I’m sorry to hear that you don’t get more fan mail. I’m glad someone has mentioned my diary, at any rate! Perhaps this week’s update will earn me more fans??? Anyway, I didn’t set out to write these updates for your fans, but for you, Arthur, and as long as you’re enjoying them, I’ll continue to send them!
I have to confess, Arthur, after last Friday I thought a lot over the weekend about what had happened on the train with my groper. And I’m sorry to say that I got a little bit freaked out about actually letting him put his dick inside me. At the time it seemed wild and exciting, but looking back it actually seemed pretty stupid and I wasn’t sure I should do it again. In fact I resolved not to let him get his dick inside me ever again … well, you’ll see how that turned out!
Just a quick word about how I write my updates. Mostly I try to write them at the end of each day, so that what you’re reading is actually written on the day of the events that I’m describing. Sometimes I don’t get around to it, so there are some days that are actually written the next day, or the day after. And for one of the past updates I actually didn’t get around to writing any of it until Saturday! I won’t tell you which one … hopefully it is not too obvious!
This week’s updates were ALL written either on the day of the events described, or the following morning after my exercise regimen. I like to get up nice and early so I do have a little time to write stuff before I have to go to work. But I only did that once this week … mostly I wrote my updates before going to bed. Anyway, enough of me rabbiting on aimlessly!
Monday, 17th of November, 2008
Woke up feeling quite full … was pretty sure today would be an accident day! But then I ran Denis’s program:
Trousers: black, 29”
Panties: white cotton
Can you imagine a more boring combination?? I told Denis he’d better make things interesting at work, but to my chagrin, he said he wouldn’t be there today! He said I would have to make it interesting myself … which actually got me thinking! So as I was on my way to work, I made some plans as to what I would do.
My groper did have a feel of my bottom through my trousers, and he actually reached around and tried to unzip me, but I didn’t let him because the train wasn’t very crowded and people would have been able to see what he was doing.
Work was busy, and rather boring. I didn’t get much attention from the boys, except for Boff who is always very sweet and chatty, whatever I’m wearing. I was kind of hoping he might go for my breast again, which he has not done since that one time a couple of weeks ago. But I think he’s given up on that idea.
At 4:30 I finally couldn’t hold in my poo any more. I kicked off my shoes, stood up, and took my trousers off, right in front of everyone! Without Denis telling me to! I just said something like “Oh no, I’m having an accident! I mustn’t get my trousers messy!” And then I filled my panties, while my colleagues watched. Well, most of them did. Austen looked very stone-faced! He really doesn’t like me having accidents in the office … I heard him whingeing to Neil about it last week. I feel kind of bad, but most of the others seem to enjoy it. I sort of hope Austen gets annoyed enough about it that he leaves the company, and they get someone else in who’s more open-minded about it. But that’s probably just wishful thinking, and in any case, he’s a very valuable employee, so Denis says.
I didn’t hang around once I’d had my accident … I just went to the toilet and emptied the poo into a bag. Then I cleaned up, although my panties were pretty stained. I came back out and put my trousers on, and that was really the end of the day’s excitement. Later on I weighed the poo at 1.4 kg (3.13 lbs).
Tuesday, 18th of November, 2008
Skirt: pale yellow and white, 3”
Panties: white cotton
Hurrah! A miniskirt! Not the most exciting one I’ve got, but it’s still nice! I used to wear this one for clubbing sometimes. Anyway as I got on the train I was getting all horny thinking about my groper and what he would do to me today … though I resolved not to let him fuck me again! The train was fairly crowded, but not enough that he could do anything with impunity, and I suppose that’s why he just contented himself with sneaking his hand into the back of my panties and reaching between my legs to stick a couple of fingers inside me. He must have finger-fucked me for about ten minutes this morning! I love having my very own groper, heehee!
But then … oh, Arthur! He actually spoke to me! As I was about to get off the train, he whispered in my ear … and do you know what he said??? “Go to the gents, and wait in the stall nearest the door”!!!! I couldn’t tell a lot from his voice, but he sounded pretty posh!! I knew exactly what was on his mind, but I was actually pretty scared, so I just bolted for the escalator!
I was all trembly, all morning! But I couldn’t help wondering what would have happened if I had gone to the toilet like he’d asked! And the more I thought about it, the hornier I got!
Denis got creative today. He had mislaid a memory stick, or at least he said he had, and he wanted me to look for it. He made me crawl under people’s desks, which of course meant that they could see my panties … and then, the piece de resistance: he made me crawl under Andy’s desk, while Andy was still sitting there! I had to dive headfirst over Andy’s lap into the gap between his thighs and his desk. Andy was thrilled about this, of course, especially when Denis pulled my left leg up and over to Andy’s other side, so that I was basically straddling him while practically upside down! It was a ridiculous position to be in … almost doing a handstand with my ribcage resting on Andy’s knees and my legs spread either side of his body so that he had a perfect view of my panties!
