Ikke Laengere Jomfru
I was fourteen years old, and full-to-overflowing with hormones and desire.
It seemed that I walked around with a permanent hard-on, and nothing to
do with it - at least, nothing that didn't involve my own hand.
I had a younger brother, Steven, age seven and as annoying as he could
be. Fortunately, each of us had our own room, and there was enough age
difference between us that we didn't have to spend much time together;
otherwise, I might have been the only boy in the family.
I also had an older sister, Patty. At seventeen, she was pretty damn good
looking - and I took every opportunity I had to look. Her bedroom was on
the other side of mine, away from the bathroom us kids shared; more than
once I had the chance to look her over as she went to or from it in just
a bra and panties. She was a couple inches taller than my 5 feet, 2 inches,
dark hair to the middle of her back, and weighed a little under a hundred
pounds. She wasn't fat, not by a long shot - she had a medium frame like
most of the girls at her school; the difference was that she had tits that
would make an Amazon Princess proud, forcing her to wear a C-cup bra. With
the lacy bras and panties she wore, I had plenty of chances to look her
over - her huge tits were capped with dark, half-dollar sized areolas,
and her nipples must have been a half-inch across. Between her legs, she
had this surprisingly small tuft of black hair that looked really short
and dense.
Being her brother, and three years younger than she was, she pretty much
considered me to be a toad - but because I didn't do or say anything to
outright bother her, she mostly left me alone. Steven was beneath noticing,
unless he did something to get on her nerves.
School had just started after the Christmas break when Mom and Dad told
us at supper one night that we'd be hosting a foreign exchange student.
Patty had pushed them really hard on the idea, and was absolutely delighted;
Steven and I not so much. At least, I wasn't as delighted until we heard
that she was from Denmark, and would be coming to stay with us for the
last couple of months of the school year, plus the month after. We were
also told that she would be one of several exchange students that semester
- the others would be from other parts of the world. In return, one student
from each of the schools in our town would be going to the countries of
the other.
Mom and Dad went on to tell us everything they knew about her: her name
was Sigrid Jorgensen, she had two brothers and two sisters, she was 17,
and could read, write, and speak English - as well as German and Dutch.
They passed around a photo of her, and I immediately noticed that she bore
an uncanny resemblance to a girl that was in American Graffiti 2 - the
one that was supposedly from Iceland, or Greenland, or wherever the hell
it was. Silver-blonde hair cut short and incredibly blue eyes. The photo
didn't show much of the rest of her, but my active imagination easily took
care of that.
That night, as I lay in bed, I started remembering all the stuff that I'd
heard about Denmark - how so much of the best porn magazines came from
there, how 'easy' Scandinavian girls were supposed to be, and all the rest
of it. I got so worked up at the idea of someone - a girl! - from there
coming to stay in the same house as me that I had to jerk off twice before
I could get to sleep.
The time between Mom and Dad's announcement, and when she actually arrived,
seemed to take forever. But all of us were waiting for her at the airport,
watching for her as the airplane unloaded on a Friday night; it had been
decided that that would give her a couple of days to get over any jet lag
and get to know us before she had to face the rest of the school. There
was no doubt when she appeared - among all the other people that had been
on the plane, she stood out like a spotlight on a dark night. She had a
photo in her hand, and kept referring to it as she scanned the crowd around
the passenger gate - and finally saw us waving at her, and recognized us.
As she came over to where we were standing, I could see that my imagination
of what the rest of her body looked like hadn't been so far off. Her tits
weren't as large as Patty's, but they were still larger than most of the
girls at school. I wasn't entirely sure, but the way her chest jiggled
slightly as she walked made me think that she wasn't wearing a bra. She
had a trim waist and slender hips; I couldn't tell much about her legs
because of the slacks she was wearing. Her hair was bit longer than in
her picture - shoulder-length and curled under at the ends, her bangs only
served to highlight the incredible blue of her eyes. She stood just an
inch or so taller than I did, and even through the winter clothes she was
wearing, it was easy to see that she was trim and fit - and very nicely curved.
When she got close enough, she asked "You are the Wilsons, yes?"
Her voice was like music in my ears, and her accent caused an immediate
growth between my legs - fortunately hidden by the loose jeans I was wearing.
Mom spoke up first, saying "Yes, we're the Wilsons. And you must be Sigrid.
Welcome to the United States."
She gave us a beautiful smile before saying "Det glæder mig at møde dem
- I am very glad to meet you."
The bulge in my pants only got larger, listening to her delightful accent.
The next couple of minutes were spent getting all of us introduced - Sigrid
was obviously looking forward to spending time with Patty, but she was
still polite enough to make pleasant noises at the rest of us. When she
got to me, it seemed like she paused just a moment to look me over.
By the time the introductions and such were done, the flow of people off
the plane had slowed to a trickle; Dad suggested that we head on down to
collect her baggage so we could get home so Sigrid could try to rest from
the trip. She smiled at him and said "Yes, I think that would be good -
but I am so excited to be here that I think I will have trouble falling
asleep."
"Why don't you just wait and see how you feel, then?" Mom asked, adding
"If you're as anxious to be here as we are to have you, then you can stay
up with us until you're ready to go to bed."
"I think I would like that", Sigrid agreed.
With that out of the way, the six of us trooped down to the baggage claim
area; Dad got Sigrid's luggage tickets and watched for her stuff while
Patty started telling Sigrid about school. I was a Freshman at the same
school where Patty was a Senior; the difference in our ages meant that
we really didn't see each other much at school, and the few times we DID
see each other, both of us pretended the other didn't exist.
While Patty and Sigrid were huddled together, I took the opportunity to
see what Mom and Steven thought of her. Mom looked pleased that Patty and
Sigrid seemed to be getting along so well so soon; Steven just looked like
he was pretty much bored with the whole deal - like having another girl
in the house, even one from Denmark, was just another complication in his
life.
After a few minutes, Dad managed to get Sigrid's bags; after that, it was
just a question of loading up the van and heading home. Inside the house,
Patty and Sigrid each took one of her suitcases to Patty's room after Mom
told Sigrid that she was welcome to take a nap or freshen up if she wanted.
Sigrid sounded a bit relieved when she said that she would like that.
It was maybe a half hour later when Sigrid and Patty came into the family
room where the rest of us were waiting. The next couple of hours, Sigrid
told us about her family and a little bit about Denmark - she'd even brought
along some Danish money to show us. There finally came the time that the
weariness of the trip overcame the excitement of the new situation, and
Sigrid couldn't help yawning a few times, apologizing. Mom and Dad both
told her that they understood, and said that none of us would be offended
if she wanted to go to bed. She smiled her thanks, and she and Patty headed
back toward Patty's room. A bit later, Patty came back and we all stayed
up a while longer, talking about Sigrid and what she'd told us about Denmark
before we decided that we were ready for bed, too.
Sigrid slept late the next morning - understandable after all she'd undoubtedly
been through. The day went by quietly enough; the novelty of having her
there had worn off for Steven and he didn't hesitate to make himself scarce.
Me, I was just sitting back, listening and watching as Patty and Sigrid
talked, finding different subjects that both of them were interested in:
mostly music, clothes, and guys from what I heard.
The rest of the weekend was spent with Sigrid and all of us getting to
know each other. She was a little bit nervous with us at first, but when
we didn't engage in any human sacrifice or demon worship, she seemed to
calm down pretty quickly. Mom and Dad had bought her some school supplies,
which she tried to pay for - without success.
At school Monday, Sigrid was THE center of attention for all of Patty's
friends - and damn near the whole school. The guys I hung out with seemed
pretty much split into two groups of thought: one figured that I was seriously lucky to have a babe like Sigrid in the house to watch; the other that I was just as seriously unlucky because they figured all I could do was watch.
For the first week or so, my buddies couldn't stop asking me about her,
but as time went by, they pretty much got used to her. Not that they didn't
stop drooling at her whenever she was in sight; they just stopped asking
about her as much. It helped that I didn't tell them the stuff that I heard
Patty and Sigrid talking about; whenever one of the guys asked, I just
claimed that Sigrid and Patty hung out together, and that I hardly saw
her. And you can bet I damn sure didn't tell anyone about the few times
that Sigrid and I were alone, or the small conversations we had that were
usually followed by my jacking off in my bedroom as I remembered the look
of her and the sound of her voice.
Over the course of the next couple of weeks, Sigrid got more and more accustomed to us - even to the point where she was willing to make her way to the bathroom wearing as much or little as Patty did. The first time I came
out of my room and saw her walking toward the bathroom wearing only her
panties and bra, I nearly came in my pants right on the spot!
The view I had was of a pair smooth, trim legs that flowed ever so gracefully into what had to be one of the fines asses on the planet:
nicely rounded without being fat, and clearly firm - her ass cheeks didn't
jiggle in the slightest, rather they clenched as she walked. Above them was a small waist that topped a couple of incredibly cute/sexy dimples just above and to either side of her tailbone. I could see them because the panties she had on were amazingly small, incredibly sheer - I could easily make out the cleft of her ass - and deliciously tight, since I could see how they molded to the bulge of her mound between her thighs. Looking higher, I saw that her skin was a VERY pale pink, and smooth as porcelain; there wasn't a blemish to be found anywhere on THAT side of her! Her soft, graceful shoulders supported a slender neck, partially hidden by the fine, white-blonde hair that she had drawn over one shoulder.
As she turned to go into the bathroom, I caught a brief glimpse of the
front of her - and was surprised and amazed at how little there appeared
to be of her bra, and how sheer it had seemed.
