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 STILL A BAD MUMMY
   I had Penny laid over a table.  A bolster beneath her belly thrusting up
her little white bum.  An unknown man was greasing her bum hole and the
head of his cock with something thick and gooey.  Around Penny's throat was
black velvet ribbon which I was twisting in my hands.  The stranger eased
his cock against Penny's bum and pushed.  I watched in fascination as his
cock head went in.  Penny began to struggle and I tighten the velvet noose.
Sweat run down the man's face, he smiled at me and nodded "Do it" he
whispered "Do it" and as he pushed in more I tighten the velvet ribbon
around Penny's neck.  Tighter and tighter.
   I came awake and threw the quilt off my body, the cool air feeling good
on my nakedness.  Swinging my legs I sat on the side of the bed and
breathed.  Under me I felt a large wet patch and run my hand across the
sheet.  It was soaked with my juices.  Fuck.  If I didn't put a stop to
this fantasy soon I was going to go right over the edge.  I felt sick. 
What was I doing.  Standing up weakly I made my way to the bathroom, had a
wee and wiped my face with cold water.  Then I peaked in on Penny and felt
a wash of relief to find she was sleeping soundly.
   Standing at the lounge window, coffee in one a hand a cigarette in the
other, I looked at my reflection.  What kind of mother are you, I asked
myself, to have such evil, depraved dreams about your own child.  Putting
my cup down I used my freed hand to slap my cunt and dig in two fingers. 
Moving closer to the window my reflection faded and the night outside
appeared.  Even at this hour a window or two was lit and a car passed
silently in the street below.  Was I really that evil, I asked myself.  As
if in answer I squirted and had to reach a hand to the window pane to hold
myself upright as I came in a wonderful shuddering rush.  Should I admit
it, secretly to myself that I wanted to cause Penny harm.  Have her defiled
and used by perverts.  Corrupted, debased and yes, made to like it, want
it. As I savoured the idea a warming thrill passed through me and I
squeezed my cunt.  Fuck.  I did want it.
   Although the year was moving into autumn the weather remained mild and
evening walks through the park became a regular source of pleasure for me.
I had trained Penny to run ahead and hide while I lingered behind on the
path, leaving her to disappear from my sight so I could imagine her being
taken.  Walking slowly, I enjoyed the fantasies of abduction and rape that
the cool darkness encouraged in my mind, my hand through the cut-out
pockets of my raincoat softly stroking my exposed cunt, unhindered by skirt
or panties.  Penny, of course was always made to run panty less.
   Turning a corner I was surprised to find a woman on the path in front of
me pushing a pram of all things, at the time of night.  I wondered for a
moment if I was hallucinating but then she shouted "Emma.  Come here" and a
girl of about ten run out of the darkness ahead to stand quietly, hands by
her sides, beside her and my impressions were of how well behaved she was,
to have come so quickly and to stand so silently beside her mother awaiting
instruction.  Penny reached out a hand and I took it in mine as I watched
the scene being played out in front of me.  I'd walked right passed her in
my distraction as she had hidden from me in the bushes; just like me she
had been surprised by the women's unexpected presence.  Suddenly, the
mother swung a hand and delivered a stinging slap to the girls face.  She
uttered no word of protest.
   "Hello" she said, turning to me as if nothing had happened "I'm Ann,
it's nice to meet you" A touch of accent, German perhaps.
   "Hello" I said in return and took her offered hand.  Closer I could see
she was a very well presented middle aged woman dressed in a long leather
coat "Do we know each other?"
   She softly laughed "No.  But you never know what eyes may be watching in
the darkness.  Do you?"
   I didn't quite know how to take that.  Did she mean she had seen me
wandering the park at night or did it have a deeper meaning I wasn't
catching?
   "This is my daughter Emma" She took hold of Emma's chin and tilted her
face towards me for my inspection "Sometimes, she needs to be disciplined,
don't you Emma?" The child nodded "You like to be disciplined, don't you
Emma?" the girl gave a small smile and Ann turned the child's face towards
and bending down kissed her full on the lips " I love you Emma" she said.
   I was transfixed.  The sexual energy in the air was palpable and I found
myself breathing heavily with suppressed excitement.
