Daddy is at work, so I have some time to catch up with my writing.  I’m not sure what I should tell, or if I should even tell any of it.

First, the harmless stuff.   New Orleans is really strange.  It smelled different the moment we walked outside to catch a taxi cab.  Daddy said that’s because we are so close to the Gulf of Mexico.  Maybe there’s a beach nearby!  That’d be cool.  I had noticed it right away, but the moment we got out of the cab at the hotel, it really struck me.  There are so many Negros here!  In Bartlesville there are lots of Indians, but there are only a few Negros.  I think there are more Chinese in Bartlesville than Negros!

We checked in at the desk and then went to our room.  The bellboy put our things in the room and left telling Daddy, “Youse and yo lady has a good time, suh!”

The hotel room was beautiful, but then Daddy pointed out the problem.  There was only one bed.  He said we’d have to change rooms, so don’t get unpacked.  We went back down and he talked to the front desk. Daddy came back and said they would take care of it, but it would take a few hours.  We then left to explore the city.

We walked a few blocks, crossed a beautiful boulevard with these old street cars, and went into the French Quarter, which is the original part of town.  It is so old!  Old and neat!

We took a carriage ride around the Quarter and then had these square donuts at the French Market.  I’m not a big fan of coffee, but the coffee here was wonderful, they use so much milk that the coffee is very smooth and delicious!

We went into an old museum where the U.S. took possession of Louisiana (At that time Louisiana covered nearly 1/3 of the U.S.!)  Then we took a steamboat ride on the river.  You can’t believe how big the Mississippi River is! 

Later we had dinner at this fancy restaurant that’s been in business for 150 years!  Daddy let me have a glass or two of wine!  And Daddy had me try snails!  I wasn’t too sure about that, but they were delicious.  Then we had this visy…. I don’t remember its real name, but it was cold potato soup!  It too was delicious.  Next we had oysters… oh, my!  They had this green sauce and were baked on a bed of rock salt.  I was about to burst, but Daddy ordered some fish that was drowned in a sauce.  This wasn’t Mrs. Paul’s fish sticks!  Finally they made desert at the table with cherries and set it on fire!  I could hardly move when we were finished.  I was also shocked to realize that we’d been there for over two hours!

By the time we left, it was dark.  We walked down Bourbon Street.  Oh, my!  They would open the doors for just a moment and you could see the ladies dancing almost naked!  And this was a Sunday night!  There’s nothing like that in Bartlesville!

That’s all for now.

Okay, okay!  I don’t know if I should write any of this down.  If anybody ever reads this, they may not understand.  First, let me say that my daddy is the best daddy ever!  What happened wasn’t his fault… I started it.

Well, we finally made it back to the hotel.  Here’s where things get a little crazy.  Maybe I shouldn’t write any of this down, but it’s too important.  It’s HUGE and I’m very happy it did happen!

Daddy went to the front desk and asked about the room change.  He talked for several minutes and I saw Daddy give the man a tip.  Then Daddy called me over.  He told the desk clerk to tell me what he’d told him.  He was smiling kind of funny and told me that they didn’t have any rooms with double beds and there weren’t any extra rooms available either.

I didn’t think too much of it until we got back to our room.  Daddy and I would have to share the bed.  Okay, no big deal, but Daddy acted kind of funny, like I might be upset or something.  Then I sort of got it. 

Then he said that someone might take this the wrong way and that we shouldn’t ever say anything about it.  Thinking back to Daddy tipping the man at the front desk, I figured that the desk clerk already had taken it the wrong way and made Daddy pay him to keep quiet. He called room service for a bottle of wine. Then he said we shouldn’t say anything about anything that happened in the hotel, especially things I might be too young for.

I told him that I understood.  I’m too young to drink, but I already had some wine with dinner and he said another glass wouldn’t hurt me.  After all I’m fourteen and not a baby. 

Maybe I shouldn’t have had that glass of wine, but it got me all giggly. Daddy too.   Then he asked if I would dance for him.  I started doing a Twist, but he said, “No, no, no!  Not like that… like those women on Bourbon Street!”  I wasn’t going to do that!  Then he said he only meant for me model for him, but for fun I could dance in my bra and panties, besides we needed to get ready for bed soon.  That made sense, so I slipped out of my dress and danced about the hotel room doing my best to imitate the nightclub dancers without getting dirty about it. 