I'd been on my way to the kitchen to get a snack; that plan was quickly
set aside in favor of moving to stand outside the now-closed bathroom door
- as though I needed to use it, too, and was simply waiting my turn as
was common with us kids - so I could look at her again. A couple of minutes
later, the door opened, and I found myself face-to-face with the object
of my desires and fantasies: a barely-clad Sigrid.
My presence there seemed to surprise her, and she uttered a soft "Oh!"
as she took a step back - a move that left me with an even better view
of her. As I'd thought - no, hoped - the cups of her bra were barely large enough to cover the lower half
of her breasts and her nipples; but the material was sheer enough that
I could easily discern the darker pink of her areolas and the nubbins of
her nipples. Looking down past her smooth, flat belly, I saw that the fronts
of her panties weren't any darker than the backs; again, I could easily
make out the blonde smudge of her pubic fleece.
When my gaze got back to her face, I could see that she was watching me,
smiling. I quickly realized that she knew where I'd been looking and what
I'd been looking AT, and began to blush furiously.
Her smile got even wider, and I could hear the amusement in her voice as
she said "It is okay, Eric. I know boys like to look at girls - and I know
that when you think no one is watching, you like to look at me. So I thought
that I would let you see what you obviously want to look at - but properly,
yes?"
I felt myself blushing even more, and managed to mutter "Uh, well, um,
yeah, I guess."
I watched as she let her eyes travel up and down my body, and saw as she
blushed faintly - and realized too late that my erect cock was tenting
the front of the pants I was wearing.
She looked back into my eyes, and asked "I think you like what you see,
yes?"
Before my brain could gain control, I hear myself exclaim "Oh, yeah!"
Sigrid smiled again, and said "Such enthusiasm! Surely, you have seen more
than this? Do you not have - what do you call it? The girlie magazines?
- here in America? Do they not show girls wearing much less than I have
on?"
Again, my mouth went to work before my brain took charge, and I answered
"Yeah, they do - but those are just pictures, and you're... you're... real!" - the enthusiasm clear in my voice.
She laughed softly - music to my ears, even as they burned that much harder
- and answered "Yes, I am real. But so is your sister, and you see her
like this, too, yes?"
My brain was still overloaded with the sight before me, and I hear myself
answer "Yeah, but she's my sister! And you're not!"
Another soft laugh, and she said "Yes, that is true. But I think maybe
a boy likes to look at any girl, she is his sister or not."
I felt myself blushing again, and Sigrid smiled and said "Do not be... embarrassed?
Ashamed? I know that my own brothers look at me and my sister, too - but
not the same way they look at other girls, I think, so it is okay. Besides,
I think that you are already experienced in such things."
It took me a second to realize that she thought I was already getting laid
with the girls I infrequently got to go out with, and I felt myself blushing
again with embarrassment - not only that it wasn't true, but that she could
so easily make such an assumption, and talk about it so plainly.
She looked surprised at my sudden blush, then slightly confused, before
she asked "No? You are not... close with the girls you go out with?"
My obvious discomfort answered her question, and she hastened to tell me
"No, Eric, you do not have to be embarrassed. The time is different for
everyone to lose their virginity. I forgot that things are not the same
here as back in my country. America is still a little bit... conservative
about such things; at home, we are much more relaxed and understanding.
Myself, I was only 15 when I gave myself to my boyfriend, who was 17. Other
of my friends did it sooner, others, later."
My mouth was still working without direct supervision, and I said "Yeah
- I just wish it was sooner!"
Sigrid smiled at my fervor, and answered "I am sure... boys are not so patient
about such things as a girl."
A moment later, she mischievously told me "Still, I must get dressed so
that I can go out with Patty. But there is not so much hurry that I can't
wait so you can look at me again!"
With not only an invitation like that, but her explicit permission, I did
just as she suggested: looking her over carefully as she did a slow pirouette
in front of me, letting me memorize every inch of her that I could lay
eyes on. When she was facing me again, she waited patiently until I looked
into her eyes, then smiled at me and said "I am glad that you like what
you see, Eric. A girl always likes to know that boys find her pretty!"
By that time, my brain was working again - despite the fact that all my
blood seemed to be elsewhere - and I managed to tell her "You are not just
pretty - you're beautiful", making her smile even wider. She stepped forward and tilted her head
to give me a kiss on the cheek before saying "Thank you, Eric", and stepping
around me so she could head down the hall to Patty's room. I watched her
all the way down the hall, and before she opened the door, she turned to
me, smiled, and pursed her lips, giving me a 'kiss'.
Inside the bathroom, the memory of the sight and sound of her had me jerking
off twice before my dick softened - and even then, it was still barely
possible to bend it enough to get it back inside my pants.
As the next few weeks went by, it gradually sank in for me that Sigrid
was deliberately setting herself up so that I could look at her - from leaning over in
front of me to give me a quick peep down her blouse, to pausing to ask
me innocuous questions as she went to/from the bathroom dressed only in
her bra and panties, to even asking me to bring her a towel after she showered
- and giving me a nice view of her naked ass and the side of one bare breast
in the mirror when she reached out the bathroom door for it.
She never did anything while anyone was around - it was as though she not
only wanted to make sure no one had any reason to suspect anything, but
as if she wanted to keep it a private thing for just the two of us. After
each of these little 'events', I invariably had to relieve myself at least
once, sometimes more.
Some of the guys at school would still sometimes ask if I ever got to see
her anything less than fully dressed - usually after some guy made some
claim about one of the other exchange students; I always told them that
I didn't. I was coming to realize that even though there wasn't a chance
in hell of anything happening between us, I was still falling in love with
Sigrid. At 14, I really didn't know what 'love' was, of course - but that
didn't stop me from wanting to do anything I could to avoid hurting her,
whether she continued giving me her little 'shows', or not.
It finally got to the end of the school year, and I know that all of us
kids were more than ready for it. Steven, much to his joy, was to go off
to summer camp for 3 weeks shortly after school ended. He would be doing
all the regular summer camps stuff: swimming, canoeing, archery, crafts,
horses, camping, and so on. I think Patty and I were BOTH looking forward
to his absence - he had a talent for getting on our nerves with his whining
when he didn't get his way. He was scheduled to get home a few days before
Sigrid was to fly back to Denmark, ensuring that all of us would be there
to see her off, just as we'd been there to welcome her.
During school, Mom and Dad had taken every opportunity to show Sigrid as
much of American as they could. From taking all of us to the zoo to the
area's largest shopping mall, to amusement parks, to anything else to try
and 'show off' America, Mom and Dad were all for it - that Patty, Steven,
and I were along for all of it was incidental.
Still, there were things that we simply couldn't do, either because of weather, timing, or whatever - which meant that
there were still opportunities for us when school let out. Sigrid was used
to riding a bicycle around her home town in Denmark, and asked if it would
be possible for her to ride around to some of the parks and other places
she wanted to visit here. Patty didn't care for riding around on bicycles,
much preferring the car Dad had gotten her; Sigrid's question was kind
of left floating until she said that if Patty or no one else wanted to
go with her, she wouldn't mind if I went along, if Mom and Dad thought she needed company. I was mildly agreeable
to it, without revealing any of the enthusiasm I was actually feeling -
I couldn't say 'yes' too fast for fear of letting everyone know how I felt
about Sigrid, but I didn't dare 'fight' it enough to make Mom or Dad think
I was being anything less than polite and helpful.
Apparently, I got it right: Mom and Dad looked mildly pleased, and Patty
looked relieved. For her part, Sigrid gave me a smile that let me know
she understood the balancing act I was trying to pull off. That look was
confirmed a few hours later when she found me alone, and came up to give
me a kiss on the cheek and say "Thank you, Eric. I think it will not be
too much trouble for you to keep me company."
I smiled and admitted that I really didn't mind; she responded by giving
me another kiss on the cheek before laying her hand on it and saying "Still,
I must think of something to show you that I am grateful", with a mysterious
smile on her face.
The first couple of times that Sigrid wanted to go someplace on a bicycle,
Patty willingly went along - then it became abundantly clear that she was
less than enthusiastic about doing it much more. Patty was polite about
it, and Sigrid understood, after a fashion - but I think she was still
a little baffled why someone would want to ride in a car when the weather
was so nice, and bicycling was such pleasant exercise.
So it wasn't long before I was 'drafted' into accompanying her, among other
places, to the library - a destination Patty didn't understand at all, her main interests in life being boys, clothes, and makeup, in that order.
Me, I liked reading, so the library wasn't any big deal.
It was on one of these mini-tours that Sigrid suggested we get something
to eat from a fast-food place (her favorite was Taco Bell - Mexican food
being all but unheard of in Denmark) and eating in the park. We did just
that, and as we were sitting at a small picnic table under a tree, Sigrid
surprised the hell out of me by saying "Eric, I want to thank you for the
way you have behaved while I have been here."
Puzzled, I asked "What?"
"I mean that at school, you were polite about not telling people things
about me - even though it would have made you seem like a very important
person to your friends."
"Huh?" I asked.
She gave me a patient smile, and answered "I heard the things that boys
said about some of the other girls from other countries - particularly
the boys that were in the families hosting those girls. Many of those boys
told their friends things that either were not true, or should not have
been said; things like how they saw the girls without all their clothing,
or claiming to have done or seen things that did not happen. What those
boys talked about, and the things they said, it hurt those girls very much.
But you did not talk and act like that. I heard several times when your
friends would ask you about me, you would tell them only that you did not
have any stories to tell like those bad boys - even when you could have
said such things. It means very much to me that you would think enough
about me that you would not talk about me like that."
Still surprised, I blurted out "But Sigrid... I like you! Even if you didn't let me, uh, look at you, I wouldn't talk about you that way!"
