The Vacation by John O'Connor Disclaimer: Stargate SG-1 and its characters are the property of Stargate (II) Productions, Showtime/Viacom, MGM/UA, Double Secret Productions, and Gekko Productions. This story is for entertainment purposes only and no money exchanged hands. No copyright infringement is intended. The original characters, situations, and story are the property of the author. Rating: PG-13 Part 6 Samantha Carter and Janet Fraiser decided to join Janet's daughter, Cassie, down on the beach to watch the sea turtle babies hatch. There was an unusual lull in any conversation between the two friends as they took the elevator down and headed for the beach. Both women were lost in thought, each unaware that her companion was equally distracted. Sam kept thinking about the question Cassie had put to her before racing down to the beach to watch the birth of the sea turtles. "Do you love mom?" Cassie had asked. When Sam said that she did since Janet was one of her best friends, Cassie persisted, "No, Sam, do you love her? Really love her?" Before Sam could even begin to think of an answer, Cassie was gone. Since then, her brain was stuck in a mental loop. She had admitted that she was attracted to her friend but she didn't want to do anything to jeopardize their friendship or their careers in the Air Force. She also was certain that Janet had no interest in her beyond friendship, regardless of the position they were in when Sam woke up this morning. Janet's mind was running in a similar vein. She had heard the question her daughter had asked and had waited just inside the sliding doors to hear Sam's answer. Janet just didn't know which answer she wanted to hear. A "No" would save all kinds of trouble for both of them, personally and professionally. A "Yes" could lead to major complications in her life, not the least of which would be being in love with a woman. In love with another woman? She did love Sam, but as a friend and that was it. Janet knew this for a fact. Janet had always been straight. She had never thought of women in any other way but now her beliefs had been shaken by several things. Over the last several days she had been having erotic dreams involving herself and Sam. She also had felt warm and loved when she was in bed last night enfolded in an embrace by a sleeping Sam. She found herself becoming preoccupied with Sam's body. Lastly, there had been the girl on the beach who had come on to her and she was still surprised that she had not been repulsed by this. Janet felt a little shiver and the gooseflesh rose on her arms. When Sam asked if she was alright, she lied and told her friend it was because of the coolness of the day. In fact, the lie was entirely plausible. The beach was normally quite crowded at this time of day, but a cold front had moved in overnight causing the temperature to drop to a not uncomfortable 70 degrees and leaving the skies a cloudy gray. While not uncomfortable to the women after living in the Colorado Rockies, it was a dramatic departure from the normal warm, sultry conditions of the Florida panhandle. They continued in relative silence until they neared a small crowd near the roped off area that contained the sea turtle nest. Cassie was near the front and yelled to them, "Mom! Sam! You gotta see this!" They gently worked their way forward and could get a clear view of the mound of sand that formed the nest. There were small trails coming out of little divots in the mound that led towards the water but no sign of activity. "Mom, Sam, this is so cool! A whole bunch, well three anyway, came out and ran down the beach into the water." Cassie was talking fast and loud from the excitement she always felt at something new on her adopted planet. "Whoa. Slow down, young lady." Janet placed a hand gently on her daughter's shoulder. "I know this is a big thing but just take it easy. Okay?" Cassie nodded and tried to act calm. Sam and Janet shared hopeful glances until some activity at the mound broke the spell. "Hey, look! More are coming out!" Cassie was pointing eagerly towards the mound. Sam and Janet could both clearly see little cascades of sand in several places followed closely by little dark objects poking out. The baby turtles paused at the open air then, working their legs, pulled themselves out and slid down the face of the mound. One or two actually tumbled down and worked to flip themselves upright on the sand. "Sam, this really is pretty cool," Janet whispered, not wanting to encourage Cassie. "I mean, I've seen a lot over the last couple of years, but this..." Sam just nodded as Janet trailed off, "Yeah, I have to admit, you're right." Seven baby turtles, little bigger than the kind bought in petshops, scurried down the beach with the onlookers rooting them on. As they reached the water, the waves picked them up and helped them as they began to swim out into the Gulf. Out of the corner of her eye, Sam saw a familiar redhead walk towards them. "Here comes your girlfriend," she whispered to Janet. Janet just scowled at her friend then smiled at the other girl. "Hi Regina. This is your big day, isn't it?" Janet asked. Then, looking at Regina's attire (a short windbreaker over her swimsuit leaving her long legs bare), "Aren't you chilly?" Regina shook her head then said, "Yeah, this is pretty exciting. There seem to be a lot of babies from this nest, which is a very encouraging sign." Looking at Sam, she extended her hand, "Hi, you must be Sam. I'm Regina." Sam took her hand and nodded, mumbling under her breath, "Yeah, it rhymes with a part of the female anatomy." Sam was amazed to find she was jealous. "I'm sorry?" Regina asked. "Oh, uh, nothing. I was just clearing my throat. Sorry," Sam sputtered. "Uh, nice to meet you." Janet gave Sam a puzzled look then turned to Regina, "So, I guess this means you're done here?" "No," Regina replied, "We'll wait another twenty-four hours after the last turtles dig themselves out and then open the nest. We'll collect the shell fragments and any unhatched eggs to take back to school for study in the lab for any environmental anamolies, that sort of thing." "Lab work. That's one of the things Sam does best, don't you Sam?" Janet turned towards her friend. Sam pretended to ignore them and watch the baby turtles but she was preoccupied by the unusual sensation of jealousy stirring in her. 