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======================================================================== Porch (FF, cons, outdoors) ======================================================================== (c) Copyright - June 1998 All Rights Reserved Crimson Dragon (dcrimson@yahoo.com) ======================================================================== The old porch had been built by strong hands. Her grandfather had built this cabin long before she had been conceived - long before her mother had been conceived. She had never known her grandfather, except for his grainy pictures in old family albums. But she knew him through his legacy. He was a part of this place. The cabin stood solidly, built of rough hewn timbers - oak probably cut from the surrounding forest. It had been meticulously framed and joined to create the illusion of nearly being one with the forest. The view across the valleys remained breath-taking, unchanged from his time. The mountains in the distance rose up as though they wanted to reach the glory of the heavens. She settled into the wicker chair and lay her head back. She would never get tired of the view or the escape this place afforded her. She silently thanked her unknown grandfather again for his gift to her. She sipped slowly at her red wine. The sun would be going down soon. She wanted to see the sunset, that's why she had come, but she wished with all her heart that Lara was here with her to share it. She closed her eyes trying to fight off the melancholy that had gripped her for the last week. It didn't help that she'd been busy. Work always depressed her. It was the nature of the beast, she supposed. But this week had seemed abnormally stressful. Too many clients, too much on her mind. "Michelle Waters. Barrister & Solicitor." That's what it said on her business card. She hated that card, hated what she'd become. The card might have more accurately declared, "Michelle Waters, Courtroom Ice Queen, Defender of the Criminal Mind, and Closet Lesbian." She knew what the law clerks, and the other partners in the firm thought of her. Well, not the lesbian part - only Lara knew that. Michelle was smart, accomplished, and up for partner next year. She never lost in the courtroom. Even when they were guilty as sin and she knew it. She had a respect in the firm that she didn't deserve. She was demanding of her subordinates; she accepted that as part of the game. And they respected her because she got results. Didn't mean that they liked her. There were some that were simply jealous of her - jealous not only of her ability, but also her looks. She used her looks to her advantage. She knew that she had a knockout figure and the face of a model. They were advantages in the courtroom and she was more than aware of it. She tried to disguise her looks a little in the office, but in court, she flaunted them. And it worked. Combined with her keen mind, her looks were devastatingly effective when it came to swaying a jury. And she hated it. She'd never intended to become this. Her life had become one long business day, fighting for image and control and money. And then Lara had dropped into her life. Lara had made the drudgery of life so much more bearable. Lara was a spark of light in a dark and incomplete existence. They had met somewhere, one of those particularly boring cocktail parties that she had no choice but to attend. What had started out as polite small talk had gradually moved to life coincidences, and the start of a friendship. Both women were professionals. Not much time for a social life. Love lives in the sewer. They had clicked in the short span of one party. Michelle had felt like she had met a kindred spirit, felt as though she had known Lara for all of her life. Lara was someone that she could, perhaps, find interesting; someone who might become a friend more than an acquaintance. Over the next months, the friendship had deepened. Female camaraderie. Joking about the office and about the unfairness of life. Crying about Lara's latest date which had fizzled. Frustrations. They griped long into the nights that Michelle was unable to find the right man, or worse wouldn't have time to date him if she indeed found him. Michelle had felt the first rays of sunshine break into her life for as long as she could remember. All it took was someone with whom she could share. Then last Saturday night. What the hell had she been thinking? She opened her eyes, realizing that tears were falling down her cheeks, unbidden and unwanted. How the law clerks would whisper to see the Ice Queen crying. She could hear them making insensitive jokes about her melting like the Wicked Witch of the West or Frosty the Snowman in a heat wave. She wiped at the tears, sniffling a little. She took another sip of the wine, savouring the taste and trying not to think of what she'd done. She closed her eyes again and felt a soft cool breeze floating across her face carrying the clean scent of forest, rain, oak and mountain