Secrets Shared 
by John O'Connor
Disclaimer:  Stargate SG-1 and its characters are the
property of Stargate (II) Productions,
Showtime/Viacom, MGM/UA, Double Secret Productions,
and Gekko Productions. This story is for entertainment
purposes only and no money exchanged hands. No
copyright infringement is intended. The original
characters, situations, and story are the property of
the author.
Note: Partial spoilers for "Children Of The Gods",
"Family", "Touchstone", "Past and Present", and slight
spoilers for "The Tok'ra" and "Singularity."
Rating: PG-13.
Sam peered into the refrigerator, grabbed another beer
and a strawberry wine cooler.  Plenty left for a
girls' night in.
Back in the living room, Janet was relaxed on one end
of the couch, a nearly empty cooler sitting on the end
table and her bare feet drawn up under her.  She
looked at the coffee table and smiled painfully.  
Too many empties already.  They were both gonna feel
it in the morning.  But this was something they both
needed.  Sam had just come back from a long but boring
offworld mission and Janet had put in nearly two full
days in the infirmary with another shift at the
Academy Hospital, trying to fill the time while
Cassandra was visiting her parents.
"Y'know, we're both gonna feel like shit tomorrow,"
the doctor announced.
"Ya think?" Sam laughed as she padded back into the
living room on bare feet.  She joined her friend on
the small sofa.  Then she added, "Good thing you're a
doc, Doc."
"So, what were we talking about?  Oh yeah.  My ex... 
He was a misogynistic cretin."
"Don't hold back, Janet.  Tell me what you really
think," Sam teased.
"He was a fuckin' chauvinistic bastard!  Telling me
it's a man's Army!  I joined the Air Force!  The idiot
couldn't even get the service branches right!"
"Okay, Killer.  Sounds a lot like my near-mistake. 
Fortunately, it didn't get that far with Jonas," Sam
replied.   "So, any other skeletons in your closet?"
Sam added jokingly.  She hadn't expected the answer
Janet gave.
"Yeah," Janet said slowly, her eyes locked on her
fingers which were nervously picking at the Bartles
and James label.
"Okay.  So, give with the details."
"I, uh, I don't know if I should..."
"Damn it, Janet!  Now ya gotta tell me," Sam laughed.
"I, uh, I can't, Sam."
"Don't trust me?" the blonde teased.
"No, of course I do.  But..."
Sam leaned over and whispered, "I'll tell you
something secret and then you can tell me what you
want...  Deal?"
'What am I doing?' Sam thought as she waited for
Janet's answer.  
"Secret?" Janet asked dubiously.
"Yeah, something no one else knows about me."  
'I won't tell her about Abydos,' Sam told herself. 
'Anything but that.'
"Uh, okay.  I guess..." Janet said slowly.
"You read about the first mission to Abydos when we
recovered Daniel.  Well, we had a little time to relax
before all the badness hit.  The people set up a nice
little feast for us and I even took time from trying
to analyze the Gate cartouches to have a little
something."
'What am I saying?  I haven't had that much to drink,'
Sam thought.  But her mouth ignored the commands from
her brain to shut up. 
"They made their own beer and it had a subtle kick
like nothing I've had outside of some of the German
bocks.  I found I had to...pee really bad.  But we
were in a ruin with no real bathroom that I could see.
 Sha're noticed I was getting edgy and asked me if I
had to relieve myself.  Just about her exact words
too.  I nodded and she took me off into another part
of the structure. 
"We came to a small room that looked a lot like the
inside of an outhouse carved out of sandstone.  I
asked her where the...the waste went and she said deep
beneath us.  Since no one had dysentery, I guessed the
'plumbing' was still pretty well sealed off from the
local water table.  Sha're said she'd wait to lead me
back and stood there waiting for me.
"You know how it is most of the time, women go to the
bathroom together.  We've even done it once in a
while, to gossip without unwanted ears.   So, when she
stayed in the room with me, I thought that she wanted
to talk."