Daddy took off all his clothes except for his boxer shorts and said it was time for bed.   I was looking in a mirror when he came up behind me.  He had the funniest look on his face.  He unhooked my bra and slid the straps off my shoulders.  I held the bra in place, but I really wanted to let it go, as he was smiling so sweetly with his eyes.  Then he went to bed.  I took off the bra and slipped on a nightshirt. 

We were sleeping and I woke up.  I moved my hand and felt something.  It was Daddy’s penis!  It was hard and sticking out of his boxer shorts.  I asked Daddy if he was asleep and I thought he was.  Maybe I shouldn’t have, but I touched him down there again.   It felt so weird!  Hard, yet soft to the touch, and so big!  How do men walk around with something like that between their legs? 

I know I shouldn’t have, but it was all so new and exciting!  This is what men stick inside women to make babies!  This is what Muka took into her body, several times a day!  This is what she and the other women on her island worked so hard to make ejaculate.  I know I shouldn’t have, but I played with Daddy’s penis until it began jerking and squirting this sticky, slippery stuff all over my hand. It took me moment, but I realized that I had made Daddy ejaculate!  Muka’s gods were pleased, but I was terrified.  What would Daddy say if he woke up?  Then Daddy moaned and said, “That felt good, Baby.”  I nearly died!

“I’m sorry!” I cried. 

Daddy said, “Shhhhhhhhh!  Don’t worry, Baby, this will be our secret. Terri, it felt good; really good; fantastically good.”  Then Daddy’s hands slid over my breasts and he kissed my neck!  “You’re so beautiful, you know that?” he whispered.  I don’t know about that, but his hand felt good, really good; fantastically good and the way he was kissing my neck was sending shivers all the way down my back.

I don’t know how or when, but Daddy pulled my nightshirt over my head.  He was rubbing me all over with his hands and his entire body while kissing me all over.  The feel of his skin rubbing against my skin was incredible!  He kissed my nipples and oh, my!    It felt so good that I never wanted him to stop, ever!  He put my hand back on his penis.  It felt hard, but it got harder and bigger! 

Suddenly every nerve in my body just exploded.  It was like when I played with myself, only better somehow. 

Daddy hugged me all night and he stroked my breasts all night.  It was difficult to sleep, yet it was the best sleeping I’ve ever done.

When Daddy got up in the morning, he was naked, totally naked, and I got my first look at what he really looks like.  I was naked too, except I still had my panties on.  Daddy called room service for breakfast before he showered.  Then he came out and sat on the bed still naked.  He said, “What happened last night shouldn’t have happened, Terri.  We shouldn’t have touched each other like that.  But what’s done is done and there’s no taking it back.  I just want you to know that, except for the night you were born, last night was the best night of my life.” 

“I should stay and talk to you about all this, but I have to go to work.  I want you to stay here until I come back.  Stay here and think about some things.  Then we need to make a decision.  One, we decide that last night was a one time thing, never to be repeated.  Then we pack up, go home and pretend it never happened.  Or two, we stay…  We stay and…”

“I want to stay,” I told him.

“You realize what will most likely happen if we stay?”

“You’ll make me feel like you did last night again?”

“Yes, yes I will, but…”

“But what, Daddy?”

“Answer me truthfully, Terri.  Are you a virgin?”

“Of course I am!”

“I thought so.  If we stay, I’ll make love to you like a man makes love to a woman.  Not as a boy and not as your father, but as a man.  We stay and you won’t be a virgin when we leave. Do you understand that?”

“I, I think so.”

“I think you do too and I think you need to consider all this very carefully.  Once we start this, there’ll be no turning back.  So I want you to think about it… think about it carefully.  If after you’ve had all day to think this over, and you decide you want to stay, then we’ll stay.  We stay and we’ll have sex.  If you decide its best that we go home, then we’ll go home.  Either way, we will have a lot of issues that will need to be resolved.”

“I love you, Daddy.”