air. The air was getting chilly at this altitude as the sun began its nightly retreat. She forced herself to stop crying and, shivering a little, she rose to her feet. She opened the screen door, carrying her empty wine glass. The door banged shut behind her, the sharp sound echoing across the valleys. She placed the glass on the counter and moved off to the main bedroom. Absently, she stripped off her casual clothing. The air inside the cabin was chilled and crisp. She noticed idly as her nipples tightened as her bra fell away from her chest. She felt the coolness of her sweatpants and panties sliding down her legs. She shivered, mostly from the cold, but also from a deeper need. She glanced down at the bed where she had laid out her nightgown. Nobody around for miles. She whipped the feather comforter off the bed, watching in fascination as her nightgown fluttered to the oaken boards of the floor. She wrapped the comforter about her naked shoulders and padded out to the kitchen. Her bare feet felt the cold of the floor but she consciously ignored the sensation. The rough boards beneath her feet, despite the coolness, always infused her with a sense of closeness with the cabin and her unknown grandfather. She carefully poured herself another glass of wine, swearing that it would be the final one. It didn't take much wine to touch her senses these days. That is what had gotten her in trouble in the first place. She fought away the tears again, and moved quietly back out to her porch. She settled back into the wicker chair, carefully arranging the comforter around her so that the wicker didn't irritate her bare skin. She snuggled down into the warmth of the blanket, carefully covering herself. Nobody around to see her, but she still tried to be modest. She curled her legs under herself and took another sip of the wine. The light was beginning to fade as the sun touched the top of one of the mountaintops capped in brilliant white snow. Her mind wandered back to last Saturday. How she wished that it hadn't happened. How she wished that she could reverse time. They'd been at her home, an immaculate residence on the right side of the tracks. Upkept by hired hands, the grounds and the house gleamed spotless. Lara had suggested just staying in, watching an old movie, having a few drinks. Talking. Lara had just ended yet another on-again, off-again relationship with some guy named Matt who Michelle had never met but knew through descriptions. They had rented some movie, Michelle couldn't remember the title because they had never watched it. They had drunk a bottle of champagne between the two of them. Michelle suspected that she had actually drunk more like three quarters of it herself. Lara had been upset about Matt, Michelle remembered that. Lara had cried, wanting to be held, wanting to talk about Matt. Michelle remembered hugging Lara and cradling her and quietly sympathizing. She remembered feeling odd. Perhaps the drink, perhaps Lara's vulnerability. She remembered the tingles that seemed to emanate from Lara's skin as she tried unsuccessfully to comfort her. She remembered her lips softly touching Lara's, her head swimming in a fog of sensations. And the tingles as they raced through her body as their lips touched. Lara had stiffened, a distant look clouding her eyes. She had squirmed out of Michelle's arms, a questioning look on her face. Michelle had said something indistinct, a jumble of meaningless words. Except they hadn't been meaningless, had they? Lara mumbled a few words, and fled. An emptiness remained where Lara had been moments before, leaving Michelle confused, weeping, more than a little drunk, and hurt. The following morning had been hell. Her head throbbed, and her stomach had threatened to explode upwards. Her memory was fuzzy, but she vaguely recalled Lara's flight and what had caused it. Lara refused to answer her calls. All week. Lara's office dutifully took her name and number, and yes, Lara was in the office today but unreachable. Unreachable all week. Michelle had been dumped often enough to know what it meant. Lara didn't want anything to do with her, and she couldn't blame her. She'd stepped over an unspoken line. She felt dumped, but there had never been anything really to dump. Her melancholy had deepened until she knew that she had to get away. Her feelings were a complete tangle within her. She felt dirty, exposed, and repentant. She had never wanted a woman before, and still didn't. At least she was trying to convince herself of that. She had been drunk and made a mistake. A mistake for which she was paying dearly. She closed her eyes, wincing at the emotions rolling through her mind. Just the thought of Lara was causing unwanted tingles to race through her senses. She lowered the wine to the porch boards and leaned back in the chair hugging herself beneath the blanket. Beneath her closed lids, Lara's face appeared. The smooth strong features coalesced unbidden as though her unconscious mind was trying to tell her