Chapter 20

When I woke up early the next morning, I was lying on my side, facing my brother. Eddie was still sound asleep, the covers kicked off his body. I raised my head, propped it on my hand and gazed at his nakedness.

Eddie's mouth was open slightly and I could hear his every breath. I looked down his body at his chest and watched it rise and fall. My brother's penis was erect, lying against his stomach and I took a deep breath as I stared at it.

I thought about the previous night's activities and tried to figure out how I ended up with his beautiful penis in my mouth. I hadn't planned it; in fact, I had all but ruled it out, but it happened. The question was, how I really felt about it.

When I was doing it to him I didn't think about anything; my mind was void of thought, consumed with love and lust. Now, as l lay next to him, I tried to replay the event and decide if it was a mistake. I know that my brother enjoyed what I had done; I could see it in his eyes and hear it in the groans that came from his throat, but what about me? Was I okay with what I had done?

I realized that it wasn't the blowjob that I was having trouble dealing with; it was the connection I had felt with Eddie. I loved having his cock in my mouth, the taste of his semen and everything that went with it, but there was more to it than just a blowjob.

While I was doing it, and after he was spent, I felt something that was very new and very foreign to me. Even though he was my brother, I felt a love that couldn't be compared to anything in my life up to that point. It was like when his cock entered my mouth, he also entered my soul and when his penis was no longer between my lips; our souls were still connected.

My greatest fear was that Eddie wouldn't feel the same way I did after he woke up and thought about it. Maybe to him it was JUST a blowjob and the connection wasn't there for him like it was for me. Maybe he'd want me to do it again, but just because it felt good and not because it was a way we could join. I started to think about what it must be like to have intercourse, how having his cock buried in my pussy would feel. Would that be as good as what I had felt the night before, or would it be better?

Once again, my thoughts were jumbled. It was like every time I thought about sex and my brother, I began to think the worst. I don't know why I thought that way, but I did.

I reached out and lightly touched his chest with my fingertips. He moved slightly, but didn't wake up. As my fingers moved across his skin, I tried once again to get a hold on my feelings and a series of questions ran through my mind.

Did I feel guilty? No.

Did I like it? Yes.

Did it seem nasty? No. Well maybe a little, but in a good way.

Did I want to do it again? Yes, yes, yes!

I curled my fingers around Eddie's cock and held it, feeling his steady heartbeat being transmitted from his shaft to my fingers. Eddie groaned, opened his eyes and looked down at his penis. A big smile formed on his face as he looked at my hand holding him and then he rolled onto his side facing me.

"Good morning, beautiful. I love you," he said to me softly.

All of my fears dissipated and my heart began to pound in my chest. I released his member and we hugged. After a couple of minutes, Eddie pulled his cheek away from mine, looked into my eyes and kissed me tenderly.

"Ready to go for our run?" Eddie asked.

I smiled and nodded.

"Great, let's get dressed and go."

"Okay, Eddie." I sighed. "I love you too."

After giving me another quick kiss, he got up and went to the bathroom. When he was finished, I went and then put on a pair of the shorts I wore for track and a matching sports bra. We headed out the door and began our run.

As we traveled our normal course, I couldn't help but think about the fact that Eddie hadn't mentioned what we had done the night before. I wondered if he was embarrassed or if he felt guilty about it. Whatever the case, he wasn't talking about it, or anything else. Maybe he just needs some time to sort things out, I thought, just like I do.

We finished our run and cooled down in the backyard. I heard the telephone ringing and Eddie dashed into the house to answer it.

"That was Mom," Eddie said. "She and Dad are going out on that Viking that's a couple of slips down from ours. They will be back after dinner."

"You mean 'Lady Alexis'? I think that boat is named after the man's wife."

"Yeah, that's the one."

I was sitting on the ground, doing some of my stretching exercises. Eddie stood next to me and watched as I contorted my body, and twisted and turned. When I did a handstand and lowered my legs until they were parallel with the ground, he smacked my butt and I fell.

"Why did you do that?" I asked.

"I couldn't help it, Jen; your ass just looked so inviting."

I went into the splits and Eddie sat down facing me.

"It did, huh? Does that mean you like my ass?"