“I love you too, Sweetheart.  I always have loved you and I always will.  The way I see it, I am your father, and it’s my obligation to see to it that you are educated in every thing that is important in life.  I will teach you about men and women and teach you about lovemaking.  I will teach you how to make a man happy, and I will show you how a man makes a woman happy.

“Your mother and I don’t see eye-to-eye on a lot of issues, and I think it goes without saying that your mother will not approve of this, any of this.  She doesn’t think I should be discussing sexual matters with you at all, and as for having sex with you, well… 

“But I think it is very important for you know these things and know how to appreciate these things.  If she ever finds out, ever… then we’ll both be in a lot of trouble, especially me because I’m the adult.”

Room service knocked. Daddy slipped on his underwear and let the black porter in.  I was still in bed with the sheets pulled up to my neck.  The porter pretended not to notice, but he had such a big smile on his face that his teeth shone.  Daddy tipped him and he was gone.  Do you think he knew that I was naked?

Well, I’ve done what Daddy has asked me to do and I’ve thought about it all day.  I’ve thought about it, and the more I’ve thought about it, the more I played with myself until I’m sore!  I know what I want to do.  I know what Muka would do.  Daddy may not believe me, but I want Daddy to teach me!

Last night, Daddy came to my bed again and fucked me.  I know I’m not to say that word, but that’s what happened.  Just before I went to bed he whispered to me, “I want you naked when I come to you later.  I want you to play with yourself and get yourself hot.  When I get there, Terri, I’m not going to make love you, I’m just going to come in and fuck you.”   His words sent shivers up my spine. 

Since we got home from New Orleans, he’s come to me late at night after Mother, Pepper and Joan were asleep. Not every night, but several times now. Usually we’d mess around for a long time before he did me.  Last night was different.  I was naked and ready for him.  He pulled back the sheets and dropped his drawers.  Without so much as a kiss or a word, he mounted me and fucked me holding my hands high above my head.  It was wonderful!  Then, after he’d cum inside me, he got up, pulled on his drawers and left.  It couldn’t have taken more than six minutes total.

I know I should have written sooner, but I wasn’t so sure I should write down what we were doing.  Also, I haven’t had much time, especially when we were in New Orleans.  But now, I need to put down in words, what has happened and how I feel about it.  First, sex is the most fun thing in the world!  I love it!  All day, it’s what I think about.  Of Daddy doing me.   In the past two weeks I’ve learned a lot and done a lot.  I’m certainly not a virgin anymore, that Terri is long gone and good riddance!  I’m more like Muka now, except I only have sex with Daddy and not the entire village. 

I really felt funny being in church today.  The pastor seemed like he was talking directly to me, about weakness of the flesh and giving into temptation.  Am I being sinful?  Will Daddy and I both go to hell?

Daddy’s going down to New Orleans tomorrow.  Mommy’s going with him and this time they are taking Joan. Granny’s coming to stay with Pepper and me. I told Daddy that I should go with him again, alone.  He agreed that he would enjoy it more, but it just couldn’t be.  He promised to come see me tonight for a proper goodbye. I miss him already.

Wed., July 25, 1962 

Wow!  Daddy did me three times last night!  He came in, fucked me and left.  Later he came in again and slowly made love to me.  I was seeing stars.  Then, almost at dawn, he came in and fucked me once more. I don’t know if I can stand not having sex for a week!  Seeing that we will be moving soon, maybe I’ll call Larry the Creep and meet him down at the creek by school.  Ooooo, that’d be fun.  He won’t even need rubbers, but that’s because before we left New Orleans, Daddy took me to a doctor and got me on the pill so I wouldn’t get pregnant.

Good thing I do my own laundry, as Daddy leaves a mess every time he comes to me during the night.  He hasn’t used a rubber since I started my period just after returning home from New Orleans.

Saturday, July 28, 1962 

I cried all night last night.  I missed Daddy sooooo much.  Today I feel a lot better.  Not much to do except catch up on things before I forget… like I’d forget losing my virginity!  Yeah, right!  Well, here’s hoping nobody ever reads this and gets Daddy and me in a lot of trouble, not that I haven’t already admitted that Daddy now fucks me and I LOVE IT!

