I thought you might enjoy my wife’s ‘running diary’, which she kept for a year or so before circumstances intervened – I’ll explain about that afterwards.
Running Diary
May 19
O.M.G. Absolutely fucked after my first run in like ... fifteen years? Legs feel like jello. Temp was 70 which felt ok at first but was soon sweltering!! Even with my new running clothes, which are supposed to keep me cool! Ran 1.43 miles according to Runkeeper. If you can call it running. Did the outbound leg to the overlook, and then back along the pond.
May 20
Owwwwww... Can’t even walk. No run today.
May 21
Ran again. Cooler today – 64. Ran outbound leg, but walked back – legs had had enough.
May 22
Legs felt better today. Managed to run full 1.43 miles (or 1.45, as Runkeeper decided it was today), and faster than I did on Monday. 16:38 in total, or 11:28 per mile. Wow – that’s pretty bad. I’ll get better!
May 23
Ran again today. This time Runkeeper measured 1.46 miles! Make your mind up, Runkeeper! 11:17 per mile today. Helped that it was cooler – just 60. Passed one of the IT guys on the trail. I’ve seen a couple of people from the office walking the trails at lunch. Surprised more people don’t.
May 26
No run today – Memorial Day! Went shopping – bought a present for Jaden.
May 27
Ran trail again. Warmer day – 69 – and legs just wouldn’t cooperate! Felt like a very tough run – but still managed 11:25 per mile.
May 28
Ran again – better today! 72 degrees, but my legs felt less tired than yesterday. Managed 11:05 per mile – new record despite the heat! Ugh it was hot though. Might have to ditch my running shirt for a sports bra. Except, then my belly would be showing – ugh.
May 29
Hotter still today – 76! Ugh. And really humid. Awful run. Started out well but ran out of steam by the time I got to the pond. 11:19 per mile. Passed Jeff Barnes coming the other way – he was running topless! Not fair that guys can do that and I can’t.
May 30
79 degrees today. Had to shop for ink and photo paper at Staples, so didn’t run.
June 2
Broke 11 minutes!! Just 64 degrees today. Great run – 10:46 – shattered my record, and didn’t even feel exhausted at the end. Making good progress here.
June 3
Really pushed myself today – wanted to see how fast I could do my run. Turns out, pretty fast! 10:20 per mile / 14:52 overall. Completely shattered though.
June 4
Tried to do the same as yesterday but it was hotter – 75 – and I totally overheated. Came close though – 10:28 per mile. Definitely need to get a sports bra. Still concerned about showing my flabby belly but hopefully my running will fix that. Weighed myself today on the scale in the shower room and it seems I’ve lost 3 lbs already! Go me!
June 5
No run today. Twisted my ankle slightly yesterday when I stepped on a tree root – was able to keep running and it didn’t bother me for the rest of the day, but this morning it was completely seized up.
June 6
Pouring with rain! Fuck. Not running in this...
June 9
First run in my new sports bra, which I bought at the weekend. Great run – broke record again – 10:13 per mile! Passed geeky IT guy again – think his name’s Leo – and he gave me an encouraging smile and nod. Seems like a nice guy, though a bit shy.
June 10
Passed Jeff AND Leo on the trail today. Jeff was topless again. Run felt like a struggle – not sure why. 10:32 per mile / 14:54 overall.
June 11
10:04 per mile today! And at 73 degrees! I seemed to get into a groove and then just stayed there. I think if I can get below 10 minutes per mile this week, then next week I might try extending my run a bit.
June 12
Ugh – hot – 81 degrees! Sucked the energy right out of me. Managed 10:16 per mile but it was a real struggle. Shorts and panties soaked (with sweat!) by the end – yuck. Even after a cold shower, once I’d returned to my desk I kept sweating into my clothes for about 15 minutes.
June 13
Better today, though didn’t break 10 minutes (10:10). 79 degrees. Leo was funny on the trail – stood aside and clapped and waved me through like he was my coach.
June 16
9:58 per mile! I did it! Feeling SOOO good about myself right now! Also, I’m now 176 lbs, which is 6 lbs less than when I started running. If I keep this up, I’ll be back at my college weight in no time!
June 17
Fuck! Tripped and fell on the steps leading up to the overlook. Took the skin off my shin and bent my finger back rather painfully. Was able to keep running, but my time suffered – 10:35 per mile.
June 18
Major bruises on my hand and forearm and shin today. Taking a day off running.
June 19
Decent run today, but didn’t manage to beat 10 minutes again. Just 10:04 per mile. 77 degrees.
June 20
Hot! 82 degrees. And so humid :( 10:16 per mile. Passed Leo – apparently I looked like I was struggling, because he said “You can do it!”
June 23
Tried new route today! Ran up to the overlook as usual, but instead of coming back along the pond, I took the paved path up to the main road, then turned right, ran down the sidewalk to Chase Auto, right again onto Maple Street, down Maple until I got to Colby Park, where I took the path leading back into the woods. Crossed the bridge, took a left at the next junction, and that got me back on my usual final leg to the office. 1.96 miles! Annoyingly close to 2... Running on the road out in the sun was uncomfortably hot, but I think it was a lot faster than running on the trail. I deliberately took it easy, so I would have energy for the longer distance, and I still managed 10:43 per mile, which is better than I was expecting.
June 24
Tried a different route again. This time I took the pond route up to the overlook, carried on to the main road, right and right again onto Maple, down to the park, back into the woods, and straight back to the office. This route means missing out on my usual outbound route to the overlook, and repeating a section (though in different directions), but ... it was 2.09 miles! Much more satisfying. 10:49 per mile. Legs killing me by the end!
June 25
Same route as yesterday, but this time it only counted 2.04 miles. Started a little more gently, which made for a more comfortable run, but a slower time: 10:53 per mile :(
June 26
Cooler today – 77 – managed 10:31 per mile! Feeling quite proud of myself. Met Jeff in the kitchen afterwards and we discussed routes – he runs like 4.5 miles, mostly on the road. Don’t think I would like that – I prefer the shade.
June 27
10:35 per mile. Getting used to pacing myself for the longer distance. Hoping to get back down close to 10 minutes next week. Weight now 174 lbs – woohoo!
June 30
Damn – really need to get some lighter / cooler shorts. 86 today and I drenched my shorts and panties. Slow run on account of the heat – 10:55 per mile. Had to drink a lot of water afterwards to fend off a splitting headache.
July 1
Drank plenty before run and it seemed to pay off. 85 degrees but managed 10:36 per mile. Thinking of entering Hatford 5k on 7/19, but need to bump up my distance before then.
July 2
Agh!!! Was just undressing for my shower after my run when Matt Ingersoll walked in – I’d forgotten to lock the door! I squealed and he left in a hurry – but OMG!!! He probably saw my boobs! So not cool – and he’ll probably tell EVERYONE... Run was great though – 10:19 per mile – new record for this distance! Temp 74 which helped.
July 3
10:14 – going from strength to strength this week! Cooler weather helps – 71 today. Determined to beat 10 minutes next week. Then I’ll increase distance. Passed Leo – first time in a while – and afterwards he IM’d me to say my running has really improved over the past few weeks ... which was nice of him.
July 7
Good run today – 10:16 per mile. This week the temp isn’t supposed to go above 75 so I’m hoping for some really good times. Bought some shorter, lighter running shorts at the weekend, and they’re definitely cooler to run in.
July 8
10:01! If I’d known how close I was to breaking 10 minutes, I’d have pushed harder on the home stretch. But I don’t like to pull out my phone and check how I’m doing while I’m running. Was overtaken by Jeff on Maple Street, which sucked, though it probably helped to push me harder.
July 9
10:12 today. Disappointed – thought I was doing really well and on track to beat 10 minutes ... but it was not to be.
July 10
9:51!!! THAT’S what I’m talking about. Fuck yeah! Now I need to lengthen my run.
July 11
Team lunch meeting – no run today.
July 14
Ran new course today – 2.78 miles. It starts with my old route to the overlook, back down the side of the pond, left to cross the bridge, out of the woods, left onto Maple, up Maple to the main road, left and left again, back down along the pond, right at the junction, and back to the office. Started gently so I’d have enough gas in the tank for the extra distance, and did pretty well – 10:39 per mile.
July 15
Ugh – hotter today (84) and didn’t do so well – 10:55 per mile. Passed Leo near the overlook – he said “New route?” I managed a “Yeah” in response. Signed up for Saturday’s 5k. A 5k is 3.1 miles, which is a bit more than I’m doing now (Runkeeper measured it as 2.80 today), but I should be okay as long as it’s not too hot. Lack of shade could be an issue.
July 16
83 degrees, but I got into a groove and did better – 10:40 per mile. Want to get as close to 10 minutes as possible by Saturday. Weight today: 170 lbs! Can’t help wondering how fast I’d be running if I were 150 lbs... I’ll consider that my target!
July 17
10:44 per mile today. Tough run! Very tired and hot at the end. Think maybe I started too fast.
July 18
Taking a day off running so I can be fresh for tomorrow’s 5k.
July 19
Whew! My first 5k! Thank GOD for cloud cover otherwise I might have been in trouble. As it was, it was warm and sticky, but I had a great run – and broke 10 minutes per mile! 30:44 overall, and 9:55 per mile. So proud of myself! And totally in awe of the woman who won (not just fastest woman, but fastest runner!) She was about my age, but super thin, and dressed like an Olympic athlete, with a Spandex crop top and what I can only describe as “running panties”. Too skimpy to be called shorts – they were literally the same cut as a pair of bikini-style panties. And she looked GOOD – abs of steel, that woman! Very envious.
July 21
Ugh. Was all fired up today – set off WAY too fast, found myself struggling after half a mile, had to slow myself down to a sustainable pace, and ended up with a very poor time of 10:52 per mile. Waste of a nice cool day.
July 22
Ran smarter today – set a moderate pace, and managed to sustain it. Exhausted at end, but it was a great run: 10:18 per mile. Need to lengthen my run to a proper 5k.
July 23
90 degrees!! Wasn’t sure if I should run or not, but gave it a go ... and it was sweltering!! Took it easy, and unsurprisingly didn’t get a fast time: 10:49 per mile.
July 24
93 degrees. No fucking way.
July 25
91 degrees. Ran anyway. 10:59 – terrible time but I don’t mind – simply running 2.8 miles in this heat was enough of a feat. Ronnie said I’m crazy to run on a day like this – he’s probably right!
July 28
94 degrees. Are you fucking kidding me? This heat wave is getting me down. Thunderstorms forecast for tomorrow. Wednesday’s supposed to be cooler.
July 29
Oppressively hot at lunchtime. Clouded over mid-afternoon and now pouring with rain. Lots of thunder.
July 30
Whew! 79 today at lunchtime. Unsatisfactory run; felt quite out of practice. 10:40 per mile.
July 31
Better run today, even though it was warmer (81). Managed 10:27 per mile which I think is a personal best for this temperature (and distance).
August 1
79 again today – ran 10:25 per mile. Weighed myself – 171 lbs – WTF??
August 4
169 lbs today – apparently Friday was a fluke? Still, hoped I would be less than that by now. Ran new course today – 3.32 miles! I head straight to the bottom end of the pond, right at the junction, across the bridge, and out of the woods onto Maple Street. North up Maple to the main road (Ryan Way), turn left, and head all the way down Ryan Way, past the shops, all the way to the business park. There’s an entrance to the woods there, which I don’t normally use, but it leads to the left-hand path to the overlook. Run to the overlook, back down the path by the pond, right at the junction, and home. 3.32 miles – just over a 5k. Did it today in 35:58 – 10:50 per mile. Legs were like jello afterwards – had to really push myself in the last half mile or so.
August 5
Hot day! 88 degrees. Ran my new course (3.24 today – what the hell, Runkeeper...?) – in 11:03 per mile. Ugh – over 11 minutes a mile!! Terrible. And so hot :( Was almost hyperventilating at the end!
August 6
Much better day! 74 degrees – 10:46 per mile. And 168 lbs – another pound off! Every bit helps. I’ll probably be 169 again tomorrow but still. My belly is looking much less bulgy these days, which I am VERY happy about.
August 7
Better still! 71 degrees and 10:38 per mile. My body’s definitely getting used to the new distance. I’ve started doing crunches and push-ups at home in the morning, to work on my upper body and abs. I’m feeling so much fitter all round – this is awesome!
August 8
Hotter today but still managed 10:38 per mile again (though overall time was 7 seconds slower than yesterday). Found a website that sells the running briefs that female Olympic athletes wear (and like the winner of my 5k wore). Ordered two pairs – one plain white, the other pale blue. Now having misgivings – will I dare wear them???
August 11
85... So sick of this hot weather! Looking forward to getting my running briefs... Managed 10:44 per mile but it was such a struggle! Drenched with sweat – really hoping the briefs will help me stay a little cooler.
August 12
83 degrees, and 10:32 per mile. 167 lbs after the run – awesome! Carly remarked on how much slimmer I’m looking :)
August 13
Entered another 5k – this one on Labor Day. Plenty of time to improve – want to get well below 10 minutes by then if I can. The last 5k was all on the road, and flat, so I was able to get a much better time than I can on the trails – excited to see how much better I can do this time around. Today’s run – 10:28 per mile.
August 14
Temp 72, had a great run – 10:15 per mile! I’ll be back below 10 minutes in no time.
August 15
10:17 – ugh – felt faster than that.
August 18
Wore running brief (the blue one) for the first time today! Felt a little self-conscious leaving (and re-entering) the office, but while running, I felt fine. Yes, they’re kind of skimpy, but I feel like I look like a real athlete now. And kinda sexy too, I hope. Nearly broke 10 minutes today – 10:06 per mile.
August 19
Passed Leo on the trail today – OMG the look on his face! I’d have giggled if I hadn’t been so out of breath. He IM’d me afterwards saying “Love the new outfit! Was the old one too hot?” I got a raised eyebrow from Dan when I came back into the office just as he was leaving, but whatever – this is professional running gear. I don’t have to apologise for it. Time – 10:11 per mile.
August 20
Broke 10 minutes for the first time on my new course! 9:59 – so not by much, but hey, I’ll take it. And at 77 degrees!
August 21
80 degrees – ugh. Tried to do as well as yesterday, but just couldn’t maintain the pace. 10:12 per mile. Getting more used to my running panties – and apparently so is Leo ... he just clapped and waved me through. I did notice he was looking at the panties though – hehe! Perv.
August 22
165 lbs today! The weight’s just FALLING off now. My belly is looking almost flat! Still got to work on some ab definition, of course, but ... I’m getting there! Today’s run: 9:52 per mile! New record :)
August 25
Temp 68 – and 9:44 per mile!!! Could I actually get down to 9 minutes??? The cooler fall temps will certainly work in my favor. I feel so much stronger and fitter now – it’s amazing. It was raining a bit today but what the hell – a little rain never killed anyone. Supposed to rain tomorrow and Wedesday too – ugh – we’ll see how hard. Want to get in a few more runs before Sunday’s 5k.
August 26
Okay – rained a little too hard today for running. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
August 27
Rained hard in the morning but had stopped by lunchtime. Ugh – slapped in the face by wet foliage though – someone needs to trim the vegetation along the trails. It’s getting bad. 9:58 today. Any time below 10 minutes is good.
August 28
OMG – can’t believe what I did today!!! It was hot – 84 – and I passed Jeff, who was topless as usual, and since I was sweltering, this just annoyed the heck out of me. So ... I took off my sports bra!!! I must’ve run about half a mile topless before I got nervous and put it back on. But wow – what a thrill! Nobody saw me, thank goodness. Time: 10:04 per mile.
August 29
Another sweltering day. And ... I did it again!! Kept my top on for the first part through the woods, and all the way up Maple and all down Ryan Way ... but when I cut back into the woods, I pulled it off and ran topless for almost the entire rest of the way! So much fun! Was worried I might encounter Leo, but I didn’t. I wonder what he would say – OMG!!
September 1
5k! Did really well, despite blazing sun and temp of 82 degrees. 9:06 per mile!!! I was a machine! Came fourth in my age group – woohoo!
September 2
76 degrees today. Was tempted to take a rest day after my 5k, but I found myself looking forward to running topless in the woods! LOL! I’m such a naughty girl! This time I stripped off my top as soon as I got into the woods, then I put it back on before I came out on Maple Street. Took it off again on re-entering the woods from Ryan Way, and stayed topless until the final junction. And ... I passed Leo!!! OMG – his eyes nearly popped out of his head! Of course I covered my boobs with my hands as soon as I saw him, but he may have caught a glimpse. Despite that excitement, I had a good time – 9:47 per mile. Back at the office, Leo IM’d me to say “You’re running topless now???” I replied “Just in the woods. Jeff does it all the time – why the hell shouldn’t I???” And Leo replied, “No reason that I can think of!” Hehe!
September 3
Ran topless in the woods again – and again passed Leo. He laughed and clapped when he saw me. I grinned at him, but I kept my boobs covered until I was past him. Then ... I passed another guy! Not from the office – just some guy walking his dog. He looked very surprised!! Time: 9:52 per mile.
September 4
9:36 per mile – woohoo!!! Cooler day today – 72 – but still took off my sports bra in the woods. Because it’s fun! And this time ... I didn’t even bother covering up for Leo!!! OMG – he looked so happy, staring at my boobs as I ran past! He IM’d me afterwards, just to say “THANK YOU!” I replied “You’re welcome!” I’m SO naughty! LOL!
September 5
I can’t believe I’ve gotten so used to running through the woods in essentially just a pair of panties and my shoes!! Today I gave Leo another eyeful, and then Jeff, who unexpectedly passed me as I was approaching the bridge. I don’t normally pass him there, but today I started my run a little late. Oops! I hope he doesn’t tell everyone! He met me in the kitchen and gave me a look. I said to him, “Hey, if you can do it, so can I!” He just laughed, and shrugged. Not sure what that meant – I hope he’s not going to be a dick about it. Oh – 9:40 today.
September 8
Forgot my running panties! Washed both pairs at the weekend – they’re still hanging up in the basement! So ... I can’t believe I just did this, but ... it occurred to me that the regular panties I’m wearing today are plain white, and pretty similar in cut to my running panties. So ... I walked out of the shower room, and boldly marched to the front door ... in just a sports bra, running shoes ... and my regular panties!!! Nobody was looking ... so I started my run ... and ran my 3.3-mile course in that outfit! Passed Leo on the way, and he didn’t even notice! Just looked disappointed that I wasn’t topless! I figured it would be pushing my luck to go topless as well as wearing regular panties ... but now I kind of wish I’d taken off my top too! Imagine that – running in just ordinary panties and shoes!!! Anyway it was still quite a rush! 9:43 today.
September 9
Remembered to bring my running panties today. Back to running topless in the woods. Interestingly, though, I looked up state ordinances, and apparently it’s legal to be topless in public! So who knows ... maybe I’ll take my bouncing boobs out on Maple Street one of these days. Ha! Today’s time: 9:46.
September 10
Was wearing white panties again today, so I thought ... why not? And I totally went out in those instead of my running panties!! So naughty! AND I went topless! Leo was very happy to see me – hehe! Can’t believe I ran today in just my panties and shoes!! So exciting! And got a new record, too! 9:33 per mile.
September 11
Did it again! Almost got into trouble, though. After my run I went into the kitchen for a drink of water, as I often do before showering if I’m feeling especially dehydrated, and Dan was there – he looked at me and said “Your running outfits seem to be getting smaller and smaller!” I replied that this is what professional athletes wear, and it keeps me cool. He then asked how the running’s going, and I told him how my times have improved, and how much weight I’ve lost. He seemed quite impressed. Whether he noticed that my panties were just regular undies or not, I don’t know, but if he did, he’s apparently decided not to call me on it! 9:39 today.
September 12
No more white panties in the panty drawer this morning, so wore my running panties for today’s run. Felt surprisingly regretful about this! Might have to do some panty shopping this weekend – hehe! As I approached the exit onto Maple Street, I almost stayed topless, but then I chickened out, and quickly pulled on my sports bra as I was leaving the woods. 9:31 today!!
September 15
66 degrees today. Great run – 9:33 per mile. Passed Jeff and three strangers in the woods – topless – and didn’t cover up for any of them! On Ryan Way, I was wearing my sports bra of course, but that didn’t stop me from getting honked at by a passing car! No doubt because of the nylon/Spandex panties that I picked up from JC Penney at the weekend (I got 5 pairs). Light, comfy ... and a bit sexier than my running panties!
September 16
Warmer today – 74! Figured this might be my last opportunity to try a topless run along the road ... so I exited the woods onto Maple with my sports bra still clutched in my hand! Talk about nerve-wracking! It’s not a busy road, but still – two pedestrians were staring at me in shock – a middle-aged woman and a younger man – and a guy in an SUV slowed way down and tried to talk to me as he crawled along at the same speed as me. Talk about creepy! I was getting close to the junction by then, so I put on my top, and kept it on all along Ryan Way. Took it off again as I entered the woods, and ran the rest of the way topless. Time: 9:49 per mile. I think the creep threw me off my game.
September 17
OMG!!! I’d just come in after my run, at about 1pm, and I went back to my desk to grab my bag ... and Dan reminded me about our production meeting – which was just about to start! I weighed up whether to put my work clothes back on, there and then, but I was SO sweaty, I couldn’t bring myself to. So ... I went into the meeting in just my sports bra, panties, and shoes! The meeting was over an hour, and both KURT and MEREDITH were there! OMFG! I had to do my little spiel – thank god I was sitting down and my panties were not visible. I started by apologising for my state of dress, explaining that I’d just come in from a run ... and, to my amazement, Meredith spoke up for me! She said it was great that I was being so dedicated at getting in shape, and I was looking very fit! Kurt and Dan both echoed her sentiments, and I just glowed ... but inside I was thinking, don’t you guys realise I’m sitting here in my panties? LOL! Anyway, good run today – 9:32 per mile. Topless in woods again, but not on the road.
September 18
Relatively hot today – 72 – so decided to just go for it. Full topless run. Stripped off my top BEFORE I started running (having looked around to make sure nobody was looking), and stayed topless until I got back to the start of the trail. The run up Maple and around the long Ryan Way curve was crazy – cars honking, people shouting – but I ignored them, kept my focus on my running, and I made it. Actually whooped with excitement as I headed back into the woods! So exhilarating! I didn’t put my sports bra back on until I’d finished my run and stopped Runkeeper – just outside the woods, and within sight of several windows of the office! Risky, of course, but let’s face it, I have the law on my side as well as the simple issue of fairness: if it’s okay for Jeff to do it, it should be okay for me. If the company wants to ban Jeff from running topless for the sake of the company’s image, then I’ll happily agree to stop doing it too.
September 19
159 lbs! Stomach approaching flat, and I think I am starting to get some abs! Could be wishful thinking... Ran my course in 9:26 today – best ever! Stayed topless the whole run again – can’t believe I’m getting away with running in just my panties and shoes! Maybe next week I won’t even bring in my sports bra – hehe! Although, next week temps are supposed to be in the 50s :(
September 22
Signed up for another 5k – this one in Ravensford, next Sunday. Plan on wearing my regular panties for it, but I won’t try to run it topless! Today I ran in just my panties and shoes again; even left my sports bra hanging over a branch at the start of the trail so I wouldn’t have to carry it around with me. Great time too – 9:22 per mile! Was rather chilly at start – temp was 60 – but soon warmed up. Jeff says I’m insane for running in that outfit – he’s figured out I’m wearing ordinary panties instead of the sports ones – but Leo absolutely loves it. He asked me out on a date this morning – I’m thinking about it. He’s a nice guy but not really my type.
September 23
OMG – just had a very surreal experience. Having finished my run (9:27 – 58 degrees – kept top on most of the way) I went back inside and sat down at my desk to check email before showering. I got sucked into an urgent request from Bryan – emergency catalyst purchase for the Forest Hill plant – and took some time to resolve that. I was vaguely aware that Meredith was in my aisle, talking with distinguished-looking visitors – but didn’t pay it much thought other than to reflect idly that I should wait until they left the aisle before I left my cube. But then, next thing I know, they’re in the entrance to my cube, and Meredith’s introducing them all to me! Of course then I had to get up and shake hands, and the visitors (two guys and a woman from Goliath Group) all looked me up and down like I was some weird insect. I apologised for my outfit and said I’d just been running ... Meredith looked like she was quite amused, but she was very complimentary about my fitness efforts and asked me how much weight I’d lost. I replied 23 lbs, and they were all impressed.
September 24
65 today, so ran topless again the whole way. But ... OMG ... passed like 7 of the customer service folks on Ryan Way! Apparently they’d all decided to walk to Dairy Queen for ice cream! I covered my boobs, and panted a “Hi!” at them as I passed – but ... their faces!! Despite that little hiccup I ran a good time – 9:31 per mile. Got some funny looks in the office later...
September 25
So ... like, the entire office knows I run topless. O.M.F.G. Got called into Dan’s office just after I got in, and he asked me point blank if I was running topless. I said yes, is that a problem? He said well it is if you value your job. I said what’s it got to do with my job? My lunch time is my own time and what I do with it is my business, not the company’s. We argued for a bit, until he finally said he would talk to HR. Went back to my desk – bombarded with emails and IM’s from colleagues asking about my running. Mid-morning, got called into Meredith’s office! Julie from HR was there, and Dan. I thought I was there for a lecture, but actually Julie and Meredith had both taken my side, and Dan said if I wasn’t violating any laws or bringing the company into disrepute, he didn’t have a problem. Meredith did request that if the media get hold of the story, and I get interviewed by any reporters, I keep the company’s name out of it. I said sure, and that was it! Amazing. So ... I ran at lunch, topless again. No big deal. 9:22 per mile.
September 26
9:13 per mile! Getting close to that 9-minute mark. Hung out in kitchen for a little while afterwards, chatting with Leo. Agreed to a date tomorrow – just dinner! We’ll see how it goes – I don’t have any expectations for it though.
September 27
Date with Leo. Went okay – Leo’s not bad company. Kiss on cheek at end.
September 28
Ravensford 5k. Excellent run, but exhausting! It started raining while we were running, but I didn’t care. Really pushed myself. Ran it in 26:31 / 8:27 per mile! A few people stared at my panties, particularly at the end, when the rain had made them a little see-through, but I got some nice cheers and applause when I collected my medal – 2nd in my age group! Very small group though – not the hugest achievement.
September 29
Rain – pouring! No run today.
September 30
Warmer, and dry – 65. Rest of week supposed to be beautiful. Fall foliage is spectacular. Very nice topless run – getting quite used to it! 9:18 per mile. 158 lbs today. Abs starting to look pretty toned!