She leaned over to give me a kiss before saying "I think maybe what you
feel is more than 'like', Eric. I know that what I feel for you is more."
Everything around me faded away as I thought that one over.
Sigrid smiled again, and told me "Eric, you should not be surprised. You
are a nice boy - gentle and polite and thoughtful. You are the kind of
boy that any nice girl would like to have for a boyfriend. Even after all the times
that you have seen me, you have not said anything improper, or tried to
do anything with me that I did not want you to do. You have not tried to...
see more than I was ready to show you. I know that, sometimes, what I showed
to you was a lot - enough that you had to find a way to relieve your... desires."
Being all but told that she knew I'd jerked off after looking at her stunned
me. I could only stammer "What... How..."
She took my hand and said "Do not be embarrassed, Eric. Such feelings happen
to everyone; and if you do not have another way to relieve them, well,
then, there are things you can do to help yourself, yes?"
I felt myself blushing, and Sigrid patted my hand as she told me "No, Eric.
There is no shame for that, and I am not hurt or offended." She laughed
softly, and said "I was surprised when I realized that it was me that you
were thinking about when you did that - but I was also pleased that you
find me desirable that way. Do not be so surprised, Eric - remember that
I told you that people in Denmark think about such things differently than
you Americans."
My brain finally quit just going around in circles, and I asked "Why are
you telling me all this, then?"
"Because I want you to know that I care for you the way that you care for
me. I have to go back to my home before very long, and I want to show you
the care that you have shown for me. There is something special that I
want to do for you."
"What?"
She gave me a mysterious smile, and only said "It is something special,
and I want it to be a surprise. The next time that your parents and sister
want to go someplace, find an excuse to stay home."
"Okay, but..." was as far as I got before she put a finger over my lips to
silence me. Looking into my eyes, she told me "Do not worry, Eric. And
do not trouble yourself to try and figure out what it is - being who you
are, you will never think of it."
I nodded my understanding, and she removed her finger from my lips - the
surprising me yet again by replacing it with her lips, giving me a soft,
gentle kiss.
I could only sit there and look at her in amazement as she went about collecting
the wrappers and empty drink cups from our meal, then walking the few feet
to the trash bin to dispose of them - and making me feel ashamed when I
saw how many of my fellow American's couldn't be bothered, and had simply left their garbage laying on the ground. The
pictures she'd shown us of Denmark and her home town invariably showed
neat, clean parks and streets - not a sign of litter anywhere. She'd explained it by saying "How can all of us have a pretty place to
go to if we leave our trash there, instead of putting it in the dustbin
where it belongs?"
When she returned, she smiled again, and said "I think we are ready to
go home now, yes?"
I nodded, and the two of us got on our bikes and rode home - Sigrid obviously
enjoying the pleasant weather and act of riding the bike, while I was deep
in thought over the things she'd so recently told me.
It was over a week later - just a few days before Steven was to get home,
in fact - when Mom and Dad suggested a trip to the mall. Sigrid immediately
caught my eye and gave me a discrete shake of her head, reminding me -
as if I needed it - to pass. I begged off, claiming that there was some
stuff I needed to do at home. Patty chimed in that she wanted to go - surprising
nobody. When it came Sigrid's turn, she put her arms across her abdomen
and said that she wasn't feeling well - letting Mom, Dad, and even Patty
jump to the conclusion that she was having 'female troubles' as Dad called
them. As Mom, Dad, and Patty discussed whether they should go ahead or
not, Sigrid got my eye again, and gestured with her eyes that I should
leave to take care of my imaginary tasks. I did, but as I was leaving,
I heard her start telling them that she would be fine, and that they shouldn't
stay back because of her.
I was in my bedroom, just generally re-arranging things, when Sigrid appeared
in the door about twenty minutes later. I looked at her, and she smiled
at me, saying "They have all gone to the mall; they said they would get
something to eat there, and would probably be gone for a couple of hours
- maybe more."
Having said that, she came into my room and moved to stand in front of
me. I didn't know what else to do, and just stood there, looking back at
her, my hands at my sides. We stood there like that for several seconds
before Sigrid said "This is what I wanted - time for us to be alone, you
and me, so that I could show you how special you have been to me, Eric."
I was still puzzled about just what in the hell she had in mind - right
up to the point that she reached up to the blouse she was wearing, and
began undoing the buttons on it. Even then, I only thought that she was
going to give me another 'free look'. But when she had all the buttons
undone, she opened it up to let me see that she wasn't wearing a bra underneath
- she was standing there in front of me, giving me a full, unimpeded look
at her beautiful bare breasts. I could only stand there, admiring the view
she was presenting me with: her pale pink breasts were about the size of
softballs, smooth and creamy, their tips proudly sporting areolas that
were about two shades of pink darker than her skin and about the size of
a quarter in diameter. And even as I watched, her nipples stood up, getting
longer and visibly harder under my gaze.
When I was finally able to drag my eyes away to look into her face again,
I could see that she was quietly amused at my reaction. She gave me a grin,
and asked "Do you like what you see, Eric?"
I could only nod, making her laugh softly before she reached forward to
take my hands in hers - then lift them up and place one on each of the
glorious mounds that I'd just been admiring. At the first contact with
those warm, firm delights, my breath caught in my throat, and I could only
close my eyes as I tried to permanently record the feeling of her body
under my hands.
My eyes opened again when I heard her say "Eric, my gift to you is that
I will be the one you make love with the first time - if you will have
me" - that last with a note of amusement in her voice; clearly knowing
that this was an opportunity I wouldn't - couldn't - turn down.
I could only stand there, my hands on her tits, looking at her as she grinned
at the expression on my face. Then she spoke again, telling me "Eric, this
is something you should understand: what I want to teach you is how to
make LOVE - not just have sex. Sex is something that anyone can do; love
is something special between two people - people like you and me. Do you
understand?"
I thought about it for a few moments, turning it over in my mind, thinking
about what she'd just said, and what she was offering me - and remembering
the reasons she'd said that she cared for me when we were having lunch
in the park. And I remembered my reasons for not telling any of my friends
about the special times she and I had had - and I did understand what she was saying.
I looked her in the eyes, and nodded as I said "Yes, Sigrid - I do understand."
She looked back into my eyes, examining what she saw in them, then nodded,
saying "Yes, Eric, I think you do."
A moment later, she put her hands on mine again - I was terrified that
she was going to pull them away from her breasts - and said "Eric, we do
not have so much time as I would like. But it is more than enough, although
we must be careful. I want you to undress me, then I will put my clothes
in the bathroom. That way, if they come home early, we will hear them,
and I can just go to the bathroom, which they think they will understand."
I nodded, then something occurred to me, and I asked "Um, Sigrid?"
"Yes, Eric?"
"Do we, uh, need anything? I mean, you said that we would be making love,
and, um, well, I, uh, don't want you to, you know, get pregnant or anything."
She gave me a positively radiant smile, and said "Thank you, Eric, for
being concerned. But we do not need anything like that. After I had sex
the first time, my mother took me to the clinic, and I have an IUD for
birth control. But it was kind of you to ask - even if it did embarrass
you!" - the last part teasing me. With that, she squeezed my hands, encouraging
me to explore those most obvious symbols of her femininity.
And I did. Under Sigrid's patient guidance, I learned what they felt like
- their weight, their texture, their size, how her nipples stiffened when
I ran my thumbs across them, how sucking on her breasts would leave her
areolas erect and puckered, and all the rest. Her only comment to me was
early on, when she said "Eric, you do not have to be afraid to touch me.
If you do something that is uncomfortable or hurts, I will tell you, so
that you will learn - but I will not make you stop."
Several minutes went by as I tried to memorize everything my hands and
fingers told me about her breasts; finally, she took my hands in hers again,
and said "That feels very good, Eric. But there is still more. I want you
to undress me, now."
"Uh, what should I do?" I asked.
She smiled, and said "Take my clothes off of me. If there is part of me
you want to do something with, then do it."
I couldn't believe that I was getting such an open-ended offer from such
a beautiful girl. Woman. Whatever.
I still hesitated, though, as I reached for the edges of the blouse she
was wearing - but when I had them in hand, and she only nodded in encouragement,
I gently and carefully slid it off her shoulders and down her arms, laying
it across the foot of my bed. Then I did something that I only then realized
I'd wanted to do since the first time I saw her: I took her into my arms
and hugged her close. Even as I was putting my arms around her, she was
doing the same to me, hugging me in return as I let my hands caress her
smooth back while her breasts pressed into my chest. She waited until my
hands stopped their explorations to rest on her hips before she gently
eased herself away from me, saying "I am not yet nude, Eric."
This time, there was no delay or hesitation as I reached around to find
the fastening on the skirt she was wearing - discovering the zipper in
the back, and sliding it down before undoing the button at her waist. When
I released the material, it pooled at her feet - revealing that she didn't
have panties on underneath it: she was standing there in front of me, naked
as the day she'd been born, only MUCH better looking.
I questioned her with my eyes, and her smile was the approval I sought.
Dropping to my knees, I got my first real look at the pale forest between
her thighs. Looking carefully, I saw that it was a dense thicket of fine,
blonde hair - almost white, like that on her head. Straight and short,
it wasn't much larger than her mons, and concealed the treasures that I
knew lay beneath.
