I wanted to share my eye-opening entry into the world of lesbianism. I was 14 when this happened... I was a late bloomer. I was dating this kid I went to HS with, Jim. We dated for about 6 months, he told me that he loved me, and I honestly loved him, too. Well we started to have sex, actually often, for about the last month of our relationship. Then I found out that he had hooked up and did other things with a friend of mine, Beth. I gave this guy my virginity and he threw it away like a piece of trash.
Well I did nothing but cry for two weeks. I barely ate, never saw my friends, was a total mess. Mom let me stay home from school It was ugly. Well my BFF Rachel, came over one Friday nite to see me, since it had been two weeks, since we hung out. I just kept crying, because I was honestly hurt by what Jim did to me. Rachel spent the entire night with me, comforting me and keeping me entertained. While watching a movie, we both were lounging on the couch in my living room. Rachel started telling me good things about my self, how I was pretty, had a beautiful bod, and other things. Well it made me feel better, So I figured I'm gonna get through this and start all over again.
Then when I leaned in to Rachel, to giver her a hug, she kissed me Not a friendly peck on the cheek Right on the lips, hard and sensual. I gave in and kissed her back (this was the first time I ever kissed anyone other then a boy I felt strange and tingly.
We stopped because my mom walked by the living room and asked if we were alright. Before I could say yes, Rachel had already spoken up and said we were tired and going to bed.
Yeah, so we went to my bedroom, for bed or what I thought was bed. Rachel told me that she wanted to kiss me for a long time and asked if I felt the same way. Honestly I was really confused, but I knew that kissing her was fun. I also felt comfortable with her. I told her I was confused and then she kissed me again, this time I was all over the kiss. And kissed her right back, even harder then before. We then stopped when my mom came by to say good night to us.
We both changed and got ready for bed. Luckily, I have a big bed, so Rach wouldn't have to sleep on the floor. Actually lucky for me, that I had a big bed. We got into bed and Rachel pulled the covers over her head and wouldnt let me see anything. Next thing I knew, Rachel was bare naked in my bed. If I thought I was shocked when she kissed me, good lord was I shocked when she started to touch me while she was naked. She asked is I was ready. I really wasn't sure if I was but I said yes anyways. She then took my clothes off of me and started to kiss me again.
Rachel really opened my eyes to a whole new world, a new world where guys will never be part of again.
Thank you Rachel I love you!!!