabbed each of Sidhe’s thighs.
Mercilessly,
he pulled her to him, tearing at her netted leggings.
Sidhe
screamed, forgetting that no one could hear her. The
barbarian’s
thick fingers ripped her tunic from her chest and
stripped
her of all her jewelry, even tearing her boots from her
slender
feet. Soon she was naked, and she began to sweat as she
screamed
at the man and tried to beat him off of her.
Then
he was over her, grunting and laughing at her as he put a
hand
in the middle of her chest. His other hand was guiding his
cock
against one of her thighs, then dipping it into her privacy.
Sidhe
felt the head enter her first, and that was enough to cause
her
voice to pitch, a high wailing sound that echoed off the walls
and
ceiling. As he forced more of his cock into her tight sheath,
the
barbarian groaned in pleasure, and Sidhe screeched in pain
and
agony.
She
could feel his every ridge and vein, and could feel the
throbbing
desire of the barbarian. Into her he pushed, forcibly
stretching
her. Then he muttered something over his shoulder to
the
Drow male.
“Nau,”
Sidhe’s lover answered.
“Don’t
worry about hurting her that badly. We are magickal
beings,
whatever damage is done repairs itself almost
immediately,
or within a few days. Isn’t that right, Sidhe? You
love
big fat cock inside you, don’t you, my dear?”
Sidhe
clawed at the barbarian’s chest, making him laugh. Then he
captured
both her wrists and pinned them to the bed above her
head.
Into her he drove now, until she could feel him breaking
through
to her womb, where no man should ever go. At last, his
cock
head settled there, he was buried to the hilt.
Sidhe
couldn’t breath, the air was being crushed from her lungs
by
his massive weight over her small frame. She tried to kick but
his
hips had hers pinned, her legs spread painfully wide.
He
began to withdraw, but he didn’t pull out all the way before he
was
thrusting back inside her. Sidhe could feel the pain of his rape
of
her womb, feeling the rim of his cock head pulling at her
insides.
In and out of her he went, bouncing her on the mattress as
she
screamed, again and again.
From
the chair her lover watched it all, his eyes slightly
interested,
but for the most part impassive and unemotional.
At
last, the barbarian was cumming. He pushed up off of her body
until
he was almost kneeling so he could look down and see his
huge
shaft pushing in and out of Sidhe’s tight ebon sheath. He
grunted,
and then came, throwing his weight onto her once more,
his
fingers squeezing her arms and wrists painfully, almost
snapping
them in his ecstasy.
Unable
to breath, Sidhe‘s screams of agony died in her throat.
“Alright,
get off of her before you kill her. I’m not done with her
yet,”
the Drow male complained from the chair.
The
barbarian stooped and licked at Sidhe’s face a moment, then
pulled
off of her, lying to one side of her. His body was too big
for
the bed, so he still had her pinned beneath his legs.
“Do
you understand yet, Sidhe? Do you know who you belong to
yet?”
As her breath came back to her lungs, she began to plead.
“Please,
I know you own me. Please no more, no more. I’ll do
anything!”
“But
Sidhe! We have done everything! We’ve done it every
possible
way, every possible position, every possible fantasy! And
it
wasn’t enough for you, nau. You wanted things I couldn’t give
you
because me fucking you wasn’t enough! So I’m going to give
you
everything, Sidhe!”
He
stood up now, rushing to the foot of the bed, looking at her.
His
face was so angry, so full of hate that Sidhe cried and closed
her
eyes, turning over on her side.
The
thickness of the barbarian’s cock inside her had made her
bleed
onto the mattress. But the pain of his lust was nothing
compared
to the ache in her heart when her lover looked at her
like
that.
Her
lover sneered at her weakness, his anger so tight in his body
that
he was panting now.
“Again,”
he said to the barbarian.
“This
time, from behind.”
The
barbarian asked something in a hopeful voice, and the Drow
male
nodded, his lips curling wickedly as he stayed at the foot of
the
bed.
Sidhe
felt the barbarian take her by the ankles. Then, after a few
moments,
she realized her humiliation wasn’t done. She screeched
and
grabbed at the bed posts and head board.
The
Northsman was turning her onto her stomach now, spreading
her
legs as he kneeled between them. Sidhe could feel his fingers
flickering
over her bloody crevice, fondling her broken cunt. Then
he
was smearing the mix of blood and semen up and back, over
her
anus.
“Nau!”
she screamed.
But
no one heard, and no one came.
Sidhe
gripped the head board tightly, trying in vain to pull away.
But
the barbarian only laughed, and her lover moved to one side
of
the bed, his fingers gripping a bedpost so tightly his knuckles
went
white.
Sidhe
looked at him over her shoulder, freezing as she saw the
revulsion
in his eyes. Then she began to struggle again, imploring
the
barbarian to stop.