Eddie nodded and said, "I like everything about you, Jen."

After a moment of silence, I said, "Eddie, do you want to talk about what happened?"

Eddie shrugged his shoulders.

"Are you upset with me?"

My brother shook his head no, but didn't say anything.

"What's wrong then?"

"I have never felt like this, Jen. I'm so mixed up."

"About what?"

I closed the splits, grabbed my legs and pulled them behind my shoulders. Placing my hands on the ground, I raised up into a handstand, my feet and face pointing at my brother. After I held the position for a moment, I lowered myself and pulled my legs down.

"I really can't explain it; I just feel different."

"In what way? Did my giving you a blowjob upset you? I thought you said you liked it."

"I did, I liked it a lot! It was the greatest thing I've ever experienced, but it wasn't that that has me confused, Jen. When you were doing it, it felt like our bodies were one. Like we were connected and I wanted the feeling to last forever."

I smiled scooted closer to my brother and said, "That's EXACTLY how I felt, and I still do. It's like you are a part of me now and I love having you inside me, so to speak."

"What are we going to do?" Eddie asked, his voice serious.

I thought for a moment, stood up and reached out to my brother. He put his hand in mine and got to his feet. We walked into the house, holding hands and I led him to the living room. Without a word, I knelt in front of him, pulled his shorts down and then off his feet. He was erect and when I took him in my hand and guided his cock between my lips, he groaned.

Eddie tasted different than the night before; his sweat made his penis salty and there was the smell. He smelled musky; it was kind of strong, but in no way repulsive. With my lips clamped around his shaft, I breathed in through my nose and his scent excited me. With my hand around his shaft, I began to move my mouth over his cock.

I felt my brother's hands on the sides of my head and his hips begin to thrust. Having his cock in my mouth was wonderful, but different than the first time. I knew what I was doing this time and I loved it.

The second blowjob I gave my brother didn't last nearly as long as the first. Within minutes, his shaft swelled and he began sending his semen into my sucking mouth. There was a lot more of the thick cum than the first time, but I swallowed as fast as I could and ingested most of it. Some of the thick fluid leaked from the corners of my mouth and ran down to my chin.

I had one hand on the back of Eddie's thigh and I could feel his leg quivering as I sucked the last drops from his still rigid member. Suddenly his legs gave way and he sank to his knees, pulling his penis out of my mouth with a loud popping sound. I used my finger to scrape his cum from my chin and cheek and then licked it off.

I could still taste him as I ran my tongue around the inside of my mouth and over my lips. I looked into his wide eyes, smiled and began to giggle.

"THAT'S what I'm going to do," I said. "Every, and any, time you want me to."

"It doesn't bother you, you know, having my stuff in your mouth?"

"No, I think it's yummy," I giggled. "I love the taste of your cum. It's part of you, and I love you."

Eddie leaned closer, placed his closed lips to mine and gave me a kiss. After a moment of hesitation, he kissed me again, this time his lips parted and our tongues met. He held the kiss for a long time before breaking it and pulling back. Eddie's face was scrunched up like he had tasted something he didn't like, but then he smiled.

I smiled back at him and said, "That was nice, Eddie, but you don't have to. You don't have to kiss me after I do that, if you don't want to."

My brother answered by kissing me again and then whispered, "Jen, I will kiss you whenever you want me to, even after you do that to me. I love you. Besides, it isn't as bad as I thought it would be."

I smiled and then broke the mood by saying, "As long as you don't get it from the source."

Eddie started to laugh and said, "Not in a million years."

"Let's go take a shower," I said as I stood up. "I'm all sweaty."

We took a shower in our bathroom this time. After I washed his cock and balls, I kissed him there, pulling the tip into my mouth. I really loved the feeling of his penis against my tongue and the reaction I got out of my brother. Holding his butt, I moved my face forward until I felt myself gag and stopped. The reflex subsided, but when I moved, it returned. I remembered the night I watched my parents on the glider and wondered how my mom could get my dad's entire penis in her mouth.

I slowly removed my mouth from Eddie's cock, stood up and giggled. He smiled and said, "I could get used to that, Jen."