Anyway here goes.  Back in New Orleans, after Daddy and I messed around a little, he told me to think real hard about going all the way.  I nearly went crazy waiting for Daddy to return from work… I was also scared because I knew what I wanted to do… I wanted to go all the way… I wanted Daddy to make me into a woman.    

Daddy came back to the hotel late in the afternoon.  He said, “I think we’d better go.”  I told him I wanted to stay.  “You know what will happen if we stay?”  I told him I did.  He said, “If we start this, there’s no going back.”  I opened the hotel bathrobe and Daddy just gawked.  I didn’t have on anything under the robe.

After staring at me for a long time in silence, he moved towards me.  He kissed me on my lips and then kissed down my neck to my breasts.  I felt like my blood would start to boil and I felt like I was going to pass out!

Daddy gently pushed me back onto the bed and then began kissing me between the legs.  I didn’t know people did that, but it feels so good!  He called me “sexy” and “so sweet tasting” and told me he was going to “fuck me until I couldn’t walk”.  I started seeing stars and felt so good!

I don’t know what happened next, but once I was seeing straight again, Daddy was standing up by the bed and he was naked.  He said, “Are you sure you want me to fuck you?  Last chance to say, no.” I still couldn’t talk when he got on top of me.  “Tell me what you want, Terri.  Tell me to fuck you.”  I told him yes and felt his cock pressing between my legs.  Suddenly I felt his penis opening me up.  I thought he was too big, but he kept pressing into me.  He paused and then I felt something inside me tear.  There was a sharp pain and I cried out… Daddy pressed into me deeper.  Next moment, I felt so incredibly full and so warm.  He wasn’t moving, just holding his cock deep inside me. (Daddy has told me that I should use the adult words for things with him;, it is his ”cock” or his ”dick” and not his “thing”; my ”cunt” or my “pussy” and not “down there”, and to say “fuck” because that’s exactly what we did).

I opened my eyes and we stared into each other’s eyes. Then he began to move inside me, fucking me.  He was gentle with me and felt so good.  There wasn’t any pain anymore, just a feeling of being fulfilled.  He whispered, “You have such  a tight pussy, baby… damn, you’re a tight fuck!”  He got this funny look on his face and pulled completely out of me, grunting and spewing his thick white stuff all over my tummy and on to my breasts.  Then he collapsed on top of me short of breath.  I was short of breath too, especially with him lying on top of me like that.

After a minute or so, Daddy rolled off.  There was blood all over the bathrobe that soaked through to the sheets.  He looked at me, smiled and said, “Well, we did it and there’s no taking it back.  How do you feel, baby?”

“I feel wonderful!”

“I didn’t hurt you, did I?”

“No… at first a little, but then it went away and it felt so good.  Can we do it again?”

Daddy laughed and tweaked my tit.  “Baby, we’re going to be doing it a lot before we go home.  But I’ll need a few minutes rest.”

“Why?”

“I’m a man and I have to rest after I ejaculate.”

“Why?”

“Just the way it is.” He looked kind of surprised and said, “Jesus, I’m hard again already!”

“Does that mean we can do it again?”

“Yes, it does!  But there’s a problem.”

“What problem?”

“I don’t have any rubbers and you’re not protected in anyway.”

“You mean I’m going to get pregnant?”

“No, I wouldn’t do that to you.  I pulled out before I came, so that’s okay.  But if I fuck you again, I could get some sperm inside you and that could be a problem. When did you say you should start your period?”

“Next week.”

Daddy thought for a few seconds and said, “That’s too dangerous.  Too close.  If was only a few days, I’d mount you again and I wouldn’t bother pulling out, but…  We could do it another way.”

“How?”

“Anally.”

“Anal… Oh, gosh, Daddy!  You’re kidding!”

“No, I’m not.  It’s a good way for couples to have sex and not risk a pregnancy.  I do your mother that way all the time, but maybe we ought to wait on that.  Oh, fuck it!  I’m just going to screw you again!”

“But I’ll get pregnant. Won't I?”

“You might get pregnant, but I don’t think so.  Besides, I know a doctor back home who will fix you right up if do you get knocked up.”  I didn’t know what he meant by that and I still don’t, but he got between my legs again and we fucked again.  It was wonderful!

