[[newer ->2015-01-16: Gone awhile]]
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### 2014-09-30: For science.
There is growing evidence that the female genitals are not like the penis at all. Rather, they're called a "vagina" and operate in a manner so far poorly understood. However, a new study group works hard to uncover the inner workings of this mysterious organ. Volunteers for thorough investigation are currently accepted and can apply here. For science.
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### 2014-08-26: New story of Vella
Finished Vella's story which made me cum... uh... 5 times? 6? Fuck, I must've needed that. Anyway.
[[older ->2014-08-25: Collection updated]] [[newer ->2014-08-26: New story of Vella]]
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### 2014-08-25: Collection updated
Finished uploading all my stories here, so this site is the most complete collection of them so far. There's one more story that's currently in a contest and I can only post it after that's ended, and another I'm still working on. After that, I think I'll continue the Zombie stories, they seem to stay in my mind.
[[older ->2014-08-15: FAQ]] [[newer ->2014-08-25: Collection updated]]
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### 2014-08-15: FAQ
Updated the FAQ. I'm getting a lot of mail and while I'm trying to answer everything, some of it is just too... weird. Why would I want to give recommendations on someone's kiddie porn story when I'm clearly not into that?
[[older ->2014-08-06: 30 stories]] [[newer ->2014-08-15: FAQ]]
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### 2014-08-06: 30 stories
Alright. By now I've uploaded all my stories (30 so far) to my public folder. Now I'll do the same all over with the website, saving the best for last so to speak. Also, I've heard asstr has issues with the feedback form, which is why I've included a link to my email in the sidebar.
[[older ->2014-07-20: Finished story codes]] [[newer ->2014-08-06: 30 stories]]
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### 2014-07-20: Finished story codes
Finished setting keywords and summaries for all stories I've written so far. I'll upload them one by one in the upcoming weeks. Finished a brand new story (well, the first part of it), 1900 words in about 1.5 hours. Also, got more really sweet fanmail, including a story that made me cum real nice, so thanks for that! I'll go hang out on Omegle now for a while. If you like to meet me there, you can include "AnnaSiciliana" in your interests and the great gods of the internet may match us up. You'll never know.
[[older ->2014-07-18: Finished website]] [[newer ->2014-07-20: Finished story codes]]
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### 2014-07-18: Finished website
Finished my asstr website. I'm quite happy with it, and it was easier to do than I thought. (Of course, I cheated and used a free template, but still...) Also posted my <a href=http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/burlesque.html>second story</a>. There's lots more to come, but I like to keep them trickling and not dump the all at once (kinda like my girlfriends). In the few days I've been here, I've gotten the nicest fanmail I've ever gotten on any other site, so thanks a lot for that. I'm trying to incorporate suggestions and requests in upcoming stories and am working on one right now, which seems to be a little longer than usual, so I might need to break it down into several parts. Also, thanks to those who tell me they'd like to be used by me. I will only really respond to requests from females, but if you're serious about it, feel free to mail me, and when I'm in the mood, I'll set up a chat for us and get back to you. I will not do pictures, so please don't ask or expect any. If you want to send me pictures of you, that's alright, but that'll be only a sign of your submission and not something you can expect anything in return for.
[[older ->2014-07-16: Banned from Tumblr]] [[newer ->2014-07-18: Finished website]]
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### 2014-07-16: Banned from Tumblr
Got banned from Tumblr for no reason at all, given that I've seen lots of blogs there with much more explicit porn than mine. I've just posted stories, after all, no pictures, videos, or anything. I guess the biggest loss was the few fans and fanmails I've gotten, but luckily I haven't been there long and haven't put a lot of work or emotions in it. So, I've signed up here. I don't like to keep my eggs all in one basket and so am posting my stories on a few other sites, but asstr seems to be the best managed and most open so far. First story is one of the first ones I've written, so enjoy.[[newer ->2015-06-19: Depression, deletion]]
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### 2015-01-16: Gone awhile
Yeah. Gone for a while. Lots to do, a few stories started, and something very special planned, more on that when it's done. In the meantime, there's a new category here called "Role Play gone horribly wrong" where I'll post chatlogs of all the bizarre encounters a girl can have when being left alone on anonymous chatrooms. Enjoy.
[[older ->2014-09-30: For science.]][[newer ->2015-06-20: Bytes]]
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### 2015-06-19: Depression, deletion
Okay.
I'd say good morning, because it's always morning somewhere on the net, and I like the idea of a new dawn and a new day. But that's not how I feel. That's not how I feel at all.
I've gotten involved with a particular story site a little too deep and the ensuing rollercoaster ride has drained my resources considerably. (Memo to self: Do not discuss gun control with americans.)
I don't really talk that much about myself, partly because I have the inclination to retch whenever I read other author's "author notes" or "updates" of which 90% can be summed up as "(working on / just published / am behind on) new story". Well, I am all of the above. But right now, I'm fucking drained. (Memo to self: Do not exhaust your energy on debates with trolls.)
I have an inclination to depression. That doesn't mean I'm chronically depressed, only that my mental "skin" is, for reasons, quite thin. Nothing I can do about that, "grow a thicker skin" is not exactly useful advice. So. I tend to get involved in things that will very quickly go under my skin and then it eats at me. (Memo to self: Do not talk to stalkers.)