October 1
71 degrees today. Slower run – 9:26. Feeling a bit naughty, I went back into the office topless, holding my sports bra in my hand! Passed several male colleagues who gawked at me – ignored them. Stopped by Leo’s desk and chatted for a few minutes while his face got redder and redder! Went straight to the shower afterwards – didn’t get into trouble!
October 2
Left sports bra at home! Didn’t even use the shower room to change – just stripped off everything but my panties at my desk, put my running shoes on, and walked out of the office. Loads of people saw me! Ran 9:18 per mile, came back in, had a drink in the kitchen – still topless! Then ... Meredith came in! She saw me, and burst out laughing! I immediately apologised, but she shrugged it off, and said it would soon be too cold to run topless. I agreed, and said I’m making the most of the warm weather while I can.
October 3
9:07 per mile! Getting close to breaking 9 minutes. Shower was occupied when I came in, so I went back to my desk and worked for a while. Topless! Such fun!
October 6
64 degrees – still fine weather for running topless. And I’m being especially naughty today – wearing a pair of lacy white panties which are ... let’s just say, not quite as opaque as my usual panties! I got a few stares, and Maureen rolled her eyes when she saw them. Leo, needless to say, loves them! Time today: 9:15 per mile.
October 7
I did it! I fucking did it! 8:56 per mile! Temp was 60, so I was a little chilly at first, and really went for it. Legs like jello at the end, but ... I did it! Today’s panties: skimpy little pink silk number. Not see-through at all, but super-flimsy.
October 8
Hahaha! Can’t believe I got away with this – after my run (9:08 per mile – bleh) I went back to my desk to cool down before my shower, and got sucked into a transportation issue which kept me busy for the next hour or so. Didn’t spot the reminder for my purchasing management presentation to the logistics team until almost two! Had to print out copies of my PowerPoint slideshow, and then run into the conference room in JUST MY PANTIES! White, very skimpy, small triangular lace panel at the front. Completely sheer at the back. Super sexy! I’d kicked off my shoes at my desk after my run. I apologised for my state of undress, and Hayden – bless him! – said “It’s okay Bethany, we’re all quite used to seeing you this way by now!” So I did the whole presentation in nothing but my panties – I’m not sure if anyone took in a single word I was saying, but they all thanked me afterwards!
October 9
Wore a THONG today for my run! 71 degrees – lovely warm day for it – it’s pale blue, nothing fancy. Going for MAXIMUM EXPOSURE here! 9:12 per mile – not great. Lots of car horns honking. Agreed to another date with Leo tomorrow.
October 10
Wore another thong – black one, with ties at the sides. Cooler today – 64 – but a naughty thought occurred to me and I just had to try it out! As I was running up to the overlook, I untied the strings at my hips ... and took my thong off! I ran naked (except for my shoes) all the way from the overlook to the junction at the bottom end of the pond. Then, as luck would have it, I passed Jeff while I was re-tying the right-hand side (I hadn’t yet re-tied the left. He grinned at me, but didn’t say anything – he must have guessed what I’d been doing though. Probably saw most of my pussy too!
October 13
Well – I slept with Leo! Wow. I did NOT see that coming! Friday’s date went well, and we got talking about movies, and he mentioned the Batman movies, which I’d never seen. He practically insisted I go back to his place and watch Batman Begins with him ... so I did. Good movie, I must admit! But then we got talking about my running, and he remarked how funny it was that he gets to see me in nothing but panties each day, and yet here I was in a date with him, wearing a knee-length dress! I laughed, and said I didn’t mind him seeing more of me ... and I took off my dress ... and then my bra! I guess I should have known where it was heading! Two minutes later we were necking, and his hands were on my boobs ... and then he picked me up and carried me into his bedroom! Surprisingly strong, that man – you wouldn’t think it to look at him. So we had sex, and it was ... nice! I think we’ll be doing more of that. Next day I went shopping and bought several tie-sided thongs ... all lacy and very skimpy, but a range of colours. Ran in a red one today; took it off as I re-entered the woods, and left it off until I finished my run. Passed Leo, who applauded wildly, and an old man with a dog, who looked like he might have a heart attack! The man, not the dog. Temp just 56 though – I was cold!!
October 14
51 today – gah. Really missed my sports bra, and rather regretted my choice of underwear! Almost decided not to run! But I did, and got a great time – 8:52 / mile. Leo met me near the finish (I was naked by that time, having warmed up a bit); I went back into the woods with him afterwards, and he fucked me up against a tree! Wild! Naked but for shoes of course. Went back to desk, freshly fucked, and worked for half an hour before showering. Untied the sides of my thong while sitting down, but tied them again before getting up.
October 15
54 degrees and raining. I think not.
October 16
Raining again. Temp 55 though – heading in the right direction. In other news, Leo’s invited me to a Halloween party on the 31st. Should be fun!
October 17
OMG – a cop saw me!! It was 58 and sunny – almost warm enough to be comfortable running naked, but not quite. Nevertheless I went for it ... but I put my thong on for the road, and it’s a good thing I did! A cop was driving down Maple as I was running up it! He hit his brakes when he saw me, but I guess my thong gave him second thoughts, and he drove off with just a friendly wave at me! Leo met me at the end of the run and I told him about the cop – he agreed it was a good sign that I wasn’t going to get in any trouble for my topless runs! And then he gave me a much-needed fucking. Best time yet by the way – 8:46 per mile!
October 20
Spent weekend when Leo. Lots of sex. We went to the mall, where he bought me a very sheer white negligee. Then he cheekily asked me if I would wear it underneath my jacket! Of course I said I would, and I went to the restroom and changed. The jacket stops at the top of my butt, so it looked like I was wearing a see-through skirt. Pink panties TOTALLY visible! Got a lot of stares and comments, which got me pretty excited! Anyway, good run today – 63 degrees – 8:55 per mile. Took off my thong BEFORE re-entering the woods, since no cars were in view at that moment. A truck appeared just as I was turning off the sidewalk, but I doubt its driver saw much. Got to be a little careful though. Toplessness is legal, but full nudity isn’t. Streaking is fun, but I don’t want to get myself arrested!
October 21
154 lbs!! Have to say, I’m looking pretty good these days! Belly flab pretty much gone. Feeling quite proud of myself. I’ll look even better when I hit 150 though! Temp 68 today – decent weather – but only managed 9:03 per mile. Whipped off my thong as I was entering the woods (cars coming) but almost immediately encountered Jeff coming in the opposite direction! Oh well – so he’s seen me naked now. Never mind! Got another nice fuck from Leo at the end.
October 22
Temp 66 – ran 9:07 per mile. Felt like more of a battle today – legs just weren’t cooperating. Passed another woman jogging as I ran up Maple Street ... then passed her again as I was approaching the overlook. Second time I was naked of course. Her face! OMG. But that wasn’t the craziest thing that happened today – because Jeff came running along as Leo and I were fucking at the edge of the woods! He said, “Jesus! You two need to be careful!” Leo thanked him, and carried on fucking me! I’m starting to love that man! I’m spending WAY too much time IM’ing with him at work though – it’s killing my productivity.
October 23
62, and a great run – 8:43 per mile! Dropped my thong as I was taking it off though – and there was NO way I was stopping to pick it up. After Leo came inside me, I jogged back to retrieve it. Had a meeting at 1pm, which I attended in just my thong – Dan made a pointed comment about me being underdressed. I said the shower was occupied when I got back in from my run (which was true), and I didn’t want to put my nice work clothes on before my shower. He suggested I bring a spare t-shirt and shorts to throw on whenever this sort of thing happens, and I said I would try to remember to do that. Naturally, I have no intention of doing that!
October 24
63 and wet. Was a bit nervous about going out, but it wasn’t actually raining at noon, so I went for it. Big mistake – started pouring as I ran up Maple, and I was practically numb with cold as I re-entered the woods. Leo didn’t meet me at the end – understandably, though I was kinda pissed at him anyway. Was quite concerned about my phone, but I dried it off and it seems fine. Running time was not worth mentioning!
October 27
Awesome weekend with Leo. Saturday was beautiful weather, so he and I went to the zoo. I wore a light jacket with nothing but white panties underneath. The jacket covers my butt – barely! Any time I bent over or raised my arms, my panties came into view – so I was doing that kind of thing a lot, obviously! Leo loves my exhibitionist streak and encourages it. He’s such an enabler! Sunday we went to Spookies and bought costumes for the Halloween party. Both are Star Trek uniforms. Leo’s going as Sulu (obviously) and I’ve got Uhura’s minidress uniform – which is actually not as short as the one Nichelle Nichols wore on the show, so I spent some time last night shortening it. Can’t wait to see Leo’s face! Anyway, rain today – no run.
October 28
All the leaves on the ground are making my runs quite hazardous! Slipped and nearly fell as I stepped off the bridge, but managed to recover. Then I turned my ankle over on a tree root I couldn’t see because it was COVERED IN LEAVES. Kept going and ran through it, but now it’s kinda throbbing. Hope I haven’t put myself out of commission for the rest of the week. Crappy time anyway. The fuck afterwards helped me take my mind off it at least!
October 29
No run today – 50 degrees and my ankle is very stiff and sore. Damn it.
October 30
48 degrees! Brrrr. Ankle much better, but I should probably give it another day to get back to normal. Plus, 48 degrees!
October 31
53 degrees. Cold, but I really needed to run! Not a great time – 9:06 per mile – but my ankle held up just fine. Looking forward to tonight’s Halloween party!
November 3
Halloween party was awesome! Leo picked me up, and he was absolutely thrilled that I had shortened it. I was afraid I might have gone too far – my butt was peeping below the hem a bit – but Leo couldn’t wait to show me off to his friends. And they all loved me! Well, the male ones. I did get a couple of dirty looks from women at the party. But not as many as the girl who was wearing a Princess Leia gold bikini! Now SHE was popular. Anyway, 58 degrees today – good run – 8:45 per mile. Will bring in sports bra tomorrow as it’s supposed to be colder.
November 4
49 degrees! Too cold to go topless. Wore my sports bra for the first time in ages, and was cold even in that. Just a thong on bottom half and that was also insufficient. Perhaps I’m done for this year with topless / nude runs. Sigh. Decent time though – 8:50 per mile. Had to run fast to get warm!
November 5
44 degrees! Wore proper shorts and top today. Still cold. Ran hard though and broke record – 8:38 per mile! Determined to beat 8:30 before it gets too cold to run outside.
November 6
42 degrees – this is getting worse and worse! 8:44 per mile, but I need to get some sweatpants. And a hat. These runs are getting less and less sexy by the day! Jeff suggested I join Workout Warehouse – they’re pretty cheap, and I could dress pretty skimpily there I guess. Doubt they’ll let me go topless, but it’s not like I could run topless through the snow anyway.
November 7
53 degrees! Whew! Ran topless, and took off my thong in the woods as usual. Cold, but bearable, just. New record – 8:36 per mile. Now down to 152 lbs – this is the lightest I’ve been since my teens! I believe I will sign up at Workout Warehouse – don’t want to get fat again over the winter! I’ve lost 30 lbs since I started running, and I don’t intend to gain any of it back.
November 10
OMG! I just ran naked! Temp was 61 degrees – heatwave in November! – so I figured what the hell, let’s make the most of it. I stripped naked at my desk, put on my running shoes, and sneaked out while nobody was looking. Unfortunately Courtnay Washington was coming in just as I was going out, but I shushed him. He looked shocked, but in a good way. He’s a good guy – I’m sure he’ll keep quiet. Anyway I started my run – which was fine at first, since I’m used to running naked in the woods by now – but then I got to Maple Street. If I’d had my thong with me, I might have chickened out at that point ... but I didn’t. Traffic was light on Maple, but I still had three cars honking at me – why can’t they just shut up and enjoy the view...? Then I hit Ryan Way, and almost had a heart attack as I saw a state trooper up ahead of me – driving away from me, thank God! Fortunately he must not have seen me. Everyone else did though, judging by the honking that ensued! And shouting. Jesus! Anyone would think I hadn’t been running that road topless almost every day for the past couple of months! I doubt I’ve ever run the Ryan Way leg quite so fast as today! And – I broke 8:30! 8:27 per mile to be precise. Fuck yeah! And of course, the icing on the cake was Leo being on hand at the end to give me a celebratory fucking. What a great run! Afterwards, I sneaked back in with Leo’s help, and made it to the shower without anyone seeing me, except for Anton, who’s much too cool to say anything.
November 11
60 today – the heatwave continues. Ran naked most of the way but put on a thong for the road section. Decided yesterday was a one-time deal – no sense in tempting fate. Putting on a thong while running is HARD, though, and it definitely affects my time. 8:47 today. Leo fucked me afterwards, and then ... holy shit ... he stuffed my thong into my vagina and dared me to go in the office like that! Well I can’t resist a dare ... so off I went! And as I was entering the building ... fucking KURT was coming out! He looked me up and down briefly, but didn’t say anything. Then, mid-afternoon, he came by my cube and said, “Two things, Bethany. First, don’t let any visitors see you naked – we’ll have to fire you on the spot if you do. Second, if any of our own employees complains about you, I can’t protect you. So be careful.” Or words to that effect. It totally blew my mind! He basically gave me permission to walk around the office naked! Kind of.
November 12
57 degrees. Stripped naked at my desk, then walked out of the office in just my running shoes, holding my thong in one hand and my phone in the other. Awesome! Jeff saw me and his eyes practically popped out of his head! Haha – sorry Jeff, I’m taken! Ran naked except for the road. Started raining while I was on Maple, but not heavily. Didn’t get too wet, but it was cold! 8:50 today – ugh.
November 13
Pouring with rain today, so went to Workout Warehouse and signed up for six months, which cost me $75. Works out to about $12 a month which I think is pretty good. That’ll see me through mid-May, by which time the snow will be long gone and the weather warm again.
November 14
51 degrees. Wore sports bra and thong, because fuck it – it’s not pleasant being cold. Didn’t fancy having sex outside in the cold so suggested the shower room. Leo liked that idea, but it was occupied, so I went back to my cube and worked totally naked for half an hour. Then Leo reported the shower was free, so I strolled over there, still naked. Sex, shower, got dressed, back to cube. Awesome!
November 17
54 degrees. Borderline. Wore sports bra outside, but then thought “fuck it”, and ditched it at the start of the trail. Chilly run, but okay – kept my thong on the whole way – and made it in 8:28 per mile. Fuck! ONE SECOND worse than my record. Took off my thong for sex with Leo, and left it off as I went back inside. Shower was occupied again, so I worked at my desk, naked, until our team meeting at 2pm. Walked into conference room naked. Ronnie and Marge were there; Ronnie grinned at me – well, at my pussy – and Marge just rolled her eyes and said I was crazy. By the time Dan came in, I was sitting down, so he no doubt assumed I was wearing panties. He’s used to me coming to afternoon meetings topless. At the end, I made sure I left after he did.
November 18
52 degrees. Wore sports bra and thong for run. Ditched thong for sex with Leo, then walked into the office in just my sports bra and shoes. Because why the hell not? Run was good but not record-breaking – 8:31 per mile.
November 19
Dentist’s appointment today – no run.
November 20
49 degrees. Wore full running gear, but made up for it by walking back to my desk after my shower, naked with my towel slung over my shoulder. Got dressed in my cube – an hour later! 8:36 per mile today.
November 21
49 degrees again, but much better run – 8:22 per mile! I was in the ZONE. Supposed to be colder next week – might give Workout Warehouse a try. In other news, Leo’s invited me to his parents’ for Thanksgiving. Looking forward to that.
November 24
40 degrees – yeesh. Went to WW today, ran 3.5 miles on the treadmill. Rather boring, but I listened to music while I ran, so it wasn’t too bad. Runkeeper useless on a treadmill, but the treadmill itself gave me my stats: 7:57 per mile. Nice to beat 8 minutes, but it was on the flat, so not really comparable to my trail runs. Wore sports bra and running panties – didn’t want to push my luck on my first day there. Showered and changed there, so no naughtiness back at work.
November 25
37 degrees! Winter is coming :( I’ve a feeling my naked running days are done for this year. Went back to WW and ran on treadmill again – 4 miles this time. 8:09 per mile. Pretty good I think, but of course now I need to beat 8 minutes at 4 miles. Shouldn’t be too hard.
November 26
35 degrees – and it’s snowing! Jesus. Went to WW again. Can’t get Leo interested in accompanying me, which is a shame. Made a new friend there though – Nathan – he works there, and he’s been very helpful.
December 1
Thanksgiving was fun! Leo’s parents and sisters are very nice – and his dad, Ren, is a riot. Easy to see where Leo gets his sense of humor from. His mom, Miko, made a really cool Japanese-influenced Thanksgiving meal. She’s an amazing cook. On Saturday it was a little warmer so Leo and I went shopping downtown – with me dressed in nothing but panties and a long sweater. Well, when I say “long”, I mean long enough to cover most of my panties. It was really quite outrageous! And I loved it. Anyway, today it was 49 so I ran the trails – in my full gear. After my shower I went back to my cube and worked naked, figuring Dan would come along at some point and tell me to put some clothes on. But he never did! So I left the office at 5pm still naked, and drove home keeping a nervous eye out for cops!
December 2
Warmer! 53 degrees – went with the sports bra and thong, but ditched both once I got back in the woods. Lovely sex with Leo afterwards. Went back into the office naked, showered, returned to cube naked, worked naked, made coffee in the kitchen naked ... it was a very naked day! Finally got dressed when I saw Dan with visitors – oops! Could have been disastrous! Run was good – 8:28 per mile.
December 3
60 degrees today! I just HAD to make the most of it, so I stripped naked at my desk, went outside, and ran my whole run in just my shoes. Second time I’ve done that, and luckily I didn’t get into trouble this time either. No sign of cops at all. Lots of attention from drivers though! Leo gave me a nice fucking afterwards, and I spent the entire afternoon naked. At 4pm I ran into Meredith as she was walking down our aisle and I was coming back from the restroom. She stared at me, then laughed! And she said, “Looking good, Bethany!” Nice to know I have the support of both our top directors! Run good but not great – 8:34 per mile.
December 4
Holy shit! Can’t believe what just happened! Okay, so it was 57 degrees outside today, so I ran in a thong, then took it off in the woods as usual. As I was coming up to the overlook, I saw that Leo was there, waiting for me. I didn’t want to slow down and ruin my time, but this was unusual, so I raised my eyebrows at him and prepared to stop if necessary. Then ... HE FUCKING GOT DOWN ON ONE KNEE! And he opened a little box and held it out to me. I screamed, and came to an abrupt halt, totally shocked. And then he proposed! I just stared at the ring for a while, not sure how to react. My first thought was, “Do I really want to get married again so soon?” And my next thought was, “Is Leo really The One?” So, when I could speak again, I asked him if I could have some time to think about it. He said of course, and he got to his feet and put the box back in his pocket. The ring looked beautiful by the way! We walked together down the path by the pond, hand in hand, in silence. Then, when we were almost at the end of the trail, I said “I’ve thought about it. And my answer is yes.” OMG! Then he hugged me and kissed me, and I said, “Okay okay, just give me the fucking ring.” Tried it on – it fit perfectly! Turns out the sneaky fucker measured my finger while I was asleep! So then I bent over and he fucked me good and hard, and then we went inside and I showed off my ring to just about everyone ... while still naked! The commotion attracted both Kurt AND Meredith, and then Dan came over too! They all congratulated me. And if anyone disapproved of my nudity, I guess they felt it wasn’t really the time or place to say so! A few people took photos of the two of us, which I didn’t mind at all. Spent the rest of the afternoon naked, and drove home naked.
December 5
And ... it’s cold again. 46 degrees, and getting down into the 20s tonight. Today was bound to be an anticlimax after yesterday, so I just put on my full running gear and tried for a good time. And succeeded! 8:19 per mile – a new record! And I’m down to 149 lbs! Walked naked from the shower back to my desk but got dressed straight away – if I’m naked all the time, it’ll start to get boring.
December 8
Snowed over the weekend – just a couple of inches, and hopefully it won’t last long. Temp maxing out at 39 today. Went to WW and ran 4 miles – and 7:36 per mile! Nathan was very complimentary.
December 9
WW again – and this time I wore a regular pair of white panties. Don’t know if Nathan noticed or not – if he did, he was too polite to say. 7:41 per mile today. Leo and I have set a date for the wedding – May 23. It’ll be the anniversary of the first time I saw Leo on the trail while out running. Seems fitting.
December 10
45 degrees, so tried running the trail. Bad idea – there was still some snow and it was kinda slushy. Slipped and fell twice – the second time quite badly. Jarred my left wrist and bruised / scraped my left hip. Picked myself up and continued, but more slowly and carefully. Didn’t stay naked after my shower – didn’t feel like showing off my injuries!
December 11
44 degrees. Did 4 miles on treadmill at WW today – 7:54 per mile. Still a bit sore after yesterday. Leo and I are taking a trip upstate this weekend – it’s his turn to meet MY parents. All three of them hopefully!
December 12
41 degrees. Did WW again today – 7:45 per mile. Nathan wants me to try some of the weights equipment, but I don’t really have time for that as well as a run. Off to Mom and Vinnie’s tonight!
December 15
Weekend fun, mostly. Mom and Vinnie liked Leo and made him feel very welcome. Dad was a bit of an asshole unfortunately. He took us out bowling and then made fun of Leo (who had never bowled in his life before). Leo took it very well, but I gave Dad a lecture while Leo was in the restroom. Wish I could say Dad was apologetic, but he just shrugged it off. Today – 48, windy, and wet. Did 2 miles on the treadmill and then some weights work under Nathan’s expert tutelage. I was wearing quite skimpy panties today and I caught him checking them out – which was flattering – he’s quite the hunk!
December 16
52 degrees – ran in sports bra and thong. Took them off for sex with Leo afterwards, then went inside naked. Showered, then worked naked for a while. Then Dan emailed me all riled up over the purchasing variance report which he said had some “serious discrepancies”. I replied saying that was highly unlikely but I would take a look. Asked him why he thought it was wrong – he replied that Meredith had complained that it didn’t agree with the budget report. So I asked him if it was possible the budget report was wrong. He sent me the budget report and I checked it over. It was wrong, and I told him so. He told me to go and explain it to Meredith. So I did – naked. I figured Meredith wouldn’t mind! And she didn’t. She patiently listened and watched as I showed her my evidence, and together we conferenced with Louis, who had put the budget report together. He soon found his mistake, and promised to fix it right away. Meredith thanked me for my help, and then she asked how much weight I’ve lost now. I told her 33 lbs, and she congratulated me. She said I was looking gorgeous! I was blushing! I can’t help wondering if she fancies me. It was surreal, but very fun, to be naked in the sales director’s office!
December 17
51 degrees. Ran in full gear – was too cold really in sports bra and thong yesterday. Supposed to be warmer tomorrow though. 8:22 per mile today.
December 18
57 degrees. Was 40-ish this morning, but I had a plan and I was determined to follow it through. I took my work bag and my purse and my running shoes out to the car – and that’s all! I was naked and I intended to stay that way! Arrived at the office quite nervous, but thankfully, while I was watching and waiting for an opportune moment to run for the door, Meredith arrived in her Prius. I got out shortly before she did, and met her on my way to the door. She looked at me in surprise and said, “Not even starting the day with clothes today, Bethany?” I said “This will probably be my last naked running day before the winter – I wanted to make the most of it!” She laughed, and we went into the office together. I made it to my cube unaccosted, and after that it was a fairly normal day. I ran naked at lunch – no police cars in sight thank God! – and Leo fucked me afterwards as usual. Showered, spent the afternoon naked, and went home naked. When I crawled into bed a few moments ago, I was still naked – I haven’t had a stitch of clothing on all day today, aside from my running shoes at lunchtime! Amazing! Oh – and not a bad run – 8:26 per mile.
December 19
44 degrees. Went to WW and spent a bit of time on the treadmill, then did weights with Nathan. Wore lacy panties today as I was feeling quite naughty! Nathan commented on them, and said I was very daring! I laughed and said he didn’t know the half of it ... and then I found myself telling him about my topless and nude running adventures! He was very surprised and intrigued – and he said my panties were very sexy :)
December 22
Nice weekend with Leo, but very busy with Christmas shopping. I’ve bought him a Doctor Who Blu-Ray boxed set – hope he likes it! I made sure he doesn’t already have it (his DVD collection is enormous). Managed to get all my presents for family members wrapped last night and mailed this morning. Jenna, Tori, Hailee and Victor, and Vi are covered – just need to wrap their presents and get them delivered. Oh and Jaden of course – he’ll love the Legos I got him. I’m spending Christmas Day with Leo’s family, then the next day we’re going to Mom and Vinnie’s. Snowing today and 35 degrees. Went to WW and was disappointed that Nathan wasn’t there. Ran 4 miles on the treadmill wearing my sports bra and a tie-sided thong that got me plenty of stares.
December 23
WW again – and again Nathan wasn’t there. Guessing he has this whole week off. Yesterday’s snowstorm left 4 inches on the ground. Glad for the white Christmas but sad to see my trail running come to an end for this year.
December 24
Last minute shopping at lunchtime – ugh, the crowds! Horrible. But at least I got what I wanted – a video game called Beyond: Two Souls that Leo expressed interest in the other day.
December 29
Man oh man! Tired but happy after a very nice long Christmas weekend. Christmas itself was awesome – Leo got me a beautiful necklace and matching earrings that must have cost him a lot, and a very nice sweater which his parents said looked very nice on me – with no clue that of course Leo will be wanting me to wear it with nothing but panties on my bottom half! It’a quite short and will show off a LOT of my panties. Leo loved his presents too, thankfully. Anyway, 32 today – went to WW and worked out with Nathan. Wore one of my tie-sided things again and he could barely keep his eyes off it, haha! He had me doing some exercises on a piece of equipment called the Love Handler, which presented him with a great view of my ass in the mirrored wall behind me. He did a poor job of pretending not to stare! LOL!
December 30
Went back to WW and worked out with Nathan. Today he had me on a multigym type of thing which I had to straddle while sitting on it. This gave Nathan a good view of the front of my thong, which he checked out plenty of times! I even spread my legs a little wider than necessary, to give him a better view! Naughty, I know! His shorts were looking distinctly bulgy after a while, haha!
December 31
Wore a see-through thong to WW today. OMG! I don’t know why I wanted Nathan to see my pussy so badly. But he blatantly stared at it as I was on the multigym, and he said “I love your panties today, Bethany”. I blushed so hard! I just said “Thanks”, and carried on with my workout. But then ... Nathan reached out and grabbed my pussy! Okay I guess “grabbed” is overstating it – he just gently rested his hand on my thong and cupped my pussy with his palm and fingers. I pushed his hand away and said “Stop it Nathan! Don’t be naughty. I’m engaged!” He apologised, and didn’t try to blame me for leading him on, but now I’m feeling guilty! I should say something to Leo I guess – but it’s New Year’s Eve tonight and we’re going over to his parents to see the new year in. Not the best time for a confession, I think. Damn it!