Sam paused and Janet, who was now sitting upright,
prompted her, "What did you talk about?"
"We, uh, we didn't exactly talk..."  Sam's mouth was
beginning to get the belated message from her brain. 
"Well?"
"Uh, Janet, let's forget this.  Okay?"
"No, Sam.  I don't want any secrets between us. 
You're my best friend.  You can trust me.  I'm willing
to trust you."
"You do?" 
"Yeah.  I trust you."
"This could be my career..."
"No one will ever know.  Okay?"  By now, Janet had to
know what happened on that other world.
With a sigh, Sam nodded, "Okay.  So, I finished what I
came to do and as I was getting ready to pull my pants
up, Sha're...cupped me."
"Cupped you?"  Janet was puzzled then comprehension
lit up her face, "Oh!  She..."  Miming with her own
hand on an imaginary figure in front of her, Janet
looked questioningly at Sam.
"Yeah, like that.  And her fingers...  She began to
finger me.  It was weird and exciting and scary
and...stimulating.  God!  What a stupid word.  Janet,
I was turned on.  No woman, including any doctors, had
ever really touched me that way.  And only a very few
men.  It was so intimate.  Too intimate.  I knew I
should push her away but I didn't want to.
"Sha're pulled me close with her other hand, which
then slid down to squeeze my...my ass.  She whispered
in my ear that my hair was so different and exciting
that she had to see if it felt like spun gold."
"Jeez, Sam!  That's...  I don't know what...  That's
wild..."
Janet's face had darkened as Sam's had reddened.  Both
knew there was no turning back.
"She...  Is it hot in here?" Sam asked.  
Janet shook her head, but a light sheen of
perspiration visible on her forehead belied that
response.  
"It sure seems...  Anyway, she kissed me.  And it was
one of the best kisses I ever had.
"Was it...?"
"Yeah, lots of tongue.  She almost made me cum just
from that.  Well, that and her hand in my crotch."
Sam's eyes had a slightly glazed look as she
remembered the special moment. As she told the next
part, those same blue eyes darkened.
"She had me sit on another bench and knelt between my
legs.  Then she...she began to lick me, saying she had
to see what gold tasted like.
"B-by this time, I was so...so worked up, that I... 
Well, I came on her mouth.  It was...one of the
best...  But I never had a chance to..." 
Janet, whose brown eyes had darkened as well, said, in
a slightly husky voice, "Sam, I know what you...  I
have...  I don't know what to say.  Were you sorry
that...?"
Shaking her head and pinching the bridge of her nose, 
"No, I'm sorry but not like that.  I was...  Right
after that, Apophis showed up and I never had a chance
to thank her or..."
Janet offered, "Or return the favor?"
Nodding and wiping her misting eyes, Sam sat up and
looked over at Janet.  "So, let's not get maudlin. 
You owe me one, Doc.  You do have something to share?"
"Yeah, this is why your secret will be safe with me. 
When I was interning in Chicago at Cook County,
another doctor, an older woman, took an interest in
me.  At first I thought it was a student/mentor kind
of thing. 
"Then, just as I was about to finish the program, she
invited me to dinner.  I didn't think anything about
it, we had become friends.  Well, that's not entirely
true.  She was very private.  I didn't know if that
was her nature or a result of a slight handicap she
had that made her feel insecure and caused her to
overcompensate.  I still don't...
"Sorry.  I was rambling there.  I have never told
anyone about this and I guess I'm a little nervous,"
Janet said with a small chuckle.
Sam laid her hand on Janet's denim-covered knee. 
"It's okay.  You're one of the most important people
in my life.  Nothing you say will change that."
Janet looked at Sam with gratitude in her eyes. 
Gratitude and something else that Sam couldn't, or
wouldn't, recognize.
"Alright. You told me your big, bad secret.  Mine is
about the same but it wasn't involving an alien woman
on a desert planet.  