"Hmm, I hope so because I already am. I just wish I could get it all in my mouth without gagging."

Eddie laughed and said, "Practice, practice, practice."

"Okay, if you insist," I giggled and stooped down and took him back into my mouth.

I used my hand to stroke him as I sucked and moved my head until I felt him cum. I held him in my mouth for a few moments, swallowed and then stood up.

Eddie leaned back against the shower wall and panted as he regained his composure. I stood in front of him, my hand still around his shaft and grinned.

"Two down, four to go," I giggled.

"What are you talking about?"

"The record, silly. You told me you came five times in one day and I plan on breaking your record."

"Oh, that. Well, um, it's six now."

"Six! Can't you keep your hands off this thing," I said as I shook his cock with my hand.

"Not really, every time I think about you I get hard and then, well, you know"

I laughed and said, "Okay, six it is. I hope your stuff isn't fattening."

My brother laughed and pushed me away.

"I only know of one way it's fattening, Jen, if it makes you pregnant."

By now we were both laughing hard.

"Well, I sure don't plan on that happening to me. I don't think you can get pregnant from swallowing it."

We continued to laugh and finished in the shower just as the water turned cold. After drying off, we went to our rooms and got dressed.

I fixed lunch for my brother and me and then we went outside by the pool. My brother and I sat next to each other in the glider and slowly rocked back and forth. He had his arm over my shoulders and I rested my hand on his knee. We talked about the upcoming summer and the things we wanted to do.

"I've been reading a lot about fishing lately," Eddie said. "We did a bunch of things wrong when we were in the Keys."

"Like what?"

My brother twisted around, sat sideways on the glider and looked at me.

"Are you really interested?"

"Yes, Eddie, I am. I want to learn more about fishing too. I want you to want me along and I figure the more I know, the more help I'll be and the more you'll take me with you."

Eddie grinned and started talking about the things he had read. He told me about boat speed, water temperature and locating schools of baitfish. I listened to him and asked questions when I didn't understand.

"We should ask Dad to take us next weekend, Eddie," I said. "Then we can try out some of the things you've learned."

"That would be great, Jen. I have that new tackle and stuff. I'll talk to him when he and Mom get home."

"Cool, I can't wait."

"Jen."

"Yes."

"You're the best! I guy couldn't wish for a better sister, or girlfriend."

I let his statement sink in and then smiled. I leaned close to my brother and kissed him.

"I hope you find a girlfriend that likes to fish."

Eddie took me in his arms and whispered, "I already did."

I hugged my brother as tight as I could and fought back my tears. Eddie scooped me up in his arms, carried me into the house and lay me on the couch. Kneeling on the floor he began to kiss me.

I responded to his heated kiss and pushed my tongue into his mouth. He sucked it gently and put his hand on my breast. I arched my back and pressed my boob into his hand as he massaged it.

Most of time, I had to put his hands on me where I wanted them, but today he was being the aggressor. After rubbing my boob through my top for a few minutes, he slid his hand under my shirt and began to fondle my braless breasts. He kept his mouth on mine and toyed with my nipples, causing my whole body to heat.

When Eddie started to push my top up, I grabbed the hem and pulled it over my head. My brother sat on his heels and gazed at my body as his fingers moved over my exposed chest. He circled my boobs and then my nipples as he made subtle comments about my breasts and how much he adored them. Once he had my nipples so hard that they almost hurt, he leaned forward and covered one with his mouth.

I put my hand on the back of Eddie's head and rubbed it as he sucked my nipple. He took it between his teeth and flicked at it with his tongue, sending waves of pleasure into my crotch. My brother removed his mouth from the boob he was sucking and moved to the other one, intensifying the feelings I was experiencing.

My brother put one of his hands on my knee and started to stroke up and down my thigh. Each time his hand moved up, it went further under my skirt and closer to my sex. I squirmed and moaned, but he didn't do what I wanted, he just kept up his steady pace. His fingertips brushed the leg opening of my panties and then moved up the waistband. He trailed his fingers across my tummy, back to my leg and then down to my knee, all the while suckling my breasts.

"Please," I pleaded. "Please touch my pussy. I can't stand it anymore."