My mood is on a cyclical swing, and months of pretty good mood and productivity are followed by months of dejection. I do not think it's "manic-depressive" because it's not very severe, but what do I know? On top of it all, I work in a very stressful job (which we all do; what job today isn't stressful?) and that alone creates a constant atmosphere of pressure and upheaval. I do not cope well with either. (Memo to self: ?)
I thought writing itself was my relief from all that, and it is; it's the "social" aspect of it that's exhausting. I try to keep in touch with fans, I make friends, I find affection and submission and love. But I'm an introvert. Social interaction is exhausting to me. And negative social interaction (trolls, stalkers, haters) is doubly exhausting. (Memo to self: Find better strategy.)
So what am I trying to say with all of that? Well, I had to pull the brakes, get away from it for a while and recharge. I can't cope. I can only endure, or not. Right now, I can not. I'm waiting for a time when I can. (Memo to self: Do not discuss
In the meantime, I have, in an act of utter stupidity, wiped a virus-infected partition on my computer only to remember that I forgot to back up my latest stories. So, they're gone. That's that. (Memo to self: Do not delete stuff unless you didn't need it for at least a couple of months.)
Also, a second Tumblr blog I had started at the beginning of the year got deleted a few weeks ago, [[again ->2014-07-16: Banned from Tumblr]]. (Memo to self: Do not bother with Tumblr. Porn pics are fine there, porn stories are not.)
So, as a lesson from all that, I've started an overhaul of this website, to use it for a blog and other fun stuff, just to have a place where I can write whatever the fuck I want and control the interaction, am not subject to other people's rules (WTF, Tumblr?) and, when it all fails, at least have a backup of whatever I wrote on here. (Memo to self: Fuck it all.)
I might write some more in detail about the experiences of the past weeks and months, but for now, I'm tired, and I bet you are too.
So. Good night.
[[older ->2015-01-16: Gone awhile]] [[newer ->2015-06-21: Productive and SlApT]]
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### 2015-06-20: Bytes
Whenever the world will find out that "bytes" are just characters, it'll feel so stupid.
[[older ->2015-06-19: Depression, deletion]] [[newer ->2015-06-22: Age, experience, lack thereof]]
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### 2015-06-21: Productive and SlApT
Well, alright. I've been productive. Depressed, still, but productive. I keep sleeping for most of the days, but when I'm up, I've got a million new ideas, so that's good.
One of those is something that came to me shortly before I fell asleep last night, and I literally spent all day getting it to work. It's a bit more involved than writing a regular story (even though it has just as many words) because I had to first figure out how to keep score and make responsive multiple-choice questions in <a href=http://twinery.org/>Twine 2</a>, but I'm proud to say that after 8 hours now, I've finally got it done. Take the <a href=http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/SlApT.html>Slut Aptitude Test</a>, y'all!
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### Index
[[2015-06-22: Age, experience, lack thereof]]
[[2015-06-21: Productive and SlApT]]
[[2015-06-20: Bytes]]
[[2015-06-19: Depression, deletion]]
[[2015-01-16: Gone awhile]]
[[2014-09-30: For science.]]
[[2014-08-26: New story of Vella]]
[[2014-08-25: Collection updated]]
[[2014-08-15: FAQ]]
[[2014-08-06: 30 stories]]
[[2014-07-20: Finished story codes]]
[[2014-07-18: Finished website]]
[[2014-07-16: Banned from Tumblr]]
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## <a href="http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/">Anna Siciliana</a>
### 2015-06-22: Age, experience, lack thereof
So, I'm 38 years old; I was born in 1977. I'm basically ancient. Moreover, I've been depressed for most of my life (no thanks to my dad), so you'd think I got this shit figured out by now.
Well, I haven't. The best I can do is - at least - recognize when I'm depressed and identify it as such, listen to my body, follow where it leads me, and hope that it'll be over soon. That's not a great trick for a 38 year old monkey.
Beyond that, I'm perfectly clueless. I thought that my periods of laziness and un-creativity would pretty much coincide with my periods of depression, but that doesn't seem to be the case lately; I keep writing like there's no tomorrow. (Which is not a great sentence when you're not feeling particularly chipper to begin with...)
So, I don't know. Should I just keep on publishing? That'll draw the trolls and haters and all the drama that made the situation worse to begin with, but I also crave the thanks and praise and nice comments that I usually get, and which make it all so worthwhile. Without them, I'd have stopped writing long ago.
Or maybe a selective approach - publish on the (mostly) drama-free platforms (<a href=https://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=2018978&page=submissions>literotica</a>, <a href=http://storiesonline.net/library/author.php?id=7978>storiesonline</a> and <a href=http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Anna_Siciliana/www/>asstr</a>/<a href=https://www.reddit.com/user/AnnaSici/>reddit</a>) and stay away from the drama havens for now (<a href=www.sexstories.com/profile825584/AnnaSiciliana>sexstories</a>/<a href=http://forum.xnxx.com/members/annasiciliana.825584/#postings>xnxx</a>, <a href=http://www.lushstories.com/Mili>lush</a>). I really, really wish I would have someone to take care of the publishing for me, and would answer mail and comments on my behalf.
Anyway, I like to keep my little "story sunday" schedule going, at least for as long as I write enough to actually publish a new story every sunday. (Looks good right now, got enough for six weeks in advance.)
On a brighter note, I've just discovered a great new person to fawn over: <a href=http://jizlee.com/>Jiz Lee</a>! I already learned from there that <a href=http://jizlee.com/fisting-day/>October 21 is Fisting Day</a>, and I so will have to celebrate that.
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