Later, Daddy took me out to dinner and then to a drug store.  He bought a box of condoms and bought a tube of KY Jelly.  It’d be the next day before I found out what KY Jelly is for.  We came back to the room and he made love to me again and then later in the night he did me again.  Next morning, the first thing he did was get on top of me and stuck his cock inside me.

We had room service come up and after breakfast, Daddy showed me how to use my mouth to help him get hard.  Then we did it again.

After that, he said he really needed a rest and took me shopping. We went to this shop where they sold naughty clothes.  He bought me a red g-string and red pasties with black tassels.  Then he took me to a jewelry store.  He bought something, but wouldn’t show me what it was until after we had returned to the hotel after lunch.

After lunch, he took me to see some doctor.  I was so embarrassed!  He told the doctor that I was sexually active!  Then he said that he had heard that there was a pill available for women that would protect them from pregnancy. The doctor nodded and then scribbled out a prescription. The doctor didn’t ask me a single question nor did he examine me.      

As soon as we were in the hotel room, his hands were all over me and in a few minutes we were on the bed, naked, with Daddy licking and sucking me all over.  I got soooo hot and bothered!   When I thought I might explode, he was inside me again and I did explode!  It was soooo cool!

Afterwards he showed me what he bought for me.  It was a gold ankle bracelet. He put it on me and told me, “This gold chain is to remind you that from now on, you are my lover.”

By dinner time, Daddy’s supply of rubbers was running low.  He dropped off the prescription and bought more condoms.  Then after supper, he had me try on the g-string and pasted the pasties and tassels to my nipples and then had me dance for him.

I couldn’t get the tassels to rotate in opposite directions like the strippers on Bourbon Street do, but I tired.  Daddy had to settle for them moving in the same direction.  He was naked and I could see that he was excited again.  He got up and danced with me, rubbing his cock all over me.  He pulled off the g-string and then put me on the bed on all fours.  I thought we were going to do it doggie style, like this morning, but he had other ideas.

I felt the cold wetness of the KY Jelly on my backside and then he stuck a finger up my anus!  He played with me like that for a few minutes and asked me how I liked it.  I felt kinda odd, but I did like it and told him so.  “Then you’ll like this,” he said.  I felt the fat head of his cock press between my cheeks and then felt his cock pressing against my anus.  I held my breath as Daddy forced it inside me.  He was worried if it hurt, but it really didn’t, so he pushed more into me.  Soon he was going in and out like he was in my pussy, but he wasn’t!

We stayed one more day, and Daddy did me as often as he could and in every way he could.  By the time I got home, I certainly wasn’t a virgin in any way anymore. 

I thought that it would be all over when we got home, but Daddy made sure we had some private time together, usually late at night when everyone else was asleep.

What more can I say?  I love Daddy and I love making love to him. I know it’s wrong, but I don’t care, he makes me feel so good.  I wish we could just run away together, but I know I’d miss Mommy and Pepper. I’d even miss Joan!     

Sun., August 5, 1962 

Mommy, Daddy and Joan came home late yesterday.   They found a new house that was just built.  It is a two story, but it doesn’t have a cellar.  I hope they don’t have tornados in New Orleans!

We all went to church and after lunch, Daddy told me to go take off my panties and meet him down in the cellar.  While Mama, Joan and Pepper were upstairs, he fucked me on a blanket.  We didn’t get naked, we were still in our church clothes, except Daddy had taken his coat off.  I just pulled up my skirt and he just unzipped.  We met down there again later in the afternoon and I gave him a long blowjob.  It was a good thing we weren’t naked, as we were nearly caught by Joan.  All I had to do was stand up and all Daddy had to do was put it away and zip up.  After Joan left, I sucked Daddy’s cock some more.  I love to suck him and make him feel good.

Wed., August 22, 1962 

Tomorrow is moving day! Daddy’s taken all week off to get ready for the move.  The cellar is great place for Daddy and I to get together for a quick one. I used to hate going down there, but now…  I’m sure going to miss not having a cellar in New Orleans.

Friday, August 24, 1962 

We left Oklahoma yesterday morning.  It’s a long drive down to New Orleans.  Last night we stopped in Alexandria.  It’s in the middle of Louisiana.  Daddy said we had about four, maybe five hours to go and he’d had enough of the narrow winding road we’ve been on since Shreveport. 