Then either Denis shoved Andy’s chair forwards, or Andy shuffled it forwards himself, because the next thing I knew, I was shoved forward until my bottom got wedged between the desktop and Andy’s legs! I was trapped! Then Denis said, “Well, I have things to do … keep searching, Mary!” And he walked off and left me there, at Andy’s mercy!
It wasn’t long before Andy got up the guts to start stroking my pussy through my panties! I thought about struggling, or loudly objecting, but I must confess I was sort of curious as to how far he would dare to go! Well, quite far, as it happens! He must have been encouraged by my lack of objection, because next thing I knew, he was pulling my panties aside, and sliding his finger into my vagina! I put up with that for a minute or so, but I was feeling really uneasy about letting a colleague do this to me. Not to mention that he’s married! I said “Stop that, Andy!” and he did stop it. Then I said “Let me out”, and he did. He looked so red-faced when I got up and looked at him! I think he was more embarrassed than I was!
But the more I thought about it, the worse I felt. I don’t want to be a home-wrecker, Arthur! I know I’m not the most morally upstanding woman in the world, but I’d really hate it if Andy’s marriage started going down the toilet because of me. I don’t like him all that much, but even so.
I didn’t have an accident at work today, as it turned out. I just did a big poo, just before ten o’clock … it weighed 1.5 kg (3.3 lbs). I was feeling pretty down, and I told Denis how I felt. He also had mixed feelings about Andy sticking his finger in me. He said that on the one hand it was cool that I was getting felt up at work, but on the other, he said that Andy’s wife was rather a sweet girl and he felt badly for having put Andy in that position. He said it was probably a mistake to pick Andy for that little game.
Wednesday, 19th of November, 2008
Trousers: tan, 28”
Panties: pale blue cotton
Well it really seems to be cotton panties week! And trousers week too. Well today was a very dull day I’m afraid, so I’ll skip right through it. No accidents, no indecent exposure. My groper fondled my bottom a bit, but the material of these chinos is quite thick, so it was hard to get too excited about it. So that’s it, nothing exciting to report.
Thursday, 20th of November, 2008
A much better day! Woke up feeling really full, so I knew I would have an accident. Denis’s program was back on form, too:
Dress: pink and pale yellow, 1”
Panties: pale blue silk
Yay! One of my favourite dresses … you may recall that I wore it before, on the 7th. Once again I wore a jumper over the top, which hugged the dress against my body and made it even shorter!
It was really crowded on the train, and my groper had a field day with my vagina. Then, as the train was pulling into the station where I get off, he whispered, “Go to the gents … please!” I was ultra-horny by this point, and I thought to myself, what the heck! So I did as he told me! Yes Arthur, I actually went over to the men’s toilet, and sneaked in! As soon as I got in there I was spotted by someone just coming out, but he just looked at me in surprise and didn’t say anything. I went into the nearest stall, and shut the door but didn’t lock it. Then I turned to face the wall. I put the lid down too. It wasn’t that dirty or anything but I didn’t really want to be bending over an open toilet.
Anyway the stall door opened, and I felt my groper behind me! He told me to bend over, and I did! I braced my hands on the lid of the toilet, and he pulled my panties halfway down my thighs. Then he spat in his hand, and then … he put his dick inside me! Oh Arthur, he really fucked me! It didn’t last long, but he actually came inside me! OH MY GOD!!!! I am such a slut! Can you believe how much of a slut I am, Arthur? To let a stranger fuck me, and come inside me, in a public toilet? I don’t even know his name! I don’t even know what he looks like!
I have to admit I am just itching to know what he looks like, now. I almost turned around after he pulled out of me, but I didn’t. I just waited until he left, then I wiped myself with toilet paper, pulled up my panties, and left. When I got to work of course I told Denis what had happened, and he kissed me! It was a really good kiss, too!! I felt so horny and slutty, I would have stripped naked for him right there in the office if he’d asked me to. But he didn’t.
They’ve been keeping the office nice and warm for me, even on cold days, so I took off my jumper, and I felt so sexy wandering around in my floaty little summer microdress. I showed off my panties lots of times, and I even sat on Boff’s lap, just for a laugh, and he put his hand on my upper thigh, right next to my panties! I spread my legs a bit, hoping he might go further, but no such luck.
My accident happened at 1:49, about an hour after I got back from lunch. I let Denis know it was coming, and he had me get on my hands and knees just next to Steve’s desk. This was a bit close to Austen for comfort, but thankfully Austen got up and left the office for a while. Denis ‘posed’ me with my head and shoulders flat on the ground, my knees well apart, and my back arched. It was similar to how he’d posed me before, but this time he pulled my dress all the way up to my armpits! Not that anyone could see much of anything except my back, and the back of my bra, but I still felt quite naked. Anyway I started doing my poo, as my colleagues all gathered around … and then Denis kneeled down next to me, and pulled my panties down!!!!!
Not very far … probably just enough to expose my pussy … but it meant that everyone could see my poo coming out of my anus and going into my panties! It was UNBELIEVABLY humiliating, Arthur!!! I’m sure they all saw my pussy too. Arthur, I’m shivering right now, just remembering what it felt like to do a poo in front of all my colleagues! Well not quite all … Neil was in his office and Austen was out … but all the rest were there! And they could see my poo actually coming out of me!