Still on my knees, I raised my eyes to trace the curves of her hips and
waist - and became entranced by the dimple that was her navel. The center,
as it was, of her belly, it stood alone in the smooth expanse of her abdomen
like a jewel in a particularly fine setting. I couldn't help myself, and
leaned forward to place a soft kiss on it - and got a small gasp of pleasure
as a reward. My next considered action was to place my hands on her hips
and trace the way they flowed so gently into her waist - then around and
down, softly caressing the firm curves of her ass cheeks before cupping
them in my hands, holding them. A few moments later, I gave each a soft
squeeze, delighting in how firm they were even as I was marveling at how
smooth and soft to the touch.
Above me, I heard Sigrid's voice quietly ask "Do you want to look?"
I looked up to see her watching me, and nodded, not trusting myself to
speak. She gave me a small smile, then turned around to give me a view
that I've never seen equaled: the round, firm globes of her ass. I couldn't
keep my hands away from them, cupping each cheek in my hand, softly squeezing
them between bouts of letting my fingers wander their surfaces. After a
bit, I found my eyes drawn to the dimples at the small of her back, and
couldn't resist leaning forward to kiss each of them - then, a moment later,
the top of the cleft of her ass. When I did, I heard her gasp again, softly,
and knew that what I was doing was right.
I was starting to detect a musky, yet pleasant, aroma when I heard her
say "That feels very nice, Eric - but there is still more, yes?"
Reluctantly, I stood up - only to be surprised when Sigrid took me into
her arms, pressing herself against me as she kissed me firmly on the lips.
I put my arms around her, and kissed back of course - only slightly distracted
by the feel of her hard nipples pressing into my chest, and the way her
thighs pressed against mine.
After our kiss broke, we held each other for a few more moments before
she stepped back, saying "I must put my things in the bathroom, now. Perhaps
you should take your clothes off while I am gone? All but your underpants,
though."
I nodded, but didn't move to comply until she'd picked her blouse up from
the foot of my bend, and bent over (the view!) to collect her skirt, as
well.
By the time she got back, I was down to just my underwear, as she'd instructed.
I was also feeling a bit shy, and had my hands in front of my groin.
Sigrid came in and moved to kiss me on the lips again, then took a step
back. She saw how I was standing, and simply raised an eyebrow in question.
Feeling embarrassed, I said "I, uh, I don't want to, uh, disappoint you
or anything, but I'm not as, um, big as some of the guys at school."
Her look immediately changed to one of concern and understanding, and she
cupped my face in her hands as she told me "Eric, do not be afraid that
you will disappoint me. For making love, it is not the size of the penis
that matters - it is the size of the heart. And I promise you: you have more than enough heart to please me!"
Somewhat reassured, I didn't resist when she slid her hands down my body
to take my hands in hers again, guiding them to my sides. That done, she
slowly dropped to her knees in front of me before taking the waistband
of my jockeys and pulling it down - revealing my erection. When my shorts
were around my ankles, she took my hard penis in her hand, using the other
to cup my balls. She examined me briefly before looking up to tell me "Eric,
you do not have to worry. There is easily enough here to please any girl."
I don't know if she was saying it just to reassure me, or what - but it
worked, and I never worried about it again. I immediately relaxed - well,
except for my dick, which was getting even longer and harder in her hand
- and watched as she checked me out even more carefully.
When she was done looking at me, she raised her head to look at me as she
said "I know that you are young, and this will be your first time. There
is something I can do that will make things better for both of us when
we make love the first time. It will not hurt" - that with humor in her
voice - "and I think that you will probably like it. Do not worry about
what happens this time - it will be normal, okay?"
I could only nod in reply - and was then flabbergasted when she opened
her mouth and wrapped her lips around the head of my penis. I'd heard and
read about girls that did that - but never in my life thought that I would
actually meet one, never mind having it done to me.
But the feeling of her warm, wet mouth taking more and more of my erect
penis inside was more than enough to convince me that it really was happening
- assuming, of course, that I hadn't died and gone to heaven, or that this
wasn't some wild dream I was having.
She hadn't slid my length back and forth between her lips more than a half-dozen
times before I felt my balls tighten up, and I knew that it wasn't going
to be much longer before what felt like a half-gallon of my jizz filled
her mouth. I tried to warn her, saying "Sigrid! I'm getting close!"
She just nodded, and kept going - and a couple strokes more, it happened:
I felt my penis tighten up, too, just before the first jet of my cum fired
out the end of my dick and into her hot mouth. To my infinite surprise,
she not only didn't pull back in disgust, but she actually took MORE of
me inside, and sucked on me even harder, making my second shot of semen
last nearly as long as the first! And STILL she didn't stop; keeping me
in her mouth as she continued to suck and lick me between the fiery hot
eruptions as I unloaded my balls between her lips - her only response was
to pause a couple of times, amazing me as she swallowed my hot fluids.
Finally, there wasn't anything left for me to shoot out the end of my dick
- except maybe my balls. As I slowly softened, Sigrid changed over from
sucking and licking me to simply licking me, cleaning my penis of the mixture
of her saliva and my cum before letting me fall from between her lips.
With a twinkle in her eyes, she stood up as she told me "I thought you
would like that - now it will take longer before you can shoot again."
"Like maybe forever!" I exclaimed, making her laugh before she answered
"No, it will not take so long. You are young, and I think you will be surprised
how soon you are ready again."
I looked at her doubtfully, and she just laughed before telling me "I promise
you, Eric, that that was not the end - only the beginning. Now it is time
for you to learn to do something for the girls."
I had heard about 'eating pussy', and suspected that was what she was talking
about - and wasn't all that sure it was something I wanted to learn; after
all, wasn't that putting my mouth where my dick was supposed to go? But
shortly on the heels of that thought was the realization that Sigrid had
just put HER mouth where her PUSSY was supposed to go... and it had felt
pretty damn good to ME!
Figuring "what the hell...", I let her lead me over to my bed, then guide
me onto it. She laid down next to me, and looked into my face as she told
me "I think you have probably heard about what I want you to learn now.
Perhaps it is something that you do not think that you would like to do
- but I would ask you to at least try it. Perhaps you will surprise yourself and find out
that you like it."
I replied by telling her "That's what I was just thinking about. But I
decided that if you could do it to me, then I can do it to you, too. I...
love you, Sigrid. If there is something that I can do that will make you
feel as good as you just made me feel, then I am willing to TRY."
She smiled at me, obviously delighted, and replied "That is all that I
can ask, Eric. The taste is not unpleasant, and if you will let me help
you, you will learn how to make a girl feel VERY good." It wasn't until
weeks later that I caught the full implications of that second sentence
- and started wondering if Sigrid had been teaching Patty a few things,
too.
Anyway, Sigrid grinned and said "I think that you will want to look at
me a little bit first, so I will tell you that I don't mind. In fact, it
makes me feel a little bit excited to know that I will be the first girl
that you will ever get to see this way!"
I took my cue from that, and rose up in preparation for what Sigrid had
in mind for me. She looked up at me, and said "To start, I think it would
be better if you just sat on the floor, so that you are comfortable. You
can look, and even touch, until you are ready to try it by either kissing
or licking me. When you do that, I will tell you what feels good for me."
I nodded my understanding, and scooted down onto the floor, facing her,
positioning myself near the edge of the bed. Without hesitation, she turned
herself around so that she was 'facing' me, then scooted herself closer
to the edge of the bed, then separating her legs by putting a foot on each
side of me and spreading her thighs.
That left me facing her exposed pelvis - giving me a clear view of her,
from stem to stern. The most fascinating thing to me, though, was the sight
of her slightly parted vaginal lips, and the way her opening was visible
amid the pale cloud of her pubic hair. I didn't delay to lean forward for
a closer look at the sight she was presenting to me - and as I did, I realized
what the source was of the musky scent that I'd detected earlier. It took
me only a moment to decide that if she tasted anything like the way she smelled, then I wasn't going to have any problems at all about 'eating pussy'!
But my first order of business was to become familiar with the structure
of the female genitalia - that is, I checked out my very first live snatch!
When I was close enough, I could see that there were actually two sets
of 'lips' - the larger, thicker set that made up the outside of her sex,
and a smaller, thinner set that actually bracketed her opening. The first
thing I did was to examine her using only my eyes - from different directions
and varying distances. Even as I was looking at her, I could see her 'inner'
vaginal lips parting even more, and getting a bit longer while the area
between them got visibly wetter. From the bottom, they flowed up and around
the opening of her vagina, then continued upward until they disappeared
under a small hood of flesh near the top of her mound. Finally, my eyes
could tell me no more, and I gingerly reached forward with my hand to begin
a tactile exam. My first touch was on that small hood - and I heard Sigrid
moan softly at the contact. I immediately pulled my hand back, only to
hear her say "No, Eric, you did nothing wrong. It felt good when you touched me!"
Thus reassured, I reached up to touch her again - getting another soft
moan - and gently pulled the hood back, revealing a small nub of flesh
underneath. Even as I was looking at it, Sigrid was telling me "That is
my clitoris that you are looking at. It is very sensitive, so be gentle with it, yes?"
I could only nod my head - I'd heard about the clitoris, but had no idea
what it looked like or where it was until that moment; and damned if I
was going to do anything that would cause me to lose it now!
From her clitoris and its hood, my hand continued touching and testing
the rest of her pelvis as she told what each of the parts were. I'd heard
the words, of course, but had no real grasp (pardon the pun) of the geography,
if you will. The only response from Sigrid was a number of soft moans,
and a quiet "at beføle artig - feels good!"
Even as I was looking and touching, the heady aroma of Sigrid's arousal
(I knew what it was by that time) continued to grow. I finally decided
that it was time to find out if the taste of her would be as pleasant to
my tongue as the scent of her was to my nose - with only the briefest of
hesitations, I stuck my tongue out and ran it from the bottom of her opening
to the top - earning myself another moan, louder that time - as the accumulation
of the female oils between her vaginal lips was transferred to my taste
buds; the flavor of Sigrid was something that I became addicted to in about
zero seconds flat: she was delicious!!