January 2
Saw New Year in with Leo and his parents – had a good time and spent the night there. Then, this morning on the way to work, I told Leo I had a confession to make ... and I told him what Nathan did. He said “Oh my god!” then was silent for a minute. I said I was sorry, and if he wanted, I wouldn’t go back to the gym again. He didn’t say anything for a while, and I didn’t push him. We got to work, and he said, “Let’s talk about this over lunch.” So we went to Pizza Hut for lunch, and talked. He asked if I was unhappy with him for some reason. I said “God no! I love you – and I’m excited at the thought of marrying you!” He seemed happy to hear that. Then he asked if I thought I would be as happy, or happier, with Nathan. I shuddered and said “No! He’s hot, I won’t deny it ... but he’d be a very poor intellectual substitute for you. My attraction to him is just physical.” Then he asked me some more questions, designed I guess to establish the likelihood of me leaving him for Nathan. I believe my responses allayed his fears on that score. Then he said, “Well I don’t want to stop you going to the gym. I know how important your fitness is to you.” I thanked him, feeling quite relieved – I really hadn’t wanted to give up the gym. Then I asked if he wanted me to stop talking to Nathan. He said, “Do you think his coaching is helping you?” I said “Yes I think so.” And Leo said “Then I guess I don’t mind if he continues to help you.” This was remarkably good of him, I thought, but I needed to know if I should restrict my outfits, so I asked him what I should wear. He replied “Whatever you want! I love the fact that you love to show off your body – I wouldn’t dream of putting a damper on that.” This was a surprising but wonderful reaction! I then asked “What if he touches me again?” And Leo said, “Sounds like you handled it pretty well last time. I’m sure you can continue to do so.” So that’s it! Apparently I have Leo’s blessing to carry on flaunting myself at Nathan! What an awesome fiancé I have!
January 5
Nice weekend with Leo. Went shopping and bought (or at least, Leo bought for me) five skimpy and very sheer thongs. I didn’t tell him they’re for the gym, and he didn’t ask. But today I wore one of them for my workout. Nathan seemed afraid to approach me! But he came over when I said hi, and I asked if he was going to spot me on the multigym. He said “I wasn’t sure if you’d want me to, after the last time.” And I replied something like “Don’t worry about it. Just try to behave yourself, okay?” And he smiled and nodded, and we were good. He seemed to be trying not to look as I was on the multigym – I had to open my legs pretty wide before he finally gave in and had a good long stare. After some time on there I switched to the treadmill and ran a couple of miles – I don’t want to get out of the running habit!
January 6
50 degrees today! Thought about running, but there’s too much snow on the ground. Went to WW instead and worked out with Nathan. It’s such fun spreading my legs in front of that man and watching him get all hot and bothered!
January 7
Worked out at WW with Nathan. Today he suggested we focus on stretching for a while, to improve my flexibility. Sounded like a good idea so I said sure. He got quite handsy as he was talking me through some of the stretches, but he didn’t touch anything naughty, so I didn’t object. As I was on my back, though, lifting one knee up to my chest, he helped me by putting one hand on my knee and the other on my thigh, VERY close to my thong. It was possibly quite innocent – he was pressing my thigh back a little further than I could do myself, so I’m sure it helped. But then he did the same with the other thigh, and this time his fingers actually brushed against my crotch as he was pressing my thigh down. I almost objected, but then I told myself it might just possibly have been an accident.
January 8
Jenna and Tori have invited me out on a girls’ night tomorrow – woohoo! It’s been way too long. At WW today Nathan did some more “assisted stretching” exercises with me. His hands were on my upper thighs several times – pretty sure he’s deliberately pushing his luck! Also he got pretty close to my boobs.
January 9
OMG. Worked out with Nathan again, and this time in our assisted stretching routine he pushed BOTH my thighs back until my knees were touching my shoulders ... and then he pulled my knees apart and pushed back even more ... and as my butt came off the mat, he scooted his knees underneath, so my crotch was lifted up towards his face ... and my pussy CLEARLY visible through the material, just a foot or so below his face – it was SO indecent! And as he rocked my thighs back and forth, so my pussy was bouncing up and down beneath his face, he talked to me about muscle groups and ligaments and stuff – I wasn’t really paying attention – and he was just STARING at my pussy. And ... I said nothing! I just let him pull my thighs apart and stare lustfully at my barely-hidden pussy, and ... I kinda loved it actually! That’s as far as he went, anyway – but I think that particular stretch is likely to become a regular part of our exercise routine!
January 12
OMG – another crazy lunchtime at WW. I happened to mention I had a kink in my neck, and Nathan fixed it for me! Apparently he also does massages – who knew? So now I have a standing invitation to get a proper massage from him – free of charge. I’ll see if Leo is okay with me taking him up on that. Possibly not, once I tell him that Nathan groped me again... It was while I was bending over with my palms flat on the floor and my legs apart, walking my feet closer and closer together. Then I felt his hand cupping my pussy again! Through my thong, obviously. I slapped his hand away, stood up, turned to him, and said, “Naughty man!” I’m not sure it was a particularly convincing deterrent to him trying something again...
January 13
O.M.G! Okay I’ll start at the beginning. I told Leo what Nathan did. He seemed quite untroubled by it, once I told him I put a stop to it immediately. He didn’t ask me to stop going to the gym, or dumping Nathan as my coach ... so I mentioned the fact that Nathan’s a masseur and has offered me a free massage. Leo asked me if I felt like I needed one. I admitted that no, I didn’t really, but it might be good for me anyway. And Leo said “Okay then – I don’t mind”!!! So today during my workout, I told Nathan I’d like a massage, and he suggested I swing by after work tomorrow (he has a prior commitment this evening). But then he copped a feel of my left buttock as I was on the Love Handler! I wasn’t in a position to slap his hand this time, but I said “Stop that, Nathan!” And he did ... after caressing my buttock for several seconds! When I got back to work I told Nathan what had happened, but he didn’t seem concerned. He even said I don’t need to report every little incident to him – he trusts me to handle Nathan, and to let him know if I can’t. Then I told him about the massage after work tomorrow, and he said he hoped I enjoy it!
January 14
Uneventful workout today – Nathan didn’t try anything, though he got his usual eyeful of my pussy through my see-through thong. Then, all afternoon I found myself getting excited at the thought of my massage! I couldn’t wait for five o’clock. Eventually that time came, and I went to the gym, and Nathan showed me into a room with a massage table, and asked me to get undressed in the changing room, and wrap a towel around myself. I wasn’t sure if he meant me to keep my underwear on, but I erred on the side of nudity – I figured Leo would encourage that. With a towel around me, I went back to the massage table, climbed on, lay down ... and Nathan began the massage. It started off very professionally – he did my neck, and shoulders, and arms, and even my fingers – he was very thorough! Then he untucked my towel from under me, so that it was just draped over me, and he started working his way down my back, uncovering me as he went. There didn’t seem to be anything wrong with this, so I let him do his thing – and oh it did feel good! When he got down to the top of my butt, he stopped, and then he went down to my feet. He massaged my toes, my feet, my ankles, my calves ... then he carried on working his way up, folding the towel back again and again ... until it was just a narrow, thickly-folded strip lying across my butt. At this point he was massaging my upper thighs, and getting pretty close to the naughty zone ... and then he reached under the towel and started massaging my buttocks! I said “Hey!”, but he kept on massaging them, and he said “Your buttocks have musculature too, you know – they benefit from a massage just like any other muscles.” This actually sounded true, so I said “Okay then – just don’t be naughty.” And he said “Of course” – right as he removed the towel from my butt! So now I was naked ... which was actually fine with me, and since he knows about my naked running, I figured an objection would be a bit hypocritical. But still ... he was pushing his luck! Anyway, he resumed kneading my buttocks, and I’m fairly sure he was giving himself some good looks at my anus as he pulled my buttocks apart. Then he went back to my thighs, massaging my inner left thigh higher and higher until his fingers were actually brushing against my pussy. I was about to object, but he stopped, and switched to my right thigh. This time, when he reached my pussy, he was blatantly rubbing it with the side of his finger, so I said “Okay Nathan, that’s enough, you naughty man!” He laughed, and stopped massaging, and gave me my towel back. I climbed off the table, not caring how much Nathan saw (and he saw everything!) and went back to the changing room to get dressed. And that was it!
January 15
Leo asked how the massage went, and I said it went fine – and I stopped it when Nathan got naughty. Leo seemed fine with that, and didn’t ask for details. Worked out with Nathan at lunchtime, and he got even bolder. While I was on my back on the bench press machine, he started stroking my pussy through my thong while I was in mid-lift. I couldn’t do anything about it except say “Stop it, Nathan”, and he said “Okay – sorry” ... but kept rubbing me for several more seconds! Then, on the Love Handler, he grabbed my ass again. The man’s incorrigible! At the end of our workout, he said to let him know if I need another massage. I had to admit it had been a good massage, and I wouldn’t mind making it a regular thing. He suggested weekly, after work each Wednesday, and I said “Sure, that sounds good”. Told Leo about this when I got back to work, and he was fine with it.
January 16
Blizzard conditions at lunchtime and the car was covered in snow – didn’t fancy a trip to the gym today. Well, I did ... I just didn’t fancy the effort it would take to get there and back.
January 19
Went shopping at the mall with Leo at the weekend. Wore the sweater he got me for Christmas, and a pair of see-through panties, which were barely even half-covered! Very exciting! COLD though! The mall was all right, but running to and from the car wasn’t fun. Anyway, we bought me a new workout top – well, it’s not designed for that, but it’s perfect, haha! It’s a snug-fitting, semi-sheer white crop cami – and I wore it to my workout today with no bra beneath! Nipples quite visible :) Nathan loved it of course! And he was super-naughty today – while assisting me with some arm stretches, he grabbed both of my boobs (not at the same time), and while I was on the bench press machine, he rubbed my pussy again ... and totally ignored me when I told him to stop. I was in the middle of lifting, so I just kept going while he was stroking me. He must’ve been rubbing my pussy for over a minute! It was nice ... but I’m engaged, damn it! He rubbed my pussy again during the assisted stretching, and on the Love Handler, he stopped me swinging by catching my buttock and then pressing his fingers against my pussy until I said “Jeez Nathan! Let go!”
January 20
OMG! During today’s workout, while I was in my most exposed and vulnerable position, with Nathan’s knees under my back, holding my knees back either side of my shoulders with my hands, Nathan pulled my thong to one side, uncovering my pussy! I gasped and said “Nathan!”, and he replaced it and said “Your thong was a little out of alignment – I was just fixing it for you.” Bullshit! So why did I say “Oh – thank you”...??? Needless to say, he groped my pussy and boobs several times as well. When he started caressing my pussy while I was on the bench press machine, I just said “Nathan...” disapprovingly – and of course he took absolutely no notice of that. Massage tomorrow!
January 21
O.M.F.G! So my workout today went pretty much as expected ... plenty of groping and caressing ... but apparently he was saving the best for later! After work I went back to the gym for my massage, and after a while, as before, the towel came off, leaving me naked. He massaged my butt for a bit, then he pulled my legs apart! I said “Hey!”, but he said it was just so he could massage my thighs more easily. Then of course, while he was kneading the tops of my inner thighs, his fingers were rubbing against my pussy ... which was nice, but naughty ... and I said “Try not to rub my pussy, Nathan!” And he said, “It’s kind of inevitable when I’m doing the top of your thighs.” And he made no attempt to stop – in fact the pussy-rubbing got a little firmer! Then ... he stopped even pretending to be focusing on my thighs, and directly and blatantly started stroking my naked pussy with his fingers! I said “Nathan! For fuck’s sake!” And he stopped, and the massage was over. He seemed totally unrepentant, though – he was grinning as I got up from the table. At dinner, I told Leo that Nathan was getting naughtier, and asked him if he wanted details. He asked “Did you stop him?” And I said “Yes, of course!” And he said “Then I don’t need details. Just let me know if it gets to the point where you can’t handle it anymore.” Then we looked at realtor listings for a while – we’re thinking of buying a house on the lake, if we can find one we like.
January 22
And the escalation continues... During today’s assisted stretching, Nathan “fixed my thong” again, though he spent a lot of time grinning at my uncovered pussy while he did so. Then, while I was bench-pressing, he slipped his hand INSIDE my thong and started stroking my pussy directly with his fingers! I said “Nathan! Stay outside the thong, please!” And he took his hand out and just stroked me through my thong as usual.
January 23
He did it again! No sooner had I started lifting weights on the bench press machine, Nathan slid his hand into my panties and started rubbing my clit and labia. He’d already been “warming me up” in various ways during the assisted stretching, so I was quite aroused already, and no doubt he could feel how wet I was. I said “Nathan! Get out of there!” And he did ... after sliding his fingers up and down between my labia for a few seconds! I told him he was very naughty, and he just laughed!
January 26
Met Meredith in the kitchen this morning – she said she misses seeing me showing off my body around the office! I told her I’d love to keep doing so, but don’t really have an excuse. She asked what I do for exercise these days, and I told her I go to Workout Warehouse. She said she was thinking of setting up a gym room in the office, for use of the employees, and asked if I would use it. I said of course ... and she said she would make it happen! I’ve got mixed feelings, actually – it’ll be fun being naked in the office again, but I’ll miss WW, and Nathan’s naughtiness. Speaking of which ... today while he was “fixing” my thong, he started teasing my clit with his thumb, which sent all kinds of sparks through me. I told him to stop it, and he did – but then while I was on the bench press machine he unexpectedly stayed outside my thong – just caressed my pussy through my thong the entire time I was lifting ... and I didn’t say a word! I guess I was waiting for him to put his hand inside, like before. OMG. When I got back to work, I told Leo that I had let Nathan stroke my pussy for two minutes without objecting, and explained that it was just so tiresome to keep telling him “No!” only to have him ignore me. Leo asked if I stopped him physically and I said I was in the middle of lifting weights at the time so my hands weren’t free. He asked if I stopped Nathan once my hands were free, and I said yes. So then he said it sounded like I had done my best, and it wasn’t like Nathan didn’t know, after countless vocal objections, how I feel about him groping me. I thanked Leo for being so understanding, and asked him if I should be doing anything different. He said no, he’s comfortable with how I’m handling things.
January 27
Oh boy. Today, once Nathan had me in THAT position on the mat, he pulled my thong to one side as usual, then he licked his finger and started stroking my naked pussy. I rolled my eyes and said “Nathan, stop it...” but he didn’t. Later, on the bench press machine, he stuck his hand straight inside my thong, and rubbed my pussy while I was lifting. I sighed and said, “Nathan...” but I wasn’t expecting him to stop, and he didn’t. In fact, he slid one finger into my vagina! At that point I gasped and said, “Oh my God, Nathan!” He apologised, but he slid his finger in and out a couple of times before pulling it out. OMG – a new escalation! I’m tired of having to explain and apologise to Leo – I think I’ll save this one up and apologise later for this and whatever else happens in the next couple of days.
January 28
Today’s workout was really just an erotic parody of a workout. Nathan’s come up with a variety of assisted stretching exercises, all of which seem designed to spread my legs and put his hands within easy reach of my breasts and/or pussy, while keeping my own hands occupied so I can’t easily stop him from copping a feel. During one stretch today, he had his right hand up my top, squeezing my left boob and playing with my nipple with his fingers, while his left hand was down inside my thong, playing with my pussy. He got a finger inside me during my bench press routine again, too, and only pulled it out when I threatened not to show up for this evening’s massage. OMG, the massage... This time he used oil – baby oil I’m guessing. The towel came off immediately – I don’t know why I bothered wrapping it around me in the first place – and then he started rubbing warm oil all over me. It was actually very nice. He was pretty thorough, but he got to my butt a lot quicker today. Here he was VERY thorough, oiling up both buttocks and massaging them well. He got right between them, too, running his fingers over my asshole and then sliding down to my pussy. When he stuck a finger into my vagina, I sharply told him to behave. Then he asked me to turn over! I said “What?”, and he said “We’ve been neglecting a lot of muscles on the front of your body. You don’t think all your musculature is on your back half, do you?” This made sense so, quite excited, I turned over, fully exposing myself to him. He started at my shoulders, did my upper chest ... then he oiled up and started massaging my boobs. “I don’t think there are many muscles in there!” I told him. He laughed, and said, “No, but it would be a crime to neglect them.” Then he did my belly – which surprisingly didn’t tickle at all – and onward, stopping just short of my pussy. I confess I was a bit disappointed at that! Then he went straight to my feet, and worked his way up to my thighs. He bent my right leg at the knee, pulling it out to the side, and massaged all the way up to my groin. Then he did the same with my left leg, so my thighs were wide apart, my pussy indecently displayed ... and he was massaging both sides of my groin area with both hands, working his way inwards. Then of course he was massaging oil into my pussy, and I was in heaven ... and I knew I should object, but I just couldn’t – I was too afraid he’d stop! Even when he stuck two fingers inside me, and began finger-fucking me while rubbing my clit, I said nothing. I moaned, though – God how I moaned! And, after a while, I climaxed. It was amazing! I don’t think I’ve ever come that hard. But then of course I felt guilty, and I got off the table and went to get dressed. I didn’t even thank Nathan! When I got to Leo's, I told him everything. I was crying – I was so anxious about how he would react. I had a hunch he’d be okay, even with this, but part of me knew I’d crossed a line and I was terrified it would be the last straw. But ... Leo didn’t say anything! Not at first anyway. He just took me upstairs, stripped me naked, and gave me a good hard fucking. I took that as a good sign. Then he said, “Sounds like Nathan played you like a fiddle. I don’t blame you for getting caught up in the moment.” I was very relieved he felt that way, but I was worried he might be hurting inside, and I told him so. He said, “Not at all – I love the fact that you’re so hot, and that you love to show off, and it’s understandable that your fitness coach would take advantage of your inclination to exhibitionism. In fact I kind of enjoy the fact that he does so.” This was good to know! I was still not sure how to proceed from here, but I decided to let it go for the moment, since we seemed to be in a good place.
January 29
Was nervous but excited when I went to WW at lunch today. True to form, Nathan soon had a hand in my thong, and a finger in my vagina. When I pulled my thighs back and spread my legs during the assisted stretching, he pulled my thong aside, licked two of his fingers, and started finger-fucking me. I said “Stop it Nathan”, but it was really just for show. He had no intention of stopping, and I didn’t want him to. On the bench press machine, he did the same again – I said “Stop that”, but I opened my legs wider for him. Then, on the Love Handler, he caught my ass and held it still while he slipped a finger into my thong and then into my vagina. We get some looks when he does stuff like that, but Nathan takes care to position himself between the action and curious eyes ... unless it’s someone he knows can be relied on to keep quiet. A couple of his friends have seen him finger-fucking me. It’s quite exciting to be watched!
January 30
Oh God – today Nathan took off my top halfway through our workout! I was quite happy to work out topless, but I was afraid of getting into trouble! It only takes one person to complain... Anyway, Nathan then proceeded to cup both of my breasts while I was doing push-ups (he was standing astride me), then, while I was doing pull-ups, he “supported” me by sticking his hand between my legs and cupping my pussy. On the Love Handler, he tugged my thong down to the base of my butt, and finger-fucked me as I swayed back and forth. During the assisted stretching, he finger-fucked me to orgasm. And yet ... I’m still getting a pretty good workout! My only concern is that I’m not doing much running these days ... and it’s starting to show in my weight. I weighed myself at 153 lbs today. Of course, some of that is Christmas weight that I still haven’t lost.
February 2
Had an exciting video game night with Leo and his friends on Saturday. Leo asked me to wear an outrageously short skirt, which I was happy to do, and the silence that fell on the room when I went over to put Destiny in the PS4 (which I did on my hands and knees) was hilarious! I took my time, of course – I’m sure they all got a very nice view of my butt (I was wearing a pink thong). Today at WW, Nathan helped me out of my top right at the start of our workout, and of course he took every opportunity to finger-fuck me. He finally brought me to orgasm on the Love Handler. One of his friends, Benny, came over and watched as Nathan pulled my thong aside and started finger-fucking me while I was bench-pressing ... which was both embarrassing and exciting! Benny’s seriously built, but he’s not as cute as Nathan.
February 3
Didn’t bother putting on my top today for my workout – or any shoes! Just walked in wearing just my see-through thong! Got a couple of nasty looks from women – I’m convinced one of them will complain, and it’s only a matter of time before I’m banned from the gym. Had a hard time keeping my thong on, too – Nathan kept pulling it down! And while I was doing pull-ups, he whipped it off completely, so I did my last two pull-ups naked. I then did my crunches naked, during which, of course, Nathan finger-fucked me yet again. Once I was done, I told him he was very naughty, and I put my thong back on.
February 4
Spent most of today’s workout naked – Nathan got my thong off pretty quickly, and pocketed it. Most of my stretches now involve me holding a pose with my legs spread while Nathan finger-fucks me. Benny started getting in on the act today too – he fondled my boobs while Nathan was giving me an orgasm on the bench press machine. This can’t possibly last – I can’t believe no-one’s complained yet! Typically there are between 10 and 15 (non-staff) people in the room at any given time – most are men, granted, but the 4-6 women who are there MUST have seen me naked, and it’s unlikely that none of them has figured out yet what Nathan does to me. We’re as discreet as possible ... but that isn’t very! Anyway, on to the after-work massage. I undressed in front of Nathan, and climbed naked onto the table. He used oil again, and to his credit didn’t skip anything. Arms, legs, hands, feet, even fingers and toes ... neck, shoulders, back, buttocks ... and then he pulled my feet apart – as wide as the table would allow – and the fingering began. I just lay there and enjoyed it ... but after a minute or so he stopped, and had me turn over. I did so, and he massaged my front, paying special attention to my boobs of course. When he got down to my pussy, he pushed my knees back, spread my legs wide, and started finger-fucking me. I was quite used to this by now, of course, and I was kind of hoping for more... But as I got near orgasm, he suddenly stopped and told me to turn over again. I did so, and he said “On your elbows and knees”. I did as he asked, and then I felt his fingers slide back into my vagina. He climbed up on the table behind me, and a moment later, I felt him pull out his fingers, and slide his cock into me. OMG! I kinda guessed it was coming, and I could have stopped it, but I was so damn horny at that point that I pretended to myself that he was just getting into a better position for fingering me. But no – and now he was fucking me! I said “Jesus, Nathan!”, but he didn’t reply. Just kept fucking me ... and I let him. I asked him “Are you wearing a condom at least?” And he said “Nope”. And he kept fucking me, and fucking me ... and then he pulled out and asked me to turn over again. I did, and he started fucking me missionary. Then he kissed me ... and I kissed him back. It was wild. I came before he did! He came inside me, then he pulled out and climbed off me. He said, “Don’t clean yourself – I want you to go back to Leo with my cum leaking out of you.” What a jerk! But it made me horny to think about it. So I did as he asked. When I got home, I told Leo everything. Apparently I cast myself in too innocent a light, because he said “Oh my God, he raped you??” I quickly (too quickly?) said “No! It wasn’t rape – I sort of guessed what was coming, and I didn’t stop it ... or even object, really, once he was inside me.” And I apologised, and said I would stop going to the gym. But Leo said “Don’t do that – it’s obviously doing you good. Just try not to let him fuck you again, okay? A bit of fingering is one thing, but actual sex is another.” And I said “Okay Leo, I’ll do my best. But when he’s behind me, and fingering me, and I can’t see what he’s doing ... I may not realise what he’s doing until he’s inside me.” Leo thought about this and then said, “Well if he starts fucking you, then ask him to stop.” I said “And what if he doesn’t?” And Leo replied, “Then at least you can say you tried.” OMG! Leo’s attitude is ... well, amazingly tolerant! But I will try, I really will.
February 5
Shit! Banned from the gym. I fucking KNEW this would happen. “Multiple complaints from other patrons” was the reason the woman on reception gave me. I asked about Nathan, and she said he’d been “let go”. Oops! I called Nathan, and he apologised – said he never meant for me to get banned, or himself fired. He asked if I would like to keep our Wednesday massage appointments. I asked how that would work, and he said I could come to his house. Or he could come to mine. I told him I didn’t think that was a good idea. He said “Okay, then I wish you all the best.” I said “Me too. Bye Nathan.” And hung up. Back at work I told Leo what happened, and he said he felt bad for both of us! He said he was sorry I had lost my fitness coach, and that he knew I enjoyed my workouts and massages. I admitted that I would miss them. Then he said – OMG – that I should reconsider going to Nathan’s house for Wednesday massages! I said that might be asking for trouble, and he said “No more so than at the gym, surely?” I didn’t really have an answer for that, so I said okay! I called Nathan back, and reinstituted our Wednesday after-work massage! This is so surreal...
February 6
No workout today, obviously. A bit of a boring day, really.
February 9
Wow. So Meredith put out an email this morning, saying the Bennett conference room is no longer to be used as it is being converted into a gym room THIS WEEK. Talk about good timing! I IM’d Meredith in great excitement asking her what equipment she had ordered. She replied: “Treadmill, elliptical, multigym, various smaller pieces like dumbbells and hand grippers, and a yoga ball.” No bench press machine – damn. The Love Handler’s fun too.
February 10
Leo and I found THE perfect house yesterday! We looked at a few over the weekend but weren’t blown away by any of them ... but at 5pm yesterday our realtor sent us a listing for a split-level ranch-style house in Ravensford. She said the owner would be happy to show it at 7pm, so we drove out there, and it’s perfect! Quiet neighborhood, and five acres of land, most of which is woodland! I can totally see myself cutting a running trail through that. The house is very nice – 4 bedrooms, 1.5 bathrooms PLUS an en suite in the master bedroom – kitchen’s beautiful, if a bit small. Lots of closet space everywhere. Owner wants 315k but Leo thinks that’s too much and wants to offer 275k. I’m nervous we’ll get outbid if we do that, but 315k is a lot of money!!
February 11
OMG. Drove to Nathan’s house after work. Bit of a bachelor pad! He doesn’t have a massage table so I lay on his bed. Naked, of course. He gave me a nice oil massage – took his time, it was very thorough – and then of course the fingering started. I was determined to stop him from fucking me ... but when my ass was up in the air and he was slowly thrusting two fingers in and out of me while massaging my clit ... I just wanted his cock in me! And of course I didn’t have to wait long. He fucked me in several positions, including with me on top, bouncing up and down on him – it was, honestly, great sex. I don’t think I can pretend to myself that when I go and see him next Wednesday, it’ll be for a massage – I’ll be going there for sex. I need to be honest about that with Leo.