"The dinner was lovely.  We ate at one of the cozier
Italian places in Little Italy, near UIC.  The wine
was wonderful, the food tremendous, and the company
was great.  Kerry really let her hair down, literally
and figuratively, that night.   
"She lived nearby in a renovated three-flat and we
walked back there together.  There was a full moon and
it was really...nice.  Actually, it was one of those
nights you hear about in love songs.  
"Anyway, as I said goodnight, she kissed me.  It was
gentle and sweet.  But we both wanted more.  She led
me upstairs to her flat and we made love until nearly
dawn."
Sam gaped at Janet, she had wondered and dreamed about
Janet but never suspected her fantasies were true.  "I
thought you were going to tell me about some sleazy
one-night stand or cheating on the asshole.  I never
expected...  Details.  I want details!"
"Sam, I wouldn't know what to tell you.  Kerry was a
lovely woman with auburn hair.  She was about as tall
as me - no comments, Beanpole - and used an aluminum
cane to help her walk.  She was incredibly talented as
a doctor and as...as a lover."
"Janet, you're killin' me here.  Not those kind of
details..."
Janet blushed and looked at her hands.  "Uh, well,
um...  We got inside her place.  She had a great view
of the towers in the Loop from her living room."
"Janet..." Sam said in a mock threat.
"Yeah, well...  Sam, I've never talked about It
before."
"It?"
"Yeah, you know, sex..."
Sam snorted, "Yeah, I suppose so.  You had me tell
Cass about the birds and the bees."
"Damn it Sam!  It's not funny.  My family...my
background... We were not real open about..."
"Alright, I'll spare you giving me any details.  Just
answer me this: So, did you participate?  And did you
enjoy it?"
Janet had her eyes locked on her hands as she replied,
"Yes, I did.  I didn't know what to do but Kerry
seemed to enjoy it.  God, I can't believe I just said
that."
"And you enjoyed it?" Sam prompted.
Janet glared at her friend, "Yes!  I loved it!  Okay?"
Sam held up her hands in a placating gesture, "Okay. 
Did you ever...?  Was it the only time?"
"No.  You?"
Sam took a long drink, draining her bottle.  "I need a
refill.  How 'bout you?"
Janet smiled, her earlier annoyance gone.  "Evading
the question, Major?"
"No, but I can't talk if my throat gets dry," Sam
replied.
"Alcohol is a desiccant you know.  It dries things
out," Janet responded.
"I know what alcohol can do, Doctor, thank you." 
Sam's smile caused her blue eyes to flash, negating
any negative connotations to her statement.
"Well, since you're going to be prowling in my fridge
again, I guess I'll have another," Janet said.
As Sam returned with the fresh bottles, she again sat
by Janet on the loveseat.  "Here ya go," she said.
"Thanks.  Now, give."  
"Alright.  Remember PX7-941?"
"Sam, I don't have the head for numbers that you do. 
Which planet is that?"
"It was called Madrona by the inhabitants.  They had a
Polynesian-like civilization and a perfect climate,"
Sam explained.
"Oh yeah.  They had some weather control thing.  The
NID stole it and the people almost died," Janet chimed
in.
"Right the first time!  Anyway, the ruler of the
Madronans, Roham had a niece, La Moor, and a nephew,
Johash.  She was like some brown-haired beach bunny. 
And he was like some blond surfer dude you'd see in
California."
"The nephew, eh?  Younger man?"
"Who's telling this story?"
"Sorry, I'll shut up now," Janet said with a big grin.
"Okay then.  The first time we went there, it was the
standard meet-and-greet.  The people were wonderful
and they had a huge feast on the beach for us.  There
were various dishes and drinks, some pretty potent. 
The colonel had too much of one concoction and fell
asleep on the sand."
Janet and Sam both laughed at that, Sam at the memory
and Janet at the image evoked by her friend's words.
"What about you?  Did you get drunk and...?"