something. She forced her eyes open, willing away the images. But she still felt the tingles, her body betraying her mind. She shivered once, and closed her eyes determined not to give in to herself. Again Lara appeared. She stepped out of the trees at the edge of the cabin clearing. She stood gazing across the short expanse, tall and proud, her brunette hair curling around her shoulders. She was naked, her bare feet settled easily into the short grass. Michelle felt soft touches on her skin, her eyes flickering back and forth under her eyelids. Her nipples tightened further as the soft fingers brushed at the sensitive skin. She heard herself gasp as the fingers trailed down from her breasts, down her tummy to gently circle her belly button. Lara approached, her bare feet making trails through the wet grass. The sun glinted off her upthrust bare breasts, her nipples hardened in the cool air. Michelle felt the fingers softly stroking her lower lips, sneaking inside, teasing her. She could feel her wetness, her arousal. Lara approached, leaning easily on the porch railing, watching intently as Michelle let her fingers trail over herself, pushing herself, softly moaning. Her own soft cry forced her out of her fantasy. She started, as though from a dream or a light sleep. She sat bolt upright, snatching her hand from her body, feeling and scenting her arousal. She was breathing hard, her breasts causing the comforter to rise and fall erratically at her chest. Tears falling down her face, she leaned back, closing her eyes again, forcing her hands to remain crossed safely over her tummy. What the hell was she doing? She'd been trying to apologize to this girl all week and then she came up here and did this? She forced herself to calm her breathing, trying unsuccessfully to either quell her arousal or at least visualize her last boyfriend. What was his name? Lara's image forced its way past all her defenses again. She was leaning on the railing, still nude. Michelle felt an insistent tingle beginning in her breasts and traveling down her spine, settling between her legs. No. She fought her body, resisting the urge to move her entwined hands. She was going to lose, but she had to at least make an effort at stopping this. Lara spoke softly. "Michelle?" The voice was so real, so near, so unexpected. The lips on Lara's image hadn't even moved. Michelle snatched in a startled gasp and forced her eyelids apart. Lara's image didn't disappear, but rather moved and clothed itself. Lara now stood uneasily outside the porch, on the other side of the railing, her right hand raised and resting on the oak of the porch. She was wearing jeans and a red blouse, probably silk, and running shoes were buried in the grass. Her hair wasn't cascading over her shoulders but was tied back in a loose ponytail. She was bathed in the muted light that graced the earth before a stunning sunset. And she was real, her face reflecting sadness and uncertainty, not the want and need that she had shown in Michelle's mind. "Lara?" Michelle gasped out after the initial surprise. She instinctively looked away and then back. Lara was still there. She grasped the comforter tighter around herself, suddenly sorry that she'd not worn her nightgown out here. Where? How? Questions spun through her mind reflecting on her stunned face. "I'm sorry if I startled you," Lara spoke quietly. "That's alright," Michelle managed to control her adrenaline rush. She was floored that her voice was steady as she spoke. "I. How? What? Where?" her mouth refused to work quite properly. Lara was somber. "If you want me to leave, I will. I won't blame you." "I don't want you to leave, I'm just a little confused," Michelle said. "I couldn't get a hold of you, and I was worried. I called your mother, and she told me you might be up here. She gave me directions," Lara explained. "You drove all the way up here to find me? You. You wouldn't return my calls all week," Michelle's voice betrayed her confusion. Lara remained in the clearing, making no move to join Michelle on the porch. Michelle was silently glad in one way, she had to figure out a way to get herself dressed before Lara got the wrong idea, again. "I know," Lara looked crestfallen as she spoke. "I wish I could tell you I was actually busy, but the truth is I ... couldn't talk to you. And I wasn't getting much work done. I'm sorry. You deserve better than that. That's why I took a chance and came up here. Worst case, you weren't here and I wasted a three hour drive. I would have wasted the time anyway." Emotions were fighting through Michelle's mind. She couldn't believe that Lara was here. None of her former lovers would have made the trek to find her up here, even when they were going out and thought they were in love with her. And Lara had every reason in the world to be angry with her, and yet there she was. Michelle spoke to the woman outside her reach, "I was only trying to call and apologize for last Saturday. I. I don't know what happened, and I'm