February 12
The new gym equipment has arrived! They’re installing it now. AWESOME.
February 13
Can’t use the new gym equipment yet :( The health and safety team needs to sign off on it first. A whole week with no exercise! Not good.
February 16
Nice Valentine’s Day on Saturday! Leo took me to Coby’s – a great seafood restaurant – and I wore an outrageously short minidress. Very chilly getting to and from the car, though! Leo and I have decided on France for our honeymoon. I’ve always wanted to see Paris, and Leo’s a history nerd so he’s keen to dig into some real European history. All kinds of Roman remains in France, apparently. So we’re going to spend two days in Paris, then head south to Arle (sp?), then some medieval-looking city near the Spanish border. Can’t remember the name. Anyway ... tried new exercise equipment today! NAKED! It was such fun! Started on treadmill – ran two miles and was totally fucked afterwards – I’m so out of shape! Then went on to multigym – which doubles up as a bench press machine!! The seat part is long enough to lie on – it’s perfect! I was using that when Owen Hill came in for a workout – and since my thighs were at least 45 degrees apart, I’m sure he got a very good look at my pussy! Afterwards I showered, then I stayed naked for the rest of the afternoon. It’s been way too long since I last did that! I went to see Meredith to thank her for the gym, and when I entered her office, she laughed and clapped her hands! I think she’s as happy to see me naked in the office as I am to BE naked in the office!
February 17
Worked out in the office gym naked again! Several other people in there today – all guys! At three o’clock there was a little farewell party for Cath, who’s retiring. A couple of speeches, and cake – and I attended naked! Cath commented on my nudity in her speech and got a big laugh – she said “I’ve seen quite a few changes to the dress code since I started here back in 1990, but this is ridiculous!” LOL!
February 18
Another naked workout, another afternoon spent in the nude. Drove naked to Nathan’s. He gave me a cursory massage, then he lay down on his back and told me to climb on to his cock. Which I did. He made me do all the work – I had to lube up his cock and guide it inside me. There’s no way I can claim to Leo that Nathan took me by surprise – I’m going to have to come clean...
February 19
Told Leo that I can no longer pretend I’m going to Nathan’s for anything but sex. I said yesterday’s visit really reinforced the fact that the massage is just an excuse. His response? “So he still gave you a massage?” I said yes, and Leo said, “Then you’re still getting some good out of these visits. You might as well continue them if you’re getting some physical benefit. I guess it’s understandable that a naked massage would get you both so aroused that sex becomes inevitable. So I can live with that as long as you don’t decide to leave me for him.” I immediately said, “Never!” And that seemed to satisfy him! Had another naked workout at lunch today. Running times getting better, thank goodness. Chatted with Owen about getting banned from WW, and he thought that was hilarious. He was very interested in the “assisted stretching” exercises that I did with Nathan, and asked me to show him sometime. I’m a bit nervous about that idea! But I said “Sure – sometime”.
February 20
Well “sometime” turned out to be today! I was on the multigym when Owen came in and started working the dumbbells. He asked if I would show him the assisted stretching exercises, and, against my better judgment, I said okay. I kept it fairly innocent – we didn’t do the one where my thighs get pushed back and spread apart, or the one where I’m bending over with my feet apart while Nathan would sit behind me and pull my arms back through my legs – but it was uncomfortably intimate nonetheless. I could tell Owen enjoyed it anyway – judging by the front of his shorts!
February 23
The owner of the house in Ravensford has accepted our offer! OMG – we’re actually buying a house together!! We booked our flights for our honeymoon at the weekend too. Spending lots of money here – ugh. Mostly Leo’s – he’s a good saver. Glad one of us is! Another naked workout today. Treadmill first, then multigym. Owen wasn’t around to do any assisted stretching with – which I was oddly quite disappointed about! I like him – he’s funny, and young (22 I think), and he gets all excited about stuff in the cutest way. He’s very passionate about climbing – he climbs buildings like Spider-man, apparently. Without the sticky spiderweb, though, I’m assuming.
February 24
Did some more assisted stretching with Owen – and it wasn’t just him helping me – we took turns. Also did 3 miles on the treadmill – feels good to be running again!
February 25
More assisted stretching with Owen ... and today I showed him the one where he pushes my thighs back (one at a time – we didn’t do both together). Even so, he looked like he’d stumbled upon a chest full of gold coins as he stared down at my pussy! He said it was his favorite exercise – LOL! Stayed naked the rest of the afternoon – this seems to have become my modus operandi. Nobody seems to mind! After work, Leo drove me to Nathan’s (we’ve been commuting together – saves on gas) and waited outside while I went in for my massage. When I told Nathan that Leo was outside, he said, “There’s no need for him to wait outside in the cold – he can wait in the living room and watch TV.” I wasn’t sure Leo would want to do that, but I went out and asked him anyway – and he said okay! So while I got a short massage and a long fuck in Nathan’s bedroom, my fiancé was just yards away watching TV in the next room! I was worried he might be bothered by the sounds Nathan and I were making, and after Nathan came inside me, I went into the living room to check on Leo. He said he was fine ... but then Nathan came out, put his arms around me from the back, and started rubbing my pussy with his fingers, while fondling my boob with his other hand, right in front of Leo! What an asshole! And what a bitch I am, for letting him do it :( Leo’s face was very red as he conversed awkwardly with Nathan. Eventually Nathan let go, and he slapped my ass as I went back into the bedroom to get dressed. In the car afterwards, I apologised profusely. But weirdly, Leo didn’t seem too bothered by the experience! He just said “Nathan’s a typical alpha male – likes to assert his dominance and put his stamp on his property. But he knows it’s an empty gesture, because ultimately, I’m the one who gets to take you home.” I’m sure some women would be upset by the lack of jealousy that Leo displays ... but I’m just grateful for it!
February 26
More assisted stretching with Owen today, and another run on the treadmill. Meredith surprised me by coming in in workout clothing and using the elliptical! I don’t know if she was just there to check me out, but I complimented her on giving it a try, and said I’d be happy to help her work out anytime.
February 27
Good turnout in the gym room today. Meredith, I noticed, was watching Owen and me as we were doing the assisted stretching – perhaps to make sure we weren’t misbehaving...? Or maybe she just enjoys looking at my naked body! She and I left the gym room together and went to the kitchen to grab a drink, and she remarked that the gym room was a little warm for comfort, and it would be a good idea to set the thermostat a little lower. She DID look rather red in the face, I must admit. But I said “Then I’d be cold! Perhaps you should wear a little less, Meredith!” She laughed, and said, “If I looked as good as you, Bethany, I’d be tempted.” Now I’ve seen her in knee-length skirts, and she looks fine, so I said, “You have great legs! Just try working out in a top and panties. It’s fun!” She laughed again, and she said she’d think about it!
March 2
March at last! Still a shitload of snow on the ground though, and more on the way. I really miss the trails!! Today, feeling naughty, during assisted stretching I pulled both legs back at the same time, and told Owen to push them down and pull them apart at the same time. His face – OMG! He was getting redder and redder as he stared at my pussy! Then he apologised for staring, and I told him I didn’t mind! Then I told him to push down on my thighs harder, and he did, which pushed my pussy up closer to his face! I think he must have thought he’d died and gone to heaven!
March 3
OMG – good for Meredith! She walked into the gym room with sweatpants on, but then took them off before getting on the elliptical – and she had only panties on underneath! I’m so glad she took my advice – she has great legs for a woman nearing 50. I said “Looking good, Meredith!” and she laughed and thanked me. I did three miles on the treadmill again, then I did assisted stretching with Owen. I was a little nervous when Owen pinned my legs back – Meredith could have turned around at any moment – but I did enjoy watching him practically drooling over my pussy. Later in the afternoon, Owen was messaging with me, and he said he loved seeing me “in close-up”! I told him about Nathan fingering me while I was in that position, and Owen was shocked – he said “No wonder you got banned – Jesus!”
March 4
Meredith worked out in a top and panties again today! She left just as Owen and I were beginning our assisted stretching, though, and Owen apparently decided that this would be the perfect time to escalate our partnership. While I was in THAT position, he placed his fingers on my pussy, and looked at me to see how I would react. I just said, “You’re a naughty boy, Owen” ... and he grinned and started rubbing my clit and labia. I murmured “Stop that,” and I closed my eyes and smiled. Sure enough, next thing I knew, he was sliding a finger into my vagina. I gasped “VERY naughty, Owen!” but I made no attempt to stop him as he began finger-fucking me. Oh, it was delicious! I’ve so missed this! Unfortunately we were interrupted by Jim from accounting, and the moment was gone. After work, Leo drove me to Nathan’s, and he came inside to wait in the living room. Nathan asked me to get undressed, and I did so in front of both of them. Then Nathan picked me up and carried me through to his bedroom – rather melodramatic, I thought. He put me on the bed, on my back, then he lifted my knees and pushed them back – which I didn’t mind, though this seemed like an odd way to begin the massage. Then – OMG – he said “Oops, I left the oil in the living room.” And he called out, “Hey Leo – can you grab the baby oil from the table in there and bring it through please?” What a blatant power play – and what a jerk! But I kept my legs spread as Leo brought the bottle of baby oil in and gave it to Nathan, who said, “You can stay and watch if you like, Leo. I don’t mind an audience, and I’m sure Bethany wouldn’t mind either, would you Bethany?” As he was saying this, he poured oil on my pussy, and started rubbing it in with his fingers. Leo watched for a moment, then said, “No, that’s okay thanks – I’m sure the two of you don’t need a chaperone.” And he went back to the living room! Point to Leo there, I think. As for the massage, well I guess technically Nathan did massage my pussy, but that’s all the massage I got. After that, he fucked me missionary for a while, then doggy-style, then he pulled out and started pushing his cock into my asshole! This was a bit of a shock, but it was delightfully naughty, so I just tried to relax my anus and enjoy it. And I have to say ... I kinda loved it! I said, “You’re a bad man, Nathan.” And he said, “Give me a few weeks, and I’ll have Leo lubing up my cock and your anus before I slide it in.” I didn’t reply, but I was thinking to myself “Bullshit”. Nathan doesn’t know or understand Leo – Leo won’t play Nathan’s game. Anyway he came inside my ass, and then we went back to the living room, where Nathan offered us a drink. Leo declined; I got dressed, and we went home. I asked him if he was okay, and he said he was fine. I really hope he’s not bottling anything up.
March 5
Started today’s workout at noon – Owen joined me immediately. Since we were alone, we started with assisted stretching, and I taught him some of the naughtier ones – including what Nathan would do with his hands during each one. Soon Owen was groping and fingering me just as Nathan had done. Then Meredith came in, so we cooled it down, and then I jumped on the treadmill for a run. Then we headed to the shower, and Owen said “After you” ... and I had an awesome idea. I said “Fuck it, let’s shower together – it’ll save time.” Owen eagerly agreed, so we stepped inside, locked the door, and I watched Owen undress. We got in the shower together, and had fun soaping each other up. He finger-fucked me again, of course, and I was starting to get REALLY horny. After our shower, he suggested I bend over the bench in there, and I did so without asking why. He finger-fucked me for a few moments ... then he started sliding his cock into me. Holy shit! He had a little trouble – water doesn’t make the best lube – but I let him take his time, and soon he was all the way in. Then he fucked me – and oh it felt good!! SO naughty! After he’d come inside me, he got dressed, and I went back to my desk naked. Then the guilt hit. In a panic, I messaged Leo saying we had to talk, and we went into a conference room. I told him what had happened. I said “I’m so sorry Leo – things have been escalating with Owen and I didn’t tell you. I figured you’d be okay with the fingering, but showering with him was stupid – I should have known where that would go.” Leo didn’t say anything for a while. Then he said, “Well thanks for telling me. It’s important that we don’t have secrets from each other. I actually think it’s a good thing that you’re having sex with Owen now – it takes some of your focus away from Nathan. So enjoy it – don’t feel guilty – but I think your recent behaviour should be reflected in your choice of wedding dress.” This actually sent shivers down my spine. I asked, “You want me to wear something slutty?” And he nodded! He said, “Indecently short, or see-through, or outrageously low-cut – something to shock the wedding guests.” It sounded scary, but wonderful ... and I agreed!
March 6
Oh shit oh shit oh shit – Meredith came into the gym room while Owen was finger-fucking me in THAT position. And she saw everything! I was so close to orgasm I didn’t even notice her until she was practically standing over us! She said, “What the hell, you guys?” Owen jumped to his feet and said “Oh my God – I’m so sorry!” And he fucked off out of the room! Jesus, Owen! Anyway I got up and apologised to Meredith myself – and I explained that the assisted stretching sometimes “present” my nether regions in such a way that they become a very tempting target. Meredith said, “But you’re engaged!” And I said, “Leo knows – he’s most wonderfully tolerant.” And she said, “Wow – then I guess you’re very lucky to have him! My husband would divorce me in a second if I let another man do that to me. Just try to be a little more discreet, could you please?” And I said I would. Then I ran three miles, and showered, alone.
March 9
Leo and I had a serious talk about the wedding this weekend. In particular, about my dress, which we’ve both realised will be an issue where our families are concerned. I am happy to wear something slutty – heck, I’d get married naked if Leo asked me to – but I certainly don’t want to upset our families. So now we’re wondering if we should have two ceremonies – an outrageous one attended by people like Nathan, Owen, Meredith etc, and a more conservative one for the benefit of our families. I’m not sure I want two weddings, but I can’t think of a better solution. Anyway, on to today’s workout. Owen’s off this week, and I was running alone in the gym room when Meredith walked in. She took off her sweatpants as usual – purple panties today – then she asked where my “helper” was. I said he was off, and she said “Pity!” Then I said, naughtily, “Want to help me with my assisted stretches?” OMG – she really looked torn! So I quickly added, “Don’t worry – they don’t have to be as naughty as when Owen helps me!” This sealed the deal, apparently, because she said, “All right then – show me what to do.” So we performed some of the more innocent assisted stretches on each other. She seemed to enjoy it, so perhaps we’ll do it again tomorrow.
March 10
Called Mom and Vinnie last night for a candid chat. I wanted to sound them out on the notion of a skimpy wedding dress. They’re both very liberal, so I was hoping they might be okay with it. And so they were! Mom wanted to know what I meant by “skimpy”, so I said it would either be very short or very see-through or very low-cut (or possibly a combination of those). I said Leo would be dressed more traditionally – this was just because I wanted to show off my body and Leo wanted me to as well. Mom said she wanted me to be happy, and if this was going to make me happy, then she would support me. Vinnie said I could get married naked for all he cared – LOL! I told him I’d had that idea too but decided not to be THAT obvious. Then Vinnie asked if it would be a church wedding, and I laughed and said no, obviously not. We’ve actually picked a spot in Devil Falls State Park – my old friend Lisa is officiating, and the reception will be at the James Madison hotel in Fenton. Mom asked about the guest list, and I said we hadn’t yet sent out the invitations but we might need her help in determining which family members will and won’t be okay with a scantily clad bride. Dad will probably have a fit about the dress, but frankly, fuck him. If I wanted anyone to lead me down the aisle it would be Vinnie, but as it is, I’m perfectly capable of walking myself down the aisle and I have no need of that kind of patriarchal crap. End of rant. Okay, so that’s my side taken care of. We still need to sound out Leo’s parents – he’s honestly not sure how they’ll take it. ANYWAY. Did assisted stretching with Meredith again today, and this time I had her push my thighs back (one at a time) while I was lying on my back. She glanced down at my pussy and chuckled, but she didn’t seem to mind. Then I did the same for her, but of course saw nothing but her white panties.
March 11
More assisted stretching with Meredith. This time I pushed my luck and asked her to push both my thighs back at once, and then push them out sideways. She looked down at my pussy and said “Ah yes, Owen’s fond of this one, isn’t he? I can see why – I have quite the view!” And I replied, “I hope you’re enjoying it!” That was pretty forward of me, but Meredith just grinned! I know she’s married, but damn! She’s definitely bi. Anyway she pulled my legs forward again at that point, and it’s a good thing she did, because soon afterwards Mandy from IT came in for a jog on the treadmill (preventing MY run, damn it), and she’s a humorless type. After work, Leo drove me to Nathan’s. I was a little anxious about what kind of stunt Nathan might pull, but Leo told me not to worry. We went in, and again Nathan had me undress in the living room. Then he kissed me – in front of Leo! And if that weren’t enough, he grabbed my pussy, and started finger-fucking me as he was kissing me! I was responding to the kiss, but I hoped Leo wasn’t getting ready to explode. I thought probably not, but he can be hard to read. Then Nathan picked me up, and laid me down on the couch! He pulled my legs apart, then he tossed the bottle of baby oil to Leo and said, “Hey Leo, could you lube up her pussy for me?” FUCK!!! I had no idea how Leo would react ... but his response was perfect. He said, as cool as you please, while throwing the bottle back to Nathan, “I’m sure you can manage that without my help, Nathan.” Then Nathan shrugged and said, “Suit yourself.” Then he lubed up his cock and my pussy, lay down on top of me, and started fucking me ... right in front of my fiancé! I half expected Leo to leave the room, but he just sat down in a nearby armchair and started playing with his phone. Nathan did his best to get a rise out of Leo, fucking me in all kinds of positions and using some pretty intense dirty talk, but Leo was unflappable. GOD I LOVE THAT MAN! After we left, I pointed out that Nathan hadn’t given me a massage, and Leo said something like, “Well, like you said, it’s pointless pretending you’re coming here for a massage. So let’s stop doing that. You’re coming here for sex with your lover. Or, one of your lovers, at least.” And I said, kind of amazed (though by now I guess I shouldn’t be), “And you’re okay with that?” And he shrugged and said, “If you need it, you need it. If I didn’t let you, you might resent that, and that way lies secrets and cheating. I’m clearly not as possessive and jealous as most guys, and perhaps that’s a flaw, but it seems to be working out okay for us, don’t you think?” I had to agree!
March 12
Meredith and I had company today, so we couldn’t get as naughty as yesterday. I ran three miles and we did a little assisted stretching. I spent the afternoon naked as usual.
March 13
Awesome workout today! Meredith and I had the gym room to ourselves for twenty minutes. We did some assisted stretching, and Meredith put me in THAT position again. I told her to push down harder on my thighs, like I did with Owen, and she did ... until my pussy was just inches below her face. And then – OMG – she bent her head down, and LICKED MY PUSSY!!!!! I said “Whoa!! Meredith!!” And she laughed, then apologised. But I said “No need to apologise – do it again if you like!” And she did! In fact she started working her tongue all around my pussy – and it felt SO awesome! Then she slipped a finger in my vagina, and I just sighed with pleasure. But she was getting nervous, looking around ... so I said “Want to shower with me afterwards?” And she said “I want to shower with you now!” So we slipped off to the shower together, and had some fantastic girl sex. I don’t care about the age difference – Meredith’s hot. It was my first lesbian encounter in about ten years, but apparently it was Meredith’s first, at all! She was just winging it! Did very well though, I must say. We both climaxed, and we kissed and cuddled afterwards – it was kinda great. And I had NO reservations about this one – Leo has often said he loves the idea of me with another woman. And when I told him about Meredith, as expected, he was thrilled! Going to Leo’s parents’ house tomorrow – fingers crossed!
March 16
Okay – so we sat down with Ren and Miko on Saturday and explained that we want my wedding dress to be ... well, skimpy. I said that I’ve lost a lot of weight and I’ve become quite an exhibitionist ... I want to show myself off, and Leo wants me to as well. I said we didn’t want to make them uncomfortable or offend them, so we wanted to make sure they were okay with the plan before we proceed. And if they’re not okay with it, we’ll abandon the plan – and we won’t hold it against them. Anyway they listened, and nodded, and then we gave them some time alone to confer. It took them all of two minutes. They came in together, and Ren said, “It is your wedding – you should do whatever makes you happy.” And Miko gave me a big hug! Then Ren said, “Just so we are prepared – how skimpy did you have in mind?” And I said “Super-short, or super low-cut, or see-through ... or a combination of those.” Then we asked them to help us with a list of family members who would be tolerant enough of my exhibitionism to make the guest list. Anyway, today Owen’s back, and I had a dilemma! Meredith knows that Owen’s having sex with me, but she doesn’t want everyone knowing that she is too. So while I was hoping for some more naughtiness with Meredith, it was not to be, as Owen was SUPER keen on getting down to some assisted stretching with me. Which was fine, and I did enjoy his fingers inside me. But then he actually started putting his cock into me – in the gym room! I said “Are you insane, Owen??” We were alone in there at that point (Meredith had just left), but anybody could have come in. But there was no stopping Owen once he got started, and he fucked me like a hyperactive rabbit until he came inside me – about a minute later. Not the best sex I’ve ever had – but I did appreciate him making it quick, in view of our vulnerability. We showered together afterwards, and he fucked me again, to my surprise – and this time it was much slower and better.
March 17
Meredith summoned me to her office mid-morning ... and told me to close the door. I wondered if I was in trouble ... until she told me to strip. I did so, happily, and we sixty-nined on the floor. She said, “If I can’t have you at lunchtimes, I have to get creative!” Well played, Meredith, well played. At lunch, I worked out with Owen, and he fingered both my vagina AND my anus! Brave of him! He had a tissue with him, by luck or design. Then we hit the shower, and had sex.
March 18
What a day!! Jesus Christ, I’m sore! Woke up this morning with Leo climbing on top of me. He often does that – and I love it best when I wake up with him already inside me, thrusting away. Didn’t happen today, but never mind – the sex was nice anyway. Got to work, and Meredith called me into her office. Had sex – it was lovely. Lunchtime – Owen got creative with the assisted stretching and put me in some wonderfully indecent poses – fortunately witnessed by nobody but Meredith, who I’m sure appreciated the view. Then Owen and I showered, and fucked – so that was three sex partners in one day – so far – and this was a Wednesday! After work, Leo drove me to Nathan’s house – we went in, and discovered that Nathan had company! Two of his friends from the gym were there. I immediately guessed what Nathan had in mind, and I had just seconds to decide whether this was something I wanted or not. While I was thinking, Leo (reading my mind??) stalled for me by saying, “You have company, Nathan.” Nathan said, “Yeah. Guys, this is Leo, and Bethany. Leo and Bethany, this is Spencer and Benny.” By now I had decided. If things went badly tonight, there would not be another night ... but if things went well, then it would certainly be an evening to remember! So when Nathan said “All right Bethany, take off your clothes”, I hesitated, for show, then undressed. Nathan looked so fucking pleased with himself! He came over and felt my pussy, and kissed me, and then he told me to bend over the couch. I did so, then I heard a zipper unzipping, felt a hand lubing me up, and then a cock slid into my vagina. I guessed it was not Nathan’s – and as it turned out, it was Benny’s. So Benny fucked me – but didn’t climax – then Spencer fucked me – and again didn’t climax – and then Nathan fucked me. In several positions. At one point I was straddling him on the couch, bouncing up and down on his cock, when he pulled me down on top of him, and Spencer climbed behind me. My asshole was lubed up, and then Spencer’s cock slid into my ass. I’d never been double-teamed before, and honestly, it fucking rocked! All I needed was another cock, in my mouth, but I wasn’t about to spoil the illusion by asking for it. Fortunately Benny came over and stuck his cock in my face, and told me to suck it. So I did. Three cocks in me at once! It was amazing! Spencer came inside my ass, then Nathan climaxed in my vagina, and finally Benny came in my mouth. I swallowed. So all in all, I had six sex partners today. Unbelievable! And my wedding day just over two months away. Crazy. I was having a blast, but then Benny and Spencer almost ruined it by teasing Leo, and suggesting that I was coming to Nathan for cock because Leo couldn’t get it up, or had a tiny cock. And I couldn’t jump to Leo’s defense, but I hoped he would stand up for himself. I was a little frustrated when he just said “Ready to go, Bethany?” I didn’t realise how perfect this was until afterwards – in those four words he not only completely ignored (and therefore refused to validate) the insults, but he reinforced the fact that I was going home with HIM, and not any of them. In fact he did more than that, now that I think more about it. He made ME the decision-maker, implying (correctly) that I was the one in control. And since all that no doubt went over their heads, I’m not closed off to future visits. In the car, I kissed Leo and told him he was a trooper for sitting through all of that. He smiled and asked if I had fun. I said “YES!” And he laughed and said, “You’d better prepare yourself for more than three, next time.” Holy shit!!
March 19
Had sex with Meredith again in her office. But she said – and I agree – that we need to find a better time and place, otherwise people will soon figure out what’s going on behind her closed door. I suggested after work, and she said she often works late, so that could work – but not on a daily basis. We brainstormed for a while, and then figured out that Jon and Leo share a love of foreign films. So she invited us to dinner on Saturday – we’ll see what happens. At lunchtime, Owen fucked me IN THE GYM ROOM again – dude’s got to stop that. But again, he managed to fuck me in the shower ten minutes later – impressive recovery time, that man! Stayed naked for a while, but threw on my top at about 3pm – was a little cold.
March 20
Shit. Meredith’s jealous of Owen. I wondered why she didn’t work out yesterday. Turns out she doesn’t like seeing him grope me. I told her she needs to let that go, fast – this is SO not going to work if she lets jealousy get the better of her. She agreed, and said she would put a lid on it. And she did join us for a workout at lunch. Owen displayed my pussy very lewdly to her as she was working the dumbbells, and she had the grace to laugh and clap appreciatively. Fortunately, Owen waited until we got to the shower room before he fucked me. Had an awesome IM from Meredith later – she said “I had a meeting at 1pm today.” I wasn’t sure what she was telling me this, but it occurred to me that she was still working out when Owen and I left the gym room at 12:45. I replied, “Uh-oh – and Owen and I were hogging the shower room – sorry!” Then she messages me back: “Naturally I wasn’t about to attend the meeting in my sweatpants.” I replied “Okay...? So you put your office clothes back on?” And she replied, “Nope!” I suddenly realised why she was telling me this. I replied “No! You didn’t go to the meeting in just your top and panties???” And she replied “Yep!” So I wrote back “Who was there??” And she replied “Kurt, Bryan, Sadie, Hayden, Louis, and Lucia. I was the last one in there, so they ALL saw what I was wearing. Embarrassing, but fun!” So Meredith has a bit of an exhibitionistic side, like me! I should encourage that. After work I went out for pizza with Jenna and Tori. Jenna was pushing me about the bridesmaids’ dresses – I told her I need to get MY dress first! But that’s been a challenge – I don’t want to pay a fortune for something custom-made, but I’m not satisfied with the options available from either wedding dress stores or lingerie stores. The nice-looking ones aren’t sexy enough, and the ones that look like lingerie ... well, the problem is that they look like lingerie. It seems I’ve got to choose between classy and not sexy enough, or sexy but not classy enough. Fuck.