"I had a few drinks of this sweet punch but not as
much as the colonel.  By the way, Daniel wasn't doing
too badly either.  He and Johash disappeared at some
point and I didn't see either until the next day. 
Daniel had a goofy grin on his face and he couldn't
look me in the eye."
"Oh my God!  Daniel and the surfer dude...?"
"I'm only telling you what I actually saw.  Any
deductions are strictly circumstantial."
"So, if you didn't get lucky with the Big Kahuna..."
"Yeah.  La Moor and I took a stroll along the beach. 
One of their moons was rising on the water.  Like your
night in Chicago, it was very romantic.
"We stopped and started kissing.  I don't know who
started it but she was very into it and very good. 
And her skimpy native clothes were a lot easier to
shed than our BDUs."
That last comment had Janet squealing in delight.  Sam
started to laugh with her but the memories were also
arousing the young scientist.
"We made love on the beach in the moonlight.  When the
second moon rose later, we made love again.  It was
really my first time with another woman.  Like you
said, I had no idea what to do so I just did what I
wish my old boyfriends had done for me."
"Any details you wanna share?"
"Well, she is the first person ever to find my g-spot.
 With her tongue."  Sam was blushing furiously but the
smile on her face showed how much she was enjoying
this unfamiliar closeness and intimacy.
"And did you reciprocate?" Janet asked, her voice
getting husky again.
"Uh, yeah.  I did.  She...  I can't believe I'm
telling you this...she tasted sweet and salty and so
wonderful."
"Wonderful?" Janet asked.
"Yes.  She was wonderful," Sam replied, a distant look
in her eyes.
Janet tipped Sam's face up to look into the deep blue
eyes, "She's that special lover?  The one that lives
forever in your memories?"
"Yes, La Moor was.  Well, I think so.  I know I was
madder than anyone else that she and her people were
endangered by the stupidity of the NID.  And I never
had a chance to see her again after we returned the
Touchstone."
"I'm sorry Sam.  I guess we both have loves we can't
reclaim."
"Oh?" Sam asked.
"Remember when Teal'c's family came here?  After
rescuing Rya'c from Apophis?  Teal'c, but especially
Drey'auc wanted to save him from becoming a host,"
Janet said.
"Yeah.  And we freed Rya'c from the Goa'uld inside
him," Sam replied.
"Naturally, all the visitors had thorough physical
exams.  And, of course, I examined Drey'auc, being the
only woman doctor in the SGC," Janet said.  Then,
adding needlessly, "SOP for visiting females."
"Yeah.  I know all that.  Get to the point please?"
Sam asked.
"Well, Drey'auc opened up to me as she was disrobing. 
She hadn't been happy in her marriage to Teal'c, even
before he turned on Apophis. But you knew that.  You
might not know that she and her new husband, Fro'tac,
were having problems as well.  As she lay on the exam
table, she confided in me.  For some reason, she felt
she could trust me," Janet said.
"Might be something to do with laying bare-ass naked
in front of you..."  Sam smirked, "I know."
"Yeah, well...  The exams are very thorough."  Sam
rolled her eyes in pained agreement.  "As I was
examining...her, um, her..."  Janet cleared her
throat, "As I was examining her vagina, she moaned."
"Oh?"
"And she was...lubricating...  I tried to ignore it
and continued but she suddenly grabbed my hand and
forced my fingers deep inside.  She's very strong. 
She had a vise-grip on my wrist and started to pump my
fingers in and out..."
"Wow!" Sam whispered, both at the image in her mind
and the fact that Janet was opening up more. 
"It felt...warm, wet, soft, safe...  I could smell her
then, a dry musky aroma.  Spicy.  I looked at her, her
eyes locked on mine and I could see her pleading
silently," Janet paused after this.
"And?  C'mon!"
"There was this look in her eyes, a need or desire. 
I...I gave her a small smile and leaned over to lick
her.  I don't know why but I almost had to.  She
tasted...  She tasted like she smelled, spicy. Soon,
she was bucking against my face as she climaxed.  