I did quite a lot, but I held some back because I wanted to have another accident tomorrow. Anyway, once I stopped, Denis pulled my panties back up, and then he told me to go and make him a cup of tea! I asked him if he didn’t think I should go and clean up first, and he said “You can clean up later … I’m thirsty now!”
So I got up, but Denis kept hold of my dress, and said, “You’d better take this off or it might get messy.” And he helped me out of my dress!! So now I was just in my bra, panties and shoes, with my panties full of poo! I went through to the kitchen like that, and made Denis his tea, and then I brought it back out to him. It felt so weird, and erotic, to be serving my husband with tea while dressed in my underwear and with my panties full of poo! I felt very subservient to Denis at that moment!
Then he told me to clean up, which I did, although my panties were pretty messy. When I came back out, I couldn’t see my dress anywhere, and when I asked Denis for it, he said he didn’t know where it was! I asked Steve and Robin and Boff, but they all said they didn’t know either! So I suppose Denis hid it, so that I would have to spend the rest of the afternoon in my underwear. But HAHA, I got the better of him, because my jumper was still on the back of my chair, and I put that on instead. It only came down a little past the top of my panties, but at least it kept me warm.
At five o’clock I asked Denis for my dress, but he said he STILL didn’t know where it was! I hunted around, but couldn’t find it, so he MUST have hidden it! Then he told me I’d just have to make do with my jumper! Never mind that it wasn’t covering my panties!! This was a real contravention of the terms of my punishment, and I had half a mind to complain about it … but the truth was that I was a little excited about being forced to make the journey home wearing just my jumper over the top of my underwear!! So … I agreed to do that!!
Arthur, it was awful! As soon as I got outside into the cold, I felt terribly exposed! I was pulling my jumper down as far as I could, which was fortunately far enough to cover my panties, but the jumper has quite a low neckline and when I pulled it down that far, a side-effect was that it exposed quite a bit of my bra! Also, I’m sure it was painfully obvious that I was doing it because I wasn’t wearing anything on my bottom half!!
On the train, I felt a hand on my bottom, and for a moment I thought maybe my groper had waited for me and found out when I return home. But it was just a brief grope … sort of hesitant … and after a few more tentative gropes, I realised that it was someone different! Nevertheless, I didn’t object, and soon he was pulling my panties between my buttocks like a thong, and then cupping just about my whole buttock in his hand, and squeezing it! It was actually rather nice!! He didn’t try to get a finger inside me or anything though.
Then my day sort of went very badly wrong! After I got off the train and was walking through the station, the fucking transport police caught me! I couldn’t believe it! I was terrified! I got taken to this office, and told that I had been arrested for indecent exposure! I’m afraid I just lost it, Arthur, and I cried and cried, and I begged them not to press charges. I told them I’d had an accident (true enough!) and that my trousers were ruined and so I had been trying to cover myself with a jumper but it was difficult when I had to get my Oyster card out of my purse (which I had been doing when they caught me). I must have seemed such a pathetic sight! At any rate they took pity on me in the end and let me off with a warning, though they insisted on putting me in a taxi rather than have me take the bus. I didn’t mind … I was just happy to get out of there without being thrown in jail!
Denis was very apologetic when I told him what had happened. He promised not to put me through that again! I’m still pissed off with him though … that was the most frightened I think I’ve ever been.
My poo weighed 1.1 kg (2.5 lbs), by the way.
Friday, 21st of November, 2008
Woke up feeling pretty full … yay! Ran Denis’s program:
Dress: pale pink, 2”
Panties: pale pink cotton
I don’t normally like to wear panties of the same colour as my dress, but oh well. This was a nice dress … very figure-hugging and sexy. I was pretty cold on the bus and tube, but I certainly turned heads I can tell you!! I wore a cute little denim jacket with it, which I took off when I got to work.
I don’t know if you want me mentioning stuff like this, Arthur, but my period started this morning (I’m on the pill but I just started my “week off”…) So I had a tampon in and was wearing a pad in my panties, and this is what my groper discovered when he got into my panties on the train this morning. He settled for just groping my buttocks!
Denis left me alone during the morning … feeling guilty probably! And rightly so! But I was getting very desperate. I went to lunch, but as I was leaving the deli I lost control! I filled my panties right there, just inside the entrance to the deli, and I produced quite a lot! I suppose I should have gone to the deli’s toilet, but instead I walked back to the office, hoping that my dress was long enough to cover the bulge in my panties!
When I got to work, I went to the toilet and measured my bulge. It was 0.3 inches below my hemline, so not really obvious at all, particularly since my panties are the same colour as my dress. I dumped my poo into a bag … it was quite dry today and there was almost no stain after I cleaned up.
Anyway, Denis was out of the office during the afternoon, which was probably just as well because yesterday’s excitement was enough to last me a few days at least! So it was a quiet afternoon, and an uneventful journey home. And that’s the end of another week, Arthur … I hope you enjoyed it!