March 23
Well, Saturday was interesting! I wore a VERY short minidress to dinner with Meredith and Jon – Meredith had told me Jon would like that, and he did. He seemed quite taken with me! Which was good, because he was apparently super grumpy about having us round to dinner beforehand. He practically ignored Leo, though ... until Leo started bemoaning the fact that I wouldn’t go with him to see Red Beard at the Lumiere theater in Hatford. Jon’s ears perked right up. He said “The Kurosawa movie?” Leo said “Yeah – it’s one of the few I’ve never seen.” Jon said, “What time is it showing?” And Leo said, “9 o’clock.” And Jon said “Well shit, Leo, I’ll go with you! We can still make it. I’m sure the ladies can entertain themselves for a while.” And he got up from the table, dessert half finished, and went to get his coat! Leo fucking ROCKS! He never even told me he was planning that! So anyway, Meredith found ourselves alone in no time at all, and we pretty much just leaped into bed together! Jon and Leo didn’t get back until well after midnight, by which time Meredith and I had had an absolutely LOVELY time together! Anyway, on to today. Owen seems to have lost his fear of finger-fucking me in front of Meredith – in fact he likes to do so in the most graphic way possible. And Meredith likes to watch, though she says she has mixed feelings about it. Today it was lucky she was there, because she was watching the window too, and we weren’t. She warned us suddenly that someone was coming, and we got decent (relatively) just in time before Gayle Leroux walked in. When Owen and I headed for the shower, I playfully asked Meredith if she’d like to come too. She just laughed, and shook her head. Gayle had her earphones in – she didn’t hear anything. I hope!
March 24
Quick wedding update – last night we were discussing my dress, and I had a bit of a panic attack / meltdown. Leo was lovely – held me and said all the right things. He also said I should bite the bullet and go for a custom dress – and we found a site that lets you send in your own design and they’ll give you a quote. So I spent a couple of hours last night designing my dress. Not totally happy with it yet – will work on it some more tonight. Anyway, this morning Meredith summoned me, so I stripped naked and went to her office. We had sex – both came – and then I told her I thought she should dress more sexily around the office. She tentatively agreed, but said she was concerned about potentially losing respect. I suggested baby steps – perhaps start with shorter skirts. She nodded, and said she would work on it. At lunchtime, Owen said he had to go to the bank, and couldn’t work out. So Meredith helped me with my stretches – haha – and then with my shower :) Finished wedding dress design this evening. Quite pleased with it – it’ll certainly drop some jaws! Submitted the design to four different sites – hoping one of them can do it at an affordable price.
March 25
Really wasn’t sure if I would go to Nathan’s this evening. Chatted about it with Leo this morning, and he said he would be fine with whatever I decided. I thought long and hard about it. I thought about it while Owen was fingering me at lunch. I thought about it while he was fucking me in the shower afterwards. I thought about it while I was fingering myself at my desk at four o’clock. And I decided – I was going to go for it. So after work, Leo drove me to Nathan’s as usual. Several cars parked outside – uh-oh! Went in ... and there were eight of them, including Nathan. I didn’t wait for instructions – I just took off my clothes and lay on my back on the couch. And the fucking began. Nathan was urging them all to pace themselves, and not to come too soon, but a couple of them came inside me pretty quickly anyway. Then I got a cock in my ass while another was in my vagina, and then another was shoved in my mouth. Then my right hand was closed around yet another cock, and, a bit later, same thing with my left hand (guy was lying on top of the back of the couch!) So at one point I was jerking two cocks with my hands, while sucking another, while two more cocks were thrusting in my vagina and ass. It was ... fucking ... intense. As I lie here in bed with Leo right now, feeling kinda tender down there, it seems all blurry, like a dream. But Leo assures me it really happened. And the cum leaking from my vagina, and squirting out my ass when I sat on the toilet, kinda confirms that. I think that was it, though – I can’t see myself going back next week. Being gangbanged by eight guys, most of them strangers, in front of my fiancé was an incredible experience ... and it seems like a good way to end that particular chapter. I’m not sure I even like Nathan anymore. It bothers me that he’s such an asshole to Leo. It doesn’t bother Leo in the slightest, oddly enough – and I think that annoys Nathan. Leo has ten times Nathan’s character!
March 26
Meredith stopped by my desk this morning – and she was wearing a miniskirt! VERY mini, actually – I’m super proud of her. And she rocked it – she really does have great legs. I told her I hope this becomes a habit! At lunchtime I worked out with Owen and had sex with him afterwards in the shower. Anal sex, that is – he wanted to try it. And OMG he loved it – LOL.
March 27
So this morning I got undressed at about 10:30 and went to the kitchen to make coffee. Randy Hale came in – all five foot three of him – and he began heating up some oatmeal. I went to the fridge for creamer, bent down to open the bottom drawer ... and then I felt Randy’s hand cupping my left buttock! His fingertips were practically touching my asshole! I said “Jesus!” and quickly stood up and turned around. There was little Randy, grinning up at me. I said “What the fuck, Randy??” – more in puzzlement than annoyance, honestly, but I guess I was frowning, because Randy’s face fell, and he said, “Sorry Bethany – Owen seemed to think it would be okay.” Christ on a bike, Owen! I folded my arms and said, “Oh he did, did he? What’s he told you?” Poor Randy was really squirming by this point. He said, “Uh, never mind – I’ll just crawl back into my hole and never come out again.” I said, “There’s no need for that, Randy, but Jesus! You’ve said like three words to me in the entire time we’ve been working together, and then you grab my ass out of the blue! How did you expect me to react?” Randy seemed lost for words. He just said, “I’m so sorry.” He looked ready to flee. I sighed, feeling sorry for him, and asked, “How long have you had a crush on me, Randy?” He blushed and replied, “Since I first saw you.” That was sweet, I have to admit. I said “All right Randy, you’re forgiven – but I’m going to have some serious words with Owen!” Randy nodded, said “Thank you!”, and hurried out of the kitchen – totally forgetting his oatmeal! Now there’s a man who needs a girlfriend! Anyway, I had words with Owen at lunchtime – apparently he’d been telling Randy (in confidence) about his adventures with me, and when Randy expressed an envious desire to grope me, Owen told him “Try it – I’m sure she wouldn’t mind” – not really believing Randy would have the guts to go through with it. I asked him who else he’d told, and he assured me that Randy was the only one. I hope that’s true. I figure I’m currently thought of as the office free spirit – I don’t want to become known as the office slut. I probably won’t be able to avoid that forever, but I’d prefer to delay it as long as possible.
March 30
Productive weekend! Saturday afternoon Leo and I reviewed the quotes from the three online stores that responded about the dress. One was horribly overpriced, though I’m sure they’d probably do the most professional job. The other two quoted similar prices, but one sounded WAY more like they knew what they were doing than the other. So we’re going with Tulle & Chantilly – they quoted $315, which was actually the cheapest quote. They did express concern over the shortness of the dress – I had made it very clear in my design that it was to stop four inches short of covering my panties at the front (and three at the back) – but I assured them in my reply that I wouldn’t publicize where I bought the dress if they were uncomfortable being associated with it. They also asked if I was aware that my bra will be showing through the sheer top part, and I replied that yes I was aware of that. (Like I’ll be wearing a bra – ha!) Also got the wedding and reception invitations in the mail. Fairly small gathering for the wedding itself; larger one with extended family for the reception. Those with invitations to the wedding itself are all aware that I’ll be dressed quite provocatively, and I’ll change into something more conservative for the reception. Venue’s booked, we’ve got a DJ, there will be dancing ... Leo dances! I had no idea until it came up while we were discussing the reception the other day. Temperature hit 50 today, but there’s still plenty of snow out there in the woods. Must be getting thin by now though – I may be running again within a week! One of my Christmas presents from Leo was an armband for my phone, so I won’t have to carry it in my hand while I run. Not sure how I feel about that – seems a bit too much like clothing! But at least it won’t cover anything important. Today Owen finger-fucked me in the gym room as usual, then he fucked my asshole in the shower. Says he likes anal sex better than regular sex – which is fine with me. But then he asked if he could see me outside work – which rang alarm bells for me. I told him I’m all Leo’s outside work. He seemed to accept that, but we’ll see – I suspect his feelings for me are starting to run deeper than he’s letting on.
March 31
Meredith’s skirts are getting shorter and shorter! She rocks! Today’s was actually so short that her butt was peeping just a little bit at the back. She seems to be gaining confidence in wearing them, too – she looked way more comfortable today. More fingering and anal sex with Owen at lunchtime. He expressed concern that I will get bored of our daily workout & shower routine. I told him I might, eventually – and so might he. But for now it fills a need we clearly both have, and I’m still enjoying it very much. This afternoon I got a confirmation email from Tulle and Chantilly – apparently the timescale is REALLY tight, but they will do it.
April 1
Leo is SO good to me! He called Jon and asked him if he’d be interested in a Jacques Tati double bill showing at the Lumiere on Sunday afternoon. Jon said “Hells yeah!” apparently, and even suggested that Meredith and I hang out together “to keep each other out of trouble” – LOL!! Sounds good to me! No workout today – had to swing by the mall for some makeup, and got distracted by the jewelry store (we still need to pick out wedding rings). Anyway, this afternoon I couldn’t stop thinking about Nathan. How many guys would be at his house this evening, waiting for me to show up? I was still thinking about this as Leo and I got in the car at 5pm. He asked me where we were going. I was so torn! Eventually I just said, “Home.” So we went home. Sorry Nathan.
April 2
I was a bit snappy with Leo this morning. I have some regrets over not getting my gangbang last night. It could have been an amazing, wild evening – and instead we sat and watched TV. Then Nathan texted me to say “Missed you last night. You could have let me know you weren’t coming – the guys were quite disappointed!” I texted him back saying “Wasn’t feeling it. Thinking maybe we’re done.” His response: “Sad news! Is it because we tease Leo? We could always stop that – you need only ask.” I replied “That’s partly it, yes – Leo doesn’t care, but it bothers me. He’s amazing for letting me do what I do – and you treat him like crap.” Then he replied “I guess I misinterpreted your relationship with him. Please accept my apologies. I promise we’ll all be nicer to him, if you choose to come back. We’d all love to see you again.” Damn it! This was unexpected! If Nathan and his friends can play nice ... I’m really tempted to go back! I just discussed it with Leo – he thinks I won’t find it nearly as exciting if Nathan plays nice. He suspects that part of the appeal was the illusion of being taken advantage of, and treated like a sex object. He may have a point. But I can’t tell Nathan “No it’s okay – you can keep being mean to Leo”. It just doesn’t work that way. I think this is now too messy, emotionally and psychologically – I don’t think we can go back. Anyway, had some lovely anal sex today after my workout with Owen, and of course he gave me a nice fingering in the workout itself. I’m feeling quite satisfied, sexually – even though, strangely enough, Leo and I are having less and less sex these days. I’m a little worried about that, to be honest, but Leo doesn’t seem to be.
April 3
Okay now I’m a little freaked out. Leo and I are spending Saturday at the new house, painting three of the rooms ... and Leo just asked if I wanted to invite Owen along?!? I asked him why, and he said “Many hands make light work, he’ll probably jump at the chance, and you might get a nice fuck out of it.” Well yes – all true, no doubt – but WTF Leo??? God – it’s actually tempting though! Post-lunch update: I did it! I asked Owen if he had plans for the weekend, and he didn’t, so I invited him to come over to Leo’s tomorrow morning. We’ll head up to the new house together, paint, treat Owen to a nice meal out, and come back. Owen loves the idea and said he’d love to help us paint! OMG – what am I letting myself in for???
April 6
OMFG! What a weird, awesome weekend! Owen came over at 9:30 on Saturday, and we headed over to the new house. I decided to paint in the nude, because why the hell not? We each took a room, and started painting. Owen kept sneaking looks at me, but he made good progress nonetheless. After the first coat, we took a break, but there was no furniture to sit on so we sat on the floor of the kitchen and ate the sandwiches I’d prepared. Owen sat next to me – and when he’d finished eating, he casually leaned over and put his hand between my legs! I said “Owen!” and looked over anxiously at Leo. But Leo just shrugged and said “Go ahead – I don’t mind.” So then Owen started kissing me, and I responded, and soon I was lying on the kitchen floor with my legs spread while Owen finger-fucked me. I glanced over at Leo – he just gave me an encouraging thumbs-up! Then Owen had me get up and bend over the counter, and then he said “Shit – lube”. But Leo said “Way ahead of you”, and he pulled a tube of lube out of his pocket and tossed it to Owen! Owen said “Thanks man!” – he then lubed up my asshole and himself, and pushed his cock into my ass! And he fucked me, right there in front of Leo – who seemed to enjoy watching us, I have to say! At one point Owen said, “I can’t thank you both enough for inviting me...” He seemed to be embarking on a speech, so I just said “Less talking Owen, more fucking!” He got the hint and stayed quiet until he came inside my ass. Then we went back to painting – in a rather awkward silence. We were done by three, which was too early to go out to eat, so we went back to Leo’s and played Takenoko. Owen hasn’t played any of Leo’s obscure board games, but he picked it up quickly and enjoyed it. After the game I said, “You know what I want to do? I want us all to go to bed together, and I want you both to fuck me at the same time.” Owen looked happy about that, and Leo smiled and said “Sure.” So that’s what we did! Owen fucked my anus again, and Leo fucked my vagina. This was SO much better than getting double-teamed at Nathan’s house! I was kissing them both, I was caressing them both ... and both of them were fucking me at once. It was magical! Afterwards, Owen got kind of emotional! He said, “You guys are the best! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for letting me be a part of this.” And Leo said “You’re welcome”, and then the three of us got dressed and went out to eat. And it wasn’t awkward at all, funnily enough! Owen and Leo were getting along great – Owen’s keen to try out more board games, and we all had a lengthy chat about movies. Owen’s less arthouse and more blockbuster than Leo, but they both enjoy a lot of the same films (as do I). Then we went back home, and Leo said, “Another game, or more sex?” And I said “Both please! But sex first – I’m ultra-horny!” So we all jumped back into bed for round 2! And then we played Catan. And then, Leo suggested Owen stay the night! Which of course he was more than happy to do. And – I still can’t believe this – Leo said “You two will probably be wanting more sex, and I’d like to get a good night’s sleep, so I’ll take the couch – you guys can have the bed.” OMFG!! So I slept (literally) with Owen, and he fucked me both anally and vaginally last thing at night and first thing in the morning! We all had breakfast together, then Owen went home. Leo and I postmortemed Owen’s visit, and Leo said he liked Owen very much and would be happy to do this again in future. BEST. BOYFRIEND. EVER! Later that morning we drove over to Meredith and Jon’s, and the guys went off to see their French movies while Meredith and I jumped into bed together. We made love for a while, then talked. She wasn’t thrilled with my account of Owen’s visit, though she did say she was happy for me. I reminded her that Leo’s wonderful outlook on my sex life was what was permitting this visit, and she sighed and said “I know. I just wish I could have more of you.” I replied, “Well it’s not Owen standing in your way of that – or Leo.” And she said “Owen’s standing in the way of my lunchtimes with you.” I said, “He needn’t, if you’d let me tell him about you. You and he could share me.” She thought about this, then said, “Can he be trusted?” I figured he’d learned his lesson about that, so I said “Yes, if I tell him it’s a secret.” And Meredith said “All right then – you can tell him.” Woohoo! Which brings us to today. I was excited about lunchtime, so I stripped naked as soon as I got to my desk. But – oh fuck – VISITORS!!! I fortunately saw Kurt coming down the aisle with them, and I ducked down and quickly put on my skirt and top – just in time! Whew! Stayed dressed until lunch, by which time they’d left. Worked out naked with Owen, and told him about Meredith. He was astonished, but recovered well, and gallantly agreed to share – though he did say he was dying to put his cock in my ass again. Then Meredith came in, and we all had a little chat while working out. And we came to an agreement – on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, Owen works out with me and Meredith showers with me. On Tuesdays and Thursdays, Meredith will work out with me and Owen will shower with me. Today being a Monday, Owen wasn’t going to be able to shower with me – so he fucked my ass doggy-style in the gym room while Meredith kept a lookout. Then Meredith and I had sex in the shower. I told her she should leave her skirt off for the rest of the afternoon, and she agreed!
April 7
It’s snowing! Shit ain’t right. Worked out with Meredith today – and fingered her vagina while Owen watched from the other side of the room! I asked her to stop wearing a bra beneath her workout top, so I can suck on her nipples – and she said she’d think about it. Then she helped me with my stretching, and licked my pussy while Owen watched in obvious arousal! Then he fucked my ass in the shower room – but we forgot to lock the door! We only realised that when we left the room – lucky nobody tried to come in! As it happened, Meredith was waiting outside anyway – she would have deflected any unsuspecting intruders.
April 8
Today, Owen fucked my ass again in the gym room, then Meredith joined me in the shower. Was thinking about Nathan again this afternoon ... and then he texted me to ask if I was coming over this evening! I was getting both anxious and horny, and I reached out to Leo for advice. It truly is insane, but in a wonderful way, that I can ask my fiance for advice on whether I should go and get gangbanged! I know I can count on him to tell me what he thinks will be best for me, rather than what his personal preference would be. And in this case ... he suggested I go. He said, “All of your experiences there have been good ones – even the last one. If this turns out to be not so good, you’ll know it’s time to quit Nathan. If it’s good, then you know you made the right decision to go. But if you don’t go ... you’ll keep wondering. And we’ll be having this same conversation next week.” And this is why I love Leo. So after work, he drove me over to Nathan’s, and holy crap was it different this time! There were nine guys there – same eight from two weeks ago, and a new stranger. But the first thing Nathan did was apologise to Leo! He said something like, “On behalf of all of us, I want to apologise for all the mean things we’ve said to you in previous weeks. Honestly, I think we just had the wrong view of you. So from all of us, we’re sorry, and we want to thank you for sharing your fiancée with us.” A very nice little speech, I thought! I assumed Leo would accept the apology graciously ... but what he said next just blew my fucking mind. I’ll try to get this as close to word for word as possible. He said, “Fuck you, Nathan, and your insincere ‘apology’.” (He did air quotes.) “I don’t need you to pretend to like me just so you can keep fucking my fiancée. You’re a jerk, and I despise you ... but for some reason Bethany is drawn to jerks, and she’s been desperate for your cock ... and as many more cocks as she can get inside her. And as much as I’d love to keep her all to myself, I know I’ll never be enough for her. So in order to keep her, I have to let her fuck whoever she wants. As for your insults, they’re like water off a duck’s back. I don’t give a crap what you think of me. But at least the insults were your honest opinion of me, and not some pathetic attempt to curry my favor – which you don’t have and will never have. Fuck you.” My jaw was on the floor at this point, but I managed to shut it and look merely pained. I didn’t understand why he had said all that at first, but I figured I had to play along. After Leo’s speech, Nathan laughed. He turned to me and said, “Ha! So it’s pretty much exactly as I thought! Get your clothes off, Bethany, you’re going to get all the cock you want. Leo, you can sit in the corner and watch.” I undressed ... and the gangbang commenced. I caught Leo’s eye, and he winked at me as if to say “Enjoy.” And I started to understand why he had sabotaged his standing with Nathan – he knew that I needed Nathan to be a dominant asshole, not a nice guy. Sometimes I need it nice – like with Leo and Owen and Meredith – and sometimes I need it dirty and nasty. Wednesday evenings are my nasty time. So I let myself go, and revelled in the depravity of having three cocks inside me at once, of having a guy pull my mouth open and spit into it, of watching as a guy with a pair of scissors gleefully shredded my clothes. It was, frankly, amazing – and when I saw one of those fucking jerks wipe his cum-smeared fingers in Leo’s hair, I looked the other way. I knew Leo would rinse off the insult with a shower and be none the worse for it. Like he said – water off a duck’s back. But the fact that he was enduring this for me – and it can’t have been pleasant for him – made me realise once again how utterly amazing he is. I’m the luckiest woman on the planet. The spanking hurt ... damn it hurt ... but even that was wonderful for its sheer perverseness. I was completely and thoroughly used. And it lasted until one o’clock in the morning! Afterwards I stumbled out to the car, naked, my clothes having been destroyed, and Leo drove us home. I started crying ... which freaked Leo out ... but when he expressed concern I said “No, Leo – I’m crying because I’m happy. Tonight wasn’t about me, really – it was about how fantastic you are. You basically sacrificed yourself for me! I love you so much! And I sure as hell don’t deserve you. But somehow, I’m not afraid of losing you. I think we’ll be together forever.” And Leo smiled and said, “Hey, save it for the wedding vows – that’s good material.” I just lost it at that point – I was laughing and crying at the same time.
April 9
Damn, my daily diary entries are getting longer and longer! Short one today: some nice groping and licking with Meredith in the gym room (almost got caught though! Even though Owen was keeping a lookout.) Then anal sex with Owen in the shower. God that man loves my rectum for some reason! Which is fine with me – I love feeling his cock in my ass.
April 10
Leo suggested inviting Owen over this evening for a movie or a game, and of course sex. I was more than happy to! And Owen was thrilled to be asked. At lunchtime he didn’t get to fuck me in the gym room – Mandy came in just after we started stretching – but he said he would make up for it later! Meredith and I made love in the shower (SO nice!) and I spent the rest of the day naked. Literally! Went out to Leo’s car naked, with my clothes in my bag, went home naked, had dinner with Leo naked, and greeted Owen at the door naked when he arrived! Good thing it WAS Owen, and not Jehovah’s Witnesses or something. On the other hand, that would certainly be a fun way to discourage them! Anyway, Owen couldn’t wait to get his cock in my ass, so he fucked me over the side of the couch, while Leo looked through his movie collection. I told him to get his ass over to the couch, and I directed him to sit down in front of me and get his cock out. He did so – he’s really very obliging – and I happily sucked on his cock while Owen was fucking my ass. After they had both come in me, we watched an old Clint Eastward western, The Outlaw Josey Wales, from Leo’s collection. Then we played Carcassonne for a while – and then we went to bed, and I had Leo in my vagina while Owen fucked my ass again. Then they swapped! That was cool :) So that just happened, and now I’m in bed with Owen while Leo takes the couch. Owen has his fingers inside me – he’s insatiable – LOL! I’m sure he’ll be fucking me again in a minute – oh, here we go...
April 13
Fun weekend. Owen stayed until lunchtime on Saturday, and I got another lovely double-teaming from him and Leo. Sunday was warm – 63 degrees! – so Leo and I went to Devil Falls with a picnic lunch. I wore a t-shirt, thong, and shoes – got some great looks from other visitors to the park – LOL! Then Leo fucked me in the very spot where we’ll be getting married next month. Afterwards we went to the new house and spent the rest of the day doing chores there. Moving day next Saturday! Anyway, today as lunchtime approached I saw it was 60 degrees outside and I just knew I had to run the trails. I messaged Owen and Meredith to apologise, and suggested they could both shower with me afterwards. Owen said “Sure!” but Meredith politely declined. I felt bad, so I asked Leo for advice. He replied, “Why don’t Owen and I meet you at the end of the trail, we can give you a nice fuck, and then you can shower with Meredith?” Perfect! I put that suggestion to Meredith and Owen, and both agreed. So I grabbed a tie-sided thong and ran my usual route – naked (except shoes) in the woods, thong for the road part. There were a few patches of snow, still, but I was able to run around them, and they won’t last more than a day or two I’d guess. Forgot my armband – will try it tomorrow. Terrible time – 9:22 per mile – I’m out of shape! Leo and Owen met me at the end, and took it in turns to fuck me while I sucked the other’s cock. Not easy when I was still out of breath! Then I went inside, naked (and with cum dripping down my thigh!) and I showered with Meredith, who had been working out in the gym. She said “It was lonely in there without you!” I suggested she run the trails with me, and she laughed and said “I’d never keep up with you!” I said “So pick a route you can do in the time it takes me to run mine. We’ll probably cross paths a bunch, and you can see me running naked outside!” She said it sounded fun, and she’d think about it.
April 14
Leo asked Owen to be his best man! Holy shit – he’d been planning to ask either David or Gene – two of his gaming buddies – but hadn’t decided yet. I’m so glad that he and Owen get along so well! It makes having sex with the two of them so much nicer. Anyway this morning I ran into Meredith in the kitchen – she wasn’t wearing a skirt! She said she was planning to spend the whole day that way if possible. Good girl!!! She declined to join me for a run at lunchtime, but we did the same as yesterday – I had sex with Leo and Owen after my run (8:58 – better!) and then showered and had sex with Meredith. So much sex – I love it!
April 15
OMG – I am never going back to Nathan’s house – today was the last time. But first – cold day today (43 degrees) so I worked out in the gym room with Owen (yes, he fucked my ass again) and then showered with Meredith. Spent afternoon naked, then Leo drove me (still naked) to Nathan’s. Today was ... bad. Somehow Nathan had managed to find TWELVE guys – and one of them, I was informed – was a bum they’d picked up off the street. And he looked and smelled like it too. He looked about 60. He fucked me first – the rest of them were very excited to see me fucked by a hobo – and then the rest of them started on me. They kept all my orifices filled (and were chanting “THREE HOLES FULL! THREE HOLES FULL!” over and over again). I’ve never felt like such a piece of meat. Perhaps I just wasn’t in the mood today, but halfway through, I just started feeling like “What the hell am I doing here?” My vagina was sore, my ass was sore, my jaws were tired, and I just wanted to go home with Leo. But I didn’t dare say so – what if it turned ugly? So I just resolved to endure it, and see it through. After they’d all come inside me, they bent me over someone’s lap, and made me suck the homeless guy’s cock while they took it in turns to spank me. At first it was just hands, but then they started using a belt. It really hurt, and I started getting a bit scared, but I didn’t dare make a fuss. There were so many of them! Then ... they turned me over, held my legs apart, and started spanking my pussy with their hands! I couldn’t help crying out at this ... and they just laughed! My pussy was on fire – and then they switched to the belt! I could hear Leo shouting – I was crying ... practically screaming, actually – it seemed like the situation had escalated out of anyone’s control! But fortunately common sense prevailed. Nathan pulled a guy off me who’d just started laying into my pussy with the belt, and he shouted that the party was over. For a moment it looked really bad, as some of the guys wanted to continue, but Nathan had enough friends on his side, I guess, and they forced the others to leave. Leo – who’d been held down in a chair for a while – rushed over to me and picked me up in his arms. Nathan opened the door for him, and out we went without a word. In the car, Leo said he was taking me to the hospital, but I urged him not to. I asked him to take me home, and he reluctantly did so. Then he ran me a warm bath and I soaked for a while. And we talked. Leo said “I’m so sorry – I should have seen that coming.” And I said I should too – but what happened wasn’t the fault of either of us. And he said, “You’re not going back.” And I said “I know.”