"She pulled me to her and kissed me, her tongue
swiping into my mouth.  I knew she could taste herself
in me.  Then she licked her juices off my face before
kissing me again."
Janet glanced quickly at Sam and saw her friend was
almost as turned on as she was.  Not good.  This could
lead to...
"Did she...?"
Janet sighed and said, "She reached under my skirt and
actually tore my panties open with her nails.  Then
she pushed into me.  I hadn't had anything...anything
at all, in me for a long time.  But, I was...excited
and she easily slipped in.
"Mind you, all this time, my fingers were still inside
her.  We ended up with some weird rhythm,
finger-fucking and kissing."  
Sam smiled at the very rare use of foul language from
her friend.  
"Her fingers thrust into me and so did her tongue,
then my fingers into her and my tongue into her mouth.
"We gasped our orgasms into each other's mouths at
almost the same time.  When she pulled her fingers
out, I felt a sense of loss but then she started to
lick them and...that was so hot.  Without realizing
it, I was licking mine."
"And after that?"
"That was it.  She and I kissed once more then she
left the infirmary.  I went into my office and..."
Janet trailed off.  
"I remember!  You had the door locked!  I never knew
why until..." Sam laughed.  "Janet, you were..."
Janet blushed crimson, "Yes.  I needed some personal
time, so to speak."
"And how come my exams are never that good?"
Choosing to ignore Sam's question (better not to go
there), Janet said, "Sam, I can't believe I did that. 
Even now.  I don't even now why.  I could have lost
everything...  
"And, I spent a lot of time afterwards...  Pining is
the only word I can think of.  I spent a lot of time
pining for Drey'auc after that.  I was wishing there
was an emergency in the Land of Light that would
require me to go there and be with her again.  But, of
course, that could never happen.  I never had a chance
to be alone with her after that one time in the
infirmary."  Janet laughed, "That was the first, and
only time I will ever do something like that in the
mountain." 
"But outside the mountain?" Sam said throatily.
"Uh-uh.  Give and take?" Janet reminded her friend.
"Yeah, well...  There was this time with the Tok'ra,
shortly after we met Garshaw and the rest of the High
Council.  They had a feast for us," Sam said.
"What is it with you and feasts?  Does food make you
horny?" Janet asked, extremely amused.
"Yeah, baby!" Sam replied in a bad Austin Powers
imitation.  "Anyway, after we ate, I felt I had to
speak to Garshaw personally and privately.  I didn't
realize it at the time but she had some history with
Jolinar.  This was before she, Jolinar, and
Martouf..." 
"Wait a minute.  This always confuses me.  Was Jolinar
a man or woman?" Janet asked.
"As a Goa'uld, Jolinar is essentially female.  As far
as that goes with alien snakes anyway  The host is can
be...well, Dad took a symbiote from a woman.  When
Jolinar was passed to me, the host was a man's body. 
But before that, Jolinar inhabited a woman's body. 
This same host/symbiote had an affair with Garshaw
quite awhile ago. 
"When I got the chance to speak to Garshaw, she sensed
Jolinar almost immediately," Sam said.
"And this was months after Jolinar died?" Janet asked.
"Yes.  But the traces are still there, even now. 
Martouf recognized his lost love long after she had
died.  Garshaw did as well.
"She and I went to her personal quarters.  She had
some tapestries to mute the after-effects of their
tunnel digger. It was very nice.  So was she. 
"We sat and talked and soon she was toying with my
hair, stroking it and looking at me.  Then she kissed
me.  I kissed her back.  
"Part of that was Jolinar.  By then she had told me
about their relationship.  But a bigger part of me
wanted this.  
"Have you ever met Garshaw?"  Janet shook her head. 
"She's a beautiful woman. Tall, dark hair, great
figure.  To look at her, you'd think she was in her
late thirties or early forties.  She's actually over a
century old.  