She
felt his fingers parting her buttocks. She felt the heat of his
cock
like a burning brand against her anus.
And
then he was plunging mercilessly within, tearing at the rim of
hard
muscle there. He was truly unrelenting as he drove into her
ass,
busting her open with his shaft. He was so thick that surely
her
tightness must have hurt him. But it was a pain he craved, and
he
only went deeper, sheathing himself inside her completely.
Then
he withdrew, all the way, only to plunge into her again. And
then
again.
The
Northsmen didn’t even have to put a hand on Sidhe’s
struggling
frame. The heaviness of his hips against her buttocks,
his
fat cock thrusting deep into her ass, had her effectively pinned.
Sidhe
screamed and clawed at the bed’s wooden frame, refusing
to
give up her attempt at escape. But still she found no quarter as
the
barbarian man rendered her ass into a bloody mess, fucking
her
with his complete brutal strength.
Next
to the bed, her lover was hissing, in pleasure or in hate Sidhe
didn’t
know.
Then
the barbarian was howling in ecstasy, cumming at last,
filling
her ass with his spurting juices. Sidhe felt as if he were
pouring
lava into her core, and she could feel things breaking
inside
both her body and spirit as he became thicker with his final
lust.
Then,
by the will of the gods or by pure fate, the world went
black.
Pain
woke her before anything else. Then she sucked hard inward,
filling
her lungs with cool air. Hands around her held her tightly,
and
she felt her entire body bruised and aching, coming awake.
Sidhe
opened her eyes, and saw above her the purple haze of a
morning
sky. The sun had not yet come up, and there were still
the
last remnants of midnight clouds striding over the stars.
She
looked around, not moving her head, only her eyes.
Her
lover was near, holding her from underneath. She blinked at
him,
then became more aware of her surroundings.
A
pleasant cool feeling enveloped her, and she realized she was in
the
ocean. He was using a rag to clean her wounds.
“I
love you,” he said quietly, looking into her eyes.
“Do
you believe me?”
Sidhe
nodded, blinking at him.
“Good.
Good girl. Come now, before you get a chill. Let’s go to
the
house.”
He
helped her out of the water, then, and she stumbled and had to
lean
against him. All of her body ached. He picked a blanket up
off
of the sand, and placed it about her crouching frame, holding
her
against him. Then he lifted her off her feet.
As
they walked through a nearby village, passing the communal
campfire,
Sidhe caught sight of the barbarian man sitting and
cleaning
off his cock. He winked at Sidhe, and she whimpered,
unable
to tear her eyes away from his member.
“Shhh,”
said her lover in her ear, nuzzling her.
“That’s
all over, now. You’re mine, you see? I can do what I want
to
you. Never make me angry again.”
Back
in the house, he laid Sidhe on the bed. Then he licked his
bottom
lip, opening up the blanket he had covered her with so he
could
gaze on her naked body.
His
fingers traced over the fingerprint-shaped bruises on her arms
and
legs, dancing over the purple patches on her indigo colored
skin.
“I
love you,” he whispered.
“Do
you love me?”
Sidhe
nodded, trembling from fear and from the cold chill setting
through
her weakened body.
“Say
it,” he asked her.
She
blinked at him. Then she opened her mouth.
“I
love you.” The lie came out so sweetly, so easily, Sidhe was
surprised
at herself, and suddenly proud.
Then
she carefully got up on her knees, next to her lover. She put
her
lips to his mouth, and her hands around his neck. She kissed
him,
deeply. Then she lay down, pulling him with her.
His
eyes were soft with passion as she moved her fingers to his
leggings
and released his cock. It wasn’t a barbarian cock, but it
was
large all the same. She moved her hands over it, stroking it to
a
firmness she knew he enjoyed. She played with his sack, and he
held
himself up over her on his hands, watching her fingers
working
over him.
Then
Sidhe spread her heavily bruised thighs, now washed clean
of
blood and cum. She spread herself for him, and guided his cock
into
her privacy.
As
he entered her, she winced, and he dropped over her body. He
wasn’t
as heavy as the Northsman had been, but her ribs hurt from
supporting
the great weight of her rapist only hours before.
The
Drow male dropped his head into the crook of Sidhe’s neck,
nuzzling
her as he allowed himself to slide slickly inside her.
Sidhe
moved beneath him, forcing her aching muscles to push up
and
take him even deeper in. Thankfully, he couldn’t reach the
depths
of her womb like his comrade had, but that didn’t stop him
from
trying as he began to piston himself in and out of her.
Sidhe
forced her body to react to him, forced herself to think of
every
time she had enjoyed his touch, his every gesture of love to
her.