April 16
Leo insisted on photographing my bruises this morning – in case we decide to press charges. But I REALLY don’t want my sex life dragged through the courts. I took the day off so I could recuperate – I’m fine, really, but my ass and pussy look pretty beaten up, and sitting down is painful. I emailed Meredith and Owen to let them know I was having a day off, but didn’t say why. Spent the day packing stuff up for the move. No sex today – and I’m okay with that.
April 17
Went to work, as I’m actually able to sit down today – LOL. Meredith called me into her office, and I complimented her on her panties, which were the only thing she was wearing on her bottom half. She asked why I was so dressed up – I was wearing a short skirt and a top, which is more than usual! – and I confided in her that I’d had a bit of a rough night on Wednesday. She pushed for details, and I ended up spilling the whole thing. And crying. She asked to see the bruises, and I showed her. She got pretty mad! She said I should go to the police. I said “And say what? ‘My gangbang turned a bit nastier than usual?’ She took my point, but then she got mad at Leo. I said, “Leo blames himself, of course, but I don’t, and you shouldn’t either. He’s done nothing but try to make me happy, sometimes at considerable cost to himself.” Meredith then directed her ire at Nathan. I said “Well, he’s lost me. That’ll have to be punishment enough.” She continued to vent for a bit, and then she suddenly dropped the bombshell that she’s in love with me. I’m like “Wait, what??” She seemed a bit embarrassed, but it seems her feelings have been growing over the weeks, and now she’s got it bad... I reminded her I’m marrying Leo and, moreover, I love cock, so it’s pointless to fantasize about a future together ... and I asked her what she was hoping for from our relationship. She said “I guess, just to keep getting the crumbs from your table for as long as I can.” That was so sad! I gave her a huge hug. And I said “I love you too, Meredith, though it’s not perhaps the intense and narrowly focused love that you feel. But I want you in my life, as a friend and as a lover, for as long as I can keep you. That’s the best I can offer you.” And she smiled and said “I’ll take it.” At lunchtime I went running, but didn’t have a great time, and I declined sex afterwards with Leo and Owen – still too sore. I sucked both their cocks though.
April 20
Spent weekend moving. Owen came over and was a huge help, especially on Saturday, when our new king size (!) bed arrived and we weren’t sure if we’d be able to figure out how to get it into the house, never mind up the stairs! But we managed. So now Leo’s house is empty, though he can still use it for whatever until his lease runs out at the end of June. My apartment still has a few things in it – have to clear it out by the end of this month. We’ve designated one room of the new house as my “den”. It’ll be entirely mine, for art projects or whatever I want. I haven’t painted in so long – I really want to set up an easel in there and get to work on some photos. I have one of Leo at Devil Falls which I’d like to paint – possibly to give him as a birthday present – and another of Meredith tying her hair back while in her bra and panties ... though I’m not sure she’d want to risk having that in her house. Today I’m feeling much better, and my butt’s pretty much back to its usual color. 52 degrees, so went running at lunch in my sports bra and thong. A little cold for that, but it’s so nice to be out on the trails again! Today I let Owen fuck my ass – gently – but Leo said he’d skip his turn because he didn’t want to overtax my tender nether regions! LOL! They would have been fine, I’m sure, but I appreciated his concern. Very nice sweet gentle sex with Meredith afterwards in the shower.
April 21
49 and raining – ugh – so worked out with Meredith in the gym room. Got her panties down to her knees – haha! Fingered her for about half a minute before she panicked and pulled them back up. Owen got quite an eyeful I think! He fucked my ass in the shower afterwards of course. Unpacking at the new house going well...
April 22
Text from Nathan! Unbelievable! “Sorry things got a bit rough last Wednesday – we’ll keep it to 7 guys max in future – more manageable. Hope to see you later?” He’s delusional! I replied, “Are you out of your mind? After last time? I’m never coming round again!” Then he replied, “I can understand why – the guys got too rough, I admit that. There’s a few of them I’ll never invite again. But most of them are decent guys – I just need to be more selective. Come on – every other time you’ve had fun, right?” I didn’t reply – his casual attitude in the face of the abuse I’d suffered was making me feel nauseous. But then he followed up with “Admit it – you’re craving my cock right now, aren’t you?” I blocked his number. Then I went over to Leo’s cube for comfort. He asked what was wrong, and I said “Nothing.” He stared at me and said “Seriously? You’re gonna pull that shit with me?” So I showed him my conversation with Nathan. He said “He’s dangerous. We need to be careful.” That was how I felt, too, and it was nice to have Leo validate that opinion. 57 degrees today, so ran naked / thong on the road. Owen brought a blanket to the end of the trail – LOL! – so we lay down and Leo and Owen double-teamed me. Fuck yeah! Showered with Meredith afterwards – and she said she ran the trail! She did two miles. Don’t know how we missed each other, but I’m glad she didn’t come along when I had two cocks in me! She ran in a sporty top and panties, apparently – good girl!
April 23
One month to go until the wedding! Argh, the stress! Meeting with Tori and Jenna on Saturday to shop for their dresses. Now that I know what I’ll be wearing, I know what to put them in. They both have nice legs; they won’t mind. 64 degrees today – beautiful day for a naked run! Went out with Meredith – she was looking good in he running outfit – and we set off together. Unfortunately we parted ways at the first junction – although to be honest I was already well ahead of her after the first half-minute, and likely to continue gaining. However, as I was coming down Ryan Way, I saw her coming up it, so we high-fived each other as we passed. Then, as I was heading up to the overlook, naked again, I passed her again! So we high-fived again :) By the time I finished my run, she’d already gone back inside ... which was a good thing, because there at the end of the trail were Owen and Leo with a blanket...
April 24
Beautiful day today – 68 degrees! Came to work naked! Left ALL my clothes at home except for my running shoes! Kinda reckless, I know, but I gave Meredith a heads-up when I arrived, and she said there weren’t any customer visits scheduled for today. Still, there was a very real chance of being spotted by a cop while on my run! I’m out on the road for 1.3 miles – that’s 10 or 11 minutes during which a cop car could come cruising along in either direction! Quite a risk – I must be insane! Yet – how exciting to be stuck outside without any way of covering up my nudity?? Anyway, long story short, I didn’t get caught by any cops ... but Jeff came jogging along while Owen and Leo were fucking me. FUCK!! He said “Jesus Christ you guys!” He seemed genuinely shocked! I really really hope he doesn’t tell anyone!! Showered with Meredith afterwards and told her what Jeff had seen. She remarked, “Sooner or later you’re going to get into serious trouble, Bethany. When that happens, I’d prefer you to get fired than go to jail.” Fair point – but I’d rather avoid both! Gaming night tomorrow – first in ages! It’s at Gene’s house – and we’re taking Owen. Leo wants me to wear something scandalous – sounds like a challenge!
April 27
OMG what a weekend! Saturday Tori and Jenna and I went shopping for bridesmaids’ outfits. I’d described my dress to them, and they said they’d be fine with a short hemline, as long as it wasn’t quite as radical as mine! So we went to Charlotte’s Bridal, picked a very nice powder blue dress, and asked them if they could shorten the hemlines. The lady said “How short?” and looked quite surprised when I showed her – haha! But she said she could do that, so we’re all set for the bridesmaids’ dresses. In the evening Owen came over, and we all went to Gene’s for gaming night. I wore a negligee and panties – and that’s it! Leo and Owen both loved the look – and I hoped Leo’s gaming friends would too! My biggest reservations were Sasha, David’s girlfriend, and Helen, who isn’t attached to any of the guys (currently). They’re both nice, and hadn’t seemed bothered by my outfits previously ... but then I’d never worn anything quite as sexy as a negligee before! This particular one was the sheerest Leo could find at Victoria’s Secret – you can easily see my boobs through it – and it doesn’t completely cover my panties. And I wore sheer panties with it! As I feared, Sasha wasn’t happy, even though I assured her I was wearing it for Leo and had no designs on David. Of course that didn’t appease her – but she did agree to stay and play. I’d have left myself, rather than drive her and David away. Helen didn’t seem bothered at all – more amused, I guess. And the guys, of course, couldn’t stop staring – LOL! Halfway through the evening, fortunately while Sasha was in the bathroom, Owen reached out and gave my right boob a squeeze. I didn’t react at all, but everyone else at the table just stared in shock! I almost burst out laughing! Thinking back, I should’ve said “Thank you, Owen”, but he took me by surprise. Anyway, that was game night. Owen came home with us and stayed the night – lots of great sex. Sunday the three of us had a Batman marathon, for which I sat between Owen and Leo. Halfway through The Dark Knight Rises, Owen began fingering me, so we paused the movie so I could lube up his cock and lower my asshole onto it. I sat on his lap, impaled on his cock, for the rest of the movie. He continued fingering me, and I came SO hard at a really important part of the film that Leo paused it in annoyance and asked us if we wanted to stop and fuck properly. We both apologized and said no, we were done, but Leo actually insisted! He said “Get it out of your system – we’ll all enjoy the movie more if you’re not all horny and anxious for a good fuck.” So Owen bent me over the couch and fucked my ass in front of Leo until he came. Then we finished the movie. Owen went home, and Leo and I had a nice evening together. This morning, I went to work naked but took a tie-sided thong with me as well as my running shoes. I see police cars too often while I’m running – the cops check me out but I guess they know I’m not breaking the law because they never stop me. That would change if they ever saw me naked, I’m certain. So I ran naked in the woods, and wore a thong out on the road, as usual. Then Owen and Leo fucked me, and then I showered with Meredith.
April 28
I’m done with office clothes I think – at least for the summer. Meredith says she’ll warn me if any visitors are expected – and I’ll hide or something when they come round. So today I did the same as yesterday – worked naked but had a thong with me for running. Everyone’s gotten so used to seeing me naked that they don’t even comment on it anymore. That’s kinda sad, really! But ... OMG ... Randy’s totally stalking me. Five or six times in the past week he’s shown up in the kitchen like 30 seconds after I’ve got there. I chat to him, to be nice, and he just stares happily at my boobs and pussy while we talk. Which is fine. Feels kinda like charity. Temp 46 today so I decided to work out in the gym room rather than run. Meredith “helped” me, and Owen fucked / showered with me afterwards.
April 29
Met Randy in the kitchen again – surprise surprise. Told him he should try working out – the ladies love a well-muscled guy, even if he’s short. Then ... he showed up in the gym room at noon! I suppose I asked for that. Owen and I helped him pick a set of dumbbells, then left him to it while we did some assisted stretching. Randy was fascinated, watching us, and then he asked if he could have a go! Owen looked at me, and I shrugged, so Owen invited Randy over and started showing him how to “assist” my stretches! Inevitably, Randy’s hand “slipped” on to my boobs every so often – I told him not to be naughty, but Owen and Meredith just laughed, which undercut my authority a bit! Then Owen had Randy push my thighs back, so I was in THAT position, and Randy’s expression was priceless! Meredith then got in on the act! She said “Push down and outwards, Randy” – and he did! My pussy was just inches below his face! I wouldn’t have necessarily picked Randy as a workout partner, or to have that view of me, but it amused Owen and Meredith, and OMG Randy looked so happy! I said “Okay Randy, that’s enough for today” – and then I went to the shower room with Meredith. Thought about Nathan as the afternoon wore on, but didn’t feel tempted to contact him.
April 30
Warmer today – 62 – ran naked (thong on road) then sex with Leo and Owen, and sex/shower with Meredith as usual. Randy was disappointed not to be able to work out with me – LOL. Meredith told me that Kurt patted her butt yesterday – she was skirtless, of course. I asked her how she felt about that, and she said, “I think he was testing the waters – seeing how I would react.” I said “And how did you react?” She replied, “The last thing I need is another affair to complicate things. I told him to keep his hands to himself.” I said that sounded very sensible, if not very fun.
May 1
Fuck!!! Fuck fuck fuck. Got pulled over by the cops – apparently one of my brake lights isn’t working. But I was naked! As he came towards the car I was hurriedly pulling my thong on, but I had only got one side tied when he got to my window. Hoping it would not be obvious, I lowered my window to talk to him, and he just stared at me in surprise. Then he said, “You’re a little underdressed, ma’am.” I said “Toplessness is legal in this state – and I’m wearing panties” (he didn’t need to know it was a thong). He just nodded, then told me about my brake light. Then he asked for my driver’s license and registration, which he took back to his car. After a couple of very anxious minutes, he brought them back and said “You’re all set – make sure you take care of that light.” I promised I would, and he wished me a nice day. Whew! 58 degrees today and I ran – making sure my thong was securely tied by the time I hit Maple! High-fived Meredith on Ryan Way as we passed each other – she was wearing a sports bra! I knew she’d been reluctant to show her belly – three kids and a lot of years are not kind – but she’s gotten pretty thin and I guess she’s feeling less self-conscious about it. Go Meredith! Met her for a shower afterwards and told her she looked really good out there – she was very happy to hear that!
May 4
Busy weekend – lots of finalization of arrangements for the reception. Flowers, decorations etc. all arranged now. Spent much of Saturday shopping with Mom. In the evening, Owen came over, and he stayed the night (once again in our bed with me – Leo took the couch). In the morning I woke up to find him sliding his cock into my ass – a lovely start to the day! We had some things to get from the mall, so we all went together – and the guys talked me into wearing one of Leo’s undershirts as a dress, with NOTHING on underneath. It’s almost long enough to cover my pussy, but not quite, and it’s certainly not long enough to cover my butt. It is, however, quite stretchy, so by holding it down with my hands I was able to stay decent ... except for the fact that you could totally see my nipples through it! Of course, Leo and Owen amused themselves, and each other, greatly by devising ways of getting me to let go of my “dress”, so that it would pop up and expose my pussy at the most embarrassing times possible! The worst part was when they gave me the shopping bags to carry, and I had to walk all the way back to the car with my pussy and buttocks uncovered! Ran today – 8:38 per mile. Usual sex with the guys and with Meredith.
May 5
8:34 today. Determined to break 8 minutes per mile this summer. Signed up for a 5k on Saturday – this one in Hazelton. Anal sex with Owen afterwards – Leo apparently was “too busy” to come and fuck his fiancée! Meredith didn’t disappoint, though.
May 6
Rain. Worked out with Owen and Randy, who got very naughty during the assisted stretching – kept cupping (and then rubbing) my pussy, and then he stuck a finger in me while I was in THAT position! I told him he was very naughty, but he just giggled and started thrusting it in and out – at Owen’s encouragement! Then he added a second finger! Later, back at my desk, I was IM-ing with Owen, and he asked if he could bring Randy over on Friday night! I said I would think about it. I’ll talk to Leo and see what he thinks.
May 7
Leo liked the idea of Randy coming over on Friday. We both know what it will mean, so if he’s comfortable with that, I guess I don’t mind. Ran today – 8:31 per mile. How did I ever beat 8:30?? Went all out and practically exhausted myself today. I just lay there panting while first Leo, then Owen fucked me. Owen asked for a blowjob while Leo was in me, and I just gasped “Fuck off!”
May 8
72 degrees today!! Bought a bunch of micro-mini things from an online store – they are RIDICULOUSLY skimpy! Can’t wait to run in them. Will probably arrive sometime next week. Today’s run – 8:40 per mile – ugh. I’m just not as quick when it’s warmer. This evening, Owen and Randy came over – I was naked when I greeted them at the door. After a moment’s awkwardness, Leo suggested I take Randy upstairs and “break him in”, so I said “Come on then, Randy”, and I led him upstairs and got into bed with him. He fucked me enthusiastically, and was SO grateful afterwards! Then we went downstairs, and Owen fucked my ass in the living room while Leo and Randy watched. Then we played Catan for a bit. Then I straddled Randy on the couch, and Owen got behind me and entered my ass, and I sucked Leo off while the other two fucked me. Yay! Tripled-teamed! Who needs Nathan??? So now I’m in bed with Owen and Randy, while Leo sleeps in the green bedroom. Owen’s asleep; Randy’s fingering my vagina and asshole simultaneously. He’s like a kid with a new toy. He asked if he could finger me in my sleep and I said sure – he can even fuck me in my sleep if he wants. I’m so tired right now I probably would sleep through it.
May 11
Jesus, Randy’s like a little dynamo! He must’ve fucked me over a dozen times this weekend! Owen went home on Saturday afternoon, but Randy begged to stay, and Leo said he didn’t mind if I didn’t. So Randy stayed – right through this morning! He had me all to himself Saturday and Sunday nights (thanks to Leo’s generosity) and he made the most of it! He wanted to try every orifice and every position. Even when we weren’t fucking, he was following me around, sticking his fingers in me whenever I stopped moving. It might have gotten annoying, but I pretty much just decided that for this weekend, I was going to be Randy’s toy. If he asked me to bend over, I bent over. If he asked me to lie down and spread my legs, I did so. At times, mercifully, he got distracted by something else for a while and I got a break, but considering I’m getting married in less than two weeks, it was a very unproductive weekend! This morning at work he followed me to the kitchen and stuck his fingers in me while I was getting creamer out of the fridge. Later he came by my desk and started feeling my pussy. I let him play for a couple of minutes, but then Dan appeared and I told Randy to scram. After my run, he was there at the end with Leo and Owen! They double-teamed me in several combinations – I refused to do blowjobs though. I was a bit late for my shower with Meredith – when I explained why, she wasn’t amused. She said Randy doesn’t deserve such a privilege. Perhaps not, but as I’ve told her before, I love cock, and Randy’s is perfectly serviceable. In fact it has quite impressive stamina.
May 12
My bachelorette party is all set for Saturday night, apparently. Tori and Jenna have arranged it all. I don’t even know the venue; they’re keeping me in the dark. Today Randy came by my desk for a grope. I let him get a finger in me, but after a minute I told him to get back to his desk and try to keep a lid on it until lunchtime. Jeez, he’s insatiable. Ran 8:26 per mile at lunch – then got double-teamed by Owen and Randy. Leo had a dentist appointment. First Randy took my ass and Owen my vagina, then they swapped. Went inside – Meredith was still working out, so I joined her while Owen showered (he’d been working out before meeting me), and then Meredith and I showered together.
May 13
Ten days to go! Run followed by sex with Leo, Owen and Randy, then chatted and showered with Meredith. She wasn’t in the mood for sex today, which was fine – we did kiss and cuddle a bit though. This evening, Leo surprised me with a meal out at Dancy’s – very nice restaurant! Then when we got home, he presented me with flowers and a beautiful necklace, right before taking me up to bed and giving me a good hard fucking!! Afterwards I asked him what the occasion was, and he said “No occasion – just a reminder that I love you.” I said to him “You DO realise we’re getting married in ten days, and it’s probably not necessary to try quite this hard, right?” Then I got more of an explanation out of him. He’s been concerned that, since he lets other men fulfill my sexual needs, I might possibly have the idea that he’s losing interest, and that he’s unwilling or unable to fulfill those needs himself. And he wants to show that he’s both still passionate about me and capable of being everything I need him to be. I said that was very sweet of him, but I had no fears on either score. Then I wondered if perhaps he was preparing me for news that he wanted to fulfill all of my needs himself in the future. And I said, “Leo, you know, if you want me to give up other men once we’re married, and stay exclusive to you, I’ll be happy to do that.” But he shook his head and said, “No, absolutely not. I’m perfectly happy for you to continue to get as much cock as you desire.” I said, “So you really don’t mind that I’m a slut?” And he grinned and said “I LOVE that you’re a slut. It’s one of my favorite things about you.” Awesome!
May 14
OMG! Meredith ran topless in the woods! And I missed it, damn it! But Leo, Randy and Owen all saw her, just before she put her top back on – apparently they cheered and clapped. I can’t believe she ran in just her panties and shoes! I love that woman! I have her a good tonguing in the shower afterwards. Charlotte’s Bridal emailed me to say the bridesmaids’ dresses are done, so we picked them up after work. They look awesome :) But I’m starting to panic about my own dress!
May 15
Email from Tulle and Chantilly! Dress is on its way. It had better be perfect because there won’t be time for revisions! Went out at lunchtime with Meredith – as soon as she got in the woods, she took off her top! Next time I saw her was on Ryan Way, by which time she had her top on again, but I am SO proud of her. In the shower after my usual triple-teaming, I asked her if she was interested in letting Owen or Randy “assist” her stretching sometime – but she said no. She’s really not the unfaithful type – she’s just very drawn to me. This evening Jenna and Tori took me out clubbing – part 1 of my bachelorette party, I guess – and I got kinda drunk and kinda flirty with this guy who seemed into me. After I started rubbing up against him, he got quite handsy, and when I didn’t discourage him, he got handsier. Pretty soon we were smooching and he had one hand in my thong and the other down the neck of my dress, fondling my boob. From behind me. While other people were watching and pointing. Tori and Jenna tried to pull me away – Tori said “You’re getting married in a week, Bethany!” And I said “Leo wouldn’t mind” – which they know perfectly well. But to prove it, I texted him and said “Leo, I’m with a cute guy – what’s okay...?” He replied immediately, fortunately – he said “Whatever you’re in the mood for – have fun!” I showed this to Tori and Jenna, and they said “Okay Bethany, it’s your wedding – do what you like.” So I said to the guy – Brandon – “Wanna get out of here?” And he said “Sure!” Before we left, Tori took a photo of Brandon’s driver’s license, and then they wished me luck. Brandon brought me back to his place and gave me a seriously good fucking. He wants me to stay the night, and I’m about ready to fall asleep at this point, so I’ve agreed. I just texted Leo to say I’ll be home in the morning.
May 18
Saturday morning I woke up at Brandon’s ... or rather, Brandon’s and Jesse’s and Luke’s, as I discovered when I walked naked out of Brandon’s room, looking for the bathroom, and found Jesse and Luke watching TV! Oh – first I checked my text in a guilty panic, worried about Leo’s reaction to me spending the night away from home ... but his response was “No problem – have fun – love you!” Anyway, the three lads are college students – Brandon’s only 21 – yikes! Jesse and Luke were VERY pleased to see me – LOL. Luke invited me to have some breakfast with them – which I did, still naked. Then I said I should really be getting home, and then – feeling horny and super naughty – I asked if anyone wanted to come inside me before I left. Turns out all three of them did – oh my! Jesse took some heat from the others about this – apparently he has a steady girlfriend – but he said there was no way he was going to pass up an offer like this! So they took it in turns to fuck me. Brandon fetched some lube, and at my suggestion he fucked my ass while Jesse fucked my vagina. Then Brandon came in my ass, and Luke took his place. Then Jesse came in my vagina, pulled out, and Luke swapped to my vagina before he finally came too. I thanked all three of them with long kisses, then I got dressed, and Brandon drove me home. Leo seemed a little down, and I thought I knew why, so I apologized for staying out all night. He said it was fine, but I told him it wasn’t really, and I wouldn’t do it again. I love that he’s okay with me being a slut, but I have to put him first or it won’t work. So I had a bath and then jumped into bed with Leo, so he could reclaim me as his, or something like that. In the evening, Tori and Jenna picked me up, and we went to a club for my bachelorette party. My mom and Leo’s mom were there, so it was never going to get too crazy, but there WAS a very nice stripper there who flirted outrageously with me. There was no licking of whipped cream off cock, disappointingly – it was really quite tame. I did get a nice new dildo out of it. I got pretty drunk towards the end, though, and I told Tori, rather loudly, that I needed cock. She said “Okay, time to get the bride-to-be home, I think!” Everyone cheered and clapped, and Tori and Jenna led me out. I thought they were taking me home, but no! They had a plan, apparently. I found myself being taken to Jon and Meredith’s house. Jon wasn’t there – he’d gone to a movie with Leo! So I had a couple of VERY nice hours with Meredith! Then, when Leo gave them a heads-up that he and Jon were heading back, Jenna and Tori took me home, and I went to bed. Leo got home soon after, and we had a nice cuddle as I fell asleep. Sunday was pretty uneventful. Today I ran, had sex with my guys, showered with Meredith as usual.
May 19
A year to the day since I started my running diary! Wow – so much has changed since then! I celebrated the occasion by not putting on a stitch of clothing this morning, and bringing only my running shoes to work. My run at lunch was good – lots of honking, no cops, managed 8:28 per mile – and then I got my usual fucking afterwards. Then sex and shower with Meredith, who ran her run entirely topless today!! That woman ROCKS! And then, after her shower, she went back to her office in nothing but her panties! I love her!
May 20
OMG – Meredith and I are not the only ones flouting the dress code! Little Mary-Jo from accounts came into the kitchen this morning in just a bra and panties! I laughed and clapped when I saw her, and I said “Looking good, MJ!” She smiled and thanked me, then she said she just wanted to give it a try, since Meredith and I seem to be getting away with it, and she’s lost some weight recently and is feeling pretty good about herself. I told her I know how that feels! It’s nice to show off a bit. I asked if she fancies running the trail, but she declined – she’s got her own regimen over at Planet Fitness. It was raining today, so I worked out in the gym room with Owen and Randy – and both of them fucked me while Meredith kept lookout. Randy announced loudly (as he was climaxing) that he was going to make a baby in me, which totally made me giggle.
May 21
Two days to go, and still no fucking dress!! What the heck will I do if it doesn’t arrive in time????? Wore a thong for my run today – don’t want to risk getting arrested right before my wedding! Good thing too – I was passed by a state trooper! He swung around up ahead of me and came to a stop on my side of the road. I stopped running and waited for him to get out. When he did, he asked me why I was wearing so little. I told him I enjoy running like this. I told him I wasn’t breaking the law, and he admitted I wasn’t, but he said I might cause an accident. I replied that people not watching the road might cause accidents, but I wasn’t responsible for drivers’ inattention. I then said that I am frequently harassed by passing drivers, and I asked him if he thought I was “asking for it”. He replied that no, he wouldn’t say that, and then he bid me a good day, got back in his car, and drove off. And the guy fucked up my time, too. Told Leo about it when I finished my run and he said I handled it well. Then Randy and Owen double-teamed me while Leo took photos and video. Then I went in and had sex with Meredith, who told me she would have a surprise for me tomorrow. I can’t wait!