I didn't delay in dipping my tongue into her honey-pot again, and left
it there trying to soak up as much of her nectar as I could while she moaned
her pleasure. When I'd gotten all I could by keeping my tongue buried in
her, I moved on to trying to collect more of her juices from anyplace I
thought they might be hiding. As I continued licking her pelvis, I was
rewarded with a number of comments from Sigrid: "av, ja - oh, yes", "ja,
på den made - yes, like that!", and "lave at igen - do that again". Between
the verbal encouragement, and the increasing tempo of her moans and panting,
I knew that what I was doing was bringing her the kind of pleasure she'd
already given me. It was after my confidence had increased and I was starting
to focus on her clitoris that I heard "der , ja netop - there, that's it!"
- and that was all I needed to know. Keeping most of my attention on her
clitoris - but still branching out to include her lips and opening - I
tried a number of different things to see what made her feel best: gently
sucking on her clitoris, fluttering my tongue across it, simply licking
at it as though it were a tiny ice cream cone, and so on. It was only a
few minutes until I began to feel her tensing, her legs rhythmically pressing
against my ears as her moans became louder, and her panting almost non-stop.
Finally, with a loud "det er ske - it's happening!", her thighs clamped
firmly over my ears as her hips lifted her clear of the bed while her vaginal
opening clenched around my mouth and tongue, forcing her precious nectar
onto my tongue and into my mouth. When that happened, I knew that I'd brought
her the pleasure, the ecstasy she'd given me - and felt both proud and
happy that I'd been able to do it.
As I was sitting there congratulating myself, I felt her lift herself up,
then her hands on my upper arms. She tugged on me, and I let myself be
dragged back up onto the bed to lay over her, my elbows on either side
of her head to support my torso while my hips and legs rested between her
silky thighs - and my again-erect penis pressing into her mons.
She looked up at me with a mixture of pleasure, happiness, and desire as
she told me "That felt very good, Eric. I think we can say that you like to do that, yes?" with a
mischievous smile.
"I think we can say that, yes!" I agreed - making her laugh before she
said "You learn very quickly how to please a girl."
"I had a very good teacher" I explained - earning myself a smile - "and
it was a very good lesson to learn. You are delicious!", the last part earning me another
laugh before she pulled me down for a kiss. Our tongues were in each others
mouths before I realized that not only was she likely tasting herself,
but that I was probably getting a little bit of my own cum returned to
me - and promptly decided that it really didn't matter, in favor of returning
Sigrid's kisses with as much enthusiasm as she was giving them to me.
Finally, though, we both had to come up for air - even though we continued
to give each other small kisses all over each other's faces. As we laid
there like that, I was surprised when I realized that my penis was softening
again - and even more surprised when I realized that I wasn't worried about
it. A moment's introspection told me why: Sigrid wasn't concerned, so I
figured that there wasn't any reason for ME to - that I loved and trusted
her more than I'd realized before then. She was confident that I would
be able to 'rise' to the occasion, and that gave ME confidence, as well.
Still, I realized that having so much of my weight on her probably wasn't
the most comfortable sensation for her, and moved to lie next to her on
my side after pausing to give her a kiss on the forehead along the way.
Once next to her, I reached over to put my hand on her breast, cupping
it as I used my thumb to softly 'tease' her nipple. She turned her head
to look at me and smiled before saying "You are doing the right thing,
Eric - after you give a girl pleasure, she will like for you to stay with
her and hold and comfort her. You kissed me, and now you hold me - and
it feels very nice, and makes me care for you even more."
She'd told me before that she cared for me, but until that last sentence
from her, I wasn't entirely sure whether or not I should believe it. Not
that I thought she was actually lying to me, you understand, merely that she might be stretching things a bit.
But after all that had happened in the last - I checked the clock on the
nightstand behind her - half hour (!), I couldn't help BUT believe that
she was telling me what she really felt, without exaggeration. And the
knowledge that my affection (love?) was returned in kind only made my heart
go out to her even more.
We lay there for a little while as we took the opportunity to really talk to each other. Not just the being polite kind of stuff that had gone on
between us before, but actually telling each other about ourselves - what
we wanted to do, what we thought about, and so on. Even as we were talking,
my hand continued to caress her body - first just her breasts, then on
to the rest of her body, as far as I could conveniently reach. In return,
Sigrid let her fingertips trace their way along my body; caressing my face,
my chest, my shoulders, my sides, my hips, and - finally - my penis. At
first she simply traced her fingertips through my pubic hair (as I was
doing to her at the time - hers was fine, soft, and dense, and fascinated
me), then on to take me into her hand. With her soft, warm hand on my dick,
I could feel myself starting to respond; but when all she did was hold
it, squeezing softly as though to see if it was 'done', I got no farther
that half-hard.
It was when I finally let my fingers dip between her thighs to begin exploring
her opening again that Sigrid's grip on my penis changed from 'merely'
holding, to actually stroking me, slowly bringing me to fuller erectness.
In response, I didn't hesitate to reciprocate: letting my finger caress
the opening to her vagina, and dip inside it slightly. When her only response
was to close her eyes and lift her hips slightly to encourage me, I began
sliding my finger farther and farther inside her, marveling at how hot
and wet and tight she was inside. I had my entire finger inside her, and
had figured out that the hard lump I could feel was what they called the
'cervix' when she finally spoke again, saying "beføle artig..... It
feels good, what you're doing, Eric."
Encouraged (and reassured, truth be told) that what I was doing was 'right',
I kept doing it - and even dared to try sliding another finger in to join
the first; I was rewarded with a throaty "Det er dog for galt... yes, I like
that!" as her hand changed from simply stroking my erect penis to slowly
masturbating me.
A couple more minutes went by, and both of us were softly panting; Sigrid
was continuously lifting her hips up in welcome to my slowly thrusting
fingers, and my pelvis was rocking back and forth in time with her hand.
I could feel myself getting even harder - I hadn't thought it was possible
- when she suddenly opened her eyes and looked up at me to say "Eric, I
think that we should stop, now."
My face must have told her what I thought and felt about that idea, and she laughed briefly before telling me "No, I don't mean we have
to stop; only that if we keep doing like this, there won't be time for the important
part!"
Relieved, I reluctantly pulled my fingers free of her vaginal clasp. I
started to bring them up to smell, and lick clean, before I realized that
it might bother or embarrass her. She saw my hand start to move toward
my face, and understood what I'd been about to do. With a smile on her
face, she nodded and said "Go ahead, Eric - smell and taste, if you want.
I am not ashamed about that." Blushing slightly, I went ahead and finished
up what I'd started to do - letting the heady aroma that was Sigrid waft
into my nose as my tongue re-acquainted itself with her taste. As I was
doing that, she told me "What you were doing felt very good to me, and
it is only normal for a girl to get wet like that. For me, it makes me
feel good to know that you like the smell of me, and the way I taste."
My fingers regrettably clean of her oils, I nodded my understanding, and
she went on to say "Now is the time for us to make love, Eric. I know that
this will be your first time, so there are some things that I want to tell
you, so that it will be better for you, and for me. Do you understand?"
"Yes, I think so. If I can make it good for you, too, then that's what
I want to do."
She smiled, and said "I am glad to hear that. What I want to tell you is
that what we do is make love. It would be an easy thing for you to find your own pleasure quickly -
but to make love, you should find your pleasure slowly. When you feel yourself getting too close, do not be afraid to slow down,
or even stop so that you can - how you say? Pull back from the edge?" I
nodded, and she went on "If you can do that, then you will be able to enjoy
making love for even longer - and your pleasure will be even more. You
understand?"
I nodded my understanding again, and she continued by saying "While you
are doing that, you will also be bringing pleasure to the girl, yes? So
if you are able to make love longer, then she will feel more pleasure -
and that will make HER happy about making love with you, so she will want
to do it again. And that is what you want, yes?" - and giving me a big
smile when I replied "That is what I want, yes."
She went on to tell me "There are different way that a boy and girl can
make love; I think that you have maybe seen some of them in the magazines
that boys like. The different ways to make love feel different; sometimes
one way is better for the boy, other times for the girl. Other ways make
both of them feel good. For your first time, what way would you like?"
It wasn't a question I'd ever really considered - I'd figured that ANY
way to lose my virginity was a good one; but it didn't take me any time
at all to decide before I told her "I think I would like what we call the
'missionary' position."
She nodded, and said "That is good for both the boy and the girl - but
you will be the one to do all the work."
I grinned, and said "I don't think that I could really call it 'work'.
Besides, what I want is to be able to look at you - your face - while...
during..."
She saved me from getting my foot any farther into my mouth by giving me
a delighted smile and saying "I am flattered that you want to look at me while we make love."
"What, uh, do I do? I mean, I know that my, uh, penis goes inside you,
but, um, I don't know..."
Again, Sigrid's gentle patience and understanding rescued me. She told
me "First, you must be between my legs, yes?" I hastened (!!) to
do as she said, then she said "Next, you must put the end of your penis
against me - I think you know where! Until you have made love more, do
not be afraid to use your hand, or look where you want to go."
With that said, she raised her thighs, and spread them even more, opening
herself up to me - and giving me a clear view of my 'target': her vaginal
lips were parted, making it easy to see the opening to her vagina. I took
my erection in my hand, and quickly realized that I was going to have to
lean forward to get myself anywhere near being able to put it inside her.