"And she has a wonderful body.  We took our time and I
got to explore every inch that evening with my eyes,
hands, and mouth.  She also took her time with me. 
When I was...when I was licking her and she climaxed,
I could feel it through some trace link left by
Jolinar.  It was incredible!  She felt my orgasms as
well.  I have never had sex so intense or personal. 
To feel your lover climax is...  I can't describe it,"
Sam finally admitted.
"Wow. That's pretty..."  Janet didn't know what to
say.  She was both aroused and, increasingly, jealous
of Sam's lovers.  She wondered if Sam felt the same.
Taking another deep breath, Sam said, "Okay.  You have
to answer my question now.  What about outside the
mountain after Drey'auc?"
"Sam, believe it or not, my social life sucks.  If I'm
not in the SGC, I'm here playing mom to an
increasingly independent teenager.  I haven't been on
a date since before we saved Cassandra," Janet said.
"Wow.  That's quite a while.  She's been here for four
years," Sam said.  "I've had a date or two since
then."
"Yes, but you don't live here with her.  Drey'auc was
the first lover I had in well over a year at that
time.  And, like I said, after that I was thinking
about Drey'auc and not really worried about...  Well,
I let some opportunities pass by," Janet said.
"But there was some point when you had sex since then,
right?"
Janet nodded.
"Male or female?"  
Janet looked at Sam, somewhat puzzled by the question.
 
"Well, it's clear you're bi. This other partner...male
or female?  Both?  More?"
"SAM!"
Laughing, Sam said, "Okay."
"Well, to tell you the truth, I haven't slept with a
man since before I joined the SGC."
"Really?"
"It's not like I've been in a lot of relationships. 
You know that."
"So?  Who was she?  Someone I know?"
"Oh yes.  You definitely know her..." Janet said with
an odd, unreadable look on her face.  "Remember when I
had to go to Vyus?  To help the people there with
their lost memories?"
"Yeah, they were victims of Linea's last experiment,
causing everyone to become the same age but with no
memories of their pasts.  So, who did you...?"
"Sam, I slept with Ke'ra."
"KE'RA!?!  That's Linea!  She's the..."
"She was the destroyer of worlds.  I know.  But before
any of us knew that, she was simply Ke'ra.  And she
was a very sweet young lady."  Janet stared at Sam,
daring her to contradict that last statement.
"Well, as Ke'ra...yeah, she was nice.  Cute too."
Janet smiled, "And what a cute little ass..."
"I'm guessing you saw it...up close and personal?"
"Yup!  And it was adorable.  So was the rest of her. 
She's a natural blonde, you know.  Like you."
"Hey!  How do you...?  Oh, yeah, you're my doctor." 
Sam and Janet both started to giggle.  Finally Sam
asked, "So did she...?"
"Actually, I saw her looking at me when she thought I
wouldn't see her.  When we were alone in the lab, I
asked her.  She admitted she was fascinated by such a
sexy 'older woman'..."  Janet paused, blushing.
"Older woman!  Woo-hoo!"
"Hey, Major, I'll have you know we are almost the same
age.  You'd be an older woman to her too."
"Point taken.  So?"
"I gave in to an impulse and kissed her.  She kissed
back.  From the quality of the kiss, I'm guessing she
didn't forget everything she knew as Linea..."  Janet
eyed Sam knowingly.
"Hey, I wasn't her prison bitch on that other planet
if that's what you're implying."
"I'm not implying anything.  You do seem to have a bit
of a guilty conscience, though."
"No, I don't," Sam said petulantly.  Janet laughed, it
was so easy to needle Sam sometimes.
"Ke'ra was quite good at what she did.  Both in the
lab and in bed.  She could ferret out all sorts of
secrets..."  Janet smiled at that.
"Um, yeah.  Now that you mention it, I remember asking
you about the satisfied look you had.  Like you'd just
been fucked.  You passed it off as a job well-done or
some such bullshit," Sam said.
