I’m glad you enjoyed my last update! Thank you for sharing your thoughts … I’m not sure whether I should be excited or annoyed that your favourite part was my most humiliating and embarrassing moment! But anyway, on with this week’s update. I’m sorry if it doesn’t live up to last week, thrill-wise, but it did have its moments as you will see.
Monday, 27th of October, 2008
Woke up feeling incredibly full, and very excited at the prospect of having an accident. I ran Denis’s program, which said:
Skirt: pale purple with blue designs, 24”
Panties: pale blue sheer
So I was a little disappointed about the length of the skirt, but oh well. I had breakfast, but as I was getting ready for work I was feeling more and more desperate until, sadly, I couldn’t hold it any longer! Sorry Arthur! I just sat on the toilet as it was right there, and I did my poo into one of my zip-seal bags. It weighed 0.86 kg (1.9 lbs) … it would have been more but I stopped it halfway through as I didn’t want to have to wait two days for my next accident! Wasn’t that naughty of me, Arthur!
Anyway I won’t bore you with the details of that day. I’ll skip to the end of the day, when I was feeling increasingly desperate again. Sorry Arthur! I know I have kind of a weak bowel or something. But I couldn’t help it … while getting ready for bed that night, I couldn’t wait any longer, and I filled another bag. 0.9 kg (2 lbs) this time. But again I held some back.
Tuesday, 28th of October, 2008
Woke up feeling moderately full. Ran Denis’s program:
Dress: pale pink and white, 21”
Panties: pale yellow sheer
Another frustrating day! Work was busy and I wasn’t dressed for lots of attention, so I was really looking forward to the thrill of having an accident in the office today. But by the time five o’clock came around, although I was feeling quite desperate, I was still able to hold it in! In the end I managed to get home and I was in our bedroom when it started to come out. I somehow made it to the toilet and did my poo into another bag. And I was so desperate this time that I just let it all go … partly because I was tired of holding it in, and partly because I was curious to see just how much it would be! Well, it weighed 1.68 kg (3.7 lbs), which I think is my biggest since I started this project!! So that’s quite cool, but I did feel annoyed, because I was thinking that tomorrow would probably not be an accident day either! This is not shaping up to be a very good week!
Wednesday, 29th of October, 2008
As expected, I wasn’t feeling very full when I woke up this morning. Denis’s program said:
Dress: pale blue with blue floral designs, 1”
Panties: pale pink cotton
Now that’s more like it, heehee! So maybe today won’t be an accident day, I thought to myself, but at least I can have some fun flashing my panties at the office! Anyway it was quite chilly outside, so I wore a jumper over my dress, and somehow that made the dress even shorter, so it ended up being about buttock-length! That was fun on the bus and train! I’m sure I shocked this one little old lady who got on the bus right behind me!
Anyway my colleagues enjoyed my outfit, and I did have some fun bending over and stuff. But sure enough, I didn’t have an accident, which I think made Austen happy. He’s definitely the least interested of all my colleagues … sometimes I want to shake him and ask what’s wrong with him! I mean he’s a nice bloke and everything, but come on Austen, what’s wrong with you?? And I don’t just mean he’s not interested in the accidents … he’s just not interested. I could do a striptease in front of him, I’m sure, and he would just carry on with his work. I really think he must be gay. I’m really quite attractive, Arthur, honestly! I’ll see if I can persuade Denis to let me send you a photo. You’ll have to promise not to put it on your site though.
Thursday, 30th of October, 2008
Nearly the end of the week and no accidents yet! I’m sorry to be so disappointing this week, Arthur. Anyway today I woke up feeling very full, so I was happy! I was pretty sure I could hold it until I got to work, but there was no way I was going to be able to keep it in until I got home again! So definitely an accident day. But where would it be…?????????
Denis’s program said:
Dress: pale purple with white trim, 0”
Panties: white cotton
So now I was really excited!! Dresses and skirts with a Hemline Value of 0 are the shortest ones that I can wear without being allowed to wear a coat. So I had to take the bus and train while wearing a dress that only just covered my bottom!! And of course my panties (white cotton, blech) I am sure would be peeping into view a lot.
But Arthur! I got groped again!! It was while I was getting on the train … I was surrounded by people, and I felt a hand cupping my left buttock! It was only for a moment, and I was quite excited so I didn’t make a fuss … and I thought that would be the end of it. But no! It was crowded on the train, and I was holding on to this vertical pole near the door … and I felt someone touch my bottom again! Beneath my skirt! I have to confess to you Arthur that I liked it; even though I could have got the guy into trouble, I wanted him to grope me some more, so I just stood there and didn’t say anything. About half a minute later, I felt the touch again, and this time it stayed for a couple of seconds! Then I suppose he must have got scared, and let go.
But I didn’t do anything! So I think my groper must have got a bit bolder, because then I felt his hand cupping my buttock again, and this time he didn’t pull it away … he just kept squeezing and stroking my buttock! He didn’t try to get any further, though, and soon I had to get off at the next stop.