I moved my other arm to put my hand next to her side, and that got me in
the position I figured I needed to be in - but left the parentheses of
her vaginal opening hidden behind the mound of her sex. Without my having
to say a word, she lifted her hips, making it possible for me to make out
her opening again.
Angling my penis down (I hadn't known I could GET that hard and stiff!),
I managed to get the head of it against her opening - and promptly gasped
at how incredibly hot and wet and good her opening felt.
Even as I started to press myself against her, she spoke up, saying "Gently,
Eric, and slowly. I am wet on the inside, but you are still dry on the
outside. Do not be afraid to move up or down, so that you go into me more
easy - it will be easier for you, and more comfortable for the girl."
The LAST thing I wanted to do was hurt her, so I did as she said: pressing
myself into her slowly and carefully. It took me only a moment to realize
that the angle was wrong, and I quickly moved 'up', remembering the angle
that my fingers had slid into her. Another tentative push, and I knew that
I'd gotten it right; pressing my hips forward would slide my penis straight
into her.
Knowing that everything was ready, I made another try at sliding myself
into her, and felt her opening give way slightly in response. Another push,
and I could feel the head of my dick start to slide into her, then suddenly
slip past the tight ring of her opening, causing me to gasp again at the
feel of her hot, wet vagina wrapped so tightly around it. I was torn between
pausing to savor the sensation of being inside - even a little bit - of
a girl's pussy, and wanting to bury myself in her so I'd know how it feel
to have ALL of my dick feeling like that.
But it was the realization that it was Sigrid beneath me, and my feelings
for her, that won out: with another push, I felt maybe another inch of
myself slide into her before there was too much 'drag'. I stopped, and
Sigrid told me "That is right, Eric - slowly and gently. If you will move
back and forth a little bit, you will see that my wetness will make it
easier for you to go in more."
I looked up at her face, and saw that she was both clearly pleased by having
me inside her, and waiting patiently for me to continue. The look of affection
in her eyes went straight to my heart, leaving me torn between wanting
to watch her face, and watching my dick, while I finished entering her.
I compromised by watching her face as I did as she'd suggested, sliding
myself out of her a little ways before pressing in again. Just as she'd
told me, it took only a couple cycles of that before I could feel her wetness
making it possible for me to slide into her further. As I was wetting myself
with her oils, I could clearly see her pleasure at having me inside her
on her face - and it only made me all the more determined to make my first
experience as good for her as I knew it would be for me.
With that thought in mind, I looked down to where my erect penis was penetrating
her, and slid myself out a little bit. I watched as her vaginal lips tried
to stay with my erection, drawing out from her body as far as they could
go before sliding back; then disappearing when I reversed direction to
press myself into her again, burying another couple of inches of myself
in her hot tunnel. I paused a moment, then watched our union as I again
wetted myself with her ample supply of fluids, then lifted my head to look
at her face as I pushed my way even farther inside her - and saw her look
of joy as I did, her eyes widening at the sensations I knew I was creating
in her. By this time, over half of my hard dick was inside her, and I heard
her softly mutter "altså hyggelig - feels so nice..." with her eyes closed.
Far from being the disaster I'd been afraid would happen the first time
I tried to fuck, the response I was getting from Sigrid assured me that
I was getting it right - and for that, I knew that she would always have my heart; no matter how many other girls and women that I might meet,
I would always remember her with love and gratitude. And it was only then
that I fully understood the real gift she was giving me. It wasn't the use of her body, as unbelievably
generous as that was; or even the patient tutelage she offered. Rather,
it was the confidence that I would always carry with me, knowing that I
was able to bring pleasure to my partner. Through her kindness, generosity,
patience, and yes, love, Sigrid was sparing me the fears, doubts, and insecurities
that I knew I would have suffered without her.
Even as all that was going through my mind, Sigrid's eyes opened, and she
looked up at me with and expression that stayed with me for the rest of
my life: a mixture of gratitude (?!), pleasure, desire, and love.
Our eyes locked, and we watched each other as I once again spread her female
lubricants along my manhood, making it possible for me to slide into her
the rest of the way: with a single push, I found that I'd buried myself
inside her. I could feel the spongy mass of her pubic thatch pressing against
mine, the tight ring of her entrance clasped securely around the base of
my rock-hard erection.
She gave me a beatific smile, and softly said "So, Eric - ikke laengere
jomfru. No more virgin!" before lifting her hips and pressing herself against
me, to emphasize that I was fully and completely inside her - as if I wasn't
all too aware of the situation already.
It was an experience I've never had repeated: I was experiencing two completely
different, intensely personal, things at the same. Even as my eyes and
mind and all the rest of me was focused on Sigrid, I was incredibly aware
of how she felt to my penis - the amazing heat of her, how tight she felt
around me, the way her juices were starting to soak into my pubic hair,
the little clenchings of her vagina in response to her slightest movement,
and all the rest of it.
I could feel myself becoming more and more aroused by the experience of
being inside her, and as that arousal increased, I felt myself getting
closer and closer to unloading myself into her.
She must have known what I was going through, because she suddenly put
her hands on my face, and said "Eric! Eric! Look at me! Listen to me!"
I managed to pull myself away from the overload of sensations emanating
from my dick, and gave her my attention - and listened as she told me "I
know that it is a powerful thing, to make love the first time - but do
not let it become too much. If you feel yourself getting too close to the
climax, then stop and think about something else. I know the feelings are
very strong, but you should not listen to them yet. You understand?"
I managed to nod, and said "It was... I could... The feeling, it was... very
strong", a bit ashamed at what had nearly happened - and WOULD have happened,
if she hadn't gotten my attention.
She smiled at me, and replied "It is all right, now. I think for boys,
it is just the opposite for what it is for girls the first time. For us,
until we are used to having a boy inside us, it is very uncomfortable at
first, and we do not feel good."
"How... How did you know?" I couldn't help asking.
"I could see it in your eyes, and on your face. And I could feel it a little
bit, here" - the last with a deliberate tightening of her vagina around
me. She went on to say "But it is all right now, yes? You do not feel so...
intense?"
"Yes, its okay now", I admitted, before saying "I'm sorry, Sigrid. I almost
ruined everything..."
She heard the shame and pain in my voice, and said "No, Eric, do not feel
bad about it. This is your first time. Like I say, it is different for
boys and girls, their first time. That is why I wanted to do this special
thing for you - so that I could make it easier for you, and help you learn
how to make a girl happy about making love. It is over now, and you did
not finish too quickly. Even now, I will wager that you know it will not
happen ever again."
I considered what she'd just said, and realized that she was right - I
was there to learn from her; and I DID know that it was an experience that
would never happen to me again.
I smiled down to her, and said "Yes, you are right."
She smiled back, and answered "Good. You are a happy young man again -
and now we can make love, yes?"
I grinned, and said "Now we can make love, yes" before lowering my head
to kiss her softly on the lips before saying "Thank you, Sigrid. I think
that I understand what a special thing it is you are giving me."
She got a delighted and pleased look on her face, and rose up to kiss me
back before saying "You are welcome, Eric. I am glad that you know what
it is we are doing. I will only ask you to remember it when the time comes
that you will be the one to introduce a girl to making love."
"I will never forget, Sigrid - you, or what you have taught me."
"Good. Now, make love with me, Eric", she commanded - then laughed when
I answered "I would be happy to!"
We looked deep into each other's eyes as I slowly withdrew my penis from
her tight sheath, stopping only when just the head of it was inside her.
I paused briefly, then pressed myself back in again - savoring every moment
of the sensation of filling her again. Even as I felt our pubic hair begin
to merge, I knew that I would never again be tempted to experience my own
release without bringing my partner a full and equal measure of pleasure.
Over the next few minutes, I gradually increased the speed of my thrusts
into her as we shared kiss after kiss, our tongues dancing in each other's
mouths as her delightful breasts began to sway on her body, dragging her
nipples across my hairless chest - making them (and me!) harder.
After a bit, I fell into a rhythm that just felt 'right': fast enough to
keep me hard, but slow enough that my arousal grew only a little. Judging
from the sounds that Sigrid began to make, she found it satisfactory, too
- her repeated soft moans, sighs, gasps, and murmured encouragements let
me know that I was pleasing her, too.
As I continued to piston in and out of her, I lowered my head again to
begin kissing her - face, shoulders, ears, throat, neck and anything else
that I could lay my lips on. She responded by spreading her legs even more,
and putting her arms around me to pull me even closer.
So it was that I wasn't all that surprised when I felt her suddenly tighten
around my penis as she cried out "Oh! Oh! Mig God! I feel it!" before her
eyes closed and her head snapped back; she released a deep groan as her
body froze under mine. I knew what was happening to her, and tried to time
my thrusts into her with the series of spasms of her vagina as it clenched
around me. The sensation of her orgasm around my penis stimulated me tremendously,
but I was able to remember her advice, and found a way to 'pull back' from
the edge, to put off my own approaching release. It was made easier as
her climax first slowed, then gradually tapered off.
When most of it had passed for her, she opened her eyes again and lifted
her head to look up at me. I could see that her face was flushed as she
looked at me passionately, and then kissed me fiercely before saying "Oh,
Eric, that was so good!" - something that did wonders for my tender 14-year-old
ego.
A moment later, she realized that I was still hard, and looked up at me
with a mixture of pleasure and pride to ask "Eric - you did not... ?"
"No, I did not. It was not easy, but I remembered what you told me about
making it last longer" I answered.
She looked pleased, and said "Good - then you can make both of us feel
good some more, yes?" - the lust clear in her voice.