We’re back on the road now, and Joan and Pepper are asleep, so I can catch up on my journal.  The problem is, the road is so bumpy that it’s hard to write at all.

Going through parts of SE Oklahoma and SW Arkansas was pretty… lots of hills and mountains.  Nothing big, but Daddy said they were mountains, so I’ll call them mountains.  Heading into Louisiana was another thing; very green, and very flat… not much to see except farms.

The motel we stayed at last night was okay.  Daddy got two connecting rooms with four beds.  He put Joan and Pepper in one room, and me with him and Mom.  Of course they had their own bed and I had mine.  We had supper and then we all went swimming.  Mom wasn’t feeling too good, but at least she wasn’t feeling really bad either.  She didn’t go swimming, but went to bed instead.

After the swim, Daddy told us all to go to bed, as we were getting up early so we could make it to New Orleans by noon.  I guess I fell asleep pretty quickly, but during the night, Daddy slipped into my bed.  I woke with a start, but he put his hand over my mouth to keep me quiet.  I couldn’t believe it… he wanted to do it with Mommy sleeping in the next bed!  Of course I kept quiet and didn’t say anything, I just let him do it.  Then he slipped back into bed with Mommy.  I was awake for a long time after that.  Almost as soon as Daddy got back in bed with Mom, he started snoring.

Mommy seems fine and happy this morning.  I guess those pills she takes really do help.  She certainly sleeps soundly enough!

XXXX It's later now, and we made it!  We got in around noon like Daddy wanted.  We ate lunch at this great place just outside of New Orleans.  Daddy told me to try the Crawfish Bisque. It’s kind of like a thick soup and it was delicious!

We went by the house Mommy and Daddy bought.  It’s so nice! It has two-stories with four bedrooms.  Upstairs are three bedrooms, a master bedroom with a private bath for Mommy and Daddy, and a room each for Joan and Pepper.  There’s another bath upstairs that Joan and Pepper will share.

Downstairs is another master bedroom with its own bathroom; that’s going to be my bedroom!  There’s a large family room and kitchen and a separate living room/dining room.  This house is huge!  No basement though.  Daddy says that if you dug a hole two feet down, you'd hit water.

The house really isn’t in New Orleans, but in a suburb called Metairie.  All the houses around here are new.  I would have preferred one of those old houses along St. Charles Avenue, but Daddy said he couldn’t afford anything like that.

Tonight we’re staying in another motel.  We will be here until the movers can get our stuff delivered.  Daddy just whispered to me not to wear any panties to bed. I have a good idea why!

Tuesday, September 4, 1962 

School started today.  We’re still living in the motel, but we’re supposed to get all our stuff tomorrow.  Joan is going to get my old bedroom set, so I’m going to get a new one!

The school is brand new and no one hardly knows anybody, so I guess I'll fit right in. After dinner, we went shopping for my new furniture.  Mommy and Daddy picked out something really nice.  It’s a full size canopy bed!   It has a dresser and a desk and this really nice floor mirror.  I can’t wait to move in!

The past two days, Mommy has been feeling really good.   That makes me happy, but it also causes a problem.

Fri., Sept. 7, 1962 

We’re moved in!  Of course there’s boxes and stuff everywhere, but we’re in our new home!  Joan of course is cross because I got a new bedroom set and she didn’t, but now that she has her own room, she should be happy.

The furniture store delivered my furniture yesterday.  While Mommy took Joan and Pepper shopping for new towels and new sheets, Daddy and I tried out my new bed.  It’s nice to be able to let go and not worry about anyone hearing you!  Of course I couldn’t sleep in it last night, but Daddy says it’s now properly broken in.

Sunday, Sept. 9, 1962  

We all went to church this morning.  After what the pastor had said, I felt really guilty about what was going on between me and Daddy.  Daddy told me not to fret about it, that if there is any sin in it, then it’s his sin and not mine.  I don’t know… what if Daddy’s wrong and there really is a God?  I won’t go to heaven.  Daddy said he’d bet on heaven on earth, and that was between my legs!  I should just trust him and not worry so much.