"It was a job well-done.  We saved the Vyuns.  But I
had been...well fucked too."  Janet sat back, pinching
the bridge of her nose, "When I found out who she was,
I was horrified!  Like finding out I slept with
Hitler...  Or Hathor."
"Janet, Linea is long gone.  Ke'ra is the person on
Vyus.  Don't tear yourself up about it.  The person
you slept with a sweet young lady, not a mass
murderer."
"Thanks, Sam."
The two friends sat there in silence for a few
minutes.  Then Janet said, "Uh, Sam?  This discussion
has...  Well, have you...?  Since you were with
Garshaw have you...?"
"No.  I have been tempted but..."
Silence again.  Then Janet placed her hand on Sam's
leg, "Have you ever thought about me that way?"
"I, uh, yeah, I have but I never..."
Janet silenced her friend by crushing her mouth to
Sam's.  Her tongue pressed through the slightly parted
lips into Sam's mouth.
While neither woman was a stranger to kissing, this
was something new.  There was a feeling, almost
electric, when they touched.
Sam fell back on the small sofa, taking Janet with
her.  With the smaller woman lying on top, they
continued to kiss while their hands roamed over each
other's bodies.
Janet rose up and looked at Sam, seeing the answer to
her question in the blonde's eyes.  Still, she had to
ask, "Do we...?  Should we do this?"
Sam grabbed the back of Janet's head and pulled her
into another passionate kiss.
Releasing the smaller woman's head, Sam smirked at her
and asked, "Does that answer your question?"
Janet looked into eyes dark with lust.  She knew her
eyes were also on fire with need.
"Let's go to my bedroom," she said.
Janet stood and helped Sam to her feet and into her
arms.  She loved kissing the tall woman.  Truth be
told, she had wanted this for too long.
Wrapped in each other's arms, they stumbled towards
the bedroom.  Once there, Janet pushed Sam onto the
bed where she sat fidgeting.  
Janet slowly peeled off the blouse and jeans she was
wearing.  Standing there in her simple bra and
panties, she felt terribly exposed to Sam's fervent
gaze.
As if reading the beautiful doctor's mind, Sam asked,
"Are you embarrassed, Janet?"
Janet nodded.
"Don't be.  You are so beautiful.  I've wanted to see
you like this for...well, forever."
Janet smiled, turned her back, and removed her bra. 
Then, looking over her shoulder, she tugged her
panties down 'til gravity pulled them to the floor.
In a deep, lust-filled voice, Sam said, "Turn around. 
Please."
Janet turned and Sam gaped at the vision in front of
her.  "You are the most beautiful woman I've ever
seen."
The blonde's eyes wandered from Janet's blushing face
to the full, round breasts and down to the slim waist
above the trimmed dark triangle of curls.  
Janet walked slowly to Sam, took her hand and pulled
the other woman to her feet.  Taking the tall blonde
in her arms, she kissed her deeply.
Sam moaned.  It was almost too much, being in the arms
of her nude friend, sharing long, wet kisses.  Even
with Garshaw and the phantom link, she never felt
quite this excited.
Janet stepped back and smiled slyly.  "I want you
naked.  I want to see you naked."
"You have, many times," Sam said.
"I want to see you, the beautiful woman, not the
patient."
Sam, using far less finesse that Janet, quickly tossed
off her clothes.  Janet looked at the body she knew so
well from so many exams.  But now she was looking at
the beautiful woman as a lover would, not a clinician.
Sam stood nervously as her new lover stared in awe at
her.  But, when she saw Janet run the tip of her
tongue across her lower lip, she knew the other woman
wanted her.
Janet stood and took Sam in her arms, kissing her
again.  The passion and desire she felt had washed the
alcohol out of her system.  Her now-clear head wanted
only one thing - to make love to Samantha Carter.
The height difference was evident as Sam's slightly
smaller breasts rested atop Janet's.  Janet could also
feel the short, curly blonde hair brushing her lower
stomach.  Smiling at the sensations of the nude woman
in her arms, she swiped her tongue against Sam's. 