sorry, for whatever that's worth." Lara slowly lifted her finger to her lips and silently shushed Michelle. Michelle felt an unwanted tingle rush through her covered bare body as she couldn't help trying to remember what those lips had felt like and wishing it was her finger against those soft lips. "I'm sorry too, but for different reasons. You mind if I join you up there? I feel kind of awkward down here," Lara spoke quietly, truly asking permission. It was odd, Lara genuinely seemed sorry for something, when Michelle felt like she should be the one apologizing. "You want to watch the sunset?" Michelle asked, hoping that it didn't sound too much like a proposition. "I love sunsets," Lara nodded as she spoke. She slowly moved through the grass, and climbed daintily up the oak steps to the porch. She pointed at the glass that Michelle had left on the deck. She took a deep breath and asked almost fearfully, "Do you have any more of that?" Knowing that she was being a terrible hostess, but also knowing that she had no way of extricating herself from her chair, Michelle answered quietly, "Help yourself. It's in the kitchen." Michelle closed her eyes and listened to Lara's footsteps as they disappeared into the unfamiliar cabin. The image of Lara naked, rose again behind her lids, creating another tingle through her body. Lara returned a moment later with a glass of the red wine and settled herself into the other wicker chair, a little way from where Michelle sat. She sipped at her wine, her eyes lifted towards the western sky. The silence was awkward, but it didn't take long before the women were captivated by the sun as it threw vibrant purple across the stark peaks and forest. The beauty of the skies would have struck their tongues silent anyway if they'd been engaged in idle chatter. The mountains were silent with the girls as though the entire world was watching the burning skies. Venus appeared first in the crystal clear heavens above the mountains. It was followed by a billion other points of light, winking one by one into existence. Michelle gathered her courage, hesitant to break the safe silence. "I'm sorry," Michelle whispered into the night. She heard the scrape of Lara's chair as Lara rose. Lara knelt on the hard boards in front of Michelle. "Did you mean it?" Lara whispered. Instinctively, Michelle knew what Lara had asked. Not if she was really sorry about her unsolicited advance on Saturday night, but rather if the advance was meant in the first place. "I. I don't know. Sunday, I knew that I didn't mean it. Most of last week, I knew that I didn't mean it. I was drunk at the time, Lara. But today, I'm not so sure," Michelle shakily replied. If it had been light and she could see Lara's face, she wouldn't have admitted it. "But either way, Lara, I'm sorry. I don't want to lose your friendship over this. I made a mistake." "Are you drunk now?" Lara softly asked. Michelle checked her mind, the telltale signs were absent, even after her two glasses of wine. She didn't feel drunk, but she knew that it could just be her mind knowing that clarity was important right now. Sobriety through necessity. "I. I don't think so. I don't feel drunk," Michelle managed to find a truthful answer. Michelle watched as Lara's silhouette rose up on its knees, her hands finding purchase on Michelle's thighs through the blanket. Her face was softly lit by the starlight and the moon which was peeking out from behind a snowy capped moutaintop. The snow reflected the muted light towards them. Lara's face moved closer until it was only inches from Michelle's. Instinctively Michelle tried to move back, careful that the blanket didn't fall to reveal her state of undress. "If you aren't drunk, and you still want to kiss me, I don't mind," Lara's voice was steady, and yet tremulous at the same time. Michelle's heart began to hammer within her chest. Her mind fought with her body. Her body wanted those lips so very much, and her mind knew that it was such a great risk. Was Lara testing her? Her breasts tingled as she imagined the soft touch of those lips, that half remembered sweetness that she'd already tasted once before. But that touch had almost cost her so much. Lara was here again, her scent, her skin, her being so close. She wouldn't lose her again. She had felt the touch of loss, and she was certain that wasn't what she wanted. Even at the risk of never touching those soft lips again. She forced her lips to move, not forward but in speech. "Lara? I. I want to. So much. But I don't if you don't. I don't want to lose you." Her being exploded into small points of light as she felt Lara's answer. The soft full lips pressed against her own, the soft touch of Lara's tongue traced gently along her lips. She nearly cried out as she felt Lara withdraw, breaking the kiss. Michelle's breath was ragged and it almost hurt her to breathe. She opened her eyes. Lara's face, angelic in the moonlight, hung inches above her own. She moaned as Lara slowly resumed her kneeling