The bedroom arrangement is so good!  After Daddy tucked Pepper and Joan in for the night, he came downstairs to kiss me goodnight.  He did more than just kiss me goodnight!  I had to try real hard and not squeal, but I managed by biting my hand when it felt so good.  Daddy said we couldn’t do this every night, but we’d do it as often as we could.

Wed., September 12, 1962 

I know now why Daddy insisted on this furniture in my room.  First, the free standing mirror.   Daddy likes for me to get down in front of it when he does me from behind.  We both get to watch! 

The bed… he has me lean against the foot railing and then he does me from behind and standing up.  Again we get to watch in the mirror!

But the bed posts!  Last night Daddy tied me spread out and put a gag in my mouth.  I was sort of freaking out, but then he started to lick me.  He licked and sucked me until I couldn’t stand it!  Good thing I had that gag in my mouth last night or everyone in the house would have woken up.  Then he fucked me, really fucked me!  I really saw stars! I loved it and can’t wait for him to do that again!  I’m the luckiest girl in the world!

Monday, October 8, 1962 

Lately Mom’s been feeling a lot better.  She hasn’t had a headache in weeks even though she’s not taking those pills.  Problem is, she stays up late and watches Johnny Carson.  Of course Daddy stays up with her and can’t sneak downstairs to play with me. I play with myself of course, but that’s not the same as being filled with Daddy’s wonderful dick.  Still, I'd rather have Mommy feeling good.  I just wish I could have it both ways, and that’s just what happened tonight.

When Daddy got home, he told me to say at supper that I needed to go to Wendy’s house tonight to work on a project.  Never mind that there’s nobody I know named Wendy.  When we were almost through with supper, Daddy looked at me and I knew it was time. 

“I’ve got a lodge meeting tonight,” he said, “but I can drop you off and pick you up around nine-thirty.”  He then turned to Joan and told her to clean up the dishes tonight.  She glared at me, because tonight was my night to clean up.  Daddy rose and said he needed to get going and that if I wanted a ride, to get moving.

I didn’t know what exactly he had planned, but I was ready and stood up too.  I headed for the backdoor, but Daddy stopped me.  He had his back to Mom and told me, “Aren’t you forgetting something?”  His eyes were rolling around.  I still didn’t get it, so he added, “Go get your books.”  I really felt stupid as I had almost had blown it. 

I got some books and my notebook and we were off in his new company car.  We didn’t go very far.  Within minutes we were pulling into the Westgate Drive-In theater on Veterans.  It was already dark and the movie had started.  I asked what movie we were seeing.  He replied, “It doesn’t matter.  We’re not watching it.”

There are two screens facing away from each other.  Daddy parked in the middle, which was the back row for one screen, but far off to one side away from the concession stand.  Daddy turned around and rolled out a blanket onto the back seat; then he told me to take off my shoes and climb into the back.  He put the speaker on the window and rolled it up.  Then he climbed over the seat into the back with me.  “We don’t have all night, Baby,” he said, “so strip off those clothes and put them on the front seat so they won’t get messed up or lost.  Last thing I need tomorrow is for someone to find your panties in the car.”

“Someone might see us!” I told him.

“Look around.  There’s nobody here tonight.  Besides, I got these!”  From the floor he picked up a long box.  Inside were car window shades!  He hung them on the clothes hook and at the bottom stuck them to the window with a suction cup.  You could still see out, but they were dark enough I doubt anyone could see in.  He turned to me and said, “What are you waiting for?  You know why we’re here, so get your pretty ass naked, girl.”

When we were both undressed he told me, “I’ve missed you, Terri.  I hope you’ve missed me.”   Then he tells me how he’s thought of nothing else all day except fucking me.  We did.  We did several times.  It was a little awkward at first, but the back seat was big and we managed alright.  At one time Daddy sat up and leaned against the door.  He had me snuggle into him so that he could feel me up while his cock was inside me.  I liked that!

We got home around ten o’clock.  It was a fun night!  I hope we do it again.  Daddy told me that I could count on it.