My voice was throaty and I groaned out my words. My brother didn't listen, or if he did, he ignored me. His mouth kept moving from one boob to the other and his fingers continued to travel up my thigh, over the waistband of my panties and then back down my other leg.

In desperate need of relief, I tried to touch myself between my legs, but Eddie pushed my hand away. My hips were bouncing and I had one leg up on the back of the couch to make his access to my sex easy. My stomach was quivering and my leg muscles were contracting as my brother relentlessly avoided touching me where I needed him to.

When his fingers finally moved over the damp gusset of my panties, I came. My vagina contracted and I shook as my orgasm washed over me. I pushed my crotch against his hand to increase the pressure, but Eddie maintained a very light touch. When my body relaxed, my brother moved his mouth from my boobs to my face and he began to plant soft kissed all over it. He kissed my eyes, my nose and my cheeks as I panted and tried to catch my breath.

Eddie's hand began to rub my mons and I felt another orgasm start to build. I didn't notice that Eddie had unzipped my skirt until I felt him tugging it down my legs. I lifted my bottom and, when the skirt was around my ankles, I kicked it off. I started to put my leg back up on the back of the couch, but when Eddie tugged at my panties I stopped and rose up again.

I pulled my feet up, bent my knees and opened my legs. Eddie began to stroke my pussy, dipping his finger into my folds. He moved his mouth from my face to my chest and started to lick and kiss my breasts, avoiding my nipples. My brother's finger moved slowly up and down my crotch. He teased my opening and then drew his finger to my clit and rubbed it.

The combination of his fingers on my pussy and his mouth on my boobs was more than I could take and I came again. Just as my orgasm peeked, Eddie slid his finger into my pussy and I screamed out in pleasure. He slowly sawed his finger in and out of my vagina as my walls tried to grip it. I was on a sexual plateau that was higher than I had ever reached and my body responded by writhing uncontrollability.

My orgasm was so intense that I didn't notice my brother kissing his way down my stomach until I felt his tongue probe my navel. For a moment it felt like every nerve in my body centered there and he was touching them one at a time.

By now I was in a fog and wasn't completely aware what Eddie was doing to me. I completely surrendered to the feelings of ecstasy and sexual bliss that I was experiencing. At that point in time, Eddie could have done anything he wanted to, without any opposition from me.

The next thing I was aware of was my brother's mouth on my mons. I looked down, saw his tongue snake out and felt it touch my clit. My head fell back onto the cushion and I closed my eyes. Eddie pulled my leg off the couch and I felt my foot hit the floor. Once again I rose up to look and watched as he moved between my legs and then covered my pussy with his mouth. I flopped back, grabbed my breasts and pulled at my nipples as his tongue began to follow the route his fingers had taken a few minutes before.

I have no idea how he knew what to do, but my brother was eating me like he had done it a million times. His tongue probed the right places and applied just the right amount of pressure to my clit. Eddie put his hands under my knees, twisted me around and put my legs on his shoulders. Gripping my ass cheeks, he went back to my sex and attacked it like a man possessed. I felt his tongue try to enter my tight pussy and then I felt him move up and nibble on my clit.

My body seemed to be in a series of continuous orgasms, each one more intense than the previous one. When Eddie put my legs on his shoulders, my body moved so my back was half against the back of the couch and half on the cushion. I opened my eyes and looked down at the top of my brother's head.

Eddie's eyes lifted and met mine as he pushed his finger into my vagina and tapped at my clit with his tongue. I grabbed my breasts, squeezed them and passed out from the powerful orgasm that ripped through my body.

I don't know how long I was out, but when I came too, Eddie was still between my legs, kissing my pussy and thighs. He saw my eyes open, smiled and then touched his tongue to my clit again. I was so sensitive that it hurt when his tongue touched me and I clamped my legs together. I leaned up, pushed his head out from between my legs and fell back. Eddie climbed up onto the couch next to me and held me in his arms.

My brother stroked my sweat covered back and held the back of my head in the crook of his arm. My body was still quivering as I slowly came down from the sexual summit that my brother had taken me to. My mind was blank until something that Kathy had said popped into it. I started to giggle as I thought about her saying that if you wanted to enjoy oral sex, it took a girl's mouth to do it. My giggling turned to laughter and I thought about just how wrong she was.