May 22
Last day before the wedding! Threw caution to the wind and came to work with no clothes at all with me – not even running shoes. At lunchtime there was a little gathering in the kitchen – well, half the office was in there, it was very cramped! – and Meredith (who was naked but for a pair of panties!!) presented me and Leo with a beautiful set of tableware as a wedding present from the company. She also said some nice words about the two of us, and described me as the company’s “nakedest employee”. I said it looked like I wouldn’t hold that title for long (MJ was also there in only her panties – and my GOD that woman has nice boobs!) Everyone was very nice. Leo and I left early so we could get to our wedding rehearsal (and we had to swing by the house so I could get dressed first – and MY DRESS WAS WAITING FOR US!!!). The rehearsal went fine (though Owen was late – that bodes well for tomorrow!) and afterwards we all went out to dinner – Vinnie’s treat. Mom and Vinnie got along great with Ren and Miko, Tori flirted with Owen (she KNOWS he’s fucking me, but whatever). It was fun. Afterwards Mom and Vinnie brought me home (they’re sleeping here tonight) and Leo went out for his bachelor party. Afterwards, he’s sleeping over at Owen’s apartment. Why? Tradition, he said. Pointless, IMHO, but whatever, it’s just one night. I hope he’s having a fun bachelor party. And I kinda hope he fucks some random girl. Unlikely – he’s just not interested in having sex with anyone but me ... which is weird and amazing and gratifying and all that – but it would make me feel better if he did. Just tried on my dress – it’s perfect. Whew!!!!
May 23
What. A. Day. What a wedding! Spent the morning getting hair and makeup done (by Mom, who’s a genius at that stuff), and modelling my dress – which kinda scandalized Mom, though she held her comments back, for the most part. Tori and Jenna thought I was insane for wearing such a revealing dress, but they were nice and supportive about it in front of Mom. I guess my dress helped them feel more comfortable with their own dresses, which barely covered their butts. That wasn’t sexy enough for me, of course – I wanted to show off my panties! And they are awesome panties – white, but TOTALLY see-through at front and back, with frilly edges. Wedding ceremony went great – Leo stumbled over his vows a bit, but recovered well ... OMG I can’t believe I’m actually married! Again. I’m officially Mrs. Shimura! Afterwards we had photos – I can’t wait to see how my outfit looks – I’m sure it was the raciest wedding photo shoot the photographer’s ever done! Then we were off to the reception. I had this dress I was supposed to be changing into, but I was on such a high I decided to stay in my wedding dress! That meant, of course, that a bunch of guests who had no idea I’d be dressed skimpily were treated to my visible boobs and pussy. Oops! But I didn’t care if I ruffled some feathers. Leo made a wonderful speech – said lots of nice things – kinda glossed over my promiscuity but described me as a “woman who loves life”. And I do, I really do. Owen did a pretty good speech too – was nice enough not to mention we are lovers! I danced with Leo, then with his dad, then with Jaden – really oops! – he’s only ten!!! – poor little lad didn’t know where to look. I mingled, I chatted, and the only negative comments about my dress came from my dad (fuck him, really) and from Rhea, who understandably was concerned about the effect on Jaden’s young psyche. I did apologize to Rhea, at least. Jaden will be turning 11 while we’re away – shit – too late to buy him a present now. Maybe I’ll mail him something from Paris. Anyway, I behaved myself in front of the guests, mostly. Then we said our goodbyes, and set off for home – got to catch an early flight tomorrow. Owen, who’s driving us to the airport, came with us, and he couldn’t resist bringing Randy along too! So – wedding night – Leo was in the shower prior to coming to bed, when Randy walked in stark naked and climbed into bed with me! I told him to go away, but he was quite insistent, and there was something deliciously perverse about letting him be the first to fuck the bride. So I made a show of resisting, but he was soon inside me and thrusting away. He took his time – had me in several positions ... he switched to my ass, then back to my vagina ... and he was doing me doggy-style when Leo walked in and said “God, Bethany, I can’t leave you alone for ten minutes!” Then Randy turned me over, re-entered me, and fucked me missionary until he came. Then Leo called Owen in! He said, “Owen, fancy fucking my bride? Apparently I don’t get to be the first, and I suppose I might as well be the third as the second.” Owen didn’t have to be asked twice, of course, so he was soon fucking my ass. And I was still wearing my wedding dress! Unusually, Owen decided to switch to my vagina before coming, so Leo, when he got his turn, was sloshing around in sloppy thirds. Sorry Leo! He didn’t seem to mind though! Early start tomorrow – got to get some sleep now.
June 8
Back from honeymoon! Had an amazing time in France. Loved Paris, but the South was wonderful too. Had sex with a lot of local men – OMG. Once they discovered Leo wasn’t going to make a fuss, they were all over me! Got to see the real Carcassonne – very cool. The Alps were beautiful but we didn’t stop there long enough to explore them – would like to do that on a future trip. Leo had a blast – his appetite for exploring historical locations and Roman remains is greater than mine so, while I did do a little bit of that, sometimes he would leave me in the company of a couple of studly Frenchmen, who would be more than happy to entertain me for a few hours! They always loved the fact that I was on my honeymoon – LOL! Anyway, first day back, and the weather’s gorgeous – 70 degrees and barely a cloud in the sky. Had a nice run, but slow – just 8:46 per mile – after which Owen and Randy welcomed me home in predictable fashion. While they were double-teaming me, however, who should come running along but new girl Andrea Barr! In nothing but running shoes and panties! All of us just froze in shock – Andrea had a hand over her mouth – her eyes were like saucers. I said “Shit – Andrea – I’m so sorry – I didn’t even know you ran! I don’t suppose you can keep a secret, can you...?” Then she said, “Well sure ... but didn’t you just get married?” I replied “Yes, but Leo doesn’t mind me doing this – feel free to talk to him about it.” And she said “Okay – wow.” Then I asked her how long she’d been running, and she said “A week. I heard about you and Meredith, and thought it sounded like fun.” And I said “Cool! How far do you run?” And we started chatting about routes and running times, while I still had two cocks buried in me! Randy started thrusting again, and Andrea said “Well I’ll leave you to it – sorry for interrupting!” And she headed inside. I hope she’ll be cool about it. After reacquainting myself with Owen’s and Randy’s cocks, I went in and reacquainted myself with Meredith’s pussy in the shower.
June 9
So, I chatted some more with Andie this morning, and I’ve decided I like her a lot. She’s a singer! Used to be in a band called Pipsqueak, doing songs in a style she calls neo-classical rock. Didn’t pay the bills, though, and didn’t last long. She’s married to an entrepreneur who is currently selling energy efficient appliances to businesses. She’s a bit younger than me (28) but we seem to be getting along really well! I suggested running together at lunch – I might have to run slower than usual, but she’s thin – I’m sure it won’t take her long to reach my level, assuming she’s not there already. Today, she had stuff to do at lunch, but she liked the idea and wants to run with me tomorrow. So I ran alone today, got a better time (8:37 per mile) and had my usual sex afterwards (Leo joined us today).
June 10
So Andie joined me for today’s run! It was fun. She’s not up to running 5ks yet, so we did my route until we got to Ryan Way, then we took the paved path to the overlook, and came back along the pond. Worked out to just over 2 miles. Andie did fine – we’ll have her up to 5k in no time. And she looks kinda hot, running in just panties and shoes! I must admit I felt a little embarrassed at the end, seeing my little gathering of lovers waiting for me. Obviously Andie knew why they were there. But all she said was “Have fun!” as she headed inside. Later on while IM-ing with her I asked her what she thought of my slutty behavior. I invited her to be honest! She replied “We all seek happiness in different ways. Your path isn’t for me, but I wouldn’t judge you for it.” Which I thought was quite well put, and diplomatically!
June 11
78 degrees – getting pretty warm for a run, even naked! Ran with Andie again – she’s very amused by how I can put on a tie-sided thong without slowing down – LOL! Lots of practice! We did two miles again, but Andie’s agreed to try the 5k tomorrow. I told her the trick is to set a slow pace to begin with, until you get a feel for what you can sustain over that distance. After the run, Andie went inside while I got my daily fucking from Owen and Randy. Leo seemed content just to watch. Chatted and made out with Meredith in the shower.
June 12
Going to host gaming night tomorrow! Looking forward to that – and to wearing something supremely naughty for the occasion! Today Andie and I ran my full route – and she did pretty well! I let her set the pace – averaged 10:07 per mile. Way better than my early 5k runs! Of course, she isn’t lugging around the extra weight that I was. Run followed by sex with Leo, Owen and Randy ... and then Meredith.
June 15
Gaming night was ... interesting! Present were Owen, Gene and Rhonda, Sasha and David, Harvey, Phil, Xander, Leo, and myself. We played Cards Against Humanity – I was in a negligee and see-through panties – but with so many people in the room (and no AC) it got very warm, and at last I thought “fuck it” and took off the negligee. I kinda expected an outraged reaction ... but I guess I was forgetting that these people had all been to our wedding! Sasha rolled her eyes in disapproval, and Rhonda looked a little taken aback, but the rest all looked either amused or aroused! After the game, Sasha and David left, we played a couple of games of Tsuro, then Gene, Rhonda, and Xander left. Harvey and Phil looked like they were enjoying my outfit, so for the next game (Small World) I took my panties off, and flirted shamelessly with Phil, who’s kinda chubby but not bad looking. He was in heaven! At first he behaved himself, but then, taking his cue I guess from Owen, he grabbed my boob as I was leaning over him. I giggled and said “Phil, you naughty man!” Of course, things escalated quickly from there. Phil got bolder, Harvey joined in, Owen started openly finger-fucking me ... then he suggested Phil have a go! Which he did. Then Owen fucked my ass, and while I was still bent over the table, he encouraged Phil to fuck my vagina ... which Phil did. And then so did Harvey. Then Phil and Harvey thanked me and Leo, and left, and then I got a nice double-teaming from Owen and Leo. Then they stayed up and played Street Fighter while I went to bed. Sunday was hot so we went to the lake – too many kids there though – couldn’t get too naughty. I did wear a bra and panties though instead of a bikini – and they were pretty sheer. Went to a convenience store afterwards – still in the bra and panties! Very fun. Ran again with Andie today – and we broke 10 minutes! 9:54 per mile. Meredith’s off this week so I showered with Owen and Randy – that was fun!
June 16
I now weigh 144 lbs. Compared to this time last year, I am looking AWESOME! The only clothing I’ve worn yesterday and today has been my running shoes, and a thong while running on the road. Still wearing my tie-sided thongs rather than the micro-thongs, since I haven’t figured out how I’m going to put those on without breaking stride. What I really need is a tie-sided micro-thong ... but I haven’t found such a thing. Andie wore a thong for our run today – super sexy! I said she was looking hot, and semi-jokingly asked her if she wanted to shower with me. She declined. I don’t get even a hint of a gay vibe off her, unfortunately. I know she fancies Jeff. She’s too principled to do anything about that though. In other news, Leo’s been headhunted! Kind of. His old boss wants him to go and interview for a team lead position at General Mills. Seems like a big deal, and Leo’s tempted.
June 17
Raining today, so I suggested a workout to Andie. She agreed, and we got started ... but then of course Owen and Randy came in, wanting to do some assisted stretching. Andie was curious, but wary – I had Owen demonstrate on me, but I asked him to keep it fairly clean. He did subtly grope me a couple times – don’t think Andie noticed. I then offered her Owen’s services, but she declined.
June 18
Good run today – Andie and I managed 9:26 per mile, and in 80 degree heat! Great job Andie. A few more runs and we’ll be breaking 9 minutes I’m sure.
June 19
Andie stayed to watch me getting double-teamed by Owen and Randy today! I’ve been telling her she’s welcome to watch, but until today I figured she just wasn’t interested in doing so. But today, she watched ... and masturbated! Just stuck her hand in her panties and started rubbing away! It was so sexy to watch! Afterwards, I practically begged her to shower with me, but she still declined. Damn! What’s a girl to do?
June 22
Meredith’s back – woohoo! Ran with Andie, had sex with just Randy afterwards (Owen had an errand to run). Showered with Meredith. Leo took the afternoon off for a job interview at General Mills. He thinks it went well.
June 23
Andie was out sick today so I ran alone. Nice to be able to let loose and really go for it, but my time wasn’t that great – 8:29 per mile. Guess I’m out of practice! Owen and Randy gave me a nice fucking at the end.
June 24
Visitors! Shit. Meredith gave me a heads-up when I arrived, but they caught me by surprise nonetheless – I had to hide under my desk when they came down our aisle! Close call! Andie was back today but not 100% so didn’t run – I ran with Meredith instead since she’s now doing 5ks. It was pretty slow, but it was nice to have company. Leo, Owen and Randy all fucked me afterwards.
June 25
OMG! Randy fucked me IN MY CUBE this morning! The man’s crazy! He came over and started playing with my boobs, as he often does, then he put his hand between my legs and rubbed my pussy for a while – again, a common occurrence – but then he asked me to stand up and bend over my desk! I hesitated, and he said “Don’t worry, I’ll see anyone coming from miles away.” So I did as he asked ... and next thing I knew, he was shoving his cock in me! And he fucked me for at least two minutes before he came. I had to sit on a wad of tissues for half an hour after that! But what a rush! To be fucked in my cubicle at work – surrounded by co-workers – yummy! It was SO hard to keep silent though! Turned out he had a half day today and wasn’t going to be there for our post-run fuck, so just Leo and Owen fucked me after my run – while Andie watched and masturbated! She even pulled her panties down a bit so Owen and Leo could see her pussy!
June 26
Leo had his second interview this morning. Sounds like they like him! If he gets this job, I’ll miss him at work, obviously, but it will be a nice bump in pay, and of course I’ll still have Owen and Randy and Meredith to keep me company. OMG – lunchtime, though ... Andie took off her panties completely to masturbate, and then, while Leo was fucking me, she said, “Hey Bethany, would you be willing to share some of that cock?” I was astonished, but I said “Sure! Owen, would you mind giving Andie a nice fucking?” He didn’t need to be asked twice! He started fucking Andie missionary style, and they kissed – wow! It looked REALLY passionate! I’m going to lose Owen to that girl if I’m not careful! Later I messaged her saying “Things not going well at home...?” She replied “No – Marty’s being an ass.” And then she started telling me all about her finances and how Marty’s business is failing – OMG – the guy sounds completely irresponsible. And unpleasantly aggressive when criticized. I told Andie it sounded like he didn’t deserve her, and she wholeheartedly agreed!
June 29
Hosted gaming night on Saturday. Sasha and David didn’t come (not because of me, Sasha assures me – I told her I’d wear a burka if it would change her mind), but the rest of the gang was there. I wore a pair of panties and nothing else ... and after Helen, Gene and Rhonda left, the panties came off and soon I was being double and triple teamed! Wonderful evening! Owen and Randy stayed the night – in bed with me while Leo took the green bedroom. This morning Leo heard back from Arnie at General Mills – he’s got the job! He immediately handed in his two weeks notice here. Wow – this is happening very quickly! Ran at lunch with Andie, and this time she pulled her panties off as soon as we finished, collapsed on the blanket on her knees and elbows, and said “Who wants me?” Fuck!! She’s getting as bad as I am! Anyway, Randy jumped in first, and Owen settled for fucking my ass ... and then they swapped over! Randy fucked my ass for a bit (he’s developing a taste for that) then he pulled out and came in my vagina. Then Leo took over and also came in my vagina. Owen stuck with Andie’s ass until he came. I was a bit worried about Andie – she didn’t seem to be enjoying herself all that much – and I messaged her later when we were back at our desks. She said she was fine, but feeling uncomfortable about cheating on Marty. She’s thinking of leaving him – OMG! – but she doesn’t have much of an exit strategy. All her family is in PA, and she doesn’t have many friends here yet. I told her she’s welcome to come and stay with us for while – a bit presumptuous, but I hoped Leo wouldn’t mind – and I checked afterwards, and he doesn’t. Andie thanked me and said she’d think about it.
June 30
Jesus, Randy’s getting reckless! He fucked me in my cube this morning again, while Ronnie was working in the next cube, just five feet away! If he had stood up, or even turned around...! Then he switched to my ass, came inside me, and pulled out just as Dan was coming down the aisle! I quickly sat down as Randy put his cock away – fortunately Dan didn’t seem to have noticed anything. Lunchtime, Andie and I ran – wasn’t too hot (67) and we got our best shared time yet – 8:48 per mile! Then we lay down on our backs on the blanket, and Owen mounted Andie while Randy mounted me. (Leo was busy writing up procedures in preparation for his departure.) Afterwards I showered with Meredith, and she gave me a wonderful orgasm by means of her tongue – lovely!
July 1
Andie was very upset this morning. She made a last-ditch effort to get Marty to abandon his crazy plan of getting a business loan to buy a dilapidated store (he’s hoping to renovate it and turn it into a “product testing facility” to rent out to small businesses – I mean what???) Andie told him he was going to get them in debt up to their eyeballs, and he went on a rant about how she was supposed to be supporting him and not trying to tear him down all the time. Then he started blaming her for everything that had gone wrong with his previous ventures. I told Andie she should leave the fucker and come and stay with us, but she just shook her head and sighed. She told me I was very lucky to have a man like Leo, and I agreed. At lunchtime she went for a drive – she said she wanted some time to think – so I ran alone. 8:25 per mile. Sex with Randy and Owen afterwards (today they both came in my ass), then shower with Meredith.
July 2
Seems to be an uneasy truce in the Barr household. Marty has agreed not to make any rash decisions until they’ve talked to a marriage counsellor. Their first appointment is tomorrow. Andie’s going to stop having sex with Owen and Randy – what a shame! But I understand. I wish her well and hope their counsellor can get Marty to see reason. Hot today – 82 – 8:42 per mile – ugh. Got a nice fucking from all three of my guys. Missionary, vagina, Owen, then Randy, then Leo – I didn’t have to do anything but keep my legs open! It was nice.
July 3
OMG – Marty stormed out of his and Andie’s first meeting with their marriage counsellor! Not a good sign! He apologized afterwards, and has agreed to try again next week. I forgot to bring a thong today, so at lunchtime I had to do my entire run naked. No cops, luckily! Leo and Owen fucked me at lunch; Randy had a meeting. Later, he came to my cube and fucked me there – and Ronnie stood up and turned around to ask me a question! He just stopped dead and stared at me, and said “Whoa!” Randy paused, not sure what to do ... but then he started fucking my ass again, real slowly, and Ronnie just watched with his eyes nearly popping out of his head! Randy even pulled my butt cheeks apart and turned my ass slightly so Ronnie could see his cock thrust in and out of my anus. So depraved! I hope Ronnie doesn’t talk though!
July 6
Wow, what a weekend! Friday night, Owen and Randy came over. Had some nice sex, then a movie (The Quiet Earth). At about ten o’clock, I’d just lowered myself on to Owen’s cock again, when the doorbell rang. The guys thought it would be amusing to send me to the door naked, so I went ... and it was Andie! With bags! I ushered her inside, and Leo and I sent the boys home so we could focus on Andie’s needs. I put a top and panties on, so she wouldn’t feel awkward, and we sat down while she poured everything out. She had had a fight with Marty, and it had gone REALLY bad. Like, violent bad. He actually slapped her face – fucker!!! She screamed at him that she was going to leave him, and he said “Fine! Fuck off! You’re dragging me down anyway!” So she packed a couple of bags, and left. Unfortunately she forgot her phone, otherwise she’d have given us a heads-up before turning up on our doorstep! But it’s fine – we’re happy to have her. We set her up in the pink bedroom. On Saturday we went over to her house with her, to fetch her phone and some other things. Marty tried to refuse us entry, but Leo talked him into letting us in (he was BRILLIANT). Spent the rest of the weekend just being as welcoming and supportive as we could. Saturday night we sat out on the deck and watched the fireworks. I stayed dressed, out of respect, until on Sunday morning she asked me if I was wearing clothes for her sake. I said well kind of, and she told me not to be so silly. So I stripped naked. I didn’t expect her to run with me today, but she did ... and she had sex with Owen and Randy afterwards! As did I, of course.
July 7
Ran alone today – Andie met with a divorce lawyer! Said it went well. Randy fucked me after my run, and later on at my desk again ... and Ronnie leaned over the partition to watch! Once again Randy gave him a very explicit show. At home this evening, Andie told me about another bone of contention between her and Marty: she’s been desperate to have a baby, but Marty has kept making excuses to delay it. Sounds like she was hoping it would make him settle down and take some responsibility ... and he was afraid it would. But whatever – she doesn’t want to be raising a child around a guy who hits his wife.
July 8
OMG! Okay, so Randy’s got me well trained – when he came into my cube this morning, I kicked my chair out of the way, raised my ass in the air, spread my feet apart, and rested my elbows on my desk. Never mind that I was chatting with Ronnie at the time! Randy lubed me up and started fucking me ... then he invited Ronnie to come over and feel my boobs! Which Ronnie did! Then Carly came over to see what was going on! Oh my god – this was getting so ridiculous, but I was enjoying Randy’s cock in my ass too much to stop it. Anyway Carly said “What the hell – you guys are crazy!! Bethany – what about Leo?” I told her Leo doesn’t mind, and begged her not to tell Dan. She said “I wouldn’t dream of it! But you’re going to get yourself into trouble anyway if you carry on like this!” Ronnie got skittish and went back to his desk; Randy finished in my ass and went away, and I sat back down. So far, so good! At lunchtime Andie and I ran together, and Owen and Randy fucked us both. Leo was there too, but he only fucked me. I wouldn’t mind if he fucked Andie too, but I think he’s only interested in me. Which is sweet, but weird – she’s gorgeous! And I suspect she’s into him, a bit. Just a hunch.
July 9
Randy fucked me in my cube again this morning – but not before inviting Ronnie to lube me up first! So I had Ronnie’s 60-year-old fingers rubbing all over my pussy and anus – awesome. He stuck a finger into my vagina, too. At lunchtime Andie and I ran again, and had some nice sex afterwards. Andie wanted to try being double-teamed, and naturally Owen and Randy were happy to oblige! I wanted to suggest that Leo stick his cock in her mouth, for the triple, but I was afraid he might refuse, and that would be awkward. I think maybe Andie wanted it though – she kept glancing up at Leo. At home, I had a heart-to-heart with Andie. I asked her if she wanted to have sex with Leo, and she said it would be a terrible idea! It seems she’s getting quite fond of him – she loves how close we are and how we interact together, and I think it really impressed her how he handled Marty – and she’s afraid she’ll fall in love with Leo as a rebound thing. And having sex with him would only make that more likely. Which I can understand – and what if Leo fell in love with her too???
July 10
OMFG – this morning Randy fucking MESSAGED Ronnie saying he was about to come over for his fuck, and could Ronnie please “lube her up for me?” Holy shit!! He had apparently left his tube of lube in Ronnie’s cube yesterday! So Ronnie asked me if I would mind ... and I was torn between outrage and admiration at Randy’s gall. But the latter won out, as Randy no doubt assumed it would, and I raised my ass for Ronnie to finger. And he did – for at least two minutes! He had three fingers in my vagina at one point. Then Randy came over, stuck his cock in my anus, and fucked me until he came. Jeez – Owen and Randy seem to love my ass so much ... my vagina doesn’t get nearly as much action! I suppose I should be grateful for Ronnie’s fingers, LOL! At lunchtime I ran with Andie, and somehow Randy had the stamina to fuck us both afterwards! So did Owen – Leo was swamped with loose ends to tie up before he leaves. Can’t believe this was his last day! Feeling quite sad about that :(
July 13
Another crazy weekend! Owen and Randy came over on Friday night – Andie insisted it would be fine – and we all watched a couple of Miyazaki films (Leo’s a big fan). In between them, Andie and I both got a nice fucking from Owen and Randy, and when we went to bed, Owen slept in Andie’s room, leaving me with Randy! In the morning, Andie and I had a chat in the kitchen. She was shocked to hear that Leo spent the night alone, and I assured her that he didn’t mind. But it bothered her, even so, and I eventually said, “I really would love it if you two would sleep together, you know.” That shocked her even more, I think! But I’d been thinking about it for a while, and the more I thought, the more I realized that I was actually feeling quite excited at the idea. It’s not just that I felt Leo deserved to fuck another woman after all the men I’ve fucked ... I’m actually kind of in love with the idea of Leo and Andie falling in love! I know that sounds crazy, but I was so aroused by the thought of her seducing him! I knew he was interested, to a certain degree at least – she was naked for much of Friday evening, and he was definitely checking her out. So on Saturday evening, after we’d all spent the day at the beach together, I was trying to figure out how I could get them together. Fortunately, Andie helped me out by getting naked when I did – she didn’t seem to mind being naked in front of him, at least! And Leo was clearly getting aroused, though he tried to hide it. After we all went to bed, I said to Leo, “I’m worried Andie’s maybe lonely, in bed all by herself. She’s not used to sleeping alone, and she’s just lost her life partner.” Leo said “Quite possibly – poor girl” ... and then I said, “Do you think you could go and keep her company for a while?” And he replied “Keep her company ... how?” Then I said “Climb into bed with her ... cuddle her ... she’ll appreciate that.” He said, “What if, you know ... something happens...?” And I said, “If it does, you have my blessing. And don’t hold back on my account – I’ll be very happy if the two of you sleep together. I don’t mind spending a night on my own.” Leo said nothing for a while, then he said, “Are you sure about this, Bethany?” And I replied “I’m absolutely certain. I want this ... for both of you.” So he climbed out of bed, and went to Andie’s room! I listened anxiously for a while – they talked and talked for ages ... and then I heard the unmistakable sounds of sex, and I almost squealed in excitement! I masturbated to the sounds, and then went to sleep. In the morning I got up early and went into Andie’s room as soon as I heard them stir. They seemed a little embarrassed, but I assured them I was thrilled that they had slept together. And I told them they could have as much sex as they wanted together. Andie seemed happy to hear this, but she said she was afraid of spoiling the good thing that Leo and I have. I asked Leo if he was worried that his feelings for me would diminish because of starting a relationship with Andie, and he said absolutely not. And I said “I love you both, and I am very happy at the thought of you loving each other.” We had a group hug, and Andie started crying! Leo held her, and kissed her, and I watched, fascinated to see my husband kissing another woman. Andie responded enthusiastically, and Leo’s hand found her breast... I was hoping they would go further, but Andie broke away guiltily and said “Sorry.” I told her not to be silly – if they wanted to have sex, they should go ahead! I then said I would be happy to leave if they were uncomfortable with me being there, but that I would love to watch if they didn’t mind. Leo asked Andie if she minded ... and Andie said “Well Bethany, we’ve watched each other having sex plenty of times now – it wouldn’t seem fair to kick you out now, when you’re the one who’s brought us together.” She didn’t seem entirely happy, though, so I said “You know what? I’ll give you some privacy. Your relationship is only just beginning – you don’t need a spectator.” I kissed them both (cheek only for Andie) and left the room. Soon after, I heard them having sex again. When they came down to breakfast, Andie hugged me and said “You’re amazing – thank you.” Which was a nice surprise! The rest of the day was spent at home, relaxing, watching movies, playing games, and talking. By mid-afternoon, Andie was clearly feeling more comfortable being intimate with Leo in front of me, because she said suddenly, “Leo, I could really use a fuck.” We were in the living room. She lay on her back on the couch, and spread her legs. Then she said – OMG – “Bethany, would you mind lubing us up?” I said “I’ll be happy to!” and I ran to fetch the nearest tube. When I came back, I liberally smeared it all over her pussy – what fun!!! – and then I lubed up Leo’s cock once he’d taken off his underwear. So perverse! Then, as Leo lay down on top of Andie, I actually guided his cock into her vagina!! Then I watched as they had sex – and OMG – it was some of the most beautiful, tender, loving sex I’ve ever seen. I was quite envious, really! But not enough to spoil my enjoyment of the wonderful scene. It’s so obvious that Andie’s in love with Leo – and that Leo’s falling for Andie. I know I ought to be worried about them wanting to be together without me ... but somehow I’m just not. After Leo came inside Andie, she reached out to me and said “Come here, Bethany – I want to give you a present.” I came close, and she pulled me into a kiss! It was lovely – lasted quite a while, very tender, some tongue but not too much. She didn’t need to remind me afterwards that she doesn’t have a gay bone in her body – it was, like she said, a present. It was strange and awesome that I was kissing another woman while my husband’s penis was still inside her! Sunday night, I offered to let them have the master bedroom while I slept in Andie’s room, but Andie wouldn’t hear of it. Then Leo said, “We have a king-sized bed – there’s plenty of room for three. Why don’t we all sleep together? Both Andie and I thought that was a great idea, so that’s what we did! Leo was in the middle, of course. He fucked me for a bit, while Andie watched and masturbated, then he fucked Andie, and (at my insistence) came inside her. Which brings us to today! As if things couldn’t get any crazier ... at ten o’clock, Ronnie appeared in my cube with his tube of lube. I smirked and said, “That time already?” I presented my ass for lubrication, and Ronnie got to work with his fingers. Soon he was literally just finger-fucking me, but I didn’t mind. Then ... without so much as a warning ... he was ACTUALLY FUCKING ME!! I said, “Jesus, Ronnie!” but I didn’t stop him. He had a pretty good hold of my hips at this point, and he was fucking me with surprising energy for a guy his age! So I just let him carry on, and soon enough, he came inside me. He thanked me and went back to his desk, and I wadded up some tissues and sat down. Then I messaged Randy saying “What happened? Are you coming over or what?” He replied “?” And then I suddenly realized... I stood up and said to Ronnie, “Randy never even asked you to lube me up, did he?” And Ronnie grinned sheepishly and said “Uh-oh – busted!” I laughed and said “You old scoundrel!” So I guess now Ronnie’s fucking me too. I don’t mind – he lost his wife a couple years back, so I’m sure he’s lonely. He lives with his dad, I believe, but that can’t be much fun! Lunchtime, I ran with Andie. Owen and Randy fucked me afterwards, but Andie didn’t join in. I suspect she wants to be exclusive to Leo now ... which is fine, as long as she doesn’t start resenting me. We’ll see. Fuck, that was a long diary entry!
