When I was 13 and in 7th grade, I sorta noticed that I had a feeling or attraction to many girls. I was like, "Wait this can't be happening to me. No way could this be happening to me." I thought it was just a phase I was going through. But then I started to look at nude pitures of teens and guys but I noticed that I felt more overwhelmed with girl pictures then I did with guy pics, which really grossed me out. Then I noticed something... I was a lesbian.
I went out with many guys that year just to make sure if I was really a lesbian. My first boyfriend was a sweetheart. When we started to go out I was like "Hey, I'm not a lesbian!!! But after a while we stopped being around each other and he broke my heart.
I hated guys. They were complete dogs to me, and I guess that is when I decided I'm fully gay.
The first person I told was my best friend, Andre, who was my age at the time. I told her at a very weird position because she was spending the night with me and when I told her she was getting undressed in her pj's. Well, it turns out that she was really shocked because she was a lesbian too but didn't tell me until we got in a huge fight. When we got in the fight, it was just completly awful. I mean we were screaming, hollering , and everything but she was the one that broke off the fight at the end when she screamed that she was a lesi. I was shocked, but all of a sudden we got close and everything and started to make out. I felt really great around her. I could tell her anything and everything and she wouldn't mind because we were the same.
One night, when she was spending the night with me, we decided to go a little further in our relationship. We got undressed and started to carress our bodies against each other. It felt so great. We were together and in "love" and we started to make out, and after that I expected things between us to be further apart but we were much closer together.
At school we would hold hands and at dances we would kiss each other and that's how everyone figured out that we were lesbians.
Until this day my parents don't know about me being a lesbian... I'm scared on what they might think... and I guess I still don't take myself as being a full lesbian...