   "Open your coat" she said "I want to see"
   I didn't know how she knew I was naked from the waist down and didn't
care.  I unwrapped myself "Emma" was all she said and the child came
forward and to kneel in front of me and putting her hands round my buttocks
pulled me to her and began to lick me.  Taking Penny from my side Ann also
knelt on the gravel pathway and facing me hugged Penny to her, raised her
skirt and began to finger her "You like?" she said.
   Like.  It was a dream come true.  I took hold of Emma's head and rubbed
myself against her furiously, wetting with my juices.  Ann meanwhile stood
up and swinging Penny around gave her face a slap.  I was shocked.  Not as
hard, perhaps, as given to Emma but hard enough for Penny to wail and rub
at her cheek "Now" Ann said "Do the same to my Emma"
   Emma stood and I looked into her eyes.  Without a doubt, she was excited
"You want this?" I asked in delighted disbelief.  The child nodded and I
slapped her face and immediately regretted it and reached out to comfort
her "No" Ann shouted "That's not the way.  Do it again and this time enjoy
it.  It is for your pleasure" Emma was waiting and this time I slapped her
hard full in the knowledge of the sexual depravity of the act and it
thrilled me "Cunt" I said as I slapped her face.
   "Good" said Ann "Come, let's walk together" Penny run over to the pram
and looked in at the baby as we all started off down the path.  Night had
fallen and between the pools of lamplight we could hardly see each other.
It felt so free, I tied back my raincoat with my belt and revelled in the
lewd exposure of my cunt.
   "Yours?" I enquired as I caught-up and joined Penny beside the pram.  My
child saw my nudity and it thrilled me.  I pulled off her skirt and threw
it into the trees.
   Ann laughed "Yes" Smiling at my forcing Penny to be as exposed as I was
"Yes, it's mine.  Usually I abort, but this time I decided to have it.  She
is going to be my little pain slut" she looked at me "I see you don't yet
understand" Taking me in her arms she kissed me, tenderly, passionately
"Children must be used.  Don't you think" she dropped a hand to my cunt "
They must be seduced and completely corrupted" her hand was pumping "They
must be made to be totally depraved and debased.  Yes?"
   "Yes" This time I kissed her and flicked a tongue into her mouth "Yes,
they must"
   "And made twisted and unnatural.  Filthy and evil, yes?" she continued
in my ear
   "Yes" I whispered "Yes, Ann.  Please.  Do it to Penny.  Do it to my
child.  Make her as evil and depraved as you can"
   "Should we infect her with a disease or make her a crack addict. 
Willing to do anything to feed her habit" Ann took my head in her hands
"Yes?" My excitement was mounting and mounting.  "Perhaps we should
sacrifice her" she continued to work at my cunt "Perhaps we should cut her.
Whip her, burn her.  Perhaps we should slit her throat and kill her.  Would
you like that?"
   "Yes, Ann" I was coming like I'd never come before.  She was sayng
things, proposing things from my darkest dreams.  My whole body was
shaking, my heart beating heavily.  I leaned into her for support, for my
legs were weak, my mind dizzy "Yes, Ann.  Please.  Please do it all.  Whip
her cunt.  Brand her.  Kill her, Ann.  Oh, my god, Ann.  YES.  Do it all.
   "Come" she said "Follow" I took the pram handles for support for I could
hardly walk and followed.  The blinding lights of car headlights shone out
and I thought we had reached a road.  Instead we had come into a clearing
in which a car had been parked and the headlights had come on at the sound
of our approach.  Two men and one woman were waiting.  The men attired in
fetish gear, pierced cocks out and both carrying whips.  The woman was
naked and heavily pierced, the chains attached to her cunt almost touching
the ground.
   Ann signalled for me to push the pram onto the grass and lifted out the
baby and laid it on the ground and unwrapped the blankets it was swaddled
in.  One of the men came across.
   "She appears sedated" he said huskily.
   "Of course" replied Ann "What did you expect"
   The other two joined him "What first" he asked
   "Piss on her" she said
   "And then" he looked up expectantly.
   Ann turned to me "Should we have her whipped?"
   "Oh, yes" I said "Yes, please" 
  
STILL A BAD MUMMY