July 14
Work is weird without Leo. At least I have Randy and Owen and Meredith ... and now Ronnie, LOL. This morning Ronnie sent me a meeting invitation titled “Team Strategy Discussion”, scheduled for 10:30 in the smallest and most secluded conference room in the building. I guessed his plan, but played innocent as I showed up to the “meeting” with laptop in hand. He closed the door and said “Lay down on the table.” I didn’t need elaboration – I lay back on the table with my pussy at the edge and my legs spread wide. He pulled out his cock, lubed us both up, and fucked me with all the gusto he could muster. After he’d come in me, he asked if he could have a kiss. I thought “Why the heck not?” So I gave him a deep and sloppy kiss. EWWW! He tasted terrible! I didn’t want to hurt his feelings, so I endured it for as long as I could – long enough to seem like I was enjoying it, at least, and then some. Then I patted his shoulder and said we should probably get back to work. At lunch I ran with Andie, got fucked by Randy and Owen. Again Andie declined to join in. Later in the afternoon, Randy came and fucked me in my cube. Of course, first he got Ronnie to finger me, and then he had me give Ronnie a blowjob while he fucked my ass. IN MY CUBE! So lucky that nobody came down the aisle! I don’t know how much longer our luck can hold out though. In the evening, Andie and Leo did a lot of kissing and snuggling – which I encouraged – and then I let them have sex in privacy before I joined them in bed. Leo was inclined to try to satisfy me as well, but I told him not to be silly. I had the day’s events to write up anyway.
July 15
I hadn’t been sitting at my desk five minutes when a pair of arthritic hands sneaked around my chest from behind me, and grabbed my boobs. I said “Hi Ronnie”. He then said “Let me lube you up then”, and I stood up and bent over the desk. He throughly lubed my pussy and ass, and then he sank his cock into my vagina. After a while he decided to give my ass a try, but at first there was too much resistance and he couldn’t get it in before it wilted. I was patient, and let him try again and again. Finally he got in, and he fucked my ass for about a minute before he came. An hour later, Randy came over and started to do the same. But Randy was not quite so lucky: while he was banging away, he suddenly said “Oh shit!” then he pulled out and put his cock away. I reacted instinctively, sitting back in my chair and putting my hands on my keyboard. Then I looked up, to see Dan coming down the aisle. He looked suspiciously at Randy, then he said “Got a minute, Bethany?” I said “Sure”, and then to Randy, “Catch up with you at lunch.” We got away with it, but it was close! Dan just wanted an update on my personal goals; he didn’t comment on Randy. At lunchtime I ran with Andie; today she was wearing a very flimsy thong and she looked amazing. Owen and Randy fucked me afterwards, then I had lovely shower sex with Meredith. This evening, I asked Andie why she had stopped having sex with Owen and Randy. She blushed and said “I don’t want to be disloyal, I guess.” Leo kissed her for that, but he said, “There’s no need to feel that way. As Bethany can tell you, I’m not the possessive type – in fact I get a big kick out of her getting fucked by other men. Same goes for you – I would love it if you would spread your legs for other men. But certainly, don’t feel obliged to – I’d hate to think you were compromising your own sense of well-being for my gratification.” Andie said she would think about it.
July 16
LOL – so this morning Randy asked Ronnie to lube me up ... and when he came over to fuck me, he found he had to wait in line! Obviously Ronnie wasn’t going to lube my pussy and ass and NOT then fuck me, so when Randy appeared, Ronnie was in the middle of pounding away at my vagina. Rather than wait his turn, though, he came into my cube and took out his cock for me to suck. After Ronnie had come, Randy stuck his cock in my ass. Carly saw us at that point – she appeared from nowhere! – but she just rolled her eyes. At lunchtime Andie and I ran together, and this time she lay down with me on the blanket. She got Randy; I got Owen. Weird thing, but nice – she held my hand while they fucked us. Meredith came along at this point – damn! She was running late. She looked a little shocked, but said nothing. In the shower afterwards she confessed she was a bit taken aback to come along and see us all like that – even though she knew what we get up to there. She said she was envious of Andie! I told her there’s absolutely nothing between me and Andie – I love Andie to bits, but she’s as straight as they come. Later in the afternoon, Ronnie astonished me by asking me to dinner at his place on Saturday! I politely declined, but when I told Leo about it, he said “Well it’s up to you of course, but why not? You might have fun.” So ... I thought about it. Dinner with Ronnie and his octogenarian dad. I’m sure his dad would be impressed that Ronnie had landed such a hot young date – haha! I could dress super-skimpily... In fact, the more I thought about it, the more fun it sounded. So I told Ronnie I’d changed my mind and would be happy to come to dinner on Saturday!
July 17
Ronnie managed to give me a nice ass-fucking this morning. He’s getting better – he was obviously out of practice when he started fucking me. Can’t believe that was just on Monday! He says I have a “sweet ass”, LOL. Then Randy fucked my vagina while I lay on my back on my desk. A bit awkward – I had to lie at an angle – but we made it work. Lunchtime Andie had another meeting with her lawyer, so I ran alone, then had sex with Randy and Owen, then Meredith. Meredith has apparently told Jon about her affair with me – gasp! – and he’s okay with it!! If it were a guy she was cheating on him with, that would be the apocalypse, but I guess he likes the idea of his wife with another woman – especially, she says, “one as young and sexy” as I am! But now of course he wants to watch, and he’s talking about a threesome. Meredith doesn’t much like the latter idea, but I guess I’d be okay with trying it. He’s not a bad looking man, and I let RONNIE fuck me, for fuck’s sake. Anyway, this evening Andie let me lube her up before Leo fucked her, and I took advantage a bit – I slid two fingers inside her and started finger-fucking her. She didn’t seem to mind! Then, because it’s fun, I lubed up Leo’s cock, and guided it into Andie’s vagina. They didn’t seem to mind me being there, so I stroked Andie’s hair while Leo fucked her. Then, after Leo had come inside her, Andie blew both our minds! She said, “Can we talk about our future, maybe?” I said “Sure”, and Leo nodded. Then Andie said, “Do you see this ... lasting? Like, a long-term arrangement?” I immediately said “Yes! I mean, I’d like it to. I know you’re not into me sexually, Andie, but I’m kinda falling in love with you ... and if it has to be platonic, then I’m okay with that ... and I am 100% behind the two of you being in love with each other. If polygamy were legal, I’d want you to marry us.” Andie said “Wow”, then turned to Leo. Now, I never know what Leo’s going to say in any situation – one of the things I love about him – but I was hopeful he and I were on the same page here. He said “I love you both. And I think this can work, as long as you two are both happy and close with each other. If tensions and bad blood arise, though, I’m afraid I’ll have to side with Bethany.” I immediately said “No Leo, that won’t work. Andie and I have to be equals if this is going to be a permanent thing. You can’t favor either one of us. You and I might have paperwork, but we need to be a triple, not just a couple with a lover.” Leo thought about this, then he said, “I guess that makes sense.” Then Andie smiled, and said “In that case ... I really want a baby.” OMFG!!! Leo looked like he’d been hit by a truck. I imagine I probably looked the same. Then Leo said to me “Perhaps you and I should discuss this in private...?” And I said “No, fuck that. We need openness here. Andie deserves to hear our thought processes honestly.” And Leo said, “All right then – go ahead.” So I said, “I’d LOVE for you to get Andie pregnant! I don’t know that I’m ready to go through that myself, but I would love to be an aunty, or a second mommy if you like that idea, Andie – and I’ll be as invested in the baby’s happiness and well-being as either of you.” Andie gave me a hug, and then we both turned to Leo. He said, “I’d love to be a dad. With either of you. If you want to wait, Bethany, I can wait ... but if you want to go ahead right away, Andie, then I’d love to do that.” Andie looked so relieved and happy! She hugged and kissed us both. “In that case,” she said, “I’ll get my IUD removed immediately.” Then she started to tear up! She said “I love you both – I do!” And we all hugged together.
July 20
Another crazy weekend ... and unexpectedly awesome! First, Andie surprised us by announcing that she’d managed to remove her IUD herself – and apparently, with those things fertility returns to normal pretty much immediately. So ... she could be pregnant within days! In theory anyway. In practice, who knows? But it’s exciting! After lunch on Saturday, the three of us went to the mall, where Andie and I bought matching “naughty schoolgirl” skirts and white blouses, so we looked like a couple of Catholic schoolgirls, walking along either side of Leo with our hair in pigtails – and our butts peeping out beneath our skirts! Andie was amazing – she skipped over to a store window and bent over to look at something – showing off her butt with nothing but a thong to cover her modesty! She attracted a TON of stares – well, I guess we both did. After we got home I got ready for my dinner at Ronnie’s, and Leo dropped me off. I was wearing a turquoise sundress that I’d shortened to buttock length, a white micro-thong underneath but no bra, and 3-inch heels. Ronnie looked very pleased when he met me at the door! He invited me in, and took me through to his living room, where his dad was sitting in an armchair. OMG – Franklin is actually 92. For a man that age he’s very sharp, and he sees and hears just fine. His hips are bad, so he can’t walk without a frame, but otherwise he’s in pretty good shape. And he has that old-man thing where he says EXACTLY what’s on his mind and doesn’t give a fuck if it offends anyone. His first words to me were “Nice dress – where’s the other half of it?” And his next words were “You’re hotter than heck – what are you doing on a date with Ronnie?” I answered the first question with “This is it – I like short hemlines”, and the second with “Ronnie’s sweet, and I like older men.” Ronnie’s actually a good cook – we had filet mignons with asparagus and oyster mushrooms, and new potatoes with butter and herbs. Then an awesome cheesecake which he’d made himself! I was impressed. The wine was nice too – I had three glasses. Afterwards we sat in the living room and talked – and the topic got around to my naked running, and Franklin asked what I do when the weather’s cold. I told him about the gym, and the exercises I do, and about the assisted stretching. He seemed curious about that, so I asked if he wanted a demo! Of course he did, so I asked Ronnie to help. I told him what positions to put me in, and when we got to THAT position, of course both men were getting very excited! Franklin said “You’ve got a good view there, Ronnie!” And I said, “Normally it’s an even better view, because I do this naked at work.” So then Ronnie helped me out of my dress and thong, and put me back in the position. Then he told me to “stay like that”, and he got up and left the room. When he returned, he had lube, and after lubing me up, he took out his cock and shoved it inside me ... right in front of his dad! I didn’t mind. After a bit, he asked me to get on my hands and knees, and he fucked my anus, much to his dad’s delight! The old man was cackling away like a witch. After he’d come inside my ass, Ronnie went to the bathroom, and Franklin asked me to come over to his chair. I did so, and he reached out and cupped my pussy with his hand! I feigned shock, and said he was very naughty ... funny how that only ever seems to make men get naughtier! Soon he had a finger inside me. Then, with a certain amount of fumbling, he took his cock out! OMG, what a sight – a 92-year-old cock! Honestly ... it wasn’t as gross as I’d have imagined. Small, soft, rather shrivelled ... but as I sucked on it, it did grow and harden somewhat. I climbed onto the chair, straddling the old man’s lap, and fortunately his cock managed to stay hard as I worked it into my vagina. He said proudly, “Not many men in their nineties can still get it up, you know!” I told him he was doing very well, and I started easing myself up and down. This seemed to keep him hard, and I got into a good rhythm. It occurred to me to worry that he might have a heart attack from all this excitement, but he was obviously enjoying himself so much – I didn’t have the heart to stop. After he came inside me, he said, “So, Bethany – you can tell me – how much is Ronnie paying you to do this?” I replied, “Hey! I’m not a prostitute, Franklin! I just like sex – and variety.” He didn’t seem convinced, but he apologized anyway. I let him feel my boobs as his cock softened and slipped out of me, and then I steeled myself, and gave him a good kiss with tongue. Surprisingly, he didn’t taste as bad as Ronnie! A little like garbage though. As I climbed off him, Ronnie came back in the room, and he said, “Did you have fun, Dad?” He’d been listening outside the door! Franklin said “Wonderful! I haven’t felt this young in years!” Then Ronnie said, “How about you, Bethany? Are you having fun?” He seemed anxious! I said “Absolutely!” I wondered what depravity they had in store for me next. And what they had me do next was ... play cribbage. I lost, quite badly. We played for a while, then watched some TV. Then Ronnie said, “I don’t suppose you’d like to stay the night?” I was about to decline, when it occurred to me that Andie and Leo might enjoy spending a night alone together. So I texted Leo to make sure he was okay with that, and he said “Sure!” So I agreed to spend the night at Ronnie’s. Once we’d put Franklin to bed, I straddled the old man and bounced on top of him until he came inside me again. Then I went to bed with Ronnie, and let him fuck my vagina and anus. The next morning, I had sex with both of them again, then had breakfast with them ... and then Leo came to pick me up. I got into his car naked, clutching my clothes, and I told him what had happened. He was amazed I had sex with a 92-year-old! When we got home and told Andie, she was amazed too! And curious – she asked what it was like. I suggested she come with me next time and find out! She just laughed and shook her head. Sunday afternoon, Andie posed for me! It’s been a LONG time since I did a nude portrait, but I couldn’t ask for a more beautiful (or more patient!) model. I still have some work to do on it, but it’s turning out really well. I’d like to get a nice frame on it and hang it in the living room. Today Andie and I BOTH came to work naked, leaving our running thongs at home! I told Andie if she wanted to stop at Maple Street and turn back, I wouldn’t mind at all ... but she stuck with me for the whole run! What a brave girl! Owen and Randy fucked us both afterwards – though Andie of course insisted that they only fuck her anus. She definitely wants the baby to be Leo’s. Later, Ronnie fucked me in my cube. He’s also somehow got the idea he can grope me whenever and wherever he likes! Probably because I never object ;)
July 21
Meredith’s invited me and Leo to dinner Friday night. She says Jon’s hoping something will happen ... though I’m not sure how he thinks that’s going to work, with Leo being there. Perhaps Leo can fake an illness or something. Today was fairly ordinary – Randy and Ronnie fucked me in my cube, Randy and Owen fucked both me and Andie after our run, and I made out with Meredith in the shower.
July 22
Crazy day. This morning, Randy fucked Andie’s ass in her cube!! Ronnie fucked mine, a little later. Then, at 10:30, while I was in the kitchen getting coffee, Owen came in ... and HE fucked my ass while I was bent over the countertop! And then Rob and Mikayla came in – OMG. They stopped dead in their tracks and said “Jesus Christ” or something like that ... and Owen said “Shit!” He pulled out of me, but Rob said, “Don’t let us interrupt!” Mikayla slapped his arm for that – I guess she didn’t particularly want the show to continue. Owen apologized and asked if they could please keep it a secret, and they both said they would ... so Owen resumed fucking my ass! Oh how I loved feeling his cock sliding in and out my anus while Rob and Mikayla made their drinks and snuck glances at us! When Owen finally came, I almost did too! At lunch I ran with Andie, but only Randy was there to fuck us afterwards. He did my vagina, then Andie’s ass. Felt rather unsatisfied, but fortunately Meredith gave me a nice orgasm afterwards in the shower. Later, I discussed Friday plans with Leo. He said he would love to have dinner with Jon and Meredith, and he was sure things would happen despite his presence!
July 23
The invitations are piling up! After fucking my vagina in my cube, Ronnie asked if I would be willing to come to dinner again on Saturday ... and join his bridge game afterwards. I said sure – I figured Leo wouldn’t mind. I didn’t inquire further, but I know you need four people to play bridge, so I’m guessing one of Ronnie’s friends will be there. Another new cock to fuck me! Hard to believe I had only had sex with three men before Leo. Since Leo – holy shit, I’ve lost count! I suppose I could probably figure it out using this diary, but I kinda like having lost count. And getting fucked by old men is a special kind of kinky. Meanwhile, Randy continues to impress me with his stamina – he came and fucked me in my cube (coming in my ass) before I’d even had a chance to sit down, then he fucked Andie’s ass in her cube at about nine thirty, and he STILL had the energy to fuck us both after our run! (Just came in me, though.) Ronnie also fucked my ass in my cube, mid-morning, and Owen fucked me right before Randy at lunchtime. In a new twist, Meredith finished her run while Owen was in me, and she stayed to watch! I asked her if she wanted to join in, but she said no thanks. I told her she really needed to try being double-teamed ... and she laughed and said “Tempting! But no.” I really don’t think she’d cheat on Jon – not with a guy at least.
July 24
OMFG, what a day! First ... got caught, bigtime! Randy had me on my back on my desk at about eight thirty ... and he was just in the process of switching from my vagina to my ass when Kurt and Dan appeared from out of nowhere! Fucking good thing they didn’t have visitors with them, but even so! We froze; they stared at us ... and then Kurt, looking quite red in the face, said, “My office, now. You too, Dan.” And he marched off! Dan glared at me, then followed Kurt. I frantically got off the desk, sent Meredith a panicked “Help!” by instant message, and then I headed with Randy to Kurt’s office. As I got there, Meredith hurried out of her office, looking worried. Soon there were five of us in Kurt’s office. Kurt said something like this: “Clearly this is getting out of hand. I’m the first to admit I’ve been enjoying your free-spirited approach to office clothing, Bethany, but I can’t have you actually having sex out in the open where everyone can see. That crosses a line I can’t overlook. Until now my rule of thumb has been, if people aren’t complaining, then I’m happy to turn a blind eye.” Then Meredith said, “Has someone complained?” And Kurt said “Well no, but they’re bound to!” To which Meredith replied, “And when that happens, you can crack down. But until then ... why not stick to your policy?” Then Dan said, “I’m inclined to complain, frankly. I want my team working, not having sex on company time!” Then Meredith replied, “Is it the loss of company time you’re concerned about, Dan? Really? Because if so, I’ll be happy to ask IT to give me a report on all employees’ internet activity over the past six months.” Hearing that, Dan’s face fell! He must enjoy his Internet a little too much, I’m guessing! He said, “Well no, it’s more that I think it’s highly unprofessional – it sets a bad tone for the office.” Then Meredith said “That’s also an argument against office nudity – yet you are okay with that.” Dan replied, “Nudity is one thing, sex is another.” Meredith said, “How so? Is it perhaps that you’re ... jealous?” Dan said “No of course not”, but he was blushing as he said it! I jumped in, “Dan, if it helps, you’re more than welcome to fuck me yourself. Ass, vagina, wherever – I don’t mind. Same goes for you too, Kurt.” At this, Kurt laughed and said, “You’re trying to bribe us with sex, Bethany?” And Dan said, “Works for me.” – LOL! Then Kurt said, “Okay Bethany, if Dan withdraws his complaint, then I guess I’ll continue to turn a blind eye ... until the next complaint.” And I said, “Thank you! Dan, shall I come straight to your office?” He nodded, I thanked Kurt again, and Meredith, and went to Dan’s office, where he bent me over his desk and fucked both my vagina and my ass. Then he sent me back to my desk. Somehow I suspect that won’t be the last time Dan fucks me – which is fine with me! Anyway, back at my cube, I told Ronnie what had happened ... and he just stared at me! Then he said, “So I can fuck you anywhere in the office now? As long as nobody complains?” I shrugged and said “I guess so.” And he said “Okay – then lie down on your back in the aisle, and I’ll fuck you there.” And he did! Right in the middle of the aisle! Carly had to step over us in order to get past! When I told Randy about this, he thought it was brilliant – and later, he fucked Andie up against the water cooler! If we keep this up, a complaint is inevitable – I think our days are numbered here. Lunchtime – ran with Andie, sex afterwards with just Owen, who had to service both of us (he came in Andie’s ass). Quiet afternoon. After work, I drove Andie home, then put on some panties and a negligee, and prettied up my hair. Leo drove us to Jon and Meredith’s, and we had dinner. Jon was very keen on my outfit – he said I looked amazing – I thanked him with a kiss on the lips. After dinner I helped Meredith in the kitchen, and we started smooching. Then Jon came in – he came up behind me, grabbed my ass, and started kissing my neck. A minute later my panties were on the floor, and Jon had a finger in me. Then Leo came in – he said “Oh, hey guys – why don’t you head upstairs to bed? I’ll entertain myself with something from your movie library.” Jon liked this idea, so upstairs we went! The sex was just okay – Meredith was wonderful, of course, but Jon has a bit of an erectile dysfunction issue, and he refused to take his Viagra (pride I guess). He got pretty frustrated, and we had a few false starts. He managed to come in my vagina eventually, but his grouchiness made it a bit of an ordeal. Afterwards, while he was in the bathroom, Meredith apologized for him, and I said “Don’t worry about it – just try to persuade him to take his Viagra next time.” I remained naked for the rest of the evening – we left around midnight.
July 27th
Fun weekend. Went back to Ronnie’s for dinner and bridge, only to discover that he never meant for me to play bridge at all! It was just him, his dad, and two of their friends – Artie and Dwight, both about Ronnie’s age – and of course all four of them fucked me before the evening was done. My role while they were playing bridge was just to sit naked and look pretty, and pose distractingly, and make coffee for them midway through the game. I stayed the night again, and Andie picked me up on Sunday morning. She was wearing a tiny skirt and top, and Ronnie invited her in for coffee, no doubt hoping for some action. She said no – but she hesitated! I teased her about that on the way home. She said she has no interest in letting Ronnie fuck her – she only hesitated because she knew Leo would love it if she did. Today she and I and Meredith all ran together. As Randy and Owen fucked me and Andie afterwards, Meredith watched us ... then she stripped off her panties and said “May I have a turn?” All of us were quite shocked! Then Randy said “Yeah, totally!” And he pulled out of my ass and stuck his cock in Meredith, and fucked her until he came inside her! Then Owen took a turn with her – holy shit! We’ve corrupted Meredith! She’s super nervous about her standing in the company though – she swore us all to secrecy afterwards. And she told Randy and Owen that they mustn’t get familiar with her in the office. They assured her they wouldn’t. In the shower afterwards I asked Meredith if she was going to tell Jon about having sex with Randy and Owen, and she said she was planning to. She thinks that now he’s had sex with me, he won’t be able to object to her having sex with other men. I’m not sure it works that way, but I hope she’s right. Anyway, Dan summoned me to his office mid-afternoon, and gave me a good fucking on his desk ... with his door open! People kept passing by and peeking in – it was crazy! Later, Ronnie fucked my ass in my cube. Afterwards, he invited me to come to dinner again on Saturday, and he asked if he could invite “some more friends”. I had planned not to go back for a third weekend in a row, but I couldn’t resist the opportunity for a geriatric gangbang! So I said yes, then told Leo and Andie. They were fine with it, though Andie expressed some concern over whether I would be okay. Sweet girl!
That was Bethany’s last diary entry. The next day, unfortunately, she was arrested for indecent exposure, which led to a tough time for all of us, but especially for Bethany, who spent some time in jail. She lost her job, and she was quite traumatized by the whole experience. After she got out, she became a lot less willing to expose herself in public, as did Andie, who was really freaked out by the whole thing. The three of us are still together, but our lives are much less exciting these days. Partly this is because we’re parents now, and naturally we are having to act a lot more responsibly.
But Bethany would like you to know that she has not turned completely boring now! She still has a wild streak; she’s just way more cautious about exploring it. For example, she still regularly visits Ronnie and Franklin, and ‘entertains’ them and their friends. And one of her colleagues at her new workplace has discovered that she doesn’t object to being groped, so he takes full advantage of that. It’s probably only a matter of time before he fucks her.
She still runs, but only topless, with a thong, and she avoids major roads. She dare not run naked again, ever. She did very well in her last 5k, though. She and I both hope you have enjoyed her diary, which you are welcome to put on your site if you wish – Bethany will get a kick out of seeing her adventures online!