I was so excited! I couldn’t wait to get to work and tell Denis about it! When I did so, he was excited too, which was a relief for me because I thought there might be a chance he would be upset. But I know he likes to show me off to other men, so I thought it would be okay. And it was!
Denis had me doing a lot of stuff at work where I was walking around the office a lot. Several trips to the filing cabinet, or to the kitchen to make him a cup of tea, or whatever else he could think of. But his best idea came when a bulb blew above Mickey’s desk, and he asked me to replace it. I wish it had been just about anyone but Mickey, though. I felt awfully exposed and embarrassed as I stood on Mickey’s desk, trying to get the hot bulb out of its socket, while Mickey was grinning up at me, staring at my panties. Then Denis asked Mickey to hold my hips steady so that I wouldn’t fall over! So next thing I know, Mickey’s standing up and holding my hips, with his fingers curling around my buttocks, and his face about six inches from my panties!
Well I finished the job as quickly as I could, and got down off the desk … and I just couldn’t look Mickey in the eye! So I guess he had the best day of his working life, not that he deserved it!
The walk to the deli was especially traumatic, because I was followed by three creeps in their late teens or early twenties I suppose. It’s possible they were students but they looked a bit too rough for that. Although you never can tell with students, I suppose. But they followed me and they were making nasty comments behind my back … and then one of them came up behind me and lifted up the back of my dress! I shouted at them and they ran off laughing. I suppose it was not even as bad as the groping I had got on the train, but it felt much worse and I didn’t enjoy it.
The walk back from the deli was fine. At 2:42pm, while I was chatting with Boff next to the printer, I felt the Urge again and couldn’t hold it back. So it started coming out, and of course Boff, being Boff, immediately announced to the whole office that I was doing a poo in my panties. Denis came running out of Neil’s office, and told me to turn around and bend over so that everyone would be able to see.
Austen got up and walked out, saying he was going to get some fresh air (he put the emphasis on the word ‘fresh’!) I felt bad about that, but I kept pushing out my poo, and it soon made a nice bulge in my panties. But I was thinking that if I completely emptied my bowels, then I probably wouldn’t have an accident tomorrow, which would mean only one accident at work this week! And I really wanted to have another accident. So I stopped my poo halfway through, and went to the bathroom with my purse.
My bulge measured 1.6 inches … not huge, but respectable. I emptied the poo into one of my bags, and put it in my purse for weighing later. The rest of the afternoon was uneventful. I didn’t even have much of a stain in my panties to show off. I thought that if I got groped on the train on the way home, the groper would get a nasty shock, heehee! But as it turned out, nobody tried anything.
When I got home I weighed my poo and it was almost exactly 1 kg (2.2 lbs).
Friday, 31st of October, 2008
Woke up feeling very full! Ran Denis’s program:
Skirt: deep pink with pale pink spots, 24”
Panties: pale blue cotton
Not a very exciting outfit I’m afraid Arthur! But Denis made up for that. He asked me at breakfast when I thought I would be having an accident, and I said that it would probably be late morning or lunchtime. He told me to try to aim for late morning because he wanted me to do it in the office! I told him it would happen when it happened, and there wasn’t much I could do about it.
But he kept asking me throughout the morning if I thought it was getting close. I revised my estimate to early afternoon, because my urges were not feeling quite as urgent as I would have expected. At lunchtime, as I was leaving for the deli, Denis asked me to try to hold it, and I said that of course I would.
Actually it was REALLY a struggle to hold it in at the deli! Walking there was okay, and in fact walking back was fine, but I had to stand in a queue at the counter for a couple of minutes, and I almost lost it! But I managed to hold it in, and made it back to work at 12:46 without incident (or perhaps I should say without accident!)
But I had only been back in the office for a couple of minutes when it started coming out, and there was nothing I could do to stop it. I waved frantically to Denis, but he was on the phone and not looking at me! Fortunately Boff saw me and realised what was happening, and he managed to get Denis’s attention. Denis quickly finished up his phone call, and then he came out and told me to climb on to my desk. I stared at him, but he just said, “quickly, quickly”, and so I pulled out my chair and used it to get up on my desk. But when I stood up, he said, “no, on your hands and knees”, and when I got into that position, he pulled my skirt up over my bottom to show off the whole of my panties!
I had sort of pinched off my poo at that point, but I started pushing again, and more and more of it came out. Mickey, Steve, Denis, Boff and Robin all gathered around, watching me, and I felt terribly humiliated but also very excited to be in such a submissive position while filling my panties with poo in front of these men! All the time Denis was saying humiliating things like “She’s enjoying this, you know”, and “Can you believe a grown woman messing her knickers like a little baby?” And this of course got me more and more turned on! Especially when Boff joined in, although Boff’s comments were funnier and less degrading.
But soon it was over, and Denis told me to go to the bathroom to clean up. I emptied the poo into a bag, cleaned up, and then, feeling naughty, I put my panties in another bag and went commando for the rest of the afternoon!
At home I weighed the poo – it was 1.6 kg (3.6 lbs). And that was the end of my third week of my punishment! Sorry it wasn’t quite as exciting as the previous weeks … I sort of mistimed my accidents, insofar as I can time them at all! I shall try to do better next week.