position, releasing her weight off Michelle's thighs. Michelle felt her body like she had never been aware of it before. Desire made itself known from the top of her head to the tips of her toes. She suddenly wanted Lara's weight back on her thighs. She needed to feel that kiss again. "That felt kind of nice," Lara understated what Michelle had felt roar through her body. Michelle numbly nodded, afraid to answer. "I'm sorry," Lara whispered from her knees. "I feel like a shit for not returning your calls. I was scared. Of you, and myself. Ever since you kissed me last Saturday, I've been ... confused. And I was scared to talk to you. I. I wanted that kiss, too. And I've never wanted a woman before and other than you, I still don't. And it scares me. I'm sorry." Michelle took in the words, halfway relieved that she wasn't the only one. She could understand this; her feelings were just as mixed up and as confused, if Lara was telling the truth. God, what if her office got wind of this? They were conservative. Good-bye partnership. She forced those thoughts from her mind. "Lara? It's okay. I'm confused, too. Last Sunday, I would have killed to convince you that I didn't want it." Michelle paused for a moment gathering her thoughts, trying to make sense of these feelings that she finally could acknowledge. "What do we do now?" Michelle whispered. Lara took a deep breath, Michelle could hear the intake of air from where she sat. In answer, Lara again rose up on her knees and moved tentatively towards Michelle's face. The women again found themselves kissing like adolescents experiencing their first kiss. Michelle gasped as Lara's hands moved gently down her leg, stroking it through the heavy comforter. Irrationally, she wondered how she was going to get out of the chair without Lara finding out she was naked underneath the covering. She felt fingers brushing at her breasts, the material of the comforter stroking at her nipples. She cried out involuntarily as Lara again withdrew, her voice echoing softly through the trees and the night. Lara stood, facing Michelle on the porch. Her hands slowly lifted the blouse over her head, allowing it to flutter to the deck. Without looking at Michelle, almost as though she was pretending she was wasn't there, she unbuttoned her jeans and pushed them over her hips. She stepped out of them, pulling her running shoes off with her toes. She hesitated a moment, then reached behind herself, releasing her bra. It joined the rest of her clothing on the deck. Shivering in the night air, she pulled her feet out of her white ankle socks. Lara carefully walked backwards until she felt her skin touch the rough railing. She leaned back, unconsciously thrusting out her breasts into the moonlight. The vision was almost overwhelming for Michelle. Except for the highcut panties, and the muted light, it was the vision of her fantasy. She had to consciously prevent her hands from exploring her body under the covering of the blanket. She almost thought that she could see approval in Lara's dark eyes, permission to touch herself. But she didn't. Lara rested for a moment, shivering slightly as she leaned against the railing. Lara took a breath, held it, seemed to come to some decision and raised her right hand, finger beckoning gently for Michelle to join her. Michelle shivered under her blanket, knowing that the moment of truth had arrived. She had no choice. Lara was going to know. She mentally chastised herself. It didn't matter now. Lara was nearly as naked as she and there was nothing of which to be ashamed. Gathering her courage, she gently unwrapped herself from the blanket, watching Lara as she exposed her body to her for the first time. Lara's face flickered amusement as she took in the already nude form of Michelle, but not surprise. Perhaps, her earlier explorations had given her a hint as to Michelle's state of undress, perhaps she'd seen Michelle's clothing littering the bedroom floor from the kitchen. Michelle padded silently over the oaken boards, feeling the roughness beneath her toes. She carried the comforter with her. As Michelle reached the woman at the rail, Lara teased her gently, "Ready for me?" Gently referring to Michelle's immediate nudity. Michelle blushed from her face all the way down to her toes. She could feel the flush spread through her body, overriding her arousal. In the dim light, Michelle couldn't see herself, so she knew Lara couldn't either, but she also knew the flush was there without a doubt. Michelle dumbly nodded her head as she watched in awe as Lara's fingers reached out to touch her bare body. A quick touch of the nipples, and another stroke across the belly ignited Michelle's passion. She moaned into the night. Lara gently retrieved the comforter from Michelle's relaxed fingers, spreading it out over the boards. She lay herself down, tugging gently at Michelle's fingers, urging her down beside her. Michelle nestled herself into the crook of Lara's arm, almost as she would with a man. She