My only reply was to slide about half of my penis out of her slowly, then
press back in again - making her close her eyes and tilt her head back
again as she groaned her pleasure.
During her orgasm, she had gotten even wetter inside; I could feel the
overflow of her juices wetting our pubic hair even more - and noticed that
the scent of her arousal had gotten even stronger in the air. The smell
of it ran little fingers into my nostrils, adding fuel to my desire. It
took me only a few moments to get into another rhythm of sliding in and
out of her; this time doing so more quickly, and with a little more force.
She surprised me slightly by lifting her pelvis in welcome to the increase
in my enthusiasm, encouraging me to continue making love to her that way.
I did that very thing: maintaining a steady pace of sheathing my stiff
member in her hot, wet scabbard, delighting in the feeling of her slender
legs wrapped around my waist; the sensation of her breasts as their pressure
shifted around on my chest in response to my thrusts; the liquid sounds
we produced with every penetration of my penis into her clasping vagina;
the scent of her; the sounds of her voice as she muttered what must have
been words and phrases of satisfaction and encouragement - they were all
in Danish, which I didn't understand, but the tone and meaning of them
was clear enough.
A few more minutes, and I could feel Sigrid tensing up as she approached
yet another orgasm; I could feel myself starting down the path as well,
and decided not to put it off any longer. Instead, I simply continued to
piston in and out of her as she cried out her release; the tightening of
her vagina making it difficult to enter her, the added lubrication she
produced made it possible.
As her climax progressed, the sensations she was creating around my penis
increased my pleasure tremendously; I was well on the way to my own climax
when hers ended. From the way she began 'talking' to me again at the end
of her orgasm, I could only conclude that she was well along toward a third
climax even as she was recovering from the first: she began hunching her
hips up toward me as her heels pressed against my ass, as though to try
and force even more of my erect member into her channel. Her efforts only
caused her vagina to tighten around me with each of her exertions, and
that increased my own pleasure, bringing me even closer.
It wasn't but a couple more minutes, and I could feel myself begin to tighten
up as I prepared to unload my aching balls into her. I managed to gasp
out "Sigrid! I'm close! It's going to happen - soon!" - and only received
a "Yes, Eric, yes! Do it!" in reply.
A few strokes later, and it happened: with a groan, I tried to push my
penis as far into her as I could just as the first jet of my hot, thick
semen erupted from me. Sigrid's eyes flew open, and with a cry of "Av God,
jeg er nær forestående!", she literally lifted herself off the bed as she
pulled me close, pressing her pelvis against me to get the last fraction
of an inch of my dick inside her as she tripped over into her own orgasm.
The first spurt of my cum into her felt like it lasted forever, though
I know it couldn't have been more than a couple of seconds; her vagina
had started clenching around me in a way that made my second shot as strong
as the first: from the base of my penis to the ridge of my glans, her vaginal
muscles were 'milking' me, with the deepest part of her seeming to generate
some kind of 'suction' on the head that felt like it was pulling my semen out of me.
As I supported our combined weight on my arms and legs, I could feel my
balls tighten even more, and wasn't surprised when yet another seemingly
endless jet of cum erupted from the end of my dick.
Seconds ticked by as both of us felt wave after wave of pleasure and release
wash through us, until, finally, it was done.
I heard Sigrid groan, and felt her grip on me begin to loosen; rather than
let her fall the short distance back onto the bed, I managed to lower myself
so that she was resting on it while I held myself over her. Supporting
most of my weight with my elbows, I looked down at her and saw that her
face, neck, and shoulders all had a dark blush that I was later to learn
was a sure sign of arousal. Her face and body had a faint sheen of perspiration
and I realized that mine did, as well.
Even as I was looking down at her, I could feel a couple of small aftershocks
go through her vagina before she opened her eyes to look up at me. I could
see that the intensity of what she'd just experienced had left her a bit
disoriented, and simply waited until she was able to focus on my face.
It took a few seconds before she brightened and smiled up at me before
saying "Thank you, Eric. That made me feel very good!", then lifted her head to kiss me.
I grinned down at her and said "It made me feel pretty good, too!" - making
her laugh before she answered "Yes, I could tell."
Surprised, I asked "You could feel it?"
"Of course. I knew when you squirted inside me it - it felt very warm,
and I could feel that I was getting even wetter there. And I could feel
it as your penis moved inside me while you did that. And it was very kind
of you to help me lay down again - and I am grateful that you hold yourself
over me like this. I feel very tired from all the happy exercise and feelings
you have given me, and it is nice to have a warm human blanket", with a
mischievous grin on her face.
I couldn't keep myself from telling her "I would be happy to be your blanket
any time, Sigrid."
She laughed, and said "I think that you would - and I would like it, too,
Eric. You make such a nice blanket for me!"
"You like this?" I asked, somewhat surprised.
"Of course, Eric. Did I not tell you that a girl likes for her boy to comfort
her after? What could be more caring and thoughtful than for him to keep
her warm and hold her close as you are doing now? Particularly when he
is still hard enough to stay inside her?"
With that last sentence, I realized that I was still fairly hard, and inside her. And right on the heels of that, I realized
that what was keeping me hard was the way her vagina was clenching at me
every so often - as though she enjoyed still having me there.
Surprised, I asked her "You are doing that to me? On purpose?"
She grinned, and answered "Yes, Eric - it is me doing it deliberately.
I like the way you feel to me, so I want to keep you there for as long
as I can. Do you not like it?", the last with a teasing tone.
"Oh, I like it very much!" I assured her before saying "I am just surprised
that you can do that."
"It is not so difficult; a girl can learn to control that part of her,
just as she can learn to control the rest. All she has to do is take the
time to learn, and practice." She tilted and turned her head to look at
the clock; I looked, too, and saw that over an hour and quarter had already
passed.
She looked back up at me in disappointment - I felt it, too - and said
"I would like to stay with you like this, but your family will be home
before too long. I think we must make ourselves presentable before they
arrive."
I sighed and nodded, but perked up when she told me "It will save some
time if we clean up together. Would you like to take a shower with me?"
with a tone that clearly told me she already knew what the answer would
be.
I agreed enthusiastically, and she laughed before saying "Now, if you will
hand me the towel, we will not make a mess on your bed." I did as she asked,
and she reached down between us with it before telling me "If you will
slide out of me, I can catch what will escape from me" - then, grinning,
she added "If you want to watch, I do not mind."
After all that we'd been through in the last hour plus, I knew that I didn't
have to worry in the slightest about embarrassing her - or myself, for
that matter. I admitted to myself that I really did want to see the aftermath of my first experience with love-making, and
managed to rise up so that I was sitting more or less on my heels. From
that position, I was able to back up enough to pull my shrinking penis
free - and unabashedly watched as our combined fluids began to flow out
of her. I could see that I had opened her up, and almost instinctively
understood that her internal muscles would shrink back down again, closing
her up before too long. With an amused expression on her face, she waited
several seconds so that I could get a good look - not only at what was
happening, but how she looked between her legs, now that the physical part
of it was over. Then she carefully made sure that she blotted up all the
excess fluids that had leaked out before holding the towel against her
opening to catch the rest of it.
She sat up, then moved to the edge of the bed before standing, still holding
the towel between her thighs. Somehow, I found the sight incredibly erotic,
and wanted more than anything else to pull her back down onto the bed and
add to the juices that were even then draining out of her. Instead, I simply
sat there, watching her with a mixture of lust and love. With a happy smile,
she told me "If you want to, you can come with me to watch what I do next"
- I figured she was going to do something to get all of my semen out of
her - "or you can give me a few moments before you join me in the bathroom."
I could see that she would be perfectly willing to accept my decision,
but figured that she might like a little privacy for what she was about
to do, and said "I will join you in a couple of minutes; I think that I
should straighten up my room a little bit while I have the chance."
She seemed to understand what I wasn't saying, and her smile grew JUST a little before she answered "That would be a good thing, too. I will see you in a little bit, yes?"
"Oh, yes!" I assured her, making her laugh.
She went out the door and turned toward the bathroom; I waited until I
heard it close before getting off the bed myself and having a look around
to see what needed to be done to eliminate any 'evidence' that anything
had happened there. It took me only a couple of minutes to straighten things
out before I got my clothes together and carried them down to the bathroom.
The door was slightly open, but I still knocked and asked "Sigrid?"
Inside, I heard her say "It is okay, Eric - you can come in." I did, and
saw that she was getting ready to start the shower. She turned around to
look at me, and saw that I had my clothes in my hands. She grinned, and
said "Yes, that was maybe a good idea, Eric. Now, would you like to clean
up with me?" as she started the water running.
I smiled, and looked around to see that she'd already hung her things up
on the hook on the back of the door - that left me the top of the laundry
hamper, where I laid my stuff. A moment later, and I was next to her not
hesitating in the slightest before putting my arm around her as we both
checked the water temperature. Satisfied, she got in first, then I did.
She turned to face the showerhead, and I moved up behind her, putting my
arms around her and cupping her breasts in my hands. She turned her head
to look at me, and said "I like that, Eric - but we must clean up before
your parents get home, yes? So please try to behave yourself. We can have
a little fun while we wash - but not too much."
I sighed my agreement, then kissed the nape of her neck - and was surprised
to feel her shudder in my arms before she told me "If you do that again,
I think that we will not be ready in time. Remember, you must behave yourself."
Surprised at her reaction, I mentally filed away the thought that kissing
a girl there was something that I'd have to try in the future. While I
continued to cup her breasts, Sigrid reached out for the bottle of liquid
soap and squirted a generous dollop into her hands. She quickly worked
up a lather, then turned around in my arms to say "First I will wash you,
then you may wash me" - and laughing when I enthusiastically nodded.