She made her cunt become slick with excitement, and he was
spurred
on to greater action by the feel of her reacting to him.
“I
have to have all of you,” he groaned, and Sidhe nodded, turning
over
onto her stomach. She lifted her broken bottom up to him,
and
he plunged into her already-healing anus, fucking her ass
mercilessly.
He pulled out and thrust into her puss, then pulled out
and
moved into her ass again. He trade from one to the other,
stroke
for stroke, moaning all the while.
Then
he turned her back onto her backside, looking down at her as
he
stroked himself.
“I
have to have all of you, my love,” he said, as if he needed her
to
understand.
Sidhe
nodded again, sliding down on the bed. And soon, he was
guiding
his cock to her lips.
This
was how the night had begun, she thought to herself. But
then
she pushed the thought away, forcing herself to become calm
once
more.
His
cock head parted her lips easily, and she swirled her tongue
around
the rim of him, tasting herself and the faint echoes of
diluted
blood. Her lover put his hands in her hair, lifting her head
up
to his cock and beginning to forcibly fuck her face.
“I
love you, gods I love you,” he groaned.
Then
he was cumming, filling her throat with his seed. He pulled
out
slightly, and spurted over her face, coating her lips, her chin,
her
cheeks with his warm semen.
At
last, he was spent, and he fell to the bed. Sidhe lay very still,
resting
her head against his shoulder.
“I
can’t sleep here,” he said softly, and Sidhe nodded.
“I
have kin to see today, and I’m so weary. My life, Sidhe, it is so
full
of pain and hardship. You are the one thing I enjoy, do you
know
that?”
Sidhe
forced a smile when he looked at her, and she returned his
passionate
kiss. Then she sat up, helping him to dress.
“You
are the one island of goodness I know of, in all I do, each
day.
I can’t be what you want me to be, I have to be myself. But
that
doesn’t mean I don’t love you,” he said, putting a finger
under
her chin.
Sidhe
smiled, understanding at last, and all too well.
“Good,
I will go now. I hope to see you soon, my sweet love.
Remember,
no matter what I am doing, or who I am with…I am
thinking
of you. Only you.”
He
kissed her again, smiling happily now that he was completely
confident
of her love for him, and completely satisfied.
As
he walked out the door, the false smile dripped from Sidhe’s
face
like melted wax. Her eyes filled with angry tears, and she
winced
as she began to move around the house.
It
took only a bit of new magick to change the password that
opened
the door or any of the windows for the desert house. Then,
gathering
her items, Sidhe summoned the servants. They looked at
her
with mournful faces, and when they wouldn’t look her right in
the
eyes, she wondered for a moment if they actually were aware
of
what had gone on the night before.
Best
not to think of that, she told herself.
“Clean
this house. I don’t want a single remnant to be as it is now.
When
next I come, I want to smell only cleaning solutions. Clean
everything.
I want a new bed, new table and chairs, new
furnishings.
“Burn
everything that is here that is here for practicality, and
replace
it with something new.”
Wincing
again, Sidhe called up the portal that would take her
home.
Once in the woods her people ruled, the dark elf wizardess
limped
into the tunnel that would lead her to the underground city
her
kin had built. She slipped through the quiet streets unseen,
until
she got to the tower in the city’s deepest quarter. And then,
she
summoned all of her servants and minions to the main hall.
They
gathered there restlessly, sensing Sidhe’s odd mood. She
stood
up on the dais reserved for the lords and ladies of the house,
and
looked out upon them all. She had even summoned her
network
of spies and her most far reaching and most trusted
merchants
and dealers.
“From
this point on,” she said loudly, “I belong to no man. Within
my
House, within my realm, my son is my heir, and my new lord
and
soon to be husband is the only male allowed to access
my…assets.
According to the contract I signed yesterday, I may
make
public claim to no other lover. Thusly, no one else will be
welcomed
into this tower, other than my children, those of my
guild,
and my lord. No friends may enter unless they are
accompanied
or expected by myself or my lord.
“Should
you disobey me, see now the results of your
disobedience.”
Sidhe shirked off the simple robe she had donned
while
waiting for her household and minions to gather. And as
they
looked over her bruised body, they gasped and winced, eyes
turning
away from the wounds.
“These
wounds are your folly!” she shouted to her servants.
“My
body is my temple, and yours to protect! The wounds in my
heart
and my soul, caused by this night, are my own punishment
for
my weakness. But these bruises I bear are the result of your
lack
of loyalty and caution! You bear them as much as I!”
Sidhe
glared over the crowd, then dismissed them with a wave.
Then
she went up to her rooms, and closed off the world.
The
guard would double its efforts at protecting her now, she
knew.
And the servants would heed her word about who was
allowed
into the tower or any of her estates.
But
only she could protect her heart…