was pleasantly surprised that her body fit so well with Lara, almost like it was made to. She felt her hand tracing over Lara's pale skin, teasing her breasts, teasing her soft pubic hair through her panties, tracing the soft skin of her thighs. Lara was gasping, her own hands trailing over Michelle's burning skin. They kissed tenderly as their fingers explored. Gently, Lara pushed Michelle onto her back. Unresisting, Michelle felt the harshness of the oak through the softness of the blanket. She was shivering unconsciously at the cool night air on her unprotected skin. She felt Lara move downwards, her tongue lightly touching her skin, tracing a lazy path downwards. As she felt Lara's hot breath tickling her pubic hairs, she struggled for control. She touched Lara's dark hair, stopping her. God, that was hard. Lara turned her head, her breath still tickling at Michelle's tummy. "What's the matter?" she asked quietly, concern filling her quiet voice. Michelle felt odd whenever anyone wanted to be down there. She couldn't quite believe that anyone would want to have their mouth so close to her. "You. Don't. Have to do that. If you don't want." Michelle's words came out in a rush, her regret apparent at having to say them. Lara smiled at her and whispered gently. "I wouldn't be here if I didn't want to be." Lara turned her head and let her tongue trace slowly through the light fur and her breath finally touched Michelle's center. Michelle cried out as she felt Lara's tongue touching and tracing across her swollen lips, teasing her unbearably. She cried out again, as the softness slipped between the lips, finding her clitoris and gently circling her. New sensations penetrated her as she felt fingers exploring, touching, entering her and pumping gently in rhythm with the soft tongue circling her clitoris. Her arousal was complete as she felt the stars begin to spin above her. She tried to hold back, but didn't have a prayer of resisting the sensations given to her. She screamed into the night as her body convulsed, her muscles fighting each other as she climaxed. Her body arched as tears formed in her eyes. Blessed release. She felt another wave build on the first, Lara having continued her tongue sensations. Michelle cried out as the larger wave took her and she again struggled against herself. She finally forced her body to relax, spent and quivering. She touched the top of Lara's head, letting her know that she was finished. Still gasping for breath, Michelle whispered quietly into the night, "Thank-you, thank-you, thank-you." Her soft voice continued to disturb the night until Lara's mouth touched hers, silencing her with her own scent. "You're welcome," Lara whispered. After a moment of recovery, Michelle propped herself up on her elbow. Lara smiled up at her, "What?" she inquired sweetly. "Your turn," Michelle gasped out. Michelle found herself with her mouth sucking gently at Lara's erect nipples. Lara's soft moans and cries were music, disappearing into the night. As she sucked gently, she trailed her fingers down Lara's soft skin, stopping as she encountered the panties still on Lara's hips. She traced Lara's mound through the thin fabric, teasing her until Lara's whispered cries began to get more urgent and on the border of begging. Michelle's fingers pushed at the elastic, urging it down Lara's legs, accepting Lara's help as she arched her body. Soon the panties had flown into the night and Michelle's fingers were gently exploring Lara's secrets. Michelle wanted the touch of Lara's mouth. She hesitated, knowing that she'd taste herself, but she wanted the touch. She raised her head from Lara's heaving breasts, touching Lara's lips, surprised that her own scent and taste was mildly arousing to her. Her fingers continued to tease Lara, finding her rhythm and gently circling Lara's swollen clitoris. Lara took a deep breath, held it, still returning the gentle kisses. She arched, her whole body showing her climax as it rushed through her being. Eventually, the orgasm subsided, Lara's pleasure melted into the darkness. Michelle's fingers trailed gently back over Lara's hot skin eliciting further soft cries from the nude girl. Michelle, suddenly exhausted, reached behind herself, pulling at the corner of the comforter. She pulled it over herself and Lara, nestling back into the crook of Lara's arm, loving the softness of her bare breast as a pillow. She breathed deeply, the air carrying a curious mixture of sex and clean mountain air. She knew that she was going to sleep soundly tonight. A mist had begun to settle over the small clearing, muting the light of the moon. Far away, a lonely wolf howled, its voice echoing though the mountains and over the nearly exhausted women. "I'm glad I found you," Lara whispered. "Me too," Michelle whispered in the moonlight. As the women slipped gently into dreams of each other, the ancient oak of the porch sighed to itself in contentment and wonder. |
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