'Jealous of a young girl? Of Janet? This is definitely nuts,' she thought. "Sam? Hello? Anyone home?" Janet nudged her. "Oh, sorry. I was thinking...uh, I was thinking about the incident earlier today," Sam lied. Regina looked at her, "Oh? What incident?" "Nothing," Janet assured her, throwing another look of annoyance at her friend. "It's nothing." Cassie came up then and chimed in, "Nothing? My mom is so cool. She and Sam took out some punks at the arcade that were giving us a hard time. Didn't you?" Cassie looked at the two friends with a mixture of love and awe. "Really? One of them the sheriff's kid?" Regina asked. "Yeah," Cassie replied and then told her all about the afternoon's adventure. By the time she was done, several people around them were listening avidly and both Sam and Janet looked like they had severe sunburn on their faces. "Wow, you ladies rock!" Regina said. "That's too cool! And those redneck punks, I had some trouble with them too. They deserved every bit of it." Sam stood there with her hands behind her back, looking down as she moved the sand around with her toe. Janet looked at her and the embarrasment disappeared as she laughed out loud. Sam looked up questioningly and Janet said, "You look like 'Aw shucks, ma'am. Twertn't nuthin'.'" Sam turned even redder and stuck her tongue out at Janet, causing even more laughter from her "victim" and Cassie. Regina smiled and cocked an eyebrow, "Janet, sorry. I'd love to stay and enjoy this but I've got to go play scientist. See ya." With a wave, the pretty redhead turned and returned to the mounded nest. After watching a couple more baby turtles crawl out of the sand, Janet glanced at Sam from the corner of her eye. The taller blonde looked like she was a million miles away. Janet looked at Sam quizzically, "What's up with you? I haven't seen you this preoccupied outside of a lab in a long time." "Nothing. Don't worry about it." Sam turned and walked back across the beach towards the condo. "What's with Sam?" Cassie asked, the concern evident in her voice. Janet put her arm around the girl's shoulder, "I don't know, sweetie. Maybe she's just embarassed. I'll go talk to her. You can stay here if you want, but not too long. It's getting late and we haven't bothered with dinner yet." "Okay, mom. I am getting hungry," Cassie replied. "I'm sure you are. See you soon," Janet said as she started back towards the condo after her friend. Sam had gotten a good headstart on Janet and was already waiting for the elevator when Janet walked up the short boardwalk between the pool area and the beach. As she rounded the corner of the building, she saw Sam step into the elevator. "Hey, hold that elevator!" she called. Sam looked annoyed but held the door. When Janet stepped in, Sam slammed the button for their floor. She turned and stood there looking out at the bay as the car rose. Janet kept her peace until they were back in the condo, then she asked, "Alright, what's the matter?" "Nothing," Sam said angrily. "Not a damn thing!" Janet walked up to Sam and said, "Bullshit! Something's been eating at you all afternoon. What is it?" The doctor was worried at the possible answer, considering what she had overheard earlier, but more concerned for her friend. "Alright. You want to know what's bothering me? I don't like being singled out like that." "You're embarrassed!" Janet realized. "You're embarrassed at being called a hero. That's it, isn't it?" Sam stood there looking over and past Janet's head before looking down. Ready for ridicule or amusement, she was surprised to see concern in Janet's brown eyes. "Yeah, I get this uncomfortable feeling whenever I get singled out like that. I felt like that when Jack and I had to go to Washington to get those medals from Clinton. Thankfully, the ceremony was cancelled and General Hammond did it quietly at the SGC." "Sam, I'm sorry," Janet placed her hand on Sam's arm. "I didn't know or I would have changed the subject. I'm also sorry I made fun of you. You did take it well, though. Why did you bring it up, anyway?" "I, uh, I don't know," Sam stopped. How could she tell Janet she was jealous of the attention she was getting from the young redhead? "Sam..." Janet said slowly. "I know you. What's the problem? You know you can tell me anything." "I know I can trust you with anything." 'Except maybe this', she thought. "Maybe later, alright?" Sam's voice held a pleading note that Janet had rarely heard before. "Please, Janet, I need some time to think. Okay?" "Sure," Janet gave Sam a reassuring hug and added, "Anytime you need me, I'm here for you. Now, let's put smiles on our faces and figure out where we're going for dinner." Cassie returned a few minutes later and they decided to go to a Chinese place that was highly recommended by Sam's friends. While waiting for Sam to use the bathroom, Cassie asked about her and was reassured by her mom. "She's just bothered by what happened today but she doesn't want to talk about it. Got it?" "Sure, I won't say anything else about it," Cassie agreed. "But you were both really cool!" They went to the restaurant which was the opposite direction of the miniature golf course and arcade, Janet noted thankfully, and had a great time. As they usually did at Chinese restaurants, they each ordered a different dish. and egg rolls so they all could share and taste different foods. By the time they were on the fortune and almond cookies, the place was ready to close and they were all feeling tired. Back at the condo, Sam and Janet sat on the balcony for a short while. Cassie went straight to bed, after falling asleep in the car on the short ride back. Janet tried to stifle a yawn and failed. "I'm more tired than I thought. I'm going to bed." As she rose from the chair, Sam said, "Good night, Janet. Thanks." "For what?" Janet asked. "For being such a good friend," Sam replied. She stood up and hugged Janet. Janet returned the hug and felt her pulse increase in Sam's embrace. She was experiencing conflicting emotions in the embrace. Pulling loose, Janet brushed her lips against Sam's cheek and said, "See you later. Don't stay up too late." Sam sat on the chair and listened to the distant surf, her cheek hot where Janet had kissed her, as her thoughts and emotions ran rings through her mind. Sam sat there long into the night. (c) John O'ConnerComments May Be Mailed Here