Then, taking one last taste of Sam's lush mouth, Janet
said, "Lay down, Sam."
As Sam crawled up on the bed, Janet's eyes went to the
infamous mole that so many of the men in the SGC
wondered about.  She wondered if it was sensitive. 
She definitely intended to find out.
As Sam lay on her back, Janet crawled up and lay atop
her.  Now they were face to face, breast to breast,
their body contours melding with the other's.
"I can't get enough of you," Janet said.
Sam got out one last wisecrack, "So who's stopping
yo..."  Well, most of one before Janet took her mouth
again, ravishing the woman.
Breaking the kiss after several long, extremely
pleasurable minutes, Janet said, "I plan to make slow
love to you, Samantha Carter.  I want to learn every
millimeter of your body.  But for now, there's only
one thing I want..."
Sam shivered as a frisson of excitement ran through
her body at those words.  As she enjoyed the
sensation, she felt Janet gently push her legs apart.
And, before she knew it, Janet was there at her core. 
God, it was more wonderful than she had dreamed.
Janet reveled in the taste and smell of Sam as she
thrust her tongue into Sam's sex like she had the
woman's mouth.  The soft, hot flesh molded around her
supple tongue - the woman was so tight!  This excited
Janet even more.  She pressed her face up against the
heat, the short blond hairs tickling her nose.
After tasting deeply of Sam, Janet started licking the
nether lips with long strokes, being careful to avoid
the little bud that was peaking out of it's protective
home. 
"Oh God, Janet!  Oooo!  I need to..."
Music to the doctor's ears, Sam's unfinished plea was 
answered by Janet's intuitive tongue.  It snaked
inside the blonde again and found the sweet spot that
caused Sam to go silently rigid.  Her honey flowed
over the invasive tongue and into Janet's mouth.
Finally, as she lightly licked the sensitive lips with
cat-like strokes, Sam found the strength to pull her
away with a barely heard, "Enough.  Please."
Janet crawled up and held her lover tightly, cooing to
her as Sam recovered.
Finally Sam managed to say, "That was...  Oh, God,
that was fantastic!"
"Better than...?"
"Please.  No comparisons.  No one could compare to
you," Sam said, kissing Janet. 
As they kissed, Sam rolled both of them so Janet was
lying on her back.  "I want to hear you scream in
ecstasy, Doctor," Sam said.
She did.  And she screamed ecstatically.  Several
times.
* * * * * *
Janet woke to memories of a long night of passion and
love.  Surprisingly, she wasn't the least bit hung
over.  'Must've been the awesome sex,' she thought. 
'Too bad I can't patent that, I'd make a fortune.' 
As she reached over for her friend, now lover, she was
afraid when she found the bed empty.
She started to panic.  Where was Sam?  Was she
regretting what happened?  Were they even still
friends?  What if...?
In her initial panic, she missed the note on the
pillow, written in Sam's precise handwriting.
"Janet,
"Last night was wonderful.  I have wanted to make love
to you for so long.  Now that I have, I want more.  I
hope you do too.
"But I am afraid.  If last night was because we were
drunk or just out of control, I don't want that to
ruin our friendship.  You are my best friend.  Always
will be.  If we can become more, I'd love that.  If
not, well, we'll have to see.
"I'm such a coward.  I woke up early and headed home. 
If you want to talk about this, please call me.  If
you don't want to talk about it, still call.  Please.
"All my love, always,
"Samantha"
Janet smiled.  Sam was scared.  But she still wanted
to be with Janet.
The diminutive doctor walked naked into the living
room.  Expecting to see the detritus of a night of
drinking, she chuckled and shook her head.  Sam had
cleaned up before she left.
Picking up the phone, she hit the speed dial.  When
she heard the worried voice on the other end, she
said, "Hi Lover.  I do want to talk."
 (c) John O'Conner
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