The next several minutes became another miniature film that I knew would
stay with me for the rest of my life: Sigrid unhesitatingly and unashamedly
using her hands to make sure that every part of my body was squeaky clean - paying special attention to more parts than others. When she was done, she simply handed me the soap. I knew what to do, and she clearly knew what I was going to do: use the opportunity to become as familiar with her body as she had mine - if not more so. The feel of her bare skin had been wonderful;
the feeling of her body with the added lubrication of the soap made it
an incredibly sensual and erotic event. By the time I was done, my penis
had hardened again, standing proud and tall in the water dripping off our
bodies.
Sigrid saw it, and laughed, saying "So, you are ready again! Such enthusiasm!
Still, I do not think that I should let you leave the shower like that,
and we do not have time to make love again. So..." - so she went to her knees,
and promptly took me into her mouth again. She began sucking and licking
me, bringing me closer and closer, until I filled her mouth with my spunk
as she swallowed every drop of it. When she was done, she stood up and
said "There, I think that you are ready to dry and get dressed again, yes?"
with a broad smile on her face.
I couldn't help myself, and took her into my arms, giving her a deep, passionate
kiss - not worrying in the slightest about what she'd just done, or that
I might get some of my own cum in my mouth.
As it turned out, I did - just a couple of seconds into our kiss, we were
again dueling tongues in each others mouths, and I could taste some of
my cum. But it was Sigrid I was kissing, and after all she'd done with
and to and for me, I wasn't about to concern myself with it.
After a bit, our lips parted and I told her "Thank you, Sigrid."
She smiled at me, and answered "I think you enjoyed it more than the first
time, yes? Good - you are learning what it means to take the time to enjoy
the pleasure, and I was happy to do it. Still, we must finish here, yes?"
With that, she pulled free of my embrace and turned to shut the water off.
While she did that, I stepped out and got a towel, holding it open so she
could wrap herself in it. She thanked me, gave me a kiss on the cheek,
and started to dry herself, patently unconcerned about my presence, or
whether I would watch her - which, of course, I did while drying myself
off with another towel.
Finally, both of us were ready, and Sigrid playfully asked if I would like
to help her get dressed - knowing full well that I would. I took her skirt
and held it at her feet so she could step into it, and buried my nose in
her pubic hair before sticking my tongue out to lick at her cleft, making
her laugh. Next was her blouse, which I 'mis-buttoned' a couple of times
so that I could have more chances to play with her delightful breasts;
her only response was a playful, soft slap on the arm as she told me "Eric,
we do not have the time for this!" - but not moving my hands away and doing it herself.
When it came time for me to dress, she 'insisted' on helping ME - and I
knew that I was in for the same treatment. I got it, too: a soft kiss on
my testicles and a brief lick of my penis before she pulled my underpants
up, followed by a not-so-brief grope of me with the explanation "to make
sure they fit correctly". By the time she was done and I was fully dressed,
I was half-hard again.
With both of us clothed again, I looked around for the hand towel she'd
used, and spotted it draped across the edge of the sink. Looking closer,
I could see that she'd obviously rinsed it out, removing any trace of what
she'd used it for. I picked it up and dropped it in the laundry hamper,
followed by the towels we'd dried off with.
Hand in hand, we left the bathroom and started toward my room. When we
got close, both of us realized that there was a distinct aroma of aroused
female emanating from it. To my surprise, Sigrid blushed slightly before
saying "I will spray some of my scent" - we'd learned that she said 'scent'
instead of 'perfume' - "for the smell."
I couldn't resist the temptation, and told her "But Sigrid, that's already
the problem - your scent!"
It took her a couple of seconds, but she got the bawdy joke I'd just told,
and started laughing before she told me "Eric! That is a terrible thing to say!" - but her voice told me that she was amused, not upset.
"I think your scent" - I emphasized the word to freshen the joke; she laughed - "would only make for questions. There is something I can do that would be better, I think." Being around her, all of us had started picking up some of her speech patterns.
She looked at me in curiosity, and I just said "I think you need to put
on the rest of your clothes, yes?" She nodded, and I went on "Just give
me a kiss, and I will take care of it."
She turned to face me, and we put our arms around each other for a long,
loving - not passionate - kiss. When it was over, she looked into my eyes
and said "Eric, I came to you to show you my gratitude for the way you
have treated me. I thought that I would be doing something special by helping
you through your first time to make love. But you have been a very special pupil, and I think that maybe I have gotten as much from you as I tried to give TO you. You are a very special, very sweet, very
good boy; and the girls that you meet after I am gone will be very lucky
to have you as their boyfriend."
The mention of her imminent departure saddened me, but I told her "And
for you, Sigrid. Even if you had not done all the things that you have
for me, I would still be a better person because of your presence in my
life. Even without this special time between us, I would always remember
you as someone I cared for."
I could see her eyes start to tear up as she told me "Thank you, Eric"
before she pulled away from me and headed into Patty's room. A moment later,
I saw and heard the door close, and somehow knew that she was inside crying
- as sad to be leaving us as I would be to see her go.
Still, I managed to blink away the tears that I was starting to feel, and went down the hall to get the vacuum cleaner.
Each of us kids was responsible for thoroughly cleaning our rooms, and I'd gotten the hint from Mom that she thought
it was time I cleaned mine - that was what I'd been doing when Sigrid appeared
in my door. I knew that if I spread around some of the carpet cleaning
powder Mom bought, and ran the vacuum, it would easily take care of the
unique aroma that was an aroused Sigrid.
I'd finished the vacuuming and was generally cleaning up the rest of my
room when I heard Patty's door open. A bit later, I went into the kitchen
to get some paper towels, and saw that Sigrid was curled up in a chair
with a book in the family room - but apparently not reading it; her eyes
were a thousand miles away. I went about the rest of my cleanup without
disturbing her.
I'd been laying on my bed listening to the radio for maybe half an hour
when I heard Mom, Dad, and Patty get home. I got up and went into the family
room to join them. Sigrid gave no indication that anything was even slightly
out of the ordinary - to all appearances, she'd been sitting there reading
when they got home. I knew better, of course.
Mom and Dad had decided to surprise all of us by bringing home a container
of fast-food fried chicken, something that Sigrid enjoyed. All of us headed
into the dining room for supper. Only once did Sigrid and I share a Look
letting each other know that what we felt for each other really was something
special.
As expected, Steven got home before Sigrid's departure. He was, by turns,
whiny about having to come back so soon, and annoying with his insistence
on telling all of us - in infinite detail - about everything he'd done and all the people he'd met. I think
he even tried Sigrid's nearly limitless patience, judging from the look
I saw her give him once.
At the appointed time, we were all gathered around Sigrid at the gate at
the airport. Mom, Patty, and Sigrid were all teary-eyed at her departure;
I felt no small twinge, myself, and I could have sworn that even Dad was
on the verge of shedding a tear. Steven just wanted to go home so he could
try to show off his summer camp stuff to his friends again.
At one point, Sigrid made a point of telling all of us "Tusind tak jeres
gæstfrihed - that is Danish for 'thank you for having me'." Mom told
her "It was our pleasure, Sigrid. I'm SO happy that we were lucky enough
to get such a nice girl like you!"
Finally, they announced the boarding of Sigrid's flight. She quickly gave
Mom and Dad a hug, telling them "I am so glad that I got to meet you, and
stay in your home!". Patty was next, getting a not-so-brief whispered comment
in her ear. Steven tolerated a brief hug, then it was my turn. Both of
us kept our hands and arms 'polite', but what Sigrid whispered to me was
"Think of me, Eric, when you are with the other girls; and remember what
you learned."
My reply was to tell her "I will, Sigrid, I will. I love you", and getting
a whispered "I love you, too, Eric!" before she pulled away.
Mom, Patty, and Sigrid were all openly crying as she picked up the small
carry-on bag she had and headed for the walkway to the plane. At the door,
she turned to smile and wave at all of us - and pursing her lips as though
kissing us goodbye before disappearing.
Later that summer, I got the chance to meet a couple of different girls.
The confidence and sureness in myself that Sigrid had given me stood me
in good stead; I was able to go out on 'dates' (not much of a date when
your parents have to drive you anyplace) with them several times. When
school started, it didn't take me long to find a regular girlfriend - and
not much longer to start becoming intimate with her. I remembered what
Sigrid had taught me, and didn't 'push' her; choosing instead to let her
know that I cared for her and wanted to be close to her, then giving her
the time and 'space' to decide for herself how quickly things progressed
between us. By the end of the school year, we were regularly making love
with each other; an activity that left her feeling as happy and satisfied
as I did. By the start of the next school year, we had kind of fallen apart
- no bad feelings or anything like that; it just kind of dissolved. But
she still thought enough of me to tell the next girlfriend I had what a
nice guy I was - and that I was an even better lover.
From that point on, I never really lacked for female companionship. Oh,
I wasn't any kind of Don Juan or anything like that; instead, I found that
I much preferred to have a single, quality relationship with just ONE girl, rather than making notches on the headboard
of my bed. Thinking back on it, I realized that I'd learned a lot more
from Sigrid, and my time with her, than I think either one of us fully
realized - and knew that she would be happy with the kind of boyfriend
I'd turned out to be, and that made me feel proud.
All of that happened a lot of years ago - but to this day, I can still
'see' Sigrid as though she were standing right there in front of me. And
surprisingly, I don't see her naked, either. Instead, I always see her
as she was the day we met her at the airport. And I have never forgotten
those precious lessons she gave me - as I think my wife of the last twenty-plus
years would testify.