Eddie kissed my lips and I could taste my juices. After we kissed for a moment, I pulled back and looked at his face. It was covered with my discharge from his nose to his chin and almost from ear to ear.

I kissed around his mouth and lapped at the juices with my tongue.

"Mmmm, I taste pretty good," I giggled.

"You taste great!"

"I'm glad you like it, because you can do that whenever you want."

Eddie grinned and asked, "Are you still hot? Do you want to cool off?"

"Yes to both."

Eddie carried me back out to the back yard and waded into the pool with me in his arms. When he was chest deep, he let go of my legs and my feet hit the bottom of the pool. We stood hugging for a moment and I started to laugh when I realized he was still dressed.

We climbed out of the pool and my brother took off his shorts and twisted the water out of them. We dried off in the hot afternoon air and then went back into the house. I found my clothes and put my skirt and top back on. My panties were soaked so I took them to my room and put them in my hamper. When I went back into the living room, Eddie was cleaning the evidence off the leather couch.

My brother was still naked from our impromptu swim and he was flaccid. I sat on the floor, turned on the television and flipped through the channels as Eddie finished the couch.

"Do you want to work on breaking the record?" I asked.

"Not right now, Jen."

"Why not?"

"Well, um, I kind of came when I was doing that to you."

"You came from kissing my pussy?"

"Yeah, kind of dumb, huh?"

I laughed and said, "Not at all, I cum when I do it to you."

"I wonder if everyone does, you know, cum, from performing oral sex?"

"I really don't care what other people feel or do. All I care about is us."

Eddie smiled, went to his room and returned in dry shorts. We spent the rest of the afternoon watching television and giggling every time our eyes met. After an hour or so, we calmed down and I scooted closer to my brother.

"You know," I said, "when you were doing that I was out of control. If you wanted to, you could have fucked me."

"I would never do that to you, not unless we both agreed to. I knew you were really turned on, but I wasn't going to do anything that I knew you wouldn't want me to. Jen, I love you and would never hurt you. I know that someday we may go further, but not until we're ready. For now, this is enough."

Eddie was right, I thought to myself. For now oral sex was enough, but I didn't know for how long. He was so right about the fact that someday we would do it, do it together. It wasn't a question of if, but of when.

"Thanks, Eddie. I feel so safe with you. I know that you won't hurt me or do anything that I'm not ready for. If we ever do decide to make love, you know, go all the way; let's not plan it. Let's just let it happen, like things have the last two days."

"How are we going to do that?"

"Well, once we make up our minds to do it, we'll just know that it's okay when the time is right. We don't have to do it the day we decide that it's what we want."

"Okay, I guess that'll work."

When our parents got home, Eddie and I were sitting in the living room. My brother was in my dad's recliner, I was on the floor doing homework.

"How was your weekend?" Eddie asked.

"It was a lot of fun," my dad said. "We went fishing this afternoon with the Gordon's and caught two sailfish. Tom Gordon fishes in tournaments and really knows a lot about it."

"Maybe he will take us out so we can learn," Eddie said.

"He said he'd take us anytime we want to go, Son. He told me that we could use our boat so he can give us some pointers on boat control and check out what we may need to buy."

I was almost as excited as my brother as I sat and listened to him talk to my dad. I wanted to learn too and was anxious to go.

"When are we going to go with Mr. Gordon?"

"How about next Sunday? He said he's free that day."

"Great Dad, I can't wait."

"Neither can I!" I said.

Mom chuckled and said, "We're all going. How have you two been doing? Have you had enough to eat?"

I almost lost it, but I was able to keep from breaking out laughing.

"We haven't had dinner yet, Mom. Eddie and I were waiting for you and Dad. Did you eat?"

"Yes, we ate at the marina. There was so much food left over from the party that everyone got together this evening and tried to finish it. Do you want me to order you kids a pizza?" Mom said.

"That sounds good to me, Mom. One with the works, please." Eddie said.

Mom ordered a pizza for my brother and me. Eddie helped Dad unload the car and I chatted with my mom. When the pizza arrived, Eddie and I went out to the patio to eat.

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