Wednesday, Oct. 17, 1962

Last night when Daddy came to kiss me goodnight, he told me Mom was still awake and that he couldn’t stay too long.  He hasn’t been with me since we went to the drive-in and I’m getting frustrated.  As usual Daddy pulled the covers back and fondled me.  I was naked and he liked that.  I liked it too.  Sometimes I think my boobs are directly connected to my bottom.  When he rolled my nipples between my fingers, I felt my pussy throb.  When he took my nipple into his mouth, it wasn’t long before I was panting.  Daddy says that’s because I’m like a “hot bitch in heat”.  He told me to play with myself, so I did.  He watched and pulled his dick out and beat off until he wet all over my titties and my face.  He said that he was coming back later for some “fresh snatch”, but he never did.  

Tuesday, Oct. 23, 1962  

I was talking to Pepper last night when Daddy came in and told us it was time for bed.  As I was heading downstairs, I noticed that Mommy was already in her bed and rubbing her temples.  She was having another of those headaches!  I felt really bad for her, but even as I kissed her goodnight, I knew that Daddy would be coming to see me tonight.  I was right and I didn’t have long to wait!  The trouble is, all week I’ve been wishing that Mommy would take her pill and go to sleep.  She only does that if she’s in pain.  I’m an awful wicked girl, and God will punish me!  He should too!  I’m a terrible person to have wished that on her!

My period started this morning.  Daddy told me after supper that he was going to come see me tonight once Mommy was out and Joan and Peeper were in bed.  I told him that my period started this morning.  He said, “Good, that means you’re not pregnant.  Now, you be ready for me.”  I know what he has in mind… he’ll do me anally just like last month.  It’s not so bad, not like at first.

Oct. 25, 1962 

Last night Daddy came to me around 10:30. He was pleased that I was naked and waiting for him.  He had me clean off my desk while he moved the floor mirror to where he wanted it. Bent over the desk lengthwise, I could see him approach me from behind.   He slathered KY jelly on my anus and then slid right in.  I guess I am getting used to it.  It didn’t hurt at all, in fact it felt very nice from the every moment he entered me.  I watched Daddy doing me… he looked so content!  Me, I looked like a slut!

After Daddy dropped Jimmy off Saturday, I was afraid he would be angry with me.  He wasn’t!  In fact he said, “I’ve been expecting you to start fucking that boy.  He’s a nice kid.”  He asked if Jimmy treated me nice and did I enjoy his cock.  It was really embarrassing, but he laughed and said, “You won’t get pregnant, so you kids have fun.”  Then he put my hand on his cock.  Daddy was hard.  Then to my shock he said, “Thinking about that boy fucking you really gets me excited.   Wish I could have seen that.” 

Daddy then parked on a side street.  He told me take off my bottoms.  I thought he was going to fuck me, but instead, he went down on me.  I love it when he does that!   It surprised me though as I was all wet from Jimmy and he knew it.  He didn’t lick me too long, just a few times and then we drove home. 

He checked on Mommy and then came to my room.  You could hear the wet sloppy noises as he did me.  Then when he was finished, he put his cock in my face.  Around the base was a white foam churned up from Jimmy’s sperm.  He had me lick him clean and then he left.

After dropping Jimmy off, Daddy asked if we’d had fun at the Beach Club.  I told him that we did.  With a grin he said, “I see you got cleaned up before I picked you up this time.”  Then he felt my crotch and worked his hand into my bottoms.  God, we were still sitting out in front of Jimmy’s house!  He felt around and then withdrew his hand.  It was soaked!  “I see he fucked you again.”  Daddy then told me that Mom was still up, so he drove over to park in a dark area where houses are to be built sometime in the future.

After I sucked him off, Daddy told me that he would see me later tonight and not to wear panties to bed. I can’t wait for Mommy to go to sleep! 

I never know what to expect from Daddy.  Sometimes he’s gentle, sometimes he rough, sometimes he takes a long time, other times he’s quick.  Sometimes he just wants to lick me, sometimes he just wants me to lick him.  Sometimes he wants it the normal way and sometimes he wants to do it in my butt.  Sometimes he’s on top and others he wants me on top.  It’s always different, but I always have fun!  It seems to especially excite him to fuck me after Jimmy had fucked me.  After dropping Jimmy off this afternoon, Daddy took me to this motel on Airline Highway and ravished me over and over.  Wow!  What a great day!